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selfnss · 1 year ago

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// i was gonna write something today like i was gonna write literally anything just Something.... but my meds are changing and im not feeling too hot actually so i just. Didn't write anything at all i guess... getting brain zaps from coming off sertraline and also just not coping well with life atm i guess. sorry for the lack of content i'm just in a very weird place right now and i really don't know how to cope with it tbh

#ooc.#personal //#turns out the sertraline was doing Something #cus my mood swings are literally all over the place now i'm off it #man was i this bad before i got on that stuff??#jees #i'm so tired and low energy at the moment and iu know that's only gonna get worse with what i'm going onto as of tomorrow #im literally sat here willing myself to do something just something just do Something but instead i just #start to fall asleep at my desk #and i keep having crying fits for like. some reason i guess #idk im not doing too hot #the Bad Thoughts are coming back and i just want to lay down and sleep all the time #im like. paralysed??? all the time at the moment #there's so many things i want to do but instead i just end up having weird brain zaps and head rushes in between episodes of falling asleep #idk!!!#but yeah #sorry for the lack of content #im trying #i want to be here #i just.... am struggling

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theoldkyokodied · 1 year ago

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Really quick doodles of a few scenes from the stream yesterday. Including combat flirting taunting, gale’s magnificently distracting shoes and.. whatever you wanna call gale agreeing to give 15 gold to astarion 😐😑😐😑😐 (that’s me blinking)

#bloodweave #astarion x gale #gale x astarion #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #they are so funny god help. thank you to whoever sat Neil next to Tim #my roommate turning to look directly at me whenever they were interacting lik bestie please stop I am trying to be normal. don’t look at me #my roommate also said Neil acting low-key obsessed with gale and I could only say wow he’s just like me fr fr.#if I didn’t still struggle with getting shadowhearts likeness you would get a drawing of her hugging bing bong too but alas …#anyway the stream was so fun #can’t wait til tomorrow hehe

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transthatfag · 5 months ago

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destiel forehead healing kiss. what more could u want.

#art #digital art #my art 🦷#digital painting #supernatural #destiel #castiel #dean winchester #spn fanart #spn #destiel fanart #i am. so tired.#i tried my hardest to not half ass this and give up #i sorta accomplished that but not really #ill have some grace for myself tho cause i really struggled to make art this month :/#spn fanart is so theraputic tho #i missed making my visions for this show #it also just felt like the most low stakes thing to make #this looks way better *not* on mobile.. too lazy to edit this shit now

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mienar · 9 months ago

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the wandering painter, part one

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#artists on tumblr #illustration #animated illustration #animation #backgrounds #animated gifs #background illustration #myillust #landscape #plants #scenery #summer #hiii! just wanted to share an artwork i made that's super fresh from the oven ksfknsf #'the wandering painter' will be a series that consists of artworks that has elements that i struggle to draw and am trying to improve on!#ive always really struggled with the process of painting (for example) clouds fields grass grasslands flowers etc #despite the end result coming out satisfactory imo but i cant deny that it most of the time feels like a fluke #so this series would consist of my journey of improving how to draw said elements/areas more confidently :D #this artwork in particular - i studied and practiced how to paint/draw silver grass better along with grasses and clouds #i feel like im sorta getting the hang of it but theres definitely room to study and experiment how i can paint it better #so yeah! nonetheless i really hope you'll like this! and i hope you'll have a lovely day/night ahead <3333

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dead-inside-demiboy · 11 days ago

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Im sorry but being aromantic and/or asexual is such a beautiful, complex identity that opens up almost endless possibilities and interpretations about sex and romance and relationships and struggles within those,

and i will always absolutely LOATHE how both the outside and the aro/ace community itself have boiled these identities down to just "doesnt have sex" and "doesnt date"

#Like as a sex pos romance positive individual i feel so alienated from what is supposed to be my community too #Just for once id like to see a relatable post where an aro/ace describes how they are having sex/dating and how it feels different #from the way allos do it #cause it is different and it is amazing and i never see that pointed out #demy speaks #asexual #aromantic #aroace #aromantism #ace #aro #and just to be clear im not saying one is struggling more than the other or that one is better or more aro/ace #Nor am i saying that the “doesnt date/have sex” posts are bad #Its just...some variety would be great yknow? This is way more complex of an identity than the community is making it out to be

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sinisternoodles101 · 1 month ago

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