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I came out to my mother last sunday cuz she didn't like that i lie to her, like all the time
She was really calm through it all.
Doesn't mean she accepts me
I got a haircut and she said the same thing she always says, and i always think maybe she won't say it this time.
"I don't like it"
#personal#tearing up while listening to wrabel - the village on repeat cuz fuck this shit#i just want to quit#that's not an option tho
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#honestly work has been robbing me of my will to live#and i mean it in the worst way possible#i am being humiliated and silenced#excluded from activities#given low impact projects#and they keep telling me i am not able to do more#because i am not good enough#every moment i spend at my job feels like a big waste of my time#and i am staying there just for the money#they still task me with business travels but just because they need a placeholder#i am totally done with them#i would be able to do a much better job if they involved me more#i am exercising violence on myself everyday by going to work#i just want to quit#and go somewhere where they respect my worth#i cant do this anymore
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I want to be corrupted into a total sex obsessed freak sooooo bad. I want to be forced to get horny from literally everything. Stick household objects in me. Make me hump shoes and bags and clothes. Make me finger myself anytime I talk on the phone. Make me rub my pussy juices on all of my things. Make me watch porn at work. Make me always keep an earbud in so I can listen to girls getting fucked streamed 24/7. Keep a dildo in me anytime I use my computer. Make me sexualize every nonsexual thing in my life. I want to be completely perverted.
#make me quit my job so i can lay in bed all day and be in total sex bliss#i want everything in my life to be sex#milky talks#corruption kink#hard k1nk#object insertion.#i just came to someones selfie<3#r@petoy#fr33use#cnc free use#cnc k!nk#dark k1nk#fav
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"They call it the MANGLE" - FNAF 2 phone guy
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#mangle#abby schmidt#mike schmidt#fnaf 2#HAPPY SPOOKY MONTH BUT FR#the big thing I was looking forward to doing was doing some horror art!#obviously if you’ve followed me for awhile#every October I’ll do a handful of spookier art than usual#I don’t have grand plans but we’ll see where the art takes me#wanted to start with something for the next movie#again can’t wait to see mangle in it#I’m so curious how they’ll look or move#if you’ve seen how they move in Help wanted#you just know they’ll be terrifying#mangle is the number one thing I’m looking forward to in the second film#originally in my draft for this I exaggerated mangle quite a bit#but decided to be more accurate cause mangle on their own is freaky#just a lot of their screens in the og game are truly haunted#love mango 🩷
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Book 2 au with Zuko and Katara Lee and Huamei
Katara is separated from her friends, and so she's left to travel the earth kingdom on her own. She stumbles across Zuko, who is similarly travelling on his own. They decide that pairing up and travelling together would be best
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#my art#book 2 au#book 2 aus have been done before but i wanted to try my own take with tropes i personally enjoy akdjslkdks#also had the urge to draw zutara arguing and just not getting along in general qldjkakslsk#i recently finished natla and also just rewatched book 1 so zutara book 1 dynamic where they're quite hostile with each other is on my mind#they decide to travel together but obviously they don't get along at all at the start#they find each other annoying but that annoyance slowly turns into affection#also alsooo#short hair zuko enjoyers hello#i have switched over to the side of short hair zuko ajrskakdlksjd#also thinking about how to put short hair katara into this akdjaljdlskf#i just think short hair zutara neat :>>
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Had an argument last night. It got totally out of control. It's still out of control. I don't feel like anything will ever be ok. I'm being blamed for all of it- both sides of it. And I guess that's appropriate. I just wanna give up so badly. Needing to take care of the dog, and the cats, because I promised, is the only thing that even feels good anymore.
She doesn't love me anymore. Maybe not for a long time. I built my life around her. She's all I want still. And it's just...broken. I'm so broken.
I just cry all the time now. I just HIDE and CRY all the time. I hate it so much. I hate my fucking reflection. I hate the sound of myself. I want to tear my skin off. I want to tear it all off and step out. I want to be done. I can't even quit. The only thing I know how to do is step away. And I fucking can't.
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need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that#literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me#it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought#my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case#because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now#also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay
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it's almost like... if you play a movie in 10 cinemas worldwide, it doesn't do as well as it could 🤯🤯
#btw ik this is actually quite good i just wish sapphic films were given the chance to do as well as other movies#the way i need to leave the country if i want to see it#AND I DONT EVEN LIVE IN A SMALL COUNTRY I LIVE IN FUCKING AUSTRALIA#this is not aimed at the op btw they're just reporting it#anyways feeling anger#bottoms movie#bottoms 2023#rachel sennott#ayo edebiri#ruby cruz#havana rose liu#nicholas galitzine#kaia gerber#wlw#lesbian#sapphic#elainposting
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Me: My brother has cancer, failing a class, cutting ties with my toxic dad, and trying to convince mom to divorce his ass
my bf: I'm worthless and deserve pain
me: no I love you
bf: no, i don't deserve you
Me:
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The one eyed Siffrin Wink™
#i wanted to know how it'd look so i animated it (a still image doesnt rly do it)#i ended up going way cleaner than i usually do for animation so it took a couple days#but im really pleased with him - im quite proud of my style matching - just the lineart is too thick but thats ok#little scrunko winks for u#what mischievious thoughts are they having? probably sadder ones than u'd think#my art#my animations#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#animation
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spiraling
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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I came out to my mother last sunday cuz she didn't like that i lie to her, like all the time
She was really calm through it all.
Doesn't mean she accepts me
I got a haircut and she said the same thing she always says, and i always think maybe she won't say it this time.
"I don't like it"
#personal#tearing up while listening to wrabel - the village on repeat cuz fuck this shit#i just want to quit#that's not an option tho
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[Monster High] so since pink lagoona is a hot topic in the fandom, i though it'd be a fun challenge to try and make some pink lagoonas myself. there's actually a lot of material to work with imo!
these are all essentially looks for a recolored g1 lagoona, only the last one being intended for her g3 personality. i wanted to make more for g3, but didn't quite like them in execution, so maybe another time..
tropical treasure: beautiful, glamorous, colorful, but a bit more of an aquarium decoration than a strange beast. loosely inspired by bettas
ghost ship cruise: etherial haunty lagoona, inspired by jellyfish. light, translucent and probably cold to the touch
coy classic: elegant mermaid pond lagoona, inspired by koi fish. this one is kind of an amalgamation of her g1 dolls that exists in my head tbh
little axolotl: cute and quirky, like the new lagoona. inspired by axolotls and sea slugs :)
#my art#monster high#i wanted a crab/shrimp and a deep sea lagoona sooo bad#but it's not their time yet#i actually quite like new lagoonas holographic pastel rainbow vibe i just wish they experimented more with the sea creatures
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Parents who bully teachers because their child didn't make the team, where do you get off on that? Why do you think your kid is better than everyone else? More so, why do you think your position as an employee of the district entitles your child to a spot on every team? Why can you not take no for an answer? Why must you make my job harder than it already is? Why must you ruin the one thing that I actually, truly, more than anything enjoyed about my job?
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know#im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie#or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them#snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book#that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#tbosas#lucy gray baird#not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration#but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause#like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time#he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets#and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets#he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved#but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall#he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires
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VIII Strength redraw
#setting: inver#i posted this on patreon aaaaages ago half-finished and then today was like well... i've run out of stuff to do so might as well try this#the original one had a kind of foresty element in the bg and i wanted the cut branches to resemble blood vessels. it didn't quite work#so i just cut out the middle man#artists on tumblr#i sacrificed his arm hair for this o7
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