I came out to my mother last sunday cuz she didn't like that i lie to her, like all the time
She was really calm through it all.
Doesn't mean she accepts me
I got a haircut and she said the same thing she always says, and i always think maybe she won't say it this time.
"I don't like it"
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I want to be corrupted into a total sex obsessed freak sooooo bad. I want to be forced to get horny from literally everything. Stick household objects in me. Make me hump shoes and bags and clothes. Make me finger myself anytime I talk on the phone. Make me rub my pussy juices on all of my things. Make me watch porn at work. Make me always keep an earbud in so I can listen to girls getting fucked streamed 24/7. Keep a dildo in me anytime I use my computer. Make me sexualize every nonsexual thing in my life. I want to be completely perverted.
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Had an argument last night. It got totally out of control. It's still out of control. I don't feel like anything will ever be ok. I'm being blamed for all of it- both sides of it. And I guess that's appropriate. I just wanna give up so badly. Needing to take care of the dog, and the cats, because I promised, is the only thing that even feels good anymore.
She doesn't love me anymore. Maybe not for a long time. I built my life around her. She's all I want still. And it's just...broken. I'm so broken.
I just cry all the time now. I just HIDE and CRY all the time. I hate it so much. I hate my fucking reflection. I hate the sound of myself. I want to tear my skin off. I want to tear it all off and step out. I want to be done. I can't even quit. The only thing I know how to do is step away. And I fucking can't.
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Me: My brother has cancer, failing a class, cutting ties with my toxic dad, and trying to convince mom to divorce his ass
my bf: I'm worthless and deserve pain
me: no I love you
bf: no, i don't deserve you
Me:
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[Monster High] so since pink lagoona is a hot topic in the fandom, i though it'd be a fun challenge to try and make some pink lagoonas myself. there's actually a lot of material to work with imo!
these are all essentially looks for a recolored g1 lagoona, only the last one being intended for her g3 personality. i wanted to make more for g3, but didn't quite like them in execution, so maybe another time..
tropical treasure: beautiful, glamorous, colorful, but a bit more of an aquarium decoration than a strange beast. loosely inspired by bettas
ghost ship cruise: etherial haunty lagoona, inspired by jellyfish. light, translucent and probably cold to the touch
coy classic: elegant mermaid pond lagoona, inspired by koi fish. this one is kind of an amalgamation of her g1 dolls that exists in my head tbh
little axolotl: cute and quirky, like the new lagoona. inspired by axolotls and sea slugs :)
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Parents who bully teachers because their child didn't make the team, where do you get off on that? Why do you think your kid is better than everyone else? More so, why do you think your position as an employee of the district entitles your child to a spot on every team? Why can you not take no for an answer? Why must you make my job harder than it already is? Why must you ruin the one thing that I actually, truly, more than anything enjoyed about my job?
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I came out to my mother last sunday cuz she didn't like that i lie to her, like all the time
She was really calm through it all.
Doesn't mean she accepts me
I got a haircut and she said the same thing she always says, and i always think maybe she won't say it this time.
"I don't like it"
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
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