#i just wanan be safe!!!!

[homeless202]

knowing Eunyung's home situation and how his dad treated him (and also how, as a homeless teen hopping in and out of shelters, living in a tent, never having a safe place to rest, always having to sleep with one eye open), this scene probably gave him flashbacks

context: Haejoon thought Eunyung was trying to scare him by making noises in their horror house dorms at night, so he burst into his room to confront him. meanwhile Eunyung was chilling with headphones in, completely unaware and not hearing anything.

[tommyssupercoolblog]

hi random ask just wanna say u r so silly goofyz i lov ur blog so much <22

also have a question i wanan get properly into miscecanis/misceverse/whatever its called (even created a tag fur it on my blog),, but i dunno where to start & i felt u r kinda a professional/really knowledgeable when it comes to miscevesre methinks,, so i wanted to ask fur some advice on where to start, what sum terms r and all that idk :33

k bye tommy once again i love ur blog!!!!! :DD

- @r4inbowv0lt

THANKY YOU

and um for misce I think askgames can be a fun way to start, or like talking about ur dynamic and scent (if you have one). Just...start posting about ur misce thoughts!! Maybe if u build a nest u can post a photo or talk about it and be like "in my nest for todaye" or somethn

As for terms (under the cut);

Misceanimalis/Misce is the general term (Miscecanis is also sometimes used generally, and Misceblr is misce on Tumblr specifically) but any other misce-___ term you see is basically a subset of misce dedicated to a specific creature. So for example miscefelis is for misce who view their misce identity through a cat lens, have traits they feel are specific to cats, or are just misce and also a cat.

An example of the trait-specific thing is if you feel like your nesting, scent, pack dynamics (or lack of) or other behaviors are influenced by that creature.

For example, in cats, only female cats tend to be in groups. Male cats are kicked out once they're old enough to fend for themselves, and while they might find a mate who they try to hang around by or even make friends they see occasionally , they don't really have a "pack" they live with and travel with- that's reserved for female cats.

I don't really see my lack of desire for a communal living situation as dictated by my catboy-ness (could still be connected? I'm unsure), but it is sort of fitting, and could definitely be considered a miscefelis thing.

You don't have to use these more specific tags if you don't want to, and you also don't have to fall under them to tag posts with them- sometimes people will tag as many variations as they can think of for post reach, or tag variations they think might have a similar experience. I feel like the variations and the interaction between them is where therian, kin, and alterhuman stuff comes more into play, because if you're just here for the a/b/o gender and nesting and not much else then you have no real need to look for animal specific variations, because it's not an animal thing for you.

You also have the classic alpha, beta, and omega genders, of course, and things like "mate" (partner), "packmate" (this could be a friend, family, roommate, or qpr depending on the person- but it's just generally someone who's part of your social group and who you consider pack. Most packs live together though, so usually it's safe to assume they live with or near other pack members), and "nest" (used as a word to describe a cozy space with blankets, pillows, possibly stuffed animals or other decorations- can be a blanket fort or reading nook but people usually build these sorts of spaces in or out of their beds).

Then there's coining. Misce has a lot of flag makers and term coiners, and a lot of mogai blogs. I could never go over all of these with you because the whole point is that it's basically endless, but if you're curious you can find coining blogs in the community and look through their posts. People make terms fand flags or sexuality in relation to misce, new suffixes, nontrinary (the misce version of nonbinary, so not alpha beta or omega) gender identities, and even for specific scent types!! If you like hoarding identity words and flags then you can totally do that here, you have a lot to choose from and some people even take requests. I personally don't feel the need to get into all of that though, so while I sometimes reblog cool flags or terms I don't really pay attention to them or claim any for myself. I just use miscefelis and omega, and maybe omega 4 beta if I'm talking about mate preferences (not that it matters since I'm already taken lol).

I'm sure there are more lifestyle elements you could incorporate (some people make diy scent holder jewelry or similar, for example- I just use perfume lol), but my personal experience is mainly nesting, purring and being catboy, and just having an omega gender identity, so there are probably blogs that could tell you way more ideas on how to do more action/behavior oriented things. I just vibe.

[jojolovenotes]

Heyo so like i wanan try the love note thingy, but i wanted to know if it could be more like comfort stuff? Like a note youd send to family. Because i wanted to know if you could fo Speedwagon writing a letter to my Oc Pantera- Sorry if this is to much

Hi there, of course! I write love notes not just in the romantic sense, but also of course for platonic and familial relationships as well. But of course! It’s not too much at all! :) 

Pantera, 

I just wanted to check in on you. I’m sorry I’ve been so busy lately but have you been doing alright? I’ve asked Joseph to check in on you as well... I hate being apart from you. Maybe I just worry too much but I always want to make sure you’re safe from harm... I know you’re able to take care of yourself, but I guess when you’re a parental figure you just always end up worrying about those you take under your wing. I’ll be back soon though... but if you need anything don’t ever hesitate to call me even when I’m away. I might be busy but you know I’ll always take the time to be there for you if you need me.

See you soon.

Much love,

Speedwagon 

[imraespace]

guys i dont think my previous ask sent bc i tried sending an img i thought i cracked the code…. 💔 i thought i could send imgs like with a sticker and it basicallt worked but then it didnt send ☹️☹️ i may or may not now have to make my octopus anon blog just so i c an send imgs.

time to recap… 💔 SO ABSICALTL AFTERSCHOOL IM VOLUNTEERING BUT IM TWEAKING OUT BC I HAVE A SCIENCE READING, HISTORY LETTER DUE AT 11:59 AND A TEST TOMORROW BUT I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING SO IM DOING IT RN BUT IM LIKE TWEAKING OUT HELP. IM ALMOST DONE MY LETTER IM LIEK BASICALTL HALF WAY im like 42.3% done …..!!!! BUT ITS OKAY ITHINK

Guys I will shut up about octopus hater after this but Genuine Question When Can I Send Another Ask After Being Ignored………. Like HELP I KNOW IT ISNT THAT SERIOUS HUT I FEEL LIKE THEY HATE ME AND IDOTN WANAN SEEM DESPERATE FOR ANSWERS BUT THEY HAVENT BLOCKED ME (yet.) 😝😝‼️‼️ HELPME but LIKE WHEN CAN I SEND ANOTHER ASK WITHOUT IT BEING WEIRD LIKE AM I SAFE TO SEND ANOTHER ONE ………. 💔 i swear they hate me for being an octopus my aura was too strong

DAILT QUESITON IS who in bllk would illegally buy cupcakes idk how thatw ould work and how to illegally buy cupcakes but its now possible.

- 🐙

LMAO

OHMYGISG SO MUCH? GOODNLUCK

erm.. honestly I will be scared rto send another ask HELP but I say! after a day

HELPME these haters just wanna hate.. your aura is just too much for them!

I might jump someone today (i wont im too scared to do that) but I feel like they need to be embarrassed..

HELP ILLEGALLY BUY CUPCAKES?? um bachia HELP

[phobiapup]

mmdmmmmmnn'm sits and is small ._.

aaaaa!!! i looked up and saw for a split second a dark completely black tall thing man at the edge of the doorwayyyy aaaaaaa !!!!!just writing this is makjgn my stomach flip around.!!' >o<

so scared we just wanan be safe wifh girlfreind who is close snd i want to play i wana have funnwith her.. TnT

[videostak]

like lester bangs seemed to prefer raw power over funhouse and i def think theyre both masterpieces of albums but like nothing will ever beat the insane bottom end that is funhouse. tho also the fact that i dont even like own a legit raw power cd and just have the rough power cd like ugh i neeeed to get some! not gonna get the columbia CK catalog number one til i see it in the wild hopefully for v cheap since i kno CK catalog columbia US CDs tend to be masted p badly and never have a particularly strong sound which for this specific album is like a death sentence tbh. but id also need one to actually compare if some of the european CDs like the CBS one and the essential castle communications are actually different masters or just copies of the columbia CK one. honestly those three are probably the only id get. like dont seem that interested in the 1996 or 97 idk iggy mix cause u kno like may as well just stick to rough power even tho it has u kno shoddy quality but yea. like the iggy mix has too many problems for me to imagine myself having any reason to pick it up. cause honestly i wanan get the 3 releases that are of interest to me (the US columbia CK catalog number one, the european CBS one and the european essential records/castle communications one) but like after having them for a while ill probably eventually decide which to get rid of and which is the best master of the original bowie mix. obv NOT gonna be thee CK one cause id only be getting that to compare u kno to make sure that like the european CDs actually are different masters (if they are which i actually dontkno at all im convinced they are or atleast the castle one cause castle communcations tends to sound different and release stuff on its own schedule compared to whatever other labels release i have safe as milk on CD by them and like ive heard ppl say its not a great master compared to later 90s releases n stuff and also to another master castle did and bundled w/ mirror man but like despite that it still has a strong sound imo the only weakness being its like not a master tape or anything but like rly sounds strong imo then also shortly had kinks kontroversy on cd from that label and that was also a strong sounding master like none of the thin sound stuff that u experience from some 80s CD masters). my moneys on the castle CD sounding better than the CBS one rn but ya guess id have to get both and see T-T kinda been waiting for it to appear on ebay shipping from US for cheap but honestly doubt thats gonna happen so probably gonna have to just wait til any1 lists it and gets it. i think if i wanna start my lesterbangsification for real im gonna have to be blasting raw power n stuff. already was listening to metal box daily in high school senior year and then 70s miles davis so much around pandemic time so like im halfway there lol. dude im so much like lester bangs its actually kinda crazyyyy

[orcelito]

wont b able to say 300k+ fic bc it’s at 320k posted and im gonna have over 10k for this next chapter which is gonna put me at like. at least 330k. if not more. that is solidly not 300k. 

[chrisbangs]

🥰🐺🖤🌧🌙🪐 gn.. i love u..

[mapleshmaple]

catch me day dreaming about settling down with the love of my life and starting a big happy family together and going absolutely fukcing feral in the process

[toastygarden]

these are milo and holli’s lase children, harper and hazel. don’t ask me who is who, i dont know. this unfortunately concludes gen 5 with the generations pack, onto gen 6 with pets! if you care to, read my chaos brain dump below if you wanan catch up! 

for pretty much the entire year i’ve been in such a huge rut and with the holidays coming round it honestly made things worse for me. i’ve gotten back into playing ts3 this past little while being stuck inside and being all sad. im really enjoying it and im taking more screenies rn to start gen 6! im pretty excited to get back into it again. im sorry ive been gone so long, as well as skipping almost the last 3rd of this generation lol! i didnt take any screenies for this last bit of gen 5 only bc i didnt wanna pressure myself into taking pictures just to never post them again after i was done with my short lived sims spree, but i dont feel that its short lived for right now so thats good. anyways, to make a long story short im back for a bit and im just keeping this casual! much love, stay safe <3

[strawberrywritings]

Baby fever

A/N: Decided to do some fluff, too, since the anon requested fluff and baby fever. Pair it with MIguel, me = dead. We all need fluffy Miguel and children, hope your hormones are ready.🍓💕🙈

you and miguel had been married for a few years

his job had him away from home most of the time

so having children was not an option, for now

one day, Miguel had a business meeting and decided to do it in his house, since him and this person had been collaborating for quite some time

he felt safe having him in his house

what he didn’t expect, was how this man brought along his wife and toddler

not that it mattered to him, they would be in his office anyway

so you stayed in the living room and talked with the wife until the two men were done with their business

a couple of hours later, they joined the conversation in the living room

Miguel started to play with the baby, smiling as he looked up at him, smiling and saying nonsense

but when he grabbed the baby and had him in his arms

it was a sight

you felt yourself get hot at the thought of him with your child in his arms

how he would spoil them

feed them

taking them with him while he worked in his office

Miguel stood there, in his crisp suit, cooing at the baby and playing with him

letting his parents relax for a second and enjoy the company

he came to sit down beside you, the baby looking at you with big doe eyes

“He’s so beautiful, isn’t he?”, he asked

“Yeah, he is”

and you couldn’t stop thinking at how your baby would be, if he would look like him or you or both

and now your mind was a big mess

your ovaries felt it, too

when they left, all you could think about was having a baby with him

you let a couple days pass, but the baby fever was still there

he was an attentive man, he noticed how you would mention family topics, how you’d look at babies on the streets, pre-maman stuff

so he confonted you and you immediately felt bad

“I know you have a lot on your plate and I don’t wanan rush you. I just... y’know, would like to have one”

“I would love to have a family with you, mi amor” 

you smiled and kissed him as he squeezed your hips

“We should start practicing”, he wiggled his brows andyou both laughed, while making your way to the bedroom

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[moved2usagiiboo]

OMG IM FUCJIANG DRUNK RN AND I JUST WANAN TELL U THAT THAT IM GLAD I FOUND YOUR PAGE AND YOUR WRITINGKW IS AMAZUNG <3333

OMG STOOOPP, YOU'RE SO PRECIOUS I CAN'T !! I'M GLAD YOU FOUND IT TOO, I LOVE INTERACTING WITH YOU 😩 MAKE SURE YOU STAY HYDRATED AND SAFE WHILE YOU'RE DRINKING

[zarovich]

vent tw or whatever im not gonna make sense having a breajdown

i cany do anything i love naymore. i cant do it. i cant run around amd hangout with frienfd (not that i have any tbh). i cant draw, i tried but i felt so sick i had to stop after less then 5 mins bc i felt sick and faint seeing black spots, i cant write bc the words are jumbled and i dont understand the... i cant play any games bc it hurts same way as drawing, i can barely even see rn like my brain wont fucking WORK sory imnot making sense but idk wtf if happened rn!!! im so fucking tire dof being sick and in pain i just want to fucking die. imnever gonna be normal am i?? no matter the meds, therapy, etc im in PAIN amd i mever feel good and im all alone ans always have neen, alwas in pain, i cant do anyything nromal. cant even get out of bed most days bc im so fuckngn in pain and lazy. nothing feelsd real, i look at th e screen and it looks different and fake... or maybe i never notiuced how it looked??? idk idk. i wanan cut but i dont hink my hands are stable enough rn ill cut rightthru and die. but idk part of me feels like that might be best??? but idk idk,,, to scared to do that, i just wish the doctors LISTENS... im hurting so much and im so fucking suicidal and no body is noticing it. ffs i almost oded a few nights ago and also attemtped to half hearted hang myself as well butwhy bother saying it!! maybe if i wasnt in so much pain it wouldnt be as bad but idk... i feel alone all the tim even if somsone sys theyre there they leave,,, they always keave me. and i always feel so empty or i feel too much at once. fucking seeing things everyhwere rn thats why i hate wesring my glasses,,,, i can see so many black spots in my preriphrial and herring them speak to me even now and then and it jst is so much i wanna sleep... wanna be safe for fucking ONCE in my life i owe it to myself i owe it to that scared littl child i used to be. ill be s monster if i fail her and iknow it. buy i feel like ill never be ssfe bc im trapped here. i just want someone who i love and who loved me back to hold me forever until i breathe my last breath

[penebui]

Lgbt manga pt.1

If you had to put up with my sorry ass for a few years then yes you know that I have been searching for lgbt mangas!! I put up with the pain of going through most genres that sexualize/fetishize gender identities and sexualities (like yaoi and gender bender) and reading mangas to find if they have lgbt content so you dont have to suffer the pain of trying to! Clown on this post and please face my wrath

Keep in mind that these aren’t in order of ratings!! Its just a list. I also give summaries of the plot, the things that make it lgbt, and some content warnings!! 

1. Welcome to Room #305! by Wanan 

Kim Jung Hyun moves into an apartment (room #305) with a friend of a friend, named Kim Homo! Who (you guessed it) is gay! As Jung Hyung begins to live with Kim Homo, he slowly learns to accept him for his sexuality. Once he overcomes his homophobia and completely accepts him for who he is, other lgbt characters pop in too!! They all have their struggles with their identities, and it is very realistic, but the art style helps keep all that angst at bay! As far as english translations go, we have several lesbian characters, and a trans guy. You can read the english translation on several manga sites, but if you want the link to the original since this is a webcomic, here’s the [link]! Unfortunately english updates are very slow since translation teams have other projects, and legal companies who translate take their sweet precious time. 

2. Bokura no Hentai by Fumiko Fumi

The title might seem misleading, however it can be translated as “Our Transformation”! Buckle up buttercup cause this manga will fuck you over emotionally. Three crossdressers meet up after being in a crossdressing group, with different reasons as to why they crossdress. Parou crossdresses to fall in love with a straight guy, Marika is actually a trans woman, and Yui crossdresses as his dead sister to “help” his mother with her grieving. There are some other characters who don’t fit within the gender norms! 

Now let me tell you if you are dealing with some trauma and can’t handle very sensitive topics, this manga might not be the one for you. Although it isnt just homophobia and transphobia, it also contains content of sexual harrassment, pedophilia, and suicide. However these topics are not glorified or sexualized. They are trauma of some of the characters and they must learn how to overcome from it individually. However, there is a happy ending for them!! Please let that be known! I enjoyed reading it if sobbing your heart out counts as enjoying it, because it has indeed pulled my heart strings (although I am not a trans woman, I am a trans guy and I can identify with only some of the things Marika goes through, as trans women go through different experiences than trans men and have it harder on them.) 

3. Hourou Musuko (Wandering Son) by Takako Shimura

This manga is one of the most well known mangas realistically depicting trans identity. It became popular when an anime adaptation came out! However the anime adaptation only covers the middle school part of our protagonists lives, however it encourages you to read the manga to find out what happens to them and their life! We have two protagonists. Shuichi who identifies as a girl, and Yoshino who identifies as a boy. Shuichi is the primary protagonist while Yoshino serves as a secondary protagonist. 

This manga also realistically depicts how hard it is for transfeminine people to come out and be themselves while transmasculine people seem to have it easier (dont clown on this dear fuck). We have lesbian, gay, and genderfluid characters galore! Although they do have some touchy topics like transmisogyny and transphobia in general, it is less heavier than Bokura no Hentai.  

Some people might not like the outcome of this story when it comes to Yoshino, however I am content with it because it shows that people should be able to explore their gender identity, and they are welcome to change it anytime as they see fit. Sometimes you won’t figure out your identity if you don’t explore. 

4. Shimanami Tasagore / Our Dreams at Dusk by Yuhki Kamatani

Also one of the more well known ones, the mangaka of this beautiful story is X-gender and asexual! It follows the protagonist, Tasuku is contemplating suicide as rumors circulate that he is gay at his highschool (he is). He sees a woman jumping off a building nearby and runs to her aid. Her name is Anonymous/Somebody and she sees herself is asexual but other than that she does not like labels, she invites Tasuku inside the building she just jumped off, which contains a group of exclusively lgbt characters. 

We have both trans, lesbian, and gay people. We see their struggles. We see how they overcome it. We see how even we ourselves can harm others even if we’re both lgbt. Of course there is homohpobia, transphobia, etc. however it is all handled perfectly and we get the satisfaction of these characters speaking up for either themselves or for each other. I also love Anonymous simply because she doesn’t like labels and chooses not to use them (excluding the asexual part). Not everyone whos part of the lgbt community has a label, however they are still a part of us! 

5. Fukakai na boku no subete o (Fukaboku)/ Love me for who I am by Konayama Kata

Fukaboku is a very special manga to me, as it goes in depth on gender identity and sexuality. There are two protagonists, Tetsu who is a cis guy and supposedly straight (we later find out that he is not), and Mogumo, who is both intersex and nonbinary. 

Tetsu works as a chef at Question Cafe, and everyone employed in fanlations are called girlyboys, however in the official translation they use otokonoko which is anyone crossdressing as a girl regardless of their gender. There are plenty of transwomen, gay people, etc.! Tetsu falls in love with Mogumo, so he isn’t straight, however he isn’t explicitly gay because he recognizes Mogumo as what they identify as, nonbinary. It is safe to say that he could either be pan, bi, omni, etc. however we can’t confirm since it hasn’t been explicitly stated.

We learn how transfeminine people have certain struggles, like shoes that dont fit them, breasts, and voice feminization. We also have a dose of family struggles when it comes to Mogumo in later/current chapters. 

Before you dm me, yes. Yes I know about the shit prequel. The prequel actually features a gay couple in fukaboku. I have read it. Reluctantly even if it was only 24 pages. However just because the prequel is shit does not mean we should cancel Fukaboku. There is a thing called being critical of the content you’re enjoying. If we treated it like cancel y because of x, then things like persona 4 and danganronpa would be cancelled, but lets not get into that. 

6. Kanojo ni Naritai Kimi to Boku by Umi Takase

I haven’t heard of this one as much as I have the others, so I was very much pleased when I heard about this! There are two protagonist (yes there are a lot of lgbt mangas with two protags I’ve noticed too), Hime and Akira. Hime has a crush on Akira, who identifies as a girl. However this manga is also realistic, as Akira doesn’t fully ‘pass’ as a girl herself. Hime wants to do anything she can to help Akira feel comfortable on her first day of school wearing a girl’s uniform. Because of Akira being made fun of, Hime shows up to school in Akira’s male uniform to help Akira in solidarity. 

Their teachers are fully aware of Akira’s situation, however instead of discriminating her they accept her. Their homeroom teacher helps Hime overcome her internal problem about lashing out at others who try to befriend Akira, and she slowly realizes that just because people can’t accept Akira straight away, they will slowly get used to her and come to terms with the fact that Akira is trans in their own time rather than have it being forced on them.

Hime and Akira make friends slowly and we see that even little things (like calling Akira cute and/or a girl) helps Akira, even if theyre small things we dont usually notice. Hime also struggles with her crush as she sees Akira as a girl, yet she cant accept the fact that shes attracted to girls. 

Although Akira doesnt feel the same way as Hime does, she doesnt just like her as a friend, but also not as a lover either. Its safe to say that these two have a quasiplatonic relationship with each other. 

7. Yuzu no Koto by Arai Shou

I have noticed that there are plenty of mangas with transfeminine characters as the focus, rather than transmasculine, so heres one for the transmasculines! Ichigo’s best friend Yuzu comes back to school, however he is enrolling as a boy! It is very humorous as Ichigo tries to understand and get used to her best friend’s new identity. Although it is slow as each chapter is a single page, it is hinted that Yuzu has a crush on Ichigo (or if thats just me squinting really hard). 

8. Ohana Holoholo by Torino Shino 

It is a story about two bi women who are ex-girlfriends, raising one of the women’s baby together as a little family! There is also an idol/actor who helps them out and visits them occassionally! If you want something warming and wholesome, this is the manga for you!! 

9. My Androgynous Boyfriend by Tamekou

Wako, a woman who works for a publishing company is in a relationship with an androgynous/genderless man! Her boyfriend wears dresses, makeup, and is an instagram model! It is not necessarily treated as crossdressing. It is handled pretty well, and the chemistry between Wako and her boyfriend is very strong. They both love each other so much and help each other with their hobbies and interests. This is what a loving and healthy relationship is supposed to look like!!

10. Inside Mari by Shuzo Oshimi

It is debatable if this is actually considered lgbt, considered the circumstances, however I put it on this list because it shows how mental illnesses and disorders really feel to the person whos suffering from it. Please read throughout this whole section to understand why. 

Inside Mari is about a man named Isao who stalks this young girl named Mari. He follows her back outside of a little convenience store, but when she turns back and looks at him he wakes up inside her body and doesn’t know how to cope with it. He tries to find Mari while putting on a facade and living as her. He meets a girl named Yori who instantly recognizes that Isao isn’t actually Mari from his mannerisms. This girl has had a crush on Mari, just like Isao. Isao tries to prove to Yori that he switched bodies, and when he goes to his apartment, he finds someone living as him, but it isn’t Mari.

The more we delve into this manga, the more we figure out exactly what happened to Mari and Isao. As Isao and Yori visit and retrace his steps, Isao gets flashbacks to memories of Mari. Isao soon realizes that he isn’t actually the real Isao, but a introject of Isao, and that Mari actually has DID because of childhood trauma. The ending is bittersweet, as Mari comes back but Isao unfortunately becomes dormant/disappears since I don’t think what happened was them merging. 

11.  Seibetsu  "Mona Lisa" No Kimi He by Yoshimura Tsumuji 

In the world, people can choose what gender they want to be when they’re 12. When they’re 14 their appearance corresponds to their gender. Hinase however, is 18 years old and they still haven’t chosen a gender. They prefer to be neither. However when their two best friends suddenly confess to them, their hormonal development suddenly starts to increase. 

Imagery and symbolism is very clear in this manga!! As we revolve around the color blue/cyan and the debate and interpretations of Mona Lisa’s gender. I’m very hopeful that Hinase will stay as nonbinary rather than choosing a gender, simply because both of their best friends confessed and asked them to become the opposite gender to be with them. It is very much hinted that Hinase will be in a romantic relationship with their male best friend however. I love this manga simply because the protagonist doesn’t want to identify as either male nor female. 

12. Jun And Kaoru: Pure And Fragrant by Neiki Zui

Jun and Kaoru have a special condition, by midnight they both switch genders. Because they both have this condition, they hang out with each other and help each other with clothing, etc. It should be addressed that these two do not have the “I wish to be a girl/boy” etc. The problem that they have though is their growing crush on each other. They are either genderqueer, or genderfluid, or whatever you prefer since it isn’t directly stated within the manga. They’re not cis or straight! It is a very fun and comedic love story and I wish to see further updates on it!!! 

13. Sakura-Chan to Amane-Kun by Asazuki Norito 

This story revolves around Sakura who identifies as a girl and Amane who identifies as a boy. Amane spots Sakura dressed as a girl and instantly recognizes her, however instead of belittling her he asks her out on a date, only if she goes as a girl. During school however, they have to pretend to be the gender theyre assigned with while not interacting with each other. 

Since there is a lot more but I dont want to break tumblr, I will be making a part 2 and I’ll post it tomorrow! 

[megatraven]

Who are your favourite love interests from each Lovestruck story you’ve read? And why? I love hearing you talk about the game, your vibe is so happy!!

OH BOY THANK YOU FOR ASKING omg and also thank you for not minding me talkin about it :D

My favorite Astoria character is Alex, which is probably the most obvious one to everyone. I wrote a long post about why i like them so much yesterday :) (but i want it noted i really really adore the other characters too, if Alex wasnt i nthe picture idk who i’d choose bc theyre all my faves.)

For Havenfall, it’s still Mackenzie. I love her not only because she was my very first lovestruck love interest, but also because she’s strong and kind and her heart is made of gold. She’s a giant nerd and a goofball and I really admire her character!! Her route was also really really interesting, the bond she had with MC was so cool! And god she has the patience of a saint, which, MAD respect for her when she has to deal with JD’s latest shenanigans lmao. And, god, you know... she’s a werewolf!!!!!!! How can i Not be absolutely in love with her? Her wolf ears were so cute i could Cry

In Gangsters it’s... it’s a three way tie, i Cannot choose. Rory, Ash, and Chance are just..... so perfect. I fell in love with all three so quickly and their routes have been amazing. The way Chance softens around MC and how he’s always trying to do his best by her just makes me melt. He’s got a protective streak but it’s not too intense to the point that it’s irritating. He worries a lot about being like his dad, but god that only proves how much he isn’t like him. And Rory- god, what don’t I love about her? I think my favorite thing, in her entire route, is that she goes sober. Her drinking is a Character Quirk(tm) in every other route and is even like that for her S1, but when MC comes into her life she stops because she wants to be a better version of herself and it shows, constantly. She’s got so much control and even in her weak moments, she’s not shamed or anything. She’s a hurt individual (i mean, they all are---) but she does her best to not let it define her and it shows. And Ash!!!! He’s so cute and the fact that Seymour instantly loves him made me warm up to him really quickly because, ya know, dogs are great judges of character and all that. He’s quiet and mysterious but he’s got some incredibly funny lines that always took me by surprise. He’s smart and calm and he’s really just such a sweetheart ;o;;

I haven’t played all of Love and Legends yet but I am so so so in love with Helena’s route so far. It’s made very very clear that she’s been hurting for so long and so deeply and it’s a beautiful thing to watch her heal from that hurt, to see her find someone that wants nothing more than to stand by her as she finds her footing again. Her magic is so cool (heh) and idk she’s just. So beautiful and smart and dangerous i’m always in awe when I look at her!!

In Sweet Enchantments, I have to go with Lucien. His character design is my very favorite in the whole app, I think. Teal is one of my favorite colors and he’s got some of the most beautiful CGs. He’s also a lot like Chance in terms of personality, meaning he’s pretty cold and mean at the start, but warms up to the MC. He becomes so soft and gentle and he grows so much as a person, he learns how to be true to himself and not just sell out to a bunch of rowdy fans. All his little gestures to show MC how much he loves her is also very sweet and i just.... he’s so good. He got what was basically two proposals in his route, too, which i was SO in love with. The first is without a ring and when he’s still working off his sentence, but he tells MC that he knows he wants to spend his life with her, if she’ll just wait a little while longer. And then later he Really gets to propose and it made my heart soar, it was so beautiful, it was perfect ;O;;;;

In Sin With Me, Cal is my big big big favorite. Cal comes off as kinda mean, but it’s a facade you get to see through almost immediately in his route. He’s mean because he leads a dangerous life and wants to keep people away, because he cant trust them. But then he’ll buy you the item you guys were fighting over, and he’ll catch you when you’re about to fall in a cafe, and he’ll make sure you get home safely. His relationship with the other troupe members is also very sweet- he’s best friends with Onyx and it’s always one of my favorite interactions in any route. And the way he’s so sweet and kind to Avi? To Malakai’s mom and MC’s mom? He’s got such a good heart underneath his snark!!! He cares so much!!!

For Reigning Passions, it is without a doubt Xenia. My reasons for her are less complicated: she’s a SPIDER LADY with FOUR ARMS and PRETTY SILVER EYES W BLACK SCLERA, how   could i NOT be head over heels for her omg???? She’s who i’ve been waiting all my life for. But also, she’s so mysterious her whole thing is so cool. Mistress of spies? That’s the coolest title ever and I Am In Love With Her.

In Wicked Lawless Love im gonna have to go with Cecelia at the moment, although I still havent finished her OR Nathan’s S1s yet. She’s a vampire so??? Of course Im gonna pick her. Her thing with music is really fascinating and when she played the piano at the saloon to the tune of MC’s heartbeat? I nearly fainted lemme tell you, that is Exactly the kind of vampire shenanigans i need in my life.

Villainous Nights is hard because i legit love all of them so much I genuinely dont know if I can pick here. Their routes are all so interesting and unique, especially the MC and how her powers develop in each of them.Can I just pick Andi, Juliette, and Lorelei? Because I wanan pick all three of them. AND ALSO SHOUTOUT TO DUKE AND ZEKE AND RENZEI but especially Zeke and Duke. (Zeke’s special story had me sobbing btw i love him.) Andi is SO FUN and energetic and perky but she’s also like lowkey Wild and Dangerous and i loved that so much about her. Juliette is a giant giant giant nerd and a walking meme and her Bat suit is so freakin cool, I love everything abt her and her powers and EVEYRHTING. And Lorelei... she was the first VN character i played through and god she was amazing. She’s blunt and definitely a silent type, but she has such strong emotions and she’s got so much love. She was hurt so badly and it makes my heart ache but I can only love her more for it and how she works through that pain to be stronger than it. She’s so so strong i have. so much respect for lorelei.

I think thats it for the stories i’ve played all of or parts of!!! Honorable mentions go out to Serena and Vivienne and Zoe and Sofia andd Ellis and Antares! I havent played any of those stories yet but I did play the first free episodes and liked them most!

[safyresky]

alphabetti tag game!!! not actually what it’s called but i’m calling it that anywho, I was tagged by the lovely @mellomadness and the rules are simple: answer the questions and tag pals and such you wanna know more about!

a // age: 22

b // birthplace: Mississauga ON

c // current time: 6:19pm

d // drink you last had: diet coke

e // easiest person to talk to: my housemate n pal @thewayhistoryiswritten and my biffer @shittyelfwriter and also the fluff! (coincidentally, I’m tagging u two :*)

f // favourite songs: Helena by MCR (all their songs really), Nine in the Afternoon, Dancing’s Not a Crime, The Overpass, Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time, and There’s a Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven’t Thought of it Yet  by Panic! At The Disco, Different Colours and Portugal by WALK THE MOON, Uptown Funk and 24k Magic by Bruno Mars, Sober Up by AJR, and River by Bishop Briggs

g // grossest memory: definitely the night I had a real bad stomach ache when I was like 12 or 13 and just threw up a ton of spaghetti undigested from 3am to 4am, I didn’t even EAT that much spaghetti and haven’t been able to eat paskets with sauce since

h // horror yes or horror no: blood and gore horror movies? no. pshycological horrors? on thin fuckin ice bc the anxiety those give--yikes. aestehtic halloween horror? heck yeah

i // in love: with Richard, the fluff, my boyfriend of like. 6ish years! guys he’s so cute he’s real sweet and very silly and he could yeet me across the room if I asked and he’s CUDDLY and FUNNY and anyway I love one (1) man (lately i;ve been calling him my blover bc of a drunk dani mix up of two words, and i kinda like it)

j // jealous of people: jealousy is my downfall, it’s bad, sometimes a girl could look at Richard and act friendly with him and it’s like. heckles raised, ready to fight

k // there is no k for some reason so I’m making one up and it’s kodak moment so like, a very fun memory that would be, according to those old comemrcials, a kodak moment(tm), and I gotta tell you about this one funny thing ok so, one day my dad mopped the downstairs floor and then shot me with a water gun and I had one in my closet so I ran downstairs and got him back and then we started chasing each other around the house and shooting these dinky ass mcdonalds brand water pistols and we both slipped because dad had just mopped and he went sliding into the kitchen feet first and I went sliding into the living room feet first (so it looked like this:  | __ ) and the fireplace stopped my slide and my mom’s legs stopped Dad’s slide and she just looked at us like “you absolute fucking dumbasses”

l // love at first sight or should i walk by again?: Love takes time, and patience, and communication. It could take lots of time, or maybe a few days, but either way it takes time so maybe walk by again and introduce urself and go on a date and see where it goes and how u feel

m // middle name: I have 2 but bc internet safety lectures are yelling in me brain, have the one: Rosemarie

n // number of siblings: 2! one brother and one sister!

o // one wish: to make people happy and safe :)

p // person called last: my neighbour Sharon!! There’s a nasty chain of thunder storms hitting us so I wanted to make sure she was ok bc she’s like this 60ish year old lady who lives by herself with 5 cats and a dog so yeah. She’s also soo NICE to us??? fuckin EH I love Sharon

q // questions you’re always asked: are you spanish? did you write remnants? who does your eyebrows?

r // another letter without a prompt so!! I’m gonna make one and it’s gonna be rain or sun? and honestly i think currently sun bc the rain we’re getting rn is flooding the block. Nice rain shower? where the sound is soothing and there’s a rainbow somewhere? nice B) torrential downpour with hail and power outages and flash flooding and 100kmh winds? (120mph ish) No Thank You

s // song you last sang: Do You Know What I’m Seeing? by PatD (been stuck in my head ALL DAY, prolly bc of the weather)

t // time you woke up: 7am babs!

u // underwear colour: 3 shades of gray

v // vacation destination: okay tbh my fave vacation destination that is doable has to be a lovely cottage by a lake with shitty cell service so I dont have obligations to call the fam and can just relax with the fluff and swim and soak up that vitamin d lads! 

other ideal vacations: hawaii: meet Ana, chill by a body of water, see waterfalls, etc. etc. I would want to see the bolvano but uh, the bolvano kinda fuckin destroyed the view place 3 months ago and is STILL going so that may not be a thing any time soon, heh. I’d also wanan go to that greecian island town in Mamma Mia cause dang it’s gorgeous

Dream vacation tho? Definitely a Grand Tour a la the Renaissance folks, catch me reading EVERY SIGN as I walk through fucking POMPEII bitches

w // worst habit: pulling my hangnails D: it’s destroyed the sides of my fingers/nails and I WAS painting my nails to stop it but then my nails took a hit so I stopped and guess who IMMEDIATELY picked at the smollest hangnails again? me D:

x // x-rays: only my teeths so far!!!

y // your favourite food: mashed potatoes (heart eyes)

z // zodiac sign: Libra!

I’m going to tag @shittyelfwriter, @thewayhistoryiswritten, @dona-in-character, anddddd anyone else who would like to do this!! consider it a general tag!!!! And then tag me when you do do it!! (and if you can think of a better R plz holla @ me)