#i just feel like

[kyouka-supremacy]

I think we should put more emphasis on how Akutagawa's love is killing him. Descriptions of his feelings for Atsushi should draw from death imagery more. Atsushi's smile is devastatingly beautiful to Akutagawa. His laughter is lethal. Atsushi's touch feels scorching hot. When he's near, the air around becomes unbreathable. He hugs Akutagawa, and Akutagawa feels like his bones are being crushed under those new and overwhelming feelings. Akutagawa drowning in Atsushi's eyes, sinking in his embrace. Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is piercing, painful, Akutagawa's heart is wounded and bleeding. Akutagawa is smitten. All contributing to represent how Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is going to be the end for him. And it was! And he is doomed by his very love, by his very ability of feeling human emotions. Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is going to be the reason he dies.

[goose-24-7]

I like how everyone headcanons Rambley to be like. Super small, im talking AT MOST waist height meanwhile I headcanon him to be like at least 5 feet tall. Still short but not as short as other people think

[yonglixx]

[djarinsyndulla]

Going back to Mando s3 thoughts and specifically complaints I thought were dumb: being mad Din still hates droids in Mando s3

Why would liking/trusting one droid override Din’s childhood trauma of watching his parents and village be slaughtered by battle droids, and then have a battle droid aim its blaster directly in his face? I mean…can we just really think for a moment here. “I thought he grew past this!” Honestly I don’t think he ever will grow past it and if Din Djarin lives his entire life hating droids, especially battle droids, I personally think it makes a lot of sense actually.

[shinythingsarecool]

love shipping peter lukas, but also there is no way that guy loves anyone in any way at all

[misathinks]

after listening to the new Lasko audio I’m very sure smthn horrible and devastating is abt to happen

[tennessoui]

Kit I just found and fell in love with you Regency AU! It’s so good! I’ve always been a sucker for regency but yours is my favorite so far!!! Do you have plans to put it on ao3 at all?

ah this is a great ask and thank you for loving the regency au!! I would love to one day put in on ao3 because I think it’s reached a point on tumblr where there’s a natural beginning (they meet at the ball) and conclusion (the resolution of their misunderstandings)

it’s such a complete au that it really belongs on ao3 but there are so many gaps that would take thousands of words to fill to make it a full ao3 story —but it’s also so developed that I also don’t want to post it as just those snippets in an anthology like KUWSK

so mostly I’m just like waiting for the inspiration to write the 15-20k necessary to tie the main 6 ficlets together

[briliantlymad]

I know a lot of people have a lot of feelings about the tusken massacre scene with the whole 'omg anakin skywalker killed everyone the women and children too'

and go he's horrible he killed innocents and im like. yeah that line of thought is valid.

but also

Anakin being tormented about his mother's death, finding her and thinking he's in time, realising he's not - that there's no way to save his mother dont you see she's dying please- she cant even finish telling him she loves him, she's been brutalised in every way possible for a whole month, only her hope to see him keeping her alive. and in that moment, his helplessnes, her torture and death, the rage and anger at the tuskens because gods they didnt even make it quick they tortured her why did they do this why didn't they stop? the entire camp? why did none of them let her go

i dont begrudge him that entire situation. people can talk all they want about moral high grounds; no sane person would do that; he shouldn't have killed them all but c'mon. that situation was fucked up and down right horrifying and yeah he fucked up but i can see how he got to where he did and why he did what he did in that situation

[james-sunshine-potter]

I don’t think we as a fandom collectively look at James’ parents enough.

And I don’t mean their life. I mean their death.

Because they died before 1981, which means James was well enough alive when they died, and had to grieve and lose both of them.

Within canon (ew) it’s presumed they died between 1978 to 1980, and I think there is a lot to explore there.

Losing family, anyone is hard enough, but during a war? Even harder, I could imagine.

But we don’t explore that enough. Like James didn’t have any biological family besides them. All of them are dead beside his parents before this. He canonically had no aunts or uncle, which equals to no cousins. He obviously had no siblings, the closest thing he had to one being Sirius.

So losing all his family at 18 is so hard and honestly terrifying.

They died within days of each other, from dragon poxes due to their age. And like, we need to talk about that.

Cause imagine (or well don’t) losing both of your parents that close together? Imagine that during a wizarding war. You’re finishing school, about to go fight a war and boom your parents die.

We should talk about this more.

[atsu-i]

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[bedardconnor]

next up in my hockey rpf adventures: how fast can leon and bedard give mcdavid a headache

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

once again thinking about a version of the story where 13 lands in sheffield three years earlier when ryan and yaz are still sixteen and a whole lot angrier

13 turning out a bit more immature bc she spends her first twenty-four hours after regenerating with these reactive and kinda fucked up kids. ryan dealing with grace and graham recently getting married or getting ready to get married. probably feeling abandoned by his grandmother after his mother and father. feeling alone with his grief. maybe kinda just has tibo to confide in. yaz meanwhile is in hell getting bullied and either recently got driven home from a running away attempt and is now dealing with the familial aftermath of that, or is planning the running away. maybe kiiiiiiinda just has sonya to confide in but probably not really. probably doesnt confide in anyone

13, still malleable and fluid, running into these messed up teenagers who reflect all her own lonely angry betrayed abandoned feelings back to her, shaping herself in response to them. they dont trust her at all to start with, but i think she'd win yaz over in a similar way she does in canon, presenting herself as an authority who listens and understands. perhaps slightly more the understanding than authority part at this point in yaz's life. maybe she lands in front of yaz actually in the hills before anita can get there. yaz is like "where the fuck did you come from" and shes like "um the troposphere i think" and yaz is like "how are you not dead" and shes like "oh i was! but then i decided maybe i shouldnt be. so. now im here :) with you!" and that kinda strikes a chord with yaz. and then the doctor's like "do you happen to have a sandwich in that backpack im starving"

then aliens happen and once they run into ryan, yaz is already won over and she and ryan recognise each other and she convinces him that, like, no shes not nuts, theres definitely aliens shes seen them

11x1 would go entirely differently obviously. maybe grace wouldnt die and graham wouldnt travel. ryan maybe decides to travel a little bit out of spite and home doesnt really feel like home, and yaz isnt having fun at home or at school either and she was running away anyway so this is not a hard decision

the emotional instability and bad decision counter of a team tardis thats just 16-year-old yaz and ryan and 13 is kind of amazing to imagine. it'd be so volatile but they'd love each other so much i think they'd be the best friends bc instead of starting off closing herself off from grief, 13 would start off having her justified and irrational anger sort of validated and coaxed out i think by yaz's and ryan's. in the tardis between the three of them there would be a place to express "nobody cares about me" whether thats true isnt the point, i think theyre all feeling it a little bit. "everyone just moved on like mum didnt matter/'tell an adult' like what are they gonna do?/okay it wasnt all their faults but all my friends are dead" you know? i think they'd be heard with each other and i think there'd be space for the injustice of it all and especially as the doctor is like a children's advocate most of all, she would take ryan and yaz seriously in a way i think they wouldnt have been by any other adult in their lives at that point. and in return they, just by being there as they are, would make room for the hurt child that 13 is and will turn out to be

and i dont have details for this but i think it would be really nice if the way 13 listens and takes seriously yaz and ryan in the first season (not like consciously or deliberately or anything, shes not trying to Do anything, this is just who the doctor is) would be mirrored in the second and/or the third when they have calmed down a bit, dealt with some of their issues at home, talked to some family members, become a little less depressed and angry etc, and they return the way she treated them when she finds out abt the timeless child and tecteun. she took their anger seriously and she took them seriously when they said "this isnt fair" and in return they can take her anger seriously, probably are angry on her behalf, and they can stop her from overcorrecting from like being 10 by pointing out to her that this isnt fair and shes allowed to be angry abt it

and when yaz inevitably gets a crush i think it shows up as a kind of out of character/seemingly regressive prickliness and snappiness toward the doctor getting more intense over the course of s12 that ryan and the doctor first are puzzled by bc like sure in the first half of s11 maybe they were all a bit snappish with each other but theyve been friends for like a year now whats this about all of a sudden? and yaz is like Nothing!!!! it's nothing!!! piss of!!! bc shes having feelings she doesnt know what to do with or how to interpret so theyre just manifesting as Angery. that same need to prove herself + probably worry abt the doctor as in canon except a lot more combative and a lot less inhibited. shes probably picking fights abt everything the doctor tells her to do. trying to provoke the doctor into actually getting mad and yelling at her or, god forbid, grabbing her, shoving her, using her hands bc yaz wont listen to words. sometimes youre 17 and horny and you dont understand you want one of your two friends in the world to kiss you bc it hasnt occurred to you that girls kissing girls is a thing that can happen. ryan figures it out first

in this version ryan probably stays until the end too - or the same as in revolution happens and yaz feels betrayed that he'd give up on the doctor so easily and feels alone in the entire world again - graham and dan wouldnt come into the picture. ryan's and yaz's family would come into the picture a little more actively. theres a lot of plot to figure out that i cant and it would be a very different era in many ways but i think it would be nice

[jellyfishsempai]

idk why the Bad Kids had consumed me again but i can't escape atp

[bookgeek7]

watching physical 100 and for their next season, their first competition to eliminate 50 people should be the Fitness Gram Pacer Test

[bladesalvation]

kinda down abt not having a whole lot of relationships for any of my characters knowing damn well I am at least part of the problem--