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qiinamii · 1 year ago
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I accidentally discovered a piece of yours on pinterest (the one where everyone is sitting at a table on latern rite) and got sad when i couldn't its origins QwQ. Though after downloading tumbler the first thing i found was Xiao things and my heart folded so fast- *immediately follows*
oh no!! very sorry you had to take that extra step for it TT I tried how I can to put a clear watermark so please look for it in the art itself to find me! it's the least I can provide when reposts just don't bother to credit especially for Pinterest and Tiktok ;;
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koolades-world · 2 months ago
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Hi hi! I’m sorta new to tumblr, but I really like ur blog so far <3! I wanna ask if you could do MC coming out to the brothers as trans? Transmasc preferred, but it’s okay for really any gender. I’ve been a little dysphoric lately (cuz I’m transmasc lol) and I know your fics and stories always cheer me up!!
hi! of course! this is a little late, but I hope this still helps. so glad to hear my silly writing cheers you up!
I do remember doing something similar to this but I don’t think it was specified as transmasc or transfem. if this is the same thing, we just have two now haha
Trasnsmasc Mc comes out
Lucifer
if you are going by a new name now, he wants to know
will make sure to update it everywhere in paperwork
he ensure everyone is aware of this change, and anybody who intentionally ignores it will suffer consequences
dead names are dead for a reason, and he wants make sure you feel respected
Mammon
he's the self proclaimed king of fashion
will help you add more gender affirming pieces of clothing to your wardrobe!
if you want, you can steal from his own closet
it can be shared custody clothing or not, he just wants to make you happy <3
Levi
will help you explore media and find your favorite trans characters!
he understands how comforting it can be to have your fav be relatable
he's always ready to listen to your rants and woes
the least he can do for you is be your diligent listener
Satan
if you're interested in HRT and or surgeries, he'll be by your side the entire time
you won't have to pay a cent because he insists on covering it for you. he's firm in his belief that feeling good about yourself should not be locked behind a paywall
he'll help you do your research but all final decisions are up to you
your body, your choice <3
Asmo
say it with me
cute and fun binders!
yes, of course he believes everyone should own neutrals of every type of clothing, just in case but he believes there should be fun counterparts to them too!
if you can't find a binder you really love, he'll work with raphael to make you one you adore!
Beel
if you want to look more masculine, he's more than willing to lend you some workout tips
if it's gender affirming, he will make sure to help you out
you can use his soaps if you want. he's more than happy to share with his favorite person!
he makes sure you're caring for yourself properly of course. he loves you so much
Belphie
he's very aggressive with making sure everyone is using your correct pronouns!
he doesn't even let accidents slide if they don't correct themselves (but of course, if they do, he doesn't get on them haha)
using the correct pronouns isn't that hard
he always includes his pronouns when introducing himself so you aren't the only one to do so and so you don't feel alone
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writing-hat · 4 months ago
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hi hat!
firstly sorry for going silent for a while - im doing something thats really keeping me busy and i haven’t had the time to do much. speaking of which, i wanted to ask you for some advice - how do you go about writing your fics? like, in specific, how do you come up with your plot and follow through with it? i’ve been working on a new project but the actual “creating the storyline” bit is digging me an early grave lol.
also i wanted to ask - do you have any recommendations for other ninjago aus? (they dont have to be fics) im just looking for some interesting new stuff to hyperfixate over and thought you might know
thanks!
-smiley anon :)
hi smiley anon! Sorry for taking so long to answer (I'm forgetful and a bit stupid sorry)
answer under !
Regarding the ask before this one, I'm super glad you have your AO3 account!! I hope you'll have lots of fun writing in the future ! :D You're definitely always going to be hard on yourself in the future, that's completely normal! But you'll be proud of yourself once you manage to get through it all and write that story down!
Don't worry for going silent, I think I am much, much worse ahaha.
As for writing for my fics, I usually have an idea first that I write down then the scenes kinda happen in my head, and I always have something to write them down (phone or notebook) if I'm not on my computer right away. My plots come from those ideas that form in my head? Idk how to explain that but uh yeah and it's rarely followed through tbh, I often change things along the way
One thing I do is like okay, this will happen now, how might it affect in the future if it's something important? I really have no idea how to explain all that I'm so sorry I hope it still sorta helps
A storyline right away can be kinda complicated to handle, it's what I'm trying to do with "everybody loves somebody sometimes" which is why it's taking so long to be written. But if that's what you wanna do, go ahead! But don't overwork yourself
I have no idea for other ninjago aus omg I read too little yet the fandom does such wonderful job at creating stories and I unfortunately forget to read stuff. hah. (sorry everyone)
I'm kinda obsessed with jay so I'll tell you what I have so far about it (i'm not tagging anyone to not bother anyone)
@/mondothebombo "when you think you're all alone" for more skybound definitely. it's such a good fic but there's like 90% chance you already read it jksgseh
I would suggest Cabinet Man by @/spinjitsuburst, I have been loving the story so far though nothing's written yet but what's already up is super good!
The AUs from @/taddymason !! She has a dad jay au that's UGH so good I'm addicted to that story and also the fic stormbound!!! really great stuff plus incredible art you should check it out!!
There's @/finn-m-corvex for all the stuff about jay his work is just mwah chief's kiss (lots of angst too (they have the fic Would You Like to Enter Prime Empire which is super good so far and am very excited to see more of!! definitely check it out))
I feel so so bad for forgetting so many people's stuff there's so much aaaaaa but you should find a ton of them on tumblr!! so many talented people in the ninjago fandom and so many good aus you'll have your fun by looking in it
i'll answer your second ask now aefhgseg
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ovaryacted · 5 months ago
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Hi nic! I've been gone for a while, studying for my finals and all, but for me the semester ends in two weeks so I'll finally get to read all the juicy fanfics you wrote since I went MIA lmfaoo ❤️
What I noticed coming back: aesthetic change and a whole lot of joel miller 😭
I love the new theme! Light blue is the color I always associated with your blog, and I never knew why, so this is a really cool coincidence 🩵
And I can't wait to see the joel fics! You might just get me back into my tlou phase 😭 I was never much of a simp for the old man, but considering you managed to make me simp for chris redfield with your fics, I might just be hopping onto the joel hype train!
I hope this ask doesn't come off as too awkward, because I read it back and realized I lost all my social skills since a few months ago (the sun hasn't seen my face since february send help), but my point is that I missed your writing very much and I'm so very glad to have some free time to catch up and eat up those gorgeous fics!
I hope you're doing well! I know the last time I was on tumblr you were stressed about work stuff, so I hope that's going better now 🩷
-🌑
OMG HEY NEW MOON ANON!! It's been so long since I've heard from you. I'm so glad you dropped this message in my inbox, it put a smile on my face earlier at work and I'm just happy to be hearing from you again, it's not awkward at all!! I hope all of your finals went well and I'm wishing you a strong finish to the end of your semester!! 💕
As for me, I don't remember what exactly I've written recently lmao I'm sort of going with the flow right now and posting what comes to mind but of course, feel free to tell me what you think with whatever you find interesting/intriguing. And corresponding light blue with my blog is so cool and funny. I never even really cared for the color until now (I've always liked the color purple) but that makes me happy. 🫶
And yeah, I sorta kinda added a bunch of characters to my writing roster and essentially expanded my interests. Fun fact about me: I've always had a genuine crush on Joel Miller, like since the first version of the game came out in 2013 and he just kind of stayed in my brain for a very long time and never left. It's not until the remake of the TLOU Part I dropped, watching the show a while back, and reading a lot of Joel Miller/Pedro Pascal combination of fics that I felt motivated enough to want to write for him, but I was always scared to do that. I said fuck it and just bit the bullet and wrote for him.
I just felt like I needed a little refresher with writing, and so far writing for Joel has been fun and sort of fulfilling for me in a way I haven't felt when it came to writing in a while, so I'm glad it's happening.
I haven't parted from Resident Evil or Leon Kennedy completely just yet, but it has been difficult to think about him recently so writing for other characters helps! I added a lot of new characters I'd love to write for and a bunch of masterlists so I hope I can convince you to like them too lmao!
And yeah, work is much better now, I'm more adjusted to my job right now so things are going good. But I'm prepping for vacation so I'm looking forward to that. Very happy to find out you're doing good seriously, glad to hear from you hun. :)
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existentialcrisistime · 2 years ago
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Hi! :D Hope you're doing well. I'm kinda sorta new to Star Trek (watching ToS at the moment.) I was wondering if you could tell me which novels with Kirk/Spock/Spirk/Bones can I read? I tried looking it up but there are just so many that I'm very confused where to begin. It'd be nice if you could tell me. Have a nice day!
Hello! Welcome to the world of Star Trek! TOS was my first, so excellent choice :))
Honestly, I haven't read that many Trek books but I can definitely give you a few pointers based on what I know, especially if you're looking for the more Spirk-y ones.
A good place to start could be the books with fan connections, such as:
Killing Time (the most infamous TOS novel, known for being very shippy especially in the unedited first edition! but tbh it's not that much wilder than some others I've seen. Would recommend tho!). I kinda liveblogged the reading of this so feel free to check my tags #killing time and #nic reads killing time
The New Voyages 1 & 2, compiled/introduced by Myrna Culbreath and Sondra Marshak (two collections of officially published fanfic - the first non-episode-novelisation Trek stories to be officially published and possibly some of the first officially published fanfic out there. Each story is introduced by a member of the cast & crew! An absolutely wild ride) Again I shared some extracts, see #the new voyages
Other TOS books I have my eye on are:
The Price of the Phoenix and The Fate of the Phoenix by Myrna Culbreath and Sondra Marshak
and anything by Diane Duane, author of Spock's World among others (did you know she's also on tumblr?)
There are also the episode novelisations by James Blish, around seven or so novelisations of the TOS episodes collected in each short volume (I believe there are 11 in total?). These are quite straightforward, but do sometimes have some fun additions to the scenes! The books are simply titled Star Trek 1, Star Trek 2, and so forth. I currently own 3 and 4, but personally I think I prefer the original stories to the novelisations so far.
Oh, and not forgetting the TOS movie novelisations! These are absolute gems and well worth a read. The 'The Motion Picture' novelisation by Gene Roddenberry is where the term t'hy'la comes from! It's a wild ride for sure.
Here's a list of all the novelisations, from James Blish to the movies and beyond
I also have my #star trek books tag, which as the name says I've been using to collect all the book extracts I'm interested in - some I've read, some I want to
Anyway I hope this is helpful! This is by no means a definitive list, just what I've read and what I'm interested in so far! (there is actually a really good list floating around tumblr but I believe it's stored within the depths of my likes, will add to this post if I find it)
And honestly, don't feel like you've gotta collect/read every book, just go where the joy is! The blessing/curse of getting into Star Trek is there's probably more content (shows/films, books, zines, etc etc) than I could ever consume in one lifetime, but it's so exciting to be a small part of something so big and timeless! Enjoy!
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jamiemackenziefraser · 3 years ago
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All That Was Fair 
Chapter 27: Fraser Publishing Part 2
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Summary: Claire and Jamie finish out their day at work
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a/n: A huge thank you to my friend @isthisclever (/isthiscleverr on twitter ;) ) for being an amazing beta for this chapter and also dealing with my writer's block/overall overthinking <3. Go check out her story "The Other Side," which one of my favs and is almost completed, ahh! While you're at it, maybe just stalk her whole AO3 page.
Thank you so much for your patience, lovely readers. I managed to get past the writer's block, and this 5k if what just sorta happened after a month of not writing. Hope you like it!!
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Chapter 27: Fraser Publishing Part 2
The air felt heavy despite the fresh scents and slight breeze. Hand in hand with Claire, Jamie walked slowly around the trail that wound its way in a meandering circle around the park. If he was being honest, he was stalling, trying to give them both time to gather themselves before going back to Fraser Publishing. Jamie couldn't ignore the grief tugging at his insides, but he forced it down deep, praying that Claire couldn’t feel it from where she held onto his hand like it was her lifeline. 
Oh Christ, if she could feel how his grief was eating him up inside...
A cloud hung over them for a long while, but Jamie was trying his best to reassure Claire with comforting touches and sweet words.Gradually, her face began to lift, and he caught sight of the spark of his faerie beneath the sheen of guilt and lost potential blanketing her face. It was still clearly on her mind, though, and Jamie couldn’t shake the discomfort that he was trying to shove itself forward from the pit of his stomach and the back of his mind. 
It was well past lunchtime and when he should have taken her back, but he couldn’t seem to bring himself to force her to go inside when she still seemed so… off.
Apparently that was the right decision because at one random moment, Claire stopped him and abruptly pulled him into a hug. 
“What was that for, my wee faerie?” Jamie asked, brushing a few stray curls away from her forehead after holding her for a long moment. 
“I love you,” she said simply. 
There clearly was more on her mind. In that moment, he didn’t know whether to push her or to leave her be. He tilted his head down, catching her gaze, praying silently that he was making the right decision. 
“What’s botherin’ ye, a leannan?” he asked. He slipped his fingers under her chin and lifted her face higher so he could press a soft kiss to her lips. 
“I just..” she started, but cut herself off to take a deep breath. “I just… I don’t know how to tell you how I’m feeling, Jamie. I’m sad. But also I’m so, so happy. I want to be with you, be happy with you—” she tugged on his hand which was still gripping hers “—forever. I just… want it to last, I suppose?” 
“It will, Sassenach,” he assured in an exhale. “It will, lass. 
“I,” her eyes filled with unshed tears, and Jamie wished he could take them all in the palm of his hand and keep them from spilling from her eyes. She didn’t cry, though, just blinked watery eyes up at him. “I know we haven’t talked much about… the rest of our lives… but— talking about not having babies today just made me think. Maybe... maybe I’m not meant to be forever for you?” 
Jamie’s heart dropped below his toes, sinking down through the grass beneath his feet and likely down into the very core of the earth. He could barely force the words out through his suddenly raw throat when he asked shakily, “Do… do you no’ want that, Claire?” 
She shook her head so violently that the curls swished back and forth over her face. The expression of horror at the question eased Jamie considerably, and her answer fully assuaged the rest of the rising panic. 
“I do want that, Jamie. From the second I ran to you from that hill I knew it was forever. I love you more than the life that was mine. I just… if that’s not what’s best for you, I wouldn’t take the rest of your life from you. Your dreams.” It was her turn to raise a hand to his face, cupping his cheek with oceans of tender, selfless concern swimming in her eyes. 
“It’s always been forever for me, Sassenach,” he told her firmly, voice low. He believed it with every bone in his body. “And I told you before, I have no life but you, Claire.” 
She blinked, and he could tell she was trying very hard not to break down into tears. 
If he could have, he would have gotten down on one knee and proposed to her then and there. He knew it was forever, and he wanted desperately to share that with her, but there were conversations that needed to be had and preparations to be made before he could.
He let go of her hand and raised both to her face. He held her between his hands, cradling his whole entire world between his palms. Beseeching her to listen, he held her gaze for a long moment. 
“I dinna have to be an empath like you to ken that ye’re still feelin’ guilty, mo ghraidh,” he said. “Please, listen to me. I wouldna tell ye this if it werena true.” He took a breath. “If you could gi’ up yer old life, yer people, yer home… for me... it is nothin’ for me to no’ be able to have biological children. I would trade everything I have to keep ye. Everything. And I wouldna think twice. I want ye forever, Sassenach, whatever that means.” 
Her cheek was so soft under his fingers, and he was startled to find wetness there. He glanced up to her eyes to find that she’d finally lost her control and tears were escaping to roll down her face. 
“Please, dinna cry anymore,” he pleaded, “I canna bear for ye to be in pain.” 
“I’m not crying because I’m sad, Jamie,” she whispered. “I’m crying because I love you.” 
***
Walking back inside Fraser’s Publishing some time later, Claire seemed much more at peace. She no longer visibly waged war inside herself, and Jamie felt like he could finally breathe. The heartache they’d shared was far from over, but at least its troubles for that day could be left outside in the park. 
As they came inside, they were greeted by Mrs. Crook, who immediately beckoned them over to her desk with an eager wave. 
“Claire, darling! I have some homemade cookies I thought ye might like to try…” 
“That’s verra kind, but she has food allergies, Mrs. Crook. She doesna accept food from anyone,” Jamie quickly cut in. 
“Oh, well,” Mrs. Crook looked back toward Claire again. “I saw ye wi’ the Murray weans earlier, dear. Maybe ye would be interested in seein’ some photographs of my darling grandbairns?” 
The woman was clearly desperate to bond with Claire, and Jamie couldn’t help but feel proud to see how much of an impression his lass had made. Claire shot him a quick smile, giving him a nod and a look that said “I’ll be alright.” 
“I’ll meet ye back in my office,” Jamie said, leaning down to press a quick kiss to the top of her curls. 
Before she could even reply to him, Mrs. Crook had snagged her arm and was herding her over to her desk, Claire good-naturedly following while blowing Jamie a kiss. 
Leaving the ladies in peace, Jamie started toward his office. Before he’d even made it out of the reception area, however, he found himself face-to-face with Geneva Dunsany, forcing him to grind to a halt. 
Geneva was one of the lower level staff members in marketing and a relatively new hire. Jamie usually only hired people he knew personally, but John had insisted on her as a favor to her father, a longtime family friend. Jamie didn’t know much about her other than that she was competent enough at her job that he never had to interact much. 
But here in front of him stood the dark-haired lass, her face caked in makeup that was a shade too dark and her fake lashes blinking up at him. 
“I wondered if I might have a moment,” she asked. 
Jamie spared a glance behind him, checking that Claire was alright. Upon seeing her chatting away with Mrs. Crook over a picture on the reception desk (and hopefully not in immediate danger of revealing her secret), he turned back to Geneva. 
“Of course. What can I do for ye?” 
“I had a question about… Well, I thought I might ask you to have a look over some quarterly reports I’ve completed.”
As she was speaking, Jamie shot another look over his shoulder. He couldn’t help but worry about Claire when she wasn’t by his side, and he was impatient to get her tucked safely away in his office so he could finally get some real work done. 
Geneva was clearly displeased by his less than courteous behavior. 
“Mr. Fraser,” she sighed. 
He turned back toward her, reminding himself of his dedication to his company— as distracted as he was, an employee didn’t deserve to be treated like this. 
Geneva was already speaking again. “I was wondering if perhaps later today you could come by my office? Or I could come to yours?” 
“Ms. Dunsany, I’m afraid I’m verra busy at the moment and I’ve lost a fair bit of time already… Perhaps ye could take it up wi’ John instead?” 
“But…” her response faded from his attention as a familiar wee hand suddenly wrapped itself around his bicep and a body pressed flush against his side. 
At Claire’s sudden appearance, Geneva cut herself off mid sentence, her painted mouth falling open into a disgruntled “o.” 
“Hi, my love,” Claire all but purred to Jamie, giving his arm a squeeze. She tugged him slightly downward, enough so that she could stand on her tiptoes and press a kiss to his cheek. 
Jamie was left bewildered as one of her hands snaked over to plant itself firmly on the center of his chest and rub back and forth. 
“Hi, mo ghraidh, ehm—” he struggled to find words as Claire gave him another kiss, this time to his shoulder. He could barely focus his mind as it seemed her hands were everywhere at once: stroking his chest, rubbing his arm. What the devil had gotten into her? 
He finally remembered what he was trying to do, and managed out a weak, “This is Geneva, our…” her job title flew out the window as Claire’s hand went from his chest to hook into one of his belt loops on the opposite side, effectively stopping his heart and his brain in one simple motion. 
“Geneva, this is Claire,” the words burst out in a rush with zero brain cells behind them as he desperately tried to fulfill his social duties in the face of his girlfriend’s advances. 
He lowered his head to try to catch a glance at Claire’s face, to make eye contact and glean some sort of clue about what had gotten into her, but he found she wasn’t even looking at him. Instead, her eyes were fixed straight ahead, right on Geneva. 
“Hello,” Geneva said, a hint of disapproval in her voice. She took a step back from them as her eyes flicked up and down. 
“Hello,” Claire replied, but her tone made Jamie start. Never before had he heard his faerie— his joyful, bubbly, loves-everyone-without-discrimination faerie— sound so cold. Her voice was low and steady, without even a hint of smile. 
Jamie’s brain went on high alert as Geneva reached a hand out for a handshake. They had rehearsed this in the car (not that Claire’d had a chance to use it yet with all the hugs she’d been giving out), but Jamie was worried that all the training had gone from her mind when she had apparently lost her marbles. 
However, Claire removed her right hand from where it had been placed over Jamie’s stomach to reach out and clasp Geneva’s while keeping herself firmly glued to Jamie’s side. 
He could feel her stiffen against him the moment the two lasses made contact, and then, as if a rubber band had been snapped, Claire withdrew her hand and turned to Jamie with a jerk.  
“I need something from your… room, darling,” she said forcefully, clearly forgetting the word for office. 
“Of course, a leannan, what do ye—”
Before he could finish getting out his question, Claire was stepping in front of him to drag him away. He allowed himself to be tugged off by his faerie, leaving behind a nonplussed and rather displeased looking Geneva. 
When they got down the hall to his office, Claire all but shoved him inside. Jamie stumbled through as Claire shut the door behind them. He was just beginning to ask, “What the devil has gotten into ye—?” when Claire was suddenly on top of him, her lips claiming his so insistently that it was almost an attack rather than a kiss.
His words were muffled by her lips, and he found himself getting shoved up against a wall as she took his mouth. All protestations died in his throat and her strange behavior was wiped from his mind as her kiss clouded his senses, filling him so entirely. He let her tangle her fingers in the curls at the nape of his neck, pulling him down to her, and he didn’t resist even as she tugged hard and her tongue swiped into his mouth. 
He was fairly certain that she would be the death of him, but he was more than willing to die of asphyxiation if it meant that her lips wouldn’t leave his. Her mouth pressed hot against his, demanding and consuming. Still, as his lungs screamed for air, and he urgently squeezed her waist where his hands were resting. 
She tore her lips away, gasping for breath, and then stood there, panting. She was quite a sight. Her hair was mussed, lips puffy, and her eyes held a hard look, darker than he’d ever seen them before. 
What the hell?
“What— what was that?” Jamie gasped, barely able to find his breath. Claire had clearly stolen it from him during that heated kiss, right along with his wits and perhaps even his free will.  
“You’re mine,” Claire said hotly, drawing closer again so her body could press against his as she said it. Her eyes blazed as they locked with Jamie, as if daring him to disagree. 
“Of course I’m yours, mo nighean donn, but what brought this on?” 
Claire had been in the process of leaning in to trail a line of kisses down his neck when he spoke, and she halted on her second kiss to draw back with a huff. 
Clearly bothered, she looked almost dangerous as she said in a low voice, “Geneva. She wants you.” 
“What?” it was almost a laugh as Jamie reacted to her claim. 
Claire took a tiny step back so she could properly meet his eyes, and then said, very resolutely, “She does, Jamie. I touched her, I know. I could tell even before I felt it that she wanted you.” 
Jamie’s mouth fell open at this revelation. He knew better than to protest, and upon hearing her confirmation, he realized that Geneva had been rather forward lately, but that didn’t mean she… 
Looking at Claire’s heated expression, it clearly did. His lass was inflamed. Her cheeks were flushed, pupils dilated, and her jaw clenched tightly. 
Jamie couldn’t help it as a smirk began to turn up the corner of his lips and a warm feeling of something akin to satisfaction spread in his chest. 
“So ye’re tellin’ me… that whole scene outside, and then you all but attackin’ me in here… was because ye were jealous?” 
“Well,” Claire shifted on her feet slightly, for the first time in several minutes breaking free from her severe look, “yes. You’re mine, and she—”
“Aye, I’m yers, mo ghraidh, no doubt about it,” he confirmed without hesitation, making sure she knew it was the absolute truth of his heart, “jes’ as ye’re mine.” 
He couldn’t help but smile though as the pieces all fell into place. She’d seen him from across the room and gotten jealous, so she had marched on over to stake her claim on him before demonstrating her power by stealing him away, only to kiss the living daylights out of him. It all made sense now. Her behavior wasn’t random. It was possessive. 
“You’re enjoying this!” Claire exclaimed, looking up at him with an open mouth. She was trying to sound appalled, but he could see the smile she was trying to smother turning up the corners of her lips. 
The laughter bubbled up from his chest, and he grabbed her around the waist to pull her against him as he chuckled. “Ye’re too much, mo nighean donn. And it only makes me love ye more and more.” 
Despite herself, she started laughing too, grabbing his shoulders as he hauled her against him. 
“I suppose it was rather… petty,” she admitted, biting her lip. 
“Mmmm, the way ye kissed me, though. I think I wish more lassies would take a fancy to me jes’ to get that reaction from ye again…”
She smacked him lightly on the chest, but she was still smiling as he leaned down to peck her on the lips. 
“You don’t need silly girls to want you in order to get me to kiss you like that…” Claire teased, standing on her tiptoes so she could hover her lips over his. 
“Oh, is that so? What must I do, then?” 
“Absolutely nothing,” she breathed. 
And then her lips were on his again, and she showed him exactly how little he had to do. 
*
Jamie lost another solid twenty minutes of work time due to the makeout session with Claire that ended up with him pressed against his desk and Claire doing her darndest to make him lose every ounce of self control he’d ever possessed. He’d never been more grateful in his life that his office window had blinds and a locking door. 
As nice as it was to have the very enjoyable attentions of his love, he had wasted so much of the day away already, and there was work to be done. He reluctantly detached his faerie, pulling her away by the waist while she murmured a protest. 
Jamie swiped a thumb over her puffy lips as she pouted at him, resisting the urge to laugh. 
How he loved her with his whole heart. 
“Sorry, Sassenach, I really hafta finish up some work before everyone leaves for the day, and at this rate, I willna ever be able to stop kissin’ ye.” 
She caught his fingers in a quick kiss before she frowned. “I don’t understand why all of you are so caught up with ‘work’,” she commented with distaste. 
“I’m beginnin’ to agree wi’ ye, Sassenach,” Jamie snorted. The temptation to throw everything out the window and pay attention to absolutely nothing save this alluring creature in front of him was nearly enough to drive him mad. But Jamie loved his work, cared about his business, and he had to have some self control— what few scraps remained. 
“Why dinna ye look through some of my books on the shelves while I work? I ken ye canna read the words, but there are some verra beautiful illustrations— uh, pictures, drawings— in some of them.” 
Jamie cursed himself for not bringing adequate entertainment for her. Although, beyond Adso, the space heater, and the garden— well, and him, of course— Jamie wasn’t sure what exactly entertained Claire. 
She agreed with only a brief pout, and Jamie could finally let out the breath he’d been holding when she was safely across the room, browsing the bookshelf. Feeling his heart rate finally descend (was it safe for it to be that elevated for that long?) he settled down in front of his computer. 
He managed to get a good chunk of work done while Claire busied herself with flipping through nearly every book he owned. It turned out that it was an excellent idea, as she seemed well entertained. Every once in a while, Jamie would hear a gasp and have to look up to see the adorable expression of wonder on Claire’s face as she discovered another illustration. It was mainly the kids books, he noticed, that really wowed her. Likely because she could follow the story based on the pictures, and she grew absorbed. Before long, there was a semi-circle of opened books surrounding her on the floor. It warmed him to notice that she never closed them— always leaving them open when she found an illustration she particularly liked, as if she wanted to go back and see it again. 
Despite her fascination and apparent entertainment, it was what felt like a short time later when Jamie was interrupted from deep concentration by a hand sliding up his arm to rest on his shoulder. 
“Claire, what are ye—?” he started, but was cut off when both of her hands smoothed over his shoulders. 
“You’re so tense,” came her smooth voice startlingly close to his ear. 
“Aye,”  he said, rolling his shoulders, “I tend tae carry my stress there when I’m workin.” 
“I don’t want you to be tense.” Her breath tickled his ear, and a shiver rolled down his spine. Warm hands began kneading into his shoulders, digging into the soreness of the muscles. Her touch was the perfect mix of gentle and strong, pulling the tension from his body. He couldn’t help the sigh that fell from his lips. 
Her hands didn’t let up their work, but she sometimes paused to smooth over his shoulders in broad strokes. Without meaning to, his hands fell away from the keyboard and his head tilted back. His eyes were closed in relaxation… when had he closed his eyes? 
He realized distantly that Claire was murmuring soothing words above him. 
“Does that feel good? Let out the tension, darling. There. I’ve got you.”
She hit a particularly tense knot, but the magic of her fingers had it loosening after only a second. 
“Oh Lord,” he breathed, feeling like he was in a trance. “Ye’re so good at this. I—”
His eyes suddenly popped open and he bolted up in his chair, “Christ, lass. Ye’re doin’ yer best tae distract me from my work, are ye no’?” 
“Shhh, don’t worry about it, just relax, my love,” she murmured into his ear, pressing down on his shoulders to get him to sit back in his chair again. 
He was onto her game now, though, and reached up to grab her hand and still her. 
“I have tae work, lass.” 
“I’m not stopping you,” she replied. 
The hand he hadn’t seized stroked over his shoulder. Feeling unequipped to the task of arguing with her, Jamie simply let go and brought his hands back to the keyboard. 
Alright, Fraser. This is a simple game. If you stop giving her attention, she’ll get bored and leave ye be. 
He focused all this attention on the computer screen, ignoring her as she continued her ministrations. It wasn’t the best job, but he managed to type out a few sentences before suddenly there were soft lips tracing the shell of his ear. 
Another shiver ran down his spine, and there was a slight tug of teeth on his earlobe before she kissed it again, soothing the spot with a flutter of breath. 
“Sassenach,” he said in a warning tone. 
“What? I’m not stopping you,” she replied innocently before stooping lower to brush her lips— just barely— down his throat. 
“Ye ken verra well that ye are,” he sighed, the sound turning from frustration to pleasure as she hit a particular spot that made his stomach twist. 
Her fingers were tracing just barely under his shirt, tucking themselves inside the collar. She didn’t seem to be listening, or maybe it was just that she didn’t care, because she refused to respond to the protestation. Instead, she breathed out, “Do you know you have beautiful collarbones?” 
“I didna ken, and I thank ye for the observation. May I return to my work now?” Jamie asked, trying to keep the pleading from his tone. 
She hummed to herself, “I’m not standing in your way.” 
Okay. So maybe he wasn’t quite strong enough to ignore it. And she was in no mood to free him from her clutches on her own accord. 
Swivelling so abruptly in his chair that Claire nearly fell over backward in surprise, he faced her. He took her hands in his and brushed his thumbs over the back of her knuckles. 
“Listen, lass. There’s no way I’ll get anythin’ done while ye’re toyin’ wi’ me, and I still have much to do. So let me make ye a deal. Gi’ me one hour wi’out interruptions, and I’ll… well…” Jamie found himself at a loss for bargaining chips. Ifrinn. The lass had him so well in the palm of her hand that he already gave her whatever she wanted. He decided to flip it and open it up to her. “What do ye want? In return?” 
Her eyes flashed with excitement and a twinkle of mischief. Jamie braced himself for some devious declaration or demand for a game that would prove tortuous for his self control, but instead of anything like that, Claire surprised him by smugly requesting, “I want one hour in front of the heater.” 
Jamie nearly laughed out loud. He’d come to realize that the lass thought that the space heater was a precious, exhaustible commodity, not some piece of junk hooked up to electricity. He hadn’t wanted to disavow her of that notion for fear that she’d spend every waking second in front of it instead of with him, and it seemed now it was going to play the situation to his advantage. 
“I think I may be able tae make that happen,” he said slowly, keeping his cards close to his chest. 
“With you!” she added quickly, narrowing her eyes, “for the full hour.” 
“Do we have a deal then?” he asked, putting on his best business face. 
“We have a deal,” Claire nodded primly. 
Rather than a handshake, Jamie opted for a quick peck of lips. As Claire drew away and made to head back toward the bookshelf on the opposite corner of the room, she looked like a cat that got the cream.
Better luck next time, lass. If you wanna bargain, better come knowing what’s of value. 
Feeling smug in his own right, Jamie returned to his work. This time, it wasn’t his girlfriend’s hands on him distracting his mind. Rather, it was the unshakable feeling of fondness that filled his stomach and warmed him to his toes. 
***
“Hey, Jamie?” Claire asked, breaking the silence about 45 minutes into the agreed hour. 
“What is it, a leannan?” 
He tore his gaze from his computer to find Claire looking up at him from where she sat on the floor at the foot of the bookshelf. Her arms were wrapped around her middle, and she looked so wee curled up in the corner, shooting him a troubled gaze with eyes that were round as a doe’s. 
“I’m cold.”
Brows furrowing, he abandoned his work— in the middle of a sentence no less— and went to her. She was shivering, despite it being rather balmy in his office. 
His wee faerie, typical. 
“Here, lass.” Jamie stripped off his suit jacket to wrap around her shoulders. She took it gratefully, her hands brushing Jamie’s at the edges. That bit of contact jolted through him, shattering any notions of him returning to his work straight away, and he fell to his knees beside her so he could wrap her in a hug. 
She melted instantly into his arms, laying her head on his shoulder. He smoothed his hands up and down her back, and it was at that moment that he felt her shivering. 
“Christ, lass, ye really are cold,” he burst out in concern. 
“It’s cold,” she repeated, shifting herself within his arms to burrow closer. 
“It’s no’ this cold,” he breathed. 
She didn’t say anything, just trembled against him. She withdrew her hands from around his middle and instead tucked them against his chest between where their bodies were pressed together. 
Jamie bit his bottom lip and repositioned himself to get comfortable. It seemed he was in for a longer break from his work than expected. His heart was beginning to beat faster as anxiety for his love rose in his chest. 
“This is more than temperature, a ghraidh,” he said softly. 
She shook her head where it laid on his shoulder but made no move to raise it and look at him. 
“Ye were fine all mornin’,” he noted quietly as his brain began working in earnest. 
“I’m fine now,” Claire insisted, her voice muffled from where her mouth pressed against Jamie’s shoulder. 
“I dinna think ye are,” Jamie finally said out loud, admitting the fear that had been rattling around inside of him for days now. He’d watched the little things add up, even worried over them, but every time he managed to convince himself it was nothing. Even just this morning he’d thought perhaps everything was in his head. Now, however, it was just another item to add to the growing list that was too long to be coincidence. 
“I told you, Jamie. It’s nothing,” Claire said, her voice gaining an edge to it. “I can feel you worrying.” 
Jamie swallowed thickly. A rush of guilt washed over him, and he wondered whether she could feel that too. Gah! It was impossible not to feel things, especially when it came to her. It was terrifying to know she could read them, and that what he was feeling could make things worse for her. 
“This isna nothin’ Sassenach, but I dinna ken—”
Claire sat up abruptly, pushing herself away from him with two hands planted firmly on his chest until she had gained her distance. Irritation was rising in her as warm spots on her cheeks, and her eyes flashed a darker shade of gold. 
“Don’t tell me about me like you know better than I do,” she said, brows drawing together in frustration. 
“I’m no’, I just—” 
Jamie reached for her, but she batted his hands away. 
“I’m telling you, it’s nothing. If you were tired of trying to warm me up, you could have just said something.” 
She was moving backward now, attempting to put more distance between them, but Jamie reached out to grasp her upper arm, holding her still. Her head whipped toward him, eyes hard and ready to lash out, but Jamie spoke before she could. 
“Please, dinna go,” was all he could think to say. 
It wasn’t like she was actually going to storm out of his office— at least he hoped not— but it still hurt for her to tear herself away like that. He didn’t want to fight.  
Something— perhaps it was his pleading tone, the look on his face, or maybe she could actually feel his distress— made her freeze and give him her attention. 
“I’m sorry if I made ye feel like ye werena my priority, mo ghraidh, because ye are. Always. I would abandon work entirely jes’ tae hold ye in my arms, for however long ye wanted. I’m jes’ worried, lass, I dinna mean to presume I ken more than you do about yer own body. I’m sorry. Please, lass, come here to me?” 
Claire’s eyes filled with tears. She remained stock still, her eyes locked with Jamie’s. There was a long moment where he watched the moisture gather in her eyes and the gears turn in her head as she fought within herself, and then she broke the stillness. She did come to him then, scrambling up into his lap and throwing her arms around him. A wet face pressed into the crook of his neck, and Jamie quickly brought his arms up to hold her, pressing her face into him and feeling relief course through him. 
“I’m sorry,” she said, “I don’t know why I lashed out at you, Jamie. I didn’t mean that.”
“Hush, hush, it’s okay, a leannan,” Jamie soothed, carding his fingers through her curls and rocking her back and forth. “Ye’ve had a long day. Ye’ve felt yer share of heartache, met so many new people and seen so many new things, and ye’re tired. Why dinna we head home now, aye?” 
She drew back, blinking tears away from her eyelashes. “Maybe just in a moment?” 
“Of course, Sassenach.” Jamie didn’t need to be an empath to know that she needed a second to gather herself together before she could face the task of exiting the building and encountering whatever people went along with that. 
“Hey, I love you,” Jamie added softly, petting her hair, pulling it back away from her neck over and over. He stretched his thumb so he could smooth over the long muscle of her neck, feeling the soft skin and wishing he were at an angle that he could press a kiss there. 
“I love you, too,” came her quiet response.
***
a/n: Important Update:
Hey friends! So I may be going off the grid a bit later in June, not 100% sure yet. There probably will end up being a brief hiatus for this story, and I wish I could tell you exactly what it will look like, but I don't know yet. I will keep you posted here. Thank you so much for your flexibility and investment in the story, and I'll do my best not to leave you at cliffhangers. While I still have time left, be prepared that updates may get a bit more frequent.
I don’t remember if I’ve announced it on here yet, but I also want to officially say that an Arc III is in the works! I’ve already started writing a bit on it because I’m so excited about it. So don’t worry, even if there is a brief hiatus, there is lots of story left. Thank you for sticking with me!!!
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lunarmothsystem · 3 years ago
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Don't answer if you don't want to, but do you have advice for how to settle when you've only just realized you're an alter? I always thought I was just the host sorta playing make-believe...turns out I'm an alter myself and also that there are a bunch of others that the host knows about that I don't, I always thought it was just me and him (or..just him i guess)
I suppose the question would be how to settle in when you're new to an already-communicating system and don't know anyone?
The first thing we can really say is welcome to discovering you're a system.
Its very hard to completely accept and settle at first. It might take a while to feel comfortable with that knowledge and you might find that you or your system mates may go through stages of denial. Just know that that is completely normal. DID and OSDD are usually covert disorders to help the brain survive and denial can be apart of it.
Alright as for how to settle in when you don't know anyone else in the system!
Patience is a big one. Things won't happen overnight. I think I saw somewhere where the old host talked about suspecting being a system back as far as 2011 and he knew about one of our littles and one or two other people in the system but he didn't really have a name for it. It took us until 2 and a half years ago to completely accept it and call ourselves a system.
So here's how we better get to know people we can't communicate with right away.
Tumblr: this honestly has been one of the biggest helps. A few of us post on here. Usually main fronting crew but it gives us the opportunity to go back and look to see how everyone is feeling and morale.
System journal: we have a couple physical journals and by a couple I mean a small bookshelf full of them. Some are personal journals (that only the protector has permission to browse through if there's concerns about a specific alter) basically diaries. But then we have public journals/fronting journals. They're usually like pass down journals (mostly what happened when they fronted if they had time to write and remembered. Or how they're feeling.) This can be as small or as long as they want. We also have a smaller journal basically a check in system journal (we don't use this as often because discord is amazing) but originally we used it as a question or concern log. ("Hey are you ok? The room was trashed when I fronted? Is something going on?") That sort of thing.
Discord: discord is amazing! There's a lot of system discords out there. Pretty much any you can think of. There's even ones specifically centered around fictives which we help mod! This is great because discord also has something called plural kit. They have the ability to make 'system profiles and users' for your system. When you use it you get this
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It allows you to have your own avi you ID with, your name, and its really helpful to see know who fronted before you. It also has this
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This is called front percent on plural kit and it kind of gives you an idea on who is active and who isn't. I believe there's also a way to see who has front history for a week,month, etc so it's helpful to get an idea who's out.
Make tiktok diaries. Your system can make a private tiktok account and make private videos only for you guys on it! It can be super helpful in communication and it's easier to talk or see what's going on. Our own people in the system tend to make vent posts on there and while I can't personally communicate with some I'm able to either make a video responding to them or able to use the previous methods above to write to them one way or another.
Alright here's one that may or may not work. Some systems do or do not have innerworlds. It took our system a LONG time to get to access even a small portion of our innerworld and at this point there's 2 cities and a couple small towns that are inhabited I there and depending on where you live varies usually with how good communication is.
I live in the main city where most if not all main fronting crew lives which makes it easier to meet up and communicate. But there's others I haven't met and have heard very little about. The only way I really know of them is if they chime in when they're near front or I hear about about through the Grape vine.
Communication opening usually requires some sort of meditation at first or some therapy help. It's also mostly complete acceptance too. We found once we went "ok we are a system and completely accept it" that we realized we had put up big walls (not just amnesia walls but communication walls) because we wanted normality and a 'normal life.
But at the end of the day be patient and know it does take time and experience to communicate better. I hope that answered it but hey if you want more information if this was super confusing we can try to break it down more.
-Stormy, Larry
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failing-to-write-again · 5 years ago
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Germany x Ireland!Reader: Snow Storms and Confessions
Ok so the plan was to post another scenario and write two more yesterday. But Tumblr did an oopsie and deleted everything.
Every cloud has a silver lining however, my friend sent me this gem of a find and all I could think about afterwards was this story. I was going to write them as scenarios but I found it difficult to imagine situations for the other characters.
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So here's a different story. A one shot...goody.
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*Ireland's POV*
I sat there cold and alone in the Russian airport terminal. My flight cancelled due to the violent snow storm outside and no hotel room to go to. All the other countries had already left, the usual flights to Ireland weren't available. Just one at 10pm when a blizzard was due. Russia didn't exactly give a direct response when I brought it up...
*flash back*
"Little Ireland! You are feisty small one, you're lack of fear is amusing."
"I'm not being feisty I just want to know why there's none of the usual planes to my country. I don't want to end up caught in the blizzard"
"Она умнее, чем выглядит...I don't involve myself petty plane issues. Perhaps this is fate, you believe in a lot of those magical fairy tales no?"
she's smarter then she looks
"Она также говорит по-русски. Что ты прячешь?"
she also speaks Russian. What are you hiding?
*flash forward to present*
Just before I could pry, Germany got the meeting started and I was left to get to my seat and ponder over Russia's behaviour. He's a strange study for sure.
Germany was as well. We became properly acquainted in the early 1900s only labelling ourselves as friends around the 70s when I joined the early version of the EU (then EEC). He definitely is a layered character, and even though he is sweet once I became closer with him, he seems to still be hiding aspects of his personality. But enough about that I'm cold and have to figure out where I'll sleep tonight.
"Ireland? Vhat are jou doing here?"
Speak of the devil and he shall arrive...
"Hey Germy, my flight got cancelled and it was the only one available, my hotel booking also ran out so I'm just sorta stuck here haha."
A rather enjoyable shade of red spread across his face at the mention of the nickname. I'd do anything to see those little cracks in his tightly woven character. Anything to see the little smiles or chuckles, the crush I'd developed over years of friendship pushing me to.
"V...Vell mein flight vas cancelled as vell...vould you like to share a hotel room vith me? I still have an extra day."
Panic.
"I wouldn't be against it, but you probably would like to not share a room so I understand if you don't want to and everything. Thanks for the offer though"
"Nein it's fine I don't mind ve're friends ja? It's ok!"
The air is so fucking uncomfortable. Big brother France is looking on in disappointed from Paris. I just know it. After a few more rounds of pitiful back and forth we agreed we both were ok with sharing a room and set off, chittering throughout the walk.
*[insert timeskip joke] Germany's POV*
Ireland was in the bathroom getting ready for bed as I sat mentally preparing to sleep beside her.
At some point my feelings of friendship began to be replaced with... love as Italy put it. I thought I was ill whenever my heart would flutter like a manly butterfly near her. After voicing my concerns to my brother and Italy, bruder proceeded to have a laughing fit. Italy took the time to gush about love long enough for me to come to the conclusion I was in it.
Ireland. She's not perfect by any means and we've had our fair share of arguments and disagreements. Though we always manage to work then out. Would it be the same if we were dating? I would be living in a dream if that was true...
The door opened and in she came. In the shorts she wore for sleep her false leg was on full display. I remember helping her make it, replacing the standard wooden one for a metal one with upgrades bring added whenever we visited eachother or were together in our free time from longer summits. The leg, essentially fully functional due to her use of spells and my use of metal. Light blue swirls, famous for their use in her history giving off a slight hum in the dark room, dancing up and down the metal limb. Gott she was an angel.
"That meeting left me a wreck." She stifled a yawn, lowering herself slowly to the bed beside me. The blue began to fade slowly as she stopped using magic, bleeding up her leg until disappearing once it reached the end of the metal at her upper thigh. "How does it vork?" I lowly hummed.
"The magic I use to move the leg? It's a weird mix of electricity and telekinesis. I use the electricity to stimulate the metal wires and pistons you put into it and use the telekinesis to make it move in a more natural way. I just wish it didn't glow, it makes it impossible to hide"
Hide? Why hide it? It's beautiful...is it inappropriate to say that out loud? I settle on a less invasive response.
"Why hide it? The blue looks like the tattoo you always joke about getting?"
She went quiet did I go to far? No she always said when I went too far same as I always did if our discussions on my...past got too vivid...She continued.
"When I lost my leg, I lost a part of myself. The image of the country who would fight anyone to be free, that had the confidence of countries ten times her size, it was gone. I kept up the act in letters and statements acting like the leg didn't phase me...Then I got to finally see my siblings again. None of them were allowed near me after one of my attempts for freeedom out of fear I'd help them escape or convince England to go rogue against his boss. They watched me struggle to do anything, they watched me have to ask for help to move, they watched me weak. It's been hard adjusting...then..."
She took a deep breath and looked up. Something she often did when trying not to cry. I gently lay a hand on her back and put on the calmest voice I could.
"Then vhat? Take jour time, I know it's difficult, but please tell me vhat happened?"
"I met someone. They helped me without even realising it. They slowly built up my confidence in myself, taught me how to laugh and smile like I used to. Obviously my family helped but the help from this person stuck with me more I suppose. He built me up, tried to help when he didn't have to."
He. My world slowly shattered and fell around me. So she has somebody else. Someone better. Someone who can show her all the love they probably expect being raised by someone like France and England.
"Oh...vill jou tell me more about him?"
She let a slow smile spread across her face.
"He's kind and sweet but covers it over with a stiff outer shell. He has many talents...so many talents. He's amazing really, but one thing in particular is what I think made me fall for him."
"Vhat vas it? That he did"
I was probing. I was pushing too far into her private life. If she never spoke about him in all our years of friendship, she had a reason not to. She's a damn ex-spy and rebel leader she knows how much to trust people. But...I didn't care. I wanted to know. Needed to. I had loved her for years only for her to slip away the moment I had started working to con-
"He built me a new leg. Then he called it pretty and sleek and said he liked the blue the magic made on it."
Oh...this was...not what I expected. I was the one who built the leg...she knows that...she...she...
"Ireland I..."
I slowly pulled her gently, she was straddling me so I could look into her eyes.
"Do jou really. But vhat I've done. How could jou?"
"Fall for a lovable human being? It's rather simple. I'm just hoping you'll give this amputee a chance."
She looked at me hopefully through her eye lashes. At that moment I realised why us Germans aren't seen as great romantics. We're better at doing, not speaking. So do I did.
I kissed her. Pouring every piece of emotion I felt for her, because of her into it. Desperately trying to show her how much I cared regardless of how bad I'd be at saying it. And it was bliss. My pulse was racing faster then any of my, no Germany's, F1 cars.
She was with me, not my country, not my people, ME. And I'm going to be selfish.
Her soft warm lips, pushing against my colder ones. Tasting like that brand of chocolate she loves mixed with the minty taste of toothpaste. Her arms, laying around me neck, playing with the hairs on the back of my head. My arms, pulling her closer filling every gap between us I could find. I was in heaven, kissing an angel, and I wasn't going to give it up for anything. The entire world could be damned so long as she was in my arms. Everything Italy, France, Spain, Bruder, and all the other countries preached about love suddenly clicked. I loved her. I never wanted to leave her side. I wanted to be her hero, her Ritter (knight), her lover.
And by the way she was kissing back she wanted to be mine.
*POV switch*
HOLY FUCKING SHIT HE'S KISSING ME!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I'M KISSING HIM!
AAAHHHHHHHH!!!
I barely thought of anything else, all I could focus on was getting drunk off his kisses. He was kissing me like the world was ending and I loved it.
At some point it went from me in his lap to beneath him on the bed, staring into icy blue eyes.
"vell..." He drawled "ve have a hotel room, a snow storm. no ozher countries on zhis floor, or anyvone for that matter until tomorrow. and a very horny country. vhat do jou suppose ve do Ms.Ireland?"
I spoke before my mind could think. "Well Mr.Germany. A second, equally as horny country is beneath you so the real question is...Was wirst du dagegen tun?
What are you going to do about it?
Snap.
"Ich heiße nicht deutschland Ich heiße ludvig" he growls out. Responds very well to German if the kisses are any proof.
My name isn't Germany. My name is Ludwig
I leant up to whisper in his ear..."Es ist gut zu wissen, was ich später schreien werde. Ich bin (Y/N)."
It's good to know what I'll be screaming later. I'm (Y/N).
I hear a growl before my hands are held above my head with kisses attacking my neck...If this was Russia's plan for only having only one flight home then he's getting cookies next meeting.
*both POV*
Thank God/Gott for snow storms.
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