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I don't want think about Jouno, being that. Nor do I want to think about Chuuya being undead. Which means dead too, right? My heart is in pieces.
Little guy just demanded that I stopped watching latest episode, because he wanted to watch too. I teased him that would still watch the last few without him. You should have seen his face. It was so adorable.
Oh, he and I talked about Chuuya being cured of his vampirism (don't know of that's possible, now that I think of it), how pissed he's going to be. And how devastating duo Dazai and Chuuya would be then. What do you think? -🦒
bsd spoilers!!
i'm not sure undead = fully dead!!! chuuya's case is different from aku's and jouno's because he wasn't killed before he was bitten; he was fully alive. but i totally feel u!!! all my faves are dying :// jouno makes me fuCKING FERAL THOUGH oh my good god i swear to the lord i become so fucking primitive every time i see him i can't even explain it!!! i love him!!!!!!!!
AWWWWW HEHE that's sooooo cute omg <3 i think it's really sweet that you guys watch anime together and have something you can share and enjoy together like that!!
oooh okay! so take this with a grain of salt but in bram stoker's novel dracula, there technically is a character that gets cured of her vampirism, so i wouldn't be surprised if there is somehow a way in bsd to cure those bitten before they died as well. i think all hope is lost for aku and jouno tho, which really kills me to say because they're two of my absolute favourites :(((
chuuya is definitely going to be beyond livid if he does come back from being a vampire HAHAHA aaah i have no idea how he'd feel to learn of what he was forced to do to dazai, but i'd put money on him being upset that it happened. truthfully, i don't think chuuya actually wants to kill dazai despite how much i do think he genuinely dislikes him (hates him but respects him, essentially), but i could see him framing it as being ‘upset’ that he didn't get to kill dazai of his own accord, in his own way and by his own choice.
if dazai isn't actually dead, i could see him holding this above chuuya's head in his trademark silly sarcastic condescending way without actually harbouring any hard feelings toward chuuya for what happened, since it was technically fyodor who did this.
#god fyodor is so fuckin hot tho#i know u aren't super into him and that's totally understandable#but these past few episodes he has looked so fucking good i can't even fully comprehend it#he also makes me downright feral#ugh anYWAY#i hope ur having an awesome day!!!#stay safe n drink water okay!!#🦒.anon#clari gets mail#inky.bsd
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @milimeters-morales !!💙🦋 the cake's been knocked around a bit but I'm sure it's still tasty ^_^ ‼️ YIPPIE !!!
HOPE U HAVE AN AWESOME YEAR !!! Ik I've been less active but i just wanted 2 say a great big THANK YOU for being you‼️ :3 last year you made my 2023 so AWESOME and boosted my whimsy and joy so much !!! U have such COOL ideas and characters and designs and ur art is always so lovely💙 !!!! Plus your nice kindness and SILLYFUNNY spirit makes me smile so wide :3 your impact on my joke vocabulary in 2023 was huge...🦋 And I'm pretty sure i got into the silly spiderman side of tumblr and gained all my mutuals from you!! Which was such a lovely experience and im so lucky i got 2 goof around in the eventful year with cool mutuals like u !! So I just wanted 2 say thank u 4 being such an AWESOME FRIEND and making my spiderman brainrot and overall whimsy so much more joyous :3 rambling with u about the atsv trailers and mini miles was so much fun !! 1 BILLION SHEEP FROLICKING CAREFREE IN A FIELD !!! AND SMILING !!!!🐏‼️
Something silly also !! the first proper interaction I had with ur blog was on ur birthday last year !! Did a similar doodle so I just did it again ! :3 Happy birthday Scor !! I hope the world is ever so kind 2 u this year and awesome things happen forever :D💙🦋
#i also definitely had a divine vision last year when i doodled miles messing up a pink cake.. atsv beamed early into my brain that day#i only ever draw u one way 😭 hope its close enough ‼️#JUST AAAGAAGHHH IM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE MET U !! ik i have been so inactive the past like 7 whole months but im always thinking wowww#my dear mutual scor milimeters morales is so COOL i hope hes having a great day.. world of peace and love and joy#and i dont think i show it enough so !!!#KEEP BEING U !!! IK ALL UR MUTUALS THINK UR THE SILLIEST BUG AT THE PARTY !!! AND LOVE UR AWESOME BLOG !! I KNOW I DO !!#ur that image thats like Whats the worlds nicest bug ? which is the most friendly bug ? ^_^
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Mutuals
I am fully convinced that my mutuals are like the nicest people in the world. Like- I’m stuck in the backseat of this big car with two boys and their screeching their heads off and my friend Bee (@swans-chirping-in-the-distance) is literally so optimistic I think they’re a literal child sent from Olympus itself.
And then there’s @lizahamilton, I couldn’t ask for a better very real sister, you’re awesome
Reblog to share the love to your mutuals and tell me why in the tags!
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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Joshua supremacy 😭😭😭 I’m so soft for him. Just let me be his little princess. He can make all the rules idc
omg he’s so gorgeous and like the thing about him—at least in my opinion/my own personal interpretation—is that while he is genuinely so sweet (almost sickly so at times!) and so kindhearted and so so tender, he is also so used to being served and so used to being the Boss, the undying’s precious phoenix prince, the king of everything, and it comes out in these tiny little wisps and hints in certain interactions; a vaguely bratty comment, a gentle yet vehement assertion, a soft chuckle beneath a gloved hand……..
all of this is to say, i think he’d fucking love to have a partner who lives to serve him and be his precious lil doll (to the point where he may even feel guilty about how much he loves it, because he knows it isn’t necessarily right, but he just can’t help but feel this way about you <3). he wouldn’t push it on you, and he wouldn’t hold you back from doing things you wanted to, either, if he deems them good or beneficial for you—he’d definitely encourage you to do things if they were things you wanted to do/made you happy—but oh, to have a baby who’s syrupy sweet and devotedly doting and hangs on his every word; to have a precious lil princess who gazes up at him as if he’s painted the entire night sky by hand, speckled the stars across the atmosphere and carved out the moon himself; to have a soft sweetheart who clings to him in every way possible, hands curled around his fingers or wrists or biceps when he takes you for a walk in the gardens or when you sit down for a meal (always beside him, never across from him, protocol be damned), who snuggles in his lap or straddles his thighs and nuzzles their sugar-sweet lips against his neck or collarbone or jaw, who obediently never leaves his side unless it is absolutely necessary <33333 that sounds like a perfect dream, a paradise, to him <3
#i’m in love i’m in LOVEEEEEE#i’m writing a small piece of prose for him right now that’s mostly angsty but does focus on his bratty bossy tendencies hehehehehehe#i am also writing something i promised myself i wouldn’t write for this blog HAHAHA and in Clari Tradition i kind of want it to be the very#first piece i post but it’s also getting quite long so we’ll have to see#anyway i blame jote for like;;;;; half of this behaviour#joshua could murder an entire village in cold blood just because ‘he felt like it’ and girlie would be like ‘excellent job your grace’#pls gtfo outta here~#this post is me beginning my yandere joshua campaign HAHAHAHA#hope ur having an awesome day anon!! <3#stay safe n drink water okay!!!#inky.bb#inky.joshua#clari gets mail#shOULD I PUT THIS IN THE TAGS???????#maybe :o#joshua rosfield x reader#omg (^q^)
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happy birhtday @zu-is-here :333333
gehhehehehe :3 have a wonderlicious day !!!!!!!!!!!
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#my artsies#have a slayfull day 😎😎😎 ghoultastic even!!!!! 🧛♀️#i hope you enjoy. if not i‘ll gift u the other 26 versions too <3333#may you live an extra decade onto your 100 years >;D#the zweater#zu birthday#(official tags now ty<3 😁)#u were a naughty little gremlin inspiring me sm. thank u for all the awesome drawings#lots of hugs to you!!! ;D#(this counted as a hug so i managed 😤)#i also have long nails now for u#sadly u didn‘t say ur favourite colour 😔#but is oki :)#anywayz!!!!#have a great fantastic gift filled day please!!!!!!#Posted just a minute earlier just in case yk <3#UPD: YOU DID SAY IT 😁😁😁 I was right :3#Anyway you've been giving us so many gifts feeding us#U deserve something in return#Updating again because I forgot to put#Hug for Zu#HugForZu#Liking it myself (updating again) because I love this myself
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a chai-cuterie board for my tiny birthday celebration over the weekend… i love arranging cheese and crackers i could do this all day
#oh also a friend got me a record player for my bday?? i’m completely blown away… i love him so bad#anyways. hi guys i hope ur having an AWESOME day. mutuals u are invited to my next event yepp#diary
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Talking about 0909 as a person with DID is frustrating, bc people are SO WEIRD about 0909 and I hate it and I see so many horrible incorrect opinions about systems from non systems and it just makes my blood boil bc GOD
Considering the fact haruka is implied to be a month off of 18 (i do believe he lies about his age and is older, but this isnt that conversation) the fact 0103 is shunned honestly feels more like another way to baby haruka bc "the acoustic smol boi" cant date or do anything intelligent despite the fact he is quite literally low needs autistic when you look even at the autism spectrum for more than a second
Today in a disc server I was in there was jokes about how the fandom is a bunch of illiterate teens that vote everyone guilty, unfortunately I have to agree with those members because they werent off the bat 😭
-awesome 0103 anon :D
Aaah it makes me so mad when singlets try to talk about Mikoto being good system representation or not let alone spreading misinfo about 0909 and in-sys relationships (the "selfcest" people WHEN I CATCH YOU-)
To clarify i am suspecting to be a system but since I don't have & can't have a solid confirmation I just refrain from commenting abt Kayanosys & systems generally like how difficult is it to listen to actual systems??? speaking of that, since I adore 0909 & Mikoto himself a lot, please feel free 2 correct me if there's anything I say about them that is wrong!
AND THANK YOUUUU, EXACTLY, Haruka has been stated time and time again to only struggle with communication and that's probably a mix of the autism and the effects of his awful neglect & isolation. Even then, he learns quickly when given a chance to!!
and I hate when people use the "he's age regressed" thing about Haruka being unable to date too, because that isn't even how age regression works....
Something that hurts my heart is how a project like milgram that makes you ponder about really important stuff, that had so much potential to make people think and reflect on themselves & their environments became just a playground for chronically online SJW 14yos (glaring at the awfully painfully huge intersection between pjsktwt and milgramtwt)
#people when the “babie” character in the project about morally gray characters isnt actually so babie#i hope ur having a good day awesome 0103 anon you are so so based#also omg ur one of the haru is older believers??? tell me about it sometime#cause i believe he is 17 :D#should i maintag uhhh#ask tag
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thrilling sequel to my poll from back in January
#I wish I was kidding about the eulogy one. I really wish I was#decisions decisions. who to chose#the people I actually like…?? or the people who like me?#these are so stupid I love making them.#bbge polls#bbge.text#more info on each#bc I want to yap abt em#1 - PLEASE return my calls… this girl was so kind and gentlemanly and we had suchhhh awesome chemistry#she goes to an Ivy League so it could be she’s just hella busy w work not ghosting me#I hope it’s that I really liked her :’)#2 - I actually did ask him out. kinda indirectly . and casually. too casually bc now neither of us have brought it up again#he makes me so happy to be around 😭 it makes me kinda emotional#he’s just like… sHOCKING and endearing and never the same#I love him unfortunately no matter what. as a human#3 - SAME FOR HERRRR OMG :( my beloved.#no one has ever been kinder to me maybe.#‘British’ is a downside here bc that means v long distance and . also bc I thought it would be funny to count as a point against her lol#we met during the summer and I miss being around her every day#4 - OKAY. we TOTALLY have chemistry and NOO ONE has acknowledged it. but it’s THERE every time we talk.#and I’ve never really had that w somebody before in this way idk 🫥#I accidentally referred to her as my ‘partner’ when our party members were teamed up together to do something and it was probably FINE but#it sounded so romantic I got embarrassed asf#she can probably tell I like her I don’t think I’m slick 😭😭#and I feel like she might like me too? or we just get along real well I’m not sure#bc we get along like. REALLY well#5 - I stare at her all the time… she is stunning. she writes great poems. soft spoken in this incrediblyyyyy endearing way#I worked up the courage to talk to her n get her number for WEEKS!!!! and then. nothing lol#6 - he’s a great conversationalist… and I know he’s single….. but he also likes Quentin Tarantino like. abnormal amounts idk#shit . I’m out of tags. for the rest uhhh use ur imagination bye :)
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awww (this is the i wanna be friends anon) im sorry if i made you feel pressured or sad or anything, that wasnt my intention 😭😭 sending hugs to you 🫵 (with consent) 🫂🫂🫂 u 🫵 just seem so cool and your art is really cool too and youre also v pretty just like your art 🫵🫵🫵
hey no dont worry about it!!! it didnt, it was actually really sweet of u to want to be friends 🥹💕 i just dunno how to do that sorry if i came across as uncomfortable, that wasnt my intention :( and OMG I AM SENDING MORE HUGS BACK 2 U!!! 🫂🫂🫂
also thank you so so much for your kindness omg… you’re very sweet this made me really happy :’D 💖
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Hey :D
*shoves all these stupid ass fuckin' pieces down your throat like a maniac*
Enjoy 😈
RETURN OF UR ART ????
im so obsessed with these i dont even know what to say . i adore the third one so much especially bc its canon ( or about as canon as you can get with ouma ) that he hates bugs teehee .
phys my favourite sad clown . these r so delightful thank you so much
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Hey guys!! I love y’all so much, you’re all so talented and amazing 💖
#I low key have a crush on someone and it’s making me very giddy and shit#BEDJDHCUDHSHD#it’s been a while woof#anyways I hope ur all having a good day#I feel??? very happy and hopeful rn#it’s awesome#and I wanted to share the feeling with y’all#I appreciate y’all so much#ooc.#to be deleted#I may be manic
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hope you’ve been doing okay!!!
WAAA SCORR THANK U I HOPE YOURE DOING OK TOO !!! I've been doing well :3 actually was having milo this morning and wanted to share with you‼️ :3 STAY SILLY MUTUALBESTIE‼️🦋💙
#WAHH UR SO LOVELY !! i wanted to reply much sooner but ive been very swamped adjusting to a new school </3#but i totally wanted to doodle something in response so graaghhh the passage of time ‼️#very joyous tho !! as tiring as its been ^_^ plus having this message in my inbox gave me joy thru the days 💙 :3#thank u :3 A HUNDRED rams and sheep jumping JOYOUSLY in a garden !!!🐏🐏🐏🐏🐏🌸🌻🌼🌺💐🌳🌱🌿🦋#HAPPY LEAP DAY TOO!! plus i hope black history month is going awesome and u get 6 trillion dollars !!#and i hope the world is kind to you forever <3
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LOOKING at your post about gods!swagdoons and their religions becoming intervowen omg thats such a cool concept!! do you have any more thoughts on made up mythology by chance pointrightpointleft
omg....i do!
gonna focus on their cults for a second but id think they'd meet up because of trading and whatnot ^_^ since yk. swagdoons and business partners and whatnot but id imagine their cults would have a lot of things about economics (red's moreso, ash's would just use money as a status symbol/sign of power)! so uh. insert coin tossing and riches rituals here. and also insert ash's cult using money as a sign of loyalty here bc its like, giving up your ego to someone. yeag .
but yeah! some misc things is that i think their cults would be Well Known but they have funky variations depending on which region you go to >_< sorta like how there's Flavors of swagdoons depending on which series you base them off of! also they'd have the craziest and sickest parties i just Know it . dionysian parties type beat fr!
#swagdoons#anyways more rambles in the tags#i also associate red with revival/time loops and ash with war/general death so uhhhh#(has not played h.ades) thats like 2 of the guys in there right#(t.hanzag or something idk all of my knowledge from that game is via osmosis)#anwyays yeah god of rebirth and god of death is sooooo. very themcore i think i think they'd have Some of their myths based on that concept#anyways i also think that reds cult would eat a lot of stuff like honey and milk#specifically something like byzantine honey fritters#which reminds me i wanna make them so bad but :sadge:#maybe one day ill make them and have a biblically accurate taste review of it#also uhhhhh this isnt even all of my thoughts i have More made up symbolism when it comes to them and fallen angels that's like#Different than this god concept#as well as another old god!red concept that's a Lot more canon-compliant LOL#feel free to ask btw i loveeeee asks where i can ramble they're awesome#anyways omg ty for ur ask anon! ^_^ hope u enjoyed! <3#into the pantheon#mailbox.core
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@echo-the-ghost you're actually the best omgg thank u
#this genuinely made my night#i love seeing feedback on anything i create#i hope ur having an awesome day
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