#i hope u dong mind the reply :3

[tonbanereblogs]

This is so funny!! I wanna add that in vanitas (a kind of still life painting) butterflies (and bubbles) are used to represent mortality and life is short etc... an omen 👀

the thing is the king charles portrait is genuinely incredible and exactly how I would execute a portrait of a member of the british royal family but also I literally cannot fathom why the british royal family would have it made

[yatorihell]

Noragami Reread Volume 4-6

In which I wish Discord emojis were available to describe my feelings reading this arc

Chapter 12

Daikoku calling himself uncle to Yukine

Currently crying with Yato and Hiyori over Yukine

'Sooner or later she won't be able to live in her own world anymore' HA

Yato has known Hiyori less than 2 months and already doesn't want to lose her

'Cut ties isn't that your speciality' next chapter foreshadowing?

Chapter 13

It's so funny to think babies cry because ayakashi are bullying them

Kazuma's dedication to running Bishamons life shows why his father wanted him to run the salt business

Bishamon issues with past shinki totally aren't going to cause issues

Hiyori mentoring yukine

Kuraha is my fav of Bishamons shinki

Daikoku having 50 heart attacks during Bishamons visit

Kofuku can be scary sometimes

Daikoku is the biggest simp and I agree

Bishamon is an even bigger soft touch than Yato when it comes to humans

Chapter 14

'Once untied a bond cant be mended' HA

Bishamon queen of bottling it up

Foreshadowing of her not noticing a shinki in trouble

Yato telling Hiyori to leave him alone then replying to her tweets and following her around

'Will I forget them someday too' HA

Yukine finds a friend. ..

Not Yato taking Yukine's money and framing it as a lesson

The look on Suzuha's face that Tomoko never remembers him jsbdnd

'Smile you don't want to hurt your master' baby it don't work like that

'When did Yukine become our son' Daikoku you've always been a daddy what

Seeing the little home they've made at Kofuku’s place

'Hiyori will grow up and be what she wants to be' not u tho lol

'I never thought I'd never even be one of her memories' KILLING MYSELF!!

Sakura overtones: 1

Kuguha needs to choke on a dick

Lol remember how violent Suzuha's death was in the anime and we don't even see it in the manga

ALSO that whole scene shadowed by Yukine saying how he made a new friend and is invited to picnic javdvbd

Chapter 15

Kuguha's plan to reincarnate Bishamon here we go

How long since Suzuha died that the flowers wilted and Bishamon noticed

'Yato said have fun and be careful treating me like a kid' papagami

'I won't forget' Hiyori you will

Yato tweeting from the bushes still following her

'Idk if you like each other or hate each other' it's very clear Yato likes her early on and Hiyori gets feelings later I want to die

Bishamon's Aiha armour is such a serve

Blight begins showing on Bishamon aha

'Who in their right mind would ever follow her around' you would Yato, multiple times

Father's first mention

The fact so many shinki look guilty of blight shows the state of the house

Kinuha checking Kuguha's dong during inspection

'Can the likes of a god really save us' WELL HE DID SO

Yato beating Kuguha with a stick is the mood

Chapter 16

'I'm not going to disappear not as long as there's one person who never forgets me' there is hope! (There isn't <3)

Hiyoru picking up meat buns for them

Yato in the trashcan following Hiyori again ft umbrella scene I'm so sad

Hiyori promising to visit every day

'I promise I won't forget' I wish I had certain emojis to convey the mood I feel

Yato back in the trashcan

'That lie of yours better be true' Rip Yato death by garbage truck

Broken window from Daikoku hitting Yato and chasing him to the roof

'Everything will be alright as long as I remember them' WILL YOU

Oh the DRAMA of the whole Yukine vs Bishamon monologue

Oh Suzuha really didn't defend himself I hate this

Chapter 17

We're 16 chapters in and Hiyori is already his weakness

Kofuku asking if Kazuma will go stray right over a panel of yato aha foreshadowing

Yato not leaving Kofuku's to hide because of Hiyori

Yatori height difference I need to keep an eye on how it changes

Hiyori was so active in fight scenes compared to now I miss her

Chapter 18

I'm such a slut for a kidnapping plot

Moans at Yato's angry face

'If you stay in in that form for too long you will die' AHA

Hiyori death foreshadowing tracker: 4

Devastating the hot guy you know is a mass murderer

The image of Kazubisha taking on young shinki making a new family

Yukine instantly assuming it's his fault Hiyori got taken I hate this

'Why won't you grant her wish' blushing Yato he's so down

Tenjins deal for Yato to cut Hiyori's ties

I wonder when Yato first went to heaven, would this have been it

The fucking sexual tension of Yato and Bishamon wanting to gut each other

Chapter 19

The fight scenes always go so hard

'Protect me' *5 mins later* not like that!

'Where's Hiyori?!' I'm passing away

Kazuma's willingness to be cut down if it saves Bishamon

Chapter 20

How absolutely devasting it would've been to be reading Noragami when Yukine got shattered and you had to wait a month to see what happened I say as if I've not sat through multiple cliffhangers and 2 hiatuses

Yukine becoming a blessed vessel makes me so sad

Bishamon still standing after the blight and fighting she really is girl gone wild

Shinki can ignore their call so the fact Kinuha went was probably more of a confirmed response, not that she would deny Bishamon anyway

Blighted Bishamon is so op I wanna see it again

Chapter 21

Hiyori coming to stop the fight because she knows she's the reason Yato came

Yato zoning out to kill Bishamon when Hiyori stops him

The shinki deaths are so graphic and Bishmaon has just lost it at this point

Chapter 22

Kazuma telling Bishamon the truth of the Ma Clan and solving hundreds of years worth of drama

Tbf Bishamon needed the reality check about her shinki, she's kind to a fault and that was what killed both clans

Bsihamon recalling how Kuguha used to teach the children he manipulated, once again he can choke on a dick

Yato taking responsibility wanting to kill the masked ayakashi because it has to do with Nora and by extension Father

The imagery of Kuguha falling from heaven

Hiyori gently holding Yato back I'm so fucking emo

The family reunion when they get back to Tenjin's I'm eating glass inconsolably

'You found your one irreplaceable someone' I hate this they don't know about Yukine arc!!!!!!

Completely forgot about Tenjin's deal lol

Eating glass at the infinity loop around Yato and Hiyori if I see it in the final chapter I'm ending it

'I will do what must be done' bitch if he does it in the final chapter I'm!!!!!

Chapter 23

'Why does my chest hurt like this?' For the forshadowing? That I die??

Kazuma and Touma having a sibling relationship and how she was killed whilst he watched ahhhh

Flashback time

Touma is such a nerd

Kuraha in a cone even though he's in human form lol

The exchange diary is a cute idea and apparently works

Humans are allowed to make mistakes <3

Adachitoka is such a tease we know Hiyori still has ties

[xzephyrusx]

SEVENTEEN Imagine

seungcheol x reader

notice! before you start reading, the BLUE texts with underlines are links to show you what I’m talking about. you can click on it or not, it doesn’t matter. it’s just more of a visual just to let you see what I’m talking about. also, here are some terms/abbreviations I used for this imagine so you don’t get confused: (Y/N) your name; (F/N) friend’s name; (U/N) username

plot: the boys are filming a going seventeen episode and your boyfriend seungcheol asked you to come with.

Slowly opening my eyes, I reached for my phone on top of my bedside table. I squinted because of the sunlight beaming through my white and slightly translucent curtains. The bright light filled my room, but not enough that it blinded me.

I rolled on my back and checked to see if I had any important notifications.

30mins ago from FACEBOOK — (F/N) tagged you in a comment.

4hrs ago from FACEBOOK — (F/N) liked your picture.

17mins ago from INSTAGRAM — (U/N) and 12 others followed you.

18mins ago from INSTAGRAM — (U/N) and 25 others commented on your photo.

4hrs ago from iMESSAGE — Cheolie ❤️ : Good morning, jagiya. I’m on my way to the company. My schedule is full today ㅠㅠ I miss you. I hope you’re getting your beauty sleep. I love you, beautiful. 😚

I smiled and tapped on the message from my boyfriend. It wasn’t a secret that he’s always busy, especially since he is in a band called Seventeen which is becoming very popular nowadays.

They haven’t been touring because of the pandemic. That’s the reason why they’ve been busy just preparing for their comebacks, stages and different contents that they will be releasing. I don’t really mind not seeing him as much.

It might sound as if I don’t love him, but the real reason might be too cliché. Although, it’s really because of the fact that he’s happy with what he’s doing. I can see it in the way Cheol’s eyes light up when he talks about his members.

Everytime he calls me or FaceTime’s me after a long day at work, he’s still gonna be smiling. You’d thought after a long day at work just practicing for hours and hours, he would look tired. But he’d be so happy to tell me about his day and how much he had fun with his members.

I quickly replied to him with, “Good morning, oppa. I woke up later than anticipated. ㅋㅋ I don’t have anything planned yet, but I might go to the café I own later just to check things out. I might have my breakfast there too. I know you’re having fun at work. I love you.❤️”

I opened up Spotify and connected my phone to my home speakers. I clicked on my playlist which played their recent song Home Run and stood up to get ready for the day ahead of me. With the song playing loudly in the background, I went in the bathroom to take a shower.

It was about 11:40 when I had finished taking a shower. As soon as I was finished, I went in my closet to find what to wear for the day. Dancing through the song playing in the background, I dug through my closet to figure out what to wear.

About 5 minutes later, I settled on wearing a casual business outfit since I’ll also be checking on my café today anyway. My days usually just consist of working in my café or just staying there while I work on how to improve the cafés menu, ambiance, or managing the different places where people who franchised had put up our café.

Although it’s theirs to take care of, I still make sure to visit and keep in touch with the owners. So as not to bring down the good reputation of my brand name. It’s been about 3 years since I had started this business and I couldn’t be luckier. My sweat and hard work had finally paid off.

After getting dressed, I took the elevator to the parking lot. I walked toward my white Mercedez, then drove to the direction of the café. It’s located near Han River at Apgujeong-dong. It was a really hard spot to get but, thanks to my hard work I convinced the owners to sell it to me.

I finally arrived at the shop, so I parked my car at the back. I took out my laptop and bag, check if I had my keys and phone inside before circling back to the front to go inside.

“Annyeonghaseyo, (Y/N)-nim!”

I was greeted by the two staffs as soon as I entered. I greeted them back and went to a table near the counter to place my things down. Then I walked up to the counter to tell the staff what I wanted.

“Kindly give me a Summer Jam Waffle and one iced americano. Thank you.” I said then gave my credit card. Yes, I own the café but I still had to pay so I won’t mess up the gross sales and inventory.

I proceeded to my table and opened my laptop to check my emails. About 5 minutes in from what I’m doing, the staff handed me my order. I thanked them and continued to eat while I worked.

Standing up, I took my phone with me because I had to go to the comfort room and stretch my legs a bit. I’ve been in the café for I don’t know how long. There were a lot of emails coming in today. I had to read each and every one of them, then send my responses.

After washing and drying my hands, I opened my phone to check the time; 3:28 PM; when I got greeted by a text message from my boyfriend.

Just now from iMESSAGE — Cheolie ❤️ ; Hi babe, you’re probably still busy at work. Don’t forget to eat. I just wanna tell you that you can come by the set if you want. We’ll be filming at for our next Going episode.

I got excited when I read the text. I don’t really go to their filming sets that much since I’m busy most of the times, or just the fact that there’s always a lot of staff with them and I get shy.

“What time should I come and how many people are there?” I replied.

I sat down to continue working while waiting for Seungcheol’s reply. Not a minute later, I immediately got a response.

Just now from iMESSAGE — Cheolie ❤️ ; You can get here before 7pm. I’ll send you the address. It’s only gonna be the staff and the members.

I clicked on the shared directions he sent. It was about a 40 minute car ride. I guess I’m gonna be driving for a long time then. It’s a good thing I always keep sneakers in the trunk of my car.

“Wow, I didn’t know it would be so far. But it’s okay. And I wanna know because I want to bring some food from the café to you guys.” I replied.

I put my phone in my pocket and went to the counter to check the inventory. There were still a lot of cups and straws in stock, so I went to check the back of the house for ingredients. Everything was still okay. I think I can bring them food. My phone vibrated in my pocket so I took it out.

Just now from iMESSAGE — Cheolie ❤️ ; You really don’t have to, babe. But there’s 13 of us, plus the 9 staff that’s with us. Drive safely. I’ll wait for you.

“Alright. I’ll be there. 😚”

Fast forward to how many hours later, it was finally 5:30 PM. I went to the bar to help the barista make 22 iced americanos and heat up 22 croissants. I thought I should just bring snacks since they’ll probably have dinner after the shoot.

While the barista was making drinks, I punched in the orders and swiped my card.

Iced Americano — 22 x ₩ 5,600

Croissant — 22 x ₩ 3,640

Total : ₩ 203,200

I helped the staff pack the orders and made a double ristretto for myself. The coffees and croissants were inside two different thermal bags to preserve the heat of the pastry and coldness of the americanos.

I went to put the drinks in the trunk and sat down to change into my sneakers. It would be much more comfortable to drive with my sneakers on. After changing into my sneakers, I closed the trunk then went off for a long drive.

“You have arrived at your destination.” The app said. The place was quite big, there were lots of parking space. I saw where the staff were setting up so I just parked behind them.

Seungcheol knew what my car looked like, so that’s probably why he was walking towards my car with some of the members. I turned off the car and exited the vehicle, thinking it was best to just keep my bag in the car and put my keys and phone in my pocket.

“Jagiyaaaaaa!” Seungcheol shouted, running towards me. I laughed, facing him. He went to hug me and lifted me up.

“I missed you so much.” He whispered.

“I missed you too, baby.” I told him, kissing his cheek. He put me down and held my face between his hands then have me a quick peck on the lips.

Dino, Mingyu, Joshua and Jeonghan who went with him greeted me. I gave them all a hug, greeting them back.

“How was the drive, (Y/N)?” Joshua asked.

I sighed, “It was long. And pretty tiring.” I laughed. “But it was great. As long as I get to see this big baby.”

I turned to Seungcheol who was smiling from ear to ear. He grabbed me by the waist, “You can’t resist not seeing my handsome face.”

I rolled my eyes and laughed. “Yeah, yeah. Now help me get the food out.”

“FOOD!” The 4 other members yelled at the same time and quickly followed me to the trunk. They took it out as soon as I opened the trunk.

They were going to bring the food to the other quickly before I stopped them, “There’s also food for the staff.”

They all nodded and ran to bring the food to the others. Seungcheol grabbed me by the waist and held a hand to my cheek. “I’m glad you came, even if it was a long drive. You don’t know how much I missed you.”

“I know. I missed you so much.” I leaned in to his touch. He pulled me close and kissed me softly.

After pulling away, he kissed my cheek. “Come on, we’re about to start soon.”

I nodded, then suddenly remembered my coffee. “Let me just get my coffee. I forgot it in the cup holder.”

When I finally got it, he held my hand and led me to the set. When we got there, the staff was thanking me for the food that I had brought for them. I bowed to greet them. “Annyeonghaseyo. You’re welcome.”

Seungcheol then led me to where the members were at. They seemed to be enjoying the food that I brought. He sat down on one of the chairs and patted his lap, signaling for me to sit. I was too shy to do it so I shook my head and just stood by him.

“Thanks for the food, (Y/N). I swear your café has the best pastry and beverages.” Seungkwan said, sipping on his coffee.

“Thank you.” I laughed. “I try my best to establish quality control within the café. Taste is very important.”

“You brought the food just in time. The staff told us we couldn’t eat until we finished filming. Who knows how long that would take?” Jeonghan joked and the staff laughed, along with the members.

“Okay, guys. We need to start filming so we can wrap up quickly.” Their producer announced.

I squeezed Seungcheol’s hand and smiled down at him. “I’ll be behind the cameras with the producers.”

“Okay.” He pouted, then pouted his lips. “No goodluck kiss for me?”

I scoffed at him while smiling. “We’ve have enough PDA for today.”

I walked towards where the staff was at. We greeted each other again and I sat beside their producers. All of them went inside the car.

“Hana, dul, set!” The staff yelled. Then one by one, they slowly went out.

“Someone looks very happy to see you on set.” The producer whispered at me, while laughing. I turned to see my boyfriend Seungcheol smiling while looking at me. I waved my hand to tell him not to focus on me.

The film set was full of laughter. The past half an hour or so consisted of Joshua’s failed attempts at hosting the show, the members getting angry and protesting at their producers. Even I couldn’t hold my laughter in. These boys don’t even need content to have a content, because they are the content.

After Joshua was “fired”, the producers just randomly played Sorry, Sorry for the boys to dance to. Then they went in to get angry and throw the table with bowls, chopsticks, spoon and fork.

Suddenly Cheol stood up announcing that they had to have a meeting with the staff. One by one, everyone started complaining. It was all getting so noisy and I had to bury my face between my arms and knees to hide my laughter.

“Come here, come here.” Hoshi said, gesturing for them to there. “You too, (Y/N). You’re part of this too. Apologize now.”

Seungcheol gestured as well, pointing to the spot beside him. “Babe, apologize right here.”

When it was Dino’s turn, we all couldn’t take him seriously. Everybody was just laughing too hard. Then he showed the letter in front of the camera that was facing the staff, which included me. I gasped but still couldn’t hold in my laughter when one of them brought the camera closer to the producers.

At that point, I was kind of nervouse because it might be an issue. But I ignored it since both of the producers were women and it just looked like I was one of them.

Then the complement festival came. It was a part of the episode where they had to complement each member.

It was time for the each one of the boys to pop up on the sun roof of the van and other other members to speak up one by one. My stomach had been hurting for about 40 minutes at this point. These boys never cease to make people laugh.

“Thank you for being a reliable person.” Dokyeom told Seungcheol.

Next it was Jeonghan. “Hyung, thank you for having a girlfriend like (Y/N) because she always brings us food and is such a great person.”

Everyone laughed and looked at me. I shook my head and hid my face, being shy.

“Mmm,” Seungcheol nodded while smiling and looking at me. “But we can’t air that.”

“Producers, please edit that out.” The boys begged. “We have to keep Seungcheol’s private life in... private.”

We all laughed, then Jeonghan said. “Do I have to say something else then?”

“Yes,” I yelled. Everybody chuckled. “Please do.”

“Okay. Okay. Let me think,” he seemed deep in thought then spoke up. “Hyung, thank you for having the same hobbies as me.”

Then everybody started laughing again.

Unbeknownst to them, the staff had prepared fireworks for them to enjoy. They handed out the candles and fireworks to each of the boys.

“Eonnie, can I light one firework in the back?” I asked the producer. There were lots of fireworks that were set up behind them, waiting to be lit up.

“Of course. Just be careful.” Then she handed me a lighter.

While the boys were lighting up their sparklers, I stood up and dusted myself off. One of the staffs accompanied me to light up the fireworks. There was a song playing, while the boys were enjoying themselves.

I proceeded to go at the back, knowing that they’ll blur my face if I ever get caught on camera. Seungcheol looked at me with a questionable look, probably wondering why I was going there.

I held up a the lighter and gave him two thumbs up. I bent down, slightly shaking. To say that I wasn’t nervous or scared would be an understatement. But I proceeded to light it anyway.

“Woah.” I whispered as soon as it lit up the sky. I was in awe, it was beautiful.

I heard the snap of a camera and looked at the direction of where it came from. I saw my boyfriend holding his phone out, with the camera pointing at me. He smiled, embarrassed that I caught him.

— photo creds —

I proceeded to look up at the beauty of exploding lights above me. After what felt like a long time, someone had finally snapped me out of it. I felt a hand grab my arm and an wrapped around me. I looked to see my boyfriend beside me.

“It’s beautiful.” I told him, looking back at the sky.

“It is.” He answered. I looked back at him only to see that he was staring at me.

“You’re so cheesy.” I giggled, burying my face in his neck.

He kissed my forehead and told me, “Only for you, babe.”

“Alright! We’re done!” The staff announced. Everyone cheered and clapped. Seungcheol and I went back to where they were.

“We’re done for today. You guys can stay or you can ride with us back to the dorm.” They announced.

Cheol went to his members and talked to them. I checked the time on my phone. 9:39 PM

I looked back at him and saw him saying goodbye to his members. Then they went to bid goodbye to me and gave me hugs as well.

“Let’s go?” Cheol asked, his hand waiting out for me.

I held his hand and I looked at him confused. “Aren’t you gonna go back with them?”

“I was thinking, we could drive back together.” He smiled. “Then I could sleep over at your apartment.”

I nodded and led him to my car. I was about to go to the driver’s side when he stopped me. “Give me the keys.”

“What? No! You’re tired enough as it is. Let me drive” I protested.

“Babe, come on. You drove a long way just to see me. Now get some rest.” He tells me.

I tossed the keys to him and went to sit on the passenger side. He sat down and gave me a peck on the lips before starting the car. Then he proceeded to back out of the parking lot and drive the both of us home.

It was a great way to end the night.

[hoebii]

Yiss

Finally I will get to read more of your writing

Can I request : 2 , 1 , 14 ( u know the sequence )

Or if you want you can maybe put your own numbers I won't mind as long as everyone gets to read :)

Thankyou

- lots of love from Re 💕

I forgot what I wrote as soon as I finished so proceed with caution it’s trash sksksks (No I didn’t edit, mom don’t disown me ily) Hope you like it bb <3

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2 - hogwarts!au

1 - friends to lovers

14 - “okay, maybe i’m crazy but did i just hear you say that out loud?”

Member - JJK (Ding Dong if I had to quote Re sksksk)

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It was a beautiful day in Hogwarts, no classes to attend. You had thought you’d stay in your room and read the whole day, just laze around with your cat by your side but were you? Absolutely not.

You were currently speed walking to the hospital wing, face set in a scowl. Jeon Jungkook, your friend since first year, had gotten into a fight and ended up in there somehow. You had gotten to know about it when your older brother, Kim Seokjin had come tell you, complaining about how ‘that brat’ had gotten hurt again. 

Walking into the infirmary, the first thing you heard was his voice, loudly arguing with Madam Pomfrey, “I told you, I’m fine! Let me go already.”

“And I told you, that you need to stay the night so I can make sure that your hand heals properly,” replied Madam Pomfrey calmly, assembling her equipments before moving on to the next patient.

Almost cooing at how cute Jungkook looked with the pout, you silently trudged to him. Repeating in your mind that you were supposed to be mad, you could not give in to his doe eyes no matter how difficult.

“So what’s this I hear about you getting in a fight? I thought we had a deal,” You spoke up when you were behind him, almost laughing when he jumped in surprise and spun around to face you. His face lighting up when he saw it was you.

“Y/N~ Hey listen, crazy story. I am innocent,” Jungkook started his explanation, smiling sheepishly when he saw that you were not buying his story.

“Your bandaged hand says a different story, Jeon.” 

“About that…” 

You sighed, catching his attention as you sat on the bed beside him. “Kookie, why do you keep getting in fights?”

Jungkook opened his mouth to reply but closed it again afterwards. Scooting closer to you, he meekly said, “I’m sorry… I promise I stopped getting in unnecessary fights, it’s just-”

You cut him off, sitting up straight and looking him straight in his eyes, “You say you stopped but this is the third time this month that you’re in the hospital wing, Jungkook. You always come up with the weirdest excuses for it too, what’s your reason this time?”

“I..” Jungkook said, looking at you with his beautiful doe eyes, “I’m sorry… for not listening to you. But I promise, this time I had a valid reason. That jerk deserved what was coming for him.”

“Then tell me the reason.”

“Yi was spreading rumours about you, called you names and shit too.” He answered, never breaking eye contact as he spoke.

You sighed in annoyance, Yi was your ex, he had cheated on you with someone else but when you broke up, he had made it look like you were the bad guy. You were hurt at first but now you were tired of his bullshit. He was always trying to get attention by trying to stir up new drama.

“You shouldn’t pay attention to what he says, you know the truth and you know he loves the attention he gets by doing what he does.” you said, hands moving to grab his. 

Letting out a sound of protest, Jungkook squeezed your hands, shaking them slightly, “But that’s wrong. He shouldn’t be spreading lies like that when he’s the one that should be hated, not you!”

Smiling softly, you raise one of your hands to brush away the strands that fell on his face, “Thank you for caring, Kookie but you need to realise that what you did was not right. Fighting is not the way to go, besides you just gave him what he wanted, albeit it was painful attention but he still got a reaction out of you.”

Chewing on his bottom lip, Jungkook furrowed his brows, nose scrunching up as he thought about what you said, “You’re not wrong but it’s hard to not react when it comes to you… Ijustlikeyousomuch.”

Your brows raised in surprise when he rapped out the last bit of his sentence, not catching what he said properly, “What did you just say?”

“It’s hard not to react.”

“After that.”

A beat of silence passed, none of you moving as Jungkook started fidgeting on his spot, “I.. like you a lot, and it’s not as a friend.”

You gaped at his sudden confession, eyes wide as you tried processing his words. You had a crush on him for almost a year now, and he just confessed that he liked you too. This had to be a dream.

“Okay, maybe i’m crazy but did I just hear you say that out loud?” Jungkook asked, eyes filling with anticipation for your answer.

“Say what?”

“That you had a crush on me for almost a year.”

Your eyes widened even more, did you say that out loud? Oh no.

“Don’t panic, I’m glad the feeling isn’t one sided,” Jungkook tried reassuring you, now grinning happily.

“I.. said that out loud too, huh?”

“Well….” He started, eyes bright and lips tugged into a grin, “You do tend to think out loud a lot.”

“For real?!”

“Uh huh,” He nodded, shrugging, “It’s really cute though. You’re really cute though.” He winked at you after that, making you shake your head at his antics, trying not to smile.

“I’m glad someone finds it cute, I guess,” you grumbled, face flushing in embarrassment as you sunk down in your seat and pouted, still fighting the urge to smile.

Cooing at you, Jungkook grabbed your face and brought you into a soft kiss, your eyes fluttering close at the sensation. You could feel him smiling into the kiss and you shuffled closer, grabbing his shirt to pull him close and deepening the kiss. 

Moving away after a while to break the kiss, you smiled when Jungkook followed you, trying to kiss you again and scrunching his nose in displeasure at not succeeding. 

Placing a kiss on his nose which had him smiling, you spoke up, “So, how are we telling my brother about us?”

Jungkook’s face fell as he looked at you in panic, eyes wide and mouth hanging open slightly, “How about… now consider this; we don’t.”

Sigh. What are you going to do with this crackhead of yours?

[nickmuch]

c.z.k. - high school (Part 2)

PART 1 / PART 3

Note: I was asked to turn this into a longer story, so here’s part 2! I don’t know in what direction to necessary go with this and how to end/wrap it up, so if you have any ideas message me pls! I’ll try to make this a 5-part-imagine.

Also: Edwin crackhead hours have arrived. Again

“So, you’re cool with that?!” Edwin shouted in disbelief.

Nearly four months had passed since my little moment with Zion and a lot had happened during this time. After the party, everything seemed to go smoothly between us. Probably way too smoothly. We spent most of our free-time together, doing god knows what. However, at the end we decided we would be better off as just friends. He reasoned that it was unfair to the boys and only made the whole group dynamic odd. I was okay with that. Okay, scratch that, I wasn’t okay with that. But I wasn’t going to throw a fit or anything and honestly it ended up working out better than I would have thought.

“Sure, why shouldn’t I?” I asked. This only made me earn a scoff from him. “Are you okay? Do you have a fever or something? Did you catch a cold?” Edwin pressed the back of his hand against my forehead, trying to see if I was indeed getting sick. “Stop that” Nick mumbled, swatting his hand away from me. “Bro, she’s okay with that, though!”. The neighboring table turned around giving us glares for being so loud. “Excuse my little idiotic friend over there” Austin apologized in behalf of Ed. He was just about to protest when he got interrupted by Brandon. “She’s okay with what …?”.

He had spent half of the lunch-time in the art room, trying to compose a beat he couldn’t get out of his head and for which he might have earned himself detention from our English teacher for “making too much noise during class”.

“She’s okay with Z and Asya hanging out” “Hanging out? Since when is that a problem? They are friends I thought?”. Edwin slapped him across the back of his head. “Are y’all dumb or are y’all stupid?! They are dating or something, Ion even know. But I for sure saw ‘em swap spit earlier this morning and thinking about it now: B, you can have my lunch. I lost my appetite.” He shoved his tray in Brandon’s direction, who didn’t even notice judging from his perplex expression towards me. “So, you’re trying to tell me that Z is with Asya – the girl who he said was like a cousin –“ “Correction, he said little sister” Nick chimed in. The boy with glasses shook his head. “Alright, who he said was like a little sister. And you’re cool with that? Even though that’s low key incest-y If I might add. Besides, do I have to remind you that not even a month ago he broke things off out of nowhere with the shittiest of the shittiest excuses? You cried for the whole weekend!”.

He was right. I had cried about it for three days straight. I really didn’t mean to, but somehow, I guess I liked him more than I wanted to admit. The first night the boys had made it their mission to cheer me up, but once they realized it wasn’t working, they just joined me and my pity party with some Ben & Jerry’s. At some point, Edwin even shed a tear or two. “I just don’t know if I should be sad that my favorite ship just sank or if I should beat his lanky ass for breaking my twin’s heart!” he exclaimed.

“I know, but I’m over it now” I poked in my salad. “And frankly, he is too by the looks of it”. I really didn’t mean to look over to her table. It just happened for a split second. Of course, it was right in the moment he was leaning in, giving her a kiss on the lips. She was blushing like mad. “This is so disgusting. Here, you can have my lunch” Brandon slid the tray - that originally was Edwin’s - into Austin’s direction. “I just don’t get it, man. Zion really liked you. Why did he pull that move on you?” Nick asked. No one could answer him. All of our gazes were pointed in their direction. After what felt like years, I decided that enough was enough and got up. “Yo, where you goin’? We still need to talk about this” Edwin stopped me to pull me down again. Though, I ended up sitting on his lap instead of my original spot, he seemed to not care. He was determined to get the truth out of me. If there was one thing you needed to know about Edwin, it was that he cared about his family dearly. Whenever one of his siblings was sad, he automatically was sad, too. Ever since I moved in, that same rule applied to me.

“You want the truth?” I said annoyed. All I wanted was to get out of here, in all honesty. The feeling of humiliation was getting stronger by the second. He just nodded cautiously, as if he didn’t know whether or not to answer me. “I feel like shit” I said, feeling a little bit relieved to finally speak my mind. “He’s annoying me. Just last month he was all into me and suddenly he’s with her?! Plus, what type of shitty excuse is that?” my voice was starting to tremble at this point.“It’s unfair to the boys and makes the whole group dynamic odd” I mocked him. “I am really starting to think that I was just pass-time to him and that makes me mad. It’s really unfair, okay?! If you like someone else, why in the flying fuck would you even get involved with me? Ugh, fuck this shit. I don’t even wanna be his friend anymore. Seeing his face makes me wanna beat his ass and I ain’t about that life. My momma raised me better than beating the ass of a bean stick!”.

Once I was finished with my rant, I finally dared to look at the boys. All of them had shock written all over their faces. “Aye, Ma” Nick spoke first. “You should’ve told us earlier. We would’ve checked him and at least made sure he wouldn’t be all lovey-dovey with her in your presence”. All I did was sigh.

“I don’t know what to say. Or feel” Austin looked so helpless. He was struggling to find the right comforting words and suddenly I felt horrible for dragging them into my stupid problems. “It’s alright. You don’t have to say anything. I will get over it at some point. It’s not like he’s the only cute boy in New York”. “That’s right, I’m cuter” Edwin tried to lighten the mood and it actually worked. We were all laughing before the bell rang, signaling that class was starting soon.

After school, Edwin immediately drove us both home, so I could take a nap before the boys came over. As soon as I was in my bed, I of course was struggling to fall asleep. “Can you come over? I can’t sleep” I spoke into the phone. Not even ten seconds later, Edwin barged into my room, getting under the covers with me. The fact we got so close over the last few months was making me happy, to say the least. It wasn’t weird to share a bed with each other, we were siblings after all. “We shared a womb, we might as well be able to share a bed” he had said jokingly one day. The silence was comforting me in a way I couldn’t explain in words.

“Fuck Z”. Him suddenly speaking shook me out of my thoughts. “I mean, don’t fuck him. But fuck him. You know?”. Sometimes, it was hard for Edwin to find the right words. It wasn’t because he didn’t know what to say, but rather the fact he had so many things to say that it just ended up blocking his mind ultimately. “I know”.

“This is some sweet home alabama shit” “Shut up, Austin. They just fell asleep together, no big deal” “Okay guys, but I’m getting hungry. Should we wake ‘em up now?”. His body started to shift beneath me, both of us fully waking up by the noise the others were making. “Good morning, honey bubbas!” all three of them were towering over us. The sight was rather scary, with their creepy grins plastered on their faces. “What time is it?” Edwin asked sleepily. He seemed a bit disoriented. “Time for you to get up and make us some food! Mama Honoret went out with the niñitos, so we’re all by ourselves”.

Slowly, we got out of bed to go find something to eat in the kitchen. Ding Dong. The doorbell rang. “Do you guys expect someone?” I asked confused. None of them were able to meet my eyes, looking slightly uncomfortable and at a loss for words. Instead of waiting for a reply, I went straight to the door to open it. “Wait!” “Hold up!” “Don’t” “No!”. Too late. There he stood, three boxes of pizza in his hands. “Uhm, hey”. My first instinct was to slam the door shut in his face and cuss the others out for not telling me sooner. However, on second thought, I decided against it. “Hi. Come in, I guess”. Awkwardly, he greeted his friends and made his way towards the kitchen to put the food on the counter. “So, uhm how about we watch some Netflix while we eat? On My Block sounds good?” Edwin tried to distract from the obvious thick tension in the air. I wasn’t going to ruin what should’ve been a chill night with my favorite people (minus Caleb) and just said “Sure, sounds good”.

The whole night was spent with Zion staring me down from his seat and Edwin exaggeratedly laughing at the funny moments to avoid the awkward atmosphere. Brandon was busy shoving his face with pizza – probably so that he didn’t have to speak. Nick and Austin were arguing about the gang situation in Freeridge. “If he wants his little brother to live a better life, then why is he dragging him into it? Isn’t he the gang leader or something? Just let your brother go to school and boom, problem solved” “It’s not that easy, bro! You want Oscar to lose his street credibility? Might as well put his clown suit on already”.

When I shifted to find a better position, his eyes were still on me. So, I decided to send him a quick text in hopes of making him stop.

< Dude, stop staring. Ur making me mad >

< I’m not staring, u must be trippin shawty >

< first of all, you’ve been staring since season 1 chapter 2. We’re on season 2 now. Second of all, if you call me shawty one more time imma rip ur ass open >

He visibly gulped at my last sentence, contemplating what to reply but ultimately deciding against it and sliding his phone back into his back pocket. Quietly, he stood up exclaiming to the group that he had to leave. A loud sigh of relief left Brandon’s lips, as if he had been waiting for this moment the whole night. “Thank god” he mumbled lowly, yet everyone could hear him clearly but decided to ignore it. “I’ll see you guys on Monday”. With that, he immediately left.

“I think I’ll call it a night. Haven’t really slept well recently”. It was true, I could barely fall asleep nowadays. Tired or not, the night wasn’t my best friend anymore. Everything was keeping me up. The drama with Caleb, the new life I yet had to adjust to – the boys made it easier, though -, and the passing of my parents. It was all too much at once. How was I supposed to comprehend all of this in just a matter of three months? Exactly, there was no waysomeone could deal with that in such a short period of time. The first couple of weeks I was as good as could be expected under the circumstances, but now it all seemed to slowly catch up on me.

“What! No! This was supposed to be a chill night, followed by the best sleepover of all time!”Edwin stood up, trying to make me stay by hugging my body tightly. “Yeah, you can’t leave! Not when Edwin is acting like a crackhead again” Brandon said, his arms securely wrapped around my shoulders. “Aight, I guess it’s group hug hours”. Soon, I found myself squished between not only Ed and B, but also Nick and later even Austin. “Okay, you guys won. I’ll stay”. They cheered at their victory, all pulling away at once. “But” This made everyone look at me suspiciously. “We’re gonna do a beauty-night!” I exclaimed happily with the biggest smile on my face. “Oh hell nah, I’m out!” Edwin crossed his arms, slightly turning away with his nose all scrunched up and brows furrowed. To be honest, he looked like a baby right now. “… unless this means I’m allowed to use that weird blue face mask from Lush?” he asked full of hope. “Yeah, why not”.

In a matter of minutes, we were all piled up on my bed, discussing what face mask would be the best for whom. “Your skin’s whack! Go put that charcoal one on, do something nice for your pores for once” Ed threw the bottle with the black liquid at Nick who grumpily obliged and started to apply it all over his face. “This feels nice. What exactly is that?” Brandon was looking curiously at the big tube in his hands, examining it in hopes of understanding what he just put on his skin. “It’s clay” I told him. “Clay” he repeated quietly and slowly, to no one in particular. Shaking my head with a content smile on my lips, I turned to Austin to see how he was holding up. We decided to let him try a bubble mask but looking at it now we might have made the wrong decision. Every inch of his face was covered in bubbles, and when I say every inch, I mean Every. Inch. Of. His. Precious. Face. “My eyes are burning, is this normal?”. “… Yes” I lied. Grabbing a wet cloth, I softly started rubbing the mask off of him before he ended up blind.

“Okay, what’s next? Do we paint each other’s nails? Do we play pillow fight? Do we talk about our menstrual cycle?”.

“What the fuck, Edwin?!”.

“Hey! Nothing wrong with talking about periods. It’s a natural thing and frankly, it’s actually good to talk about it with your friends to see, if – “

“Of course it’s a normal thing to talk about, but I think you might’ve forgotten something”.

Edwin looked at Brandon quizzingly. “We don’t have a uterus”.

“… Oh”.

Sometimes, he was just too much, but that’s why we loved him. “I think it’s time for bed, boys”. Reluctantly, they got up and lied on their designated air mattresses. “But Edwin can sleep in your bed? That’s so rude, Ma”. “Shut up, shark boy. I’m her twin, that’s just how we roll” he laughed evilly before turning the lights off and saying our good nights to each other.

“If it bothers you so much, why don’t you just tell him?” B looked at the direction my eyes were trained on. Zion would whisper something into Asya’s ear, making her giggle, then he would whisper something else, making her giggle again and so on. I was getting aggravated. “Can’t. That’s super awkward. I wish he’d just use one of his last functioning three brain cells to consider my feelings and not do all that while we share the same class”. Cleaning his glasses with his cotton shirt, he took his time to say something. “Tell him just that”. Turning around, I rolled my eyes at him. “Caleb, stooop!” she giggled for what felt like the millionth time. Before I knew what was happening, I was right in front of Zion dragging him out of the class and into the empty hallway. “What’s your problem?!” I shouted into his face. “My problem? No, what’s your problem?!”. I was this close to just going back in and ignoring him for the rest of my life, but something inside of me told me to keep going. It was now or never. “My problem is” I began. “You’re so fucking annoying and mean and selfish as fuck, only caring about yourself and never considering other people’s feelings! As if it wasn’t shitty enough how you broke things off, no you also have to flaunt your fling-”I knew it wasn’t just a fling, but honestly? I didn’t give a damn. He was rude, so I was being rude. “- into my face! Be secretive! Or at least just stop when I’m around. That’s all I’m asking from you”.

He didn’t say a single word. Not one. Instead he was searching my eyes, trying to see if I really meant what I just said. Seconds passed, turning into minutes. “Aren’t you going to say something? Defend yourself or whatever?”. Him staying silent made my blood boil because I felt ignored and just really stupid for straight up having an outburst without it affecting him. “There’s nothing to defend because you’re right. About everything. And I’m sorry for not realizing sooner how shitty I was behaving”. To say I was taken aback was an understatement. “That’s all?”. The silence was killing me and all I wanted was to go back to class. “No”. Grabbing my hand, he pulled me towards his chest. “What are you do-“ “Shut up”.

Next thing I knew, (I was pregnant) I felt his lips grazing mine and before I could stop him, he had already fully kissed me. I wanted to feel repulsed, I wanted to feel disgusted, I wanted to feel mad. But I couldn’t. I had missed him and I couldn’t deny it. When I pulled away, he tried to make me stay in place. That’s when my senses came back to me and reality hit me. “Dude, what’s wrong with you?! You have a new girl, remember?”. I pushed his chest, freeing myself. Once I was about to open the door again, I noticed that Zion still hadn’t moved an inch. Turning around, I wanted to tell him to move his ass back to class before both of us would get in trouble. But he never gave me a chance at that.

“I know, but I can’t get my real girl outta my head”.

Also2: I don’t know if I like this part, it’s more of a filler. I tried to put the focus on the relationship between her and Edwin, but also tried to give glimpses of the friendship between her and the rest of the boys. Zion isn’t included much because he’s always hanging out with that other chick. This part is set during the time where both of them try to avoid each other, so I wanted to make it as realistic as possible.

Let me know what your favorite part or line was! Hope you liked it xx

- Cami

[myteline]

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●☆Word count: I DONT even know... ☆●

■♢Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst(future chapters ;)) ♢■

○Description: Your name is Kim Y/N. You are 18 years old. You are Korean but moved to America 2 years ago, your dad made that decision he just wants to run from his problems -_-. Anyways you're moving back to Korea today! You were planning on finishing high school in the school you started before moving in America however you eventually got news that Portman high school( your first high school in Korea before you moved to America) was shut down due to poor teaching system and no teachers available to teach. So your dad sent you to Soung Highschool which was a high school closer to your home than Portman. Everything goes well till you meet a guy and he acts weird around you and he always acts like a dick around you. I wonder why?

Previously in Chapter one:

You said goodbye to your friends and family in America and boarded the plane to Korea. You found it funny how at first when your Dad first made you go to America you didn't want to leave Korea but once you left and then found out your dad is making you go back you didn't want to return...

Chapter 2

You got your handbag and started walking to get your suitcase when someone stopped you. “Hmmm? Dad?”. “Y/N stop pretending everything is fine and acting all normal!”. *You sighed deeply* “Dad if you're going to try to comfort me and think ill tell you everything then your wrong! And if you are just trying to small talk, don't try well just get in an argument and right now Imma be honest and say I can't be asked to argue with you” You started walking away and left your Dad with his mouth open and shocked look. You were never this confronting, you were never this confident and angry to be able to speak to your dad like that even if he made you angry you always looked him in the eyes, apologised and went back to what you were doing before him intervening in the situation. You walked out and were bombarded by a group hug. 

“Y/NNNNNNNN” a group of people shouted excitedly.

“I-i-i-i c-c-c-can-nt-t bre-e-eat-hh-h--” you whispered as you were losing circulation.

“OH SORRY!” they apologised.

“It's ok! I missed you guys so much!!!” You said as you put your arms around their necks and group hugged them back. “Does everyone know I'm back?”

“No just us the rest know you were returning, they just didn't know what day” one of them replied.

-OK so let me introduce you to your old friends before you left Korea. Before you left you were friends with Blackpink aka Jennie, Lisa, Jisso and Rose. You didn't have many friends back then cause you were also considered a nerd but since then you have changed your looks so much that before leaving America you had to send a picture to your friends so they'll be able to recognise you and in addition, they had to make a sign with your name on it. Anyways you were also friends with GOT7 and EXO but you didnt really keep in contact. You mostly got updates from Jennie and Blackpink. Anyways back to the story-

“Oh I have an idea! We can surprise them! Listen here” 

*inaudible because of a truck passing by ;)))*

“Wait... MARK?! MARK!” you run up to him and bear hug him.

“Hi, princess~” he said softly whilst brushing his hand through your hair.

“I missed you so much!” You started silently crying in Marks embrace, you always felt safe with him. Even in the darkest moments of your life, he was always your sunshine, your hope that life will get better. The only reason you wre living, breathing, the only reason you were still there.  -Ok backstory. Mark is your older adopted brother. You were a family of 5, now 3. Your mum and other older brother Zico. They died in that accident... The accident you caused and blamed yourself every day because you knew everyone blamed you for their death cause there was no one else to blame... it was your fault-

“I missed you too princess~” he said as he pulled away and saw the tears on your rosy cheeks. “ Awww dont cry princess~ I love you so so so much and you know i hate to see you cry” he slightly smiled at you and you weakly smiled back.”Come on now lets head home, you can go surprise NCT and GOT7 at the girls house across the street but you’ll have to come home to get your stuff unpacked”

“Ok ill go in a car with blackpink, you go with dad cause I seriously don't have the energy and mental power to keep up with his stupidity and I can't argue with him it's getting too close to the date...” There was a long since tears threatened to fall again so you bit your lip to keep your calm cause you knew although Mark didn't show it, he also blamed you for that day. He also thought it was your fault although when asking him he would deny and argue at how stupid you were for thinking he actually blamed you for the accident of that unfaithful day.

“Ok but I want you to come back home at 7pm sharp,” Mark said in a tone you had never heard. Was he slowly losing you as well? Were you just a disappointment? What did you do to deserve this? Why is it you? What have you done? You were overthinking again before you knew it,  you were in a panic attack state, your breathing was heavy, all you could hear was your heartbeat and a high pitched sound far away in your ear but you could tell it was getting louder which meant youll faint but you didn't wanna cause a scene so you had to calm down. You regulated and breathed slowly, you drank water and snapped back to reality realising Mark had bee waving his hands and shaking your shoulders multiple times just so you would come out of your deep thoughts and overreactions. But how could you when you knew that at the back of his mind even he thought it was your fault for the accident of that day...

“Y/NNNN COME OUT OF THE STATE! STOP THINKING!” you heard Blackpink scream.

“Oh sorry I was just thinking of our plan to surprise the boys :)”. Of course, you lied! You couldn't tell them the truth, it would make you look like an attention seeker and want pity. But that's not you. you're not that type of person to want attention.

“Ok come on let's get going home,” Mark said as he took your suitcase and put it in the trunk of hi car.

-Time skip- You’re at blackpink’s house getting ready to surprise the boys.

You were anxiously waiting for the clock to hit 6 o clock so the boys will be there. You planned that you will hide and the girls will play guess the animal, blindfolded, by the sound it mak- 

*DING DONG*

You jumped a little from the doorbell and heard a group of boys enter the house and into the living room. You were hiding behind the stairs.

Jisoo POV:

Jennie: Welcome guys! Come on in!

GOT7: So why did you guys us here?

Lisa: We wanna play a game. Guess the animal by its noise but youll be blindfolded and you guys are going first.

The boys: OK!

The girls play a cat meow. BamBam: OH THATS A CAT Jackson: A cat The rest: OH YEH ITS A CAT! The girls: Ok next one! They play a goat noise.  WINWIN: A SHEEP! Taeyoung: A frog!? Blackpink: A frog??? Taeyoung: IDK  Ten: ITS A GOAT! Blackpink: Correct! Next and last one before we swap ;))). You enter the room.

Y/N: I missed you guys!~ The boys: Y/NNNNN- WAIT WHAT? They take off their blindfolds which reveals you in the middle of the room. You smile as tears fall from how much you missed them. Especially JB and Johnny. Why? Because of that day when you tried to end it at the Central Bridge... When you took your last gasp of air before hitting the freezing water and slowly feeling your lungs get filled u with water. Slowly your body became heavy, sinking. You were sleepy, you let in but as you thought it was the end, you felt someone pull you out and perform CPR but you were too weak to sit up or speak or do anything so you just coughed out the water. You welt 2 pairs of arms around you... It was them JB and Johnny. They had saved you from probably the worst mistake of your life-

The boys came and group hugged you. You loved them all equal and hugged them one by one. You guys talked till about 6.45 and then you said goodbye and left to your house across the street. “Mark! I'm home!” you shouted as you heard footsteps shift across the hall upstairs. “Y/N??, come upstairs!” he shouted back “OK, I'm coming!” You headed upstairs and saw Mark in your old room because your room was straightforward when you walked upstairs.

“M-mark?... T-this hasn't changed *you chuckled and bit your bottom lip to prevent yourself from crying. All the painful memories of this room... you couldn't take it* “I-I didn't know if you wanted anything changed cause you know you might not want to for reasons but if you do ill help you,” he said as if he was reading your mind. “Thank you, ill plan it and show you on Saturday and well get it ready for Sunday and then Ill get ready for my first day of school in Korea *you lightly smile*. “Ok, if you need me I’ll be making dinner downstairs” “You and cooking in the same sentence? You+ dinner= house burned down. AM I GONNA DIE TONIGHT? *you chucked again* “Hey YOU COME HERE!” Mark chased after you for a bit until he gave upp and went downstairs to make dinner. Y/N:*sigh* I mised this place. You put headphones on and listen  to music whilst planning the renovation of your room.

-Time skip- Dinner

Y/N: “Damn *gulp* Mark when did yo learn to cook so well?” Mark: Since you left, I went to different classes and learnt different things until I settled on the highschool youre going to on Monday! Also one of my friends cooks really well so he helped me practice” he said as he pinched your cheeks. Y/N: I am so full! Thank you for the food! I will go get ready for bed tomorrows gonna be a long day! Good night!” Mark and Dad: Night! Yoou went and washed your dishes then went and took a shower. You changed to your pyjams:

You went on your phone and texted the girls:

After that you went to bed. The next morning. Time skip to when you are getting picked up. This is what you wore:

In that moment you felt like life went back to normal. Mark walked in and saw your bright smiled and he smiled at you and you smile back. Then you heard the doorbell.

To be continued in chapter 3

[readbetweentheselines]

Exactly a year ago and probably until now, I never thought that I would see you the way I see you today. We surely didn’t experience “love at the first sight”, we barely speak, hangouts together, except when you greet me at the Church on Sunday, except when you ask me to come to youth fellowship, except when you try to approach me to be more involved in the youth activities. Yes, until now sometimes I regret that I blow all those chances to get to know you back then.

It was on the beginning of 2018 when I decided to come to youth fellowship more often. It was not because of you of course but I guess it was the moment when our story begins. Last night you asked me what have been changed in this past year, here is my answer in a long-complicated-kind of romantic way (well if it’s not, at least I tried ok?) 🙂

On March 2018 (approximately, based on Instagram) this youth fellowship had an outbound event. We were in the same group, what a coincidence right? But I see you as Wilem the Ketua PKMB and an older guy who lead this group. I reminisce that moment and realized how we were so close yet so far. (yea u kno why.)

Later on, you asked me to join as pengurus in this certain organization, popularly known as PKMB (so I won’t mention youth fellowship again) and I was like “Wow this is so exciting!” (re: No. I just want to impress you) so I replied you accordingly by saying yes. Did you doubt me at that moment? Maybe. Because as I remembered, it didn’t take hours to reply you like I always did. Anyway thank you for trusting me, because due to our lack of convo, it was the right decision to not to trust me on such a big responsibility because you know me like zero, but I guess my CV was credible enough for you.

At that moment, our convo and our meetings are increased as we should prepare for fellowship event every week and others PKMB activity. One of our convo probably was like:

“De dea. Minggu ini jadi pj bisa nda?” or “De dea. Minggu ini jadi pj gantiin Angel bisa nda?”

10 hours later, after 9 hours saw that chat from the pop-up notification.

“Sorry baru bales Mas. Aku bisa.”

Dea loves being on time (and Wilem too) but instead at the meeting for arrange schedule and PIC for PKMB, I admit that I avoided for being on time because I was too shy and too awkward to have a convo with only Wilem 😊 [DEA’S TOP SECRET] I didn’t know why I acted that way when it comes to seeing you. I always got insecure every time you questioned me because Wilem always has questions about anything, every time, everywhere.

After that, nothing is special. We followed the routine as pengurus, when without you knowing, I secretly observe, notice and pay attention to you. I came up with this conclusion that you are a truly nice and caring person who took care everything and anybody, from that moment I started to take more responsibility to lighten up your burden to run PKMB. I became a “Yes-girl” ((noun) a girl who says yes when someone ask her for a help).

On September PKMB had this fellowship trip event. Prior to that event we should prepare a place. First we went to Emalta, at that time again I was too shy and too awkward to let you pick me up. Hehe. Hehe. So I took Pandu with me. [ANOTHER DEA’S TOP SECRET] I think you realized that I probably have been repeating this “too shy and too awkward to let you pick me up” thing for many times.

“Padahal rumah mu kan juga di Jalan Kaliurang De.” Just. Don’t. Ask.

SO. Fellowship trip event.

“Wilem sama Dea aja. Kan pas tuh bonceng-boncengan.”

I finally let you drove me to the beach. Thank you. Thank you for making those 4 hours round trip became not-so-awkward and for listening to my story. I admit that I’ve been prepared being asked for many questions by you hahahaha. That was the first time I sat on the backseat of the motorbike that you drive and no of course I didn’t hug you from behind. I held on the backseat of the motorbike, which if I do that now you’ll be pissed 🙂

“Kayak sama tukang ojek aja”.

But in fact you are my mas ojek, right? Because you drive me crazy everyday 😊😊😊

Thank God I didn’t fell down because “De kita agak ngebut gakpapa ya.” You were such a gentleman for ask those permission!

That was such a new experience for me, because I’ve been too independent back then, that I won’t let anyone (preferably boys) to drive me wkwkwk. It was fun though, riding a motorbike with you, talking about my wishes and future. Now I realize it soothed my thoughts and brain and burden as a final year student struggling on finishing my thesis. You reminded me to be relax for once.

“Kayaknya bisa diprospek nih”, was it something in your mind when you decided to make your move towards me? Because if I’m not mistaken, everything was started at that time after the beach.

My thesis defense, you were there, with your fav tee and those scary beard.

“Temen kamu tuh kayak Alex Abad De”

We took a picture, the first picture ever taken together!

After my thesis defense, texting had become our routine, every day, that one day I felt weird when you didn’t text me. Maybe that was the time when I feel that I need you more than just before.

“Eh De. Clean or with beard?”

What should I answer mas? WKWKWK I was too polite to say I don’t quite like your beard that way, but in other thought, I remembered I used to go crazy with boys with beard (re: fan girl-ing). You should google Paul DiGiovanni, Martin Johnson, Alex Gaskarth and Jack Barakat. (waktu dan tempat dipersilakan).

“With beard is okay, asalkan rapi”.

I honestly don’t know what were you headed to that time, but all I know was you are such a nice person and I could be wrong if I have this certain feeling towards you. But at the same time I enjoyed every moment with you. I think you have broken my wall.

It was dawn, 4 a.m maybe when you suddenly asked me to video-call me.

Deg-degan tau gak sih. Telponan nggak pernah, eh ini video call!!!!!!

“De, mau nggak lebih dari temen?” (Wilem gengsi mode)

“Wait. What? so this is real?” that was me inside my head, but what you saw was Dea kaget dan melotot. I felt relieved “Okay Dea, it is safe for you now. But don’t be easy.”

Hahahaha okay so later on, for about 2 or 3 weeks we let everybody wonder what was going on between us, until it become so awkward.

“Jadi aku kalo ditanya harus jawab apa?”

“Terserah.”

Long story short, at the midnight of 10 November 2019

“Jadi sekarang pacaran nih”

“Iya dong.”

Something moved me to have a commitment with you.

The beginning of our relationship was hard. You didn’t have my mom’s blessing, we were about to face long distance relationship, I was shadowed by my past then it threatens you, I was having a transition where I become “tidak terlalu ekspresif dalam pacaran”, you were so so SO gengsian, and all those tiny, small, big, huge, giant rocks on our relationship, but look? We survived a goddamn year 🤗💖

You are exactly the person I need after suffered for couples of breakup, you are the best, the most mature, the gentlest, the most kind hearted one (cry).

I was SO HAPPY when you moved to Jakarta. I never know how my life in Jabodetabek without you. I will still alive, ok? Hahah but with you, it is much better because I am complete.

We are the better person now, and will be even better person for each other every day. Such a simple sentence but it is enough to express how grateful I am and describe what’s been change in this past year.

I love you, mas. You already knew it. Happy anniversary, hope this enough to appreciate yesterday’s effort. You are the best boyfriend ever 😭💖

[lexxfics]

Running Towards You

Chapter 4 - Around and Around

-DISCLAIMER - This beginning part is someone else, NOT Y/N. But who is it exactly??? ;)-

The starting horn rings. Man, I can't believe that we all got separated. I just hope that our team's representative doesn't get their name tag torn off, I thought to myself.

Wait, who is that? I crouched down under the bushes that I was near. I peeked over as to not reveal myself to see Baekhyun wandering around. This is my chance, I thought. I can take him out so that the playing field is even since his team has 6 members. I will just follow him until I see an opening. After he was a safe distance away, I started to tail him, making sure that I was a safe enough distance away, but not too far away to the point where I couldn't see him. As I stalked him for about 3 minutes, I saw him go near the front entrance of the park. Ok I will wait here to until I see hi- Wait, is that Y/N? I started to go closer. That is Y/N! What is he doing over there? I moved to a spot closer to him to see what was happening clearly. From what I could see, he had taken something from her, a hand phone maybe? She was trying to reach up and grab it. I could barely make out what they were saying.

"So is there someone you like? Who is it? Should I look in your phone?" I heard Baekhyun say. Why is he making fun of her? I glanced over to see him still holding the phone away from her to see that she was desperately trying to get it back. Just what is on that phone?

"Yah! You do it and you are DEAD you hear?!" I heard her state. "GIVE IT BACK!" And as I saw her jump, everything happened so fast. As they landed on the ground I stood there in shock. How could he do this to me? He knows that I am interested in her. I – I should just go. I will come back for you Baekhyun and I will enjoy ripping your nametag off. I proceeded to run the other direction, trying to erase what just happened from my mind.

(Y/N's POV)

 I opened my eyes to see myself on top of him and that's when I noticed it, the weird feeling that I felt in this moment, that my lips were touching his.

We both immediately jumped up, both of us pushing off of one another. We both turned away from one another, extremely embarrassed.

"U-u-u-u-um, let's just forget that th-"

"I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!" Baekhyun screamed. I was startled, not expecting him to say something loudly. "Her name is Ashley, and I really like her, I didn't mean to fall on top of you, I am sorry for messing with you, I did not mean for that to happen, please forgive me, I am sorry, here is your phone back, ok I got to go back to the game, OK BYE!" he quickly stated, as he proceeded to run away from the situation. Completely confused, I stood there with my mouth gaping open trying to process what happened. Well, that must have been the weirdest and most awkward conversation/moment I have ever had with a person. At least he has a girlfriend though. This makes the whole situation a lot easier. Wait. What if he tells his girlfriend and she comes after me? CRAP! I got to change my name so she can't find me.

I started pacing quickly back and forth. WAIT. Did someone see us?! I looked around the parking lot and around the front entrance paranoid. Luckily, no cameras or people seemed to be around. I sighed in relief. That is the last thing I need right now, to be in a scandal. I sat back down in my chair, mentally exhausted. I looked at my phone again to see that the screen was cracked. Aish! He is going to PAY for breaking my phone! Man and this was new too! Just as I was freaking out, I heard an announcement ring on the overcome. Ding, Dong, Dang.

Baekhyun OUT. Baekhyun, OUT. HAHA serves you right, sucker! Wait, I shouldn't be so mean. I decided to lay back in the chair and turn back on my phone, determined to forget about what had just happened. I open up my phone to see that the post that he saw was one about a live stage performance of their song Love Me Right. Thank heavens, he didn't dig any deeper into my phone. It could have gotten bad for me. I hope my oppa is doing ok in the game. Oppa, hwaiting! I mentally stated, cheering on my bias.

For the next hour and a half, the game continued. The names kept being called out.

Ji Suk Jin OUT. HaHa OUT. Xiumin OUT. Kai, OUT. Gary, OUT.

The game seemed like it would last forever. I decided to get up and take a walk around the park, trying to take a breather. Determined, to stay out of the game's way, I decided to go and sit on the Merry-Go-Round ride that was on. I climbed onto one of the horses, and just let my mind wander. Around and around I went, breathing in the cool air as the ride moved at a slow and steady pace. I looked up to see the bright and full moon and I just took it all in. I must have been on the ride for about 10 minutes before I realized that I started to get a little light-headed. I decided that it was time to get off when I saw someone approach the ride.

"Having fun are you? Mind if I join you?" I turned around to see Suho, tired and sweaty from the game.

"Th-that's ok, I was just about to-""Ah, come on! Just one ride? I don't want to ride it alone!" He begged. I busted out laughing. He looked at me confused.

"I am sorry, but you did not seem like the type to beg for something and I just thought that it was really funny," I stated, still laughing under my breath. Understanding the situation, he started to smile and he carefully hopped on the ride and stood next to my horse, holding on to the rail.

"What, leaders can't beg? I will have you know that I beg on a daily basis. Mainly to have one of the other members buy dinner for once, because they all think I am made out of money," He retorted. I was shocked to hear him open up so easily about it.

"Wait, you aren't made out of money? And here I thought that I could get you to pay my bills and college debt. Dang it," I replied, smiling like a fool. He started laughing as well. "Fine, I guess I can ride with you but it will cost you a penny. I don't ride next to someone on a horse for free" I said, holding out my hand, trying not to break my straight face. He stared at my hand, contemplating his options. He then looked up at me with a smirk on his face. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a penny, like he had been ready for this moment. He placed the penny in my hand and then with his hand over mine, he closed the tips of my fingers to the palm of my hand.

"There you go madam, one penny for a ride with the lady," He said while bowing, as if we were back in a much simpler time."Why, thank you kind sir, I shall keep this penny and cherish it for as long as I live," I said in a very high-pitched lady-like voice. "Why, lookie here, there seems to be a horse open right next to me. I think it shall be mighty fine if you sit upon that horse and ride beside me," I stated, motioning to the horse that was moving opposite to mine.

"Upon? What kind of word was that?" He said, slowly moving to get to the horse next to me. I couldn't help it anymore and I started laughing like crazy. He climbed up on the horse carefully as to not slip off the horse and then he started to laugh as well. We just sat there laughing, for what seemed like hours, just enjoying the night. He is definitely different than I thought he would be. I thought that he would be more uptight, no uptight isn't the word. More, ah, what is it? As I was having a conversation in my mind, I looked over to see him staring at me, smiling.

"What, is there something on my face?" I questioned, confused as to why he was looking at me like that. He didn't answer and just continued to look at me. I could feel my face heating up. Knowing that I was probably red as a tomato, I turned away. What the heck is he doing? This is so embarrassing! Ok, calm down. Maybe he is interested in me? Nah, that can't be it. I mean I am just a potato. A man wouldn't like a potato.

"Y/N," he stated. I turned around to see him with a weird look on his face. "I just wanted to tell you tha-"

Ding, Dong, Dang. Sehun, OUT. Sehun, OUT.

Startled, I looked over to see Suho, starting to climb down from the horse.

"He was on your team right?" I asked, concerned.

"Yeah and he had the clue! Ok, well I have to go back to the game. I had a fun time with you, Y/N. You better keep that penny!" He stated, running away from the Merry-Go-Round. Well, that moment ended fast. It was nice while it lasted. I actually got to talk to one of them! And I didn't make a fool out of myself, I think. Wait, what did he want to say to me? Oh well, it probably wasn't anything important. I sighed, curious as to what he was about to tell me. I could feel myself starting to get dizzy from being on the ride for too long. I think that it is about time to get off. I climbed down from the horse carefully and I jumped off the ride. I had decided to go back to the entrance of the park when I heard an announcement over the speakers again.

The treasure has been obtained! Startled, I quickly ran over to the final area to see that Lay was holding up the treasure from the game. I noticed that D.O and Kim Jong Kook were also standing there with Lay, all of them celebrating. The rest of the teams, including the ones that were ousted, also showed up to the final destination, congratulating them on their win. After the final message, the director yelled cut and the game was over! Everyone started thanking one another and dispersed. I looked down at the clock to see that the time was 12:00 am. This is the latest we have filmed. It is going to be a long drive back as well. I don't know if I will make it back safely. Maybe Choon-Hee, Jess and I can stay at a hotel overnight? It might be safer that way. I started to walk towards Choon-Hee and Jess to ask them when someone got into my path, stopping me in my tracks.

I looked up to see D.O. Startled, I quickly bowed. I got back up to see him staring at me.

"Hey, D.O. Sorry that your team didn't win," I said without stuttering a word. Yes, I am getting my confidence up!

"Hey, Y/N. I just wanted to say thank you again and I hope I can work with you again soon," he shyly stated. I smiled at him brightly.

"Me too! I wasn't able to talk to you much but I want to thank you again for earlier today for helping me with the water cooler. I can seem tough at times but I did really need help. Thank you again," I said, bowing.

"N-no problem," He said, smiling. He looked as if he was about to say something else when we heard someone talk loudly.

"Everyone, gather around!" We both turned to see Jae-Hwa, calling and waving everyone over. D.O and I both looked at each other, confused. We walked over to Jae-Hwa. After everyone else had come to the circle, he started to talk.

"Considering that this shoot took longer than usual, I decided that it might be a good idea if we all stayed the night at a hotel nearby. You do not have to stay but considering most of us are probably tired, it might not be safe to drive. I want you guys to talk it over and tell me what you think," he stated looking at all of us. We all then broke up to discuss this. Well this works out pretty well. I won't have to drive back home. I looked around to see the crew talking with Jae-Hwa and the Running Man members talking with one another. I also saw that the EXO members were talking with their manager, noticing that the members were nodding their heads up and down. I saw the manager head over to Jae-Hwa. Wait. Will the EXO members stay too?! As if reading my mind, Jae-Hwa started back up after he finished the conversation.

"Most of the Running Man crew and members have already agreed to this. The manager of EXO also thinks that this is a good idea. Therefore, we will all leave in here in 10 minutes so make sure to grab everything," he concluded. OH. MY. GOD. I think someone is messing with me today. What is all of this. Is this a hidden camera or something?

I saw Choon-Hee and Jess run over to me with the most excited looks on their faces."Yay! I can be in the same hotel as my Xiudaddy! I can maybe even sneak into his room and jump on him! I bet he would take me right into his arms," Choon-hee exclaims, closing her eyes and holding herself as if she was imagining it already.

"What if I can get closer to Chen? I may be able to talk to him more!" Jess stated excitedly, also dreaming about the situation.

I started laughing, more in a state of panic than at their daydreaming.

What am I going to do?

[weasterned]

Shannon Arreum.

1. Syanon-ie is kiiind, one of the toughest girl I’ve ever met, funny, friendly, she cares her surroundings and so heart-warming ! ♡ 2. Honestly there are nothing to be fixed about, she did good already ! Even until her fc’s updates, she did very well ~ ♡ 3. Syanon-ieee ! ! Christmas is near, 2018 is near ! Time when we turned 21 o   v   o ♡ I hope we will be a goood friends ! Since I do adore you a lot, my tough chingu ! I hope you’ll receive happiness from the whole universe because you deserve it— ! Me loooves you ♡

1. coin, berisik kaya group chat, bulliable, always listening and always understanding like prudential 🤗 2. she doesn’t need to improve anything,  but she needs to find a boyfie 3. honestly shan is one of my best, she’s been there in my good and bad moments💖 she’s the best person everrrr !!!! she was always there to hear me out and support me in anything!❤️ wouldn’t replace her for the world 😘 I love shan with all my heart and she knows she can always count on me. i feel sorry that I haven’t been acting my best at all. I can’t believe I’m able to write this. I cringe.

1. Kind, Cute, Portrays her chara well, talkative. 2. Shan, semoga kita bisa ngobrol lebih banyak lagi. Aku kangen bahas Smash sama XO-IX kaya waktu kita pertama kenal. Maaf ya Shan, sekarang aku sibuk banget jadi sering hilang. Iya aku hilang lagi bertapa di Dormitory SMASH, mau ngelobi Rafael buat kasih kamu fanservice. Myane, aku tau bias kamu Bisma. Okay, I want us to get closer more and more, modus nde ? ? ? 3. 2017 sudah mai berakhir. Ga kerasa ya? Hmm.. sudah berapa bulan kita kenal? :D udah lama ya? Tapi tuh aku betulan MIA terus. Ya tell me how to deal with my job dong. Hehe. I wish you to have a great year ahead! Lets be friend in 2018!

1) Cutie, kind, energetic, loud and fun! 2) I wish that this person stay just as she is now and I hope we could talk a lot more because we didn’t talk that often now :’( 3) Hi, Shannon! Thanks for being a part of my 2017. Ayo, lanjutin sampai tahun selanjutnya? I love you. Have a wonderful year-end holiday! 4) I can’t say anything bad for this person so I want to emphasize #2 here ;)

#1 - Cute - Kind - Warm - Unexpectedly quite loud - Lovable #2 Seems like Shan’s currently busy and rarely interact with members. I hope she will comeback soon and talk more soon!💓 #3 Hello, Shan Shanie! It’s so good to talk with you not too long ago! You’re such a cutie person. A sweet heart. You are kind as well. I remember you always loves to share your foods or else with the members. I would really love to get more closer to you! I hope we can talk comfortably without awkwardness. Love❤

lovely, kind, cheerful, cute, food supplier

1. Warm, kind, cutie, attractive, pwetty! 2. Talk with me more often huhu I miss you! 3. Letters.. uh.. I’m not smart with words but yeah, here we go. You’re the only one Shannon in my timeline. You often update your chara, good job! And you’re so humble! Not like me, such a potato. :( cUTIIEEEEEE me want to squish your cheeks. Mhehe, enjoy your xmas and new year!

1. cute, humble, so damn nice omg just- nice nice nice 2. you don’t need to improve everything, i just want your foods .knojk I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU, YOU GET THE HYPE FROM MEH BUBU 3. Dear shannon moi food provider, i just want you to know that im enjoying talking with you even tho im so bad at handling mentions, but i do miss talking a lot with you .. lets get mooooore closer in the future, shall we?

1. Shann brights like a diamond. Shann brights like a diamond. 2. Be more positive and keep being happy! 3. Please enjoy the rest of the year and get your goal!

1. Good, friendly, bright, cute, funny 2. Hm.. You’re all good. Keep it up. 3. Hello, pwetty Shannon. 2017 is gonna end soon and 2018 is coming soon. I’m grateful to know a good person like you. You’re a good friend. A good person to have conversation with.. I hope we could be a good friend for long long time. Stay warm on the winter! pretty, actually we haven’t talked each other but i guess she’s kind person. Let’s have a chit chat with this giant guy, i won’t bite u don’t worry. She’s cute, nice, and funny people

1. Shann is a humble, kind, cheerful, cute yet pretty indeed. suka bagi2 makanan, nggak pelit even sometimes being so ngeselin lol. 2. She is potrayed as Shannon well, so maybe there’s not much to change her character. 3. Hope we’ll keep our nice convo, stay being nice to people. And i hope we can get more memories as a friend in the future!

1. kinda funny, random, cheerful, kind, caring 2. I hope she will always stay happy and random because from what i see she’s like vitamin for some members 3. Hello, shan! since 2017 is coming to an end soon, i want to say please always take care of your health! I saw your tweet about having sleep problem, if i’m not mistaken? you need to get your proper rest! because health is the number 1! and also i hope you will always be happy! Fighting!Lil sissy who is always so cheerful. She is such a hppy pill that makes me happy too whenever i talk to her. SHAN YOU DA BEST

1. hyperactive, cheerful, kind, cute, nice 2. i’m bad at this but well.. i hope she can keep having a good convo with all member and with me too. 3. hello shann, its nice to see you! i forgot the food that you send to me when i’m just arrived at wst. but i hope you can send me another food again next time! pssst- its almost christmas tho- have a good one, shann!

1. Talkative, noisy (in a good way I swear), cute, lovely, funny. 2. Nothing. She’s that impressive. 3. Hello, Shanshine! Please enjoy the rest of 2017 happily.

1. bright, amber’s friend, friendly, open mind, i dont know that much since i just meet her 2. lets talk more with me 3. Marry christmas and happy new year, ah lets get more closer next year so we can have fun year together.

1. Childish, cute, playful, nice, funny. 2. Being more slay eventhough youre very young but you coulf slay as a woman i think hahaha 3. Dear shanon, i hope youre always healthy and happy despite any problems that youre facingI never talked to her so…I don’t know what to say about her. I am sure I included her in my greetings tweet but maybe she didn’t see it. And every time I saw her on timeline, she was talking with somebody else or replying mentions. So I didn’t have the chance to talk to her yet…but I hope we can talk and be friends in the future! To Shannon, Hello Shannon. Happy early new year! Hope 2018 will be a good year and let’s get closer too next year!

1. Kind, receh, berisik. (actually just like me 8"D). 2.  I see her became kinda less active huhu because we used to have many many convos before. We need to have more convo later, ofcourse! 3.hello, Shannie unnie my foOdie fairy also the one of receh-mate what else? Damn mimi video? Also india song tracks or maybe WESTLIFE!? since 2017 almost over which mean new year will bring a new hope also. Please stay healthy because the weather is not so good lately, keep warm. Xx Loves♡

1. Kind 2. Lets make a new conversation with jiejie♡ 3. Happy New Year Shannon , hope you will be happy everyday^^

1. SUPER KIND, my love, SUNSHINE, FOOD GIRL, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. 2. I don’t think there is things needing to be improve but perhaps online more? I miss you. 3. Hello, Shannon, or should I call you Shannie? Hi kid I’m sorry for not being online lately, and yes yes yes I do miss you! Thankyou for lighten up my world even though we’re not talking much lately. STAY COOl, xx. Have a great year in 2018!

1. Shannon is a brave girl, so kind, polite, pretty and has a good personality. 2. I think bcs she is a brave girl i have a little problem to get closer to her. Maybe she could toned down her braveness a bit so she could be way more approachable. 3. Idk what to write a letter for you. But i wish after 2017, we could be a good friends hehe. Please stay healthy and be happy always ♥️

1. - cute! - kind - loveable - adorable! - sexy! 2. keep on being a food supplier for us! i think i didn’t see you often on timeline, i miss seeing Shannon spreading a lot of foods >

1) humble, cheerful, lovable, adik-able, koin saram 2) no need to ehehe 3) shan shan my lil sist! we rarely talk recently… my fault tho because i rarely online :“ )  let’s talkeu talkeu with me again! atau perang koin juga boleh kok HUEHEHE + i hope 2018 will be much much better year for you! ✨Butt-lover,  crazy,  stupid,  but lovely,  funny. Shan you'ra SHAN!  hahaha my fluffy ball. Kadang kalem, kadang tidak😃. Tukang bagi2 makanan hehehehe. Ramah trus lucuukk. Tapi jarang keliatan euyy. Semoga kedepannya bs lebih deket lagi❤ Message: Satu tahun berasa cepet ya, kayaknya baru kemaren tahun baru sekarang udah mau tahun baru lagi aja. There are a lot of thing happened in 2017, ada yang menyenangkan dan ada yang menyedihkan. We’ve met a lot of people with different characters and each of them taught us something. Semoga di akhir tahun ini Shanon dilingkupi rasa bahagia selalu, dan apa yang belum tercapai di tahun 2017 bisa tercapai di tahun 2018♡Shannon-ieeee i still wait for the song that you’ll sing for meee and i want you to give me more of your derp face again :   p you’re cute and lovely, friendly and nice, have the cheerful vibe that makes someone beside you feel that tho/? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

1. She’s indeed a cute, warm, and kind person. We rarely talk each other and I feel bad though since I’m on hiatus period. 2. I really don’t know what to say, but keep up the good work. You portray your chara well. We should interact more in the future. 3. Happy new year! Santa claus is coming to town~ *chuckles* You should take a good care of yourself, keep smiling widely, and be happy as always.

1. Humble, always on(?), cute, attractive, pretty ; 2. We rarely talk these days, hope we can have a proper convo in the future! ; 3. Hello Shan, it’s nice to see you around here in WST. Please have a talk wimme in the future!

1. Crazy, Always Crazy, Friendly, Noisy, Humble, Sometimes weird LOL 2. Just be yourself! Change to be better person is a must and you can do it. don’t mind about haters, I love you! 3. Hey Shann. You must know who’s the most handsome in weast and its me! I bet you’ve know me already xD. 2017 is going to end and we’ve met for first time through weast since few months ago. Thank God that we be able to talk and get along well. and I think I got a chemistry everytime talking with you. Shann, please dont forget me! I’m your mama and you’re my daughter. Even though I’m rarely online and talk with you lately, but I always remember you! Just be yourself honey. You can do anything what do you want. Keep being friendly, be crazy, humble and ofcourse forever become my escape room buddy! Stay healthy Shann. and I hope you will not change your chara.

1. Nice, kind, amiable, talks a lot, kinda weird. 2. Be more active and lesser your alayness jsy 3. PLS ACTIVE MORE AND LETS MINGLE WELL. You are the reason why I come to wst ):

1. Cutie, not really talkative, not really active on timeline, rarely talk with everyone, a calm one 2. Maybe, be active on timeline, since we rarely talk though. 3. Shannon-ah, I want to talk more with you, but since you rarely active on timeline it’s kind of hard for me to do 8(

1. Baik 2. Humoris 3. Ramah 4. Lucu 5. Cantik Shannon, I don’t see you around nowadays so please appear because this oppa wants to see you. It’s 2018 soon so please comeback soon! I really miss you hahahahah. Let’s talk a lot more in the future, Shann.