#i hope this turned out okay! i was a lil sad i couldn't make some more direct parallels while also preserving the integrity of the scenes
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The silver color of the thread begins to fill with more golden light. (requested by @overnighttosunflowers)
#critical role#criticalroleedit#imodna#southerngothic#laudna#imogen temult#gifs#*#*cr#*request#*parallel#cr3#ship: imodna#laudna cr#raven queen cr#cr meta#*meta#scheduled#1h41m c3e77#4h35m c3e109#i hope this turned out okay! i was a lil sad i couldn't make some more direct parallels while also preserving the integrity of the scenes#but i think they're still there. you just have to look a lil closer#there's so much here. laudna barely able to even wrap her head around the idea of being whole again#what does this mean? who am i if not the dead thing i always thought i was?#vs. imogen smiling so quickly and brightly bc she /always/ knew it was true. she /always/ believed this would happen#she just needed proof and what better proof than the goddess of fate herself saying your fate has yet to be written#AND THE ROOM FILLS WITH HOPE. WAAAAH!!!!!
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hii hii lumii !! I ADORE your interpretation of lighter so far— I love him smm
anyways, I hope my req is okay but I was wondering if you could do a comfort fic ? maybe reader has been a lil distant lately and just in some feels and he gives them a lil talk after being blown off here and there to find out they were having issues w their mental health and not feeling good enough and maybe he’s caught off guard because reader is usually so out going and always has a smile on their face and to see them feel so small makes him wanna take care of them so much and gives them so much reassurance and gentle kisses and cuddles 👉👈
I hope it’s okay !! I’ve been in the feels lately
hi anonn !! im gonna answer this one first because i've been in the feels too and i think we all deserve some reassurance, especially after all of the sad lighter story.
i don't take lighter for the kind to be too intrusive. that's not to say that he doesn't notice the way you're staring off into the distance, as if always having something on your mind. or the way you left earlier than usual for the SoC's nightly hangouts around the fire. or the way you had just been distancing yourself from him.
maybe you just needed a day, or two, and so he waited. he waited, and waited, but it just seemed like it was getting worse. he was beginning to get anxious, coming up with possibilities and worse case scenarios. even his favorite grape-flavored lollipop couldn't reduce the anxiety that was building up inside of him as he followed after you one night.
he shook off his nerves, spending quite a bit of time at the front door of your lodging while in blazewood. mentally practicing what to say so that he wouldn't make things even worse than they already were. one step, two deep breaths, three knocks on your door. he cleared his voice, usually confident and smooth but now carried a hint of worry in it.
"hey, uh... everything alright?"
you could hear the ruffling of his jacket, the soft metal clinks of his gloves. he didn't dare open the door until you allowed him to, so he waited, just like he always had. "lighter? yeah, everything's fine," was that a slight crack in your voice? no, no, he had to have imagined that. he knew it was wrong but he had waited long enough. he turned the knob, opening the door just a little bit but still not walking in.
"you don't have to tell me everything. just... know that i'll be here, waiting for you." he wasn't the best at comforting, nor was he good at even navigating these sorts of things but at the very least, he wanted you to have the knowledge that you had him. it didn't take long for you to finally get up, opening the door that separated the both of you. you looked so... different. the light absent from your eyes, the edges of your lips normally turned upwards but now they weren't. if he couldn't say what you wanted to hear, maybe you'd understand through his actions.
his arms wrapped around you. squeezing you just a little tighter than usual as he somehow made the both of you waddle backwards into your room. he had kept his gloves in his pants, not wanting to hurt you even more with them. his embrace was a familiar warmth, like the fire during particularly cold nights in the outer ring. you could hear his heart racing, was it from nervousness? anxiety? fear? even he didn't know.
he took this as an opportunity to place soft kisses on the top of your head but then stopped all of a sudden. he turned around to the door and realized that it was still wide open. he kicked it close with his foot, feeling embarrassed at the fact that he had to stop because of something so minor. he wanted you to feel safe, to have privacy, to be able to breathe without others barging in. technically, he had invaded this space of yours but you were slowly melting into him, as if you had been waiting for this too.
every passing second hugging you, kissing you, it made his own worries disappear. he hoped the same for you as you slowly spoke to him about your own problems. as he listened, he'd pause every once in while to give you a deadpan stare. not because he was making fun of you or anything, but it genuinely baffled him how you could say such things about yourself. you felt so insecure about yourself and your image, about being with him, being with the SoC. he had to physically stop himself from just blurting "i love you" every time you said something so degrading.
instead, he chose to wait and listen. his calloused hands gently caressing yours, his lips pressing kisses on the side of your head as you nuzzled into him. he loves you for who you are, the person in front of him, not the image that you had made yourself out to be in your mind. but he waits for you to let it all out before he says anything else. he will wait, he will listen, he will always be there for you.
#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#lighter lorenz#zzz lighter#lighter x reader#lighter x gn reader#lighter x you#i think i butchered this req idk im sorry anon#i didn't want to make the problems very specific#because everyone goes through different things#but just know that if you're not in a good mental space#it's alright to take breaks#there are people around you who are willing to listen#and lighter exists#he would give the world to you if you so ask#i know this cuz he told me anon mhm#i also don't think i write lighter that well tbh#haha ig this is one of my own personal problems#i hope i didn't ruin him for yall#i think many other writers write him much better than me#but i really appreciate it <3#i hope that everything gets better for you anon#even if its slow it gets better
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always you’s angst only ending … feed us a tiny lil drabble of maybe bucky not stopping until he and bruce and maybe even shuri (cause bby’s the smartest) find a way to bring her back?
like he enters the portal, scoops up her body, and kisses her back to life. then throws her over his shoulder, locks her in his bedroom, and makes love to her for like a week straight.
“she’s barely been back for a month- AND SHE’S ALREADY PREGNANT?!”
- ur local angst slut who’s actually hella sensitive and cannot handle this shit, gossip girl 💋
Always you angst alternative ending
18+
Okay YES, if your a pure angst fiend, you may ignore this but I'm here to mend hearts from the sadness that was this fic.
Warnings: Angst, FLUFFFFFFF, Smuuuttttt, happy ending
5 years later
Bucky refused to accept you being gone. He tried to heal, going to therapy, grief counselling, medication, writing letters, everything under the fucking sun to help him come to terms with the fact that he’d never see you again.
It was impossible.
It ate him alive.
He was physically stronger, pouring all his time into the gym to find a way to numb the pain but he was more mentally fucked than ever.
It had been 5 years, nearly 6 and the raw pain he felt was still fresh. Every night, he'd wake up searching for you. He couldn't let go, holding onto the pieces you had left behind. He wrote to you as often as he could, keeping a locked diary of things he wanted to tell you, letters he knew no one would see but what else could he do when he wanted to talk to you so badly but you weren’t there.
That didn’t stop him from finding a way to pour his heart and soul somewhere.
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Happy Birthday babygirl, I wish I could wake you up with kisses today, tell you how special the world is with you in it, make you pancakes, feed you in bed because I know you’ll cuddle up in the sheets until noon. Buy you a pretty dress, take you out, maybe even go dancing, even if its just me and you and Steve’s playlist of songs from the 40′s. I’d hold you close to me all night until your feet were sore or until Tony told us to turn the cheesy music off.
I know he secretly ships us (Peter taught me that word)
If it were up to Stark, he’d throw you the biggest birthday party ever; that wouldn’t stop me from trying to sneak you away for some more birthday kisses. birthday cuddles. Birthday sex...is a new song Sam introduced me to.
I wanted to do so much with you today sweet girl. Show you how much I love you on your special day. I should have shown you before it was too late. I regret it every single day. I’d give anything for just another day, just so you’d know.
It was always you.
Steve brought you some flowers today, Sam brought some balloons. I hope you see them from wherever you are. It’s not the same without you here angel.
We miss you baby.
I miss you.
Till we meet again, JBB
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Hi Baby, I know it’s not a special occasion, I have no real reason to write today. I missed you though. I wanted to tell you about how I jumped out of a plane today and all I could think of is how much you would have laughed because I didn’t use a parachute. You’re laugh is the sweetest sound in the world and I’d give anything to hear it just one more time.
Sam recorded it all, you would have been the first person he showed the footage to. I’d probably ignore you both and then you’d probably tease me about being grumpy and I’d want a kiss to feel better. And a hug. Maybe some cuddles. Please?
Also you’d be proud of me today, Red Wing broke and it wasn’t my fault. Promise. I even apologized to Sam after but he doesn’t think I’m being sincere. And I’m not because red wing is a little shit. So is Sam.
I miss you sweets. I wish you were here. It hurts. Everything hurts.
I hope we meet again. I’ll never let you go.
Yours, JBB
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My y/n,
I’m sorry. I should have told you. I regret it everyday. I’ll never stop trying to find a way to get you back.
I love you,
JBB
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It’s been almost 6 years. It still hurts.
Till we meet again, JBB
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I can’t anymore. I need you back.
JBB
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There were some days where Bucky was able to focus, writing as much as he could, spilling all of his feelings onto the paper, a tiny part of him hoping that one day he’d be able to give you all his letters so you’d know you were all he could think of.
Then there were the days where sobs tore through his body, his breathing labored, only managing to scribble three words before crumbling into a dark abyss. Bucky wracked his brain every single day; if you were able to go back once, there had to be a way to get you back again. Bruce and Tony had spent countless hours in the lab trying to find a way to reopen the portal but nothing led to you.
*****
Bucky stared at his burner, pressing call and ending it before it could go through multiple times before finally letting it ring. There was only one other person he could turn to. He knew he wasn’t going to be immediately welcomed back into Wakanda but this wasn’t just about him. Everyone wanted you back. Nothing was the same without you there. If there was a 1% chance to get you back, he had to try. His chest felt tight as the jet landed in a secluded area having arranged a private meeting with Shuri, the one person he trusted with his life.
"I-I have a favor to ask" Bucky's eyes were already pleading with her, his heart racing as he approached her, ready to fall on his knees.
"Anything Sergeant Barnes" Shuri smiled, sensing he was there for something urgent, nodding for him to continue. There was zero hesitation as she immediately agreed to come back with him to try and get you back, bringing her own lab equipment with her so she could work with Bruce. After filtering through a number of timelines and timestamps, she’d managed to pinpoint the portal to find you but it wasn’t without its consequences.
“You understand you may not return” Shuri whispered as Bucky threw on his tactical gear, insisting on getting you all on his own while rest of the team watched in pin drop silence, reluctantly letting him go alone “And y/n...we can get her back but there's a chance she may not...”
She squeezed his hand before he stepped onto the platform, not wanting to finish the sentence but he already understood. He knew it was possible he’d find you again but it didn’t mean he’d find you alive.
“Then at least I get to say goodbye” He gave her a strained smile; he had to bring you home one way or another. If this was how he had to go, he would run happily to his death; he’d be at peace knowing he died trying to find you. With the push of a button, he was instantly thrown into a warp, transported to where you had last been with Nat. Everything came to a halt as he found himself at an abandoned hydra base, the cold nipping his skin. Bucky blinked, his vision focusing on the fuzzy figure laying on the ground, his feet moving before he could process anything.
There was no one else around.
It was you.
His doll.
His y/n.
He sprinted to you, tears clouding his vision as he approached you, dropping to his knees, both fear and hope fighting for dominance. He found you. You were there. But would he ever actually get you back? Were you even breathing?
“Y/n?” Bucky cradled you to him, scooping you in his arms and chasing the portal that had already began to close. He held your face to his neck, his metal hand protecting your head, holding you securely against his body as you both fleshed back to the present.
The team gasped as he appeared on the platform again with you safely tucked in his arms. They didn’t dare move, everyone holding their breaths while Bucky laid you down with you still in his arms, his hand softly stroking your cheek.
“Y/n? Doll?” His heart was beating erratically, your skin was warm, a glimmer of hope burning stronger as he gently shook you, pressing his cool metal hand against your face. “Please”
“C’mon doll, come back to me baby, I have so much I need to tell you” He pleaded, his warm breath fanning against your face, tears brimming his eyes. Tony and Steve itched to whisk you off to the medbay while Sam silently shook his head, wanting to give Bucky an extra minute, hoping you’d be able to wake up in the super soldiers arms where you belonged.
“Baby, wake up sweets” Bucky couldn't help himself, pressing his lips softly to your forehead, trailing feather light kisses down your face while cuddling you. “C’mon I l-love you” His voice cracked, his lips finally pressing against yours. They were still soft, warm, you had to wake up, you had to-
Your lips stirred, your eyes cracking open, taking your first breath as your eyes focused on Bucky.
“Sweetheart?” Bucky's eyes grew wide, unsure if he was dreaming or not, scrambling to hug you closer, cupping your face gently.
“Bucky?” Your voice was a raspy whisper, leaning into his touch, feeling his tears fall onto your skin as he pulled you into his chest.
“My doll” He let out a soft sob, cradling your head as you buried your face into his neck, moved to cling onto him, the last thing you remembered was darkness and now you were in his arms again surrounded by his warmth, his scent. Everyone stayed rooted in place, tears falling freely, dying to grab you, hug you, hold you again but they were not about to separate the two of you, not after how badly Bucky had yearned to get you back.
“Bucky” You wept, your mind still piecing together how you were back but it didn’t matter, not when he was holding you again.
“Hi baby” He whispered against your hair, wiping your tears with his thumb, cupping your face, kissing you all over before capturing your lips again, relishing in your touch, feeling your fingers card through his short locks. You lost yourselves in each other, the rest of the world no longer existing.
“Okay white wolf, When do we get to say hi to our girl” Sam snorted, sniffling seeing you tucked in Bucky’s arms, the brunettes lips curved into a smile for the first time since you’d been gone. Bucky loosened his hold around you, helping you to your feet, giving you one more kiss before letting go.
“Come here” Steve scooped you up immediately after, struggling not to squeeze you tight, “We missed you sweet heart, so much”
“Hasn’t been the same without you” Sam gave you a once over, determining you were well enough for a slightly bone crushing hug before having you grabbed away by Tony. Tony wasn’t able to say much, biting his bottom lip to keep it from trembling, hugging you the longest, reluctant to let you go. You were engulfed in Nat’s arms as she wept, squeezing you like her life depended on it.
“You saved me” She whispered in your hair, her tears falling onto your skin, “Don’t ever do that again” She hissed sternly, grabbing your face to look at her, “Don’t ever ever do something like that again”
“Give me my baby back” Bucky grabbed you, tossing you over his shoulder as soon as everyone had gotten their hugs and kisses, not interested in giving anyone a second longer when he needed you so badly. You squealed, giggling as he carried you straight down the hall towards his room without glancing back. As soon as he locked the door, his hands were all over you, holding you tightly to him.
“Your baby?” You shyly whispered as he rested his forehead against yours, nodding and chasing your lips.
“M’never letting you go again doll, never” He trailed kisses down your neck while unbuckling the straps of your gear letting it drop to the floor. “I want to love you, I want to hold you, I want to make love to you, I want it all with you”
Bucky tore your clothes off, hoisting you up to wrap your legs around his waist as he carried you over to the bathroom, turning the hot water on, hot water pouring over both if you. The steam made you woozy, your body turning into jelly under his touch as he massaged your muscles with delicate touches, his lips ghosting over every bruise and scar that had marked your skin. You let out a needy whimper, staying close to him, your butterflies erupting in your tummy every time he touched you.
“Bucky please”
“I want to love you so badly baby, love you the way you deserve” Bucky willed himself not to take you right there, focused on rinsing off and grabbing a towel, carrying you over to his bed. He tossed to towel off, climbing on top of you, neither of you having the patience for a slow build or teasing. Your belly clenched feeling his hard length rut and rub against your bare cunt, your slick coating his cock.
“I need you” He rasped while you whined, wrapping your legs around him, bucking your hips up. “You have no idea baby, God I need you” His eyes were pleading with you, his cock starting to leak feeling your arousal.
“Wanna feel you Bucky” You spread your legs for him, your breath hitching feeling the tip of his cock rub through your folds before pressing into your entrance.
“Gonna make love to you so good sweet girl” Bucky whispered as he started to push his cock in, his heart beating faster, cock growing harder feeling your heat pull him in deeper. He groaned, letting his body weight fall onto you as he started to thrust, pleasure consuming both of you immediately.
“JAmessss” Your gasp melted into a moan, your head pressed against his pillow as he filled you, stretching you open, letting you feel every ridge and vein of his cock. “Stretching me to so good Buckyyy”
“Yeah? You feel so good wrapped around me baby” He rasped, his orgasm already creeping down his spine as he pressed sloppy kisses all over your face, overwhelmed with emotion and the feeling of you under him. Your moans made him twitch, nearly growling when he felt your nails dig into his skin as he kissed your cervix with each roll of his hips.
“I missed you so much baby, didn’t know what to do with myself, I-I couldn’t breathe without you, couldn’t live-” Bucky could feel tears brimming his eyes, struggling to keep them away, “Fuck I missed you so much, I felt like I was drowning every single day”
You sniffled over his words, your heart connected with his, squeezing your thighs around his waist, desperate to keep every inch of his body pressed with yours.
“It-it was always you” He kissed your forehead, as he kept you caged under him, moaning against your skin.
“I love you” you cupped his cheeks, brushing his tears away, his nose lightly bumping against yours. You pulled him down for a sweet kiss, only pulling away for air. All of it was so much all at once, the quietest cries and softest kisses, feeling every inch of each other, making up for lost time. Bucky pulled the covers over you both, wrapping you in a cocoon of warmth, hiding you from the rest of the world, savoring this moment with just the two of you, his sweet girl back in his arms again.
He let his arms roam across your body, stroking your waist, your thighs, gently cupping your breasts, softly suckling your nipples, his body trembling as he tried to hold his climax off and make this moment last forever.
“M’gonna marry you, you know that?” His hands came to lace with yours, pinning you against the bed, eyes locked with yours. His pace didn’t falter, thrusting into you, loving the way your pussy fluttered around his cock, rolling his hips so he could push into you deeper. “W-will you? Will you marry me babygirl”
He knew you had just come back but he wanted nothing more, unable to stop the words from slipping out. You let your own tears fall down your cheeks, pulling him impossibly closer.
“Yes” You whimpered, sniffling back sobs as he stroked your head, smiling against your lips.
“Gonna make you my wife baby, marry you and take care of you until my last breath” He started to fuck you faster, panting, the muscles in his body tensing.
“Tell me more Bucky, please?” You whined, your heart aching for more, everything you’d always wanted with the one person you’d always been in love with.
“Oh baby, M’gonna get you pregnant sweet girl, have a family with you, everything with you, take care of your swollen belly, make love to you even when you’re full of me, show you how much I adore you princess” You gasped as he braced himself, his grunts growing louder, his body heat radiating off him, unable to stop the pleasure that was growing.
“Tell me your mine baby” He whined, wrapping his arms around you while you threw your head back, your eyes rolling back at the feel of his pubic bone rubbing your sensitive bundle of nerves with each thrust.
“I’m yours Bucky”
“Fuck don’t stop y/n, please, I need it” His voice was needy, desperately clinging onto your body, craving to hear nothing else. “Say it again doll”
“I’m yours Bucky, all yours soldier” You moaned louder, your legs shaking around him “I’m gonna cum”
“Cum with me baby, same time, please”
“BuckyBuckyBucky- You cried our, your walls staring to flutter, ready to fall off the edge with hi.
“M’right here, I got you, togther, c’mon, cum with me princess” Bucky rolled his hips, pounding you into the mattress, biting down onto your neck as he felt your nails scratch down his back while white hot pleasure tore through you, your pussy milking his cock.
“FUCK JAMES” Your body trembled as he fucked you through your high, burying his face into your neck, his lips brushing by your ear.
“YES, Yes baby, my good girl, my sweet girl, s’perfect for me, yes, I’m gonna give you my cum, get you pregnant, have a baby with you, take care of you, love you, all of it with you baby, fuck- I LOVE YOU- UGGHHH-
Bucky collapse on you, filling you with his cum until the bed was damp, his body jolting from sensitivity each time you fluttered around him while kissing his temple. He hardly moved, a steady stream of cum still pouring into you, staying connected to you the entire night, cuddling you next to him.
“I finally have my baby back, my sweet sweet baby, she’s back”
It has been nearly a week since you were back but you hadn’t left Bucky’s room once. You only took a few moments to eat and sleep, the rest of the time wrapped up in each other, connected in the most intimate way possible, while whispering sweet nothings,
It was everything Bucky needed. Emotional. Warm. Soft. Loving.
He couldn’t help the tears every time he was inside you, he finally had you back, wrapping his arms around you every time you made love, making sure you knew exactly how much he had always adored you. As much as he wanted to take you apart in every way imaginable, he couldn’t help but slip into missionary every single time, wanting to see your pretty face, feel your body, have your legs wrap around him as he came inside you.
*****
You threw on your coat while Bucky slipped his arm around your waist while you both made your way down, passing through the living room on our way out.
“Damn future Mrs. Barnes” Sam whistled, along with the rest of the team, everyone gathered for a night for a movie. “Where you off to?”
“The three of us are going out for dinner” Bucky smiled with a child like grin, snickering to himself while the team looked at you with confusion.
“Three?” Steve cocked his head, noting the way you shied into Bucky’s chest, giggling while he kissed your head, his hand slipping down to brush over your belly. “THREE?”
Steve’s eyes grew wide as he shot out of his seat, pointing at your tummy. “THREE” He whipped his head to Tony, Nat, Sam and Clint who slowly connected the dots. “THREE”
“For fucks sake, it hasn’t even been a month Barnes” Tony snorted, while everyone pilled onto you both, a large mess of hugs and tears.
“You didn’t waste any time, huh” Sam wiggling his eyebrows while Bucky wrapped his arms around you, his hands splayed on your tummy.
“Never again” He whispered, tilting your chin to kiss you deeply, “Never ever again”
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good night ☾ 2
summary: having the Vash plushie as a companion is a big help but sometimes you can't help but think about the past. Vash plushie to the rescue!
the plushie series: 1 , 2 , 3
warnings/tags: hurt/comfort, fluff? vash plushie is such a sweetheart :'),
A/N: i can't help but bring my angst urges into things okay im sORRY LMAOOKDNSLKNF but fr i 100% believe the plushie is gonna try to cheer you up when you're sad like ugh u lil cute thing plz. Hope yall enjoy this lil thing! am waiting for june to come
To be honest, the cute little guy really helped you a lot mentally, stopping those depressing filled nights and nightmares that you’ve had after that event from engulfing your conscious.
Has it been 2 years already? Time flies doesn't it? You never really noticed how aware the plushie was until he asked you if you were alright one night.
Sometimes he’d cuddle against your cheek to, in his words, "help" you sleep, and other times he’d sleep under your blanket, but the poor thing had nightmares of its own too.
Often times you’d catch him whimper and curl into a small ball in his sleep, to which you couldnt help but put your hand out and softly rub the top of his head with your finger to soothe the poor plushie.
But the lil’ thing was a trooper! He’s up the next morning urging you to get some donuts for breakfast and man.
You've never seen the plushie so happy that he almost popped a stitch! He ran around in circles, jumping up and down around your feet so much when you came back to your camp with a box of them that you kinda got scared you were gonna step on him.
"The pink one!" He screeched out, elated as you picked out a pink sprinkled donut and handed it to him. The damn donut was the same size as himself!
"Hey! Be careful!" You shouted out, watching as the small figure tumbled down a small sand hill with the donut, causing you to sweatdrop.
Why'd he kinda look like a tumbleweed....
You heard him squeak out from below, before seeing him cutely hop up to your temporary camp, a big bite already visible on the donut as the nibs of his arms held it up above his head "I-Im okay!"
“Good! I don’t think I have any sewing supplies to fix you bud.” You grinned as he waddled over to where you sat at the fire.
"What'cha making?" He curiously asked as he peeked around your ankle. Poking at the cooking fire, you looked down at him, the blue beady eyes of his staring into the fire "Well, I'm cooking some chicken I had left-over from the other day." You smiled down at him as he jumped up and down "FOOD!"
You couldn't help but giggle at the excitement the plushie gave out, how did he even digest things? You haven't really seen him eat anything during his time traveling with you but maybe that was a question for another time.
"Ya know," You couldn't help but say "I think my friend would've liked you.." You softly smiled, turning to the fire as you turned the roasting chicken.
"Friend?" He tilted his head "What friend?" You stared on into the fire, the wind blowing the heat mildly into your face "You haven't met him, but it was a friend I deeply loved."
"You loved him?"
"..." You couldn't help but put your knee up to rest your head on "Yeah, I did. But they passed a few years ago." You heard the plushie take another bite of his donut before coming up and plopping down to sit beside you "Never got to tell him I did though.." You quietly chuckled as the plushie looked up at you, a dead stare had been painted on your face as if it were a past that hurt to touch.
The Vash plushie stayed quiet before taking another bite of his donut "Well, I think you're a very pleasant person to be with! I mean, you've taken care of me pretty well!" He squeaked out "You treat others with the respect they give back! You're a kind person!" His feet started moving up and down.
"I think he would've loved you too."
AWWWWWWWALSFfknsk
You couldn't help but let out tears at the comforting words the plushie provided you as he patted your leg, telling you it was okay and that you weren't a bad person for having continued with your life without him. To which he proceeded to trying to do cartwheels to cheer you up you didn't want to admit it kind worked. But at some point you asked him to stop because the poor thing had been on its 5th failed attempt, every time belly-flopping onto the ground.
"Okay okay, I'm okay now Vash!" Trying to get the lil' guy to stop, you took a whiff of the air before freezing "I-Is the chicken burning?"
"Yup!"
GODDAMN IT-
You owed this plushie another donut.
And the night passed, you having slept better than most other nights. But the two of you had to hit the road again, getting packed up and ready to go by the morning.
Back in his usual place in the pocket of your shirt, he put up an arm nib and pointed it forwards "LET'S GOOO!" Snorting at his burst of energy, you began your stride in the sand once again with the map in hand.
"We're not far from getting to the city, I'm estimating one more day before we arrive." You said, fixing the hat on your head from the glaring sun before squinting ahead at something that caught your eye "You see that too right?"
The plushie's eyebrows furrowed as he copied you, squinting and physically pushing himself forwards to see if he could see closer "A man?"
The sight of a man in black stuck out like a sore thumb in the tanned desert just a few feet away from the two of you. A grey motorcycle propped up next to him as the man tuned and did something to the metal's gears.
He looked a bit familiar, too familiar.
"I think I know hi-" You wondered out before the plushies' loud and high pitched scream interrupted you.
"HELLOOOOOO!!!!"
The man turned and there you were met with a pair of sunglasses and the mischievous grin of someone whos' gospels often had you wanting to beat him half to death.
"Well well! Fancy meeting you here!"
oh god....
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Bbg, can you do a Jealous Tsukishima x Reader plzzz? Ily bbg /p
Never watched Haikyuu in my life. Read up on him, so be warned, i will NOT have the most accurate character of him down in this oneshot. So, with the fact that my knowledge of Tsukishima and Haikyuu are very frail, please excuse any errors, or poor use of character's behavior, or general plot. Making this js for u babes fr xx (lyt)
(I also have no clue how volleyball works. LOSER!!!!)
Jealous!Tsukishima Kei x Reader
Warnings - Reader calling someone a 'whore', uncomfortable advancements/situations, harassment to reader, entitled man,
"My loser is the best loser.", Tsukishima x Reader
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Your boyfriend of a few months, was currently playing volleyball for your collective high school, Karasuno. You didn't quite understand why it was so tense on the court, but you chose to cheer him on regardless whenever he had a game.
Being known as the person who just happens to be dating Tsuki, his team mates often poke fun at him to you. It's funny most of the time, but it gets weird having a group of people try to follow you around because you're dating their friend. Although, if he's not with you, hes with them, so you always know where to look when in doubt. How kind of them. To what you knew, he one of the blockers of the team. He told you often about how much his team needs him. You, of course, feed into this energy.
"Yeahh go get em' tiger.. you're so important!"
He always cracks a smile at your strange form of cheering, and appreciates it. Although he found it strange, he felt he should play better for you. Weird right? Trying to impress lil' ol' you.. Tonight was a night unlike any other game night, he was within his position and supporting his team with planned blocks. You couldn't tell which team was winning, but you tried your best to stay positive about it. which- meant- very, VERY, incomprehensible cheering. Mumbling, shouting, or just smiling, in hopes of some how, you sent the right message. "Ohh wow nice shot.."
You sounded a lot like a mother cheering for her kid. It was definitely working. (You hoped.)
Growing tired and confused, you eventually space out and leave yourself to your own thoughts. You have no clue whats going on, so you just imagine what ever you feel like. A cow spinning? A rockstar chicken? Your doll who you had left in time out before you left for falling and scaring you? Okay maybe not them. You felt bad for not returning them to the window you pretended they liked so much before you left. Oh no. What if it's lonely? It's probably lonely. Cold, shut out, shunned.. SHAMED, in time out.. Your thoughts are interrupted when you feel the weight beside you shift. Assuming it was Tsukishima, you turned to the weight with a smile, before jumping at the realization it wasn't your monotone'd boyfriend. "Hey! Couldn't help but notice you were sitting here all alone and sad looking.. Don't worry, I'm here to accompany you now. totally like a prince in shiny armor." Baffled, you stare at the teen who had approached you and sat next to you so confidently. You had to admit, you were impressed with how he wasn't embarrassed. You did think he was weird though. "Oh. Thanks?" You shrugged off his enthusiasm and tried to be as nice as you could force yourself to be. Tolerating him was already hard enough now that you're tired, confused, and bewildered at the sudden company. "Do you even really get this sport? You've been totally out of here the entire game." He poked at you. Confused, you look him up and down, taking in his description to ask Tsukishima about him later. What a weirdo. "Yea. My boyfriend is the nerdy blocker up there with the real thick rimmed glasses." You pointed him out, smiling softly. When the teen beside you noticed him, you let your finger fall, and your hands link back together in your lap. Within that moment, The ball quickly advanced to the front of the enemy's net, and they spiked it. Tsukishima tried to block it but- It smacked him. Square in the face. You stifled a small laugh as you watched the now stunned blocker look around hoping for someone to sympathize with him. He looks towards you like a child telling a parent they had just thrown up. Your face breaks out into a wide, humorous smile. His stance, his face, and his slightly pushed down glasses, all was a likely embarrassing moment for him, but all the funnier to you.
Covering your mouth with your hand, you snicker and giggle as you look back at the shocked volleyball player. You watch his eyes travel to the left of you, where the teen who started small talk sat beside you. His eyebrow raised, and obviously smacked back into reality with envy, he scowls at the boy beside you. From far away, you don't notice the facial change he shows.
The whistle blows, and the game starts anew. He turns back, and your small interaction comes to an end. He fixes his glasses, pushing the rim back onto the tip of his nose ridge, and gets back into his position. "Soo.. your boyfriend.. kinda sucks. At volleyball, I mean." The slightly taller boy curts, referring to the fact your boyfriend just got totally bodied by a ball. That probably hurt. A lot. You giggle. "Not all the time, but I also can't tell. I just kinda hope." "You know.. I play baseball.. It's a lot easier to understand than any game of volleyball. Lot cooler too. Lot cooler to date a baseball player over a beach game made professional player." You pause, face contorting at his words. What a man whore. Flirting with someone when he's aware they have a boyfriend? Steep. Real steep. Also, again, really weird. You look towards the boy, raise an eyebrow, and wait for him to lead on what he was saying. You wanted to see how long he'd drag his little 'You should totally ditch your lame, geeky, loser of a boyfriend because I play baseball.' game. Waiting for a response, you decide he's taking too long to click that you want him to talk back. You collect your things to stand, and like a mutt begging you to stay, he grabs your wrist. "Wow wow wow- Where you going there? You haven't even heard me out!"
"What is there to hear out? you're asking me to out right ditch my boyfriend because you play baseball and I don't even know your name." You scoffed, ready to make another statement before he tugs you back down, however, this time, instead of on a bench, he tugs you onto his lap.
"Would you- Get off of me?" You seethed, struggling against his arms, he snakes himself around your waist and under your popliteal (A/N, the popliteal is basically your knee armpit). Oblivious to the bell of the game ending, you keep fighting against him, clambering, and caught up like a spider's web. You hear the distant sound of shoes squeaking against the polished gym floors, advancing towards you, with the speed of just over a power walk. Looking over to the approaching sound, you look directly at none other than who is likely about to be your actual knight in shining armor. It did bug you how the guy got the saying wrong. Again, what a weirdo. "Do you mind? Did you always get your way as a kid or something? Put them down. You look genuinely pathetic." Tsukishima looks down at the odd teenager, towering above him. "Oh- is this- your boyfriend? Why didn't you tell me yo-" He's cut off with an uppercut from your now loose hand, to his jaw. Releasing you, he rubs his jaw, muttering curses and how 'you were ugly anyway' and 'You're lucky I even looked at you' Grabbing your bag, Tsukishima kicks him in the side, watching the man curl over clutching his side like a defeated pill bug. Scoffing, you turn to Tsukishima who is still shooting a lour face at the frustratingly idiotic oaf. Patting his shoulder, you guide yourself off the benches, hovering over railing as to not trip. You notice the lack of his presence, and turn to see he's still cursing at the man, scolding, and kneeling, like a parent to a child who broke a VERY expensive vase. "Tsuki. C'mon. We most literally don't have all day. Don't bother with him, he's just some moron. Getting under your skin lets him win." He gives the man one more apparently satisfying kick, before turning to accompany you. You follow him to the lockers, waiting outside to respect the team's privacy. After around 10 minutes of clicking and texting friends on your phone, you see a four eyed monster walk out of the lockers. Black hoodie, a brown flannel, and tan cargos. "No hello? Not even from the love of my life?" You call towards him, walking by him, and poking the side of his ribcage waiting for a response. "Right right, whatever. Hey." He smiled softly at you, his eyes telling a different story. "You okay? something up?" You interrogate, snaking your arm around his, and fitting hands like a puzzle piece. He huffs, thumb rubbing the back of your hand, continuing to walk, watching the stars. He walked you back to your apartment, every day after school and after games. If you recall, it was 'Something he just has to do for you', and ever since he's always done it. Even when either of you were upset at each other. You looked up at the stars with him, breathing in the cool, clean, night air. As you guys paced, you tripped. He tightened his hold on you, and pulled you back up. 'Thanks.' You muttered, unsure of what to say in the rough and awkward environment. "That guy. Who was flirting with you? That really bothered me during the game. I think I was too focused on you ditching me for him that I lost focus." There was a short pause, in between it you let out an understanding hum, and rubbed circles into the back of his hand via thumb. "..Did you.. say anything? To him?" He looks to the right, avoiding your gaze, seemingly embarrassed to even ask. "Yeah. First thing I said to him other than 'oh' was that you were my boyfriend. Real weird guy. Really weird looking guy too. Jaw too chiseled, too built, and I never even talked to him before. Don't even know the guys name." Tsuikishima let out a sigh of relief, tensity visually leaving his muscles. "I knew that." The two of you both laughed, enjoying the clear environment now comfortable to breathe in again.
"Uhm. Did you win?" You sheepishly look towards him, smiling. "It was totally rigged. I was the best player there."
"Glorifying yourself again, Tsuki?" "Nah. I'm definitely a huge carry for the team." He restates, letting out a snicker after hearing your laugh, self aware of how much he relies on his team-mates.
(P.S, please leave more requests for me. I'm desperate for prompts.)
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Hii!!! could u pls do little!Austin where he is sick and grumpy :^ . thats it have an AMAZING dayy :DDD
ty for the request friend!! sorry it took me awhile <3 u guys r always eating up sickfics n my brain is runnin out of ideas hehe hope u enjoy !!
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it started with you getting sick and having austin take care of you for a week. of course, whatever you get, austin gets it sooner or later. your cold caught up with him shortly after.
he hated being sick but he loved when you took care of him. he was usually very clingy and whiny while he was little and sick, but he'd been unusually grumpy this time around. honestly, you were a little grumpy yourself while sick but austin being little and grumpy was not the greatest combination ever.
austin stomped down the steps, dressed in his hoodie and sweatpants with his favorite pair of socks on his feet, a grumpy look on his face. you turned to look at him, holding back a laugh as he threw himself on the couch next to you. “this is your fault.” he said nasally, sniffling. “momma got lil’ ausie all sick ‘n feelin’ gross.”
you sighed and pulled austin closer to you, “i’m sorry, bun. don't blame me, blame whoever got me sick.” you chuckled. “but you're takin’ your medicine right?” you pressed your hand against his forehead, feeling the warmth.
he moved his head away from your hand, letting out a huff. “yes, momma.” he groaned, thinking about the taste of the nasty, grape cold syrup you were forcing him to take. he wiped his nose with his sleeve, earning a tsk from you as you shoved a tissue in his face. “mo-”
“don't wipe your nose with your sleeves. are you hungry? do you wanna try and eat something?” you asked, standing up.
he wiped his nose and tossed the tissue in the trash, crossing his arms and shrugging as he kept his distance from you on the couch.
“okay lil’ mr grumpy pants, i’ll get you some soup. is there a specific kind you want?”
austin scrunched up his nose at the nickname, burying himself deeper in the sofa. “the one with the fish shapes.” he muttered.
you chuckled and pat him on the shoulder. “alright. i’ll have it out to you soon.”
he was very picky when it came to eating while little and with him being sick, but when it came to his soup, it had to be perfect and he always asked for the noodles to be shaped in a specific away. he never wanted just plain, boring noodles. the shapes made him feel smaller.
“austin! come eat!” you yelled from the kitchen, only to get a whine in response. you sighed and wandered back to the living room, putting your hands on your hips. “austin.”
austin looked up at you with tired eyes, nose a shade of red from the constant wiping with tissues and occasionally with his sleeve. he gave you a sad look, practically begging you to not make him get up from the couch.
you couldn't say no to those eyes. “you want me to bring it to you?”
he nodded shyly, “please?”
at least he still had his manners. you went back to the kitchen to put his soup on a tray, bringing it to the couch and setting it on the coffee table. “you don't have to eat it all, just what you can. okay?” you scooted the table closer, bringing a spoonful up to his lips.
it was a struggle getting austin to eat at first, but he obliged after it cooled down slightly. austin shook his head after eating half of it, sitting back and wrapping his arms around himself. “no more.” he muttered. you nodded and pushed the table back. it broke your heart seeing austin so down, you wanted to take his sickness away from him.
“what can i do?” you asked, placing a hand on his knee.
he shrugged again, only keeping his eyes on the tv until eventually caving in and bringing out his hands. “want momma.” he sniffled. “don't feel good. just want monma, just wanna feel better.”
“oh ausie, momma’s right here.” you cooed. you grabbed the remote and austin's favorite blanket, throwing the blanket over the two of you as you snuggled up with him. he rested his head on your shoulder and yawned, finally feeling the comfort he'd been needing all day. ���let's just stay like this for the rest of the day.” you kissed his cheek and put on his favorite movie, giving him all the cuddles and kisses he had been avoiding all day.
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An All-Out Binky War
Summary: Patton loves his binky! It's his absolute favourite thing, and he never, ever wants to get rid of it! But what if he's too old for it? Can you be too old for a comfort item? Someone certainly thinks so. And now there's an all-out binky war! Oh no...
Warnings: Arguing, taking away a comfort object, some like... PG-13 "swearing"
A/N: Hey! Hi! Hello! I'm alive! I know I haven't updated in a loooooong time, I'm really sorry! School kicked my butt a lot, and that led to writer's block. But I'm back now! And I'm happy to inform that I graduated right before Christmas, and this means that I have more time and less stress! And that means I can write! Hopefully!
So anyway, I've decided to treat you munchkins to not one, not two, but THREE oneshots tonight! Because I kind of just disappeared like that, so I feel like y'all deserve a lil extra 💅✨
Hope you enjoy!
- Princey L
Patton had a favourite pacifier. It had a cyan shield, orange handle, white middle part and a latex teat. It was Patton's favourite thing in the world, and the little boy loved it very dearly. Whenever he regressed, he absolutely had to have it, and would cry if he couldn't find it.
"Where is it? Where is it, where is it, where is it?" Patton kept repeating to himself and his frog plushie, Mr. Froggers, growing more and more panicked by the minute. He tossed around pillows, looked under tables and even went through the pockets of every jacket on the coat rack in an attempt to find his precious binky. He looked everywhere, high and low, but it was like his comfort object had disappeared into thin air. Virgil walked into what looked like the aftermath of a hurricane in the living room.
"What's going on kiddo?" he asked the frantic boy.
"Binky! I can't find my binky!" Patton exclaimed, his voice breaking as tears began pooling in his eyes.
"Aw, c'mere, bub," Virgil cooed sympathetically, opening his arms for a hug as Patton broke down in sobs. The little boy all but ran into Virgil's arms, needing the comfort. Virgil lifted the sad boy up on his hip, and gently rocked him for a moment.
"Let's go get you a cup of water, hm? We wouldn't want you to run out of tears, now would we? And then we'll look for your binky together," Virgil promised. Patton nodded, having calmed down from sobs to hiccups.
In the kitchen, as Virgil reached for one of Patton's cups from the cupboard, he saw a rather familiar cyan and orange object on top of the fridge.
"What's this doing here?" he mused to himself. He opted for a puppy themed cup and filled it with water before handing it to Patton, who was sitting on the counter. Virgil then turned back to the fridge, and took down Patton's binky.
"Good news pal, I found your binky! It's a little dusty, so I'll rinse it off before you can have it, okay?" the emo said, taking the pacifier to the sink.
"My binky!" Patton lit up. "Why was it on top of the fridge?"
"I don't know bud," Virgil answered honestly, drying off the comfort object before offering it to it's rightful owner. Patton opened his mouth, letting the caregiver put the binky in place.
"Thank you!" the little boy mumbled behind the teat, reaching his arms out for Virgil. He took the cue and set Patton's now empty cup aside before picking him back up.
"How's about you settle down with some Steven Universe while I make us all lunch?" Virgil suggested. Patton nodded, rubbing the leftover tear residue from his eyes underneath his round glasses. He was a little worn out from crying, and cuddling up with Mr. Froggers and his binky felt like a good idea. So, Virgil carried the little boy back in the living room, and gently sat him down on the couch. The caregiver turned the tv on to the boy's comfort cartoon, tidied up a bit and gave Patton a kiss on the head before heading back in the kitchen.
After a few episodes, Roman emerged from his room. As he passed by Patton to go to the kitchen, he noticed the pacifier in the curly haired boy's mouth, and furrowed his brow in confusion.
"Oh, you still have your binky?" he asked. Patton just nodded, not knowing why the prince would assume otherwise. Roman didn't say anything else, but did give Patton a quizzical glance before making his way to the kitchen.
"I thought Logan said not to give Patton his binky anymore?"
"What?" Virgil turned his attention from the sandwiches he was making to Roman.
"Didn't he?"
"Why would he say that?"
"I don't know, I just... thought he did," Roman said, feeling uncertain.
"Well, whatever, Patton is always allowed to have it. Capiche?"
"Capiche," Roman sat down at the table. The two continued chit-chatting, Virgil continuing to make lunch, until a panicked noise came from the living room. Before either had time to react, Logan walked in.
"Who gave Patton this?" he asked, dangling the blue and orange object between his thumb and index finger.
"Did you seriously just take that from him?" Virgil asked snarkily.
"He doesn't need it."
"Yes he does. He's regressed."
"No, he doesn't. He's far too old for it."
"Did you miss the part where he's regressed?" Virgil asked sarcastically. Logan sighed.
"What I'm saying is that a six-year-old shouldn't be using a pacifier. It'll harm the development of his teeth. He needs to be weaned off."
"Wait. You put Patton's binky on the fridge? Are you kidding me, Logan? What the hell is wrong with you?" Virgil threw his hands in the air.
"I'm doing him a favor," Logan stated, starting to put Patton's beloved comfort object on top of the fridge again.
"Give me that!" Virgil snapped, snatching the pacifier from Logan's hand.
"Roman, you agree with me, right?" Logan turned to the prince who had been watching the scene unfold.
"Uh, well, I..."
"Oh come on, you can't take advantage of Roman agreeing with you just because he can't stand up for himself!" Virgil fired.
"Hey! I totally can stand up for myself! How rude!" Roman stood up, offended.
"Whatever! I'm taking this back to Patton now," the hoodie-clad Side rolled his eyes, completely done with the other two. He left the kitchen, only to be met with an empty couch.
In the meanwhile, Janus was getting some chores done while Remus was taking a nap in their side of the Mind Palace. It was one of Remus' really small days, so he was remarkably calmer and quieter than usual, allowing Janus to have a calmer day as well. The scaley Side was folding some clothes, spotting one of Roman's hoodies along his and Remus' laundry. It wasn't an unusual find, seeing as Remus tended to grab whatever hoodie or sweater he first saw when he got cold, paying no mind to whose it was. Janus would then wash and dry it before returning it to it's rightful owner.
The snake decided it was time to strech his legs anyway, so he might as well go return the hoodie now. He got up and stretched, a silent groan escaping his mouth. Perhaps sitting on the floor, hunched over his laundry, wasn't the best position to be in. Regardless, Janus took the hoodie and checked on the peacefully sleeping Remus before attaching the baby monitor on his belt and making his way to the core side of the Mind Palace. He passed through the living room, where Virgil, Logan and Roman were arguing about something or other. He didn't feel like getting involved, so he kept going, deciding to drop Roman's hoodie off in his room before heading right back to his baby. He froze, however, when he was passing Patton's room and heard muffled sounds from inside. The sounds were so faint they were barely there, but Janus could sense something was wrong. He went to drop Roman's hoodie off on his bed before heading back to Patton's room. He took a breath, and gently knocked on the door.
"Patton, darling, may I come in? It's JanJan," he said. He got a faint 'yes' as a response, and with that he opened the door and entered the room. Patton was sat on the floor, clutching Mr. Froggers tightly, hiding his mouth behind the plushie's head. His brows were furrowed and his eyes were shiny, as his fingers ran slowly back and forth on the back of Mr. Froggers' head. Janus carefully sat next to Patton, leaving a bit of space in case the little boy needed it.
"What's wrong hun?" he asked gently. Patton hesitated for a moment.
"You can tell me, I promise I won't get mad," Janus said, taking off his right glove before offering his pinky. Patton thought for a moment longer, before finally linking his pinky with the yellow Side's.
"Lo-Lo doesn't like me anymore, and now him and Vee and Ro-Ro are fighting and it's all my fault!"
"Did Logan say that to you?"
"Well... No... But he took my binky! Said I can't have it anymore!" Patton pouted, lip trembling as a few tears escaped from his eyes to his cheeks. Janus carefully wiped the tears away with his thumbs, gently cupping Patton's small face in his hands.
"I'm sorry he did that, that was really mean of him," he sympathised. Patton sniffed, reaching his arms out and climbing in Janus' lap. The latter wrapped his arms around the small one, and they both just stayed there for a while, until Remus started fussing in his baby monitor.
"What'dya say, want to come hang out with me and Remus for a while? Leave the others to their dumb fight?" Janus asked, gently playing with Patton's curls. The boy simply nodded, tightening his grip slightly. The older one took the hint, and carefully got up, never letting go of the child. Janus adjusted Patton slightly, before carrying him out of the room. As they passed the other three, still deep in their argument, Janus summoned one of his extra arms before subtly taking Patton's beloved binky from Virgil's hand.
Back at the other side of the Mind Palace, Janus had gotten the still glum Patton situated on the couch before retrieving the fussy Remus from his room. The kiddos were now sitting on the couch, watching as Janus prepared to fold the rest of the laundry. Remus pointed to Patton, a questioning coo rising from behind his pacifier.
"Yeah bub, Patton is feeling a little sad because Logan took his binky away from him," Janus explained. The baby thought for a moment before taking the green pacifier out of his mouth, offering it to the glum child. Patton shook his head, and Janus rose to intervene.
"Ah, that's very thoughtful of you Remus, but we don't share binkies, hun. I think Patton would want this instead," he said, summoning one of his extra arms, the one with Patton's beloved comfort.
"My binky!" Patton perked up, reaching out for Janus' third hand before stopping in his tracks.
"But... Too old for it?" he asked hesitantly.
"Never too old for a comfort object," the caregiver assured, making sure to keep his tone soft and genuine. The boy thought for a moment longer, before finally taking the binky and popping it into his mouth, right where it belonged. He wiggled a little, immediately feeling soothed. Patton suckled on the object gently, his muscles untensing as he finally relaxed. He ran his fingers across the back of Mr. Froggers' head, swaying a little to the tune of Janus' humming. Eventually, Patton nodded off.
He didn't stay asleep for long, however, waking up to the sounds of arguing.
"I can't believe you'd just sneak Patton off like that!" Virgil.
"Oh, yes, what a *terrible* crime, tending to a child in distress!" Janus.
"He's fine! He was just pouting because he's mad I took his pacifier away! He's merely being petty!" Logan.
"Don't you even start with that bull!" Virgil again.
"You can't be serious, Logan!" Janus again.
"I am always serious, necktie! Besides, it is for his own good! Roman agrees with me!"
"I—"
"Oh for eff's sake, grow a backbone, Roman!"
Patton covered his ears tightly, it was all too much! He didn't want this, he didn't want this! He quietly sunk down, holding back tears and hands firmly on his ears, Mr. Froggers in tow.
Thomas was editing on the couch, when he felt Patton rise up next to him. Before he had a chance to react, Patton was already climbing on his lap, almost causing Thomas to drop his laptop. He fumbled with it for a second before managing to safely place it on the coffee table.
"Hey, hey, what's wrong buddy?" He gently asked, wrapping his arms around Patton as he finally registered the little boy's sobbing.
"Everyone fightin n it's my fault n loud n m scared!" Patton explained in-between hysterical sobs.
"Didn' mean to be bad!"
"You're not bad honey, not at all!" Thomas soothed the panicky boy, gently rocking him and rubbing his back.
"What were the others arguing about?" he asked gently. Patton pointed to the comfort object still bobbing between his lips.
"They were fighting about your pacifier?" Thomas confirmed. Patton nodded, still teary-eyed, but his breathing having calmed down. Before Thomas could ask anything more, a regressed Roman rose up.
"I don't know! I just don't know!" he yelled, pulling at his hair. Patton flinched slightly at the volume, and Thomas tightened his grip slightly.
"I don't know the right answer! I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!"
"Roman—"
"I don't know," Roman's voice broke as he dropped to his knees, his shoulders shaking as he began to sob behind his hands. Thomas carefully rose from the couch, placing Patton on his hip. He then crouched next to Roman, placing a gentle hand on his back.
"Sweetheart..." he murmured, sitting down on the floor before carefully rubbing Roman's back.
"They kept pressuring me! I didn't know what to do!" the eight-year-old's voice wavered as he tried to hold back his sobs.
"It's not your fault, hun, I promise," Thomas reassured, hating to see his boys so broken.
"Not your fault," Patton echoed quietly, reaching for Roman's shoulder with his own, small hand.
"I'm sorry I didn't have your back," Roman sniffed, wiping his eyes before reaching for Patton's hand, placing his own on top of it.
"M sorry they're fightin because of me," Patton mumbled, also sniffing and wiping his eyes.
"It's not your fault, bud," Roman and Thomas said simultaneously.
"Jinx," Thomas smiled. Roman gave a small smile in return.
"Tired," Patton yawned around his beloved comfort object.
"Me too," Roman confessed, catching Patton's contagious yawn.
"I think the both of you need a nap, hm? And once you're big again, we can all settle this together, once and for all," Thomas ruffled both boys hair affectionately.
"Toooom!" Roman whined playfully, as Patton just giggled.
"Alright, let's get you two rascals all nice and cozy, yeah?" Thomas carefully got up, making sure Patton was comfortable on his hip before lending a hand to Roman.
"Thanks Tom!" Roman thanked politely. Patton tugged at Thomas' shirt.
"Hm?" The caregiver turned his attention to the younger one.
"Stay?" Patton asked, almost as if he was scared Thomas might leave him the second he falls asleep. And how could Thomas say no to those puppy eyes?
Thus is how Thomas ended up on the couch, sandwiched between a six-year-old and an eight-year-old, and a definite crick in the neck by the time they'd be getting up. Still, there was nowhere else he'd rather be than right here, right now, with his boys. And with that thought, Thomas, too, fell into a peaceful sleep, each boy contently snuffling under a protective arm.
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Come Together
Fourteen
The weather wasn't shaping up to look too good. Heavy and angry gray clouds hung overhead, blocking out any blue sky that tried to peak through. Cold and moist outside, majority of the city was indoors unless otherwise needed.
Nayeli wanted to join the folks enjoying their heaters indoors, but there were three more tasks on her to do list, the first being to visit her father at work. When she stepped inside the firehouse, a blast of chilled air made her shiver for a few seconds.
Main entry hallway empty, she walked along the thinly carpeted floor, past a conference room where probationary firefighters were studying and the workout room. The path to the kitchen could be confusing to someone that was unfamiliar with the station, but she knew her way around. Steps away from the kitchen, a slightly sweaty arm wrapped around her neck and pulled her into a hug.
"Lil Bit! I ain't seen you in a month of Sundays." Cerulean eyes that could look a little grey from a distance and white teeth smiled down at her, his normal five o'clock shadow grown out into a light beard that covered the cheeks and jaw of his tanned skin.
"You are so old school," she said to Isaiah, the man her father had taken under his wing personally when his own passed away, and hugged him back. He was her favorite out of all the crews at the firehouse, always upbeat and a real jokester when he wanted to be. He brought good energy to those around them. Looking down at the plate of brownies and chocolate chip cookies in her hand, he hugged her again.
"You don't know how you make me feel." He tugged at the plastic wrap and swiped a cookie from the top of the pile.
"Fat."
"Fat? You see these abs?" Isaiah lifted his navy shirt that was dampened with sweat, showing off the cut eight pack he worked so hard to keep up.
"Oh, stop it," Nayeli laughed and re-covered the plate, glancing at the pictures and plaques on the wall of fallen firefighters. Isaiah's dad was up there, smile and face almost identical to his son's, though his skin was darker. Isaiah's eyes came from his Guyanese mother, who'd passed shortly after his father due to a broken heart. Nayeli always grew sad when she saw the pictures.
"How you been?" Isaiah asked, breaking her train of thought.
"Good, getting ready for the festival this weekend."
"Don't sell out before I get there this time."
"I have no control over that, but we doubled inventory this year. You should be okay." She hoped that would give them a few more hours of selling time, "How's Rose?" His happy expression fell, turning sad before it flipped to anger.
"You couldn't pay me to give a fuck," he said.
"Uh oh. What happened?"
"I don't wanna talk about it here." Grabbing her wrist, he led her through the kitchen so she could drop off the cookies, past some of the other firefighters that were eating, and into the day room. They sat down on one of the brown leather couches, and Israel popped all of the knuckles on both hands, "She was pregnant."
"Was?"
"She told me a few weeks back, and I was geeked. I started thinking about names, planning all the stuff we'd do as a family. I thought I would have another reason to get up in the morning, but I got home from a shift last week, and she was on the phone with her sister trying to figure out how to tell me she got an abortion."
Nayeli gasped, clamping both hands over her mouth. Though she knew it was a woman's right to choose what she did or didn't do with her body, her heart broke for Isaiah. He'd already lost so much. To lose a child that he wanted on top of it, she couldn't imagine what he was feeling.
"I'm sorry," she said, squeezing his forearm with sad eyes trained on his chiseled features.
"The least she could've done was have a conversation with me, you know? But no. I couldn't even get that much. I moved out that night."
"That's so.....I can't even.....I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. I'm heartbroken for you. Did she at least tell you why?"
"She's not ready to be to a mom."
Sighing, Nayeli looped her arm through his and laid her head on his shoulder, rubbing his knee in an attempt to comfort him.
"One day you'll find a woman that's everything you've ever dreamed of. You'll get married, and she'll give you a tribe of children that will run circles around you."
"I know you really believe that, but I'm not sure if I do. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone, and I just have to learn to be okay with that."
"Nope. Don't you dare turn into a cynic on me. The optimist population is dwindling as it is. If you leave me out here alone, you've seen your last chocolate chip cookie," she said, getting him to crack a small smile that she returned, "You're a good man, Isaiah. One of the best I know. Your forever love is coming."
"We'll see."
They sat in silence for a few minutes, Nayeli still rubbing his knee while he laid his head on top of hers. She hated that good people always seemed to get the short end of the stick. It was like being a horrible person guaranteed things they never deserved.
Emmanuel and Ava, two of the probationary firefighters, walked into the day room, oblivious to the tension and turning on the TV. Nayeli stood up and headed for the door, Isaiah behind her because he didn't want to be bothered with the noise.
Maxwell was at the stove, breaking up and seasoning ground turkey in a hot skillet for tacos while Drew chopped up lettuce and tomatoes. Nayeli left Isaiah's side and walked to her father's, startling him with a hug.
"Hey Dad."
"Hey babygirl." He turned his upper body, bending down to kiss her head, "How are you? I saw the brownies. Thank you."
"It was nothing. I'm good. I actually came for more than one reason."
"What's going on?"
"Is Cheryl still throwing her temper tantrum?"
The woman was less than thrilled that all the work she put in over the years to act like she was all that mattered was going up in smoke. Her own children saw through the lies she told and condemned her selfish behavior. It was too much for her, "She packed up and left a couple of days ago," Maxwell said, relieved and sad at the same time. He wanted to keep his children out of his marital issues, but that didn't seem very possible anymore.
"Did she take the twins?"
"Not this time. She can't force them into the car anymore."
"I don't want to sound rude, but that actually works in my favor. Do you think Jaxon is ready to get his hands dirty?"
"Yeah. You have a job for him?"
"I do. A couple of culinary students I got to help me with the festival are sick, and I need extra hands. It'll be a little fast paced, but I won't overwhelm him. If he's up to it, that is. Jacob is welcome to help out, too."
"Jax will jump on the opportunity. I don't know about Jake."
"He's still a little wary of me, isn't he?" Nayeli asked, eyes filled with disappointment.
"No. What makes you think he is?"
"Jaxon just seemed more open."
"Different personalities. Jake's always taken longer to warm up to people. Jax is like you. He loves everything and everybody."
"That's a relief to hear." Knowing that she wasn't the cause of his attitude made her feel better, but it also made her worry that they might not ever really connect beyond sharing a parent, "If they want to, they can help out on Saturday and Sunday."
"What time do you want them there?"
"7 a.m. is good, and let them know they'll be tipped out. I don't want them to think I'm exploiting them because they're my brothers."
"I'll tell them."
"Thank you. I need to head out. I still have stuff to drop off at the shelter, and it's watering day. I want to get to the veggies before it gets too dark," she said, standing on her toes to kiss Maxwell's cheek.
"Okay. Be safe out there."
"I will. Love you."
"Love you, too."
"Don't leave me, Baby Love!" Isaiah yelled dramatically, draping both arms around her and dropping some of his weight so it was hard for her to move.
"Yeah, stay for tacos," one of the engineers, Tommy, said.
"You only want me to stay because I make the best shells," she teased.
"Exactly. Everyone wins."
Laughing, she shook her head and promised to come back soon.
"Make sure you put something to the side for me this weekend, please," Isaiah said as he walked her out to her car.
"Just tell me what you want, and I'll make you a special order," she replied and grabbed his arm, pulling him toward her because she knew that he needed a hug. Arms around each other, she rubbed his back. She felt the deep breaths he took, felt the emotions he released with them. He pulled away first, and her hands instantly went to his face to wipe away his tears, "I'm so sorry you're hurting, and you know I'm here if you need anything. It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay," she promised, and because she said it, he believed it, "Keep your head up, yeah?"
"Yeah."
☼☼☼
Too good to be true. That was how Nayeli's life felt. Although she had a rainy season, the sun was shining bright now that she removed dead weight from her space. But like they said in Spiderman, with great power came great responsibility.
And with great responsibility came a bit of stress. Doubling her inventory didn't do what she thought it would. The festival gates opened at 10:30 a.m. Two and a half hours later, she only had one platter of cookies, half a platter of lemon bars, and a few cupcakes left to sell. Like every other time she participated, she would sell out before the sun went down.
"I'm gonna go grab us lunch. What do you want to eat?" she asked Jaxon. They'd all been starving for hours, but things were moving too quickly to take a break for more than a few minutes. At some point, they would need to replenish themselves.
"Barbecue plate, please."
"Ribs, chicken, or brisket?"
"Chicken."
"Alright. What about you, Jake?"
"Ribs."
"Grace?"
"Beef teriyaki with brown rice."
"Okay. Hold down the fort. I'll be back." Nayeli took off her apron and grabbed her wallet from underneath the table, following the smell of cooked meat and the trail of smoke to the line from Roy's Barbecue. The crowd was thick with tourists, likely why her inventory didn't exactly meet the demands of hungry customers.
Copper faux locs in front of her caught her attention, swaying as the woman looked to the side and revealed half of her face. Nayeli reached up, tugged one, and laughed as her friend turned around with an annoyed look before comprehending who it was.
"Hey boo," Morgan said and air kissed her cheek.
"Hey. You told me you weren't coming."
"Angelo's extra behind wanted to get on the damn Tilt-A-Whirl."
"Why are you hating on his inner child?" Nayeli laughed again, moving forward with the line and looking at the drink selection.
"I had to get off my couch! I was all set for a Real Housewives marathon, and now I'm out here with all these bad ass kids and rude ass parents. God blessed you with patience I will never have. I don't know how you do this year after year." Morgan looked around in disgust.
"I love it, and I get paid."
"To love your career," she sighed, wishing she were in the same boat.
"It's never too late to make a change if you're unhappy."
"And do what? All I know is social work." But the system was fucked, and she didn't know how much more she could take of the hell she witnessed on a weekly basis. There was a reason she loved mindless TV that only served the purpose of entertainment. Her world was a dark place, and trashy reality shows were her escape.
"Don't sell yourself short. That's not true. The earrings you make are gorgeous. Instead of that being a hobby, you could turn it into a business," Nayeli suggested.
"Not with a mortgage and bills."
"Yes, with a mortgage and bills. I'm not telling you to quit your job. Just start selling your jewelry. I can help you get a permit to sell at the local flea market. We can get a website built for you. You can start with small orders, and when it gets too big for you to do both, quit."
"You mean if it gets too big."
"No, I meant what I said. When. You're very skilled, Morgan."
"Thank you, but I don't know."
"It's just a thought." Trying to convince someone to do something that would be beneficial for them wasn't always an easy feat. If they'd been disappointed many times in the past, the scale tipped to almost impossible. The fear of failure would outweigh the desire to succeed, and everything would come crumbling down. But Nayeli believed that with enough support, anyone could do anything.
"It's not a bad idea. I just don't know if I can do it."
"You have to believe in yourself."
"Egh. We'll see," Morgan said and stepped up to the table to order her food. Nayeli went next, passing her card to the man with the POS system and accepting the drinks and food from the server, thanking them before she and Morgan left the crowded area, "Let me go find Angelo before he claims I abandoned him. Save me a cupcake?"
"Strawberry or red velvet because that's all that's left."
"Red velvet."
"I'll text Grace now. The line was still long when I walked away so if we're out, I can't do anything."
"Your line is always long."
"Won't He do it?" Nayeli smiled, balancing styrofoam containers of food in one hand while she texted with the other. The plastic bag of sodas slid from her wrist to her elbow and left a red streak on her skin.
After she grabbed food for herself and Grace, she walked back to her booth, shocked that the line hadn't gotten any shorter. There wasn't much left to sell, definitely not enough for everyone waiting to purchase. It made her nervous.
She liked being hands on in all aspects, but her business was scaling up. If things kept going the way they were going, she wouldn't be able to have her hand in everything, and that was bittersweet. Her dreams were coming true, but she would lose something in the process, like getting to interact with customers, watching them sigh with delight as they swallowed their first bite.
"So much for being out here longer," Grace said with a chuckle, ringing someone up for the last two strawberry cupcakes.
"I really thought doubling everything would help. I'm not even sure where all of these people came from."
"I am. Go look at EJ's instagram."
Nayeli set down the food and removed her phone from her pocket, opening up the social media app and typing his name into the search bar on her explore page. He was already following her, a shock to her considering she rarely checked the app. Out of his last three posts, two were about the Harvest Festival and how to find her booth.
One was a video of him praising her while devouring the caramel apple popover he bought a few days prior. The second was a picture of an empty plate with crumbs and a crumpled napkin, the aftermath, and directions on where to find the confectionery along with her location at the festival. Her business' social media was tagged, and when she switched to the account, and influx of notifications and direct messages waited for her.
"He's just full of surprises," she mumbled to herself, the corners of her lips lifting as she slid her phone into her back pocket.
From the moment he set her trembling feet on the concrete to when he caught her as her knees gave out and carried her across the street, when she opened her eyes and saw his for the first time, Nayeli felt something deep in her gut. Unable to process the feeling and match it with a word because it was all unfamiliar, she didn't realize why her heart expanded in her chest.
With each day that passed, every hour longer that they knew each other, the feeling that started as a green bud of uncertainty began to bloom into a flower worthy of admiration.
He showed more care for her in a month and a half than Jalen had their entire relationship. She disliked comparing, but it was all she had to go off of. Jalen was her first serious relationship, and looking back on all of the time wasted, she learned what she did not want.
She did not want someone that didn't enjoy being around her family. She did not want someone that was happy with her being a recluse. She did not want someone that refused to go to church with her. She did not want someone that refused to compromise but expected her to. She did not want a liar.
She wanted someone that cared for her, someone thoughtful, someone true to his word, someone that didn't make excuses, someone that would put forth as much effort as she would because when she loved, she loved hard. When she added everything up, it became clear.
That feeling that bloomed in her chest that she didn't understand because for the first time in her life, it was being truly reciprocated, nurtured. It spread faster. It was stronger, fertilized by mutual respect and understanding, by subtle cues that she began to accept once she actually listened to the advice women had saying for years instead of just regurgitating it. A man that wanted to, would, and he did.
She was falling in love with Ezra. And he was falling in love with her.
☼☼☼
"$205 each. You can battle it out for the last dollar," Nayeli joked, waving a single bill from the tip jar at her brothers after she finished running numbers and gathered the receipts for Danielle to double check.
"I should get it. I baked and frosted all the sugar cookies," Jaxon said, plucking the bill from Nayeli's fingers only to have it snatched from him by Jacob.
"I carried everything and set up the tables."
"That's barely helping."
"It's more than you did."
"You wouldn't say that if you actually had to make and decorate something. You don't know what it takes to make it perfect."
"And I never will. These hands are for saving lives, not baking cakes."
"What's wrong with baking a cake?" Jaxon demanded and snatched the bill back.
"That women's work."
"Whoa! Let's not do that. There are plenty of male pastry chefs. My best teacher was a man," Nayeli interjected, not liking the direction the conversation was taking. If she knew the dollar was going to cause a fight, she would've kept it for herself.
"Did he have a limp wrist?" Jacob smirked, and for only the third time in her life, Nayeli wanted to hit someone.
"No, and he'd kick your ass for implying that as an insult. If you don't like to bake, that's fine. Don't disrespect your brother because he wants something different than you."
"Whatever. I'll be in the car." Jacob rolled his eyes and walked toward the exit.
"With what keys? You failed your test. Again," Jaxon said, returning the gesture when Jacob flipped him the bird.
"Do you guys fight a lot?" Nayeli asked, remembering the days when she and Leticia weren't thick as thieves. Their age difference wasn't that significant, but it did exist, and it kept them from being able to relate for years. She thought with the twins being the same age, they were less likely to deal with the same struggles, but their personalities clashed like anyone else's would.
"No, he just gets moody for no reason."
"Hm. Well, I guess the extra dollar goes to you then."
"Thank you. Is it okay if I come back tomorrow?" Jaxon enjoyed his time, not only in Nayeli's kitchen, but with her in general. She was different than he expected. He assumed there would be resentment for how they entered the world, that her kind demeanor when they first met was only because their father was present. She proved him wrong. It was just in her nature to be a sweetheart, and having a mom that was quite literally the opposite made having Nayeli as a sister that much better.
"I would be sad if you didn't," she told him, accepting his hug and patting his back.
"Don't take him being an asshole personal. It's not your fault," he said.
"I'll try not to. See you tomorrow, Jax."
"See you tomorrow."
Shortly after the twins were gone, Grace made her exit, skipping and singing about hopping in her bed with a bottle of white wine and the other half of her lunch. Despite the hiccup at the end, the day was successful.
Well, that would be a basic way to put it, and the day still wasn't over.
Light remained though the temperature dropped, and she sipped a chai latte as she prepped for the next day, feeling extremely proud of herself and grateful to a particular man that found little ways to show her she was appreciated and respected. Like attending church with her, taking the time to make plans for them, paying for cookies that were supposed to be free, randomly sending her lunch, sitting in heavy traffic to bring her exactly what she wanted for dinner, promoting her business unprompted and without conditions. He was doing everything right, all because he wanted to.
Though it might not seem like it to those that were used to material items, she was very spoiled and had been from the moment they found each other again. She was spoiled with attention, gentle affection, respect, the beginning stages of love. It terrified her, falling so quickly. She wondered if he was terrified, too, until she realized that she already had her answer. He basked in their connection. He'd said as much when she likened their relationship to almost drowning in river rapids.
I'm a great swimmer, he'd told her. The memory made her happy, as did seeing his name pop up on her phone.
"Hey. I was just thinking about you," she answered, shutting things down for the remainder of the evening.
"Oh yeah?"
"Don't let it go to your head."
"Too late." She could hear him smiling through the phone, her own cheeks aching from the stretch, "How'd it go today?" he asked.
"We sold out." Though she was sure he knew that would happen since he caused it.
"Aaayyyeeee! If it ain't about the money, I don't wanna hear it!" His excitement was the most adorable thing she'd ever heard, and her heart expanded a little more in her chest, "I have something for you. Can you come over?"
"Yeah, I can swing by for a bit."
"Cool. I'll see you when you get here."
It would be her first time in his home. The anticipation rattled her. She was trying to figure out where they would go from where they were. She felt like she still needed to spend time on her own, not because she needed to heal but because she was a unit for so long, bending to someone else's will while her needs went unmet.
She wanted to be selfish for a little while longer, to give herself the love that she hadn't for so many months, to learn to be a whole person and not half of a couple. She didn't want to lose herself again.
Yet she'd never felt more like herself than when she was with Ezra. They valued the same things. They wanted the same things. And maybe one day, they could have them together. First, they had to learn and grow. They couldn't do that until she was ready to be planted, and her seeds had yet to sprout roots.
Driving into Oceanview, she remained in awe of the homes in the affluent neighborhood. She'd been a few times for different parties but never to simply visit someone. She felt out of place in her Toyota, but she ignored the feeling of not belonging in her stomach and followed her GPS until she got to the metal gate that held a sign notifying people that it was electric and capable of causing injury.
She stopped at the touchpad, her face showing on the screen as the small camera above it zeroed in on her. There were multiple options to tap; entering a code, calling the owner, a virtual key, if it was someone delivering food or a package. High tech as hell and completely unnecessary to her, but she didn't have much more than half an inch of notoriety and didn't have to worry about someone stalking her.
Putting her car in park, she took her seatbelt off and reached for the square that would call Ezra and let him know she was there, but she heard a loud buzz, and the gate slid open without her having to do so. She assumed he could see her waiting on the other side and drove in, confused on where to park because there was so much space.
She left her car as close to the door as she could, grabbing her phone from the cup holder and leaving her purse on the passenger's seat. The glass, wood, and black steel French doors were open before she was even fully out. Walking up the tiled walkway, she took in the feminine statue that sat in the middle, trying not to look like she'd never been anywhere nice as she met Ezra on the top step.
He hugged her before she could speak. She just smiled and hugged him back, laying her head on his chest. His body was warm, a nice contrast to chilly air. He walked backward, pulling her with him and shutting the door once they were inside.
"Where's Princess?" she asked, looking around the spacious foyer and trying not to gag at the winding staircase. A round table sat in the center beneath a round, elaborate skylight, showing a flash of orange and pink thanks to the sun almost being down.
"Damn, I don't matter?"
"Now, who said that? I just hugged you."
"Ain't even been here five minutes, and you asked for Tati."
"Jealous?" she smirked at him.
"Try offended."
"I'm sorry. I do owe you a special thank you. You're the reason I got to leave the fairgrounds early," she said, wrapping her arms around him for the second time.
"You saw the posts."
"Not until Grace told me. You're a sneaky one. How was your Saturday?"
"Alright. Tati had a soccer game."
"Did they win?"
"No."
"They'll get 'em next time."
"Maybe. You ready for your surprise?"
"What is it?"
"Come on." He took her on a short tour of the lower level of the house, showing her two of the guests bedrooms and the office he'd been working out of. She could see why he wanted to get into a store so badly. Even with excess space, his belongings made the room seem cramped.
There were multiple sitting rooms, none of which held a TV. Art hung on the walls instead, one piece she recognized from an artist named Xavier Henderson.
"I know the man that painted this," she told Ezra with a smile.
"For real?"
"Yeah, I made his wedding cake last year. His wife, Reign, is a musical goddess, and their son is adorable. Really sweet family."
"So I wasn't your first high profile client."
"Oh no. I've done a ton of work for the Micheauxs and the Daltons, and they practically own the city. That's how Leticia met her boyfriend. I did Nikolai Habib's birthday party one year, Karina Linden's wedding. I've done galas and other charity events. I'm booked at the yacht club next month. And thanks to you, there are a bunch of requests in my inbox. Who knows who's in there."
"You never told me any of that."
"I'm not much of a name dropper. They were clients," she shrugged, still admiring the artwork before he tugged her past one of the glass panels that led to the pool and hot tub in the backyard. Walking through his home gym, they reached the sauna and a quiet room where a short woman with expressive brown eyes and a flat nose waited for her in scrubs.
"Hi! I'm Heather. I'll be your masseuse today," she chirped and walked around the massage table for a handshake.
"Nayeli."
"Pretty name."
"Thank you."
"You can wrap yourself in this, and I'll be here when you're ready." She gave Nayeli a warm, fluffy white towel with a velcro strip to keep it closed, the latter turning to face Ezra.
"You booked a massage for me," Nayeli said, finding it hard to stick to the plan she came up with before she arrived. She was all set to hold off on moving things to the next stage, but now she was second guessing herself
"I did. Hard work takes a toll on your body. Relax and enjoy yourself. Dinner will be here when you're finished. There's a bathroom through that door so you can change." She closed the distance between them, reaching for his neck to pull him down so she could kiss his cheek, "One day you'll kiss me for real," he said in her ear.
"You'd like that, wouldn't you?"
"You would, too." They smiled at each other, and he backed out to give her privacy. Nayeli stepped into the bathroom and stripped down, covering herself with the towel and returning to the quiet room where Heather was, indeed, still waiting for her.
Light conversation passed between them as Nayeli got comfortable. The massage started with her head and scalp. She could feel herself getting sleepy as Heather moved down to her shoulders, and by the time her legs were reached, she'd actually passed out, only awakening to flip over so the knots could be worked out of her back.
It was the nap she never knew she needed because when she woke up, over an hour had passed and she felt as light as a feather.
"Did I snore?" she asked, slowly sitting up and blinking the sleep out of her eyes.
"Just a little, but don't be embarrassed. I take it as a compliment."
"You should. You're very good at your job. I feel amazing."
"Thank you."
Changing back into her clothes, she thanked Heather as she was packing up and went on a hunt for the obvious man of her dreams. He was in the kitchen, pulling several boxes leaking what looked like gravy out of a plastic bag and setting them on the limestone countertop.
"How you feel?" he asked.
"Like a cloud. You're so sweet," she said, leaning next to him and touching his arm.
"I just wanted to do something nice for you."
"I appreciate it. The food smells good, too."
"Sit. I'll make your plate," he told her, pointing to the glass table on the other side of the island and using Alexa to let Tatiana know that dinner was there. Soon after the message was sent, they could hear little feet swiftly moving down the stairs.
"I guess that comes in handy in a house this big. Why so much space just for you two?"
"When my family visits, and it won't be just us forever."
"True. You're not going to walk Heather out?"
"Garrett'll take care of it."
"Garrett?"
"He runs the security system for the house."
"Hi Nayeli! Daddy didn't tell me you were coming over. Why didn't you tell me she was coming over?" Tati asked, climbing onto Nayeli's legs and hugging her neck tightly.
"The same reason I didn't tell you what Auntie Brandy got you for your birthday. It would ruin the surprise."
"Don't be too mad at him, Princess. He told me at the last minute, too. We both got surprises today," Nayeli said, moving Tati onto the chair next to her.
"Are you gonna stay the night?"
"No, she's not," Ezra said.
"But I want her to. We can have a slumber party."
"Not tonight." His tone made it clear that she didn't need to ask again, and Nayeli felt like she could breathe a sigh of relief.
As fast as she grew worried, he shut down the conversation and mitigated her fears. He still took her boundaries seriously, and she couldn't be more grateful because she definitely wasn't ready for a slumber party.
"Fine," Tati pouted. Nayeli didn't like seeing her sad, but the decisions the adults made were best for everyone involved. Holding hands, she prayed over their meal of oxtail, rice and peas, greens and fried plantain.
It felt like the family dinners she used to have as a kid. No distractions, just conversation and smiles. Peace. It was what she desired for everyday of her life; a table full of children, everyone talking about their day, making plans like they did for the following afternoon. Once again, it was getting harder for her to stick to the plan.
Nayeli helped Ezra clean once they were finished, rinsing plates and tucking them into the bottom shelf of the dishwasher while Tatiana took her nightly bath.
"You can bring her by the tent tomorrow if you want. We can all hang out at the festival after we close up," Nayeli said, "Sundays are normally less crowded, so we might not have to deal with any crazy lines.
"She'll like that. I was gonna take her to get on the rides anyway."
"Get her a wristband instead of the tickets. They have it set up to make you blow through them and keep going back for more."
"Greedy asses."
"Ha! Thank you for tonight. It was the perfect way to wind down." She closed the door to the dishwasher once the last fork was in.
"No problem."
"After tomorrow, my schedule frees up a bit. I still want to make you dinner." Now more than ever did he feel like that wasn't enough, but it was a start. She would have to get creative for the rest.
"Whenever you're ready," he said, placing his hand on her back as he guided her to the door. He wasn't ready for her to leave, but she made it clear that she would be leaving once the kitchen was spotless.
"Do you want something specific?"
"What's your best dish?"
"That's unfair to ask. Everything I cook tastes good."
"Sounding a little cocky."
"My food speaks for itself. Is there anything you don't eat?"
"Cabbage and cauliflower."
"Okay, got it. I'll surprise you, then."
"I can't wait."
Standing on his porch, Nayeli stared up at him, looking for the right words because thank you was beginning to lose its meaning for her. There had to be something else she could say or do. And then it hit her. Crooking her finger, she motioned for him to come down to her level, cupping his face and bringing their mouths together. Much like when she touched his scar, the static between them caused a shock that neither were affected by.
His lips molded around hers, hot and inviting her into hazardous territory. Her organs turned to liquid, the rest of her body threatening to liquify as well. She had to pull back or she would let herself go, jogging to her car before he got his eyes all the open.
"Don't let that go to your head, either!" she shouted behind her.
"Too late!"
She smiled to herself and started her car. Maybe her roots had sprouted.
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(pt 2) of gyutaro x f! Reader
Here is part 1
Warnings: mention of physical assault, soft sex, nsfw, he a lil too eager so no prep for reader, kinda long LOL
- tonight was like any night, Gyutaro thought, he had hoped to see you giddy and happy as usual
- but tonight when he saw you, you covered your head with a long scarf...and looking around, almost as if you were looking out for someone
- "are you okay, pretty girl?"
- you turn around with tears in your eyes, and a fresh red imprint upon your soft cheek
- he was instantly angry, but he had to ask what happened
- "a client wanted me to touch him...but I said no. And he screamed out of no where and when everyone came rushing in, he said I tried to seduce him!"
- "did he hurt you like that?"
- the tears in your eyes spill, "no" you sniffle, "mother (of the manor) punished me... After that I ran out of the house... "
- Gyutaro clenches his fist for a moment, only to soften them for you
- he reaches out to touch your red cheek
- his cold hand felt good on your face
- "do you remember what he was wearing?" He asked gently
- you didn't think of it much when you said the clients name and what he was wearing, you were so entranced by him touching you... Something he hadn't done by his own will until tonight
- the fall breeze made you shiver, no matter how covered up you were
- "you should go back inside," Gyutaro pulls your scarf more snuggly around your face, "you're going to get sick staying out like this"
- you didn't want to go, if only summer time was forever, then maybe Gyutaro and you would be like this every night. Listening to the people while hiding inside the alleyway, talking about nonsense
- you wipe your nose and nod, but you knew this was his way of showing that he cared about you
- you said your good byes, and just like that, he vanished into the night
- the next few weeks, it had became quiet in the manor, the mother of the house had suddenly vanished, and the reoccurring client hadn't stopped by ever since that incident
- but Gyutaro hadn't made an appearance either, until tonight
- you were up late, laying in your futon
- it was your first day off in a month, and you finally had a chance to sleep at night, but you just couldn't
- you wanted to see Gyutaro so badly
- the window violently slid open, letting the cold air into your room
- you get up from your futon angrily "when are they going to fix these damn windows??!!"
- you slam the window shut and put the wooden stick back into its place, hoping it wouldn't falter again
- "y'know that's going to make it even harder for me to get in"
- your breath left your lungs as you quickly turn around, just to see your precious Gyutaro looming in the corner of your room
- there he was. His pale grey skin being warmed ever so lightly from the red and orange hues of the lanterns outside.
- "where....where did you go?" You sounded so sad to his ears
- he rubbed the back of his neck, "I had some business to take care of, but I'm back. I wanted to see you" he let his green hair dangle in front of his face, to hide his 👀💋 embarrassment
- he didn't expect you to wear so little, just a simple single colored robe. He usually saw you all dolled up with hair done and a bit of blush on your lips and cheeks
- but seeing you in the privacy of your own room, your naturally beautiful features almost made you look... vulnerable
- yes, he wanted to see you. After seeing you...he had a sudden hunger for touching you
- you walk towards him, and touch his shoulder, melting him under your warm touch
- "I missed you, Gyutaro..." You say shyly, taking his hand into yours
- your other hand makes its way up to his face, and pulls his hair to the side, "is it okay if I kiss you?" You ask
- yes yES YESS finaLLY
- he nods and leans in a little too eager, but his lips meeting yours is the best thing to happen in his life time
- his lips were a little chapped, thankfully you put on a little bit extra lip balm before bed.
- the single kiss was short lived, as you two pulled back from one another
- both of you blushing !!!
- you didn't want the night to end... Neither did he. It was the first time you two had been alone privately. Not standing in the shadows between buildings
- "Gyutaro..." You finally say
- he gulps because he's so nervous, a pretty girl like you holding his hand, dressed not very modestly, let alone just kissed
- "should we...should we run away together?"
- the question stayed in the air for a moment, before he shook his head no
- "I can't..." gyutaro whispers, "I have to take care of my little sister" as much as he wanted, he couldn't
- "oh!" You wave your hand in the air, "of course, I'm sorry. That was irrational of me. I mean if we did, it would be hard to get funds, and a place to stay" you try to laugh it off, you couldn't compete with family, but damn :/// a gurl can wish
- and you haven't even talked about this before, you felt guilty just asking him out of no where
- Gyutaro gently graps your arm with his hand, and pulls you in closer
- his arms envelop you into a hug, his skin cold from the outside world, warming like soft wax
- you smell so good, he thought, the shampoo he had Daki give you matched you so well
- you were so soft, softer than he every imagined
-without knowing it, his hands traveled from your waist to just under your booty
- he wants to feel all of you, all over, see you all over, smell you all over
- taste you, all over
- your whimper snaps him out of his own trance, "Gyutaro," you whisper in his ear, making him gasp, "let's continue in the futon, okay?"
- he gulps when he realizes where his hands were on your body, but all he could do was nod, and have you lead him to your futon
- there, he laid in your futon, smell intoxicating him more than ever
- but then you climb on top of him, your hips wrapping around his, your robe opening every so widely to have him peek at your supple, tender thighs
- his cock twitched in his pants, and that's when he realized... You weren't wearing any undergarments
- the twitch of his member made your hole pulsate, fuck it felt so good to finally feel him, under you hard as a rock nonetheless
- "is this okay?" You adjust yourself slightly on his hips, making his dick twitch more, "am I too heavy?"
- Gyutaro eyelids hang low, almost drunk off the friction alone "not at all, pretty girl..." He rests his hands on your hips, slyly pulling your robe just a bit farther back so he can see your bare pussy on his clothed dick
- the sight almost took him tf out
- he did NOT expect a neatly kept hair patch on your pubic, let alone a growing wet spot underneath (from his precum or your's, he couldn't tell)
- "Gyutaro..." You moan
- he looked up at you, and he was thanking muzan-sama for chosing him to live this long
- you looked so ravishing under the lantern lights
- the sleeve of your robe fell over your shoulder as you slowly rutted against his hard member
- please, he begged, please don't let this ever end
- you lean over him and capture his lips, a deeper kiss this time. Sucking on his bottom lip hoping he got the hint that you want him, only him
- your hips continue to rut against his pants, as your tongue dances with his
- sooner or later your continuous movements pushed his pants down...and you were met with his tip at your soaking wet entrance
- he moans quietly at the direct contact, you were so fucking soft everywhere that it almost hurt him
- you release the kiss, and sit up, your full weight on his cock as you unfasten your robe tie
- "I don't - I don't think we'll need this for long" you giggle
- finally Gyutaro saw your breasts bare, and now you were completely naked on top of him. Your hole pulsating against his cock, ready to devour him for the taking
- how could someone so beautiful want someone like him?
- you remove yourself from his hips, and make yourself comfortable between his legs
- Gyutaro raises and eye brow, were we finished already?
- "I might not be good at this" you tuck your hair behind your ear, and slip your finger tips under the hem of his pants, making him gasp
- you pull them down far enough to let his cock free, seeing him like this, flustered under your touch, was so satisfying
- he was lengthy, the base of cock was thick and tapered slightly when reaching the purple-tinted tip. Veins were apparent all over his shaft
- you licked your lips as you grab him, pulling him closer and closer to your lips
- he lets his mouth gape open as his watches himself enter your soft mouth, your tongue swiping across his sensitive tip as you taste his essense
- he wriggles his hips, wanting more of your mouth, wanting to be deeper inside you, in one place or another
- you can only take him half way, to your dismay, but no matter, you will swallow him whole soon enough
- Gyutaro whimpers under your touch, it felt so good being in your warm mouth, though, he'd much rather your mouth be on his
- you lift your head, letting his cock go from your mouth "can I... Can I go further?" You say, practically begging
- wasn't really fair with your lust drunk eyes, and you fisting his cock with your slippery saliva
- Gyutaro, awkward as he is, only nodded
-you smile, climb your way up his body until your eyes met his
- he saw your pupils dilate, like a predator about to devour their prey
- Gyutaro sits up and puts his hand around your neck, tight enough to feel your pulse
-he presses his lips against yours and kisses you frantically, feeling you smile in the kiss
- "there's my pretty boy..." You moan in his mouth
- oh
- maybe...maybe he's into being praised... 👀
- Gyutaro felt his tip oozing with precum, and you were right there, so close
- he pulls back from the kiss and leans into your ear "pretty girl..." He whispers, "I need you, right now"
- he grabs your hips and lines himself to your entrance
- slowly, slowly, painfully, easing himself inside you, the ring of muscle resisting him momentarily
- you're holding your breath, you can feel his shape, his hot warmth, his love
-and Gyutaro is gripping your hips so tightly, almost as if he's afraid you'd flee if he let you go
- his hips finally meet yours, he is buried deep, deep inside you, stretching you so good that tears begin to peck at the ends of your lashes
- your shiny doe eyes only added to the fire inside him
- Gyutaro lifts you off his cock bit by bit, savoring the texture inside you, only to slam you back down into him
- you yelp! Much to your surprise
- he grins, exposing his sharp pointed teeth, "you like that?"
- you nod, closing your eyes shut as you wrap your arms around him for stability
-his teeth gently nibble at your neck as he continues this aching pace, slowly pulling out, then slamming back in
- Gyutaro is in complete bliss atm
- you moaning, gasping, whimpering into his ear, gripping onto him because he feels so good inside of you
- You reach your peek quicker than you expected, and you cum right when he slams into you
- your ring of muscle pulsates around him, and that was it for him too
- he pushes you down as far as you can go on his dick, and holds you there while you ride your orgasm out, and he burns your insides white hot
- both of you are heavily breathing, sticky feeling but oh so satisfied
- you loosen your grip around him, and pull away, meeting his green eyes no longer filled with lust
- "y/n" he says quietly, "will you stay here, with me?"
- you smile, again, pulling his hair away from his face, "I'd be with you forever, Gyutaro."
#demon slayer#kimestu no yaiba#demon slayer kimetsu no yaiba#gyutaro#kimetsu no yaiba#gyutaro shabana#demon slayer gyutaro#gyutaro x reader#bad that i want gyutaro to call me good girl#gyuutarou#gyutaro smut#kimetsu no yaiba fanfiction#demon slayer fanfiction#its almost 11 and I'm tired af :D#baby boy Gyutaro needs reassurance LOL#gyutaro is also a switch ngl#he likes being pampered#entertainment district arc
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the martyrdom of st. valentine (and other romantic stories) || dark!Bucky & dark!(stepbrother?)Steve x reader
summary: you wanted to surprise your boyfriend on valentine's day, but he and your foster brother have a surprise of their own.
word count: 2.7k
warnings: smut (heavy dubcon to the point of pretty much noncon), kinda stepcest (as per summary, steve is the reader's foster brother), bondage, a lil touch of degradation
2/14 to-do list
get waxed
get Steve out of the apartment
pick up chocolate-covered strawberries from bakery on 6th
blindfold and handcuff myself to the bed
be waiting for Bucky naked when he gets here
You sighed as you looked down at the paper, crossing the first and third items off the list. The second was going to be a bit harder, unfortunately; your foster brother had a habit of hanging around and cramping your style as much as he could manage. He felt like a real brother in that way… okay, maybe he felt like a real brother in most ways, a consequence of knowing him for most of your life, but he was definitely not your real brother. You remembered that each time you caught yourself staring too long when he was shirtless, or returning from the gym all veiny and glistening with sweat.
But you also remembered that he was still the closest thing to a real brother you'd ever had, and you scolded yourself internally for ever acting differently.
It didn’t matter now— you had Bucky, and he was the most amazing guy you’d ever met. No, Steve was definitely not happy that introducing his best friend to his sister led to a relationship forming, but he couldn’t stop either of you in spite of his efforts to keep you apart.
Bucky had once expressed his suspicions that it was at least in part due to jealousy, if subliminal. But you denied it unilaterally— he’s basically my brother, you told him, though it was more of a reminder to yourself than anything.
Perverted concerns about Steve’s motivations aside, Bucky was a great guy. A bit of a sweet-talker for sure, and not exactly known for his ability to keep a long-term, serious relationship, but he was adamant that you had changed that and for once you were beginning to believe him. You’d said from the beginning that you didn’t need this to be the proverbial ‘it’ for either of you but that you didn’t do hook-ups— especially with your brother’s friends, and extra especially with your brother’s closest and longest friend. It only took a brief speech and two shots to convince you, now six months later and you were still going strong.
Days like this made you so happy you’d given in to his advances. But they also made you regret giving in to Steve’s idea to be roommates in college.
“Stevie!” you yelped as he walked in, stuffing the to-do list into your backpocket. “Just the man I wanted to see.”
“I doubt that,” he scoffed. “It’s Valentine’s Day, I bet you want to see Bucky. He’s coming over, right? And you want me to fuck off so my best friend can go to town on my sister?”
You frowned, crossing your arms. “I wanted to see you because I have a gift for you.”
“... you do?” His eyebrow raised and you hoped your smirk looked just as smug as it felt.
“So do you want your gift or do you want to be an asshole?”
“Do I have to pick just one?” he joked.
“Just come over here,” you instructed, waving him closer. He seemed hesitant, but eventually did as you’d asked. From your other back pocket you pulled out two tickets.
“Rangers, center ice,” you beamed. “For you and a date.”
“And this isn’t just an excuse to get me out of the house?”
“No, it’s a thank you for being such a great brother.”
“So, if I wanted to take Bucky…” he trailed off, already calling your bluff as you rolled your eyes.
“Okay, that’s just sad. There’s no reason you can’t find a girl to take— god knows Bucky hasn’t spent a Valentine’s Day alone since the fucking eighth grade. And you’re just as cute as he is!”
“Well, if you could alert the rest of the female population to that, that would be great,” he scoffed, “but until then I’ll take the tickets,” he decided as he took them from your hand. “A Rangers game might be the only thing distracting enough to keep me from thinking about what you and Buck are gonna do while I’m gone.”
You were hoping for a little more enthusiasm considering how much the tickets had cost you, but at least he was going to go and give you the apartment to yourself for the evening. “You’re welcome, by the way.”
After stripping and sprinkling rose petals on the comforter, you'd actually found a YouTube tutorial on how to blindfold and handcuff oneself, and it was a little odd that enough people had this problem to merit its existence but it was still very helpful: turns out the secret is to blindfold yourself first but keep it folded up with one eye able to see until you do the handcuffs, then use your arm to slide the blindfold down into place.
It was tricky, and a little bit extra awkward while naked, but you figured it out and smiled proudly to yourself as you completed your last task on your to-do list.
Now, for likely the most difficult task of all: waiting in darkness and silence for Bucky to arrive.
Apparently it is, in fact, possible to be slightly bored yet titillated. The thought of what Bucky would do to you when he got here was exciting, but it only made you crave his presence more which enhanced your quiet loneliness. It wasn't like you could read a book or listen to music to kill the time, so you settled for humming to yourself as you waited.
Don't go changing, to try and please me, something something before, hmmm
I just want someone that I can talk to, I want you just the way you are...
But that grew tiresome quickly and you resorted instead to planning exacty how angry you would be if Bucky was late when you were waiting for him in such a compromising and inconvenient state. For a moment you imagined he'd really gone to the Rangers game with Steve and became briefly livid over a hypothetical situation.
The crackling roar of Bucky's motorcycle outside was distant but undeniable, making you smile in anticipation. You worried for a moment that you might have locked the top lock of the front door by instinct, but thankfully Bucky and to make it inside alright since next thing you knew, your bedroom door was opening.
The rattle of the doorknob made your breath catch; you opened your legs slowly in time with the quiet creak of the hinges. “I’ve been waiting for you…” you purred.
“Hi there, babydoll,” Bucky’s voice answered back huskily.
The heavy steps of his boots made it clear he hadn't taken his shoes off at the door, a habit that had driven you crazy since he was your annoying brother's also-annoying best friend. Was this the real reason he'd chained you up, so he could freely irritate you? What next, was he gonna put a cold drink on your nightstand without a coaster?
"You really went all out for me, sweetheart," he noticed, his voice closer than you'd expected; it was fun to not know exactly where he would be, it made you squirm under the gaze you couldn't see but could somehow feel.
How weight joining yours on the bed was a good sign to his location though, along with his hands sliding up your legs.
“Look at this pretty pussy,” he cooed pridefully as he dove in suddenly and licked a thick stripe through your folds.
“Fuck,” you shivered, tugging on your handcuffs unintentionally.
“Feel good, babygirl?” he pressed, chuckling when you nodded. “You want more?”
“Please,” you whimpered.
He didn’t get back to it right away, the weight on the bed shifting slightly, and it made you fear that he planned to make you beg more before eating you out— but finally his lips returned to you as his tongue explored your sex.
“Oh god,” you moaned, your back arching of its own volition. It was a little different than he normally did this— less confident and measured, more cautious yet hungry. Typically he teased you a lot more, knowing exactly the spots that drove you wild and intentionally leaving them understimulated until you begged him to let you come, but now as soon as he found them he was targeting them— perhaps a rare show of mercy from the guy who was normally happy to leave you on edge for hours.
You could feel his moans vibrating into you when he slid his tongue inside and against your channel; it instantly made your back arch as the handcuffs quietly clinked above your head.
He stopped just a little too soon, pulling your hips up until the back of your legs were resting on the front of his. Being manhandled by him turned you on enough to make you bite your lip.
"Fuck, put your cock in me, wanna feel you," you moaned your plea as you heard the rustling of clothes; your mouth watered when you imagined Bucky stripping, with that insane body of his.
His thick head glided over your entrance and you were preparing to beg some more when he suddenly pushed in, giving you what you wanted so much faster than normal. Not that you were complaining!
He was also much quieter than normal, which you were actually willing to complain about but didn't.
"Oh god," you groaned at the feeling of him stretching you open, gasping when his cock brushed right over your spot— it made your body jolt each time he pulled back and hit it again.
"Feels good, huh?" Bucky asked and you nodded happily.
"So good," you whimpered.
"I wasn't asking you."
Before you could question it, Bucky’s calloused fingers pulled up your blindfold— but it was Steve’s face above you, Steve’s body on top of yours… and, much to your horror, Steve’s cock inside you.
“What the fuck?!” you yelped, trying to squirm away as you tugged at the cuffs but failing completely.
“Fuck,” Steve winced, “you get really tight when you struggle like that.”
“Don’t act so surprised, babygirl,” Bucky cooed playfully as you turned to stare at his devilish grin. “You wanted this… you just didn’t want to admit it to yourself. And Stevie here always wanted this, too, and aren’t you so glad he told me?”
You shuddered as Steve continued thrusting, pushing his cock so deep it made you feel a little nauseous. "Steve, you've gotta stop," you begged. "If you love me, you'll stop."
"That's the thing: I love you too much to stop."
He moved faster, paying no mind to your confused whimpers, holding your hips tight as his head fell back slightly which brandished his thick neck and bobbing Adam's apple.
"There's no point in pretending," Bucky reminded you coldly, watching the whole thing with crossed arms and an expression that almost looked… bemused? "You already showed us how much you love it, so don't waste your time acting so disgusted now."
You regretted more than anything saying that it felt good, literally asking him to fuck you before you really understood what you were asking for: you thought it was Bucky, yes, but that didn't mean it was an act. It did feel good, and that must've been obvious to everyone since you were so wet already. You could hear it each time he pushed all the way in, that telltale squelching noise that was somehow disgusting and hot all at once.
Steve wasn't so quiet now that he didn't have to be. "God, you feel so good," he whispered, grabbing the backs of your knees and pushing your legs up. It forced his cock even deeper and you choked on your own suppressed moan.
You heard Bucky opening his belt, and turned your head to see him pull out and stroke his cock while he watched Steve fuck you. It was hard to imagine what he was getting out of this; he never seemed like the sharing type, if anything he sometimes became too possessive. But clearly there was a lot about him and Steve that you didn't understand.
"Play with her tits," Bucky instructed, voice a bit deeper as he pleasured himself, "makes her come so fast."
Steve dropped your legs to rest on his shoulders so his hands were free to grope your chest, thick fingers twisting and tugging your nipples. Annoyingly, Bucky knew his way around your body well by now, and so it was difficult to pretend that Steve's touches weren't sending shocks of pleasure right down your spine and to your core.
You had been biting on your lip so hard to stay quiet that you feared you would break the skin, until Bucky leaned down and gave you a little slap on the cheek— not very hard, but enough to make you gasp which in turn released the moan you'd been holding back.
"There it is, honey, don't be quiet for my benefit," Bucky encouraged. "It's okay to like it, I'm not gonna be jealous."
As if that was your concern; angering your boyfriend by enjoying being fucked by your foster brother.
"You really overestimate my interest in your— fuck— in your feelings," you panted as you glared up at Bucky where he was grinning down at you with a look that almost indicated pride.
"You're gonna come, aren't you?" he asked, ignoring your resistance entirely. Whatever chance you had at pretending he was wrong was lost when, just for a moment, your eyes widened at his question. "Yeah, thought so. I can tell by that dumb look on your face. I'm close too, babydoll, betcha wanna taste it…"
His free hand roughly held your jaw open as he stroked himself desperately, his weak groan coinciding with the moment you felt his hot seed spray into your open mouth, his taste familiar despite the entirely surreal circumstances.
It was purely coincidence that you came in that moment, your walls bearing down on Steve while you tried to stay silent so you wouldn't choke on Bucky's spend.
"Fuck, that's it, gonna fill this pretty mouth— god yes, you'd better swallow it all," he sighed as come painted your tongue and the inside of your cheek. Maybe it was more than normal or maybe it was just that he was tightening his hand around the head of his cock to get every drop in your mouth, but either way it was enough to give you quite a mouthful to swallow, which you did without much question due to force of habit.
"M’close too," Steve warned as Bucky stepped back, "I'm gonna come."
“No, Steve, not inside,” you whimpered, hearing the way your voice had weakened after your orgasm, “you can’t…”
“I can,” he disagreed, “Bucky said so.”
Once again, Bucky's will was more important than your own, and your desperate pulling at the handcuffs was only another reminder of the way you'd guided yourself into his trap.
"Don't," you stammered one more time, but it was hard to focus when he was filling you exactly how you needed, when his thick hands gripping your waist felt just as perfect as you'd secretly imagined so many times…
Denial is a powerful drug, but so is two orgasms in a row.
"Fuck!" you yelped as you felt a gush of warmth drip from your entrance, even further wetness spurring on Steve's fast and brutal thrusts into you.
"Knew you'd love it," Steve mumbled, growling slightly as he slammed into you. "Knew you'd take it so well, make a pretty mess all over my cock— fuck I can't wait anymore, gotta fill you up, oh my god... gotta give you my load, honey, you want it?"
"Yes," you sobbed, "Steve, yes, come in me…"
He didn't need much more encouragement than that, groaning loudly as you felt his cock flex and pulse against your walls, his release overwhelmingly hot inside you.
You sighed in time with Steve as he finally stilled, and it was hard to know where to look when Steve and Bucky were both staring down at you. “What happens now?” you found yourself asking, not so much a literal question about the next task but more about what the three of you were going to do with all the unfortunate truths that had come to light in less than half an hour.
“What happens now is I take my turn,” Bucky informed you sternly, pushing Steve aside. “Did you really think I wasn’t gonna fuck my girlfriend on Valentine’s Day?”
#dark!stucky x reader#dark!bucky barnes x reader#dark!steve rogers x reader#dark!bucky barnes smut#dark!steve rogers smut
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@namesmox alright so. thAtS VERY KIND OF YOU TO SAY???? LIKE. THAT IS JUST SO SO SO SO SWEET THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭💖
Pairing: Crosshair x reader (no y/n)
Prompt: 19. Tell me do you hate me or do you wanna date me - Van Horn by Saint Motel.
Warnings: none. this is kind of shitty tho. a lil bit angsty too bc I love angst 😈
Word count: 994 heh
You weren't sure if Crosshair hated you or actually liked you, he was just so... difficult to decipher.
He was always looking at you, and at first you thought it was because he couldn't stand you, and now, well, you keep thinking that. And it wasn't just that, he did always avoid you when he got the chance, walking back the same way he came if he saw you approaching, he seemed annoyed when you're close enough, always going stiff and frozen in place, holding his breath and you didn't think your smelled that bad, Tech had actually complimented your perfume once, Hunter admitted it was "a nice smell that reminded them of home," and Wrecker had agreed to it, which had warmed your heart and brought tears to your eyes because you were the home they were talking about.
Crosshair had growled at that and went to their barracks without a word, to say that your heart was momentarily crushed was an understatement, but Wrecker made you feel better with a hug and saying they had brought you something, giving you a little necklace with a red stone hanging from it, Tech mumbling something under his breath about it "being Crosshair's idea, actually" that you didn't take the word for, but led you to your next statement:
Okay so, maybe, he didn't hate you.
Crosshair actually started conversations with you and huffed at your jokes –which that counts as a laugh coming from him–, and he would sit beside you when you had lunch with them and on the Marauder, he would ask if you needed anything or if he could help you when you fixed things, he was ready to give you his last ration bar if needed and his blanket if you got cold.
So yeah, maybe he could stand you. He was kind and thoughtful, and he always made a spare cup of caf for you in the mornings at the Marauder.
But you couldn't think of any of that as you were there, in the middle of nowhere as you waited for Hunter to give his orders. Fighting about Maker's knows what and it taking a completely different turn.
"You're always slowing us down."
"Slow you down? What's that even supposed to mean? I'm here to help you!" You throw push your finger on his chest plate, probably hurting you more than anything, but stand your ground. "Maybe if you did your job properly, the Republic wouldn't even ask me to join you." He snorts, narrowing his eyes.
"Maybe if you did your job properly, you wouldn't be asking the Republic for scraps."
Okay, ouch?
That was a low blow, even for him. And he knew it too because his eyes widened as soon as he saw you deflate and saw hurt flashing through your eyes.
You were with the Republic because the Separatists had taken enough from you, he knew that, everyone knew that. You weren't just a little dumb bounty hunter working with the Republic for scraps, you were working for justice, and for what was right, for those who couldn't fight for themselves and for those who could.
He calls your name, his hand raising as if he wanted to touch you, to comfort you, but decided against it, letting it drop before going:
"Listen–"
But you're having none of that.
"Why do you hate me so much?"
And he just, blinks at you, stunned, as if you had grown a second head out of nowhere and he can't find a way to react.
"I don't hate you." He says after a while, slow, as if he said it at normal speed you would completely miss the point.
But you still do.
Scoffing, you turn to look out for the boys again, looking for them in all the possible exits.
"Yeah, right." And he calls you again, and you wish he could just, stop; stop saying your name in that soft, snaky voice that makes your legs tremble and stop making you feel the way you do around him and just overall stop.
"I don't hate you," he repeats, this time softer, and you take a quick look at him and he looks so defeated, so sad, as if you had just told him the worst thing you could possibly think of.
You laugh humorlessly, looking at the sky as if it somehow would give you strength before finding his eyes.
"Well is that or you secretly want to date me," you half joke, an admission between lines that you hope to get nothing out of it because you don't believe it.
When you meet his eyes, expecting to find amusement or disgust, maybe something worse, a rejection of some sort disguised as pity, but instead they look sheepish and his cheeks are a few shades lighter than the red from his uniform along with the tips of his ears.
You can't believe it.
You can't believe him.
"You're joking." But he only smiles shyly.
"Kaminoans never taught us how to act on our emotions," he explains, and there's something flashing in his eyes that lets you know that's not exactly true. You raise your eyebrows and scoff, incredulous.
He made you feel ridiculous and stupid more than once because he couldn't tell you he had feelings for you? You don't know who's more dumb if him, or you for falling for him despite that.
"I could shoot you right now." He shrugs, crossing his arms over his chest, a little smirk showing on his lips and he lifts a brow, challenging.
"Or you could kiss me."
"Or," you sing, taking pause and a step forward, him holding you lightly, his hands feeling like feather on your hip and cheek, "I could shoot you." He chuckles lowly, humming a we'll see about that before pressing your lips against his, a silent apology behind the action.
Maybe he didn't really hate you after all.
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The girls' bathroom | Victoria De Angelis
Requested: no
summary: y/n is on a night out with her friends when she starts to feel lonely and self-conscious. And then she meets a girl named Victoria in a tiny restroom of a rusty nightclub.
Okay so this one is personal cus I hate going to a night out thinking you're going to have fun and then ending up feeling like you're left out or 'the unwanted one'. I thought about writing this a while and I really hope someone can relate and find comfort in this the same way that I do.
Pairing: Victoria de angelis x reader (she/her, third person)
if you have wishes for any other pronouns whether it is to switch them in some fic or write a new one using specific pronounces let me know!
word count: 1.2k
content and warnings: lil spicy it is romantic, mentions of alcohol usage, low self-esteem talk, lil sad.
The music raged in a small nightclub the owners had named 'Beverly Hilla' for some odd reason Y/n couldn't really explain. She felt the bottoms of her shoes stick to the floor as some forgotten spilled drink had stained the dance floor.
The place was tiny for a nightclub. It wasn't really popular either but as for tonight, the place was overly filled with drunken people which made y/n feel a little overwhelmed.
"Anna?" Y/n called for her friend who had been dancing like a Wildrose for the past 20 minutes now.
"Hmm?" Her hymn shattered making the alcohol in her system and awfully clear.
"Maybe we should go take a seat for a while, I'm a little tired." Y/n exhaled.
"Yeah suree." Anna started to make her way to the bar stools, y/n quickly following after her. If she was honest, she was ready to go home but didn't want to leave her friend alone and she was sure she wasn't done yet.
The girls made their way to the couple of free bar stools that were next to a bar. (I know IRL finding two free bar stools in a tiny crowded bub would be a miracle but for the sake of the story, they found two free bar stools.)
"Are you going to order something?" Y/n asked but Anna had no time to answer when a young nice-looking man sat next to her.
"Hi girls." He smiled at them and soon locking his eyes with Anna.
"Hi, I'm Anna." Anna introduced herself to him, smiling and looking at him underneath her long lashes.
"Want a drink?" The guy asked Anna and she nodded.
Soon y/n realized she wasn't really involved or welcome in the conversation Anna and the guy had. She could see that Anna was clearly into him, he was clearly into her and she didn't want to third-wheel. She leaned away from them, studying her surroundings.
Nearly everyone was with someone, a friend, a lover. And if there was something that was lingering in her mind, it was the bitter-sweet question; why was she sitting here alone? If nothing else, she was a perfect individual for someone looking just a one night stand. She was alone and she was drunk, so why no one didn't come to talk to her?
Y/n had to admit that it was bothering her more than she liked. Not that she wanted a one night stand, not that she was looking for anything but it was just the fact how she felt forgotten, left out, and over anything left out.
She turned to look at her friend one last time, seeing her talking to the guy and she knew she wouldn't be her company and on top of that, the smell of the alcohol was making her feel unwell.
Y/n got up, not sure if Anna even noticed, and made her way to the restroom diving past the crowd of people dancing.
The public bathroom wasn't big, indeed in a way it almost felt claustrophobic with its crapped walls and tiny toilet stalls.
Y/n lifted her eyes to look at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were slightly tired, makeup little off and her hair had gotten messy from all the dancing. But it wasn't even that. If she could have chosen, she would have the beauty queen. Maybe she'd liked to have different shaped eyes and different lips and maybe nicer hair and nicer jaw.
Suddenly she felt really aware of everything that she thought was wrong in her. A tiny tear run across her cheek as she heard the restroom door open. Y/n quickly wiped her tear and went to the sink to wash her hands.
Y/n heard steps as someone walked into the restroom but to her surprise, she also heard a full female voice spoke to her.
"Are you alright?" The stranger asked.
Y/n turned to look at her. The small light-haired girl was eyeing her up and down with her piercing eyes. She was really pretty and her hair rested perfectly on her shoulders.
"Yeah yeah I'm fine." Y/n nobbed her head, Hair messy hair falling over her own shoulder.
"You don't look really fine if I'm honest; you look quite sad." She quietly giggled a little bit. "I'm Victoria."
"I'm Y/n"
"So did you get lost from your mom or..?" Victoria gently joked, trying to lighten the mood.
Y/n chuckled a little bit to her, "No quite frankly I didn't this time." She tilted her head a little bit before continuing, "hmm, I just think I got lonely."
Victoria studied her a while, "Lonely?" She asked.
"Yeah like I got ditched by my friend who found a better company." Y/n chucked again
"Ohh, well we here now aren't we?" She smiled at y/n and then there was a moment of silence.
Y/n couldn't help but have her eyes glued to Victoria. There was something really comforting, safe and lovely about her. In many ways, she felt like the most unreplaceable person in this world. And she was stunning.
"You look really pretty." It escaped from y/n's lips by an accident.
"Aww, thank you." Victoria turned to look at her, "You too."
Y/n thought about it a while, "Don't think I am." She shook her head before turning back to the mirror.
"What?" Victoria sounded slightly surprised. At the end of the day, Y/n wasn't really good at taking compliments and she knew it herself.
"Just don't feel like I look even somewhat nice." Y/n shrugged her shoulders. It was probably the alcohol that was making her being so open about her self-image issues.
"Well listen.." Victoria took a step closer to her. "You'll never see yourself in the same way others see you and just because you think that doesn't mean it's right. I mean you don't have a say in who I think is beautiful" She smiled at her and y/n's eyes fell to her lips.
What came as a little surprise to y/n, Victoria lifted her hand to lightly touch her cheek and gently pushed her against the stall door.
"Can I kiss you?" Victoria lowly whispered, locking her eyes at Y/n's lips.
"I mean please," Y/n whispered back to her and leaned a little bit closer for her to gently press her lips against her own.
y/n could taste the liquor of Victoria's tongue and she probably could do the same off of hers but it didn't matter at that point when her red burning lips were dancing with hers.
After a while, Victoria pulled away. A blush rose to Y/n's face when she looked at her not wanting to let go of her.
Victoria reached her hand to take y/n's hand into her own and pulled y/n off from the stall door, "Come, Let's go get Pizza. I'm hungry and done with this nightclub anyways." She said flashing a smirk to Y/n.
"Okey." Y/n giggled as she followed Victoria out of the restroom still holding her hand.
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SERENDIPITY.
(n), beautiful accidents turning out in beautiful journeys.
Nothing to explain, just Vampire!harry.
Smut, Smut and Smut.
Masterlist , Let's talk about more vampire H!
Author's Note: This's me just testing waters with my fantasy writing skills. It got deleted at first and I had to write everything again with fat sad tears. Tried my best hope ya'll like it. Reblogs are always appreciated and I kinda deserve it for this one *sheepishly*
She ignores whatever he's saying craving the overwhelming feel of stars and flowers when he bites her, "Can you bite me, please?" He startles at that brows skyrocketing.
Giddiness stirring in his stomach and how bad he feels to brush her off, he has to do it for her sake. "Now, that's not an escape ye' should seek fo' right?" He gives her a stern look when she whines throwing her head back.
Or
Y/N interrupts Harry amidst his meal and ends up him clinging to her.
Kittens. One hell of the beasty creatures they're. You'd give them your heart but they'll prefer their two hours sleep over it. Such type of beasty wee landed Y/N into such situation. She's been searching for Meowsie her cat for fifteen minutes now when she heard a feeble cry of an animal. The tall trees with it's roots snatching at soil - the moon at it's peek. Gasping she crouches down for the rescue of a deer with it's fur wrenched in blood.
When she does so her eyes struck at the sleekness of a pair of loafers stubbing yellow leaves under it. A groan of annoyance whirling in air and gulping she rakes her eyes to find a tall, swiney man staring down at her in offence like she disturbed him.
He's gorgeous. Features that of greek sculpture with silk kissing it, eyes –well she can't figure them out in her fear. "Who're ye'!?" He snarls and she toppled back on her bum with a squeak, "Aish. should be asking you the same." She shuts her eyelids. He thinks she's very stupid for leisuring in an abnomished forest at this hour of night when every creature's ready to strangle her alive.
"Who're you?" She emphasizes each word grabbing the broken branch and pointing it towards him mustering some courage not letting her brave cascade waver.
His first instinct was to say that he's vegan. But, why should he when he's not. He doesn't like lying.
He steps from under the shadows of trees rims glimmering under the beautiful moonlight, "Could be anythin' ye'r little brain's been thinkin' of." He smirks towering her and scrambles back. Her facial expressions blown out more from the fright he's causing.
Poor little thing.
Before, he could fill in her curiosity his prey escapes into darkness gaining his attention. He growls throwing his head at his shoulders — Harry isn't that of tantrum throwing person (a practice of one hundred year has taught him that bitterness brings you nothing) but he's been devastatingly hungry and the feeding clubs grossed him out.
The smell of grinding bodies, sweat and the combination of different human's blood makes him sick to core rubbing his appetite away. He's bored of them.
Her sweet glazing auroma calls him to trap her and take a succulent bite out of her but before that she benefited the opportunity running away from him exiting the dark forest only to find Meowsie snuggling inside her bed.
"You batty creature!" She huffs, "No wonder I'd be found – dead one day because of you."
With whoever; she bumped in the forest wasn't human at all Y/N thinks.
. . .
She's been fighting her sweet tooth for so long but it's not helping her. She muttered a fuck it before lecturing Meowsie, "No sneaking." When Meowsie meowed bobbing her head she cheered, "Good baby." Like a proud momma.
It was success. Reaching the nearest store and buying the oreo yogurt to savour it immediately. When she strolled outside gloomy vibe hit her causing her nerves to shudder winter chillness freezing her toes.
The cup hits the pavement and she emits a loud scream as a brutal force rams her in a brick wall.
A groan of pain rumbling in her chest and she shuts her eyes as a shadowy demon creeps up her calves agonisingly trying to pop her in two.
Counting on her death when it screeches in horrifying noises being ripped into bits and pieces mercilessly. When she squints her eyes open she finds the mossy jade eyes peering down at her more pissed than he was in the forest, "do ya humans don't sleep at night? Or are ye' a mouse that steals good-ys at night?" He traps her head with his hands on either side of wall and she grumbles at his insult of calling her human. But isn't it what she is? A human?
"I -- don't be mean." She pouts hissing at the dull ache in her legs and he sighs voice getting gentler, "Can ye' walk?" When she nods he scoffs with a thick accent lips quirking and nose scrunching. He wanted to leave her at it but the scared look on her tightened his chest and he felt his responsibility to walk her home safe and invest if she got hurt.
"No you can't!" He winds his arms around her encouraging her to put all of her weight on his side as he walks her. "Who're you. And how did ya do that?" She asks with a timid voice. He doesn't want to scare her away but the truth's he's been keeping an eye on her for days. Muttering a curse to himself whenever she'd have her nightly visits without a care for herself. Silly human.
"Harry." He replies without a care and if it wouldn't be for the pain she's feeling she'd have never let him inside her home. "I can't even eat my yogurt in peace 'cos of you Harry." She reproaches as he sits her on sofa taking her ankles and putting them over his knees.
[That's how I felt when you interrupted my meal you little pesty thing he wanted to mutter but held back.]
Taking out the potion Nana gave him that heals painful scars.
"It'll hurt a bit little mouse." He murmurs pulling out the cork of bubble shaped bottle she flinches, "Don't call me that!" Staring at the way her ripened gnashes disappears in beautiful spirals. "Then stop acting like a coward-y mouse." He stands up looking down at her slumpy with sleep. He shushed her, "'s okay. . ." with each dab feeling sorry for exposing her to his world and now the demon who was manifested without a precise spell thought they're co-related kept lingering around her and well he couldn't leave such an innocent girl to be harmed by evils.
"Not gonna tuck ye' in bed, now." He stands up chin doubling raising his hands in defence albeit he's privy for such actions. Too domestically affectionate for him.
"Please." She doesn't want to be here on uncomfortable sofa and wants to snuggle inside her blankets. "Fine." He rolls his eyes not giving heed to the angelic details of her home for that it'll create a soft spot in his heart for her.
His body swimming in her scent once stepping inside her room and he tucks her under quilts grabbing Meowsie akwardly and putting her beside Y/N so she could cuddle with her. He stares her for time and Y/N doesn't hear door shutting and he's out of her bleary vision in a tick
. . .
White swarms over the crimson in hues with yummy smell spreading everywhere along with the waves of Y/N melodic hum. Meowsie tries to rip the muffin batter and Y/N smacks her paw away ending up having a standoff stare competition with her in the kitchen.
She literally heard her saying mean mommy.
Y/N thoughts are all over the place. All she could think of is his's stupid beautiful face and they way his gentle touch made her feel floffy from muscles. He shouldn't pesk her like that. The white chocolate chip pops and she was about to see if they were done when a rasp crawled in her ear making her jump and causing the pyrx bowl to hit the oak counter, "Been thinkin' of meh, lil mouse?"
"What the fuck. Harry!" She spins sending him into fits of laughter with squeaky scream.
"Not funny. Don't you guys not go somewhere unless invited?" She gasps putting her hand atop her heart and Harry's eyes follows her commotion, "'course we do. Got some manners 'n shite." He scoffs with cupid bow quirked up and nose scrunched.
"Then where are your manners now?" He smirks at that leaning at her level, "You manifested me s' hard it broke rules." Heat splashes on her cheeks and she notices the intricate details of his features finding them dull and sick than his prior glow. She gasps in shock taking his hands leading him to sofa and sitting him with a push to his shoulders.
"God. You look terrible what happened?" He gives out a smile at her care throwing his head into headboard cushions, as she scrambles back to kitchen to take out muffins from oven she asks worriedly proper concerned for his health, "Would you like something?"
A warm mug of delicious bubbling blood thank you very much.
He wanted to mutter but his throat went dry from the headache making him all dizzy. He's been death starving for days now cause his appetite seems to vanish and tongue wouldn't accept any kind of blood since the day he smelled the gush of crimson running inside her veins.
"Can I bite you?" He regrets the moment it slipped from his tongue. Y/N doesn't seem to mind instead mulls about it for a moment putting two warm hot cocoa milk and red velvet muffins on the lil coffee table.
"Will it keep you alive?" When Harry closed his eyes in gentle affirmation she cranes her neck to side like she has seen in many movies. "Okay. Go then." He smiles weakly taking her fingers ever so tenderly in his hold and ushering her in his lap.
"If you wouldn't mind — it'll be more comfortable like this. ." She just nods knees bended on either side of his thighs and his mouth waters at her appetizing sweet smell. He rakes his nose along the curve of her neck swearing that she's made of puddle of how soft her skin's. His senses wrecking havoc as his fangs glistens at the surface grazing against the barrier of her sensitive spot.
"Aa-a!" She cries out and He pulls her back anxiously brows kinking, "Didn't even bit yet."
"Surprised is all." She confesses shyly and Harry shakes his head with a silly smile letting her fist the hem of his shirt tight as he wrapped his arm around her waist smushing her closer to him and keeping her head in one place stopping her from squirming..
"Ticklish baby mouse ye're." Saying this he pushes his fangs into her flesh and she created a mousey noise head lulling. He gives out a moan-y growl at the taste of first droplet hitting his tongue. He doesn't think he could stop from now on. She tastes like the nectar birds of heaven could feed on.
His body coming to life. Inners feeling fresh as ever again.
She feels float-y. Like taking a nap over clouds and letting the zephyr cocoon her and she stuffs her face in the crook of his neck breathing him happily with a loopy smile.
This's oddly satisfying and calming. He wants to take care of her. She's a beacon he always wants to keep protected from the storm. He gasps feeling himself nourished all over again after days of starvation. Lapping at the shiny drops of what's left making her giggle and he could easily recognize that smell. Of her arousal.
She's all worked up in his embrace snuggling closer to him. He has been in this position with many people before but once they serve his purpose they'd been walked away to take care of.
"Don't go lost on me little mouse y'need to eat somethin'." He settles her over his thigh taking the mug and muffins.
Tearing it in two and bringing it to her mouth as she lays her head against his shoulder. He sighs happily feeling full as she nibbled slowly, "Thank you." He wipes the crumbs from the corner of her lips feeling the petalness of them and wondering what he shouldn't be wondering at all. "'S okay." She quips with cracky voice making Harry chuckle and sipping onto his own warm milk.
. . .
Harry didn't know a human could attract him like a magnet to metal. She manifested him once and now he's always at her cosy home, he likes the radiance of sunshine that promises from her presence. They watch movies till the clock doesn't strike six in the morning, have secret rendezvous hidden from the eye of normal people at the places Y/N has never been, he has his weekly bites from her and in return brings her every Oscar Wilde's books from his shelf.
Biting her's the most pleasing yet excruciating part because the way she melts like a honey over him like she depends on him and the sweet smell of her wetness that billows in the room makes Harry gripe at her sides, sometimes drinking more than her petite body could handle. He feels awful after that.
Cuddles her to sleep and makes the walnut pie he learned from his Nana which apparently is a witch (she isn't actually his grandma — he has long forgotten about his real family).
Harry took her to the vampires museum and when her marshmallow lips baubled in astonishment at the wings of Angels displaying on the burgundy wall. He kept his arms wrapped around her waist the whole time eyeing anyone that would look towards her weirdly (humans aren't allowed at vampire premises, but who dares to point a finger at Harry? No one.) One of the reasons he hugged her in a smushing coddling suffocating way to lather his scent all over her leaving her flustered and confused. Y/N has finally met someone that shares the same sleeping schedule as her insomniac ass. "We better leave before they hang me angel here too." His breath was hot against her neck running shivers down her spine.
His words carrying amiability and seductivity causing Y/N to gape at him. Did he just call her his Angel? He definitely did. Annoying leech that's fucking up with Y/N's emotions.
They didn't talk about it at all after that.
Harry did with Nana. Freaking out to her how his emotions are always spiraling for her. That he wants her all to himself. Wants to feel her in ways that's beyond just the touch. Nana just laughed it off and made him eat his coconut pie. He almost choked on his bite. Adam apple bobbing in pain when she cleared to him – that; The they indeed have bonded to eachother.
Her blood runs inside him. His marks are on the most precious spot of her body. Where lovers claim their affection — how could he not feel like that towards her? She's sure that Y/N also feels the same for Harry.
Harry was getting done with some cluster of work when a stab of pain invaded his whole body prickling uncomfortably against his skin. Something's up. He could feel in his bones that his little mouse's not okay. When he goes her home he's met by pure silence making him more anxious than he already is.
He picks Meowsie from the floor rubbing her crown as he steps inside her bedroom. She's layered under many fold blankets in her bed shrinked into a pea and her head perks up when Harry's voice reaches her, "Angel. . ." She throws everything aside tackling him to mattress making him squeak.
He smiles petting her hair as she purrs against his chest fisting the hem of his shirt tightly. "One of those days?" He asks genuinely not stopping his gentle action and she bobs her head vigorously bottom lip wobbling, "Oh my little mouse – c'mere what happened?" His gaze flitting between her's as he cups her cheeks squishing them adorably.
She ignores whatever he's saying craving the overwhelming feel of stars and flowers when he bites her, "Can you bite me, please?" He startles at that brows skyrocketing.
Giddiness stirring in his stomach and how bad he feels to brush her off, he has to do it for her sake. "Now, that's not an escape ye' should seek fo' right?" He gives her a stern look when she whines throwing her head back, "Then can I bite you?" She just wants to distract herself from the unbearable headche of her history course.
He chuckles breathily at that sighing because could he say no to her? No. He smiles down at her dimples denting in his cheeks, "Kay. Go then." She stuffs her face in the dip of his neck sniffing the marbled beach fragrance of him that of summers I'm December's cosiness. Her teeth grazing at the curve of his pale skin and Harry closes his eyes in anticipation. He feels intimidated by this little human being like no other. His little human.
Her teeth grazing against his cold skin and Harry almost whined letting a moan slip his eyes rolling back into his sockets as she bites him. His hands on her ass twitching to grope at the flesh when his cock stirred with her heat leaking against it. She creates sweet filthy noises succling the mark and "Enough." Harry cleared his throat and the haze in his head bounding her wrists between them pulling pulling her away looking at her sternly when she whines.
"Baby. . talk to me." He caresses her cheek with his knuckles but she ignores his words floating in her all headspace staring the mark she created. Tracing the beautiful hue of love bite with her fingers, "How did it feel?" Harry's eyes flutter with charming smile as he kissed the hand which's not busy memorizing him.
"Like a lil mouse ticklin'" She leans at that kissing her work of art, giving wet little sweet kisses up his jaw palms running down his midriff as she whispered.
"This?" Her hips stuttering with his swell sitting delicious between her panty clad pussy lips, she peers up at him from her under her lashes as her lips rested against the corner of his pillowy full mouth.
"And this?" Test of his patience. "Like I've never felt before." Saying. He smudges his lips against her's in a succulent, sweet and affectionate kiss. Lapping tenderly with his pink wet tongue at her mouth to deepen the kiss squishing her cheeks in the process. Swallowing her whimpers and whines down his throat like she's most precious. She humps his bulging cock with erotic swivels of her hips and Harry griped at her sides to leave blue blemishes in some hours.
He closes his eyes still smiling foolishly resting his temple against her's – noses doing eskimo kisses.
"Can we talk now, what's disturbing my angel?" He tucks her hair back kissing her forehead and she bobs her head embarrassed at her tantrums. "It's silly. 'M gonna fail my history exam." His eyes twinkle, "Just havocin' your brain for this?"
"No worries. I gotcha."
. . .
This's how they ended up like this surrounded by notes and papers. Harry complaining with an unbelievable scuff, "What do they teach ye' kids now days? That didn't happen at all in history." Still ending up helping her with learning which ended up him giving her his slender fingers fucking her with them to let her work for her reward.
"No pet. Wrong answer." He tutted eyes still on the quiz card and it's the sight for sore eyes. She cramps her thighs around his wrist and he curled his fingers rubbing her walls in return as a warning, "Come on lil mouse ye' right there." He leans from the edge of his chair to snatch a chaste kiss from her parted ones.
"189-5?" She mewls not sure of her answer and Harry again pressed his lips against her's murmuring against them driving a third finger inside her and rubbing her clit in circles with his thumb, "such an intelligent girl. doin' s' good fo' me – wanna cum?" He bites at her earlobe gripping the quiz cards tightly.
"Yes. Please‐" He cuts her off taking his digits out making her whine and squirm loudly. Sage coloured panties clearly drenched in her slickness as Harry licks her sweet juices like a hungry kitten from his fingers wrapping his magenta lips till his knuckles — if it's a lollipop humming around them vulgarly.
"Harry No!" She huffs making grabby hands at him and he squeezes her bossom thigh to push her down, "Harry yes. Now -- tell me babe where Buddhism originated from?" He wets the pad of his thumb nonchalantly eyeing her playfully and Y/N just wants to kiss that pink pretty tongue as he turned the page around.
She grabs his hand moving them closer to her swollen pussy head falling at his mere graze, "Please." He gives love nibbles at her cheek flickering her clit to tease her.
"What baby?" He murmurs gliding them up and down her slit causing her to rock her pelvis against his touch his freezing fingers adding upto sensation. "Want your fingers." She gasped breathily because before her request Harry was stuffing her back with his fingers massaging the sweet shell of her g-spot.
Her tummy coiling with pleasure and she threw her arms around his neck parted lips pressing against his throat, "Last quiz and then ye' can come all over me fingers." He tells her pinching her thighs. His cock weeping in his pants. The world around them deafening to glitter noises and Harry puts his chin atop her shoulder raising the card infront of her shoulder as she thrashed in his arms.
It was for his last criss-cross of swipe when she gushed all over him with noises that stroked Harry's ego and this time he gave her a hickey coaxing her orgasm from her high, "Hmh. S' warm I could stay inside ye' forever." A sugary smooching voice echoes in room when he kissed the spot between her ear and neck.
Y/N thinks Harry has successfully made a nest in her heart.
. . .
They were flopped over quilts in her bed moon glowing happily in love with them together and Y/N turned in his arms admiring each glimmer of his skin with an awestruck puppy eyes, "You're such an Angel. . .so pretty." He chuckles softly bringing her closer to her chest to hear her heartbeats.
"People think otherwise my mouse." He gives out a 'oof' sound giggling when she climbed up his torso heels of palms pressing against his pecks. "You're for me resting in the depths of ye'r skin — that went through love and sorrows, nourishment and pains until god decided you were meant to be mine. . ." She sucks in a breath cupping his beautiful face to lull it side to side. Harry could bite her whole made of petals and honeycomb she is. He stares her zoning out for a moment.
"Sorry. But seeing ye' with my bites makes me s' hard. . ." He whispers. "Bite me again then." She nuzzles in the crook of his neck pressing her wet crotch down against his hard dick pressing against his zipper.
"So polite and carin'." He grins smacking kisses against the thin skin of her shoulder reaching the mark that's still pudgy and purple. She moans getting him out with shaky fingers and kissing him heatedly in full vigour making slick filthy noises. He slaps her bottom ripping her panties to throw them carefully rubbing his weeping blushed head in between her clenching pussy lips to smudge their arousals.
Whimpers of bliss whirling in air when he slipped inside her slick cunt filling her to brim his balls pressed against her bum, "Fuck. Just how I imagined — tight 'n snug. I love ye'r cunt baby." He gritted grinding his pelvis against her's in slow teasing motion hitting one spot continuously.
"Feels good. . ." She cries softly thighs quivering by his sides and he wrapped his hand around the nape of her to bring her down for another passionate kiss, "Would ye' bond to meh? Huh - lemme cum inside ye'r pretty pussy? Make it mine?" He mumbled wet-ly against her lips sucking her lower one to make it all plump and pinkish.
"Make me yours." She gives out a squeaky whimperish moan when at her words he licked his mark biting it. Her walls creamping around his cock to feel each, ridge and thick vein and she turned a loopy butterfly in his arms.
"Ye' can't cum unless I give ye' permission and I've had plenty to drink. . ." He growls grabbing her jaw eyes turning oyrx and she wipes her own blood from his mouth to press her thumb against his tongue letting him suck. Now, she doesn't have one mark only it's plenty that of flowers scattered on canvas.
He stretches his legs wide toes curling holding her down from her hips to fuck into her with rough mind forging thrusts, "Yes!" Y/N whispers with hoarse throat that she hasn't spoken from months.
"Cum fo' me. Over me cock baby wants to feel ye' Angel." He moans fondling her breasts in his large calloused palms smauching kisses at very skin he could find to shower his love to. Y/N comes a wave of shiver running from her soles to head as she just created noises straight out of porn.
Her creaming around him. Warm and slick cum dribbling down his balls didn't last Harry too. He came inside her in thick spurts of ribbons leaving blueprints at her arse.
They remained like this for some moments. Cacooned into eachother breathing eachother Harry memorizing her to memorize the memory he could never forget and caresses her cheek with the back of his hand.
He lays her on bed gently slipping out of her shushing her with pecks on mouth when she whined from sensitivity, "Gonna take care of ye' little mouse." He bends her knees kissing them stroking the insides of her shivering thighs to calm her down taking his discarded boxer from side.
"Want you to squeeze baby -— I came alot." She does as he said and he cleans her with his clothe showering her in kisses and praises.
Running a steamy bath with essential lavender and rose oils and bathe salts. Resting her between his legs to feel her skin everytime against his skin.
"I love you. Gonna keep ye' forever." He whispers in the silence of night and she smiled with fuzzy heart. Feeling good and fluttery. "I love you too."
Shrugging she retorts playfully, "I'd be all old and wrinkly but you'd be still this gorgeous now that's unfairrrrr." He just laughs at her cuteness creating obnoxious kissing noises while kissing her face.
"Gross." She mutters bashfully eyeing him and he fake offends tickling her sides causing the water splash from rims, "Wasn't gross when I was fucking your brains out—" She tries to smack him in between laughters.
"Heyyyy."
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After All This Time || Chapter Five
Aaron Hotchner x Reader
Word Count: 2,146
Chapter Summary: Anger. And harshness, maybe feelings. I haven't decided yet so I guess you'll have to just read to find out.
CHAPTER WARNINGS: angst?, asshat hotch again, sad feels
A/N: Guys, I'm like legitimately so sorry that this chapter took so long. It's not even that I've been all that busy. I definitely did go to California for two weeks, but after that I think I just got lazy? Had writer's block? I don't know. But New chapter is UP.
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You come to eleven hours later, the first thing that you hear being the steady beep of a monitor.
The hospital.
It smells... white, the cleanness of it making you scrunch your nose. Still not having opened your eyes, you sense the brightness, almost making you not want to at all.
However, you knew how hospital visits work. When Reid was injured, the whole team was there waiting for him to wake up. With that push, that you had people waiting for you to wake up, you opened your eyes.
Everything was too bright at first. You felt your lips fall into a grimace and joked aloud, "You guys don't need to be so quiet, she lives."
There was no response, and as your vision cleared up, the wind was knocked out of you like a punch to the gut.
Empty.
The whole room was empty. Aside from you and the TV, there was no talking. There were no people.
For a moment you thought that you were dead. Or maybe dreaming, because who wakes up from a seemingly severe injury with no support system? With no friends.
You hear your heartbeat speed up before you feel it, but boy do you feel it when it hits.
The monitor must send an alert to the nurses' station or something because shortly after, a small, black-haired woman rushes into the room.
"Agent L/N? Are you alright, is there any-,"
"I just- where- did my- wh-where is my team?" The stutter surprised you and you sat up fast, not realizing how prominent the pain in your abdomen was until it was too late. You let out a soft gasp, but looked at the nurse to hear an answer.
"Oh, uh, honey... I asked as they left and the tall, broody one said that there was an emergency." She walked up to you and turned a dial on your IV machine, gently asking you to lay down again.
You complied, not fully paying attention. Your mind was somewhere else; thinking about the harshness of your team, but you had to assume that this was Hotchner's doing.
"You alright, sweetie," the kind nurse asks, her name is Monica.
You nod slowly, your head feeling a lot lighter than it had when you woke up. "Yeah. I'm okay. Um, before you go can you hand me my phone?"
She nods, looking at you for where, and you gesture to the bag that's slightly out of your reach. Monica hands you both the phone and its charger, pointing to an outlet on the wall behind your head.
Nodding in thanks, you plug the charger into the wall and watch the kind nurse leave before unlocking your phone. You see immediately that you have five missed calls from your mother, and after further searching, you notice messages from Emily, JJ, and Penelope. JJ's was the most recent, so you open hers first.
JJ (BAU) 43 minutes ago.
Hey Y/N, In case you wake up before we get back, Hotch called our debrief meeting, so we all went back to the precinct. Sorry, hon.
xoxo JJ and the Girls
You didn't register the tears until they were falling down your cheeks. You sighed a bit and replied to JJ's message with a short, 'got it'.
As soon as you pushed the 'send' button, the door to your room opened again and your entire team rushed in.
Well, most of the team.
Really, everyone except one person.
You were quick to wipe your eyes, trying to hide the fact that you had been crying. JJ walked to the chair beside your bed and sat down, giving you the most gentle hug as she did.
"Did you get my message? Are you feeling okay? Do you need a nurse, any water?"
"JJ, you're momming her," Derek joked as he bent to give you a hug. "For real though, you feelin' alright, lil mama?"
You nodded, sending him a tight-lipped smile as Emily walked over to the other side of your bed, bringing Penelope with her on a video call.
Spencer even came by, but he looked relatively uncomfortable and stayed by the door.
Waving at him a bit, you say, "You can come in you know. I won't bite."
"I know, Y/N. I was just worried. Statistically speaking, you survived on an off-chance. The ratio was close to 83:17, and the bullet entered your abdomen in-"
"I get it Spence. I should be dead," you pause slightly seeing everyone's wide-eyed look at your bluntness, "BUT I didn't die, so everyone can stop looking at my like I'm going to break and just settle." You chuckle a bit and sigh as you see the rest of the team besides Spencer nod their heads or visibly relax their shoulders.
"You're right, kiddo," Rossi says quietly, "You're okay, and we can celebrate that."
"Thanks, Rossi." Smiling, you lean into his hand, which was cradling the side of your face for a moment. "Can someone get Hotchner please? I had some words that I'd like to have him hear."
JJ places her hand on your arm then and says, "Y/N, maybe that's not the best idea right now."
"No," you shake your head and make eye contact with her, "That's exactly what I need right now."
"Y/N..."
"Spencer, can you go get him please? He's just sitting out in the lobby, correct?" You snap a little harsher than you meant to.
The boy stutters a bit, but eventually nods his head and walks out of the room. The rest of the team shares a look before also walking out, giving you space for when your boss comes in.
Sitting up straighter in the bed, you even your mouth into a thin line just as Hotchner walks in the room.
"Am I off the clock right now, sir?" You don't miss the way his eyes flash to your lips but you choose to ignore it.
He sighs and crosses his arms over his chest, "Say what you need to say, agent."
"Who the hell do you think you are? Calling the debrief not only at a time where one of the team members can't make it, but when the team member is in the hospital with a GSW wound." Your voice rises steadily as you continue talking, but you have more to say. "Not only that, but you couldn't even be bothered to make sure I was okay when the debrief was over?" Subconsciously, you recognize the switch from a third-person mindset to a personal one, but you pay it no mind.
"Agent L/N, you-"
"No. You will call me Y/N, and I will be calling you Aaron. We aren't on the clock right now and you don't deserve my professionalism," the heart monitor spikes in tempo, and you throw the blanket off of your lap.
He quirks an eyebrow at you as you command him, but nods his head slightly, letting you be in control for the moment. "Go ahead, Y/N. You get whatever irrational anger you have towards me out in the open and we can deal with the consequences later."
"I left EVERYTHING for this job, Aaron. I left my mom, who never stopped grieving a lost son, I left my job there thinking this would be better, and I lost friends and people who actually cared about my well-being. People who wouldn't leave one of their own in an unknown hospital to wake up by themself, not sure if they were even actually alive since there wasn't anyone with them." You saw Aaron flinch with everything that you listed, but you didn't care. He needed to hear it. "So yeah, Aaron. I get to be angry, and you don't get to tell me it's irrational, because this is the most rational I think I've been this entire year."
"Y/N. You put not only yourself, but me, and the rest of the team in danger yesterday. Excuse me if I don't want to see you and be around you while you're in the hospital." Really, if burned Aaron to his core that he couldn't reach over and tuck the stray piece of hair behind your ear, because right now that's what he wanted to do. Except it's inappropriate and he's not sure you'd let him within three feet of you.
"NO! You see, that's not how it works. Are you telling me that if you saw a little boy with a gun trained on them, you wouldn't have done the exact same thing?" Hot tears fill your eyes, but you don't wipe them. You almost hope that him seeing you cry will make him feel bad, if even just a little.
Glancing at the way his jaw was set and how he clenched his fists in his lap, you knew he was struggling to keep his cool, so of course you pushed harder.
"What if it was Jack, Aaron."
"Dammit, L/N, it wasn't Jack. It was just some boy that we couldn't save. We shouldn't have been able to save him. You didn't use the training you had, and you didn't use the rational part of your brain. As terrible as that sounds, and trust me, I never want to lose a victim, if you had used the training from the bureau, we wouldn't have saved him. " Aaron stands up and paces the length of the bed then, feeling your eyes following him the whole time.
You shake your head as you let your gaze fall to your lap. "I wasn't going to let him die again... I wouldn't have been able to live with myself."
Aaron's eyebrows furrow a bit and he looks at you with angry curiosity in his eyes, "Again? What do you mean by that?" That's when Hotch remembered earlier when you mentioned her mother who lost a son. "Y/N, did your brother... No. Actually, I'm sorry, just forget I said anything,"
There was a dark anger in your eyes as you shook your head. "No, Aaron. Ask me. Ask me this one question, and then reassess your profiling of me."
His gaze turned steely as he squared his shoulders again, showing no emotion in his voice as he spoke. He almost felt like the best way to approach you right now was as if you were the unsub.
"Was your brother murdered, Y/N?"
Dropping your head, you feel the tears burning in your eyes again and you nod. "He was only five. He had his whole life ahead of him. You'd think a child would be safe with a group of nuns or a priest, but no. Not even them. He was branded with a cross before he was killed and it's just unfair."
Aaron starts to walk closer to your bed, seeing the devolving pattern of your breathing, "Y/n, I'm so sorry, I-"
"No. Aaron, just, please go. I'll catch a flight home when I'm allowed to fly again, so you guys just go home and I'll figure it out. I mean, that's what I did when I was waking up by myself, right? Go ahead and fire me if you need to, suspend me, I don't care anymore, but I'll come back when the hospital says it's safe." You take a deep breath and watch as he turns away.
He gets all the way to the door before he turns back around and says, "What was his name."
"Joey."
Hotch nods and walks out of the door, remembering that the final victim, the one that you saved, was named Joseph.
After the encounter with Hotch you fell asleep. The heavy medication and the anger in your head knocked you out easily. You were asleep for a few hours, but you woke up when your pain medication wore off.
You noticed that your work phone had a few notifications, so you sat up a bit and looked through them.
There were two that stood out to you. The first one was a notification that read "Hotchner (Asshat) has added you to the group 'BAU Team'". The second was his message in that group chat.
Hotchner (Asshat) 2 hours ago
Hey team, change in plans. We will be staying here until Y/N gets cleared to fly. It should only be a couple of days and I know we were planning on flying out tonight. Sorry, Thanks.
As soon as you liked his message, your texts were blowing up from Emily. She was saying stuff about how "he totally likes you", and about, "you had a rough time on this case".
Also, apparently Derek saved all of his sarcasm for when Hotch got back, and the thought made you smile.
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Over.
For those who dont know here is the link for the first part of this lil thing :3
You exhaled with a smile at seeing the new look on your apartment. It came with a generous amount of space on both living room and bedroom. Some of the Hassaikai members helped you with all the mobile and some boxes you still had to look over to put things back in order.
Humming to a song that was stuck in your head (and he wadled away wadle wadle) you kneeled on the ground to open a tiny box to start, but you soon frowned at seeing the contents of it...
It was a tiny little glass box, with a carnation safetly placed inside of it... along, it came a bit of your treasures you savored.. a pair of white yet with tiny little delicate detailsyou knrw he knew you love it; a tiny necklace, simple yet elegant, pingent of a heart attached to it; earings with the symbol of the hassaikai and others that were little white wings...
You soon took notice of the drops of tears that were falling down on your lap and inside the boz as you picked the earrings of the Hassaikai... Chisaki gave you this when you both started dating... it was the first ever gift he gave to you along with the carnation...
'I am by far one of the most normal men considering of what the society sees me... but I hope you that you have the patience to bear with me until I give you a life and a clean world to live in until there my dear.'
The words repeated on your head as sobs started to rip from your tgroat as you clenched the earing to the point they pierced your skin enough to hurt as you curped yourself on the floor in misery...
You wanted to forgive him. You wanted to forget what happened on that disgrace if a day...
But you just couldn't. You couldn't forget thhe warth yet neither that murderous gaze Kai had on you. You couldn't forget how his rough hands that usually touched you like you were made out of glass instead grabbed roughly on your arm to the point you cried in pain.
You couldn't forget how he used his quirk on you out of anger.
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"Thank you." He muttered monotonously as he grabbed the bouquet full of roses, safetly wrapped up so it couldn't come in contact with him as he exuted the shop.
Ever since the accident, he hadn't been able to get sleep without having night terrors of the terrified look you had... the screams for him to get away from you, to not wven rouch you with a single finger...
He felt worse than the dirt his shoes collected while walking on the dirty streets of where he lived.
He stared at one single rouse out of all in the bouquet he just paid for it, sighing as he adjusted a petal that was a tad bit out of place only for him to accidentaly rip it from the poor flower.
He stopped at that, watching the petal dance while falling into the ground... his eyebrows frowned as he merely sighed after closing his eyes.
"It seems everything I do I end it up ruining it on a way or another..." he whispered to himself, lowering both arms in defeat.
In others it would be seen as childish for him to get all depressed over a simple petal falling from the bouquet... but not for him.
He was the one that was abandoned on the streets to starve; he was the one whose only brought problems more than pride to the man whose took care of him as his only son... he was the one that hurt and traumatized the one he loved over a anger tantrum...
What was wrong with him..? He though, bringing his free hand ro rub his face and sigh deepely.
Although, his ears peeked up at a sound of laughter. Your laughter. His precious angel's laughter which he hadn't heard from months... he swear he felt like crying in glee as he started to almost run towards that beautiful sound he oh missed so dearly.
What wasn't he expecting was get right in front of a scene that left his heart immediately dropping to his stomach... you were indeed laughing of course.
But in the arms of another man.
On the other side of the street he saw how the taller male bear hugged you and lifted you up off the ground and twirles you around as you squealed. Scrunching up your nose at him kissing hard on your cheek.
He slowly lowered down his hand where it held the bouquet as he stared at the scene that completely torn his insodes out as his eyes carried sadness and heartache...
Despite all of those feelings, he still found himself smiling as a tear ran down his face... it was better this way. You could have a normal life, not surrounded by body guards, not have to worry about constant magging of getting clean or sickness... having someone that could give you what you deserved...
He turned his back to walk away... but what wasn't him expecting was that you had noticed him. Walking away. You furrowed your eyebrows, and against your better judgment, you started to run toawrds him, not seing the open signal neither the car that was coming...
"Ka-Chisaki!" He heard you and let out a confused sound before turning and widening his eyes in horror and dropping the amount of flowers he had at the sign of a car coming and honking.
His feet moved before his mind could, his gloves already dissapeared as he shouted foe you or the car, he didn't know anymore, to stop.
Your eyes widened at the sound of honking and before could let out a sound you were engulfed in muscular arm, bringing you close to his chest as he almosy broke his wrist when making contact with the car and overhauling it in a question of seconds.
The screams were gone for a minute and all you could hear was your and Kai's heartbeat at top speed and his uncrotoled shorts of breath.
A half of the citizens clapped their hands while others immediately left the local as the owner of the car, a young man, finally recovered from the state of panic and got down angry yelling at both of you.
"You stupid bitch! Couldn't see a damn sign that I WAS THE ONE TO GO?! AND YOU TOO YOU DICK! You conpletely destroyed my car you asshole!" The male shouted as Kai put you back on your feet as he glared daggers at the short man.
"If a car cost more than a life so there-" the car was back in shape as soons as he destroyed "You can have it. But just for you to know I am not just an 'asshole' as you reffered me." He growled between teeh as you tensed... you knew that tone of voicw way too well...
"Pff-! Yeah whatever old man-" Chisaki grabbed the hem of the shit of the man and stared dead in his eye "H-Hey! Let go basta-"
"You're bold enough ti call the leader of the yakusa a bastard, arent you?" He growled, and the life of the brunnete seemes to fade away from his eyes as he heard those words.
Before you could say something the scared male face was brought to you as Kai growled and overhauled just a tad bit of yhe hem of his shirt to prove his point.
"This you rascal. Is not a bitch. She is a woman. One that deserves respects and was almost killed by you driving at an unforgible speed you irresponsible germ. So before I lose my patience, say your apologies. Now."
The man stuttered some apologies as your eyes widened at Chisaki before he let go of the brunnete to dall on his knees qs Kai glared at him.
"Get out of my sign before I change my kind on cutting your fingers off."
You stared dumbfounded at the zpeed the little man had to enter his car and get the hell out of thwre becore you gasped at seing Chisaki starting to walk away from you once again.
"H-Hey! Chisaki!" You called but he only stopped and crouched down "You're seriously not gonna say-" you stopped when he got up and turnes to you with a brojen face as he stared at the absolute destroyed bouquet... the majority of them were sprawled on the ground and somewere broken and petals lost and sprawled on the ground and on the street.
"I'm sorry," He mumbled as you stared confusely until he spoke on a sadder tone "Those were meant for you.." you hesitantly grabbed and stared in pity yet a tad bit of ahocked at the warmth you felt on your chest.
"You.. didn't had to." He sinply blinked at your astonished expression.
"I know. But is the least I could do." He muttered before a bit of awkward silence was in the air as you stared at the white roses in your hand, threatening to appear a smile on your lips until the man just sighed and turned midway away from you.
"Have a good afternoon." You eyes widened and before you could even mutter the words wait, he just left. Hands stuffed on his pockets and head hung low.
You furrowed your eyebrows before your eyes dropped to the ground where a mess of white petals and broken roaes were sprawled...
You buffed before looking at a meteo station and walking on the direction of your new apartment.
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"You know," he heard the old male's voice ring from the door way as he tried to listen to some calm music layed on his bed and documments on hand "You could take a break now at then Chisaki, maybe some tea to help calm those nervs boy." He stopped reading for a moment as he sighed, looking at Pops unamused.
"Thank you for the offer. But I shall decline."
"Son you camt expect to just succumb into depression like that and think I would allow it." The words of the epder shocked him to some instant before he hesitantly locked eyes with grey ones "I bet you havent triies to verbally apologize to them even once, am I wrong?" Pops croased his arms as he stared at the man dressed in black.
"... try saying sorry for breaking a cup. The word itself wont make the cup return to its original form, it will still be broken." He sighed as he placed the papers on the desn after getting up "This is the same situation. Is not like I deserve or neither knows how to love someone anyway."
"So you just will accept (Y/n) to walk out, end things and be like that?" The elder gesture with his hand at Chisaki "You want to end things with the one you claimed to lo-"
"I didn't want it too, OKAY?!" he banged his fist on the desk as he droppes his head with closed eyes as Pops frowned "I didn't... I.. I cant take the thought of (Y/n) leaving me... but at the same time.." the elder widened hsi eyes at the drop of water that fell on the papers, staining a bit.
"I cant take the thought..of hurting such an angel like I did again... I wouldn't forgive myself." He spoke through teeth in hopes a sob wouldn't escaped until he felt the hand of his mentor pulling him into a firm hug.
"And you say you dont know how to love, huh?" Pops muttered with a smile whipe putting all of his force on the hug as Chisaki's tears deopped silently "Idiot boy, you are just as worth to love someone as anyone else. A mistake wont lwt you stop you if you do know you were on the wrong of it and want to be better." His hand patter the brown hair of Kai much as he did inumerous times as when he was just a child.
He pushed Kai away and sadly smirked at seeing the face of Chisaki all stained with dry tears but no traces of redness... just a broken look.
"When you act like this. Like a man. Is the times I am most proud of you, my son." His breath hitched at the male's words "i will get some herbal tea wether you want it or not. And believe me boy, things are going to get better soon or later."
"... sounds impossible." He muttered as soon as the elder left the room and closed the door.
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It was his birthday. Tommorow was his birthday.
You frowned before inhaling sharply. It would complete almost three months since you just stopped talking with him. You were better. But you continually beated yourself up for craving that man's touch or just for hearing some word out of him.
The tiny little presents had stopped when you read a card where he apologized to seen like a stalker and would leave you alone for you to move on. One day after the day you almost got run over by a car and he had saved you and even defended your moral from that asshole that almost shitted his pants at only knowing Chisaki was from the yakusa.
You sighed... this was the first of a ever time Kai had hurted you... and this seemed like it did not only affected you. You sure was hoping for Kai to get possesive or even threatening you to come back to him like many cases you saw on the T.v. But you should have know that by now, Kai was different.
Despite how much he denied, he was a old and gentleman at heart, always looking for ways to please you through gifts since he hadn't has any form of touching in his lifetime that he didn't saw as sick...
... that was it. You had decided over fighting with yourself over three weeks by now.
You were going to give Chisaki. Your Kai Chisaki, another chance.
Packing your purse and everything you could carry on your suitcase, you locked the door of your apartment and left on destination of the house of the Shie Hassaikai.
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The gates openes coincdentaly when a black car entered and you took the chance to sneak in. Tip toeing to your once shared bedroom and letting your things over there before you jumped with a squeal at a soind of cough.
"Is such a pleasure to have you back here my dear." You smiled at the old man's face and immediately hugged him, catching the elder in surprise before he chuckled and returned your hug "Care if I may ask why are you back out of the sudden?"
"I... I missed your son. So much." You spoke in embarrassment as the elder smiled and showed with his hand the hallway.
"I guess he is on a room reading something, go text your luck." You nodded, bowing with gratitide as you hesitantly walked and indeed found Kai sitting on a sofa, leg crossed over another as he read a book.
"'The only thing we never get enough of, is love; and the only thing we dont give enough of is also love.' Tsk... not a tad bit wrong Miller sir.." you heard your boyfriend mumbling to himself as he closed the book with a sigh to rub between hsi eyebrows.
You took careful steps while arms crosses behind your back as you looked at his hunched over form and messy dark brow hair.
"I never took you the type to read love quotes." You speak quietly, giggling at how Chisaki flinched and opened his eyes wide at seeing you just mere feet away from him "Hi."
"(Y/n)?" He spoke almost in disbelief as he stood up , hope on his eye swith a fraction of second before returning to that hollow look "What.. what brings you here?"
You rubbed your arm while taking carefull steps towards him, seeing how tense he was.
"I.. think we should at least had talked.. before all of this happened at least."
"You dont have too." He immediatly replied with a stoic look "Is all clear. And I dont take your reasons away from you. You have the right to have a life of your own." You furrowed your eyebrows and honestly being hurt by his words.
"What? So.. so you are okay with this? W-With.. is all this about us?" You pointed at the two of you as sadness overtook his features.
"... I juust know is for the best. For your happiness and safety at least. You dont have to make excuses to make me feel better. I know what I did. And believe, I regret it and hate myself with every piece of my soul."
"Well... I sure cant just pat your head and tell that 'aw baby it was nothing you want a cookie?'-" you saw how he cringed at your words and looked down at his feet "But... but I can say other things." He arched an eyebrows before his breath hitched when he felt your arma circle his chest as you rested your cheek where you could hear his heartbeat...
He stood there with hands on the air in both fear of hurring you and conoekte shock until you spoke something that completely broke him.
"I forgive you Kai... we can still be together... if you want of course."
The sobs ripped from his theoat without warning as his arms came down to gently hold you as he buries his face in your for the sake of his pride.
You felt tears of your own fall as well, staining Kai black social shirt, which he wa completely hot on it, as you clinged for dear life on him, after months finally feeling secure on his arms like you used to do...
"I'm so sorry..." he mumblex, swallowing a hiccup as he rested his chin on your head as you closed your eyes to let the tears fall.
"I know..." you mumbled before parting away from hin as you both stared at eachother until you smiled sadly as he wiped your tears away as you mirrored his actions. "Who would have thought.. a simple quirkless girl making the big bad yakusa cry like a child." You giggled as you saw the hint of tiny smirk beneath that mask.
You saw how he pushed down the said article to reveap his whole handsome face as he stares back at you.
"Should we start all over then?" You offered as his eyebrows quirked up.
"What about that guy you were talking with before... the almost acvident if you could say."
"... my friend thhat was telling me about his wedding in the next month you mean?" You asked with a tiny laugh as his face dropped in realization. "Y-You thought I was dating him?!"
"Well..." he sighed, looking away from you " You had your reasons to."
He widened his eyes at the sudden touch of your hands on his jaw and almost gasped when you pulled him to crush your lips with his... finaly registering what was happening he allowed himself to close his eyes and just... enjoy the moment.
"My jelly bean." You whispered with foreheads conected as Kai scoffed with a smile.
"Dont start with the stupid nicknames now." You smiled at him before he hesitamtly put his hands on your waist "so.. about what happened-" you shushed him gently before ppacing a more sweet kiss on his lips.
"Hush, is over now. In the past. I know you didn't meaant it, and I forgive you. Dont overthinking about it okay? Is over now my love." You nuzzled on his neck as he leg out a watery chuckle and engulfing you on his arms.
".. I guess.. I guess is over." He smiled as he closed his eyes and breathe din the svent he so desperately craved for months.
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A Letter of Love, A Letter of Apology
Warnings:- just angst, no fluff, nothing mentions of death, sucide, crying, death eaters. Not the best of me.
Word count:- 2k
A/N:- this is short and not my best of work, I actually list inspiration for it after sometime. The gif belongs to its respective owners I got it from Pinterest.
July 12th 1978.
Lily was sitting in her apartment that she shared with Marlene and Alice, drinking a glass of wine. Who cares if it's ten in the morning? She wanted to, so she poured herself a glass. Last week had been hectic for Lily, moving out of Hogwarts, and then James proposing her, healer training and so much more. It was as if she didn't even get a moment for her.
It had been not so long since she left Hogwarts, though it felt like a distant memory. Getting out of Hogwarts, joining Order, leaving some friends, leaving some memories, leaving-
"Lily!"
Marlene's voice broke her out of her thoughts, no one knows what would have happened if she hadn't broken her out of her thoughts, she didn't need to go back to those thoughts.
Turning around she saw a horror struck face of Marlene, immediately rising panic in her mind. She left her glass of wine on the railing of the balcony, she rushed to Marlene.
"What is it?" Her voice was heaved with panic, a million of what ifs swirling in her head.
"Another attack." A gasp left Lily's lips, as the words came out of Marlene's lips. Another attack. Another death. Another pain for the people.
But something was different in Marlene's eyes. It wasn't the usual, hatred or sadness at the name of attack, her eyes were teary. Assuming the worst Lily whispered,
"Who?"
"Y/N"
At that moment Lily wanted nothing more than the ground to swallow her or the sky to fall on her. Tears started streaming down her eyes, her heart felt heavy, her mind went fuzzy. Lily couldn't hold herself anymore and fell to her knees, sob racked her body. She was now crying completely, Marlene kneeled herself in front of Lily and held her in a hug. Rubbing her back, she kept whispering,
"I know, I know, she was my friend too."
She didn't know. No one did, and that pained Lily more.
Collecting herself up Marlene made Lily look up, the pain in Lily's eyes was breaking her too but she was supposed to take her for the mission, they can mourn later, but they had to go now.
"C'mon Lils, it's time to go, we have to investigate the place."
Lily didn't even hear her, she was feeling only the voidness she had pushed you into. It was all her fault, you didn't deserved that, maybe if she had never pushed you till there, you would still have lived.
She felt a hand shaking her. Marlene. She wants her to come and investigate the place you took your last breath. She didn't even has a choice in this. She had to. Slowly, she stood up and nodded her head.
Marlene clasped their hands together and they apparted to the small home. It was just like you used to describe, Lily had never visited your home but she knew how it looked, you had painted a perfect picture of it in her head.
James was already there, he, Lily and Marlene were to investigate the place for any traces of Death Eaters. He saw Lily looking broken, his heart broke too, he knew that you and Lily were good friends, but the look in Lily's eyes was pure sorrow.
He was quick to his feet and reached to her, he enveloped her in his arms. Lily's arms never went around him, she just started sobbing on his shoulder, she knew what she was doing was betrayal but how could she stop the pain, coming in the form tears.
"Shh...calm down, love."
Knowing that if she didn't stop now, she won't for long, Lily removed her face from James' shoulder. She gave him a weak smile and nodded her head towards the house, signalling him to enter. James was hesitant but entered anyways, his hand still holding Lily's.
Marlene was standing in the hallway, looking around the pictures, in case any clue. Lily and James joined her and roamed their eyes on the pictures, your smiling face, their joyful days, everything, in the most perfect way. And here are they, falling down by the insurmountable grief, mourning your death, investigating your house.
Lily was slowly breaking, the more she looked at those pictures the more suffocating became the pain. She felt like she's betraying everyone, you, James, her friends, herself.
James rubbed her back and gave her a sad smile, she smiled back but it was genuine, not anymore at least.
"I think we should seperate. Marlene you check the kitchen, I'll go for the living room and Lily you should check bedroom." James said, nodding they all seperated.
When Lily entered your room, everything was mess. Maybe you came here to hide from the death eaters. Shaking the thought from her head, she started looking for any evidence that Death Eaters came.
She flipped the pillows, she racked the desk, she looked in cupboard, but she found nothing. Sighing, she sat on your bed, looking around the room, the mess she made.
Lily's eyes landed on the drawer beside your bed, knowing she won't anything she almost didn't check but something in her was telling her to, believing her instincts, she opened the drawer to find it empty except an envelope.
She was going to leave it when James' voice called her but in the end she turned and stuffed it in her pocket. She reached the living room to find James and Marlene there.
"Did you find something?" Marlene asked.
Lily's hand touched the envelope in her pocket, but she shook her head. She can handle this alone, and she would.
Marlene and Lily apparted after that to their apartment, and Marlene left Lily's side saying, she wants to rest but Lily knew better, she knew that Marlene only wanted to grieve alone, she was never the one to show her emotions openly.
Lily entered her room, and changed into more comfortable clothes. As she sat on her bed, she took out the envelope and looked at it. She turned it few times to check if there was anything she could understand by it, when she found no signs, she hesitantly opened it. Inside it was a folded parchment, no doubt a letter. Lily didn't want to pry but she found herself opening it. So, she started reading.
Dear Lily,
I don't even know if I have the right to call you that anymore. You seem distant more than usual now, I knew it be bad but...this is unbearable. It's eleventh of July, it's my birthday tomorrow, but I think you wouldn't remember. I don't want a lot from you, I would just address this letter and send this to you, just want an acknowledgement from you that you read it.
It's been such a small time but it feels like an eternity when we used to meet, secretly, it hurt me that you didn't want to be seen with me but no worries, no hard feelings, it atleast gave me some thrill.
Okay, no more small talks, I would just tell you want I want to know.
Lily, was it necessary? Was I that bad? Even on my worst day, did I deserve the hell you gave me? What changed?
You promised me, didn't you? You promised me an infinity, but here I am dying slowly, why? Because I can't take this anymore. Till the time you'll find it, I would be long gone. Away from you, away from everyone, away from everything. Look at me, what a coward. I didn't even fight, for the better world. I don't even have it in myself to go with grace, and you are a hero, flying around saving faces.
Our love was calamitous, we were never meant to be, but Lily I hope you live happily.
I won't say don't grieve on my death, do, atleast that'll assure me that even a little, sometime, you loved me, I meant something to you. But Lily, did I actually?
I am happy for you, happy for James that he finally got you. I am happy for your upcoming future with him. Say yes to him, he is a nice guy. Or atleast better than me.
Do you remember our first kiss? Everyone was drunk that night, so drunk that it took two vials of hangover potion, per person to make their headache go. You didn't drink that night, I did but not too much. We both were sitting near the fireplace, you asked me what kind of person was I interested in, I was hesitant, cause to me, you were the only person I had even thought about having romantic feelings. When I didn't answer, you put your hand on mine, I turned around and saw the fire reflecting on your face. You truly were a blessing for eyes. We didn't notice that we leant towards each other until our nose bumped, you initiated the kiss, your lips were on mine, all I could taste from them was strawberry chapstick. Our lips touched softly first, then your tounge swept across my upper lip, my mouth opened on its own, and you took over the kiss, just like you did with my mind, my heart and my soul.
Just like you took over the kiss without me noticing, you took over my life. I was so in love that I never noticed you slipping away from my fingers. But now, I want to tell you that I love you.
I love you, for the best and worst, till my last breathe, until my end. Wish I could tell you that.
I fought with my inner demons, but maybe they were stronger than my love for you. Just so you know, it not entirely you, its me too.
Yours truly,
-Y/N
Tears ricocheted on the parchment, Lily was more than ever broken now. This is what she caused. Death Eaters were not the ones who killed you, you killed yourself, because of her. A sob wrecked her whole body, was she such a bad person?
She loved you, she did but she knew her family would never approve her relation with you, you weren't some
Questions pondering in her head, Lily didn't noticed when she drifted off to sleep.
The next morning was glum, no one talked in the whole apartment, everyone was getting ready for the funeral. It was going to be a really small one, only family and close friends.
Just like that the funeral was over, everyone was quietly talking to each other. James was talking to Lily when he noticed the jewel on Lily's neck,
"Lily, is it the one Y/N got you?"
Lily slowly nodded, she felt hollow, you were the dead one but Lily felt like a corpse.
James sighed and said,
"At least Y/N died a hero."
The furrow between Lily's brows told him that Marlene didn't actually told her the truth, so he said,
"Death Eaters, Y/N killed them but a killing curse during the end..."
That's when it clicked in Lily's mind, you never gave her the letter, meaning you were still contemplating your decisions but till then the Death Eaters...
Slowly, everyone started to return back and towards the end it was only Lily left. She made her way to the grave and fell to her knees, tears started falling, she cursed herself for not telling you how much she loved you. She cursed herself for not one more time telling you how brave you were.
She put the envelope on the grave and left without any other thought. It killed Lily, that she did that but she couldn't do anything now.
The envelope remained there for years, was it the love behind it or was it something else, it was always there, with two words written on it,
"I'm sorry."
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