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Unsolved
Pairing: charles leclerc x podcaster!reader
summary: when charles admits to listening to unsolved, Ferrari take it upon themselves to play matchmaker
a/n: Hope everyone has a good 2025!
a/n2: I made up all of these murders and mysteries. My bad if theyāre actually real
scuderiaferrari
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scuderiaferrari: Carlos and Charles took the stage today to answer fansā questions!
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user1: god do they look good
ā³user2: i knnnnnoooowwwww
ā³user1: gnawing at the bars of my enclosure right now ngl
user3: loved the little baking lesson that Carlos had going on there at one point
ā³user4: god can we get charles to take notes???
ā³arthur_leclerc: it wouldnāt help
ā³charles_leclerc: stop lying! I can cook
ā³arthur_leclerc: you canāt
ā³user4: we saw that pasta videoā¦unless youāve gotten vastly better no you canāt
user5: my big surprise takeaway was that charles also listens to unsolved? He seems like that would be too scary for him tbh
ā³user6: listen that man has been in Ferrari for years now
ā³user6: listen to the horrors? No no no. He lives with them. He is them
ā³user7: alrighty there Mr. Philosophy. Chill
user8: ok but did you see his blush when they asked why he liked unsolved?
ā³user9: YES! I think the mans likes the podcaster, not the podcast!
ā³user8: can you blame him? Theyāre hot af
user10: ok but i feel like this is the start of a meet cute? liked by charles_leclerc, yourprivate
ā³user10: did??? Did Charles just like my comment???
ā³arthur_leclerc: šššš
unsolved
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unsolved: Letās talk death and disappearances this month ā three cases spread across 3 states and 3 decades that have never been solved that starts and ends in Boston! Lisa Miller, ā¦more
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user11: chillingā¦
user12: ok but why do they match so wellā¦did you just somehow connect these 3 murders?
user13: damn do the fbi need to hire you. liked by the fbi
ā³user13: wait what???
maxverstappen1: good stuff šš»
ā³user14: what in the earth is this crossover???
ā³user15: vroom vroom guys listen to murder mystery podcast??
ā³charles_leclerc: NO. NO WE DONT
ā³unsolved: shame š
ā³charles_leclerc: no wait wait wait. I DO! They donāt.
ā³pierregasly: šš
ā³user16: what in the worldā¦
oscarpiastri: interesting, interestingā¦
ā³charles_leclerc: SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
ā³oscarpiastri: thatās no way to speak to your sonā¦
ā³user17: what is going on in the House of Commons???
ā³unsolved: thatās what we would like to know as wellā¦
ā³charles_leclerc: ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS HAPPENIGN!!
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scuderiaferrari
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scuderiaferrari: COTA here we comeā¦with a mysterious guest!
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user18: OH MY GOD did they really invite the unsolved podcaster Charles has been not so secretly thirsting over???
ā³user19: they did! I bet itās gonna be a really interesting raceā¦
charles_leclerc: we look forward to seeing you!
ā³user20: how long did it take you to type that out and not completely freak??
ā³arthur_leclerc: longer than you think possible!
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ā³carlossainz55: his face was redder then our cars
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ā³pierregasly: I was fielding panicked calls all day. You have no idea
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ā³maxverstappen1: I just took his phone and did it for him š
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user21: my fingers are crossed. I am sat. Please please please give us a good episode of unsolved with Charles and Carlos. You donāt understand my NEED for this to happen
ā³user21: god Iām just imaging something like their prison episode from 2 years ago? Like spooky and creepy to the extreme!
ā³user22: sorry but can you explain? Iām new to unsolved and am working backwards!
ā³user21: of course! So about 2/2.5 years ago the unsolved crew camped out in a decommissioned prison with a ghost hunter group (I forgot their name sorry!)
ā³user21: while the hunters were, you know, searching for ghosts, the unsolved crew were doing an in-depth study on all the creepy and dangerous murders that happened in the prison!
ā³user21: it was a really fun crossover episode!
ā³user22: oh! Thatās so cool! And austion has some pretty haunted places ā maybe theyāll do it again here!
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[COTA here I come!] [beautiful!] [The setting for tonight!]
user23 replied Iām so excited!
scuderiaferrari replied glad to see you on the way!
ā³unsolved thanks for setting this up!
ā³unsolved Iām very excited!
user24 replied oh my god thatās such a pretty photo!
user25 replied go get your man
ā³unsolved whaat??
ā³user25 oh my god you donāt know??
ā³unsolved ???
ā³user25 oh this is gonna be funny af
scuderiaferrari replied ā¦youāll have both our drivers back in one piece right??
ā³unsolved of course!
charles_leclerc replied thatāsā¦thatās where we are staying??
ā³unsolved yup!
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unsolved
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unsolved: only 1 driver was hurt in the making of this video and his name wasā¦Jasper White! Thanks to scuderiaferrari for loaning us their drivers to make this amazing video that took a long look at some of the most haunting deaths in this local Austin landmark! And thanks to the Spirit Sleuths for helping us out last night!
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user26: spookyā¦
ā³user27: it feels unreal that there were so many deaths in one place in such quick successionā¦
oscarpiastri: glad to see you made it though the night
ā³charles_leclerc: of course I did! There was no problems whatsoever
ā³unsolved: Iām pretty sure I have a couple of hours of video that show you screaming and clutching at me to prove that wrongā¦
ā³charles_leclerc: you donāt āŗļøāŗļøāŗļø
ā³maxverstappen1: ohhh share?
ā³unsolved: thatās no footage I guess
ā³pierregasly: shame
ā³charles_leclerc: thank you š
ā³user19: hmmmmm user53??
ā³user53: i see it. I see it
arthur_leclerc: ok but how many drivers were screaming???
ā³unsolved: all of them!
ā³charles_leclerc: no! Just 1 š„¹š„¹
ā³unsolved: sorry just one!
ā³carlossainz55: compaƱero?
ā³charles_leclerc: just 1!!!
ā³unsolved: sorry š¤
ā³user19: hmmmmm
ā³user53: adding it to the folder now
user28: that was such a fun episode!
ā³spiritsleuths: just wait for our cut of the night!
ā³user28: Iām sitting. Iām sat. Iām ready.
sebastionvettel: never thought Iād see the day after that incident in 2019
ā³landonorris: share!
ā³oscarpiastri: donāt you mean the inchident
ā³maxverstappen1: another inchident??
ā³carlossainz55: it was for a love interest
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ā³charles_leclerc: this time it wonāt be just an inchident
scuderiaferrari
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scuderiaferrari: And thatās our COTA winner Charles Leclerc!
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yourprivate: Where's the trophy? He just comes running over to me
ā³charles_leclerc: who are we to fight the alchemy?
user29: man he moves fast
ā³charles_leclerc: very fast!
ā³charles_leclerc: not letting this chance escape me!
ā³user29: oh my god im so jealous right now
ā³yourprivate: š¤š¤š¤
carlossainz55: congrats mate!
ā³charles_leclerc: you too!
ā³charles_leclerc: for both reasons!!
ā³carlossainz55: shush!
ā³user30: oh??? user19, user53???
ā³user19: ā¦Iām on it
ā³user53: Iāll start the coffee
ā³user31: COFFEE??!?? ARE YOU GUYS TOGETHER???????
ā³user53:WHAT NO? AHAT? SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
ā³user19: I DONT KNOW AHAT YOURE TAKKING ABOU AHAHAHA
ā³user32: user19 user53 act normal challenge ā failed
pierregasly: thank god. Now stop texting me asking how to ask them out
ā³charles_leclerc: stop. talking.
ā³yourprivate: awww were you nervous?
ā³pierregasly: if nervous includes texting me over 200 times in an hour with different pick up lines and selfies asking how his hair and outfit looked?
ā³pierregasly: yes
ā³charles_leclerc: im going to run you over š
ā³scuderiaferrari: you canāt actually say that Charles!
ā³charles_leclerc: for legal reasons this was (not) a joke
ā³charles_leclerc: ššš
ā³pierregasly: ā¦I donāt like that emoji calmar
ā³charles_leclerc: šššššššššš
user33: the way he sprinted over to herā¦
ā³user34: I have NEVER been so jealous as I am right now
ā³yourprivate: ehehehehehe
ā³user34: ok no need to rub it our faces
ā³yourprivate: why wouldnāt I?
ā³charles_leclerc: š„°š„°š„°š„°
ā³yourprivate: ššššā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
ā³user34: right in front of my salad???
user35: wow that highway is calling my name tonightā¦
ā³user36: sleepover!
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None of this has any connection to what i usually post but i want to get this out so bad:
Also please forgive me for any grammar mistakes its like 2am and im tired but if i dont get this out i wont sleep
Both Damian Wayne and Terry McGinnis have very similar problems and should have very different endings.
DC saw how successful Batman Bruce Wayne is and canāt grow beyond him. Everything is Batman centric and its a bit too much. Not saying in any way shape or form that they should just throw him in the trash but they need to let the man rest at this point.
Damian is biologically the heir to both the LOA and Batmanās legacy, and he was always only had that perspective, he never really had the chance to choose for himself what he wants.
I love how he is Bruceās bio kid and thats why he shouldnāt be Batman. He needs to choose for himself, be his own person. I really really hope they continue with the approach of him helping people by helping out in hospitals and possibly becoming a doctor instead of being a Bat, because that way hes being authentic to himself yet still following Batmans legacy (of helping Gotham and its people) but being what Bruce couldnāt: a doctor, a healer, someone that saw the path of violence and chose to leave.
The only real reason for him to become Batman? Being Bruces bio kid. That manās whole life he was taken kids that apparently have no place in the world and even tho through the most fucked up way possible, given them a place, a reason to be good, and thats why Damian shouldnt be Batman. Because that way hes not being throw into a position he only wants because they told him thats what he should want, but finding his own place through Bruce.
Terry had not only a really interesting backstory, making parallels with the OG Batman (the loss of family, the need for justice, the love for Gotham) but also a great story: he was ājust a guyā who wanted to do good but also prove to himself that he has changed and that he is good. He became Batman by himself, stealing the suit from the Batcave and choosing that thats what he wanted. And it should have stayed like that, because honestly, Batman is supposed to be just a guy that decided to take matters into his own hands bc someone should (it didnāt happen bc of his money dont even start!! absolute batman is a thing).
I feel like that by making Terry a somewhat Bruce clone in my opinion takes that away from him. Is he Batman because he has Bruceās DNA or because he actually deserves it and made it his place? If he didnāt had Bruces DNA and still had gone through all of that, would be still be Batman? More then once Bruce told Terry to leave, and he stayed because thats what he needs, thats what Gotham needs. He should have no connection to Bruce, and because of that he should be Batman.
I love the possibility of Cassandra becoming Batman, but i really feel that Batman should start by being Batman. Before all the trauma being just a regular dude living a regular life, having deep connections with Gotham because thats where they grew up and everyone they love is in, and then after the trauma developing a strong moral compass and sense of justice.
In conclusion: make Damian a doctor or give him his own separate path in the vigilante world and make Terry just a guy again PLEASEEE really sorry this is really long and probably a bit redundant/confusing but it was a ramble i needed
#dc universe#dc comics#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#damian wayne#terry mcginnis#batman beyond#dc PLEASE make them their own person and not just Bruce centric
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Hi Von! Dropping in to say that you are absolutely incredible.
I could never imagine how hard it is to do a project of this scale basically completely yourself, save for the voice actors and people who help with editing. It takes a level of dedication, responsibility, and patience that many people do not have. Whenever I mention Tetro to my friends (which happens quite a lot), the moment I mention you and go on a spiel of everything you do, they're all stunned.
What I'm getting at is that you're so talented, strong, and just an all-around powerhouse. Tetro is such an amazing and interesting series, and I commend you for being able to finish it and start a second season. Not only me, but the entire community. The fact that you and your staff get treated with disrespect is so shocking to me. It has not only some of the best voice acting I've seen in a while, but also some of the best writing and representation of disabilities I've seen. You and your staff deserve as much love and appreciation as physically possible from the community that follows you. I do hope that the good outweighs the bad, because you already work so hard that the added stress of fans who harass you is something I don't even want to imagine. You also deserve as much rest as possible.
You don't have to answer this ask. Ever. But please let this serve as a reminder that the community appreciates everything you do for them. It's okay to take as many breaks as you need. You're an incredible writer, artist, voice actor, director and creator.
I wish you the absolute best going forward, and I hope you have a good rest of your day.
thank you very very much anon its really reassuring to hear
the positive response to tetro definitely outweighs the negative, which is something im definitely trying to get better with accepting instead of focusing way too hard on one or two people who arent enjoying it. im also learning to accept that just because someone doesnt like something doesnt mean that something is BAD, regardless of whether or not they say it is. just because people dont like my writing doesnt mean my writing is bad (not that it would matter if it was bad either way, as im only doing this for fun!)
im really really grateful for the level of support people have shown me and going forward into the new year im going to try and be better with letting criticism roll off my back - this is my passion project and at the end of the day, my opinion on it is the only one that matters. im the only person who knows my intentions in every line, im the only person who poured myself into writing it, im the only person who has any sort of obligation to tetro. if others like it, im glad! but its not the end of the world if they dont
thank you for the kind ask anon!
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[Ramble warning ā ļø]
Ever since I read this coai/shinshi fic on lofter that had the premise of shinichi following shiho's surname after marriage I started thinking of what kind of ending would I like.
I like the premise of no antidote so they have to live on as edogawa Conan and haibara Ai together w the detective boys from elementary all the way, almost like a happy dream come true or a second chance in life (one would have been fatally shot without aptx4869, one took it w the intention of suicide)
But after reading that particular fic, I kinda don't want her to drop her identity as miyano shiho, cuz her name is like a gift from her parents, and is how her beloved sister calls her. It'd be nice if she could overcome, accept her dark past and live in the light as miyano shiho instead
So I think whether it's haibara Ai or miyano shiho, whether it's coai, shinshi or shinai (I personally like the idea of ai chan using herself as a test subject for the antidote so much she developed a resistance) (I find the chances of coshi happening very low logically but I am open to it if someone can develope it well) (I also prefer them to be in the same state BC their fates r tied together but a godfic ē«ęø”ę²³ convinced me shinai is as good as coai and shinshi even if haibara decided not to take the antidote rather than BC she couldn't),
The coai I love is the interaction between Holmes and Watson + Irene 2 in 1, be it daily life or during cases, their shared fate, to still have each other in such unfortunate circumstances.
Haibara left one reason or another? No worries, he'll find her again one way or another. They grew up together as tablemate? Perfect. They ate the antidote and work together in adulthood? Also perfect. Only shinichi turned back? He'll wait for her, "time can rewind, as long as you hold onto my hand". No matter the setting, no matter how things develope from here on, their chemistry is unmatched. They'll be okay together.
By the way for those curious, the first fic I mentioned goes along something like shinichi from 10 years in the future meets with an accident that caused a coma, and during this coma he gets sent back in time to present day. Conan is mysteriously missing for the time being. Shinichi takes haibara out for a day, accidentally leaving his police id at agasa's. He takes her shopping, asking for her opinion on wedding dresses (he didn't get to have a proper ceremony with shiho) but she's deflective because she's thinking of ran. He spoils her rotten by buying her fusae bags, perfume, etc willingly although she's mindful. When he comes back w her ran and sonoko who are at agasa's saw the id and are like ??? Why is your surname miyano now and he explained that miyano as a family name holds huge importance to his wife so he decided to go with her surname instead of making her part with a significant portion of her identity. When the actual him wakes up from his coma in the future, he starts to disappear in the present day and haibara acknowledges him for the first time as a miyano after recovering from her shock. When shinichi wakes up shiho is sleeping by his bedside. He notices her crying and tries to wipe her tears, but his gesture wakes her up. He asks her why, and she replies it's bc she dreamt of a younger her being chosen. He smiles because he knows that it's because he chose her right there and then in the past.
The second fic I mentioned? I need to sleep first LMAO
#coai#BE? you mean bittersweet endings?#why yes i am a BE enjoyer (doge)#i hope they dont have a bad ending please please please#happy ending believer copium#i can finally sleep in peace after getting my thoughts out#they're in love ur honour#they're so married alr#im a witness to their wedding i am the little fish that eats parasites off sharks
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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Are we gonna have to share a fandom with the new live action fans??? I don't think I'll ever be mentally prepared for that (especially if they're coming from tiktok)
#httyd#i mean like fans who have come from the live action#not the ones already here who like it#i really hope it doesn't turn out as bad for the fandom omg š#not that new fans is a bad thing but like imagine posting a funny clip of the twins or something and they're like āwhy are the identicalā š#i posted something like this on Reddit and i got a bit of hate for it#please dont take this the wrong way#ive seen it happen with other fandoms and it never ends well š#how to train your dragon#hiccup haddock#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#toothless#rtte#httyd 2#httyd books
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my s class hunters does a really good job at gradually raising the stakes without feeling like a pointless power creep and keeping me extremely invested and i keep saying this but I really do think it's bc it's a story grounded in love at every turn... the bond between the han brothers especially is extremely compelling and beautiful and makes me feel like a knife is being stabbed into my heart and twisted all around... i love them so so much ššā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš„ā¤ļøāš„ā¤ļøāš„
#(another tweet liveblog that im crossposting here)#im up to ep 102 in the webtoon now btw!!!#s class liveblog#also it took a while for yj to completely grow on me (i always liked/loved him but it's prob bc they#lightened the tone of his chara or w/e as ppl were saying... in the beginning at least#that ive been holding off calling him a 'fav' (im kinda picky w protags/have side chara liking syndrome...#even w twsb i didnt rly start biasing yeseo until i read the novel... cedric was my 1st bias#(and w orv ive only read (part of) the webtoon and yjh is my bias so mdnfn)#(āi rly loved yj from the 1st few ch tho but yea i can kinda tell the webtoon lightened his chara a lot... not that i think its all bad bc#its been fun to read at least dkfbdn)#but now that im further in im just like... wow. he's such an incredible character and protagonist. wow#def as good of a protagonist as kdj (and i personally like him better bc he's a big brother HHHHHNG.#i love him just like i love jung yeseo...#i love him SO much. he's just incredible#and yea dont tell me about the novel bc im going to read it myself but#yeah i rly cant wait to experience his original characterization and get intimately aquainted w his narration/internal thoughts...#REITERATING...DONT SPOIL ME ANYTHING FR#also just more abt the webtoon but... biwan-nim is SOOO good at drawing expressions & portraying emotions#i fucking feel every emotion that yj feels and it fucking breaks my heart and makes me cry uuuaaaghh T___T#yoojin.... TT__TTšļæ½ļæ½ļ潚#also god he's just... so fucking COOL. and not just in like a cool savvy protag kinda way#(bc usually i kinda sleep when protags r like. Too cool/op skfjksdj but he's not like that at all)#i mean as a person... he's so incredibly... oughhh#as a person... as a big brother... T__T...#i cant even put it into words. he's just... i love him so much. it hurts.... im so deeply invested and rooting for him at every step...#he and yoohyun deserve the whole world i really hope they can get their happy ending together T_Tšššā¤ļøāš„ please...
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uuhhh in other new that lmk s5 trailer dropped and people are very
mixed
for context the new season is being partly animated by wildbrain i think. flying bark is still working on the show but probably due to all the other projects they've been working on like the atla movie the animation is off.
its understandable that people are upset. lmk has some of the most consistently dynamic and lively animation ive ever seen, and going from that to ok animation kinda sucks. as a culmination of a lot of what the series has been building up to people were inevitably going to be disappointed
at the same time people shouldnt harass animators. like ever. no amount of trying to petition or anything will change the s5, people are just trying to do their job and theres no probably no major changing to the finished product by now. and theres still a lot of that lmk charm in there, and we haven't even seen the whole season yet to judge it. flying bark is still working on it, and even if the animation never reaches the peak of the old seasons it still has the same writers so at least the writing has the chance to live up old standards. idk though we'll just have to wait and see
#i do think they could have just delayed it after dealing with other projects but with the anniversary lego might have jsut forced them????#and with how the animation industry is i guess they didnt have a choice#tbh im still really sad about the downgrade but after rewatching the trailer a bit more its not that bad despite the tweening#we've been spoiled with the other seasons but i think people will get used to it at some point. maybe#though i cant forgive some of the new stuff like li jing and that dragon tiger duo they do not fit the artstyle at all#though for li jing i think the problem is mostly proportions and how small his eyes look#but the dragon and tigers snouts just look bad.#ok looking at it again i think it looks weird because theyre dissolving. the design's still off but it wasn't as bad as i first thought.#but the proportions and shapes feels like it just isn't from lmk#idk i could nitpick but negativity is tiring and these guys have big shoes to fill for a show they werent prepared for it was inevitable#for any last takeaways please do not be mean to the animators#also studio changes are normal so its not some horrible injustice or the sign of the end times im more upset lego didn't handle it better#i still hope s5 is good and i want to believe it'll still be satisfying by the end the plot so far sounds pretty interesting#or atleast that the atla movie is good enough to compensate#and if im feeling greedy there will be a 6th season that gets better#and there are still good shots throughout all of this so maybe it'll work out with the season as a whole#with how popular it is in china i dont think its out of the question#idk though a lot of information is still up in the air so i guess we just wait#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#alttalks
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Getting flirted on made me wanna throw up and I had nightmares because of it- I'm so Stressed Out bro šš its been awhile since the last time someone gets as persistent, and he's not crossing the line or anything it's just me feeling Ugh at the whole idea of Flirting and potential dates. And how everyone around me keeps saying "waiting for the Good News *winks" like I *need* to Progress from this and I feel Pressured to Progress Further despite not Wanting This- or maybe I do Want it or is it me wanting actual date or is it me wanting to be The Perfect Daughter who will Marry a Man?? I'm so stressed out over this bro like im sorry but this isnt making me excited nor happy at all. No offence to The Guy, he didnt do anything wrong...
#red rambles#I had nightmares for like two nights straight bro#like I have to be Pleasing at all times#like if it wont be working out it needs to be him who cut things off#and fuck why does everyone gets so excited over this while im not#calm down Red they all mean well... and hes not a Bad Person its just a few chats#and at least he found me cute I guess???#idk this is all so stressful I hope it ends in brighter things#either it will work out or it wont#(will it work out if I didn't even feel anything and just going along to respect his efforts)#AUGH I DONT KNOW... IM SORRY
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breakups are so fucking weird. three years and just like that it's gone. huh
#helix.txt#gross i ended up spilling my guts in tags. look at them fucking writhing on the floor all bloody#dont rb please#vent#to quote fall out boy i knew it was over i just didn't know the date#yeah that's it. fall out boy can fix this.#i will feel better if i go listen to bang the doldrums#and infinity on high in general#and folie a deux. folie a fucking deux how i love that album#my chem will make me better. gerard way save me#god what a weird feeling. you used to know me better than any other person but then you moved hundreds of miles away and it worked#for a while. then two years later you said it wasnt working and that this was best for both of us. guess i never got the memo for that one#hope we treat other people better because i wasn't as kind as i should have been towards the end and you were never as thoughtful or con-#-siderate as i needed towards the end. we grew apart because you're bad at keeping contact over messaging#and in some ways the cracks in the foundation that grew from that were my fault too i guess. our conversations always felt one sided#maybe i was smothering you#you could never seem to keep more than a passing recollection of the things i liked or even pay much attention to them#but i wasn't great about that either#we just became different people. you weren't what i wanted or needed and you couldn't do long distance. whatever#i know it was the right thing i just wish it hadn't made me feel so damn awful#will we still talk after this? who knows. we didn't end on bad terms but things are definitely weird#and considering your track record with people you can only talk to online i'm not optimistic#you tried to break things off initially by saying you'd said you would improve in the past with nothing to show for it#something i didn't disagree with but i said it didn't bother me much. and it didn't#but it's complicated now. i did deserve better. but you made it clear i'm not getting it from you#you weren't as present or thoughtful as i needed#i wasn't there in person the way you needed and certainly not as considerate as i should have been. and for that second part i'm truly sorr#anyways. sorry. i'd been thinking about it for a long time anyway. i didn't want to admit it because i didn't like to think#about what it might bring. maybe i should have been braver#right. that's enough
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I'VE FINALLY FINISHED BROTHERSHIP IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
#clai speaks#spoilers in the tags probably#ahhh first of all i am still astounded the game exists at all. we all thought m&l was done forever but here it is!!!#the timing of me playing superstar saga and getting really into mario last year couldnt have been better#i mean i probably would have played brothership still even if mario hadnt become a main interest of mine like that. but anyway#absolutely stellar re-entry into the series it did not disappoint in the SLIGHTEST#i think i 100%'d it? only thing i didnt do was finish that last dyode dance sequence but like its fiiiine#took about 50 hours i didnt get a chance to check my final time. really surprised that the game went that long!#i dont think it was a bad thing at all though. the game mostly didnt feel like it was overstaying its welcome#i did think lottacoins and the lower level solitree went a tad too long and i didnt like them but only a little. they're still fine sections#surprised that i didnt even feel like the sidequests were a drag they were all alright!#character interactions were so good ofc. love the new cast!! starlow felt a bit flat which is a shame but she also didnt appear much so#the sidequest where she visits bowser and he calls her chippy!!!! made me so happy!!!!!#all the callbacks were so good i'm glad they can still do that. yelled out loud after finding the peasley reef#docking points for no dreambert reef however. jail worthy offence#on reclusa specifically i dont have a lot to say about his character he's just your typical evil for the sake of evil villain#but i have to say i Love his design. the really exaggerated facial expressions and that clown neck frill. really fun character actually!!#ahhh call me childish but i'm never a fan of endings where friends separate but i like to think the second uni-tree--#--will allow them to link back up once its grown and can generate more connectar to do it#cant say if its my favorite yet bc recency bias is still too fresh but its absolutely my second favorite m&l game at least!!#i havent played paper jam yet i wanted to play the original paper mario and spm first. but i always hear its bad so??#brothership is at least on par with dream team for me rn. absolutely stellar game#i hope this means we'll get more m&l someday! i've already left a very positive response on the survey they put out#anyway. now to decide what to play next because i have a MASSIVE backlog of games and i didnt think this would take this long BJDHJFHF#10/10!!!! please play brothership immediately
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there has got to be a nicer way to say that i donāt care about befriending these cis white men to my friend. Please please i donāt care if theyāre nice i donāt care omgššš We have nothing in common and so do u guys. pls. Stawp it
#kitty talks#i love it to death but pleaseee. idgaffffššš omgššš and theyre all so fucking ugly too and mid FUCKEKJEEHHWHH omg#iām being so nice right now but Please. Ur killing me. Please . Please. Please#again. i love it a lot but it also ends up breaking up with its boyfriends like 1 month in. So i jjust. Dont have the capacity for that#I dont need to be introduced to random dating app men and then find out theyre weird or assholes. LMFAO. who cares#i am Begging begging it meets a trans guy. like god. its only cis men.and theyre so stupid looking. And uninteresting. and unpassionate#uneducated. Ok. Rant over i guess. My head hurts so bad snd reading these texts are just kind of getting to me . Man#Omg. Hes giving us a ride back after thr show tomorrow and im hoping to like. Bear through it#I need to be drunk out of my mind for this
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Kingdom of Ash Chapter 58
Chapter; Highlights
Not that there was much Elide could do.
Despite the generous gift of power that ran through the Lochan bloodline, she possessed no magic, no gifts beyond reading people and lying.
Rushed to get bandages, hot water, and whatever salves or herbs the healers calmly requested. None of them shouted. They only raised their voices, magic glowing bright around them, if a soldier was shrieking too loudly for their words to be heard.
The sun was barely over the horizon, judging by the light at the windows set high in the Great Hall, and so many already lay injured. So many. Still they kept coming, and Elide kept moving, her limp becoming a dull, then a sharp ache. A minor pain, compared to what the soldiers endured. Compared to what they faced on the battlements.
She didn't let herself think of her friends.
Didn't let herself think of Lorcan, who had not come to the chamber last night and had not sought them out this morning. As if he didn't want to be near her. As if he'd taken every hateful word she'd spoken to heart.
So Elide aidedāand did not stop.
No, that magnificent horse trampled them, fearless and wicked, just as Chaol had predicted. A horse whose name meant butterfly
āstomping all over Valg foot soldiers.
Had his breath not been a rasp in his chest, Chaol might have smiled. Had men not been cut down around him, he might have laughed a bit, too.
But Morath was launching itself at the walls and gates with a furor they had not yet witnessed. Perhaps they knew who had come to Anielle and now hewed them down. Aelin and Rowan fought back-to-back, and Fenrys had plowed his way down the battlements to join Chaol by the second siege tower.
Morath, it seemed, did not think to surrender. Only to inflict destruction, to break into the keep and slaughter as many as they could before meeting their end.
His shield bloodied and dented, his horse a raging demon herself beneath him, Chaol kept swinging his sword. His wife lay within the keep behind him. He would not fail her.
Soon now. They'd win the field soon, and the song in his blood would quiet.
Part of him didn't want it to end, even as his body began to scream to rest.
Yet when the battle was done, what would remain?
Nothing. Elide had made that clear enough.
She loved him, but she hated herself for it.
He hadn't deserved her anyway.
She deserved a life of peace, of happiness.
He didn't know such things. Had thought he'd glimpsed them during the months they'd traveled together, before everything went to hell, but now he knew he was not meant for anything like it.
But this battlefield, this death-song around him ... This, he could do. This, he could savor.
The golden helmets of the khagan's army became clear, their fiery horses unfaltering.
Finer than any host he'd fought beside in a mortal kingdom. In many immortal kingdoms, too.
Obeying the death-song in his blood, Lorcan let his shields drop. He did not wish it to be easy. He wanted to feel each blow, see his enemy's life drain out beneath his sword.
The earth shook beneath thundering hooves, and arrows screamed overhead. Then there was roaring. And then blackness.
#Chapter 58#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Yrene Towers#Nesryn Faliq#Salkhi#I love Salkhi#Sartaq#Chaol Westfall#Lorcan Salvaterre#First Read along with me NO SPOILERS PLEASE though warning for post & tags up to KoA 58 & more reacts/notes/quotes in tags below#No power; um Reading & lying is a skill though sheās brilliant she doesnāt need power-I love that they donāt shout-waiting for Sunrise ā#āOkay whereās elide?there she is?what was with the ending?What??Where?Go!Eretia aww she came too! āsmart children for Mala#The heart-realizing it-DID NOT STOP-Farasha lol Hellas Butterfly-YESROWAELIN literally have each others backs-the color schemeā#āof this cinematically with the dark colors against gold in the rising sun *chefs kiss* would be perfection-please donāt bring in spiders?#so how did that work btw with Falkan & the age & not recognized?Hope!!! DAMNThe dam!Water AND fire Noooo! YAS NESRYN&SALKHI! My bbs!#Just turn it to steam Aelin! Iron all the clothes lol sheād make a great dry cleaner! Whitethorn & the Queen inch by inch the land is their#song of war-then quiet-What would remain?She loved him she hated herself for it and he didnāt deserve it-You2can have peace too Lorcy#Fiery horses?better but still badā¦LORCAN DONT U DARE!lion & death roaringNo armorNo prisonersjust war echoesold woundsThe#aftermath of forgotten thingsWhite banners-Next next time-Sheās a good learner-The tower Westfall#The would not fail Celaena paralell along with then it is not the end THATS MY WIFE#Lorcan and the lion them all working together Fenrys and chaol or Sartaq signs to Nesryn#get back in line hold the line she held the line#told him not to run but to fight. ā I donāt think we can trust the so called gods of these books anymore
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Honestly sooooooo fucked up that I thought my overwhelming daily fatigue and debilitating body pain was a product of the awful working conditions I was under for years and years... and yet, despite being out of work for half a year now, I'm still so fatigued and in pain all the time??? Like come on man that's not fair
Oh well maybe I have liver disease and they'll treat it and then I am magically so much more energized like I was as a kid. We can only hope !!!!
#speculation nation#negative/#um. not hoping i have liver disease but the blood tests blatantly state that it's not working entirely right.#not like major enough to be an immediate health emergency. or else my doctor probably wouldve called me#rather than referring me to radiology.#im just hoping that it's something easy to treat. it really would be so nice for my problems to be fixed like that.#and im mentioning it in conjunction with the fatigue just bc it can cause fatigue. ya kno.#probably is a good thing i caught it this early whatever it is.#like maybe it's Not fibromyalgia. but the fact that i pursued diagnosis for fibromyalgia spurred the blood tests#which alerted my doctor to the abnormal liver enyzmes.#if i hadnt pursued diagnosis who knows how much longer this wouldve gone on like this...#so! im still not happy to be doing a Fucking ultrasound for my liver. but. if it means catching whatever this is early#then like. it'll be worth it. doubly so if it does end up fixing my fatigue problems.#or even just some of them. i dont even need to be at 100% of what others can do#i just wanna be able to do half an hour of chores without feeling like im going to collapse šššš#it's really very troublesome. my life would be so much easier if i had the energy to do more than one thing per day.#(and if i do more than one thing i end up nearly bedridden the rest of the day. like today lol.)#im just trying to look on the bright sides so i dont start freaking out again about my liver not working right.#ultimately. even if i dont feel amazing. i dont feel all that different from how ive lived the past decade of my life.#or at least the most recent years. i kind of feel like my chronic pain has gotten worse. maybe fatigue too.#though i do know ive been dealing with both for however long. idk. might be recency bias. who knows.#ANYWAYS. im not actively dying. so i'll live to my appointments. and then i will hope it's smooth sailing from there.#(oh god i hope i wont need surgery. i dont want surgery. please im trying to graduate college i do not want surgery)#(god why is my luck always so bad)
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Ya know what inktober or cringetober, what have you, I'll be drawing all these Isaac au shitpost nonsense baby. I FEEL ALIVE. WITNESS MY CRINGE OR LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST. IM LIVING! WRAAGGHHH
#i have not been able to draw this much in years dude#i went thru a whole sketchbook in just two weeks its freaking epic#my brain juices my hand juices theyre coming to life#too bad my fmla will end in november. god i wish i was paid to draw nonsense like this#and trust me you do not need to know or play isaac to know what the heck is going on#im the master of not knowing whats going on and the master of catfishing. i dont know anything and you shouldnt either#its all about wink wink nudge nudge but i take full creative liberties. im taking the reins and going into maximum overdrive#and i hope my new followers enjoy what im spitting. please take a gander at the other things i draw because i have bursts of hyperfixations#i just want to be free to draw what i want ya know. i always feel held back because it doesnt go toward with improvement or making money#but i really think i am improving right now by drawing all this stuff my brain is spitting. my hand tryna keep up with my thought patterns#its nice. and my hand isnt cramping. why? cause i keep taking breaks. me taking breaks yet still drawing this much#youll know you improve if can get thoughts and sketches down fast and comprehensible when you go to clean it up#im rambling but i jsut want you to know that i am happy. even if no one really pays attention to what ive beeb doing. be it this or my ocs#im having fun. genuine fun. i am so tired so goodnight. i lov e you guys
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guys can you please pray with me that the place where i work stays in a bad financial situation for a bit longer ššš
#ALDKSKSKKS I KNOW THIS SOUNDS BAD BUT IT MAKES SENSE#its bc that means more chistmas holidays for me#im working there with an intership and i do NOT have holidays technically#however the enterprise isnt doing very well lately so theyre making all of us go home in christmas#that is without paying workers during that time but since im with an intership i Will be paid in spite of this#they said it was going to be two weeks but lately there are rumors they might be just one#which means less holidays for me that otherwise i wouldnt have so#im really really really hoping they dont change it in the end.....#just a bit longer........ please..............
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