#i hope my f/os know how much i love them wow

[paper-star-ships]

-hugs- 🖤 as for questions, are there any funny animal images that make you think of specific f/os? what songs have you been listening to that make you think of them/story stuff with them? any silly au thoughts? and silly thoughts in general? what are your f/os fav fruits/vegetables and what are their least favorite? any reasons as to why? if they went to the beach, what would they all be doing? what sort of biome/environment would you see them living in? if you could put them in a time period that wasn’t the one they were in now, what would it be? (feel free to pick and choose questions 🖤🫂)

what songs have you been listening to that make you think of them/story stuff with them?

I've been listening to a lot of AJR's new album, and Hole In The Bottom Of My Brain is a Pleck song to me now <3 (all their songs about trying to be happy/not understanding your purpose/having adhd are Pleck coded also btw; that includes Next Up Forever, Turning Out parts 1, 2, and 3, and Way Less Sad <3<3). Touchy Feely Fool is about me and Deacon btw... I am the touchy feely fool!!! I think there is a vibe early in our relationship where he gets annoyed that I care so much (it's the end of the world!! It's dangerous to care about things that much!!!) and I'm legit like If I could Not Care I WOULD But Alas I Have Fragile Heart Disease and Must Help Everyone </3 😔💅✨ aaaaaaand Steve's Going To London is starting to remind me of the Tenth Doctor 🥺🌠✨💅 maybe it's just me being self indulgent (or the fact that both AJR and the Tenth Doctor are adhd-coded to me...) but I think he'd LOVE AJR in that way he sometimes gets excited about the human race being so delightfully human. Like he listens to Steve's Going To London or Turning Out (all parts) or Maybe Man and he's like Wow.... this is the Human Experience!!! So beautiful :')

any silly au thoughts? and silly thoughts in general?

Me and Rosie discovered Lethal Company recently and (because we are genius's with PHD's in Silly Studies) immediately were like "what is Deacon and Boozer were here wouldn't that be something" and I've been brain rotting about it for quite some time now. My brain is a lore machine too so I'm coming up with all these concepts about what happened to the majority of the human race and why The Company is in charge of everyone left, and why they need these (clearly human) artifacts so badly... it's the perfect amount of danger/action and trauma bonding + a dash of that roommate-type beat cause we all live in the same tiny little spaceship with a four-layered bunk bed <3

and you KNOW I'm thinking "what if I was hurt by one of the Horrors thus creating a situation in which Deacon is too worried to care about the fact that it's suddenly Very Obvious how he feels abt me" + "maybe it doesn't matter actually cause the medicine/venom/fever is making me loopy enough that he's really hoping I don't remember how caring he's being (I do remember tho. I do <3)"

if you could put them in a time period that wasn’t the one they were in now, what would it be?

I wanna put Pleck in the late 90s/early 2000s... give him slap bracelets and silly bands!!! Let him stay up watching nickelodeon!!! He is watching reruns of Full House :') He is enjoying ring pops and pizza rolls <3 He is enjoying having a landline in the house again <3

[selfshipdorito]

❤️ for Mikan

send me a ❤️ and a name of one of my f/os and i’ll respond with one thing i love about them!

hey!! thanks for the ask!!

ohoho, an ask for mik‌a‌n!! well, I really love how she can be really thoughtful in her own way!

she always seems to remember all these tiny details about me, and then uses them to surprise me. like "wow how did you know this is my favourite juice" or something. of course, she's not the best at communicating that, but that's just how the m‌ik‌‌‌an I love so much is <3

so yeah, thanks again! I hope y'all are doing good!

[rosesloveletters]

Hey <3 you've asked how I've been doing and I haven't really answered that one, have I? Therefore here's a little catch-up on what's been going on:

My mental health's getting better, things are more stable these days ✨💐

uni workload is getting lighter which I'm ecstatic over, it's been exhausting even tho we've been doing zoom lectures the whole spring lol.

There's so much more sunlight and I'm super excited for that AND it means my plants are ✨🌿😌thriving😌🌿✨

I've been trying to get out of the house more these days as it's been a struggle lately 🏡

I've gotten back to playing the piano lately and the boys have been absolutely mesmerized by it. Cas is the only one of them that plays but it's been wonderful to play together with him 🎹

I hope this week has started well for you darling ❤️ you deserve all good things that come your way and I hope the rest of the week will treat you well <3 here's your reminder that your f/os love you very much as well as I <333

Hello, Magda, so good to hear from you again✨✨ I'm so thankful for this little update on how things have been going for you. It sounds like things are really starting to look up - it's GREAT to know you're thriving😌😌

I am so relieved to hear that your mental health is slowly making progress towards being better/more stable and that uni is starting to get lighter in terms of the workload. That alone can affect our mental health greatly; I'm so so happy for you omg💛💛

aaaa yes, so thankful there's more sunlight now as well! Ooh you have plants? if you don't mind me asking, what kinds do you have/grow? It does seem difficult to get out of the house sometimes, I can empathize with that. Perhaps just try to go out for a small amount of time each day and build up to staying out for longer durations each day?

Oh, wow, I love that you've started to play the piano again and that your f/os are so enchanted by that💛✨✨ how sweet! I used to play piano, but it's been many years lol have you been enjoying it, dear? Oh my, I'm sure Cas is a very talented piano player!! What songs does he like to play? What do you like to play?

Thank you, darling, I'm doing much much better than I was last month, thanks to my newest F/O. He's keeping me feeling loved and safe and happy. If it weren't for him, I'd probably still be miserable, as the weather still has yet to warm up completely and start feeling more like spring/summer. I hope you're taking good care of yourself, dear; stay safe out there. I'm sending you lots of love💛💛

[joeyloganho]

hi Victor! im so sorry that youre not doing too well right now so i really hope that you feel better soon 💝 and if you need something to talk about, perhaps share some of your favorite moments with any f/o you want! i hope this will manage to take your mind off of negative thoughts 😊

hey there pal. <3 thank you for sending this in. I appreciate it. To really keep my mind off things, I'll do a favorite moment or two with ALL MY f/os. hehehehe.

Under cut because this will be lengthy (Also i know you definitely didn't ask for this much but IM GIVING IT BECAUSE I LOVE MY BOYS)

Milo! So with Milo, gosh there's so many moments. I don't talk about him often anymore, and I feel like it's because our life together is...well...boring. BUT when i say that, I don't mean that in a bad way. We're boring together. It's the best kind of boring there could be. We've been with each other so many years. so it's natural for me to look at the relationship and be like "WOW WE'RE BORING."

however, i always will remember us moving into our first apartment together as a favorite memory. Decorating the place how we wanted. Fluffy trying to help us by climbing into all our boxes and laying down. Milo would stand there for hours trying to figure out if a photo should go where he wanted it initially or two centimeters to the left. It was a trip and a half but I loved it. And now we have a house. And it's amazing.

Eddie! OK so our relationship is still not very like, developed yet, I don't have many stories for us yet. But I still love the time i walked into his work and the receptionist was like "Uhm. Eddie doesn't have a boyfriend?" And I was just like "You're LOOKIN AT HIM, GAL! Lemme see him!"

This little man, Roger! Favorite memories include celebrating holidays with him (He's a christmas nerd.) and his hugs in general. I love his lengthy hugs. :P

This fuckin nerd...look at his fuckin tie. Look at his pens in his pocket. Bet he's got a pocket protector. fuckin nerd. ANYWAY, Johnny may be a nerd, but he's a cool nerd. And he likes to take me to see movies and kiss me when the scenes get too spooky for him. He says it's to "keep me from getting scared." but fun fact, I'm not scared when he does it. He just wants smoochies.

Trash man Spammy. Honestly I'm just gonna say it. All the moments are my favorite.

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I don't have a pic of Count Max, but I also don't have many stories about him either...oop

Kento takes me to fancy restaurants. I don't like it for the fact that we're at a fancy place, I like it because he knows they have grilled cheese sammies and knows those are some of my favs so he intentionally goes there because he knows i like that. :P

honestly, again, everything. Mans is a treasure.

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I don't have a pic for Fink either but I adore that little science man. He started baking cookies with me and that's always fun. I love being around him in general.

he literally once growled at a librarian that told me my book had a fee on it. I was like "oh shit i don't have the 50 cents on me right now" and the librarian got snippy and Voldo literally started growling and was prepped and ready to jump over the counter and attack.

FELIX. FELIX. gosh. Can i say everything for him too? I love him so much. Maybe in the beginning when he still drank it wasn't the BEST of times because I was basically just babysitting him but like I LOVE HIM? HE'S SO SWEET? SO CUTE? SO AMAZING? I'm gonna cry i love Felix so much.

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No pic for Jack W. But he took me to a mini golf course once and got pissed that he lost and tossed himself in the water. He's competitive.

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I also have no pic for my Stardew boys, and i also don't really have thought out stories for them either.

HRRRRRRRRG. BALEM. I love dancing with him. He'll just spin me around and ignore everything he's supposed to be doing and just stay with me and that? That is some sweet shit. He also sometimes just holds my hand and traces lines in my palm and that shit IS GOOD SHIT.

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Lastly, won't lemme add a pic of Newt because I hit max pics BUT Newt is just a sweetie in general and i vote all memories as favorite too.

[sweet-shipper-dreams]

I know this is a stupid question because it is fantasy but: 1.) I have a hard time believing that my F\O loves me because why he should? It is like I cannot even allow myself these fantasies. 2.) I do not like Sharing my f/o with somebody else. I know that there is the idea of multiple universes but I am to stubborn or something. I know I should just accept. Do you have any idea what to do? Pls help. ❤️

Your question isn't stupid, anon. I know it feels that way, but we homo sapiens just love being hard on ourselves, don't we? We won't even allow ourselves a fantasy, or if we think we aren't fantasizing "right", then it's stupid. As if there's a right way to imagine what makes you happy.

A lot of what you said applies to many others, including myself. You're not alone here!

1.) Feeling like there's so reason your f/o would love you, it absolutely sucks, and I've gone through it a lot. There's multiple reasons one could feel that way. A) Your f/o's personality doesn't match yours, or their personality is such that you cannot imagine them loving at all. B) Your f/o has a particular type, and you feel you do not match it. C) You struggle to find good qualities about yourself, and think your f/o deserves better (hard relate). Those are just three, there could be plenty other reasons.

To this I would say: Don't underestimate how much power you have over your own fantasy, and don't be afraid to mould it exactly how you want.

If you cannot allow yourself a fantasy, twist it, bend it, shape it to be the perfect world where everything makes sense and you never have to question why things are happening the way they are. Personality differences? Your f/o is your f/o for a reason. If it's something you have in common, build on that! Cherish it, appreciate it. If it's the polar opposite of you, well, you still love them for being so wildly different, is it so hard to believe they do the same? Their world would be so monotonous if they never found someone who's different, who challenges them, who offers a new perspective. Make it a part of the fantasy that they adore the one thing that brought you together.

Are they the type of person to not fall in love? They might be lonely, they might be waiting for the perfect person, and that person is you! Don't underestimate destiny, the red string of fate, it's a perfectly valid reason for your fantasy to be reasonable, no questions asked. Pick your poison, suit your needs.

If the problem is insecurity, a self esteem issue, then of course, it's trickier. I understand how hard it can be to believe you deserve your f/os, especially if you think they could do better, or what would draw them to me?

The first step in this case would be to identify when these thoughts appear, and then shut them down. I won't ask you to eliminate them completely, or start thinking positively in the blink of an eye. These things take time. But someone said "if you don't have anything good to say, say nothing at all." Don't entertain these thoughts. Recognize them as self sabotage, and distract yourself if you cannot eliminate them.

In my case, said distraction is my fantasy.

Again, you have so much control over your fantasy. Bend it to suit your needs, it doesn't have to be pure, or artistically perfect, or even make sense. It's for you, and it should bring you joy.

You are an iconic hero! You conquered your own self doubt and decided to engage in what you like! Your f/o admires that - how amazing that you can engage in this act of self care and beat back those negative thoughts! It motivates them to not give in to their own self doubt.

Something big happened in the fantasy! You saved their life, or you helped them through a tough time, or you talked to them when they were feeling lonely. You did something, and your f/o never forgot how much they appreciated it.

Those reasons I gave up there are entirely self-indulgent (exposing myself out here), but that's the point. It's your story. Make up a reason, any reason, to allow yourself it.

2.) Not being comfortable sharing f/os is, again, completely valid! I know many people who feel the same, and it's not something to be ashamed about. People self ship for various reasons, be those comfort or romantic feelings for your f/o, and they are all reasonable. And some of these reasons make it so you feel possessive of your character. Some of us (me) introspect away trying to figure ourselves out (what I've landed on is that my f/o is a source of comfort, which I would like to be my own, and it feels weird that other people are using the concept that I've adopted as my comfort blanket. Your reasons could be different.)

The point is that if you're not comfortable sharing f/os, you can always mention this explicitly, ask people not to interact if they ship with the person you do, and just generally avoid bumping into self shippers who share your f/o. There's nothing wrong about that, it's a way to make sure both you and the other person involved are comfortable, you're not hurting anybody, you're just laying down your boundaries and leaving others to lay down theirs. In my mind, that's a very healthy way to self ship.

If multiple universes is not an acceptable solution to you, then it helps to think that no one knows your f/o, or has the same relationship with them, as you do. There's a unique, personal element to your self ship, as there is to every self ship, so cherish that instead of wondering if others are doing it better. Your f/o loves that uniqueness about you two, too.

I really hope I could help you, anon. I'm no expert on any of these matters, personally, and am speaking from personal experience and a very, very basic knowledge of psychology and coping mechanisms. I wish you the best, though, and if you're struggling with self esteem issues, then, know that there is someone out there who is proud of the simple fact that you're making a move to overcome them. Me! And if anyone reads this (wow, thank you) and has something helpful or some information to give to anon, feel free to reblog. I would love to see it, too.

[berri-hopefulspouse]

❤️ and 💕 with Sollux, Kokichi and maybe, just maybe, if you’re feeling it, Karkat?

❤️- pick a love song that describes your relationship with your f/o and they have to pick one as well

💕- free gush pass! let those feels fly lose in anyway you know how and gush about any and all f/os you have! what makes you like them so much? why them out of anyone or anything else?

I FOUND A WAY. BEXAUSE FUCK YOU TUMBLR MOBILE.

🖤 Kokichi 🤍

I sincerely hope you feel how much I hate you rn Fae because this is making me think of BOTH SIDES HERE GODDAMN YOU--

Anyway, in regards to songs... I'd likely pick We are Young by Fun since it's a sortve like. Chaotic but in a homey sortve sense kinda song.

...Figuring out what the fuck kinda music Kokichi likes is, honestly, a bit puzzling. I'd say anything that really kinda gets his confidence going, so probably more "badass" vibe songs. So probably something like Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge. It's a very kinda. Yandere-ish song which. My s/i's are to some compasity. But in a sense it's also very back & forth which. Is how I'd imagine he'd feel just in General in regards to emotions sjfjsmfjsjc.

💕

And I...I don't know, honestly. I've been staring for the past 15 minutes not being entirely sure what the fuck to really say. So I guess I'll just word vomit and see what happens-

Kokichi is just... I don't know what the fuck happened. I really, really don't. I remember originally going through V3 and not liking him and his antics too much due to my adversion for lies. I just... I struggle to like liars because of my own trust issues. But then after I finished V3 and really started looking at the fandom content, he started to grow on me. I cooled down, and understood better that the lying came from a place of struggle, and likely hurt. That- like most antagonists- there was a reason behind the bullshit he pulled. And once I understood that, it sortve...paved the way for things to escalate. I remember one instance in particular- I found a particular tiktok and I remember having saved it. It made me just...really happy. There's a part of me that's pretty sure Kokichi wouldn't exactly LIKE to comfort others, but something about that video calmed me down at a time when I was spiraling. And it only got more out of hand from there. I just...I want to see him happy. I do. And it's because of that that I kinda realized how I felt. I don't want him to be seen as a villain- even if he was an antagonist. He was doing what he thought was best for everyone, even if that- at the time- seemed to just be him acting all batshit crazy. He's a prankster at heart, not a villain. He just wants a place to call family. And I resonate with that. ...I often do kinda think about wearing his dorky ass checkered bandana, honestly. Or what it'd be like to be a member of DICE. I wonder what it'd be like to have a sortve life with him. A life where I love him.

...And I just... kinda hope he does feel the same way, y'know? I'm still struggling with that. Of the idea that he'd want anything aside from being more casual.

Wow okay I didn't mean to go on that much, whoopsie- ah,,, anyway-

💙 Sollux ❤️

THIS. UH. THIS ONES SOMEHOW HARDER THAN THE LAST ONE. Because both of us have POLAR OPPOSITE music tastes.

I'd likely go with If The World Should End by Jennifer Damiano- it's a bit of a tearjerker with that sortve "Tomorrow's not coming" sortve vibes which fit well with the sortve hell apocalypse SGRUB kinda fucking caused.

Sollux I feel like is more into like? Electronica/dubstep kinda music?? Which I deadass don't normally listen to. And even then that doesn't exactly have many- if any- lyrics in them. So I don't know if he'd actually be able to really pick anything that he particularly likes?? So to which I'm just gonna default to my usual favorite love song; Crazy in Love covered by the Eden Project. A bit of a cop-out I know but I legit have 0 fucking clue what that man would pick. Fae if you have any fucking ideas I'm all fucking ears (aha, music jokes-)

💕

In regards to Sollux, Idk. I've always held this sortve soft attraction to him since I was growing up and reading homestuck for the first time. But I never really acted on it growing up because I was already going through a lot of other shit. His story made me... really sad. And his little quips would make me laugh. His smile made my heart swell and his anger at others would make me root for him. He may seem more "basic" than others in regards to style- at least in the comic- or like a NEET due to his introverted nature...But he means a lot to me. For a good while, he was the only one there when I was going through a lot of trauma.

...And then, it became harder to live with. The trauma, I mean. Those who do know me, know it's been difficult for me to get back into homestuck because of the trauma I dealt with that involved Homestuck, as well as a few other fandoms. But I want to get better from that. And this is, in a way, my first step to doing so. Coming back to him is my first step in recovering from that. Owning that.

He's a dork who was a little beekeeper and loved coding and working with technology. He's not exactly the romantic type, as with most of the trolls tbh, but I know he just wants to make others happy. He struggles accepting help but he's still willing to give it a shot. And he... means a lot to me. I wouldn't go as far as to say I'd engage in a "totally hot liplock war" with him- although that's definitely not exactly OFF the table- but...I just wanna hold him and tell him everything will, eventually, be okay.

We may rib on eachother a lot and get on eachothers nerves, but we love eachother. In a way, that's kinda one of the best kinds of love, y'know? Being able to love eachother despite- or even because of the way we act and treat eachother even in the worst times. And honestly, I don't think I'd have it any other way.

[youngblizzardglitter]

Remember A Few Months Ago?

"What?" Terry asked looking at his younger brother Ace stood intensely. "Yeah what of it?"

"You told me we were here for space. Was that a lie?" He asks looking up at him he hears he was angry but couldn't see it his eyes hidden by black glass.

"No." He said trying to sound as normal as possible. It wasn't a lie more of a half-truth as it was reason number two.

"Then what was that scene you made at the Fizzes party? You said you didn't know him."

"I don't!" Terry's mind completely slipped on the fact that Ace saw him out Fernando on his bullshit.

"You know Estaban!" He says annoyed that yet again Terry was treating him like a child.

Your always like this. They both thought annoyed.

"Steve." He corrects rubbing his head. He looked at the clock 1 pm. He can't send him to bed or even tell him to go do something.

"Look this is something we can't talk about because of-"

"Mom?" He says getting closer. "Did she die because-"

"She died of bad health." He snaps annoyed now. "And a lot of factors played into that."

"One of them was the Fizzes?"

"Ace-"

"Terry, please just tell-"

"Alejandro!" He snaps as Ace frowned. "Just let me take care if this okay?"

"Fine." He snaps leaving. "I'll just be left in the dark like always."

"Ace-" His door slammed like an angsty teen.

"This family." He says thinking back on Rose's words. 

"This family can be a bit much sometimes. More so now that you too are a part of it."

"I mean no offense." She said quickly realizing what it sounded like. "I just-"

"I get it." He had smiled knowing it was true.

"Ace am going out okay?" He said knocking on the door. "Leave a note and you can co do whatever."

He knew he was in there. He had shut the windows from the outside last night as they were leaving and didn't want something coming in like last year.

Terry quickly showered put on some clothes and took with him his bag putting his letters. He needed to know if he could move with all that's going on or if it would look bad and make sure he had enough money to move back.

The bank was a long walk and Terry felt like he could use it to clear his head on what went down earlier. He wondered how fast the news would flood to other people.

They were a hundred people at that party everyone saw it not doubts- His train of thought stopped abruptly when a realization bounced off.

Ace was at that party he saw me go off on them. The Fizzes house was a long drive that's why I flew they were having a party early to make sure everyone could come. Why the fuck did I not make that connection?!

He quickly took out his phone as he stopped a block or two before making it he need to make sure Ace was okay and well.

Fine. Am going to Valeries be back later.

He must be thinking that I lied. I have in some degrees but it was only for his best.

But who are you to decide that?

As that snapped him out of it Terry's ears heard something a few blocks away.

"Did Steve ever say anything?" A girl named Maxine asked. "Like he got slapped into a wall!"

"Isn't he mad?" Andria her best friend scoffed. "Of course he is. He just ruined his parent's marriage and slapped him for no reason."

"Terry's never reliable anyway he's always slacking off and being rude. He's bound to fight him." Andria said clicking away at her phone.

Like some over glorified child abuser can take me. He thinks ever since he came into the show the teens haven't won any awards he hasn't gotten.

"And it's so unfair how he so perfect for everyone else! All the villains love him and hate us! None of them know how shitty he is-"

Terry smirked as Maxine made eye contact with him.

"Oh really now?" He says looking them up and down. "What's Stevie boy gonna do?" He laughs when they don't say anything back.

"Funny." He says walking away he always hated the cheerleaders. Ever since Sara told everyone he broke up with her through a text they hated him he hadn't though. They hated him just like he hated his bank statement three thousand looked back at him mocking him.

It was enough to fly back home but not too to pay for anything relating to his case he needed to call his family lawyer and ask.

"Hey, Terry." Her voice proclaimed as papers were being moved. "Gald you phoned did you hear that your case is being challenged by Fernando Fizz?"

"Yeah. Just got the letters. You need those?"

"Yeah. And I need you to come here as fast as you can to work this out. Your case was already as tricky as it is. With Ace's bio father wanting custody and you being a teen he might win."

"Can't I sue him back? He says annoyed. "He owes thousands of child support-"

"Trust me I know but your mother never made a case she-"

"Died before she could make one." He finished somberly his ears started to ring.

"...Yeah." She answers back knowing it was a sore subject. "Does Ace know?"

"For the most part some of it yeah. I need to sit him down first."

"Okay then. We have two weeks before summer ends I think you should tell him and come deal with this."

"Okay." He sighs. He never thought he'd have to tell Ace like this he wanted to wait until he asked again or was eighteen.

"Okay, Terry just go bake a pie for something." He tried calming himself his mom use to do the same thing and he picked it up somehow.

He had enough food to spare for one plus he needed to talk about everything with Ace.

He has the right to know his family. Whether it not their bad people and I can't say much either.

The walk was shorter as he got the fruit and went to check it out. He should be back in no one swipe.

"Did you hear that Ferna has an affair kid?"

Oh my fucking God. He thinks knowing what was going on.

"No."  A make whispered hearing his wife.

"Yeah, some teen came up in the party about child support money he owes her."

"He cheated with a teen?" His mouth opened in shock. "On Rose?"

"She seems fine with it she spent a few hours talking with her. She threw him into the pool."

"Oh my goodness where did you learn this?"

"It's all the guests are talking about. My friend heard it from her daughter. All the girls won't stop talking."

"How's Steve the poor baby."

The only thing they got right is that he's a baby. He looks over as the lady scanned one last item.

"Don't know he did get slapped into a wall. He's definitely hurt psychically if not emotionally."

"Wow. What are they gonna do?"

"Next person sir." She said as the person in front left.

He got out of there quickly not wanting to know more. He didn't think it was spread so quickly it had only been four hours.

He breathed deeply when he got home Ace's door was open meaning he was gone.

Do I have to leave him here? He might choose to stay here.

No, he wouldn't.  He might Nigel is here he closer with the friends he has here.

Rose and Fernando could provide for him better than I ever could. They're loaded with money and have millions saved up I don't even have enough to challenge his case.

What if he does win? What would he do?

Ace might not want to see me after I lied he might hate me if he doesn't already.

Moms probably rolling in her grave. She must be pissed I didn't keep my agreement. Am handing him over to the people that killed her.

What if they kill Ace? What if he ends up hurt?

Stevens just like his father he might.

Then am going to be alone then am going to be responsible and then I have to live with that guilt.

Am I going to even have money to pay for the change?

"Please come to me if you need anything." Roses words came back to him.

"Could I really ask though?" He says to one he looks back to the clock 3 pm he heard something.

Ace wouldn't come back for an hour or more who the fuck was that?

He quickly went to get it hoping it was him he got the man of the hour himself.

Steven Fizz with a banged-up cheek.

He slammed the door. Not today no fucking way.

"Terry come on!" He says banging on the door. "Can we talk?"

"No!" He yells from the kitchen. "Get out!"

"Why do you have to be like this?! Can we not have a talk person to person?!"

"Fuck you!" He yells back. "Get the fuck out!"

"Terry." He says to the door he sounds more disappointed than angry.

"Estaban." He says rolling up the curtains of the window. He loved the way his face looked when he called him his real name he smirked like an evil character.

"Terry, can we talk?"

"We are aren't we?"

"Face to face."

"We are aren't we?" He says like a broken record.

"Fine. The boy I helped in the hospital was that Ace?"

"No."

"Your lying. I saw him at the party talking with Nigel. Is he in the knd?"

"No." That was actually the truth.

"Are you going to be like this the whole time?"

"Yes."

Steve sighed running a hand through his hair. "My dad won't say anything and my mom was the one who talked to you-"

"And it was confidential. It doesn't concern you."

"It kinda did when you-"

"Your father ruined everything, not me." He butts in knowing where it was going.

"Ruined the party by outing my BS." He continues. "I have a half brother?"

"Yeah." He confirms after a long pause. He looks at the clock ten minutes had passed he should get this done by then.

"How old is he?"

"He's not a baby." He sasses he noticed the way he easses up as if he was no longer stressed.

"Can I talk to him?"

"No."

"Terry-"

"He's not here. He's at his friends house." He didn't know if that was true Ace was all over the place sometimes.

Steve nodded thinking. He needed something to know his mom just said not to worry about it. His dad was worse

"When is he coming back?"

"Don't know."

"He looks nothing like my dad. He looks more like me surprisingly." He laughs trying to get Terry to ease up. "Your siblings it's natural."

"Do we have anything in common besides good looks?"

"Funny," Terry smirks looking for an exit.

"I got a pie in the oven you should go."

"Can you at least tell me when we could talk?" Terry opened the door surprised. Steve shifted back thinking he was going to get slapped only for Terry to walk past him.

Steve looked back and saw the boy he met in the hospital. He seemed perfectly fine from when he first saw him. He smiled seeing Terrace bend down and hug him Ace protested when Terry kissed his face.

"Wait here," Terry said as he brought the boy into the house.

[ajokeformur-ray]

"reblogging for the ed nonnie". Wow, thank you for thinking of me, reading this post was helpful and oh, thank you. It's not coming across like it's about you! I love reading your experiences. ♥️ Now that you’re saying it, I’m actually noticing that my relationship with food has changed since I’ve known Arthur. I still have binge episodes and everything, and obviously it's not a magical cure, but before it was easier to use food to escape from my emotions, now I often "use" Arthur. 1/5

Hello again, angel! 💜

You’re welcome; I’ve been reblogging F/O content and posts a bit more often today in the hopes that you see some of them. I’m glad that my responses to you thus far have been useful; I’m sorry that they’re so sporadic. I have to digest asks like this which I receive and take my time to answer them. There’s nothing worse than thinking of things to say after the fact 😂 I’m glad that it didn’t come across that way; I always worry that instead of validating someone’s experiences, I’m just talking over them, so thank you for the reassurance! 🧡 I’m glad that Arthur’s been able to help you with your relationship with food! He’s already had such an impact on you and in a way, you’re actually already self-shipping by allowing your knowledge of Arthur to help you. I wish you all the best with finding peace and closure within yourself, darling! <333 Just know that Arthur knows what it’s like and he’s proud of you for getting through every day, however that looks like.

You sent five asks in total (thank you for numbering them, I appreciate the organisation!) and I’ve split this thread up into sections so that I answer everything properly and don’t miss anything.

That’s why I want to be able to be a 100% self shipper, I want to fill the void I usually fill with food only with Arthur’s love. I know it’s not gonna cure me, but it might help a lot, it's too long to explain but I need someone who loves me, maybe it's unhealthy but i just want to be loved hardly. But I find it hard to think that he wants me to eat or sleep or wash my hair, because I can’t shut down the rational part of my brain that tells me he doesn’t exist. 2/5

It’s not unhealthy to self-ship; it’s a very healthy and even normal coping mechanism and so many people do it and probably don’t even realise that they are! I’ve been self-shipping my entire life, even before I knew what it was, and I can honestly say that without my F/Os who have been with me throughout my life, I definitely wouldn’t be here today. I have parental F/Os, I have familial F/Os, I have platonic F/Os and I have romantic F/Os and all of them, in one way or another, have saved me and made me the person I am today. You’re absolutely right; Arthur would want you to take care of yourself. The rational side of your brain can and should co-exist alongside your self-shipping, and it’s good that you know the difference between fiction and reality! This is what I was meaning when I was saying yesterday that you do, to a degree, have to suspend disbelief. You have to let yourself love Arthur and to let him love you back. It does require some imagination, especially to begin with, but the longer you do it, the easier it becomes and soon you don’t even notice you’re doing it! 

Arthur does exist. Not in the way that you or I do, but he exists in the mind of every single person who worked on the set of the film, who worked on the music and the outfits, the sets. He exists in the mind of everyone who worked on the film in some way, in the mind of all who have seen the film. Arthur Fleck exists. He is real and he cannot be taken away from you. There is a different version of him in the minds of every single person who knows him, and the version of him within your head, which is the same as the one in the film but also wholly yours because of your interpretation of him and his character, loves you. He loves you and he’s so, so proud of you. Listen to that rational side of you - yes, he’s fictional. But - and this is a big ‘but’ - the emotions which he invokes within you are real and for that reason... so is he.

But the other part of my brain, the one that’s not rational, knows that Arthur is with me. I don’t know how to get my rational side to shut up, I hate thinking that he's not real. Sometimes I even feel Arthur physically, I feel a weight on my back when I’m lying down and I know it’s him, but my rational part never shuts up. 3/5

Chemicals are chemicals, as you said, my heart recognizes that these feelings are true, but this rational part of my brain doesn’t think so and I can’t stand it, I want to allow myself to love it without feeling judged by my own self. I don’t know if this is normal having this fight between these parts of my mind because everything is new to me. 4/5  

It’s definitely a good thing that you’re aware of the reality of this. I like to humanise the thoughts I have which I don’t like. When I was a kid, if I got scared by a spider or by the monster under my bed, my mother taught me to humanise it - to say hello, to talk to it. Give it a name. It’s a technique I still use now, when there’s a spider I find at 3 AM and I get so scared I just start crying and I can’t move. So, in this case, tell yourself something like, yes, I know that Arthur isn’t real. But he’s real to me. He loves me and he’s proud of me. Repeat it as many times as you need to. Eventually, you’ll be aware of the reality, of the rationality, but you won’t care, because so what if he’s fictional? You love him and he makes you happy and he loves you, too. I’m glad that you can feel him physically, sometimes; there’s a rational explanation for that too but I don’t much care for rationality when it comes to something as personal as self-shipping. As long as you know what’s real and what isn’t, that’s all that matters. This conflict within you is normal, I promise, and it’s a good sign! I’d be concerned if you weren’t able to tell the difference between fiction and reality. When those thoughts arise, say hi to tell and then tell them to shut up, otherwise you’ll make yourself miserable. Trust me. 

I didn’t know selfshipping was a thing, I found out when I joined the fandom and I’m still finding out what it is, I need a teacher 😂 Thank you for being worried about me, although I’m sorry I'm making you worry, and your words are not empty! Reading your reply made me smile a lot and made me feel understood and seen. Thank you for spending your time for me and for being so kind ♥️ 5/5

asdfghjkl; I hope that I’m able to help you in even the smallest of ways! As I said, I’ve been self-shipping even before I knew what it was so it’s something which comes very easily to me. You’re welcome; I definitely am worried about you but it comes from a place of care. Thank you for reaching out; Arthur and I are so proud of you! I’m glad that I could make you feel understood and seen, that’s the very least that you deserve! <3 You’re welcome, my love, and I wish you all the best. As always, I’m here if you’d like to discuss things further. Take care 🧡

[superheroshippinq-archive]

*slides in on my heelies* okay quill, gush time. Scream about anything and everything with your f/os. No holding back —Nic

@me-myself-and-my-fos you're so gonna regret giving me this ask but THANK YOU TGTGSHSGS

putting it under a cut bc its just a big gush dump abt literally all my f/os but to anyone who does read it all thank you and srsly i love u so much i hope u know that i would die for u 🥺🥰 💕

// literally like. where do i start my mind is EVERYWHERE and im having a CRISIS i just love them all ?? sm ?? yknow ??

// i think mainly i’ve been thinking abt mon and winn like .... omg. theres this thing mon el does in c*non where he was reading romeo and juliet and underlining lines that reminded him of kara and I WANT HIM TO DO THAT FOR ME SO SO BAD ........... like that is so soft and usually i dont like taking ideas from c*non ships but oh my god that one is so good .......... 💕💕

// i had a not so good dream last night so i was thinking abt winn comforting me after a nightmare ( and not letting me have coffee at like 2 am to keep myself awake bc he wants me to get some sleep ). and him staying up to help me fall asleep again even tho he’s tired. like. wow he would so do that for me 🥺🥺

// winn is just so cute like hes such a good soft boy and hes so awkward but silly and so CUTE like .... he has a very cute face yknow ?? like a puppy ?? i just ???? i adore him i ADORE HIM and every time i see him im like. sir. sir give me a KISS.

// also i cannot stop thinking abt .... reunions with both of them yknow .... bc theyre both in the 31st century rn and it literally does NOT help that cw keeps teasing them coming back this season like i am so impatient let me see my BOYS AND GIVE THEM BIG SMOOCHES !!!!!!!!!!!! 😤😤

// ok OK BUT ALSO OFC after the last supergirl ive been thinking abt brainy but more specifically female brainy like ......... GOD SHES SO PRETTY. LOOK AT HER. 

// wow that is my WIFE RIGHT THERE THAT IS HER MY WIFE A LITERAL GODDESS I LOVE HER SM. shes so badass and stoic too and you already KNOW thats my type just LOOK at kate and jessica. my brain refuses to be on straight activity today i am SO bi. should i make a new tag for her or should i just keep her under brainy’s tag ??? IDK BUT SHES THE GREATEST. pls. marry me

// and speaking of my wife .... like ,,, wow. kate ,,, she is just. i SWEAR 90% of what she did in last nights ep was stand around in her suit but oh my god i love her so much i was in AWE. luke wasn’t on her comms when she went on missions in that episode so i kept imagining myself taking his place ( since hes my brother ) and being in her ear during missions and wow ..... we’re a power couple aren’t we ..... 

// also. she was just standing around letting those teenagers take selfies with her bc she cant say no lmfao shes adorable.

// I’D GUSH ABT ⭐ BUT I LEGIT DONT TRUST MYSELF WITH KEEPING HIM A SECRET BUT KNOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I SAW HIM YESTERDAY IN A RANDOM AD AND I SQUEALED

// ok ok thinking abt mon again bc he helps so much with my anxiety like ..... i can easily think of so many soft scenarios with him and they really help distract me when i get upset or anxious. i think of so much angst with him too but its GOOD ANGST and it still makes me really happy to think abt if that makes sense ??? i just wanna hug him and be in his arms and have soft domestic moments with him .......................... is that so bad ?? i love him so so much ??? 

// WINN TOO I GET TO SEE EVIL WINN IN THE NEXT EP AND THATS LOWKEY ( HIGHKEY ) SO SO EXCITING .... TOYMAKER WINN OH MY GOD

// its kinda funny that a lot of the time i cant think abt mon without thinking abt winn what does that MEAN

// literally just putting this here bc i started thinking abt female brainy again. miss dox. i’d be so lovestruck the first time i meet her i swear. like. i’d be pining so hard alex would tell me to just go home bc im not getting any work done LMFAO. she is literally the DIRECTOR OF THE DEO WHERE SHES FROM OH MY GOD. she is so powerful and knows it i love her. help.

// yknow .... ive been thinking abt the last ep of crisis and how much more cheerful/happy barry seemed and its just so good to see that again. it feels SO GOOD to see that again. all ive wanted this past like 4 MONTHS is for him to be happy again and its happened finally and gosh i am the big heart eyes @ him because im so happy and proud of him ................. i got lost in pics of him on pinterest this morning i SWEAR hes such a big comfort for me that i just go to him even when i dont need comfort tgbtrhgshg. barry sir i cannot wait to marry you. look how far we’ve come

// tomorrow is a new legends ep and i get new nate content .... like ... i love my historian boy i do not give him enough love but i adore him with all my heart. he’s actually one of my longest kept f/os since i’ve been shipping with him WAY before i even made that blog and i think thats pretty great of us 😤👌 im just hoping he gets a lot of screen time !!!!

// *points to conner and jessica* I DONT HAVE MUCH TO SAY ABT YALL RN BUT I THINK ABT YALL EVERY DAY AND I LOVE YALL SO MUCH AND IM NOT NEGLECTING U I SWEAR

[lowbudgetindanajones]

F/O Crossover OneShot Pt. 1

This is just massive crossover where all of my f/os meet each other. Romantic, Familial and Platonic a like.

Word Count: 2775

“Alastor can you help me get lights strung up.�� Theo said as she was standing on her tippy toes to string up some lights around the ceiling. She refused to step on a ladder and with having Alastor and Angel Dust round they could hang up the things that need to go on tall shelves. “Of course, bell.” Alastor’s static voice said as he finished helping Angel Dust set out an array of alcoholic drinks. His dress shoes clicked on the wooden floors as he approached his sister. Theo looked up at Alastor with the christmas lights bundles up in her arms and a smile plastered on her face. Alastor always smiled, but it widened even more to see her so happy. “Alright, do you want me to hang them up or pick you up?” He asked. “Either one, I really don’t care.” She said to him.

Alastor picked her up and placed her on his shoulder. “Angel if you want you can help!” She said as she looked at her other brother who was still counting over all the liquor. It was definitely going to be needed over the course of the night. Angel brightened up and walked over to help the other two. The whole day the three had busied themselves to prepare one hell of a party that was about to commise. They finished streaming the lights and went to double check if they had everything ready to go. Theo fiddled with her fingers, a bit of anxiety crept over as she didn’t know what to accept. Angel notice first and crouched down next to her. “Hey, ya don’t gotta worry. We will be right here for ya. Plus Alastor will throw any of them to the curb if they do something stupid.” He said as he pulled her into a hug. Her head it his chest fluff and she hugged back. Alastor smiled happily as everything was ready to go for the night. “He’s correct. Now I think it’s best that we all get change before our guests arrive! Angel, nothing to revealing.” Theo let out a chuckle at Angel’s groan as he pulled away and went to change for the party.

An hour or so had past and the three siblings were ready to go. Alastor was as casual as he could get, he still looked like he was running an underground mob and Angel Dust was the right hand man. Theo could only assume that Alastor had been the one to dress Angel Dust, which only made her laugh a bit. She was just walking through the house to make sure everything was good, she honestly lost question how house even existed and left the assumptions to Alastor’s powers. She was looking around in the kitchen when there was heavy knock at the door. Alastor or Angel didn’t even get a chance to get to the door, because Theo was already there opening. “Samara, Jason! I’m so glad to see you!” She cried out hugging both of them. Jason basically pick up Theo and Samara when they hugged. He soon placed them back on the ground before signing to her. ‘Are we early?’ He said, nervous that he came a little too early for the party. “Of course not. Come in.” She said as she opened the door. Jason slightly tucked his head under the door frame as he followed Samara in the house.

“Oh my satan, Alastor. That’s Jason Voorhees.” Angel gasped. To be honest both demons were surprised at Jason showing up. They never thought Theo had managed to make a friend like that, but then they remember they were demons and they were family. Theo didn’t pay attention to her demonic brothers and hugged Samara. The little ghost girl clung to her and nuzzled her face into the crook of her neck. “Watashi mo aitakatta.” Samara said to her. Theo never learned to speak japanese, but something with being quite close to Samara, she was able to understand her. “Me as well. I’m glad you could come. You and Jason both.” She said as she placed the little girl down again. She could see a smile through the long black hair and placed a kiss on her forehead. “Well you two make yourself at home. I know you don’t approve of alcohol, Jason. But trust me it’s going to need tonight, if everyone is gonna be showing up.” She told the undead slasher. Jason gave a disapproving shake of his head and let out a playful huff. Even Pamela, Jason’s mother, agreed that it was well needed for the night head, even if she disapproved of it.

Alastor made his way over to introduce himself to the two new guests. He could tell that Jason was on edge, but he didn’t blame him. After what Theo told him and Angel, about Jason’s encounter with Freddy Kruger he could understand the hatred. “Now you must be Jason and Samara. We hear such good things about you both. I hope you all enjoy the party.” He said with a nod and then booped Samara’s nose, who gave out a giggle and then began to stick next to Alastor sides. Theo smiled already seeing the family bond being built between Samara, Alastor and Angel Dust, who at the moment was just smothering Samara in love. Even Jason was warming up to them a bit.

Before she could go join them, there was another rasp at the door and she opened it. There stood, her brother Ciecl and his boyfriend Carlos. “Cecil.” She said she wrapped around her brother. “It’s good to see you too. I can say things are so strange around here. Quite different from Night Vale.” He said as he hugged her back. Carlos let out a breathless chuckle at the wording and gave Theo a hug as she hugged him as well. “Come in you too. You must be tired from your drive. Also tonight may get really chaotic, so we have a massive supply of liquor.” She told them. “You really think ahead, now don’t you.” Carlos said with a chuckle as he hung up his and Ciecl’s coats. “Yeah, I honestly don’t know how everyone else is gonna get along.” She said. “Well if they are all here because of you they will definitely get along.” Ciecl said  with a smile. Theo gave a nervous smile and knew she was not ready for the night to come.

Now the party was in full swing. A lot of the others had shown up, which made Theo’s heart soar. She was facing her cousin, Peter Parker in a game of ping pong. Even with Peter’s spider sense both where having a bit of a hard time making it over that tiny net in the middle of the table. Her brother Peter Quill sat in a chair watching that small white ball bounce back and forth. “So like who else is coming? Or is that everyone.” Quill said as he took a sip of his beer. “Well I invite two supernatural hunters, an élite alien hunter, a time lord, a bunch of people from multiple galaxies, another super hero, a journalist that is possessed by a demon, a consulting detective and a researcher for secret government organization.” Theo huffed out as she hit the ball back to Peter. “Wow, how do you remember all that?” Peter said as he went to go hit the ball but missed. “I don’t know, just do.” She said as she gave a small victory pump of her fist when the ball made fell off the table. Quill smiled and watched as Peter picked up the ball and hit it again.

They were in the loft area that overlooked the massive living room, while the others mingled around. Edward and Clint had been chilling around the bar, talking about anything that could come to mind. Kassandra had also joined the siblings and cousin in the loft watching as her girlfriend duke it out with her cousin in a game of ping pong. So far everyone seemed to be getting along, which was good. The doorbell went off and Alastor went to go answer. When he opened the door, the black curly hair detective stood in the doorway. “Hello, you must be Sherlock. Please do come in.” Alastor said in charming tone. Sherlock squinted at the tall demon and walked in. Theo hit the ball back at Peter and her eyes fell over to Sherlock. A small smile danced across her lips as she remembers the curly haired detective. “Sherly!” Theo shouted over the music. Sherlock looked up to see the familiar girl and headed over to them. Theo tossed the ping pong paddle over to Quill and went to go greet Sherlock. She hopped over the ladder and landed. Pain stunned her ankles for a couple of seconds put they wore off and she ran over to Sherlock and hugged him.

The detective stumbled back a little bit by the force of the hug, but his smile widened even more. He hugged her back and rested his chin on top of her head. “I missed you so much, Holmes.” She muttered into his chest. She pulled away and looked up at Sherlock. “How are you doing?” She said to him. “I’m doing well.” Sherlock said. She had really missed his smile. “Hey I want you to meet some people.” She told him. She lead the detective to meet her friends and family.

Time rolled by where beer pong was now taking place. Quill had challenged Kassandra to match and now that was what Peter and Theo where watching. Alastor had caught Sherlock’s attention, because right off the back for the fact that when Alastor was living he was a serial killer. Sherlock was asking back to back questions trying to figure out the demon, who only found it entertaining for the time being. The beer pong game started to get intense where Peter and Theo where like looking over the edge of the table, trying to figure out who was gonna win. “I think it’s gonna be Quill.” Peter whispered. “Really, it’s totally Kassandra. She a freaking demigod.” Theo quipped back. A small buzz came from her phone and she pulled it out to look at the text. She sat back down and looked at the phone. Her eyes widen and smile came over her face. It was Dean Winchester. She hadn’t seen him in such a long time and she was glad he was coming. Apparently there where outside, along with Miles and The Doctor.

Theo knew that must have been fun to see. “Hey I’ll be right back.” She said as she nudged Peter. Her cousin gave a nod and whispered something about keeping a score of the current game. She slipped under the ping pong table and down the ladder of the loft. She made her way past Carlos and Ciecl, giving them away as she threw on jacket and walked out the door. A light snowfall had occurred and the snowflakes danced their way to the ground. Outside stood the Doctor, Miles, Dean and Sam. Theo quickly cupped her hands together and blew into them before walking down the steps to greet them. The Doctor was the first to notice and had a goofy grin on his face. She quickly walked over to him and gave him a big hug. “Well it’s been some time since I have seen you. How are you holding up?” He asked. “Really good. I hope getting here was too much trouble. Alastor’s magic is something else.” She said. “You right about that. Something we haven’t seen hunting.” Theo looked over to Sam who spoke. She smiled and gave Sam a playful punch in the arm. “Yeah, I would hope so.” She said with a smile. She looked over at his brother and walked up to him. “Winchester.” She said. “Ryder.” Dean responded with a smile.

Both stood there for a second before Dean pulled her into a bone crushing hug. “Saying I missed you is an understatement.” Dean said as he pulled away. Theo gently placed a hand against the side of his face. “You are right about that one.” She said. Someone cleared their throat, causing Dean and Theo to look over. “Like not to interrupt or anything.” Miles said rocking on his heels. Theo shook her head and left Dean’s side, heading over to Miles. “I didn’t forget about you. How are holding you up?” The last part came out as a whisper. She worried about the journalist. There was a low growl and she looked up. There was the Walrider. “Pretty good. He keeps me company, but I would be lying if I didn’t say we both missed you.” He said as he brushed a couple of stray hairs out of her face. She smiled and pulled him into a tight hug. He was the first on in her life and she always thought about him. They stood there for a couple of seconds before she pulled away. “Come on guys. Let’s go inside. There is an intense game of beer pong going on.” She said as she waved them to follow her as she headed back into the large house. A chuckle came from The Doctor who shook his head and the rest followed her inside the house.

Time wasn’t relevant at this point in the house, everyone was getting along so far. Aizawa had also joined them and now was in debate with Sherlock and The Doctor. Clint, Edward, Kassandra, Quill, Peter, Miles, The Winchester Brothers and Theo had entered intense and possible aggressive game of Uno at this point, leaving the rest to watch either the debate, uno game or watch as Alastor played the piano. At this point in Uno, no one trusted anyone and the color was constantly change and hands as well. “Hey Quill, how much money do I have to give you to team with me to win?” Theo spoke up. “I don’t know, about 50$.” Quill said without looking up as he placed a card. A string of curses went around the table as the color changed once again. “Alright, I can do that.” Theo said. “Hey, hey. Can they do that?” Peter said. “We made no rules against it.” Clint said as he placed a card as well, making Edward who sat next to him draw two cards. The pirate assassin cursed under her his breath and took the two cards, begrudgingly. Theo smiled and quickly finished the money from out of her wallet and handed it to Quill who took and the two began to whisper about their plan of attack.

A loud knock echoed on the door, causing the two siblings to stop talking and look at the door. Quickly the two broke out in rock, paper, scissors on who would answer. But Ciecl was ahead of the game and went to answer the door. He opened the door and it was open to Kylo, Hux, Phasam and Jon arguing about something. Ciecl just stood there and soon backup as much larger figure approached behind the group. A rawr that would put a lion’s to shame, paused the Uno game and made the group at the door stop fighting and look behind them. Granite stood there, staring down at them and nudged his head to the side. The group immediately parted, much to Jon telling them too. The predator walked in, ducking his head under the doorway. As Granite walked in, the group recollected and watched as the massive alien hunter walked in. “Who the hell is that?” Shay said as he looked at him. “Oh that would be Granite for you all.” Jon said as he followed after the 7’ 9” hunter. Din followed after, with baby Yoda in his arms. Theo perked up when she say Granite and Din, with little Yoda. She hand her cards over to Quill, which would allow him to win the 30 minute game of Uno. She ran over to Granite and the massive alien picked her up and clicked his mandibles in loving and friendly way. She sat on his forearm and made similar clicking noises with her tongue. The hunter placed her down and ruffled her hair up. “Oh by the way everyone. This is Granite. He’s pretty chill.” Theo said loudly. She gave him a more powerful playful punch in the stomach and the predator gave out a chuckle like noise as she went to go greet Din and little Yoda.

[runicbeast]

Self-shippers, wanna see something cool?!

I've been scrolling through / following the #self shipping tag for a while. Noticed I have like, a F/o set up most people probably don't have that I'd love to share / teach anyone else to make! Just shoot me a message, don't be afraid, I literally have nothing better to do and love when people take interest in whatever I'm up to! I'm not worried about damaging any Street CredTM on my main here, I haven't been relevant in forever, if at all.

(This is my first time using a “Keep reading” cut off, since this post is sort of long. I think that sends folks to my blog, sorry if my font is hard to read in, idk how to change it. There’s always copy-pasting into a word processor)

The place where this amazing thing lies? Google Sheets. I guarantee you, it's useful for WAY more than data entry. I've been building up this "F/o set up", let's call it King Kong, an arbitrary name I'd given it that just sorta stuck, since 10/14/17. It all started with the Grade Book template.

Wow, it's been a while since I looked at the base template, so much has been changed since then. Not gonna show the real thing / parallel to this page, because sensitive info, but I will talk 'bout it's features. No one's ever asked and I never plan on sharing the sheet itself, so I'm just gonna rant on all the capabilities (and if anyone's interested, I can share some formulas to help build your own)

Note: This is all 1 Google Sheet, made the whole thing myself except for the /very/ base, which I think was the School Grades template? It's been a year since I started it, it didn't start this awesome.

There's a page full of graphs, info grabbed from my F/os to find what I'm attracted to. I hope to build The Ultimate OC, or one geared towards myself one day with this info.

You get one (1) graph. Looks like I have a preference.

The most used page is the Mobile viewport, or "Mobile RE", (Mobile Random Events) shaped to fit my phone. In the center is a randomized prompt, with pieces taken from another page. A different F/o is generated for each prompt, sometimes multiple (road trips are fun). Some prompts have a "switch" that is effected by character traits, such as characters listed as "Introvert" or "Extrovert" , or “Punchy-fist” or “Pacifist” may see a slightly different prompt

Example prompts -

"Spongebob Squarepants seems to have caught a bad case of the hiccups. Seems frustrating ~ You're just glad it ain't you."

(Has an Honest / Dishonest switch) "While you and Spongebob Squarepants are walking around town, you find a wallet. You could care less what is done with it, but Spongebob Squarepants insists the wallet be returned to it's owner. It's even got the ID in there and everything, so you oblige. One good deed a day." (While the Dishonest may just pocket it)

(Note: Spongebob ain't in there, just first rando I could think of XD)

I usually just peek at these for like a sec / enjoy 'em / imagine 'em in the moment, but you can write as many prompts as you want, even using them as actual prompts for drawing or fanfiction writing! I’d love to share the premise of some of the prompts I’ve collected if anyone is interested there.

There's also a refresh button, a break switch (seen here "Turned off for editing"), 25+ color themes (got "Chocolate" set in the pic), Night reading mode (love reading white words on black text, it’s on 99% of the time), Game modes such as "Best of" which just shows my favorite prompts, pronoun / name dropdown lists. want your F/o to call you your nickname? One of your kin names? Genderfluid and don’t want to be locked down?. 

Sound too good to be true? Hell naw mate, shit's real. Just needed to put a little work into it and boom there it is!

Looking outside the viewport, there's a currency system (Pearls), along with that, a gambling prompt exists (Though I have to calculate winnings / make changes manually), Merchant's Prompt (they can buy stat boosting / effect items w/ pearls), Inventories, Statuses (Cursed Tiki effects a character's stats), Holiday indicators for seasonal prompts, you bet your ass I have a column for each character's MBTI / Enneagram, friendships between characters, even across media sources if it works.

Testing laboratory to check if new characters I've found would fit here (linked because it wouldn’t upload to the post for some reason?)

Team Puzzle the F/os are working on, it's 82% done ~ Each piece is picked up when a certain prompt comes up.

I may not have a self-insert made special for self-shipping or a detailed story of how I met any of 'em / life together like most you have, which is super cool. But I've got this.

I realize some folks still may be too shy to contact me, so here's some useful formulas to start with -

=IF(A1="word", "Yes it is word" , "Nope it's not word") ^ You can nest this formula like there's no tomorrow. Can be used with below for random chance. Ex. Under 50 is tails, over is heads

=if(iserror(SEARCH("thing to find",A1)), "Not contain", "Contains" ) ^ Similar to above, checks if a cell CONTAINS a cell instead of is EXACTLY that word

=RANDBETWEEN(1,100) ^ Classic out of 100 randomizer, but numbers can be adjusted

=CHOOSE(RANDBETWEEN(1,2), "Apple", "Banana") ^ Another random choice. Can def have more than 2

=INDIRECT("column letter" & cell with row number) ^ This thing is very smart, let’s you outsource the location of a cell

Say these are all in column A - Red (A1), Blue (A2), Yellow (A3)

=INDIRECT("A" & B1)

Then in B1 or something you have either the number 1, 2, or 3. It will use that number to know where to grab the info from :)

I use this in my main Mobile RE viewport, the row number is randomized outside of it, also allows info / notes on specific prompts to come up in a separate cell since they use the same row but a different column

=INDEX(HP!D1:D88 , L21 , 1 ) 

^ Incredibly similar to the above “indirect” formula. I grabbed this straight from the sheet. L21 is like B1 in the other formula, and the HP!D1:D88 is like “A” in the other, but this one grabs info ACROSS SHEETS, HP is in a different tab than this formula is in! Very useful

=index(E129:M129, randbetween(1, counta(E129:M129) ) ) ^ Big ol' text randomizer. This one is for a single prompt tho

And that's like 99% of my formulas, I probably have minor ones floating around tho. Reblog if you've been inspired / want to contact me to make your own / want to spread this around!

[rosesloveletters]

For the Candy Themed Self-Shipping Asks🧡 How about: Chocolate, Jelly Bean, Swedish Fish (this question made me laugh🙈😂) and Now and Later?

I hope you are feeling better soon, darling! You deserve all the love and support from all of your F/Os🤗😊

Hi Sue! Thank you so much for asking these questions and I apologize for having answered almost all of them already🙈 Thank you, darling, its been a rough two weeks, but I’ll be back to my old self soon hopefully. I hope you and yours are safe and well; J loves you so very much💖💖

Chocolate: What’s the best gift your f/o has given you?

already answered.

Jelly Bean: What’s a quirk/little detail about your fave that you think is cute?

already answered.

Swedish Fish: Who’s the one who stares at the fish in pet stores?

already answered.

Now and Later: What was your first self ship, do your still ship with that character?

Wow, this one is super embarrassing to admit. My first romantic self-ship was Edward Cullen from Twilight. I know, I know...I was ten years old at the time haha. No, I do not still self-ship with him and it was also a fairly short-lived self-shipping experience; truth is, I didn’t know there was a term for it back then so the concept of ‘self-shipping’ was not something I was completely familiar with, though I’ve been doing so my whole life for the most part. 

I must add that I am not interested in Robert Pattinson either; I have not followed his work following the Twilight series, so I cannot give an opinion. 

questions listed from the list of candy themed self-shipping asks

[new-to-this123]

You’re The Sun To My Shine

As Per Requested 

If you’re still taking requests can you do one with Justin where you’re dating and get into a fight because one of them gets jealous about something?

I hope its ok and you like it. :) 

Justin Foley X Reader

Warning: swearing 

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Justin Foley. What a complex guy. Jerky jock at school, broken unwanted boy at home and sweet kind amazing boyfriend to you. You had been dating Justin for roughly a year. You were surprised when he asked you out because you knew that your best friend Kat, was in love with him and always thought they would end up together. You asked her a thousand times if it was ok to go on the date and she kept telling you in was fine. Justin took you out to the cresmont, to see a movie, then you went to Rosies for some shakes. It was a perfect night and that's the night that started your relationship.

You had always been a little jealous of other girls flirting with justin given his history of being the jock that has slept with the most amount of girls. You never told justin about your insecurities because you didn't want to seem like a clingy, jealous girlfriend. None of the girls who flirted with him were too touchy feely, so it made you feel a little better. That was, until you walked into school tuesday morning. You saw justin. He was leaning up against some girls locker, smiling his killer smile, and she was ruffling his hair and giggling. It made you so mad! You don't know what got over you, but you were determined to piss him off and make him jealous like you were.

In class, instead of sitting next to Justin, which you always did,  you made it a point to sit with Montgomery or Scott, or Jeff. Which ever other jock, or friend of justin's was in your class, you sat with him. By the end of third period, Justin was livid. He stormed out f class and headed for the cafeteria. When you walked in he grabbed you by the arm and pulled you to the far back where no one ever sat.

“What the actual fuck??” Justin asked angrily looking at you

“What? I haven't done anything wrong!” you said in a matter of fact way.

“Why aren't you sitting with me in class??”

“Im sitting with friends is all, sometimes i need a change.” you said walking away.

You sat at the jock table between Scott and Monty.

“What is going on between you two?” Bryce asks looking at you

“Nothing, i'm not allowed to sit with friends? Just because im dating justin means i have to be with him at all times, not allowed to sit with friends, talk to another guy??” you asked very sarcastically, with a little anger in your voice.

“Wow chill the fuck down, it was only a question.” bryce replied.

The bell rings to signal the end of lunch. As everyone is getting up from the table bryce says “ Party my house tonight”

“Perfect” you thought!

You went home after school did your homework, ignoring justins texts. Roughly half hour to party time you, picked out a casual outfit, black ripped skinny jeans and a red crop top. You walked the 6 blocks to bryces house because you knew that you would be drinking and did not want to drive.  As soon as you got their, you headed to the kitchen to make yourself a drink. Monty and Scott were hanging out drinking.

“What are we drinking boys” you asked hugging them

“Hm for you, how about this maple whiskey and coke?” scott says showing you a bottle of Maple Crown Royal.

“Sure that sounds yummy” you reply as you pour way more than a shots worth of whiskey into your cup.

“Oh My. God. this is too good!!! Try it” you say handing your cup to monty who laughs and tries your drink, and passes it to scott.

“Whats going on here?” Justin asks as he walks up to you guys.

“Nothing, i just told the guys they had to try my drink because it's delicious!!” you said taking another sip.

“Can i try?” justin asked reaching for your cup, taking it and taking a sip. “Oh this os good. Thanks for the drink babe” justin said walking away with your drink.

“Justin give that back!” you whined following him.

He walked outside, to the front lawn, by a tree where no one was.

“So you gonna tell me why you've been acting like a bitch?” justin said getting right to the point.

“Wow you're blunt!”

“Well you gonna tell me??”

“Omg stop acting like me sitting with Jeff, or scott or monty is a bad thing. At least i wasn't letting them get all close and personal!!!!”

“What??? wait … omg are you mad because i was talking to a niner”

“No.. im… uuuurg…. I'm upset that you would let her feel you up.” you said looking down at your feet.

Justin grabbed your chin and lifted your head so you could look him in the eyes.

“Babe. You’re all i want. This morning, was nothing. She walked up to me, telling me her friends dared her to ruffle my hair. I laughed and said she could. That was all i swear! I love you too much to give us up.” with that he pulled you in for a kiss and hugged you tight.

“ im sorry.. I just.. I just for scared that you would find someone better.” you replied your head on his chest.

“ baby, no no no, i love you!!! Only you! You the peanut to my butter, the froot to my loop, the sun to my shine. And i'm nothing NOOOOOTHING without you!!”

You kissed justin and hugged him before you both headed back to the party hand in hand.

[universal-kitty]

   So! Today’s the positivity day and... Well, I was almost content with kinda keeping up my hide-y nature right now and sticking to my RP blogs, but then I saw that some people were already tagging me, so-!! I can’t just not pay back!!! That ain’t me!! So... Let’s do some positivity today.

   I would first like to start with a general, big thank you to the entire community. As soon as I could figure out what a crush was and romantic feelings, I’ve been self-shipping and doing self-insert. It’s a natural sort of thing for me, someone who’s felt very outcasted from other people and needed another place to mentally go to feel better. Fandom and self-insert was my perfect spot.

   And it’s fun! But what’s made it even better is the community at large. I started this blog for myself and my love of fictional guys, gals, nb pals, and monsters/aliens/robots of all kinds. It was never meant to be anything more than that, but now I’ve been making friends. I’ve had people who’ve supported me and who I’ve supported back the best I can.

   My F/Os can only do so much, but with the little positive imagines people post and the assurances from my fellow self-shippers, it’s really put me into an unrivaled, comforting spot that feels a bit like home. You guys have made an online community a home and there’s no way to thank you guys enough for that.

   ...With all this out of the way, here’s a few shout-outs to the people I’ve talked to/seen around enough that I want to send them a little positivity~ Beneath the cut!

@robotarmjokes- D, you were my very first follower when I learned about the community. I didn’t know why you followed at first or who your F/O was, but I enjoyed the energy you put out there. And now lookit us! I know Rhys like he’s a longtime friend, you’re my buddy too, and just-!! It’s such a blast knowing you.

@selfinsertheaven- YOU!! First of all, an icon. So many great self-ships?? Probably will be me in a few more years, if I keep getting into fandoms like I’ve been doing. (And stop being in denial about liking said chara in the first place, but I digress.) But everything you do is just? So lovely?? I admire your dedication to draw your self-inserts and how adorable they turn out to be~! Plus, I’m just....really glad about you dating Ryuu~ He deserves all the love and I’m glad he gets that with you. U v U <3

@maggotships- I know you said you were likely going to ditch your blog, but I wanted to give you a shoutout anyways, because I love your art. I love seeing your enthusiasm with your self-ships and the art you put out for them!! Seeing someone ship with Eduardo is really sweet, too, imo.... We didn’t really talk a lot, but I enjoyed the mutual support thing we had going on a lot~

@selfshippiez- YOU TAG ME, I TAG YOU BACK!!! Also, uuhhhhhh Sans’ Lovers Unite? No matter which Sans we datin’??? Hell. Yis. You two are cute as heck, I love the art that comes out for this ship and generally, just... I hope we talk a lot more; you seem super cool~!

@queenieships- I can never gush over your art and ships enough. I adore your art and defo wanna get a comm from you someday! We also haven’t talked a whole bunch, but just... You’re really cool and I like the stuff you do aaaaannnndd am always guaranteed to be quietly supporting you cause I’m awkward!!!! You keep being your awesome self, Queenie~

@tearofaeons- Also a super cool person I don’t talk with enough!!! It was SO COOL to see another self-shipper for OFF and Batter definitely deserves the love, so like... Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh~ I like your art a lot, hope to see more of it in the future, and-! Thank you sm for asking about my OFF SI!

@iselfshipnerd- I’ve seen you on my dash a lot, but I don’t think we’ve like...ever actually talked? But I love the art you do and how you dabble in all sorts of things (like AUs of other media) for your art! And seeing that same-ship positivity on my dash was so heartwarming!!!

@violets-self-shipping-blog- My awesome cousin!! Stellar art, wonderful self-ships...an all around, cool person. Wish I could’ve seen you more during the summer trip..... ; w ;  Maybe some other time, hopefully...!

@madames-sweethearts- AKA my best buddy ever?? I would live for you??? Bless?? You give me confidence, gurl. Your art is wonderful, the stuff you come up with? Amazing. Fantastic. You are just so damn relatable and I’m so glad we met. <3

@shippin-in-the-rain- We don’t talk a lot, but I love your art. Your platonic ships? Super valid. We should talk more sometime, yee.

@limey-blue-arty-do- YOU!!!! Another super cool person!! With absolutely fantastic art and just-?? We should talk more???? Cause I’m still debating Obi-Wan thanks to you and also I’m p sure my F/Os are your BFFs and I also nudged Heimdall at you so-????? Yes, super cool, knowing you is awesome, and just. Wow...

@atmospheric-light- You’re like...a little ray of sunshine in this community, you know that? You post wonderful stuff, I love your presence on my dash, and just.... Gosh, I don’t know. You’re just really great and I hope you know that. Also, you’re ships cute af.

@empressdrega27- YOU’RE SO VALID!!!! I never thought I’d see someone ship with Ahk, but first you! And then I got to learn more and it’s amazing how you’ve worked everything into this wonderful, connecting realm of worlds??? It’s so amazing and reminds me of my Anime Worlds days, so it brings a little bit of past nostalgia into my present day life... I’m really glad to have met you and I also think your voice is super cool, tbh.

@insomniasqueen- We don’t talk a lot anymore, but to my memory, you were one of the first people to come charging up like, “Tell me...about you and Alphonse. I must know,” and it’s a little thing like that which sticks out in my memory, you know? I hope you and Ichigo are having a blast today~!

@gamzeeismyboyfriend- I mean... C’mon. An icon of the community, cause you know where your boundaries are and stand by ‘em. Someone tells you shit? LMAO, wow, sucks for them; now you’ll just draw MORE of whatever they said to not do. You’re a sort of inspiration in that way, you know? (Also, your art is super pretty and Goals.)

@myrainydayloves- You and Sho are adorable as heck and I cackle as you drag people into loving Sho with you. Another icon for those that share F/Os in the most delightful way...and can never hail you enough for the Takeovers!! It’s such a simple little thing that brings happiness to us all and just... Wow, thank you.

@hardcoresshippingmyself- ANOTHER CUTE ARTIST!!! I love your art! So much!! And also seeing your self-ships and just... Ooph, if I wasn’t such a nervous bean, I’d talk your ear off, but I’ll just be sittin’ in my corner here. [finger guns] You stay awesome, though!!! I love seeing the content you make!!!!!

@meldaciohq- YOU ARE WONDERFUL, YOUR SELF-SHIPS ARE WONDERFUL, YOU MAKE GLORIOUS ART, AND I LIKE TALKING TO YOU!!! THAT’S THE TEA, BUDDY!!!!! You can tell I consider you a friend cause you’re getting this nonsense, slfghjfdks.

   There’s probably more, but my memory is not bueno and also this is a lot of people already, so!!! Heck!

   Thank you to everyone I’ve met so far and I look forward to seeing what next year will be like... What I’ve created, how this community has grown and strengthened themselves, and all the new friends we’ll make...!! It’s already been a wonderful time here, so I look forward to what else could happen~!

[soapy0-0]

F*ck You Flowers

@xxwinterchillxx suggested I write something for the prompt:

Person A owns/works in a flower shop and person B comes storming in one day, slaps 20 bucks on the counter and says, “How do I passive-aggressively say ‘Fuck you’ in flower?

So I decided, why not? 

It’s just a little drabble or whatever but I hope you like it and it doesn’t suck!

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Levi rolled his eyes as he took down an order, the phone tucked in his shoulder and the elderly woman on the other end giving him her life story while also ordering a bouquet of flowers.

Krista giggled at his expression as she hung her apron on the hook and pointed to the clock. Levi gave her a smile and a wave as she headed out for the day.    

Levi exhaled loudly when he finally hung up the phone; there was only a couple hours left until close and he wasn't anticipating much business, the few weeks after Valentine's Day was always a little slower.

Most of his business was middle aged men, usually since they forgot something important or the occasional one who actually wanted to do something nice. He made arrangements for funerals, graduations, date night, and all sorts of celebrations.

He enjoyed it, you'd never think to look at him, but he loved working in a flower shop. He was harsh; with his sharp features and cold personality, but his mother had owned the flower shop and he had spent most of his childhood helping out.

When she died ten years before, Levi decided to keep the shop the way she had it, managing it as though she had never left.

He enjoyed the quiet time; ringing in the couple customers and putting together the call-in orders for the next day.

The quietly didn't last long though as his door opened with a bang, nearly knocking his bell off the frame.

Levi looked up with a raised brow, watching as man with long brown hair scurried angrily around the shop. He was grumbling loudly to himself and grabbing flowers as he stomped through the small aisles of the shop before practically throwing them on the counter in an almost childlike rage.

"Are the dead flowers in the back?" The man asked.

Levi stared at him, leaning against the back counter with his arms crossed over his chest, unsure of what to think of the fuming man before him.

He was actually quite pretty.

Perhaps Levi should have thought the man was handsome or rugged, in truth he was very masculine with his broad shoulders and the stubble on his chin, but the way his green eyes sparkled with passionate rage; there was nothing better to describe this man than pretty, beautiful even.  

Though his personality seemed to leave a lot to be desired.

"I don't carry dead flowers." Levi said coldly, raising a brow.

"Fine. Do you have any black roses?" The man asked.

"No." Levi said

"What about Aconite? Basil?" He asked.

Levi raised a brow, eyeing the flowers scattered over his counter; orange lillies, peonies, petunias. His eyes widened in surprise as he looked up into the man's eyes.

"Are you trying say Fuck you in flower?" He asked.

"Yes! Can you arrange them for me please?" The man asked irritably as Levi burst out in laughter.

There wasn't much that Levi found himself laughing at, especially not around people he didn't know. His normal stoic and intimidating expression often made people nervous and he liked it that way, but the thought that this young man was going through the trouble of picking out flowers to show someone just how much he hated them... it was more than Levi could handle.

"I'm being serious!" The man growled, making another wave of laughter hit Levi hard as he doubled over onto the counter, barely able to catch his breath as he laughed manically.

"I... I know!. Oh my god!" He cackled, looking up at the angry green eyes before letting out a snort.

The strange man's eyes began to soften, his anger ebbing away and a slight curve making its way onto the corner of his lip.

"It's not that funny." He grumbled, embarrassment growing in his voice.

"It is! It really is!" Levi said, gasping for air and holding his aching stomach muscles.

"I guess..." He said bashfully, a smile finally spreading over his lips.

"Okay... whew! Sorry kid, I haven't laughed like that in years." Levi said, standing up straight and wiping the tears from his eyes.

"Are you going to help me or not?" The man demanded, trying to hide his own amusement.

"Why don't you tell me the situation and I'll see if I can help you?" Levi asked.

"I've been screwing around with this guy for a while now..." He began.

"Ahh, that explains it a little." Levi smirked.

"Yeah well, he doesn't want to date me, but he gets super jealous whenever I so much as look at someone else. I didn't even want to date him, but he finally convinces me, then he fucking blows me off on Valentine's day to spend it with someone else! Now he expects me to go out with him tonight to make up for it!" He explains angrily.

"And you don't want to?" Levi asks.

"No! I didn't want to do this in the first place!" The man yelled.

"Okay... but why flowers?" Levi asked.

"Because the pretentious asshole read something about flower meaning and hasn't shut up about it since. He thinks he knows all about symbolism and shit." He spat.

"Then might I suggest something a little more passive-aggressive?" Levi asked and the man's eyes brightened up with excitement.

"Yes! That's perfect! Let him try to analyze them, thinking he's all that and watch him realize just how shitty he actually is!" The man said, his smile bordering on insane.

"Okay, so, let's keep the Orange Lillies, but how about adding some Yellow carnations and Buttercups." Levi said as he gathered the flowers into his hands. "And we'll add some of those Petunia's for color and a bit of greenery..."

"Wow... that actually looks really nice." The man said, finally calming down.

"It's what I do." Levi shrugged.

"So what do they mean?" He asked.

"The orange lilies are disdain, yellow carnations are rejection, and buttercups are childishness, which by the way you should probably get a bouquet of for yourself." Levi said with a grin.

"I know, I know." The man laughed. "I have a bit of a temper." He added.

"I noticed." Levi said.

"I'm Eren, by the way." 

"Levi."

"How much for the bouquet?" Eren asked and Levi waved him off.

"That was too much fun to charge for." He said.

"Thank you, Levi." Eren smiled.

"Now, go give your 'Fuck you flowers' to your pretentious asshole and have fun watching him figure it out." Levi said with a smile as Eren nodded, picking up the wrapped bouquet and heading out of the store.

Levi laughed to himself when Eren left. 'Fuck you in flower', he had really seen it all now.

He found his mind drifting off to Eren's big green eyes more than once in the remaining hour of his shift, wondering how everything had turned out for him, what the deal was between him and the other guy.  

It was his loss, stringing along a guy like Eren. Levi had only known him for a total of 30 minutes, but he could tell the man was lively and passionate, probably a great guy to have around.

Then again, who was he to judge?

He didn't know either of them and he didn't have the best track record when it came to dating or spending time with romantic partners.

Levi locked up and did his nightly routine of cleaning up and preparing for the next day, hearing a knock on the door as he swept up the floor.

"We're closed!" He called out, not even looking toward the glass panes of the door, though it didn't stop the person on the other side from banging again.

Levi huffed loudly before making his way to the door.

"We're cl...osed." He faded, looking with wide eyes at Eren as he stared inside the shop, a smile stretching over his face as his eyes landed on Levi.

"Aren't you supposed to be telling someone 'fuck you' in flower?" Levi asked, opening the door and giving Eren his normal, disinterested look, eyeing the undelivered bouquet still in Eren's hand.

"Well I was thinking... maybe he's not worth the aggravation." Eren smiled.

"Probably not." Levi said, leaning on the frame.

"I was also thinking... What type of flower says, 'You're really cool and I’d like to get to know you better?'… passive-aggressively of course." Eren asked with a grin, causing Levi to let out a small chuckle.

"Why don't you come in and I'll show you." Levi said.

[imsarabum]

Responses to {Part 15} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^

ALSO I have included asks I received to do with IWSY in the hours leading up to before I posted it because there was a few! So if you sent in an ask to do with IWSY and I didn’t post it - it will be in this post!

@kpopppimagines said: *Looks at clock, notices time, starts to dance strangely and do weird jazz hand motions* Wooooooooo yeahhhhhhhh! So excited! Xx 🙌🏼🙌🏼💕

Ahhh I really hope you liked the chapter love!

Anonymous said: Hope the new chapter will be as great as the rest!! Really looking forward to what direction the story will go in❤️❤️

I hope it lived up to your expectations :D

@mocking-butts said: I'm probably way too excited for this chapter because holy moly i need more!!! Honestly one of my favorite fanfics i love it <3

I really hope you enjoyed it my dear ^^ Thank you very much!

@audreymv said: I wanna kill Yoongi like mate I UGH I CANT. Like why and now Jungkook cant tell her his secret just omg everything os crashing down. I love this so mich but Yoongi he is ooooo on my list in this fanfic. Loving it so far 😘😘😘

Just when he was about to tell her :c How can he tell her now?! heh ^^ Thank you so much for reading it!

Anonymous said: Wow, new chapter of IWSY was really good! I'm so glad to finally get some backstory on the reader, but I kind of feel bad for Jungkook now.. Because how will the reader react when he tells her? And Yoongi's going to the ball so she'll recognise him.. Ahhh! Well, I suppose there's nothing to do but patiently wait. Stay healthy and keep up the hard work! Thanks

I’m so happy you thought it was good! I guess we’ll just have to wait and see how she will react when/if he tells her ^^ lol Thank you so much for reading and I hope you stay healthy too!

@loverofotome said: 😱😱 IT'S THEIR FATE TO BE TOGETHER 😱😱 I was definitely not expecting that. Yoongi seems to think there's something special about her and I can't help but wonder what that is. Ahhh! I love your writing and it's so good, as always. I can't wait until next week!

IT WAS DESTINY~~ hehe ^^ I wonder what’s so special about her? I guess we will have to wait to find out :D Thank you so much for reading and I hope you have an awesome day :)

@doubletroublesince1994 said: NOPE. NEVER EXPECTED THIS. BUT THIS. HOW DARE YOU. OMGGGG WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOU LEFT ME WITH A CLIFFHANGER EVEN IF IT ISN'T ONE?????? UGH I LOVE YOU.

I am very very sorry c: hehe~ I love you too and thank you very much for reading the chapter!!

Anonymous said: oh my gosh, yoongi.. what he did was so cruel. and that's why he's looking for y/n... i'm really curious about when and what's going to happen when y/n finds out jungkook is a vampire

Why did he do it though? And what’s the reason he is looking for her? Is it to just dimply finish what he began? If so - is he going to go looking for Sid, too? ;o SO many questions! haha ^^ Thank you for reading the chapter!

@omelys-space said: IT ALL CONNECTS GOD DAMN! Like how amazing is this update 😍 I am honestly excited for every update you post and they never let me down   Thank you ❤

I’m so happy that you can see it all connecting and beginning to come together to make a bigger picture! There is still much more to come :D hehe Thank you very much and it makes me happy that you said I never let you down. Thank you!

Anonymous said: Honestly this fan fiction is one of the best things I've ever read. I hate reading, but this story has changed my perspective about it! IWSY is also the first long fanfic that I've read heh~ I just want you to know that I think you are a really good writer and the stories that you make are amazing! I am in love with this story!❤️❤️  -Ro (you don't know me but I'm gonna put my name anyway☺️)

Hi Ro! :D Ahhh thank you so much for your wonderful words, I’m smiling so much! And thank you also for reading my series and I’m so happy that you’re enjoying it ^^

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: IM S C R E A M I NG I DIDNT EXPECT THAT AT ALLLLLL FUCJSKSKKFMFMGMDMAMZMXMXKSK I LOVE

YAAAAAY I’m glad I could surprise you! I think a lot of people thought it was either going to be Yoongi or Jungkook that had something to do with her parents death. But in a way - they both did, I guess :D Thank you so much for reading the update!!

@im-so-scared-aaaa said: Ok, I'm suppose to be studying, but now I'm shooked ^^ Thank you😿

I hope you managed to get back to studying you naughty child! c: Haha thank you so much for reading it and I hope you enjoyed it too!

Anonymous said: That curveball thoooooooo I don't want jungkook to be hurt :"( how is he ever going to tell reader about his secret like this 😰😰😰😰

I know :( How could you ever tell someone that after what they just told you? :(

Anonymous said: OMG This chapter give me chills!!! It's amazing, I am loving how the plot starts to thicken ... things are about to get a while lot more intense and complicated isn't it ?!😏 I honestly can't wait for the update , thank you so much for updating every week. I Love you and you writing so much❤

I’m so happy I could give you chills c: And...it may possibly get more complicated and intense from this moment on...yes c: Thank you so much for reading and I love you too! Have an awesome day :D

Anonymous said: Ah this chapter was so angsty... I never read angst but You did so well!! Ta! x  U.K. Anon :)

I do enjoy writing angst a lot :) It’s been a hot minute since I’ve written something very angsty since my Who Are You? series! Thank you so much fellow U.K anon!

@moonlighthollow said: I somehow new that her parents were killed by a vampire But Holy shit it's yoongi He's scary af 😐 Poor brother😭 Poor girl😭 And poor jungkookie😭 It was good as always tho😅😊

Idk about you but evil Yoongi gives me such a sexy vibe isfskdgksjng lol Thank you for reading the update and I hope you have a wonderful day babe!

Anonymous said: I don't know if I'm shivering because it's cold in my room, or because of ch 15 of IWSY... Oh my fxxking god!!!! I mean, there were hints, so the plot doesn't come as much as a surprise, but the writing style had me sucked into the story completely! Loved it! 👏🏻💕

I am also shivering but my reason is that it is DEFINITELY cold right now TT I want it to be summer already I’m so DONE with the cold lol Thank you very much for reading the update and I hope you’ll enjoy the future chapters too!

Anonymous said: I LOVE YOU AND WRITING SOOO MUCH!!! ❤❤❤

I LOVE YOU TOO THANK YOU BABE! :D

Anonymous said: Hi Sara!! I'm the anon that had that super late 7:45 class, so I couldn't read IWSY a couple weeks ago when it updated. ANYWAYS, I usually post some kind of ask to you every update you have, but the past couple weeks I haven't been able to because of school T.T SO, I wanted to finally message you again and tell you how WONDERFUL IWSY is! Not gonna lie, it is my ALL TIME FAVORITE FIC that I have ever found on Tumblr! Like the last couple chapters with the smut.. WOO DAMN GIRL. (cont.) Usually I read the smut for the smut (lol), BUT when I read those chapters, I was so engrossed in the story that I wanted to know what was going to happen next more than reading more smut X3. AND THEN YOU HAD TO COME OUT WITH THIS NEXT CHAPTER AND HOT DAMN. I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING. IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET MY FRIENDS TO READ IWSY SO THAT I CAN TALK TO THEM ABOUT IT BUT NO ONE WILL LISTEN TO ME >.< Anyways, keep up the good work! You keep throwing curve balls my way gah damn. (2/2) - 7:45 anon

Hello 7:45 anon! That’s okay, I completely understand and you don’t have to apologise or explain yourself because school/work is important and I’m glad you’re focused on your studies! But thank you so much for reading and catching up with the series, and I’m really happy that you’re liking it ^^ Awwww I hope once of your friends reads it too so you guys can talk about it with each other! That’s so cute haha c: Thank you so much and I hope you have a great week :D

Anonymous said: BRRROOOOOOOOOHMYGOD WHAT THE FUCK HWAT THE FUCK WHAT THE F U C K OOOHHHH MY GOD!!!! pls tell me the next chapter is the charity ball I'm READY for the action the drama GIRL PLS I cannot wAIT GIRL!!! That chapter had me yelling at the top of my lungs 😱😱😱

*giggles* thank you so much for reading! The ball will come soon - I promise! Just hold on tight a bit longer :D I hope you enjoyed it my dear!

@fashionkilla124 said: I love you. That I won't stop you story just stopped my heart. I honestly knew yoongi had something to do with but when I found out yoongi killed her parents I was like NOOOOI NOT MY BABY YOONGI AWWW LAWD TAKE THE WHEEL PLEASE. I cant wait for next week I'll probs have a heart attack next chapter

Awh I love you too :D hehe~ Evil baby Yoongi what is he doing :c lol thank you so much for reading the update and I really hope you’ll look forward to next week too!!

Anonymous said: Omg poor Sid 😞 he was only four...DAMMIT Yoongi

I know :( Poor Sid indeed - but I wonder why Yoongi did it...;)

Anonymous said: Damn in the span of like four days (not including the hours they're at work) they've managed to christen every room the house, didn't you say there were like 13 bedrooms and 5 bathrooms, not to mention the kitchen, living room etc.?? Damn they got busy 😏

LOLOLOL they got busy indeed c: Haha it was more so meant as a sexually comedic idiom, but if it’s possible it’s possible! lol I hope you enjoyed the chapter my dear :D

Anonymous said: BISH. I'm jungshook rn. I can't. I love you. But why you play with my emotions like this? I love this story. I love you. I love Jungkook. I love the way chapter 15 snatched my edges and left them at a bus stop in Miami. You're the best. ~With love, New Kookie Anon

Hello new kookie anon! lol Jungshook~ I think everyone becomes a little Jungshook from time to time c: I love you too my dear!! I hope you got home safely from the bus stop in Miami xD thank you so much for reading the update!

Anonymous said: OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK AHHHHHH SARA OMG I CANT FUCKING EVEN OF COURSE YOONGI KILL ED Y/NS PARENTS AND NOW WANTS HER BLOOD. OMG OF FUCKING COURSE. I NEED TUESDAY TO COME BACK HOLY SHIT I'M SCREAMING SARA. Y DO YOU DO THIS TO ME. I CANT EVEN THINK CLEARLY THIS FUCKED ME UP THIS MADE MY DAY 10000X BETTER BECAUSE I HAD A SHITTY DAY. SO THANK YOU I LOVE YOU BUT FUCK OMG I AM SHOOK

OOOOOH BUT WHY DOES HE WANT HER BLOOD?! That’s the most important question ;D lolol I’m so glad I could make your day a little less shitter though c: I love you too and thank you so much for reading the new chapter my dear!

Anonymous said: OMG MY HEART! THIS WHOLE CHAPTER WAS JUST SO HAJSKCLZPAVAVAFUCABAKDLXLXNAL(ノﾟДﾟ)

AHHHHH I HOPE THAT’S A GOOD THING! I hope you enjoyed it ^^

Anonymous said: Oh mai gawdddd!!! Sara you're such a good writer! Part 15 of IWSY gave me the major feels!!!! Poor kookie... Halfway through part 15, I already knew what was going to happen before I read it, but you're so skilled that you still managed to make it sad T-T. I can't wait for part 16!!!

Ahhh thank you so much my darling :) You’re too kind to me! Thank you very much for reading the update and I hope you enjoy the next chapter as well!

Anonymous said: I cant believe Vampire evil yoongi was looking for y/n since back then ONG GET A LIFE LMAO love your serie💜

But remember that he has been locked up for the past 13 years! So he has had a lot of time to plan c: Thank you so much for reading and enjoying it my love ^^

Anonymous said: 😭😭 I wish it's a happy ending for Jungkook and Y/N, in the "I Won't Stop You" series. I love you Author-nim!

I wish for that too my dear! I love you too and thank you for reading my series *hugs* Have a wonderful day!

@jynxy24 said: SARA SARA SARA SARA SARA!!!! WHEN WILL JUNGKOOK TELL Y/N?! ARGHHHH YOU ARE PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS! LIKE JUST WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO TELL? COME ON!!! This is just like when I found out Who Are You was a dream. T.T But i still love your writing Sara! Great chapter today, stay awesome! 👅👅

But how can he tell her straight away now right after she just dropped that bombshell on him?! So many questions hehe :P I hope you enjoyed the chapter anyway my dear ^^ I hope you have a wonderful week and thank you so much for reading!

@lostheretics said: i thought they were going to the fundraising ball in part 15 but they had a deep talk instead asdfghjkl kill me rn bc y/n's secrets omg😭😭 iM STILL CONFUSED WHAT's THE SPECIAL THING THAT YOONGI WANTS FROM HER

Deep, heart to heart pillow talks are my fav thing in the world *feels very soft at this thought* ahhhh :c lolol And I guess you’ll just have to wait to find out why he wants her so badly! Hopefully, someone will be able to tell Jungkook too, before it’s too late...heh ^^ Thank you for reading my love and I hope you’re enjoying the story!

Anonymous said: oh my fucking god :( i hope y/n wont abandon jungkook once she found out he a whole dracula :(( oh my god no but then ill love that because I LOVE PAIN but no dont do it LMAO WAIT WILL Y/N RECOGNIZE YOONGI AT THE BALL HOLY FUCKING SHIT

I hope she won’t either :c He deserves to be loved since he is so capable of loving now! You masochist hehe (fucking same tho) c: Thank you so much for reading my dear!

Anonymous said: SO YOONGI HAS BEEN LOOKING FOR Y/N FOR YEARS NOW??? IT SEEMS LIKE Y/N'S PARENTS PROTECTED HERSMJWHFJD WHAT IS SO IMPORTANT ABT HER IS SHE SOME TYPE OF VAMPIRE GOD LIKE SOMEONE EVEN MORE SUPERIOR THAN JUNGKOOKS FAMILY?? IS THAT WHY YOONGI WANTS HER SO MUCH???

Well if you remember, Yoongi has been locked up for 13 years but has now only escaped with the help of Namjoon, Hoseok and Seokjin! Hehe I hope you enjoy how the story unfolds c: Thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: OMG THE BACK STORY I'M CRYING how will y/n react if jungkook tell her the truth bruh I can't take the suspense AND ALSO IS THE BALL NEXT WEEK???? I WANNA SEE HER DRESS OMG

In the story, Y/N and Jungkook are currently talking when it is Friday night - so the ball is on the Saturday; which is the next day! c: And yessssss! I wonder what type of dress Taehyung and Jimin are creating...I think it will be a masterpiece~ Thank you for reading my series! :D

@semisweetsuga said: MY HEART. SARA MY LOVE YOU HAVE HURT ME BUT I'M OKAY WITH IT BECAUSE THAT UPDATE WAS BEAUTIFUL. I LOVED IT SM GOOD JOB!!

I’m sorry for hurting your heart Koto :c Please forgive me ahhhhh. I love you a lot and thank you for always being so fucking awesome ^=^

@manibbunny said: i am sure that Y/N will be understanding of jungkook when he tells her about him being a vampire. she will get sad but she loves him and she knows he's different and won't do something like that ever again. loved the new chapter btw!

I hope she is understanding of Jungkook too! I think if you really love someone and have feelings for them like that - love can always find a way and triumph. So I hope that’s the case for Jungkook and Y/N too! Thank you for reading the update my love and I hope you enjoy the rest of the series too!

Anonymous said: Oh yoongi's been after OC since she was young.. Loved the chapter. I'm even more excited to find out what's special abt the OC. I wonder also why jungkook (and taehyung) dont know what's special if yoongi knows? (You dont need to answer that ofc. just me voicing my thoughts while reading). Looking forward to next tuesday~

Don’t worry - I always love to read people’s thoughts so think and say all you want! But yeah, you’re right - I won’t ever say whether is someone is wrong or right :3 Jungkook and Y/N will be talking with Taehyung and Jimin before the ball when they go to get her dress (which is the next day in the story if you remember ^^) So I wonder if something will happen then?! c: Thank you for reading and enjoying my series dear ^^ It means a lot to me!

@animeimmortal said: wow. Just wow. Like I am so curious as to how this is going to turn out but right now I'm just amazed omg

I hope you’ll enjoy how the story unfolds and pans out in time! Thank you for reading the update beautiful ^=^

@taekookiesandcream said: Sara, my love, part 15 was amazing! You keep out-doing yourself!! You're so so talented and I want you to know your very appreciated! Also, I feel really bad for only speaking to you when you update lol, I'll try and speak to you more often, pinky promise 🙋🏼💕

Ach, thank you so much my little flower ^^ And no oh my goodness don’t feel bad about doing that! You can always talk to me whenever you wish - my DMs are always open! (although I may not be able ot reply straight away due to work and Uni etc~ I will reply eventually lol!) Thank you so much dear :D

Anonymous said: SHIT JUST GOT REAL

YOU BET YOUR DAMN ASS IT GOT REAL HOHOHOHO