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Unfortunately for you guys, I just started the paper my foolish professor let me write about studious deracination in James Cameron’s Avatar, so get ready for some some academic posts to start trickling in. Here is a more detailed post of the tiktok I made. 
Today we are going to talk about race as an allegory in Avatar again!!! Avatar (2009) is a pretty blatant representation of indigenous peoples on Earth being colonized. Like, I don’t think anyone disputes that. But why do this and not make a movie about colonization?? Why make them aliens??
By separating these things from our real world, our real history, things we may have bias about, we can view it from a completely fresh lens. There's a deliberate choice to present a different planet and a different species and in that way, they have that allegory for colonization, for racism, for the destruction of our planet, be more evident and sympathetic to everyone viewing it as an example of our planet and these real-world things that are happening. Sometimes it’s easier to approach these issues when you don’t feel like they are targeting you. 
However, I feel like there's an interesting, perhaps not intentional, thing that James Cameron did as well with the second movie and that is addressing colorism. I read a lot of your fanfictions, okay, I read ‘em. Every time they're set in the modern era and our main characters are human there is a conscious choice to have Jake Sully's biological children Tuk and Neteyam be darker skinned, and to have Lo’ak be lighter skinned. We are all picking up on something that is implied in the narrative that I don't think anyone intended to be there. I don’t wanna give James Cameron too much credit in that regard. Let’s talk about that phenomenon. 
So this is studiously deracinating something, it’s a narrative strategy defined by an evacuated racial consciousness that ironizes assumptions of white universalism and uncritical postracialism. So what does that mean? That means by taking race out of the equation in something, the concept of race, it allows you to analyze the same concepts in more of an unbiased way, just as stated above with the first Avatar. It allows you to kind of look at yourself as well, your own biases and how they come into play while you’re reading or watching something. You are fully unaffected by the concept of race in the novel and are more so affected by your own assumptions. 
I think there’s such an interesting example of this in Avatar because of the way we have been perceiving Lo’ak and his outcast status in this movie and the way I’ve seen so many people perceive him as lighter skinned than his siblings. He has more traditionally human features compared to the other Na’vi, and this sets him apart and he is treated differently. I think so many people connect with him without fully realizing why. In Avatar we know that the Na’vi represent the indigenous and people of color, while the humans represent colonizers, majority white people. We take the colorism step without even thinking about it, our own assumptions and biases take us there. Just a thought. :)
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cilil · 5 months
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𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐞 | 𝐍𝐨 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞
𓄌 Characters/pairings: Gothmog x Eönwë (Firebird) 𓄌 Synopsis: Gothmog has been looking for an opportunity to meet a certain Maia again. Eönwë is hoping to become the target of a fierce hunter. 𓄌 Warnings: Smut, rimming, Eönwë is weird, Gothmog is a Balrog so it's monsterfucking 𓄌 Oneshot (~1.4k words) | AO3
"There you are, my pretty." 
Wide blue eyes met glowing orange when Gothmog stepped out of the shadows where had kept himself hidden.
"You are one of the Dark One's Maiar," Eönwë whispered as if the mere mention of Melkor was sinful, the plumage on his wings fluffing up defensively. "You shouldn't be here."
"I am," Gothmog said nonchalantly and walked closer. "Are you afraid?" 
He was curious more than anything. The object of his desire was a warrior like himself, of that he was certain and his lord believed it too, but the other Maia's fána was tense and anxiety written all over his face. 
"I can defend myself if it comes to... that," Eönwë said. Eyes narrowed, he surveyed the fire spirit in front of him. "You seem familiar." 
Gothmog chuckled. "Aye. We have met before, bird."
"Where? I don't–" 
"Have you truly forgotten? You wound me." 
Eönwë blinked. His brow furrowed as he searched his memory, until finally realisation struck. 
"Did you... were you the one who took me when I was caught by the Dark One's snowstorm?" 
"Yes." Seeing his uncertainty, Gothmog held up his hands. "I swear I didn't hurt you. I only brought you home." 
"You... were the one who..." Eönwë appeared to be lost in thought for a moment, then shook his head. "Well. And now?" 
"I, uh... just wanted to see you again?" Gothmog shifted on his clawed feet. 
"Not claim me?" Maybe he was imagining things, but for a moment Eönwë seemed almost disappointed.
"Claim you? Why?" 
"You have horns." He pointed at the magnificent pair sprouting from Gothmog's forehead. 
"Yes? I always do." 
"Oh." Slowly, Eönwë folded his wings. "Well, the Feast of Horns is currently taking place again, so I thought..." 
Gothmog didn't know too much about the customs of Almaren's Maiar and shrugged his shoulders. "My lord just told me it was a good opportunity because many of you would be out and about." 
He eyed the dejected-looking herald who politely nodded along. 
"Did you want me to? Claim you, I mean?" 
Eönwë's feathers immediately went up again, this time accompanied by a bright red blush.
"Would you enjoy that?" Gothmog continued to press, stepping closer. He was in range to smell the other Maia now and tried his best to hide the fact that he was greedily inhaling his scent. It was subtle, especially in an environment where plants and animals were abundant, but he caught it without fail, having familiarised himself with it when he had last held the herald in his arms. 
"Maybe?" Eönwë looked around sheepishly as if he was convinced that one of the Valar would jump out of the bushes to scold him for fraternising with an enemy. Still, there was undeniable excitement slowly seeping into his demeanour. 
Taking this as an invitation, Gothmog reached out to pet his head. The pale blonde locks were just as soft as they looked, as were the feathers on his ears that made them look like tiny wings attached to his head. 
Eönwë leaned into his touch for a moment, lowering his head in the manner of birds wanting their neck feathers preened, but then recoiled suddenly. "No." 
Gothmog withdrew his hand. "No?" 
Regret was written all over Eönwë's face immediately. 
"No, I meant... just not like this." 
"What do you mean then?"
He bit his bottom lip. "More... forcefully."
Gothmog frowned. "Isn't that forbidden on Almaren?" 
"Well, yes, but... you wouldn't care about that, would you?" 
"You speak in riddles, bird. And while you are pretty and I meant what I said about seeing you again, I won't be walking into any traps or let myself be ridiculed." 
Eönwë vigorously shook his head. "No, that... no, not at all. I swear it. I merely thought..." 
He seemed to be fighting with himself for a few moments longer before he answered. "I just want it like that, you know? Passionate, violent. But the others won't even hunt me properly. No one has come for me yet..." 
His shoulders visibly stiffened. "And I thought maybe you would be interested." 
"So you just want someone to be rough with you," Gothmog concluded. 
"Yes."
He reached out again, and the other Maia didn't protest. This time he seized a fistful of his hair and pulled on it, dragging him closer. 
Eönwë let out a small moan. 
"Like that?" Gothmog asked. 
"Yes. Exactly like that." 
It was all the encouragement he needed to throw the herald to the ground and pounce on him. Eönwë was struggling and frantically flapping his wings like a bird caught in the jaws of a predator, and it felt great to overpower him and hold him down with his mightier fána. Gothmog bit his shoulder for good measure, his fangs leaving deep marks. 
"Still enjoying yourself, bird?" 
"Yes, please go on." 
"As you wish." 
A chaotic coupling in the woods of Oromë wasn't quite what Gothmog had envisioned for this encounter, but he considered himself lucky. He had anticipated a more hostile and cautious reaction from Eönwë, certainly not to be asked to pretend to prey on him. 
And he would make the most out of it. 
Once he had successfully pinned his catch to the ground, he tore off his garments with his teeth. Eönwë watched him with a strange sort of tranquillity, dazed and intrigued by the display of monstrous ferocity, and it was a lovely sight. He was so sweet in Gothmog's eyes that he briefly considered eating him after all, but then he had a better idea. 
"Will you take me now, Hunter?" Eönwë asked demurely when the fire spirit rested his large head against his lower body, curiously nosing his hardening cock. 
"Better yet, you shall become a most delicious meal," Gothmog chuckled.
Not waiting for further questions, he placed Eönwë's legs on his broad shoulders, careful not to injure him with the sharp edges of the crystals growing on him, and dug his claws into the pliant flesh of his ass to reveal the tiny, twitching hole between his cheeks. 
He'll need some practice anyway if he ever wants to take a cock inside that, he thought and leaned forward to begin licking it. 
Eönwë's reaction was both immediate and intense. His heels dug into Gothmog's shoulders, his muscles tensed and trembled, and sounds so wonderfully obscene he hadn't thought them possible escaped his throat. 
"Yes, please, right there..." 
Only he would say please while getting eaten out by an Úmaia in a forest, Gothmog thought to himself, feeling a strange fondness budding and blooming in his chest. What a precious little bird he had caught himself, so different from the heroic persona crafted for the public eye. There was something intimate about seeing him like this. 
Even when presenting himself in such a lewd manner, Eönwë was so enticingly pure. The way he reacted to being touched this way made Gothmog wonder if it was his first time letting another enjoy his fána. His flesh tasted like fresh rain and smelled like a summer breeze, full of life, warmth and beauty, and every inch of it was as clean as if he had just returned from a thorough bath. 
Slowly but steadily, he worked his tongue inside. Eönwë was tight and despite his best efforts not quick to yield, yet Gothmog remained patient. His work was, however, brought to an early end when he felt muscles tense and was greeted with the sight of pearly white seed staining a heaving torso. 
Patting Eönwë's thigh, he withdrew and removed his legs from his shoulders. The prospect of fucking that tight little hole right then and there was tempting, but Gothmog decided to hold back. He had given his favourite bird a taste of bliss, just as he himself had tasted it, and hoped to have roused his curiosity enough that they could meet again in the future. 
Eönwë had turned his head to the side and hidden it underneath one wing, still panting heavily. 
"I am ready," he declared. 
"Not today, bird," Gothmog said. "Your hunter has had his meal and may in time return for another, should you wish it." 
"Y-yes... that would be nice." Eönwë wrapped his other wing around himself as well to complete a protective cocoon of sorts, shame hitting him hard now that his lust died down. 
Gothmog ruffled his feathers affectionately. "You're very pretty, and I don't mind you being a freak, if that is your concern."
"I am not–"
"Sure thing, bird.”
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i-did-not-mean-to · 10 months
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S&D Drabbles
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Let's start with the actual drabbles.
(Yes, there will be 4 posts...I am endlessly sorry...)
For @sortumavaara
🐙 Fire Touch - Smith - G
🐙 Beloved companion - Seasponge - T
🐙 Tag, you're it - Anairë & Nerdanel - T
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For @maglor-my-beloved
🐙 Hush now, don't say a word... - Fëanor/Nerdanel/Rúmil - T
🐙 Her feet never touch the ground... - Celegorm/Lúthien - T
🐙 A good time - Gil-Galad - M
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For Lferion
🐙 Stubborn light, immortal hope - Nerdanel & sons - G
🐙 A new star on the horizon - Finarfin & Indis - G
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For @goschatewabn
🐙The best boy - Celegorm & Huan - G
🐙 A stable relationship - Rochallor & Asfaloth - G
🐙 Spill the tea... - Fëanor & Indis - G
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For @kayleearafinwiel
🐙Uin's Delivery Service - Uin - G
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For @scyllas-revenge
🐙 Fly you fools - Éomer & winged horses - G
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For @welcomingdisaster
🐙 Motherhood - Indis/Míriel -G
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For @thedaughterofshadows
🐙 B-Art - Aulë & Mahtan - G
🐙 I know you... - Irmo & Námo - G
🐙 Would you be proud? - Maeglin & Rog - G
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For @mulasawala
🐙 Very small heroes - Bagginshield - G
🐙 Shared Warmth - Bagginshield - G
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For @maglorslostsilmaril
🐙 The things we do for love... - Erestor & Children of Elrond - G
🐙 Sanctuary - Tar-Ancalimê - G
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For @mirkwood-hr-department
🐙 A brief glimpse - Fox - G
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For Anne Wolfe
🐙 Sunset - Gildor - G
🐙 I've got your nose - Amrod & Amras - G
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For @searchingforserendipity25
🐙 Regrets - Daeron/Lúthien - G
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For @elanna-elrondiel
🐙 In vino veritas? - Huan & Celegorm & Aredhel - G
🐙 Let me go - Aredhel/Eöl - T
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For @ridiculoussquid
🐙 Leap of faith - Ori - G
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For @cclumsyart
🐙 Forget me not - Melkor & Nienna - T
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For @ruiniel
🐙 Forget... - Glaurung & Niennor - M
🐙 Freedames - Míriel/Indis - T
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For @solmarillion
🐙 If I could hold you one more time - Daeron/Maglor - T
🐙 Wet - Silvergifting - M
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For @niasfanspace
🐙 The world wide web - Ungoliant - T
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For @the-red-butterfly
🐙 My last breath is for you - Oropher & Thranduil - T
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For @the-girl-with-the-algebra-book
🐙The Fallen Maia - Balrog - M
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For Ibissal
🐙 Harvest Moon - Celebrimbor/Narvi- M
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edensrose · 2 years
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Eden darling I adoreeeeee your blog and everything in it. Keep going with your beautiful works! Can I please request a fluffy headcanon about Mairon x daughter!reader? Just the thought of Mairon being soft and affectionate with his child sends me over the moon ☆_☆
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( ❀ ) ˙ ˖ mairon ⠀〳 daughter!reader ( platonic )⠀ ❜࿔
· ⊰ synopsis. mairon being a dad hcs ( mentions of death involving the mother, only in the beginning )
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ʚ Mairon had fallen in love with an elf woman and as a result, had a child with her. What he didn’t expect was for Melkor to find out and, unfortunately, put an end to his beloved — seeing as though she was a ‘weakness’. However, he was allowed to keep the child, considering that you had more maia genes than that of an elf 
ʚ Right off the bat, Mairon had absolutely no idea what he was doing. He barely looked after himself at times with all his overworking, how in the world was he supposed to raise a child? He supposed he owed it to your mother, though, and so he would try his hardest 
ʚ He’s definitely not the most patient parent and has made you cry the first few times. He’s unsure of how to handle normal emotions — what that of a child? He finds himself being too harsh and immediately regrets it after. It wasn’t like there was anyone he could necessarily ask for help, Melkor was incapable when it came to this sort of thing 
ʚ However, he soon begins to think back to Yavanna and how she raised the ents. He remembers how she nurtured them and he uses it as a guideline when tending to you. Mairon is an intelligent man, he’ll eventually get the hang of it with much research and practice
ʚ By the time you reached an age in which you could walk and talk, you’d be practically inseparable from him. It was obvious that Mairon cared for you more than anyone and Melkor did warn of the consequences should you become a weakness for Mairon. Alas, it turns that Melkor soon also grew attached to you 
ʚ Sometimes when Mairon is working he’ll leave you with Melkor, which he quickly learnt was a horrible decision because the first thing Melkor did was take you to see his dragons. His fire. Breathing. Dragons. From that day on Mairon tries to keep you with him if he’s sorting out schemes, usually letting you sleep in his lap or doodle on a paper while he’s writing whatever it is he needs 
ʚ When he learns that you inherited his control over fire, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride. He got straight to work in teaching you how to control it to the best degree 
ʚ On the topic of teaching, he most likely also taught you a thing or two in blacksmithing. No daughter of his would go unlearned in the craft that he was most famously known for. It became a way for the two of you to bond, simply in the forge and creating new and wonderful gadgets 
ʚ Protective as hell over you. A bit too much sometimes. He wouldn’t let you leave Angband and would prefer if you stayed in the living area which was assigned to you. He didn’t like you going around the orcs or other creatures of Angband and especially not those blasted dragons 
ʚ Always does your hair for you, most likely also taught you how to do your eyeliner
ʚ You’re one of the only people that can pull him away from his work and stop him from stressing himself out. Also one of the few people that can calm him 
ʚ Those around Angband like to joke, saying that you have Mairon wrapped around your little finger. Which is far from a lie
ʚ As expected, Mairon is very hesitant in letting you join in Angband’s scheming, but eventually, you follow in his footsteps when you reach the appropriate age. Becoming a general among the ranks
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drjohndisco · 1 year
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First Meeting
Pairing: n/a
Warnings: swearing, and drinking of blood (from a bag, not a person).
Summary: Simon returns something and gains a friend.
Word Count: 918 words
[Notes] 1) Y'all this took me 2 years to finish (no, i'm not exaggerating), and I am so glad that I am happy with it!!! Also, there is no canon continuity/vampire lore consistency here, really, as I haven't watched sh.adowhu.nters in literal years. 2) This is written from Simon's point of view.
‘Huh.’ they said, after opening the door. They were wearing the same outfit that they had been at the bar (when they’d first spoken to me after I’d woken up from a nap) - it was a long blue skirt paired with an oversized black shirt, with dark blue sneakers. Clearly there was a theme going on. I was holding the hoodie they’d left there in my hands.
‘Don’t get many vampires around here.’
‘Why do you scare them, or something?’ I teased.
‘Yeah, I know, I’m a regular Van Helsing.’ they said.
'...What?'
'It's a Dracula reference. Y'know Abraham Van Helsing? The frowny doctor with an annoying penchant for confusing metaphors?’
I shook my head. I'd actually only seen the 2004 Hugh Jackman movie, but that was not a fact I wanted to admit right now.
‘You’re biting your tongue. Is there something wrong?’
I blinked slowly. ‘No, no, nothing’s wrong!’
(Expert deflection, Simon. Well done.)
‘I just, uh, can’t enter your house.’
‘Oh, I’m sorry.’ they apologised. ‘Please, do come in.’
So, I stepped past them, with hoodie in my hands and they shut the door behind me.
(5 minutes later)
I was on the couch now, and they were standing in the kitchen, by the fridge with the door open. They then reached in and grabbed a bag of blood, before throwing it at me. I caught it, and paused.
‘Can I….?’ I asked. ‘Sorry, I’m still not quite in control of my teeth yet. I don’t want to wreck your carpet.’
They shut the fridge door and nodded. ‘Just clean it up if you make a mess.’
So, I quietly pierced the bag with my fangs, barely avoiding spraying the fluffy couch cushions. Then I began to drink.
‘You want a straw?’ 
‘Wh-what?’ I asked, then immediately regretted it - as my mouth was now covered in blood and the bag was now on the floor.
(Oh, I hope I don’t have it in my hair.)
They laughed, and covered their mouth with a hand in embarrassment. ‘Sorry, I didn’t mean to laugh at you.’ They apologised. ‘I’ll just chuck you napkins to clean it up with, yeah?’
All I could do was nod. So, they grabbed a handful and threw them at me. The napkins hit my head and bounced off onto the floor. 
‘Ow.’ I mumbled before sighing and sitting next to the stain, dejectedly. They then exited the kitchen and stood next to me looking down.
‘Do you want me to…?’ I motioned at the floor.
‘I’ll do it later, and yes that was a contradiction. I’m fickle like that. Mind if I sit down?’
‘Feel free.’ I replied, slumping my head back onto the couch cushion I’d been leaning against. So they sat down next to me and pulled their legs onto the cushions. 
‘You have a nice apartment, how are you able to afford it?’
‘Maia and I split the rent.’
‘Oh! Are you two….?’
‘No, I mean, we were, but not now.’
‘Sorry, I shouldn’t have asked.’ I said, scratching the back of my head awkwardly.
‘No, it’s fine. It doesn’t affect things. Do you want a tour?’
‘Sure.’
So, they grabbed my hand and helped me stand up. Bloodstains be damned.
(Up on the roof - 15 minutes later)
The tour didn’t take long, and soon, I found myself standing next to them (under an umbrella, of course) in front of the pool.
‘Nice view.’ I remarked, looking past them as they took their shoes and socks off and rolled up their skirt before letting their arms dangle into the pool, fingers grazing the water. Then, I processed what I’d just seen and looked at them again.
‘Wait. What are you doing?’
‘Just watch.’
Then, their feet were in the pool, and in place of their legs was a dark blue mermaid tail.
‘Why are you doing this now?’
‘I have to, otherwise it’ll take more concentration when I want to do it next. I don’t like having to think about the simple things.’
They then rolled onto her side and then back over, to position themselves on top of the towel that was resting on the cold tiles. They looked up at me, covering their eyes from the sun.
(Wow. Their eyes shine so brightly in this light. I wonder if they know how pretty they are.)
‘Why were you at the bar the other night?’ I asked.
‘I have too much time on my hands, so I figured I’d get to know the people around me better.’ 
Subsequently a thought dawned on me.
‘Y’know what?’
‘No. What?’
‘I’ve been through your entire apartment, drunk from your blood stash, and you’ve even shown me your tail-’
They laughed again.
‘Sorry, it’s just, your wording could have been better…’ They waved their hands around in a circle in the air. ‘Please, continue. What was your point?’
(Hope they don’t see that I’m blushing.)
‘..I don’t think I know your name.’
‘Oh! It’s Basil.’ They reached her hand up from where they’d been resting it. I took it and shook it firmly.
‘Simon. Simon Lewis.’
‘That sounds like a shitty line from a James Bond film.’ They stated.
‘I have been told that before….’
‘Well, whomever told you that was probably right.’
‘I think I’d never hear the end of it, if he knew that someone had said that.’
‘So, we’ll just keep this between us?’
‘Sure. A secret between friends.’
‘Okay then, Simon. A secret between friends it is.’
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raointean · 2 years
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Day 3 - LGBTQIA+
[Context for non-Silm fans: Melian is a Maia (the same species as Gandalf, Sauron, the Balrog, etc. Basically an angel or minor god). She is the only Maia known to have had children and she is the great-great grandmother of Elrond and Elros. Elros is the ancestor of all Numenorean nobility (such as Elendil, Isildur, Tar-Miriel, and Pharazon) which means that they have her blood as well. (I promise it’s relevant!)]
"I'm going west." Elendil looked up from where he was arranging the next month's deployments. 
Anárion was standing in the doorway of his study, a bag slung over his shoulder. Elendil only raised an eyebrow. They'd had this discussion several times before, if much more frequently since Anárion had turned eighteen; he knew what his father’s answer would be. 
"No." He went back to his papers. 
Anárion scoffed. "I am not asking, Father. I am going to the western side of Númenor to seek out The Faithful and the shrines of Melian whether you allow it or no."
Elendil sighed and set down his quill. It seemed they were going to have this argument again. “I have told you half a million times; there is nothing for us on our western shores. The old ways are dead, let them lie.”
“They are not dead,” Anárion hissed. “I have heard Her voice in my dreams since I was a child! I hear it in the waking world every time I go near those shores. She is calling to me, Father, and I cannot continue to ignore her!”
“There are no voices there, only ghosts,” Elendil snapped. Anárion had strayed too near the truth. In his own childhood, Melian’s voice had been an ever-present guardian on the wind but, since moving to Armenelos, he had learned that it was unwise to mention any Maia, even his own ancestor. Every child that heard rumor of disembodied voices in the West was brushed aside with tales of ghosts. Elendil had told his own children the truth, but he regretted it now.
“I do not hear ghosts,” Anárion shot back, his voice laced with vitriol. “That may be what everyone else in this city believes, but you yourself told me the truth! That Melian can still speak to the descendants of the Tar-Minyatur through her shrines and She calls them in dreams. You told me that you have heard Her too!”
Elendil stood up with a start. He stalked over to his son and said in a low voice, “No. As far as you or I or anyone else is concerned, Melian does not exist. The Faithful are either overly religious simpletons or terrorists. We are loyal kingsmen untroubled by the phantom voices of the west. You must hide, just as the rest of us do, to keep yourself safe.”
“But-”
“No,” Elendil interrupted. Anárion clearly did not understand the peril he put himself under by being so blatant about his political beliefs. “If you even so much as speak kindly about The Faithful, you will be outcast from society.” His eyes softened. “I just want the best life possible for you, son.”
Anárion growled in frustration. “I don’t care! I don’t care about being safe, I don’t care about society, and I don’t care about an easy life! I care about what is right! The Faithful are right, so I must join them!”
With that, Anárion turned and stormed out of the study. A moment later, after his shock had worn off, Elendil followed. He reached Anárion in the front hall and pulled him back with a heavy hand upon his shoulder.
Anárion stopped but did not turn to face his father. That was alright, so long as he was listening. “What kind of example do you think you’re setting for your sister?”
It was a desperate last attempt and both of them knew it. Without turning, Anárion answered, “A good one I hope.”
He shrugged off his father’s hand and strode to the door. He placed his hand on the handle, but stopped and looked back without opening the door. “Please, do not think less of me, Father. I am only doing what I judge to be right. I know that, deep in your heart, you know it to be right also. I just pray that you’ll have the courage to admit it someday.”
And with that, Anárion turned and walked out into the darkening evening, leaving his family and his old life behind.
A/N: I kinda struggled with this prompt because I don’t really hc any of the characters as queer, so I went with something more allegorical instead. A lot of Elendil’s lines are straight from my mother’s mouth lol
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writingbylee · 9 months
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For Lyanna! 4, 17, and 24 👀?
thank you for these Maia!!! (i’m sorry this is such a late answer) also don’t worry, i saw your other ask 😉
i think a lot of these answers are going to depend on which AU i’m talking about, so i’m going to answer these for the canon AU and the western AU separately. let me know if you want to hear about any of the other AUs!!
5. What's their moral compass like?
in the canon au, i would probably put Lyanna between Lawful Good and Neutral Good. she believes in honor and always keeping your word, but she also knows that sometimes maintaining personal honor requires breaking a few laws.
in the western au, i would definitely put Lyanna in Lawful Neutral, bordering Lawful Evil probably. Lyanna follows her own personal code in the western AU, and isn’t against hurting others to get what she wants.
17. What little regrets do they have?
in the canon au, Lyanna is full of regrets. she regrets not staying in the North when her father left. she regrets killing Theon, even if it was the right thing to do. she regrets leaving Robb to face the Freys alone. she regrets leaving her sisters to fend for themselves in King’s Landing.
in the western au, Lyanna has had to learn to set aside regret, mostly out of self preservation. in the western au, Lyanna runs away from home and abandons her family. it’s something she feels like she needed to do, and she will still back it up and say it was the right decision— but there will always be a small part of her that wonders what if.
24. Do they like maiming?
canon au Lyanna does not like maiming at all. she is much more a fan of a quick clean death. she recognizes that there might be some merit to maiming as a form of punishment, but she has never used it and hopes she’ll never have to.
western au Lyanna has a complicated relationship with maiming. she still prefers a quick clean death, but isn’t opposed to the idea of holding off on a death until the right moment. she has maiming before, to send a message or to serve as a reminder, but she wouldn’t maim without a reason.
list these questions came from
see more about Lyanna over on @princess-lyanna-stark !
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solarisrasa · 2 years
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All I Could Bring Myself to Want is You pt 9
A Malec fic canon divergent from the moment Alec hands the Family Ring back to Maryse Lightwood.
Read it here on Ao3
Discussion of death below
Part eight
“He left last night to visit Maia, when he didn’t come back I figured they were having a movie night or something. I called her as soon as I got your message but she said Simon left around midnight. If someone grabbed him it had to have been between Taki’s and the Institute.” Izzy was leaned forward, hands dancing over the map illuminated on the war table they were gathered around.
“I cannot believe someone grabbed Simon.” Jace huffed, “Again.”
“We really have to clarify to our enemies what a vacation is.” Magnus added.
Alec just blew out a breath. Just a few hours had passed since they’re breakfast had been interrupted and he was not pleased to be back in the Institute. It didn’t help that passing shadowhunters kept staring over at them and whispering. He’d heard Magnus’ name enough times to understand what had them so agitated.
“I notified Jia of the situation. Based on the fire message I would guess that this was orchestrated by someone in Alicante, we don’t have authority there. She cleared us for operations within the city if it comes to that. I would guess that whoever is holding Simon is probably regretting it about now.” Alec glanced around the table as he spoke.
“If he’s conscious.” Jace said with a touch of a smile, ignoring the glare Izzy sent his way. They all could feel the tension in the air. Simon was family, strong enough on his own now, but still one of theirs.
“Patrols are on alert, Maia has the pack out looking, but without a starting place there’s nothing for us to do…” Izzy tapped the map again, enlarging the section around Taki’s. Alec watched her examine the map, like the layout of roads could give her answers.
“Underhill even pulled the mundane security cameras in the area, but there’s just...nothing.” Izzy zoomed out again and Alec reached for her hand, squeezing her fingers in his.
“We can try tracking him again.” Jace offered, already reaching for Alec to parabatai track, when Izzy nodded.
“Wait.” Magnus said slowly. Alec knew that tone, he was thinking about something that might help.
“Jace, you and Simon have a blood connection. If I can tap into that I might be able to track him through it, it’s not something that is typically warded against and most deflection runes aren’t-” Magnus hesitated but Alec could see what he meant, so could Jace who nodded and switched gears.
“What do you need from me?”
“Nothing dramatic, just a little blood.” Magnus moved quickly so Jace, mouth open, didn’t have time to protest. He flicked one of his fingers, a sharp fingered ring sliced over Jace’s wrist and red welled up. Alec just shrugged at the affronted look Jace tossed him, he could feel how worried Jace was for Simon, his little show didn’t affect Alec.
“Magnus-”
“Hush.” Magnus slid his fingers through Jace’s blood, blue magic blooming around the red as his eyes closed. He hummed and Alec swallowed. He was beautiful, dressed in black and gold with his fingers dipped in red. He was like a painting, frozen as he worked to find their missing daylighter.
The flame of his magic vanished and he opened his eyes, brown flickering over gold faster than most might catch and stealing a little of Alec’s breath.
“You were right to contact Jia. He’s in Alicante. I can get a better sense of exact location if I can get closer.”
“By the angel, Magnus! How did you track him over that much distance?” Izzy asked, her eyes wide with surprise and no small amount of hope.
Magnus just smiled at her and spun his fingers around, “A good magician never tells.”
“I’ll let Jia know we’re coming. Gear up.” Alec pulled Jace’s arm toward him, running his stele over his Iratze and watching the small cut close up.
“Magnus?”
“With you, darling.”
Alec nodded and separated from his siblings to call Jia, Magnus pacing at his side as he headed for Izzy’s office.
Magnus snapped a silencing spell on the door as Alec pulled Izzy’s tablet toward him across the desk, opening up a line to the Consul’s office with his newly acquired access codes.
“Mr. Lightwood.” Magnus stepped up beside him and Alec leaned into the arm he wrapped around his waist, “Mr. Bane.”
Jia looked tired, her tablet obviously to one side of her, her other hand stopped over a page with a pen in hand. They had clearly interrupted her but she’d accepted the call so Alec wouldn’t apologize.
“Consul Penhallow. We’ve managed to track Simon Lewis’ location. He is in Alicante, I am leading a small retrieval into the city, requesting that Magnus be given access so we can continue to track Simon.”
Jia looked between them and Alec was struck with the realization that this was the first time in almost a year that Jia was actually seeing either of them. No doubt she’d noticed the runes on his cheeks but she could also see that he and Magnus were once again a united front.
“Granted. You realize, of course, that you might have to arrest some...higher standing members of the clave?”
Alec tried not to roll his eyes, “I am prepared for that outcome. I know, Consul, that my appointment was hardly a popular one. I also know that anyone who would use family to threaten me is not deserving of their standing, regardless of their political opinions. I fully intend to bring them in and see that justice is served for their crimes.”
Jia took a slow breath, her jaw flexing, “Very well. I would normally advise against such an upset so soon after your appointment, but, Inquisitor, I assume that you have plenty of plans to ‘rock-the-boat’ as it were. At the very least, you’re starting off with a clear line for the other’s to toe.”
Alec nodded, “I admit it’s less subtle than I’d like, but it is more than time for the Clave to leave archaic lawmaking behind and those who would allow this impasse to slide with no more than a slap on the wrist should know, I intend to make changes, when I am officially sworn in, still in a month. Get on the right side or face the consequences.”
He watched the way her lips pressed tighter at the reminder, he was doing this because he was personally involved but he was still not taking the post until his allotted time was over. He would not give up the time he needed with Magnus to give them both a solid foundation. There was a message that needed sending with this threat, but after he fully intended to take Magnus up on the offer to portal anywhere they wanted and just  be.  
“And you Mr.Bane? I have yet to hear anything in response to the position I offer you.”
Magnus smiled at her, his cool politically smile, “Apologies, my intended reply was rather...disrupted by this morning’s events. I am, of course, glad to accept the position of High Warlock. I will need time to settle my affairs here in New York, say, about a month?”
Jia’s hand that was still holding a pen twitched, giving her away. She had clearly hoped that if Magnus accepted the position she could at least get Alec to Alicante sooner.
“Of course. I will send details your way, after the issue at hand is resolved. I will clear Mr. Bane for entry into the city immediately. Good Hunting, Mr. Lightwood.”
Alec inclined his head as she cut the call and leaned into Magnus’ side for another moment.
“Well, I know I’ve seen it before, but you are a shark Alexander.” Magnus said, sounding proud. Alec offered him a small smile.
“I was actually trained for politics, you remember?”
Magnus pressed a kiss to his shoulder, “I do. Let’s go get Simon back so Izzy stops looking so frantic.”
Alec raised an eyebrow, his sister had only gotten better at hiding her feelings since she took over the Institute.
“Please. I may have been away a while, but I could write a book on Lightwood tells. She can’t stop messing with the damn map and her eyeliner is wider than usual, probably because she was shaky this morning.” Magnus touched Alec’s chin.
“You and Jace aren’t any better, you’re just trying to play cool for her. Now, if anyone’s harmed the irritating vampire, I can promise them pain beyond imagining, and that they will survive it for you to arrest them.”
Alec couldn’t, and didn’t want to, help but kiss Magnus. Just once and just a soft brush of the lips, but still.
“Let’s go.”
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Alicante. The demon towers standing as darkened monoliths all around him, Nephilim moving about cobblestone streets, their crisp dress made stranger for the complete lack of technology. The gas lamp posts weren’t just for show here.
Magnus spared a moment to wonder what his companions thought of the lack of response the demon towers showed. Usually even one demon-blooded being, like himself, was enough to send a low level alarm out but there was no reaction. Izzy and Jace hadn’t even blinked when he’d opened a portal directly at the edge of the city and walked right through the wards. Alec had winked at him.
“Alright, let’s-” Alec tapped his arm where his stealth rune was and the others nodded. Magnus waited patiently, he’d already wrapped a glamour around himself that would function like the stealth rune and had the bonus of making him appear like a Nephilim himself, should anyone break through the stealth barrier.
“Okay. Magnus, can you get a better read on Simon?” Izzy sounded strained and he could see her clenching and unclenching her fingers, desperate to move.
Magnus wordlessly held out his hand to Jace who rolled his eyes, pushed his sleeve up, and gave Magnus his arm. He only pricked him this time, needing less blood for the trace since they were so close. He tapped the tip of his pinky to the red droplet that rose, allowing his magic to follow the thread of it into the aether, seeking Simon.
He inhaled as he settled back into himself, the extra awareness of a tracking spell fading. He opened his eyes and found himself looking directly at Alexander who was watching him, hazel eyes sparkling. Magnus blinked, he needed to focus.
“I’ve got him.”
“Lead on.” Jace made a gesture and Magnus spun on his heel, weaving them through the narrow side streets of the Nephilim city. He couldn’t help but look around as they went, shops denoted by a mixture of latin signage and runes, a blend of languages spoken in the street, though most prevalent were English and Latin.  
It struck him, as they shuffled out of the way of a woman and small child that here really were the Nephilim. The angel-blooded beings, yes, but not the Shadowhunters. So many were not warriors, just people going about their lives, tucked away from the modern world in this place. For a moment Magnus felt immeasurably sad.
Too live detached from others, separated by culture, tradition, and literal magic and raising children who, if you were not an active Shadowhunter, you were likely to outlive. Alexander’s hand brushed his and he shook himself, now was not the time.
He hurried through another open thoroughfare and into a small alley. A narrow doorway opened into it from a dark house and he nodded at it, “Here.”
Jace whistled even as Alexander’s expression darkened and Izzy gasped, “The Bleakfallow’s?”
“They were strong supporters of Malachi, but not directly implicit in the Circle.” Alexander explained, “They are also a strong voice on the council.”
Magnus raised an eyebrow, “Unfortunate for them.”
He clicked his fingers and their door swung open, the warding around the house folding like paper under his powers. He held out a hand, “People with swords first, I think.”
Izzy snapped her staff out and followed Jace inside, Alec waved Magnus in after her and he had to hold back a smile. Alexander was always trying to protect them all.
The faint shine of seraph blades and the even softer glow of Alexander’s adamas arrows lit the way as they carefully cleared the side entry and then a sitting room.
Jace paused and the very soft sound of taps came from him. Magnus frowned, confused, until Alexander made his own little tapping answer. They could hardly see for hand signs and stealth relied on quiet. Izzy tapped twice and she and Jace split to the right while Magnus stuck with Alexander. He might not know their code but he knew enough to follow Alec.
They cleared the rest of the first floor, Jace and Izzy likely having headed to the second floor, when Alexander nudged him gently and directed him toward the outline of a door.
He opened it slowly, feeling a secondary warding behind it that he peeled off. Alexander caught his arm as he stepped forward to head down. Magnus waited, unsure why they were paused.
Jace and Izzy joined them only a moment later and he understood. Alexander must have been focusing on sending a feeling of need to Jace so they didn’t have to try to go down separately. He figured the second floor must be clear since there was no communication made otherwise.
The four of them headed down, Jace in front of Magnus and Alec bringing up the rear again. At the base of the stairs they could see a strip of light coming from under a door to the right. It gave them enough illumination to see what was once an open basement had been divided with a brick wall. Jace and Alexander moved to cover the door and Magnus lifted his hands, fingers glowing blue. Izzy’s staff shifted into her whip beside him as they tensed.
Alexander whistled, a long wavering note. Muffled voices could be heard on the other side of the door and at the sound, Jace reached out and knocked twice.
The door burst open, a man with light hair holding a seraph blade bursting through, only for Isabelle’s whip to slash across his face. He stumbled back and Magnus sent a burst of his magic through, forcing him fully out of the way so Alec and Jace could rush through. He followed them quickly, loathe not to be beside them.
Izzy followed him and then ran past him at the sight of Simon, shackled inside a small metal cage in the corner. The bars were almost certainly adamas and while Simon was better off against the substance than many others, he wasn’t immune. He jerked back at the commotion and Magnus heard him yelp when he slammed into the bars.
“Simon!” Isabelle called out to him and Magnus lost track as a blade was thrust at him. Jace was dealing with another young woman and Alexander was backing an older man in a suit into a corner, his bow levelled at the man’s chest.
The blonde with a bleeding gash across his forehead tried to stab Magnus again and he huffed. This one needed more training. He clicked his fingers and burning ropes of magic tied up both his assailant and Jace’s just as he disarmed her. He waited for Alexander’s orders for the third.
“You and your filth are not welcome in this city Lightwood.”
“I don’t know how you got Simon here, but you had to know it was never going to work.” Jace said.
“If the warlock had stayed out it, we might have succeeded. No matter, we will still see you removed from your position.”
“We?” Alexander’s voice was smooth, warm and attentive in the way he could sound when he wanted something from you. His drawn bow didn’t move.
“There are several prominent houses that can see the doom your appointment spells. Penhallow may believe that new blood, peaceful cooperation, and all of that soft idealism is what we need but there are those of us who know better. We remember the true nature of downworlders, we remember what happens when we  trust them. You’re a blood traitor Lightwood, filthy by association. It’s only a shame you took your sister and your parabatai with you. I warned Jia, appointing a downworlder’s whore was a mistake-”
Magnus sent a curl of magic, licking over the man’s bare knuckles and making him scream in agony.
“Magnus.” Simon’s rough voice cut through his anger and he stopped. He needed to let Alexander handle this.
“You will give me names, won’t you?”
The man laughed, shaky after Magnus’ attack, “Why? There’s nothing you can do to us. I didn’t hurt your vampire, in fact I could have you arrested for breaking into my home and attacking  us. ”
Alexander smiled and loosed his arrow, letting it bury into the brick beside the man’s head, the adamas sinking in as though the wall was butter.
“I don’t think you understand what, exactly, is happening here.” Alec knocked another arrow but kept his draw loose, “Consul Penhallow cleared this retrieval, Simon might be a vampire but he can still put his hand on the sword and I am well within my rights to arrest you and anyone else I find might have helped you, both for abducting someone under the protection and employ of the New York Institute, blackmail, and threatening violence against an innocent. So you will give me names, now, or I will allow Magnus to have a turn.”
The man just sneered and Magnus reflexively tightened his hold on the other two, making the girl shriek in pain and the blonde man moan loudly.
“Simon.” Alec started, “Did he hurt you?”
“He didn’t but someone else hit me a few times, threatening to take my fangs. He called them Joshua. There was also a woman, about Izzy’s height, a scar on her temple?”
“Her name?” Alexander asked, casual.
The man against the wall, who Magnus figured must be a Bleakfallow, swallowed.
“Magnus?”
He let his magic seep toward Bleakfallow who eyed it and just before it touched him started speaking quickly, “Thornwell, Magdalena Ravenscar, Theron Yewcraft, another who only wrote to me and refused to give their name. Please, don’t let him-” Magnus pulled his magic back.
Bleakfallow slumped in relief.
“Garrick, Miranda, and Benjamin Bleakfallow, by order of the Clave you are to be remanded to the Gard where you will await trial. You have the right to an advocate, to be requested at any time. Magnus, if you would?”
Magnus dropped all three of them, not bothering to soften their falls.
“Thank you.” Alec put his bow away and hurried to kneel beside Izzy, Jace joining them as they examined the runes on the cage. Magnus kept an eye on their prisoners, confident they could open it without him. Sure enough the ringing of stele’s and then the clatter of the door falling open came quickly.
“Thanks for the save guys!. Again.”
Simon climbed out, wincing as he went and stretching as soon as he had room to.
“At least when I was a rat I didn’t have to sleep in a cage. Can we get out of here?” He asked and Magnus laughed at the good natured ribbing that Jace started. Isabelle was wrapped under one of Simon’s arms and Alexander dragged their prisoners together.
Magnus nodded at him and snapped open a portal, “Everybody grab a bad guy, I’m going to have to bring them around a little so we don’t misplace them on the way through.”
“Are you sure?” Jace asked, sounding a little put out and Magnus rolled his eyes.
“Only a handful of beings deserve that fate and unfortunately, these are not among them.”
-
They returned to the loft after making sure that Simon was settled, Isabelle asking Underhill to remain in charge for the night so she could spend time with him. He’d been chipper but Alec could see that he needed a few less people crowding him.
Jace had headed to Clary’s again, jittery.
“I hope you don’t think badly of me if I say I hope everything about their trials gets tied up in paperwork for a while.”
Alec laughed, hanging his jacket before turning and pulling Magnus into his arms, “Of course not. I, for one, just want everybody to get too busy to need us for a while. I want to take a shower with you and watch something terrible and-”
Magnus kissed him and Alec let himself fall into it. The soft press of Magnus’ lips and the light taste of his chapstick as Alec deepened it. They parted with smiles.
“We should get out of the doorway.”
“Yeah.”
Magnus tugged him back into a kiss and Alec hummed, ready to follow him into more, when a sharp panic tugged at him. He stepped back, blinked.
“Alexander?”
“Oh for-something’s wrong with Jace.”
Magnus’ soft worry changed immediately into a sharper sort of concern, by passing irritation as Alec pressed a hand to his side.
Magnus snatched a book, one that Jace had Izzy bring over, off the side table and Alec waited.
“He’s...he’s on his way here?”
Magnus frowned and Alec stepped away from the door just as Magnus’ eyes widened.
“Clary’s on her way up, I let her through the wards. I imagine Jace is with her, though I didn’t-oh. Yes. He’s just behind her a bit.”
Alec didn’t understand why Clary had come, especially because based on what Magnus said Jace had probably chased her.
The door flew open and Clary, eyes wet with tears and nose red, headed straight for Alec.
“You-you!” She looked enraged and Magnus threw a wall up between them while Alec raised his hands, confused. He had no idea what was happening.
She punched the wall of magic, “You  murderer!”
Oh. He knew immediately what she’d remembered but it didn’t make it easier. When he’d been possessed and the demon had forced his hand through Jocelyn’s chest he didn’t know what it felt like to lose a parent, he’d been horribly guilty and it had taken a lot to get past it all but he hadn’t been able to connect with Clary’s loss the way he did now. He knew the ache of it, the constant desire to reach for someone who was no longer there, the lost feeling that snuck up out of nowhere. He knew how the grief could catch you over strange things, leave you hollow and hurt at the sight of a perfectly regular object.
It was different too, in that Clary had never blamed him in the moment. Sure, Iris had made him think that but this was...Clary was furious, screaming words he couldn’t make sense of over the ringing in his ears.
-
Jace was there, eyes wild as he looked between where Clary was raging, sobbing as she slapped her hands against the magic keeping her from touching Alec and Alec who was staring at her, perfectly still, no color in his face. Magnus stood to the side of them both, repeating Alec’s name.
“Clary! Clary, stop!”
Jace grabbed her and pulled her away. The numbness spreading through his bond with Alec was terrifying but he could only focus on one thing at a time. Magnus moved behind him, grabbing Alec tightly.
“He killed her! Jace I remember it, he took her heart!”
He pulled her down to the floor with him.
“Listen to me, Clary, I would never have forgiven him if he’d done that. Alec was possessed, a demon possessed him. You don’t remember that part yet. Alec would never, never have done that. It wasn’t him Clary.”
She shoved against him, “I remember-”
“You remember watching a video, right?”
“Yes!” She sobbed.
Jace knew he had to try and drag the rest of the memory out of her, before she could make things worse, “Who was watching it with you? Who were you with Clary?”
“No! Alec, but I-”
“Clary, remember the first time you were here? Remember Alec on the balcony?”
She stopped fighting him as hard, glaring at Alec over his shoulder where Magnus was guiding him to sit down.
“I felt so bad for you.” She snarled and Jace hurried to cut her off before she could say something more awful.
“Clary. Stop. Alec was up there because of a spell, it made all of our fears more real that night and he heard you telling him you hated him and wished he died instead of your mom. Clary, he didn’t kill her. I promise you. Please, try to find the rest of the memory.”
She sobbed harder and he tugged her close, holding her tightly and hoping. As he rocked her he reached for Alec and then he was crying, the tide of guilt and grief was back and when he turned to look over his shoulder as Clary cried he saw Alec.
He was staring at nothing, Magnus kneeling in front of him, hands pressed to his cheeks and talking fast. Alec didn’t acknowledge him and Jace remembered vividly the night he and Izzy found Alec in the bath, fully submerged.
“I-” Clary’s voice came from his throat, “Oh..Oh god.”
Jace squeezed her tighter, “Alec. Oh, no, no, Alec!” She squirmed until he let her go, crawling across the floor under Magnus’ watchful, worried gaze.
“Hey, Alec?” She paused just in front of him, tentatively reaching for him. When no magic stopped her she took his hand, ignoring the way he flinched.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I didn’t...I only remembered seeing the footage.” She looked up at him, “It wasn’t your fault Alec, it wasn’t. I think…” She went a little unfocused, like she was remembering something, “I think she would’ve died anyways, if not you, someone else who was possessed would have found her that day. She was too closely tied to Valentine not to draw the demon.”
Alec blinked at her even as she repeated herself. Jace came to sit beside Alec, wrapping his arms around him to ground him.
“C’mon Alec. Come back.”
“I’m right here.” Alec mumbled as Magnus joined them on the couch, fingers squeezing over Alec’s knee.
“I’m so sorry.” Clary said again.
“It’s...it’s okay Clary. Just, next time, wait a while when you get a new memory?”
She nodded, wiping her eyes.
Jace pushed calm into the bond as Alec’s feelings started to subside, not gone but giving way for him to feel other things. He was tired, they all were, and Jace could feel that he wasn’t sure what he wanted, to be alone or not.
“Can Clary stay here?” Jace asked.
Magnus nodded, “Of course. The guest bedroom is yours if you want it, Bisquit. Are you going to be joining us Jace?”
Jace looked at Alec who curled his fingers into the sleeve of Jace’s shirt.
“I think I should.”
-
They didn’t go to bed right away, Magnus sat with Alexander while Jace showed Clary the bedroom and where to find extra toiletries. She came back after a while and sat leaning against Alec quietly. It seemed to help a great deal, the both of them.
Magnus forgot, with all the time between them, that Alec and Clary had finally reached equilibrium before everything fell apart. He remembered Alec hugging her tightly, promising she did the only thing any of them would have. She might not remember all of it yet, but Alexander certainly did.
When she left to go to bed Alexander sighed heavily, “Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize Alec, that was...I tried to stop her.” Jace grimaced but Alec shrugged.
“It’s okay. She’s always been a force of nature. I wasn’t ready for it.” He hesitated, but when Magnus rubbed a hand over his back continued, “It was bad, because now I understand what she lost, what I-what the demon took from her. I didn’t know, then, but now-”
Magnus brushed his fingers over the black lines on Alec’s cheeks.
“It will get easier, eventually, to think about. The hurt never goes away and there will always be hard days, but Maryse wouldn’t want you to suffer over her Alexander.”
Alec closed his eyes and leaned into Magnus.
“Can we just go to sleep?”
“Yeah.” Jace said and Magnus brushed a kiss to Alexander’s cheek.
“Tomorrow’s a new day.” He said, standing and reaching a hand toward Alec.
“A new day.” Alec repeated, taking it.
part ten
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Anonymous asked: this might be a bit of a lighter suggestion than you usually go for, but you mentioned in one of your ao3 fics that even namo the doomsman wouldn’t try to force maedhros to speak aloud some of the things that happened to him in angband. would you mind writing a short fic or speculating about how that conversation between the both of them went?
I Am so sorry for the delay anon! Let me know if this is ok or you want anything different!
I’m a bit nervous about this, it’s my first serious attempt at Maedhros post death (I have my very silly Anti Morgoth Support Group series of course) and I’m not sure I’m pleased with how I wrote the dialogue here so I’ll want to revisit this but I hope it’s ok!
My response: it was many, many conversations with both Námo himself, sometimes Nienna and later Estë and many Maiar as well as Maedhros’s family and support.
Here is one conversation. This is well post War of Wrath, years after the host of Valinor has returned. Maedhros has been in the Halls for some time now and after the first few years has been largely cooperative in addressing his own wrongdoings. But in a far more “I am irredeemably awful and hopeless way” that is ultimately unhelpful to both his victims and others he has hurt as well as to him.
Here, Maedhros is asked to share a single memory.
CW: past torture, death, mentions of the kinslayings
“It does not matter,” the fëa said stiffly, “It does not mitigate my crimes.”
“No, it does not mitigate them,” the Maia agreed, “But you are not here merely for what you have done. I am a warden but this is no prison. To address what you have done, you must address all that has occurred. Including what you did not do. What you had no control in. Is that frightening?”
“I killed the innocent,” the little fëa glows brighter, “I became no better than my enemies. It matters not what happened before that.”
“Your remorse is genuine.” The aid to the Doomsman speaks firmly but not unkindly, “I would not yet see fit to speak with you if it was not. Nor is your desire for repentance false. But while some may use their suffering to ignore their own deeds, you use your deeds to ignore your suffering and that is not a part of your true regret and I will not allow it, Nelyafinwë Maitimo.”
There is a silence in the halls. The room is dim and quiet but there is no emptiness here. The lights that emanate from the high ceiling appear almost alive. When the fëa can focus upon them it sees they are faceted from a million little parts. He can lose himself in them if the Vala would allow him to.
“What do you believe could occur should you speak of your imprisonment?” The question surprises the fëa and its glow takes on a protective element.
“Nothing tangible, physical,” it says with a note of almost sarcasm, “I have spoken of it before, after all.”
“Tell me one memory.”
“Why? Do you enjoy hearing of such things?” The cold retort is far from the worst the Maia has heard and he has never required courtesy in this particular arena.
“I wish to hear how you speak of such things. How you remember here. You can choose which memory and how much detail you share.”
There is another pause. The Maia cannot quite say if the fëa is deciding upon a memory or deciding if it will answer.
“I will tell you one and it is no secret so do not expect that.”
“I do not and have not,” the Maia says gently.
��They branded me for the first time shortly after I arrived. Here.” The fëa gestures to a sliver of gold where the side of his torso was in his living form.
“I told myself I would not scream. I did scream. Of course I did.” It is far from the worst of his memories even amid the early days of Angband alone but it was as the Maia said; memories were different here, clearer. He sees the other Maia with the burning iron, the leather straps that kept him still so the brand could be cleanly applied, the orcish guards who still came to hold him down. The taunts he was sure he had forgotten ring plainly in his ears.
The light around the fëa flickers as it appears to gasp for breath it does not need.
“Does that suit your need?” It throws out viciously but the Maia is, as always, unfazed
“We need not speak of this any more today, Nelyafinwë,” the Maia says gently.
The Maia offers a hand to it. It does not accept but it seems to calm nonetheless.
(The branding piece is here)
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“Mom!” Alec hissed.
His mother didn’t turn back.
“Mooooom,” he called her again – and this time she turned back. “I want to go home."
“Alec, we just got here!” his mother said incredulously as they checked their coats into the coakroom.
The guy in the cloakroom gave Alec a token for their coats.
Jesus Fucking Christ. What kind of house has a cloakroom?
His mother was right. They had barely been here for 10 minutes. But Alec already wanted to leave.
“I’m feeling sick,” Alec said. “I should go back home.”
He coughed awkwardly. He was a decent liar.
“What’s wrong?” his mother looked momentarily concerned.
“Uh,” Alec said, not prepared at all. “I got my period.”
Yeah, so that ‘decent liar’ bit might have been an exaggeration.
“Alec,” his mother sighed. “You think I want to do this? This family is one of our largest donors to the university. As the dean, I have to be here. So do you.”
Alec groaned.
As the president of the queer alliance at Idris University, Alec knew he had to talk to people to get the funding they needed. But Alec hated people and he hated talking. He wished Lily or Maia were here instead.
“I know you have your own ways,” his mother said through her teeth as she smiled at one of the guests who was waving at her. “But you need their support. It’s how the game is played.”
“I hate playing the game,” Alec said through his teeth as he cheerily waved at one of the lecturers.
“You know the rules,” she turned to him and adjusted his bowtie. “Just smile and play nice.”
“But-”
“Be charming ,” she interrupted. “That's how fundraising works.”
Alec pouted and then gave her tight nod.
“Albert!” she shouted at one of the guests and made her way towards the old man.
Alec was about to let out a dramatic sigh when a waiter emerged from nowhere.
“Champagne, sir?”
“Thank you,” Alec picked up the flute. “Damn, this is heavy.”
“Crystal, sir,” the waiter pointed.
Alec’s hands suddenly felt very sweaty. He wiped them clumsily on his suit jacket and held the champagne flute carefully.
Another waiter emerged upon him, holding a tray of hors d’oeuvres.
“What’s that?” Alec pointed at the tray.
“Caviar, sir,” the waiter replied.
“Is that cinnamon?” Alec asked at the sprinkled dust on top of the caviar thingies.
If it was cinnamon, he could maybe eat it and have an instant allergic reaction.
Then maybe his mother would let him go home. He hoped.
“Not cinnamon, sir,” the waiter said as Alec took one and popped into his mouth. “It’s edible gold.”
“What?” Alec asked, his mouth full of caviar.
And gold apparently.
“It’s a caviar and crème fraîche tartlet,” the waiter announced in a surprisingly perfect French accent. “Topped with edible gold.”
“You are telling me this is gold?” Alec asked, chewing the food self-consciously. “I’m eating actual gold?”
“Uh, yes sir,” the waiter said awkwardly.
“But why?” Alec demanded, chewing his food angrily now. “Does it improve the taste?”
“No, sir,” the waiter looked embarrassed. “It’s…pretty.”
Alec looked around in disbelief as the waiter made his escape.
Here he was trying to find a couple of thousand dollars to raise funds for his alliance and these people were sprinkling gold on their food for aesthetic.
“Fuck the rich,” Alec muttered.
“Pardon?” someone said from behind him.
Ah, shit! Alec really hoped it was not one of the professors at the university – or worse, one of the donors.
But when he turned around, it was neither.
It was in fact the most beautiful man Alec had ever seen.
“Uh,” Alec said eloquently.
“You were saying something about fucking the rich,” the man smiled. “If it’s a cult, I’m very much interested.”
“Not a cult,” Alec clarified – when he managed to find his voice. Jesus! “Just a personal motto of mine.”
“Very interesting motto you have there…”
“Alec,” he finished. “Alexander.”
Why did he say his full name? He never did that. Alec could be such a weirdo in front of gorgeous men.
“Nice to meet you, Alexander,” the other man said, and Alec’s momentary regret vanished instantly.
He suddenly loved his name. Maybe a little too much.
“I’m Magnus,” the man held out a hand and Alec shook it – and hoped his palm wasn’t as sweaty as before. “Are you here to donate?”
“Pfft,” Alec couldn’t help but snort. “Right. Cause these people need more money.”
“Don’t roll your eyes at charity, Alexander,” Magnus chided. “It’s not very gentlemanly of you.”
“What’s this charity for anyway?” Alec asked, because he hadn’t even bothered to ask his mom and spent the whole drive here complaining about the university budget allocations instead.
“The rowing club,” Magnus replied.
“The rowing club?” Alec demanded angrily.
They were a bunch of elite dude bros and were the last people that needed charity.
“They are hoping to purchase new equipment,” Magnus pointed out.
“This is fucking ridiculous,” Alec complained. “They don’t even need a fundraiser. They can afford that shit in so many other ways. Like ask them sell one of their Rolexes or Lamborghinis. Charity is for people who don’t have alternatives.”
Magnus blinked and Alec realized he had lost his cool a little.
“I’m sorry,” he said quickly. “It’s just…it isn’t fair.”
“The rowing club boys are right there,” Magnus whispered as he pointed at the buffet. “They might hear you and think you are jealous.”
“I’m not jealous,” Alec replied. “I’m outraged that we live in a society that prioritizes the needs of the marginalized over the wants of the privileged.”
Usually this was the point when the other person would give him an awkward smile and escaped immediately from Alec’s boring rants.
But Magnus didn’t look awkward or bored. In fact, his lips curved a little as he gestured Alec to one of the banquet tables.
“Tell me more,” Magnus said as he sat down.
Alec wasn’t really sure what to say. He wasn’t used to reaching this stage of the conversation.
“Fancy new rowing equipment is a want. They can live without their latest gadget and just make do with the equipment they have,” Alec elaborated. “But the safety of queer youth in our university is definitely a need. It’s not something they should have to compromise.”
“The safety of the queer youth?” Magnus frowned. “How are they at risk?”
“There has been increased reporting of cyber bullying by queer students at the university,” Alec sighed. “Our existing reporting mechanisms don’t work.”
“Well, they could complain to HR and-”
“Magnus, when has HR got anything done?” Alec asked.
Magnus frowned again.
“Our data shows that over 60% of the victims of cyber bullying at the university are not only queer, but also people of colour,” Alec elabored. “So, these attacks are racially motivated too.”
“Why isn’t the university doing anything about it?” Magnus demanded, now sounding angry too. “The dean-”
“She is doing the best she can,” Alec intervened – because he knew that to be true. “We have a zero tolerance policy and that works at campus. But on social media..Well, that’s a whole other thing, isn’t it? You can’t really control what other people say or do.”
Magnus frowned again.
Alec realized that he liked it better when the other man smiled. Maybe he was as boring and depressing as everyone said.
“So, what do we do?” Magnus asked.
“We?” Alec blinked.
“I’m a student at the university too,” Magnus said. “Well, I just transferred from London. But still. As a bisexual man and a person of color, I need to be a part of this.”
Alec was beyond happy that someone understood the importance of his cause. It was hard enough to find people who supported the alliance.
But instead of thanking Magnus for his support, Alec’s mouth said “You’re bisexual?”
“And part-Indonesian,” Magnus replied. “So, what do we do, Alexander?”
Alec blinked. “Well, uh, the alliance has been trying to create an app that provides counseling support for queer youth who face bullying online. We can’t really completely get rid of the bullying. That might never happen. But the least we can do is give support for the victims, right?”
Magnus smiled. And yeah, Alec definitely liked it better.
“That’s an excellent idea,” Magnus said.
“Well, it’s just an idea,” Alec shrugged. “We still need to find the funding.”
“Well, why haven’t you?” Magnus asked.
“Because the donors obviously have other priorities,” Alec rolled his eyes, gesturing at the party.
“Oh,” Magnus said.
“But I think if we steal a plate of those caviar thingies, we might be able to scrap off the gold dust and gather a few hundred dollars,” Alec joked.
But Magnus didn’t laugh. Instead he leaped off his chair, ran towards the stage and grabbed the mic.
First of all, why was there a stage? Second of all, what was Magnus doing?
Third of all, who was he? Was he performer for the fundraiser or something?
He did have a really nice voice, Alec noted to himself. Among other nice things.
“Excuse me, everyone!” Magnus called into the mic and everyone turned their attention to him. “I’m Magnus Bane. My father and I are absolutely thrilled to have you at our home this evening.”
Alec, who was sipping on his champagne, most certainly did not choke at that. This was…Magnus’ home?
He was the biggest donor to the university? Or his father was…But whatever.
Alec’s ‘fuck the rich’ motto seemed a little too ironic - maybe even appropriate - right now.
“As the captain of the rowing team,” Magnus said, and Alec did not choke again. “I’ve just heard word from my brothers that there has been a change of plans.”
The rowing club, still standing by the buffet and hogging all the food, looked very confused.
“The rowing club has officially decided to throw a car wash at the university,” Magnus announced and the crowd started whispering around.
“Dude, isn’t that what chicks do?” one of the dude bros laughed.
“Exactly, Chad!” Magnus yelled. “We will be raising money and dismantling the patriarchy at the same time. It’s a win-win!”
A loud cheer went through the room but some people still looked confused.
“But what about the fundraiser?” a woman who was wearing too many pearly necklaces asked. “Are we not making donations today?”
“Yes, we are Mrs. Morgenstern,” Magnus winked at her. “But all donations from today’s event will go the queer alliance of the Idris University. They are raising money to fund an app to provide psychosocial support to victims of cyber bullying.”
Alec noticed his mother turn to look at him in disbelief. Alec shrugged helplessly.
“Is it really necessary though?” an old man from one of the tables asked and Alec had half a mind to dump his champagne on the man’s head. “Can’t they just have one of those support groups where they sit in a circle and talk to each other?”
“They are victims of targeted harassment, Mr. Starkweather,” Magnus replied politely. “They need support that is consistent, reliable and professional. It seems rather unfair to ask victims to support themselves instead of providing them with the required resources.”
“But aren’t they asking for too much?” a blonde woman asked.
“The app will ensure their safety and mental health. They are asking for the bare minimum,” Magnus answered, and Alec noticed the flash of anger in his eyes.
“But if the problem is cyber bullying,” another man in a suit demanded. “Why can’t we just ask them to stay off the internet?”
“Because that would be homophobic,” Magnus said through gritted teeth - but still smiling. Alec knew that look. “The queer students are not the problem. The internet is not at fault either. It’s people and their privilege. It’s people and their inability to treat others with respect – online and offline. These are students. We can’t restrict their access to the internet. For many queer youth, the internet is the only place that is safe enough to express themselves without fear or judgment. So, instead of asking them to stay off the internet, maybe we should consider asking the bullies and homophobes to practice basic human decency.”
“Damn, son!” someone whistled impressively.
Alec knew that whistle. He was going to hug the hell out of his mother later.
There was a moment of silence in the room, then a man approached the stage and pulled Magnus into a hug.
“What an excellent idea, Magnus!” the man who looked very much like Magnus beamed.
“It’s not my idea,” Magnus said. “All the credit goes to the alliance.”
“Well, I can’t wait to meet this alliance!” Mr. Bane nodded in approval. “Ladies and Gentlemen! What a fine cause! What an important change in action! Allow me to be the first to support these brave and inspiring group of young people.”
“Thank you, Bapa!” Magnus smiled sweetly. “It’s so wonderful to see you supporting this cause. This is going to go viral on the internet.”
The moment Magnus said the words viral and internet, multiple guests got off their seats and started heading towards the donations table.
“He knows how to play the game,” Alec's mother said as she walked up to him. “He would make a fine addition to your alliance, Alec. You should ask him to join.”
“I will. He is bisexual,” Alec replied.
“He is also very handsome,” his mother pointed out innocently.
“Don't even!” Alec pointed a finger at her as she chuckled and joined the crowd.
By the end of the night, the fundraiser had gatherd thrice the amount the alliance needed to create the app.
“So…” he said as he approached Magnus. “I wanted to say thank you.”
“I was wondering maybe you could say it on Saturday,” Magnus suggested.
“Saturday?” Alec raised an eyebrow.
“The car wash, Alexander!” Magnus pouted. “I was here for your fundraiser. It’s only fair that you come for mine.”
“Well, that depends,” Alec said. “Will you be wearing a bikini?”
“Nah,” Magnus chuckled. “I was hoping to go shirtless.”
“In that case, you’ll definitely see me there,” Alec said seriously.
He didn’t even have a car. But he could always egg Jace’s car and take it.
“You want to get out of here?” Magnus asked, pointing at the crowd.
“Uh, isn’t this like your party or something?” Alec asked. “Shouldn’t you be here to entertain the guests?”
Magnus looked around and shrugged. “Fuck the rich.”
Alec couldn’t help but grin at that. He took Magnus’ hand as they ran towards the garden.
Fuck the rich indeed.
- For @radisv​ for being amazing. Always. Happy Birthday. ILY!
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– caramel frappucino | 22
marga’s notes. because no one deserves to be confronted just through texts ♡ i recommend y’all to listen to the songs below while reading cause… the feels!! + some of the lyrics fit in their story :((
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tokyo by joseph & maia | i can’t make you love me covered by dave thomas junior | still feel it all by maro
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Every chime of the small bell hanging by the café’s glass doors had your head snapping up, anxiety plastered on your face while doing so. Sweat kept on forming on your palms as time seemed to tick slower. I probably look like a fool looking at every new customer right now, you thought as you looked around the area, nervous that he might’ve already arrived and you just didn’t notice it yet. Too occupied with your unnecessary thoughts, you have failed to notice the figure making its way towards you, hands deep in the pocket of his denim jacket.
“You look like a mess,” his monotonous voice told you, chuckling by the end of his statement as you gasped and sat up straight, acting as normal as possible. Your somewhat sympathetic eyes followed his figure as he took a seat in front of you.
“Don’t look at me like that. It’s still too early to break my heart, you know?” he joked although there was a stinging pain that passed in his heart as he said that… but you don’t have to know that, he thought.
The café was quiet; too quiet that as more seconds pass by, the faster your heart beats. If you were to be honest, you didn’t know where to start. You didn’t even know how you have gathered enough courage to meet him today. After what Tooru had told you last night, you hadn’t even slept a wink. You just couldn’t.
“Uhm… so… Tooru… uhh,” you stuttered, mind going blank as you tried to form your words that you have practiced so many times while you were in the bathroom, getting ready a while ago. What in the world are you doing, [y/n]? Speak! you internally screamed, already imagining yourself regretting your decision by the end of the day.
“I know. He told me that he told you,” he softly spoke, giving you a small smile of reassurance; just like what he’s been doing in the past years and with that, you felt your heart shatter as your thoughts flooded you once more.
How could you have not noticed it? Looking at him, you could see it now – the eyes that stared at you lovingly; the hand that twitches every now and then as it longed to touch you, or pull you close; the smile that held back so many feelings; and the heart that holds his love that was solely kept for you… how could you have not noticed it?
“I’m sorry,” you whispered as you felt tears welling up. Frustration grew inside you when you heard him chuckle. How could he even manage to laugh right now? You had no idea how he did it. In your case, guilt surged in your insides as if it was an ocean threatening to swallow you whole. If you could shrink yourself into oblivion, you would probably do so.
Slowly, he reached over your hand that was neatly folded together on the table, caressing it with his thumb as he held onto it tightly. You were sure that if anyone who doesn’t know both of you sees you, they’d probably think you were just another couple out on a simple date but no. You two were best friends who fell in love with each other, both in wrong times. You were two young adults who danced in fate’s hands, clueless that you were being played by time.
“Don’t say sorry. It wasn’t your fault. It wasn’t anybody’s fault except time, [y/n],” he told you, lightly squeezing the hand he held. You sniffed a little bit, finally gathering the courage to look back at him after your short turmoil.
“I should’ve told you…” you both said at the same time, catching each other off guard. Light chuckles turned into a fit of giggles as you shook your heads at your silliness. Unbeknownst to the two of you, your thoughts matched one another’s while you had your lovely moment. You were made for me, but not in ‘that’ way, you both thought; hands still intact with each other.
“I expected you to be more… crybaby,” he commented after a few moments of talking. You sadly smiled after releasing a deep breath.
“I had my crybaby moment last night already,” you shrugged as you fiddled with your fingers out of nervousness. The deafening silence has returned once more as Hajime stared at you, rather longingly… but again, he thought you don’t have to know that.
“Stop being so guilty, you baby. It’s not our fault time was against us,” he softly spoke with reassurance and comfort.
“You like that Sakusa now, don’t you?” you meekly nodded, an eyebrow rising at the sudden query.
“Then be happy with him.”
You opened your mouth to say something against his statement, only to be shut down as he held his hand up. When it comes to Hajime’s firmness, no one can go against it; not even you, his sole weakness.
“Don’t think about me. I’ll be fine soon… having this closure with you… it’s enough for me,” once again, the small wound in your heart burst open and soon, tears formed in the corner of your eyes while you hastily wiped them off. He was too kind, too pure for this world, even for you. He whispered a quiet ‘stop crying’ while wiping the salty liquid that escaped your eyes.
“W-what did I do to deserve someone like you?” you whimpered, not even caring if the other customers looked at the two of you weirdly.
“W…what can I do to repay this kindness?” you asked him as you looked with a pair of melancholic eyes.
“Just spend this day with me like what we normally do… then be happy.”
And you did. From going to an amusement park, watching a movie and at some point during your friendly date, he managed to ask you one of the questions that kept him up from his sleep as well.
“So… uhm… I may or may not have read one of your texts with Sakusa about the strawberry ice cream,” he muttered, sheepishly scratching the back of his head as he looked at you, who in turn, shrugged.
“I used to love it; you know? Those boxes of strawberry milk you got me throughout middle and high school. It gave me the hope that maybe, I was special to you too…” you softly told him while you both walked along the park, having had enough of the rides that almost made you two puke your internal organs out. “… until third year came when I accepted that it won’t happen; we will never happen. Anything that had strawberry in it tasted bitter. I felt bitter.”
He never said anything back and soon, you found yourselves eating dinner in a fancy restaurant that he told you he’d been saving up for to take you someday.
Little did you know, Hajime’s heart has been erratically beating due to the fact that the time he dreaded neared as you were almost done eating. You were already at your desserts and soon, he will have to say goodbye; not as your friend but as your lover. As soon as the day ends and tomorrow comes, he will – finally – have to let you go.
“In our next lives…” you looked up from the caramel custard you were poking with your teaspoon as he spoke up. You hummed, signaling him to continue, unaware of the gulp he took while trying to formulate his next words.
“In our next lives, I will love you first… I will make you happy and I will give you the love you have always deserved. For now, be happy with Sakusa in this timeline.”
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The walk to the train was quiet, but no longer the same quietness you hated that morning – it was comforting, it felt like home as you walked together hand in hand, no pain lingering around your hearts as you both accepted your fate.
“Well, today was… fulfilling, Haji. This… this is my ride ho–”
“I’ll take you home. Let’s go,” he announced as he pulled you inside the train packed with office workers who were dying to go home and rest. You wonder why he suddenly thought of taking you all the way to your house. He literally has to travel for another hour because of this, you internally screamed while glaring at him for his impulsiveness.
“Stop glaring at me. It’s only right that I take you home for the last time,” he spoke, not even bothering to look at you. How did he know you were glaring? You honestly have no idea.
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Thirty minutes later and here you both were, walking side by side along the empty street leading to your home. His firm statement back in the restaurant lingered in your mind as you remembered how it struck your heart when you heard it. Because of that, you didn’t even know how to respond and remained silent. Still, he held no sadness nor remorse in his face, only a determined look that almost convinced you that it will happen soon.
As your simple house came into view, you both stopped, knowing that he has to go back to the station now or else he will have to wait another thirty minutes for the next train to arrive. He was quick to ruffle your hair, silently bidding his goodbye.
You knew that if one of you speaks at the moment, you were sure as hell that one of you will also go into full-blown crying. But you know what? Damn this all, you thought.
“Iwaizumi Hajime!” you yelled as soon as he was about twenty steps away from you. You could see him stiffen but slowly turned around. You didn’t care if you woke some of your neighbors; you could deal with their complaints tomorrow.
“In our next lives, I will choose you… you better find me, okay, Haji?”
Tears were spilled from both of your eyes as he solemnly smiled and nodded, choosing to mouth his reply. Nonetheless, you understood it with your whole heart.
“I’ll come to you… so please wait for me.”
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mysterystarz · 3 years
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the ceremony:
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brides note: here is the ceremony in which you shall witness the shenanigans caused by stealing keijis shoes (it’s a part of my culture that i decided to integrate here!) and witness the vows shared between keiji and i! i want to thank my bridesmaids for providing me things they actually would say as well as admit that i got a bit emotional writing our vows. to whoever reads this, i hope this brings you as much joy as it brought me <3
warnings: absolute fluff and one innuendo that isn’t really explicit but still there
word count: 2.9k (i got a bit carried away but have no regrets)
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The morning of Keiji and Nova’s wedding was absolutely gorgeous.
Above the garden estate that served as the venue, clear blue skies and soft white clouds accompanied a gentle breeze that filled the entire venue with a sense of tranquility. The very atmosphere itself was buzzing with anticipation, yet still had an air of serenity as the bride and groom prepared themselves to greet each other at the aisle.
Nova’s dressing room was a hubbub of emotion and excitement as she stared at herself in the mirror, her bridesmaids all surrounding her as she spun around in the dress they had all helped her pick out. It was truly surreal to her.
In an hour’s time, she’d be marrying the man she had loved for so long, the man who had guided her through her best and her worst moments, all while sharing the moment with the people she held so close to her heart.
The very thought made her smile with an accumulation of warm feelings pooling in her chest.
“Keiji is going to cry when he sees you.” Moon stated as they gestured to Nova, “You look beautiful.”
Nova giggled softly as she stared back at herself, “All good tears I hope.”
“No shit!” Natalia remarked, pointing to her dress. “You should see yourself! Hell, even I’m on the verge of tears! Keiji loves you the way you always are, but I bet he will be blown away when he sees you. No joke.”
She felt her smile widen even further as she turned to face her bridesmaids, dress swishing behind her. “I’m so glad to have all of you here today. Really.”
“I’m pretty sure that we’re all glad to be here,” Silla smiled, “I mean, none of us would ever dream of missing your special day. It was about time you two tied the knot.”
“No it really was.” Rach laughed, “Nova has been in love with Keiji for the longest time. She literally finds a way to relate everything back to him. If that’s not a sign to get married, I’m not sure what is!”
They all giggled and relished in the joyous atmosphere before Nova spoke again. “Alright, so how much money do we want to get out of them?”
“How much what?” Moon asked, raising an eyebrow, “Wait…what are we even getting money for?”
Inez chuckled at the side before walking to step near Nova, a black box in hand. “Here they are, as promised.”
“Are you two doing something illegal?” Natalia questioned promptly. “Nova, you know there are other ways to cure nerves!”
“Seriously Natalia,” Nova deadpanned before reverting back to her usual smile. “Anyways, this lovely black box here is Keiji’s shoes that we were able to acquire courtesy of Inez and her amazing stealthy skills. How did you manage to get them in the first place?”
“A magician never shares her secrets.” Inez shrugged, tracing a finger along the seam of the box. “To be completely honest, I expected this from Keiji.”
“So did I,” Nova chuckled as she tucked the shoes under a compartment in the dresser that she used to get ready. “So, I expect that any minute now, we’re going to have our plus ones at the door.”
“What’s the shoe stealing thing for?” Empress chimed in, “Like, what’s the reason for it?”
“It’s a fun wedding tradition we like to do to symbolize the groom’s promise to always take care of the bride and show the generosity of their heart.” Nova grinned mischievously, “Besides, now that we’ve got the shoes, the groomsmen need to come up with something to get it back.”
“Well they’re probably brainstorming,” Maia said. “I’m not sure what they’re thinking, but I think we’ll find out soon enough.”
MEANWHILE:
“So you’re telling me that your shoes are gone?!” Oikawa asked incredulously, “There is no way! I made sure to put them in a safe spot away from them!”
“Well, Inez came to retrieve them and she did,” Keiji chuckled, reminded of their earlier encounter. “She pointed a pistol at me and demanded shoes that I made sure I didn’t know the location of, yet here we are.”
A FEW MINUTES PRIOR:
“Keiji. Shoes or I’ll shoot.” Inez threatened, smiling innocently.
“But I don—“
“Shoes or shoot.”
PRESENT:
“There’s no way!” Atsumu remarked, “A pistol? Ya’ must be joking!”
“I wish.” Keiji smiled, “Nova planned this out better than I anticipated.”
“Akaashi. Your wife to-be and her bridesmaids just accomplished the ONE thing we tried to prevent, and you’re still smiling like a lovesick idiot. You are so whipped.” Kuroo rambled, pacing across the room.
“I am marrying her,” Keiji grinned, “I’ve been ‘whipped’ since we met.”
“You raise the standards for all of us Akaashi!” Oikawa pouted. “But in all seriousness, how do we get them back?”
“We’ll have to go and go to them and figure out where they hid them,” Kuroo explained, leaning on the wall casually. “Once we’ve done that, we have to strike up a deal with them. If it all goes well, we should be able to get Akaashi’s shoes without too much strain on our wallets.”
“Wallets?” Ushijima asked, stepping into the room. “Couldn’t we just politely ask for his shoes back? He’ll need them later.”
“It’s a wedding tradition on Nova’s side of the family,” Oikawa added, glaring at Ushijima. “Anyways, Kuroo, Kita, and Atsumu, come with me. Let’s see if we can try a diplomatic approach first.”
The four of them went to leave when Kuroo suddenly turned around, brandishing his cell-phone in the air. “Akaashi, I know you want to see her, but you’re staying on the phone. Got it?”
Keiji offered a subtle nod in response as the designated gang left the room, sprinting to the other side of the venue in the hopes of getting the groom’s shoes (and to see their plus ones looking hot).
Kuroo threw open the door of the dressing room, only to be greeted with the smug grin of Nova and her lovely bridesmaids.
“I ran as soon as I heard,” Iwaizumi suddenly said, pausing to look at the predicament they were in, “Damn, you all cleaned up nice.”
“You can do better than that Hajime,” Mai teased. “You still look handsome though.”
“Oi, stay on task!” Oikawa directed, surveying the room before looking at Nova. “Ahh, looking good Nova!”
A second later, he was met with Maia’s playful glare as he sputtered and backtracked, trying to defend his honor.
“Ladies,” Kita began, “You all look as dazzling as the stars themselves. However, we require Akaashi’s shoes so we can all witness the lovely union that is to occur soon. May we have a civil discussion about this?”
“How about no?” Rach grinned, turning to Natalia, “And YOU better not go betraying us because your boyfriend is here, you hear me?”
“I would never!” Natalia argued, turning her gaze to Kita, “My marshmallow, can help his team try and negotiate a good deal, but there’s no way I’m letting us get away without something.”
“Can we settle on twenty?” Atsumu began, stepping towards the door, “It’s a fair amount according to me.”
“More!” Moon yelled out, “You’ve got to give us more than that.”
“Yeah!” added Maia, “Let’s settle on five-hundred dollars, shall we?”
Nova high fived Maia and the rest of the bridesmaids as the boys stared at each other in horror.
Five-hundred dollars?! For shoes???
“Empress! Baby, please convince them to lower their rate!” Kuroo shouted in a way that was half-scared and half fond.
Empress merely smiled at this, waving a dismissing hand. “Nice try, but not happening. I say five-hundred sounds good.”
“Ladies,” Oikawa smiled disarmingly, “One hundred. It’s more than generous, and I think Keiji and the rest of us would be more than willing considering how gorgeous you all look.”
“Flattery gets you nowhere, Tooru,” Inez deadpanned, a laugh escaping her when she saw Oikawa’s crestfallen expression. “One hundred is starting to sound quite nice, but five-hundred sounds better. Isn’t that right guys?”
“You bet.” Tee smirked. “Where’s Omi? I’m sure he’d support our case.”
“I would,” Sakusa shrugged, joining the groomsmen at the doorway, “Lets just give them the money and get back. They’ll use it well anyways.”
“We would!” Angie yelled, glaring at the taller men, “Unload your wallets and you’ll have the shoes!
“Sakusa, you could help us, you know?” Kuroo sighed. “Wait, I’m calling Akaashi.”
Nova giggled at this declaration as the men all huddled in the doorframe, toe-tapping anxiously until Keiji picked up the call at last.
“How much are they asking?” Was the first thing that Keiji asked, a slight note of panic in his voice. “It’s not too outrageous,,,right?”
“How do ya’ feel about five-hundred dollars?!” Atsumu exclaimed, “I’m sure that falls into the outrageous category!”
“Five...hundred?” Keiji whispered, his tone rising in shock. “You’re serious?”
“Completely!” Natalia said into the phone, “I think it’s a fair price and—STOP SMILING LIKE A LOVESICK IDIOT NOVA!”
Sure enough, from the corner of the room, Nova was beaming brighter than she had before, a pure reaction to the sound of Keiji’s voice.
“Nova?” Keiji called out, “Are you over there?”
“Yup,” Nova whispered, stepping to the phone. “Hi Keiji.”
“As cute as this is, we’ve seriously got to get his shoes back.” Iwaizumi announced. “A hundred-twenty-five dollars? Can we all agree on this?”
“I think we can go a little further,” Silla added from the corner, a mischievous smile creeping up her face, “I mean, it is their wedding.”
“Hundred-fifty!” Kuroo yelled, “Please tell me that’s enough!”
“We can go mo–” Natalia had begun before Nova cut her off.
“Two hundred from Keiji’s wallet and yours right now and you’ve got a deal,” Nova smirked. “Three seconds to accept or reject. Three….two….on–”
“IT’S A DEAL!” Oikawa hollered, throwing a twenty dollar bill on the table. “Akaashi, are you good?”
“I’ll sacrifice two-hundred if it means I get to see my wife.” Keiji sighed into the call, “Kuroo, you’ve got my wallet. Hand it to them.”
Kuroo hesitantly handed Natalia the wallet before he began rummaging in the drawers for the shoes. “Where did you guys hide the damn shoes?”
“Right here Kuroo,” Kita responded calmly, opening the compartment of the dresser. “It was in quite the basic spot.”
“Alright then,” Atsumu shrugged, “See ya’ soon ya’ hotties.”
With that, the groomsmen sprinted out of the room, brandishing the shoebox that they had fought so hard to get. The whole dressing room was filled with excitement and exhilaration as they stared back at the cash that greeted them.
“Now we can get ice cream.” Inez smiled, “We did good.” “As long as it’s not mint-chocolate chip.” Empress hastily added, “I’m not sure how anybody can tolerate that stuff.”
“I’m not having ice-cream discourse before my wedding!” Nova interjected, twirling around. “Oh my god….wedding. I have to....walk down an aisle...WHAT IF I TRIP?”
“Don’t trip...even though I’m sure Akaashi would appreciate the view of your ass.” Rach laughed.
Nova frowned playfully, although a slight red overtook her cheeks. “You are a gremlin.”
“Then I’m doing my job,” Rach shrugged.
“No, but you’re not going to trip.” Moon assured, “Oh my god, you’re growing so fast! You’re going to be married!”
“You’re not even that much older than me!” Nova argued, although her point was lost on the happy smile on Moon’s face.
“Don’t bite him when you kiss him.” Angie winked, pacing around the room.
“I think I’ll save the biting for later, don’t you think?” Nova replied, eliciting laughs from all her bridesmaids.
“NOVA, save it for the honeymoon.” Natalia scolded, jabbing Nova playfully in the shoulder. “I know you’re looking forward to that.”
“Shut up Natalia!”
They all shared a last laugh before they exited the dressing room, stepping into the lush gardens where in just a few minutes time, Nova and Keiji would unite eternally.
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The surrounding gardens brought a certain liveliness to the aisle, with the multicolored flowers adorning the path where they’d finally meet. The skies above them were blue and clear as Keiji waited at the altar, Bokuto as his best man behind him.
They stood in silence as they marvelled at the sheer beauty of it all.
Nova and Keiji were getting married. It was really happening!
Keiji found himself worrying a slight bit, fingers twitching of their own accord as he attempted to calm his nerves. A million things soared through his head, but he knew that half of them was merely his brain panicking.
Nothing could have prepared him for the sight of Nova.
The wedding march played out into the venue, filling the space as her bridesmaids walked down the aisle with their plus-ones at their sides. They clutched their flowers beautifully, offering him congratulatory smiles, standing off to the side as he finally saw the person who had taken his breath away from the minute they had met eyes.
Nova beamed at him from the other side of the aisle as she clutched a bouquet of pastel flowers, smiling all the while as she accompanied her dad to the altar. She walked slowly, but he felt the elegance she had in every step of hers.
Keiji was the epitome of handsomeness from the way he looked standing there. In his tailored suit, he looked practically ethereal, illuminated by the sunlight that hit him at all the right angles. She felt the love for him pool in her chest as she took his hand, calloused and gentle as it always was as she gazed back at him, admiring him for everything that he was. Her vision grew a little blurry from the sheer happiness she felt, but she had never expected similar tears to fall from Keiji’s eyes.
He looked at her and saw radiance in its purest form. She had always been beautiful to him, an enigma of sorts, but nothing could ever rival the way she looked right then.
“You look beautiful,” Keiji whispered, placing a flower delicately behind her ear.
“I think that would be you,” Nova choked out, her smile widening at the small gesture, her hands still intertwined with his.
The officiant offered a pleasant nod to the couple as he began his speech. “We are gathered today to witness the union of Nova and Akaashi Keiji in this fateful union of two souls who love each other, and will promise to always love each other for as long as they breathe. If anyone has any objections, please speak now, or forever hold your peace!”
The guests all offered pure smiles of joy as the officiant nodded gleefully. “You may now begin your vows to each other.”
Nova blushed freely as she stared back at Keiji, full adoration in her gaze. “Keiji, from the minute we met eyes in the library, to where we stand here now, you have always had my heart. You have always been my anchor, supporting me through the toughest times of my life and bringing me through them, hand in hand as you’ve always done. You’ve always been my sunshine, bringing endless brightness upon our shared days, and making me fall even more in love with you as the minutes pass. I never knew life could be a dream until I met you. Today, with all of our loved ones, I chose you to be my husband. I promise to stand by you through everything, and give my everything to you. I vow to inspire you, support you, and cherish you for as long as we live. I promise to be at your side in sickness and health, for richer or poorer. I vow to love you with every inch of me forever, and always.”
Tears flowed freely down his cheeks as he regarded Nova with as much love as he could possibly muster in his gaze. “Nova, you’ve captured me, mind, body, and soul from the minute we met. You are my other half, completing me in ways I never knew before I met you. You bring me joy in every way possible, and a sense of peace that I only feel with you. You are my person, my inspiration, and I vow to love you till the end of time. Today, I take you as my wife, and I promise to love you through everything in life. I vow to express my love for you for as long as I breathe. I promise to be your support, and to support you. I promise to love you with every fiber of my being for as long as I live. I vow to treasure you, cherish you, stand by you, inspire you, and to adventure through life with my hand in yours. It is my promise to you, my darling, that my love outnumbers every star in the galaxy, and that I will always love you that way, now and for eternity.”
Nova was crying, the joyful tears streaming down her face as they shakily exchanged the rings on each other’s fingers, a physical manifestation of all they promised to share.
“You may now kiss the bride.” The officiant called out, clapping grandly when Nova and Keiji exchanged a passionate kiss, hugging each other tightly as the applause flooded the gardens,
“I introduce to you, the new Mr. and Mrs. Akaashi Keij!” The officiant added as everyone rose to applaud the new couple.
“Akaashi Nova,” Keiji whispered, placing another peck to his wife’s lips. “I quite like the sound of that.”
“You’ve got forever to hear it, Keiji,” Nova grinned as she placed a kiss on her husband’’s cheek. “We have forever together.”
“That we do,” he smiled, linking their pinkies. “We’ve got that and a whole lot more.”
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tobythewise · 4 years
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Malec | General  Written for HM500 prompt: Ice Written for the @shadowhunterbingo prompt: the morning after Read on ao3
The morning after is always awkward. Always. At least that’s the experience Magnus has always had and he expects this morning to be no difference as he makes his way into the diner for his usual morning coffee. 
Magnus doesn’t regret hooking up with the grumpy diner owner. Far from it. He’s been harboring a crush on Alec for almost a year and never dreamed Alec could possibly return his feelings. 
What Magnus does regret is not talking things out. Which is a surprise to probably everyone who knows him. He’s usually the first to jump in with both feet instead of sitting down and thinking things through. But this time he has no idea if him and Alec are on the same page. 
God, he hates being so unsure. 
“Good morning!” Maia greets, waving as Magnus walks in. 
“And a good morning to you as well my dear.”
Maia smirks at him as he walks up to the counter. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you and Alec have the same type of smile on your face.”
Magnus quirks his brow. “Meaning?”
“Kinda looks like you both got laid.”
Magnus sputters. “I- What? How- What?”
Maia smirks, looking like the cat that got the cream. Magnus narrows his eyes, ignoring the blush running over his cheeks. But before he can get a proper comeback out, Alec is walking out from the back, coming over to where Magnus is standing. 
The blush of his cheeks is back in full force as Alec smiles at him, the look in his eyes incredibly open. Alec leans across the counter and kisses Magnus’ cheek, leaving him standing there frozen with confusion, hope welling up inside his chest. 
“The usual?”
Magnus nods. “Yeah, an iced coffee--”
“Light on the ice,” Alec finishes. “I know, Magnus.” 
Alec turns around in order to work on Magnus’ drink, leaving Magnus feeling completely off centered in the strangest way. Despite that, he has a smile on his face, his heart beating rapidly against his ribs. 
“Here you go,” Alec murmurs, sliding the drink over. Magnus takes it, staring into Alec’s eyes as he brings it to his lips and takes a sip. 
“I realize this might be completely out of character but I’m a little unsure as to how to proceed.”
Alec tilts his head. “What do you mean?”
“What’s going on here?”
“I’m not sure I understand. We’re doing what we do every morning?”
“Exactly! Shouldn’t things be weird?”
“Do you want them to be weird?”
Magnus sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “No, of course not. I’m just trying to figure out what’s going on here.”
“Oh. Well, let me be clear. I want you to be my boyfriend and I want you to come in every morning so I can start your day with a cup of coffee and a kiss.”
After a moment Magnus nods. “I think I can do that.” Then he leans across the counter and kisses Alec’s lips. 
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mhashorts · 3 years
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When Our Eyes Meet
Inspired by mmajjyc’s art on TikTok.
Pairing : God Izuku Midoriya x Reincarnated Katsuki Bakugou
Prompt : God falls in love with a mortal, only to lose him. The reincarnation of his lover slowly remembers him after making eye contact with a painting.
Genre : Romance, Fantasy, Anime
Word Count : 1,550....I think.
It was a sudden visit to the museum, nothing interesting to be expected besides the random pieces of art made years ago by artists known and unknown. And some new pieces of modern art of course. Eijirou thought this trip would be a great outing, something different from the amusement parks, arcades, and movie theater. He also needed the visit so he could write the 5-page essay on specific pieces of art for his college class that was due in two days. Not like he was going to tell any one of his friends that though. Unbeknownst to him, Denki and Katsuki did know the moment Eijirou pulled out his notebook from his backpack once they stepped foot on the museum’s front steps. They just did not want to ruin the positive atmosphere.
Grumbling as the trio walks further into the museum, Katsuki separates himself from his friends but stays close from behind as they enter the Japanese God’s and Goddesses exhibition first. There were a decent amount of people examining the art and sculptures, silently speaking amongst themselves. Some even attempting to sneak a few pictures of the angels in the paintings.
Eijirou and Denki walked at a fair pace, catching glimpses of everything here and there. Coming up to a huge mural-like portrait painting, Katsuki stops in his tracks and stares up into the eyes that suddenly caught his attention. He stays fixated on this piece of art that displayed a crying angel, paying no mind to his friends who continued walking, leaving him behind.
Deciding he wanted to know more, out of pure curiosity, he calls out to Eijirou. “Oi. Shitty hair, give me the guidebook.” He demands, not sparing him a glance as his focus stayed on the painting. “I wanna know who this is.” Eijirou turns to him (as well as Denki) and brings the book up to his face, flipping through the pages.
Finding the right page, he reads it out to his friend who was ready to listen. “It’s a representation of Izuku, The God of Peace. He answered people’s prayers and was worshipped in all Japan in ancient times.” “One day he fell in love with a mortal, and he was banished from the god realm.” An image of Izuku with a huge smile flashed through Katsuki’s memory suddenly, causing him to shudder. He did not know why but it felt like déjà vu to him. Like he has experienced seeing that smile before in person.
“Legend says he is among us, trying to find the reincarnation of his long-lost lover… who remains unknown?”
Katsuki’s eyes stayed on the face of the green haired angel and his eyes widen as another memory flashes through his brain once more. This memory was vividly clear to the point a single tear fell down his cheek. He shakes his head to rid the memory, but it was no use. Then he recalls the dreams he had that he never remembered the morning after. Unable to tear his eyes away from the green ones that stared back, Katsuki jumps to the touch of his friend’s hand on his shoulder. He turns to them with teary eyes. Eijirou and Denki stand their shocked, not knowing what to do since this was the first time seeing their hardheaded friend so emotional.
“Are you okay Bakubro?” Eijirou asks, “Did I say something wrong?”
Katsuki uses his sleeve to wipe his tears and shoves his way past the two.
“Woah. I didn’t know he cried. He’s usually so kept.” Denki states, watching his friend leave the exhibit. He looks at Eijirou, “I’m worried. Should we go after him?”
It doesn’t take the red-haired friend more than two seconds to respond, “Just give him a minute. I think he needs to be by himself for a while. I’m sure he’ll message us if he goes home.”
“Okay.” The two continue their visit.
~
Katsuki makes his way out of the museum in a rush, not caring if he bumped into anyone on accident. He was somewhat thankful that his friends did not follow him out, not wanting to break down even more in front of them. He treks down the stupidly long cement set of stairs and when he finally reaches the last step, he trips over his own feet. With no way to prepare himself for impact, he closes his eyes, only for him to land in a pair of sturdy arms.
“Woah. Are you okay?” The person who caught him asks, helping him to his feet. “These stairs seem to be a little steep. There should be a sign that says, ‘watch your step’. Haha.” He jokes before pulling his hands away from Katsuki. Looking up, the two make eye contact and the memory floods back.
~Flash Back~
Izuku’s face was covered in dirty tears as he held his lover in his arms, his face buried in the ash-blonde hair that was now stained red. He screamed out to the gods, begging for forgiveness so he could heal his dying lover. Alas, the gods did not respond to his cries. He rocked his dear Katsuki, kissing his face over and over in hopes that the gods and goddesses saw his pain.
“Don’t die on me. I cannot live on this world without you. I just can’t.” He pulls him closer, “Please Kacchan. Please.”
Katsuki lets out a small cough, placing his hand on Izuku’s tear stained face. “I wish I could, but I don’t have immortality like you, my love.” He whispers, “Or else I would walk on this earth with you for eternity.”
“No. Not like this Kacchan. I won’t let you die.” “I can’t be healed, whether it be from the gods or yourself.” Izuku cries get harder, “This is all my fault. If I didn’t fall in love with you, you would be living peacefully.”
“Yet here we are.” Katsuki coughs, “It’s not your fault Deku. None of this was your fault. I fell in love with you, and nothing could come between that, not even the gods. Please, do not blame yourself.” More coughs erupt and blood falls past Katsuki’s lips.
“I’m sorry, my love.” Izuku apologizes. Katsuki uses the last of his strength to bring Izuku’s head down so their foreheads touch.
“What did I say Deku? Don’t apologize.” He grunts, “We will meet again. And when we do, I may not remember until my eyes meet yours.”
“O-of course.” The two share a final kiss and once Izuku pulls away, Katsuki’s body falls limp.
“Got damn you!” He shouts up at the sky, crying harder. “I did nothing wrong but fall in love with someone who had a heart! You all would do the same if you were in my place. You let me keep my immortality but at what cost. To see my suffering for falling in love!”
He looks down at Katsuki’s body once more, “When our eyes meet. I’ll see you again Kacchan.”
~End of Flashback~
Reality sets back in and Katsuki is in shock. He does not break away and looks deeper into the familiar green eyes. “Deku?”
Izuku, equally shocked, slowly starts breaking out into tears. “Kacchan? Is that you?”
Engulfing Katsuki into a hug, he brings his hands to the ash-blonde hair. Soft and spikey, same as before. He pulls away for a second, examining the face he dreamed about every night. The lips he remembered kissing. The eyes he stared into for hours on end. “Please tell me you remember me.”
Katsuki smiles back, “I do. It’s cloudy but I do my Deku.”
“Yes. I’m your Deku.” He laughs through the tears, hugging his lover again. “It’s been so long Kacchan. I almost lost hope.”
“Like I said, I may not remember until my eyes meet yours.”
They make eye contact again and finally, after decades of their souls being separated, they share a kiss. A spark flows through the two of them, rekindling the fire that has been waiting to be ignited once again.
They can finally live in peace.
~
At the top of the stairs, Denki and Eijirou fist bump. “Our job is done. Great work partner.”
“Do you think we should tell them that the Goddess of Love sent us?” Denki asks.
“Nah. I think they’ll be better off knowing that the gods regret their decision to banish him. Plus, Midoriya is no longer immortal.” They look at Izuku, smiling when they see he is finally at peace and can rest after decades of searching. “It seems like he already knows that.”
“And I don’t want to know what Bakugo would do to us if he finds out we knew about this this whole time. We might be the goddess’s helpers; we can still get hurt.” Denki nods rapidly in agreement.
The two watch on as the lovers walk away, holding each other close as they disappear into the crowd. “We are good friends.”
“THEY DID WHAT, DEKU??!!!” Katsuki shouts, running back towards the museum with Izuku right behind him.
“Hey. Do you still have that essay to write?”
“Yup. Wanna go back to the apartment and help me finish it?”
“Yup.” With that, the two book it.
“KACCHAN. THEY DID IT FOR US! DON’T HURT THEM!”
“THEY’RE DEAD.”
The End.....
So, it is the end of the short story I promised. It took me 4 hours to write since I wanted it to be perfect. I tried to input as much detail as possible get make it short. I cried at the flashback part. I also didn’t know if I wanted to do parts but it took me some thinking and I just decided with this. I also added a little funny ending for my pleasure since it’s what I do in my regular writings.
I hope y’all enjoyed it! Let me know if you did!
Also, thanks to mmajjyc for allowing me to write a short story of the duo! You art is beautiful and inspired me to write this since there wasn’t gonna be a part two. Lol! You are amazing!
Thanks again! Much Love - Maia❤️
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Want the Same Things
( @shadowhunterbingo​ prompt: Drunken Confession) (Read on AO3)
Simon shouldn’t be drinking, but after everything that just happened at the Seelie Court he’s upset and frustrated, and can’t get out of his own head. He has the ridiculous idea that maybe getting drunk is the answer - maybe then his thoughts will be hazy enough for him to forget, at least for a little while. At the very least it might help him fall asleep, and he can’t suffer an existential crisis if he’s unconscious… he hopes.
Simon’s at the Hunter’s Moon because he doesn’t know anywhere else a vampire can go to get drunk. He wishes he had some sort of shady underground plasma connections and makes a mental note to get some in case the need ever arises in the future. Here and now, however, Maia takes one look at him and doesn’t ask any questions, only slides him over a drink. He’s grateful - at least if he can’t be somewhere he isn’t recognized he can be somewhere he’s mostly ignored.
That doesn’t last very long before he feels the presence of someone approaching and sliding into the stool next to him. Simon doesn’t have to look up from where his gaze rests firmly on the glass in front of him to know that it’s Jace. Jace Herondale, The Best Shadowhunter of His Generation. Jace Herondale, who is the very person Simon came here to try and drink away.
Jace motions for Maia to bring him a drink with a subtle hand gesture - Simon thinks idly that he must be a regular here if he can order without saying anything. Simon isn’t sure he likes the silence any longer, not when he knows it’s just building up to the inevitable, so he breaks it.
“You don’t have to be here,” Simon tells him coldly. “In fact, I’d prefer it if you weren’t.”
Jace takes a sip of his drink instead of replying immediately. “Clary said you weren’t answering her calls. I just wanted to make sure you were-”
“Please don’t say ‘okay’, Jace,” Simon pleads. “Nothing about this is okay.” Simon knocks back the rest of his plasma and orders another.
“I know I’m the last person you want to see right now,” Jace says. “But you have to know… Clary never meant to hurt you. You can’t be too hard on her.”
Simon closes his eyes, remembering the pained look on Clary’s face as she realized what she had to do, the regret he saw her direct at him before she turned to kiss Jace in front of him. The pain when he said he needed some time after they called things off... for now? For good? He can't think about that right now. 
“I hardly think ignoring a few calls is being particularly hard on her,” Simon points out. “I just need some time. And some space. I think I deserve that much.”
“But you’re alright?” Jace asks, and when Simon turns a pointed glare in his direction Jace has the audacity to smirk and say “What? I didn’t say ‘okay’.”
“I’ll survive. You don’t have to worry about me flinging myself into a fire or anything,” Simon reassures him. “I just want to get drunk and forget this entire day and deal with it later.”
Simon takes a sip of his drink rather than knocking the whole thing back this time. The sounds around him are muted a bit, and his vision blurs slightly at the edges. He can feel the haze set in and it’s nice. It’s the nicest he’s felt since it happened.
“Alright. I just wanted to say that I’m sorry. I knew better than to let you go along in the first place, I could’ve stopped all of this before it ever happened. And I should’ve. That was my call to make and I fucked it up. Also, for the record, Clary doesn’t know I’m here, she didn’t ask me to come or anything. In fact, she’d probably kill me if she knew I came to stick my nose where it doesn’t belong. I just wanted to make sure you were as relatively alright as possible right now… and I guess you are, so I’ll go, then.” Jace says what he came here to say and stands up, the bar chair pushing away from the counter with a scratching sound along the floor.
“You can tell Clary I don’t hate her,” Simon tells Jace as he gets up to leave. He looks back down at the table and mutters “She wouldn’t have been the kiss I wanted most, either.”
At least, Simon thinks he’s muttering that, but his voice is louder than he realizes and Jacee stops in his tracks
“What was that?” Jace asks.
“Nothing,” Simon says quickly. Perhaps a bit too quickly, because Jace sits back down and Simon curses.
“Simon…” Jace says, turning to face him, and Simon averts his gaze. “What are you saying?”
Simon knows he won’t get rid of Jace now, not until he explains himself. He could lie, make up some girl from school, or one of Eric’s friends or something, but he’s too drunk to think of anything convincing and just wants Jace gone.
“If I had to pick,” Simon says, still not looking at Jace. “I would’ve kissed you, too.”
Maybe now he can be alone - now Jace can leave in disgust or confusion or whatever, and Simon can get the peace he came here for. Simon braces himself for the inevitable fallout and instead finds Jace’s hand wrapping around his wrist and pulling him unsteadily off his barstool and toward the door.
Simon, who hadn’t quite braced for this reaction, is helpless to do anything but allow himself to be led outside and around the corner into the small alley next to the bar.
“If you’re going to hit me-” Simon starts, not sure why Jace would hit him for that but not sure what else he would want to drag him into an alley for.
“I’m not going to hit you,” Jace says. “I just didn’t want to do this in a room full of people.”
Then, in another move Simon absolutely never would’ve predicted, Jace brings his hands under Simon’s chin, tilting Simon’s face over and up ever so slightly to look directly into his eyes. Whatever Jace is looking for, he must find it, because a moment later Jace leans forward and kisses Simon.
Simon wonders if he’s hallucinating. Maybe there was something off with that plasma, or maybe he got too drunk and fell asleep at the bar and this is all just a dream. But the brick behind him feels real enough, and so do Jace’s lips on his which now move to return the kiss eagerly.
When Jace pulls away Simon blinks at him a few times, the shock settling in properly now in the aftermath of their kiss.
“You can’t be too surprised after all the flirting I did this morning,” Jace points out.
Simon thinks back to little moments he wrote off as Jace just teasing him.
“I said you had a pretty face. I talked you up to the Seelie Queen,” Jace adds for emphasis, in Simon’s silence. “I don’t say nice things about anyone. Ever.”
Simon starts to smile. “But you did about me.”
“Now you’re getting it, Lewis,” Jace says.
“As much as I’d love to hear more nice things about me,” Simon says hopefully. “Maybe we can go back to the kissing?”
Simon watches as Jace laughs with a smile that lights up his whole face before leaning in again, wasting no time complying with Simon’s request.
Suddenly, Simon doesn’t want to forget a single detail about this night.
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