#i hope he doesn't. sigh
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oh my god i completely forgot about the stuff that happened to me on friday oh god
#ok so for the whole week last week my physics teacher was reminding us about the quiz we needed to take on friday#perfectly reasonable thing to do imo; he was letting us know so we could study#so friday rolls around#earlier in the day i had taken a messy quiz in my french class (that i hate) so i was tired and irritable and uncomfortably warm#i just wanted the day to end and it's not even after lunch#so lunch ends and i go to my physics class and guess what? he isn't here#which is fine ok sure i'll just go to the auditorium (that's where we go when there's no sub)#i go down there and there are at least five other classes (like 120 people)#still fine! not bad yet#the catch? HE WANTS US TO TAKE THE TEST#IT'S SO LOUD EVERYONE IS CHEATING AND NOW I'M WORRIED HE'LL FAIL THE WHOLE CLASS#i hope he doesn't. sigh#whatevs i'm going to read instead of sleep#jaye's originals ig
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Chapter 212 Notes.
● Short but vey enjoyable chapter. The art was more stellar than ever, the backgrounds especially eye-catching.
● Although it mainly seves as a breather and a recap of sorts, I think there were many intersting aspects worth inspecting closer:
▪︎ Are they being monitored?
I couldn't help but notice how often Ciel and Sebastian paused mid-sentence or trailed off at the end of one, especially Sebastian, which is very uncharacteristic of him.
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He's taking the time to choose his words very carefully. Speaking of which, does anybody else find it incredibly weird that they're going into such detail about their plans in public while enjoying tea in broad daylight? They're so obviously going out of their way to seem careless.
Edit: I forgot to point out that unlike many (all?) of their past investigations, Ciel chose to not go undercover. He's blatently flaunting his identity, fully expecting to be recognized. It's part of the plan. It does seem like he's trying to lead the police somewhere and use them to restore his public image.
At this point, I wouldn't be surprised if it turns out they're being tailed. Sebastian noticed it from the second they got on the train, and alerted Ciel through this silent exchange:
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He prompted Ciel to get out of the cabin. Then, I guess Ciel decided to remain in the dining car for the entire ride because his pursuers likely won't make an attempt at his life a crowded area, alarming and possibly endangering innocent civilians. Seb got Ciel's drift hence his sarcastic remark:
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Our duo might clash with said pursuers the second they reach the station however, they might opt for keeping a low profile and swiftly bypass them.
(Note: We've got some shots of the curtains/windows for no apparent reason, too... Maybe this is the BOM fan in me speaking but it is very suspicious lol.)
▪︎ Our duo will have to transfer at Redhill before resuming their journey to Brighton. I don't believe we were given this piece of info for nothing. Perhaps we will witness some action with the Yard/their pursuers before the hotel nightmare begins.
▪︎ Lastly, from the title page with the train ticket, to the cabin, to the dining car, Ciel and Seb were always facing each other. Not once were they shown to stand or walk next to each other. Is it hinting at a future confrontation/separation? Or are they finally seeing eye to eye, sitting at a table as equals? 🤔 hmm. Perhaps it doesn't mean anything lmao. Still, on my second read, the way they were positioned/framed really caught my eye.
That's all! I don't think we will get to Brighton right away, next chapter but I can't wait to see my scheming devil spawn and his demon of a butler in action!
#kuroshitsuji#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#I've read this chapter more than five times#That's how happy I was at seeing my little guys chatting and verbally assaulting each other#Ciel is in so many panels I can't believe this is my life#I hope he doesn't suffer too much in this arc sigh
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I’m personally hoping that they don’t kill him this time and actually TRY to give him some form of redemption. But that’s probably asking for too much.
NO YEAH SAME HERE 😭 I think it would be a huge win for all the Eclipse enjoyers if the main cast actually decided to take the time to care and accommodate for him because I would absolutely kill to see Eclipse go down the messy, pain-filled path of "to be loved is to be changed" instead of just being murdered on the spot 💔
#asks#anon#there's honestly a /few/ different ways this could all turn out too#like.#the IDEAL outcome is that eclipse is left unharmed and is given a choice to redeem himself and he accepts it#but it's also possible he's given the choice and /doesn't/ take it#it's possible he /does/ take it but his own paranoia causes him to conclude that the redemption is just a guise to make him an easier target#it's possible he's not offered redemption at all and is killed like an animal to the slaughterhouse#it's possible he's not killed but not given a redemption either and is just thrown out into the middle of nowhere (in hopes he'll rot away)#there's too many ways the show could go rn and unfortunately i have a feeling none of them involve redemption so despite my hopefullness-#-i am also just like. longing sigh. oh well HDJSHXN 😭#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams#sams eclipse
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How is karasu so fine.
I WANT HIM I WANT HIM I WANT HIM SO BADLY I WANNA TIE A BOW AROUND HIS BICEP SO WHEN HE FLEXES IT THE BOW SNAPS (TIKTOK TREND PLS DONT JUDGE) I LOOOOOOVVVEEEEEEE HIMMMM
I don't know, Maki, I really don't.
MAKI. WHY DID YOU PUT THAT IMAGE IN MY HEAD. HOOOLLLYYY FUCK.
My mind so sinful I'd let him take me to church Chase Atlantic style
#i hope it's not offensive the last line#but GOOD GODS#THIS MAN#HE HAS ME ACTING LIKE A BOY IN LOVE#THE PRETTIEST FUCKING MAN AND HE DOESN'T EVEN EXIST. WHY#i'm so gay for him i'm not even kidding at this point. i'm horrendously down bad for him#I LOVE HIM TOOOOOOO#every week i wait hoping for him to properly surface in the manga#IT'S GETTING SO BAD THAT I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE ANY OTHER FICTIONAL CHARACTERS SEND HELP#THE BRAINROT.#karasu tabito#girlfriend fc#i post this shamelessly in the tag for everyone to see. sigh. do i care anymore? nope. the tag's stuck with me#simping chronicles
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My partner finally finished BG3 but has no idea that his ending was actually bad cause he was a pro-Vlaakith githyanki who rode off with Lae'zel but got NO EPILOGUE where Withers points out y'all died im 😭😭😭
they have no idea what happened with Gale or anyone else (who was still alive) after flying away 🙃🙃🙃
#i cant even tell him cause hes gonna play again more “normally”#its so tragic he would like skip dialogue and just fight to get the jump on boss battles instead of waiting for the cutscenes to start#and he didn't exhaust dialogue trees!! like... how... why...#and also he staked Astarion 😭 and p much never reloaded#and didn't clear the shadow curse so no Halsin#also everyone at Last Light Inn died so Dammon was gone and Karlach only got 2 upgrades#and he didnt know moonrise towers was basically a second town#and his game was buggy a lot maybe? cause he kept trying to be hella creative with things and do things out of order#like killing gortash before doing steel watch 🙃#it's fine it's fine everyone plays differently#he tends to care more about gameplay than anything else but still!!#i just want him to know all the character backstories and see everything that made me emotional#i mean he did say he was sad when Lae'zel broke up with him in act 3 and when Karlach died and when he had Gale use the orb in act 2#which he considered his canon ending :/ sigh#i dont think he got Jaheira's lines about death#and he didnt understand why Karlach wouldn't go back to the hells#and he thought Wyll was happy being the duke (and has NO idea you could save his dad cause the mission didn't happen!! 😭)#the iron throne was like my fave mission outside of killing Cazador and I can't discuss either one cause he didn't do them properly yet 😭😭#he also avoided talking to children so he missed those quests and yenna glitched so no cat appeared in camp 🙃#sighhhhh cannot believe he plays so differently than i do lollll#he didn't even do unlimited kisses with Lae'zel!! meanwhile im over here kissing Astarion every night hahahah#hoping my partner doesn't see IRL if I have the office door open as if it matters lmfaooooo#i need him to play again and see why im in love with a video game character lol#maybe we could both um... benefit from knowing more about all of Astarion's scenes lmao#but like he has NOT SEEN Astarion's silly or sweet side yet just him being a bit of a chaotic vampire#and thinks i like him cause of vampires WRONG!! play the game again and see that i love his silly & sweet real self!#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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I think I've become an official HI3 player. I check the HSR leaks hoping for iterations of HI3 characters now
#I have little hope about some of them. For instance the Su and Kevin voice actors are taken by Aventurine and the Trailblazer iirc?#Kalpas' voice actor does the male Dreamseeker in Part 2 of HI3 which is not as terminal considering HSR is a different game but still#Luocha thankfully exists. I don't think they'll be introducing Kiana anytime soon#I would love Sakura but I'm way more into PE Sakura than CE Sakura and then there's what they did with Miko#Some of my favourite things of PE Sakura they gave to Jingliu or Acheron already (freeze time‚ haunted and corrupted by loss‚#unable to unsheathe a sword and memories coming back to her when she does‚#piercing someone's heart with her sword but the other person living on with a new life‚...)#Thus an iteration of all that but with the cool things missing could get messy and unsatisfactory pretty easily#Mobius and MEI are similar to Mei and Herta so they're in a similar situation to PE Sakura#I find Griseo somewhat unsettling in a good way and in a way same with Eden. I love all the loss weighing on her as if she had already dead#with the concept of her being The Era itself and the era dying. So I wouldn't mind seeing them too#Hua seems like she may appear in the Xianzhou? Given the Marshall existence and that the Xianzhou drinks a lot of those concepts#Blade‚ Dan Heng and Jingliu drink so much of Fu Hua. I don't care about Hua though. The Herrscher I did like though#I'm curious about what they'll do#Other than the Chinese voice actor having already a steady job in Mihoyo‚ there's echoes of Kalpas in Blade‚ Arlan and Sam#so I really don't have much hope there. Not as little as with Kevin and Su perhaps but... yeah not really a lot of hope#Yet here I am. Hopelessly hoping for a Kalpas iteration. Imagine how beautiful the fire would be *sigh*#I was so mad about him being my favourite in HI3 but it just makes sense#Besides the Guzm.a process he went me go through‚ he truly has a lot of themes going on that recall Blade. I don't know...#I like his CN voice actor a lot‚ and how he plays Kalpas in particular‚ both when he's calm and when he's deranged#The Dreamseeker doesn't have the same voice at all unfortunately. I would really love to see him in HSR what can I say#That's the kind of person I've become. In a little bit of time I'll be wanting a Kalpas plushie at this rate#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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i think it fucks immensely that bk moon went out of his way to 1) establish rakiel wished to live a long life and eventually pass away of old age, 2) have him very briefly envy an immortal being only to be told very clearly to be careful what he wishes for by that very same person because living forever isn't all it's cracked up to be, 3) make the main antagonist be another immortal being who is so desperate to die he's willing to destroy the universe just to finally rest and 4) have said antagonist psychologically torture rakiel with the threat of making him live for a thousand years as everyone he loves and knows eventually grows old and dies and becomes nothing but forgotten memories.
only to then end the novel by making rakiel also immortal
like. god. it's so fucking good i love it. i'm not being sarcastic i genuinely think it fucks and it's one of the best ways bk moon could've wrapped up the plot.
it's a happy ending by all means but it has consequences and through the entire novel we've been shown and told over and over again just how heavy the consequences are and/or will be on rakiel.
he got his happy ending but it was at a price and by the last time we see him he's only just starting to pay for it.
it's great i love it
#i talk a lot <3#cpsm#cpsm spoilers#rakiel magentano#i also think it's funny that this puts bk moon in the very awkward position when it comes to his 'romance' with adeline#because either rakiel allows her to remain human and sees her grow old and eventually die just like acheros threatened him with#(and like he will do with absolutely everyone he loves anyway <3)#or he keeps her alive and frozen in time just like acheros wanted to do with him forcing her to be cut off from the world#in most ways that matter and see the people she loves grow old and die. again. just like acheros threatened to do with him :)#like. either way. the situations sucks for them <33#i do think it's cheap if he can make her immortal without it being a big deal. because. why wouldn't it be.#it would be absolutely broken if absolutes can just. make people immortal for funsies whenever they want. that would be bad writing.#but again i also think it's cheap that he made alicia an angel for no other reason than bc someone needed to remind us lloyd is married#to a woman actually. like. she doesn't even do anything why did you ruin the absolute tragedy that is being an immortal being surrounded#by very mortal humans just to make awful 'my wife is annoying' jokes. i hate you.#sigh. it's lose/lose when it comes to women with this man and his choices.#either they're fridged to make his male characters sad or they become the butt of misogynistic jokes. i cannot fucking win.#ANYWAY. do i think any of this was on purpose? maybe idk i certainly hope so and want to believe it is because otherwise it would be#too much of a coincidence but like. this is also the man who wrote a character very explicitly and clearly wishing to live a quiet life#with his family in his middle-of-nowhere estate where nothing ever happens with no contact at all with royalty and court#so he can laze about and do absolutely nothing. and then married him to a queen who cannot stand lazy people and squeezes the last bit#of talent of everyone around her. and he saw nothing wrong with this. so like. i genuinely cannot tell with this man sometimes 🙃🙃
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KamaFushi, how would the two of them act when jealous?
I imagine Fushimi getting annoyed at how generally friendly Kamamoto is with everyone, since Fushimi’s the type who wants his boyfriend to pay the most attention to him. He probably gets particularly irritated in summer, when suddenly now that Kamamoto’s all skinny and conventionally bishounen all the girls want to surround him. Fushimi already finds the whole summer/winter change bothersome (I imagine he actually prefers winter Kamamoto, who’s warmer and more comfortable to be around) but seeing Kamamoto suddenly being effortlessly charming to all these girls gets on Fushimi’s nerves, like at least tell them you’re taken idiot. I imagine him like sitting in a corner brooding at first, scowling into his PDA as he tries to ignore all these girls hitting on his man. The irritation slowly grows, Fushimi clicking his tongue pointedly and possibly making some level of fuss because he wants to get Kamamoto’s attention but doesn’t want to, like, admit that he wants Kamamoto’s attention. Eventually he either hits a breaking point or some girl goes a bit too far and then I imagine Fushimi stepping in with some acid comment about irritating shallow hangers-on who need to find something better to do. Kamamoto sighs and tells Fushimi not to be rude to girls but he also gets that this is how Fushimi is and lets himself be dragged off.
On Kamamoto’s end he strikes me as the kind of guy who doesn’t get easily jealous, he seems like he’s just rather easy-going in general and I feel like he’d be pretty secure in his relationship that just seeing someone else talking to Fushimi doesn’t trigger any jealousy in him or anything. In a way I could see that in and of itself bothering Fushimi, like he actually kinda wants Kamamoto to show that he feels jealous of other people wanting Fushimi’s attention. If someone did manage to get Kamamoto riled enough to feel jealous though I think he’d just step right in, like maybe an alphabet boy gets a little too close to Fushimi and is all laughing and being familiar and Kamamoto suddenly finds himself moving between them, using his bulk to his advantage. He apologizes for knocking the alphabet boy over, because Kamamoto’s nice like that, but he’s not entirely sincere about it and he’s already focusing his attention on Fushimi. Fushimi takes in what just happened and then smirks a bit, letting Kamamoto kinda tower over him and ‘shield’ him from anyone else who might want to talk to him.
#Kamafushi#Talking K#Kamamoto seems pretty chill so I don't think he'd get jealous easily#meanwhile Fushimi is...Fushimi#he would get so mad at girls hitting on summer Kamamoto#Kamamoto just sighs and hopes his bf doesn't stab anyone
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guzm.a and me shaking hands about being poor and eligible for welfare 🤝🤝🤝🤝
#i braved the phonecall w the bank yesterday and have sent off the form for them to fill out to supplement my application SIGH#we're making forward progress! very slowly but progress nonetheless#i am just hoping my service request doesn't expire before i finish putting everything together or else. i have to start all over again!#and the bank charges me $16.50 (cad) to get this form filled out -_- fucked up imo LOL#anyways. i've been less active bc i've been busy stressing myself sick over this stuff HFDSJGKL#and also working in the kitchen at the centre :] i've gotten . so much free food from there this week its kinda crazy#like the free lunch that i make but also a bunch of leftovers. yayyyy i dont have to buy so many groceries rn#and i get nutritious meals :] i've been working on slowly getting my nutrition levels sorted out so this is really excellent :D !!!#also obviously guz isn't real and pkmn doesnt have a welfare system but i can look at him and know he would be eligible LMAO#dandy.cmd
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Both Gil and Thena are like super strong aliens, and Gil is like the strongest man on earth, there is no way they didn't break the bed while doing it. May i ask for a very spicy one where that happens.
Gilgamesh pressed his back to the door once it was closed behind him. "Finally."
Thena laughed quietly. She agreed, and not just because they were finally on dry land again. The journey to this continent had been harrowing for her, and she truly never wanted to board a human sea-faring vessel ever again.
Gil chuckled as well, moving from the inn room door and over to her on the bed. "Feeling better?"
The Warrior Eternal sighed, folding herself into his side immediately. The voyage was long, the sea's movement and tempo was sickening. And they were separated for much of the voyage, which was arguably worse for her than the other two drawbacks.
Gilgamesh received her, rubbing her back and pressing his lips to her temple. "I've got you."
"Hm," she purred, pushing her face into his shoulder and inhaling. "You smell of the sea."
"I smell like sweat and barnacles, probably," he snorted, pushing some hair behind her ear. "You smell like fresh sea air."
"I never want to see the ocean again."
"I don't think we have that option, sweetheart," he smiled, pulling her closer until she was ultimately in his lap. They continued to paw at each other, nuzzling and pushing their faces closer as if to fuse into one being. "But I promise it'll at least be a while until we have to face it again."
"So be it," Thena murmured, her fingers trailing down to the tunic he was wearing. It was commonfolk clothing, worn solely so they could stick out on the ship as little as possible.
It hadn't been very successful. The group of completely stunning beings from seemingly multiple strange lands had drawn plenty of attention.
"Is this because of the ocean smell?" Gilgamesh chuckled as she pawed at his shirt. "Or did you just miss me?"
"It can be both," she parried, tilting her head up and touching her lips to the underside of his jaw.
He leaned into a proper kiss, their lips sealing together. She undid his shirt while he unfurled the shawl that had been around her shoulders through the whole journey. He didn't want her to get cold, but it did little to hide how svelte her beauty was. "I would have thought you wanted to rest."
She was tired, but it was more urgent she feel his heartbeat beneath her palm. "The only thing I desire is you."
The Strongest Eternal heeded her wishes, as he always did. He let her pull his shirt off over his head, while he worked on getting her dress off her.
"This continent is the last place with Deviants on it. I'll have to find you some armour," he whispered between kisses, although as soon as her body was free of her dress' bodice his hands were upon her skin.
She hummed her appreciation. His palms were greater support than any cloth or corset or boning structure. His hands cradled her breasts with love and appreciation--in a way only he was capable.
The bed creaked as they moved, Gilgamesh scooping up her smaller body and moving her to the center of the bed. He laid over her. Her hands made quick work of his suspenders and his trousers were done away with shortly afterward.
Thena moaned as he kissed her neck, trailed his tongue down her throat until his mouth could join his hands in their worship of her. Her back arched as he kneaded her ache and soreness away. He was perhaps too enthusiastic about it. "I am not a loaf of bread, Gilgamesh."
"No," he emerged to grin at her. He kissed her again, letting his fingers trail around and over her nipples once more before continuing further. "You're much sweeter."
Thena let out another, louder moan. She dug her heels into the bed under them as his fingers moved between her legs. He wasted no time, touching her in a way that was breathtakingly familiar. They knew every inch of one another.
"Good," he encouraged her, his fingers entering slowly. "Just relax. It's you and me."
Let the world bleed away, he was saying. The sea, their mission, even the rest of their team were far away. It was only them in this little bubble. Thena slid her arms up over her head until she could dig her fingers into the pillow, its linens giving way to her rounded fingernails like wet paper to a spear.
Gilgamesh lifted her hips, propping her up against his thighs as he crouched. Lifting her with one hand was the same as picking up a light tome, as far as he was concerned. She was so lithe, so precious and delicate. He always handled her like a newly budding flower stem. Her skin was soft as petals and she had her own sweet, intoxicating scent to her.
"Yes," Thena gasped, tightening around his stimulation. She was not a creature made for relaxation, but Gilgamesh could always lure her into it. He could work some kind of sorcery that had her twisting and turning and aching for his touch. "That's it, I'm-"
"Stay with me," he whispered, moving his fingers faster within her. He always touched her this way first. He needed her pleasure like he needed his own. One inexorably led to the other, and the more at ease she was, the better their pleasure could be.
Thena threw her head back and moaned up into the constructed canopy of the bed, just some linen stretched over the top frame supported by the posts. It was of semblance to the canopies sheltering beds of luxurious nobles on other continents. She blinked up at it. "Reminds me of the beds we had in Rus."
Gilgamesh grinned to himself. He was always pleased when she could find release. He had a first hand sense of her muscles loosening, her nerve endings absorbing things and helping to dull the sharp, prickling awareness that always had her on edge. "Yeah, those were pretty nice."
He crawled over her again to kiss her. She could taste that he had licked her arousal off his fingers first.
"Think this one is as strong as they were?"
She rolled her eyes at his vigor but allowed it. With great effort, she lifted her arms from the bed and looped them around his neck. "That is far from my concern at the moment."
He kissed her even more fervently. Their lips met again and again like waves crashing into cliffs. Their bodies moved seamlessly to create one amalgamation of them both, skin sealed together with skin. Her legs wound around him as he pushed into her completely.
Gilgamesh moaned even louder than she did as he buried himself to the hilt. Their pelvises met, grinding together as they both adjusted to the fusion of their bodies. He looked good, head tilted up, mouth dropped open. He looked to be in worship (rightfully so, the Goddess of War thought).
She pressed her lips together as another moan rippled through her body, and even passed into him via vibration. Her shoulders shimmied in the bed, making it groan again. "Was our separation even harder on you than I?"
"I dunno about that," he mumbled, slowly coming back to her as his head dropped again. He gripped her thighs, firmly but gently, softly but passionately. "But maybe there were a few nights when I had to more than take a leak off the side of the ship."
She rolled her eyes at her lifelong beloved. "Such a romantic."
"Hey, you asked," he laughed, and got a giggle out of her too. Laughing felt funny when they were joined like this, but it also felt doubly joyous, the movement travelling through both of them in a kind of feedback loop.
He sighed, kissing up her arm and to her shoulder and then her cheek as she wrapped her arms around his neck again. He folded himself into her, his shoulders against hers, chest to chest, leaving only room between their waists to accommodate their joined lower halves. "I missed you."
"Hm," she mused as she ran her fingers through his hair. Every breath they took felt like it healed a scar that had appeared over the course of the journey. Every time her chest rose and collided with his doing the same, she smiled. "As did I."
He raised his head again to kiss her as he started moving. "I love you, Thena."
She didn't need words for her reply. Every minute of every day was her reply to that statement. And moreover, in the moment, her muscles did the replying, squeezing around him by sheer reflex.
He kissed her, letting her reciprocation seep into him bone deep. His hips moved, making the bed squeak with each and every thrust. The more he picked up speed, the more sound it caused, the feet even scraping against the uneven flooring. "This fuckin' bed."
Thena gasped as he changed angle, scraping against her in a most lascivious way. "You were the one who couldn't - ah! - wait."
He huffed, some of his libido overtaking his previous lightheartedness. "Haven't been able to hold my wife properly for weeks, damn right I wasn't waiting anymore. I don't care if this thing falls through the floor."
Thena bit her lip amidst smiling. It was a funny thing to imagine, but the excitement at the idea was a welcome and unexpected side effect.
He snorted, leaning up again so he could hold her hips and thrust harder. Their skin slapped together and the bed started truly swaying with their motions. "You think so too, huh?"
She said nothing, but her moans began floating up and out of her again as he pressed his thumbs into the pits of her thighs, spreading her lips and allowing him to dig in deep. "I am not thinking anyth-!"
Gil moved one hand, gripping from the bottom of one hip and from the top of her other. His thumb stretched down to slither through her blonde curls and drag across her firmest nerve center.
"Ah!" Thena gasped from deep in her chest. Her breasts fell and rose, she gripped the headboard, but it was completely shattered as soon as she did so. The wood splintered and clattered to the floor beneath the window. "Shit."
"Fuck!" Gilgamesh joined her in her unmitigated ecstasy. They were both being driven purely by physical sensation and instinct. One of his legs stretched out behind him, but his foot destroyed the back of the bed as well.
They both were forced to pause as the 'canopy' frame tumbled out of the post next. Gil launched forward, covering her body with his. The wood fell to the side with not nearly as much climax as they possessed. He peeked at it, and then at her, the linen from it draped over their nakedness now. "You okay?"
She was panting for breath, chest flushed and skin aflame. Perhaps somewhat dazed, but unharmed, she nodded.
"You sure? I-"
"Keep going."
He blinked just once before he resumed his position. If anything, she was tighter than before, the moment of startlement having coiled her muscles again. "Fuck, sweetie, you gotta relax."
"I was," she panted as she let herself drown in the feeling of him moving inside of her again.
"I'm close, I'm really - really - close," Gilgamesh less informed her and more spouted off from pure need. His hips picked up a pace over which he had no control. "Come on, sweet'art, just let go."
Thena moaned from her gut as Gilgamesh poured into her. Hot, molten love coursed through her veins as she followed, like a tree tumbling in a forest and knocking down the second nearest. Her core squeezed around him. His heat, his firmness, feeling every breath he took from the inside out; her vision went white and her whole body arched off the bed.
The room was full of panting breaths, fallen wood, even hay and feathers from the bedding. Gilgamesh caught his breath, running a hand through his hair. He let go of her slowly, watching the imprints of his hands on her disappear slowly against the colour in her skin.
Thena moaned as he slipped out of her, in more ways than one. The last time they laid together felt like a lifetime ago, now, but he always made up for any time lost, that was certain. Her head wasn't even on the pillow she had ripped in half, her hair was everywhere, intermixing with the white downy feathers flying in the air. Her skin felt warm to the touch, as if she had been lazing in the sun like an iguana on a rock. She lifted her arms (at least she thought she was lifting her arms).
Gilgamesh obliged, leaning over her once again and kissing her soundly. Their breathing synced up and he departed from the kiss only to leave countless more against her flushed cheeks and neck and chest. "You okay now?"
"Hm," she purred from her chest, her hands running over his skin idly, just for the enjoyment of it. "Deeply."
"Good," he chuckled, leaning up from her embrace only to examine the damage. The linen of the bed was draped around them awkwardly, the bed itself was in shambles. It was a miracle it was still on its legs and off the floor, truly.
The door slammed open, Kingo and Sersi rushing in. "Is everything okay?! We heard a--whoa!"
Kingo held his hand up, although he had truly only seen Gil's naked back and the state of the room around the fallen sheet. Sersi squeaked, turning away at even the implication of a pale leg hanging off the edge of the bed. "Sorry!"
Kingo pulled the door behind him, but they could clearly hear him long after it was closed. "Seriously?! We're here for five minutes and they've totally wrecked the place!"
Thena pulled her lover back to her, laughing into his shoulder.
He chuckled as well, pressing a kiss to her hair as he began smoothing it down. "Laugh it up, you're not gonna wanna look at him for the rest of the day."
She chose to ignore his - completely untrue - implication that she would feel shy at being discovered. "Poor Sersi won't be able to speak to us for a week."
Gil nuzzled into her again, settled on his side with her, wood and linen and feathers be damned. "We'll have to get another room."
"We will," she agreed, rolling and sliding her limbs along his skin until she felt properly affixed to him.
"What will we tell them?" he laughed. He twisted, reaching behind him to tug the linen just enough that he could somewhat drape it over them (but mostly her).
"That this continent is full of very dangerous creatures," she murmured, using the exact vageries that Ajak tended to use on people these days. "One flew right through that window."
Gilgamesh laughed from his belly, which shook against her pleasantly. "Oh, now we're flat out lying to people?"
She smiled against his pectoral, losing all sense in her extremities to the warmth overtaking her brain. "Do you wish for me to say that my husband made love to me so voraciously that their bed is in shambles?"
He blushed.
She let out a chuckle of her own, situating her head under his chin just so. "That is what I thought. And regardless, that is a matter for later--if not tomorrow."
She was done with absolutely anything and everything as of now, as far as she was concerned. Everyone else, their mission, even the rest of their team were far away. It was only them in this little bubble.
#Thenamesh AU#Thenamesh 18+#thank you so much for your ask!!!!#I hope this is spicy enough for you#it's maybe more about a randy married couple but they can get spicy too#you're so right though#like the first time they let loose and they're like#why are human beds made so poorly?#they even ask Phastos who is like why are you asking?#it takes him a minute and then he's like oh come on guys seriously?!#hey they have needs#Thena is miserable the whole trip#I have always maintained this#they're all in like hammocks and bunkbeds in the hull of this fucking ship#Sersi and Ajak are rubbing her back and she's like#I want my husband everyone else go to hell#Gil sighs every five minutes and his brothers are like I know we're immortal but I am literally going to kill you#Gil does wake up later and is like whoops#also obviously people heard them#Ajak tries to make up some story about bandits or something#Sprite says this is ridiculous just brainwash them#Druig is mortified that he has to use his powers to erase his sister and her husband FUCKING too loud from peoples minds#They do get a new room#Thena doesn't even wake up#Gil just bundles her up and carries her#and the next day she tells Kingo to wipe that smirk off his face#Kingo: I didn't even say anything!
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𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙱𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 [ . . . ] > 𝚅𝟷 & 𝙶𝙰𝙱𝚁𝙸𝙴𝙻.
How V1 has felt about Gabriel has shifted quickly, even within the short amount of time he's existed. Which, albeit it short for humans, is quite long for his model given he was deemed obsolete at one point.
I digress. The entire bit of V1 not knowing or caring to know about Gabriel beyond [ 𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙶𝙴𝚃 ] did ring true [ . . . ] at first. while Gabriel's entire storyline is about breaking free and becoming more than a tool for another's will, V1's isn't so different.
We've seen firsthand about how gathering blood makes machine's sentient, and V1 has had quite a bit of blood, specifically quite a bit of Gabriel's too.
although his progress towards it is more subtle and silent. Throughout his existence he is unable to reach beyond his boundaries, borders made to keep him focused on his task. The notification : [ 𝚁𝙴𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 : 𝙸𝚁𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙴𝚅𝙰𝙽𝚃 ] still shows up at times but more as his own way of rolling an eye and moving on. But by then, at least, its his choice.
V1 would not be able to comprehend Gabriel's face if he did see it - ( and believe me, he'd like to ) - but once more the mechanical processes of his brain would note it as some impossibility or perhaps a false positive on sabotage like an image or content meant to confuse and crash his processers.
as the two continue to battle, V1 has to reluctantly admit he enjoys the challenge -- albeit a bit irked he keeps running out on him before he can finish the job. V1 is also quite a bit possessive of Gabriel, in that no one is allowed to kill him but V1.
The slow slope to sentience is one he's hurdling down and it's by virtue of Gabriel's gore. Quietly stumbling into something like understanding. They were both tools meant for a purpose and perhaps this is always how it was going to be. 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙱𝙾𝚃𝙷 𝙳𝙾𝙾𝙼𝙴𝙳 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃.
V1 is also quietly bitter about the fact, and about the fact that his angel's blood doesn't show up in his systems any different than any sinners.
#walks in. drops this. walks out#sighs and adds lovesick cannibal to their playlist#wow they're so normal!#I sure hope V1 doesn't show that he's been more aware than Gabriel thought--#--by expressing the understand that they've been doomed from the start right before Gabriel fucking Dies!#I be truly thinking V1 is gonna Kill God / enter heaven at some point and I sit fingers crossed....
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oh my god my parents almost fell for a facebook scam.
someone they know posted that they were selling a car and my parents asked me to help them send a down payment over paypal.
thank GOD they asked me instead of just trying to do it themselves.
#at first i was like oh ok yeah. i can do that ig? i already have paypal. i can use your card to do it.#then suddenly his paypal wasn't working. and he wanted it sent to his 'coworkers' paypal.#and then he said to use Friends and Family. and i was like yeah this is for sure bullshit guys. if we do that we cannot get it back.#like if i send this to this person. we're screwed. and i had to explain it to them and i feel bad because now they feel stupid :'))#BUT literally while i was explaining. they were messaging this scammer and then Real Guy's daughter posted that his account had been hacked#like woah. nice job aerie. saved your parents $500.#sighs for two hours#that was sort of stressful.#if i had just done what they said without thinking we'd be out $500. like. DAMN. that's a lot.#shewwwww... anyhow! he either blocked my parents or deleted the account after we confronted him.#but i hope that doesn't mean they got money from someone else.#at least it wasn't us though.#diaerie#interesting times here at the aerie stabbyfoxandrew household
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One of the coolest things my friend Kris said, "A good headcanon differs from the canon knowingly, not out of wilfull ignorance".
Like, there is a big difference between being corrected (not always for an indisputable reason, but the intention matters) and being creatively policed! When someone shares a headcanon and you know the canon bit that contradicts it, just say it! Either they could reconsider their idea with the new information or say "yeah cool but I prefer to write my own thing, not to be 100% accurate to the canon" which are both valid. Because, the latter one knowingly differs from the canon!
But like, apparently in the eyes of some people, being informed on what was missed equals baiting hostility, policing creativity or whatnot? Like, yet again, if someone gets straight up angry and vindictive at being reminded that they are in the fandom, for something with pre-existing information, then it loops back to the question of why they are in a fandom and not doing their own original project to begin with! I can't find any other reasoning for admitting you do not want to even know canon and only here to take basic surface bits to make your own thing besides the fact that pre-existing fanbase just will engage more willingly even with canon divergent portrayals, stories and just AUs!
But like... you can't be in a fandom while expecting to never have any discussion with other fans about this story and characters! Being told that you are wrong and being told that you are wrong for BEING wrong are two whole different things, and mentality of fans not being allowed to say anything besides agreement, when it is about pre-existing media, is straight up lame and not what fandoms are about. Not everyone who points what is missing a petty redditor that hates headcanons; most of the "well actualies" come from the place of love for both canon and headcanons! This is the case of "before you break the rules you need to know them", but people that tell what rules are are anything but wrong, hostile or immature. People that say "you come into my house and maliciously ruin my fun" when they hear about those rules, however?
Again: a good headcanon differs from the canon knowingly, not out of wilfull ignorance.
#fandomry rambles#yet again: fish chess post#I don't know how else to explain that fandoms are formed around the EXISTING thing!#the best way to change and alter and tweak it is to know everything about it first!#also I see that a particular someone unblocked me. did so for easier lurking for vagueblogs?#I hope you are satisfied now. please get a life I am not saying anything wrong here.#if anything I am not willing to interact with someone who doesn't even understand what is a fandom anyhow#when my friend was informed Byrgenwerth was to blame for fishing hamlet and not church he-#-said 'yeah i didnt know that but I just writing my own story and want to ignore inaccuracy'#not 'i am not here to learn about canon in more detail you aggressor'#sigh...#I need a shirt with what Kris said this is truly the most quote ever#me and Tail were talking about how it is weird why some people are in a fandom to begin with just recently#at least now I am more clear on my opinions the silver lining was to figure it out
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not my online friend trying to have the "not all zionists" conversation with me rn
#we've talked about palestine before and she always takes the most centrist version of israel's side she possibly can lmao#i try very hard to never discuss politics with her but she is literally always the one bringing it up and it throws all my affection for he#out the window. like babe.... i'm jewish... you're not.... why are we even having this conversation besides you trying to prove smth#like an informal conversation is not the place for a fucking political debate and if you're not gonna recognize my pov#why am i even still friends with you.#it does make me genuinely sad but if i have to have this conversation again i may well and truly just block her#like she apparently has another jewish friend who seems to side heavily with zionist values (lol) but still acts like a centrist#so ik that's where she's getting the majority of her viewpoints from and it's so fucking grating like you're talking to another jew rn#why would i ever want to support nationalism of any kind when that's what lead to the fucking holocaust#why would you ever be lenient on a group of people who are actively commiting a genocide#i seriously just. like it makes me sick to my stomach that i even have someone in my life who doesn't get it#and i don't even know what to say like my 'i don't wanna be mean to a friend' shit is taking over#especially when she's not the kind of person i can just say anything to. we're not close like that unfortunately#so i've just been in limbo hoping she isn't gonna talk about it but i'm gonna have to put aside our friendship if she does this again#bc i'm not gonna be friends with someone who outright doesn't listen to me saying that my own people commiting a genocide hurts me#just because she wants to be one of those 'well this 'conflict' shouldn't be happening bc it's hurting innocent people :('#this is why i hate having any convos about this with people who haven't been politically engaged with palestine before the end of last yr#like my brother also doesn't fully get the scope of it but at least HE knows that israel (and even the concept of it) is evil and racist#sigh.
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nooo apollo... don't send me back to the reliquary...
#evan speaks#zukoandtheoc plays stray gods#stray gods#apollo stray gods#stray gods spoilers#'we don't know why calliope went there' are you SURE about that apollo?#sigh. he doesn't have the whole story i know#and he doesn't know what's about to happen... i hope#still#boy can you TALK to me instead of sending me on a wild goose chase?#lol. i like thinking about reset theory when replaying games like this#but realistically there is no way this grace would go along with this bullshit for any amount of time#if she already knew the truth#even if she was trying to hide the fact that she's in a time loop? for some reason?#pretty sure this would break her of that#hell. realistically she would have tried to save calliope#but yknow. then we wouldnt have a game#tag ramblings
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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m#SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work#and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks#in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate#i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's#- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight#so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh#i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me#“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story#if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit#i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels#and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing#as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit#there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved#and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community#we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future#fauxtrainpost.txt
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