#i heard there was a diferent ending in them

[sergiopolis]

angels of death fills me with this wholesome dread when i think about it because. i love it sosososos much but the sadness i felt when i finished it never went away, mentally i am still in my bed four years ago ugly crying in my pillow😞 aod holds a very special place in my heart

[thequietkid-moonie]

hi moonie! ❤ i've been waiting for requests to open again and i'm finally going to request something now 😌

how about yandere nagito, kokichi, kazuichi and rantaro with a darling who's super distant and closed off from others but only comfortable with them, only laughing and smiling when they are near them?

i'm looking forward to requesting more and i hope you're having a lovely day 🍀 love you! <3

Distant darling is only open with them

[ YANDERE HEADCANONS ] [ Nagito, Kazuichi, Kokichi, Rantaro ]

[ Danganronpa 2 Goodbye Despair ] [ Danganronpa V3 Killing Harmony ]

⚠️ Yandere, I dunno support this kind of behavior in real life, I just write it for fun!

I'm really excited too V-chan!! I'm having a pretty good day but now that i had your request is way better!! ^^

Thanks for requesting such an amazing prompt with amazing characters!! I had a lot of fun writing this, hope you like it too!! ❤️❤️

Nagito Komaeda

Even since the moment Nagito met his darling he knew it was a person filled with hope, a person with a bright potential and a future filled with hope, his admiration quickly grows as an obsession as he has the opportunity to see you more, an obsession that only grows more and more with each passing day

For Nagito it doesn't matter if you let him be in your live or doesn't even aknowledge his existance, for him is more than a blessing being able to be near you, and he wouldn't blame you if you don't want anything to do with trash like him

Nagito didn't mean to be pushy to enter in your life, but since he can't be away from you for too long and that need of being around you only grows with his obsession it was obvious that at one point you two will end up meeting. He expected for you to hate him for even daring to be around you but if you don't mind him being near you or even accept him he is shocked for it, and yet he will not dare to doubt you and just accept it

Once you let him enter in your life there is no way to get away from him, Nagito had swear to himself (and even to you) to be always with you and do whatever is needed to help you bright in an inmense and infinite hope and for that he become really clingy and dependent of you, doing whatever you ask him and accept whatever you say to him with a smile

Nagito just get used to you being cold and distant towards him, he doesn't expect nor think he deserve something else, won't even dare to ask for more, so when you start to open up more to him, even if is just a little he is incredibly surprised and even brush it off as if it was his imagination at first, but as you start to grow more and more comfortable around him there is no way for him to deny it

Nagito will probably try to deny it for as long as posible because he doesn't feel like he deserve it but it start to become more obvious in diferent ways, you had started to talk more, you start to express more of yourself and even smile, sometimes he is lucky enough to heard you laugh, and if he pay enough attention he can see your body language directed towards him, it was obvious that you started to feel free to open up to him

Nagito noticed your change but is too scare to accept it, so it isn't going to happen until someone else point it out (and even so it would take him a while, unless is you), and when he does finally accept that he is the one with who you feel the most comfortable he swears to himself that protect that feeling and never disappoint you

Your smile becomes his reason to continue living, and being the only one you allow to see it give him a boost of confidence, sudendly he feels special and important (but never more than you). Nagito even become more intense in every way posible, wanting nothing more to be with you and be able to make you happy, now he is even more eager to do everything in his power to make you happy and just fullfil your wishes, to help you reach the greatest hope

Also, Nagito never dare to question you anything he just accept you the way you are, so he never really pry into the details of the reason of your distrust and distant attitude towards others (he may actually wondered why but always brush it off as saying that is none of his business), he won't ask you even when you finally open up to him but if he get to know that is someone's fault because they had hurted you in the past it would be more probably that he will take things into matter because he hates the idea of you suffering, and he does it with the excuse that is because that bastard made you feel despair

Kazuichi Soda

It doesn't take him much time before falling in love with you, Kazuichi is the type that could fall in love at first sight, and when he does he does it hard, and just as quickly it is for him to fall in love it is to grow obsesive over you, in no time you had become the only thing that wander around Kazuichi's mind (not that he is complaining)

Kazuichi is delusional, he sees you as the peak of perfection and beauty, everyone most know and admire your beauty (but he doesn't concentrate on doing other admire you, he is more focused on admiring you himself and trying to give you everything you deserve), as well he doesn't even ask you or tries to win your trust before hand, he just came into your life and isn't planning to go away, one day he just came and talk to you as if you two already know each other from all your life (but with a little too much respect, maybe even as if you were royalty)

Although, even when he sees you as perfection itself he is unable to think that you don't like him, that posibility will break him completely so his mind doesn't even think on that, instead, when you act distant towards him he just doesn't believe it, it would take him a while to catch the idea of you not being comfortable or not wanting to share much with him, and when he does he is blaming himself for it, thinking that is probably his fault and he has to make it up for you

And just like that Kazuichi tries from all the ways he can think on to make you forgive him and to get in your good side again, he does everything he can for you, shower you with all kind of compliments and praises, trying to protect you from any kind of threaten (or at least, to anything that he sees as a threaten), Kazuichi is actually pretty open with his obsesion because he doesn't see anything bad in it, in his eyes everything is what you deserve and out of love

It will take him a while to notice that you had become more open and comfortable with him, and won't really notice it until it become more obvious, he doesn't get the little hints and just keeps trying to make it up for you, but when he finally does he couldn't be happier that you finally seem to be accepting him

When he finally sees your smile for him you had grow now even more beautiful! his praises and obsession only increase, from that day he just gets more determinanted to serve you and make you smile, it would take him a while to notice that you only feel comfortable to show yourself with him but if he does it only give him a boost on his ego and selfconfidece, someone so perfect like you shows him their perfect smile! obviousle he will feel honored! sudenly he feels incredibly special for being the only one allowed to see the smile of someone so special and perfect

Speaking of, he may don't brag about it with other but he will not shut up with his compliments and praises. As well, he is already pretty jealous but if he sees you smiling towards anyone else he wil be increadibly jealous, he thought he was special! he will never take it against you but it isn't probably that the other person will be safe (at least to his deadly glares and threatens)

Kazuichi doesn't pry for deep details, he asks more for superficial detais, personal details only when it comes to your likings and so on, so is probably that he won't exactly nor wonder why do you act the way you act, it is up to you if you decide to tell him or not, but if he ever get to know if is someone else fault that you don't feel comfortable being yourself he will be completely offended for what happened to you (like if it had happened to him), is more likely that he won't search revenge for you but it trigger his protectiveness, from that day he is keeping a close eye to anyone who dares even aproach to you, he had swear that no one will hurt you again in any way

Kokichi Ouma

Kokichi isn't the type who falls in love imediatly, for him is a slowly process, it started by a simple interested, your distant personality catches his eye and immediatly atracted to him but as the time pass that interest slowly and careful grows more and more, it reachs the point where he was so curious about you that wanted to know everything he can of you without noticing, becomes an obsession without him able to stop it

Kokichi is really smart and doesn't do anything without a plan, so even if he approach to you casually he has already a plan to get to know all your secrets, while in the outside he is just being goofy and childish in the inside he is getting all the information he can of you by all the means he needs

For Kokichi all of this was a simple game, he was just playing around with you, he planned to make you the victim of his silly jokes until he can get a reaction of you, however Kokichi didn't know (or at least he didn't want to accept it) but this was a game he was losing, the more time he pass with you and the more he gets to know about you his love and obsession done nothing but grow more and more, he thought he was the one in control when in reality he was already down bad for you, but he will not dare to admit it because he didn't want to feel that vulnerable

Once Kokichi knows everything he can of you the new part of his plan started, make you laugh. Kokichi wanted nothing more than have some fun, do some silly jokes and be consider funny by the ones he cares, even when he is terrible with expressing his true feelings, and since the day you catches his interest Kokichi had cling onto you and doesn't plan to let you go you become the one he wants to make smile the most

Kokichi is incredibly smart and is always paying too much attention to you, so he notice when you start to feel more comfortable right away, even if is only a little and there are only small hints of it that is more than enough for him to feel like he is starting to win the game, and to make him feel a boost of confidence on himself and his plan

When he finally manage to get a smile, or even better, a laugh from you is the point of not return, even if is something that lasted one second it was more than enough for Kokichi to fall in love all over again with you, that moment is what make Kokichi realize how beautiful you are, how much he loves you and how much he wish to see that beautiful smile again

Kokichi doesn't want to admit it, not even to himself (even when he has it clear) but he is quite dependent of his darling, he can say all he wants that he doesn't care for you and he does whatever he wants but in reality your opinion is what matters the most for him and he is desperate for you to love him the way he is, so when you finally smile for him, and only him, he becomes even more dependent, he becomes dependent of your smile and it becomes his purpose in live to continue making you smiling

It may wouldn't be so intense if it wasn't because of your distant personality, now that you allow him to be the only one you are able to express yourself freely and truly smile he is not willing to lose it, he is going to make everything in his power for you to never lose that smile and for you to smile for him and only for him. That honor of being the only one you smile at makes him even more possessive, it makes him feel special and it makes him want to be the only one to enjoy that pleasure

Kokichi already knows everything about you, so he already knows, or at least have an idea of what happened to you to become so distant from others, and if there is someone to blame for it he will make them pay without a doubt, they deserve it for trying to erase your beautiful smile

Amami Rantaro

It doesn't happen imediatly, it takes some time for him to happen, he falls in love first and then his obsession grows slowly but stronge, and even when he notice those growing intense feelings inside of him he just accept them because are feelings that grow out of love

It isn't difficult for Rantaro to enter in your life once he gets interested on you, even when he can be pretty misterious he is really charming and attentive, he appear to be trust worthy, he even openly accept if you don't trust him yet or aren't comfortable around him right away, or at least that what he says because inside is something that bothers him but stay calm reminding himself that is just matter of time, he will let you know that he isn't a threaten and you can trust him

Rantaro will be kindly pushing you to accept him, he understand that you prefer to be are distant to everyone and even wary but he isn't planing to let you go, so he just insist too much, but he do it so kindly and gentle that can go unnoticed or don't bother you at all

As the time pass Rantaro grows more clingy as his obsession grows, he just loves you so much that can't stay away from you and even when he isn't physicaly near you somehow he always knows where you are and what are you doing. He excuses himself by saying that he just want you to be safe, he had already lost all his sisters and despite everything he have done to trying to find them he haven't even find a trace of them and that lead him to be terrified by the thought of the same happening to you, he doesn't know what he will do if you ever go missing so he prefers to watch you closely to asure that you won't just disappear one day

Even when his unhealthy and obsessive behavior can be pretty obvious at times he always manage to cover up as being worried of you or even accidents, he is so good at covering up and finding convincing excuses that it is scary

Rantaro is a really observant and perseptive person, he is smart enough to notice when you start to feel more comfortable around him, even if there are just little hints like you getting a little more closer to him or starting to express a little more he notice it right away, and it makes his heart melt, Rantaro was used to your distant attitude and even when this was something he expected and wanted is still flattering, it gave him even more motivation to continue

Once you open up to him completely there is no way to stop Rantaro, he just feel like he is special for you, maybe as special you are to him, it make him think that you had fully accept him in your life and that would lead him to be more possessive and protective over you, he just had find out how beautiful your smile is and he isn't planning to lose it, besides he is really mature and is used to take care all of his sisters, he knows what it is the best for you and wants nothing more that see you smile

He wants to spend every second of the day by your side only to be able to discover all your other beautiful expressions, but, as much as he loves that you finally feel comfortable to express yourself with him Rantaro wants to be the only one with the privilege to see that beautiful sight, he had grow a little bit depend on you so if he even see you starting to express mor with another person, even if is a little Rantaro will feel threaten, and if he is trigger enough he will do something about it (not against you, never against you)

Rantaro had tried to find out the reason of why you are so distant to others, and won't be calm until he finds out, one way or another (without hurting you, of course) and if there is someone to blame Rantaro will hate them with his life, he won't do anything against them (unless that person hurt you badly), but if they cross his path or dare to even look at you again he probably won't be able to hold himself back

[katerinaptrv]

I am reading the Pit Babe Novel and for people the are anxious like me and want to know what the hell could be happening here come some spoilers:

Way is also a adopted son of Tony, he is an Enigma (super alpha that can impregnate Alphas) and were send to Babe to impregnate him 10 years ago. But he "fell in love" (became possive over Babe) and decide to wait for him to want it. He has the power of mind control and been using on Babe for years to never let him get close to someone. -- So in last episodes i think he was definitely using to make Babe left Charlie --.

Charlie and Jess are also Tony's sons, Charlie is an super powered Alpha like Babe, he has the power to steal other's people's powers and Jeff is a omega on the novel with the power of seing the future.

Charlie is the only one with a secret plan in the novel and involves protecting Babe from Tony since he heard his father talking about the rebelling son and his plans to still impregnate him. So Charlie starts following him and ends up falling for him and racing, he decides to use his power on Babe to steal his special abilities and make him useless to their father.. -- Now i think the series is going a little diferent since they probably won't do the impregnantion plot but i still think Charlie's reason is to protect Babe --

When Charlie first approaches Babe he really want to become a racer, his ideia was going into racing (what he discovered he liked while following Babe) and keeping an eye out for Babe. -- But we all know how this first encounter goes --

Way uses his power by touching while Charlie has to do the deed with the person.

Way tries to rape Babe in the novel more further along and Charlie saves him and steals Way's powers.

Charlie and Babe and Tony's "favorite sons" (possesions?) and will not leave them alone.

Stealling Babe's power makes Charlie his father target and he knows it.

If Charlie dies the powers return to the original owner, if the owner dies he loses the power. -- Do we all se Way trying to kill Charlie to get his powers back here? --

Babe founds out about Charlie when he sees him going in one of his father's car. He follows thinking that his father was going to threat Charlie and founds out everything.

I only read until here, chapter 13, i write more about the others chapters later, but now in the novel the danger goes from Babe to Charlie since he has his powers and their father want to get him.

[asterifish]

Helloooooo, is it okay if you write about Jeonghyeon from EVNNE.

I would like to request for an unrequited love trope, where M/n has a crush on Jeonghyeon at school. (Anything is actually fine, no pressure authornim. I just saw you asking for a request, so I just scooped something up)

Snowy Nights....

Characters: Lee Jeonghyeon, Male reader

Genre(s): 🫂,🍂

Type: One-Shot

Notes: Thank you for requesting!! I hope this fic is what you had in mind, I was trying so hard not to make it really agnsty :/

Reminder that ⭐ stands for M/n, and happy reading!

Story Under the cut!!

All of ⭐'s friends knew that he fell in love easily, but he tried hard to convince them that Jeonghyeon was diferent.

⭐ and Jeonghyeon first met in their Junior year. By that time, Jeonghyeon was missing a lot of school because of his trainee duties, and ⭐ once offered to cover for him and collect schoolwork. After a few weeks, this because a routine. On the days that Jeonghyeon missed school, ⭐ would collect the work that he'd missed, and on Friday, ⭐ headed over to Jeonghyeon's house to drop it off.

Occasionally Jeonghyeon woould invite ⭐ inside and give him somethint to drink, considering that⭐ had to bike for an hour to get to where Jeonghyeon was staying. ⭐ lived in the outskirts whereas Jeonghyeon lived deep in the city.

When Jeonghyeon realized that ⭐ was helpful and was always going to bring him his work, the two exchanged numbers so he could tell ⭐ when he wasn't going to be at school.

This routine carried on for about 6 months, and then over break, Jeonghyeon seemingly dissapeared. He never texted ⭐, and he never showed up to school after the break ended. ⭐ had asked around, talking to teachers and even sime of Jeonghyeon's friends, but nobody knew what happened.

(Fast forward they're both 23)

⭐ was scrolling on his phone at work since it was his break, when he heard a familiar voice. Looking up, he almost dropped his phone when he saw Jeonghyeon on TV.

"What...?" ⭐ gaped at the screen, moving out from behind the counter and walking up to it. I mean, ⭐ knew that Jeonghyeon was training to be a idol, but when Jeonghyeon dissapeared, ⭐ assumed that he'd failed. Now that he was seeing Jeonghyeon on the screen in front of an audience preforming, ⭐ was awestruck.

Jeonghyeon looked the exact same as he did in high school, and that caused ⭐'s heart to jump. He'd had feelings buried deep in his heart for so long eithiut realizing it. ⭐ had given up on his chances of asking Jeonghyeon out after he'd dissapeared.

"⭐! Get back to work, your break is over!"

Turning, ⭐ bowed in apology at his manager before slipping back behind the counter. After his shift ended, ⭐ went online and searched for Jeonghyeon's name. Turns out, Jeonghyeon had debuted under Jellyfish ENT, and was very popular. ⭐ had no idea how he'd never heard of Jeonghyeon's group.

In a few weeks there was a performance, and ⭐ bought tickets, wanting to see Jeonghyeon in person just one more time. One showing turned to two turned to ⭐ buying tickets for every performance EVNNE put on.

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[minzart]

What's Kamen rider about?

Great question without an easy answer!

I'll do my best to try and explain it since I'm just starting to know what Kamen Rider is too XD

So, the best way I know to exemplify to someone is "like power rangers but with, most seasons, 2 heroes instead of a big team" and also more serious yet without losing the silly factor.

Each season has it's own cast, story, rules of the world, and villain, so Kamen Rider Den-o, doesn't work by the same rules as Kamen Rider Wizard, even if they are in the same franchise, think Final Fantasy, were each new FF has it's own world instead of a continuos long plot.

So you can jump into any interation of Kamen Rider and not be lost, the question is if you'd like this version and keep going.

[More bellow and more about the two seasons I watch]

My first Rider is Den-o, and I fell in love with the silliness AND the characters, bc that story has a weak villain, good mystery, but mostly focused on characters, in specific the Taros with our main boy Ryotaro and the mystery of Ryo's older sister' lost memories.

Now I'm watching Wizard, and it is a completely diferent plot, I heard it has a mid story but I'm very interested until now so I'll see it for myself, were our protagonist is a survivor of some kind of ritual to create phantoms(for best understanding think evil monsters) and gained the power to become a wizard through magic rings, what's keeping me interested is how i'm slowly realizing Haruto(protag) isn't helping people and keeping them from dieing bc he's kind, but bc of his survivors guilt, and I want to see how this will change bc it will change for that I'm sure Shunpei(his new friend and ray of sunshine) will change him I bet.

The last post I made was about Rider Gavv, the new Rider released this week! And I'm intrigued already by the world it's building and it's protagonist, for the first episode(I'm patiently waiting for our fan-translators to get to the second episode and for the show runners to release the third in japan next week i think?) We know that our protagonist, Shoma, is at the very least a hybrid of a monster, the Granute, or is a complete one, or was experimented, anyways he has a weird mouth in his stomach but it is diferent than the other Granutes , he escapes his dimension and turns up here, a little boy saves him, feeds him, and when a Granute tries to EAT THE LITTLE BOY ALIVE-, he jumps in, gets beaten up over and over, refuses to keep down, learns and finaly transforms in Rider Gavv.

At the end of the day it is a children's media, so it is wacky and silly, but the topics they revolve around are what keeps me interested, it has heart.

See, in Den-o Ryo is possessed by an Imagin, the monsters of this universe, creatures that came from the future to grant wishes for people in the present, so they can go for the past that those wishes originated from and destroy the curent timeline.

The theme in this Rider is memories, fighting for the future even if it doesn't looks bright for you, accepting change, loss, friendship and becoming stronger and bolder with the right incentive. And the presentation of those themes are really well done for me.

You see there's this character, Sakurai Yuuto, our secondary Rider, he is two characters, we got Sakurai the older man who's integral to the plot, who mysteriously disappeared and the only person who remembers him is our protagonist, and Yuuto, a new Rider a younger man, hot headed, grumpy, but with a heart of gold, the younger version of Sakurai who can transform, but each time he does the memories of himself are erased from people who knew him, and he has to cope with the fact that the future he'll have is this, no-one to remember him, and yet he still fights

And all of that is played straight, there is no punch line, these characters will still be goofy and then have emotional break downs and deep conversations that almost say nothing but conveis everything to move you to tears.

To choose your first Rider can be anything that catches your interest first, be it:

In Wizard there's this scene between our protagonist and the a girl he is friends with, I don't know if it's a sister, a protégé, or just the person he saved first, but. I know that she was part of the same ritual that tried to transform him, she, unlike him, succumbed to the despair and "died", but he saved her and now she's alive only bc she has to consume his magic to keep on living.

She's sat in a lake, water almost up to her torso, and she's saing how she's a monster and how can she move on, and Haruto, instead of calling for her to get out, he moves in, he sits with her, he listens and promises to keep being her hope, and this whole scene is such a metaphor for grief, loss, depression etc, that it made me tear up, it's really simple but effective.

the suit design(what made me chose Wizard as my second season),

a silly gif(one gif of Momotarous that circle around 2022/2023 made me curious to start),

the main esthetic,

the story summary, etc.

I hope this explains it well enough and if you got curious I suggest starting with Gavv and waiting for the new episodes with the fandom or Den-o bc it was my first so... it would be the first that I recomend to people, or just search for a summary for the other and their themes, finishing Wizard I'm between starting OOO, Kiva, W or Ghost. All bc of suit design, so I have no idea what they are about XD

What I know is that Kamen Rider is a younger franchise than Ultraman, and older than Super Sentai (The serie that Power Rangers is based off) all of those are Tokusatsu(live action films/shows with heavy use of practical effects and special effects).

The older seasons are more serious, while the newer one are more colorfull and silly -Rider Gavv literaly gains his power from eating candy man XD- there's always a group of monsters to fight against, the villains are kinda mid but the heroes and deuteragonists are really good, with diferent esthetics and lore each season, many seasons don't have official translations -Den-o is one of those- but the fan-translations are around and done with good faith and plenty of bromance.

[anpansidequest]

not shuting up about a very specific anpanman song

everyone as of the posting of this is stil asleep

oh you're awake? great!

so a few days back i foud the great 2 hour long anpanman songs playlist on spotyfy and it rocks!

it has many of my favorite song and others that i never though i would see there/never heard before

i got to finaly hear omusubiman's theme and honestly new fav

BUT along the way i also found a new fav!

its caled kaiketsu anpanman (the great anpanman) and it was conposed by taku izumi and sang by none other than the BONNY JACKS! (they did the sining vocals in kindly lion and little jumbo) therefore is the most takashi yanase song ever

also the lyrics hit just as hard if not even harder than the anpanman march

check it out

my japanese is stil very rough and a translator can only help me so much but from what i seen THE LYRICS OF THIS SONG GO HARD

the frist part altrough good does not hit that hard but the second and third parts (wich are sorta sang in anpanman's perspective) are kind of gut wreckers

here's a rough translation of them as it folows:

"what in this world is happines?

for what do we live?

with my anko filed head i do not know

but i just cant stand hunger

being tasty is my sole purpose for living

anpanman

anpanman

freshly baked and warm

anpanman

anpanman

deilicous anpanman

stranger, why do you cry?

is your heart starving?

wipe your overflowing tears

when my life comes to an end

a diferent life awaits to be lived

anpanman

anpanman

freshly baked and warm

anpanman

anpanman

deilicous anpanman"

also the bonny jacks's vocals just carry so much weigth! idk where this song was featured (and if it was featured anywhere in the anime) wich is a shame bc this song goes so hard! perfect for a climatic battle!

also it kinda feels like this came for an alternative dimension where dreaming (the duo that sings most anpanman songs including the opening) never existed and they caled the good'ol reliable bonny jacks to do the job, or one where the anpanman anime came out in the late 70s or something

anyways that's all i have to say!

[lilisouless]

Grishaverse characters as movie makers

Part 2

Inej: Shots all possible (and even impossible) angles. Lots of symbolism in the takes (ex: mostly uses sea to represent freedom and alleys to represent fear) and most of the dialogs are proverbs since every other scene is either quiet activities or realistic fight scenes that always involves a blade. Never repeats location, the main character always ends up murdering someone who deserved it at one point or another. Doesn't use music, only natural sound.

Kaz& Genya: Use the same basic storyline; cathartic revenge plots with unscrupulous anti heroes as the MC, an "eat the rich" vibe, lots of blood imagery and show off of the production team. The diference being:

-Kaz frames it as mysteries, deliberately confussing time lines, fake leads and flashbacks once the plot twist is revealed. His takes are pretentious, focussed on stress the audience and uses a lot of camera spins. His aestetic varies ; urban, dark academia,cyber punk or fantasy punk.

-Genya is more classy and less chaotic, she puts more focus on the performances than on camera movements. Her aestetic can vary from victorian, regal, light academia or cottage core to clash with the dark storyline

Mal: Found footage movies. Its pretty simple, he puts a camera on his head and walks around the forest to find anything interesting or that resembles a ghost or a dangerous beast. He uses all the footage, no matter the results; not even that time he was racing from a savage animal that turned out to be a squirrel that wanted the nuts on his pants, when he fought a bear and ended up adopting it or when Alina´s voice could be heard in the background , asking him to stop fooling around and do the dishes like he asked him to.

Jesper: His tecnique is similar to Mal. But puts the camera on an animal companion (a horse or a goat) so people won't miss his gorgeous face. He does way more risky things, like running in the middle of a storm or in a gang fight. Unlike Mal he does editing on the footage and adds a lot of effects with no actual meaning , like photoshoping himself figthing a giant hamster. All his budget goes to his shiny and colorful outfits he never repeats on a single scene (sometimes not even a single shot). He once envisioned and wrote the script for the story of a boy struggling with adiction and insecurity that he covers with jokes and a vanity facade while feeling trapped in a dark world that is easier to live in and a healthy life he would like but feels he doesn't deserve...but that doesn't include battling a giant hamster so what would be the point?

IF ANYONE HAS SUGESTIONS FOR ZOYA I WISH TO HEAR THEM

[r0ttensunf]

ive heard closer when i was 10 years old, i wanted to sing it with my best friends in a school talent show... that was the first time that ive decided to take a "professional" take on an art project. some time later ive listened to eastside and that song caried me through 2018 wich was one of the most traumatic years of my life, i was fouding out about my bisexuality in a toxic household and toxic classroom in school had no one there for me but then i found out about you for real. Ive listened to strangers cause i knew lauren jauregui but something about you were diferent. I saw some videos about you instantly feel for your beauty (like a 12 yearold who just undertood she liked girls would) and as time passed your music stuck with me more and more. in 2019 i created fan accounts to post edits fanarts all of that for you i developed so much of my editting and desing and ilustration skills consuming your music. In the pandemic your album Manic changed everything for me. i was in my most depressive fase, stuck in my home with a mother who didnt knew how to deal with her daughters feelings and a dad who seam to not care. my mom would scream at me for crying to loud and for not beeing able to get out of bed to shower but hearing your music made me wipe my tears and smile. ive always had a troubled relationship with the idea of motherhood, i kinda still do, but when you annouced that you were pregnant it was the start of a change of vision for me making me see how trully beautiful beeing a mother can be. then iichliwp came out and what a piece of masterpiece that album is. within your whole discography every word you say seems to echo inside my chest following each beat. your lyrics been nailed in my bones since that first time i heard your voice in closer when i was 10. eventho i became a fan in 2018, those almost 6 years having you as a part of my life were lifechangimg. after my parents divorced i became closer to my dad because he would ask to listen to your songs with me in the car, last year he took me to your concert in sao paulo. Because of you im able now to see that motherhood doesnt have to be exaustimg and clonficted. because of you ive learned to not listen to shit about my gender, my sexuality and mostly about how i decide i want to be. Now, youre back realeasing the most vulnerable songs in your career and all i wanted more then ever was to give you the tightest hug. ive went to sleep hugging my pillow so many times wishing one day id be able to feel your arms around me to comfort me. But eventho my life is a mess now with the transition from adolence and adulthood with me becoming 18 this year, right now all i wanted was to give you a hug so i could confort you. i know i dont know you, but thats one of the prettiest parts, how youre able to make me the happiest girl in the world without even trading words with me. how youre able to get this part of me that no one else in the world can. ive liked other artists before, but as ive been growing up none of them stayed as strong as you do. when the end came out i skip school cause i couldnt stop crying. i was so scared of losing you. i cried the whole day and guess what? my dad was the first person to confort me, the same that who seemed to not care before you. im still so scared of losing you. Not just for me, but you have such a beautiful son, friends who love you and other fans who also care so deeply for you. ive cryied not only cause youre halsey, but also just as a person who has been through such a dificult battle all those years. we still know so little, but i cant express to you enough how deeply i care about you. im sorry if there were people who made you not belive in those words anymore, but for me i can asure you ill be here for your music, your art, your truth. youre so strong please know that there are milions of people out there who are proud of you. i cant even imagine how hard it must be not only to deal with health issues like this but also now publically. gosh i just wished i could do something.

My own fans are hands down meaner to me than any other people on the planet. Not speaking for all of you, of course. But it used to be just a minority that were awful to me and now it seems like a majority have only stuck around to chime in occasionally with their opinion of how much they hate me or how awful I am. it’s hard to want to engage in a space that is completely devoid of any kindness, sympathy, patience; or to be honest human decency. Especially after years of hiding from the interactions for fear that this EXACT thing would happen. I don’t know man. I almost lost my life. I am not gonna do anything that doesn’t make me happy anymore. I can’t spiritually afford it.

When I got sick all I could think about was getting better so I could come back and be a part of THIS again, but I don’t even know what *this* is anymore and I want to crawl in a hole and I regret coming back.

[anywayshapeorform]

[CONVERTED AUDIO FILE]

So. Why did you want me to go around the Island so suddenly? You never did it before.

... if you want to go around for a while, i would gladly take the break

... I heard it's been raining again. Aurora told me...

yeah, it rains at least once a day now

... How is everyone?

you could ask them in person tomorrow

... How are you?

...

...

... alive. here. watching and watching. like a little porcelain doll on top of the highest shelf, who cannot be taken down to play because it's part of the decoration and is too delicate to go to a kid's hands

... Hm...

i didn't even see the glitch. in a single hit, it left me with two and a half hearts in the communicator diaplay. i hate the diference between surviving and active fighting

... A porcelain doll can only play around if a ghost decides do haunt it and put words into it's painted mouth.

you know what i meant with that metaphor, don't twist it

You are haunted, though. You died here, but now you are around forever.

and you are the one who gave the corpse the chance to pretent to be the living person, by giving me the wing

... You deserve it. You deserve a chance on being your own person. If that was the price R asked, I could only deliver.

maybe you shouldn't have. i am a fucking living thing stuck on the appearance of a porcelain decoration, always doomed to have people forgetting i said i am here to stay

... People didn't really have the time to grieve, you know? It's still fresh in everyone's minds. I didn't see you, but I still saw the blood your body left behind when you appeared through me... the red was still scarlet...

... i try to act like i used to, but i don't fully remember how i used to be

That make everything even more uncanny!! You try to act like a- you need to accept the death of an ego, Iris!!!

...

You literally died. You had enough time to process it all, but you died here. I did not feel your presence for two days. Of course there's people who see you alive and fear ther you'll just be gone out of nowhere, you died here. You did not wake up here, but instead you went into a fucked up version of an afterlife and climbed your way back against all odds!!

...

I don't know how you did it! I was living in the desert until one day where I just woke up inside a fucking well!! You just... you avoided all of that...

not everyone noticed the whole ordeal. i am sure that if i just didn't warn anyone, i could lie about hitting my head a bit too hard and waking up after some time. i would just need to be careful to have a similar appearance when i got back...

... Everyone would notice the differences... specially your-

do not. i know you talked to him recently. i do not want to know. i don't want to feel even worse than i already do about just knowing how to survive by myself, or about-

Did you even explain to him what being a Watcher is? Maybe he just doesn't know you are not happy always being put back on the top shelf.

...

Even if I can sense you around, I also still worry about just... waking up one day and not finding you anywhere, you know? I am not really fit for looking around in The End like I used to be, you know? Imagine being someone that cannot even feel your presence.

[thequietkid-moonie]

Their extrovert crush is a really good singer

[ HEADCANONS ] [ Marinette, Adrien, Luka ]

[ Miraculous Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir ]

× Inspired on Sarah (from Kaleido Star)

Im being really excited since I had this idea!! I just love it so much!!! Also, im bragging about one of my favorites characters 🙆🏻‍♀️ like, seriously, Sarah is ✨ amazing ✨

I thought in Ibuki too but I decided to keep it as just Sarah

Marinette Dupain-Cheng

It could be that Marinette personaly meet you in school or by casuality first, or that she gets interested in your music first and then meet you in person, no matter how it happen she will be really surprised by how different your personality it is with the angelic and soft voice you have while sing, she find it hilarious at first but as the time pass and she falls in love with you she start to see it more as a little quirk of yours that makes you more special!

Marinette loves your voice and is constantly hearing your songs (if she has to record your voice herself she will find a way to do it), specially when she is doing homework or working in her designs she has your music in the background (she swears that your voice inspire her) and sometimes even sings along with you, and is for sure that at least once she had fallen sleep while hearing your voice

Speaking of it, Marinette has a lot of drawings of you, drawings of you alone, with the diferents costumes of your presentations, drawings of you with designs she made specially for you and so on, but she keep it to only herself! (or at least try to), she will be really embarrassed if you ever find out about this (even when she daydream a lot about you using her designs)

If Marinette ever has the opportunity to heard you sing personaly is almost a miracle that she doesn't faint or even combust for how flustered she is or how her heart is beating so fast, but it would even more dificult for her to stay calm if she is physicaly close to you (like she just casually heard you sing or even hum, or that you do it for her)

She is always paying a lot of attention to news about you in social media, specially if you make a new song or are going to have a presentation, somehow she always know (and she tries to go)

Marinette is always shy and trip in her own words whenever you are around, so you being more extrovert and talktive is a good thing for her, but at the same time is really bad, it helps her that you has no problem with starting the conversation with her but it makes her really nervous that you two are actually talking, still she can't help but be atracted to you

Marinette can't just bring herself to say no to you, and sometimes she is to distracted with your beauty to even actually heard what you are telling her so whenever you invite her to do something she end up going with you to a strange training of any fighting style you are into, however she is too nervous to say something or decline so she just end up doing it anyways

Marinette will never let anyone talk bad about you, even if someone just think that you are a little weird she is quickly to stand up for you and defend you (even if you don't really mind their comments), also it could be that if people don't actually hear you sing they won't really believe it, in that case she will try to defend you too

When you express your admiration for Ladybug and Chat Noir she is incredibly flustered, she is between trying to say a lot of things at once and stuttering, when she finally manage to ask you she quickly become a flustered blushing mess for you saying how much you admire them for how they always bravery fight against the akumatized people and thanks to your words practically all her worries and insecurities completely vanish (at least for a while) and will be giggly braging about it with Tikki for a long time

Whenever she is fighting as Ladybug it isn't her intention but sometimes she has to save you or put you out of danger and everytime she gets really blushy and giggly. Also, it take a lot of self control and insistence of Tikki for her to not give you a miraculous at the first chance she has

Adrien Agreste

It could be that you two met from even before he has the opportunity to properly go to the school, since you are part of the world of entertainment by being a really good singer, it would be because it benefit him (making good to his image) or even that Gabriel has made exclusive designs for your presentations (at least once) that gives him the opportunity to meet you and his father won't really see a problem with it

Adrien is really happy with being able to have more friends, doesn't matter much your personality at first and even so he likes it, however he is too innocent to notice when his feelings started to change, when he wants to spend more time with you not only because you are his friend, or when your voice start to sound even more beautiful or even when he start to win more confidence and become a little more extrovert (at least when he is with you)

Adrien will be lying if he says he doesn't like your voice because he does, and he has no problem with saying it neither, everytime he heards you sing he likes to take a moment to fully apreciate it (sometimes even close his eyes to just focus in your voice) and when you finish he always compliments you, comparing you with an angel or with famous singers (make you flustered isn't his intention, but if he does he will be blushy too)

He isn't someone who judge someone just for their looks or title, so he knows better to don't just think that your voice is all of you, that is why when he start to know you better and find out that your personality is the complete opposite of your voice he is totally fine with it, he is initially surprised but quickly finds it funny and even kinda cute

Adrien is a more calm person so he normally just tent to follow your lead whenever you two are together, he doesn't really mind doing whatever you want (he will only complain if it would bring you troubles or something), it always makes his day better seeing you so happy (specially knowing that you are happy to be with him, it flattered him a lot, it even make him a little shy and blushy from time to time)

Is probably that you two hang out in his house a lot with the excuse to help each other with the practice (him the piano and you with the singing), the first time it happen was because you two were actually going to practice but just entering in his room you imediatly become super excited for how much things he has in his room to entertain himself, and he just watch you run around his room seeing everything he has, laughing in amusment waiting until you finally choose something to do (he never had love his room so much before)

He is surprised by the fact that even as being a singer with an angelic voice you are more into learning fighting styles, but then again he doesn't judge so he just talks to you about his fencing lessons and even a little about how he fight to akumatized people (without saying that he is Chat Noir, just saying that that is how he imagine it would be or something). And when you express your admiration for Ladybug and Chat Noir for their habilities to fight and all of that he becomes really flustered in a second, shyly but excited asking you for your opinion about Chat Noir

Speaking of it he won't really lost the opportunity to approach to you while being Chat Noir, either when doing patrol or to take you out of harm's way, while that he will be a little more flirty and confident and still he easily gets flustered

Once he is finally able to go to the school that will give him the opportunity to spend more time with you, and even then he prefers to follow your lead, at first it could easily be seen as that the two of you are just best friends but as the time pass his friends will notice that what he feels for you is more than a friendship and will try to help him to be with you

Luka Couffaine

Is more probably that Luka meet you before he even has the opportunity to heard you sing, even when he is more into the music what you sing isn't really the type of music he normally hear, however he may know that you are a singer, in any case Luka will be happy to meet you and he is rather friendly since the start

Luka is really friendly so it doesn't take much for you two to start being friends, he won't force you to sing for him if you don't want to, but he is more than happy to hear you do it, he is completely mesmerize by your voice, you truly have the voice of an angel and he has no problem with expressing how beautiful you voice is

He never lose a chance to heard you sing (even if you are just humming or even singing a song that you like and not one of yours it doesn't matter), he likes to take a moment to appreciate before laughing softly in amusment, however he loves it more when he has the opportunity to make you company with his guitar while you sing (he loves doing that, or even just playing something for you, it makes him feel closer to you)

Luka is totally up for making you company in your singing with his guitar while hanging out, however normally when he thinks on you he plays a melody more playfuly and faster than the normal music you sing and is something funny for him (he secretly hopes that you like it because is the way he express his feelings for you)

And just as he loves your voice he loves your personality, once he has the opportunity to truly meet you he finds pretty hilarious the contrast between your voice while singing and you extrovert and determined personality, although he doesn't judge you for non of them it just make you more amazing in his eyes (more than once he had joked about it too)

Both of you easily start a really good friendship so you two spend a lot of time together, and you are always welcome in his house (his mother is always encouraging you to just be yourself, no matter what other would think) and, of course, you are always invited to the practice of Kitty Section and they are completely happy with letting you sing with them if you ever want to take a break of your usual singing

Luka loves hearing you rant about whatever you are into, either the fighting style you are interest or the ideas you are having, and he is actually really interested in what you have to say, even ask more about it sometimes

Luka finds pretty funny that you are interested in learning to fight but still for him is something that make you even more interesting and special, he won't really accept your offers to learn and train with you but he doesn't mind making your company while you do so, if you let him he will like to practice with his guitar while you train (well thats an excuse, he is actually playing along with your training, expressing how much he likes to be with you in his song)

When you express your admiration for the superheros that protect Paris for how strong they are and because they always have the opportunity to actually fight he find it funny and ask you more about it (he will ask you your opinion about Viperion too, but he mainly wants to continue hear you talk so excited about what you like). Everytime he has to be Viperion again he always thinks on you, it flustered him a little but still tries to not get distracted while fighting

Luka isn't unaware of his feelings for you, he knows that he loves you pretty well, even when he doesn't say it out loud (but has no problem with doing it) he does express his love by other ways, like while playing music, with his compliments and sometimes even flirting, but specially by the lovestruck expression he has while looking you while you sing or even when you train, he just can't help but admire every part of you

[mynamewess]

Aizawa Shota

Trivia: •Aizawa is able to stand on just his hind legs and walk around without losing his balance •He had a hell of a grouth spert at around his last months in UA, being as tall if not taller than Yamada, and apiered unsettling lanky for about a month or two •Aizawa has scars absolutly fuck shit everywhere, but i only drew the ones that are most visible on his ref, i usualy bullshit any scars sometimes when im drawing him at diferent angles •Trans rights

Vicrom ??? (Last name unknown)

Trivia:

●Vicrom's quirk, Overdoes, makes the senses of any one effected to become hyper sensative/activated to 1000%, making light blinding, being touched agonyzing, etc. Along with having a lack of depth perception and involintary quirk activation (depending on the quirk). Thoughts been discovered that if his venom is ingested very slowly it can make a dragon week and groggy. The effect of Vicrom's quirk take's a few seconds to kick in no mater if his foe is moving or not, but a dart-full of his venom affects almost anyone imedialtly

●Vicrom can control weather or not his strikes contain venom

●He's much younger in his ref banner than in his ref itself

●Im still not sure how much time pased, but a while after the organisation that ran the underground fights he participated in where shut down by heros, he was "contracted" by 3 other criminals to make a drug using his quirk. Vicrom would agree but only if one of them could beat him in a 1v1, after the 3 dont manage to win against him they essentialy cheat by one of them picking a fight again and another choping his tail off, ubducting him once he lost conssiosness from blood loss. But atleast they where kind enough to get some one to re attach his tail

●The drug thats created with Vicrom's quirk often gets confused with Triger, since it some times causes the consumer's quirk to activate, depending on the indivitaul's quirk

Backstory: Big man's was basically born into a life of crime, at one point his "dad" started to put him into dangerous situations so that he would hopefully get hurt and die, but Vicrom would always come out of what he was put to mostly un scaved. At one point (since they mostly lived in the under ground cities where crime is usualy held), Vicrom was thrown into into a cage fight (maybe because he was caught stealing or something), and he ended up besting one of the champion fighter, that's when his ability was noticed by his dad and how he was able to survive all the shit he was put through.The thrill and cheers he heard from the croud is what got him to keep fighting (and it filled his ego), and he started making money from fighting.

Shinsou Hitoshi

Trivia:

●Either one of Shinsou's parents or grandparents are from the same arctic continent that Shirakumo comes from, which is why he's much larger than most of his classmates

●He is able to stand on his hind legs since he needs his forearms to use his capture weapon, but he hasn't gotten the full hang of it like Aizawa, he stumbles every so often and struggles to walk without touching the floor or falling if he doesn't have his hind legs in the most demonic positions

●Shinsou can recreate Aizawa's voice frighteningly well without his persona chords, and uses it to fuck with 1A

●His Brainwashing causes Shirakumo to fall into his "mist" form

Bakugo Katsuki

Trivia:

●Bakugo, while gradually, became esteemed of Aizawa after the events of him being kidnapped and the fight between AFO and All Might; in behalf of him defending Bakugo from the media's accusations. Before the incident however (especially at the beginning of the school year), Bakugo felt mostly annoyance towards Aizawa due to him being critically strict.

●While he is a Dragon capable of flight, Bakugo enjoys to traverse through strenuous to roam areas, such as rocky terrains and steep mountain sides.

●Bakugo dislikes cloudy and rainy weather, especially being caught in any type of rain, even if it's just a light sprinkle.

●In the AU, Bakugo has a slight Australian accent, which becomes more noticeable when he's shouting or has been talking for a prolonged time.

Yoko Aruguoyi

Hero name: Reiki, the mending hero

Gender: Female (She/Her)

Age: 22

Quirk: Red Crystal

Base: Crystal

Quirk explination: With her quirk she can breath not just red colored crystals, but healing cristals. Like any other Crystal dragon, she can cover her body in Crystal for armor and give herself more spikes on her body. While the usual healing crystal needs to be willed into a dragon/drake' body to be absorbed, Aruguoyi needs to allow for her crystals to be absorbed, so there needs to be consent from both parties for the crystals to work, so any foe Aruguoyi is facing isnt able to use her crystals to heal an injury of theirs

Personality: Aruguoyi is timid around most, mainly towards aduls and those that she doesn't know/hasn't met before, however, once she has grown familiar with some one, her deamenor shifts to be a bit braty, but not to an anoying degree. She seems to get to know anyone that is in the emergancy room the most, since the megority of her time is spent with Recovery Girl, either asisting her or being mentored.

Aruguoyi was born into a rich family of Crystal dragons (with maybe earth and ice in the mix) that specialize in Healing magics, one day one of the new generation of children developed a quirk rather than an element, and this was Aruguoyi. As of growing older and being made a wear of her ability being different than that of her family, she wanted to become a healer specifically for those like her, Heros. While she grew older, the family started speculating if dragons can be born with Magic and Spirit Crystal Quirks (Magic crystals being those that restore a dragon's mana/magic if they run out, and Spirit crystals being those that help strenthen a dragons element) or maybe even Spirit Gems (a gem that has the properties of Healing, Magic and Spirit crystals).

So her family started to of course think of how to profit off of her quirk, and looked around for dragons that could possibly sire a child or children that could be born with the previously mentioned crystal Quirks, and they have in fact found such a dragon. Now They're just waiting for Aruguoyi to turn 30 so that she can carry eggs and give birth safely. She doesn't vibe with the idea, but there isn't much she can do to change her family's mind.

Keigo Takami

Trivia:

●Keigo has dragon haritage, which explains how he (a griffin) has a quirk, since only dragons/drakes have quirks and said quirks derive from existing elements that only dragons/drakes wield

??? Shigaraki (First name unknown)

No mention worthy trivia for now

I kinda abandoned this social didnt i? Ill try to continue posting here too, im surprised how much i posted here, i thought i gave up posting here much longer ago. That aside, here are some more refs that ive made so far! Along with an updated version of Aizawa's reference. The second and fith refs are for some oc's of mine :] Ill refine the hashtags later :'D

[idreamofmagik]

The Summer Dragon: Chapter 1

 Pairings: [Daemon Targaryen X Original (fem) Character X Original (ma) Character] [Daemon Targaryen X Rhaenyra Targaryen] [Daemon Targaryen X Leana Velaryon] [Original (fem) Character X Original (ma) Character]

Chapter warnings: N/A 

Later Chapter Warnings: Violence, Nsfw (18+) Graphic sexual content 

|A Princess of the Summer Isles dragged into Dance of Dragons.|

Alsaedys Targaryen is the daughter of Vaegon, and cousin to the current King Visery I...but she has never set foot on Westerosi soil. Raised by her mother in the Summer Ilse or on her pirate ship, The Jelmāzma, she is used to a diferent way of life. Alsaedys returns to Westeros to claim her and her sibling's birthrights...but is caught up in a vicious dance for the Iron Throne.

Chapter 1 - Targaryen Blood

The Summer isles had never been a place worth speaking much of for the people of Essos and Westeros alike—and certainly not an ally or aggressor to the seven kingdoms of Westeros.

Alsaedys’ mother had told her as much as they sailed and passed the many ports specked down the west banks of the Narrow Sea. Some might say her mother was a pirate in those days, and Alsaedys might agree, but never in front of her mother herself.

Today though, Alsaedys felt all the pirate her mother had been.

Today, she walked into a castle nearly the size of The Great Pyramids in Meereen to steal an even greater prize than her mother had ever dared to in her youth.

She marched across the polished floors, down halls of the Red Keep, a city guard, a ‘gold cloak’ as they were called, and a younger-looking Kingsgaurd at either side. Her Targaryen-style regalia—rings, and bracelets, earrings, and necklaces clinked with her every swaying step.

Silks and stains were not unfamiliar to her, she had traded with all the most notable silks and satin weavers in Westeros, and the continent alike. Crushed velvet, the softest cured leathers and muslin, and furs when they sailed up the cooler northern end of the narrow sea too…but that had always been a necessity or costume. The summer Isles, where she was born, had no need for cold weather clothing.

This Targaryen Regalia did not feel the same as those random expensive silks though. It weighed heavier and came with the threat of a ball and chain that she had often contemplated in her childhood whenever they ever dared to port in Westeros.

False names; always, to avoid being dragged to her Targaryen family.

Her father, Prince Vaegon, had always said falling for Alsaedys mother was ‘the most exciting thing he’d ever done’, according to his siblings, and that even Princess Alyssa, the sister that disdained him the most, had approved of her mother. Not that he had cared—the dour ass he was and still is; but that was all long ago.

Alyssa was the mother of the current King’s, King Viserys, and her funeral had been the last time Alsaedys’s mother, Ambraxi, had visited Westeros.

…And that was long before Alsaedys’s birth. Her mother and Princess Alyssa had been quite close, and Prince Baelon, Alyssa’s husband had invited her mother back multiple times after her passing, and the news of Ambraxi’s secret marriage to their brother Vaegon had reached his ear.

Vaegon, Alyssa , and Baelon’s father, King Jaecarys attempted to force the matter too when she heard of her sisters Daedra’s birth…but a royal summons means little to someone not within your kingdom. Specially to a foreign Queen as her mother Ambraxi was.

Years past, and after all King Jaecarys many heirs died, Baelon included, he summoned again; to show face for The Great Council, that was to take place due to choose an heir to the iron throne.

And To have Alsaedys bend knee to whatever ruler they chose.

But Alsaedys’s mother didn’t trust them.

“Nine is old enough for those Westerosi to keep you and use you for breeding stock for their Valyrian sons. You’re legitimate and you have got enough dragon blood for it so—they wouldn’t waste a womb like yours. If you go, you won’t come back.”

So when her father ask her later that night to come with him; her mother having been heavily pregnant herself and unable to risk laboring on the ship to Westeros, Alsaedys had shaken her head so vehemently it had nearly spun off her shoulders.

She’d watched her father sail away from the Summer beaches for the last time. Though in the days following, she often imagined him sitting adjacent to his father, the King, looking miserable as her father always did; those great Westerosi halls towering around him. As curious as she was about her father’s homeland—nothing could have convinced her to go because anything was better than the possibility her mother had described.

…And yet here she was all of a half-decade later—the same fears as they drew waited to announce her name to at the grand doors of the throne room; and Her father, Prince Vaegon, uncle to the current King of the Targaryen dynasty, Viserys I, was not at her side.

His transport had been delayed from Oldtown, where he had returned to nearly seven years prior. She had only been notified when her ship docked, and a horseman road up and placed a small letter in her hand—She recognized her father’s writing, always clean and precise, despite him not having signed it.

‘Storm delayed transport—will not arrive in time to announce you at court. Wrote to his majesty of your arrival. No need for my coming now. Write if I am needed.

Short and curt, as her father’s letters always were. She had never wondered why her mother said his siblings never liked him. It’s had always been an obvious.

She fixed the black and gold satin of her gown and her short capped sleeves, it was a mild summer for Westeros, winter for the Summer Isles.

The herald met her eyes, and she nodded; the doors of the grand pillar-lined throne room swinging open loudly.

“Presenting Princess Alsaedys of House Targaryen, Princess of Walanto, daughter of Prince Vaegon of house Targaryen and Queen Ambraxi of Walanto and Omboru of the Summer Isles.”

She stood in the massive archway of the doors as he announced her, and the entirety of the court turned to stare.

The court of King Viserys I was not a small one, and all the many courtiers were dressed in their finery. A hundred people, no-less, various vigils hung from several tunics, some she even recognized, but none large and more imposing than that positioned on either side of her cousin’s throne.

Black slashes of fine-dyed cloth embroidered with the massive red three-headed dragon of her father’s house; the symbol of her ancestor—Aegon the Conquerer and his Queens, Rhaenys and Visenya. She knew the Westerosii liked their sigils—it was no less like The Summer Ilse houses and Feather Flags, but for the Westerosii… their sigils were more like…an homage to the glory of old, and none demanded such praise on Westerosii soil as Aegon I.

The massive throne, was all her father had described, a veritable blanket of swords. She tried to think of the practical uses of such a masterpiece of intimidation…but only came up with the possibility king impaling disrespectful courtiers onto it when he was bored.

From some of the courtiers faces as they appraised her—one might think he did, and that she had just interrupted their bloodsport.

The walk towards the Dias was long and rife with giddy-eyed onlookers whispering and gawking as she passed—‘The long lost princess’ some said, ‘The Princess of the Summer Whores, ' said others…’The summer pretenders’…the most daring whispered.

She ignored them, and kept her eye front and forward as she neared the Throne. Her eyes on her… surprisingly kindly-looking cousin.

She stopped at the base of the stair to his pedastal, his Kingsgaurd and their white cloaks flanking him, well-trained hands on their hilts; three others stood near his dias facing her. Two Plantum-haired royals; a man, handsome and mildly bored looking, and a young girl beside him, equally bored looking. And on the right, a tall brown-haired middle-aged man with deep, calculating eyes.

King Viserys stood, and all the whispers came to a halt, waiting on the cue to which of their whispers would become truth after nineteen years of wait.

The king’s arms swung open, “Cousin,” he greeted kindly, gold threaded sleeves gleaming above, the sharp-bladed throne in a welcoming gesture, “How glad I am that you arrived safely.”

She felt her entire soul sigh in relief; she had been prepared to fight for her legitimacy. ‘Cousin’ though, thank the gods, all worry over legitimacy had vanished with a single welcoming familial title.

“King Viserys,” Alsaedys greeted back, “I kindly accept your welcome, and thank you for your warm, greeting. I am sorry that my father, Prince Vaegon, was unable to join me.”

It is an unnecessary reminder after his greeting, but reiterating their bond as many times before the court as possible, couldn’t hurt.

“Yes, he wrote of the flooding of the roads in The Reach, it seems my uncle, will not join be joining us at all. He has always preferred his studies to court—I cannot say I was surprised that the gods intervened for him.”

She chuckled and he smiled back, but the King did not seem truly disappointed. No one liked her father, just another miserable scholarly man haunting their halls.

And since his letter had reached the King there was no real need for him—she had only written him on the slight chance that her and her sibling’s legitimacy would be questioned.

“I admit—it is good to finally meet you. I did not believe I ever would.”

A small bout of laughter burbled up from the court—their audience at her back, but they were silenced quickly by the sharp stare of the tall young man a few steps down from the King.

He was clearly Targaryen, dressed in similar royal Targaryen back regalia to the king, with his long, pale satiny hair and cool violet eyes. Her father had been the only Targaryen she had known, but her mother had often described his family to her, the beautiful, feisty Alyssa and her Handsome brother…and husband, young Prince Baelon.

This man looked just how her mother had described the man…and from his position, she could easily extrapolate that this was the infamous Prince Daemon; her cousin, and the late Prince Baelon’s rogue son.

The King’s brother.

He stared her up and down—his appraisal heavier than the Targaryen costume she wore, “yes, many whispers about the Summer IlseTargaryens in the south,” The Rogue Prince said, looking more interested now.

“My siblings and I could not disengage ourselvesfrom our duties; my mother recently took the Omboru. And we have taken care in solidifying our hold these last years decades. We have not had the chance to…visit.”

Viserys nodded, smiling pleasantly enough at her reasoning.

“Have you come to bend the knee, then?” Prince Daemon inquired.

Alsaedys paused, turning slowly back to the Prince and away from the King.

The brown hair man’s on his other side, clenched his fist next to the prince, the hand of the king, she gathered from his pin.

Alsaedys met The Princes’s eyes, resisting the scoff that threatened to bubble up her throat. At thirteen, she had not yet been named her mother’s heir, and being summoned to swear fealty to her father’s family was not yet considered an insult, but that was not the case any longer. The summer Ilse named two heirs. At the age of maturity, fifteen. And though her older sister was the eldest, Alsaedys was still considered heir apparent as her equal until Daedra sister ascended the Swan Throne.

“I was a child when the court summoned me; but King Jaecerys had the embodiment of my …oath to Westeros assured when my father, Prince Vaegon, bent the knee to the council’s chosen King. I am my mother’s heir and a future queen of Walanto and Ombolu, my knee will not bend to a Westerosii King.”

A sly smile quirked the rogue prince’s mouth at her response, a mere teasing joke then, but no less of an insult. Viserys sent his brother a sharp, scolding stare—the rogue prince did not seem to notice.

“Yes, of course, Princess,” Viserys cut in through the thick silence, “We are always grateful for our open trade with the Walanto since your parents’ marriage. Lord CorlysVelyaron is also very appreciative of the swan ships your mother sent to offer aid in our recent…tousles in the Step Stones. No ships are of greater craftsmanship. None are faster.”

It might be flattery for the princes’ insult—if it wasn’t simply fact.

“We are glad to be of aid,” Alsaedysresonded easily, fixing a pleasant smile back on her face to match the genuine benevolence in the Kings eyes.

And for a moment, she wondered that no man with such pleasant continence could remain on that bladed throne.

“I must be plain though, Your Majesty.”

He nodded still smiling warmly, “of course. I would prefer it.”

She wasn’t sure that was true, it wasn’t for most—despite what they said, but she continued anyway, “I have come on behalf of my siblings. And their rights as children of a Prince of House Targaryen.”

The King raised his brows, “What rights have they been denied? Tell me, and it will be rectified.”

“Dragons. Your Highness,” the court audibly gasped, and the King went still in his seat. “We are children of the Royal line, legally, and unquestionably…but in, what can only be an oversight on both our parts and the vast distance between us, we were not sent our dragon eggs for our cradles.”

The King blinked back at her, the hand who had seemed solemn and uninterested before was now tense and alert. His eyes snapped between herself and Viserys.

“I have come to ask for my sibling’s birthrights. As members of our great house, Your Highness,” she nodded her head, the only bow a foreign princess could offer in respect.

If someone had dropped a coin in the throne room, it may have echoed for days in the silence that followed, as if all persons had simultaneously sucked in the gasp. Waiting for some cue to release it.

Viserys seemed genuine in his uncertainty, frozen into statued stillness, to the point that she felt the keen sense that the King himself was waiting for someone else to answer for him. Clearly, her father had not written to make him aware; of her request. The hand stepped forward a second later, but then before he could speak, someone else cut in.

“Not for yourself—Princess?” The rogue prince spoke through the silent room.

Daemon shifted in his stance, rolling his broad shoulders, “Do you fear riding such great… beasts?” He went on.

Alsaedys straightened, meeting the Princes’ eyes taking obvious measure of the man, as he had done so to her. The Valyrian steel sword—DarkSister at his hip, his palm constantly gracing it’s enigmatic pummel. He smiled under her appraisal.

He was likely just under a decade older than her… and the young Princess next to him, who Alsaedys had only noticed then; interested now, at the mention of dragons was likely just under a decade of her.

She nodded to the Princess, and the girl seemed surprised at her acknowledgment. Nodding back thoughtlessly before Alsaedys spoke.

“Prior to our arrival we were set upon by a large grey ‘beast’, I believe it had likely made a home in the cliffs of the Stormlands and caught wind of a fishing boat we had passed shortly prior. I claimed the beast before it could tare our hull to shreds in search of food; my dragon is circling a few small Ilse off the coast—”

There were more gasps from their audience. And the hand straightened more, gaze sharp, wise…and distrustful.

“You claimed him?” The young Princess cut in wide-eyed, stepping forwards forward from the Dias, “You claimed the Grey Ghost? A wild dragon.”

“Her,” Alsaedys corrected, and at that, all the Valyrian’s perked at the notion of a she-dragon, A woman at the corner of her eye, Valyrian-blond hair piled high on her head like a pseudo crown, “and no, I don’t believe her to be the Grey Ghost. I have seen that dragon in passing before… Jaedos’s scales are a sky blue, and she is more akin to Meleys build than Grey Ghost.”

The Girl nodded, The Crown Princess Rhaenyra, Alsaedys was certain now, “What have you named her?”

“Jaedos.”

“Ah… a true Summer Dragon, then,” Prince Daemon hummed, his long bone-coloured blond hair slipping over his crushed-velvet-clad shoulder.

He seemed intrigued at her dragon’s Valyrian name, and she suspected the prince preferred speaking Valyrian from the small grin it put on his face, but from the way his eyes drew over her again, making her ears heat and her heart quicken she suspected he may have been referring to…someone else too.

She did not feel in need of her father’s family’s acceptance, but there was something satisfying in being referred to as a ‘dragon’ by the rogue dragon prince himself.

His grin widened. Teeth gleamed along with the sharpness in his eyes, as they peeked from between his lips.

She turned away, all pride and heated satisfaction, and gazed back at the King—whose eyes also held a weary interest now.

“The claiming of a wild dragon is an impressive feat. No one can deny that,” he shifted on the throne, flinching and frowning a moment at a catch of his cloak on one of the wayward blades, he sighed, turning back to her, “a female dragon, at that…”

“Yes, and upon my first ride, she brought me to what could only be a she-dragons nest. She is likely to lay her own clutch sometime.” Alsaedys added smoothly, knowing he was dancing around the statement, “and though I have no doubt she will, my older sister and younger brother, are not children anymore. And as it may yet be years before she lays her first clutch. I would refer the eggs they are owed…and I am certain we could agree over …a trade for two eggs from inevitable Jaedos’ future clutch.”

The King sat back on his throne, “That seems an overly fair proposition.”

The Hand bristled at his side, and her eyes narrowed at the man. Not even a Targaryen himself—bothered by her request.

The king seemed to catch the man’s subtle disapproval also and cleared his throat.

“We shall discuss your proposition, Princess Alsaedys. As I am sure you are aware, the dragon keepers are the ones who gauge the wellness of a clutch’s haul, and I have not yet spoken to them of our most recent clutches.”

She suspect that was the truth, from the frown on The Hand’s morose face, and from the rumour of the King’s lack of interest in dragons themselves, since his mount, the Black Dread, had passed on nye fifteen years prior.

“Of course King Viserys, I am grateful for your consideration in this oversight, and I am more than happy to spend this time getting better acquainted with our family.”

He stood arms open in welcome once more after the breif interlude of uncertainty.

“We shall make a grand feast of it, and have a joust,” He smiled, “It is not every day a long-lost Princess returns.”

She supposed it wasn’t after so few of her grandfather’s children had survived.

Alsaedys nodded, “You honour me, cousin.”

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[inari-zaheer]

howdy! i love your writing :] can i please get some headcanons of ekko and mel (seperate) with an s/o who makes music similar to nirvanas? in specific they're lead guitarist and vocalist! tysm have a fantastic day <3

Hello, thank you so much, and have an amazing day too!♥️

Ekko and Mel With Musician Reader

Pairing:Ekko x Reader; Mel Medarda x Reader

TW:None

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Ekko

I can see you and Ekko actually meeting you in one of your gigs

It would definitely be one of his favorites music styles

But what really made him more attracted to you was all the emotion you put in the lyrics while singing

He didn’t felt such connection with someone in a long while

So after the show ended he fought his way into the crowd just so he could talk to you

After that he became a regular in every presentation your band had

Always cheering and sometimes even screaming the lyrics with you

When you guys finally started dating oh boy he’d be showing you around to everyone he could

"Have you ever been to a show as amazing as my partner's?" "Have you ever heard a voice so beautifull such as them?" "Well not to brag but is not everyday that you date a superstar ya know"

And he never ends with the compliments lol

If he doesn’t knew already he’d definitely ask you to teach him how to play the guitar, which would turn into cute musical dates

Always matching your style in gigs to be recognized as the vocalists boyfriend

Once or twice made a joke about being your groupie lol

Mel

You probably met Mel the same way but in diferent circumstances

Probably Jayce had begged her to go with him and Victor to a presentation that was taking place in one of Piltover's venues

Even if it wasn’t necesarily her type of music she obliged his pleads after he offered to help her with council paperwork for two weeks

When they arrived there she saw how right she was just by looking at the crowd

But what she didn’t expect was to see someone as beautiful as you walk up to the stage and sing the most deep and meaningfull songs she ever heard

Not only that but with a voice that even her favourite opera singers could never compare

After the show ended she used her councilour privilege to ask for a private meeting with you

After some small talk she invited you to dinner and you guys just hit it off right away

She’d always get vip tickets for you to your favorite bands and also for her in your gigs

I can strike her as a piano person, so duets like End of the Begining by Jason Becker are common dates for you

Always taking you to dinner on your favorite place after gigs

Lots of nights where she’d ask you to sing her to sleep

[teddys-dollhouse]

My top10 Diabolik Lovers songs!!

『I haven´t heard ALL of the Dialovers songs but mostly of them』 TOP 10 - Addicted [2] Phantom

-The first character song I listened to - Is my phone ringtone - Also is the song of my alarm clock (Just imagine waking up at 6:30 am with Ayato saying "I'd rather be killed" .___.) - The Instrumental is a 10/10

TOP 9 - Die is Cast

- I love Yuuma's part - As my best friend is a Kou simp we listen to this song together - The first Versus Song I listened to - *dances* TOP 8 - Itoshiki Pain

- The second largest song (Eclipse as the first) - *crying on the floor* - Yui x Subaru cannon - I have no words to describe how beautiful is this song :') TOP 7 - Toaru no Yogensha no, SCHICKSAL

- The "Vi-Roze" part is just *cheff kiss* - Everytime I play Cookie Run Kingdom I listen to this song - Reiji's songs are superior - I love the Hades and Persephone theme! TOP 6 - Mr. Butterfly Mask

- Another Reiji Song. - The way he says "Beatrix" - The instrumental and Reiji's voice tone is perfection. TOP 5 - Operation X

- Shin voice is so deep 0_0 - WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWO - The sound effects 10/10 - They sound too good together! TOP 4 - Parhelion Logic

- (I know the image is from Midnight Pleasure but I couldn't find one from Parhelion Logic) - I was so happy when I finished Laito's rute, and then this song played - My favorite ending of the games - Finishing HDB and then this... *sobs* TOP 3 - Q.E.D.

- The only sad song of Laito - *Flashbacks of Laito's rute* - Sounds like an anime opening - Doing the abyss in Genshin Impact with this song, hits hard TOP 2 - Strawberry Jam

- More Reiji songs. - The "Ah" part is perfection - All the songs from "More character songs" sound like anime openings.

❐ Mention of songs that I didn't put in the top - Bloody Sabbath - Seiron Syndrome - Fanatic of Night - CHAOS★PARTY - Midnight Pleasure TOP 1 - Gin no Bara

- The FIRST DL song I listened to - My favorite versions are Laito, Reiji and Subaru - I love the instrumental parts - After finishing HDB and listen to this song, hits diferent - My best friend is tired of me listening to this song 24/7

[minzart]

You look like someone educated, So...

Lets say I want to be the very best, like no one ever was

What pokémon game would you Rec for a first time?

Im lost with options

Ok ok ok so-

I played pokemon ruby, pokemon platinum and will play pokemon black/white and bl2/wt2

In theory I played pokemon yellow too, but it was when I was a tiny human being and can't remember the experience in itself

I would say ruby/sapphire? I played it when I was a child and only got lost bc half way trough the game copy it wasn't in Portuguese and I didn't knew English at the time, but somehow I did finished it.

The other time I was "stuck" was in the first rival battle bc all my pokemon where low level, but pass that and the rest is pretty ok in difficulty

The most recent one I played was platinum, and the one I remember the most. I would recommend it more than Ruby, if you don't mind looking into a walk through when you get to the distortion world(last part of the main game), bc HOLLY shit was the first half of that place confusing.

But if you don't mind looking in a walk through just to pass that part. Platinum is great for a first play through!

The level of the pokemon in the routes say what level you need to pass a little bit over, so you don't have trouble with the gym leaders.(I'm not sure if this applies to all the games vc I just noticed this in this one)

I can't say I could recomend black/white yet, bc I didn't finished it, and it depends if you don't mind only having the pokemon that came with this generation.

One more thing to think off could be the story, most people don't play pkmn bc of it, they are all very simple after all, but I like them, it's one of the reason I played platinum, bc of legends arceus the two storys are connected now. The villains are team galactic with their leader being Cyrus, they are literaly terrorist that want to end this world and create a better one. And yes, they bomb places, yes, this is still a pokemon game, and no, noone died... that you know of at least.

Ruby/Saphire are... fine. Let's say fine. The conflict is literaly more water vs more earth and it's just funny in how absurd the two villains think they are correct. I heard this was improved in Emerald, I didn't played it so I can't say for sure, but old pokemon games had this thing where they would make two games, same story, diferent legendaries, and later publish a third one that would tie up the story better than before.(ruby and sapphire got Emeral. Diamond and pearl got Platinum and so on)

The story in black/white is ... more complex for pokemon standarts, touching on the whole: pokemon are animals forced to fight thing, not too deep , but deep enough to be more complex than the previous ones, and it's the only pokemon game that has a sequel black2/withe2

Last thing, no matter what game you pick, remember that pokemon is a grind game, every battle/level counts when you get to the bosses, bc they will be higher level than you expect in a first time playing, pray for rare cadies(they can evolve your pokemon one level up) they can save your ass of the grinding in a difficult boss than just won't die and you maybe don't have the patience to go level up right now, aaaanddd have fun :) !

[bronwiebear-brad]

Somebody to you - 1/3.

Warnings: this fictional story will include mature content, language, and themes including but not limited to violence and nsfw content. Storie line before covid. The male lead bears no likeness to the real Brad Simpson apart from PHYSICAL APPEARANCE. Please if you’re not confortable with this type of content, do NOT read. You were advised.

A/N: this is my first time writing stuff this big, sorry in advance if you find any mistake and thank you for supporting. Also this was supposed to leave early but tumblr wasn't posting, so sorry for that. Lots of love x.

Wet curls staining the pillow on your lap, as your fingers delicately undid the knots. The television was muted and the only audible sound in the appartment was the calm breaths that came out of his mouth, peacefully sleeping. The small cuts over his eyebrow and nose caught your attention as they started to turn purple. Your mind running along the possible scenarios you've heard from him about what really happened to leave him in this state all beaten up. They were playing over and over again, leaving you awake and wondering what you got yourself into.

The day you moved into your apartment you knew life would change for the best. Third year of college and you've managed to find a nice paid internship. Sure it wasn't the ultimate dream job but helped you paid your bills and live a pretty decent city life out of that crowded university dorm. You got your three girl friends helping you with the boxes the next days in exchange of paid dinner and wine and the night was spent with gossiping and laughing. Not until your friend Jo got glued to the front door of the apartment on her way to get the pizzas, peering through the monocle as she stood on her toes. The rest of the group, Steph and Lizzie, tryed to peek tru the same hole bumping on each other and arguing to be the first to watch the pretty heated make out session in the hallway. 

"Oh that must be my next door neighbour. Brad." You simple said walking back into the living room that was also the kitchen and your work space, since the house was not that big. The three girls following you intrigued and excited to know more about the misterious boy who was literally eating some girl face agaisnt his front door. 

"Just my next door neighbour?" Steph asked taking her previous spot at the couch. 

"He's ...exciting." Jo was the most interested about the boy asking you more details. The other girls gasp excited sitting on the floor ready to listen more about this guy.

"I know his name because the girls he brings home almost everynight shout pretty loud. Just in luck his bedroom is in the oposite wall of my bed." You explained rolling your eyes and the face of the three girls lit up, giggling and begging for more gossip. You’ve met him a few times when he held the front door only exchanging Good Mornins or Good Nights in that thick accent of his that you couldn’t figure out yet. Little they knew that later that night after everyone went home and you stood on the couch trying to get some work done on your computer and got disturbed by loud music and people talking that you got the courage to actually knock on his door. 

“Are you the stripper?”“ A blonde guy with short hair opened the door. He looked at you from head to toe leaving you unconfortable and frowned, a plastic cup on his hand. “Kinda basic if you ask me but you’re cute” He said to someone else inside the house and a few guys laughed. Your cheeks turned red and you tought about aborting the mission.

“I’m not a stripper.” You told him quietly and he laughed loud making you cringe. You weren’t sure anymore if this was a good idea but it was late now. “I’m searching for Brad, please.” 

“Go find him.” The boy rolled his eyes and disapeared out of your sight. He left the front door open and you took your chance to come in. The music got louder and you were pretty sure the neighbours would soon complain. The smell of cigarettes and alcohol made you crunch your nose and besides the people dancing, talking and playing poker by the dinner table, you notice a few smoking some weird stuff. That place look like a frat house and you really wanted to leave as soon as possible.

You noticed him when you got into the kitchen were he was preparing some drinks. His eyes never left his task. You took a change to have a propper look at him and see what the girls were so fuss about. His hair was nicely brushed back and he was wearing some black jeans and a clean white tshirt. His hands worked on the glasses making you notice his rings and how muscular he was. He wasnt that much fit but his body had a nice shape. His cheeks were rosy and the way he trapped his bottom lip between his teeth concentrated made you realise that he was pretty. He was actually very handsome.

 “Are you going to talk or what?” He sounded playfull and sarcastic. When you look at his face after jumping on your spot he was looking directly to you, smiling.

“Hm y-yeah. I-”. You tried to talk but got embarassed for being caught checking him out. Your cheeks started to blush and you hated yourself for that. You were suposed to act mad and cold to complain about the noise that was disturbing your work session.

“Nice pants.” He laughed pointing at your pijama pants. You blushed even more and condemned yourself for not exchanging clothes before leaving the house. When your eyes crossed again you were about to explode. His glance was so intense that he left you with a cold sensation on your belly. Also the wine you took previously was starting to leave your system and the courage too.  

“Thanks.” You displayed a small smile and he blinked at you.

“Anytime. Did you come for the party?” He asked before taking a shot. Your eyes followed his moves and how he placed the glass carefuly back on the table. “Here, have one shot.". He offered you a glass and you were ready to refuse.

“ No and no. I’m here because of the noise actually.”  You said bitting your cheek and expecting him to brust out. Instead he just smiled widely and took the shot he held in his hand.

“Of course." He said sarcastically after passing by you and leaving you alone in the kitchen. You stood there a few seconds in disbelief. Is this guy for real? You tought to yourself.

“What-what do you mean?” You followed him as he passed thru the people and handed them the shots.

“I mean of course you’re here for the noise.” He didn’t bother looking at you. 

“So you’re aware you’re bothering other people” You said frowning. This guy was an assole after all. Predictable. He stop walking and turned to you, smirking.

“Darling, don’t you like to listen good music?” He asked closer to you, due to music.The nickname caught you by surprise. 

“Yeah but-” You tried to explain but he interrupted.

“So you’re welcome” He laughed. His breatth tickling your ear. “Now, have a shot. Please, cortesy of the house.” He grabbed your hand and made you grab the last shot. His hand was still touching yours as you got lost in his boyish smile. Skin on fire and your heartbeat raced as you notice a good song playing in the background. 

“On three, let’s go.”  He started to count, a bottle of beer on his hand that he grabbed from the table while he made eye contact with you. You didn’t knew what got into you because when the count got to an end you took the shot. The green liquid burning your troat and making you frown and cough hard. “Easy, easy take a sip. It’ll ease the burn.” He offered his own beer, raising himself the bottle for you to drink while one hand caressed smothly your back. Your eyes lock on his and he smiled at your red cheeks. 

“Thank you.” You said bitting your lip. This was all so overwhelming and new that you got embarrassed. “I should get going.” You pointed to the door and got ready to leave. 

“I’m (y/n).” You shook his hand and for a minute you both stood in the middle of the living room in silence, skins touching. 

“Wait.” He prevented you from leaving. “I don’t think I know your name. I’m Brad.” He raised an eyebrow and offered his hand to shake. You look at his hand on the air and his face. Should you grab his hand again? You were still recovering from the interaction that happen seconds ago.

Oh fuck it.

It was hard to leave after that but it felt like you ran your way into your apartment. Locking the door behind you and leaning agaisnt it with a goofly smile recovering. 

“So, I’ll see you around, darling.” He said smiling and squeezing your hand slighly.

That nickname again...

The bloody and wounded lower lip, which had begun to swell, contrasted the shape of the curves of his smile. He should smile more. You tought getting a memory of him smiling directly at you in a previous occasion. The smell of soap from the clean clothes you gave him to change invaded your senses and made you  get out of the couch carefully not to wake him. The mess on the bathroom floor caught your attention and since sleep had long been interrupted you decided to clean it up.

As you rub the little drops of blood from the floor tiles you couldn't stop reliving the previous events. The more it went on inside your brain the intensity of the rubbing increased...

A big tud came from the front door. Someone knocking violently and desperately. Making your immediately wake up and get up from the bed.. 

“It's me, open up!". You heard your name being called behind the door. The familiar voice made you open the door in a glance. A tall boy with a mix blond-pink dyed hair and a pierced nose looked surprised that you really opened the door at such hours. It was a long time since the last time you saw him, he sure was diferent. Not leaving you time to ask what he was doing or what was happening he talked frenetic. "It's Brad. He's...". His expression changed intensively and that scared you, even more than before. "He just wants to see you. Keeps saying your name over and over. So I brought him here. I know he doesn't live here anymore but he insisted." He pointed to the stairs and you notice the shade of someone sitting on them. "I hope you don’t mind. I know what happened between you two but". You dind’t had time to process what was happening but he kept explaining. "He's pretty hammered. It's bad." Tris indicated as soon as you passed the front door and headed the familiar shape. Him following you closely.

This wasn't the first time you took care of drunken Brad. A few times during your somehow relation and after heated arguments when he showed up at your door begging and causing a scene. So this wasn't new. You tought to yourself getting angry.

Grunts of pain and curses could be heard in the hall and when you came across the scene your heart sank. There he was sitting on the floor leaning against the wall and clinging to the right side of his ribs. His white shirt stained with drops of blood that you didn’t know if it was his or from others. An almost empty bottle was placed on the floor beside him. He looked in bad shape. Dark spots under his eyes and bigger hair. Reminding you that uncountable times when you asked him to let his hair grow and he would just laughed it off saying he liked it short.

"Oh hey beautifull.." He called you as soon as he saw you. His voice was hoarse and shaky and with a hint of surprise that you were really there. Mixed feelings as he looked at your intire body. He still got an effect on you after 2 months.

"What happened Brad?." You asked cold, kneeling down next to his legs to watch the cuts carefully. Your hands were shaking with nervousness and fear but you tried to hide them in your pockets. Your eyes darting to his hands and seeing purple marks on the knots. Indicating what you fear the most, he was fighting again.

“I broke the asshole into fucking pieces!” He said proudly, his voice echoing in the hall. His breath smelled like alcohol and that made you put the pieces together. He was completely drunk to the point where he couldn't even keep his eyes open or walk properly. “The sucker thought he took me for granted.” He kept talking, his voice was angrier remembering the events. “Nobody fucks with Brad.” He grabbed the bottle and brought it to his mouth drinking what was left of it. When he took it out of his mouth he looked at you smirking. “But not you, angel.” The nickname made your stomach turn. “You can fuck me anytime." He started laughing but stopped right away when his ribs started to hurt.

"Alright let's get you inside." You said moving to help him out of the stairs and preventing the neighbors to call the police about the noise since it was 4 am. Tristan helped you by grabing his left arm while you stood on the right. Loud curses left Brad's mouth as he was obligated to move and somehow walk a few meters until your apartment and into the bathroom.

You turned to Tristan who had a serious expression on his face asking what had happened. He seemed quiet and you assumed he was probably drunk too but at least he was controlling it.

“He fucked up”. Tristan gesture you. “We where at Urban’s pub downtown when Marcus came in with his shitty gang. We had a few bottles already and-” He was interrupted by a loud grount from Brad.

“Tris, shut up” Brad warned his friend with a deadly glare.

“Keep going, Tristan.". You demand to the blonde boy and ignoring the brunette. At this point you just wanted to know how he got into this mess. You took a quick glance to the drunken boy who settled himself on the bathroom floor, back into the tub tiles. A thin line of blood coming out of his nose.

“They came out hard, unnoticed, starting to-” Tristan got interrupted again. This time aggressively.

“Shut the fuck up, asshole!” Brad shout from the floor and his angry voice made you jump. How can someone change so fast from giggly drunk to angry in matter of seconds.

“Mate, she needs to know!” Tristan protested. “Look at your fucking state, you probably need to get to the hospital".

“And you need to get the fuck out!” He pointed to the door. "Leave Tris, I don't need you anymore". He demanded and the blonde looked at you searching for an answer. You stood quiet looking at the interaction not knowing what to say. "Just fucking leave already."

“I..I will get first aid it’s... uh it’s in my kitchen.” You weren't ready to be left alone with him. It all becoming to real and scary. Tristan followed you outside and gave you a apologetic smile before heading out. Telling you to call him if you needed anything and apologizing his friend stubborn ass.

Back into the bathroom you knelled down closer to the boy and opened the aid. Nether of you exchanging words as you took out a few dressings and bandages. Him watching you closely as put some scar cleaning into one of the dressings and handed it to him. His fingers brushed yours slightly making you nervous.

"You might need to get to the hospital." You simple said looking at his face.

“No. I don’t.” He grunted as his hand move to his face to clean himself. The strong pain on his side stopped him and made him cry in pain.

 "Here." You offered your help as you took the dressing out of his hand and carefully applyied it on his eyebrow. Your face coming closer to his. He was looking at you and licked his lips You could feel his hot breath on your face, intoxicating you and making you more and more nervous.

"Don’t be nervous”. It was surprising that he still managed to know you so damn well. He grabbed your hands and that action made you soften a lil. His eyes were less darker than before.

"Are you going to tell me what happened?" You asked.

"No." His answer made your roll your eyes. Unbelievable this guy was the same after all. “Your hair looks diferent.” He changed the subject but you ignored. 

"I’m going to take your shirt off I want to see your ribs. It might be broken." You demand getting far from him. You were starting to get annoyed by the fact he wasn’t helping you to help him.

"How do you know all of this?" He asked curious while you grabbed the end of the tshirt and lifted it slowly. His necklace falling into his tanned chest and your heart softed seing the silver object still on him.

"My cousin made the whole family took a first-aid course when she was pregnant." You explained analizing his right side. “Doesn’t look broken but i’m going to bind it with plasters to relieve your pain and for you to move better.”.

“Thank you, (y/n).” He tried to grab your hand but you were fast enought to move. “Ouch.” He played offended by your reaction.

“I don’t think you’re in the position of acting offended here.” You weren’t making eye contact with him and that pissed him.

“Look I know I fucked up. I fucked up good. I really did. But here you are helping me. That’s got to mean something.” He said an hint of hope in his voice making you stop what you were doing and look at him frowning. 

“You came into my work and beat my colleague just because he was texting me.” 

“I didn’t beat him.” 

“You’ve threaten him. Agressively.” 

“That’s not beating.” 

“That’s violence.” He stood silent. You knew you had win this one so you continued. “You knew how I felt about you being like that and you ignore it. You didn’t trust me after I told you I didn’t cared. I cared only about you. You were everything.

You could tell he was sobering up slowly. His face changed to regret and hurt. You know that inside his head he was blaming himself.

“Damn it Brad, you show up at my door at 3am all beaten up and looking like a absolute mess. And you still want me to believe that you’ve changed? That this mean something?”.You raised your voice. 

He was starting to get angry at himself knowing that every word you were saying were true. So he decided it was better to leave, coming here was wrong. He tried to get up to leave between grunts. 

“You’re not going anywhere. I’m not finshed.” He stopped and looked at you as you sat carefully on his legs to prevent him from moving.

“What are y-” 

“Shut up Brad, I’m trying to fix you.” You cut his words since the patience was coming to an end and quickly applyed the plasters. Earning a few curses on the way. “Now you’re done. I’m going to make us tea. Meanwhile you should take a shower to sobber up. I’l be waiting for you if you really want to talk.” You were surprise by your audacity to control the situation. Getting up off the floor right after and leaving the bathroom.

He stood there disbelief, enjoying and surprised by this new you.

The one he didn’t knew.

Yet.