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#i know this is a jumpscare i havent been posting on this account for 500 years#this was drawn#purty sure its early 2023#im still proud of this and it deserves a post#gta san andreas#grand theft auto#gta sa#big smoke#melvin harris#lance wilson#ryder
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Btw just want to be clear that Time and Time Again is set to, and will if I don't pause, conclude in May 2025!
Webtoon didn't want to renew or give me any extra episodes so I'm trying to work with what I have. I'm sorry it's ending sooner than I'd like, it's been difficult to come to terms with and challenging to condense my plans.
You deserve a solid conclusion, and I've spent months writing to try and reach that. If there's anything you'd really like to see before it ends, do let me know in case I can (and want to) fit it in.
I'd rather not work with them again, and I hope I won't have to! But coming off of years being overworked and underpaid does not make that easy, to say the least...
I'm doing my best, and I hope you like what I have coming up.
#years of being overworked. underpaid. and literally manipulated and gaslit lmfao#it does not feel good to beg to be treated equally. and then told to be satisfied with less than that#it has been repeatedly demoralizing and insulting#and im not doing it again#i would rather nanny again (most exhausting job ive ever had) than work with them again#but. i would rather not!#I'd rather continue to make comics#but to do it full time i would need like 500 patrons on the $5 tier minimum...#which is SO MANY PEOPLE and incomprehensible to me#ive already proven to myself i can live on 25k a year but obviously its tight (i live in socal)#this. is not what this post is about#it's so hard for me not to complain about them#i feel bad for my current patrons i only share stuff on discord as of right now#well i do the merch packages but like#it's mostly just my discord#just dont have the time or energy to manage my patreon#cause idk if yall know but patreons site is TERRIBLE from the creator side???#it takes like 5 minutes to upload a single post it's ridiculous#so i cant manage it rn. I've thought about hiring someone to help me with it but i cant afford any help#anyways ultimately this is informing people its gonna end#and is turning into a vent around all of the stress surrounding that#like i literally had to take a couple months to just be sad its gonna end and come to terms with that#its hard! it's hard feeling so tossed aside and having your stories controlled even in part by someone else#anyways yeah#i havent finished writing the last arc yet#so theres space for me to fit stuff if theres something people really want#so id like to get in what i could if i can!#text post#sorry i always turn any thoughts about comics into vents about webtoon#theyre so ass man..... it's fine. im gone in may...
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I'm the type of bitch to throw money down on a bill I can barely afford, and then immediately run to buy a new doll as a consolation.
#monster high#bratz#rainbow high#dollblr#dropped $500 on my damn electric bill and then went and bought two dolls from amazon#to be fair i wouldnt have if they weren't on a wicked sale#i got the bratz felicia which was only $11 and bratz babyz jade for $7#ive been wanting them both for so long#is there a likely chance that they're so cheap due to factory mistakes? yeah...#but i cant be mad if they're that cheap#the only thing is my niece got felicia for christmas and i probably could have convinced her to give it to me#its still in box because she's convinced it'll be worth something in a few years#havent had the heart to tell her that probably wont be the case...at least not for a good long while#text post
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i just spent 10 minutes heavily sobbing because of the what if kahhori episode
#what if season 2#what if#marvel what if#kahhori#maige's posts#fuck man when she killed that conquistador? i think i just felt the collective grief of 500 years worth of colonial history#like im filipino not mohawk but fuck.#fuck man being able to see a world where indigenous people actually won against the colonizers? i fucking lost it#i havent cried that heavily bc of fictional media in a long time#sorry im about to start sobbing again thinking about it just#shit the grief of all of the abuse and corruption that my people still struggle with because of the god damn spanish colonizers#i wanted kahhori to rip the queen apart with her bare hands right then and there but i'll take sinking and killing all of those men instead#its late i really need to sleep
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y’all i’ve hit a novel’s length worth of fanfiction posted which is just. so insane to me??? thank you all so much for all your support over the years!!!! feedback is legit what keeps people going and y’all are just incredible. i am so so so happy i made it this far and if u told little baby me who started writing fic over three years ago (good lord) they wouldn’t have believed u. sorry to ramble but i’m giddy and here’s to more fic!!!!!!
#also how would y’all feel if i told u there was a 10k long samfro oneshot i wrote three years ago but just never posted#cause like 500 words from the ending i got bored of it#anyways keep on writing and if ur a reader comment on fics!!! encourage authors!!! THAT’S WHAT KEEPS THEM WRITING!!!!#i’m so stoked about this ngl#also i may be cooking a longform samfro oneshot even tho i havent written for them in forever stay tuned once i finally finish my wip
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Facts about the Underwater Grotto
Fact 1: Though most of the entrances are underwater, humans can enter from the beachside through a small cave in the side of the cliff that connects to the underwater section of the grotto. When it's not raining, there's low tide pools and cool stepping stones and quartz crystals glittering in the cave walls.
Caving In Arc: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6
#eca orichird#daily eca#salty seas arc#caving in arc#happy eca 500! there is such a jumble of styles and variation on the amount of coloring. ough. what a mess for real#<3#the last panel of eca grumpily burbling while peeking from the water is now my discord avatar and this delights me#the first panel is from so many months ago. the two side-by-side panels was almost cut because i couldn't figure out dialogue but#i kept it because i needed a transition shot to get them travelling in the cave#the three slanting ones were my favorite of this batch!! drew them last year and i love my composition. hm the subtle slant of the panels!#subconsciously unnoticeable! almost as if scarlet and stickers don't realize they're treading below usual sea level!! 🤔!!#the two last panels were both from today :> scarlet doing the little quiet coyote is because i do it all the time hfdhhc#i love stickers and scarlet so mI FORGOT TO TAG THEM HFGJFG#stickers calvin#scarlet rose#anyway i was planning on cutting off before the last eca peeking panel because eca's pov is next but this is eca 500 and i didnt want it#to just be a silhouette of the back of his head hdghfhh so silly blurbly boy is here and i love him <3#spending a lot of time on backgrounds for the next few panels (AND FOR WHAT? WHY?) and im excited to post em#after that then im not sure because i havent got many other panels prepped hfhhf let's go mermay let's go~
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is gamer levi a one-shot or does it have multiple ch? i’m so curious about what the gamer levi fic is about especially considering the filth you mention *eagerly waits for filth*
It's a one shot I've been working on slowly but I keep coming up with plot ideas for it and then back tracking so djgjfjsjfjfe idk I'm trying to keep it to one or 2 parts at most. I have 2 different directions I've thought about it going in and have them half written out I'm just indecisive 😔
#i feel bad ive talked about gamer levi for 500 years and hes evolved into a kinky mf#i guess im trying to decide if i want to put all these kinks in one part or save them for othwr one shots too IDK#but i also havent posted writing in a while so im feeling a littke shy about it aaaa
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when the only way to get the hairs you want recolored is to do them yourself
#ive made this exact post multiple times in the past but i just.... it keeps happening....#i would just reblog the same one over and over but tumblr search sucks massive bawls#havent been in a recolor mood in 500 years#so many good hairs have been released.....#i havent had this issue in a while but ive been playing the borealis' and im like damn this kinda sucks 😭#photoshop been pissing me off i dont want to deal with her 😭#court rambles
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#ramblings#yes 500 words is nothing but also i havent written since the height of my dangan fixation let me make a silly about it now :sob:#i have decided i will lean into the fic narrative part of this which means. this is just the first draft since i am leaning so hard#into the telling right now given this was supposed to just be a quick thing to illustrate my headcanons. well uh ha ha#did not think i would add sho writes ekurei fanfiction on my list of 2023 events but i stan (slash inside joke)#ohj wait i dont think i made it clear im not even like. done with this first draft either this is just a lot of words for like#what was supposed to be a quick post#twirls hair. are you guys ready to hear me talk about how badly this 29 year old wants to cuddle a fucking green cloud
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urgghrrrghh I want to *remembers I've already said enough tonight* hug myself to sleep
#kidding. i dont. want to sleep. ill just write comfort 0biKaka fics. i have. nothing better to do.#i want what they. in my mind. have.#so bad.#will stop posting so much 🫶#i have a n.art folder for a reason. that i havent used in maybe 2 years since i first watched so. ill just talk there.#better organised thoughts where only i can like my thoughts. because no one else w—#its fine im cool.#back to. fic writing. me and my 500+ stories in my head.#yahoo#...
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I have obtained a new oc and in the process I've already signed myself up for needing to make at least 3 new ocs for his story which he now has despite me initially Intending for him to be a side character for a different side character to hang out with. My townhouse has over 200 characters on it.
#rat rambles#oc posting#he doesn't have an official name yet but he is my silly billy and I love him#also take every him with an asterisk again he's like super new (I just got him today)#although several elements of his story so far have been things Ive been wanting to do for a while so thats a part of why I have so many#ideas for him already since its some stuff I've been wanting to play around with for a while#the real reason he has a chokehold on me rn is that I tripped and made him my 500 thousanth character with identity issues#I <3 characters with a fucked up relationship with their sense of self and what it even means to be themself#oh hes also a magic cat world character because thats what like 90% of my ocs are from at this point lol#and another goop related guy but this time not directly related to every other goop guy#he doesnt interact with any of them or even know most of them exist#long story short hes a robot who used to not be a robot but remembers nothing abt his life before he turned himself into a robot#all he has as reference is a mostly ruined journal his past self kept that is almost entirely unreadable due to it getting soaked in goop#he knows that this was self inflicted and his approximate age but that's abt it in terms of useful information#early story is mostly just him traveling alone trying to see if anyone nearby knows who he is but after going through like 5 or so towns he#starts to get more worried and upset about the whole situation and starts trying to look into some different missing person reports in#hopes that he can find one of himself#he runs out of the savings he had on him pretty quickly though so he had to figure out how to stay afloat while doing his research#'luckily' he meets a man while looking into one case he found who was willing to let him stick around at his place while looking into it#this guy had some investment in these dissapearances because he suspected that they related to his father and hoped to find any sort of#window in what he was up to since he hadnt seen him since he ran away at around 17#spoilers his dad is cake this is still connected to cake nonsense because everything in this world fucking does but the main boy himself#actually has no ties to cake or his activities so thats smth at least#but yeah long story short things get. real bad for my boy after the first few months of staying at this guy's place.#yknow how risa in the future was often used as a weapon of war using some unstable chemicals? yeah guess where that started.#mr daddy issue haver over here may understand that his dad is a bad person but evidently that doesnt stop him from being not much better#currently Im planning on having main boy escape eventually and get stuck in the non magic world where he meets april but that could change#it depends on if I want him to interact with the other stories going on at all or not#I probably wont but I would like to leave myself some wiggle room to let him meet more side characters#like (looks with big sad wet eyes) ginger maybe? please? please april? let me see your sister? that you havent seen in years? please?
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oops
#500 posts#tumblr milestone#uh#random post#hfejjsnddb i havent even been here for a full year ive only been here since october jfidksdbd
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ig I’m doing that notes thing that I’ve been seeing a lot (all numbers r gonna be low cuz my account kinda dead rn)
5 notes: I’ll post more cat pictures cuz people seem to enjoy those
10 notes: I’ll lock in on the writing requests I got rn
15 notes: I’ll try to better my sleep schedule
20 notes: I’ll start recording for the slenderverse arg
25 notes: I’ll get a therapist finally
30 notes: I’ll come out to my friends
That’s all for now :)
Edit 1:
I GUESS IM ADDING MORE
60 notes: I’ll hang out w my friends again
65 notes: I’ll try to get back into doing art
70 notes: I’ll try n get a boyfriend :)
80 notes: I will post bunny pics ( I hav a pet bunny too)
100 notes: I’ll get a job
115 notes: I’ll work on a ren fair costume n post photos
125 notes: I’ll do a hair reveal
140 notes: finish reading the books I haven’t finished
edit 2:
190 notes: I’ll start doing Duolingo again
200 notes: I’ll take a shower every night for 10 days
220 notes: I’ll stop being a iPad kid and go outside 😭😭
240notes: I’ll make some sushi n eat it :) (tbh I really m craving sushi rn so yeah-)
260 notes: Kinda like the one on the first one BUT I will start sleeping for a WHOLE 8 HOURS A NIGHT!!!! (For at least a week cuz no way I can do that forever)
270 notes: I’ll start wearing makeup again :)
300 notes: I’ll clean my room
320 notes: I’ll post my dumb ahh art
340 notes: I’ll organize my phones apps (w proof)
370 notes: i organize my computer (w proof)
400 notes: I’ll actually try hard this coming school year
430 notes: room tour
450 notes: I’ll start sewing stuff again
500 notes: I’ll put a screen time thing on my phone 😭
Edit 3:
Since people hav been asking for more here it is (Unachievable goals so they take longer) most of these r gonna be writing cuz i havent wrote in a while n need to
600 notes: I'll update all of my wattpad fanfics w a new chapter
680 notes: I'll start writing the book i have been thinking about doing (+Post it)
720 notes: I'll finally post my requests that ppl hav given me n that i hav just kept updating
750 notes: I'll post my oc's
800 notes: I'll start playing the flute again
900 notes: .... I will give you guys my wattpad account....
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW
@chlover-my-shingles
#i hate tagging#notes game#cats#kitty cat#kitty#cat#cats of tumblr#cat lovers#Putting a lot of tags so this gets out to more people#writing community#writing#writers on tumblr#sleeping#slenderverse#arg#marble hornets#Therapist#coming out#Gay#genderfluid#oc#creative writing#writeblr#writers and poets#writer#writerscommunity#books#wattpad#flute music#flute
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-michael (in the bathroom)
Wjat no I'm not crying I'm just high (← liar)
#im sorry if this was. actually meant to be a bmc reference#equally sorry if this was a serious post 😭#anyway#DUDE#how have you been??#i feel like we havent talked in like 500 years
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choose . post options (and random ass q&a) utc !!
-> temporarily pinning this . old pinned !!
"ohhh melon why did you close asks ohhhh melon why arent u taking req" - you, maybe
i closed asks bc i got burnt out answering them !! sorry sorry i suck at interaction even online , they piled up so much i lost a lot of motivation in answering them but hopefully ill get through most of em .. at some point
if you really really need to talk to me like for some reason you genuinely will explode if u don't i do have a sideblog so. just scamper over to there idk
as for reqs... oh man they havent been open for a good half year.. the day will come if i either run out of ideas (which is. uhm probably not possible) , reach record heights of delusional , or simply feel like it . though keep in mind i do selective reqs!! ill only write the ones im interested in qq
"what about the events and series you never finished melon what of them are you abandoning your children" - you, perhaps
hahahahh uhm. im really bad w commitment. so yes, most likely. that one forgotten coffee shop au with kavetham that never even got its first chapter is never coming back.
names once whispered on the breeze (smau) hasn't been posted since like last year june .. i lost interest in the formatting since i gen like writing long posts more and also i did have a plan for the plot but it was shit and i lost interest. sorry for all the people who supported and loved the series but i couldn't reciprocate that same love. i am not paying child support either
500+ and halloween events... in the former didnt expect to get so many requests, and writing 3-ish took every ounce of soul in me. as for halloween, it was fun to write but since im a stupid little 瓜 i couldn't figure out how to end the series. 4 chpaters and a cliffhanger is all yall are getting :P
"melon how could you do this you big fat meanie i am going to boohoo and shit all over u" - you, to the slightest possibility
ok now why would you do that
thanks please vote mwah ilyall
#📢 ⌗ 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓 !!!#tumblr polls#my polls#x reader#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#genshin fanfic#genshin imagines#genshin x you#genshin x reader#genshin oneshots#genshin headcanons#kinich x reader#kinich#xiao x reader#xiao#childe x reader#childe#wriothesley x reader#wriothesley#cyno x reader cyno#genshin kinich#genshin xiao#genshin childe#tartaglia#genshin cyno#genshin wriothesley#原神#原神インパクト#ok ily bye
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I see these everywhere. and i mean EVERYWHERE. and also i need motivation so lets go ig
10 notes- i'll drink on weekends too(i forget cos on weekends im just at home and not at school lugging around my frank green in my tote bag)
20 notes- i will(try to) pay attention in class
30 notes- i'll watch my whole watch later playlist on yt
50 notes- i'll actually do the techniques im learning in ✨therapy✨ to help with my anxiety and shitty social skills
75 notes- i'll take my iron tablets every day
100 notes- i'll start my assessments when i get them(i have one due tomorrow which i was gonna finish now but i'm doing this apparently)
125 notes- i'll ask my crush to hangout alone during spring holidays
150 notes- i'll try to go for a run or at least a walk every day
500 notes- i'll write another chapter of my fanfiction
1k notes- i will actually make an effort to get clean
2k notes- if i see someone pretty that i want to go out w in public i'll ask for their number cos holy fuck i need to put myself out there. even if we js end up being friends cos holy shit im lonely
3k notes- i will actually finished the dress i started making
4k notes- i will try to get over my crush cos its ✨never gonna happen✨(she so pretty and masc tho its gonna be hard)
5k notes- (this is so far up here cos idk how to do this so im gonnna need a lot of time to figure out how) im gonna try to demolish the rumour that im gay thats going around a bit.**
6k notes- i will finish all my crochet projects and not start any new ones until im done.
**context. i go to an all girls school and theres a lot of people so its not like everyone knows everyone, even in my year(theres approx. 174 in my year alone, and theres 6 year groups at my school cos high school is 7-12 where i live) but some people know me ig cos i know a few girl who are more notable, im in the top class and i recdntly started sitting with a group that the popular girls call furries.
(theyre a pretty big group and popular girls hate them cos one or two of them are trans - ftm, ftnb etc, no mtf cos my lovely/s catholic school wouldnt let trans girls in- several of them are gay, a few of them are emo, most of them are poc's and a few of them dont have english as their first language. overall they are seen as the "weird kids" in my year)
so this rumour apparently is going around that i like a girl in my class(i absolutely do but if you havent noticed my school is hella hoomophobic and i could very well get beat) which js isnt ideal and is gonna lead to a lot of issues, especially if a lot of people start believing it so if you guys have any advice pls lmk. and its not like i can js get a fake bf and show him off cos its a GIRLS SCHOOL. if i reconnect with a friend from primary school tho we could pretend to be dating and like make a post on social media. but then kids at his school would find out and hed either have to tell them its fake(which would eventually find its way back to my school, and when i say eventually i mean immediately) or he couldnt get a girlfriend so that probs wouldnt work.
i know it sounds like im making a mountain out of a molehill but ive got years to go here and i dont want to spend all my high school years getting bullied bc even if i went to a teacher about it or smthing id have to like analyse them first and try to figure out which ones are homophobic or not.
like learning about why "being gay is a sin"(pretend im saying that really mockingly) is literally in our curriculum.
holy shit that was longer than expected.
no pressure tags: @wishiwereheather13 @loserboyfriendrjl @fracturedsunsets @chasingthemoony @stars-and-leather @starsofleo
thats all im doing idk how you guys can stand js copy and pasting moots over and over i cant do this i did the first six that came up and that seems like enough 🤷♀️
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