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alectopause has gotten to me and im wondering if we as a fandom have discussed the significance of Gideon and Alecto being the only characters (as far as I can remember) to be depicted wielding longswords instead of rapiers
#cannot stop thinking about this actually#what could the significance be? not sure#i havent gotten that far with this thought#something to do with god's biggest enemy and god's only daughter wielding the same weapon#wake also has a longsword in htn as the sleeper but i dont think she ever used it#the locked tomb
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no one would notice if i ever vanished // if bodies could sustain // this never-ending army // like blood pumping through a vein
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:OOO hello. anyway since these are all posters i'd have in an ideal world or smth and i'd like to store the high res versions somewhere,,, here's the google drive folder for them? hehe ''
close up!
#adamandi#vincent aurelius lin#i'm back with the posters! or smth! idk!!#i'm maybe just a bit obsessed with vincent. such a Character.#where can i run is sustaining me single-handedly through this exam season (<- has cried thrice in the last two days; alas; but moving on)#my stress response was that in a fit of apathy i shut myself down from academia and stopped to paint this#six hours total? on this funky little thing! had to push myself to finish the magnifying glass but!! looks so cool. i'm impressed with my e#fun fact: all the shades are hand-coloured. aka everything is digitally hand painted hooray!! i havent painted for a long time (ish)#smth about this musical makes me want to paint. it's very lovely that way#it's also a miracle i haven't gotten carpal tunnel or any wrist injuries so far... i'm a lucky person! hooray#i had so many thoughts to ramble about and now i don't recall any of them.#-! about this piece: inspired specifically by that one line that i doodled in the margins of a math practice last night#the diagonal slant was very. thinky. the rendering and angle were kinda contradictory to do but it's fineeee (draft was diff. pov)#i liked the red abstraction. and the way that people (misc) gave same vibes as red blood cells.#green for vincent because contrasting colour!! considered a spotlight that was more obv bc. again theatre lighting is so cool. but that was#a bit too literal? i think. so just fun little highlights. no one look at the accuracy of anything here though.. shadows do Not do this#also like hehehe lin. forest. forest of people. i really liked thinking about that. hehehe#i didn't know the font to use!! or quote!! so i slapped on the name of the musical and called it a day... the blank one is in the google-#-folder if you want to add your own stuff :') also also i wasn't sure about cropping at all. so again high res in google drive link#which is under the keep-reading sign! kind of a choose your own adventure because i'm lazy :3#ajhshdhfhfhfhf i think i've been fuelled by the tags under each post so far. so intensely. so very nice.#also when the cast or creators drop fun facts... serotonin right there.. they're all so nice waaagh it's so cool that they like my stuff ><#<laughs> really grateful that the whole fandom's so sweet <3 thank you for your support TvT#alright!! off to mess about with chemistry. jiayou me.#oh yes. a post script about the cropping crisis: i wasn't sure how small i wanted to make him. in proportion to the crowd. so if you see it#on mobile ig it's tiny and on laptop it kind of makes sense ...
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Hate how in every thread where someone asks for challenge ideas for pz most answers are just 'make it as hard as possible' I dont want to make a run with highest zombie and rarest loot settings, eternal winter, no guns or cars, take all negative traits or whatever! i want a goal other than just 'survive'
the problem isn't that it's too easy to survive, it's that i dont have a point to work towards and then it all feels sort of pointless...
I like challenges like 'get from one end of the map to the other' or 'collect all ingredients + the recipe magazine and make a pizza' collecting all versions of certain items is also fun, as well as giving your character a backstory and goal and rp
if anyone has fun ideas for goals what to do in pz, feel free to leave them in the notes :*
#there are some people who come up with fun ideas but the majority is just edgy gamerbros who suggest you just make it harder and thats all#i dont want to make it harder! i am very content with my sandbox baby settings thats not the problem!#i just want something to work toward not just sort of hole myself up in a safehouse and survive - thats boring#I like working on my base (and gathering specific tools/materials for it) thats cool i guess#i collect toys and plushies and other cute things (and decorate my house with them)#i find cars and farming boring so i havent gotten very far in the skill so i want to work on that more (problem is its boring... but im try#going to a specific place is cool too (driving is hell to me so its a challenge)#anyway fuck the edgelords! making things harder doesnt mean its more fun!#also playing with easier settings is fine and you dont need to make it super hard to prove how badass you are!#anyway im thinking thoughts#mine#project zomboid#pz
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just started watching pd!!!! having fun
#jrwi#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd#prime defenders#william wisp#dakota cole#vyncent sol#jrwi vyncent#jrwi william#jrwi dakota#just roll with it#just roll with it prime defenders#these are half from what the fandom draws them like#and what i thought when i heard them#i looked at their actual refs and went nuh uh#I havent gotten far just cause im busy.. but i wana listen to more#i love them all so dearly
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My two fanfic wips being 4.6k and 5.5k respectively and non derivative short story wip being 1.2k long who’s gonna clap for meeeee
#rambles#Writing#I do have way more wips whether it be other fanfics or original writings or outlines but I either haven’t gotten this far into them#Or simply havent worked on them for a while for me to count it#lemme count how many wips I have at this moment not including my document for a shit Tom of random story ideas (too lazy to count all in it#Seven fanfic wips five short story wips and 6 outlines including one for the fic WIP that’s 5.6k words long for the first CHAPTER#And I’m not even close to finishing writing that chapter and then I have to edit it and send it to my cowriter for beta reading for#overall thoughts and shit#The 4.6k fic WIP has a premade drawing for it to give you an idea for the feel of the fic btw#Totally not using my drawing skills to bait you guys into reading a fanfic I’m exteremly passionate for and know will get low hits no#Matter what I do since it’s not nygmobblepot related in any way shape or form….can you blame a girl for doing bait if you were in my shoes?
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I cannot rely on one person for me to be happy my happiness isn't allowed to be only triggered by one person I can be happy at every little thing it doesn't matter about this one person
#im in too far fucking deep again#and when he leaves again its gonna hurt just as much. but more.#finch posts#he makes me happy beyond belief and i goddamn love having a friend who knows me inside out and has done for so long#but. your love is my drug by kesha comes to mind. its fucking intoxicating talking to him#and last time he left (we were 12 and his parents moved their family) it made me kinda depressed and i was so fucking needy to talk to him#and now we're three and a half months into rekindling the friendship and i feel the same like i get really sad already >#>if i just dont talk to him for a couple of days without like a trip or friends or smthn else to entertain me#songs are starting to remind me of him#fuck fuck fuck#1am in the morning makes me too honrst#i think im still a bit (a lot) in love with them#ohmygod i dont even think it i know it#i should go to sleep earlier#it would stop me having so many thoughts#i havent seen him in multiple years but i can still imagine kissing him#oh fucking hell fuck my actual whole fucking life#and his closest friend where he lives now well they were starting to be a bit of a thing and surely its not fucking normal>#>to daydream about kissing a girl who ive literally never seen a photo of#holy fucking hell i am such a hopeless poly bisexual#WHY DONT WE REWRITE THE STARSSSS#oh this is circling round to my suspicions i might be kinda like demi romantic??#i should buy myself flowers . wait. no. i grow flowers 🫠#well i could still buy myself flowers . and i should#i need to go to the beach#cant wait to get a proper drivers license#if youve made it this far down my crisis hi youve gotten to the stage where u can tell what songs im listening to!
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i know a lot of people have said it already but it does kinda suck that the only thing you actually gain from recruiting minthara is minthara herself. the obvious way to get her (siding with the goblins) locks you out of three companions (karlach, wyll, halsin), all the tiefling refugee npcs and their associated quests, and a whole quest related to halsin in act 2. and there's nothing to make up for it, you just have less things to experience now
even if you're not doing a necessarily 'evil' playthrough, like i am, and you don't choose sides and moved on to the creche (which i did, because it made sense for my character to want to get there as soon as possible), you still lose most of the same things. functionally, aside from keeping karlach and wyll, you get pretty much the same result as you would personally slaughtering a whole bunch of refugees
#i just started the shadow curse quest by waking up the guy and it instantly ends because halsin is dead#so all is lost and nothing can be fixed#and i was kind of expecting that but i thought maybe there would be a little more to it than just? that#i know you should miss out on things if the character associated with a quest is dead and all that#fine if you can't stop the curse or whatever. but there isn't a quest you can only get if halsin is dead instead you get what im saying#there's nothing else to fill that missing space. it's not like there's a ton of evil path stuff you'd miss if you were doing a good pt#besides minthara and probably some durge stuff but i havent gotten that far#AND. the game is huge and there's already a lot to do which i appreciate and am grateful for all the work that was put into it#i just have some mixed feelings about this but i understand how big the game is already#baldur's gate#★
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About the stalker dante episode, the twins literally say that they planned to stalk him until they find inspiration.
Dude that episode was so fucking weird the writers hate Branch's pussy so fucking much I thought I was imagining the whole thing and then they told BRANCH to apologize like goddamn not even the Snack Pack or POPPY gave a fuck about their friend being stalked 😭
EXACTLY........ like it wasnt even a "they intended dante and the other trolls to just be a little pushy but harmless, and didnt realise that it came off as stalking" situation, they KNEW it was stalking, they ADMITTED it was stalking! and they had poppy give dante the green light, and had randos break into branchs pod, and hes miserable but hes in the wrong? bc hes branch! and branch ALWAYS has to be in the wrong yknow, bc he is the shows vehicle for showing kids what is not proper behaviour. and i KINDA get it, when hes being genuinely antisocial, or doing something that hurts himself! sometimes kids need to learn "doing this hurts the people you care about"! but. so far in trollstopia. the "lessons" branch learns, what the show teaches kids, is that you need to lie down and let people walk all over you, no matter how much it makes you uncomfortable or hurts your feelings
#ask#these thoughts are kinda jumbled but........ i do NOT like how this show handles br4nch so far 💀#bear in mind i havent even gotten past s1 yet!#but. theyve already had so many misses in ONE season 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
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playing umineko. i was annoyed at everyone being so quick to dismiss marias creepy "personality switch" as just regular chuunibyou behaviour. but then i remembered that when i was like 12 after being scolded by my parents i used to think i was being possessed by chara undertale. so theres that
#i havent gotten far enough to where it _is_ explained if its just chuunibyou or beatrice actually possessing her#but. yeah. LMAO#should i have a tag for my umineko thoughts/liveblog... 💭#min plays umineko#whatever if i come up w something better ill change it
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the wives [minus harding. she's just there]
#i had a close up but for some reason it didnt take#but esther looks better than i thought outside of the cc -- her skin tone#grapecase plays da4#da4 spoilers#da4#esther x bellara#so far we havent gotten much but i od think she and belle will jive#so fingers crossed#oc: esther thorne#esther esther thorne pt
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semi live-blogging my read through of homestuck (im actually watching lets read homestuck my ass does not have the time nor attention span to read it myself)
im currently experiencing the wonders of karrezi. terezkat? i forgot what their ship name is but i like dont s33 it anywhere
like i will actually be thinking about this all day
#neon / tavi thoughts#i also like davekat but i havent gotten that far to s33 actual canon davekat#i really like karkat can you tell#i also love it when terezi calls karkat cute theyre so stupid i love them#honestly i like s33ing any of these guys get along#karezi#i fall in love with ships very easily btw#like show me one or two cute moments of them and BLAMO theyre now my favorite ever
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au where rusty's clan dreams were about skyclan from the start and he goes on to rediscover the clan during the events of tpb
#possibly leaving thunderclan to be taken over by tigerclaw#but i havent thought that far yet#warrior cats#wc#warrior cats au#wc au#rusty#rusty's skyclan au#maybe we can have rustystar i dunno#i think skyclan would be fundementally different than the other clans#i think like they are in the book but more??#id imagine they are MUCH less xenophobic#but again#havent gotten that far
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WAUAGAHA???
#ill have to do smthin special for 1k... genuinely never thought i'd get this far ily guys#i might have to do a bot purge but ive been doing that as i go along and i havent gotten many recently so i doubt its a significant amount#so.#hi world!!!
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cannot hear delgals name at all anytime i hear it or read it to me its deagle from lotr loll
#personal#i havent gotten far at all in the manga it just isnt keeping my attention as much as i thought it would ldkjlfskjs#im busy unlocking shit in a video game my audhd pea brain has my ass on lock down haha
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this is partially a critique on my part but even more of a critique on other online leftists' part since i notice a complete lack of attempts at putting oneself in others shoes- it shouldn't quite literally take learning you have x minority ethnicity in you to have sympathy and understanding for them.
#i started understanding native people more when even the possibility of me having ntv american in me was presented to me#heres an idea: ACTUALLY TRY TO VISUALIZE WHAT SHIT WOULD BE LIKE IF YOU WERE IN STEAD OF DOING NOTHING#yes. yes. you will 'never fully comprehend' blah blah blah but im sure you've had enough experiences being treated lesser than#to be able to put yourself in other peoples shoes long enough to understand the complex ways of how shit negatively effects people#pretend that you are jewish (in your brain not irl if you're not. this is a thought exercise.) and now tell me what you think should#happen to jewish ppl in israel. and wait- i mean ACTUALLY think about it. dont shit out the most buzzwordsy shit you can think of#to make yourself feel and Look Cool to your followers. basically im asking you to do method acting here. i want you to go THAT far#to understand bc its apparently what needs to be done for you to understand.#bc if you're actually doing this thought exercise and you're actually educated on why theres jewish ppl in israel to begin with#(hint: they were forced out of other countries) you're not going to then be like 'yeah its fine to kill all jewish ppl in israel' you just#WONT come to that conclusion if you're being honest.#also i bet plenty a yall havent even gotten dna tests so far all you know you COULD have ashkenazi in you!#so you need to internalize that and try to act the way you think someone put in that situation would act to understand better.#also obviously all the while listening to jewish people while you're at it.
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comparing TOTK and BOTW is so hard for me because both have two completely different themes and go in different directions world wise. which is really funny because ive had people tell me that totk seems like DLC (most of them being the people who havent been playing the game, go figure). its like BOTW’s isolation, quietness, general atmosphere is HEAVY— the ruins of villages being relatively empty (maybe one or two enemies or npcs, but usually not much more) so that the grief sinks deep in your bones with the piano in the back. whereas TOTK theres so much EVERYWHERE— building aspect alone, theres so much to do with that and so many materials to take advantage of in building or making weapons… i dont like the idea of one being better than the other as they both have two different thoughts they want to make and both (so far, at least— im not done with TOTK’s story) succeed at it.
#ramblings#ive thought about how to phrase this all day because everyone says totk is better than botw#which im glad theyre having fun but yknow im a botw stan i cant stand any slander of botw#all i can say so far is that i think im preferring the story of BOTW to TOTK#and personally i do miss the quiet atmosphere of botw but TOTK is still awfully fun im not disappointed or hating at all#theyre both just very different and i havent quite gotten my finger on it yet#also no story spoilers dont take tags as hard opinions im barely halfway thru
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