#i havent eaten anything in 10 hours!
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life is about fucking yourself over for attention from ur parents and still receiving none. sometimes.
#personal#i havent eaten anything in 10 hours!#bc i didnt know i was supposed to prepare my own dinner!#and when i said it my sister AND my mom bitched about it!#and now its almost 10:30 and i went downstairs to grab the water bottle and she didnt say anything and im so tired#of her being like this#'just ask' isnt as simple as it sounds when u grew up praised for ur intelligence and subsequently got ridiculed for asking questions#i cant ask for help. its something im physically incapable of. its called childhood trauma you fuckgjfnhsb#so yeah shes gonna head off to bed soon and i am starving ! delightful#its not even gonna matter in 24 hrs#ive never had an ED (at least not a no eating ED. binge eating & ARFID debatable)#so its not like this is some horribly dangerous relapse stunt#im just miserable bc im hungry AND tired instead of just tired and its really fucking frustrating#and i want to stay home tomorrow but my mom probably wont let me and its just. its so exhausting#i want to focus on my painting tomorrow#no classes just art#which is a class. like i want to do the project i have to do for art class which i cant do rn#bc i feel SICK from the favt that i havent eaten anything since 12:30#and i cant face my art teacher still without progress i just cant ok#shes disappointed enough in me
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i woke up around 6 or 7am and i swear i’ve been awake around 3 hours, maybe 4. how tf is it 3.30pm
#no wonder i feel weird. i took my medicine when i woke up and then none of what i usually take during the day#I HAVENT EATEN. where did the day go i don’t understand#you know what i’ve been doing? i’ve been going through da2 plot scripts.#i’ve gone through two today: dissent and justice. THAT’S IT.#granted i probably didn’t start until 9 or something. when did i post that i was done with 1000 boops?#personal#i posted that at MIDDAY??????#ok so thankfully those scripts only took 3 hours but what did i do for 5 hours before that?#i was in bed for a bit before getting up i suppose? and then i had a shower? that’s it. i didn’t do anything else?#OH. i played a bunch of pvz because i’m trying to get all the achievements#i did 10 waves of i zombie and 15 of vasebreaker. that must have taken ages#why does it feel like none of that happened????
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i know i am just smad because im tired and in pain and havent eaten in 12 hours and have no plans to but
i think as i approach 30 i am really starting to lose my mind a little bit about how ive spent 27 years putting my life on hold until X. like oh i will go out and do new things when i have X. i cant enjoy travelling until i have X. i cant be happy until i have X. and like. X doesnt seem possible anymore. i dont have the willpower to make it happen. i dont care enough. because i never gave myself anything to care about because that was something that would come after X. well what the fuck do i do when X never comes? feel like this forever? because ive certainly been dealing with that reality my entire life. and i can look at my friends and see they dont need X to be happy and thats fine and im so glad for them and i dont WANT them to need X but i do.
and it's like. okay well if X is my obstacle, what are the steps i need to take to get X? okay well join your support groups. go to your doctor. get more doctors. beg for help with X from them. from your family. and then the support groups say "you dont want it enough", the doctors say "you shouldnt want X at all", and your family doesnt answer your pleas because what you want doesn't matter, you dont want it enough, you should be doing other things, etc. and it's like. all my life i have felt like an absolutely massive part of me is missing. and the only thing that will fix it is X. doctor will give you vyvanse. doctor will give you all the hormones you can dream of without you even fucking asking. doctor will offer gender affirming surgery you dont even want. but you beg for X, you beg for help just getting closer to X, you write out a page of reasons why X would get you closer to finally feeling like a real person, like yourself, a self you havent even fucking met yet at nearly 30 years old, and doctor goes "ehhh well you need to learn to be happy without X. because you can't have it." and its like well girl what the FUCK do i do because thats the only thing ive literally ever wanted and i've structured my entire life over the pipe dream of maybe having it someday and i CANT have anything else until i have X and they kind of shrug and give you another doctor that goes yeah no you dont get a diagnosis and nothing is wrong with you and i wont help you get X so no more appointments call me if you need me but doctor i am fucking pagliacci.
and there's that nagging thought, that if i get X, nothing will change. the support groups tell you this. nothing will change. you will still be socially inept, you will still be mentally ill with agoraphobia, you will still struggle every fucking day of your life with choices that tear you apart. and i can hear that for 10 years and still feel incomplete without it. i am defective goods and i need a part installed and people either say "well you dont need that part to work!" "you can be happy without the part!" "you can never have the part, even if you get it installed it will never work so why even bother?" and this is supposed to feel like support. this is supposed to be positivity. but it's not. maybe it is for other people. but it isnt for me. but i can have hormones if i want!!!!! here you can transition wont that make you feel better!!!!! wont that make you hate yourself less!!!!! have as many hormones as you want!!!!!!!
and on tuesday im going to go to the doctor and smile and say everythings great im fine physiotherapy is working the meds are working everything is perfect see you in 3 months when i am quite literally rotting inside and there is no cure
im going to bed
#not looking for advice or consolation or anything like that i am just frustrated and upset and tired#and at the end of my rope. thanks#i will be fine tomorrow after i sleep and take vyvanse so i dont feel so fucking hungry anymore#sick to my fucking stomach lmao
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Old WIP
soo I know I havent been active in like forever BUT! I've slowly been getting back into bnha :)) ... I finally watched the latest movie and im almost up to date on the manga
anyways I had this idea for a fic like two years ago and I've decided its time I share it cause I don't think ill ever actually write it lol (mostly cause im just not motivated but also cause I lost the draft I had for it) keep in mind that I thought about this like two years ago tho so all the recent manga/anime developments never happend (also mentions of bad parent Mitsuki ahead)
it was gonna be a kid Katsuki fic where Bakugou got hit by a quirk that basically made him 10 years younger (so he’d be 6). And the ‘rules’ to this quirk were the following:
- whoever gets hit by the quirk instantly turns into themselves from 10 years ago
- but like. exactly themselves from exactly 10 years ago. so they'd have the exact memories and body they had at the exact time of day just 10 years in the past.
- so for example if u got hit with the quirk at 3:23pm on the 10th of august 2022 you’d turn into the version of yourself from 3:23pm on the 10th of august 2012 and if you were hungry or thirsty at that time in 2012 you'd still be hungry or thirsty when you appear in 2022 (this is rlly vague but hopefully it makes some sense lmao)
-also say you were playing outside at that time, you'd suddenly be super confused as to where you were and what was happening etc.
- its kinda like the person hit by the quirk rewinds exactly 10 years. does that make sense(?).
- after exactly 24 hours the person hit with the quirk ‘ages’ (or I guess ‘fasts forward’) exactly a year. so 3:23pm august 10th 2012 kid turns into 3:23pm august 11th 2013 kid. cause its a day later.
- they age by exactly a year every 24 hours until they reach they're actual age again. so it takes exactly 10 days for the quirk to wear off.
- whenever they age up again, they have no memory of the day before
those were the basic rules to the quirk and I can't remember if there was anything else to it but yeah (lmk if it made no sense ill try to explain better)
so in my fic I was gonna have Katsuki get hit by the quirk (obviously). and it was gonna be part of my Bakugou Katsuki is class 1a’s big brother - change my mind series which means that id have Katsuki already adopted by Aizawa and part of the Aizawa-yamada household. (Hitoshi, Shoto and Eri also part of the fam of course) but the adoption process was gonna either not be over yet or at least super recent and the extent of Katsuki’s past and abuse was not gonna be known by anyone. also I like hawks so I think I had Baku as hawks’ intern in this
I believe I had already written the first scene where I was gonna have Miruko, hawks and Bakugou out on patrol fighting some villains and then Bakugou getting hit by the quirk. (I forgot the password I need to get to the draft tho💀, so I can't share it with you guys at the moment)
anyways, I thought the idea had a lot of potential cause I was gonna have everyone see how Katsuki aged from a 6yo to a 16yo over the course of 10 days. and I was gonna make it that his ‘past selves’ that ‘appear’ had just been kidnapped or something or had a lot of buises or hadn't eaten in however long and then all of a sudden they find themselves in a room full of (to them) strangers who he obviously doesn't trust. everyone was gonna see first hand how messed up Katsuki’s childhood was. and in the meantime Katsuki was just gonna be trying to figure out whether he could trust these people or how he could escape them.
it was gonna be a lot of trauma and fun!
oh and I was gonna make it that when he initially got attacked by the quirk, it would've coincidentally be exactly 9 days away from the anniversary of when the sludge villain attacked him. meaning that his 14yo self (that would've showed up on day 9 of the quirk) was gonna happen to be in the middle of being choked by sludge whilst the quirk hit which would make it that (to him) it'd feel like he’d be fighting sludge one second and then he’d suddenly be in front of a whole class of UA students the next.
I had all these ideas for the fic that I can elaborate on if anyones interested! but I mostly just wanted to share this cause I started thinking about my old WIPs recently and thought it'd be fun to talk about them!
feel free to send me any asks about this if you want! maybe ill try to look for my old headcanons and wips if anybody’s interested
#bakugou katsuki headcanons#katsuki bakugou#abusive Bakugo Mitsuki#there was gonna be lots of dadzawa#and eri hitoshi shoto and baku as siblings#and Katsuki and hawks#kidnapped bakugou#that was for sure gonna be a thing too lol#don't remember how much I was gonna have Aizawa discover about that tho#cause I had another wip that went into the whole#Bakugou Katsuki gets kidnapped a lot headcanon#abused Katsuki bakugou#class 1a#Bakugou Katsuki is 1a's big brother#kid katsuki
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ive been working all day with both schoolwork and housework pounding headache feeling faint and shit only to realize i havent eaten anything since i had breakfast (10 hours!!!) only for my sister to expect me to do more work and help her do the chores my parents asked her to do?? girl im literally dying here and im still being asked to do shit ARGHJH
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me when i have to split up taking a shower into Everything Except Very Long Thick Hair On My Head and Only The Very Long Thick Hair On My Head because i've been in too much physical pain recently to shower anywhere near as often as i wish i could and it finally became too much for my sensory processing disorder to handle and i just happened to wake up way earlier than usual today so im like ok this is a perfect opportunity to have A Big Multi-Part Shower Day but also my family's house has a reoccurring problem with the hot/warm water turning cold faster than i can keep up with in the shower and taking a long time to re-heat afterwards. so i put my hair up in this headache-inducing bun to not get it wet for Shower 1 and grabbed one of the two bath robes i own and have been sitting here with an increasingly worse headache for like 2 and a half hours and it becomes time to take my afternoon adhd medication dose. so i do that. and then i remember i havent eaten anything today which is Not Ideal for getting back into the shower so i have two big m&m chocolate chip cookies cus it requires no cooking and is easy to eat but that makes my stomach kind of hurt cus of course i also have miserable chronic ibs and my stomach hates literally everything i can tolerate eating. and also my brain is mad at me cus the adhd medication followed by Immediate Cookie Consumption is Not Really Reacting Very Well Internally so i unintentionally made my physical problems worse instead of better and i look at the clock and im like ok its been almost 3 hours since i first got out of the shower im gonna turn the water on for like 30 seconds and see if its heated up enough yet for me to get this horrible 2nd Shower over with. so i turn it on. and the water gets freezing cold within 10 seconds of running
#man COME ON 😭 shouldn't have had the cookies. that was a Big Miss Steak on my end i will acknowledge that#my acid reflux is also joining the You Shouldnt Have Done That body reaction party now. so thats just like. so cool. dhsngshyssgdfbjsdjfjdjg#i dont even dislike showers!!!! thats the worst part about the big terrible shower days!!! i love showers!!!!#i just need our household shower to Love Me Back. and it has Despised Me For Years Like Its Holding A Grudge#also my head hurts. that sucks too i rly wish i could just. put my hair up and not have it feel like my brains gonna explode#that is unfortunately just. The Passage Of Time Making My 10+ Year Long Bad Daily Headaches hurt more. :(
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honestly I don't wanna read all 70 questions cause I have to get ready for work soooooooo
fuck it, all of them. 1-70
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I suppose so. I don’t think I’m really close because that’s just how I work but we’re all good with each other
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
my guinea pig I think
03: Do you regret anything?
bruh that’s a shit question I regret everything I’ve ever done that’s how life works
04: Are you insecure?
hahahahahahahaaha yeah
05: What is your relationship status?
….its complicated
06: How do you want to die?
hopefully in my sleep of old age if I make it that far
07: What did you last eat?
uhhh two laugenbrötchen a few hours ago
08: Played any sports?
used to yeah, PE, fencing, horseback riding, swimming etc
09: Do you bite your nails?
no and I do not like it when other people do
10: When was your last physical fight?
does shoving my head against berry’s shoulder like an angry ram count
11: Do you like someone?
Obviously
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
nope and don’t plan to; I don’t do full nighters
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
so many people you have no idea
14: Do you miss someone?
also so many people. I have a lot of feelings about people.
15: Have any pets?
yeag the dog two cats three guinea pigs
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
bored :( tired, it’s 23:31 as I’m typing this
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
nah I haven’t kissed anyone romantically yet 😔
18: Are you scared of spiders?
yeah but like a reasonable amount
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
the void
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
reading, maybe going outside, I have a very exciting life
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
not really but like, if I’m financially emotionally socially stable enough at some point in like 10+ years I wouldn’t be absolutely opposed to it? Like I wouldn’t just say no. …under the condition that I am NOT the pregnant one fuck no
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
none, I could’ve gotten ear piercings but never did
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
idk like arts? Officially, arts religion and physics
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
yeag many people HOW AM I LIKE A THIRD THROUGH
26: What are you craving right now?
any meat. I’m literally craving meat 24/7 it’s so bad (I haven’t eaten meat since December)
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I mean probably? Not on purpose and/or that I know of?
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
No
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
yeah :( accidentally, I was making a joke but she didn’t pick up on it and it was like the straw that broke the camel‘s back I think
30: What’s irritating you right now?
Everything man, I’m answering this rn
31: Does somebody love you?
….yeah?
32: What is your favourite color?
red and blue :3
33: Do you have trust issues?
I don’t think so? I don’t trust a lot of people tho
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
hm. Good question? I have a lot of dreams. Probably mutuals or friends or my pigs
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
depends on the person, some I have never given a second chance some should’ve been out of my life ages ago but I’m weak
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive, aka just ignore and hope it doesn’t happen again
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
nah. Arguably, it’s probably one of the best so far; everything kinda went downhill since May, but I can’t really rate years
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
havent 😔
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
as a babe prolly
51: Favourite food?
I don’t really have one but I like chocolate cake and Bratwurst and Klöße :3
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
nah it’s the universe shit just happens
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
idk, brush my teeth?
55: Are you mean?
I can be but not seriously. My teacher once said I can make comebacks too well.
57: Do you believe in true love?
not necessarily in the fairytale form but yeah there’s something like that
58: Favourite weather?
extremely rainy and thundering and shit
59: Do you like the snow?
yeah but we don’t really get any
60: Do you wanna get married?
legally yes but not at a church that’s too much stuff to deal with
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
no, not a fan.
62: What makes you happy?
These are TOO UNPRECISE
63: Would you change your name?
tbh probably not? Like I hate my name but idk what to do about it like it’s still my name
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
yeag cos I don’t remember
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
….that would be a problem bc I’m a lesbian (we could stay friends obv but like. That’s it)
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
hmmm you
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
like how do you define talked to. I talked to the boy at tutoring I guess? In passing?
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
how do you define deep. I had a chat with berry and rice on Monday?
69: Do you believe in soulmates? Sorta, I think for the vast majority of people there’s someone right for them out there
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i gained 5lbs these last two days from an indulgence that snow balled into an aggressive binge
i havent binged like this before which was scary lol. two days ago i hosted a lunch with friends were i made alfredo and after everyone left and my gf was asleep i immediately felt the urge to try this vegan mexican cheese i got. while i was making a grilled cheese i decided since i had already eaten more than i wanted today “why not” just binge on the rest of bread i have so theres no more bread to worry about🙃 so i binged on like 5 slices of bread, then added pepperoni onto my grilled cheese (still excusing it as wanting to get rid of food in my fridge by eating it instead of it going bad) THEN even though i felt how full i was i ate a packet of instant ramen to also “get rid of” all the while i was drinking multiple glasses of alcohol since i already said fuck it to my calories🥲
the next day i told myself i would fast to cancel it out, but i decided breakfast (at noon) couldnt hurt. i ate one black bean burger (160) and one bun (160) with red cabbage (10) and i felt satisfied. after a few hours i felt myself get hungry so i decided id make some miso soup to get rid of my week old tofu and i thought itd be an okay idea to just add half a ramen packet (again, like an idiot, to get rid of the immense food i have since i HATE WASTE). all was well after that until i experienced the worst case of binge urges ive ever had. it genuinely felt like i was high or drunk ive never felt disassociation so strongly. i got up multiple times to eat out of my fridge and each time i made something, sat down, ate it, and as i was chewing the last bite i was already up and looking through my food for something else to gorge on. i could feel just how full i was but it’s like nothing mattered in that moment except for shoveling down anything i could in those 24 hours.
later i needed something from target and i couldnt help but get a pack of two-bite sweets. my stomach was in pain at this point yet i wolfed down 5 in the car alone. then i went to fucking cane’s and thought, just a sandwich that’s all (like i hadnt been eating all day like a pig anyways). the sandwich was GIGANTIC like i dont know why i was surprised in the slightest. and STILL i demolished all of it, in my car of course because of the shame and i knew i had to throw out the trash as soon as possible. that wasnt enough.
i went home and ate another third of the two-bites and genuinely felt sick and uncomfortable for hours.
so yeah, it’s no surprise i gained 5 lbs since i definitely ate well over 8,000 calories those two days alone, so im flipping the switch as best as i can.
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havent eaten anything except a few cups of bagged popcorn since breakfast like 10 hours ago and i wonder why i feel like fucking garbage
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BEHOLD, THE CREW OF THE CURSE OF THE ROSE DRAGON! aka how i spent about 10 hours getting all 4 of my deckhands to max loyalty and made my laptop overheat from a broken fan (it has still not been fixed i am on a Different Computer)
aka oops! my ship is entirely occupied by old men!
first we have ~me, bronze sea explorer and True Captain Sasha Lionheardt, celestial cartographer of the clan Stella Nautae, only the best ash warlock in the war seas~
then we have our navigator, McCoy the Keen. im gonna be honest i have no clue where he came from, he doesnt talk much but hes family. i think he used to be a mercenary or assassin or something when he first joined
next up is our merchant, Levy the Lone Wolf. hes really introverted so i decided to make him a merchant to work on his people skills. always a joy to talk to, even if he is an absolute coward on the dark sea (ignore my slouching i havent eaten in a bit ill be ok let me just eat some fish patty)
FISH PATTY, YOU HEARD ME RIGHT, BROUGHT TO YOU BY OUR CHEF (((and levy's husband))) MONTOYA THE WRATHFUL! he came here with levy and is a lot more outspoken so i decided hey lets channel that extra angry energy into MAKING! FOOD! hes wonderful at cooking too
last but not least is our enchanter, Horne the Warlock! he is. my dad. thats it :) he used to have a big backpack but then randomly decided he wanted to be a wizard so of course i fully supported his decision, he is my father after all, and also the nicest one here and if anything happened to him i would cover the skies in thick ash so nothing could grow :)
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idk if this is what you want from but I am EXTREMELY BORED so now I’m gonna answer all these.
1. whats your favorite thing in your room?
poster(s)
2. how tall do you wish you were?
6’5
3. what color is your hair?
brown
4. whats a rare fear that you have?
escalators
5. are you single?
No! :D
6. has your heart ever been broken?
yeap
7. what was your favorite thing as a kid?
beyblades/anything I could pretend to preform surgery on(play dough, card board boxes, fruit, etc.)
8. favorite coping mechanism?
screaming to the void or munching on ice
9. whats your favorite love language?
PHYSICAL AFFECTION
10. how often do you get nervous?
ver
11. if you had three wishes, would you use them?
UH YES?
12. if you could be fluent in any language which one would it be?
Japanese, that way I wouldn’t need subtitles for anime,
13. where do you wish to live?
in the middle of the woods.
14. what’s something surprising about you?
I dont like warm weather? Ig. It’s only surprising if you know my birth name but I’m not sharing that.
15. when did you last shower?
Yesterday night
16. when did you first join tumblr?
idk and I don’t feel like checking
17. do you want any tattoos? if so, where, what, and why?
YES. Upper arms/back, and literally anything that looks neat, and because I draw on myself all the time having permanent doodles would be cool.
18. whats the most prominent dream youve had?
… being chased around candy land by dopey(the seven dwarves) while Bruce banner desperately tries to figure out how tostop him. OR going through a maze with the bubble guppy squad and the once in the middle getting eaten alive by a mummy,
19. whats your dream job?
character designer
20. whats your ideal date?
woods, we run around for hours, and then there forever.
21. what do you wish you could do better?
write
22. what country would you live in if you could?
prolly like, idk Japan? Maybe
23. whos the best person you know?
my bestie (they do not consent to having their name up here.)
24. have you ever walked into something you shouldnt have?
. Yes..
25. whats your favorite holiday?
halloween
26. when have you been most embarrassed?
idk I can’t really think of any really embarrassing moments.
27. whats your favorite halloween costume?
any cosplay really
28. what are you best at?
uh idrk
29. do you know how to tie your shoes?
yes
30. do you have siblings?
3
31. if you could know one thing about the future what do you wanna know?
when my besties die
32. whats a dealbreaker for you?
if someone’s mean to me.
33. whats your favorite current class?
art
34. how many people have you dated?
6
35. how often do you wash your hair?
every other day
36. do you daydream? what about?
not really
37. where do you go to be alone?
my room
38. which parent do you like more?
mom
39. whats the one standard you hold yourself to?
no be mean to people who are nice
40. whos voice do you enjoy?
my bf :]
41. if you could announce one thing to the world what would it be?
“You chose the right religion.”
42. whats one thing you wanna do but havent yet?
paint my walls purple
43. what do you wish you never did?
not sharing
44. do you believe in life after death?
yeas
45. do you prefer book over movie?
Book
46. whats your favorite season?
fall
47. whats your favorite time of day
rain time if it’s raining
48. do you have a beloved stuffed animal?
hehe yems
49. whens a time you wish you acted differently?
not sharing
50. what’s something you wish that you never bought?
ugly dress I hate
51. do you have your own room?
yeah
52. whats your favorite book?
mask of shadows
53. who’s someone you hate?
uhhh idk
54. whats your best hottake?
idk
55. whats your favorite game?
Danganronpa franchise
56. whens a time you felt real genuine fear?
almost died
57. are you a morning person?
hell nah
58. do you drink enough water?
yep
59. how different are you from the little kid you used to be?
HAHAHAHAHAHAA#
60. do you enjoy tumblr?
yes! Alot!
61. have you ever had a tumblr experience that made you wanna delete the app?
not yet
62. whats your least favorite game?
balls IDFK
63. were you a markiplier fan?
yeas
64. how do you respond to compliments?
:3
65. whats something that would make you fall in love?
if I like them
66. do you believe in marriage?
100%
67. do you have a crush on someone?
my bf :3
68. do you like tumblr?
yeas!
69. were you a voltron stan?
idk what that is
70. whats your favorite ship?
too many but right now it’s prolly soukoku and charpim
71. whats your favorite song?
I like a lot of them
72. do you like loud crowds?
HEL FUCKIGN NO
73. have you ever created conflict on purpose?
mwehehehe
74. how do you sleep?
I don’t
75. do you bite your lips?
yes
76. do you use chapstick?
yes
77. do you have any pets?
3 dogs
78. what color are your eyes?
hazel/green
79. what’s something you wish you could change about yourself?
Weight and height and voice and intelligence and morals
80. have you ever had surgery?
no
81. whats your least favorite animal?
mosquito
82. whats something that youre really bad at?
Everything
83. do you have an sqishmellows?
I wish
84. do you enjoy fast food?
sometimes
85. do you like soda?
mtdewww
86. what grade are you in?
uhh
87. do you wear any jewelry?
bracelets
88. what socials do you use?
tumblr, YouTube, instagram,
89. whats your lowest grade in school right now?
socials studies
90. whats the latest youve stayed up till?
all the night
91. did you ever have bangs?
Yes.
92. what trends did you hate?
bangs
93. whats your favorite item of clothing?
SKIRT
94. do you like dinosaurs?
YES YES YES YESYES TALK TO ME ABOUT DINOSAURS
95. whats your opinion on body hair?
Uhh go for it WTF is this questions
96. whats your least favorite time?
probably 3:25pm
97. do you make a wish at 11:11?
No
98. do you have your phone on military or regular?
military
99. have you ever been to church?
yes I go regularly
100. are you lgbtq?
NOO NEVER 😒😒😒😒😒
ask game
1. whats your favorite thing in your room?
2. how tall do you wish you were?
3. what color is your hair?
4. whats a rare fear that you have?
5. are you single?
6. has your heart ever been broken?
7. what was your favorite thing as a kid?
8. favorite coping mechanism?
9. whats your favorite love language?
10. how often do you get nervous?
11. if you had three wishes, would you use them?
12. if you could be fluent in any language which one would it be?
13. where do you wish to live?
14. what’s something surprising about you?
15. when did you last shower?
16. when did you first join tumblr?
17. do you want any tattoos? if so, where, what, and why?
18. whats the most prominent dream youve had?
19. whats your dream job?
20. whats your ideal date?
21. what do you wish you could do better?
22. what country would you live in if you could?
23. whos the best person you know?
24. have you ever walked into something you shouldnt have?
25. whats your favorite holiday?
26. when have you been most embarrassed?
27. whats your favorite halloween costume?
28. what are you best at?
29. do you know how to tie your shoes?
30. do you have siblings?
31. if you could know one thing about the future what do you wanna know?
32. whats a dealbreaker for you?
33. whats your favorite current class?
34. how many people have you dated?
35. how often do you wash your hair?
36. do you daydream? what about?
37. where do you go to be alone?
38. which parent do you like more?
39. whats the one standard you hold yourself to?
40. whos voice do you enjoy?
41. if you could announce one thing to the world what would it be?
42. whats one thing you wanna do but havent yet?
43. what do you wish you never did?
44. do you believe in life after death?
45. do you prefer book over movie?
46. whats your favorite season?
47. whats your favorite time of day
48. do you have a beloved stuffed animal?
49. whens a time you wish you acted differently?
50. what’s something you wish that you never bought?
51. do you have your own room?
52. whats your favorite book?
53. who’s someone you hate?
54. whats your best hottake?
55. whats your favorite game?
56. whens a time you felt real genuine fear?
57. are you a morning person?
58. do you drink enough water?
59. how different are you from the little kid you used to be?
60. do you enjoy tumblr?
61. have you ever had a tumblr experience that made you wanna delete the app?
62. whats your least favorite game?
63. were you a markiplier fan?
64. how do you respond to compliments?
65. whats something that would make you fall in love?
66. do you believe in marriage?
67. do you have a crush on someone?
68. do you like tumblr?
69. were you a voltron stan?
70. whats your favorite ship?
71. whats your favorite song?
72. do you like loud crowds?
73. have you ever created conflict on purpose?
74. how do you sleep?
75. do you bite your lips?
76. do you use chapstick?
77. do you have any pets?
78. what color are your eyes?
79. what’s something you wish you could change about yourself?
80. have you ever had surgery?
81. whats your least favorite animal?
82. whats something that youre really bad at?
83. do you have an sqishmellows?
84. do you enjoy fast food?
85. do you like soda?
86. what grade are you in?
87. do you wear any jewelry?
88. what socials do you use?
89. whats your lowest grade in school right now?
90. whats the latest youve stayed up till?
91. did you ever have bangs?
92. what trends did you hate?
93. whats your favorite item of clothing?
94. do you like dinosaurs?
95. whats your opinion on body hair?
96. whats your least favorite time?
97. do you make a wish at 11:11?
98. do you have your phone on military or regular?
99. have you ever been to church?
100. are you lgbtq?
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Hold on I didn’t have dinner today??????? I havent eaten anything in 10 hours???????
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i know autistic inertia but what about autistic adrenaline where you start doing something bc you have to and cant do anything else until its done then by the time youre done its 10 hours later you havent eaten and also pulled and exhausted every muscle in your body but feel no pain or hunger warning you of this whatsoever
#its different than hyperfocus okay its different#i feel fine but body wont work. you know thats different than when i draw for 10 hours and get up and im dying#devising a new theory#or maybe thats just what hyperfocus is just fucking adrenaline
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Is your birth year an odd or even number? Odd.
Which one of your friends is the most outgoing? hmm, probably the younger ones, lol.
Have you eaten any of your favourite foods today? i just woke up like an hour ago, so no, i havent eaten anything yet today.
When did you last find yourself in an awkward situation? if i paid attention to stuff like that, probably more often than i think.
What did you have for lunch yesterday? i think all i had was a bagel, before dinner.
In school, which subject(s) do/did you find the most difficult? applied maths, like statistics.
Who was the last person you Facebook messaged? What’s his/her star sign? wow LOL, i have no idea. i joined facebook like 15 years ago.
Who did you last say “thank you” to? Why? probably kyle. he ran in the house two times to get stuff i forgot.
Name a band you like, that starts with the same letter as your surname. nothing is jumping out to me.
When was the last time you ignored, or went against, someone’s advice? ha, i think this is another one of those things where, if i paid attention, id know the answer.
What happened? lol see above, who knows.
How many different towns/cities have you lived in? ive never lived outside of the greater metropolitan area of the immediate city near me.
Who is the 10th contact in your phone? What’s his/her favourite food? LOL thats someone in my neighborhood. i dont know them personally at all.
When was the last time you felt your heart racing? last night.
Have you ever had a kinky dream about a celebrity? OF COURSE DUH lol.
How old were your parents when they met? when they met, i believe my mom was around 25 and my dad was around 30. could have been maybe 2 years before that, tops. they didnt date long before getting pregnant with my older brother.
When was the last time you had Nutella? a few months ago. i binged it and got tired of it.
Who is your favourite character in “The Simpsons”? lisa, hands down.
How about “The Big Bang Theory”? i dont like that show. its never been that funny to me.
What are your parents’ middle names? this is a security question if ive ever seen it, lol.
Who is the 2nd contact in your phone? What colour are his/her eyes? i just saw him the other night and i have no idea, LOL. dude is high af whenever we hang out so XD
Name someone with a sexy sounding voice. my husband.
What genre(s) of music did you listen to 10 years ago? same stuff really. ive had eclectic taste my entire life.
Are your eyes the same colour as your sibling’s? yes, just different shades. my brother has the lightest eyes, my sister is the darkest, and that leaves me in the middle lol.
How many pets do you have? Would you like any more? i have 3 cats and 1 dog. i definitely want more, when we move into a larger space with a yard. i think max cats in a house will be 4 probably, max dogs will be 2.
Do you prefer still or sparkling drinks? still. i cannot stand carbonation.
Is there a song you can’t stop listening to atm? not really. i love reggae lately.
What colour are the eyes of the person you have feelings for? my husbands eyes are blue.
Is there a song that you’re fed up of hearing? no lol.
Did you have a strange or interesting dream last night? i cant remember my dream from last night. i think it was all right. i didnt wake up uneasy lol.
Has anyone ever told you that they loved you, and you couldn’t say it back? hm, if yes, it happened so long ago i cant remember lol, sorry.
Name 3 things that are in your refrigerator atm. milk, creamer, butter.
If your Facebook status doesn’t get any likes/comments, does it bother you? no. if i post, i post because i want to, not because im looking for attention.
Which friend do you confide in most? kyle mostly, then lizzy second.
What does your 6th text message say? pfft who knows, modern texting isnt like that.
What was your most recent reason for smiling? :) probably kyle lol. its usually kyle.
Do you struggle to articulate your thoughts and feelings? not really. i have worked very hard to get decent at that.
Have you ever watched a Sons of Anarchy? nope.
Do you want to see The Woman In Black? i would, i guess. i like daniel radcliffe. it just looked too scary at the time.
Has a random guy ever asked you for your phone number? i dont think so.
Has a guy ever pulled over to ask for your number or call you hot? LOL no, the opposite actually, ive been heckled.
How attracted are you to the last person that kissed you? quite!
Name something that you are doing tonight. putting off actual work lol.
Are you a jealous person? uh, i mean i have the capacity to be jealous, but i dont think id be described as a jealous person.
Do you like February? not really. its the shortest month of the year, but because its at the end of winter, it feels like the longest month of the year.
Where have you lived throughout your life? just around the current area.
Have you ever known a white supremacist? probably. im pretty outspoken tho so i doubt a supremacist of any variety would tell me that they are.
What were you doing an hour ago? ugh, sitting in this same spot at my desk, feeling less lost i suppose lol.
In regards to who do you think ‘what if?’? Link XD "what if he was real" no other what ifs anymore.
Do you like the smell of a barbecue? fuck yes.
Do you get excited when you find Sanrio products at Wal-Mart? no.
Are you 420 friendly? absolutely!
Do you own a Champion’s sport bra? champions? like champion brand? no.
Do you watch Justified? nope.
How many cups of tea of coffee do you have in a day? 1-2. i drink half caff usually though.
Do you own a varsity jacket? no.
Dolce Vita or Jeffrey Campbell? who?
Ryan Gosling or Channing Tatum? oof… ryan gosling. hes more my type.
Has anyone ever called you apathetic or unemotional? LOL yes, both. a therapist before, actually.
Would you rather someone you loved passionately hate you or be indifferent to you? hate me! then i have a goal to make the feeling mutual.
Have you read Wuthering Heights or Jane Eyre? no, but i want to.
I bet you miss somebody right now? duh!
What are you planning on doing after this? work. snooze.
How much money do you spend in a month on clothes or accessories? barely anything. i dont like shopping like that anymore.
What was the last clothing item you wore that doesn’t belong to you? i wear kyles shirts and pants sometimes, but his stuff is my stuff LOL, so… good question.
Do you watch Jersey Shore? no.
Do you have a thing with someone? yes, my husband.
Do you have any bruises on either of your legs? i found a mystery bruise on sunday, but that happens lol.
Who was the last person to touch your stomach? kyle.
Something tragic just happened. Does your facial expression show it? most likely. im not good at hiding stuff, at least to people who know my face well enough. to those that dont, i tend to show RBF apparently.
Who is the cleverest (crafty) person you know? i really dont know. i dont like crafts, or craft people lol, so i cant think of anyone in my life like that rn.
Do you think people who know a lot of facts are really smart? no. i think most folks know enough facts to be impressive.
Welcome! And you are? your mom.
When you buy/recieve new clothes, do you instantly wear them or wash first? wash!
Do you hate using public restrooms? idk about hate. its necessary sometimes.
What’s the weirdest item you’ve seen for sale on Ebay? pft i saw a meme of a walking stick that was a bull's penis, iirc.
Do you check to make sure there’s TP before using the restroom? ha! i wish.
Do you drunk dial/text? i used to, as if it was a pastime.
Why are mall Santas always portrayed as drunken, depressed old men? search me.
Have you ever built a massive snow fort? i dont think so?
What household chore do you loathe? i dislike dishes, theyre usually gross because the boy doesnt rinse his dishes properly before putting them in the sink.
Are parents to blame for what their kids do on the Internet? nope! only if the parents allow unrestricted access to their children, then yes. its like kicking your kid outside in the general public to fend for themselves. what do you think theyre gonna do? children are mischievous by nature, dude.
Would you care to meet Tom, the creator of MySpace? not really. i dont care lol.
Have you ever looked at a person and thought they looked like an animal? omg yes! i love telling my loved ones what kind of animals other people look like sometimes lol.
Do you use acronyms to remember things? yes.
Do you take pills like Tylenol for the littlest aches and pains? no. i dont like increasing tolerance to pain meds needlessly.
What would you do for a Klondike bar? i wouldnt.
Don’t you think Crocs are ugly? yes, i do think they are ugly. and disgusting. if i see someone wearning crocks period, i know their feet are rank as fuck. i dont care if youre wearing socks, those are fucking PLASTIC shoes.
When was the last time you went rollerskating? a couple years ago.
What trend do you hate right now? i never like trends.
Do you really follow trends, or just wear what you like? i wear what i want to wear.
How many times do you think you go out to eat each month? too many times! too much fast food!
Do you call people “dude” a lot? yeah lol, i call everyone dude.
Who was your favorite Ninja Turtle? mikie was my favorite growing up because hes so food focused and funny. anymore, donatello, because purple is dope and hes the smarest guy.
Horror flicks make you: laugh, scream, or squirm? all of the above!
If you could become a doctor, what would you specialize in? psychology.
What’s the cutest thing a little kid has ever said to/in front of you? thats a good question. kids say the darnest things.
At what age do you plan on moving out? i moved out over 10 years ago lol.
Did any characters from TV shows scare you as a kid? Which one(s)? yes. the crypt keeper from tales from the crypt namely. the ventriloquist doll from peewee's playhouse.
What’s the saddest thing you’ve heard on the news recently? the news is always sad lol.
Do you believe that acupuncture works? i think that if someone believes it works and they get it done and they feel better after, it worked. like most things, i think faith is required.
Have you ever been hypnotised? nope, but id like to try.
If you got expelled from school, would you continue your education? LOL sure.
How long does it take before you trust a person? good question. im hard of trusting these days.
Do you ever wish you had Jedi powers? duh lol. i wish i had anything superhuman.
Will we ever get to see Jack’s face (guy from Jack-in-Box commercials)? i dont care.
Would you kick it with Jay and Silent Bob? YES DUH.
Say…would you like a chocolate covered pretzel? sure.
Would a wax museum scare you or amuse you? SCARE. even pictures of wax figures creep me out.
What’s the first food you can smell when you enter the mall? its been a long time lol, i doubt i know anymore.
Have you ever made a time capsule? What did you put in it? i never have.
What would you do if your mom or dad read your diary/journal/blog? this has happened before lol. they took me to the hospital and i got held for 2 nights, mandatory for any check in, even tho the doctor told me that night that i was fine. idiot parents lol. dont read your kid's shit and NOT talk to them later. what the fuck.
Do you turn the music up when a good song comes on? DUH.
Do you know anyone with a lisp? probably.
Do you hate going to the doctor? no.
Why did the dish run away with the spoon? Why not the fork or knife? i dont care.
What is the worst hurt you’ve ever experienced? good question. in recent memory, when i was under so much stress and trauma that my body locked up and i had to go to physical therapy at the ripe age of 32 because my back made me cry almost daily.
Do you wish time went faster or slower? slower dude.
Do you write thank-you notes? for what? lol. i dont throw parties, i dont hold milestone events, none of that.
If you were to break a Guinness Record, which one would you try and beat? im just not interested. never have been.
Are you distracted by shiny objects? i mean, probably, i am an animal. but not for long.
What’s the coolest item in your room? HA! cool. probably my bed.
Are you grateful for what you have? i practice gratitude every day. im lucky it comes naturally.
Who stole the cookies from the cookie jar? who cares.
Are you scared of clowns? uh, they make me uncomfortable, but idk if im scared…
Are you accident-prone? isnt everyone? nah, not more than anyoneelse.
As a kid, what was your favorite activity on the playground? shoot, just kicking it with the homies.
Are huge muscles gross or sexy? not my thing.
Have you ever fished and caught something weird? never fished in my life.
Your final thoughts…? ugh, why didnt more time pass?
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ok this might be some kind of symptom, so i had a project due at 10pm, so i sat before my laptop for 10 hours and i only got up to pee once and i havent eaten anything neither, but i finished the asingment on time
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you know how babies get teething toys that you put in the freezer i need one of those rn
#for wisdom tooth. it hurt :(#i have work in 10 hours im tempted to call in sick#the pain isn’t unbearable or anything but its like. i can barely open my mouth i cant really speak and i havent eaten bc it HURTS#so i just feel like shit ngkfkgkdmg#idk im gonna see how i feel when i wake up but if it still hurts im gonna call in idc
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