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I don't like biology
#i havent actually learned much#half of it so far has hinged on flash cards#my autistic ass just tryna figure out which one goes with which#instead of actually retaining the info#and the other half was so unengaging and boring#or when we were talking about malaria and sickle cell upsetting to my anxiety
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We better get a much needed morales family hug at the end of the next movie OR ELSE (btw read this fic. bless)
Bonus messy doodle below but it’s got major spider verse spoilers!‼️‼️‼️
Earth 42 miles better get a hug and a kiss from his mom too
#my art#completed#rio morales#jefferson davis#miles morales#miles g morales#spiderverse#spiderman across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#me downloading so many screen tone brushes for this and going crazy#this movie bro. spideverse is so good i wish loving families were real /j#i havent rendered anything in ages and it shows FJSDHF or completed anything. im just out here#anyways spideverse took over my brain bc it's all i've been drawing for the past three weeks. trigun fanart again soon tho i prommy#i just. the first movie is actually my favorite movie of all time and i've watched it so many times in the past five years#it's on my mind at all times like a dormant volcano ready to errupt before i become annoying about it again#i just love miles so much and his family#AIGHGHHG#drawing jeff was beating my ass i cant actually draw men but we're learning today!!!#atsv#itsv#ID in alt text
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all#try painting some funky lighting + greyscale painting she said. it'll be fun she said.
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Have some OCs
Doing artfight this year! I'll try and keep up pace :-)
#original content#art fight#i actually do have. a lot of ocs#some belong to @surpirate on tumblrrrrrrr#admittedly this is why i havent been posting on tumblr as much#is because over the last 7 months ive drawn like 400+ drawings of just ocs#u_u#yall should send in asks though if u wanna learn more about them#i think they're pretty cool#fawn hinze#roan crowell#clint crowell#kirk rubio#kit drugan#silvya delgado
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Yes, a lee not being as ticklish and having the ler assure them that they're just as valid and working with them to find spots and techniques that work is great and all
But consider
Vice versa
A ler who is self-conscious about tickling and doesn't really know the right techniques or ways to go about it, and a lee who patiently walks them through it and works with them to find what tickles most
#tickling#tickle scenarios#as someone who is often self conscious about whether or not im actually GOOD at tickling#because i havent had much practice for obvious reasons#this trope appeals to me#bonus points if the lee is the one who introduced them to the kink so the lers coming at it ignorant but eager to learn#because most people dont know how to tickle!!#sometimes in a way thats baffling but its so common#and there should be more acceptance for that
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can we all remember to just say 'oh no thank you, i dont like that kind of food' but apply that logic and rules to shipping and letting other people ship again
#my t#dirkhal#yes im tagging this because thats what this is about#i see the start of another stupid fucking morality-based ship war in this tag and im not here for it#dirkhal is historically considered stridercest#using stridercest as an umbrella term#it doesnt mean the -cest part has to mean incest if you dont want it to. it can absolutely mean selfcest#davedavesprite is also concidered stridercest but its much more in line with dirkhal in that its selfcest. see the logic?#but like#can yall be fucking nice to your neighbours weve been here for a long time and havent been hurting anyone#if you can come to terms with the thought of dirkhal with hal/AR CANONICALLY being a brain clone of a 13y/o dirk#when we have no actual solid evidence to prove that he ages like dirk does in his physical body#then you can learn to share a fucking tag. because nothing in stridercest mirrors actual irl criminal or harmful activity#because its playing with dolls. we're all playing with our barbies and ponies here#and the problem with all of us trying to play w/ our barbies and ponies is that some very scared people see other ppl enjoying making ponie#kiss and they start screaming and trying to take all of our toys away when they dont actually have a monopoly on any of these toys. we shar#we share. that is what we do in fandom. theres an infinite amount of ways to interpret dirkhal#if you dont apply this logic to fans who enjoy things like game of thrones then dont do it here#take a step back and breath. we're all being normal. youre being a bad guest. please learn to share again. youre not being hurt#having a reaction to art is not actually Being Hurt
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havent seen this take in a while thankfully but it popped up in my head and i wanna post this anyways. i think everyone who talks about how siffrin “got off too easy” at the end of isat and his friends should have abandoned him should go read warrior cats if they want an example of a character using their trauma as their god-given jailbreak card to treat their family and peers (a good amount of whom who were completely innocent) like dogshit, and who faces zero consequences from the narrative for it (and in fact bends over to blame their peers). like read all the shit jayfeather does while the narrative sobs over how tragic but awesome and quirky he is and then look me in the eye and tell me siffrin’s ending was poorly written.
#or look at titania from reborn. what who said that#at least siffrin’s trauma is actually developed and taken deadly seriously by the narrative and clearly isnt being used to excuse his behav#behavior#siffrin does some shitty things in the story but theyre very obviously in a horrible state mentally and physically thats been breaking them#down little by little by little until theyve exploded and broken down. and his family still holds him accountable for what he did#but they stay with him anyways because they love and respect and care about him and are horrified to learn his situation#meanwhile ivypool goes through trauma yeah but shes not really written like a realistic trauma victim#and when she hurts her sister over and over and over and over and over again its always her sister who has to make it up at the end#and we all gotta sob and coo over ivy because shes the fan favoriteand if you criticize her then you hate trauma victims#(ignoring dovewing’s trauma from the situation as well i might add)#while ivy never gets to grow or acknowledge how her attitude is hurtful to herself and others#its just ‘’well dovewing had it better so she better shut the fuck up and deal with the constant emotional abuse ivy throws at her’’#imagine if isat ended with siffrin going ‘’actually im not sorry bc you all havent suffered as much as me’’#and the party didnt object to that at all and they were like ‘’yes we do have it better so youre justified in hurting us#and also you are the most tragic character ever so you cant face emotional consequences ever’’#(and before anyone goes ‘’well dovewing left the clan and ivypool feels bad about that’’ the story doesnt position it as a consequence of#her behavior to her sister. canonically shes leaving to be with her baby daddy and SHES framed as the one hurting her sister#and shes the one whos gotta mend that rift. while the narrative doesnt acknowledge that that situation was partly her sisters fault at all#)#ok sorry for wc on main jumpscare. i wouldve posted over on the blog but i dont think people over there have played isat#echoed voice#isat spoilers
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Thanks for the tag @rainbowghostcat!! This is really fun :3 ✨
Are you named after anyone? - Aw, my middle name is also after my (great) grandmother! I know my parents knew someone with my first name who they really liked, but I wasn't specifically named after her
When was the last time you cried? - Lmao I'm a big crybaby so. um. today. asdfasdfs
Do you have kids? - No, and no plans on it, really.
Sports? - I did dance for a long time! It wasn't competitive, but the company was very involved, so it never felt lesser. My favorite was ballet, but I did jazz, modern, and musical theater :)
Do you use sarcasm? - Absolutely nonstop with my family since that's all of our humor, though I'm hesitant around others since I never want to come off rude.
The first thing you notice about someone - huh, I've never really thought about it? Not their name, that's for sure 😭
Eye color - Brown 🤎
Scary movies or happy endings? - I'm a big wimp and can't take scary things, so I'll go with happy endings asdfsd
Any talents? - Well, I'm hoping I'm good at writing (creatively and academically) 😅 I'd say I'm pretty crafty overall -- I may not have mastered a single art but I've dabbled in enough mediums and projects to have some skills
Where were you born - The new england area of the US! (Never managed to develop their cold tolerance, but some people around here say I have a hint of an accent asdfsdf)
Hobbies - Writing, drawing, reading, and though it's been a while since I've actually played anything, video games lol
Pets? - The rest of my family has always been allergic to cats/dogs, so we had bearded dragons when I was younger :3 Catsitting for my brother made me fall in love with them, so I'd love to get more reptiles/a cat someday :')
Height - 5'5/165cm but I'm still holding out for my growth spurt 😤👏(<- she is past growing any more -_-)
Favorite school subject - English/Language Arts! It could be hit or miss with the sciences
Dream job - Author..... I'm still hoping to write and publish things, but the dream is being successful enough to solely be an author 😅
Anyone is free to hop in! Tagging @iqmmir @justzosiahere @heynowisavedyouright @labyrintherim @trinipopkt :D
#it didnt let me reblog from the original but it was nice learning a bit about you :3#baking is really cool!#wishing you luck with your va dreams✨✨✨ it sounds so fun#i really dont hear the new england accent but maybe its because my relatives have it much stronger 😂#i used to play games a lot but i havent picked one up in a while....#just always want to do something else when it comes down to actually using my free time ig#im actually really happy with my height but i still loving doing a bit with it because im shorter than most friends/family 😅#tag game
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did this for an animatic im working on!!
#my art#squanchy#animatic#hes just a kitty#rick and morty oc#im having so much fun with this#i havent animated in ages#plus im learning how to use clip studio to do it#this is my first time actually#indie#rick and morty fanart#animation
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Any lovely witchy friends out there have advice for reaching out to a deity?
#personal#been a practising witch for a long time but never really thought about having a patron#but more and more recently i feel a pull towards some specific beings. ive been making some small offerings in the form of crafts#related to their imagery and totem style representations but i havent actually attempted to contact them#or open any direct channels of communication. and as ive never had a patron deity before im not sure how to start that process#how to transition from a solo practice to a more collaborative participation#so any advice is much appreciated! feel free to dm if your suggestions might be more personal or longer than a reply#i only know a few other witches in real life and i dont think any of them deal with deities either so id love to make some friends#who also practice too i think its really good to learn this stuff from real people and not only internet stuff#bc internet stuff especially in regards to witchery can be bs at best and straight up racist and culturally appropriating at worse#and genuinely dangerous at worst for inexperienced practicers so i do prefer knowledge from other real humanoids when possible#witchcraft#witchblr
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old man consequences: zoinks, cassies father from security breach ruin! i am afraid you are stuck in a 'quest' for the 'princess', a princess quest indeed. cassies dad: what the fuck who are you the princess quest from princess quest:
(cassidy model wip)
#fnaf cassidy#i really havent made much progress since the last update i just wanted to show off the fact i learned to use the compositor on blender#i looove making fnaf human models but when i have to actually rig them its so scary#like how do people even do the fancy ik rigs with an fk switch and like 10 thousand drivers#if i release them with ugly basic rigs people will kill me its scary#fnaf fanart#fnaf#cassidy fnaf
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol
#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations#with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really#have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a#few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government#Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i#all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue#option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to#do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from#and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random#little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag#or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol#ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched#out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is#One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work#on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol#Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since#they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game#takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding#enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration#of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting#to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol#I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest#of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need#at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically#outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol#ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh#also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh#wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel
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hi yeah yes this blog is dead buts the only one that still has reader insert content on it and I just gotta say like
What the fuck is up the with exclusivity of reader insert shit these days? If it's about a marginally attractive man all of a sudden its f!reader afab!reader (which should NOT BE INDICATIVE OF PRONOUNS????????? YOURE NAMING THEIR SEX, AND LABELING THE PHYSICAL SEX IF IT HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT LIKE THAT IMPLIES ITS GOING TO BE GENDER NEUTRAL AND THEN ITS NOT AND ITS IMMEDIATELY TRIGGERING FOR A LOT OF TRANS PPL LIKE MYSELF??)
Like it was very very common that reader insert content baseline be gender neutral unless requested otherwise that way everyone who finds the character attractive can enjoy it?? SOOOOO fucking fed up with this smh
Fandom space is supposed to be inclusive and ngl like. when you cater specifically and only to one set of pronouns with this kind of stuff its soo deterring to so many queer people
#sorry this has just been pissing me off so fucking much lately because every character i like reading about#over the past year or so is like. mear exclusively written with a fem perspective and that shit is infuriating#because if youre loterally just writing a oneshot that has no reason to be catered to a specific use of pronouns Why are you usinv them#like youre writing a hc about how they hug why is it Gendered#fucking christ sorry if this seems like.#yknow what no im not sorry actually#idk man i made a huge effort to make people feel included n thats just dropped off the face of the earth with some fandoms for fucking real#not calling out tf here havent been in that space in a minute#i AM calling out anyone that writes for jjk dc comics any part pedro pascal has played in media ever uhhhhhhh etc etc#im not saying the authors have ill intent or problematic#im just saying it perpetuates an exclusionary soace and makes people feel left out#and ngl.... as much is i love everyone joining sites and blah blah blah post pandemic and w the popularity of tiktok#yall need to fucking Learn fandom edicate that shit is so fucking infuriating#not all of u ofc but some of yall are so disrespectful#anyways hi!! bye <3#vent
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Okay I'm still on the cocolia lie bullshit but what gets me SO BAD bout it is that gepard. Of all fucking people. IS ALSO LIED TO????
like during the flashbacks before the preservation notices us we see him fucking nearly breaking down to cocolia because he's watched the soldiers under his command not just die to the fragmemtum but become corrupted by it. Like. Gepard's character is so sure and steadfast and unwavering but in that flashback he was nearly falling apart when saying that the men they lost didn't actually die. Like he really saw first hand as people he knew and trained with become corrupted and twisted by the fragmentum. And cocolia DIDNT CARE. She just told him she knew the 'risks' and told him to leave.
But like everyone else Gepard is led to believe that cocolia WASNT cold and heartless. He's just supposed to believe that the countless people sent to their deaths was FOR SOMETHING? that they weren't literally used to feed the stellaron???? Like it's sooooooo fucked up. Of all people gepard should know the truth like motherfucker was used and abused by cocolia and yet he continues to ascertain that the countless orders he took and deaths he saw were Right.
#honkai star rail#gepard#im!!!! fuckignfisldbdyf#like i havent done much after finishin off cocolia so maybe theres more where he Learns bout it#but i doubt it#its the fact that bronya covering her mothers bullshit is treated as Right yknow!!!!#i hope they actually do more w that like the truth gets out or smthin but I DOUBT IT.
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DIED TO CAZADOR FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#okay#okay okay#its fine#it's FINE#we use this as another learning experience 🥲#gonna keep this save actually to play some of the fights and strategize cause i havent actually played act 3 that much#honour mode 3.0 coming up 🥲#honour mode run 2.0#bones.txt
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