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DOOM PATROL (2019-2023) Fame Patrol (Season 4, Episode 8)
#doom patrol#doompatroledit#rjs*: new#dcedit#ABSOLUTELY IN SHAMBLES#how am i supposed to be ok rn.#i haven't thought about anything else#okay please i am going to comasdlfkjasdf#THEY. are everything.#how obsessed larry is with just touching him bc he hasn't been able to touch anyone PLEASE!!!!#I CANNOT HANDLE!!
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Some sketches I did to try to get a feel for what I want my Rook to look like 🤔
#I'll probably have to change the hair tbh#I haven't seen hair quite like this in the cc videos#the one dreadlocks+half bun hairstyle I saw wasn't quite the right vibe?? too short tbh#and lacking some shape#I just hope someone mods bg3 hairstyles into the game......... I had this one specific bg3 hair mod in mind while I was drawing her#but I'd settle for any long dreadlocks hairstyle tbh 😔#ironically I think I'll end up going for the short one in game 🫠 I feel like the shape of it fits the vibe I'm going for with her#which is like. kind of edgy fjdjjfjf very angular#can you tell I'm eyeing the antivan crow background for my 1rst playthrough........#sketch tag#dragon age#datv#sleepyscribble#I love her face. I definitely want to keep her face exactly like this#I'm only unsure about the scar and the makeup#I was thinking something like a lightning scar on the side of her face#which I could use to come up with something for her backstory later(trauma <3)#story wise I have a general idea of where I want to go with her but it's very like. just vibes rn#I'm thinking of going for angst with 'taken into the crows as a kid + being a crow is a huge part of who she is'#and 'being a crow is something she might want to stop being. but she can't. because she doesn't know how to be anything else'#I started thinking abt that while reading through the backgrounds and I thought yeowch. I have to go with crow now#but other than that I'm also looking forward to playing mostly purple rook so nfncnncncm she'll be an absolute disaster#also in my head her name is renata and her voice sounds a bit like josephine's
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Lone Star 🌟
#Yes I'm still thinking about this show. Haven't been able to think of anything else#THIS CHARACTER MAN. I have so many thoughts and feelings I can't articulate#So I tried to draw it instead#He's just... He's non human. He's isolated himself so much he isn't a person he's ethereal#True detective#true detective season 1#True detective s1#Rust Cohle#Rustin Cohle#matthew mcconaughey#fan art#art#sketch#character art
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WIP
#help#i haven't thought about anything else since the game came out#work in progress#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#my art
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I'm seeing a lot of people with neurodivergency, specially under the autism spectrum say that "Laios is annoying, never shuts up, is insensitive, and I can't stand him"; and the irony is not lost on me lmao.
#like im sorry dude did you think all autism is “anime obsessed dude”?#how did you think neurodivergent people behaved on old times?#also like#being unintentionally insensitive is almost a telltale sign of autism cause you struggle with social cues#if anything i think a lot of you are finally habing to face your own internalized predjudices#“he is annoying” yes that's how ableist neurotypical people talk about us all the time tell me something i haven't heard already#like how do i explain to you that a lot of neurotypical people tal the exact same eay youre talkbing about laios#and is annoying when they go “but im neurodivergent! i can be biased agaisnt neurodivergent people”#yes you can because being neurodivergent is not a monolith and you are mistifying being neurodivergent#by implying theres some sort of virtue in being under the spectrum when youre as capable of being a dick just as everyone else#like you think you have autism but suddenly wanting to taste things youre not supposed to eat and not remembering peoples names is too much?#some of yall never experienced beinf a “weird kid” at a young age and it shows#and im not talking the “geek bullied” weird kid kinda way#im talking “the adults think I'm weird amd don't know how to deal with me”#WHICH FITS LAIOS PERFECTLY BECAUSE WE ACTUALLY HAVE A SCENE OF HIS DAD SHOWING HIM FALLIN AS A BABY#AND NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY IS THERE NO EXPECTED REACTION FROM LAIOS#anyways im making this rant because is unreal how many posts of this exist#you think Laios is annoying cause he wont shut up?#congratulations thats how most people see us#now get over it or watch other series if you hate it that much#dunmeshi hell thoughts#weird rant i suppose#dungeon meshi#laios touden
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So, when I played Lucanis’s questline for the first time, I genuinely thought that Illario was going to turn out to also be possessed. I like to try to come up with theories if there's some kind of mystery involved. Obviously, Illario is suspicious from the get-go but if you want to give him the benefit of the doubt you can, after all, grief really does make people act strangely, but not usually immediately after the death. But when he shows up after the defeat of Zara and kills her just as she says “Amatus” upon seeing him there's no doubt he was in cahoots with her. But then something interesting happens, he uses blood magic, some enchanted pin. He still keeps up the act of innocence though. We get further confirmation during the questioning of Zara’s corpse that the two were extremely close, at least from her perspective. But then we get a strange little tidbit from the memories of Lucanis later in his quest line when you're with spite. Lucanis has a memory or maybe it's some warped memory of Zara talking about the cultivation of an Envy demon.
Zara’s project was to cultivate and bind different types of demons more easily through new techniques. Zara was talented enough to be able to put a demon inside of a non-mage subject, something that shouldn't be possible in the first place, or at least unheard of. She also wanted to cultivate certain types of demons, ones that are more rare and possibly harder to bind. We see the results of most of her test subjects, either walking corpses or bound demons. Let's say she agrees to take Lucanis to be a test subject, thinking the whole thing would just kill him and the terms of her deal with Illario would be met. Let's say shes surprised Lucanis is even able to merge with spite, let alone survive well afterward. Now let's say this gets her thinking, can she replicate this? Can she put demons and spirits into non-mages? Was this a freak accident?
I know I’m speculating a lot here but hang with me. Now I don't know if her scheme is to take advantage of Illarios jealousy and use it to create an envy demon, something rare and hard to bind, but it would naturally be attracted to that much envy in a person. Or maybe it's presented as an opportunity later down the line, that Illario could become an abomination and gain as much power as one, being able to tap into magic even if not in full control would still give him an edge. I don't know, I just think there was a bit more to the story that we don't know about, aside from what we’ve seen in some of the concept art. Which shows something akin to Illario being manipulated by either Zara or some kind of desire demon or??? Just someone in a pool of blood, with horns? But pieces of these ideas got left behind in the game. Fragments of something larger and it drives me up the wall.
There's an obvious romantic connection between Illario and Zara that is never elaborated upon in conversation, It is a deeply interesting tidbit of information and nothing is done with it. Then there's Zara’s line in Lucanis’ memories of her saying that the conditions of cultivating an envy demon must be perfect (the line that sent me through this spiral). And then there is Lucanis’ log book. His 5th one if you don't save Treviso shares a reading list of books and he writes some notes with his thoughts about each. He says that Spite “trusts nothing to do with envy demons” which to be fair to spite, is reasonable they're… creepy, and envy as an emotion is a huge liar sometimes.
There's just something there. Obviously, the story got cut up and changed with time but there was a time when I started to think that the reason Illario is so suspicious is that he's a red herring, or he's a patsy, or not in control of himself or being manipulated or SOMETHING. But no he's just… kinda stupid. He locked up his grandmother and kept her alive? IS HE STUPID?
Anyway, I just like the idea of some grander conspiracy or grander narrative and that maybe Illario wasn't all to blame for everything or that he was, and he was actually even more villainous. Being controlled by his own jealousy to the point of madness blah blah blah you see why I’m thinking about this so much now yeah?
#dragon age#dragon age the veilgaurd spoilers#datv spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#my stuff#sorry if i sound insane#i almost never share my thoughts about games I'm playing in actual posts#but this has been driving me crazy and I haven't seen anyone else say anything about it?#theres a lot to say about the old concept art too of course but its the little pieces of info in the game that are left behind that hint at#something... MORE that really make me nuts
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hi i'm re-reading again and this question occurred to me while i was reading sans talking about skeleton reproduction. ok first of all it finally hit me like. it sounds like skeletons in your world cant really accidentally have kids. so yeah gaster 100% made two kids on purpose, and definitely not to do anything bad to them (that came later lmao) which really just puts something in his character for me. anyway, that's just observing. i have a question! with the bone breaking thing, can like... twins come from that do you think? or would a skeleton have to break off two bones at once on purpose to get twins?
unrelated, because it was very funny to ask about the riverperson before so i'm wondering about another character just as a light curiosity; how's gerson doing? yknow the turtle shopkeeper guy
THAT'S AN AWESOME QUESTION! skeleton reproduction is the only thing I've cared to go into in text, but i imagine that for all monsters there's no such thing as accidental pregnancy. even in more familiar mammalian species that might reproduce sexually, there would have to be intention for that to lead to Baby Time. in joat the human vs monster biology is that humans start with a body, whereas monsters start with a soul, and i think you'd just need some nebulous magical "want" involved to make a soul.
i haven't thought about twins but I'm gonna say no? even if you broke apart the same piece and made two souls, they'd be siblings not twins. gestation varies from soul to soul and they wouldn't be guaranteed the same birthday, they wouldn't have identical traits, etc. although the magic of utdr/joat does somewhat operate on bugs bunny "if it's funny" rules so like. in theory you could get two identical skeletons. if doing so is funny.
and gerson? he's DEAD.
#jk idk lol i haven't thought about it even once#but ya it came up in joat more to add to gaster's character than anything else!!!#like to better allow naya to warm up#joat talks#answers
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Some fun Heartbroken trivia:
There is an older Nicholas and a younger Nicholas and they may have the same or similar powers
“He did. Guillaume and Nicholas... Nicholas just wallops you with pants-shitting waves of terror...” ... “...I would’ve done it even if my big brothers weren’t coming for me, but I joined the Nine.”
Worm 11.g
...the younger Heartbroken in line. Flor, Nicholas, Amias, Candy, and Darlene. ... ...the young ones, but Nicholas and Amias weren’t that into this particular game.
Ward 10.x
“You guys were busy helping Nathan after Nicholas got mad and terror-waved him.”
Ward 10.z
Older Nicholas and Guillaume aren't mentioned again after Cherie's interlude in Worm and Guillaume is only mentioned once in Ward
By the time he had her, he was bored enough with children that he didn’t pay her much mind. You broke that ground, he got bored because he paid that attention to you. You, Cherie, Jean-Paul, Valentina, Guillaume. Trying to break you, trying to make you trigger. Trying to make you soldiers. Or just the days he was an asshole who wanted to hurt someone and you were the first person he saw after the impulse crossed his mind.
Ward 20.e2
There may have been a fifth sibling with powers who, by the time Cherie escapes, are (most likely) dead and Alec doesn't know
“...I was his fourth kid to show powers...”
Worm 7.1
Alec knows that Nicholas and Cherie have powers, so it goes: Unknown, Cherie, Nicholas, and then Alec. In Cherie's interlude...
“But it didn’t happen. Time passed, he never made a push for it. Guillaume got his power, you know. Ten or so of us kids, and three of us could control people one way or another. Four if we count you...”
Cherie mentions Guillaume having a power like it's news to Alec. Taking both Alec and Cherish's words together the order should be: Unknown, Cherie, Nicholas (these three can be shuffled around), then Alec, and lastly Guillaume.
Cherie doesn't seem to count Unknown among the active kids, keeping the count to four same as Alec, implying that Unknown died in between Alec running away and his encounter with Cherish in Brockton Bay.
Also, just for fun, the ages of the five seem to be: Nicholas and Guillaume as the oldest (20+ in 2011), Cherie as the next (20 in 2011), and then Alec (15 in 2011). Unknown is unknown so throw them anywhere. Maybe between Alec and Cherie to explain the five year gap between them.
#parahumans#worm#ward#do these count as spoilers?#worm spoilers#ward spoilers#alec vasil#theory time#cherie describes heartbreaker as getting angry after alec left and worse when they couldn't retrieve him#so chances are he took out his anger on the ones who failed. the older sibs. gonna say Unknown died for alec getting away#either as punishment or HB sent them on more dangerous jobs that got them eventually which is why they aren't shown later on#maybe unknown's death was part of the reason cherie left. in addition to the failing to get an actress thing that got mentioned#or maybe cherie killed unknown on her way out and just didn't mention it#dunno. haven't really thought about it or heartbroken dynamics that much#since in ward it seems like the nicholas that shows up is only the younger one i'm assuming the older one is dead. same with guillaume#so either HB renamed a younger kid after nicholas the first or he didn't notice he used the same name twice#btw for the guillaume and nicholas mentions i just used site: bc worm and ward are way too long for anything else
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Critter. I want him dead. I swear I'm normal about it please believe me please
I refuse to draw him consistently I fear! I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him (/aff)
They should let him keep the weird destructive powers he had as a baby I think it would be funny
Ily Transmasc allegory you keep winning!!!
#peri fop#fop a new wish#peri#I haven't thought about anything else in a few days ^-^#Send help he takes up all my thoughts#He should. Explode. I wish for bad things to befall him (/aff)
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today is one of those days where i'm really grumpy at writing. like, for reals?? i'm wasting my one wild and precious life trying and failing to do THIS dumb activity for NO DISCERNIBLE REASON???
#i cannot jumpstart this attempted novel project for the life of me#(i haven't shared it with anyone at all and maybe it's that. no one knows anything about it but me and it's 20k+ and i'm going mad)#i don't think i have it in me to write a novel the way i did in pre-pandemic reality#my brain is just GONE in terms of having the ability to do sustained focus work#blahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay i just needed to vent. thanks y'all!!!#now i'm going to grant myself permission to stop failing at a word doc and go do something else like a person#i tried okay. i tried. sort of. i wrote maybe like half a page today. blahhhhhhhh!!!!!!#dollsome's deep thoughts#i hate u writing ............. we r enemies this day ....... grrrrrrrr ............ 😡😡😡
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i'm here to ask about jaime and rhaella 😭🙏
omg thank u for my life basically there's no textual basis for this really but i do find it interesting how rhaella and joanna were said to be close + joanna dies + jaime goes on to be charged with guarding (seemingly) rhaella and elia most often. something about knowing this boy's mother and he's sworn to protect you with his life and he's fifteen and you knew him before he was born. something about your mother being dead and you couldn't do anything about it and now you're in charge of keeping the Realm's Mother alive. jaime being the only person to think of rhaella as she was, the honesty in recalling the ways she suffered. im cooked.
#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls#barristan shitmy ''she was always mindful of her duty'' fuck you man#''you knew him before he was born'' stolen from my friend mads bc i haven't stopped thinking about it since they said it to me#i have other thoughts about the KG and the ways in which they are and aren't allowed to be treated as members of the royal family...#for another time perhaps#also george pleeeeeease please give me rhaella joanna unnamed princess of dorne content in f+b 2 PLEAAASE#i don't need to know anything else about tywin lannister. give me canon joanna content. give it to me#jaime lannister#rhaella targaryen
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when will someone pick izzy up bridal style and spin him around? hm?
#it Would upset his tummy but i think he deserves a little holding. as a treat#to be cradled. and spun around with joy#(honestly to me i see this only working as bellhands i dont think izzy would let anyone else get away with it- maybe ed but. thin thin ice-#and i see izzy being too stressed about eds knee to get to unbridled laughter. so sam . hes just appeared; for the first time in a long#time. he sees izzy [they have a little reunion (depending on ~circumstances~ that could just be yelling affectionately at each other like#hey i haven't seen u in a year- or if its after faking his death i see sam getting punched. just a little) they get to kiss a bit etc etc]#then sam just. sweeps him up in his arms. izzy yells in shock and demands sam puts him down but sam just. holds him tighter and#spins him around in pure joy. and izzy laughs#(this; more than anything shocks the crew. they thought the rest of it was shocking- sam bellamy likes izzy???? theyre married???#people think positively about this man they all hate???? wtf wtf. izzy punched sam and got away with it?? the prince of pirates?????#but then izzy is laughing. and theyre astounded. they didn't think he was capable of that. maybe they never knew him at all)#djjdhdhdj ive been. thinking about this. A LOT. today so here#have a ramble about izzy (again)#if izzy not for cradling like lover; why small?#nyxtalks#ofmd#israel hands#izzy hands#bellhands#sam bellamy#i think i went off enough in the tags to quantify those fjdjnd
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this is your periodic reminder to read the second perspective by wildflowertea on ao3
#GENUINLYYYY IT GETS YOU I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE SINCE#I can't believe it's only been 3 months it feels like far longer#bsd#skk#fic rec
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Okay, but I propose: Chris finds out that Eddie is literally trying to replace Shannon with a cheap replica, and he gets ANGRY. With no idea about the will, Chris demands he be allowed to go stay with his grandparents permanently. Eddie, feeling like he has no other choice after how badly he's hurt Christopher, agrees. Buck finds out that he's essentially being cut out of Christopher’s life without any say at all, and suddenly all of Eddie's words about Buck not being expendable and about trusting him most with Christopher feel like blatant lies.
#this isn't real spec i don't really know what's happening#but something about buck's fear over losing chris and being replaceable in 7x05#plus the way a shannon doppelganger has the potential to fully blow up in eddie's face when chris finds out especially#plus the diaz parents showing up plus the unresolved will of it all all has me thinking in weird directions#buckley diaz family#buddie#911 spoilers#911 speculation#random buckley diaz family thoughts#also again this is not real spec i don't really know what's being said#i just saw the episode and a quote about eddie being isolated going into s8#i haven't actually been following anything else so this is just me talking out of my ass
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my lackadaisy OC x canon ship lol (it's called Eleademe)
#lackadaisy#nicodeme savoy#lackadaisy oc#am i mentally okay#no actually i haven't thought about anything else but this for the past month#yeah i dont think im okay#the asylum is calling....#oc x canon#illustration
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currently captive audience to a knock down drag out fight in my brain between desire to respect the wishes of the creator and not look for anyone redistributing the comic and god i fucking miss wonderlab i miss wonderlab so much you have no idea i want wonderlab back so bad
#project moon#wonderlab#seriously wonderlab was so fucking good that like#the entire time pre-limbus release every time we got news i would get so excited for a potential followup on wonderlab's ending#and the idea of seeing characters like taii#with amazing designs from a comic that already had some absolutely stunning imagery#drawn in a style like the absolutely fucking beautiful painterly style of ruina's character art and cgs#getting to see more of taii and the other survivors of the branch and seeing where their lives would go after that ending#seeing how the loss of so many important people would affect them and how they'd struggle in the aftermath of l corp's collapse#we already had ONE distortion in the ending of wonderlab with catt and that happened BASICALLY MOMENTS AFTER LOBCORP'S ENDING#can you IMAGINE how cool it'd be to see all of these characters#who already have experience with combat and ego and weird anomalous monsters via their work in the branch#react to and potentially figure out and adapt to the distortion phenomenon?#LITERALLY THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF LIMBUS IS GOING INTO FORMER L CORP BRANCHES#THAT'S THE SELLING POINT OF THE GAME! THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE! OF COURSE I WOULD GET EXCITED ABOUT MORE WONDERLAB STUFF!#BUT NOW WE'LL NEVER GET THAT#WE'LL NEVER SEE TAII AGAIN IN OFFICIAL MEDIA#WE'RE JUST LEFT WITH THE MEMORY OF THAT FINAL PANEL AND TAII GAZING OVER THIS STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL SURREAL LANDSCAPE#WITH PROMISES OF A JOURNEY WE'RE NO LONGER ALLOWED TO SEE#FUCK I MISS WONDERLAB#wonderlab was so fucking good that it accidentally became the cornerstone of my entire perspective on project moon's works as a whole#and now that it's gone i can't go back to lobcorp or ruina without feeling its absence like a gaping void in my chest#the only thing left in its place being the knowledge of the shitshow that was the drama surrounding project moon for a while#and the thought that maybe in a different world we would've gotten to see more#FUCK man#no joke i literally made myself cry typing this whole rant out#suddenly learning that wonderlab had been taken down was a fucking wound i have never recovered from#and i've never been able to look at ruina or limbus with the same sense of awe and wonder and curiosity ever since#just the bitter knowledge that yet another formerly beloved story and world has fallen into corporate nightmares and gacha cash grabs#i haven't been able to keep up with project moon much at all since. i don't know if anything else has happened.
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