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I need every one of my followers to get obsessed with me
#talking to the air#if i’m still soul-achingly consumed by this tomorrow night#by GOD i will draw something to go along with my desperately rambaling on why i think#more modern adaptions of Ares like as a character need to let him exist#outside of the idea of him being Some Big Dumb Jock#my god i need to read the illiad i need to read every greek classic that even breifly mentions ares#i am the tiger in desperate need to enrichment pacing my cage rn#i NEED to my brain to shut up and let me SLEEP#thoughts going miles a mintues over here#i have to wake up in 2 hours#somebody please sedate me
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rain or shine i'm by your side so why won't you look my way
#parkour civilization#parkour civilization fanart#parkciv#evbo#seawatt#seavbo#minecraft#minecraft art#third version posted!!!!!!!!#good morning it is 8 am and i actually spent 2 hours marinating in bed#body clock fucked as hell wdym im automatically waking up 6 am on weekends now#well alright time to post more of them!!!!!!!!🌈🌈🍭🍭#has anybody noticed the weathergirl flavor foley captions#i looooove weathergirl Omg#i had it on loop when i made this piece#my original idea was to actually just have evbo alone!!!!#a weird yearning that he just cant seem to understand!!!!#an unknown want for someone thts been long gone but he doesnt want to acknowledge it!!!!#might get into mavbo slash darkstar too lowkey
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Happy Holidays!
#cat fortress#tf2 spoilers#tf2#team fortress 2#the days have worn away#now I will close asks - in 3 hours#actually… when I wake up🙏#tf2 au#:3#drew over the original of course! the drawing itself took days after all#it doesn’t look as good as I wanted it to#but at least I’m not stressing about getting it done haha ! I hope you enjoy anyways :3#⚾️scratch#🚬snap#💣demomew#💜Mrs DeGrowl#🎈general patton dough#🌾yawna#🫐fluffy’s mama#🥪fluffy#💉meowdic#🔥zoomies#🧸georgia washington dough#🪻zhanclaw#🥀beanislava#🪖biscuits#🎯snipurr#🛠️enginya#🎤tomcat jones#💀whiskers
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色彩 [Shikisai]
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#yuuji#finally...some not angst.....#im worried out of my mind fr these two right abt now but we cope we cope :)#i woke up early n rushed to render this bc im leaving 2 catsit today n wont b able to spend every waking hour drawing like i have been#almost uploaded it without rendering megumi's ear and frgetting the sukuna scars so im sure ill find something i missed once i hit post smh#this pose fought me also >:( sighs why when i try to do not angst they do not want to cooperate . do they prefer being hurt#anyway !!!#i dont think any1 Listens when ppl put song links in the caption but if anyone is curious ! colours/shikisai galileo galilei#SO themcore im unwell i say that a lot but i mean it every time#speaking of colours i Love how these turned out but they ended up being a lot more cohesive than i intended GKHSDFK#wanted to have yuuji in warm and megumi in cold but that appears to have blended everywhere but their uniforms Oops#sighs these 2 and their sun/moon imagery r my cause of death. i die thinking abt it#resisted the urge 2 have a lmhs caption but let it b known. i amn Thinking it.#anyway i say ill b away from my drawing tablet but i fully plan 2 uber home one of the days so i can draw#i cant b slacking now the itfs reunion is nigh and i feel nauseous abt it i need to channel the nervous energy#have sketches.......just in case....but we dont Talk abt just in case >:(#itfs nation hold strong <3
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i really like games that take place underwater and have really dark lore
um i made more
#pressure x splatoon collab when#this was supposed to be a quick doodle why did this take me 6 hours#im actually rlly proud of this im ngl#first time drawing sebastian giys WHY IS HIS HAIR SO HARD TO DRAW#if i wake up tomorrow and i hate thjs im not gonna be ok#i feel like eight would be perfectly fine with killing a man but its for the meme ok#jaz art#art#illustration#pressure#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#sebastian pressure#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#agent 8#octoling#i think we're gonna have to kill this guy
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hockey screencap 3/???
#I mean yeah#me af#connor mcdavid#edmonton oilers#this is my first time drawing connor and it is deceptively hard#i'm not totally sure this looks like him but it's late and I have to wake up for work in like 2 hours#alsso I wanna draw something different tomorrow which'll be a fun little treat#hockey art#mine#screencap#seinfeld
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this outfit is very important to me
#xmen#xmen cartoon#xmen 92#professor x#charles xavier#snap sketches#i have to wake up in four hours !!!!!!!! //draws charles xavier// //draws charles xavier// /draws charles xavier// /draws cha#ive legally decided im drawing charles with a cleft chin regardless of the iteration it just fits him really well. i think.#anyway caption says it all .... i like this outfit a lot ..... its the green .. and gloves .. im pretty sure ...#legally needed to redraw that frame from where charles was being sassy to jubilee im sorry aelkvej#also i couldnt think of anything else at the start of this 'doodle pile' <- there are two (2) drawings it is not a pile#tbh i wanted to doodle a silly lil comic surroundin them episodes with him and magneto in The Savagelands but.#it is 1AM and i just needed to draw the outfit itself real quick rlaekjfal#maybe ill do it tomorrow. im planning on going out a bit after my classes so we'll see if im not lazy as hell !!!!#for now goodnight i love bald people
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The thing no one ever considers while writing up character analyses about Merlin is that. he must have been sooooooo sleepy.
#I see everyone talking about the nuances when you look at Merlin through [x] lens#BUT WHAT ABOUT THE SLEEPY LENS#WE CAN’T KEEP SLEEPING ON THE SLEEPY LENS#(can u tell I'm exhausted)#see this reads as if I'm joking but I'm actually being SO serious. I think the lack of rest was a significant factor in Merlin's conduct#IF he got a solid 8 hours of sleep + 2 hours minimum JUST to himself everyday uninterrupted... I just know things would turn out different#like it isn't even asking for much. decent sleep + a frankly sad amount of down-time. and yet. I know he didn't get that w those 3 jobs#ugh#he must have been TIRED do you hear me#even applies to morgana she looked tired tbh. those prophetic dreams probably weren't great for restfulness. sad what she did but#she did seem sleepy#okay ignore this I am going through it. extrinsic intrinsic coagulation pathways have gotten to me if u know what I mean#actually wait no if anyone sees this don't ignore it#HE MUST HAVE BEEN SO SLEEPY and everyone must understand. SLEEPy.#I hope I do not wake up and reread this and wonder why I posted this. but like I feel like I am the correctest person on planet earth rn#I've been thinking abt merlin's nap deprived state for years now tbh#merlin#bbc merlin
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when no one is around, you'll find me on my tallest tiptoes (shining just for you)
pairing: bang chan x reader (you/your)
title: mirrorball by taylor swift (album: folklore)
cw: swearing, mental health (reader is emotionally drained)
synopsis: sometimes someone just needs to show up for you to realise that maybe even the end of the world doesn't sound so bad if they're with you. or, where chan sends you a text that makes you break down.
tags: comforttt, chan being the absolute sweetheart that he is, reader is the silent type who doesn't prefer talking about their struggles, unedited, lowercase intended, relationship is not defined so can imagine it however y'all want 🤍
author's note: this was heavily self indulgent because sometimes you just need the reassurance that it'll be fine. so to anyone that needs to hear it, whatever you're struggling with now, you'll just look back on it in the long run and be proud of yourself. i love you, and my dms are always open if you wanna talk <3
word count: 0.9k
enjoy !
"did you eat today?"
it was just a text. just a single text.
but you were surprised to see teardrops on your phone screen as you stared at those words for a solid ten minutes.
it was nothing out of the ordinary; chan was always checking up on you, making sure you were hydrated, got home safe, or anything and everything else.
but sitting in the hallway in front of your apartment door, with messy hair and crumpled up pieces of papers in your bag and your glasses resting on the top of your head, covered with dirty fingerprints... you felt pathetic.
chan was the one managing a world famous band, he was the one constantly producing songs or brainstorming ideas or working on their demanding choreography.
as you absent-mindedly scrolled up your chat, it was him who was constantly checking up on you and asking you the simplest things that held the deepest meaning.
and what were you doing?
letting some mundane crisis wear you out and come back to being the person you had tried so hard to escape.
the silent vibration of your phone made you wipe your tears with a shaky breath, and accept the call request with a smile on your face.
"hey man, how was practice toda—"
"i'm coming over with your favourite take-out, and you're gonna shut the fuck up for once and let me treat you."
"chan..." inhale. exhale. you could not allow yourself to cry in front of him.
he already had a lot on his plate with the comeback, he didn't need you to add on to that and ma—
"and if you need to, we can talk about your day, and i can tell you about mine, and we can laugh about the stupid things me and the boys did or how steve has been pissing you off these days, or we can just not say anything and eat and go to bed. how's that sound, love?"
what did you ever do to deserve this man?
"where are you, chan? i miss you."
the elevator dings, making you look up and exhale, your whole body instantly relaxing at the sight of him.
"i'm right where you need me to be." he smiles, his dimples and tiny nose scrunch making your insides ache.
"i'm sorry," you almost felt bad because of how good it felt, having someone you care about meet you halfway. being taken care of. "you're probably so tired after practice, you really didn't have to..."
you didn't want to be a burden, but looking at the way his gaze softened and his shoulders relax as you meet his eyes, you realise...
maybe you could help carry each other's burden; together.
chan placed his bag on the ground and crouched down on the floor beside you, mirroring your position.
he saw your tear streaked face, and you remember telling him once how cringey you found it when male leads would enter like knights in shining armour and save the helpless maidens.
you wish you hadn't, because you really needed the saving right now.
chan smiled.
"you know," he started, taking your glasses from your head and wiping them on his shirt. "i had a pretty shitty day today. i mean, it wasn't that bad, but i feel like i could've done much better, that i couldn't give my best. and maybe we couldn't finish recording today because of my mistakes. but the weird thing is, i realised that i wanted to say that to you. and you know how much i hate letting people know that i messed up." he chuckled.
he gently puts the glasses on your face, making you look at him.
"i wanted to let you know that i didn't do well today because i knew you would not just cheer me up, but tell me to do better next time.
i sent you that text purely out of selfish motives, so that i could get a chance to talk to you. so honestly, you don't have to feel bad."
you hadn't even spoken a word since he'd arrived, but it felt like he understood you better than you could've ever put it into words.
"plus, i was craving some chinese anyway." he stood up, reaching out his hand to you. "so, are you gonna make me wait outside the whole night, or are we gonna get in?"
"chan," you felt... love. adoration. gratitude. he did have a way of making you feel things you didn't know you could feel anymore. "did you get those complimentary starters they give? i will simply not let you in if you haven't."
as you saw him finally flash his biggest smile at you, you knew you would be okay.
"who do you take me for? of course i did! and i was going to wait till desert but they may have given me a little somethin-somethin on the house as they were closing up their shop."
it didn't matter what you both talked about as you sat down to have cold take out food; why you felt like punching steve or how chan was having the time of his life trolling stays on his lives.
at the end of the day, what mattered was you knew he was there, someone to listen to you talk for hours and hours and someone he could fall asleep in the arms of, forgetting for a moment that he had the weight of the world on his shoulders.
and thats how you know it would all be okay.
because even if it felt like the end of the world, there was someone willing to spend it with you.
a/n: comments and reblogs are what keeps me going so they are highly appreciated, thank you !
if you're going through something similar, please feel free to reach out to anyone, remember, there are people out there who love you more than you may realise.
untill next time 💌
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#it is literally 2:50 AM#and i have a paper due tomorrow 😁#but priority ig#literally so self indulgent wrote this on a whim in an hour and am sk emotional for some reason#anyway time to go to sleep and wake up in three hours for school 🫡#my fic#bang chan#bang chan x reader#bang chan x you#bang chan x y/n#stray kids#skz#skz bang chan#christopher bang#fanfic#skz fanfic#skz imagines#writers on tumblr#leeb1tm3
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I love unhinged women
#pokemon uranium#leafeon#urayne#i love lucille but the protag goes from probably not having an opinion on their mom besides being the reason their dad left to being#that one person who tried to kill you multiple times - caused a few nuclear meltdowns - tried to kill your dad and your best friend#i NEEEDDD her to wake up i cant imagine how strained their relationship is going to be on top of CURIE absolutely hating your guts#anyway i only got 3 hours of sleep bc my brain wouldnt let me sleep until i finished this#i have 2 hours til work wish me luck in getting at least a wink of sleep#my art#pokemon uranium spoilers
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fuck weekly meeting
#we had a fucking 4.5 hour meeting in the afternoon#(and 1 hour in the morning)#6 different people with 6 different topics and fields to discuss#brain exploding sfx#just kill me i can't fucking handle that#how am i alive#everyone is upset in the end why do we make all meetings happen on monday#no i didn't even do the draft im drawing a titan and im straight to bed leap of faith style face down slapping on my pillow#anyway idk if im gonna wake up at 10pm or 4am goodnight#destiny 2#destiny titan#destiny warlock#destiny 2 art#my art#(edit: okay maybe not entirely different fields but still every change of topic makes me more detached from reality#(i typed this on a my bed and mobile tumblr doesnt have the best tag editing feature so fuck it im just gonna append this
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I will shut up about the new mattress eventually, but that day will not be today.
#hilary for ts#for the first time in YEARS i woke up without my back hurting#me lying there before falling asleep was just a constant mental refrain of “wow this is so comfortable”#i also slept until 2 minutes before my alarm instead of waking up an hour early because of said back pain#truly a miracle#anyway i have waited 5 goddamn years to have enough disposable income to purchase this motherfucker#Extremely Worth It
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I'M ****ING FREEE
#I MEAN#NOT REALLY#BUT I DON'T NEED TO RIDE ANYWHERE TOMORROW#AND MY HEAD ****ING HURTS FOR NO REASON#AND I HATE ILLUSTRATOR AND INDESIGN AND PHOTOSHOP AND GRAPHIC DESIGN#HOW THEY MANAGE TO EAT ALL MY NERVES#I JUST COME BACK HOME ALMOST AT NIGHT AND HAVE NO TIME AND SIT TO DRAW A LITTLE BIT AND OH MY GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S 2 AM AND OF COURSE#CAN'T WAKE UP ON TIME AND I'M A SHITTY MESS TOMORROW AND CAN'T EVEN SLEEP FOR 6 HOURS AND THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE TO RIDE FOR 3-4#HOURS IN SUMARRY AND IT IS SO EXHAUSTING JUST BECAUSE YOU DO IT EVERYDAY#RARRRRRRAAAAAARRARARRARARARARRRRRRR#RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#ONE DAY IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME#OH MY GOD I NEED TO DIG THROUGH SO MUCH
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snore honk mimimimimimi 😴
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago spoilers#dragons rising spoilers#ninjago wyldfyre#levi's shitposts#me today 😭#skipped school bc the last two days have been hard af#I couldn't even get off my bed bro. (and got like 0 sleep) the moment my mom told me I could skip school I fell asleep#and didn't wake up till an hour ago 😭 yeah your average almost 2 weeks before finals experience 👍
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binding vow
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#done....collapses#up until 3am last night n sitting fr another 8 hours today to finish....#g o d#the things i do fr him.....#let it no longer b said that i only do elaborate paintings rife with symbolism tht feature gojo. megu my one true muse#as is Correct and Just#real talk tho i was just sketching th things i wanted to include without giving much thought to the Themes#w the exception being the spider lilies lmao I Know What Those Mean#but i ended up with a REALLY good life/death/marriage/loyalty thing going on????#w the lotus/spider lily being purity+rebirth/death#((not 2 mention 'far from the one he loves' like HELLO?????))#also w the temari balls being associated w femininity but having him dressed in groom's attire#like???? 90% unplanned but i ended up both cooking And eating#also happy 2 report that betta fish were kinder 2 me than the koi were :) no trouble from these lil guys#in fact everything abt this piece kind of came easily beyond the initial colour swatch??#thank u fr being an easy subject megu ilysm im sorry abt all the death imagery i dont mean it pls focus instead on th Life imagery :((((#i put a ring on it so u gotta wake up.....cant leave yuuji @ th altar ....#SPEAKING OF THE RING IK ITS ON THE RIGHT HAND we've been over this and its Okay#if i read a single comment .........#sorry 2 that one person who was like 'the next binding vow better be at itfs' wedding' ik this probably wasnt what u meant#but it did inspire me smile :)#anyway i need 2 stop looking at this its been over 24 hours
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i do have words and a story to tell,
it's just really fucking hard sometimes when
these are all pieces of me i feel like i should keep to myself.
#today it's mourning all the wips that will never make it out there bc insecure writer hours never ended#but in all honesty#to the too scared to share my works with the world writers#to the this much isnt good enough writers#to the will i ever improve and will it ever become something i can be proud of writers#the only doing this for the validation and the i want someone to love this as much as i do writers#to the ones too scared of pouring out their hearts only to be met with no response#and the ones who envy how easy it seems for others#the ones who wake up at 2 am with a thought and write until the break of dawn#the ones who dream more than do#and the ones that do more than dream#to not being able to look back bc you feel like you have nothing to be proud of#or getting bored of your own stuff and thinking who would ever read this#to every writer really#you're all doing so well#and you got this#be patient w yourselves#you're allowed to put things to rest#you're allowed to start a new project#you're allowed to do whatever you want to if it makes you happier#everything is within your hands
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