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If I knew how to draw it would be over for you hoes <- is an artist
#shitpost#artist shitpost#I want to draw chorus of dragons fanart SO BAD but I have a vision beyond my skill level…#FUCK#I have to TRY#and LEARN#and PUT IN EFFORT#ugh#ridiculous
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sorry but I have to throw in my 5 cents, I keep hearing and even seeing so many clickbait videos about Pianosaurus being a bait and how Mob waisted him yada yada yada and like...? Would it have been better to have him than Baba and hopefully get a better sequence or sth? yeah! did he serve his purpose perfectly in the story from a narrative set up perspective? YES.
I think people don't realise how important of a scene is the introduction of a major character!!! and pianosaurus was crucial for the introduction of Doey! that cut scene gave me actual chills. think about it, not only is it a jumpscare, but we see a smiling Doey show up and offer us help after he just brutally ripped apart a toy of which he knew had a person stuffed inside it .
it shows how unstable Doey is, it places all these doubts and ideas in the player's head about his character, it also shows his strength and just how scary Doey can be, it's terrifying! and perfectly so for a horror game!!
so yeah maybe pianosaurus was a wasted opportunity, because of his cool design, but I think the writers did an amazing job with him and that scene has to be one of my favourites in the whole chapter
#i had to say it#sorry not sorry#maybe trying to get gamers to care about narrative hooks and tools is futile#but i have to try#as a literature nerd and writer#and someone obsessed with patterns and mechanics of the craft of storytelling#I HAVE TO TRY#also i wanted to highlight that cutscene and the writing#because it deserves it#idk who wrote doey but they did a DAMN good job#poppyplaytime#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 4#pianosaurus#doey the doughman#poppy playtime chapter four#poppy playtime spoilers
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go off about the DE debrief pls
Okay okay okay okay SO - gosh, where to even begin.
Okay, so: You're standing above the Whirling-In-Rags (which - by the way - is an INCREDIBLE name for this particular location, as Harry is quite literally caught in the storm of his own hopes and failures and responsibilities and poverty BUT I DIGRESS ALREADY), and you're invited to take in a view of the square which will comprise a central location for the game's central drama, and here, at the end of your first day - for a new player, spent running around haphazardly, talking to people who hate you, who have strong opinions about you and about this world that you barely understand - both as the player AND diegetically as Harry - and right before you try to pack it in and give it another go tomorrow, Kim does something important: he invites you into the story in a way that frames not only what you have done in a way that is encouraging (something needed as a player after all the disorientation) but also deeply personal for this character.
This moment isn't just about the narrative gameplay utility of taking the player aside after they've finished Chapter One (so to speak) and making sure they understood the major components of the story that they're in. It's about giving the player a chance to see Kim Kitsuragi - a character who is deeply straight laced, and particular, and necessary for Harry's potential to heal and to move forward from this point where he's found himself - in a moment of genuine vulnerability, and also genuine power.
Kim pulls a cigarette. His minor vice, his personal challenge, one of the markers of his Cool. He takes you through the days events, making sure that as a new player, you aren't completely lost as to what your goals are here, and what's central to achieving them.
(I had forgotten about this until I've been watching it back - he also compliments the snakeskin shoes!!! The green does compliment the orange!!! And those SHOES - one of the many things that makes me headcanon Harry as a closeted-even-to-himself bisexual, like - Kim KNOWS that it's a bold fashion choice and admires it, okay I'm veering off what's just in the text itself now here)
And then he "zooms out," so to speak. We get a discussion of the RCM, an organization which is core to Kim's belief system, which I read as being a steadfast commitment to the ideals of self-governance, of propriety in the social order, of there being a right way to carry a weapon, and a right way to protect the things worth protecting.
He talks about having been a Moralist (a political ideology coded as being similar to specifically European Liberalism), when he was younger, and falters when trying to articulate why he moved on from their beliefs, except for throwing in a comment about how their motto is more about "what they want you to think about them" implying that, for all their talk, they fail to truly meet those values of "Love, Compassion, Self-Discipline", a statement which the situation in Martinaise genuinely supports.
And it's hard to understate how good the music is in this scene too. Breathy and expansive and yearning and defiant and sad.... It's everything that the story is set up to make you feel. It's big, and it's aching, and musically it's all about how it isn't time to give up yet, not now, not while there's still some way to stand on your two feet and do something about all the problems in the world.
And what's insane about that feeling and that idea is that it's actually the central thing that Harry and Kim deeply share. It's what makes them good cops. The story tells us - both directly through text, and through their actions (assuming that you're not playing Harry as a fucking fascist) - that they get up, every day, broken as they are, and try to Do Good in a world that is beautiful, and hostile, and complicated, and impossibly hard to see clearly through all of the ideologies, and the daily grind, and all the pointless pain, but you still have to try to do the right thing. Because it's worth it. Because that's what you owe it.
Harry has been beaten down by this challenge. He's tried to be good, and smart, and tough enough to take on the problems of the world, and of his community, and he has been brought here: to his last leg, to the Whirling-In-Rags, certain in his heart that he's been beat.
But Kim refuses to accept that answer, and so does Harry's soul (a stand-in for us, as the player), he refuses to accept that nothing can be done, just because the problems seem so large, and intractable.
And then Kim does the best thing that he could for Harry, and for us, who are facing the same exact questions in our own, much bigger, just as complicated world:
He stares the challenge down with courage. And despite what he believes through the clarity of his sight, he hopes for a better world:
It's this line, this Perception check, that I always come back to, when I think about what this game really wants me to take away from this whole story. There's more to it than just that, of course, this game is full of lessons about money, soldiers, workers, sex, power, honor, and beauty,
but this is the thing that I need the most, when I'm trying to find my own way forward. I need to be able to acknowledge that maybe I won't see the world become more kind, more loving, and more honest before I die. Maybe it'll still be just as hard and bleak in 20 or 50 or 100 years.
But still.
I still have to believe that the struggle won't break me down. That the work, the very belief that trying is worth it, will drive me forward,
that it will make me look young. when it should make me look tired.
And then just like that, it's over. It's time to go back inside, to let the moment fade, and to take that courage as far as it will take you.
There are so many good scenes and interactions in this incredible masterpiece of gameplay and storytelling, but the Day One debrief will stick with me forever, I think.
#knifepadme#disco elysium#i warned y'all when I reblogged that amazing art#i have a lot of feelings about this game#this isn't even half of it like this is just ONE scene#im not kidding when i say this game changed the way i think about myself and the world#i hope to be half the man that Kim Kitsuragi is in my lifetime#i hope to see the world as clearly and to be as hopeful and strong#and i hope that clarity and honesty and belief and strength for all of us#because i think that... maybe we could make revachol better#maybe we can at least make a difference#for me at least#i have to try
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i wish i was good at drawing so that i could draw my atsv ocs 💔
#atsv ocs#i downloaded ibispaint on my laptop for tht reason but since i'm not confident i haven't even touched the app#i have to try#but like i'm scared for some reason#but if i ever did and if i like the results i'll post them
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DRAW. JUST DRAW. PICK UP YOUR PEN AND DRAW. IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT. IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE TO BE GOOD. JUST FUCKING DO IT.
#there are so many faggots running around in my head and i can't draw them#i have to try#i have to pick up the pen and try#f slur#in tags
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@dinogaby I don't know if you know Epic the Musical that well but I had an idea.
Basically it's Epic the Musical's "Monster" by Jorge Rivera-Herrans but Garmadon letting himself being corrupted in the end.
I just think it fits so well. The idea that Garmadon is at first questioning himself before he allows himself to become more like his Oni self to win a war that'd otherwise would be lost and to make sure he didn't lose anyone else.
#dinogaby#this is something I need to make#I have to try#It's a must!#this could technically work for Lloyd too#especially Oni Lloyd#lego ninjago#ninjago#lego ninjago garmadon#ninjago garmadon#garmadon ninjago#garmadon#lord garmadon#oni garmadon#ninjago oni#oni
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Idk if the meds are like.. good, for making me this numb.. or bad.. for making me this numb. And dumb. Oh well..
#i let myself depend on it#there is no one i talked to#nothing that i changed in my lifestyle#i have to try
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language learning is fun until you have to learn a language
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I have a confession I’ve been drinking a glass of carrot juice a day because I saw someone say if you can consume the right amount you’ll get a light glowy tan without turning too orange and I’m easily influenced
#listen I know it’s a gamble#because I could turn orange but???#I have to TRY#since I started wearing sunscreen I am a sheet of paper#I want my pre-sunscreen lightly tanned natural skin tone#I just won’t go overboard
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Timebomb-Jayvik dynamic is so funny bc we have:
Begrudgingly acknowledge each other despite that one time Ekko haggle the fuck out Jayce and Jayce accidentally polluted the underground
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Two strikes and they started throwing slurs at each other
#arcane#arcane shitpost#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane viktor#arcane jayce#arcane ekko#arcane jinx#timebomb#jayvik#arcane jayvik#arcane timebomb#jinx x ekko#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#‘our hubbies are on thin ice of throwing hands on each other’#i love when engineers try double date and then they suddenly have to be on edge of their partner speedrunning on getting canceled
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
#i am so sick of writers having to anticipate the most boring#bad-faith readings of their work. i am like - if you use cheese as a currency#okay! as long as the world makes sense to me: cool. cheese tax. moving on.#my job as the reader is to suspend my disbelief and say okay! i am so sick of like#fanfiction authors having to write dissertations#because they had an interesting idea they'd like to try out!!!#just write it! if it doesn't make sense that's someone else's problem!!!#PS OP is autistic. yes sometimes i take things literally at first glance. then i think about it lol#this is so clearly not about accessibility etc. it's about like. girl even i an autistic person#am able to understand ''they probably didn't mean his eyes darkened LITERALLY''
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My fellow bitches under 5'5. Whatever the money, do not take a job working at a middle school. A fellow adult tried to put me in detention last month and would NOT give up until I showed her my badge proving Yes, The School Hired Me To Work Here. It's not meant for people our height.
#personal#back to work tomorrow prepare thyself#i have had other adults try to take my phone away ask if I have a tardy pass the aforementioned detention incident-#THE LIST GOES ON#i usually get an apology after they realize im twenty fucking six but sometimes im like#....if you need to apologize this profusely for talking to me like that when you realized i wasn't a student#maybe you shouldn't be talking to the students like that either?#i get it they're irritating as hell but like. as soon as you realized i could report you for yelling at me the way u just did#u HELLA backtracked.#maybe some self reflection is in order?
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#'who was this about' dont worry <3#EDIT hi i didnt realize this would get notes LOL. um everyone reblog with what character ur thinking of because im NOSEY i WANNA SEE#edit 2 to everyone trying to guess what the character i made this for was. youre all wrong. this was about kamen rider#youd think lupin because of my profile picture but alas i have other interests as well...#anis gaymer moments
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