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ihaveitprintedout · 1 year ago

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when you're in a normal conversation and they bring up the F1 driver you're obsessed with and you have to pretend you only like them a normal amount and not a psychotic amount

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clickbeetle · 7 months ago

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my favorite candy? Nature’s Truth 200mg Magnesium Gummies

#i only got them bc i’m tired of swallowing vitamins but they taste so good #i have to hold myself back

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polycatyl · 1 year ago

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there is always that quiet urge nagging behind my ear, it never goes away because I can never fulfill it, it always will be behind me, following me around and I just have to accept it is going to be there

#voice of reason #I can't act on these things #I have to hold myself back #then I seem distance #then an asshole #and I just fall into limbo

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time-woods · 1 year ago

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more of these dorks

#prismo the wishmaster #scarab the god auditor #fionna and cake #adventure time #fionna and cake spoilers #prohibitedwish #i believe thats their ship name #anyways accidental flirting with a weirdo bug #i have so many doodles of them from just today #im having to hold myself back rn

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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The dog days are over.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #The childhood flashback is one of my favourite scenes in MDZS and yes I am disapointing myself in how little I am covering it.#If it is any consolation...I'll be bringing JYL's piggyback scene into another comic later on.#There truly is something so specific and yet resonant in the way our bonds as children feel so deep.#But the world doesn't stay as small as it does when you are a kid. The problems you argue about get bigger and more serious.#You still hold so much love for this person despite how much you want to throw hands with them.#To have such a complicated history with someone and then fall apart...You always think you have time to heal the wound.#Why wouldn't you! You've never had anything but time with this person. A brother not in blood but in true and genuine bond.#And then the fucker dies! It's horrible and sudden and the last words you exchanged were cold and awful!#What do you do with those dead end feelings? What do you do but grieve bitterly and angrily?#There is no resolution for all the love you wanted back. There will never be an opportunity to bridge the gap between you.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. Because you thought you had more time.#If anyone dares say Jiang Cheng didn't love WWX I'll be the first to fire up the powerpoint presentation on why he absolutely does.

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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wanted to practice some more intense angry expressions and what better excuse to further my agenda of giving megumi the emotional catharsis he deserves

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #yall know tht one juuzou panel gjkgdghjkdfhgjkgd #guess what was my ref fr bottom right #i think megumi deserves to scream real guttural at least once #i think it would be good for him and i certainly would not complain to see it #i love stoic emotionally constipated characters dont get me wrong but also like. come on. points at the 'whatever!' scene #he's so GOOD when he gets to be expressive like PLEASE #anyway i once again have to do everything myself in this house when it comes to this kid #so i am treating myself to 4 flavours of angry megu #here we've got a fine selection of enraged ; holding himself back from clocking a mf by a thread ; seething ; and tortured :D #the classic capricorn emotions #real talk tho anger is Hard to draw #also bad fr the state of my skin probably with the way i was subconsciously Making these expressions as i drew #gna give myself wrinkles at 24 i had my brow furrowed so deeply

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skaagi · 5 months ago

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Finished :D

#Let me know if you want to learn about the process for this one #full disclosure: I roughly traced my reference image #because I didn't want to hold myself back with anatomy and proportions when all I wanted to do for this was studying colour #and trying to find the right colour balance #studying texture and how to render things...#I really like how this turned out!#I have a few more leyendecker studies planned but this is finished for now #malevolent podcast #digital art #artists on tumblr #malevolent #arthur lester #arthur lester malevolent

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ningadudexx · 2 months ago

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art trade with my bro @stitchedsuguru (ollie4maze on bluesky)!!! go check my dawg 🔥🔥🔥 these are our monkey sonas having fun

guess who is my favorite character. just try . 1 gazillion zollars reward for the lucky winner

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oxavierart · 2 months ago

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#my art #guilty gear #bedman #delilah #romeo f neumann #ggst #ggxrd #watch them do their dance #i love coloring skin super red-tinted but i have to hold myself back from making them look just Sunburnt

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galaghiel · 5 months ago

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two monsters

#fnaf #fnaf time travel au #michael afton #william afton #evan afton #me doods #forgot to draw the bottom half of the plushie lol #god i love michael goes back in time fics #i love the time travel trope in general really #tho fnaf time travel stories tend to have this tense atmosphere that i just love #i find myself holding my breath with how authors write the tension between michael and william. its just so good #goofy ahh rabbit look at it. i can't draw animals sjxndkhjkl

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4x18hawkeye · 6 months ago

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4x08 - The Kids

#talktag #mash #my gifs #bj hunnicutt #hawkeye pierce #hunnihawk #<- you can't convince me they weren't in love here.#BACK AT IT AGAIN AT KRISPY KREME #this is the scene i wanted giff'd. i have giff'd it myself. you are all so welcome #i had the screencaps sitting there for a bit but i wanted to hold off til i got more practice #which i have :]

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months ago

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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!

#Poorly drawn SVSSS #SVSSS #luo bingge #luo binghe #ask #Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply #or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed #So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones #so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds #I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.

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iamacolor · 8 months ago

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A man should have conservative lips. You can't let some random girl kiss you!

LOVELY RUNNER 💛 (2024)

#lovely runner #kdramaedit #kdramanetwork #dailyasiandramas #kdramadaily #my edits #userlab #kim hye yoon #byeon woo seok #while watching i felt happy whenever they kissed but as i kept having to go back and make more gifs for yet another kiss #i was like i know that's what's expected of you as a male lead but tone it down sunjae-ah...that's too much work for me😔#i feel like i've skipped through the entire show 5 times since the finale just to get all these time stamps fjdkjkf #and yet while making the proposal kiss gif i realised i forgot that scene in my face holding set :(((#i always end up doing compilation sets and then i'm like why do i do this to myself fdghjkdfg #mine: lovely runner

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marblerose-rue · 5 months ago

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new lioden king except ive had him for a couple weeks :-)

#my art #lioden #his name is halo era (or just halo LOL)#HIIIIII im really gonna try to pick up activity again. or aim to at the very least. classes started back up this week and i'll be spending #lot of time on campus. ive got a loose plan to start reading wc again so we'll see if i can hold myself to it #and if i end up not doing that . then ummmmmmmm oops x_x #speaking of campus i really think im gonna have a good semester but i just need to adjust to the change in schedule #ANYWAY really enjoyed drawing him <3 worked on this for a few hours off and on instead of the hw i desperately needed to do LMFAO #its good to know some things never change. like my relationship with homework. and drawing BAHAHA #anyway if u guys want my lioden info please let me know O7

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trappedinafantasy37 · 3 months ago

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"Minthara is so abusive to the player" *INCORRECT BUZZER NOISE*

Minthara would literally go to fucking hell for the opportunity to personally beat the absolute shit out of the person who actually did abuse you. She will throw hands with gods and devils just to avenge you.

And you will not be able to convince her not to.

#bg3 #baldur's gate #minthara #minthara baenre #evil murder kitten #when i'm having a bad day - i just remind myself that minthara would definitely have some things to say about my parents #i would literally have to hold her back from knocking their lights out #well... id hold her back from one of them. she can have free reign of the other #all you gotta do is whisper a name - and babygurl is gonna go fix it #within 48 - 72 hours - your abuser will go missing under mysterious circumstances #and you do not even need to tell her to do this #she will do everything she can to ensure you can sleep at night knowing your abuser is gone #and can never touch you again #and if you still have doubts - just remember that she made an oath (a divine vow) *to you*#in which she will never harm you nor allow harm to come to you #and to quite literally seek vengeance against all those who have harmed you #ya'll can miss me with your minthara hatecanons and your poorly misunderstood readings of her and the comments taken outta context

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squeakadeeks · 2 months ago

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im gonna. yartz. my sewing machine finally broke. honestly it was a pretty bad machine, one of the models that was super flimsy like the ez-bake oven equivalent of a sewing machine. one of the plastic parts warped and wont fit with the other cogs anymore.

so uuuhhhhhhhh hope you guys have been liking. my weird bad art cause thats literally all i will be able to do for a w h i l e

#i guess i could also make dolls but i havent been feeling the spark for that #i could just brute force myself into it since i will have literally no choice other than illustrative art #although making their clothes will also be hard uuggggg #fuck me running #sculpting?? ???? guess i could pick that up too or ??? art dolls maybe ?????#also i hope im not coming off as weird but its hitting me now that i wont be able to create and im like trying to hold back tears lol #get put in crafting prison idiot

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