#i have soooooo many thoughts !!!! SO MANY THOUGHTS!!
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the really interesting thing about mortys fear of relying on rick is that it really does go both ways. like as much as hes afraid of needing rick... rick needs him just as much, if not more. and i think this ties into mortys fear of having to be responsible for ricks sadness.
there are SO many times where morty threatens to leave rick... just as rick constantly reminds morty that he can be replaced.
the difference is that morty COULD leave rick behind if he really wanted to. and he could probably be okay without him. but hell always come back to rick... because thats how hes meant to be. a mortys defining trait is how he will always put rick and his emotions first.
we can see this in evil morty and how he was able to escape the cycle simply by no longer caring about ricks feelings. what makes him different isnt being evil... its simply no longer prioritising the feelings of rick over his own.
like how many times do we see morty choosing to stay with rick despite everything rick puts him through? and i think this is partly where his forgiveness comes from. of course he does truly love rick and that plays into it, but hes also terrified of what might happen without him there to fall back on.
any time rick feels he might lose morty he spirals and lashes out in some weird manipulative way to keep morty reliant on him (which is ironically the very thing morty fears most).
and whenever he DOES lose morty for any amount of time he turns into a complete wreck. probably part of the fear of his own reliance on rick comes from knowing its largely manufactured by rick and not fully his own choice.
even WITH morty there to support him rick is incredibly prone to suicidal ideation and self destructive tendencies. its not hard to work out what would happen if morty was no longer around to cater to his emotions.
so he stays. of course its awful for him. but he does it. hes willing to sacrifice himself and his own emotions to save rick over and over again. because he knows what will happen if he doesnt.
#rick and morty#rnm spoilers#I HOPE TO GOD THIS MAKES SENSE. i had to rewrite it like 3 times#i feel like this kinda loses the point halfway thru but oouuguughhh. being responisble for ricks sadness. its all so paifnully real#hopefully the screenshots make sense too LOLLL#i have soooooo many thouhts abt this ep. i just wanted to get this thing out specifically#its hard to organise my thoughts properlyyyy like this but its hit me like crazy
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new enchanté!
Inspired by Tinashe's👇 viral merch:
#i love tinashe#she literally woke up and decided to bring hot girl merch back#a cultural reset rivalling the severity of that one time lana sold coke containers and spoons 💀#i thought of daniel IMMEDIATELY#the quality is meh but i made it in 10 mins soooooo#HAPPY RACE WEEK I HAVE A SPARE 2 DAYS AND SO MANY IDEAS TO EXECUTE (threat 👹)#f1#daniel ricciardo#austrian gp 2024
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Thinking of vlr Akane is so conflicting cuz on one hand I’m so upset that she doesn’t ever get a moment to just rest and enjoy being alive again I’m upset that she just gets deeper and deeper into this role she’s built for herself and she loses her humanity and will never ever be that girl who died in the incinerator. But on the other hand, I need her to get so, so much worse I need her to be so obsessed with perfection she has this unique ability to change the course of history and she will burn everything and everyone to the ground in the blink of an eye if it means she can "reset" and get a perfect timeline and I desperately need her to never be satisfied with anything because really, is there anything that’s worth all the damage she’s caused?
#zero escape#akane kurashiki#virtues last reward#yeahhhhh just having so many thoughts about akane and sigma and junpei and yeah im screaming eyes bloodshot#i want akane to just like post 999 just do silly shit with aoi get a cat be a gamer try to heal the best she can#and i want her to be so evil i think theres still some crimes she hasnt committed yet she should do those#i really really really want her and junpei to just beat the shit out of each other in a boxing ring. specifically post vlr#need them being old as shit throwing chairs everyone is cheering#and damn like vlr akane just cant agree with junpei on his philosophy that a life with pain is still a life worth living cuz then thatd mean#everything she did in 999 was all for naught like to accept even the bad timelines where she died as valuable...#thats a kick to the dick especially when she fought so hard to live and how her death was so unfair#except she was just a scared kid with no choice then. now whats her excuse#i just want it to be possible you know? possible that akane didnt need to do this and she couldve been happy#cuz yeah the trauma would be horrible but surely itd be better than the trauma she has now since she took that dive#i wonder if she knows that no matter what she does she’ll never erase her trauma and eventually she will have to face it#or if she actually believes she can figure it all out and win the perfect timeline and magical mental stability will happen#basically akane is avoiding therapy soooooo hard but then again who would even be her therapist#no one can possibly understand her...right?
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damn... I think I might be one of like maybe three people who really loved sukuna's conclusion lmao
#ryomen sukuna#jjk 268#jjk leaks#oh man... I have thoughts.. I have thoughts... I have SOOOOOO many thoughts I just don't know how to put them together yet lol#but just so you guys know... I LOVED ITTTTT#but NOT because I think it wasn't underwhelming cause yea I agree w others... it was underwhelming lol#but that's one of the reasons why I like it so much. that's what made everything else abt him and his character stand out even mooooreeee
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Saw your Mishanks bodyswap art! Very cute and fun! (Mihawk with a genuine smile on his face so so fun)
I imagine Shanks whould have trouble fighting in Mihawk's body at first since it's been years since he's had two arms
yes absolutely, i imagine that too! conversely, i think mihawk would have a little bit of trouble adjusting his balance and reach with a body missing one arm, as well. it's interesting to think about how they both would be forced to change their fighting style, and whether or not they would exchange swords.
mihawk's been seen using yoru with just one hand so he could probably pull it off with shanks's body. also interesting to think about shanks tripping up on having two arms until he naturally slips into his old fighting style again--or would he? because there's also the question of muscle memory, right? would mihawk's body automatically do things that shanks isn't predisposed to doing, and vice versa?
the other thing i find intriguing about body swapping in one piece is the question of whether or not your haki powers would switch as well. they say haki is spiritual presence, so presumably your haki switches if your spirits switch, but if it's the kind of spirit that's tethered to the presence of the body? then consider mihawk having the strongest conqueror's haki out on the blues, or shanks being able to use observation haki at mihawk's level, practically being able to predict the future--or mihawk, able to counter with shanks's haki-kill technique. food for thought!
#rei replies#one piece#mishanks body swap au#mishanks#akataka#dracule mihawk#shanks#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#re: the genuine smiling#i also like to think shanks in mihawk's body would have this moment where he realizes his cheeks ache from all the smiling he's doing lol#bc mihawk's facial muscles arent used to doing it#and when they switch back shanks teases mihawk about it ('you exercise so many of your muscles hawky but your cheeks? they're weak!')#and he manages to get a smile out of mihawk that's mihawk's version of a genuine smile and it's softer and less wide but it's honest#and oh shanks is soooooo in love with him hahaha#BY THE WAY ALSO I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS OMG but in this body-swapped au mihawk-as-shanks would 100% shave for shanks#like hell is he gonna let shanks grow *stubble* on *his* face. dracule mihawk with STUBBLE? banish the thought!!!!!!#but shanks doesnt do it up to his standards so there's totally a scene where mihawk and shanks are body swapped in the bathroom#and mihawk is standing too close and shaving his lil pointy sideburns and mustache onto shanks's face#and shanks is having a crisis because that's his own face breathing too close and waaaay to intimately but that look of concentration#is ALL mihawk. shanks can practically his eyes--so familiar from the mirror and wrinkled with laugh lines--glow yellow with how#much mihawk looks like himself right now even in shanks's body.#it's all very strange. shanks has been attracted to mihawk for a long time but it's just blatantly unfair that the first time in YEARS#theyre this close again and it's shanks's own body that he has to look at. on the upside he supposes all he needs to do to ogle#mihawk is to look down. pros and cons pros and cons.#(mihawk isnt having a crisis. mihawk is annoyed that hia beard is easier to do in first person it is to do in the third person.#surely not having to do it reflected in a mirror should be easier and yet for some reason everything feels off! ugh.)#i digress
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my food diary to keep track of what particular foods cause me distress is more scientific than Stanford Pines' Journals
#Gravity Falls#Ford's Journals are soooooo fucking unscientific it's funny#bro really thought drawings and thoughts were enough for a field journal#HE DIDN'T EVEN INCLUDE ANY SCALES IN HIS DRAWINGS#meanwhile my food diary is listing every meal and snack for each day#along with specific ingredients within each meal and snack that may cause me distress#all my symptoms rated on a scale from mild to severe#and also whether the symptoms occurred immediately or were delayed#and anything that may affect the results of the day (such as a temporary medication) noted at the end#I am a SCIENTIST I have done so many different lab books and field journals I'm gonna be THOROUGH about this shit#speecher speaks
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"I can fix them" And it's about a character I mostly don't give a shit about but there's one genuinely compelling aspect to them that keeps me up at night and will haunt me forever but is sadly ignored by both the show and the fanon 😞😞
#empty thoughts#Lot0r you could have been soooooo fucking interesting if so much about you was different#Also P1dge#I think so many characters and shows that fall into this but also right now it's vld
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those 2011 pics remind me of hard the McLaren race suits used to fuck, I loved the vodafone era suits so much 🥹
YES AGREED!!! I love the Vodafone McLaren livery, literally peak!!!!!
Thank you for sending this ask bcs now I get to talk about 2011 in particular. There were these special Saturday race suits and they're all so pretty!!! Hugo Boss did a design competition to celebrate their partnership with McLaren and different artists made different designs for the Quali days. They're so beautiful 🥹🥹 Why can't they do anything fun like that now???? I digress, I went through all the Qualis and compiled pics of all of them!!
#which is your guys' fav?#mine would prob have to be Hungary. Japan. India. Malaysia.#i think all the Asian ones are soooooo cool with all the colors and animal motifs!!#anyways so right anon!!! vodafone mclaren was peak livery and designs!!! chrome/red >>>>>>>>> papaya#anyways hahaha prob not what you expected my reply to be#but this has been stuck in my brain for a while#i remember seeing the Hungary one at some point and thinking it was incredibly beautiful but having no idea the context behind it#and your ask made me finally go to research it#this was super fun to research bcs i didnt realize there was so many!!! literally 18 different racesuits.....so fucking sick.....#im obsessed with race overalls in general like theyre just so cool to me so to see all these different ones is just unbelievebly sick to me#one day ill make a post abt race suit details that make me feral(e.g. when suits used to have race belts & the FIA badge on the neck)#ive downloaded a lot of 2011 pics bcs of sebson but never rly thought any deeper abt why there were so many race suit varieties#the hungary one won the contest(very rightfully) so Jense wore it for the Brazil GP in entirety!!#i also think the Germany won as well bcs Lewis was wearing it for the Brazil gp? but im super biased towards the hungarian one haha#f1 lore??? i guess????? idk if this is obscure or not! obscure to me at least!! i mean that boss yt vid has only 2k views lmao#f1#formula 1#lewis hamilton#jenson button#mclaren#vodafone mclaren#formula oe#we do a little bit of f1#catie.asks.#f1 lore
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I am thinking sooooo much about Tang and Dys. About Dys wanting to become a Gardener at the same time that Tang is talking about wanting to shed her physical form. Ooof having those conversations with them almost back to back in my last run hit me so so hard. They are so similar and they don't even know it.
#i'm only on my second run of teenage exocolonist so im afraid to go into the tag too much and get a bunch of spoilers#but i have soooooo so many thoughts about this game so i'm just going to speak them into the void#i was a teenage exocolonist#kk talks about stuff
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no matter what taemin is taemin and don’t you FORGET IT
#I LOVED IT SOOOOOO MUCHHHH i cant even explain it#never mind that the grungy start and the filthy fawking guitar combined w INCOMINGGGGGGG pavlov conditions me into my eyes rolling back in#pleasure. it’s also the way it’s so gorgeously experimental and new and yet still SO taemin#it’s literally my FAVORITE thing about him like no one else is doing this and it’s soooo so exciting to me#also i’ve only had a little bit of time to myself so i planned to listen to like 3 songs and ended up listening to sexy in the air thrice#(i just can’t get ENOUGH we are SO fucking BACK) but how much do you wanna bet the rest of the album is mostly easily digestible#easy to listen songs that will automatically be crowd pleasers#like at the end of sexy in the air mv it’s like horizon starts and i was thinking like this is SO smart#do sita (undeniably taeministic and absolutely excellent and will no doubt be revered in a few years just like move/want and any other#song that wasn’t universally liked at release) and follow it up with a double title of a massively likeable song? SO good i hope that’s#what he does but i reaaaaaally really am so delighted i have another weird dark sexy grungy (!!!!!) absolute MONSTER of a song to listen#the SHIT out of auhhhh i love him BAD#i have SO many more thoughts on the DANCEEEEEEE too and the song itself but they’ll wait until im back home
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No you don't understand I love Barnaby x Howdy with x Wally planoticly-
It's in my mind a little more often than it should be lmao
But its there
Living and thriving
oh please, i think i Do understand. so so much.
i have this delusional little world in my head that i often retreat to where the three of them live together. wally is their special lil guy. they all have dinner together. they do activities. sometimes barnaby/howdy wake up and he's in bed w/ them bc he got lonely and wanted to listen to them breathe itsnotcreepyiswear-
#its so so so so soooooo much more than that buy yk...#(sorta) qp barnaby & wally is already incredibly important to me#but throw howdy in the mix? now we're baking!!!#bc you've got Cannot Be Separated barnaby & wally#and then Deeply in Love barnaby/howdy#and Get Along Incredibly Well howdy & wally#barnaby gets to keep his two favorite people within easy reach.... one under each arm!#they all click in my brainspace!!#rambles from the bog#i have this funny lil Scene in my mind#for the first time wally is like 'yeah i wanna go lay with them while they sleep'#they find out by being sleepy dozey and rolling towards each other#Crushing wally's little 12 apple body bc they didnt know he was lying in the tiny space between them <3#flatten him like pancake...#but yeah many emotions many thoughts I Get It!!!!
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YJ music school au still has me by the throat
#Kon El#Conner Kent#Tim Drake#Bart Allen#Cassie Sandsmark#Core Four#Young Justice#Young Just Us#music school AU#young justice fanart#dc fanart#𓆟#scribble fish#core4!music major AU#<- this au gets its own tag now (:#i have soooooo many thoughts abt them in this au#but i Dont have the energy to write it all out rn#i've been sitting on these drawings for Months#and while i Dont think im Done with them necessarily i dont think im going to work on them again any time soon so#here they are!
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Airphone lovers... speak to me of your woes(please im desperate for others)
#airphone#ii mephone4#hfjone airy#my art#everytime i go to draw them its like i have to relearn how to do it#ooooooooh i have so many thoughts in my head about them and i think about little interactions or how they progress in loving eachother oooo#im soooooo normal#i want to draw lightbrush again along with some other things too but i just cant stop drawing them theu are soooooo fun and cute to draw
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once again thinking about qsmp and about how the island seems, at all times, to want total control over every situation that happens in it's walls. the whole event of giving players eggs and pairing them up was Purposeful and Planned. the tasks are all very particular and have been ramping up in intensity. but the players have grown attached to their eggs. they're not operating strictly under the rules. they've made houses for their eggs, showered them in gifts and toys and extra activities outside of the tasks. they care for their eggs. they're mourning the ones they've lost. when the eggs were kidnapped, they all dropped everything to rescue each other's as soon as they could. they're starting to question where the eggs actually came from, and what happens with them next. they're starting to question the island.
and that cant be allowed.
the server itself is becoming more hostile. new mobs, more mobs, more aggressive mobs. the binary god is around often and they are violent every time. they're going after the eggs. if the players won't play by the rules, then the game needs to be reset. they need to stop this before it spirals, but it's already gone too far. the players are too attached. they fight, tooth and nail, working together, against gods and dragons and every thing hostile. they are protecting their families. but maybe it won't matter. because things were never fair from the beginning. things are not fair now. things are not as they seem.
#immmm soooooo mmmMMMM#i can't watch foolish's stream so i only know a little of whats going on but i have many Thoughts#we are rapidly approaching a breaking point in this plot that i am Nervous to see which way everything falls#qsmp#block game
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ive wanted to start journaling more so i got this one as a personal diary for christmas. she’s so cool omg i love her
#shes got texture!!!!! ahh i love it i think it’s so neat#i got so many fun stuff for christmas but this is my fav i think. or the three pink coffee mugs i got!!! they r soooooo cute you guys#i love when stuff matches my computer desk i love having a fun pink office :3#sry ik it’s a little cringe to talk abt stuff u got for christmas but im just rlly excited i had to show yall ok? 😭❤️#whenever something fun happens in my life my first thought is i gotta tell my bf ab this!! and if he already knows then#my 2nd thought is i gotta tell my friends on tumblr abt this!!!! 🥰
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Your post about misogynistic/patriarchal women really resonated with me and I empathize SO much girl I would be rich if I had a dollar for every single time i’ve seen a woman say some variant or another of “women are WAY worse than men!!!!” and wholeheartedly mean it. It ESPECIALLY makes me feel like the Joker when I see women who by all means carry themselves as feminist/progressive say shit like “misogynistic women are way worse than misogynistic men!!!” or some other misogynistic gaslighty bullshit that came straight from the ancient misogyny playbook.
I wish there was more of us having the space and drive to criticize our own sex class’ actions in a fair and just way without carrying the guilt of how our sex class is treated & without also following the subconscious path of least resistance (woman bad, man good). I wish there were more outlets for us to just be so fucking for real with each other, but in the way of respect, maturity, empathy, dignity, and accountability. I wish we all had more self awareness about the patterns we perpetuate.
It sucks when you not only have to cope with 50% of the population automatically hating you because of the morally neutral biological sex you happened to develop as in the womb, but you also have to deal with the members of your OWN sex perpetuating the cycles of subjugation and working against their own interests on top of that because of how deeply the knife of misogyny is plunged into our stomachs. As an individual girl/woman in the world, you have to incessantly deal with and mentally prepare for the indiscriminate bombardment of misogyny that is almost guaranteed to sneak up on you from every single direction possible. Feeling like you have close to no true allies, or only very few of them on a global scale. It’s a brutal, harrowing feeling.
It definitely gave me more insight into how the human mind copes with pain and injustice in bizarre and miserable ways, I guess. Newlyy I am ripping off the skin of my face thinking about this, it truly is suffocating. The patterns, the cycles, the history repeating itself!!!! I see you and I get it
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#one note i was on tiktok this morning#and saw a tiktok of a guy who was like idk fucking 40 or something and hes like showing his house which is still like#decorated like a college guy apartment like he ued a hockey stick as a curtain rod for example#and he was being self deprecating but clearly thought it was more charming than embarrassing#but anyway his voiceover is like 'guys if youre in your twenties and have a girlfriend lock that down and marry her or you'll end up like m#and it was so annoying cause like first of all male no one is forcing you to live like this. you could choose to live like an adult even#though you thankfully dont have a mommy--sorry a wife#second its so annoying that hes like telling other guys hey be sure to marry a girl so she can do all these adult things that you dont want#to do#but finally#the reason im sharing this here#is because there were soooooo many comments from women being like 'dont worry! youre some womans cup of tea! just keep looking'#or like 'wheres the green flag guy?' referncing a guy i guess on tiktok who like takes note of green flag male behavior#to be fai there were other women in the comments saying like thank god you aren't married. no woman should have to deal with this#i just hate when women baby men
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