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Hello! Havenât been here in a while but didnât you have a whole giant list of arcane headcanons and imagines at one point or am I crazy and thinking of a different blog? Anyway! Could I please request an imagine of reader finding out sheâs pregnant and is trying to find a way to tell Vander but the kids find out first and accidentally ruin the surprise? Or just something similar, it doesnât have to be exact! Feel free to follow where inspiration leads or skip! Thank you!
That was on my deactivated blog, I started over. And yes, I'm more than happy to write your request.
Pairing: Vander x Fem!Reader
Tags: fluff, pregnancy announcement, established relationship, kissing, celebration
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A/N: Arcane brainrot cam back HARD. I'm not sorry for anything I'm gonna write.
You've been trying for a baby for a long time
Both of you were parents already now that you adopted Vi, Powder, Milo and Claggor but that didn't stop you from wanting one more kid
When you started feeling sick your mind didn't immediately jump to the possibility of pregnancy
A lot of illnesses were common in Zaun so if anything you thought you were just sick
Vander was worried and urged you to work less until you feel better
You began to suspect something was wrong when you skipped your period
It could be a false alarm so you wait a little more to be sure
Vander notices you've been acting off, and so do the kids
You tell them first but make them promise not to tell Vander, you want it to be a big surprise
Because the kids are excited about the idea of getting a new sibling they're a little bit too loud when cheering
Which results in Vander overhearing something about a baby
He doesn't ask you right away, but he can hardly keep his own excitement off his face
Together in bed you cuddle up to him and his hand falls on your stomach, asking if he was hearing thinks, was it just wishful thinking on his part
You realize he overheard you and the kids talking
Of course you're not mad at them and judging by Vander's soft, wide eyes he wasn't expecting this either
Neither of you can sleep that night, you're too busy kissing, giggling, talking about the wonderful future you're gonna have
The next day you throw a big party at the Last Drop, celebrating the good news
But it pales in comparison with the party your husband throws when the baby is born
#arcane x reader#vander x reader#arcane imagine#vander imagine#arcane headcanon#vander headcanon#arcane fluff#vander fluff#arcane x you#vander x you#arcane x female reader#vander x female reader#league of legends x reader#league of legends imagine#league of legends headcanons#league of legends fluff#league of legends x you#league of legends x female reader#x female reader
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between the ride and the roses (3)
Pairing:Â Jungkook x (f.) Reader
Genre/Tags:Â biker/ motorcycle shop owner! jungkook x flower shop owner! reader, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, slow burn, angst, smut, fluff
Word count:Â 3.8k
Series summary:Â There's an insane turn of events when your calm and peaceful life is intruded by Jungkook, a biker boy who sets up his loud business right next to your own. Your paths cross under unlikely circumstances, starting with a clash of personalities but gradually you find yourself establishing a deeper connection with the annoyingly attractive biker jerk. You both have no idea what's in store for you guys as you try your best to put up with each other.
Chapter Warnings: argument, jungkook is mean, OC is mean. both have high egos.
A/N: part 3 is here <3 i'm having sm fun writing this. also, i got this anonymous ask which stated i was using chat-gpt for my stories. i didn't like the tone of their message so i blocked them. however, i just want to say i have not used chat-gpt for my stories. i take time out of my day to type this story because i really want to put content out there that people might enjoy reading. i want to make stories that i have always wanted to read, but never found. truthfully, i did use chat gpt for the names of a few flowers, plants and bouquet combinations though, because i'm not a professional florist and i have no idea about flowers. i hope that's understandable. anyways, thank u for reading. let me know your thoughts :)
part 3: blooming grudges
The sun is setting, painting the street in hues of orange and pink, but the peace youâre so badly yearning for is shattered by the rumble of motorcycles and boisterous laughter right outside your shop. Itâs been a week since Jungkookâs shop had started running and it has surprisingly quickly become a hotspot for bikers to gather in the evenings. The constant noise and chaos spill over into your once-quiet corner of the neighborhood.
You have no idea what they do and what the point of all these gatherings are, but you dread it every single time you hear a bunch of men lounging outside your shop.
As the evening progresses, youâre in the middle of arranging a bouquet when the sharp crash of breaking pottery jolts you out of your work. Heart pounding, you glance outside and see one of Jungkookâs biker friends near the sidewalk through your window. Still confused, you stand up and storm out to see what the hell had happened.
Anger surges through your veins as you spot the man casually standing there as if he didnât just knock over one of your handmade ceramic pots off the display stand that was right outside your shop. âWhat the hell is wrong with you??!!?!â you snap, glaring at the man and then at the jagged pieces of your pot just lying there, near his feet.
The biker barely spares you a glance, shrugging nonchalantly. âRelax. Itâs just a pot.â he says.
âJust a pot?â you repeat, your voice rising. âDo you have any idea how much time and effort went into that? Or do you only care about things you can rev or ride?â you feel your heart thumping as your anger skyrockets.
Before the man can respond, Jungkook suddenly steps out of the crowd near his shop. His leather jacket gleams in the fading light, and his dark eyes flicker to the broken pot before landing on you. âWhatâs going on?â he questions, his voice low and calm, but thereâs an edge of warning to it.
You point at the shards of pottery. âWhatâs going on? One of your friends just broke my pot and doesnât even have the decency to apologize!â Jungkook looks at his friend, who just shrugs, then back at you. âIt was an accident.â he dismisses, his tone clipped. âIâll pay for it.â he continues and you watch his friend just leave the scene, completely unbothered.
You laugh bitterly, shaking your head. âPay for it? Do you think that solves everything? This isnât just about the pot, Jungkook. Every night, this street turns into a circus because of your shop. My customers canât park anymore, and now your friends are trashing my things.â you begin, moving your hands as you speak, unable to remain calm anymore.
His jaw tightens, and he takes a step closer. âLook, Iâm sorry about the pot, but donât act like Iâm the reason your shop isnât doing well. Maybe itâs not the noise. Maybe people just donât care about overpriced flowers.â
Your breath catches, his words cutting deeper than you expect. âWow,â you say, your voice trembling with anger. âYou really think youâre better than everyone, donât you? Just because youâve got your flashy bikes and your little gang of followers?â you ignore the way your heart twitches at how he had just disrespected you and your business.
His expression hardens. âBetter than everyone? No. But at least Iâm not the one blaming other people for my problems. Youâre so focused on whatâs wrong with my shop, but maybe the issue isnât me. Maybe itâs you.â
Your fists clench at your sides. âYou have no idea what youâre talking about. Iâve been here for years, building this business from the ground up. And you waltz in, turning this neighborhood into a mess, and act like youâre doing everyone a favor?â you see red as you fight with him, unable to contain the flow of words that are spilling out of your mouth.
Jungkookâs voice sharpens and he doesnât hold back. âYou think I donât work hard? That I havenât sacrificed everything to make this shop work? You donât know anything about me. But sure, keep throwing stones from your little glass house.â he counters harshly.
âOh so you can say anything about my business, but i canât? You can talk about me like you know me, but i canât?â Thereâs venom in your voice as you argue and Jungkook clenches his jaw, trying to calm himself down.
The tension between the two of you is suffocating and each word cuts like a blade. As an awkward silence fills the air, you shake your head. âYouâre unbelievable.â you breathily say. âYou donât care about anyone but yourself.â you add.
âAnd you...â he fires back, âcare so much about your damn shop that you canât see past your own damn ego.â You look at him with your lips parted, unable to come up with a comeback. You feel your eyes sting and nothing makes sense anymore. You hate it here. You hate him.
Before you can respond, one of the bikers calls out to Jungkook, and he turns away, his shoulders tense. He doesnât bother looking back at you and just leaves.
Fuming, you crouch down to pick up the broken shards of your pot. Your hands tremble as you scoop up the jagged pieces, and a sharp piece slices right through your finger. You hiss, dropping the shard as blood wells up from the cut. Your eyes tear up as you watch your finger bleed. You were so done with this man and his stupid shop.
Ignoring the sting, you finish cleaning up and head back inside, pressing a tissue to your finger. You flip the sign on your door, deciding to call it a day since you werenât really in the mood to face any new customers. You retreat to your counter, where you slump into your chair, frustrated, exhausted and seething.
//
Inside Throttle and Torque, the atmosphere is much quieter, now that the bikers have left. Jungkook leans against the counter, his expression stormy as he thinks of the interaction he had with you 4 hours ago. Yoongi, Jimin, and Hoseok sit nearby, watching him with varying degrees of curiosity and amusement.
âYou look like youâre about to punch something.â Jimin says, breaking the silence. Jungkook scoffs, running a hand through his hair. âItâs that flower shop owner again. Sheâs impossible.â
âY/N?â Hoseok grins. âWhat did she do this time?â he questions. Jungkook glares at him. âOne of the guys broke her pot, and she went off like it was the end of the world. Then she starts blaming me for everythingâsays Iâm ruining the whole street. Like itâs my fault her shop isnât getting customers.â he speaks, his tone filled with annoyance.
âIsnât it, though?â Jimin teases, earning a sharp look from Jungkook. Yoongi, raises an eyebrow. âSounds like thereâs more to it than just a pot.â he states.
âShe doesnât get it hyung...â Jungkook says, his voice growing louder. âShe acts like sheâs the only one who works hard, like I havenât busted my ass to get this place running. And then she has the nerve to call me selfish? Like she knows anything about me.â
âSounds like she hit a nerve.â Hoseok snorts, a smirk on his face. âShut up,â Jungkook mutters, but the irritation in his voice betrays him. âShe thinks sheâs so perfect, but all she does is complain. Itâs like sheâs looking for reasons to hate me.â he rolls his eyes.
âMaybe she is.â Yoongi says, his tone thoughtful. âOr maybe youâve already given her enough reasons to hate you.â he continues. The room falls silent, and Jungkook scoffs, pushing off the counter. âWhatever. Sheâs not worth it.â he dismisses, not wanting to think of you or the raging encounter he just had with you.
//
the next day; The morning sun spills through the large windows of your flower shop as you rearrange a fresh batch of chrysanthemums. Despite the beautiful blooms around you, thereâs a heaviness in your heart. Last nightâs argument with Jungkook replays in your mind, his sharp words still stinging.
The little bell above the door jingles, pulling you out from your trance. You turn to see a man walking inâa face you recognize from the group that always lingers outside Jungkookâs shop and sometimes with him as well. âHi.â he says, his voice calm but kind. âY/N, right?â
You blink in surprise. âYeah⌠and youâre one of Jungkookâs friends, i suppose.â you say, moving away from the flowers as dry your hands on your apron. You notice how his eyes fall on the bandage wrapped around your finger, so you quickly hide it by crossing your arms over your chest. He pretends like heâs seen nothing and nods, his hands tucked into the pockets of his leather jacket. âIâm Yoongi. I came here because I wanted to talk to you, if you donât mind.â he says, his voice tender.
Your instinct is to put up a wall, but something about his tone disarms you. âIf this is about last nightââ
âIt is.â Yoongi interrupts gently. âBut not in the way you think.â He steps closer, his gaze steady but non-threatening. âIâm here to apologize. On behalf of Jungkook. And⌠the idiot who broke your pot.â
You blink again, caught off guard. âYouâre apologizing? Why?â you gulp, something about this, not sitting right with you. âBecause he wonât.â Yoongi says with a faint smile, though his tone carries a hint of seriousness. âJungkookâs stubborn. He knows he messed up, but heâs too proud to admit it outright. And, well, someone has to try to make things right.â he admits, blinking his eyes.
Yoongi observes your expression, noticing how you still look quite unconvinced. His face softens as he continues. âJungkookâs not a bad guy, Y/N. He just⌠rough around the edges. Give him time. He doesnât always know how to handle things. He gets defensive when he feels cornered.â
âCornered?â you echo, frowning. âI wasnât cornering him. I just wanted some peace.â you defend yourself. âI know.â Yoongi agrees. âAnd I think, deep down, he knows it too. But heâs been under a lot of pressure with the shop, and sometimes he lashes out without meaning to. Not that it excuses anything.â he adds quickly. âYou didnât deserve what he said. Or how he treated you. â
His honesty surprises you, and for the first time, you feel a part of the weight lift off from your chest. âWhy are you telling me this?â you suddenly ask, eyeing him even though, deep down youâre trying your best to believe everything this man says.
âBecause I think youâre both better than this petty back-and-forth... interactions.â Yoongi says simply, shrugging. âAnd maybe, if you understand where heâs coming from, itâll help. Or not. I donât know. I just thought you deserved an actual apology, even if itâs not from him directly.â he finishes, flashing you a small, kind smile.
For a moment, youâre silent, processing his words. Then, to your own surprise, you smile faintly. âYouâre a good friend, Yoongi.â you softly say, earning a chuckle from him as he scratches the back of his neck. âSomeoneâs gotta keep him in check.â he grins.
After a moment, he steps back towards the door, pausing before leaving. âTake care, Y/N. And if he steps out of line again, let me know. Iâll knock some sense into him.â he nods at you and you laugh lightly, the sound easing some of the tension in the room. âIâll keep that in mind.â you say, waving at him.
//
Jungkook sits on the edge of the counter, a wrench in hand, intently focused as he works while Jimin, Hoseok, and Yoongi lounge around. The conversation flows between them, lighthearted at first, until Yoongi brings up his visit to your shop.
âSo....â Yoongi begins casually, âI stopped by Y/Nâs shop today.â he says. Jungkook freezes for a moment, his eyes narrowing. âWhat for?â he asks, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
âTo apologize.â Yoongi replies, leaning back in his chair. âOn your behalf. Figured someone had to.â he adds. Jimin snickers, while Hoseok whistles low. âApologizing for Jungkook? Thatâs new.â he laughs as Jimin gives him a high five.
âVery funny.â Jungkook mutters, but his attention stays on Yoongi. âWhatâd she say?â he questions and Yoongi shrugs. âShe wasnât exactly thrilled to hear your name, but we talked. Sheâs not as tough as she seems, you know. Sheâs just⌠tired. Your shop and the noiseâitâs really messing with her.â he explains calmly.
Jungkook doesnât reply, his jaw tightening. âAnd sheâs hurt, by the way.â Yoongi adds, his tone sharper. âI noticed her hand. I guess she cut her finger while picking up the broken pieces of the pot your friend broke yesterday.â he explains.
The guilt that had been simmering in Jungkook since last night, suddenly boils over. âWhy didnât she say anything?â he snaps, more to himself than to his friends. âMaybe because you were too busy arguing with her to notice,â Yoongi retorts, his voice calm but firm. âSheâs not your enemy, Jungkook. Stop treating her like one.â he says gently, hoping the younger one understands.
The room goes quiet, the weight of Yoongiâs words settling over them. Jimin and Hoseok exchange a glance, sensing the tension. Jungkook exhales heavily, tossing the wrench aside. âI didnât mean to hurt her.â he admits quietly. âI justââ He stops, frustration lacing his voice.
âYou donât know how to back down,â Jimin finishes for him, a teasing edge to his tone. Jungkook glares at him but doesnât deny it. Instead, he leans back against the counter, running a hand through his hair. âWhat else did she say to you?â he questions Yoongi. He smirks slightly. âWouldnât you like to know?â he asks, wiggling his brows.
Jungkookâs glare intensifies, and Yoongi chuckles. âRelax. She was civil. We just talked about you a little and thatâs all. She thinks Iâm the âgood friend,â by the way.â he smiles to himself.
The comment makes Jungkookâs stomach churn with something he doesnât want to nameâguilt, jealousy, maybe both. He stays quiet as the others laugh, his thoughts swirling.
Heâs messed up, and he knows it. And now, the thought of you opening up to someone else, even Yoongi, twists something deep inside him. For the first time, he wonders if the damage heâs caused can ever be repaired.
//
Itâs just another dayâor at least you hope it will be. After the pot-breaking incident a week ago, things between you and Jungkook have only grown tenser. Though Yoongi apologized to you on behalf of his actions, you were still very annoyed by the way things still hadnât changed.
His friends still gather outside his shop in the evenings, their bikes parked so close to your store itâs nearly impossible for customers to walk in without squeezing past them. Youâve been trying to keep your head down, avoiding any unnecessary interaction with Jungkook.
However, despite the ongoing tension you canât help but notice how hardworking Jungkook is. For a brief moment, you feel a twinge of guilt as you think about the bad blood between you guys. Maybe you need to start putting your differences aside and try to get along with him.
You shake your head, telling yourself not to think about that. You leave that thought for another day, when youâre less busy and have more time to waste.
A new shipment of flowers and pots arrives after about an hour. Youâre juggling the chaos of directing the delivery workers when disaster strikes. One of the crates slips from a workerâs hands, scattering flowers and dirt all across the curbâand, unfortunately, onto one of the shiny motorcycles parked outside Jungkookâs shop.
You barely have time to assess the mess before Jungkook storms out. His face is a mask of irritation, and his voice cuts like a blade. âWhat the hell is this?â he immediately snaps, gesturing at the scattered soil and dirt-streaked bike.
You sigh, already bracing yourself. âIt was an accident. Weâll clean it up right away.â you calmly say, knowing damn well this wasnât something you were about to get to away with. âAn accident?â he repeats, his tone laced with disbelief. âYou really need to start taking responsibility, Y/N. You canât just keep saying itâs an accident every time you screw something up.â he angrily says.
Your frustration bubbles over. âExcuse me? This is the first time Iâve caused any inconvenience to you. Meanwhile, your friends park their bikes outside my shop every evening, blocking the entrance, and I donât say a thing!â you argue.
âOh, here we go...â Jungkook retorts, his voice rising. âYouâre always whining about the bikes. Maybe if you managed your deliveries better, this wouldnât have happened.â he scoffs loudly.
âDonât turn this on me!!â you snap, stepping closer. âYou act like this street belongs to you and your gang of bikers. Maybe if you had a little consideration for others, we wouldnât even be having this conversation!â you stomp your feet at the last word, wanting this interaction to just end. But were you going to be the first one to stop? no.
Jungkookâs jaw tightens, and for a moment, you think he might say something even harsher. But he just shakes his head, his expression dark. âYou know what? Forget it. Clean up your mess and stay out of my way.â He coldly says as he turns around and walks back into his shop, leaving you standing there with your hands clenched into fists.
//
After the chaos of the day, youâre sitting in your shop long after closing time, staring blankly at the broken pieces of another pot that lays lifeless on a piece of paper on your counter âa casualty of the earlier mishap. You close your eyes, feeling an overwhelming sense of exhaustion.
Yoongiâs voice echoes in your mind from the other day, when heâd come into your shop to apologize on Jungkookâs behalf after the first pot-breaking incident. âJungkookâs not a bad guy.â Yoongi had said, his voice calm and reassuring. âHeâs just⌠rough around the edges. Give him time.â
You had wanted to believe him. For a moment, you even thought there might be a chance for you and Jungkook to coexist peacefully. But now? Now you feel stupid for ever entertaining the idea. Jungkook has made it perfectly clear that he has no intention of meeting you halfway.
You sigh, rubbing your face. You didnât like how this whole thing had been affecting you. It was draining and just sooooo not worth it.
Forcing yourself to get up, you clean up one last time and then proceed to lock up the shop, so that you can finally head home. As you begin your walk home, you notice how the streets are quiet, the faint hum of distant traffic is the only sound accompanying your footsteps.
Your thoughts are heavy, clouded by everything thatâs happened. The arguments, the pot-breaking, the way Jungkookâs words today had stung more than you wanted to admit. You wonder if youâre overthinking things, but the lump in your throat says otherwise.
You hug your jacket tighter against the cool night air, eyes focused on the pavement in front of you as you walk briskly towards your house.
//
Jungkook stands outside his shop, ready to lock up he watches you walk down the stairs at your entrance and cross the road, not noticing his presence at all. His chest feels tight, an unfamiliar mix of guilt and something he canât quite name. He doesnât like how things escalated today. He doesnât like the way your voice cracked when you argued with him.
As much as he hates to admit it, he knows heâs been unfair. It wasnât just about the dirt on the bike or the delivery mishapâit was the way you stood up to him, pointing out how inconsiderate he and his friends had been. You werenât wrong.
He steps away from his shop, just to get a clearer view of your walking form. He watches intently, observing the way your shoulders are hunched slightly as if the weight of the world rests on them. The sight stirs something protective in him. Itâs late, the streets are too quiet, and he knows better than anyone the kind of dangers that can lurk around in the dark.
For a split second, he considers calling out to you so that he can offer you a ride home. But then his pride kicks in, the argument from earlier replaying in his head. His ego wonât let him take that stepânot yet.
Instead, Jungkook makes a quick decision. He leaves his bike parked outside his shop, shoves his hands into the pockets of his jacket, and starts following you from a distance. You walk briskly, your mind elsewhere, completely unaware of the quiet footsteps trailing behind you. Jungkook keeps his distance, making sure to stay out of your line of sight.
His gaze scans the dimly lit street, the quiet unnerving even to him. He canât help but feel protective as he watches your small frame move through the shadowy paths. Every now and then, he glances around, hyper-aware of his surroundings.
He follows you for several blocks, his pace matching yours but always a few steps behind. When you pause to adjust the strap of your bag or check the time on your phone, he stops, leaning casually against a lamppost or pretending to examine something in a shop window.
You finally reach your building, pausing to fumble with your keys at the front door. Jungkook stays back, watching as you disappear inside. Only when he hears the click of the door locking do his shoulders relax slightly. He lets out a long breath, rubbing his nape as he turns to head back towards his shop.
As he walks back, his mind is restless. He thinks heâs ridiculous for following you all the way home just to make sure you reach safely. âWhy do you care so much?â he mutters to himself, kicking a loose pebble on the sidewalk. But he already knows the answer, even if heâs not ready to admit it.
When he finally reaches his shop, his bike still waiting where he left it, Jungkook glances once more in the direction of your shop. A strange mixture of guilt and something warmer lingers in his chest. He doesnât know what to do about it, so he just sighs, climbs onto his bike, and decides to head home.
While he rides back home that night, a quiet resolve settles in his chestâa growing realization that maybe, just maybe, he owes you more than just a silent apology.
<- part 2 // part 4->
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(someone should correct me if I get anything wrong about forcemasc and autoandrophilia)
The thing about autoandrophilia and autogynephilia is that they're extremely basic concepts. The idea of fetishizing becoming a man or a woman a very simple idea. Using it as a basis to "explain" trans people is dumb and wrong but that both cis people and trans people would have kinks that fit that definition is neither surprising nor should it be scandalous. Forcemasc is often tagged transandrophilia because it literally is fetishizing taking on aspects of masculinity from a theoretical starting point of non-masculinity, regardless of if "beginning as something other than a man" is how one conceptualizes their transness out of kink. Forcefem kink likewise fits the definition of autogynephilia, but isn't used because, while transmascs also get routinely accused of what is in essence autoandrophilia, that specific word is used less, and so autogynephilia has a more viscerally negative reaction even though it's obviously also fetishizing transitioning and the act of becoming and/or being a woman.
It's very arguable, though, that the dictionary definitions of autoandrophilia and autogynephilia can be taken at face value because it's whole conception and advancement are transphobic in nature. No one ever applies them to cis men and women, for instance, even though cis sissies should also fall under the category of autogynephilic. I believe there are people who self-identify as AGPs but I know nothing about them. You could go by that dictionary definition, but can you really do so neutrally or is just a poison word from the ground up? Autoandrophilia may be used by actual transphobes less, but it does get used, so some transmascs have chosen to do so on their end in spite of that. Presumably there are transmascs who are into forcemasc but don't like the term autoandrophilia and actively avoid it, too.
There are in fact transfems who do actually fetishize the concept of autogynephilia as well, of which I am one myself. The funny thing about that, though, is that while forcemasc tagged autoandrophilia is autoandrophilia, all transfem content I've seen to use AGP is closer to a form of autoandrophilia itself, getting off on how one's masculine features contrasts with societal standards of femininity. Like, to go all "ohhh I'm such an AGP freak >:3" you're not actually doing autogynephilia, you're getting off on the idea of theoretically not being a woman, which is the exact opposite of an actually "autogynephilic" kink.
AGP kink is an element of misgendering and detrans kink. For transmascs, as far as I can tell, misgendering and detrans kink usually takes the form of being an extension of misogyny kink, while for transfems it leans more towards things like trans supremacy. In both cases the idea is that both are, within the simulated kink scenario, applying cissexist bioessentialist ideas to revert trans women and trans men alike into sexual stereotypes of their AGAB, which is to say sexually aggressive dominant men and sexually weak submissive women. There are some transmasc trans supremacy doms, however. There are also a lot of submissive trans women into misgendering/detrans or kinks adjacent to those, for whom it goes into homophobia and sissy stuff, or just the general masochism of processing the pain that often comes with unwanted detransition.
I kinna got off on a tangent here, but I just like talking about kink. Ultimately it's within the rights of transmascs to use the word autoandrophilia if they want to because it is something that also gets thrown at them even if not always using that name (and often indeed using that name) while transfems are within their rights to not use it. Yes, I know this may be shocking, but the big conclusion here is "do what you like and let other people do what they like."
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So there's this anthology, Danganronpa 1 2 Beautiful Days yeah? Its the cutest shit and I KNOW its non canon or whatever but idgaf its cute
Here's a bit from the first story, where Makoto runs around and instills hope in everyone like day 2 in the cringiest way possible, honestly between this bit, IF and her freetimes honestly starting to ship Mukuro and Makoto, homegirl needs more love and as she herself says Makoto needs an assertive gf
#i have no idea which ship to tag this as? so I'm goin with both since its technically both#i have a massive weakness for secretive characters that grow to trust the fluffy friendly ones#i'm planning on drawing more scenes from this book eventually- honestly most of them its so cuuuute#my art#danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#makoto naegi#mukuro ikusaba#junko enoshima#makoto x mukuro#makoto x junko
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How could you. HOW COULD YOU! You know EXACTLY how much time he spent Crafting himself to become the person he can at least begin to tolerate, begin to identify as himself, to proudly label as ISABEAU! You broke it, your his face, that stupid face that makes you so so SO CRABBING FURIOUS! SO VIOLENT! SO! UNRELENTINGLY! JEALOUS! And now you've Changed him, with your rage, with your anger; like the Universe Changed you. For the worse. Your bleeding Pincushion. You dig your fist into his nose. Blood on your hands.
*grinding my teeth* God god god I have become obsessed with Quin (to quote it, "I'm a mannequin without the man[ne]") and how on a scale of love to hate in the loopified party, Quin and Isabeau are worse together than Siffrin and Loop :P
Here's a post-quin fight where Isa is guaranteed to lose and guaranteed to get his nose broken, good thing if there's ever any sprite edits I wouldn't have to have two different Act 6 portrait sets :)
#isabeau#isabeau isat#quin#quin isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#fanart#blood#for all the times i'm not posting i'm thinking about quin and isabeau :P#me: hmm i'm not the biggest fan of sif and loop together no hate no hate also me about isaquin: god what the fuck oh my god#i have no fucknig clue why maybe because isabeau and quin are both in agreement that despite *gestures vaguely*#they consider each other as completely separate individuals and were not and will not be one or the other#whereas loop wants to be siffrin again and thus a little more attached to their previous identity?#i don't really know why my brain makes the distinction and it's not 'canon' to the vague isaloops idea#ANYWAY! isabeau gets punched which... should that be a tag? i got blood as one#i was gonna make the first panel of quin be rendered like the loop 'death' screen but i wanted to make it's star glow#which yes quin's face opens like a star but probably only during its fight at the height of its emotions and not as a casual thing#and maybe in the possessed sprite but dunno if that'll show up given it came up both in mira's quest and dagger dialogue#as isa doesn't exactly have a dagger to make things faster nor would he have the same quest with mira don't know where that would go#once again with the painted backgrounds :P digital painting at least for these is really just fancy scribbling :P#it gets the vague idea of foliage and grass well enough tho so :P :P :P
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Broke: Damian is bad at being a Robin because he's too violent
Woke: Damian is bad at being a Robin because he's afraid to hurt people
#obviously it's always funny to do the whole 'what do u have there Damian?' 'a knife!' 'nO' thing#and like make him a horrendous and silly evil gremlin who can and will pull a sword out in the middle of a parking lot to fight#but listen#he doesn't like the assassin background that much and once he learns about like The Normal World he's honestly in anguish about it#that's canon! that's the truth! (right?) (the whole thing with Goliath?? I'm not making it up right???)#i think he's just the kind of guy who loves his swords because they're what he knows and they're a strong connection to his family#but I think it's nice if he spends his time on field telling others what to do because everyone else learned to fight the OTHER way#(by defending and subduing opponents rather than maiming and killing)#so he prefers to take on a tactician general role despite being perfectly capable as a fighter because he knows what everyone else needs#to do to succeed in fights - especially when things are a bit of a mess - but is afraid to be too rough or scary or violent or Demon Son-is#(the things that make him feel like he doesn't belong in a happy civilian world - WHICH IS WHAT HE WANTS IN MY HUMBLE OPINION.)#in this essay I will explain why this allows for him to show awe and love for each of his siblings' fight styles by utilising all of them#and I just think Dami Babs and Tim could really work together as a detective/tactician comms team (with varying distances from the field)#because I think that'd be so fun: Tim is solving (mid-range) Babs is watching/providing supports (far) and Damian is commanding (close)#because the others are like The Bruisers (in their non-lethal way) who trust themselves to only hurt as much as is needed and are good at i#PLUS babs is SO stretched thin and literally the backbone of the bats so I just want a future where some of the kids become HER robins yk#anyway back to the point of the post:#it's kind of alluded to in 2017 supersons; EVERYONE in it comments on how Robin is JUST doing flips and shouting orders#and jon is like The Muscle and the one Doing Stuff - but Jon IS following orders 85% of the time and it works out well for them because#that dynamic of 'I'm not sure I can do it right by myself and I trust you to be my partner so we can do it right together' really#is my favourite like.. they're both filling these ideas of who they're meant to be and they just :( they just seek their own path together#oh no I lost the point again immediately and it became another WHY DO THEY SEPARATE THEM rant#I just think it's really fun to think of Damian as 'the most well trained fighter but ALSO the most likely to step back from a fight'#like yeah when we add in my thoughts on pit rage it adds some angst but that doesn't matter here in THIS post#have I even talked about my hc on pit rage/madness? I don't think I have LMAO (maybe another day)#anyway it's late I'm tired why do I always chat in the tags so much#my posts are literally all in the tags 2% post 98% tags smh#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne
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LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD || HACKEARNEY + ALTERNATE UNIVERSES [1/?]
A girl walks into the woods, and a wolf walks out.
The village has a tradition: a girl is chosen as a sacrifice to the Wolf. The Huntsman leads the Chosen into the woods and keeps vigil at the entrance.Â
The girl does not come back. The Wolf stays away.
This is how it has always beenâuntil now.
#hackearney#travis hackett#laura kearney#the quarry#travis x laura#hackearney AU gifseries#a concept series for AUs i may never write lmao#idk how many i'll actually make since i'm fairly limited with what i can use for travis lol#but i have a very tentative idea for a historical one at least#at some point#anyway you can interpret the gifs and the caption however you wish but it was inspired partly by for the wolf by hannah whitten#and obviously diverges quite a bit from the original fairytale but i think you can spin it multiple ways#i've always loved the idea of red as both the girl and the wolf; and wanted to keep laura's wolf transformation in#(which she does! in that music video! but the makeup was a lil too cheesy lol but i actually loved that video lmao)#this started out as a ~no plot just vibes~ thing but then i went on a little mini worldbuilding spiral for this#maybe i'll make a post about it. maybe i'll write it at some point?? who knows#which. these tags are already too long so i won't get into it lmao but! sources!#1&2: mariah scary and the ghoulish cauldrons 'werewolf valentine' MV#4: red riding hood (2011)#sorry the quality is not great on these gifs i did my best#sometimes i make things#wait sorry 3: the trailer for red light bc i couldnât think of another gif to use for him lol
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lays on the floor do you guys ever think about how in ResF Bulma falls for Vegeta's fake-out with Freeza and both she and Yamcha are worried about Vegeta's villain fake-out strategy in Champa and Beerus' mini tournament and how it's only been a couple of years since the Buu saga and how Vegeta straight up stopped using that strategy after that tournament
#i do#do you think he noticed it upset her twice in a row and was like 'oh I haven't earned the trust back yet i'll retire this strat'#'it's fun to scare people but i do not like my wife being scared we can put this one up on the shelf for emergencies only'#because like bulma can consciously trust him and I'm sure she does but one can still have The Fear if you've seen your spouse relapse befor#And he probably thinks it's very amusing but it is also almost certainly very not funny for her no matter how much she trusts him#and the next arc is Trunks and she's so worried about the way he left she ignored the PDA rules and squished him when she saw him alive#Because Geets determination can be self destructive when it comes to Bulma and Trunks and he killed himself to protect them once before#and knowing how connected they've been for so long some part of her probably Knew he would opt to stay behind and die like he was going to#And I love the idea that between those two events and all of the things Trunks tells him about Bulma during the GB arc Geets has to really#really be confronted with how loved he is -- and it's not that he wasn't aware before but knowing she even missed him at his worst#and loved him maybe even before she was pregnant -- means the cruel part of his mind can't make excuses for why she stayed with him#I also like to think that being confronted with the idea that Bulma is still scared for him getting his worst wires tripped#wouldn't be offensive to him. Knowing he's still got work to do if his wife is worried about those things happening to him again#is just proof that she loves him with his flaws and was still thinking about it and supporting his recovery when he didn't#even notice he was recovering -- which has always been true of her -- and now he has the chance to support her recovery in return#and being in a place where he can still put that work in to make her feel secure in his priorities is a privilege and a gift#and man I just really like how casually comfortably close they are in Super's manga I love them a lot they worked so hard#to make each other feel safe and secure for the past decade+ that it's Easy for them both now and they're SUCH a confident couple#and I am once again shaking the anime by the shoulders WHY didn't you give us that they are SO the team's Mom and Dad in the manga#until Goku riles Vegeta up -- then Piccolo is the team Dad. Bc Piccolo is the team Grandpa aksjda The Z-Fighter's locker room judge#dbtag#vegebul#putting the whole essay in the tags again oops#happy pride i am gay for a whole married couple
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i really need to finish this one day
#one of my fave ideas but i keep getting stuck or starting over. third time's the charm hopefully#anyways. posting it as an excuse to rant because i'm losing my mind over this rn for no reason#incoherent but i just need to Talk or my brain won't shut up#you ever think about how fucked up it is that aoi feels guilty over what happened. i do. i think about her a lot#he can't even look at me. we aren't even blood related but he still had to go to jail because of me. i still love him#in reality none of it is her fault. it shouldn't be about doumeki in the first place. baby girl you were 15 when it happened.#you can say that yashiro is cruel in his dismissiveness (on the surface) of doumeki's trauma but you can see where he's coming from#you got a glimpse of what your sister was going through? of what i went through? and now you're sooo guilty over it? and who does it help?#doumeki's so focused on his own feelings that he ignored aoi when they were living together. âsavesâ her by pure chance#proceeds to focus on his guilt and ignore her again. if yashiro didn't get involved she'd be sitting in the rain for god knows how long#yet she still loves and to some degree idolizes him#yashiro and aoi both saying that doumeki isn't the type of person to be a yakuza too. doumeki's good doumeki's better than that#and then ch 24 happens. where yashiro says that he's going to throw up and doumeki's response is âi probably won't stop even if you doâ#âguess i am like my father after allâ and yashiro still goes âyou're not. you're pure and im the problemâ#(touches doumeki's face. rare gentle gesture. he's gentle afterwards too before leaving. man.)#he's not cruel enough to repeat what he said in the earlier conversation and he doesn't actually believe it anyway#but i wish yashiro was cruel there. it shouldn't have been about doumeki and his feelings. again.#something about yashiro throwing a knife at another person and it flying back at him huh#for all the talk about how doumeki supposedly romanticizes yashiro it really is the other way around. always has been#which is a whole other conversation but yeah. everything about aoi and yashiro in relation to doumeki makes me so fucking sad#but this is also what i mean when i say that aoi doesn't haunt the narrative per se but still has this weird presence?#she's in the parallels. she's in the brief but important mentions. she's in the âyour sister was lucky she had youâ.#wips tag
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I swear to god, if me and Michelle end up in an honest to god relationship I'm selling the fucking rights (to myself) and getting it made into a million dollar blockbuster movie (forcing my otp at the time to live through the 400k word slowburn I fear I may be trapped in)
#panda posts#michelle#she confessed to the girl she had a crush on (thea) and got rejected (i am genuinely flabbergasted)#and michelle said she could accept being rejected she just didn't want to lose thea as a friend but now thea is ghosting her and to try and#comfort her i said 'i want you to know i'm here for you and also to promise that you're stuck with me for life at this point and you're#never getting rid of me ever' and she responds back with 'i am more than okay with being stuck with you for the rest of my life Sammi'#followed immediately by 'til death do us part' SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPPPPPP#SHUT UPPPPPP I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT MISS 'LETS GET MARRIED IF WE'RE BOTH SINGLE AT 40'#MISS 'LETS HAVE A CODE WORD SO WE CAN FLIRT WITH EACH OTHER WITHOUT IT BEING TAKEN SERIOUSLY'#(that one may have been my idea actually i shouldn't put that on her)#MISS 'EVERY TIME I SEE A SUNSET I THINK OF YOU'#MISS 'A QUEER PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP? ISN'T THAT WHAT WE ARE?'#SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPP#anyways i do not have romantic feelings for her though we would make a horrible romantic couple#but uhhhhhhhh subtle foreshadowing or whatever it is they keep saying on tiktok#who the fuck knows#going to tag this with#panda pines#because it feels like it should go there#waiting for the hilarious news to break that thea has had a crush on me the whole time and me and michelle were in another sorta love#triangle thing which i think would be hilarious#not really but also yes
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I love love love drawing but I cannot draw poses in any circumstances
#anyway the Saint Bernard pmv is still a thing#STILL FIGURING OUT EACH FRAME SO I AIN'T SHARING SHIT BUT#I'm just at the âto remind me that I am a foolâ part#which sounds bad bc that's literally the second line BUT. I figured out where all the pictures and posters go#so there's that#I have to draw Tobias in the mirror now as he grows up and I'm. SUFFERING#and then I gotta decide if âtell me where I came fromâ is a birds view of the town or like. the highway with the sign that says âWelcome to#âhow I will always be/just a spoiled little kidâ would be like him standing at the bridge and turning into a kid#âwho went to catholic schoolâ is the corrupted club (no fucking idea how you call the building in English so. club.)#the beat of silence is a stone falling into the river#âwhen I am dead I won't joinâ showing characters at their funeral theâjoinâ beat showing Thea and his brother's family#and then on âtheir ranksâ it shows like. âghostsâ of Thea's family (Thea as a child. Thea's dead brother. and Thea's dad in cuffs)#âcause they're bothâ side by side IvĂĄn and Thea âholyâ Thea âand freeâ IvĂĄn#âand I'm in Ohioâ TobĂas family. his aunt and father. his aunt is staring emptily and his dad looks annoyed/disgusted#âsatanicâ his father âand chained upâ his aunt#âand until the end/that's how it'll beâ I have no fucking idea lol#âI said make me love myself/So that I might love you/etcetcâ TobĂas and IvĂĄn stuff Idk#âSaint Calvin told me not to worry about youâ Thea's (alive) brother talking to TobĂas before he leaves town#âbut he's got his own things to deal withâ show's her brother's wife and child behind them in the doorway#âthere's really just one thing that we have in common/neither of us will be missedâ Tobias and thea blabla symbolism#the silent beat after that is two stones in the river#I have no fucking idea what to do at the end tho#modern prophets#CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT TO TAG THAT
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I will not start a project with denim when I've been awake for 19 hours. I will not start a project with denim with I've been awake for 19 hours. I will not start a project with denim when I've been awake for 19 hours. I will not-
#repetitive text;#manic posting;#i remembered in hs when i'd spend my manic nights writing somg lyrics in sharpie on my arms and legs and jeans#and then had the idea to stitch/embroider lyrics into said jeans bc i was PRETTY sure i still had them bc they were ny favorite and#idr them wearing out. but APPARENTLY not. i looked everywhere short of digging out the closet i've wanted to for a month#but that's got years worth of chewy boxes broken down amd stacked in front of it bc i am a disaster#(i mean to recycle them. that never happened. at this point i'll just put them in thw dumpster. when i get around to getting them out of#the corner and down the stairs#i took my meds at least (not the tegretol. i don't want to intentionally kill my first proper manic episode in /so/ long)#BUT i was then thinking about canabilizing old jeans to create the cut i loved about the old ones (but half what i loved was texture)#and then embroidering that#but my last manic project with denim left my fingers so fuckin bloody#bc manic me can and will not use a sewing machine and thimbles get in my way#and that was. back in 2013-2015. wish i still had that. never wore it bc course not.#i also don't have the manic project of the L (death note) inspired Lolita skirt#think theu both stayed in NC#man i left all the good shit in NC#but yeah like. to say nothing of the fact that ostensibly the roommate will be home and wanting to sleep at some point#and manic me and headphones are fucking rivals#manic me has a lot of beefs#it's almost like (and this might shock you) i'm manic!#(i promise i'm trying to go to bed at this point)#(it's bed or cleaning my room or denim project and i would like SOME sleep if i'm gonna do either)#(to say nothing of i need to do 3 expert roulettes in XIV and can you imagine that shit after literally not sleep?)#(mania will NOT save my ass from micronapping)#personal;#i'm so sorry for anyone actually reading all these posts and tags#but! if you are! welcome to my oversharing corner <3#also i am still planning on helping a friend clean and assmeble a chair tomorrow#which! mania is good for! i can clean! i love cleaning when manic! (my OCD ramps up when manic)
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Something I want to build on with vincent at some point is how much the years of being an adventurer has taken a toll on him. he spent so long just being angry at the world but as he gets closer and closer to carteneau he does start recognizing how reckless he's been and the mistakes he's made over the years. friendships (especially with layla and nhea) helping him get a little closer to how he used to be before finally stopping and trying to do better for himself when he loses his leg. and the fact that guilt has really solidified in him to still make him push himself in his healing rather than combat (though sometimes still pushing himself too far) and how the years of treating himself like a weapon have taken a toll on his mind (he has terrible nightmares that only a select few have been able to help him through it)
#look at me building on vincent more#though this stuff isn't actually new and i'm pretty sure i've mentioned some of it before#but i'd like to round it out more#like nhea being his first friend after leaving gridania that wasn't just a one off working together#or how his and gaius's relationship started because of that mutual understanding of wanting to be better even if their reasons differed#little things like that mainly because i honestly really like how. varied his personality can be#he's usually really calm and collected but now and then he makes some really reckless moves that's more akin to his WoL days#finding ways to make the nightmares easier to more avoidable ranging from meditation to a good solid support at his back#the support being a literal wall sometimes when he was still traveling alone or sharing a cot with gaius when he joins up with them#that bit of safety making a bigger difference than he would've expected though it's not always perfect#i have had thoughts on the zodiark fight because he gets stuck as a tank with a weapon he's not overly familiar with#and that ends up with his leg getting busted up and cid and nero being a little too busy to fix it so he's relegated to helping other ways#which would tie in my idea of his crutches being able to act as a conjurer's staff >:3#my little moon expedition team ends up being the main squad of raya nhea layla and vincent#not sure where einar is at the time since he was in garlemald maybe staying back to help people? probably?#but yea it's 2 monks a white mage and a lancer with a gunblade so goes about as well as you'd expect lol#raya and nhea are both paladins as well so i guess technically one of them could tank instead but hey#this wasn't supposed to be a ramble in the tags kinda post but here we are
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I keep thinking of that reply in my Odysseus/Agamemnon post about how I regard differently Odysseus' and Agamemnon's actions, while acknowledging that at times Agamemnon is written as a sweet man and Odysseus is always straight up shitty, and how it was taken as some sort of defense for Agamemnon and as a form of pointing out the double standard; and that wasn't at all what the post was about for me, even though I can see where they were coming from. To be honest, given I didn't imagine it would spread anywhere other than my own blog, I didn't explain myself very well (or at all).
The fact is that when I talked about Odysseus not caring about hurting someone else's child to start and end a war I was indeed comparing his actions to Agamemnon's, but my words about supporting Odysseus' wrongs and cheering him in his terrible actions, while in a joking tone, weren't entirely a joke. I do think that Odysseus does some very shitty acts, and some quite terrible ones depending on the sources. That's a fact, that he does is at the core of his characterisation and it's what makes him so much fun; but not even when he is at his most cruel does he harm his family, his own son. Agamemnon, while sweet and loving at times in some texts, at his worst is willing to sacrifice Iphigenia. When readers regard with more sympathy Odysseus over Agamemnon despite both being responsible for children dying, I don't think there's a double standard in this aspect at all considering it's never his own kid Odysseus harms. And that's the key, I think.
Odysseus and Agamemnon have very different priorities, a very different view on loyalty and duty. It could be said that Agamemnon acts out of selfishness, but it could also be read in a kinder light, saying that Agamemnon is ruled by the gods first, and by his role as head of the achaeans; Agamemnon is not entirely himself. In opposition we see Odysseus acting perhaps mainly for himself and his own family and men; yes, he is a king, but he has not the role Agamemnon has. As a consequence, Agamemnon submits his family's wellbeing to the war, to the gods, while Odysseus stops the plow before hurting Telemachus but is (depending on the source) the cause of Iphigenia's sacrifice and Astyanax's death.
Both Odysseus and Agamemnon have reasons to support their actions, and both can be sympathised with; it's fiction after all. When it comes to fiction, at the end of the day which character a reader is drawn to or sympathises with is mainly an issue of personal taste, but I suppose it also implies a certain level of one's own views or preferences on morals, what makes us find certain actions more justifiable, or tasteful (perhaps that's a more accurate word), than others. Agamemnon sacrificing his daughter, no matter how sympathetic or understandable the reason, generally sits worse on people than Odysseus doing the same with someone else's kids, because they're someone else's. This different emotional reaction they provoke has place not just metanarratively, but also inside the very story; it is narratively significant, given it determines how their arrival home plays out, how their wives react to them, and thus their futures. Ultimately it determines whether they live or die.
I think both terrible acts go in line wonderfully with each characterisation, showcasing the role they hold in their world, what they value, what they care for, what they're willing to sacrifice for themselves and the others, how much of their own they're willing to give and bend. While looking at the wider picture it could perhaps be drawn that Agamemnon is the better person out of the two, but Odysseus' selfish actions are perhaps easier to empathise with, especially from a modern viewpoint. Odysseus is treacherous and prone to betrayal, but not against his own; Agamemnon follows the rules of the gods. How fitting in that context that Odysseus doesn't die at the end of his story, that he cheats the death heroes so often are fated to, almost as if cheating the narrative itself, bending the rules of the world he is ascribed to; how fitting in the context of those texts that point towards Sisyphus being his father. But that's another topic, and I've already talked a lot.
#Don't get me wrong. Odysseus is super shitty and this is a 'pick your poison' kind of situation#But I don't really think there's a double standard when it comes to the kids situation given that Odysseus doesn't sacrifice his own kid#I really think that's what lies at the core of this. Does that make him shittier and more selfish and a worse person? Actually yeah perhaps#But we are no kings with thousands of people depending on our decision yet cringe at the idea of hurting people close to us#It feels like betrayal. And this is where the moral preference takes the role. Which do you prefer? The one that would betray their family#for the greater good or the one who'd sell the world for their family and themselves? It's interesting because#while in fiction the first option is often the most frown upon while selfish actions for the beloved are easy to sympathise withâ#in reality these are usually worse regarded. I didn't want to go there because I already wrote so much it didn't fit in the tags#but I actually think the same thing happens with Galahad/Lancelot. Heathcliff/Edgar I'd say has a somewhat similar situation going on#There are many many examples but mainly I was thinking of Galahad and Lancelot#So this is not an 'Odysseus did nothing wrong'. This is an 'Odysseus did many things very wrong but he didn't kill his son#so while both him and Agamemnon were the cause of death of kidsâ their action are not the same so there's no double standard regarding#the particular action of sacrificing Iphigenia. In fiction that kind of betrayal makes characters often unlikeable'#I guess that action 'stains' the view under which Agamemnon's actions are seen and so his character is often seen under a darker light#He is presented a bit as an antagonistic presence opposed to Achilles who is very popular so I guess that also influences this?#Anyway I've been elated by the musical causing Odysseus art and posts but I do have noticed that he is very goodified in it and that#it has influenced how he is being regarded around here (the way it happened with The Song of Achilles as well I suppose)#And I must say I like that less. He is shitty in a fun way but not in a light way. He is very shitty#Definitely not better than Agamemnon depending on the perspective you take. I can't believe I'm 'defending' Agamemnon#He is not my thing at all I'm all for selfish actions for oneself and the loved ones through manipulationâ#lies and scams and letting the world drown if needed. In fiction Lancelot'sâ Odysseus' and Heathcliff's actions are a lot more preferible#to me than Galahad'sâ Agamemnon's and Edgar's. But yeah#I ALSO didn't want to go there because again it would have take me forever and I would run out of tags (yet here I am)#but there's also a Priam/Hector/Paris comparison in how they act and how they're regarded to be drawn here#Agamemnon/Iphigeniaâ Priam/Hector/Parisâ Odysseus/Telemachus. And that is not even including everything with Elektra/Clytemnestra/Orestes#or Oedipus and his own family for that matter#But yes. I'll better shut up already. I'm talking a lot more than I intended#I just found that discussion super enthralling and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I still can't#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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y'all remember when i said maybe cyrillo dies?? i take it back. he's faking his death and retiring to some village by the sea bc i said so uvu
#and actually i think that would be a more fulfilling end to his story for both cyrillo and readers#bc his thing is that he pretty much is living to help others and doesn't give himself that same care#he doesn't neglect his health or anything but the dude never goes on vacation#he throws himself into war when he swore he'd never do that again but it's like!! someone's gotta help the free army!!#so i really like the idea that maybe there's a situation in which it /appears/ cyrillo died#but nah he lived and he retired and became a no one like he was before everything happened#and he's happy he's finally living for himself and taking advantage of his second chance at life /for himself/#for both cyrillo and rin i think a big character-defining trait of theirs is that despite what they've been through and will go through#they love life they love the world they're in they love people and so i think both of them are gonna have that choice#go rest or go back to work#and workaholic cyrillo chooses rest in the form of disappearing to a lil village#and rogue rin goes back to work bc she can't help it. she can't deny that people need her#and hers is a lil more serious bc sunna is like 'i don't gotta resurrect you again. you could die and be reborn anew'#but no rin loves her life despite everything. she's not ready to go yet#AAAHHH SORRY FOR THE RAMBLING I'M :' ))))))#i wanna try to write a lil more before bed so let me stop asdfg#headcanons | dĂłrverold#headcanons | cyrillo#i don't wanna lose this just in case bc of the tags uvu
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I looove listening to the most pop-ish pop songs and thinking about obimaul
#hm i should make an original post tag#i'm listening to the latest album by this pop artist whose vibe is very. sad breakups and 'i hate you but i want to fuck you so bad'#so you can imagine i'm having a great time imagining obimauls i'll never make#the very first song's chorus is like. ''i wish you well' my fucking ass i'm gonna wreck you you Will remember me' which is soooo#the sound of the song is NOT maul vibes at all but these words. these words.#and there's another one that sounds sooooo obimaul hookup. 'don't take us seriouslyâ two broken heartsâ your sincere styleâ mine bitterâ#come here closerâ love hasn't worked out for us until now.. different storiesâ similar endings[...]'#<- making me act a certain way (conceiving obimaul ideas in me brain)#also the album cover is the singer in these. jeans with a red star right in the crotch. i neeeed to draw maul or both of them in these#in general my opinion of the album is that it's not as great compared to the last one but it's pretty fun. not bad just less flashy
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