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etherea1ity · 2 years ago

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#thinking ab my ex best friend #nothing happened...we just grew apart #she moved abroad for uni so we just haven't really been talking for a long time #we never even got to say goodbye properly bc i started uni before her and i was busy with finals when she left #i feel so guilty for not saying goodbye to her properly #i have new friends from uni #they call me their best friend and all that #but im unable to give them the title of best friend bc #it's somehow still reserved for my ex bsf #even after all this time #i just can't give up that spot yet #anyways #3am thoughts 😄👍#personal

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gomzdrawfr · 1 month ago

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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024

#what a year #ive never compiled it neatly before #i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe #this year I’ve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram #I’ve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappy’s voice: gomz no balls #i also need to do more color piece #launching ☕️ this year has helped to do that #to do at least one colored piece each month #i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time #we’ll see #still gotto tackle the last few ☕️ requests after con #this year I’ve drawn a lot more Price!! that’s why he’s the main character this year #i would put Raven but she’s always a main so #im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it #consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style #some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress #December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year #moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy #burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni #stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it #me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD #at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months #it’s been a fun year and I’ve made a lot of new friends too #drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there #thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart #art summary 2024

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pennedinblood · 4 months ago

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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi

#pennforyourthoughts #personal #someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity #warning: novel-length tags lmfao #THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc #at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it #full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me #1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired #surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months #2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then #MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D #3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident #that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this #she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned #love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable #also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD #the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni

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roaringroa · 4 months ago

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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end

#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask #december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery #and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc #and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh #every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night #oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes #and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester #and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu #oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well #and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also #pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc #so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal #honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know #like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc #but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated #also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm #is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is #incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship #so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year #at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately #i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new #my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper #and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been #like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare #idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling #and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa

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mariocki · 4 months ago

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I was tagged by @carcarrot (thank youuuu) and this is a new one on me so sure why not what the hell etc

I apologise for some of these horrible terrible images but I didn't cheat and had them all on hand, and actually they probably provide a more genuine portrait of me than I'd like

I tag uhhhhhhhh idk anyone ig. @fred-the-dinosaur @baddingtonbitch @gaytobymeres @basiltheratatouille @explainslowly and anyone else (no pressure obvs)

#tag meme #tag game #idek what to say but these are all in my camera roll #salmond pic is from a group chat i have with a couple of friends where we try to break the news of celebrity deaths first (and usually with #puns if we can) because we're horrible people #cher postcard pic was sent to me by my bff after she found it (i sent her the postcard from Las Vegas when i was fresh out of uni)#skibidi daniel day lewis is an involved meme that came out of a long conversation about him coming out of retirement to appear in his son's #film (and a simultaneous convo about the prospect of a skibidi toilet film and ig some meeting of the twain)#cat statue is near my place of work and i love it #sincere apologies if i ruined anyone's opinion of me

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meikuree · 13 days ago

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still grinds my gears that two of my phd student friends going to the same institution, both from southeast asia like me, have gotten comments from academics &/ student feedback to the effect of "your english could be better". the audacity!

#god forbid people from the global south be seen as anything beyond interlopers in the english language #ambient racism in uk academia nothing new but doesn't make it less annoying #this is offensive not /just/ because they're both perfectly fluent but because of the particular constellation of prejudices/beliefs that #made people think it's fine to say this #in particular it's probable one of my friends got the comment because he has a “”“”southeast asian“”“” accent #as i said to him: do you think your fellow TAs who are white got that comment even though they have say swedish/french etc accents?#this is w/o getting into the english proficiency test industrial complex that uk unis subject everyone to #down to people from former british colonies who have for those historical reasons done most or all schooling in english #meikuree talks #academia #kvetching

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miralure · 8 months ago

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How it feels asking people I don't know very well to hangout

How it feels to text people I want to create a friendship with

#txt #gif #i find it so hard #i know people are shyer than me but ahh #tmi but i actually don't have any friends because people from hs stabbed me in the back #but i like uni because i can actually make new friends #but i feel so awkward asking to hang or texting to talk #it feels so pathetic ahhhh #anxiety go brrr #delete later

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tiddiesoutwhenthetisout · 5 months ago

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not me curling my laptop charger wire the way you curl band equipment cords HAHAHA god i miss it

#i really said “okay big performance in the city square let's make this work” and i did but absolute fuckery of the manager just made me...#and she also used to complain about being an opening act-- like come on that's a nationally-renowned band and we're not there yet 😭#we used to fight a lot though so ack i really should have taken that as a red flag #but i was 14 and stupid 🤷‍♂️#being solo way better uM i shouldn't say this yet but i got a commission today audhauagah i don't even have a portfolio #fuck guys i'm so so so nervous from big changes in life because uM god i just came from actual hell with various things working to make me #kms #but uH we're uH not too keen on that anymore atm and uH it's probably going to all fuck up after i share that i have good news in life #but yk what #let's keep challenging god #i know he hates me #but we will not be defeated we will strangle him by the tie #AHHHH help me i want to get into music again pls pls pls pls pls #anyway back to my old band manager #she was known for being a shitwad in the scene anyw but i was young and stupid as i sais #and i defended her and rationalized her behavior because “we're friends right”#i'm starting to get why my mom is wary of people i get to know #i'm tbh a fucking idiot i would never admit that elsewhere (nah i do) uM my brain is bouncing off the walls #i took a bargain with 7pm coffee and look where it got me #i was also getting up there in my 5 days of uni absences agsgshags #DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY READ THESE I KINDA HOPE NOW NO ONE DOES #IM KINDA UHHH MY CHILD THERAPIST SAID UNCONVENTIONAL #I THINK SHE MEANT FUCKING CRAZY #sorry #oh yeah i walked tf out the band after that big performance set up just for us because i couldn't keep working with that kind of environment #other bands started flocking to recruit or proxy after i was let go by my famously fucked-up ex-manager LOL #but um i have issues so i'm not among them and i think they get the message tbh #appears and disappears #that is actually my brand

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keyrousse · 10 months ago

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In which a group of four old friends tries to kill two members of said grup ;)

#The Technical Difficulties #Citation Needed #(the word kill is used jokingly #they certainly weren't helpful)#Tom Scott #the almost-victim no. 1 #sitting with his hoodie tucked in #Chris Joel #being the real helpful friend here although probably the cause of almost-murder no. 2 #Matt Gray #almost-victim no. 2 #being the audio engineer of the group #Gary Brannan #happily trying to kill two of his friends #normally holding a high (now directoral) position at Uni of York archives #honestly this is one of my fav bonus videos for Citation Needed #I'd love something new from them but with Tom seemingly being pretty happy about not having to film anything #(dude really needed that break #I wonder if he went for the eclipse)#and them having no new ideas and feeling no pressure to create anything #I guess we'll wait some more #Youtube

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saeshiraw · 1 year ago

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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a-dash-in-the-middle · 3 months ago

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i'm likeable?

#i want my weird idiots again ngl talking to them is sooo easy ah my shoulders feel lighter just from thinking abt it #the girl i met today seems to like them too #i might meet them up if she wants i am still unsure a bit tho #but she seems to see trough something others find annoying #so i would like for them to meet up i dunno #i still have to balance the idiots my mom coming my friend from high school my other two friends from uni my ex work friends #and well studying #and all i wanna do is show my mom around the new cafes i found and finish the projects and only have math exams and meet up with jo #but i have to balance other things ahhhh #also i do not know what i will do if i do not study tmrw with the new friend #but she invited me on pancakes and i am unable to say no to overthinkers bc what if they overthink it #and i dont know hopefully we will study #0 notes to me

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gatheryepens · 3 months ago

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Homesickness is weird like why am I feeling it when I’m at home :/

#I hung out with some friends from work #and I miss them soo much #like at my new store I don’t really have friends or anyone I talk to #so as I was making my way home I was like aww I’m not gonna see these guys for another month and a bit #like I suddenly felt really homesick #because in my mind my thoughts were already at uni #so I started missing them even though I was hanging out with them #it’s the same with my fam #like when I’m at uni I don’t really get homesick but now at home I do #gatherambles #theunidiaries

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cowboylikeyouu · 4 months ago

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i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni

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darkandstormyranger · 4 months ago

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#i am slowly starting to hate weekends #one the one hand i want to rest and enjoy free time #on the other i don't have much to do and with too much time for thinking i just circle back to Sad Thoughts #i'd be minding my own business and then look out the window and realize i'll never be happy again #and the best i can do is distract myself from it #like yeah i hate working for 13 hours straight BUT at least then i don't have time to think too much #autumn used to be a pretty fun time of the year #going back to school or uni meeting my friends again starting to learn new things #and now its just #good luck not crying every day with no sunlight its seasonal depression timeee

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chronicowboy · 1 year ago

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[chanting through gritted teeth and trembling hands] do it scared, do it scared, do it scared

#sami rambles #i cannot make new friends without doing new things and i want to get back into my acting #so i am Going to go to these uni auditions and i am Going to try my hardest to be social and i am Going to push myself #helps that i know the president of the club from last year but like. loosely.#and i might have accidentally turned him down for a date bc i didn't realise he was asking me until two hours later and id wanted to sleep

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chronic-cynic · 5 months ago

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I fear I am not living the university life.

#and not even in a “i don't go to parties and i don't have friends” way #all of that is true #but i am also never on campus #it'd be four hours of commuting a. day. if i did that #i get away from skipping lectures because i am really good at learning content by myself #i'll be visiting my new university (i transferred for second year since i moved to a different province) for the first time tomorrow #only to stay for my mandatory tutorial which is only an hour long #keep in mind uni started last week and i haven't even seen the campus yet #all i do is sleep and study at home #but i honestly can't complain since this isn't too painful #yet #university #uni #college #cynic.txt

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