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Hi, could I make an order for Hiccup Haddock x male reader? In which at the beginning they are at the end of the first movie and, like what happened to Hiccup's mother, a dragon kidnaps the male reader because he liked it (this dragon can be a woolly howl? 𼺠Almost no one knows this dragon). And at the beginning of the third movie, when they are rescuing the dragons from the ship, the reader He appears with a somewhat unkempt appearance, and it turns out that all these years he was trying to locate Berk so he could return but on his journey he came across the hunters' ship. I would like a meeting full of action and romance with tears of happiness for finally meeting each other, please.
Going home
Summary: Being kidnapped by a dragon has its perks, but you really miss home. And Berk, too, you guess. Pairing: Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III x male reader Wc: 3k A/n: idk couldnât stop thinking about this, rushed it out as soon as I could and I have zero idea how to write fight scenes
It was true that Hiccup had a soft spot for dragonsâ no one around Berk could deny that factâ that Toothless had opened up like a gaping chest wound he didnât know was there at first. Unable to kill the mighty beast that night, seeing himself in the young dragon. Instead becoming the first (technically second) dragon rider from Beek; turning violent hunters into loving but still violent dragon riders.Â
Hiccup loved all the dragons, he learned the ins and outs of every single breed he came across. He obviously had a favorite, Night Furyâs but he wouldnât say he hated any dragons. At least, depending on who was asking him.Â
Astrid, Stoick, and Gobber would all hear the endless rambles about one particular dragon; unable to roll their eyes or stop his ramblings because they know the reason for his near hatred of them.Â
The Woolly Howl dragon was one he couldnât bring himself to care about. Not even if you paid him all the money in the world could he be anything more than indifference and he doesnât think he even has that for them. Not after the dragon nest incident.Â
Hiccups remembers the first time heâd taken you flying. Before Astrid, before everything. Youâd been braver than he was, had a better grip on Toothless too. He liked that about you, youâd always been the one with a level head, doing what was necessary. Itâs probably why his father pushed for the two of you to become friends, hoping youâd rub off on Hiccup. Toughen you up.
Stoick couldnât imagine what would happen between the two of you, though.Â
He wouldnât say it was love, not yet at least. Youâre both only fifteen, although Stoick supposed he was in love with Valka at a younger age. But he can definitely tell itâs coming soon; the way you two operate is like two halves of a missing puzzle. He reckons if his wife was there to see it, sheâd say you were soulmates in living color.Â
Youâd gotten the others ready to follow Stoick and the other Vikings and used Astrid to knock some sense into him. You wouldâve done it yourself but you knew none of the others could get the dragons somewhat ready. And time was running out, you needed to be as fast as possible. Although Hiccup did most of the work convincing them to actually get on themâ he always was the crowd worker of the two of you.Â
Touch as you were, though, you had a terrible sense of direction, so you rode with Snotlout towards the dragon nest. You were going to ride with Hiccup but Astrid was firm that wasnât going to ride with Snotlout and couldn't fly just yet.Â
It was good. At first. The plan was working, you were distracting the leader dragon and then one thing led to another before things went terribly wrong.
You donât know when, you donât know how, but you remember falling. It was hot, fire was everywhere. You lost the others in the chaos, you couldnât see more than a couple of inches in front of yourself. Smoke started quickly filling your lungs and you were ready to give up on trying to escape the flames when it was put out. Suddenly everything was cold, colder than the worst snows on Berk.Â
Ice and snow pushed against your face and you hurriedly used your shield yourself while trying to remain standing. When it stopped, you slowly lowered your hands and looked around.Â
You thought you saw dark brown fur, but when you reached out you felt the hard scales and a deep timber rumble. Purple eyes stared back at you before it roared and you were shot into the sky. As you were being taken up, you saw Hiccup enter the air with Toothless, the monster of a dragon hot on their tail and tried to scream for him. Scream for either of them to notice youâ anything. But your voice was shot, the smoke had done a number on your lungs and throat.Â
It was useless to try any longer and you watched as the island got smaller, dread filling your stomach.
The Woolly Howl had flown in the clouds, flying away from the fight you could see in the distance. Purple blasts from Toothless grew less and less as you gave up fighting. Even if you got out of the dragonâs harsh grip, you donât know where youâd land or how youâd even make it back.Â
You never did get to see if they won the fight.
When Hiccup woke up in his room with Toothless at his side and half of one of his legs; he was just happy the plan had worked. He was happy that he saw Berk buzzing with dragons, he couldnât look anywhere and not see them. Everyone had greeted him like a hero for the first time in⌠well, ever. Surely he had died and this was his paradise but when you didnât run up to him, he was sure this wasnât paradise.Â
âWhereâs (Y/n)?â He slowly asked Stoick and the laughter and cheers died down around him. Stoick removed his helmet and Hiccup faltered, almost falling on the firing had it not been for Astrid. He looks between the crowd thatâs slowly dispersing, his chest heaving up and down as his mind swims with the worst possible ideas.Â
âNo one could find him,â She said when Stoick couldnât find the words. âToothless and the others tried to track his scent butâŚâ She looks off.Â
âNo,â He shakes his head, looking around. This wasnât true. âHe- he was with Snotlout! How did he lose him?â
âThey got separated. One of my men saw a Woolly Howl flying around; they think it's what took him.â Stoick places a hand on his son's shoulder, offering comfort before Hiccup throws himself into his fathers, pulling him impossibly close as he cries. Stoick sucks in a breath before he kneels down, embracing his sobbing, grieving son just as he did when he lost Valka.Â
âIâm sorry, Hiccup. Iâm so sorry.â
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You scramble to your feet as the Woolly Howl drops you on top of a snowy patch on a mountain. The snow stings your hands and youâre already shivering; your furs werenât nearly as thick enough for these temperatures. The dragon tilts its head as you slowly back up, reaching behind you when your back slams into something.Â
Glancing behind you, your eyes close when you find youâre backed into a corner. You know youâre too high up to leave, too cold to even think to fight.Â
The dragon nudges your leg and you open your eyes, waiting for your death but it nudges you away from the corner and gestures to a cave. Thereâs a⌠you squint and smile. Thereâs a fire inside. Rushing into the cave, it follows after you and you see an older man next to the fire, spinning a long fish over the fire.Â
âGood,â He coughs, patting the animal fur rug to make you sit. Settling next to him, you look at the entrance of the cave where the dragon is lying in front of, but not blocking. âBeeBoo needs a new friend.â
âBeeBoo?â You ask, looking back at him.Â
âI'm old,â He continues, ignoring your question. âShe needs a new friend.â The man takes the fish off and offers it to you. âYouâll get used to the cold. My furs are in the corner, if youâd like.â
âI need to go home,â Shaking your head, you look for the furs and then them lying in a neat corner. Rushing to put them on, you return to the fire. âPlease, can you take me home?â
âBeeBoo can,â He nods. âIâll be gone before nightfall.â
âYouâre leaving? Is there a village nearby?â
âNo village,â He shakes his head. âI am old. I will be gone soon.â You look him over, his skin hangs the way the elders on the island do, his hair is barely there, and he shivers like no other despite being bundled in several layers and next to the fire. Heâs old, you realize, he will be gone soon.
��Oh,â Blinking, you peel back the scales of the fish and eat in a solemn sort of silence before the old man leaves the cave as the sun starts to go down. BeeBoo howls, giving the man one last head hug before he disappears into the blizzard. BeeBoo turns to you, a sad sort of cry echoing from her chest and you canât help but feel bad for the dragon.Â
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Hiccup checks his notes again, running a finger past each line as he observes two Woolly Howls playing in the nearby snow with Toothless.Â
strike dragon
fire type- hail
purple mouth and eyes
fur like scales
tail fins
segmented underbellyâ blends into clouds
can withstand blizzards
medium-sized
lives in snowy mountains
Sighing, he wipes his face and turns to his map. This is the fourth snow mountain heâs been to this week. Heâs lost count of how many heâs been to in the past five years.Â
He calls Toothless back as he packs up his items; itâs nearly time for the steal mission with the others. As heâs packing the items, he runs his fingers over your old arm brace. He remembers when the two of you had carved your initials into it, heâs since outgrown his but he keeps it around. It hangs in this room right next to your other items that he had lying around.Â
Hiccup hadnât given up hope in finding you. He spent every waking moment he could trying. But, he found everyone but you. He found his mother; heâd hoped maybe you were there too. In some secret dragon sanctuary but no. She was the only human and she hadnât seen you. He had a separate map for you; heâd tracked countless Woolly Howls and where theyâd spend their time. A few times he thought he was close, he was sure of it, but nothing. Your clothes had lost their smell and even if they hadnât, he doubts Toothless or any of the other dragons could track it through the blizzards.Â
You hadnât stopped either. You traveled whenever you could, only stopping when Beeboo needed to rest. But, your sense of direction was still as shit as it was when you still lived on Berk. It felt like you found everything but your home. Even found some weird dragon place that looked like a nice place to live. But they werenât exactly taking newcomers and you didnât want to stay.Â
Even more unfortunate for you; youâd managed to get trapped by dragon hunters after falling asleep while Beeboo flew over a stretch of ocean. Apparently, she got curious about a boat and went to inspect it. Beeboo had protected you when they found and trapped her, hiding you in her wings so you wouldnât get caught or hurt.Â
Currently, youâre catching the last bit of your rest. Youâd been up for nearly a whole day and, Odin, were you tired. But the smell of fire had woken you up and it made Beeboo stirr uneasy with the flames she was seeing. You began to crawl out from under her wings when you heard the gate lock slide open and then the gate slowly opened.Â
BeeBoo growled, holding you close as you heard two footsteps get closer. It was from one person, but one of the steps sounded heavier than the other. The other half step had a sort of metal sound to it. Metal hitting metal rather than leather-bound feet. The person sighs; this sort of annoyed sigh you do when BeeBoo goes fishing without you and brings up eel.Â
âHey, easy girl.â Peering out from the wing, you see a man walking up to BeeBoo and slipping out, pointing your sword at the manâs neck. His back is illuminated by the lamps, face is hidden in the darkness of the cage.
âAnother rider?â He asks and his voice is so familiar. His voice is one you hear when you sleep, one youâve spent years trying to find again. With wide eyes you drop your sword and remove your helmet, it clunks as it hits the floor, rolling between you and Hiccup. Hiccup falters, eyes widening as he recognizes you within seconds. Youâre messy, sure. Your hair is different, unkept and there are bits of ice inside of it, your lips are chapped and your clothes are wet from the melting ice.Â
But itâs you.Â
â(Y/n)?â He breathes and you rush into a hug, holding him close. He hugs you, lifting you from your feet and you laugh, doing the same when he sets you down.Â
âIâve been looking for you,â You sob, slipping your hands under his helmet which he quickly tosses off. âIâve never stopped looking.â Holding his hand, your fingers wrap around the glove, his warmth feeling like a beacon.Â
âMe neither,â He pulls his head back, tears in his eyes. âI never stopped.â Laughing out another sob, you hold his face and take him in. His gloved fingers slide across your face, brushing your hair away so he can take you in before his lips crash into yours. Theyâre so incredibly warm and he tastes like home, gods, youâve never been happier to be locked in a cage before.Â
He pulls you closer, your tears mixing together on your face, ignoring whatever is going on outside because fuck that. You just got each other back.Â
BeeBoo makes a noise she only makes when thereâs danger around and you pull away. Grabbing Hiccupâs helmet first, he takes it while you grab yours, quickly putting it back on and grabbing your sword when you see guards rushing over. Hiccup fixes his helmet into place and guides you out, his hand never leaving yours.Â
âAttack!â
âGet the rescues out of here!â Hiccup shouts as you leave the cage and Toothless drops down next to him. You beckon BeeBoo to follow Toothless, trusting Hiccup's judgment of his dragon with yours.Â
âOkay. Whoâs that?â Astrid asks but Hiccup just smiles and flicks his helmet down, his sword igniting in a fire. Your sword isnât nearly as cool as his, but BeeBoo blasts it with ice that creates a jagged blade.Â
âStay close,â His voice is a plea that you agree to without hesitation, the two of you fighting as if youâd never been separated. He goes low while you go high, disarming threats as they attack. Toothless and BeeBoo work together as well, BeeBoo freezes them into place while Toothless launches them into cages.Â
Hiccup swings his sword, bringing a guard's sword to the ground and you tackle the guy, tossing him into a nearby cage. With him knocked out, you turn around and see Hiccup struggling under the guards; Toothless is in the middle of helping the twins so you rush over, jumping on one of the guy's backs to pull him off and down.Â
He fairs better with the one guy while you wrestle the second into a pinned position.Â
âYou okay?â Hiccup breathes, his guy knocked into the cage of the first guy.Â
âYeah,â Nodding, you toss the guy's ax away and pick him up. âIâm just used to fighting dragons.â
âYou fight dragons?â He asks and you laugh, fixing your clothes.Â
âBeeBoo likes to wrestle but she doesnât know her own weight.â Ducking under another guard, you kick his legs out and Hiccup keeps him down with his fire sword.Â
âYeah,â He nods, his head bobbing like it always did when he was younger. âI wrestle with Toothless all the time.â For a second, he joins Toothless in taking down a small group and you glance around for your dragon. Sheâs fine, freezing a broken cage into place.Â
âDragons are such babies!â Punching a rogue guard that had escaped Snotlout, you watch as he falls down.Â
Somehow you managed to get back to Astrid; although itâs not that big of a ship. You and Hiccup send your dragon to get the others while you deal with the last of the guards.
âI thought this was supposed to be a stealth mission,â Astrid rolls her eyes as she walks up, swinging her around around. âAnd who is that?âÂ
âYeah, they always start that wayââ
âLook out!â The three of you split up as a spear gets shoved where you once stood before a dragon takes the man away and drops him into the water. âThanks, Stormfly! Who is that?â Once again, Astrid looks at you and you wave.Â
âLong time no see,â You grin, lifting the visor of your helmet. She gasps and looks at Hiccup who nods, squeezing your hand.Â
âMove out! We got âem all!â Hiccup tells the others and the fight immediately stops; the others find their dragons with ease. You wonder how many times theyâve done this; it seems very well rehearsed. Calling for BeeBoo, you latch onto her tail before she takes up into the sky.Â
You wait for Hiccup, blasting a group of guards that had cornered him just as Toothless barrels into the ones BeeBoo hadnât gotten. You smile when he joins you, nodding to where the others are waiting for him and for you. You look over at them and smile, wiping your face. Joining the others, youâre given a warm welcome by them allâ and a very long apology from Snotlout that you promised wasnât necessary. It wasnât his fault you got separated and then kidnapped by a dragon. It could happen to anyone really. Hell, it happened to Hiccup's mom from what she tells you as youâre flying.Â
âWanna ride with me?â Hiccup asks when youâre coasting through the air. Youâd been flying side by side with him but that wasnât close enough and obviously, he felt the same way. Nodding, you stand on BeeBoo and take his hand, letting him guide you onto Toothless.Â
âWhereâre we going?â You ask, laying your head on his shoulder. He squeezes your hand thatâs on his waist as he looks back at you; his lips brushing against your lips.Â
âHome. Weâre going home and I am never letting you go again.â
#x male reader#x reader#hiccup haddock x male reader#hiccup haddock x reader#hiccup x male reader#how to train your dragon#httyd x male reader#httyd x reader
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cry tears of puddles on ground here some incoherent snippets of what text partner about silco jinx father daughter dynamic that am going insane over rn hands n knees on ground begging sobbing n too busy do that to clean up or be coherent - n idk how much actual media analysis support by show evidence n how much it just me imagine things self insert wishful thinking - n there also may be from a few to many undescribed screenshots of season 1 because god have 100+ in camera roll
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weak for father child esp found father child trope imperfect father but i will love you unconditionally i will try to be the best father can be for you even if i am irreparably messed up and so are you & imperfect child traumatized act out slowly losing grip with reality n will lash out will be rebellious ruin us all but youâll be the best father iâve ever had
(no diss on vanco tho)
him clumsily lift arm n hesitate n not know what to do not know if he should do not know how to do
subtle facial expression from âwhatâs going on what do i doâ -> sadness (for powder n for his younger self) -> anger n determined n vengeful (for power n for his younger self) in span of seconds
âyouâre my daughter. iâll never forsake you.â
âdonât cry. youâre perfect.â AS HIS LAST WORDS
âshow them. weâll show them allâ his voice echo after his death as she shoot missile. n she did. she did!!!!! to have so many people growing up not believe in her think her useless say that to her face - n her figure out how to use gemstone BY SELF with no previous guide!!! with no upside tech with only what she can get there!! build bombs now even viktor n jace n those people say near impossible disassemble without explode in face. n entire time silco believe in her BELIEVE IN HER SUPPORT HER. WEâll show them. WE. n THEY DID!!!! they did!!! together!!!! heâs dead by time she fire missile but they really did. the fact his voice echo with her as she do it, fact that animation flash to his body as she do itâ also fact that. every step of way they did. she top most demanded by name person, most threatening person.
doctor scene âare you ready to lose herâ âshe can take it.â FATHER
believing in her bc she can because she HIS daughter n HIS daughter can take it n also believing in her because he needs to he needs her so she will take it she make it she HAS TO because he canât lose her he canât be without her
a father who did objectively HORRIBLE things. with SHITTY morals but also REALLY HOPEFUL (word choice) ones in twisted way.
be complicated character who is shitty for flooding undercity with drugs be drug lord but in same time doing that because he truly want zaun freedom - like think it important emphasize its. not HIM be ruler of zaun at least not directly phrased that way but fact that zaun freedom. like he very much could just directly say âone day zaun be free n am rule overâ but he didnât say second part. he not altruistic by any means but also!!!! he is???
all that complicated cruel will-do-anything-to-achieve-his-goal-beyond-himself villain-ness in direct contract with having the ONE SOFT SPOT of his daughter who FUCKS SHIT UP who is DIFFICULT who UNCONTROLLABLE UNPREDICTABLE n he loves her UNCONDITIONALLY he spoils her gives her so many lee way
the fact that someone so fucked up someone so actively make things difficult for him. can be loved
no am donât have issues at all
also calling jinx difficult n fucked up n ruin things with all love in world not in derogatory way. because. itâs like. am fucked up. am difficult. am severely traumatized. am want burn whole world down for leaving me behind for betray me. in many people eye am more trouble me than am worth. n idea of. a father who love me just the way that am call me perfect. even if. [ ].
n to call someone like that. perfect
n to. mean it.
to genuinely see n treat her as perfect
even after she mistakenly shoot you killing you - to be constantly put in jeopardy by her fucked up ness to be harmed n killed by her fucked up ness. to see mistake as just that - mistake. n to forgive you for that no questions asked to love you unconditionally despite that or even because of that. for her mistake cost you your life n for your last word be tell her donât cry, that she perfect.
down to willing give up his whole dream whole goal whole purpose he fought for all these fucking years - thing he gave his entire life towards.
because he refuse give her up he refuse leave her abandon her use her as pawn
âyouâre my daughter. iâll never forsake you.â like genuinely truly believe he mean this he truly wonât take the deal with upside even if that mean zaun freedom because he refuse abandon jinx. he not just saying it to be manipulative or just saying be lying because heâs tied up with her have gun beside her he know she very much may fire
his âeveryone betrayed you/us but iâll never. am gave you everythingâ may be see as âyou have no one but meâ manipulative n maybe is but more importantly think that like. he genuinely believe that. like that his entire character origin. his entire motive.
the fact that she killed him n he donât blame her one bit.
the fact the villain character clumsily learning how to take care of a child
he truly see her n treat her like her daughter not a pawn not a subject. more times than not instead of have her on leash as his subject he is leashed by her
to be so utterly broken n love someone
to be so utterly broken n be loved unconditionally by someone
two character who betrayed by entire world by people who once closest to them
n him swearing that he will never ever fucking do that to her. that they may not have other people they may have entire world against them but they have each other
n him FOLLOWING THAT down to his last breath
him not following that would have make his life n make more than his life so much easier
BUT HE REFUSE TO
also he didnât betray her by lying to her that her sister is dead he genuinely believed her sister dead. leading to the funniest frame n line ever
âFROM THE DEAD???????â
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more of the zuko joining hope lady and her man au. thank you for thje support on my first post. currently trying to think thoughts for it
#i have ideas but idk how to like put them out into the world#i dont have the time to draw a comic and i dont have the writing ability to make a fic#atla#avatar the last airbender#avatar#atla au#avatar the last airbender au#zuko#atla zuko#prince zuko#my art
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okay so as a gen 5 stan who does adore the story in bw and bw2, and now that gen 5 has experienced both a vicious hatedom that wouldnt hear a single positive thing about the games, and now a super protective fandom that insists they were perfect and had zero flaws... can we admit now that the bw1 story at least was. a little mid.
#just a little. just a little.#i am saying this as someone who adores it and loves the characters a lot#...... but good god team plasma kinda sucks ass as an evil organization#bw2 is sorta better about them with the split factions but in the first game theyre so obnoxious and come across as strawmen#the game talks about how the world is nuanced and not black and white and its not good to take extreme sides#but then. it sorta does that with the protagonists? by refusing to talk about abused pokemon that werent hurt by team plasma?#obviously they are wrong. the game hammers it in with a mallet. but is it really nuanced if our stance is ''ha ha thats silly''#and yeah groups like plasma exist irl but like. as someone who cares abt animal rights and stuff a lot. i feel like they fumbled it here#the answer shouldnt have been ''well ig some pokemon get hurt. we wont talk about them though. watch the grunt kick a munna''#it shouldve been about animal welfare. like maybe instead of becoming assistant professor; bianca couldve become a nurse joy#or she couldve joined some organization that rescues and rehabilitates pokemon from abusive trainers. maybe the reformed plasma from bw2#and before someone goes ''erm its a kids game they cant do that :/ thats too complicated'' first of all- the anime showed a malnourished te#tepig#kids can handle a bit of text next to a skittish lillipup thats like ''its scared of humans'' or something and its being cared for by someo#someone''#plus the side games were tackling much heavier shit at this point#also again they were apparently fine with a grunt kicking a munna and bragging about how he loves doing that so.#like even as a kid i felt like that scene was really over the top and stupid#team plasma feels less like an attempt to do commentary on harmful animal rights ideas that lead to ecofascism and dont care abt the animal#true needs#and more like gamefreak read a lot of obnoxious critical pokemon posts like ''lmao training is like dogfighting'' and ''this promotes anima#abuse!'' and just made a strawman out of those people. and like i agree thats all stupid but it sorta hurts the message of the game#that the world is very nuanced and taking extremes is bad and reductive.#and this isnt getting into poor story and gameplay integration and other stuff like underutilized characters (you know exactly who i mean)#idk. again i still adore the story and have a huge soft spot for it. but i think the only reason people say its perfect is out of defensive#defensiveness and not having engaged with a ton of video game stories. and pokemon stories not being fantastic in general#like i think pla is better put together story wise than this game and its got less going on than this#echoed voice
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being super normal about White calling Billy "a dreamer"after the events of Maybe No Go
#truly alarming amount of tags on this post don't click read more fr#the venture bros#pete white#bily quizboy#billy whalen#idk man the way they balance each other is really interesting#the things they agree on and disagree on are almost arbitrary#'you can't put mouthwash in a cookie' 'trust me' vs 'we should spend 10 mil on a motorcycle instead of housing' 'that's such a cool idea'#billy trying to pep white up about the ball#'this was your dream too' like come on dude when have pete's dreams ever worked out#when have yours#'what are we gonna do now billy?' 'we'll cross that bridge when we come to it'#baby the bridge has never been more present#ALSO white calling billy the dreamer when HE'S the one who pushes so hard for things#billy has dreams that might not be realistic but they give him hope and he works around the way the world works to make things happen#like being a self-taught surgeon and believing in a magic ball#pete has dreams IN SPITE of what is realistic and he will mold reality to be what he wants in order to make it happen#like fixing the quizshow and pretty much everything that happened in invisible hand of fate#and they both have disabilities that affect them in vastly different ways and impact their relationship with realistic goals#like billy's hydrocephalus being presented to the audience as mostly a social issue for him and the hand and eye being marks of trauma#rather than like an actual block for him beyond needing to tune the hand up every now and then#vs white's albinism making him physically unable to be in direct sunlight and making him actively fearful of doing certain things and#being certain places#to be clear i know the actual effects of hydrocephalus as well as the hand and eye but this is based on how the show presents it#like billy took these things about himself into account and went ok these are part of my reality and i will work with them#and pete took his reality and went ok i will cover it up with fake tan and wigs or sunscreen and hats and make reality what i want it to be#and that's what makes them a good team!! that's why they science together well#it's also why they argue so much#accepting reality and playing within its constraints vs hating reality and changing it to suit you#these are the hallmarks of scientific progress
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HI TUMBLRR itâs me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like âdog tastes so good with riceâ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know itâs not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like Iâve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now Iâm stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean Iâll still be nice to them#but I just donât think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if Iâm overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like youâre old enough to know what youâre laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but Iâm allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and theyâre not bad I just donât lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I havenât made any good drawings recentlyđđđBUT WAIT!#i have a comic Iâll post in October weâll see how far I am in it by thenâŚ#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like Iâll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound⌠cause actually#for those of you who donât know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! weâll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh itâs an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#thatâs how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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i think that viewing the little hope relationships as just âfamilyâ ( specifically : blood family, ones with traditional roles and relationships, one bred from a nuclear familial structure ) has a habit of dismissing them entirely. it is not blood that binds them together, nor is it family structures, and throughout every iteration of their lives things change. sometimes theyâre merely neighbors with a slim portion of blood relation, sometimes theyâre bound by flimsy paper or war, and sometimes theyâre students at a college following their professor around. the nature of their relationships change, as do their circumstances and surroundings, but they ( as a mismatched unit ) are eternally bound and divided by a child and an inherent, unescapable tragedy. the important aspect of their relationships is that they are agonized individuals who are stuck together and wouldnât like to be. the important theme between them is that despite their determined suffering, all the bad ways they clash, and in spite of a bubbling self loathing so awful that it literally kills them, they have found love and comfort in each other anyway, or perhaps have realized a love that has always been there. thereâs no âi love you as a daughterâ between angela and taylor, just as much as there isnât any âi love you as a siblingâ between dennis and tanya. they just love each other. even the clarke family, arguably the most familial bond they have, still isnât traditional. none of them are blood and all of them are strangers inside their own home. they donât look alike and they donât share dna and they typically donât care for the facade of a family either, more content to treat each other like roommates at best, and thatâs fascinating because why would they care? why would standard labels matter to souls as ancient as theirs? itâs just another flesh they adorn, itâs just another pain theyâll carry and shape and hate. idk! i just think forcing titles on it all is rather boring in nature, and actively hinders the genuine relationships there, in an attempt to have a rulebook of sorts to follow. i also just loathe how the found family trope is constantly turned into a literal family, when it was made to spit in the face of a nuclear family structure. but thatâs just me <3
#my posts.#if you believe in the reincarnation theory than HOW can you only view the relationships through a family lense#in two out of three of the timelines we see â they are not family!! not all of them anyway.#they put on different titles but their bonds remain the same.#all the masks in the world cant change their instinctive feelings for each other. good AND bad!#there is a lot of âyou cannot hide from yourselfâ in lh and i do think thatâs important#they are always themselves. no matter what time period theyâre from or how theyâre raised or how different they now are. etc#so viewing things as like âoh theyâre father/sonâ doesnt do much for me#joseph and abraham start out as equals and close friends despite their age difference. and you see that friendship between john and andrew!#at least more than a typical parent-child dynamic#daniel and taylor are lovers and itâs heavily implied their feelings for each other have always been intense and more romantic in nature#despite their original label as siblings#so on so forth. john and angela being married in past lives is sweet but it never becomes their main reason for caring about each other#angela ( even at the end of things ) still mocks the idea of being married to john and actively doesnât care for it.#but that doesnât negate her love for him â romantic and otherwise!#again idk!! little hope has some of the best relationships ive ever seen and i think its because of this aspect#at their core theyâre soulmates in horror. which is a better way to view them as opposed to family imo#the group entirely is far from traditional and i love it!!! i love a love and pain that transcends time plot#and lh actively does it so well âŚ#i could say more on this but im a bit hungover and stuff alas ugh#but. idk! in my eyes they are NOT a nuclear family lol. not even the clarkes were one#their characters and relationships are so profound BECAUSE they are stripped of labels in my eyes. they are all an exposed nerve of a thing
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Not sure how it would work, but has anyone out there ever thought about a Juprafel Good Omens AU? (or, alternatively: an Ineffable Husbands Nevermoor AU?)
#rewatched s1 the other day and have started getting through s2 so ofc my eternal nevermoor brainrot has made me think of them lol#nevermoor#good omens#juprafel#jupiter north#israfel#ineffable husbands#neither of these AUs would be like one-to-one replacements#more about like. vibes and world building and how characters from one media could fit into world of another. yadda yadda yadda#idk much about juprafel in a good omens setting.#but. the idea of ineffabke husbands as adamâs patron or mentors thru the wunsoc trials is suddenly very funny to me#also how would any of their powers translate into knacks. who knows.#starting to formulate some more thoughts but I donât have the energy to put any of them here rn#is anyone else out there a fan of both good omens and nevermoor and has had any thoughts ever on AUs? lmk lol
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would it be okay if u told me why u like aokiđ/genđđđđBEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol
i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki
#snap chats#haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant#anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much#i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do#fine lets get Real Talk about it#well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there#and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway#i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls#like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it#that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji//#like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence#smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on#its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP#i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode#especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much#i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught#aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up#and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful#his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry.#his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore#like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene#plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too....#idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL#i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that đđ#maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO#thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever
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Having brain worms. What if uhhhhhh SOS Mianite au
#this is a fully undeveloped idea but it is simmering#initial thoughts. mog is so champion of ianite. fwip is dianite's.#I'm not convinced of who mianite's is yet but i feel like sausage is desperately vying for the role and getting repeatedly rejected#oli ends up as a reluctant ianitee. he was originally a dianite follower but dianite found him annoying and was a dick so oli ditched him.#ianite finds him funny and decides to pick him up and now he's trying very hard not to mess it up bc she actually respects him#joel would claim not to need any stupid god until he sees how much fun fwip is having causing problems on purpose with dianite and gives in.#his wife joining up with dianite probably also doesn't desuade him in that department#jimmy isn't particularly keen on any of them. he's off doing his own thing#katherine feels very classic mianitee to me.#I've got mixed feelings on Pix. i kind of feel like he should be on his own thing (priest? wizard? something like that)#if not he's ianitee i think. but it takes him awhile to commit#joey's dianitee. eloise feels ianitee to me. shubble probably mianitee.#is that everyone? i think that's everyone#idk if this would be a scenario where the world/plot was more based on mianite or sos honestly#maybe a healthy mix.#do we keep the death/fate coin element? idk idk maybe not? but it doesn't feel like sos without some hardcore element#gotta sit on it#this is the first time in a long time I've just done like straight up stream of consciousness brainstorming in the tags of a post huh#feels very 2020#OWEN I FORGOT OWEN. UH. i feel like he might help balance out the mianite team. i can't put it into worlds but it feels right#he's the type of guy that you look at and immediately think dianite and you're wrong#but i could be tempted to switch him and joey. cause joey did have the whole prison thing in sos which is very mianite#even if he's generally the most dianitee guy i have ever fucking seen#i. i also forgot scott.#embarrassing. I've been watching him the longest and he's the only one on this list I've actually written into mianite crossovers before#uhhhh anyways he feels very true neutral to me. he's another one who i feel like maybe he should be off doing his own thing#if not probably mianite#this is such a mess lmao#i had to put the idea down somewhere before my head exploded sorry
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Me: I'm fine about my autism now btw, like I've come to terms with my fixated interests, limited tolerances and social inabilities. The alienation it brings is not ideal but it's just a reality I've gotta deal with now that I know it's just a part of who I am. I mean, it's not like an awkward conversation is gonna ruin anyone's life, is it? We'll both move on from it eventually. This is fine!
Also me: physically unable to watch beyond the first word of the first question of The Assembly because oh my god what if someone says something awkward or controversial or someone can't make themselves understood people are gonna get mad and scream about it online and I will freeze up and be stuck in the backlash forever I don't know how to handle conflict AT ALL let's just hide in the corner behind the sofa instead wait what if I became a hermit actually yeah yeah yeah that sounds good let's do that
#unresolved trauma? never even heard of her haha đ
#maddie debrief#that 2-minute intro/taster did nothing to calm me down either btw#I'm never comfortable around the types of shows where 'difference' becomes the core conceit of the premise#oh. so you've created a format dependent on making a socially alienated group face the social rules that made them alien in the first place#and then deriving your conflict from the 'natural contradiction' between the two?#sounds like the exact kind of conflict-seeking environment where I can let my normal guard down enough to meaningfully challenge#my deeply rooted feeling that people generally find me cumbersome to be around and mostly just tolerate my presence out of necessity#lovely that#(like i say I haven't seen the show#so idk if it is actually like that or if it's just the promo material stirring shit up as per usual#but as of rn I do not feel welcome in this room)#why does the 'we're not so different after all' always have to come at the climax and never the midpoint of the story?#why can we never find more than personal gratification in that realisation?#why do we always focus on the difficulty of coming to the realisation rather than the conflict of putting the realisation into *practice*?#I know why#it is because the human imagination is far more limited than we like to believe#and we find it hard to even *imagine* a world that we haven't seen functioning for ourselves yet#let alone find a purpose in *acting* on the idea#(especially if we ourselves currently feel dependent on the status quo for our personal welfare#which is why shows made to depend on 'difference = conflict' make my blood run cold)#so if we have to see to believe - how many cases of real world functioning equity does the average person understand?#very few. so let's instead lazily invert the state of power in an existing dynamic that people are familiar with#thereby reaffirming its false dichotomy through perpetuating what is essentially the same old conflict#while claiming to subvert it when in fact all we have done is reverse the dominance while keeping everyone locked in their roles#can someone just put some thought into how we might create a format that aims to loosen up the underlying skewed power dyanmic#so that everyone has to work together to prevent the elevation of a single way of being over all others#because that just becomes suffocating to *everyone* in the end#and that can still *acknowledge difference* but not as a source of conflict - rather as a source of collective strength?#but the story of changing one perspective will always be easier to both tell and enjoy than the one about building something new
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I actually do have very complex thoughts about many different things, itâs just a bit challenging to connect the inner voice to the outer voice sometimes </3
#random post#I have SO many thoughts and ideas. I love to create and I love to build on what I have and I like to connect to existing things#there is lots of oc lore in my brain! it graces my blog sometimes. not always. itâs hard to put abstract feeling and thought into words#and itâs challenging trying to find the best place to start talking about things yknow? like I as the creator of this whole unique universe#pretty much already know how things end up. how theyâre going. how it started. some are easier to know than others. but that doesnât stop me#from trying create for it. or searching for the missing piece to start the domino effect of development and fulfillment#itâs hard to see where the pieces fit sometimes. but getting a new angle or changing something about the piece can make finding where it#belongs easier. this is what I mean when I say I have very intricate and complicated thoughts. not spending too long writing my sentences or#overthinking them helps to keep things as they are in my head. since Iâm not filtering them into something almost unrecognizable#writing a paper in a single sitting in a set time really helps me produce a unified and intricate product. Iâve been told I write well#which I find mildly humorous. Iâve never been a writer by choice really. Iâm an artist that works with a physical visual piece rather than#letters that convey meaning. Iâm more of a thinker than a writer. but in some instances theyâre one in the same. Iâm rambling but yâall know#that about me by now Iâm sure hahagahaha. yea. my OCD makes me spend too long on words and thatâs why I always talk in a short way#a more simplistic way. leaves less room for the mind to pick out flaws if everything is flawed on purpose yknow? haha yea. I like me yknow?#and other people like me too! that will never cease to surprise and amaze me haha. Iâm one of those people that has an easier time with#people different from themselves. the people Iâve known and spoke to throughout my life are so very different from me. but they all feel#comfortable to share their experience with me. a lot of these people on paper would be ones Iâd try to avoid I guess. differing opinions and#world views yknow? but the way I am. gives people comfort Iâve found. Iâm not bragging about that itâs just interesting. itâs the same with#my whole household like we meet people that are like. idk a good descriptor but theyâre very set in a specific way. and then we just?? they#like us?? idk itâs just funny to think about my dad getting along with legit crazy people or my mom being the person whoâs the favorite of#the least liked / polite person in the office. or my brother and sister being very well liked in their schools but are just average students#who arenât trying to be more than kind. or when I as myself. with the thoughts and opinions I have. am able to get along with anyone I#come across. Iâm really not trying to be bright about that Iâm just an. empath? I guess? Iâm just very nice to people and meet them at their#level and donât try steering the conversation to smth bad or controversial. but even then people will still talk to me and like me cus Iâm#not putting them down or hating on them for how they think and feel. I listen. I can understand them. not agreeing with their views doesnât#mean I canât get why people think or feel how they do. I try to not be biased or entirely antagonist to things different than me#Iâve gone my whole life not understanding a lot of things. and over time Iâve learned them. I go into experiences with people like that#I may not understand yet. but Iâll learn to. thatâs probably the main reason why people feel comfortable around me. that and also I have#a smile pretty much always lol. Iâm small and non threatening lookin with a single dimple on the cheek and eyes so dark you could see the#faintest light reflected in them. anyways I have gone into several different directions with this and kinda lost the main point I was making
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does anyone else feel like whenever they make art out of their own experiences theyre just lying
#sorry im in a weird mood after todays crit#the prof was like wow i feel like im seeing the world thru ur eyes this must have been so vulnerable for you to make...#really gives you perspective of what some people go through every day.....#but i was just sitting ther elike. it feels like im exploiting myself playing up aspects of my own 'pain' like theyre some unique thing#but instead of bringing out any shared experience or universal truth im just getting on a stage and yelling woe is me...#hm maybe its just the specific medium of long form video thats fucking me up im only made to express myself in still images :/#or maybe this is a deeper issue and i just have no fucking idea who i am and im completely unable to introspect and empathize with others#like the scale that people use to measure our experiences with other peoples is just broken for me#hold up is this why therapy never worked for me. people putting emotions into words never connects so thats why i can never talk abt them#idk i feel like the whole reason i do art is to share how i feel without all the pesky fucking language but critiques just shatter that#and i realize how stupid and pointless it actually was because there were words for that hte whole time.#and im using the wrong words and the wrong images and im just a fucking idiot who cant read a room#anyways. i should delete this later. and probably go back to therapy.#angel.txt
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#gwtting into an argument w my.mother abt wheyher its ok to hit children or not is so fucking .#youre rlly going to stand there and act like hitting ur kids is Okay . knowing how i turned out#like . she rlly went 'i know ppl who were abused and they turned out okay !!!!' but fid tbeu tho#did they . or do they appear put tgth and luke theyre not effected.#anyway insanity. wverything i asked her. her answers contradicted her stance#or basically gave me the impression she doesnt see children as anythung but extensions of adults until tbeyre a ceetain age#or smth like that . idk i just cant ubderstand that#theyre mini adults. theyre tiny people. they have no real.conceot of how this world works lmao#why does a child deserve tl be smacked bc tbey dont understand somethibg and theyre having Emotions they dont entirely grasp either#like . a child doesbt need to be hit to be punished lmao#yes some people are just Born Fucked Up and theres no . real way to fix them or etv the fucm she said.#but not rgen they deserve to be smacked lmao . theyre still CHILDREN and as far as im concerned#theres no such thibg as too late at that age. sorry but that may be naive but. those are Children.#u wanna tell me u dont tjink u can skmewhat iron out awful demoralising trsits in children by the time theyre . 20. like .#anyway . thjs shit w my mother + the stuff going on w my cousins#dawg i wanna be someone in the law system#the irony kf me sayinf tbat whe i pretended i didbt see my jury duty letter (i Hate Mail. I cannot stand the idea kf physically sending#a letter. i Hate the post office!!!!!!)#anyway . gotta be rich enough to work part time (10-15hrs a week) and study#while also keepibg a socisl life. woo.#i rlly refuse to go to uni until i have a savings acc of $10ktbh or#a partner willibg to support me w half an income bc i will neve rbe fully financially responsible on someone else#and i know i never will be i value my indeoendency too mych to allow someone That much control over me lmao#like i will nrver not have ny own siurce of income. i refuse đ
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i wish there was a way for me to likeee. semi change this one thingin this one mod. but 1 im not a modder 2 i feel like thats disrespectful. i just want sort of an inbetween between the game and this mod but that is not a thing that exist... sigh
#NOT COMPLAINING ABT THE MOD just personal preference im not saying the mod bc i dont want it seen as an attack but basically i like mods#that add a bit more realism while also keeping some stuff yfm... like 4 example Random example unrelated i like the idea of Having to decid#what to do with the remains of a dead sim and having the body stick around but i also like having the grim reaper appear.... so in my ideal#death mod the sim dies and then the grim reaper shows up to like. take their soul but the body stays. im not a modder so idk how possible..#also ig that kind of doesnt fully make sense since the ghosts r still afoot so ig itd just be him severing the connection btwn the body and#soul right. not taking anything... which i suppose is what he does in the basegame is he severs the connection and then takes the body w/#him. which is kind of funny. whats he need that for is it just courtesy or is he doing smtg w/ them. bc ik you get the gravestone/urn when#they die and those r the remains but like. ? he just like. conjures those doesnt he. body vanishes and then those appear. does he just#rearrange the atoms of the body into those things. bc i dont subscribe to the idea that he actually digs a hole for the corpse idt theres#anything down there bc u cn put a basement right under a grave and no issues. so i think he magics the bodies away and then either somehow#transforms those bodies into the appropriate grave marker (unclear on if theres even actually ash in the urn like is that mentioned. OR he#takes them leaves the urn and gravestone and then just has the bodies to do whatever with. WHATS HE DOING !!! is it a nice like Ill just#handle this so they dont have to (presumptuous. caring for a body is a rly important thing in many cultures and it can be a great way to#process a loss for some ppl (not all obviously. grief is very personal this is one of my autism things sry)) but ig in simnation society it#isnt that important Evidently. but idk... either hes taking them as a favor to help out/soften the blow bc obv nobody Likes seeing the grim#reaper olive sit down. connor sit down. so hes like well ill handle this. or is it something more nefarious WHTS HE DOINGG tell me. i think#funny to imagine he just teleports the body elsewhere ik he prolly just destroys it but its kind of awesome to imagine theres a giant magic#crematorium and like. a columbarium. idk why i assume cremation itd just save space in his. realm? i he has a realm. if i were him and i#didnt have a realm id be kinda pissed id call the watcher and be like heyyy um... yk. but ya i think thats cool bc i love lands of the dead#gotta be one of my favorite things (autistic) and i think its just cool to imagine a place where the remains of every person whos ever live#r kept. be that their soul as is traditional or their literal remains in this case. isnt that kind of cool.. love it. but again we probably#arent supposed to rly think abt it he prolly jut vaporizes them into nothing. i just wanted to have fun... bring a positive sort of vibe.#anyways. i would like to be able to have The body just bc i think thats cool and i think itd be awesome to have a mod that adds in more#grieving practices from around the world but obviously thatd be like. HUGEscale bc there are a millionnn different ways to grieve. and its#all so interesting to learn abt. read from here to eternity. by caitlin doughty. smiles <- it doesnt cover Everything obv but it talks abt#lot of stuff from around the world in a rly respectful way and its incredible to read abt and learn. my autism . but i genuinely love#learning abt grief and mourning and funerary practices in other cultures i rly wish that so many practices werent lost to colonization wher#ppl were forced to abandon their way of caring for their dead just bc it seemed ghoulish or barbaric or whathave you to the missionaries et#idk. id put death it up there with food as one of the biggest cultural signifiers...i cant continue the tag limit. wtvr. u get it
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letâs fulfill the prophecy ⢠minsung x reader
M D N I 18+
Synopsis: you and your best friends, Minho and Jisung, donât mind talking about your sex lives and desires. Though one night when Jisung makes a suggestion about a fantasy all three of you share, you canât help but take the offer.
WC: 2.9k
Warnings: PURE SMUT, pwp, smut, afab!reader, softdom!minho, switch!reader, sub!jisung, bsf!minho, bsf!jisung, piv, unprotected sex (PEE AFTER SEX AND USE PROTECTION), same hole double penetration, threesome, vaginal sex, double creampie, jisung is super vocal while minho isnât, oral (f&m receiving), nippleplay (f&m receiving), some m/m action, breeding kink, pet names (baby, princess, pretty, good boy), friends to idk what(lovers???)âŚprobably forgetting some- tee hee sorry
a/n: imma go touch grass now just like chan told us
Even though your two best friends are boys, you never thought much about talking to them about your sex life, they never hindered from telling you theirs either. So tonight didnât seem any different.
The three of you gathered around the short wooden coffee table that laid in the middle of the living room, blabbing about things that happened this week.
âOoh! There was a girl that was all over Minho this week!â Jisung exclaimed as if he just remembered the most important thing in the world. His words peeked your interests, you turned your gaze over to the previously mentioned boy, giving him a knowing look.
Minhoâs shoulders rose from being put on the spot, âShe wasnât all over meâŚshe was just there?â Minho furrowed his brows in a questioning manner. âShe was totally into you! She was hot too!â Jisung said matter-a-factly, crossing his arms and jutting out his chin. Minho simply rolled his eyes at him.
Minho isnât necessarily the type to have one-night stands unlike Jisung who likes to play around a bit. âWell what about you Ji? Youâve snuck your way into anyoneâs pants this week?â Minho changes the subject. Jisungâs eyes usually light up like a kid on Christmas when heâs asked about his sex life. Liking to recall everything while you and Minho just sit there listeningâŚinternally disturbed at some of the things he says.
Though, this time, Jisungâs eyes didnât have that spark. The round cheeked boy simply shook his head, âIâve been left blue balled all week. That one girl I told yall about got a family emergency notification while we were grinding on each other!â Jisung threw his hands up in the air in frustration.
You let out a snort and Minho chuckles at his words. âWhat about you?â
âMe? Nah, havenât gotten laid in a few weeks. Though when I went to the bar last weekend these two random dudes offered to do a three way with me-â
âShit, a threesome sounds like so much fun! I wanna do one!â Jisung cut you off, âHow was it?!â
âWell if you would let me fucking finish- I turned them down cuz my friend I was with puked.â
âAww, would you have said yes if she hadnât puked?â Minho pokes at you jokingly.
âYeah probably, itâs seems like itâd be intresting- but at the same time Iâd want them to be trustable people since Iâm guessing itâd hurt like fuck! Donât wanna be just left to clean up myself, you know.â
As you rambled you failed to notice Jisung suggestively nudging Minho with his elbow. Minho stared between him and you, before realizing what Jisung was indicating. âJisung what the fuck?â The black haired boy stared at the younger. You look between the two confused.
âOh c'mon Min! Itâd be fun donât ya think?!â Jisung whined, Minho continued staring at him as if he was crazy. âWhat is it?â
âThis dumbass just suggested that we have a threesome.â Minho spat, though heâd never admit aloud that the idea slightly aroused him.
âWaitâŚyou wanna try it too, right Ji?â You ask, Jisung nods frantically in response. âDo you wanna try it Min?â Minho stared at you as if youâd lost your mind by agreeing with Jisung. âI meanâŚI guess, but wonât you think itâs weird?â
âOh câmon! Itâs for scientific research to determine if we like it or not.â You whine just as Jisung had done prior. âI guess.â He answered unsure. You notice his uneasiness, âHey, if you donât wanna do it we wonât.â Minho smiled at you appreciatively, âNo, I want to do it.â
âAre we doing this or what?â Jisung grinned, popping up from his spot on the floor and making his way to your bedroom door. Your heart raced with anticipation, youâd be lying if you said youâd hadnât thought about this beforeâŚwhen your best friends are as hot as Minho and Jisung are, how could you not fantasize about them at least one time.
You bolted up from your spot on the floor and towards your bedroom, pulling Jisung inside. âCâmon Min!â Jisung called out to the elder who just watched as the two of his best friends just ran off to a room to have sex together. Nonetheless, Minho rose from his spot, walking towards your now open bedroom door. As Minho neared the door, he watched as Jisung had his lips attached to your neck.
You tilt your head, allowing him more space to nibble and suck at. Your eyes shifted to the man who was standing at your door, you motioned for him to come over. âWeâre actually doing this then?â
Minho sighed, arousal shooting quickly to his cock. âWe can stop if you want.â You stated, Jisung whining at your words. Minho shook his head as he neared the two of you. âYou guys are actually insane.â The feline-eyed boy chuckles, cupping your cheek in his hand. You melt into his touch with a sigh.
Small moans began flowing from your mouth as Jisung bit down along your collarbone before licking a stripe on the spot. âJi,â You scrunch your eyes, hands flying to his hair. Jisung pulled away from your neck with a smirk. As Jisung fully removes himself from you, Minho decides to take the lead and back you towards the bed, falling onto the bed when the back of your knees hit the mattress.
Minho guided you gently to lay down. âYou sure you want this?â He stared down at you, he noticed how flushed your cheeks were and the multiple marks that Jisung had left on your skin. âGod yes, shit, this might just be an excuse at this point.â You bashfully confess, turning your head away to avoid eye contact. âOh, she thinks weâre hot!â Jisung piped up, you felt the weight of the bed dip to your left. Jisung hovered over you, his face coming into your sight. âDonât worry babe, Iâve thought about this before too. How could I not, you two are ridiculously hot.â He grins before placing a soft kiss on your cheek.
Your eyes follow Jisungâs as he turns his gaze to Minho who just stands there, lip caught between his teeth. âHeâs probably fantasized about this more though.â Though you weren't looking at him, you knew he wore a teasing smirk. âOh fuck you Ji.â Minho groaned, his cheeks flushing with embarrassment, âThatâs what Iâm trying for you to do.â Growing annoyed, Minho pushes Jisung onto the bed, harsher than how he guided you down.
âHey pretty,â Minho turned his gaze to you, his eyes burning with lust, âWanna help me out with this one while I take care of you?â You can feel your heart hammering in your chest, Minhoâs sudden change in demeanor fully arousing you. You quickly rise from the bed and straddle Jisungâs hips. Jisung stares up at you with rosey cheeks. âYou gonna take care of me baby- oh fuck!â His teasing was cut short with the roll of your hips. His hands fly up to your hips, trying to guide you to move faster, but youâre faster, slapping his hands away. âIf youâre a good boy Iâll let you touch later.â
Jisung groans loudly at your words, you note how his cock twitched under you at the pet name. You continue rolling your hips into his, soft whimpers falling from both of your mouths. Suddenly, a pair of hands start trailing along the curves of your body, trailing their way down to the hem of your t-shirt. You could feel Minhoâs warmth behind you. His hands stop right at the hem, as if the boy behind you were asking to continue. You were quick to nod, pleas flowing from your mouth.
Minho tugged your shirt up and over your head, your chest now almost fully exposed to your best friends. Jisung watched as you grind down on him as Minho took your shirt off. He could see how your nipples pebbled through your bra. Jisungâs hands unconsciously moved to touch them, but yet again you smacked them away before he could touch you. âWhat did I say?â You tsked.
Jisung simply whined. âShirt.â You order below, heâs quick to understand what you mean, peeling his shirt from his body, tossing it somewhere in the room.
You stared down at the flushed boy, his abs flexed and his nipples hardened. You reach down and pinch one of his nubs, twisting and pulling at it as whines flow from Jisungâs mouth. âFuck, baby câmon! Lemme touch you alreadyâŚI wanna touch you.â He babbles. You hunch over, taking one of his nipples in your mouth, nibbling at the nub teasingly as Jisungâs cock throbbed against your cunt. âHoly fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck!â
Suddenly youâre pulled away from Jisungâs chest. Hands harshly gripping your hips before hesitantly cupping your breasts, you throw your head back, resting it on Minhoâs shoulder. Minho takes this as a chance to suck at the skin of your neck. Trailing his teeth along your neck before leaving feather kisses under your ear.
Your hips rolled needily into Jisung below you. The latter staring up with an arousal driven gaze as he watched you grind into him, the feeling of your warmth against him, Minho kneading at your tits and his mouth all over your skinâŚthe skin that he, Jisung, wanted to so desperately touch. âBabyâŚplease. Iâve been a good boy- Iâll keep being a good boy, just let me touch you.â Jisung fisted the sheets next to him as your hips edged him towards his climax.
âFuck, Imma cum.â He warned. And almost immediately you lifted yourself from him, a broken moan slipping past his lips from the loss of friction, Minho also frowning at the loss of contact with your tits. âBaby, whyâd you do that?â
âYou said you were gonna be a good boy, no?â You teased him, his round cheeks flushing an impossibly deeper shade of red. You smirk at his reaction.
You tugged at the elastic waistband of your shorts and panties, sliding them down your legs till you could kick them off somewhere. Both Jisung and Minho watched as you removed the articles of clothing, the sight making their cocks throb in their pants. âMin, care to help tease him for a bit.â You offered, your eyes burning into Jisungâs. Minho nodded, his eyes turning towards the younger boy. Minho didnât fail to notice the bulge Jisung was sporting through his jeans.
âPretty boy, you want help with these?â Minho smirked, his fingers trailing along the hem of Jisungâs jeans, looping around one of the belt loops. âGod please- fuck Min!â Jisung groaned, willing to do anything at this point to be touched or touch someone. Jisung reached for Minhoâs wrist but stopped himself, assuming heâd get rejected again.
Minho let out a deep chuckle before wrapping his fingers around Jisungâs wrist and guiding it to his face. âIâll let you touch me for now.â He cocked his head as his fingers worked Jisungâs zipper down. You watched as the two boys maneuvered around to get Jisung undressed, until Jisung laid there fully naked. His cock erected, resting on his lower abdomen. Your mouth watered as you stared at the pretty boyâs cock. You wanted him in your mouth- no you needed him in your mouth.
âMinnie, can you prep me?â You asked Minho though your eyes remained on Jisungâs cock. Minhoâs gaze shifted from Jisung to you. He noticed your staring and shifted over, freeing up space between Jisungâs legs. âYou sure?â Minho asked as you bent over, leaving your ass exposed to him. âYeah, I amâŚare you guys?â
âFuck yeah.â Minho breathed out. âCan one of yal fucking touch meâŚplease?â Jisung cried out, his cock leaking precum as it throbbed painfully.
You roll your eyes playfully before leaning in and taking the whining boy into your mouth. A waterfall of âfucksâ and âso good babyâ fell from his mouth, Jisungâs eyes screwed shut, but not until he started feeling vibrations against his cock. His eyes snap open, seeing how you took his cock into his mouth so easily, your lips so pink and wet around his shaft.
Another wave of vibrations surrounded his cock, he finally noticed that they were your moans. Your moans as Minho ate you out from behind, wet sounds of your juices mixing with his spit as his fingers pumped into your sopping cunt. âFuck Min, keep doing that! Sheâs taking me so well!â Jisung cried out, his knuckles were white with how tight he was holding on to the sheets, just like how he was holding off his climax as best he could.
âI think youâre good now, pretty.â Minho said with a huff, his face wet with your arousal. You pulled away from Jisungâs throbbing cock with a âpopâ.
Swinging your legs over the youngerâs hips, straddling him as you had previously. âYou ready Ji?â
âMore than ready, princess.â Your eyes go wide at the sudden nickname, your heart unreasonably hammering into your chest. You shake your head out of it. The messy haired boy hisses as you guide his cock towards your entrance.
You sink down slowly onto his cock, the two of you letting out pornographic moans at the feeling. His cock fit you so well, you could feel every vein and curve of his cock as you unconsciously clenched around him, prompting him to buck his hips slightly.
Jisungâs gaze fell on your face, how your eyes scrunched up with pleasure as you began rolling your hips onto his, the new feeling already edging you both towards an orgasm. His gaze fell to your lips and how they formed a small âoâ shape as breathy moans left them. Fuck, he wanted to kiss you so bad. You mustâve picked up on his desire because before the two of you knew it, you were kissing.
Lips moving sloppily against each other as your hips started moving faster and as Jisung started thrusting into you. âSungie.â You whimpered into the kiss, his hands flying to your face, cupping your cheeks gently. Jisung didnât even care if youâd be upset at him touching you. But you didnât care, you need his hands in you. âIâm right here princess.â He cooed as his hands made their way down to your hips, steadily holding as he thrust into you.
You moan into the kiss when you feel something else probing at your entrance. It was Minhoâs finger. The older boy watched as his younger friends made out like hormonal teenagers. His finger traced along the rim of your pussy which was currently taking Jisung. âIâve waited a bit, no?â
Minho smirked as he pushed his finger inside your hole, both you and Jisung letting out moans.
Minho worked his fingers in and out of you, stretching your hole even more while Jisung pounded into you. âYou ready?â Minho asked, his hands rubbing circles on your waist. âGod, need to feel both of you- fuck, now please Min- fuck Sungie!â
âOh fuck!â Jisung and you moaned simultaneously as Minho pushed his cock into your tight cunt. The stinging pain of both of their cocks only turning you on more. âFuck, Imma cum- fucking shit.â Jisung warned, his cock twitching deep inside you along Minhoâs. âFu...f-fill me up- youâve been a good boyf fill me up baby.â You slump your head against his as Minho pounds you from behind.
Jisung spills over the edge, filling you up with every last drop of his seed, your pussy milking him so perfectly. Minho continued rutting into you, Jisung cried out from the overstimulation but nonetheless didnât pull out. âFuck, Minnie Imma cum- fuck Min!â A tear fell from your eye as your mind went blank with ecstasy. Your climax hit you like a truck as you squirted around both of their cocks, leaving Jisungâs abdomen soaked.
âFucking hell.â Minho grunted at how tight you clenched around him that it sent him over the end. His hips stuttered as he filled you with his seed, both his and Jisung mixing within yours.
Your body felt limp as they both pulled out. The icky feeling of their cum rushing down your thighs made you cringe. Minho guided you to lay on your back before running off somewhere.
Both you and Jisung laid there staring at the ceiling, chest heaving and faces flushed.
âWe just did that.â You huffed out a laugh.
âWe just did that.â Jisung confirms, his voice sounding so raspy.
Minho returned with a warm towel, nudging your legs open before cleaning you. âI love you guys.â You said after cleaning up everything. Minho turned to you with a small smile on his face, his hands moved to cup your cheek before leaning in and planting a kiss on your lips. The two of you pull away, a grumble catching both of your attentions. Your gaze shifted to Jisung who pouted, wanting a kiss for himself.
You giggle before giving him a kiss as well. Jisung melts into your touch so easily, âI love you guys too.â He sighed into the kiss, pulling away before cuddling you into his chest. âYou guys are still crazy for that.â
âOh câmon Min, you know you liked it.â You scoff, the feeling of Minhoâs arms wrapping around both you and Jisung comforting you. âYeah, yeah. I guess I love you guys too.â
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