#i have had covid twice now
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HELLOOOO I LOVE CHATPLOTS!!! I have a question that i can’t find if you’ve answered yet, so sorry if it is a repeat pls just ignore!
Is the scenario u gave us for the beta testing “current” day in regards to your whole story, or is it somewhere in the middle of the story, or is it timeless/kind of an au within everything? And what about the other chatplots chats u are writing, if you are willing to spoil? 😏 (and a more specific spoiler question would be about the timeline specifically with bmb dabi bc he is my fave! Will that be set after everything happens, and also I know you said there would be sfw with bmb dabi- will there also be nsfw?)
THAT IS SO MUCH HAHAHA PLEASE IGNORE ANY AND ALL THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO ANSWER! Ok thank u i love your writing and creativity so much thank u for giving us what you do!! <3 and stay safe- covid is on the rise again!!!
HELLOOOO HEHEHE I LOVE U!!!! <333 i’m super happy you’re enjoying it!! yes yes i shall answer them!!
is the scenario u gave us for the beta testing “current” day in regards to your whole story, or is it somewhere in the middle of the story, or is it timeless/kind of an au within everything?
this is actually a very good question and something i had been thinking about recently, especially as i begin to release more chats and the catalogue builds. i think the best answer for this tnii acting naughty at a family gathering chat is that it’s either fairly current, or it can just be considered timeless, taking place any time after the main series. for certain chats in the future (especially bmb ones) i will have to specify where exactly in the timeline it takes place, and i think that’ll probably just end up in the lil warnings box at the beginning <3
can you spoil any other chatplots chats you are currently writing?
EEE HEHE i am going to keep these a secret because surprising u guys is so much more fun but i will tell you that one is another smutty touya-nii one and one is a sfw bmb dabi one set between part one and part two. there is another one that’s technically completely finished but that i want to revise and heavily edit, and that one is smut with bmb tomura!
will there also be nsfw with bmb dabi?
yes omg of course!!! i already have a few smutty ideas jotted down for him!!
all very good questions thank u anon!! and thank YOU for supporting my work and taking a moment to send in this ask!!! i appreciate it so much <33 aw hehe you too!!
#i have had covid twice now#if i get it again i will actually start murdering#its so awful ugh yuck >.<#anyway fun questions thank you thank you!!!!#have a wonderful week ahead bb <3#stay safe and drink ur water!!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#inky.chatplots
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man I have had a fucking crazy week
#I got covid#I got fired from my job I think BECAUSE I got covid#I had to take a pregnancy test today because my period was 4 days late#and then GOT my period 5 minutes after taking said pregnancy test#now i’m in so much pain because i’ve been eating more so it’s twice as bad as usual#and now i’m on the couch electrocuting myself with a TENS unit#because I have NO more ibuprofen left#my whole body fucking hurts#and i’m still somehow in a good mood 😂
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#hamsters#comfy#kawaii#photography#my photography#hampter......#fun fact on this day my friend and i decided to open my sunroof which i promptly left open for an entire week and didnt notice until it had#already been raining for 2 days straight.#now my car has recovered entirely from the water damage its like it never happened but that. THAT. was a torment that lasted so so long#everytime i drove to my uni's bi weekly mandated covid test (2020 thingz) i would have a wet spot unless i laid my#'emergency trapped in snow' quilt on the seat beforehand#btw i cured it via copious moisture sucking bags (not the powder ones those spilt twice on me and were a pain in the ass to get out and#didnt help) and driving to the nearest sketchy carwash to vacuum out the water daily for a few weeks#and then promptly moving to sunny florida where the sun dried the rest. pro tip: car got wet? just move to florida ez#i think of my sad wet pants walkig thru kroger everytime i listen to nickelbacks 'far away' which was playing when i first drove in it after
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Me: I'll be able to recover from my nightmarish 3 months after I finish this 2 week work trip
Me: [gets covid on the 2 week work trip]
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#the way that i was aggressively masking and trying to distance....#and yet was just completely surrounded by unmasked coughing people everywhere all the time#EVERYWHERE ALL THE TIME!!!!#I'm actually deeply pissed#i did not get covid for the first time until june. SEVEN MONTHS AGO. i avoided it for THREE YEARS#and now I've had it twice in 7 months#because even tho i avoided doing ANYTHING for new years bc i didn't want to catch anything#i don't have a choice abt work trips!!!#it's go or say goodbye to my job!!#i was also WALKING AROUND A HOSPITAL the entirety of the first week#and was the only person wearing a mask!!!#but have any of my coworkers on either part of my trip gotten covid???#NOT THAT I'VE HEARD!!#I'm pissed too bc in the second part of my trip there were signs everywhere saying MASKS STRONGLY RECCONENDED#and we were EXPLICITLY TOLD TO MASK UP#by my project lead#and yet. did people wear masks? no!#just me!#and I'm the one with covid#of course#and my project lead was supportive of me taking one sick afternoon#when i asked to leave early the next day bc i was worried i had a fever and had nothing to do and still felt miserable#my project lead was not impressed#thanks babe#i literally had covid#but I'm def making it up bc I'm lazy bc why else would i still be sick after i got the WHOLE AFTERNOON off??#honestly i think she was only supportive of me taking the afternoon off bc i had a big presentation the next morning in front of like#100 people at the customer. like everyone was there.#and my project lead didn't want me to be visible sick and fucked up for it#and then i did the prezzie and multiple people said i CRUSHED it... but i couldn't leave early that day 🙄
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the sore throat has evolved into a slight cough. why does god hate me
#had negative covid test yesterday.....no other symptoms just scratchy throat and cough#:/#usually i get contagiously sick pretty rarely and now i get sick twice less than a month apart?#oh damn maybe living with background levels of anxiety so high you could have an anxiety attack at any point is detrimental to your health#big if true#me
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#I held out as long as I could but I finally had to resign today#my boss is just too nice to lay me off even though my work produces almost no business value 😭#like they just did a reorg of the teams that means QA will be stretched too thin over devs#and he’s not allowed to hire any more manual testers#this is not the same situation I was hired into!#I’m a ‘nice to have’ type of employee and they managed without my role for a while#I COULD have made myself indispensable in the last year but I couldn’t be bothered#I was busy writing fanfic and having a baby#not to mention the health shit like my wife getting covid and stranding us at my sister’s house across the country#or my older kid being hospitalized twice for respiratory failure!#so I just did the bare minimum IF THAT#and now a year later it’s all THE YEAR OF EFFICIENCY and all that bullshit#just like the rest of tech right now. bunch of dumbass capitalist copycats…#if my manager weren’t such a good dude he’d have offered my role in exchange for the manual testing hire(s) he CLEARLY needs#I really hope that my resignation helps him either get the new hire he wants or protect the rest of the department from layoffs!!!#I’m so glad I finally got it over with 😭#I start my new job in May so I’ll have a couple weeks to chill!!!
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sometimes things suck but also there's tea and glittery metallic pens and pathfinder so existence is still meaningful i think
#and i can taste mango again which never fails to surprise me#translator's note it was not covid i was on a medication that annihilated fruit flavors for about 4 years#mango my formerly favorite fruit tasted like wet vinegar and now it again tastes like mango#i had covid separately twice but never got the flavor modifying shit with that#we are having a banger of a time in pathfinder though it is like immensely helping the existential anguish era#thankfully kidneys seem to be staying clear this go around but every time i get abdominal pain i'm like cocks rifle
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yknow it’s definitely very unhealthy to use tumblr as the place to dump my anxiety . like writing out what you’re feeling and translating it into understandable words is a method of processing said feelings but not. like this
#girl i need a therapist . bad. i need to get over my driving issue and this and my other seven million sleeper agent anxiety triggers#i’m doing better than in high school but it’s b a. d#average daily life is better than ‘had an anxiety attack bad enough my lang teacher let me sleep through an essay’ TWICE in back to back wee#ks. and i honestly probably would have failed a few AP exams if covid hadn’t happened. but now i have so much higher expectation s for muswl#myself. so even if day to day i’m better and more social and more productive. when i crash i crash fucking hard#and the consequences are barely escaped. i’ve gotten so damn lucky#the only reason i’m successful is bc my writings good enough to cover for the fact that i procrastinate until literally the last day for#every major essay. and i’m good at memorizing for exams. people can’t tell you’re bullshitting if everyone else in the class sucks atwriting#or is using chatgpt. fuck the big fish in a small pond accusations are true#AGH. jay rose stop. go to bed.
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Soooooooooo guess who started crying in the doctor’s office bc she has to miss her labs tomorrow
#I have COVID apparently#despite testing negative twice before#they think it’s bc my first tests were too close to when symptoms started#but anyway I got told that I absolutely must stay in my room and not leave except for bathroom trips and like. emergencies.#and all I could think was ‘oh no I’m screwed I’m gonna have to miss so many classes’#told my roommates and they said ‘we cannot afford to get COVID. do not leave your room please’.#which. yeah. I also cannot afford to get COVID. and yet here we are.#my roommate brought up the food my mom got delivered for me so that’s nice#I’ll probably be full for a while and I got some juice so I could take my meds#which is nice bc I haven’t eaten since yesterday morning and I wasn’t hungry until like. noon today.#this does partially explain the intense brain fog yesterday#I spent hours just staring at the wall shivering trying to form a coherent thought#went to take a bath and almost fell asleep in it#and then had to crawl out because I was shaking too hard to stand up on the wet surface.#all of this to say#wear your masks and get your booster shots if at all possible#I was behind on my boosters and look at where we are now#Infected With The Plague#this is supposedly a mild variant and yet I feel like death#at least I can think better today. got more sleep anyway. been crying a lot tho. and coughing. and shivering.#Fuckign Miserable
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the alienation of showing up to an event as the only person masked is like. the absolute worst.
#not just the realization that these people have ‘moved on’#but the way they treat you#at my cousin’s bachelorette party her mom said oh are you sick? when she saw me#and when i smiled and said no she said oh you’re just..?#and later on that evening someone from the groom’s side of the family came up to me out of the blue#interrupting my conversation with my little cousin#to say ‘is that a jaw brace??’ because i had my mask down while i was sipping a drink#and then she went on a spiel about jaw braces and when people get jaw surgery and i was like 🤨#because i had my mask on the whole party before that and she definitely saw me so.. what the fuck lmao#anyways i’m just dreading the wedding this weekend#knowing the type of people who are going to be there#people who have never worn masks since the beginning#which is why they all got covid twice#but my family is insisting and 🙃 i can’t handle another argument#never mind that my eighty year old grandparents will be there and they wanted to do it via zoom#but my cousins mom said oh we’re not setting up zoom sorry :)#so now they’re begrudgingly attending in person because they want to see their grand niece get married and there’s no other option for them#it just. upsets me. u know??#oughhhhhhh#anyways.txt
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*sigh*
#trying really v hard not to feel frustrated right now#and attempting to keep in mind that there are probably lots of details and surrounding bits of info that I’m not aware of#but I’m trying so hard to make + save as much money as I can#so I can go to college next fall#and I’ve /told/ my boss that I Really Need To Work. I asked him to please schedule me as much as possible during the holidays.#and then this week apparently we got approved for overtime and? no one told me?#and I’m going to finish out the week with only about 37 hrs worked#and then several of my coworkers are talking about how they’re going to various other stores to help them do projects#and I *know* they get paid really well for that#and not once has anyone even mentioned anything about me getting an assignment like that#like they’ve not even considered that I might also like to be sent to another store to help out and make extra money#*sigh*#I just wish I didn’t always feel invisible. I’m trying so hard over here and my coworkers seem to genuinely like me and my bosses have#never had to get onto me in any way that matters. I think I’ve been late like… less than 5 times in the past year??#I’ve called out exactly twice (once bc I had literal COVID and once bc I had something that felt just like COVID)#I’m always trying so hard and it feels like it still never pays off :/#ok. time to stop complaining. time to go back to work. if anyone wants to say a prayer that I’ll have a good attitude and not spiral into#obsessive comparison… that might be helpful :)#personal#delete later#mobile
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welp i have covid
#i'm like the only person in the room wearing a mask 90% of the time bro#so like an idiot#i saw yesterday i had the same symptoms as when i had a very mild flu two weeks ago#and thought ''scary but probably not covid''#voiced this to my mom who said nah it's probs not covid no need to test#which yknow#she's a doctor#i trust her with these matters#and this morning i wake up feeling like death and spend 20 minutes unclogging and depressuring my skull over the sink#so i'm like hmmm that's weird mom hand me the covid tests#and bambadabababa guess what i have covid#so i already went to school and took the bus twice yesterday mkdflkfuck#now i've spread the virus like a fucking fool but at least i know those symptoms are my new default reaction to a stuffy nose#not specific to a mild flu#anyway fuck everyone in the past couple months who asked me ''why are you wearing a mask''#BITCH WHY AREN'T YOU#the virus is low in our contry alright#but MAYBE for shit like manning a stand at a public event with huge crowds in enclosed spaces#or taking the bus in the rush hour#MAYBE WE SHOULD BE WEARING MASKS#ok not everyone can that's alright#but university housing distributes like double the masks needed to students and let me tell you#the bus near the campuses and housing are as bare-faced as everywhere else#anyway rant over sorry for tmi#the good news is that the worst is likely behind me cause this is day 2 and a half of symptoms#the bad news is that i have to displace a therapy appointment and a civic obligation over it on top of missing school#i'm having a blast as you can tell#broadcasting my misery#vent
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[My boss is possibly the biggest bitch I've ever worked for and I'm frankly tired of her basically harassing me. It's getting absolutely ridiculous.]
#.:ooc:.#.:negative:.#she has literally made my life hell the last almost month now#and im anxious just to go into work#i had to request off tomorrow because i need to get botan to the vet#so i texted her like i always have with her and others in the past#and she acts like a total snob telling me to call the 800 number#and when i asked what it was#she literally just told me to google it#like what kind of fucking supervisor does thay shit#what the fuck was i supposed to google?#i straight up told her she wasnt being helpful#im sure she didnt fucking care because shes mad she has to do her job#and find someone to cover for me#but thats too fucking bad#ive called in twice this entire year#and one of those times was for fucking covid
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#if i had a nickel everytime covid stopped me from seeing fall out boy in queens#id have two nickels#which isnt a lot#but its weird that it happened twice#but at least now its just me that doesnt get to go and not the entire show being cancelled#bleh
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why did i have a very vivid dream of hanging out with twice at soundcheck after months of very whacked out confusing messy dreams. and then immediately go back to having whacked out dreams. and it wasn't even an omen of us getting good tickets
#all of my dreams are vague dreams about going out or having pres at my house or travelling somewhere#they used to be the same but more vivid/less confusing and id have way more normal dreams in between#but this is the only normal dream ive had in months#they're all kind of stress dreams and have a vague unsettling energy most of the time#i actually had an extremely vivid dream the same night as the twice dream adn i don't think it was one of the stress dreams#but ive forgotten what it was#i also had a dream and frank was just. there#the mcr dream i submitted to tye confession booth was a while ago so before all this nonsense#idk i think the meds AND covid fucked me over#at least it's stopped being full on nightmares every night?? it's just unsettling now#and at least some kind of normal dreams are being added back into the mix#diary#btw we have fine tickets for twice but we couldn't get any at presale (which was the day i had the dream)#and we're not on the floor so less close than skz#dream diary
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Starting to think maybe just dealing with whatever this is would be better than continuing to wait at this Urgent Care.
#first of all they only did check ins with qr codes#then my insurance card wouldn’t photograph right#now they’re saying they no longer accept my insurance as of today#so the bill will be coming#i have cried twice#when you don’t feel well this is NOT what is needed#kiki shouts into the void#personal#it is probably just a cold anyway#but so many of my kids are out with strep and covid#and i feel bad enough i had to leave work early#so#better to get it checked out#but just#this is not a great experience#and ALSO the receptionist keeps pulling her mask down to talk 🙃🙃🙃
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