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A KariBaku prompt: Listen To Me
Because I can dawg(that was supposed to be longer judging by how I imagined it)
They have different quirks here(bc I can dawg)
@itzairiii heard karibaku is your otp, that one's for you
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Bakugou Katsuki — it's about uncontrollable destruction. About ground shaking, lightning striking through the air, blades slicing through reality and matter, destroying everything on their way. About fresh, warm blood spilling on the ground, making it slippery and sticky, about eyes matching the colour of the liquid as it gets on his face, soaking once white hair into red. It's about scars that don't heal, leaving the eternal marks on his body which are hidden under the bandages.
Bakugou Katsuki — it's about betrayal. About invisible knife that was just sharpened stabbing under the ribs, piercing the young heart again and again, about despair, about losing something you can't replace. About tons of forgotten wishes and dreams turning into ashes and disappearing in the silent abyss of nothing.
Bakugou Katsuki — it's about peace that is so much needed but never comes. It's about suffering that doesn't end. It's about hope that he himself threw away, knowing he can never take it back.
All his life is a search for a spot to rest the tired mind on.
He was blessed cursed the day he stared into the rainy sky with glassy eyes, holding his side and feeling the blood leaving his body, moveless, emotionless, almost breathless, with head empty with only the buzzling sound in his ears telling him about Death coming.
It didn't take him that day. It touched his shoulder, placed its hand on the wound, held it here and left, leaving Katsuki alone again.
It was always following him. Wrapping its arms around his head, messing with his thoughts, taking his sanity away day by day as he distanced himself from his classmates.
One one day he broke and fled. That was when the voices had finally shut up.
He was left alone again, but now he had only himself. His body. His mind.
"I heard thousands of stories about you, but never hoped to meet you."
This person who was holding an umbrella was unnaturally calm after seeing him take out the entire hero group in a matter of seconds. Their hair was matching his eyes: dark and deep.
Calming.
"You need an umbrella?"
He remained silent, the sword's blade in his hand still pulsating with dim dark purple light. They only chuckled and smiled softly.
"I'll take that as no, judging by your gaze."
They took a step forward — the blade flew up, pressing against the person's neck. They raised their hand, trying to get the sword down, but he remained still, increasing the pressure.
"Alright, I got you. Sorry."
He slowly lowered the blade to their torso, watching them step back where they were. They were, indeed, strange. All calm and smiley against the villain who was wanted dead or alive in the entire world.
"Please, listen to me."
And he suddenly felt nothing but calmness fill his mind and body as he dropped on his knee, his head hung low and the arm with a sword touching the ground. The rain stopped — they walked closer, the umbrella covering both the person and him. He saw them kneel in front of him, pushing the hair from his face aside so gently that it sent goosebumps down his spine, their fingers travelling to his neck and on his shoulder, caressing it. Then they spoke in a quiet, soothing voice:
"I have no intention to hurt you and do anything bad. How can I call you? What's your name?"
He shook his head, backing up a bit — just so little that they wouldn't have to reach out their hand for him.
"I don't remember it."
"Well, if so..." they looked to the sword he was holding, "may I call you Blade?"
Blade?..
...Sounds not so bad.
New-named Blade nodded as the person finally revealed theirselves too:
"My name is Kariage, but you can refer to me as Kafka, if you like that more."
Blade nodded again. The sword dissipated, and Kafka took his hand, rubbing the palm softly. The umbrella seemed to levitate on its own as he carefully pulled Blade closer, ruffling the once spiky, now only a little bit curly, hair and rubbling soothing circles into his shoulders.
And for the first time in years Blade let his guard down, closing his eyes and allowing Kafka to pull him into a warm, safe hug, relaxing against another man's shoulder. For a moment he waited for Kafka to push him away and wake up in the middle of the rain, but that didn't seem to end. Kariage's palms were taking the pain away and-
— giving him the peace he was looking for.
Yes, maybe he could become addicted, but if that is the price for that — yes, he would sacrifice himself for it.
And if Death wants to mess his life up again — well, Blade will see it try.
#boku no hero academia#bakugou katsuki#kariage#karibaku#angst#random idea#english is not my first language#crossover#kinda took that one from hsr#i think that's how kafka and blade first met#so i decided to give it a try#because i can#idk lmao#ooc#i need a nap#cus im so tired#i have an exam in 3 days help#lmao i really did a mha x hsr crossover
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Spoilers for tbhk chapter 118!
'Because I was dead?'
Man the new chapter went crazy TOT I'm genuinely scared for them—
this sketch was based on this scene!
#tbhk#tbhk fanart#tbhk manga#jibaku shounen hanako kun#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk mitsuba#mitsuba sousuke#tbhk kou#tbhk spoilers#fanart#art#kou minamoto#What the hek is going on TOT#I have exams in 3 days help#tbhk chapter 118
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a doodle that I did a bit ago
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#haikaveh#kavetham#have not drawn them in a while! kinda miss them tbh#also it almost got out of hand (adding backgrounds n rendering) but then it was starting to look like I was trying too hard so-#-I just reverted it back to simple backgrounds#anyways! I recently helped all aranaras in sumeru!! all 76 of them. I actually only had 2 left so I was just searching.#And also I only have one more day of exams (which is like. 3 subjects left) so I'm basically free by then.#so yeah by the end of this monday I would be fully back on my shenanigans. excellent.#back to genshin: neuvi rerun! I'll be nabbing his c1 and go lmao#I would be nabbing his signature as well if it weren't for the fact that I already have 2 freedom sworns. ain't risking it#but also if the neuvi banners also doesn't seem worth to rip out the plaster i might wait until next rerun from it also.#chances are: I'll probably be getting his c1 tho. who knows.#aight im done rambling now. cya
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me thinking i've caught the flu or a cold or something:
google: you could be feeling this way because you're stressed
me: a.
#auburn's rambles <3#jihyun and zero are quickly becoming the fictional men i think about every day to help me get through this#i thought about jihyun TWICE in lab and it wasnt even that bad#after my bio exam is over it should get better ^^#DROPPING THE SYMPTOMS LIST LETS GO (starts beatboxing)#we're got the body chills!!!! we've got the muscle aches!!! we've got the headache!!!! we've got the fatigue!!!! we've got the mmuscle#weakness!!! tumblr you BITCH let me complain in ONE TAG#anyways i hope you guys have had a better day friendly reminder that i love you all even if i'll be dead these next few days
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"student life" this "student life" that. girl I haven't been to a club in a year. haven't spoken to another student for longer than 10 minutes since the beginning of uni. haven't made plans with ABSOLUTELY ANYONE. everyone seems to get on well with each other and hang out together and everything and I have only spoken to 3 of my classmates in total. I'm living in my childhood home with my mom. thank you but I think I'll skip this "student life"
#i long to have an 8h workday and an apartment of my own. however small#and stop with all the studying amd exams and everything. i want to get home however late and not study. just watch a movie or read a book o#sth but i NEED to be free after let's say 7pm. just the workday ends and there is no more work. please. PLEASE#please let me escape this “student life” thank you#ramble tag#sorry for the vent i'm growing desperate#only just started and the thought of having to live this way in the span of 4 years is driving me insane🥰 i will work all day if i want to#also my mom's and dad's rants about our finances is infuriating... like cool get you but have you considered that 1) i want to help. maybe#let me? 2)my uni fee is actually incredibly low. i can pay it 6x working only 4h a day why do you have to talk about it all the time#“noo you shouldnt or we wont be able to pay the money for your education!!” girl i can pay it all in 3 months. fuck off#sorry for being so angry but what do they think they're doing?? do they assume i can't count???#anyway bye
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i spent all morning looking for the cheapest ways to get to venice next monday and i feel like i've cracked the code or something i think i got it
#i have to talk it with my mum cause she's the one with the money#but i've seen some good ideas#i have 5 options for now#for some reason flights to and from venice from madrid are expensive as fuck#so i'll have to get to another airport first#here are my options. keep in mind the exam i have to take is on monday 10 at 9:30 am. also ideally i wouldn't want to pay a hotel room#in venice. cause they're expensive as fuck#so let's see. you can also help me out all help is welcomed:#option 1. on sunday i get on a train to barcelona. i sleep in bcn (most likely in a hostel at the airport)#and at 6:35 am there's a flight to venice from bcn for 64€#i arrive at 8:25. i go take the exam#and there's another flight off from venice to bcn at 16:45 for 75€#this is the cheapest flight out of venice i could find so this will always be the flight back#and then i arrive at bcn at 18:45 and have cheap trains to madrid at around 20:00#option 2. i think this is the most likely one. it's similar to the previous one BUT instead of bcn i'd be flying from alacant#why is this important? because i have family there#more precisely my grandpa's sister. who just had a surgery#and my grandma wanted to go visit her. she was literally talking about this two days ago#so. if my mum agrees to it. she could drive us three to alacant on sunday#we would sleep at my great aunt (?)'s place#and then i'd have a flight at 5:45 to venice for 70€#i'll get to venice at 8:00 and then the going home plan is the same#if she doesn't agree i have trains to alacant for 49€. and even if i wouldn't sleep with family (i have tons in alacant not just#the great aunt) hotels are definitely cheaper than in bcn#option 3. there's a flight from santander on sunday 9 for 14€ !!!!!#i could get on a night bus to santander for 71€ and be there at 6:30. the flight is at 10:10 and i would be in venice at 12:15#i would have to sleep in venice but i think it would compensate for the flight being so cheap#and then you know the drill with the flight to bcn#option 4. this is also quite likely i think this is the cheapest and my favourite i think.#i could fly on sunday to florence from madrid for 54€. i would arrive at florence at 12:15
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2 days till my final exam rant in tags sorry i gotta let it spill somewhere 😭
#IM DYINGGGG#there are so many things to memorise#and theyre gonna pick 2 questions from a list of 60?????#and my whole degree relies on this?????#im sorry who the hell thought of this system#id MUCH rather write a 2h long exam than have to orally answer questions for 10mins fr#and if i get a topic i dont fully understand that’s it. it’s over for me#bc u have to answer both to pass#they should at least let us pick 2 out of 3 or something 😭#i also hate my procrastinating ass#i shoulda been doing 15qs a day and ive been doing between 1 and 5#and now i have 50 questions (so probably around 70A4 pages) to memorise by THURSDAY AT 9AM#i swear to god why do i always do this#also turns out that for the thesis presentation it’s forbidden to use notes 😀#I AM NOT GOOD AT SPEAKING I AM NOT GOOD AT THIBKING MY MEMORY SUCKS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PASS THIS#im so fucking anxious#but funniest thing is IM STILL ACTIVELY PROCRASTINATING#LIKE??? ISNT THE PRESSURE ENOUGH YET??????#i fucking KNOW for a FACT even if i started studying RIGHT NOW i probably wont make it with all the questions by the exam date#and i skipped ALL THE HARDEST ONES FOR NOW#i swear to god guys im gonna go fucking crazy with this#i know it’s nearly over but it’s KILLING MEEEEE#please why cant i skip time to when it’s over#help me manifest not getting a finance/law question pls guys#hela yaps
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Metallic super chicks!
#stickers#sticker collection#Description by a friend!#Library stickers#Comics#dc superhero girls#Unknown brand#I'M BACK#I hope#Down to one post a day so hopefully that'll help#In theory these posts should take like. 5 min tops but they Often Do Not 😭#Fandom posting on my sticker blog#My brain just kinda Shut Down for a bit I have no real explanation#But I'm mostly functional so back to sticker posting!!!#Also side note. If any of yall come across any like affirmation stickers in the next few weeks#Can you send them my way?#I'm studying for a big career-necessitated exam thing and I need to hype myself up :'3#If u read this far into my tags then CONGRATION. you win a telepathic heart sticker#Sending it your way now <333#Shiny#Bunny's favorites#Fun#individuals#Characters
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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4 day weekend save me. 4 day weekend. save me 4 day weekend
#squishy talks too much#dude yesterday was one of the most upsetting days in my college career#i spent the entire 3 hours of lab trying to get my hplc to work#and remaking my glucose over and over#and then the lab instructor tried to help and it didn’t work for her either#so i wasted 3 hours getting no data#and now i have an exam#fucked up
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Grr why do I think of the best art ideas when I have examssssss!! >:((
#I hate this#I hate exams I just wanna be free#pls help me 😭#three more days and I will be free :3#and then I’ll have a week off 🤑!#artists on tumblr
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when will i stop expecting words of support and encouragement from my mom
#i'm 28 i should know by now that turning to her for encouragement is useless#and yet i still do it hoping this time she will react differently#why is it so difficult for her to say 'i believe in you don't worry you got this' & why do i want her to say those words so badly?#and now i'm crying.. i really am just a grown child#i'm so stressed bc of this upcoming final exam.. i only have 3 days left to study & i haven't gotten much done yet#and i am very aware that's my own fault for once again procrastinating but it nonetheless would be nice to hear 'you got this'#my head hurts so much since yesterday evening & the ibuprofen isn't helping i just want to sleep 😔#i just want to pass this exam and finally be done with school please just let me pass this exam and move on with my life 🧎🏼♀️#i hate how stressed nervous & anxious exams make me...it's horrible..but that's what happens when you're punished for bad grades as a child#☁️
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Huge vent
Yesterday was the welcome thing for the beginning of the school year, only from 15h to 16h30. Still managed to end up late. Nothing to do either, just sit there and listen to the explanation of how the year is gonna go. Still came back home EXHAUSTED
First day of school and I'm already an hour late
They also said that if we come late, the teachers aren't gonna let us in
So now I'm just frozen, sitting on my chair after finally managing to prepare, with no idea on if i waste the little energy i have going to school in the heat only to not be let in
But they also said they'd do that last year, and they never did. So maybe they're not doing it again and I'm just wasting time when they would let me in
I don't know and that's the problem
And even if i can, the mental image of everyone in class turning to stare at me and judge while i enter in the middle of the class, because i spent more than half of last year being hours late if not straight up missing "for no reason" is too much (because this country has dog shit psychology knowledge that has been studied to be around 50 years late, and they know nothing about invisible disabilities. Not like I'd ever even tell them. This class sucks in all minorities fronts)
But also I'm literally already thousands of euros in debt for this damn school and every class i miss is money wasted
I don't know what to do
#sent a message to admins to ask about the disability help i can get#think I'm gonna wait until afternoon class to go#and use that time to do all the other medical calls i need to do#hope we can talk about my help soon and i can explain the causes for why I'm late in the morning and why I'm struggling so much#and they'll actually listen#negative#HB rambles#i did brush my teeth! that's a huge win. and took a shower yesterday despite already taking one sunday#which thinking about it now might be the reason I'm already struggling so hard this morning.....#having to suddenly live with low spoons sucks. especially when you have huge memory issues#i keep acting like how i used to. just normal. and then being baffled when something as small as a shower wipes out all my energy for the#next day#i hate this. i hate this so much. i want to go back to being able to do multiple things a day and not ending up drained#i had 3 months of summer break. and only played animal crossing new leaf for like- 3 afternoons#never touched any other game. or my dsi. or my wii. or any of my books#played buckshot roulette for a few hours once#couldn't keep going. it's fun. but because it's a strategy game. it DRAINED my mental energy#i planned to fucking start sports and learn how to sew and crochet and maybe even skateboard#and instead i couldn't even draw a simple BASIC art piece without taking multiple days of only 3 hours sessions#an entire year of doctor appointments. and i still have NOTHING. no answer or help#my last hope is a mental exam in December....#if we don't find the answer then.....I'm probably gonna have to survive like this for the rest of my life#and i definitely can't get or keep a job in this state#vent#chronic fatigue#autistic burnout#probably#but it's not like i can get help for that. when the cure is YEARS of COMPLETE rest#no job or responsabilities whatsoever. yeah right. only way to get that would be to get sent to a retirement home or something#hate this
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#i mean in the nicest way possible#but like when you're in med school you truly have to have your priorities straight#bc otherwise you're going to end up doing just mediocre#and like#who wants a mediocre doctor to help them#there's some shit you have to sacrifice sometimes#sometimes its spending time doing things you like sometimes its asking for help with your responsibilities#sometimes its knowing you're gonna get an hour or two of sleep bc you have to finish doing everything you have to do#and if you're not gonna learn how to prioritize and be responsible idk if there's a point 😭#like im sorry#ik mental health is incredibly important more than anyone else#but we're training to be people who will literally have to save someones from dying at one point#us being late or us not studying or us not knowing something can literally kill someone#i just#ugh#it pisses me off how some actual friends dont take this seriously#and like oh im sleepy bc ive been doing other stuff all day im not gonna study i think#LIKE BROTHER IN CHRIST#and the worst part is like#i feel so bad saying this but we should be taking 5 classes each semester so we can get to intern year#this person is taking only 3#like bro we've literally had exam after exam every day this week#we're exhausted too#we just gotta suck it up
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Everytime i pull an all nighter i tell myself it's fine it's nothing i haven't done before I'm an expert on sleep deprivation. and every single time i'm shocked that it's not actually fine
#like. rude#how dare my body let me down like this when i treat it with such love and kindness#no you don't get any sleep. here drink some more coffee. more coffee. more coffee. more cof#oh and no balanced diet you gotta live of the same food every single day until i say it's okay to move on#hey why are you shaking and having trouble doing the simplest tasks when we literally got 3 hours of sleep 25 hours ago#(*woke up from 3 hours of sleep)#alright I'm leaving for my horrible exam now#i won't keep almost falling asleep sitting up when I'm in uni#and i need to go through my study notes one more time and being in bed certainly doesn't help me staying concentrated#this will be fun#void screams
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God I can't describe so much i despise summer, I haven't had a proper night's sleep ever since the heatwaves started and I don't think that's going to change anytime soon.
#anything upwards of 26° spells my death ngl#like having to study and sit for exams with 4 hrs of sleep every night bc the heat is so bad it wont let you rest is mu personal hell#and i have no ac in my room so the best i can do is use the loud ass fan but even that doesn't help much#insert personal tag i forgot#my head has been hurting nonstop for 3 days bc of this ugh
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