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my prsk ocs ✌️
#project sekai#project sekai ocs#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#my art#i have a vague story in my head for them#glasses girl and bun girl are ru1kasa foils (in a bad way)#ami is ponytail girl btw#himeko is glasses girl and momoko is bun girl#jun is short haired girl
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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself
#haha i had a meltdown#over smthn silly to them#which did result in me crying a lot#embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me#anyway#long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up#i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door#so#haha#sorry for random vent#ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague#i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it#but bestie this is not living#i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time#but im just kinda surviving#its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it#idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post
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another wip
#mentally preparing myself to draw dhes’ mohawk…..#drawing them at the beginning of the story this time#i do not have a reference made for this. just a vague vision in my head#so… we’ll see how it goes…#rainyrambles#artwip
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u kno I found out the other day that when most ppl daydream they do it about themselves??? and thats kinda wild to me. I have never once daydreamed about myself all my daydreams are about OCs JANSJDJAKS
#my brain is just filled to the brim with little guys and their adventures#but seriously ever since i was little i would daydream of characters i made up#i have sooo many little stories in my head that i just never draw or tell anyone abouy#i do have a notes app where i vaguely describe some of the charas because im afraid to forget them lol
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I wanna take a crack at making some fake screenshot graphics for my Sif Odile duo loopers au but I do not feel confident enough in my ability to mimic isat's art style and I also have a crippling fear of drawing backgrounds
#rat rambles#stars posting#I wanna make a thing for odile's parallel scene to the bathroom scene were sif forgets odile's name#but it takes place in the traps room by the wood carving tools which isn't the worst room to have to draw ig but I still dont want to#I could just take the lazy route and just sketch the scene so I can get it out of my head and I probably will#but at the same time I also should draw more stuff with backgrounds even if it makes me want to throw up and cry#but yeah the scene is basically just odile having a derealization moment while thinking abt the wooden odile carving sif made for her#just her looking at it and feeling nothing and trying to look ahead at siffrin expecting to be reminded of what it's supposed to make her#feel and just being met with the same emptyness in her chest as she can barely even recognize the person in front of her until they look#back at her and their expression shifts into a extremely concerned one#does that make sense? idk if Im explaining it well but I hope it makes sense#but yeah smth smth them becoming less real to eachother overtime much to the horror of both#also unrelated but I need to start rotating loop in this au in my head more theres so much to work with here#I have some vague ideas and thoughts but I have been too odile brained to properly elaborate on those in my head#Im honestly just glad Ive finally made an au that I can actually get invested in fleshing out#I havent rly found a good headspace to rly play around with the main cast but this is actually giving me smth to chew on#usually most thoughts I have abt isat just lead to me thinking abt my ocs lol#regardless Im having fun with this au and I hope that I can bring myself to commit to it#also Ive been trying to think of a decent name for this au and Im half tempted to call it from the top or smth but I feel like Im tempted#to call like every story I make that so Im on the fense abt it#especially since thats what Ive been planning on calling the prologue for spiraling upwards#not that I cant just do both but I wanna see if I can think of any alternatives
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just enough to let me drown - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Ch 1 | Ch 2 | ? | ?
During S6-E5, starting with Tommy meeting Diana at the narrowboat, how he gets back to Arrow, that particular Dinner, through to Tommy returning home after dropping Jack Nelson off at the train.
Tommy was running out of women who didn’t look like other women. If Lizzie found out, he’d have only redheads left to fuck in his old age.
No. No old age. Only this.
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Diana Mitford/Tommy Shelby, Past Oswald Mosley/Tommy Shelby, Tommy Shelby/Lizzie Stark, Past Oswald Mosley/Lizzie Stark, Jack Nelson, Charles Strong, Small Heath Sex Worker | Reference to Incest, Dehumanisation, Cigarette Burns, Disassociation, Racism, Class Issues, Intrusive Thoughts, Extremely Dubious Consent, Post Rationalisation, Flashbacks, Dyfunctional Relationship, Self Harm, Oral Trauma, Trauma, Plausible Deniability, Close POV/Unreliable Narration, Horrible Dinner Parties, Prostitution, Shame, Hurt/Comfort, Eating Inedible Objects, Vomiting, Pre-Seizure Markers, Where Fascism becomes a Personally Targetted Sexual Nightmare, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Falling Off the Wagon, Unreliable Memory, Hoarding, Orgasm Control, Innuendo, Ethnic Slurs, Trying (so fucking hard!) to Communicate (emotion is the enemy of oratory!), Spiralling, Purposeful Ambiguity, Failed Love Confession/s
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#my writing#peaky blinders#peaky blinders fanfic#tommy x lizzie#tommy shelby#tommy x diana#tommy x mosley#lizzie x mosley#jack nelson#charles strong#a purposefully 'did that actually happen? did he actually say that? was it all in his head' chapter#i promise the flashbacking and tommy's trauma-blurred sense of time/place only happens once more in this story he's done with the past now#featuring snips of my headcanon of tommy's hoarding habit:#as a little kid he collected/stole little bits of rich people tokens and hid them under the floorboards with a vague thought one day he'd -#-have enough to become one of them#also tried to write this so the t-l scene in the show (getting dressed and 'when i know everything i'll tell you everything') still works.#lizzie is pissed at the perfume but she always believed tommy slept with sex workers ongoing through their marriage. not the same as diana.#lizzie realising txd happened the morning after txl's hotel ILU seemed important. nothing in what diana said at dinner did that. and so#also wanted tommy handing duke to uncle charlie.in this way that tommy arranged the fam's marriages#sorry uncle charlie that i never saw you as a dad. but here you go: a fatherless son i prepared earlier. good luck#as to what tommy's 'script' was with lizzie that got derailed when she laughed at him: reader's choice. XD#he spirals around and around and around what happened with diana and never touches centre
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why must writing require writing
#cant i just take my outline#and the vague scenes playing in my head#and the fake edits in my head#mix them together#and have a story#but noooo i have to writeeee#persie rambles#and complains#ao3#marauders#writing
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How do people do OCs, I can never get them to click properly
#i think i’m holding back too much the idea is there in my head#but when i’m drawing i’m conscious that i might want to share this stuff at some point so the whole time i’m thinking#about making a good design and i don’t want to give them anything vaguely similar to anyone else’s oc because i don’t want to step on toes#so they end up barely a visage of what i want to be creating#idkkk#the idea i have in my head is an oc who’s a horse girl LMAO their companion is a fathier who they have a very strong inseparable bond with#i am a lifelong horse person and i grew up reading pony club secrets and watching stuff like flicka so i feel like i can bring#something personal to that concept#but i don’t want them to be a mando. i don’t know much about mando culture and i cba to learn so that was the one i did not want hem to be#and yet. i can only imagine them with mandalorian armour#they’re the same species as dryden vos. there’s next to no lore on his species and they’re non human in a way that’s easy to draw#so i can just make stuff up and not be constrained by canon#them being near human is also relevant to their story. they spent a lot of time around humans and they’re close enough to human to get by#but not human enough that there’s something off. they don’t quite fit in and they always felt on the outside looking in#hence why they prefer the company of animals#maybe i’ll have them formerly working in fathier racing but that might be too projecty#this is so rambly i apologise i’ve been very talkative on here recently#ohh this is very off the cuff but maybe they’re the child of loyal mandalorians but never really subscribed to it themselves#having spent a lot of time around fathiers also meant they spent less time around mandalorians. so despite technically being mando#and wearing the armour they don’t really identify very strongly as a mandalorian
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GRANNY BOONE AND DAISY DUKE?? Well, I bet I'm going to love Shiny then XDD She sounds great! ^^
I wonder, and I'm sure you knew this was coming but- how would she and Poppy get along? ^^
You know The Dukes of Hazzard!? That's one of my favorite movies!! (I haven't seen the TV show though.) And yeah, Granny Boone is honestly how I imagine Shiny would be if/when she gets older. Mixed with a bit of Stanley Pines.
Poppy and Shiny?? Uh... Wellll ngl I was kind of hoping you'd ask that, but I'm also kinda embarrassed 😅
I'm way too excited you asked this, so I gotta get the REALLY self-indulgent stuff out of the way. I ship them. I ship them hard. Poppy is a closeted bisexual that desperately needs a take-no-shit girlfriend, and Shiny is a raging pan that would adore her soft BAMF gf. I've thought about them together and their dynamic for a looong time honestly 😅
Though if I'm not being as self-indulgent. I like to think they'd be friends ^^ Shiny can easily be a bitch, but she'll be friendly as long as you're friendly too. And you and I both know that Pops doesn't have a mean cell in her body. Shiny knows you gotta be cautious with people, even if they appear kind on the outside. But once she realizes that Poppy genuinely is a caring person who really means no harm, Shiny would be happy to get to know her.
They don't live in the same apartment complex. Shiny has a house on the far side of town. Not to mention her night life; Poppy would be trying to go to sleep by the time Shiny is out working in the club. So the most likely scenario they would meet would be while Shiny is shopping for a new work dress at the boutique (she decided to check the place out after she finally got Smartass to tell her where he got his suit).
Poppy would be pretty surprised with how bold Shiny is, but since she isn't actively being a bitch, Poppy is just shocked momentarily. After it wears off though, she'd actually start to admire Shiny in all honesty. Even if it is surprising to hear all the things Shiny would say, Pops thinks it's so cool that she feels comfortable enough to share her opinions with anybody (*cough* not to mention she thinks she's pretty. Yes, even outside of the ship, Poppy would think Shiny is beautiful)
On Shiny's end, she thinks Poppy is adorable and sweet. Again, it would take her a while to fully trust her, but once she does she would like Poppy. Sure, she's not really used to being around a more reserved crowd, but Pops can handle her (if she can handle the Toon Patrol, then she can definitely handle Shiny). She also wants to bring Poppy out of her shell more; help Poppy become more confident in herself, and understand that she is strong. She's just more quiet/subtle about it than Shiny is. (She would totally flirt with Poppy. She thinks she's a cutie pie.)
(*cough* platonically or romantically, if Shiny ever heard about Henry and Ben, she hates them instantly- especially Ben- and is in Poppy's corner, "Poppy, baby, I love you. But if I ever see those ass-hats, I'm busting their heads onto the curb." "Shiny, please don't." "I ain't gonna go looking for them. I'm just letting you know because I love you.")
Either way, neither of them would mind each other. They have vastly different tastes in entertainment and style, different morals, and lead different lives. But they respect and like each other above it all.
One more thing; since Shiny knows/conducts business with the Toon Patrol, maybe that's how Poppy gets introduced to them? Like maybe they hear that Shiny's getting close to 'the lady at the shop' and decide to see what's up? Or eventually, Shiny decides to just introduce Poppy to hear acquaintances/business partners? What do you think?
Thank you so much for asking about Shiny!!!
#honestly Shiny has been in my head for a LOOOONG time and i wanted to tell you about her#but i was having trouble figuring out her character#her story- i hadn't even figured out her name until last week!#so i wasnt sure about telling you about her when she was still a vague concept#but after i figured out her name everythung just fell into place so its al good now XD#i hope you do wind up liking her ^^#my own OC's#my own characters#Shiny Weasel#Poppy#WFRR#Who Framed Roger Rabbit#Disney#disney villains#toon patrol#Smartass Weasel#tagging them since they get mentioned#oc x oc#ships#Popshine#yes thats their ship name
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hey did you know that I can do whatever the fuck I want when it comes to the safe space of fiction.
I can take a piece of media and interpret it in any way I see fit, and even remove it entirely from any roots it may have to real life, simply because I feel like it! just because it brings me pleasure and I enjoy doing so!
and the best part is, you can do all of that as well!!!
#not to vague post about anyone in particular but oh my god. imagine hating fun and creativity this much#literally just do whatever#yes this is about hamilton because guess what it's SO easy to remove it from the real history. so easy! it's fiction!#you can't conflate the two! hamilton is not history and history has little to do with that funny little musical!#the characters aren't the historical figures and in ny opinion you are not delusional for separating the two.#you are delusional for insisting the two cannot be separated. it's a story about constantly singing characters. what are you on#sorry for flipping my shit down in these here tags but i don't understand why people have to be so annoying#like people will see someone having fun with something and call them sick in the head for it. hey it doesn't matter. nothing on here matters#go outside maybe#rayrambles
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i’m starting to suspect that i just fucking suck 🤔 unsure yet though, but there are lots of signs already pointing to this... gotta mean something 🧐
#not to imply anything and didn’t want to vague-post but i really don’t think i have the right to complain#i mean people say a lot of kind words to me. and i cherish them#and i know it’s just post-publishing depression#or how should i call it#i don’t really want more comments? but maybe i want to know which thing squicks people the most about my writing#i know my biggest problem is the characterization and i want to discuss this so bad#please tell me where i fuck up. please tell me how you see these characters interacting. please give me more food for thought#i just want to talk about the chatacters i think about for several months#ok i’ll. i’ll try to get over myself#💪😞#i know asking for opinions is not the answer because i should figure this out myself#and i’ve started kind of. analyze every canon scene a bit deeper.#if that would make the difference... we shall see#though i think the people who’d be able to tell me what’s wrong just. don’t go that far into the story lol#understandable. don’t blame them#fuck okay that’s quite enough of tags for now. i should go to sleep. maybe it’ll be easier after#sorry you had to witness this. i’m not well in my head
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Current Situation would actually probably be solved if I stopped looking to Projects for all my satisfaction in life
#i wrote out a list of the things i would need to research to write the *fics* that i want to work on#let alone my actual Official Grad School Projects#of which i have several other ideas in the works besides the ones which i'm actually doing for final papers#and then of course there are several original stories i want to write too but those are who knows how far out#current thing i've been spinning around in my head is writing something about lascars on east india company ships#(specificallly i have set my heart on writing a story about a mutiny on board one of them which ties in with Indian History happenings#in the general outside world and everything sort of being in a process of change (have not decided on an era yet hence Vague)#and also the main characters are a nayar boy and mappila muslim boy who he has a huge crush on and they get a love story)#not really sure how to make this story work at all because the amount of things i'd want to know for it#involve several decades of research probably to do it well#but hey that's never stopped me!#not to mention the fact that i started reading about 18th c. conceptions of sex and now want to work more on hornblower top surgery fic#with more fun and spicy early 1800s medical debates and such#and also i want to work on my stephen getting captured by the french but it's canto jo i la muntanya balla fic#which *also* involves lots and lots of research so ughhhh#i wonder how i got into this situation. i wonder why everything feels like So Much 🤔🤔🤔 could not be my fault at all#perce rambles
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ah yes, summer insomnia
i did not miss you whatsoever
#insomnia due to humidity is the worst#did some very vague planning for a story#which mostly consists of me poking and prodding at the setting until i have a set-up i like#did you know there were guns in the grimm fairy tales? somehow i thought they were older than the 19th century#but like they died just before the american civil war#which is just wild to me#anyway making a generic fairy tale setting it turns out is harder than i expected#course i'm probably just getting bogged down in petty details like 'where does the cloth come from'#i write better when i'm not being vague though#so i'd rather have all the details set out in my head and then use like five of them maybe#gotta make the setting real for me before i try to set a story on it
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It's so miserable making side characters for a story and getting attached because now not only are you obsessed with a guy that only exists in your head even if they existed out of your head they'd still be basically just in your head. Like no you guys have to trust me they're so deep and intricate no none of this stuff ever comes up you just have to believe me and like them as much as I do
#rat rambles#oc posting#ofc then comes the fight of wanting to make them more relevant but having to pick your battles#bonus points if theyre not even a side character theyre like. a shadow on the wall thats implied to exist. screams.#bonus bonus points if you can't even bring them up because itd give away stuff the audience isn't supposed to know#I am eternally obsessed with Them but I cant ever talk abt Them because its pretty important to me that I keep this particular secret#in general Ive been trying to not talk abt this story plot wise too much because I wanna make it real someday but man it's rough sometimes#especially since theres just full characters that as I currently have things planned wont even come up in the comic#well They kind of will. but only barely. as in their existence will be implied. and we'll only sort of see part of them like once.#and I love them so much theyre so silly and fun plus their mere existence adds a whole other layer to a member of the main cast#but I have already decided I will not be revealing this stuff to the public so they remain trapped in my head#plus even if I did reveal them no one currently would give much a shit lol#I gotta make the comic real first and then in like another decade I can maybe post a sketch of them <3#but first I have a billion other things I need to do before Im ready to start that comic#including but not limited to finalizing raiden's design 😔#after taking a hill break and thinking on it some more I have someeeee ideas of how to maybe improve things?#my main two goals now are to make their silhouette more plush like and make their clothes more fantasy esc#and I have some extremely vague ideas for both but nothing concrete#I might mess around with shifting them to having traits from a different animal#I dont want to but if it helps with the silhouette problem then I think its worth considering#but yeah I think the big issue is that the rest of the cast are mostly built out of large simple shapes while raiden has bits that arent#mainly their tail but I also feel like theyre just lacking notable defining shapes in general#so the goal is to give them more noticable shapes in their design and make the silhouette even more simple#no I dont know How Im going to do any of that but Ill figure smth out eventually#not tonight tho its late
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so. i went a little overboard with creating my OCs via picrew. and i have no regrets lol. look at my babies
This is my boy Vincente, he’s half vampire, half merman. I’ll link all the picrews later but I wanted to show him to the world. His eyes glow pink when his emotions are heightened! Here, he is very happy getting his picture taken. Typically his eyes are pitch black. He also has super pointy teeth. Vincente likes having long hair. He also has a human form but I mixed the two on the top right corner picrew (which… I can’t find the link, rip and I don’t know where the watermark is for it). Vincente is brave, optimistic, and stubborn. He gets frustrated with himself easily. Vincente sticks up for his friends if/when they get bullied. He is aware of his differences from other sea creatures. He tries not to let that bother him.
Next we have Rohan, my other OC. He is human. He’s got curly brown hair and brown eyes. He has dark circles under his eyes due to sleep deprivation. He’s consistently trying NOT to get into trouble, and usually failing. He is also Indian. Rohan likes to wear accessories. He is also a great cook. Rohan is strong minded, thoughtful, and pessimistic. He is hardworking and has a big heart, and expresses it through his actions. He’s not very good at talking about his feelings, and it takes time for him to open up to people he trusts. He enjoys listening to Vincente’s stories from under the sea.
They both very deeply care about each other and seek each other out in times of comfort. Yes, Vincente is aromantic and asexual. They’re in a queerplatonic relationship and are very close. It took a lot of time for them to develop their relationship with each other, but they both look forward to seeing each other over and over again. They are sometimes inseparable xD
Here’s a picrew of them together hehehe 🤭
Couldn’t decide which one I like better so here’s both :)) They take turns initiating physical contact, but it’s mostly hugs (and sometimes kisses 🤭 ) <3 Vincente definitely initiates more though. He just really loves being close to Rohan. They have sleepovers sometimes and end up snuggling and fall asleep that way.
I like the idea that Vincente wears a necklace from his mom. He wears it when he’s on land to keep her close to his heart since he misses her when he has to leave the sea. It’s a reminder that he will see her again (it doesn’t stop the longing). He has grown up with her by his side. Vincente loves the time he gets to spend with his father, though. His dad takes really good care of him and has multiple supports in place for when he does come on land.
Picrew credits:
#vincente#original character#picrew#personal#my ocs#rohan#i love them so much and i love this story so much#i want to create a webtoon or some story about them someday#for now i just have my notes and my journals and my lil doodles of them#i still have to figure out how vincente and his dad spend time together#bc his father does well in his role of caretaker… but what about building relationships with your son and bonding with him?#so i’ll have to think about that#but for now… this is how rohan and vincente’s relationship are#still have to flush out rohan. his background needs more structure#i just have vague ideas about him but also like!!!#that’s so FITTING of his character! he doesn’t fricking open up to people!!! including me who created him!!#but he also just has a lot of trauma and a lot going on so obviously he doesn’t want to talk/think about it#also Rohan likes to wear chokers bc of the aesthetic but im just. not a fan of the implications/meaning behind it#but he loves fashion and turning heads and really puts in effort into his appearance#i am hoping it is just a phase and he will grow out of it bc he is young and genuinely just thinks it looks cool#ok i’m done talking in the tags lol#i lied. they are both around 15/16 years of age. just so people know#the pics of them kissing is like. when they are a bit older like 17/18#vincente has to learn a lot about himself until they get more comfy with each other
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~Bemused2Dust Presents!~
The Hive Department: "The Community" Files

PREMISE: Set in 1976, 23 years after the shutdown of "The [REDACTED] Gated Community", a group of mourning, local, community college students have been deceived by a government organization called the Hive Department. Despite there being no evidence about the existence of their loved ones, this mixed-matched group strives together to solve the mystery behind the how and why. Using their respective wits, shenanigans and what resources they can obtain, the group has to figure out why they are the only ones who can remember their missing friends and family. Not realizing, it’s because they were the last one’s to see them before they disappeared.
~A small *w.i.p/sample (not official) from a short writing series I’m making! Just a lil sumn' sumn' from the Prologue.
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The title is in the workshop still but I kind of like it so far.
Also going to do some Character Introductions next week. Think it will be a fun way to engage more with my story and maybe even with any of you guys whose interest may have been piqued and want to ask questions! Please fell free to do so.
Hopefully I should be able to post the full prologue soon after!
*the W.I.P prologue that i had posted here is now gone. As iIfinished the final one, I felt like there was too many spoilers. If you read it, yay! If you didn't, that's ok, Im sure you'll like the finished product even more. (update:03/31/25)
#definitely need to make a schedule for when I post chapters#an idea that was kinda cool sounding in my head but a bit manic when I actually started typing it out#sj muses#memothoughts#my writing segment#writting stuff#writers on tumblr#creative writing#“The Hive Department” series#sense and sagacity#original story#short story#mystery#everything is still a work in progress#but im just here to have fun#also I know the prologue seems vague#with no names mentioned#but Ill insert them when I officially post the full version#was just trying to get the essence of things in order
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