#i have a seminar at 10 am

[miodiodavinci]

collapses to the ground like a deflated balloon

[lesbianlenas]

have a presentation tomorrow that i have to finish my powerpoint for and i also need to like go to bed at 12 so i just downed a whole mug of black tea in like 10 mins hopefully this will give me some focus maybe 😭

[yoondepity]

so basically fangs of fortune is a show about demon hunting incorporated? I'm with it

[tardis--dreams]

Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!

[navysealt4t]

wednesdays may not be hell day anymore but by god r they tiring

[lesless]

Today was very taxing & busy but I woke up & ran like I promised myself I would & I was rewarded with a beautiful sunrise.

[tkbrokkoli]

vent 😓

[astrocafecoffee]

Destiny Matrix

(predicting some events of your life and characteristics of your fs)

• For entertainment purposes only, enjoy •

•☞ Masterlist

Guys, destiny matrix chart is So gorgeous 😭 , I fell in love. I am new to this, but it's so fascinating, so I am sharing with you guys. Obviously I learnt a lot from ann_matrix_destiny insta page. I explained some of her work here, rest is mine.

✨What is Destiny matrix chart?

-A spiritual and metaphysical chart that reveals a person's life path, soul purpose, and potential.

✨How is it calculated?

-Based on a person's birth date, using a complex system of numerology and astrological correspondences.

💫 How to see some important events of your life?

see this area(perimeter line)of your chart , this will explain many important events of your life.

💚Age of getting married/ meeting with your significant other/ spouse:

- look at your age in your chart, if you see 3,5,6,19,20 at the top of your age then at that age you will get married/ meet your significant other/ start a family. Like in this chart I have shown above '5' is top of the age of 23.5- 24, so this individual will meet their spouse at that age/ get married.

• Going through Transformation in your life :

- if you see 13 or 16 at the top of your age , then at that age your life will drastically change/ you will go through a huge transformation of your life. You will change your location/ your career/ will shift to another country or city.

⚡Moving abroad/ travelling:

If you see 7,10,21,22 above your age then this is the best age for travelling or going abroad.

if you find 21 in your love line(circled part)then most probably you will marry a foreigner.

And if you find 7, 10 , 21 or 22 in this positions then most probably you will go abroad/ find your partner there .

Now , the future spouse part : -

💖 Hints about your future partner :

Look at the number below the heart symbol to know about your future partner. In this chart it's 21.

So, let's explain each numbers -

���Number 1: The magician

- creative and innovative

- skilled and talented

- confident and charismatic

- however they may also struggled with over - confidence and arrogance.

- gemini / Virgo zodiac sign placements

- profession : musicians, writer, public speaker, coaches and mentors , scientist, entrepreneur, marketing and advertising professionals.

- meeting: conference or seminar, art galleries, meuseum, workshop or studio, networking events or industry conference, class or training session.

• Number 2 : High Priestess

- intuitive and wise

- mysterious and enigmatic

- maybe quiet and reserved.

- soft spoken and considerate.

- cancer zodiac sign placements.

- profession: councillors, therapists, psychologist, Nurse or healthcare professionals, social workers, spiritual leaders, energy workers.

- meeting: secret or private settings, libraries, coaching, weddings , meeting in the context of any spiritual retreats.

• Number 3 : Empress

- Full of life , energy and vitality.

- encouraging others to grow and flourish.

- committed, dedicated and faithful.

- Taurus and Libra zodiac sign placements.

- profession: fashion designer , sculptors, teachers and educators,event planer, environmentalists, musicians, healthcare.

- meeting through : parties, gatherings, festival, fair, creative workshops, artistic projects ,meuseum, concerts.

• Number 4 : Emperor

- Natural born leader, authoritative, commanding.

- makes tough decisions with clarity and conviction.

- commited to family and responsibilities.

- zodiac sign: Aries placements.

- profession: executive, CEO, leader or manager, military officer, architect, Engineer, government officials, buisness owner.

- meeting : buisness meeting, job interviews, formal events , official ceremonies.

• Number 5 : Hierophant

- values established customs, rituals, and institutions.

- upholds ethical standards and moral principles.

- prioritise stability and security over change and uncertainty.

- Taurus zodiac sign placements

- profession: spiritual leaders and mentors, councellor , advisor or consultants, traditional healers or healthcare professionals.

- meeting: spiritual or religious gatherings, traditional ceremonies or rituals, educational and training sessions , counciling or therapy sessions, church,temples , mosques.

• Number 6 : The lovers

- collaborative, work well others.

- empathetic and aware of others feelings.

- true to themselves and their values.

- zodiac sign: Gemini placements.

- profession: counselors, coaches , writer , journalist, artist, musicians, public speaker, philosophers , scientist, researchers.

- meeting : social getherings or parties , creative or artistic collaboration, Beauty or fashion events , community or networking meeting.

• Number 7 : The chariot

- Determined, self disciplined.

- ability to overcome any obstacles and setbacks

- has clear direction

- zodiac : cancer placements

- profession: nurses , social worker, military, architect, psychologist, chefs , nutritionist, hospitality professionals.

- Meeting: family gatherings, home or domestic settings, caregiving or helping professions.

• Number 8 : strength

- courageous, brave , have inner strength.

- has capacity to forgive and let go.

- has self discipline and self control.

- zodiac sign: leo placements

- profession: artist , designer, performers , public speaker, motivator, executives, philanthropist, teacher, councellor, athletes, trainers.

- meeting: park or garden, fitness or wellness center, creative studio or art space, festivals, social gatherings.

• Number 9 : Hermit

- quiet, reflective, and introspective often preferring to spend time alone

- serves as guide or mentor

- discerning and concious about every step they take.

- zodiac sign: Virgo placements.

- profession: therapist, counselors,teachers , coaches , writers, editors, healthcare industry, social worker.

- meeting: therapists or counselor office, library , spiritual or religious sanctuary, coffee shop , book store.

• Number 10 : wheel of fortune

- flexible, able to adjust to changing circumstances.

- believes in destiny

- have philosophical outlook on life.

- zodiac sign: Taurus, leo, scorpio, Aquarius placements.

- profession: life coach, astrologer, environmentalists, entrepreneur, investors, historians.

- meeting: a farm , airport, bus station, temple, monastery, party,park , near mountain or river.

• Number 11 : Justice

- impartial and balanced

- they make descision based on reason and logics.

- have strong sense of morality and ethics.

- zodiac sign: Libra placements

- profession: lawyer, judge, counselors, social worker, activists, advocate, journalist, analyst , or spiritual leader.

- meeting: courthouse, law office, government building, council chamber, community centre, places of worship, philosophical organization.

• Number 12 : Hanged Man

- they are reflective , look inward for answers.

- they are open to new settings.

- courageous, deep understanding of themselves.

- zodiac sign: Pisces placements

- profession : spiritual leaders, therapist, counselor , artist, writer, healthcare industry, motivator, life coach.

- meeting : temples , church , meditation room , yoga class , hospital, library, therapy office,art studio, gym.

• Number 13 : Death

- they are like phoenix from the ashes.

- they can navigate difficult situations and come out stronger.

- constantly growing and evolving.

- zodiac sign: scorpio placements

- profession: therapist, estate lawyers, spiritual leaders, scientist, healthcare professionals.

- meeting: counselling centre, place of worship, innovation hub or entrepreneurship centres, hospital, wellness center.

• Number 14 : Temperance

- they strive for equilibrium in all aspects of life .

- they prioritise physical, mental and emotional well-being.

- have creative sides.

- zodiac sign: Sagittarius placements .

- profession: doctor or nurse , therapist or counselor, artist or musicians, spiritual leader, international relation specialist , life coach , designer .

- meeting : art galleries or museums, embassies or international conference centres , community centres, clubs , parks , garden , spiritual center , yoga class.

• Number 15 : The devil

- they thinks outside the box and brings fresh ideas .

- magnetic personality, can attract others.

- unconventional, transformative.

- zodiac sign: Capricorn placements.

- profession: politician, CEO, artist, law enforcement, military, detective , investigators, activists, occultist.

- meeting: historic mansion or estate, a secret rooftop, art galleries, studio , book store, library , cafe.

• Number 16 : Tower

- they seek honesty and transparency even if it's uncomfortable.

- rebellious, resilient, revolutionary.

- they are open to new ideas.

- zodiac sign: Aries placements.

- profession : scientist, inventor, engineer, architect, military officer, crisis manager, technologist.

- meeting: transformation hub, a unique event space or art studio, bookstore, library, co-working space.

• Number 17 : Star

- they have a optimistic outlook of life and believe in a bright future.

- inspiring, peaceful, compassionate.

- creative and imaginative mind.

- zodiac sign: Aquarius placements.

- profession: creative expression, artist , industry related to healing and wellness, science and technology, humanitarian work, counselors.

- meeting: yoga studio or wellness center, botanical garden or peaceful outdoor setting, co-working space, concerts? , innovation hub.

• Number 18 : The Moon

- they trust their instincts and have a strong connection to their subconscious mind.

- deeply in touch with their emotions.

- unpredictable, may surprise other with their actions.

- zodiac sign : Pisces placements.

- profession : psychic or medium, artist or writer, musician, poet , spiritual teacher, healer, counselors.

- meeting: mystical or esoteric shop, secluded beach, art studio, a spiritual or metaphysical bookstore, coffee shop.

• Number 19 : Sun

- they exude self assurance and positivity.

- optimistic, enthusiastic, charismatic.

- warm hearted , willing to share blessings with others.

- zodiac sign: leo placements.

- profession: actor or performer, artist, CEO , teacher or mentor, event planner, musicians, life coach, designer.

- meeting: cafe / restaurant/ hotel , studio , gathering hall, auditorium, music festival.

• Number 20: Judgement

- they are introspective and willing to confront their past and inner self.

- self aware, have deep understanding of their strengths and weaknesses.

- awakened, courageous, honest.

- zodiac sign: scorpio placements

- profession : spiritual teacher or guide , therapist or counselor, life coach, researcher, artist or creative expression.

- meeting: spiritual center or temple, yoga class, a writer's workshop, park , garden , therapy or councilling office.

• Number 21: The world

- they have achieved their goals and fullfill their potential.

- compassions, wise, confident

- adventurous and global minded.( Most likely a foreigner)

- zodiac sign: Taurus, Capricorn, leo , placements.

- profession : global diplomat, artist ( global or universal theme) , cultural ambassador, world traveler, humanitarian work.

- meeting: while traveling, international conference centres , airport, spiritual retreat, international art or music venues.

• Number 22 : The fool

- they are willing to take risks and embark on new journeys.

- spontaneous, carefree , open minded.

- have faith in themselves and universe.

- zodiac sign: Aquarius placements.

- profession: entrepreneur or startup founder, activist, humanitarian work,coach or consultants, designer, scientist,teacher, journalist.

- meeting: spontaneous meet-up or pop up events, inspirational seminars, creative workshops,cafe or coffee shop, outdoor adventure location.

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END .....( I am tired af 😭)

☞ Healing through marriage

Thanks for reading 💓

-Piko ✨

[r7leee]

you asked, you shall receive !

HEY QUEENS!! i am SO sorry for getting this out so late, your girl was going through it 😭😭 (two concerts, two tests, socratic seminar prep, and finding out i’m bi all in one week). anyway, thanks for waiting, here you go <333

pairing: dom!billie eilish x sub!fem!reader

summary: your girlfriend, billie’s, been doing promo work all day for her business trip. naturally, when she gets back, she wants a piece of you, and though you can offer that to her, you have to be quiet… (continuation of this drabble)

warnings: no direct smut but like a little if you squint (i’m not sure if i’m ready to sail that ship yet), hickeys, exhibitionism kink if you squint, implied-girly/femme!reader

word count: 716, should take about five and a half minutes to read (IT'S SHORT IKKKK I'M SORRY)

IF YOU COULD use one word to describe your girlfriend, one of the last things in your mind would be clingy. handsy? yes. possessive? yes. dominant? oh, ya. but clingy? no, not really.

she only ever got like that when she was away from you for a while or really, really horny; today’s case was the latter.

you two were currently in paris for a bit of promo. you both were very happy you were able to be on this trip, since you were usually subjected to staying at home.

the past few days were relatively normal: getting settled in and a photoshoot. but today was more intense.

today, billie had multiple photoshoots and an interview. she had to wake up early for them, so by the time you were up, she was gone. instead of heading straight for the studio, you decided to treat yourself a bit.

that morning, you ate at a small café and went shopping at the local stores. you got lots of things: jewelry, makeup, accessories, and of course, clothes.

while in a certain store, you found this gorgeous dress. it was sleeveless and shiny in your favorite color, fit with a bow in the back.

you immediately bought it and changed into it before going to visit your girlfriend.

she was on her break when you walked in, hands riddled with bags galore. when she heard the door open, she looked up, a stern expression on her face, but it immediately softened when she saw you. “hi, sweet girl,” she immediately beamed.

you walked over to her, placing a light kiss to her cheek before she cupped your face and kissed you on the lips. “hi,” you replied softly. she smiled, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear before you sat on the velvety couch.

“where were you?” you quickly set your bags down, going on about the morning you had. but, she couldn’t help her eyes constantly drifting down to your dress. the way it fit on you, slightly raising up on your thighs was enamoring and she couldn't tear her gaze away.

later, billie was doing a photoshoot as you sat behind the camera and watched. she was stunning with her ocean-blue eyes and long black hair. you weren't aware of it, because, at some point, you had some emails to reply to, but when she wasn't being photographed, she was staring at you. so much so that at some point, the director had to tell her to focus.

that's how you ended up here: in your girlfriend's lap, a hand over your mouth.

“shh…gotta stay quiet, baby, right?” she nodded towards the bathroom.

for this specific trip, like most, you booked a connected room for you two and finneas. but, upon arrival, the staff had informed you there was some kind of plumbing issue in finneas' bathroom, and that the shower there was shut off.

of course, it was unrealistic to make him not shower the whole trip, so right now, he was borrowing yours. you were just wondering why he had to be borrowing it right now

you nodded as she whispered, “good."

at this point, she'd been on you for what, 10 minutes now? you weren't sure how she still had room to keep sucking and marking at your neck, almost similar to a mosquito drawing blood. red and purple hickeys cascaded all over your neck to the point it was almost painful, but you didn't ever tell her to stop. not once. she was too precious for you to tell her no.

every time you heard a noise coming from the bathroom, you turned your head, worried you'd get caught. but, never more than two seconds later, a hand on your jaw would turn you back. "it's fine, baby," billie would whisper. "we're gonna be careful, not get caught," she'd reassure you before attacking your neck again. all you could do was whine.

that was until you heard the door creak open. "fuck." immediately, billie threw a stray blanket over you as she went on her phone. you just stared up at the ceiling.

finneas walked back to his room without a second glance. and as soon as the door shut, your girlfriend took the blanket off you. "come here. we're good now."

[dat-town]

hold my hand, my love

Characters: Jaehyun & female reader

Setting & genre: hurt/comfort, established relationship, college au

Summary: Jaehyun pushes himself too hard. You’re there to hold him when it becomes too much.

Warnings: crying, exhaustion, insecurities

Words: 1.7k

Author’s note: set a few months after the end of another social casualty but can be read on its own. title is from Jaehyun’s last line from Call Me. i have too many feelings and thoughts after seeing Jaehyun cry at m countdown like that. i sincerely hope they can rest before they start the tour preparations and please somebody give that boy a hug.

Old habits are not easy to shake off.

You see it in the way Jaehyun has a hard time saying no to both other students and professors, the way he joins a student association and the university magazine on top of his tutoring part-time job at a hakwon, the way he wants to achieve 120% at every test, assignment, exam. Also in the way he tries to be a dependable boyfriend who always has time for you even if it means he shows up at your date on the verge of exhaustion.

You know that he loves doing all of these: studying a major he likes, writing, organizing and socializing university-wide, but sometimes it’s too much. Since you’re not in his shoes, you just try your best at being a supportive girlfriend, reminding him gently to take some time for himself, bringing him food because you know he tends to skip dinner when his seminar class finishes too close to his tutoring class’ start, suggesting rain calling your dates in case he’s tired or busy and while most of the time Myung Jaehyun is a mature adult understanding that you just want to help, showering you with affectionate butterfly kisses over your face, the last one is a hard take for him. The first and only time you mentioned it, he thought you wanted to break up with him and you felt bad making him think that way when you actually feel more and more in love with him every passing day. So it’s delicate, this topic with him, you try to approach it slowly and with caring hands. But he makes you worry some days when your text messages go unread for more than half a day and you lie awake in bed, anxious about his well-being, his tired voice from the morning echoing in your ears.

You’re half asleep when the second ping pulls you out of the slumber and your hold tightens around the slipping phone. The brightness of the screen blinds you for a moment but seeing Jaehyun’s name in the notification makes up for everything.

[00:48 jae 🤍] are you awake? [00:50 jae 🤍] ah it’s late sorry [00:51 you] i am! [00:51 you] how was work? did you just get home? [00:52 jae 🤍] can i call you? [00:52 you] of course

You sit up in your bed before the familiar ringtone cuts through the air and answer the call right away, a small smile already spreading on your lips.

“Hey,” you greet him softly, quietly, voice a bit hoarse, something Jaehyun would make fun of in his playful way but there’s nothing but silence and the longer it stretches, the more worried you get. “Jae?”

You hear him exhale, a little shaky sound, then there’s a quiet sob and your chest tightens, your heart aches.

“I’m sorry. I just wanted to hear your voice,” the boy whispers and his words are followed by more sobs, louder this time. You wish so bad that you were there with him, to hold him, to tell him it’s going to be okay.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing! It’s just…” Jaehyun trails off, never finishing the silence. Vulnerability is a concept you both are still learning. You hear the sound of shuffling, him wiping his face with the sleeve of his hoodie in lieu of an answer. So you ask an easier question.

“Where are you, Jae?”

“Still at the hakwon.”

You would like to know why he’s still at his workplace when he should have finished at 10 the latest but instead of questioning him like that you decide to focus on the fact that he’s just a bus ride away, not too far.

“Do you… do you want to come over?” You blurt out, tentative but hopeful. Of course, he has been at your place already, especially when he visited you at the end of your shift at the café and then you migrated upstairs to watch a movie or just talk over your mom’s delicious homemade meals. But he has never slept over before. He’s probably thinking about the same thing.

“I don’t want to intrude,” he mumbles. It’s not a no but he’s hesitating, probably not wanting to come off as needy. Years and years of people relying on him, it’s hard for him to believe that you don’t think of him as any less of a good boyfriend if he leans on you for comfort sometimes.

“You are not. I am asking,” you tell him but Jaehyun doesn’t say anything. “I miss you,” you add in a whisper because it’s the truth and because he needs to hear it as a final push, so he can get over his insecurities of being ‘too clingy’.

“I miss you, too,” he says with so many emotions in his voice, you feel a physical ache in your chest. “I will text you when I get there.”

Twenty-three minutes later you open the door for him. He looks so pale under the street lamps, eyes rimmed red, dark circles visible, you want to wrap him in your arms and protect him from the world. So the moment he steps over the threshold, closing the door behind him quietly to not wake your mother, toeing off his shoes, you reach out a hand for him to hold and lead him to your room.

The soft glow of your bedside table lamp lights the room just enough to comfortably see without blinding you. You have already prepared water for both of you and an extra pillow for him on your bed. If this happened under normal consequences you would probably be shy. He’s seeing you in your pajamas in the middle of the night for the first time and you’re about to suggest sleeping together in the same bed even though it’s not made for two people. But the couch or the floor would be uncomfortable and you know that he needs you close right now, you need him too.

Still holding his hand you turn to face him, wiping the dried tears off his cheeks gently with your free hand’s thumb.

“Would you like to shower before bed?”

“I don’t want to wake your mother,” Jaehyun crunches his nose and you have the urge to sigh but suppress it. He’s always so considerate, his own needs always seem to be the last.

“That’s not what I asked,” you remind him gently, cupping his face. You want him to know that he can be less selfless with you. Your relationship should be a safe space for both of you.

“I… I’m tired,” he admits leaning into your hand, closing his eyes. “But…”

“No buts. I don’t mind,” you cut him off before he could apologize for dirtying your bed or something like that. Sure, you’re usually a ‘no outside clothes on bed’ type of person but you will survive one night. There are more important matters at hand. “Are you comfortable with sleeping beside me?”

Jaehyun opens his eyes at that, his unguarded gaze meeting yours.

“Yes,” he whispers before squeezing your hand. “Are you?”

“Yes,” you nod, honest because it’s the truth even if it’s admittedly a bit awkward, an unknown territory for both of you. But you tug on his hoodie and help him pull it off, smoothing down his messed up hair and white tee, then get in bed while Jaehyun gets rid of his jeans because those would be uncomfortable to sleep in.

You can tell he’s stiff as he gets under your covers, keeping his distance as much as he can in such a limited space probably to respect your boundaries. It’s quiet once you turn off the lamp but you can hear his breathing and it’s too fast for it to be normal.

“Do you want to talk about it?” You whisper in the dark, turning towards him with your body.

“There’s not much to tell,” he says, deflecting, and you shake your head against the soft pillow.

“It’s okay. I’m here to listen anyway,” you promise and wait for those long moments while Jaehyun makes up his mind.

He turns to face you too and he starts slowly, his voice quiet, his words carefully chosen. He says nothing extraordinary happened, just everything came crashing down on him all at once. His boss messing up his schedule, him not finishing an article for the deadline at the university magazine because he mistook what day it was, barely catching enough sleep because he studied for a test worth 33% of his grade and at the end of it all, he needed to stay back at the hakwon because one of the parents came in, thinking it was his fault their son didn’t do well enough on a test. The more he says, the more he’s reliving the frustration, choking up on tears between two broken sentences. You slide closer to put a hand on his chest, soothing, patting. It’s almost like he needed this one touch to crumble and without further prompting, he nuzzles close, burying his head just under your chin, arms circling around your waist, bare calves grazing under the covers whenever you shift.

You lift your hand to his head, stroking his hair gently and scratching his scalp lightly. He hums, much calmer, almost content.

“I’m glad you called me,” you tell him, because he needs to hear it. He needs to know that he can and should do it again if there’s a next time. You know he would do the same for you and you’re proud of him for letting you in, for not shutting you out to deal with this alone.

“I love you,” Jaehyun whispers, his breath fanning against your neck and you’re sure he hears and feels the way your heartbeat changes.

“I love you too,” you say it back without hesitation, closing your eyes with a small smile when your boyfriend’s embrace tightens around you. You listen to his breathing get even and keep up with the soft caresses until he falls asleep.

Some days might feel too much but you would like to believe that it will be fine, that you will figure it out. Together.

[miodiodavinci]

the burnout is real lads . . . . .

[bryngmemoney]

✁FASHION FLIRT✃

Megumi Fushiguro x Reader

⭑story masterlist link

tw:none

Writing in between messages!!

🪡Chapter Fifteen: 8-ball

“You have to show me him!” Yuki exclaimed as you adjusted her outfit, making sure everything fit well. “Well, I could show you a picture, but he’s gonna come in right after you, so you could stay a minute extra.”

You two were referring to Megumi, as Yuki had always been one interested in starting conversation on people’s types. You were no exception. She told you that the reason she did it revealed a lot about the person without them knowing, you could see what she meant to an extent but really only she knew what she was talking about.

“Ooo, like how soon after me?” You looked at the time displayed on your phone, seeing the lock screen show the song you were quietly playing in the background for you and Yuki, as you guys were the only ones around. The numbers at the top read the time 5:50. “Like in ten minutes maybe, he said he’d be here around six.”

You backed up, asking Yuki to spin for you, seeing that everything seemed to fit well. “Does anything feel off?” “No, it’s perfect actually!”

“Great! Well that’s really all, you can go and change again, are you staying for a few?”

“Well I am curious, i’ll stick around with you for a bit.”

6:20, and Megumi was no where to be seen. “Is he running late?” Yuki asked leaning her back against the table while she sat down, facing you who was standing up, peaking out the window of the studio room to see if there was any sign of anyone walking in.

“I don’t know, he hasn’t answered the text I sent him.”

“He usually shows up on time?”

“Most of the time, there was just once where he showed up late, but that’s because of something that was happening.” You turned back to Yuki, checking your phone just once again to see if there was any sign from him. “Like how late?” You placed your phone down, sighing before answering “40 minutes..”

“Oh, wow.”

“He made up for it though!” You defended, “He took me out to dinner, it wasn’t really a date because his friend was there too, but still!” Yuki just hummed seeming amused in your story.

“Okay, i’ll wait another 10 minutes max with you then, but if he still hasn’t responded or shown up, we’re leaving.” You yawned in response, not feeling tired because it was late, but instead because this week had really exhausted you with class work. “Can’t we make it 15?”

“Listen, he’s already done something like this before, and you’re tired, just tell him not to show up and talk it out later, but if I was you i’d go and take the fattest nap ever first.”

Megumi sighed after finally finishing his project presentation for his Photo Seminar class. He really needed to try on this assignment, as his last one wasn’t the best. He didn’t fail, but he wasn’t anywhere near where he wanted or needed to be. Stressing over it he was glad to have finally finished his preparation, feeling a weight being lifted off him that is until he checked the time to be 6:38, then it was replaced with panic, remembering he had promised to meet you around six today. He looked for his phone, only to find it and see a text from you already saying you left 7 minutes ago.

Author’s Note: date with megumi officially planned🗣️‼️

tbh i think beer pong is my favorite imessage game

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[diminuel]

Whining about university for a moment, maybe someone has advice for me. I'm oversharing my anxiety (and I know I am being ridiculous) a bit under the cut.

As part of my PhD program (which I have not yet signed up for, adding more stress) I'm supposed to get 18 credits with courses picked from different categories. I technically have two things on my list for tomorrow that I can use towards these credits, next with continuation of Danish classes on Wednesday and another block seminar happening later in the semester.

And I... don't want to go. I don't want to go tomorrow. I just don't want to go.

(Various reasons, some more shameful. My supervisor is doing the seminar and since I haven't answered one of her emails yet I cannot look her in the eyes until I have. And less insane/ shameful:)

It starts at 10 and I usually have to work until at least 10 and maybe I could have arranged something but I can't take the day off because someone else is on holiday and I didn't know until the weekened, so I'm going to miss the first sessions. And, well... I'm stressed about this too and now I don't want to go.

It would be good to take this class because it's a research seminar and I don't know if there'll be another one next semester (I suppose there will be, there has also been one last semester and the semester before, but I don't know!).

But... *points at the above*

I could only go for the lecture but one way to uni is 45 minutes and the lecture takes 45 minutes. Also, again, work.

Help. Do I just do a "focusing on actually doing research and writing" semester which I should have done last semester but was too preoccupied with the aftermath of getting sick and surgery and falling into paralyzing inactivity?

(I know there's a knot in my brain that I can't undo. And that has been there since January. I should get to therapy again and I'm working on it. The only thing getting in my way is that I had someone scan something for me and I don't know where the document is. It's simple as that. An unnecessary road block that has been there for almost two months. It's ridiculous. Is that the autism or am I just stupid? Maybe both.)

[ddrqoyote]

173 Influential SCPs

I went to SCPper, found the most upvoted articles by users who've made at least one SCP, and sorted by time. These aren't necessarily the 173 best articles on the site, but I think they're likely to be the most influential. Longtime fans have probably read most or all of these but maybe this could be a starting point for newcomers.

I think sorting by time is important because the Foundation's been around almost 17 years. Writers come and go, trends come and go, new writers are influenced by what came before, and later articles are often longer and more complex than earlier ones. Just sorting by most upvoted bounces you around time; on the main wiki you read mostly series 1 articles then get dunked into SCP-5000. I hope this is a more natural progression, and that by the end people have more context for what's going on.

Using upvotes from writers only is important because the more writers like an article, the more likely later SCPs are to be influenced by it, so those articles are more likely to be important for understanding the wiki as a whole.

I might do an alternate version of this list that replaces the extremely long articles with shorter SCPs.

If you have trouble understanding one of the articles (some of the later ones get LONG), look it up on r/SCPDeclassified. If you would prefer audio narration/explanations, The Exploring Series and TheVolgun are both excellent. And of course, make sure to look in the sidebar on the wiki for guides, lists and explanations.

SERIES IV AND LATER ARE IN REBLOGS DUE TO TUMBLR'S POST LIMIT

Series I Era

SCP-173 - The Sculpture - The Original

SCP-093 - Red Sea Object

SCP-294 - The Coffee Machine

SCP-682 - Hard-to-Destroy Reptile

SCP-055 - [unknown]

SCP-914 - The Clockworks

SCP-085 - Hand-drawn "Cassy"

SCP-184 - The Architect

SCP-231 - Special Personnel Requirements

SCP-990 - Dream Man

SCP-999 - The Tickle Monster

SCP-835 - Expunged Data Released

SCP-701 - The Hanged King's Tragedy

SCP-586 - Inscribable Object

SCP-610 - The Flesh that Hates

Log of Anomalous Items Vol I

SCP-087 - The Stairwell

SCP-049 - Plague Doctor

Revised Entry

Document Recovered from the Marianas Trench

SCP-426 - I am a Toaster

SCP-096 - The "Shy Guy"

SCP-106 - The Old Man

SCP-140 - An Incomplete Chronicle

Kill 682

SCP-001-Bright - The Factory

SCP-666-J - The Roaring Flames of Hell

SCP-895 - Camera Disruption

SCP-5308-J - The Collection

SCP-8900-EX - Sky Blue Sky

black white black white black white black white black white gray

Eldritch Application

Nobody Knows

SCP-871 - Self-Replacing Cake

SCP-001-Mann - The Spiral Path

Series II Era

SCP-1000 - Bigfoot

SCP-902 - The Final Countdown

SCP-993 - Bobble the Clown

Transcript of Dr. Clef's seminar, "Reality Benders and You: How to Survive When Existence Doesn't."

SCP-001-Swann - The Database

Bees

SCP-006-J - WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT THING

10:30 A.M.

Ethics Committee Orientation

SCP-1959 - The Lost Cosmonaut

SCP-____-J - Procrastinati

SCP-1048 - Builder Bear

SCP-001-EX-J - Records of the CKG Gathering

SCP-1893 - The Minotaur's Tale

SCP-1983 - Doorway to Nowhere

SCP-1733 - Season Opener

SCP-1230 - A Hero is Born

SCP-1322 - Glory Hole

SCP-1370 - Pesterbot

SCP-1193 - Buried Giant

SCP-1545 - Larry the Loving Llama

SCP-1981 - "RONALD REAGAN CUT UP WHILE TALKING"

SCP-even number-J - An [Adjective] [Animal]

SCP-1867 - A Gentleman

SCP-1609 - The Remains of a Chair

SCP-1440 - The Old Man from Nowhere

SCP-1425 - Star Signals

SCP-1173 - The Islamic Republic of Eastern Samothrace

SCP-1171 - Humans Go Home

SCP-1678 - UnLondon

UIU Orientation

SCP-1437 - A Hole to Another Place

SCP-1958 - Magic Bus

Quiet Days

Why Change?

SCP-186 - To End All Wars

Treats

SCP-348 - A Gift from Dad

SCP-1295 - Meg's Diner

SCP-1342 - To the Makers of Music

SCP-1504 - Joe Schmo

The Executions of Doctor Bright

SCP-1471 - MalO ver1.0.0

The Young Man

wowwee go kill ursefl

[andi-studies]

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been a busy day but ive almost finished with my reading

philosophy: had my seminar this morning, didn't really understand everything we were discussing so i need to look over my notes this weekend

quantitative research: had my lecture, also didn't understand much but the workshop is tomorrow and its another thing i need to deal with this weekend

sociology of mental health: had my lecture and i am looking forward to the seminar tomorrow as there are several points i'd like the discuss

citizenship: been doing the reading whilst i have spare moments today, only have 7 pages left but its fairly easy to understand

[indeedcaptain]

for da meme: how are you feeling post finishing RR and its incredible success? Also any pointers for writing good epics that stick the landing?

hi friend! thanks for the ask, hope you're doing well <3

i saw this ask and then had to walk away for a few days because it turns out that the answer is that i'm a little sad about being done with RR! it was an outrageously fun experience, both writing it and then getting to live vicariously through people reading it. i was thinking about this story near-constantly for 10 months. my top 5 songs from spotify wrapped are all from my RR playlist. now that it's over, there's a little hole in my days and my brain that used to be for RR work.

i'm so so so happy to have stuck the ending, as you say (never fucking again am i publishing a project as big as this one as i was writing it LOL, i was terrified of fucking up in realtime), and so honored that the story as a whole has resonated with the people who have read it. writing RR and joining the broader star trek fandom as a whole was an enormous part of my year and i'm so grateful for it. but i'm still a little sad that RR is over. like, what now?

anyway. onward!

i am so excited for your one man adventure novel. i can't wait to see what you get up to with it. the two pieces of advice that i kept in mind during writing are that: 1, knowing where you're going from the beginning is critical, but there's a balance between that and allowing things that you discover in the writing to influence where it goes. i had a college professor who insisted that we re-read what we had written before writing the conclusion of any paper, because the point you end up making is not always the one you intended to. (elise didn't exist in the first outline of RR!) 2, writer's block usually means you're no longer writing the story you want to be writing. the way around it is backtracking to the last point you were entirely sure you were exactly where you wanted to be and reevaluating what is bogging you down in the muck (shoutout maggie stiefvater's writing seminar for that one).

this is more process than anything but i live and die by outlines. i usually do three acts, two big arcs in each act, and then scene by scene notes. writing without an outline makes me feel like i'm stumbling into the future.

i hope this is at all helpful, and if you ever want to give me one man spoilers commiserate about longform fic in my discord dms you are always welcome :)

LLAP!!