#v pissed at one of my professors rn

[tkbrokkoli]

vent 😓

[lowkeyorloki]

BC anon hiiii OKAY YIKES I did actually make it all the way through and not read asis until I was done with everything today however it had nothing to do with my own personal willpower and everything to do with the fact that my professors absolutely have it out for me but ANYWAY I KNEW Y/N WOULD DO IT I KNEW LOKI WOULD NEVER DUMP Y/N I’m not happy they broke up but I am kind of happy it was y/n who did it bc it means I guessed right lol ALSO okay I think that y/n is also gonna be the one to initiate getting back together however I’m on Loki’s side in this break up I almost don’t want him to take her back lol just bc I didn’t like how she brought Narvi into this like LEAVE HIM ALONE WHATS WRONG WITH YOU like I get she brought narvi into it for a reason and didn’t actually want to hurt him but like now I’m like okay Loki dont let her around your son anymore when Loki said “what am I going to tell narvi” OOF OW OW OW WHY WHY WHY and omg I also got pissed at y/n bc after PURPOSEFULLY hurting Loki (and narvi even tho he doesn’t know it yet) she decides she regrets breaking up with him im like WHAT WAS THE REASON TO HURT THEM THEN!!!! Anyway I have a lot of emotions rn also side note i love the fact that you might write more one shots and stuff for the asis universe once the fic ends im also not ready to say goodbye to dilf Loki or narvi as a character!!! Also last side note but it was perfect asis breakup weather today I swear it was so cold and rainy and windy where I live and I think it’s bc the universe is also mourning professor laufeyson and y/n anyway the vibes were immaculate tho

Hi sorry one more ask from BC anon bc okay WAIT I FORGOT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT THE CLINT STUFF why was I like actually kind of happy Loki failed Clint just because he could like maybe it’s just bc I personally couldn’t care less about Clint Barton as an MCU character but like IDK IT MADE ME WEIRDLY SATISFIED TO KNOW LOKI FAILED HIM ON PURPOSE??? I was like okay YES Loki be vindictive and petty we love to see it anyway maybe I’m just showing blatant favoritism here I get why that information would be upsetting to y/n but idk this chapter made me love asis Loki even more than I already did and made me even more hurt that y/n hurt him I’m like noooooooo whyyyyyyy I even knew she was gonna hurt him and I tried to mentally prepare but it didn’t work

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V PROUD OF YOU FOR GETTING EVERYTHING DONE so you could have a lil chapter of asis. As a treat. Also I'm psyched the weather matched the chapter for you because ~ambiance~ is very important. For me it was 73 degrees and sunny so :/ Also also ty for letting me know you would read more drabbles even after the fic ends! Maybe I'll just make a separate fic literally called "ASIS Oneshots" and update it whenever I have something new... I could even open requests for lil drabbles/oneshots and put them there ;)

LMAO yes I get it BC anon like it sucks that they broke up but hey if that was going to happen at least you can say you were right. It's about small victories. Also *lil jon voice* YEAH coming in hot w/the guess that y/n will initiate getting back together we love to see it. Also YES she regrets it and YES she was mean but Mr. Lokey would not let her go and that's why she was mean he wasn't giving up on her any other way... also though ms. y/n also could have just walked away lol. Literally leave BYE mission accomplished

I ALSO HATE MCU HAWKEYE he's boring and I don't like Jeremy Renner (side note can you believe Jenson Ackles almost was Hawkeye? I think about that daily). I know it's hard to put the feelings, or lack thereof, for that boring bland bowl of oatmeal of a man aside but Loki failing a student just because he felt like it is messed up. My professor glared at me in front of the class yesterday and made everyone watch me (I was checking my email at 10:00:08 and class started at 10 he was having a bad day) and I'm still not over it so if a prof failed me just because I pissed them off a few times I would cry. Also though yeah Clint did antagonize Loki. BUT YOU ARE SO RIGHT that it's fun to see Loki be a bitch. As he deserves! Like the Clint thing serves a narrative purpose obviously but I also wanted to reference Loki's mean streak because it's sexy what can I say. He made it on the Marvel villain and hero posters so he'll be a villain and a hero in asis it's the duality of man it's equality it's giving the people what they want and as shawn mendes would say it's giving cher

I hope you're doing well and have a good weekend!! Thank you for the messages I luv to hear from youuuuu :D <3

[whoreforfanfiction]

They Confess Their Feelings (Mystic Messenger Preferences)

Yoosung

- you two would have to be friends for a while before he felt ready to confess his feelings

- of course, he’s talked to Zen countless times about you already, but never took his advice on telling you how he felt

- at least once a week you were at his house 

- and at least once a month you went out for dinner (which he always insisted on paying for, even though you knew it drilled a hole in his pocket)

- basically, you two spent a majority of your time together

- your favorite was when you’d spend the entire day at his house playing a video game marathon

- you got to spend the most time with him during those

- today though, you two were just sitting on the couch, talking about the new professor that hates him 

- “He’ll come around and see how fun you are,” you commented trying to cheer his sad face up. 

- An immediate blush rose to his pale cheeks

- “You think I’m fun?” he said sheepishly while scratching the back of his neck

- “Of course, silly. Why else would I hang out with you all the time? You’re my favorite person to be around,” you admitted. 

- he knew this was his moment and he tried to remember what Zen had told him to say

- they rehearsed it a million times, but his memory was failing him horribly

- he stumbled around trying to find words to return you with but he eventually just blurted out “I like you!” 

- you were shocked into silence for a second, and he took it the wrong way

- “S-shit forget I said that,” he tried to recover but you had already heard those 3 majestic words

- “No no I like you too! You shocked me there for a second,” you giggled and you pulled him into a shy kiss on the cheek

Zen

- really not shy about his feelings at all

- super self-confident, which is one of the things you liked most about him

- you were friends for a few months and after sharing conversations with you, he knew you were the one

- confided in Yoosung about his feelings since those two are like brothers

- Yoosung knew you liked Zen back

- he said it was a “vibe” he had picked up during your encounters 

- and because you always asked for more selfies in the messenger

- and today, Zen decided he was going to change your friendship and make it something deeper and more meaningful

- you were scheduled to come over to marathon a TV show you both enjoyed

- Zen made sure the scene was set

- he had popcorn, your favorite drink, cozy blankets, tissues for when you cried about characters dying

- really tried to play out every single situation in his head and plan around it 

- when you came over, he made sure you were more than comfortable

- after you two finished your marathon session, you were both somewhat drowsy

- and drowsy conversations lead to deep talk times

- “I like being here with you,” you commented, “I feel safe here.” You cozied up more inside the blanket.

- this boy has never felt more complimented in his life

- “Yeah? Well, I like you!” he said with a slight chuckle that confused you

- “Like? Or like like?” you tried to clarify but ended up sounding like you were gossiping on the elementary playground

- he looked at you, dead in the eyes, “Like like, of course.” 

- “Hehe, I like like you too,” you said as he pulled you closer to his warm body

Jaehee

- very analytical and logical

- she had a theory that you liked her, based on your conversations, but was too scared to actually test it out

- she also knew she felt very strongly towards you 

- more than a friend

- she found herself checking her phone constantly to see if you texted her back

- often got in the way of her work and Jumin started to take her phone for some periods of time

- was in the chatroom CONSTANTLY just hoping you’d show up

- took her breaks when you did enter the chatroom

- you two called at least twice a week after she got off work so she could rant about how bad her day was

- today, you decided to surprise her with chocolates to ease her stress

- you hid behind her desk and jumped out when she came to sit down which did give her a mini heart attack 

- “SURPRISE!” you said as you whipped the chocolates out from behind your back

- her face was firetruck flaming red

- stuttered over her words a lot

- “I like you a lot Jaehee, homo intended, and I wanted to make sure you had a good day today,” you confessed hoping she reciprocated you feelings

- she pressed down her skirt and composed herself

- “I like you too, and I promise next time I will return your kindness,” she stated lovingly while grabbing the chocolates out of your hand

Jumin

- didn’t know what his feelings were for the longest time

- finally, he decided to talk to Zen about them since he is the king of feelings

- “You stupid heir!! You like her! Tsk it’s so sad you can’t even tell that” Zen scolded

- like? that was a new emotion and this one he enjoyed very much

- whenever he was around you, he got these feelings in his stomach and felt a burst of energy

- he was never sad or upset when he was in close proximity with you

- very inexperienced with relationships and didn’t know the best way to show you how much he cared about you 

- Zen also warned him not to throw his money at you because you might get scared off

- he was going to think of an old-fashioned nice way to show you he liked you, without using his money

-  watched lots of love movies to study up because he wanted this to be meaningful

- the common theme he deduced from all the movies was flowers and he happened to know a phenomenal florist

- was going to call, but remembered that he shouldn’t use his money

- walked around nature for a good 4 hours picking out all the flowers he thought you’d like

- tied them together with string to make a bouquet

- but how to deliver them? shipping them to your house would be easiest since you lived on the other side of the city, but he knew that wouldn’t be personal

- he also didn’t wanna arrive at your door in his limo or one of his expensive cars 

- he didn’t want it to come off as him flexing his wealth in an attempt to woo you

- so what did he do? he walked

- this rich boy walked 7 miles to your house

- which was fine until it started to rain

- you heard a gentle knocking at your door and rushed to let him in

- “You’re soaking,” you commented in concern as you ran to the bathroom to get him a towel 

- “I like you,” he got to the point and handed you the dripping bouquet

- you innerly squealed with happiness

- “I like you too!!” you said as you jumped and hugged him around the neck

- you tried to pull away after a second, but he held you there for a moment longer

- “I’m glad you like it,” he said exhausted then sat down on the couch

- drifted off to sleep not much longer aww poor baby

Saeyoung

- you two talked ALL THE MOTHER FUCKING TIME - hung out rarely because his house was a mess and didn’t want to expose you to Mary Vanderwood 

- but there wasn’t a moment where you weren’t texting or facetiming

- which pissed Vanderwood off 

- you face timed which he worked

- you two didn’t talk much during those times, but you appreciated having the company

- at night before bed though was when you two really talked

- he asked about your day and let you talk first

- you could tell he actively listened and truly cared about even the most mundane things that happened that day

- “When you went, did you get the barista you liked?” he asked knowing he hacked into their system to change that person’s hours to when he knew you’d be visiting

- “Yea! I’ve been having him more often now! I’m very happy and my tastebuds are happy too!” You were completely oblivious to his meddling and he thought it was adorable

- one night on facetime, you picked up an hour later then usual and he was upset

- “What’s wrong?” you asked after noticing he had been short with you

- “God dammit M/C I like you and this is the best part of my night! I hate when it’s delayed for one second, let alone an hour,” he complained not knowing he had just admitted his feelings towards you

- “Y-you like me?” you questioned back. you knew you heard him correctly, you just wanted to hear it again.

- “Damn it,” he swore just now noticing his slip up

- you were giggling over the phone

- “What?” he crankily asked, hating the situation thinking you didn’t return the feelings

- “I like you too my defender of justice,” you said while flashing him the biggest smile

- his heart got all warm and happy and all he did was sit and smile in silence for a while

IF YOU WANT ME TO ADD V AND SAERAN MESSAGE ME AND I’LL DO IT TOMORROW BUT IM TIRED RN

[thedeviljudges]

ima go on a big rant real damn quick that no one cares about bc im fuckin L I V I D.

fuck group projects?????????? fuck them all????????? they NEVER. FUCKING. WORK. like i don’t give a shit how ‘team building’ it’s meant to be. no one wants to do jack SHIT. they wanna wait til the last fucking minute. and it’s like. y’all do realize that shit can happen, right? the site to turn this in could go down. we have a whole ass WEEK to do this, and y’all wanna fucking play.

on TOP OF THAT we’re in JOURNALISM. we’re in fucking program that prioritizes deadlines. like, buddy. y’all. you ain’t gonna fucking make it in the real world if ya keep this bullshit up. you don’t fucking mess with deadlines. you don’t play around. you’re fucked if you do that.

and i’m just. i’m tired. i’m tired of being the bad guy and prompting everyone to be on top of their shit. i wanna talk to my professor, but if i do that, i’m not sure how she’ll handle it in terms of making shit fair. and the reason i’m so angry is bc it’s not just group work we’re doing in class. we have a final project (i have another group project in another class that i’ve get to sus out whether or not they’re decent people or not)., and that project is our fucking final.

which MEANS if they fucking half ass this, like they’re all half assing our assignments right now... what does that mean? a bad grade for me, lmao. the fact that professors think it’s okay to plan their course so that your grade heavily relies on other people is fucking RIDICULOUS. i’m not paying an arm and a leg for fucking tuition only to have a group of dumbass---bc let’s be real, that’s what they are ok---ruin my chance at a decent grade AND my goddamn ability to graduate this semester.

and i’m also pissed because NONE of them deserve my grade. they don’t. i’m tired of being used. and i’m tired of people thinking this behavior is acceptable. like, i get it. procrastination is a real thing, but at least work on it for 10 minutes a day??? not all of it in one chunk?? listen. i don’t know, but if there’s one thing i’ve learned, it’s that deadlines mean something, and regardless of me procrastinating on things myself, i always make sure i have my shit done the day before it’s due. i set my deadlines earlier than normal so that i know not to fuck around in case i find myself wanting to put shit off.

i’m upset because it’s not fair. and my brain is just too stretched thin from all the years of having to deal with this bullshit. i can’t wait to fucking leave this mess. like, i’m literally at a breaking point rn, lmao. so i’m sorry if this post seems extra harsh, but this comes from years of this happening, and in my final semester, i’m just at my last fucking straw.