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shouaddict · 23 days ago

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End Game

Pairing: Sehun x gn!reader

Genre: angst, non-idol au

Warnings: mild language, mentioned alcohol consumption, implied issues with communication patterns and jealousy, kind of open ended.

Summary: Sehun reached out after a painful breakup. Just a week had passed since he ended the relationship, and now he was trying to ask for another chance, or at the very least, for you to listen to him.

Word count: 1.6K+

A/N: I heard end game by Cat Burns and had to write something. At first, I wanted to write it quite angsty and make them fight, but as I continued writing, I couldn’t leave it with at least a little bit of hope even if it’s still open ended.

I was stupid, okay? Give me a chance to make it right, yeah?

The taste of alcohol on your lips wasn’t as bitter as what those words on your phone made you feel. Your head was spinning, it had for hours after lying on your bed the entire morning. The dimmed room made you look like a lonely shadow within rumpled sheets. This wasn’t your best moment; you couldn’t deny that. However, how could you do anything else with the hurt you carried the entire week?

The strings stopped being pulled, and you finally had time to allow your soul to go into catharsis. Two years, two years was how long you invested your feelings in a relationship that had probably been doomed since the start. But you loved him, you probably still do.

No, you still do.

That’s why those words feel like addictive poison. You believed them so many times only to be betrayed all at the same time.

He won’t change. He needs to heal first, but he’s stubborn. Not only that, but he quit first. Why is he reaching out again a week later to ask for one more chance? How dare he?

As you threw your phone against the bed, it bounced and fell on the floor, and in unison, the sound of your doorbell blended with the crash of your phone’s screen.

“God fucking damn it!”

You didn’t even bother looking at who it was or how you looked, you just grabbed your phone and went to open the door. “What are you doing—“

“Can we talk? Please? Hear me out, yeah?”

He looked pathetic, or at least that’s what you tried to repeat to yourself in your head. In reality, your instincts fought for control to hug him and cuddle to soothe him, and then pamper him for as long as he needed until his smile graced his face again.

“I truly don’t know why you’re here, Sehun. What would you even say?” You had to take a deep breath before the tears could start to fall again. “You-I was the one who-damn, Sehun, leave. I can’t do this. Please, leave.”

You noticed the nervous balancing of his feet and his fidgety fingers hiding in his pockets. He wasn’t just nervous; he was desperate; he truly needed to let something deep inside him come to light. Yet, you’ve seen this before. He bottled up his emotions and only let them out when you fought. As for the positive ones, he barely worded them out and almost made you beg for them.

Sehun searched for your eyes with his pleading ones. “I know I don’t deserve another chance. But I want to be better, for myself, for us. I miss you. I had for weeks before I-before I ruined everything… I was so stupid, baby-oh, uh-sorry.” He took a deep breath, and the light in his eyes changed; hope and regret brimmed from them. “All I’m asking for is a conversation. If, after that, you still want me to leave, I will. But please, hear me out.”

The sincerity and tenderness in his voice were unmistakable. You hesitated. For you, it felt too recent still, as if it had happened the night before, but it seemed that he had managed to process most of it already. Part of you wanted to shut the door, yet another part yearned to understand. For good times’ sake, you still cared for him. He was a big part of your life for so long; that’s why it hurt even more to lose him over something so trivial, but it was him who called it quits.

With a shaky breath, you moved aside, silently granting his request to talk. You made yourself a promise that exact second in which he stepped in and looked back at you with worried eyes: you would listen, but you wouldn’t forgive easily, not anymore.

Sehun sat down on the couch, but not before he hesitated, looking between you and your phone as you placed it on the coffee table. He took a deep breath. “Are you okay? Need some water?” he asked. Your stomach twisted at his concern for you, and you almost hated yourself for the way you felt the care for him in your heart still remained—the way those simple words could move you.

He waited quietly, but you knew that if he didn’t start talking, you would break down right there. “No need for that; just talk. I’m listening.”

His hesitation was evident. He looked at the kitchen of your apartment, straight to where you kept your vitamins and medicine in case you caught a cold. He was the one who kept it full whenever he could.

Your tears were about to fall down again, but his words made you blink back at him. “I’m sorry… you didn’t deserve any of this pain.” He extended his hand towards yours but quickly withdrew as your fingers clenched into a tight fist.

“I failed you, but all I want right now is to make this up to you, on your terms,” he said as he seemed to hold back tears, his voice shaky and almost breaking. “You don’t have to decide anything yet, but let me explain first, and I’ll respect your decision; you’re in control here.”

At your nod, he started. “I’m not trying to make up excuses, even if it may sound like that, but… these past weeks, work had been stressful, and the situation with mom being sick and dad being away, not helping or talking to me at all, added to that, and I didn’t handle anything of it well.”

He stopped; you knew him too well, and it hurt because all you wanted to do then without hearing anything else was sit beside him and reassure him. You tensed your legs, hoping they didn’t move unconsciously.

“I didn’t want to burden you because I knew you were working on that big project at work, so I never said anything,” he shrugged. “Then at the party last week, when I saw you so happy without me talking to someone I didn’t even know… I felt this pinch in my gut that I didn’t understand. Looking back, I realize it was jealousy. Which is stupid, because I have always trusted you, but everything was piling up, and seeing you like that sent me over the edge. I’ve never felt that way before, and I didn’t know how to deal with it.”

Regret and hurt painted his dark eyes when you caught him looking back at you. You tried to soften your reaction, since it shocked you to hear him talk about jealousy when he had always been so confident and secure about you two. However, you let him talk it all through. A little curiosity sparked up at this new information, and you wanted to truly comprehend it all.

“That next night… ugh… it was such a stupid fight. I never meant to tarnish our memory of that night we ended up having ramyeon because you chose a new restaurant that served awful food. I love that memory. I loved spending that night eating ramyeon at the convenience store in our pajamas. It was the mention of that guy’s name about his restaurant suggestion he told you about at the party. I knew you were being playful by mentioning our little memory, and I just…”

“Couldn’t afford to try a new restaurant again due to a bad choice and end up having ramyeon for dinner,” you repeated unintentionally as you remembered his words.

Sehun let out a heavy breath, and his eyes glistened. “I’m sorry. I really sound stupid, and that wasn’t even the worst I said that night. But breaking up, that was the worst mistake of my life. I realized I was being a coward; I hardly ever let you in and always tried to push you away from my bad parts. I didn’t quite realize soon enough that it was one and I—if I’d just been honest about what I was going through, we could’ve gotten through it together. I wouldn’t have hurt you with my stupid jealousy. Bringing this up is hard, but you deserve to know everything. I couldn’t fathom hurting you the same way you have been hurt before. I want you to be okay, even if this means letting you go now.”

Silence found its way after he let everything out. It all felt quite new since he hardly ever talked so much about what was going on with him. He told you about his stressful days at work, but very vaguely. He told you about his mom, but no details about the situation with his dad.

You were used to just listen to what he offered and be there for him, distract him, share some insight, or give him some advice if you could. You also never asked, and now you were starting to see it wasn’t just him at fault; you also yelled stupid things that night, reacting blindly.

A single tear fell down his cheek. You bit your lip, trying to stop it from trembling and making it easier for your own tears to fall.

You still found yourself reaching for his hand, soothingly brushing your thumb on the back of it. “I appreciate your honesty. It means a lot.” A shaky breath came out of you as buried hurt surfaced.

“It’s still too fresh… I’m not ready to say everything is okay yet. As much as I want to believe we can get past this, I need space, time.” You stopped as you saw his tears falling and raised a hand to try to stop them. “I haven’t really processed all that happened yet. I had no idea you were jealous. But keeping things bottled up—that’s not okay either. You have to meet me halfway. No pulling away when life gets hard.”

You took a deep breath before you said the next words, considering everything you heard and everything you felt. “If you wanna start again, then, can you change?”

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shouaddict · 2 months ago

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☰ 𝐒𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞

⧫ Character: Benkei

⧫ Reader: female | AFAB

⧫ Wordcount: 1.2k

⧫ Summary: Benkei is a little more rough with you for once

⧫ WARNINGS: sub!reader, fingering, spanking, oral (m!receiving), cum eating, unprotected sex

⧫ A/n: don’t want to miss a post? Sign up for my Taglist in my Navi! (This is a repost from my old blog)

Meeting Benkei was intimidating, that huge mountain of muscles towering over you with a scowl on his face he seemed to wear all the time. “Trust me, he's only half as bad as he looks” your friend Shinichiro joked and you nodded, trying not to flinch every time the man moved but you came to realize that Benkei was awfully aware of his appearance and how people saw him. The last thing he wanted to do was to scare you so he was extra gentle, earning himself a special spot in your heart and soon you found yourself calling the tall man just to hang out, spending more and more time with him as you grew comfortable around his antics.

Of course his gentle and careful behavior wasn't an act, he would never hurt the people he truly cares for and that seemed to cause some issues in your relationship at some point. Benkei loved you dearly but he treated you like fine china, hands barely ghosting over your skin, hips rolling into you with utmost care, it almost drove you insane. It's not like you didn't love the way he treated you, the way he made love to you but something bothered you… It was the way he was clearly holding back. More times than not his knuckles were white from how hard he gripped the sheets, a concentrated look on his face or how his hands fisted your hair and immediately let go again when you were giving him a good time. So you decided to finally speak up, voice out your desires in hopes he can let go and be as rough as he wants with you.

He was stumbling to the bedroom with you in his arms, tongues fighting for dominance before you were gently placed on the bed and he removed his tank top. Before he was able to kiss you again you placed your hands on his chest, making him stop and look at you with worry to which you sighed, pecking his lips shortly. “Why are you being so gentle with me? I like it when you’re rough.” You said sincere and Benkei almost looked offended. “I couldn't forgive myself if i ever hurt you” he answered eventually, sitting down next to you, looking like a beaten puppy and you cupped his cheek to make him look at you. “I promise that I can take it… And if not - Dragon. That's the safe word, yeah?” You reassured him and he took a while again to answer, eventually agreeing even though he wasn’t one hundred percent sure of it.

With a smirk you got undressed and placed yourself across his lap, sticking your ass up in a teasing way. “Then hit me big guy. Show me just how strong the famous Redcliff is” You hummed, wiggling your ass around and he groaned, a big hand kneading the flesh of your ass before it connected with it with a harsh slap, making you yelp. He immediately felt guilty but the way you looked up at him with those lust blown eyes made him do it again, this time earning a porn worthy moan from you. “You enjoy it when I hit you, hm angel?” He hummed and spanked you again, admiring the way you were squirming in his hold. “Yes. Please - again” You begged, addicted to the sting each of hif hits left behind, your arousal almost dripping onto his thighs below you.

This didn't go by unnoticed by him, pushing two fingers into you without a warning “such a naughty little girl… Getting off from getting spanked” he groaned, pumping his fingers in and out of your sopping cunt. Just before you had the chance to release he removed them, slapping your plush cheeks once again. He didn't expect that this pushed you over the edge but it did, whining as your cunt clenched around nothing and he enjoyed watching you struggle through the ruined orgasm.

You were quickly manhandled off his lap so he could undress himself completely, his impressive length hanging right in your face “You know what to do, sweetheart. Open up” he mused and smeared the tip of his cock along your lips, eagerly opening your mouth to give him what he wants. The look on your face when he pushed you down all the way was almost enough to let him cum right there but he was far from done with you, fisting your hair in a makeshift ponytail but keeping your nose nuzzled against the small patch of hair at the base. “Tap my thigh twice if it's too much, Baby” he reassured you, always putting your comfort first. You did your best to nod and that was all he needed, thrusting in and out of your throat to hear you gag and moan around him as he fucked your face the way you always dreamed off. Your nails were digging into his thick thighs in an effort to keep yourself grounded, enjoying the way each thrust stretched your throat open for him. Benkei was so lost in the pleasure, groans rumbling out of his chest along with praises but his fun was over too quickly, hips stuttering and you moaned, doe eyes looking up at him as he released his seed down your throat, pushing your head down all the way again. The lack of oxygen paired with the way his length twitched on your tongue had your mind spinning, your own fingers coming to rub your clit, slick running down your thighs.

He laughed amused when he pulled you off of him “still didn't get enough, Baby?” He asked in disbelief and pushed your hands away before harshly pushing you on all fours, using his weight to push your face into the pillows as he lined himself up with your needy core.

He slid in with esse from how wet you were for him, immediately bottoming out with one hard thrust, another moan rumbling through the room. His pace was ruthless, slamming his hips into yours while all you could do was lay there and take it, the force of his thrusts making it hard to stay in the position but you didn't want him to stop, legs already shaking from the pure pleasure. When you slid further away, unable to hold yourself up longer, he sneered “quit running away” he grunted and fisted your hair again to pull you up and towards his chest, one hand firmly planted on your hips as his onslaught of thrusts continued.

This new angle was all it took for you, screaming his name as you came hard, liquids gushing out of you on the sheets below, some of it dripping down his heavy balls and he pushed you into the pillows again to give you a final powerful thrust, followed by a broken moan of your name. You felt how his seed painted your insides white, twitching heavily inside of you as you milked him for everything he had to give.

It stayed silent for a short while, only panting to be heard before he pulled out and laid down on the bed, immediately pulling you into his chest. “This was- wow” he chuckled, feeling spent from it all and you nodded, kissing his broad chest. “I told you i can take it” You giggled but poked his chest shortly after “but i don't think i can walk or sit for a day or two”.

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shouaddict · 2 months ago

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ok big oblivious men are so attractive but what about big smart men? what about big men who know what they’re talking about? big men who know you’re flirting with them and shoot you a gentle smile and flirt back in the same tone as you, watching as your face flushes and you start to stumble over your words. big men who are able to read the room when you are upset and immediately ask you to communicate with them instead of keeping to yourself, big men who are so gentle, big hand caressing your face and shushing you as you sob over it being too much, that you can’t take it.

��sure you can, baby. don’t you wanna make me proud?”

big men who will let you tease them throughout the day, watch as you wear the tiniest shorts and deepest v-cut with your boobs almost spilling out of your shirt. big men who, once the sun sets and you think you’re ready to go to sleep, fold you in half and bully their fat cock into you, pressing a hand on your stomach and watching proudly as your eyes roll to the back of your head.

“you can take it. I know you can.”

I love big men.

all might, benkei, fatgum, yaga, your fave.

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shouaddict · 2 months ago

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Tokyo revengers basic NSFW headcannons pt. 2

Characters- Taiju, Inui, Koko, Ran, Rindou, Sanzu, Izana, Shinichiro, Wakasa, Benkei, Takeomi

Read the first part here

Proofread by my lovely partner @nxll-n4m3

Taiju-

Chat I think we know. I think we KNOW this man has a MONSTER cock chat. Ain't nobody arguing that. He's 6'5" and built like a fucking 18 wheeler, yeah no question he's hung. 8.7. and I KNOW that's unethical. Trust me, he knows it too. And he'd be more cocky about it if it didn't dissuade almost everyone from even attempting to take that. I feel like he wouldn't have much, if any experience. I can see him sleeping around a teensy bit to relieve stress and then getting really guilty about it. But then again, he's a very pious man, so I can also absolutely see him saving himself for marriage (though he might cheat a teensy bit with oral or mutual masturbation) speaking of which, this man is SO guilty about falling for a guy. You're gonna have to deal with the world's most internalized homophobe ever. Religious trauma is a hell of a thing. A swift topic change, grooming. I don't see him caring much, but he will tidy it up a bit if you want him to. All while very loudly grumble curses under his breath of course. Long, thick, black and surprisingly not all that curly.

Seishu-

He gives me the vibe of someone who can be surprisingly subby if he trusts you enough. But he'd need to REALLY trust you to be that vulnerable in your presence. He's absolutely a switch and I don't think he actually has much of a preference, apart from the fact that he's more top and dom leaning the less he knows you. Then again, he has to trust you a fair amount to get into bed with you anyways, this boy does not sleep around even a little. Actually he hates the idea and finds it a little scumbaggy. As for physical description, pretty middle of the road both in size and grooming. 6.2-3, absolutely a grower and not a shower. His cock is the same really pale colour as his skin. He keeps himself a little tidy down south, but can't be bothered to give it more than a trim every now and again. Wispy and blonde, honestly looks almost white in the right lighting.

Koko-

Fancy rich boy smells like fancy rich soap and fancy rich cologne. Nah jk, that man wears perfume not cologne, and honestly, more power to him, he pulls it the fuck off. I think he's very cleanly. Clean, orderly, and fancy shmancy. Tell me why I think he'd own stupid expensive lingerie? I know he would. He swears up down and sideways the first time you find them that they're not for him to wear (they totally are). Pretty big toy collection too, can't convince me otherwise. This man needs his ass ate, I don't make the rules, I just work here. He NEEDS IT. He's super clean down there so it's not gross or anything, and it's just about his favorite activity. In other words, eat the rich- (who said that-) decent 5.7, not particularly large, but enough to get the job done. He's another one I feel like honestly might prefer being clean shaven. He might have a small tuft of curly black hairs, but it would definitely be meticulously kept as he can't stand the feeling of too much hair down there, it annoys him to no end.

Ran-

Biggest tease. BIGGEST TEASE. Brat. BRAT. He's a switch, but by God is he a pain in the ass as a bottom. He doesn't know the meaning of the word submit. He will get on your nerves and try to provoke you until you're fed up and just bend him over the nearest surface. Lowkey gives me the vibe of an exhibitionist. Like, semi-public sex would turn him on so much. Drag him into a bathroom or random alleyway and he'll pop an instant boner. Definitely a brat taming kink and it goes both ways, it's just whoever feels like putting the other in their place, he's cool with it either way. Pull his hair, wrap your hand around his throat, he's a lil freaky freak like that. Really though, an experimentalist, he's willing to try damn near anything at least twice. Definitely has a fair amount of experience, total fuckboy over here. He has a revolving door of guys and gals that want to get in those pants. It's really not that hard to do, what is hard to do is get into that heart. (Cheesy I know) But seriously, if you somehow manage to actually bag this man, you have him under lock and key and he's yours forever, loyal as a dog despite what you might think. Probably about 6.10ish maybe pushing 7" when fully erect. Man's is six feet tall, he's got some length to him, just saying. I feel like he would stay on top of grooming pretty alright, largely because of how much he likes to sleep around, he needs to be presentable down there at all times just in case he randomly bags a hottie while he's out. After getting into a relationship, he's a bit more indifferent to it, but still likes to keep it a little tidy for your sake.

Rindou-

A lot of people assume he's also a fuckboy because of Ran, he's not, and that assumption actually bugs him a lot. He finds sleeping around to be pointless and stupid, and he lowkey kind of silently judges Ran for it. He's a sadistic assholes that loves mocking your whining. At least in the bedroom, he's surprisingly sweet otherwise and just in general. But that same sadistic side that shows when he's fighting shows through during sex. I feel like he might bottom with some convincing, but he'll also be a brat. (A brat that sobs openly when edged enough) However he'll do the same to you when things are the other way around. To my masochistic brothers, here's your man. He's safe and consensual about it, maybe periodically checking up on you but he will absolutely pull your hair, bite you, whip you, spank you, slap you, hell maybe even spit on you if that's your thing. He's a pretty big S&M guy in general, but is the world's biggest enthusiast of *safely* practicing bdsm. Informed consent is key with this man (as it fucking should be). He's the type who likes music in the background, but he is willing to let you choose the music. He can go without, but he prefers it with. 6.7 in length I feel like sounds about right for him. He may or may not decide to actually groom down there, no real guarantee, it depends on the day and how he feels. I headcannon him to be borderline or straight up gender fluid, swapping between cis masc and enby. Some days he prefers it with a little bush and other days he's just like "No. No this cannot do, it must go." So, y'know- ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

Sanzu-

Oh, where do I even start with this batshit crazy bastard of a druggie (He's just like me frfr). Admittedly, probably doesn't sleep around much, even though he tries. His crazy scares almost everyone away, if the scars didn't already do the trick (wanna know how I got these scars lookin' headass) but honestly, you probably met him at a bar or a club, and he was probably flirting with you because he's high as shit. I can't see him easily getting into a relationship, but when he does he's absolutely infatuated. Devoted. You are his god. It's almost unsettling how far he's willing to go for you. That also translates into the bedroom. He has his preferences, (AHEM body worship) but assuming he truly does love you and it's not just some spur of the moment one nighter, he's more than willing to do anything, and I mean ANYTHING to please you. No kink too nasty or too far for him. He'll do that in everyday life too. If want him to buy something for you, legal or illegal, he'll do it. He'll make it happen. You hate someone, or someone getting creepy on you? They suddenly go *cough cough* "missing". He loves him some high sex, but I can see him wanting to be at least mostly sober during sex if you're dating. To savor the experience, really. He would totally get high after though. Snorting lines after sex is his go to. A little on the smaller side-ish, maybe around 5.4 or so. But he can use it pretty well if he's sober. He gets sloppy and borderline animalistic when high. He does not care AT ALL about grooming, but again he'd blow up the sun for you if he truly loves you, so he'd do it before you could finish blinking if you ever asked him to.

Izana-

Our favorite half Filipino boy right here. First things first. Sensitive. This man is so incredibly starved for attention and love, he can handle the hardest punches like a champ, but if you lightly and lovingly trace his skin, he's gone. He's dead, putty in your hands. His mind buffers like he's running on widows xp with dial up. He cannot compute this. Rough sex he's fine with, it's probably what he's used to, what he's comfortable with. But soft, gentle, slow sex? It's gonna take a minute to build up to that point. But seriously, hold this man like he's made of glass for a minute, he needs it. He'll complain about it, but he loves it. He so desperately needs someone to show him that sunshine and rainbows even exist at all. He's possesive too. If you show him an ounce of affection, he'll demand gallons and will never let anyone near you. Because how dare you even consider showing anyone else that same affection? It's like how he hates Mikey because of his jealousy over Shinichiro. Anyone who he deems to be a threat, he'll hate them (he's borderlining yandere) Really he's just jealous because he's insecure, give him reassurance and he'll calm down. Well, somewhat. I can imagine him being pretty middle of the road, 5.8 would be my guess. Another type who doesn't pay much mind to his grooming down there, especially in the time skip. Much like Sanzu, this man damn near worships you, so yeah, he'd start manscaping in a heartbeat if you wanted him to. Just ask and he'll do it. Main difference is with Sanzu you 100% have to tell him verbally or he'll never pick up on. Izana may or may not notice if you dislike it, still better to just tell him though. (Communication is good chat, talk to your partners jfc)

Shinichiro-

Awkward dork. Total dweeb and I mean that in the most affectionate way possible. He's a loser and a lame-o, and we all love him for it. He's so babygirl coded fr. He will do everything in his power to please you (and probably fail miserably) whether in the bedroom or not. He tries though, his heart is in the right place and that's what counts. Though he can get a little dejected and self conscious about it, so you just have to remind him that it doesn't bother you and that he's fine the way he is. Please tell him he's fine the way he is. He's tried to dirty talk once before, but ended up stuttering and then became self aware halfway through, visibly cringing because let's be honest, whatever he said was probably pretty cringy. But it just wound up in both of you laughing about it, both in the moment, and looking back on it later. But he does really love you, and it shows in everything he does. I feel like he'd really like cuddle fucking and missionary. Really, he just wants to feel close to you. He likes to be able to hug you while you fuck. He can't dirty talk for the life of him as previously discussed, so he's usually not very verbal, only really moaning out curses or your name. Don't get me wrong, he's vocal, just not verbal. Occasionally when he's in the mood for a more rough type of encounter, he can and will turn into a babbling mess underneath you. However, if you dirty talk to him at all, he will absolutely lose his mind and go beet red, hiding his face in your chest or the crook of your neck. This boy loves nothing more than looking into your eyes, carresing you and kissing you during sex. He's a hopeless romantic is what he is. Actually decently long, 7.6, makes sense, he's over six foot. I feel like he'd definitely try to groom down there when you're dating, but he might fuck up a little and nick himself a couple times. But as always, hell make an effort to look his best and do his best for you.

Wakasa-

Ahem. Point to the best ass eater please?

👉w a k a s a i m a u s h i👈

But seriously. This man's tongue is magical (yes I'm biased, he's my fav leave me tf alone) but really, he gives me the vibe of someone who knows what he's doing. He's got experience and ✨talent✨ in regards to sexy time. And he's strong enough to toss your ass around like a raggedy anne doll, even despite how short he is. C'mon, he's owns a gym and he absolutely kicks ass in a fight, you cannot convince me he couldn't throw me like a tennis ball (I want him to so badly.) Stoner vibes. Hardcore stoner vibes. This man is constantly at least a little buzzed and he's absolutely a plug. You cannot convince me otherwise, I won't listen. This shit is gospel. I feel like he'd be willing to put in some effort for his s/o, but he's a total pillow princess at heart. Whether you're riding him or railing him, as long as he feels good and doesn't have to do shit, he's a happy boy. Really he's just spoiled, doesn't feel like working for a damn thing. He'll get really pouty if you make him beg or work for it, but if you torment and torture him enough he'll comply eventually. Waka is another body worshiper I feel like. Sure, he's a pillow princess, but he likes to have his hands roaming every inch of you at all possible times. His hands and his lips. The softest touches paired with the softest kisses, peppered all over your skin because he just can't get over how perfect you are to him. If you've read my Akihiko x Stoner reader fic, I can imagine that type of scenario. You riding him or him riding you while you share a blunt, just hotboxing yourselves in your room with slow, lazy sex, all of your sense through the damn roof. Another music lover, just something soft and really chill in the background, even better when paired with a good blunt. He's touchy in general when he's high, always having to have contact with you, and he just can't keep himself off of you, same applies to the bedroom, always caressing you without even realizing it. He's packing a relatively solid 5.6. not shabby considering that he's five foot fucking three. Short king, but we love him anyways. I SAID WE STAND WITH OUR SHORT KINGS. He strikes me as the type who grooms semi-frequently, but doesn't obsess about it. He's a lazy guy, but at the same time he doesn't like to be gross y'know? He maintains it, but it's the bare minimum.

Benkei-

Gentle giant, anyone? Because that's what he is. At least when he's with you. Sure, he's only 6'2", but he's pretty fucking wide too. That, and his overall demeanour and personality just gives him the vibe of a big guy. Despite his strength and his tendency to have a hot temper sometimes, he's surprisingly gentle with you. Of course, that's unless you ask him not to be. He'd never dare lay a hand on you in everyday life, but the bedroom has different rules as we all know. He's a big fan of setting up concrete and mutually agreed upon boundaries, and there always has to be a safe word. (Honestly how it should be) Even if you don't have a consent kink, it is undeniabley impressive how hot he can make asking you for verbal consent. He needs explicit verbal consent each time, and absolutely refuses to do anything if either of you are even a little intoxicated unless it was previously discussed. He's such a gentleman in that respect honestly. He'll always listen to your preferences and prioritize your needs first. Even if your into that freaky shit and he's telling you he's just using you as a cock sleeve, really he's always chasing your pleasure more than his own. It's just how he rolls. 7.10, and I will not elaborate. That seems pretty appropriate for him, honestly. He likes to have a bush, but he likes to keep it well kept and trimmed, like how he keeps his beard quite orderly. So there is a tuft of hair down there, black or white, I'm not sure (his natural hair colour isn't confirmed, but I doubt he'd bother dying it.) and it is very well kept. Manscaping is just a part of his everyday routine, same as maintaining his facial hair, he doesn't even think twice about it anymore.

Takeomi-

Another slightly awkward dork, but he tries to pretend he's all confident. May or may not lie about how much experience he has. He might tell you he's slept around a fair bit and dated a lot of people to impress you, but it's obvious he hasn't by how nervous he gets around you. He desperately tried to hide his nervousness too. We all know he's greedy and can get a little self obsessed at times. And I can see why that might make you think that he'd be too much of a narcissist to be a good partner, and I'd say you're only about a quarter right. Yes, having a partner like you would absolutely go to his head a bit. He thinks you're like the best person to ever grace this earth, so he thinks it's a major flex that you'd choose *him* of all people. He would absolutely show you off like some kind of trophy, number one hype man right here. You become his source of pride, next to his gang. I fully believe he's another straight up worshipping type, he thinks you're way too good for him, and as a result hails you like some kind of god and will flaunt you with pleasure. Though if close enough to him, he might be more willing to be vulnerable around you and admit to his overwhelming insecurities and lack of self esteem. It's no secret that his sense of self worth is derived from achievements and material possessions, which is just a tad bit of an issue. Just a tad. This all 100% translates into the bedroom. Tries so hard and fails so miserably to act confident. He'd be more likely to top especially towards the beginning because he feels he has something to prove, he feels that he needs to be more dominant just to show you he cares. But with some time, discussion and a fuckload of reassurance, he'd be willing to bottom. May or may not feel a bit emasculated by it though. Could be a bit of a whiner/whimperer, but again, it takes him a minute to be that comfortable. It's not that he doesn't trust you, he just really doesn't want you to think less of him. Same thing applies to grooming. The only reason he even tries is because he wants to look halfway decent for you. He wants to impress and come across as though he cares. If he cares for himself that makes it seem like he's more capable of caring for you, right? Well, that's his logic anyways. Likes to keep a decent sized tuft of hair because it makes him feel more masculine. Pretty well kept though if I'm being honest, he does a halfway decent job.

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When You're Pregnant- The Love And DeepSpace Men

parings in order: Xavier x Reader, Zayne x Reader, Rafayel x Reader, Sylus x Reader

genre: fluff fluff

a/n: let me know if you want more! any likes and reblogs are always appreciated! enjoy!

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Xavier:

Finding out you were pregnant was one of the best news he's ever gotten in his life. He was determined to be there, every step of the way. He becomes way overprotective over you as your maternity passes by. He would always be close to your side, terrified that if he leaves, he might lose you again.

He wouldn't let you do anything. Laundry? Nope you stay and rest! Grocery shopping? Nope give him the list of what you need. If he found you doing anything by yourself he would immediately step in and help or do it himself.

Whatever pregnancy cravings you want he would either make it for you or go out of his way to get it for you. He would also try it with you no matter how weird it was.

Endless shoulder, back, leg rubs to help sooth your tired and aching body. He can't imagine how tired you must be growing another human inside of you so he wants to take away an discomfort in any way he can.

Zayne:

He's a cardiac surgeon. He knows the anatomy and physiology of the human body. So he checks on you and your bump everyday to make sure everything is alright. At night he makes sure that you sleep in a correct and comfortable position.

Anything you crave he'll either cook for you or he'll pick up or buy. Whatever you need this man will do it all for you.

This man is always ready. He has all the medical dates and any important events written down in his schedule. He would have the best doctors to give you regular check ups, follow up tests, and even for ultrasounds. He would even have a bag packed ready for when your delivery arrives.

If anything felt wrong or you were anxious about anything, you would call him first before any of your doctors and he would immediately be on his way to you.

He would def have a folder of all the scans, tests, reports of all your baby stuff and keeps one in your shared bedroom and one copy in his office. Sometimes he'll go back and read the files and be nostalgic on how much weeks and months have passed by already.

He would have a week free in his schedule in case you deliver before or after the due date. So no surgeries or any meet up with any patients because all his time is yours.

Rafayel:

I think he would definitely be happy but deep down I think he would be nervous. You know this man is clingy but ever since you told him you were pregnant, anywhere you went he would be right beside you.

The more your bump starts showing, he would spend time out of his day talking to you and your baby. You two would spend so much time discussing names and plans for when the baby arrives. When your asleep, he would whisper quietly talking to the baby bump and basking in your beauty. He would fall asleep on your side for talking to the baby bump so late, one hand rested gently on your bump.

He would have an extra room ready for when the baby arrives. He would help pick out what furniture and what baby clothes to buy with you. He would tell you all the ideas of what he would paint for the walls for the baby room.

I def think this man would take pregnancy photo shoots or even paint you to capture the joy and anticipation. But no photo or painting can ever capture what beauty he truly sees in his eyes. He'll have an ultrasound picture in his wallet below a picture of you two and an extra empty space for when the child is born.

Sylus:

He would be by your side as much as he can. When you get morning sickness, he would immediately by you, holding up your hair and rubbing your back. He would carry you back to bed and making you tea.

If you were to have any body aches and need a massage, he's already on it. He would have any ointments and anything you needed to feel comfortable or to ease any discomfort.

Although he wants to stay by your side at all times, he does have to work. This man is the Onychinus's Leader after all. He hates that he has to be so far away from you though. He'll try to stay in contact as much as he can. While he's away he'll have Luke and Kieran take care of things for you. He'll have Mephisto give him checkups if your asleep or taking naps. He'll hire a personal chef to cook you anything you want.

This man has all the money in the world. Whatever you want, you get it. You want this room to be the baby room? It's all yours. You want the whole floor to be the baby room? Say no more. Whatever baby furniture you look at, it's yours. Whatever color you want for the room, it's yours. And if you want it repainted for the 10th time, he'll make Luke and Kieran repaint it again and again.

If it were your 6th or 7th month into pregnancy you would tell him that you found out that babies in the womb can hear stuff outside. He would rest by your side, whispering things to the baby saying things like "Come out soon little one so you don't give mommy such a hard time in there." or "Maybe I should try to sing the baby a song." Which you immediately shut that idea down.

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