#i have a friend

[apoeticwasteoofspace]

Knowing What You Will Never Know

If only I could've never known

If only I had never realized

Everything is different now

But I don't know if it could be for better or worse

I never thought I'd endure this curse

I always thought of it as something only others felt

But no one can compare to you

And I hate that it has to be you

Everything was fine

Because you were my everything

When you were just a friend

All I could and can think about is you

Every time you look at me my heart will sing

But now I know why

Until you I've never been shy

You are my everything

And I hate that I wish it was your arms around me

It feels like such a cliché

To be experiencing this feeling everyone seems to have in this way

That I'd never considered till now

I want to be with you

My face burns and my breath quickens

But I wish I could be that one

Knowing it's something that could never be done

Knowing you would never want me

You were the first make me feel loved

The first to make me feel like more than a waste of space

You listen to me

Every time I start to feel as if I'm being pushed out of the light

You take my hand and invite me back in

No one compares

And no one will ever make me feel the same

There was no way I could've prepared

To feel like this

Why must it be you?

You do not deserve this.

You are the world, the moon and the earth and the wind rushing through my hair

I hope you don't notice my adoring stare

It really isn't that bad

If I'm being honest, I'm honestly glad

I've never truly felt this way

It's new and strange

But I'm happy to watch from the sidelines and bask in your glow

Wrapping myself in the warm feeling I never thought I could have

Knowing what you will never know

[ohday-nonsense]

Had to write this somewhere, this weekend I saw one of my childhood friends that I absolutely love. He's the kindest, smartest, funniest guy I know and we hadn't seen one another in over a year or so. This weekend I got to meet his girlfriend and she's lovely ! I'm happy they found one another.

The reason why I'm writing this is that this guy has been my safe space for many many years, before I even realised I needed one. I have many pictures of us hugging and I realised, whenever we are with our group of friends, you'll find me in his wake, in his arms, or something. No matter if I was in a relationship or he was, it was never like that. He just feels safe and I know I can just rest and let him do the talking and all, he will. For the both of us. I don't need to ask, I'll get a hug and he will make me feel like it's ok. Everything is ok. I love him, and I wish him the absolute best because people like him are treasures.

Here for a love confession

[serpulalacrymans]

It’s not invasive, my dear. I stopped hiding it a long time ago from everyone anyways…I am indeed a beast kin, a fox one to be exact. That was probably obvious…

Anyways, I just wanted to help you out! You always seem so…haunted. So paranoid. So on edge. I was wanting to help take some of that off of you. If you insist on doing it yourself though, I’ll leave you be then!

My methods are quite creative, just keep that in mind.

I.. Thought so. I'm..

ᴵ'ᵐ ᶜᵒⁿᶠᵘˢᵉᵈ..

I can't reach the people I want gone. I don't even.. I don't want them to die. I just wish they would leave me alone. But we can hardly even communicate if at all. I can't reach them, but they can reach me and I'm never any good when approached. I just freeze. I'm not even allowed to be at ease when I sleep. Well that's not true. I do like my dreams. I don't know.

What's in it for you?

[rat-king-they-them]

[glitchdoesart]

Giggling and kicking my feet rn I made a friend and I'm so happy

My honest reaction

[rosicheeks]

Dhxnsnskxmsksnkxnx

[neherandunasflor]

Bro so there was this prompt abt yk this character travelling to the past and DADing himself, supposed to be pure fluff and there was this link in the comments and i did not read it but just clicked. It was not fluff.

😨

[forgetmepleaze]

Tumblr is the only social media to me. Ao3 going down is the worst thing that's ever happened to me but at least we're in this together.

[zaine-the-cat-meme-generator]

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Knowledge Revenge.

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LESBIANS: 2x08 - “Killing is a Cycle”

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[rafeandonlyrafe]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[thelaurenshippen]

watching bridgerton and obviously there were a lot of things wrong with the way socializing has worked in the past, but honestly the idea of a "calling hour" is so appealing. office hours for friendship. you can show up unannounced at my home between 1 and 3pm. you must leave by 3pm. I may give you a pastry. lets bring that back