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Hi I just wanted to ask about Second thoughts in case you forgot about it again
what do those gen alpha kids say? Crashing out??
Yeah. I'm fighting demons rn. The demons that are dragging me to the depths of writers hell, telling me to rewrite it...rewrite it..rewrite it.....howaboutirewritemylifeanddeletemya03bcitsgonnagivemeaseziureoneofthesedays
Ill write it....one of these days.. @pastel-eevee , make sure to remind me to write another chapter of second thoughts, babe...ILY ā„
help. I'll try to write it, thanks for reminding me! And thanks for the ask!
#Yall I'm finna crash out#I hate this book sm#Finna rush it#And then rewrite it#Wait actually should I rewrite it#I'm gonna do it#xlovely liviix
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okay but is this not just bill talking about himself
like stan taking his fatherās fez, bill took his own fatherās top hat and made to reinvent himselfā¦
this whole poem reads as bill trying to make it out that heās soooo powerful that he knows exactly what stanley is thinking, but if he really wanted to get in stanās head, why poetry? why not use direct statements, why use a method of expression directly tied to the feelings of the speaker?
āwhen your actions make it worseā he just wanted to show them the stars
āwhen they see you as a curseā is seeing believing?
āwhen youāve lost track of your liesā LIKE COME ON??? IDENTICAL TO HIS THERAPRISM TRANSCRIPT
back to the poem, āAnd lucky stanāā
unlike stan, billās never won any of his bets, not fully. billās never got his family back. never won when the odds were all against him. heās insanely jealous of stanleyā itās not fair.
āredemption from a life of shameā do you think he feels shameful?
āYou think you left the past behind.ā
āBut trust meā
bill is always asking for trust, but here? when even his lies are lies? i think this one has twisted into the truth. he likes to think heās left the past behind, too.
āIāM STILL ON YOUR MINDā
while also revealing bill may still be āaliveā in stanās mind, it shows just how much being defeated by stanley affected himā¦ this conman, a horrible, cheating liar, managed to save his family. and bill cannot get it off his mind.
(thereās so much more i could talk about hereā like bill screaming in pain right before this??? good god is that good angst material)
#bill cipher#the book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#theraprism#stanley pines#gravity falls#thoughts#i hate this triangle sm#GET OUT OF MY HEAD CIPHER
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I donāt know what scene this panel is from so it may not make sense but I tried
this has the potential to be a meme but i dont know how
#procrastination time#the number of assignments is exaggerated#but you get the point#I hate this book sm#bsd#bsd shitpost
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loathe to give robert any kind of credit but he was so unfathomably based when it came to jaime killing aerys, and not only bc it helped him win the throne.
+ bonus bc nedās honor code dictates him to be contemptuous of the guy who killed the king who cooked his brother and father alive
#i LOVE this conversation sm I hate robert but in this. in this alone I support him#asoiaf#book quotes#jaime lannister#robert baratheon#*
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i have ALWAYS promptly looked forward to jason grace's povs in the hoo books to the point where'd I'd flip the pages till I find the words "JASON" and would count the amount of povs he has in the whole book before I even finished reading, so I feel excited knowing that I'll get to his povs soon. there, I said it.
#there is no 'i skip jason's povs' allowed in this household sorry I love him too much#if im a loser for liking no LOVING his povs then so be it idc#I genuinely felt interested in reading his povs bc he was the only one without memories#like we don't know who is how got there what he's in chb for?? his mind was so blank that even I felt confused for the poor guy#the sheer devastation I felt when I saw people hating on him online after I read the hoo books š#even yesterday I saw a person comment on a jason pinterest post about how he is so uninteresting unfunny and insensitive-#and that they felt bad nico had come out to jason of all people. like okay what did jason ever do to deserve this treatment dam#all poor young me wanted to do was discuss how much I love him and what a great character he was-#i genuinely loved his povs??? he is so dry chill and sarcastic I love it sm bc same jason#whenever he analyzes people's behaviours and notices their habits>>>#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa
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I think i got asthenia after drawing it (alt ver under the cut!)
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#the book of bill#artists on tumblr#do you.. do you like a fleabag reference..#i was saving it for my ocs initially but newer drew it#pines twins i've sacrificed my galaxy brains idea for you are you happy bastards#literally crawled out my artblock 4 this (actually it's not artblock it's just. being employed#i hate going to work sm#TW iām insane#i had to repost it. sorry
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hear me out. nsfw mentions ahead
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re6 leon in which the events of re2 never happen, he doesn't become a police officer until chris recommends it to get over a break up, smth abt finding your purpose or fuck tht
he's got no idea what he's doing in the goddamn room, six months of training later, but theres a shiny new badge on his chest and a can do attitude that disappears as soon as he twists over his shoulder to check out his t.o.
shit, you must be at least, what, a decade younger than him? he has to hold back a scoff when sergeant dismisses the room, and suddenly he's left alone with your silent, wide eyes looking up at him.
you keep him behind you in your quick, clicking steps, allowing little time for the questions he asks, trying to pry that little shell of yours open. but you're unrelenting, in the way that he is, in your serious posture and his amused demeanor.
a demeanor that "has no place on the force", you tell him a week later, just after he's turned the corner and tripped over the felony you handcuffed just seconds ago.
he huffs and puffs on the ground, but he knows that you're the big bad wolf in his story. and he's not about to swap roles to become little red riding hood.
so after crashing at chris' penthouse with a cooler full of cold beer, a recovering heart and heavy thoughts, he realizes that he can do so much better. become what you expect.
and the man that walks in the day after? well, he's not the same old man whose back you were snickering behind when he got the captain's office and the locker room mixed up, courtesy of your fellow cops.
you feel more like a cheetah around its prey than a partner to him, especially with the snarky banter that flows easily, the subtly thrown smiles and winks during an ambush, his awkward yet sweetly charming demeanor.
and guess who can really judge a book by its cover? well, in this case, you suppose by its age.
to be honest, the only thing stopping you from pouncing is the number printed next to his name on the file that's two months late, sending all you've known about him into a loophole.
it appears that sometimes, the force of objects thrust into motion cant be stopped, and the events that ensure one night during a late night study of the rook book ends up with a pair of boots tangled in his sheets.
the thrill of getting caught is delicious, hell, its the reason you became a goddamned cop. but you've been denied that thrill all your life, and when it finally comes to you in the form of this glorious man, you should've realized there would've been some kind of problem.
your crazy big hint was the sun-crinkled eyes, salt and pepper stubble and old man advice, but that's hard to think about when his mouth is buried between your thighs, and even harder is to remember the question he asked beforehand, now somehow expecting an answer as he smothers your hips in wet, sticky kisses. blissfully broken and gazing at the book with glazed eyes.
because how the fuck are you supposed to memorize how to identify a gun when that was the best head you've gotten in years? but when he finally sinks into you with a groan, you realize that there is one gun you will always be able to identify on sight.
better pray that doesn't show up on the quiz though.
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#ITS LITERALLY A THE ROOKIE AU#im sorry i actually hate all booktok books sm its not even funny i think tcp is the only exception#CAN U TELL AHAHAHHAHAH#nah im not gonna write this i have iiyb to write and then the fairy tales shit so like hahaha..#but for nlw this is js smth that i needed to get out yk?#if i ever finish the series then yessss i will#can you hear the booktok hate at the end...#jj yaps#leon kennedy#fic ideas???#the rookie#resident evil#leon s kennedy#leon kennedy x reader#resident evil 4#leon scott kennedy#jj's puffs#leon kennedy smut#re6 leon smut#re6 leon#leon resident evil#resident evil x reader#the rookie au
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im going crazy with how people are starting to agree with snow that sejanus was really stupid and deserved what was coming to him. reading the books first should be a pre requisite to the movie idcccc if that takes away the wider audience, the wider audience all have smooth brains anyway.
āwhy was he colluding with rebels when he couldāve just thought about it pragmatically šā iām in your fucking walls. sejanus was never dumb, snow just kept pushing that perception of him through the book to deflect the fact that sejanus was an actual good person. snow thought himself the personification of good and benevolence, which was why everything he did had to have some half-assed excuse as to why he was justified in doing it. it was why he was actually tweaking in the woods when lucy gray left him, because he wanted to rid himself of her but he didnāt have an actual reason so he convinced himself of the most random scenario ever to justify trying to shoot at her. so we can establish that snow was an evil broke boy who clearly wasnāt goodā then sejanus was a direct confrontation of snowās own shortcomings towards that (i donāt think i have to detail how sejanus was genuine, it was obvious). coriolanus and sejanus are like the direct opposite characters of each other, and snow knew and took pride in this to an extent. which is why snow couldnāt admit that sejanus was good to himself, thus sejanus was deemed āstupidā to protect his own deluded self actualisation (but this also includes other aspects like how the war made the plinths rich and the snows poor, leading to resentment and jealousy from snow).
ābut that still didnāt mean he wasnāt doing dumb things throughout the bookā was it really that dumb? a rebellion will always include some level of risk but i donāt hear anyone calling heavensbee stupid because it actually worked out for him. plus sejanus is district, so if we use our common sense of who he is as a character and emotional intelligence of his situation, itās pretty easy to see why he would get in touch with rebels. heās literally always yearned for the districts, he never once cared about his money or safety, which isnāt stupid, itās sad. this was his way of dealing with the guilt of profiting from his peopleās sufferingā again, not stupid. you could argue he was reckless, especially when he went into the arena, but most people who simply cast him as a ādumb characterā ignore how troubled he is and fall into the very filtered lens of snow who was just concentrating on his stupidity.
sejanusā growing radical actions had nothing to do with stupidity and everything to do with feeling helpless and like nothing was changing. he tried minor/low-risk things such as attempting to change the perception of the districts in the capitol, advocating against the hunger games etc etc. of course it didnāt work, so his options grew limited to more radical courses of action. its a natural line of thoughtā activists literally do it in real life when they feel as if their cause isnāt getting enough attention (eg. setting themselves on fire). sejanus is a desperate character who is so selfless in light of snowās constant self-preservation. snow will always put himself first and be paranoid that he will be betrayed like heās betrayed others, so he never understands sejanusā disposition to help and trust people, so he labels him dumb. omg. like. sejanus is so not-stupid iām actually gonna start freaking out!! this is defamatory leave my boo alone!! plz go read a book and work on media literacy i am begging!!!
#maybe the stupidity was the friends we made along the wayā¦..#i saw someone say that since the book was in third person then it wasnāt told from snowās pov so it was reliable šš#like are we stupid now???#this was supposed to be a short post but now im ranting and tweaking out#sejanus haters catch these handz leave this boy alone#he is literally the best!!! i hate yall sm šš#some of yall have the WORST takes about tbosas ever.#dont even get me started on the ālucy gray was manipulating and using snow the whole timeā bcuz i will freak out worse#sejanus plinth defender 4EVAAAAA#sejanus plinth#coriolanus snow#snowjanus#lucy gray baird#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#thg#the hunger games#rewriting
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#as she should !#hate liandrin sm#and i love love moraine#moraine damodred#moraine#red ajah#aes sedai#liandrin#liandrin guirale#liandrin sedai#moraine sedai#moiraine x liandrin#wheel of time + text posts#wheel of time show#the wheel of time#wheel of time series#incorrect wheel of time#incorrect quotes#wheel of time spoilers#wheel of time#robert jordan#spoilers wot#wot + text posts#wot on prime#wot book spoilers
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UPDATED BILL DESIGN
I swear I redesign this guy every 5 business days! I think this might be my last real pass over of his design because I really like this one.
I also know the community is more active on Twitter, but I refuse to post to that app. Tumblr works perfectly fine for me š
#gravity falls#bill cipher#human bill cipher#the book of bill#gf fanart#implied billford#tw body horror#im sure you can tell some of my inspirations#i need some more gf artist friends#so we can draw our bill designs#hes so silly#i hate this triangle sm#but i adore him#yes he can eat out of the mouth eye#its gross
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literature is to andrew what exy is to neil.
and neil is a god of literature the way andrew is a god of exy.
#neil is apathetic about books when his words can rival poets and andrew is apathetic about exy when his saves can rival pros#they both hate each other's apathy over easily having what they desire yet instead of making them enemies it draws them to each other#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#honestly the fact that we can still find weird dynamics between these two goes far to say how perfect they are for each other#i love them sm#ok time to go back to dropping off the surface of the earth bye#all for the game#andreil#blue's bs
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"'I have not made myself easy to love,' he says, and I hear the echo of his mother's words in his."
- Cardan Greenbriar, The Queen of Nothing
#MY BOY NOOO šš#my heart actually went out forhim so bad#i love him#hes so cute#ily cardan dw#cardan nation stand together#lady asha#lady asha hate club#books#bookish#the cruel prince#booklr#cardan greenbriar#jude duarte#tfota#cardan#jude#jurdan#the folk of the air#the folk of air#tfota quotes#quotes#book quotes#judecardan#jude x cardan#cardan x jude#the biggest jurdan shipper EVER#yes i gave myself that title#sorry not sorry#i have sm more things to do than this but oh well
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Another one because these books truly crack me up
#I love Josh and Alexāa friendship sm#books#books and reading#ana huang#josh chen#jules ambrose#twisted series#alex volkov#ava chen#rhys larsen#bridget von ascheberg#christian harper#stella alonso#reading#booklr#bookblr#book annotations#book quotes#kindle#twisted hate
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Smells like queer peopleā¦
(I hate him so much)
(He needs to be mine and fordās I guess)
(Also I finally made a finished piece so thatās a bonus)
#billford#human bill design#human bill au#bill ci the demon guy#the book of bill#bill x ford#i hate men#hes so babygirl#i hate gay people#drag race#slayyyyy#they hate to see a girlboss winning#he needs to die#idk what im doing#gravity falls fandom#gravity falls#twink cipher#gravity falls bill#bill ci the all seeing eye#bill cipher#bill is so pathetic i love it sm#bill is just a silly guy#i still hate him#he is awful#disgusting wh0re#human bill cipher
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Slight fluffangst because fuck you
#my art#art#ship art#fanart#spooky month fanart#streber spooky month#spooky month streber#sm streber#kevin spooky month#spooky month kevin#sm kevin#candybats#smudged mascara/guyliner tear stained kevin ā¤ļø#the bracelet saying slur was an accident but it was really funny so I kept it#Iā HATE DRAWING CLOTHING WRINKLES AUGHHHH#thinking abt āmaking a candybats oneshot book on wattpad
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The Sunshine Court page 169, colorized
#its so bad because i hate online art so i only have one shitty app but i hate coloring on paper more so#i firmly believe that this is the most color jean has had on his face in five years#bro was complaining about the way shit gets done and then looks at jeremy and his brain just stopped#like who tf just says blonde#when i read this i had to put the book down so i could break the imaginary fourth wall just to say faggot#damn i love this book sm#trc#the sunshine court#jean moreau
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