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i wish id have a panic attack in front of people who would help but instead i have them in my bed where in gonna wake up in the morning and never talk to anyone about it (and for the record not answer if asked about it) bc i am unable to advocate for myself
#and also nobody gives a shit unless its bothering them in the moment#what am i even supposed to say#im so upset right now#like even if i did tell my friends and they all cared. wtf are they supposed to do#i could tell my therapist but i dont like her#and im scared im stuck with her bc i !! dont know how to advocate for myself !!!!#and its not even anxiety its not having the words#its not knowing when or how#the only way i can express my feelings is to wait until the last possible minute and then break down#and if i do that people get mad at me so i cant even do that but i am unable to do anything else!!!!#im so upset im so upset#there are sonmany things that make my life passively miserable#i hate. groups of people i hate conversations that are not 1 on 1#i hate texting#GOD i hate texting#i hate going outside and interacting wth other people#i hate being tired. im sick of being tired#i hate that im obviously still the weird one that people exclude without a second thought#i hate that people dont ask about my feelings and i hate when people ask about my feelings#i hate noises i hate sound#i hate school#im done i need to go to sleep#i really want to go to sleep earlier tonight but im not allowed to even try to be happy i guess#vent :(
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we as a fandom do not talk about this scene enough. what the fuck is this. why did he feel the need to install this? so he could stare at his boybestfriend all day without having to get up?
#gregory house i know what you are.#does this even ever get mentioned again?#like oh yes this Totally Straight Man spent actual days around very loud noise (which he loathes) but he's adding something totally cool to#the office right?? it's gonna be so so fun and great right?? to make all that hell noise worth it???#like in the eps before that the sound of the ortho saw things drove him insane#but this? totally fine#because it's worth it!#i mean come on. how are we supposed to take this. “oh he just wants to piss wilson off” WRONG.#wilson seems mildly annoyed at best. he's used to this. this is Normal just another day of being friends with house#but look at house's pleased little face. his stupid smile. i'm going to commit atrocities#house md#hate crimes md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson
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Let’s take another stab at it. I think I’m getting somewhere!
#‘remind me not to post late’ i said last time. before promptly posting late again today#WELL IM NOT LIKE. NONSENSICAL FROM EXHAUSTION THIS TIME.#IMPROVEMENTS PEOPLE!!!! IMPROVEMENTS!!!!!!!#someone was like ‘i could barely tell’ when i said offhandedly my last post was supposed to be fem sm and i just put my head in my hands#NO SHADE TO THEM i deserved that IM RLLY struggLING. FNSKFFJF. but i think i gourt it…..#the baggy previous shirt made it a bit harder to tell and thus i was forced to.. actually look at his sprite instead of going off memory#what a shame right! i hate looking qt hASHFKKGNB I JUST HEARD A MYSTERY SOUND#CHAT ITS ONE AM IM ALL ALONE IN MOSTLY DARKNESS#?????? im froking out#thas the ghost telling me to shut up#okay girlboss i’ll listen!#BYEEEEE#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#cookie run#crk#‘at least im not nonsensical’ continues to hear sourceless noises. like okay#U GUYS DONT GET IT. IT WAS A SIGH. A VERY HUMAN SIGH. BUT THERES NO ONE ELSE HERE?#OKAY BYE
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1x04 - What We | The Ones Who Live
#i am utterly feral#like i cannot be introduced into society or an indoor environment rn#Rick Grimes#towl spoilers#The Ones Who Live#*#rg#HOW DOES HE KEEP GETTING MORE HANDSOME STOP IT#F U Z Z I E S#CHEST FUZZIES DO YOU SEE THEM#NECK FUZZIES#SCARS#THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS#I AM WINNING#even his adams apple is nice#i hate myself#the slope of his shoulders 🗣#if i could just rest my face on his chest for a few i think it could solve a lot of problems i have tbh#put me in traction#until i walk like i'm about to duel at the OK Corral#[redacted] inside me#hello welcome to the tour#on your left you will see A MAN™#i have a very hectic week ahead i need to go to bed#would give a kidney to draw idle patterns in his chest hair#*rabid whale noises*#i don't think whales can get rabies but if they could that's what i sound like rn#that man would look like an ancient capri sun pouch when i was done#go to bed lacey
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What if instead of setting off fireworks (dangerous, bad for the environment, traumatizing) we all just fucked nasty style (fun, transgender, horny)
#Creature rambles#i hate fireworks sm its not even funny#im lucky though bc i have a fairly severe fear of guns (trauma) but dont get set off by (most) firework sounds#someone should fuck me nasty so i dont have to hear them though#noise canceling headphones only do so mych#*much
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try getting in my room without me knowing now, shadow demon dickheads
#ok the door could be opened slowly so as to not activate this noise alarm but the flag is also one#the flag is taped to the doorway not the door very specifically#that way the unsanded top of the door scrapes against the shitty material of the flag and makes a really awful sound#that anyone who spends any amount of time in my room hates#that alarm is a lot better and im not getting rid of it just adding more#though i was considering maybe the annoying task of stacking aluminum cans in front of the door#just needing to move them every time i go out of the room#thats like the most effective its just so annoying to do#also im being silly because i know its not real and im currently fine about it
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no one and otto from the funny podcast,, i still need to listen to it i just know that otto sucks and that i should hate him
+ a stupid thing i threw up in 20 minutes or smth idkkkk dude
#i swear ill get to tson one day it sounds rlly good from what everyone’s saying#might use it as background noise for drawing instead of video essays idk#ANYWAY i don’t even fully know what ottos like and i already hate him 😕#everyone just says he’s a rlly bad therapist#you have one job dude#i like no one i feel bad for her tho#little nightmares#the sounds of nightmares#little nightmares fanart#tson noone#tson otto#ln six#(shes there ig)
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I’m always amused when people complain that a kissing scene was shoddily acted, because if I ever need confirmation that I’m ace, this is it.
You mean there are kissing scenes y’all like?
#Asexuality#asexual#the fact that I hated kissing was my first big hint that I was not straight#but even the prospect of kissing women sounds horrible#it does nothing to me. it's just. wet and drooly. and it produces so many horrible lip smacking noise.#I HATE THE LIP SMACKING NOISE#it drives me insane in kissing scenes#stop making that SCHLOP with your MOUTHS#I don't mind pecking#I'm latina.#but pecking is where I draw the lone. nobody come at me with tongue.#and that is why I hate kissing scenes. they make me so uncomfortable.
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[172] Fanart for my stupid game (affectionate)
#172#xisuma#xisumavoid#daily xisuma#hermitcraft#I don't call it stupid because I hate it. it is a descriptor and a compliment#I have put maybe 5-6 hours into it. all but 1 of its graphics are stolen from doom and hexen. the one that is NOT stolen is a pixel art of#xisuma's face with the background just white. none of the aspect ratios for my sprites are fine#the background is a static image of DOOM REVENANT (with poor ratioing)#the gameplay is hilariously simple (dodge the torso guys coming from either side and collect the glowing blue balls that took me 3 hours#to figure out how to animate)#the menus are 15 point Ariel font on black background with little to no attention to to how it looks#my sound design is looping sigil 2 intermission music. comically evil taunts I stole from hexen. hexen flask pickup noise.#and of course when you die there is a scream of someone falling to their death (that I stole from hexen)#regardless I am going to go spend another 20 minutes playing. I think I've succeeded at game design
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idk if i'm just getting old but i can't for the love me watch a youtuber or a streamer who always screams or has screaming sound effects or just super loud in general for no reason
#personal#i was watching a streamer play a game and they always have these screaming loud sound effects that their subs keep using#(idk how twitch works but whatever)#and it just pisses me off so bad#i've never been so sensitive to loud noises before but now i am and i hate it 😭#aren't those twitch streamers getting tired when their subs keep spamming those loud sound effects while trying to play a game?#it's a fucking nightmare to me lol 😭#i hope i make sense with all that i'm sorry dfjdldl
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#gravity falls#my art#ford pines#stan pines#doodles#traditional#baby stan is so damn cute#im not biased. even tho i hate the sounds of screams and loud noises and high pitched sounds#but also. what's more relatable than a baby screaming at their own existence
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Frictional Games was pretty funny for this one imo
#amnesia the bunker#these dudes are NOT figuring this one out in time 😭#Tremblay‚ while his spine is getting ripped out through his stomach less than a week later: I KNEW I wasn't going crazy! D:<#Farber being like ''François keeps going out to the hallways to check where the noise is coming from#but it sounds like it's from in here...'' YEAH wouldn't that be WILD. wouldn't that just be INSANE?#''Tremblay even claims to have heard howls'' Augustin I hate to be that guy but the entire barrack heard you turning into a creature#Tremblay evidently is the only one who mentioned it to you directly#(Henri from what I can tell doesn't seem to have a bunkmate on the other hand#the haha funni answer is they leave that man to marinate alone overnight#the sadder/more likely answer is that he used to have one and doesn't anymore)#shakespeareomnibus#amnesia
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ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw
#they are.#been thinking a lot about t*rusai and k*bosai and all three of them together#(really long rant in these tags that shouldve been a rant post but im not changing it soz i got carried away LMAO->)#see the thing is that k*bosai is my absolute favorite ship ever. but i get genuinely pissed when people smack talk t*rusai#idk like i get why people wouldnt ship kbs and i really dont care. and i also get that a lot of people have differing opinions and-#wont ship trsai. i honestly cant wrap my head around why (other than people who just hate teruhashi and are misogynistic) but im okay with-#agreeing to disagree and i dont care yk??#but people so often make these long discussion posts just yapping and yapping and making up shit about how trsa 'wouldnt work'#and its always just... actual complete bullshit. like unreadable word vomit.#sorry. but its true.#thats why it gets me so mad#i cant think of a single reason why you would feel the need to do that#why cant you be normal and just. not like a ship. just dont like it. hate it even. but dont make up shit just to shit on it#its so dumb i have to force myself to just scroll past them every time i encounter one#usually on tiktok or tumblr#if i read them i wont be able to stop myself from making the most concerned and upset noises ever cuz what is actually wrong with you#theyre always the biggest dumbest stretches ever and they ignore their actual development and pretend it didnt happen#it just makes me wonder why people are so okay with making fun of that ship but get mad if anyone even dislikes theirs#and then they complain about people 'shitting on their opinion'#LIKE ?? NOBODY CARES THAT U HATE THE SHIP. I CERTAINLY DONT GAF.#but ur in the main tags advertising ur hatred for it and sounding stupid as shit for no reason? UR SHITTING ON PEOPLES SHIP ON PURPOSE#AND THEN GETTING MAD AT ANYONE WHO EVEN SAYS 'i disagree actually' IM LAUGHING SO HARD STOP IM KILLING MYSELF#the one time i ever talked in that much detail about why i disliked a ship was bevause somebody specifically asked me#and yk what ?? i have literally gotten death threats over it. im not allowed to hate that ship but everyone else can do whatever i guess#okay sorry. rant over.#is that controversial i cant tell. i dont really care and im not tagging anyway#meows post
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dear every artist who thinks its a good idea to put a random knocking or thumping etc sound in the middle of their songs; who hurt you?
#i hate it so bad. im very hyper aware of Sounds and Vibrations. for Reasons. so it makes my heart beat so hard and my chest really tight#scares me half to death everytime n makes me real upset!!!!!!#last time a song i was listening to had a discord join call noise. like im gonna hit you#chat
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Daily reminder that Kaiba suffers from extreme lucid nightmares due to his penalty game
#no because imagine literally waking up from a nightmare about you dying over and over#and your first thought is “This chick better not tell anyone istg”#thats Kaiba. and his massive ego#After Battle City i don't think he'd get them as often though because he technically moved on from everything? (DSoD be damned)#But he still does occasionally. and when he does Eve is there to comfort#Even if its difficult to comfort a 60ft narcissistic ego fueled Kaiba#Eve does the little toy squeak sound when she's squeezed btw. Little freddy fazbear nose noise#fun fact i actually did this so i could see how far i could press Kaiba's expressions instead of the usual smile/frown#I also promised like 3 people angst and even tho i hate posting doodles i try to deliver#ssv#smallartist#traditional drawing#seto kaiba#oc#yugioh au#traditionalart#giant/tiny#yugiohoc#oc x canon#bondshipping#sugarsweetvirgo#gt fluff#gt community#light angst
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looping echidna beastlife gif from trying to figure out toonboom
#based loosely off the bird who keeps taunting my cats through the window. brown headed cowbird who will sit there#and flap it's wings and yell until the cats show up and then it starts pecking at the window and jumping back and forth in front of them#weird bird.#it's done this for like two years now i think#anyways. sound it makes when it fluffs up is vaguely similar to echidnas birdsong soundboard noise thing. so. yeag#whisp whispers#my art#ALSO. ANIMATION PRECOLLEGE IS SO AWESOME. IM SO. AHRHRHNFMDM GET ME OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL PRLESDRRRE GIVE ME AN ART TEACJER WHO CARES ABOUT ART#it's so awesome here. toonboom access!!!! this is so awesome. guys toonboom is so awesome. not to turn a hobby into a job but like i was#genuinely kind of sad when i didn't get to go to school over the weekend it's so awesome here. who was going to tell me college doesn't suck#miserably all the time. like it's a precollege but still this is so ??? so much better than anything i've done in the past 8 years#<-except for fine crafts one i miss u fine crafts ...... not even a fine arts credit. but it was a nice class#anyways point being. hm. maybe i could animate for a job. i used to think about it but hs art magnet is so bad guys it's so bad .and i#was like hm this sucks actually. also like worst period of my life but that's unrelated . but this is so. nice? and im DOING things and i#feel like i'm learning??? god i hope dual enrollment goes well maybe i will be able to make it through college...#im so. this is so awesome. precollege animation 2-week intensive thing i love you i love you i love you#BTW GUYS DID YOU KNOW ALL AUTODESK PRODUCTS ARE FREE AS LONG AS UR IN ANY SCHOOLING. MAYA. FOR FREE. FOR AS LONG AS ENROLLED IN ANY SCHOOL#AND THEN SOME !!! i don't even like 3d modeling that much but. maya for free??? that's awesome. that's awesome!! anyways#rambling. i think i missed all normal tags. uhhhhhhhhh#beastlife#<-oh no i only missed that one. awesome. guys i love it here this is so. arbrnsnnm i love you figure drawing. i'm having fun!#with charcoal!!!!! i thought i hated charcoal but this is like !!!!! so aweosme ?????? i'm#this is so awesome. this is so awesome. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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