#i hate ittttttt i hate it
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I have a bike, and could try using it to get to places, but the thought of biking in bike lanes so close to cars is so nerve wracking :(
#i Scared 😭#like no offence but most of the people piloting those giant metal death machines are sooooo stupid and soooooo angry#i just vividly imagined pressing the crosswalk button and taking .2 more seconds to get on my bike and start riding than normal#and im shaky at the start (still not good at riding my bike) and some dumbass driver thinks they can turn before i go so they go#and then we both stop abruptly and they look so mad and start honking and i have to try to get back on my bike but im too upset#i hate ittttttt i hate it#but if my mum quits this job and i can no longer carpool with her then biking would be the most reliable way to get to work#god this is so hard. i dont want to do any of this :( like why is everything so scary and difficult#i made a plan to bike to the river on sunday.#boy im so sick of forcing myself to do things i dont want to do#just like waking up early. i gotta wake up early tmr :(((((#hate this hate this hate this hatr this hate!!!!!! hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!#i was pretending that ill feel good to start working and have a more set routine throughout the week but who am i kidding#everyone and everything just STOP!!!!!!!!! FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry. anyway#personable
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today, i redrew my most disliked maya drawing ive ever made
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i know i don't shut up about it but i think it really truly says something about link's nature as a whole that the four of them got attached to shadow so ridiculously fast. vio at least had the excuse of hanging out with him for however long it was but it was still indicative of that same nature that he quite literally accompanied shadow in burning down a good portion of hyrule's lands and STILL quietly mourned him after they'd "killed" him. but then you have the most obvious examples of blue and green getting so unbelievably distraught when shadow "died for real this time (he did not die for real this time)" after interacting with him in a manner that wasn't "trying to murder each other" for a grand total of like. five minutes. ten minutes tops.
shadow helps them out exactly one time (and really you could see it as him just doing the bare minimum to clean up the mess he created by getting link to release vaati in the first place) and suddenly the links as a whole are like "FORGIVEN!" and if "making friends" was a button they all started hitting it so hard that it broke. shadow was like "still doesn't make me part of the body :(" and green speaking for all of them was like What the fuck are you talking about. Of course it does. We're friends. and by god is that going to influence everything that happens after the manga. like no matter what issues themselves arise between link and shadow that they're gonna have to work through (namely: vio's betrayal) if anyone ever tries to tell him that shadow still poses a threat to hyrule as a whole and he's an enemy and should be taken out then link is just gonna hit them with some flavor of this and that's gonna be the end of the conversation:
#ultimately the one thing that shines through in all four of the links. the one thing in all of them derived from link himself. is his heart.#and it's a very big heart and the minute shadow inserted himself into the picture in a way that wasn't murder-y the entirety of link was#like Alright you're getting integrated into the 'people i love with all my heart' circle. Get in here.#AND EVEN WHEN SHADOW WAS MURDER-Y THERE WAS STILL ONE-FOURTH OF LINK THAT WAS LIKE SIGH. ALRIGHT. I ADMIT IT. I CARE HIM.#i do not think they could ever actually hate each other. not in any way that matters or lasts. this is just talking about link's side of#things too. it's not getting into how shadow was like 'i'll never forgive you' @ vio and then. forgave him. even if it wasn't explicitly an#verbally his actions speak for themselves. & it was green telling him they were friends that made him reach out for the light at long last#and at the end of it all when he comes back. he's happy. he's smiling. he's giving the readers a thumbs up. all that's left is for link to#turn around. because he's link's shadow and for all that they're different two separate beings they still SHARE that same big heart.#and link recognized that. vio said himself that he could see that shadow was a reflection of them all.#slamming my fists repeatedly on the table do you guys SEEEEEE do you GET ITTTTTTT#fsa#txt#four swords#<-yeah i'lll put this in the main tag. why not
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gojo in that outfit in the new illustration but omg😭😭😭😭😭
#i hate it so much#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen#jjk gojo#jjk fanart#rkgk#artists on tumblr#art#i even changed his hair cus i HATE ITTTTTTT#but he’s him so i’ll give it a pass
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is that what you meant by jump scare? well it didn't scare me @lost-terrorzz
wait...what is that?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU FOUND A VERY OLD POST MY ONLY NIGHTMARE!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOo
#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#FORGET IT NOW#PLS#I HATE THAT POST#BURN IT#BURN ITTTTTTT
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I've had the hiccups for like ten minutes can someone come end it all for me?
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my team uses discord for team communication and i’m in such a fucking saw trap because i need my discord username to stay the same as on here and slightly anonymous because i use it to talk to friends but also because its just rabbit-rays they could find my art blog/youtube/etc if they Really fucking wanted and that is frightening. it also means i can’t make my discord pfp catboy noctis which is the real tragedy here.
#pers#like they’re using dms for some reason for the team leaders + coaches so i can’t even set a nickname and have my username behind that#but i also can’t set my Whole discord username as my name cause i have internet friends on there do you see the predicament im in.#not that there’s anything like horrible on my art blog it just isn’t their buisness. i really hate ittttttt
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babe wake up new mousmoula relationship analysis just dropped (iwaoi, g, 3.8k)
#iwaoi#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#haikyuu!!#hq fanfic#that's enough tags for today methinks#WHY IS SELF PROMO SO AWKWARD I HATE ITTTTTTT anyway lmk if you enjoy the fic ok thanks bye<3
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worst thing about fandoms are the people that insist that they hate it. shut the fuck up about it then
#aeriosuly voltron has a problem#i keep seeing posst of people that just say they dont like it#obviously you must because youre actively putting it on ur blog and interacting with it duhhhhhh#i hate ittttttt#i like voltron and i like when other people like voltron and i dont get the point of pretending like you dontt#it doesnt make u look cool or mature it makes you look like a huge stuck up bitch !!#sorry i get annoyed
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Damn y’all, @gltzpzy told me I gotta keep writing for DadBod!Miguel, daaaaayummm😔😔😔😔 Gotta do what she says tho, srry yall. Hope y’all don’t mind, completely understand if u unfollow tho.
#noooooo#I hate writing for Dadbod!Miguel broooo#oh nnooooo#I hate ittttttt#smmhhhhh#dadbod!miguel#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#jk#I love my moots sm
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Enough fireworks enough enough enough eNOUGH FUCK YOU
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I crave for toxic diakko. Unfortunately I have classes tomorrow
#back to collegeeeeee i hate ittttttt#what if. diana is lowkey comp-het and is engaged to andrew for publicity reasons.#cuz shes an aristocrat and all#but shes smitten as fuck at akko#and akko doesnt know that diana is a bigshot public figure whose relationships are highly monitored#diana leads akko on in secret while she and andrew get along in public. but in reality theyre both only like#lesbian-gay solidatory who at best tolerate each other#diana really only warms up to akko for more or less lusty reasons rather than romantic ones#akko doesnt realize this and thought they were really going somewhere#she keeps on thinking 'aw shes so sweet she keeps on calling me and asking me to come over but she doesnt introduce me to anyone tho'#diana actually keeps her as a dirty secret and treats ger like that and diana sorta planned that this wont last long#uh oh it went longer tan it should and now akko is like a drug she cant live without now#diana's engagement w andrew gets nearer and nearer and instead of breaking it off with akko#shes thinking of ways to get her to working for ger so that she'll stay and near her grasp because she cant and wont let go#akko doesnt know what the fuck kinda situation shes in but amanda who sorta knows diana immediately gets vibe of their situationship#and brings akko to a party where diana and andrew's engagement is shown off#and akko finally learns how diana was basically using her as a side piece and leaves in tears
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hhhhhhhhh getting art related anxiety again
#talk tag#i have this wonderful thing called i almost exclusively interact with fandom via aus. specifically creaturifying aus#bc my autistic ass NEEDSto creatureify everyone i like#but the horrible little demon in the back of my skull is trying to tell me im somehow a horrible person because of it or like#just in general bad at this whole fandom thing#and im jsut hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i hate it heeeerreeee i hate having paranoia i hate ittttttt#me just chilling: yay yaaay i love creatureing my fav guys!!! My brain: you need to be hunted for sport rn#vent#sorry lol
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Me on my third playthrough doing all the Shar trials on tactician first time. I have peaked. I will never do better than this.
#the fucking faith leap always gets me on tactician. insta death i hate you#but I did ittttttt#/mine#bg3
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experiencing things no other woman has experienced in this lifetime
#does anyone have a cigarette and a goddamn lighter??? 🚬🚬#remember....... remember when he wanted a fresh start.... then was like.... wait no....hey i don't want that actually#and we were fighting trade wars and living life terrified in the trenches as brock boeser warriors to see if we'd live another day#and he was all up in those exit interviews ripping hearts out “i love it here. i don't want to be traded” and here we are#back at another start of the season and ppl are arguing that he's spewing his usual 'empty promises' like clockwork and hating in extremes#but hey maybe he loves it here and that's all that really matters like....... this is truly His Year this time. you guys DONT GET ITTTTTTT#sorry i'm pmsing and i love brock. 32 goal season coming soon because i brocklieve. shoutout to all the brock believers out there 🙏🏼#also. ‘make the playoffs’ is insane babes…. typical blonde man moment
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Day 2
My pain was a lot better than on day 1, and i even started to get a but restless. The static in my hands were still very much there, and made it a bit more difficult to do anything. It had started itching, which were pretty overstimulating, but a lot better than the pain. I was able to walk a little under a kilometer (ish), very slowly and with lots of breaks.
I was starting to get very overstimulated and annoyed at everyone, which was very unpleasant for everyone involved.
Also i was starting to kinda smell (?) like the antibiotics, that made everything a lot worse.
#top surgery#ftm#ughhh i think this is the last one ill make today#i hate how much energy it takes to word these#and when i have to formulate stuff that takes a lot of energy it usually turns out very stiff and kinda formal#which is not how i sound naturally at all#i hate ittttttt#shocks me everytime when my disabilty is disabeling#now ill go take some painkillers and try to sleep
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