#i hate feelingsssssss

[cositapreciosa]

Kind of man

James Valdez x gn!reader, (nothing too graphic, beating up, the usual for the show, reader is a meany) 485 words

a/n : a ficlet based on : '' Hurt his feelingsssssss, literally just think of a way to hurt his feelings imo, like truly have that be the goal and everything will fall into place. '' by @ashlingnarcos, and it did 🙏🏻

Shoutout to Kind of man by London Grammar for sponsoring this ficlet

‘’ You’ve been nothing but expendable the whole time. ‘’

‘’ You don’t mean that. ‘’

‘’ Oh but I do, James, and this is just a taste of what is yet to come. ‘’

He can feel the blood drip off his chin, staining his shirt. You can’t mean it, you simply can’t. Gentle, soft, stubborn you. But here you are, standing above him, your gun pressed against his cheek as he tries to swallow the bile that piles up in his mouth.

‘’ Carmila will have your head. ‘’ Is all he finds to say, to try and bring power back to this conversation. ‘’ The second she finds out you’re with Jimenez, you’re screwed. ‘’

He watches as your eyes twitch, a dark glint behind them, the corner of your lips pulling up in a small smile, pitiful. James doesn’t recognize you, he realizes, whoever this is, whoever you are now, he has never met.

‘’ Oh baby boy, ‘’ He hates how his heart seizes to your cooing. ‘’ Think harder, hmm? I know you can figure it out. ‘’

This is fucking sick. You are pressing on the gash on his cheek, your knee digging into his chest cavity. Think, think, think. He knows he has to be hallucinating, that his mind must be playing tricks, that even your perfume seems different, your eyes a different shade than he remembers. James ignores the thumping in his head and focuses, who are you working for? Who would gain from having you infiltrate his team? His bed?

You tut, patting the side of his face with the cold metal.

‘’ Now you’re thinking too hard, James. ‘’

He spits, watching as red colours your face and shirt. Your eyes are closed, mouth open, repulsed. He feels your hand tighten around his collar.

‘’ That is fucking disgusting. ‘’

You wipe most of it off your face with the back of your sleeve. The deep burgundy smudge on your cheek brings out the anger in your eyes. Your tongue passes over your lips as you ponder.

‘’ You want to play dirty, huh? ‘’ You hiss. ‘’ If you wanted the answer you could just have asked for it. ‘’

He still can’t figure it out. Not when he thought you two had something. Not love, of course, but something nice, something warm. Worth coming back in one piece every night just to share his bed with you. Think, think, think. You manhandle him again, shoving him further into the wall.

‘’ Carmila, ‘’ you begin, ‘’ will not have my head, James, and you know why? ‘’

Who are you, he thinks, how can someone hide themselves like this for so long? You sigh before you continue as if it was the most obvious thing on earth, that you couldn’t possibly believe he still hasn’t figured it out.

‘’ She will not have my head, James, because she is the one who asked me to do this to you. ‘’

[wristsandcollarbones]

Time to vent my feelings because I can’t vent this particular topic to my boyfriend without hurting his feelingsssssss.

He isn’t on social media much but when he is most of the stuff he is liking is damn near if not completely naked women, as well as the usual meme stuff, and the reasoning for liking these things is because “I can picture you wearing that/like that/doing that” but then I’m left sitting here like, how though? I’m nowhere near as attractive as even HALF of those women and all I can do is compare myself because no matter what it’s always the women with tiny waists, massive breasts and asses, and the thickish thighs without all the cellulite, and the body hair, and the perfectly perky butts and breasts and I just feel so, so inferior. I hate competing for his attention and logically I know I don’t have to but at the same time it’s all I feel like I can do. Women will flirt with him IN FRONT OF ME and I just, feel like I’m never going to be small enough. Never thin enough. Never fit enough. Never perky enough or smooth enough or anything. I feel so awful about feeling this way because I know he doesn’t do it to hurt me, but at the same time it almost feels backhanded when I ask about it and get the “I see you like this” reasoning. Will I ever be enough.?

[puppi-pico]

sketch thing of finny boy 

[nakurumok]

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I feel like Tony and Stebe will definitely kill Mysterio the second time when they see him in the afterworld lol

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[userlaylivia]

so I know everyone's tired of these posts by me lmao but I just rewatched all of the originals again and imo it was better than tvd, at least since tvd s5, and DESERVED another season imo!!!! I'll be adding some gifsets to my queue, including a lot of klayley which was my otp of the show and idc how hated they are!! I also ship haylijah s1-4 and kolvina and freelin and klamille so I'll be adding those gifsets too, old or new idc lol sorry in advance to all my followers ily all very much I just have feelingsssssss

[maaenad-moved]

girls im inconsolable today he laughed and it made my heart skip i hate having FEELINGSSSSSSS

[hide-in-imagination]

im actually on el roller team side on this one. how much sabotaging always and i mean always goes to them. but i understand that the problem is that they're the good ones and yet they do the same thing once but they're not gonna get any of the same hate cuz the protagonist is on their side. i feel like finally they did something for themselves i always find it annoying when the "good ones" are flawless. i hate that which is why usually i identify w/ the antagonists more

You got a point there 🤔🤔🤔 

The good ones shouldn’t be flawless, that only ends up making them unrealistic. You’re totally right. 

DAMN IT I HAVE MIXED FEELINGSSSSSSS

Of course I’m happy for the Roller, they’ve been trying to get their team back out of the shadows for a long time now, and of course they deserve to be seen and to do what they love, they never should’ve denied them the rink in the first place. 

BUT DAMN IT, MY REBEL BABIES 😭 

They worked so hard for this, Ámbar literally had blisters, they deserved this moment :(((   Not because they’re good persons but because they’ve been training days non stop. 

Overall, it’s a good episode this far, there’s a lot of action.   I’m still mad for the lack of Simbar though, I’ll forever be bitter about that. 

[corseque]

ok while I was reading these old comics, I took screenshots because I don’t want to have to go looking back through them again. Here’s my favorite parts of Scarlet Witch/Vision’s old romance. 

Featuring such good parts as:

Vision: “I’m an android, so that means I can be rude as shit, right??”

NOOOOOOOOO

FINE BE THAT WAY

That part where he found the kidnapped twins, but he didn’t have the manpower to get them out

then Vision for real yelling at the other Avengers about the incident:

Everybody noticing how weird Vision acts:

Vision losing it and almost beating some random no-name dude to death bc EMOTIONS ARE HARD TO HANDLE

“Logic tells me to do one thing, but I WANNA BE BY WANDA I DON’T CARE”

That part where they wrote Hawkeye as romantic rival, at this point I was just like “please let vision live, leave him alone”

Why are you telling this to your brother when you could be putting the android out of his misery?:

Vision gets a pep talk from Flesh Jarvis, making me hear both sides of the conversation in the same accent:

This is the best part, where Wanda just barely gets hurt a little bit, and Vision’s like “I’m going to stay here and not help finish off the bad guy because this is the only thing I care about” and he gets in huge-ass trouble for it from everybody, including wanda

(this is imo a similar situation to the end of Civil War)

Wanda pining too

That time where his supervillain brother is like “I can make you a human if you let me kill the Avengers” and Vision’s like “HMMMMMM”

“WTF is this Hawkeye shit again”

Thor: “Dude, feelings are cool. You can have feelings.”

FEELINGSSSSSSS

Wanda gets attacked and kidnapped (again)

eyes on the prize wanda

Ok, this part was neat. They get stopped by a Siren who transfixes all the men in their tracks. ;___;

;__________________;

eventually Vision gets so upset he can’t even go on missions anymore

Vision: "leave me alone to die, cap”

I love this line, “smuggling yourself across the borderline of humanity”

One last rescue

FINALLY, they sort it out. FINALLY.

MY KIDS USED THEIR WORDS

Tony is hilarious as usual, and Vision realizes why the Siren’s song didn’t work on him.

Pietro hates everything about it

the rest of the Avengers being like “those two are more OTP material than my own relationship with my significant other tbh”

first fight after they get together, Vision’s got a hold of his emotions

annnd of course, the bad guy makes them fight

(again, like in Civil War)

Anyway, that’s as far as I got. A good couple. I like them. This was like issues 90-110 of Avengers, something like that.

[shaking-inthe-water]

I hate feelings I hate feelings I hate my fucking feelingsssssss

[herrstirn]

was pacing in my room for a solid 10 minutes because i wasn’t sure if my dad was serious or not about going to the craft store because he didn’t really say anything? and was just playing solitaire on the couch? but I really hate asking for things

and so we are going and that is good but i’m still sooooo on edge