#i hate being off my meds bro

[hisrising-archive]

i got some extreme anxiety rn so im gonna just ✌️

[findafight]

Y'all fucking looooove "media analysis" until that media analysis means understanding Vickie is bi through the means of "she had a boyfriend but they broke up, and now she is flirting with Robin, who is established to have a crush on her." Like ooooh I wonder what the lesbian being flirted with by her crush who her bff has been telling he suspects likes girls and just broke up with her boyfriend means!!

[big-faux-bro]

not to be self indulgent but:

A big brother fucking his disabled little sister.

Maybe she's got chronic pain and it's a flareup day and he's just like "it's okay sis I got you. We won't do anything too rough today." And just languidly eating his sister out not even intending to make her cum but just making her feel good

Or maybe she's got sensory issues and her big brother always makes sure to turn off the overhead lights before they fuck, or perhaps makes sure she doesn't feel too sticky afterwards, or whatever other sensory issues she might have. Maybe gets her a chew toy to self-regulate with that she can chew on while he rocks in and out of her.

Or maybe she's a wheelchair user and her big brother just helping her back into her chair after sex, making sure that his lil sis is comfortable.

Or maybe something else.

Just. Imagine disabled fauxcest

Big bro surfacing from the depths of a store brand nyquil coma to say:

Fuck yes to all of this.

I've got sensory issues from being neurodivergent. My girl has got chronic pain from fibro (and let me tell you, it's hell to get pain meds when you've got a legit need, but people just want to shout about the opioid crisis.) One of my best friends needs a wheelchair sometimes.

And people with disabilities deserve good smut, too.

So, anon, I leave you with this: be self indulgent. Write shit you like and don't feel bad sharing it. Because if you want it, then there's someone else out there who wants it, too, and maybe you'll make their day a little better.

(And everyone, remember that fascists are eugenicists, too, and they hate disabled folks. Whether it's a chronic illness or mental health or whatever, bringing joy to oppressed people is a valid form of resistance. 🖤)

[dystopyx-blog]

Bro I think so hard about being in TWST without meds but specifically with Floyd. The way he just, doesn't care. You're tired? Awww how sad, he wants to play with his favorite shrimpy. You think he doesn't care at all until you hurt yourself and suddenly he's shackled to your side.

I just got like brain blasted by the SH post due to my own spiraling and like tjis idea alone has given me so much comfort

bro Floyd comfort…. I mean he is literally a comfort character for me, if it isn’t obvious lol. I’m really really glad I could give you some comfort! Genuinely, that gives ME comfort. Especially since my yandere twst posts are also meant to give me comfort, so the fact they do the same for others warms my heart.

It’s so surprising the first time Floyd comforts you. He approaches you, going “hey hey hey, what’s the matter with shrimpy? :(“ and you try to tell him it’s nothing. “Ain’t nothin’ if it got shrimpy sad. Tell me what’s wrong.” And to your surprise he sits and listens. And he’s a good listener, at least for you in that specific moment. He doesn’t interrupt, he doesn’t make fun of you, he sits there and hums to let you know he’s listening. You find yourself spilling everything to him, it’s surprisingly easy to. Maybe you shouldn’t have, maybe he’ll just use it all against you in the future, who fucking cares, this is what you need right now. For a second you wonder if this is actually Jade using Shock the Heart on you somehow. But no, it’s Floyd. A seemingly very out of character Floyd? After pouring your heart out to him, he hits you with a sympathetic stare. “Damn, shrimpy,” he says, “that really sucks…”

Then he gets up and you assume, that’s it, he’s gonna leave me here now. But he offers you a hand and a grin. “C’mon Shrimpy, I’m gonna cheer you up.” ‘And he will try his damndest to do just that, taking you all over campus to find something to lift your spirits. But really, the very process of hanging out with him and watching him try to find something to do with you is enough to have you smiling. You end up in the Mostro Lounge, Floyd promising to get ya whatever you want. Unfortunately, Jade is the one to take your order, which means, of course, you’re subject to his needling. But then Floyd shoos him away. And later, when Azul himself appears at your table, hoping to get his suckers on useful information, Floyd glares at him and tells him to leave you alone. “Great Seven, why can’t anyone just leave us alone? Cant they see I’m tryna spend time with my shrimpy?” And maybe you don’t realize it at the time, still so caught off guard from what seemed to be a total flip in personality, but he meant it when he called you his shrimpy. If you were anyone else, he wouldn’t have given a fuck, it’s only because you were you that Floyd was at all invested in your feelings. Cuz everything about his shrimpy is interesting and entertaining. That’s why they’re his. You notice Floyd hangs out with you a lot more after that, stuck to your side like glue. He’s awful for ADD considering his sudden swings in mood. You get distracted, but it’s even worse with him because once he’s in the mood to do something he just does it. So you’ll be trying to focus on work, and he’ll be there because he’s basically always with you at this point, and he suddenly decides you two have to go do this random thing right now. It’s the same when you’re in depressions, too, he’ll drag you along. It’s surprisingly helpful, though. It’s hard to be bored with Floyd, which makes sense considering how much he hates being bored. So even without your antidepressants… well, at least you have Floyd Leech??

[cutielando]

Heyy, im not sure if you're doing requests or socmed au's,,But if you are... I was wondering if you could do a socmed au with max verstappen in which he's secretly dating a nurse or a med student; where he likes meets her on vacation in croatia where she's studying; she sings in a klapa (a traditional acapella group) and he ends up at one of her performances, and there is like media coverage on how he was seen with an unknown girl,,, they keep their relationship secret until some gossip site gets pics of them together infront of the hospital with her in uniform and they soft launch after that

i know this is like a bit detailed, but i CAN NOT write for the sake of all that is holy

Anyways... Absolutely LOVE your writing❤

loving a nurse | max verstappen

synopsis: in which your summer love blossoms

pairing: max verstappen x nurse!reader

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yourusername a little time away from the hospital🦋

📍Split, Croatia

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yourbff i forgot what time off felt like😩

yourusername you and me both😭

yourbrother what's with that swimsuit????😯

yourusername i don't know what you mean

yourbrother you make it so hard to be nice to you

yourusername i know, but you love me regardless

friend1 you look so good!!!❤️ hope you enjoy your vacation!!

yourusername thank you babe!!!❤️

friend2 how does it feel to finally breathe outside of the hospital 🥲🥲

yourusername i kinda miss it, to be honest 😂

yourbff don’t listen to her, she’s drowning in mimosas

yourusername don’t out me

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maxverstappen1 summer break has never felt so good

📍Split, Croatia

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landonorris i bet you're enjoying it more than we are ;)

maxverstappen1 shut your mouth

landonorris don't hate me for speaking the truth

maxverstappen1 shut up

alex_albon getting some extra sun in there, maxie boy

maxverstappen1 you're a menace💀

alex_albon i’m speaking the truth 👍🏻

redbullracing hope you have a wonderful break, champ!❤️ you deserve it!! liked by maxverstappen1

user1 he looks so good, Jesus😩😩

user2 why are lando and alex teasing him in the comments???😭

user3 they're probably just trying to embarrass him because he never posts topless pics or something lol

user2 or maybe he met someone while in Croatia??

user3 possible, yeah

georgerussell63 I see you've taken a page from my book on that first photo there ;)

maxverstappen1 i have to learn from the very best😂😂

georgerussell63 you’re doing good for your first time

charles_leclerc where did you disappear last night?

maxverstappen1 i didn’t?

charles_leclerc bro, nobody could find you for hours

landonorris he was up to no good, charlie :))

maxverstappen1 i’ll block you

user4 i wanna live his life so badly 😭😭

user5 same🥲imagine being him

user6 he’s glowing ever since he ended it with Kelly

user4 that bitch was milking the life out of him. he seems to be doing well now

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formula1gossip Max Verstappen was spotted at a klapa music night last night in Croatia where he's currently on vacation. Moreso, he was spotted having dinner with one of the members of the group. Is there something going on in the World Champion's love life, so far away from home?

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user1 MAX???

user2 this is the most Max thing he could ever do

user3 kinda wish this was true, he needs someone after the whole Kelly drama

formula1wags detective mode activated

user4 doing God's work, thank you admin

charles_leclerc so that’s where he was

user5 hahahahaha CHARLES

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yourusername back to work 🩺

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maxverstappen1 nobody can pull off wearing scrubs like you do🫶🏻

yourusername staaaaawp

yourusername who gave you permission to be this sweet???😭

yourbff what about me?

maxverstappen1 i only have eyes for Y/N

yourusername atta boy 😊

yourbrother i don’t like all of this flirting in the comments 😒

yourusername okay

yourbrother did you hear what i said??

yourusername no, i read it

yourbrother stop being a smartass

yourusername never 😋😋

charles_leclerc glad to see the mystery girl has a name

maxverstappen1 stay away

charles_leclerc calm down

yourusername baby, be nice

charles_leclerc yes baby, be nice

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formula1gossipp Is Max Verstappen off the market? The reigning F1 champion was seen outside the hospital getting cozy with a nurse. We can confirm Max was NOT a patient at the hospital, seemingly only spending a few minutes with her before he departed and she rushed back into the emergency room. Is our World Champion officially a taken man?

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user1 no way he bagged a nurse😂

user2 even though this is an incredible invasion of his privacy, if this is true then i'm so happy for him🙏🏻

user3 i hope they're together, whoever she is☺️

user4 finally, we're free of kelly

user5 i honestly thought he wouldn’t get away from her 🥲🥲

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maxie💙

i'm sorry..

y/n🩷

?????

what happened?

maxie💙

there were some paparazzi at the hospital last night, they took some pictures of us and posted them online

they can't see your face

but they definitely know it was me

y/n🩷

babe

it's okay

it was bound to happen eventually

maxie💙

i don't want you to lose your privacy because of me

you need to focus on your studies

not deal with this

y/n🩷

babe

i knew what i was getting myself into when we started dating

i'm almost finished with my studies

nobody is distracting me from anything

don't worry, i'm good

maxie💙

so we can tell the world about us?

y/n🩷

if you want, then yes

maxie💙

i want everyone to know i have the hottest and smartest girl😮‍💨

y/n🩷

you’re making me blush

baby

i miss you so much

i can’t wait to join you 😭

maxie💙

not more than me

i’m counting down the days until i see you 💙

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maxverstappen1 yes, the rumors are true. i have a girlfriend, and she is indeed a nurse at the local hospital in Croatia. we decided to keep the relationship to ourselves because i didn't want her privacy taken away from her, or her focus shifted from her studies. i wish we could have had the opportunity of announcing this on our own terms, but the paparazzi got the best of us this time. i urge you all to be respectful towards her, any hate towards her will absolutely not be tolerated by me or anyone from my team. i hope you will come to love and respect her as much as i do

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Let me rant about these STUPID TIKTOK COD FANS

I saw a video where a person just said oh guys ghost is an 80s baby. He’s around his 40s. I agreed bc lore and then I opened the comments. Someone said ghost was born in 2012.. others even commented that too

… *eye twitch* 2012?!??????

I comment this man is old. People start to attack me saying 41 is not old. Bro, I’m 21 that man is 20 years older than me. Most of those fucking people in the comments are probably teens. Maybe I’m off my meds…

Like yes he feeds our daddy issues but the bloke is old. His joints crack for sure, he’s got back issues.

I hate them.. I fucking hate them. I was a fan way before those little shits were. Maybe I’m healing and I understand that age gaps and being attracted to some older men is not fine. Maybe I’m having a moment where I don’t want to sexualise him.

I honestly hope those poser cod fans leave this fandom. Like yes ship ghost and soap, I like that but don’t fuck with lore and make him a 2012 child.

I wish TikTok hadn’t ruined my favourite rite game. It invited annoying people to this fandom.

… anyway, I’m going back to my hole in the wall.. I’ll come back soon.. love ya pookies

[ohnopeh]

my roman empire is whatever the heck shameless writers were on when writing ian’s lover interests after mickey’s incarceration. if they wanted us to hate him (as if) why did they make his partners so shitty to him? like caleb told ian to grow up cause ian was worried not getting the job due to his bipolar??? caleb saying ‘push past it’ like bro you are so damn privileged to think a mental illness is something you can just brush off like that, what are we taking meds for when we have our lord and saviour caleb saying it’s no big deal!

and trevor giving no shit that ian was having an episode? oh ian you seem off your meds you alright mate? no? oh okay i don’t give a fuck i tried keep it up you do you i was just your boyfriend and work as a freaking social service i surely know that ignoring the problem and getting angry at someone mentally unstable is the way to go!

they wrote all that without gallavich being endgame in mind, did they hate ian that much??? only one who never got scared to stop ian (the knife scene, the funeral, the guns) and insists he needs meds (pushing him on the wall so he wouldn’t leave, suggesting to call the cops on him so force his recovery, calming him down during hallucinations, not making him feel ashamed for them, getting him meds and so on) has always been mickey and only mickey.

they saw each others at their worst and their best and thought yeah i wanna spend the rest of my life with this person???????????

i wonder if they would have made ian end up miserable with someone who doesn’t care about his mental health if mickey didn’t come back??? god to be a fly on the wall in that writing room

[scientia-rex]

I got home from work today sneezing my head off with a right eye that won’t stop watering, took a hot shower, climbed into bed, and I haven’t climbed out since. I’m grumpy and I have a headache and if I’m not testing positive for COVID or debilitated by symptoms tomorrow I’ll still need to go to work because that’s twenty patient visits that would need to be rescheduled, usually with someone else, and that’s twenty people I’m letting down. Today I did one of my patented 45-second Pap smears (if it takes longer than that, your doctor needs to get better!) for someone with vaginal atrophy from menopause (it is both very common and very treatable) and she was in disbelief. (This time it was more like 30 seconds.) I saw a suicidally depressed patient who’s clinging to life with both hands and I changed their meds last week and I am not making them wait to see me. I cleaned a wound no one else gave a shit about and I saw a bitter pissy Republican Party bigwig who has terrible anxiety and depression she doesn’t tell anyone about, who’s alienated everyone but who I can still convince to try treatment.

I do my job on hard mode on purpose. I like being important—who doesn’t? I like being legendary, I like that when people move to town and ask for doctor recommendations on Facebook so many people mention me that other patients feel compelled to tell me about it. I got nominated for best doctor in our local region last year. (I didn’t win, out of 5 nominees.) But when I’m sick, when I’m the kind of sick that can be hidden easily, the kind of sick I was always expected to go to school and rotations and residency with, it’s so hard. I hate exposing patients, even to a cold, but the benefits of receiving care are probably enough to outweigh the chance of transmission. I wrestle with myself: if I call in, it starts a ripple effect. Can they get a per diem from their “pool” (of three) to come in? Can they reschedule my patients with me? I don’t have any open spots for five weeks. Can they open same days? None available for three weeks. Can they open blocked spots? That’s going to make my life hell when I come back from being sick. That’s clinic staff calling twenty patients, trying to reach them. That’s twenty patients who feel abandoned. They can know intellectually that doctors get sick too, but they don’t believe it. They take it personally. I have seen this over and over again, until I had to believe it.

It is so EASY for people who don’t do this job to tell me how I’m doing it wrong. “Just stay home!” Oh, okay, you want to tell the person whose chronic opioids I’m supposed to write for that I can’t? You want to put the nurses through getting the on-call to write a bridge prescription? I write more ADHD meds than most of my peers—usually a lot more. You want to tell my colleagues to write meds they’re uncomfortable with? How about tell my suicidal patients (which is a lot of them!) that the provider they know and trust after months or years will be replaced today by a 70-year-old white man who still thinks they should pull themselves up by their bootstraps? Tell my queer patients that they have to wait until I’m better and back to get their hormones and their STI screenings, reschedule a Pap someone was dreading. Every day is a kaleidoscope of opportunities to make a real connection with “difficult” patients. I’m good at it. I may be the best at it at my clinic.

I don’t hate calling in sick just because the clinic manager is a judgy bitch, though that doesn’t help. I hate it because of what it does to my patients. And it’s not simple. Pretending it is does all of us a disservice. I am not a widget. I am not easily replaceable. You can’t plug any of our per diems (all men, 2/3 white, 2/3 old, 1/3 a Bitcoin bro) into my place and call it an equivalent, and my schedule is already so packed that if I call in sick, patients will be guilt-tripping me about it for months. I’m not kidding. That happens every single time.

Christ alive, I wish it was true that doctors never got sick.

[staugustinebutnotreligious]

Kagehina wisdom tooth removal headcannons because my mouth ouch just woke me up and it’s too early morning to go back to bed:

Hinata-

- gets his top two removed when he is twenty due to them being at risk of squishing his big ass upper teeth into each other

- during the fasting pre op he just pouts and stares forlornly at the fridge (bro is pitifully rubbing his stomach like a colonial woman on her fourth baby during the Oregon trail)

- the second- and I mean SECOND- he takes the first calming pill he passes the fuck out. Bro has to be bodily shaken the morning of to get him out of bed

- while sedated he just stares blankly at the ceiling with his crazy eyes terrifying and traumatizing every dentist in the room

- Kageyama and Natsu are in charge of driving him home after (because heavily drugged Shoyo cannot be controlled by one person) and Natsu films literally the entire time

- once settled in at home he mostly just clings to Kageyama’s side and naps

Kageyama-

- bro gets all four with high risk of complications way later in life than most people because Lady Luck hates his ass (it goes fine he just isn’t allowed to blow his nose for a few weeks because his sinus gets bumped)

- during the pre op fasting/meds/waiting he is extremely paranoid and meticulous. He does every step perfectly without complaint is hydrated the exact maximum healthy amount possible by the time he goes in

- he somehow bribes Yachi into being his driver so Hinata won’t throw up from nerves and she spends the entire operation sweating bullets in the lobby

- shockingly friendly when drugged as it lowers his trust issues and makes him forget how threatening his smile can be (bro is giving Bruce from finding Nemo the whole time)

- he chats the dental assistant’s ear off when he’s being wheeled out, which makes him bleed a bunch and he’s stuck using the gauze for the rest of the night instead of as needed

- Hinata is waiting at home like Kageyama is at war. Drugged Tobio finds this baffling and is quite shocked to see his husband

- He sobers up fairly quick, though he still manages to humiliate himself in the mean time. The embarrassment sends him into a pouty rage and he can only be soothed with very fancy protein shakes and groveling for days

[hauntinglyhaunted]

Creepypasta Headcanons!

(Jeffery Woods, Eyeless Jack, Toby Rogers.)

Starting off with our crispy himself!

Jeffery Woods:

I actually believe he'd be moderately okay with self care (with the exception of showering, because he's gross 🧍)

Like, he def keeps different kinds of lotions to help hydrate his burn scars (I'm projecting ikik) and has a variety of different scents.

I actually think he doesn't have a strict preference for what kind of music he listens to, but tends to listen to heavy metal or older emo music.

Def listens to ICP. You can't change my mind.

I actually heavily headcanon him as someone that'll pick at his skin, specifically the skin on his fingers/hands. It's a bad habit that he has tried (and failed) to shake off.

Drinks monster/energy drinks like its WATER.

He's the type of guy to point at someone's concert shirt and ask them to name 3-5 songs

Eyeless Jack:

Out of any of the pastas, I believe he'd be the best when it comes to self care-- Considering the idea of him originally wanting to be a surgeon.

Carries hand sanitizer with him EVERYWHERE.

I believe he has a habit of over washing his hands and is constantly using hand sanitizer.

He has sensitive hearing from his heightened senses, so I believe he'd keep earplugs on him 24/7

Tried to prepare organs like someone would a sandwich, he regretted that.

The type of guy that doesn't pick up on humor. You quote something online around this guy and he'll just take it as you being dead serious.

Tried to eat human food so he could feel "normal" again, but it made him sick. Still tries it every now and then, but it can result in him just curled up on the floor. Think of how some people that are lactose intolerant will still eat dairy (you know who you are 🙄)

In some med schools, it's actually preferred to know a second language (that could also just be where I live, so 🚶) and I actually believe he knows bits of Spanish.

Parts of his life before the sacrifice is actually a major blur for him, it's like looking through a fog for him.

Hates the smell of mint.

I feel like he mainly uses echolocation. Or if he could "see" anything, it would probably be like seeing the temperature of something

Example:

Bro constantly cold. It could be the middle of July and he'd probably be LAYERED up. Long sleeves, hoodies, etc.

Toby Rodgers:

Chews. His fingers, the scar on his cheek, dead skin on his lips, he just chews.

Unironically wears socks and sandals

Due to high levels of stress, I like to think he'd have white steaks/patches in his hair. :]

Tried to give himself a piercing once, it didn't work out. It scarred.

Either Midwest emo or grunge, you can't change my mind!

Has listened to the front bottoms (father...) and the mountain goats.

Listens to Nirvana sometimes. 👏

Due to his trauma, he prefers to not drive or ride in the passenger seat. He either forces himself to sleep or zones out SOOOO hard.

Since he can't go get his hair cut professionally for obvious reasons, some of his hair is uneven since he doesn't know how to cut it properly.

Toby doesn't like sweetened coffee, he either drinks it black or eats instant coffee because "it works faster"

He regretted this.

Got my first ACTUAL post down! Hope you guys like it! Tried to keep it lighthearted since it's a starter. I take requests btw. :]

[theartsanityshoppe]

#4 #11 #18 and #31 for YOUR flint? :3c aheehee

OH HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO HO ~ I see what you're doing here.... ಸ‿ಸ #4. how crafty/resourceful are they?

Huehuehuehuehueheuehue, how fitting you choose this one given all the work I've been putting into his [purposefully vague] backstory. This man is HELLA crafty and resourceful - he was, after all, a little delinquent on his way to full blown criminal himself before turning over a new leaf only a few years ago.

Flint's the kind of guy whose able to put together a ridiculous plan in minutes using only the things on his person and maybe a random item near by, AND make said plan work almost perfectly every time. No, he won't share his thinking with anyone, you just gotta trust the process bro. B) He's also incredibly good at pranks, especially at seemingly putting them together/in place before you can even prank him first somehow. Lotti hates this cuz it means she always gets hit with a prank first haha

#11. what do they have in common with you? how are they different? would you get along with them?

Honestly - not much haha. I guess we both have at LEAST the fact that we're both insanely loyal to those we consider our best friends. Otherwise we're more different than alike I'd think - tho I do think we'd get along very well if we met. Technically speaking one of my persona's IS his friend/neighbor [Cricktok] hahaha

Our differences are pretty night and day I'd say, funny enough. He's way more of a listener, I'm a chatter-box who elongates every story I tell. He's a cheap-stake who tries to get out of paying things - even for friends, I actively pay things before friends even know what's going on. He's an athletic/active type always looking for the next rush of adrenaline, I've got asthma and other health problems that make me wanna just take a nap lol. He's quick to get into a physical fight if things get hairy, I cry if someone raises their voice at me on the phone hahaha we're very different people.

#18. their opinion on lying, stealing, and killing?

Lying - For the most part: doesn't really mind. He does it all the time himself, even to Lotti and others he loves. HOWEVER, later in his arc, he does start to see why lying can be so cruel, and starts to see it as more of a... 'necessary evil' more often than his first tactic. Unless you're a suspect/enemy, then he'll lie his ass off to you just to piss you off.

Stealing - Again, for the most part, is pretty chill with it. It depends on what's stolen/from whom - going back to an earlier answer, he was a delinquent himself and part of what got him eventually caught by his soon-to-be-mentor was trying to steal from her. Actually he did manage to steal from her, he just got cocky and went back for more haha - part of why she took a shine to him because no one had ever been able to dupe her before. If the item is maybe from a giant store, or something that no one would truly need or miss, he doesn't REALLY care - but if it was a more meaningful item, or something someone really needs [like maybe meds, or something to keep them warm/safe/healthy etc] he'll step in and stop them. He actively goes after Cy however purely for the fact that it's her haha she is not allowed to steal and get away with it if he's there.

Killing - surprisingly okay with this. As of right now, he has yet to do so, but is not someone who would hesitate if he were put into the position of 'kill or be killed' or to save another. He does appreciate that Neo Oldesville is very heavy on criminal punishments via the use of community service/rehabilitation, but he is absolutely willing to kill and not feel any remorse or regret [more than likely/depending who he kills] from it if he does. As it currently stands I don't have him killing anyone in the story - yet. That could change of course as it's being restructured for the third time haha.

#31. do they like receiving gifts? giving gifts? what is their ideal gift?

Oh boy does he! He LOVES getting gifts - which is kind of funny seeing how non-materialistic he is most of the time. The man doesn't even have a house or apartment, he just sleeps in his office or a free hotel room at the Wicke Charity run Hotel. But he adores it, and will always do something in return, be it gifting something back like an object, a meal or food item [like say a wine bottle or something] or even just a hand written thank you note.

He isn't big on GIVING gifts - but not in the way that makes him mean haha, he generally prefers to leave something behind where the intended recipient can find it, so to avoid a possible emotional response. He's still learning how to deal with the positive emotions of others who actually like him lol. But he does always try his best when it comes down to it and find something that really resonates for the person, ESPECIALLY if he deems them a friend.

As for an ideal gift... honestly any of Blossom's drawings. He just adores her and her drawing of him, which is why I always like to draw one hanging up on his pushpin board in his office haha. Tho anything Inspector Query would ALSO go over amazingly with him heehehe

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Thank you @thenameswinter99 for the tag!

What's the origin of your blog title? Everyone on the entire planet knows my obsession with Aldhelm so... this will come as a surprise to exactly no one. This is my side blog, that I treat like a main, but my main is @lord-aldhelm so this is a companion blog that is like, Lady Aldhelm, as in Aldhelm's wife.

OTP(s) + Shipname: Aethelflaed x Aldhelm (Aldflaed) [although in truth it would be Aldhelm x me]

Favorite colour: I have several depending on my mood. My 'main' favorite color is purple, but in general I love all shades of green/green-blue, especially teal, sage, forest, emerald, and jade.

Favorite game: I have not played video games in AGES, but two of my all time favorites are Zelda: Ocarina of Time and ChronoTrigger. I used to play the shit out of these games, and I still will if I have time. I also love the original Mario Bros games for the NES, and I grew up with an Atari 2600 and love so many games from there, but one of my faves was Pitfall 2. The music was banger!

Song stuck in your head: "Lighting the Beacons" from The Last Kingdom soundtrack. I listen to this soundtrack along with a lot of Enya and other Celtic music a lot when I paint.

Weirdest habit/trait? Picking at little imperfections on my skin... Especially when I am bored/anxious

Hobbies: Reading, drawing/painting, writing fics, making gifs, gardening

If you work, what's your profession? I am currently a professional pet portrait artist, but I used to be a veterinary technician for 20 years.

If you could have any job you wish, what would it be? Realistically? I honestly really love painting portraits for a living. I would never go back to working in vet med for a number of reasons. But I also would love to run an animal sanctuary.

Something you're good at: Painting? I guess?

Something you're bad at: Socializing

Something you love: Animals, wildlife, nature, Aldhelm

Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: Veterinary Medicine (and Aldhelm, let's be real)

Something you hate: When I have a day planned out and someone derails me by suggesting something at the last minute. Also people who are mean and rude for no fucking reason. Being forced into doing things I don't want to do.

Something you collect: I have so many collections: stones, seashells, animal figurines, pinecones

Something you forget: Things that I don't remember to write down! Also I am REALLY bad with names!

What's your love language? Spending time together, acts of service, physical touch

Favorite movie/show: Movie: Princess Mononoke; TV show: The Last Kingdom

Favorite food: Orange Chicken from Panda Express

Favorite animal: Wolf

What were you like as a child? Shy and quiet, loved to read, be on my own, explore the woods near my house.

Favourite subject at school? Biology

Least favourite subject: History, only because of them making us memorize dates and people's names rather than telling us about all the interesting stuff

What's your best character trait? Being open minded and forgiving

What's your worst character trait? Being stubborn

If you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be? This is such a loaded question, given what is going on in the world rn. But personally, I would wish for financial stability.

If you could travel in time, who would you like to meet? I really would not fancy traveling back in time as a woman.. to be honest, and I cannot think of any person I would want to meet. BUT, I would love to see some of the recently extinct animals alive in the wild: like the thylacine, dodo, Falkland island wolf, and Carolina parakeet.

No pressure tags (if you want to):

@gemini-mama @thelettersfromnoone @synintheraven

@bagheerita @solinarimoon @errruvande @paula-in-dreamland @aneurins-barnard

@waterfallsilverberrywrites @holy3cake @whitedarkmoonflower @bilbotargaryen @lady-wyrd

@grinningkatz @ladyinred2248 @hikaruchen @st-eve-barnes @alexagirlie

@grlwtskulltattoo @mrsarnasdelicious

[selfshipgushing]

I was all bowomp :( a few moments ago but seeing my ask being posted got me a bit better somehow cuz. F/o. Wahoo!!

And yes I am better now, atleast from the sickness!! I almost went "mom i frew up" but it's okay we balling. As for the AU's!! Imma share some!!!

— Hospitalized S/I. I had pneumonia once, would be funny to imagine my brother there when it happened (I was a kid so he'd also be younger). Roy took care of her and watched em draw on the whiteboard, plus got mad when she first got sick because "I JUST got used to have a sibling I can't lose it now"/silly

— The classic killing off your S/I </3 the meds looked a bit too yummy in her tummy. She protects her bro on the afterlife (specially cuz a lot of people hates him) and sometimes also "talks" to him, making scribbles on some blank papers. It's difficult to do so, so it's nothing too developed, but it's still communication!! She likes to draw hearts because it's easy + love!! ^^ /p

— Not really AU but scenario,, a what if gets to meet S/I's biological mother. She's an ass and he knows, and he's very protective too, so it'd be funny >:>

— MIND SWAP!!!!! I already drew this one actually!!! It's silly I recommend you guys to try

— Crossoverssss.... they would gimme such a good dynamic in a tadc crossover maybe,, both of them gets into the digital world but they can't remember each other, or just one of them does,, blows up the mod💥💥💥💥/pos

I wanna yap now can I. Can I explode ur inbox with asks. Pretty please/silly

— 🌺

you may always explode the inbox hibiscus anon

[everydayyoulovemeless]

I know you've already done Nick and DiMA, but I'd love to see some fatherly Hancock headcanons if you're up to it. If not, no worries! Thanks for keeping us fallout fans fed with your writing.

Hancock As A Dad

➼ Word Count » 0.6k ➼ Warnings » None ➼ A/N » I'm loving all these father HCs !!

A part of him doesn't think he deserves to care for someone in a fatherly way. I mean, just look at where he lives- look at his life choices, does someone like that really deserve to have that much responsibility in someone else's life?

He shelters you a lot more than you'd think. Drugs? What are drugs? Papa just has a bit of schizophrenia and needs to take his meds. He can try can play it off as much as he wants, but the only people he's fooling are the ferals down the road. He can try to shield you from certain things from the outside world, but he partakes in too much of it himself for it to really be effective.

Sure, he's an addict, but he ain't a deadbeat. Hancock's the type to show up to anything important to you. You've decided to start up a new shop in Goodneighbor? Consider him your first customer! Just bought a new gun and want to test it out in an alley? He'll be right behind you, doing his best to help you aim! He's there to support in any way he can, no matter what it is.

He's always going around telling people that you're his kid. It's just a constant flow of, "You see that one? That's my kid! :)"

Despite how he feels toward McDonough, he'd never want to send too much ill intent his way. He tones down his hatred for his brother a lot when you're around, only because he feels that he's your uncle, whether the two of you are related or not. Family's important to him, and he rather you come up with your own opinion rather than him tell you how you should feel.

Ruffles your hair whenever you do something he's proud of.

He's not overprotective by any means, but if anyone ever were to start pushing you around, he'd gladly rough 'em up for you.

He loves it when you talk about your interests with him. It makes him all fuzzy inside and helps give him better ideas on how to involve himself with those activities more often. He loves being a part of your life, especially when it involves your passions.

Most of the residents in Goodneighbor will wave and greet you by name. It holds the same energy as if a family friend were to come over for dinner.

It might be slightly ironic, and he fully understands how it might seem, but you aren't allowed to do drugs till you're at least 30. He'd hate for you to ruin your life so early. Live a little, then he might reconsider.

He'll take you out to one of the settlements and teach you to throw knives. Just something fun for the two of you to do outside. He might even tell you tales of his own childhood.

He throws the best pity parties. If you're ever feeling depressed, he'll lock the doors leading to his room, and he and Fahrenheit will do everything they can to distract you. They'll play games (mostly chess), give you a bit of alcohol, or even just sit out on the balcony and people-watch.

He's one of the most gently honest people there is. He'd never lie to you, and he sure as hell wouldn't ever want anything he says to come off as rude, so you end up with these incredibly sincere statements laced with the sweetest tone.

Hype man?? Bro is always ready to spit compliments at you whenever you need them. It's almost impossible to feel insecure with a father figure like him constantly checking in on you.

Hancock loves you to bits and wouldn't know what to do with himself if you ever disappeared from his life. He wants the best for you and would do everything he can to ensure that you're happy.

[venusjailer]

Will I ever stop pathologising the AP main characters and creating incredibly detailed backgrounds riddled with childhood trauma? It’s unlikely!

(INSANELY LONG) (LIKE INSANELY) (YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED) EXPLANATIONS BELOW

(And If you have hc’s feel free to share!)

Patrick: cmon. The entire plot of AP is literally him just begging to be noticed.

Bro is devoid of attention right until the very last scene (aka the one with his lawyer). Sorry to all the SiGmA mALe AMPS fans but this is not a “sigma 🥶”, this is a man who did not receive a MORSEL of affection during his formative years.

His obsession with ‘fitting in’ (ie being accepted and therefore cared about) through his clothes, his looks, his social circle; his outbursts of intense emotion and inability to regulate them (almost as if he was never taught how to do so); the way he views the women in his life in an almost maternal way (namely Evelyn and Jean) - he just needs a hug!!!

And some intense therapy. And heavy duty psych meds.

Paul: this one is partly canonical, partly not.

The way that his character is almost revered by the other guys at P&P is interesting; he comes over as this über cool, competent, successful finance bro almost to a greater extent than they think they are.

But then he gets drunk with Patrick away from the office and from the constraints of corporate professionalism and becomes this silly goofy little guy.

I don’t necessarily think his work ‘persona’ is an act: I think it’s the parts of himself that he has to accentuate in order to succeed.

Also - I took influence for this from the amazing Paul character studies written by my dear friend @leoblooms on AO3 - please check them out

Luis: this one is pretty self-explanatory.

He’s the only confirmed canonically queer character in AP (although, come on, Patrick’s canon closet is made of glass at this point). And yet - in a way that so many LGBT+ people have suffered with throughout history and sadly even to this day - he can never, ever show it. Being openly gay in his environment would make him a social pariah.

Instead, he has to fit in: he’s marrying a woman, he’s acting like ~one of the guys~, he’s hoping that he can suffocate that part of himself by burying it six feet underground. But as so many of us know all too well: you can’t hide who you are forever. The bathroom scene with Patrick just proves this.

I also wanted to make a note of this because it’s very interesting to me - I read the most AMAZING fic a couple of years ago that was written from Courtney’s perspective, and in it it was mentioned that Luis is Catholic. I’m a Christian as well (from a famously progressive denomination) and although a lot of attitudes are changing within the Catholic Church, particularly right now, the ‘gay = sin’ mentality does prevail for many.

So it makes sense that if Luis was raised Catholic he has been suppressing that part of himself for a very long time. I can see him lying to himself and having girlfriends in high school.

Courtney: my literal baby girl. I’ve written a whole 18k character study on her because I find her so canonically fascinating.

My headcanon is that her father was absent from her life from a young age - but this is rooted in how she actually acts in the source material.

In the boardroom scene, Luis thanks Patrick for “taking care of Courtney last night”. To me, it sounds like he’s taking on a role that’s almost paternal. She is also notably reliant, and almost clingy, on the men in her life: telling Patrick she can’t go out because she’s waiting for Luis to call, and practically begging Patrick to call her after they’ve slept together.

Additionally there’s the whole ‘fucking my best friend’s boyfriend’ thing - I’m getting WAY off topic here but I see so much of her in Cassie from Euphoria. Unless someone is purposefully malicious and nasty, I think there’s always a reason for that kind of thing, even if it is complex and unsavoury.

I hate to use the term “daddy issues” because it absolves absent/abusive fathers of all of their damage and unfairly places the blame on young women, but if I had to describe a reason for why she might act in this way - having seen it first-hand myself from many people - that would be it.

Evelyn: so I did take some influence from Reese Witherspoon’s character in Legally Blonde here - but I think Evelyn is actually one of the smartest characters in AP and so I feel it’s fitting.

She comes over as incredibly ditzy and shallow, but remember we’re seeing and reading all of this from Patrick’s perspective - of course he’s not going to have a high opinion of her, because…it’s Patrick Bateman were talking about here.

In reality, she’s probably one of the most socially clued-in characters. For example: she effortlessly hosts big gatherings with grace and decorum even if the majority of guests are, let’s be honest, fucking insufferable.

She’s also the only character who can actually handle Patrick and meets him on his own level. She absolutely refuses to take any of his bullshit (“what am I supposed to do with that? Floss with it?”).

Her actions and force prove her to be the strong willed and savvy and to me that suggests intellect, as much as it may be hidden - again, due to the environment she exists in.

Bryce: he’s so interesting.

I’ve not written as much about him in my fics as the others, but his actions in the source material suggest that underneath his finance bro Wall Street image, he’s someone who’s very disillusioned, and almost broken.

I really wish the scene of his…episode?…in the club hadn’t been cut from the film. I’d recommend anyone to watch it (and the rest of the deleted scenes because they’re class) if they’ve not seen it already.

There’s also The Informers, the book and film adaptation of another of of Bret Easton Ellis’ works, which features a young Tim Bryce (referred to as Price) and the complex relationship with his father. I’ve not read/watched it in full yet, but whilst they’re on holiday Bryce’s father gets drunk and acts lecherous and gross towards young women on the beach, and Bryce is disgusted by this (perhaps he’s not as much of a raging misogynist as his peers?), and then makes ‘joking’ comments about Bryce being the subject of attraction by other men, to which Bryce walks out on him (perhaps he’s less condemning of homophobia than the others? Or, possibly…maybe he has less than hetero feelings himself? Not to spoil any of Mergerizations but I headcanon him as bisexual tbh).

This behaviour suggests that, at least as a teen, Bryce was very assertive of what was and wasn’t okay and was happy to make these views known.

But due to bullying by his father and, again, the environment that he likely grew up in, he has to suppress this part of himself to be accepted.

WOWWWW that was a whole ass essay. If you’ve read to this part, 1) I’m sorry 2) THANK YOU 3) I love you!!!!

[byanyan]

bro i'm getting so fed up with doctors & the medical system i stg

they never take my concerns about being autistic seriously (bc i think that's the ROOT of my fucking depression & anxiety) and say it's a possibility but clearly not severe if i'm here communicating with them, like????? bro i'm FORCING myself here ok, fuck off. and apparently?? after my psych evaluation the psychiatrist wrote about autism as a possibility but thinks adhd is more likely but DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO ME ABOUT IT the appointment was MONTHS ago and i'm just finding out NOW during a medication follow up??? like yeah i got put on adhd meds but i keep getting told it's to help with energy levels & focus not SPECIFICALLY TO MANAGE ADHD SYMPTOMS and i'm not being directed to an assessment or w/e to confirm an actual diagnosis

i'm gonna fucking scream. i hate it here. i just want to KNOW what's wrong so i can keep working to accommodate myself bc focusing solely on the depression and anxiety is NOT working it has NEVER worked bc i always end up right back here and ajdkglsjgldh