#i had to trash some stuff

[ryan-is-a-god]

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CONDIMENTS!!!!!

NO ONE NEEDS THAT MANY CONDIMENTS! AND BEFORE YOU SAY "THERES NO SUCH THING AS TOO MANY CONDIMENTS"

NO- NO- YOU THINK THAT, AND THEN ONE DAY YOU OPEN YOUR FRIDGE, YOU BOUGHT SOMETHING REAL, FRUIT, VEGETABLES, JUICE, IDC EVEN A GODDANMED CAKE AND WHAT DO YOU FIND? SO MANY CONDIMENTS YOU'RE DROWNING IN THEM! THEY AREN'T EVEN EXPIRED SO YOU CANT JUSTIFY TRASHING THEM AND THEY AREN'T EVEN YOURS SO YOU WOULDN'T!!!!

THERE IS NO SURFACE AREA NOT INHABITANTED WITH CONDIMENTS, AND ON TOP OF THEM IS MORE CONDIMENTS!!!

IM NOT EVEN OVER EXAGGERATING THIS LITERALLY JUST HAPPENED!!!!

[xxplastic-cubexx]

doodles from today

[sometimesmaybespoof]

When she Half on my Life till I 2

[moregraceful]

multiple habs watersports prompts in 1u

[doodlingwren]

No way

[chronicillnesscaneffoffplease]

Why does everything I love hurt my hands?

[necrotic-nephilim]

Sorry if this might be a rude question but why don’t you just make a seperate account for your nsfw fics?

not rude, it's a valid question! tbh it's a combination of a couple reasons.

i started posting anonymous dead dove batcest fics long before i had the balls to make a tumblr. at first i was content to just leave them unassociated with each other because i didn't really care about them being tied to me. i made this blog to actually show solidarity to my partner who wanted to make a sideblog for Sandman comic stuff so we could cheerlead each other and be brave together, since i've wanted to make a batcest sideblog but i've been nervous about actually having to get it going. (mal ik you're reading this go be brave and actually make your blog so i can cheerlead you damnit-) only did it dawn on me then that i should probably mention the fics i've written on the blog after like, three of them were posted anonymously. and it would've annoyed me to have half of them anonymous and half of them not, because notifications for them would've gone in different places. i could go back and take my fics off anon if i wanted to, but i can't switch the account they're on without taking them down entirely and that'd fuck over people who have them bookmarked already.

which, ties into my second reason, if i made an entire second ao3 account it'd be harder for me to see notifications, reply to stuff, and post things for both accounts because i'd have to constantly switch. and honestly i'd be terrified of accidentally posting on the wrong one on a brain fog day. posting fics is always the most tedious part of writing them for me lol. it's easier for me to stay logged into one account and have all of my stuff in one place for me and just use the anonymous collection when i feel like it. if ao3 pseuds worked like tumblr blogs, where you can't see all my side blogs but i can, i would've used pseuds, but since you can see all pseuds on an ao3, i felt it was a moot point.

and the last reason is i just feel more comfortable being anonymous on ao3 because of the rise in anti culture. on tumblr it's very easy for me to just filter that out and find the people i want to follow and block the people i don't. i don't mind getting hate, on tumblr or on ao3. but i think, for whatever reason you want to blame it on, there's been a massive boom of antis on ao3 who are very entitled about how they read on ao3. i tag extensively, but i just feel safer from getting targeted attacks if everything i write on ao3 isn't attached to one profile. if people like a fic i wrote, want to find more i always link my tumblr in the notes, but if an anti wants to get huffy with me, they can't easily track down my other things. they definitely could if they wanted to, but being anonymous on ao3 just makes me feel more secluded, in a weird way. it's like saying "if you want you can come find me but on here i'm just a weird faceless guy throwing stuff in the void". i've used ao3's anon feature a lot, actually, i used to be a hydra trash party dumpster kid back when that was in it's prime.

i also used to be vaguely popular on a different tumblr blog and my main ao3 and while i think it'd definitely be cool if i got a decent chunk of followers on this blog too, i don't really miss having fanfiction do so well i got targetted hate on all of my fics from the same people, i had my fics stolen, etc. it was really exhausting for me. i have 120+ works on ao3, not counting what's anonymous, and that level of exposure tires me, even when i use my main ao3 to post things that aren't trashy. it's just a weird feeling knowing so many people are subscribed to you on ao3 and what if you post something they won't like because you jumped fandoms again, or you're posting something niche, or you don't think it fills enough fandom tropes to be well-liked. i used to obsessively think like that, and it made me not write the things i wanted to because i cared about numbers. and i don't want to slide back into that hole. writing on anonymous is mostly to remind myself i wrote this for me, and if other people like it, they can come find me, but i don't have to perform like that anymore. if i get a really weird fucked up idea, i can write the really weird fucked up idea. at the end of the day, just makes me more comfortable! but i get it's a super confusing set up from an outsider perspective so, i really don't mind the question, thank you for asking!!

[nightlycomet]

Having gone through the original Urusei Yatsura anime twice in full and currently nearing the end of my third rewatch (just going through the episodes I like this time... which is admittedly still most of it lol), I thought it'd be fun to put together a chart on how I'd personally categorize the evolution and different parts of the show.

This is by no means supposed to be an "objective and definitive" categorization or anything. I just wanted to list out in broad strokes how I see the show based on what I've observed and what I feel from it.

[u3pxx]

cleaning up and throwing away things is so difficult for me bc i get attached to even the smallest piece of clutter that i don't need anymore , like girl pls ....... it's a scrap piece of paper ........ throw it away PLEASE ...................

[scribbiesan]

Made some art for @ultimateplanedragon ‘s Dusthide Helios and his familiar Infinity!

Had fun merging what they wanted Helios to look like as well as his normal Dusthide features, and Infinity is so cute!!! I wasn’t feeling up to shading or rendering his metallic parts, so sadly he’s stuck with just his flats.

Doodle the Dragon Above You is a fun little forum game I partake in when bored or not inspired by things around me, and it’s always nice to share art with the other players, and put the pretty pictures up in your dragon’s bio. Shit’s fun!

I’ve got other things to work on now that my artistic mojo is flowing right again, so imma get on that! Hope y’all enjoy

Toodles~!

[skyeateyourdonuts]

im. filled w rage

[a-substantial-trash-pile]

i am a harvey and Elliott lover, i know everyone wants to bonk shame (my letters break sometimes bc im on mobile i am so sorry n doesnt want to go in shames mame :< ) with their faces and i dont understand, ignore this ask if you want to btw but otherwise what do you see in him?

if you want me to be real, i relate to the self-hatred and depression that he deals with. i've had very similar thoughts that he's had in my life. it's really nice to watch him grow and get help for himself and try and find happiness, because it's something i want for myself too. so i love him because maybe in a way it'll help me love myself. also i think he's a cute dork.

[rexscanonwife]

When I'm closing out at work and I've had a shitty day I blast MCR on the radio speakers. The louder it is the worse of a day I had 🙂

[six-improbable-things]

Finished Rogue Trader today!!!! I can't believe that finishing the game got me five achievements all at once. (Finish the game, finish the game as Votary (Iconoclast), finish the game as Zealot, finish the game on Daring, and then the one for the True Ending.)

I love owlcat games ending slides so much. They're so detailed, and so responsive to your choices. These ones were definitely interesting... Lots of my companions were trying to murder each other or otherwise inconvenience each other, which was kind of funny. (RIP to Abelard's granddaughter...)

Oddly enough, despite romancing Kibellah instead, Yrliet was the one who had the most "positive" ending slides, both in general and in terms of her relationship with Xandra. (I must have fucked something up with Kibellah because it said she eventually grew apart from Xandra, and that she couldn't see any other path than the Web. I guess that explains why I didn't get the Void Shadows achievement, or the one for finding your true love. 💔)

I watched the True Ending and the normal ending, and it didn't seem to change much (Imperium still attacked the Expanse, companion results still the same, etc.), other than me having Nomos/C'Tan fusion as an ally (they did block off the Expanse from the Imperium fleet, though, so I guess that's the upside?), so I'm definitely going to stick with the True Ending.

[marsbotz]

im thinkkng Curiously abt all the other winners that Didnt come back.. all the winners that were able to put it behind them and make the most of their life. Or Not

[hsladies]

if you ever visit evansville, indiana, don't go in the woods near the creek. there's weird shit in there.