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some business to take care of
#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#enstars#whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main#been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not#midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this#anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well#always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately#finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow#mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day#with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless#i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do#not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense#but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri
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Man.
#just discovered another old (and i mean OLD) moot of mine had blocked me#and im so. freaking sad about that#not sure if its bc of a thing i posted but also i.#gosh.#this year has been AWFUL for me in regards of mutuals#i love all the ones i have because i. i have lost so many this year#deom deactivation to blocking to something else. and im#I'm just#i feel like im losing all the mutuals i once had and loved and i#its not fun#im so happy for the ones i have now because#ive lost so many#like I'm sorry for anything ive done but also like#ik its also for comfort reasons and that still hurts#come back please..... im so sick and tired of losing people#vent
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what if you drew the cutest little mettaton. possibly shitty despot king mettaton looking sooo cute on his throne. or adorable shy ghostie mettaton. or literally any mettaton. what then.
Day 9 - Teeny Tiny Tyrant
#My art#Requestober#UT#Mettaton#Yeah >:3 What then huh what of it >:3c Hehe ♪#Man I haven't drawn EX in?? years?????#Pretty sure never on this blog - he's shown up at least once on one of my alts so he counts but Just Barely lol#EX and calculator-lookin' Mettaton are still the only ones I've drawn up to the point lol - no ghostie or NEO#And definitely the first time drawing the slouchy throne lol it's a cute design! Silly!!#I really fought for a limited palette on this one agh all shades and shines can be found in flats elsewhere#Barring the throne colours - purple and gold don't count lol#Getting the bottoms of his shoes to chibify was a nightmare too aghjfkdslafjdf but I did it!!!! And I'm generally pleased!#Is he dwarfed enough by the chair hehe#So many - Bosses included - would look tiny if they sat on the throne(s)!#It Is a shame he covers the backrest so completely I had fun drawing the angel on it aw#Well I saved it out separately so if I wanted anyone else to sit it in funny lol
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I made a similar post before a long ass time ago for the other three da protags but now it's time for rook, this time in poll format <3
as always feel free to ramble about your ocs in the tags!! 👀
#💾#dragon age#mostly threw this together bc i think it's a fun dragon age character development question#and i wanted to bring some oc community engagement to the dash today#community? comradery? positivity? idk#← rare moment of me not minding if one of my posts breaks containment#ive had this sitting in my drafts forever and kept forgetting about it so whatever. go my scarab#also i want to make a spirit version but i cant have 2 polls in the same post. L#anyway. for lleyth it's actually hard for me to figure out for once bc like i could see pride for obvious reasons including solas#but at the same time i think lleyth is... actually quite humble and does not believe themself to be any better or more qualified than anyon#like they dont want the position they're in at all and they doubt their own leadership skills constantly#and they do what they must bc they have to. not bc 'they're the only one who can (do it right)' like solas wants to believe ab himself#and i think people who make good targets for pride are people who would do anything for power. lleyth does not want that#which leads me to think they would probably be targeted by despair.#i think they are someone who is used to being forced to lock away their sadness and either turn it into useful rage or compartmentalize it#but there is just. a deep and profound sense of not belonging anywhere and doubting their place in the world/others' lives#and if they weren't the type of person whose instincts kick in like a failsafe and make them keep fighting no matter what#i feel like they really would be stopped in their tracks by an overwhelming feeling of futility and misery#and there are a Lot of miserable moments in lleyth's life a demon could use to manipulate that within them 😔#plus despair seems to be the polar opposite of determination. which considering spite really likes/is drawn to lleyth... yeah. yeah#and the fact that despair demons constantly single out rook in combat is like. haha whats going on there bud........#and i personally think the inverse of this question (what spirit would be drawn to them) answer would be determination#bc damn kid you don't know how to quit. you will punch up at the cost of even your own fists and it's admirable#constantly swinging at something bigger than you that you cant take down etc etc#*take me to war by the crane wives starts playing as i lean out over the balcony smoking a cigarette*#take me to war honey i dare you. i'll be the sweetest thing to ever scare you <3 etc etc#plus its also tasty to me to think about lucanis having to break them out of the Despair Mind Prison#by chipping away at all of the awful things they believe about themself. as payback#🫵 get loved and adored idiot
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Casually posts enstars art as if i didnt draw these back in august 2022 hello. I thought souma fish card was funny
#next post wont be enstars prommy. probably#art tag#enstars#ensemble stars#souma kanzaki#i wont tag the other two theyre barely there. little scribbles#ty for the tags on the kuro art wth……….#ive had comments on here and twt like i know nothign abt enstars but this looks pretty like AW. MAN….#im posting like almost daily rn. what’s happening#i have so much souma art btw. hes so fun to draw. i have piles of sketches of this guy#i dont like a good chunk of them tho. and i have drawings of other characters. and ive never drawn keito smiling#once again tumblr gets this before twt love u guys. ok. gootbye#OH FUCKING CROSSROADS. I HAVENT MENTIONE DIT AT ALL ON HERE.#I CANT WAIT FOR CROSSROADS AARRGRHGARGHRGRHGAHGRHJGHGRHGRHGRAHGARHGDAHGRA#okay thats it.#byebye :]
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kind of repeating myself here but
Elves are the pumpkin spice latte of fantasy: Kind of mild, but mostly harmless, and unreasonably picked on because girls like them
Dwarves are the Bud Light of fantasy: Just fine on its own, but a little over-hyped by guys that are insecure in their masculinity
Hating elves and loving dwarves is the ‘I’m not like other girls’ of fantasy roleplaying. You can’t change my mind on this.
���oHhO lOoK aT mE i’M pLAyINg A dWaRF i’M sO mUcH cOoLEr tHaN aN eLf’
FUCK YOU. YOU’RE JUST AS CLICHE. IT’S JUST THAT YOUR CLICHE CHARACTER ARCHETYPE ISN’T AS FOPPISH.
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I knew about the post concert depression but no one told me about the post concert constant feeling of AAAAAAAAAHHH that lasts days and makes everything much more bearable and beautiful and some sort of ethereal type of hope is restored into the world, or maybe it's just the "seeing your favourite band after first thinking that it would never happen and later spending many months waiting for it all the while fearing that it wouldn't happen after all because of circumstances outside my control or feeling like it was too beautiful and wonderful to be true so ofc it wouldn't come true" part of it all
#guys i love they might be giants. did you know about this#me days before the show: crying because i will see they might be giants#me days after the show: crying because i saw they might be giants#truth is that i didn't actually full on cry until yesterday evening though so once i was back home so it was all officially over#and it was time to just slow down and realize that oh well wow. so all that just happened. like for realsies#i also finally looked through my videos and my recording of the whole show (yes as an archivist freak who records audio from most concerts#i obviously had to record this one also. now i can listen to it again and again and be remided that i didn't dream it all up after all)#but yeah all this and now i'm supposed to move on and go back to my stupid daily life#like i didn't just have one of those real actual life experiences and moments of pure fun that other people generally get from time to time#and that i haven't had since idk even when a year and a half ago#thats the last time i consider truly amazing on a level somewhat comparable to this. but back to the show and the whole thing.#like this wouldn't have been quite as perfect if i didn't share that time with fellow fans / friends that i ended up attending the show wit#you don't realize how badly you've been wanting to be included in things and for people to be genuinely fond of you and like your company#until you get included and shown that fondness. like wow i'm allowed to have fun too after all. can it happen again someday please. anyway#i'm just glad that in midst of my big bad awful times i could have this truly amazing 10/10 time#and i guess it doesn't have to be the last such time right. even if it's easy to give into the feeling that it is#but ok anyway i'll get to that proper show recap later when i can think clearly again#and maybe more on that more personal side of it all too because well i have many more thoughts obviously#but whether i get to that in 3 days or 3 months is a mystery for now. just kind of a lot to think about once again#and my stupid baka life continues on also whether i like it or not so that has to be taken into consideration as well#time to think again about school that i'm so totally fully failing now with my two weeks long absence yayyy. its fine i'll figure it all out#goosepost
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am i tripping or is x3 relatively way better than dark phoenix like,,, obviously the second half of x3's plot is atrociously wrong (apart from when erik keeps bringing up charles) but the initial set up and premise feel less flat than dark phoenix with more things going on than just jean/phoenix and erik and the brotherhood don't feel as shoehorned?
i fear i feel you ..... however ive always held the belief X3 wasnt a terrible movie on the sole basis hank was there and the movie started with old man bickering while adopting their daughter so this aint a shocking opinion to meee
'but snap hank was in dark phoenix too' ok he didnt piss me off in X3 !!!!! moving on !!!!!!!!
#snap chats#so funny how things are intersecting cause people are talking about DP on twitter#like with X3. it wasnt my favorite but i could at least be like 'ok that was fine'#DP just had me bored or like. Miffed#idk i should rewatch them movies again.... awful because i rewatched dark phoenix twice in a week for some reason#I DONT KNOW WHY?? I WATCHED IT ONCE THEN AGAIN FOR SOME RESAON BUT OK#anyway no youre right with the brotherhood bit like we were actualy introduced to them in x3#or we saw how we got here. in dp We Just Fuckin Here. Inexplicably. Erik Werent You Wanted For Terrorism#why you just hangin out in this relatively nice field with supplies LMAO#oh but about hank tho. this my beef with the hank/mystique bit like girl why he so pressed at charles like that#as if mystique wasnt charles' sister like hank you gottttt nooooo right to be more upset than charles#like people crticize DP for how antagonistic people are to charles and WHILE CONCEPTUALLY i dont think thats a bad thing#i think it can be fun and interesting to criticize charles sometimes- or at least question him every now and then#but it do be kinda comedic in this movie cause its so....... Oh Hello JLAEKAJK LIKE WHY YALL SO MEAAN TO HIM WHATD HE DO#god this rambling is not meant for tags im gonna run out. all ima say is X3 did handle the dark phoenix thing better#even if the movie still isnt. super good. on consensus idk i should rewatch it it been a while
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thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health
#‘for my health’ says the woman who has been struggling so much she’s barely read a book in the last half year lmao#silmarillion#(eh close enough)#tolkien#personal#also because I got so viscerally appalled when someone the other day tried to claim that ‘the second age has a lot less written about it tha#n the first age’ like I beG YOUR PARDON LMAO WHOMST#clearly someone hasn’t read unfinished tales 🙂↔️ clearly someone hasn’t read the entirety of HoME 🙂↔️#and like obviously idc idc I’m not a completionist truther read as much or as little of a fandom as you want enjoy what you want etc.#but when I went ‘oh there’s actually a lot in unfinished tales and in the home! it’s rly fascinating and fun and some of my favorites have y#ou had a chance to check it out ever?’ this person rly had the audacity to say they’ve ’read some of the unfinished tales’ like hm. somethin#tells me I don’t believe you lmao#I have never once in my life heard someone call. unfinished tales. the book. titled unfinished tales. ‘the unfinished tales’ like lmao what#anyways. it’s okay to admit you haven’t read something babe I was actually gonna recommend a few parts of that book and HoME you might enjoy#but 💋 okay then 💋#also normally I’d give ppl the benefit of the doubt but this person is Like This TM a lot and always has to outdo others & im over it lmao#but also also anyways. I am not immune to the HoME rereleased editions with that gorgeous artwork they are calling me and I am weak to#resist their siren song 😭😂 they’re so beautiful but each set of like 3-4 books (some have 3 some have 4 and the last one also has an index)#are like. over $100 each lmao ripppp.#I do own a few of the HoME but I don’t own all of them and. aaaaaa I need a complete reread#13 yo me 🤝🏻 late 20s yo me : going ‘hmm life is crazy maybe I need to immerse myself in the obscurent most dense Tolkien lore I possibly can#and yknow what. we’re so right. we’re so right#the history of middle earth#unfinished tales#and that conversation. as weird and posturing as that person was being. did get me reminiscing about my HoME obsessed days and I was like aw#I should revisit that :)#sometime self care is rereading 12 volumes of obscure lore about a fictional world with no one to talk with it about#anyways home my beloved. unfinished tales my beloved. love those books#obviously OBVIOUSLY I love the silmarillion and LOTR and the hobbit and beren and luthien etc etc ad infinitum as well! ofc! I just. I love#all of them ♡ hehe ♡
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don't mind me i'm just watching some monsterfucker movies for 'research' purposes
#getting some inspiration for this werewolf horror story#when i came up with the idea i had three movies in mind#dracula 2000 obviously because that's the one i was watching at the time#but i was also thinking of The Mummy 1999#and so i watched that last night#and tonight i'm gonna watch a movie i only saw once but has lived in my head rent free#this movie is one i watched because Youtube suggested a review video for it and the review said it was awful#but the reason it was awful was because the monster noncon-ed the main female character#so i of course went 👀 and had to watch it#it is just objectively a badly done movie but it played with some fun ideas#so it helped inspire some things for my own writing#and for anyone worried i'm copying or stealing things for my own books: i'm not making money off my writing and i post it to ao3#which is a fanfiction website#and even if i am heavily inspired by something you can rest assured it's my own take on the idea#i'm not James Somerton emotionlessly reading out someone else's writing#while the spark of inspiration may come from others it's all my own words and imagination bringing my version to life#and i'd never try to hide where i got ideas from#one of my stories (that I may post soon) is literally called Twilight But Better rofl
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puppy barnes copium
#ed 2389473298#ed tw#<- just in case. because i guess it kind of is#i think it's fun to think about the specific ways he would struggle#a couple years ago i stopped being able to eat meat for maybe 4ish months because seeing it made me feel sick#i think like w all the blood on his hands (even pre ws) he'd have a hard time going back to eating meat normally. does that make sense#like with that metabolism he would need a shit ton of food to get him through a day#so i'd imagine not being able to keep enough in to sustain himself would do a number on his recovery#it's probably something he would have dealt with for a long time too because once you fuck your body up like that#it's hard to come back from it. he could and WOULD it's important to note that he can (and did) heal#but i wish there was more in-universe content about what he was going through. alone#after eg in particular because he was obviously very lonely before fatws#he very obviously was doing terrible no friends no family and that therapist was doing an awful job. so#even in wakanda we don't really see him especially close with anyone at all. he had a bond with ayo clearly but it's hard to say how close#they were when none of it was showed#and then he fucks off at the end of fatws like no come back. you're not done#world's loneliest puppy#capwoof
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I was rewatching AWE the other day and got remembered of Davy's absolutely feral growl in this scene. I have no idea whether it was scripted this way or not, but I'm glad they left it in because honestly - I absolutely love it. and I kind of want more feral Davy now
#I swear there was something more sophisticated I wanted to add to the caption but my brain just kinda stopped working#I don't know why but hearing him growl like that is doing things to me#like it literally makes me feel a shudder running down my back (in a positive way)#also fun fact: I'm not sure if I remember correctly but I think I once watched an interview with Bill Nighy where he talked about-#working on the underworld films and how the characters were basically just constantly growling and hissing at each other-#and he found it absolutely hilarious#makes me wonder if Davy's growl here was actually in the script or more of a spontaneous acting decision from Bill#either way he did great <3#although I'm not even 100% sure if it was Bill playing him in this scene bc they also had a stuntman for the fights#but I'm kinda assuming he was bc it was rather close up so his behaviour and body language would be more authentic#davy jones#davy jones potc#bill nighy#pirates of the caribbean#potc#at world's end#potc awe#potc 3#jack sparrow#selniasoriginal
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My translyrics for Salamander, written out under the cut :D
This one was much more difficult than the last, but I'm still very satisfied with it! 😤 I'm both sad that my version lost a lot of the fun soundplay of the original, and also waaay more impressed with the lyrics and vocals after digging it like this! I tried to keep it balanced between the original and Fuuta's version, though maybe it ended up leaning more toward the cover, idk. Leaving my specific notes in the tags 👍
Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?
"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.
It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.
I want a taste, but all this spice may prove more than I can take, (eh?)
Something's on your mind. So spit it out and tell me, don't waste my time, kay?
I'm hooked on this, pass me a dish.
The way I'm starving here without you -- it's a crime
A spicy treat, put on repeat,
Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!
Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?
"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.
It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.
I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --
Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.
I want a bite, I can't help giving in to this new appetite.
Again, again, I want to be on fire when I get to the end.
We live too fast, we burn to ash,
I never handled spices well and it's a crime.
A spicy treat, put on repeat,
Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!
I want to burn bright red
I want to burn bright red
Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?
"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.
Tell me I'm not alone in my mind!
Salamander~ Look what's happened to me. This pa- passion's crazy
Tell me I'm not delirious, I'm being serious.
It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.
I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --
Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.
I want to leave I want to go, but I can never stop, oh no --
Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#deco*27#this time i can confidently say this is my fav milgram song lmao#literally the hardest line of the whole song was the very first one#still not 100% satisfied but compared to my dozens of draft lines its pretty good#i really wanted the 'po's to be within a word like the original and went digging through so many words with the sound in the middle LMAO#i wanted something focused more on heat/spice but alas it had to be passion -_-#there was very little space to get across the idea of 'its not a big deal right?' so i hope 'fine' conveys what i want it to hmm...#forever missing the sound of 'ripiccha itai/ piriccha itai' but the treat/repeat lines still worked out well!#so mad english doesnt have a nice onomatopoeia like 'fuu' :(#i needed to keep the long u to finish of the first stanza the long o in a few lines -- i absolutely love how arthur lounsbery sings those#my ace ass appreciates his commitment to singing such a steamy song so harsh and turning the seductive whispers into angry grumbling 😂#me too man#the struggle of trying to write fun food lines and going 'oh NO that sounds even dirtier now' 😭😭😭#i actually did record myself singing and i knew it was gonna be bad but it was Really Awful adsfdsfd so sorry#just take my word for it!!! it all works perfectly!!!#(once again if anyone wants to cover it hmu hehe :3)#oops spelled delirious wrong in my chart shhhhhh#lyrics
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another wip from my folder hell, this time 40% more sketchy i haven't decided the best lighting set up yet,,, the whole piece is currently a bit out of my comfort zone but maybe doing some studies/sacrifices will get me there.
love letter to all the ossuaries out there. you guys are so rad. also it's my birthday. still disappointed that no hot vampire lady came to save me from the unyielding grasps of time. maybe next year.
#something that's not from a game??? on this household??? yes#fun fact the working title for this piece is osso#it's just 'bone' in portuguese and i think it's funny as hell#idk who that lady is#maybe a vampire reminiscing about her former life#or just mocking her past victims who knows#she does looks a bit like jesra but lets ignore that#can you tell i had just finished rewatching crimson peak for the thousandth time?#lucille is awful and could in fact step on me#anyway i do have another sketch of a lady and her demon casually exiting a ball with a sword#once i make it less awful i shall post it as well#wip
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whomst is dyeing easter eggs with frankie and teaching her how to do it properly since she never got to do it as a child!!!! she is taking applications!!
#“ ⍀ ooc. « i called about the mountain bike and the locked ipad.#( ONCE. she did it )#( but that was because they ran out of food and her mom dragged her to a church that offered free meals and had a kiddy area and so frankie#-got to do it there )#( she was awful at it and used way too much force )#( thank fuck the eggs were cooked )#( but she had fun and asked her mom every year after that if they could go back )#( sadly they did not but it is a core memory for frankie )#( that and the PEEPS! )#( she ate enough of those to make her sick )
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said a bunch of shit i regret in the gc 🤣🤣🤣🤣 including telling my friend to shut the fuck up and take me serious for once i am not her goddamn punch line. but frankly deserved
#she recently developed a habit of calling me fat in every circumstance as if that's fucking funny#after. AFTER. I confided in her about my horrible horrible eating disorder cycles I've had all my life#AFTER. AFTER. AFTER SHE KNEW I HAVENT BEEN EATING AT ALL UNDER THE WEEK#shut. The. Fuck. Up.#ive been nothing. Nothing. NOTHING. but kind to her and this is what i get#it sounds like a joke when i say this considering my posting style but irl im a sweetheart i never wanna hurt people#especially not my friends it breaks my heart#it broke my heart telling her to stfu i still feel horrible she hasn't replied I apologized too#and her? just dropping confidence shattering shit on a random Wednesday afternoon with no goddamn concern#once she called me fat and when I said not to joke about that she said aw did I trigger your ee dee?#i didn't come to her birthday after that#she can be so fun and sweet especially when drunk but she's also a goddamn fucking menace#she once told me drunkenly she is mean as a shield which I get but I don't think it counts as a shield when ur hurting others#others who want you no harm.#tw ed
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