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The moon will sing a song for me-- "I loved you like the Sun!! Bore the shadows that you made with no light of my own! I shine only with the light you gave me..." "I shine only with the light you gave me."
They've only had one real fight.
That's not to say the brothers didn't argue, debate, disagree and banter. Of course they did, they're just like any other set of siblings, blood or not.
They trusted eachother, without question. Had the other's back through everything. Ever since Sonic took him in, they'd been inseperable.
Tails look up to Sonic, that much was obvious. The day he'd saved him, Tails promised himself that he'd be just like Sonic. And of course Sonic had always seen the potential in Tails, knowing he'd grow up to do amazing things, amazed by him since the begining.
Sonic did his absolute best to protect Tails, to raise him to use that brilliant mind of his, and to never let anyone make him feel less than for who he was. He tried to be the best rolemodel and big brother a boy could ever have. But, as much as Tails thought he was, Sonic wasn't perfect.
He was a child, raising another child.
And children are reckless. Sonic even more so.
Years go by, the usual fighting to save the world, near-death experiences with brief periods of peace to give them rest. But Sonic was getting more and more reckless with himself. And Tails' doubts were starting to surface.
It started with the events of Forces. As level headed as he tried to remain, Tails was a mess without Sonic. He wasn't sleeping, mind going a million miles a minute with every sort of awful scenario that Sonic must've been in. Nightmares when he did manage sleep, and resulting in a huge loss of appetite from exhaustion. At the time, it was Amy and Cream that kept him eating and somewhat sane, Knuckles joining in to guard him at night like he would the ME.
When they finally got Sonic back, he was horridly relieved. But things started to change.
With every new disaster, Tails started to see just how wild and reckless Sonic was. And every time it frustrated him more and more, on top of trying to keep himself and others alive against whatever threat was looming at the time.
It was around the age of 14-15 that Tails finally broke.
He had been quiet the whole way home, Sonic going on and on about the mission, how well everyone had done and how proud he was of Tails, trying to give him a pat on the head.
Tails had slapped his hand away then, unable to keep his emotions in check anymore and letting loose all the emotions he'd bottled up over the years. Screaming at Sonic about all his worries, about how he was a wreck without him, how stupid he was to keep running head first into danger like everything is fine. That if he kept going like this, one of these days, Sonic wasn't going to come back.
Sonic shoots back that it didn't matter, that everything was fine, and the danger was gone. He didn't need to worry so much.
This, of course, pissed the fox off even more. He took a swing at Sonic, calling him selfish. This seems to hit a nerve, because shockingly, Sonic shouts back, asking how risking his life to save the world was selfish.
By this point the've been trading swings back and forth, the house a mess with their scuffle. Neither of them dared to use their full strength on the other.
Heavy, exhausted heaves of breath make way for a sob from the fox, stopping Sonic in his tracks. Tails screams that its selfish because if he's gone, what about him? Without Sonic, Tails is no one. Even now, he's just Sonic's Little Brother Sidekick. If the hero is gone, he is nothing.
This is when Sonic realizes his mistakes. They both do. And there's a long silence, only broken by the younger's sobbing, all the fight gone from him. It makes Sonic think of when they first met, and it twists his chest.
He moves to bring Tails close, squeezing him tight. And for once, he lets tears fall in front of someone else. It causes Tails to freeze, almost holding his breath as Sonic tells him that isn't true. That it's the other way around, and he's nothing without his friends, his brother. The only reason he stays so positive is because of them, Tails especially.
The day he saved Tails was the day he found a purpose. To protect what matters.
#home is where the heart is; and my heart is on vacation {muse: sonic}#had to have high high hopes for a living {muse: miles tails prower}#headcanon placeholder tag#is this a drabble? is this grandpa just rambling on?#idk but have this long ass thing#i had a vision and i had to write it
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18+ MDNI â soapgaz x f!reader
boyfriends soap and gaz who have a habit of sending each other videos of themselves having sex with you. not in a braggy, "haha she prefers my dick" type of way, but more like a "dude look how hard she came when i touched her like this, you gotta try it, man" way.
boyfriends soap and gaz who have a groupchat for you to send your nudes so they can jerk off together.
boyfriends soap and gaz who are supposed to be giving you attention but they can't stop kissing each other when they're between your legs.
boyfriends soap and gaz where one of them positions you perfectlyâholding your legs apart, angling your hips just right, keeping your head steady, holding your tits in place, etcâjust to watch the other man lose his mind over how good you feel.
boyfriends soap and gaz that turn any friendly competition into an excuse to fuck you first.
boyfriends soap and gaz where one of them always has a hand under your shirt while the other always has a hand in your pants.
boyfriends soap and gaz who rile each other up by talking about how tight and wet you are; sometimes they end up fucking each other to the thought of you.
boyfriends soap and gaz who always make special requests of the other man to fuck you when one of them is away. basically making specialized porn for them to watch when they miss you.
boyfriends soap and gaz <3
#this isnt the thing i've been working on#but this idea popped into my head and i HAD to share#tell me yall see the vision#clown writes#cod#cod smut#cod x reader#john soap mactavish#soap mactavish x reader#soap x reader#soap mactavish smut#kyle gaz garrick#gaz x reader#kyle gaz x reader#kyle gaz smut#soapgaz#soapgaz x reader
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i think a lot of people are calling viktorâs reaction to waking up changed and then almost immediately leaving for zaun unrealistic and like⌠yes it would be. for someone whose mind has not been affected by the hexcore. he speaks differently, he hears skyâs voice through its influence, he can no longer feel the cold, or the warmth of jayceâs hug. he walks away from jayce because he can no longer feel the affection that kept them together, and he sees no logical point in remaining when they have no common ground anymore. he might not be a machine externally, exactly, but his mind certainly isnât human anymore.
#you KNOW he was seeing visions in that coma. he knew exactly where to go and what he was going to do#even before this he had so little self worth. he saw himself as only being worth as much as his inventions.#he never saw himself as someone worthy of love; he barely saw himself as anyone at all#the only person he KNOWS saw him as more than that is dead and itâs his fault#and waking up and finding out what jayce has done only cements the fact he cannot trust jayce to do what he himself thinks is right#thereâs no way he could stay with jayce and do what he needs to do to help the zaunites. at least in his mind anyway#sighhhh. anyway i will probably have to write fic about this tomorrow lmaooo#arcane#jayvik#arcane s2 spoilers#p
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you help satoru shave in the mornings and he helps you put your lipstick on then makes you kiss him on the cheek. says you should check yourself if you did a good job but also let others know that something wonderful happened to him (you). he keeps the kiss mark there all day.
âyou look like a playboy with thatâ, you tell him.
âyou think so?â, he smirks, as if thereâs something to be proud of.
you nod. âyou will attract more attention, but you know what to do if someone hits on youâ
âyes maâamâ, he obediently responds, a hint of playfulness in his tone and in his eyes. âiâll tell them i love my wifeâ
âgoodâ, you chuckle. âas you shouldâ
âdo i have a choice? you hold the razor every morning, soâŚ.â, he snorts.
âhey you, do you have a death wish nowâ, you nudge him on the arm.
âwhy not?â, his hands gently cup your cheeks, and his lips charge toward yours. âdeath from your hands would be a wonderful thing tooâ
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I give you very little effort and very little context just know that itâs Yewâs fault
#basically I had a vision that I might write later#of knuckles getting triggered by the sound of an audience cheering#so I thought of him watching a movie with that stuff in it and it causes him to get into this fighter mindset#I also recently watched a lot of Bucky Barnes movies so heâs on my mind for this#graves yard#my art#sonic fanart#sth#sonic movie#knuckles the echidna#miles tails prower#tails the fox#gladiator knuckles
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No.
No, no, no, no, NO!
He's shaking. His heart is burning in his chest, pounding like a jackhammer against his ribs, and there's a trembling, aching rage building beneath his tongue and pressing against his teeth.
In his hands, his fingers tense and wrists locked, the article reads in big, black font: JOKER LOCKED IN ARKHAM ASYLUM AGAIN!
Danny shouldn't feel so angry about this, this is a good thing. Gotham doesn't have to deal with him for another few months at the least. He should feel relieved, a little more at peace.
He is not.
He cannot swallow the fury thudding behind his eyes, the burning white heat searing a deeper hole in his chest. A searing green filling static in his ears in the way only the rage of the restless dead can have.
How is he going to kill him now?
Arkham may be the only asylum in America made entirely of tissue paper, but it's still an asylum. There are cameras, guards, other patients resting inside. Danny can think of a million different ways to sneak in and kill Joker, but someone will hear his screaming.
It'd have to be rushed.
He doesn't want it to be rushed.
It's a cruel thought. Cruel and cold and merciless, but Danny doesn't feel an ounce of shame, not an ounce of guilt, for it. He wants to be alone with the Joker when he kills him, that's all he wants. In Arkham, you are never alone.
He forces his anger to bubble back down into his chest, stuffing it between his heartstrings and his ribs like a blanket you're trying to bunch up into a corner. It sizzles and burbles. The static begins to fade out into a high-pitched ringing; it sounds like distant screaming.
Danny is still trembling, but he can think a little clearer now.
He can wait.
He can wait. He can wait. He can wait. He canwait. Hecanwait. Hecanwait.
He can wait.
He's waited five years for this. He can wait one more week. One more month. One more year. However long it takes for the Joker to break back out, Danny can wait.
And when the Joker does, inevitably, break out.
Danny uncrinkles his fingers around the edges of the newspaper, loosens his limbs just enough so he can pay for it.
He'll be waiting.
The dead, after all, have all the time in the world.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc fanfic#cfau#dpxdc ficlet#childhood friends au#*clears throat* ahem: the difference between danny and jason in cfau is that jason died while danny is dead#took my adderall today bc its the first day of classes and i alway forget it gives me The Worms. The Writing Worms.#when i can heart my heart beating in my chest thats how i know its working.#i had anger issues growing up so its very easy for me to write about intense all consuming rage that results in your vision fuzzing out and#your hands visibly shaking. first hand experience folks. god i love giving danny rage issues. he's actually got a pretty fine toothed hold#on his anger even if it consumes him. you can thank rath for that LMAO#banshee danny fenton
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Pictured: Loop being extremely normal as they lay in their shallow (homemade) grave as they meditate on existence and also if they have annoyed the Researcher enough THIS time for her to murder them and bury them alive.
(Spoilers - they did not annoy her even CLOSE to that much.)
And there is the required reverse image of Odile arriving - she's had a LONG day (i.e. previous loop), and due to this it will take ten minutes before she even acknowledges the shallow grave Loop is laying in, as she was distracted complaining about what Siffrin just did to annoy her.
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I'd say there's context for all of that, because like...there IS context? Here's the link to the series of fics that HAS that context even! But also...even with context...can't say that it's going to make any of this less weird.
Mostly Odile is looping because due to Loop's wish the universe got rewritten to make Siffrin's repression and emotional issues (the ones bad enough to get him stuck in a time loop in the game) 'someone else's' problem...or at least that's Loop's best theory atm!
Regardless, context or not, I'm quite happy with how the pics came out, and figured I might as well post them here too.
#isat#isat loop#isat odile#in stars and time#like a wheel ever turning au#odile looping au#my art#This was vaguely gesturing at the 'Siffrin gets woken up by Mirabelle' at the start of the game#but like#RADICALLY recontextualized to be near unrecognizable#also vaguely gesturing at the 'hanged man' tarot card because Loop's too fabulous to not pose dramatically in the grave they dug themselves#just to make a point#a point which odile then processed to ignore#Gotta say from the point that i got the vision of loop digging their own grave#the chapter basicly wrote itself#i love how much black humour In Stars in Time fanfics can have without it killing the tone by making it humourless!#It IS possible to write idiots in time loops dying horribly and still have it be a black comedy in pokemon#but LORD that was so much harder to keep the tone balanced with#....look.#i KNOW i have a thing for time loops#i imprinted on Steins;Gate when it first came out and was never the same again#that anime has it's many issues but also it rewrote part of my brain#...also...verbal ticks.#still say 'dootdeedoo~!' unironically#to be fair! I also would say 'nya' as a verbal tick - had to ACTIVELY unlearn doing it even so i'd stop doing it at lecturers in uni#why yes! i was REALLY easy to mock as a teen lol#anyway these tags got off topic#let's wrap this shit up
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??? : "We. Are. The. Real. Arm."
Finals are over so I'm back with some soos doodles yeppieeeee
#i saw the latest Taiwanese tl novel cover and had a vision#fox cale puppy jung soo hawk sui *twirls hair and giggles*#I got bored halfway but i has fun#god i miss drawing#and writing#and tumblr#and brainrotting#lcf#cale henituse#sui khan#choi jung soo#expect seeing me yapping and screaming abt tcf more soon ^^ *runs away*
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I don't know who to send this ask so I'm gonna leave it out here for the public because it just came to me out of the blue: locomotive literature
And I don't mean literature about locomotives, but rather literature written by locomotives
Train biographies detailing their lives on the railway and documenting how things have changed since they were first built
Ghost writers publishing literary works written by trains
Trains with human editors sitting on their buffers as they write down what their engines say and making adjustments for those especially picky or who's words cannot be transcribed because they will be banned otherwise (looking at you Duncan)
Just
Train authors you guys
#ttte#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#edward would be the perfect children's author I think#telling stories based on the shenanigans of thomas bill and ben#but also him writing about locomotive hardships and the shady practices surrounding their lives#with published accounts by percy henry and anyone else willing to contribute#Henry writing his experience powering through his time as a train that had several 'health' problems#an icon of perseverance and model for those struggling with their own health problems#thomas being cheeky as usual and publishing a book on all the insults he and his friends used against each other#complete with detailed accounts of how those insults came to be#Gordon and his guide to looking one's best and being as dignified as possible#bill and ben co authoring a practical joke book people#do you all see my vision
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Natsuko really took Memmln by the shoulders and said, "Girl, get you a husbando."
#zenshu#zenshu spoilers#all she really needed was a hot anime guy to fix her Depression#now she can spend eternity writing self insert fanfic like the rest of us#ig#i think it'd be hilarious if unio had a humanoid form#and it looked like Exister#plus unicorns also probably live for a long time so like#idk i'm Seeing It do you see my vision
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iâm not the biggest fan of soulmark auâs but hear me out.
au where your soulmateâs signature shows up on your hip on your sixteenth birthday.
most people are able to either read theirs clearly, or decipher what it says and then set off on a search for their other half.
when steve turns sixteen heâs anxiously awaiting his own when heâs met with the sight of a bat on his hip.
he spends years looking for a connection, something that might give him a clue.
itâs not until several years later when he moves away from home that he sees the bat.
he sees it scrawled across the bottom of a beautiful mural in the city and realizes his soulmate is an artist.
and an anonymous one at that.
#steddie#iâm sure thereâs something here#but i donât have the brain capacity to write it#so if someone else feels so led#have at her#i just had this vision come to me and needed to get it out there#steddie soulmate au
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iâm thinking of a specific version of sugar baby/house husband satoru whoâs the type to sit on a floatie in the pool and stroke his dick, not caring if the stuck-up neighbors hear him. he walks around in his boxers and slippersâmaybe a flimsy button-up thatâs not closed or covering anything at all. he goes out and checks the mail or walks the dog with a soda in his hand and waves at people with a weird smile on his face as if they donât know what it sounds like when he gets himself off (or when he gets you off)
he flirts with meemaws at the grocery store at 10am (if he gets up that early) because they all think heâs big and strong and handsome when he gets heavy or high items down from the shelf for them. he sits in his underwear at the computer and plays video games with foreign teenagers online.
he goes out shopping and tries on like 80 different outfits (including strange hats/skirts/dresses/etc.) and takes a bajillion photos, some of which he sends to you. catfishes creepy guys online and argues with people on reddit for fun.
he decides to paint the mailbox weird colors or work on a scrapbook he plans to give you one day. doordashes ice cream and laundry detergent because he forgot to get some at the store (and he was craving sweets). he lets the neighbor girls play with his hair and put makeup on him before someone sees and says âdonât play with that man, heâs weird,â but he would never do anything to them. burns a batch of cookies because his foreign online gaming bff braxton from california said he needed him for a last-minute raid.
he puts on a random dress from the closet and dances weirdly around the house to loud music while he cleans up the mess he mostly made. stands in the middle of the living room and rubs one out to a photo of you because he just had the sudden urge (and now he has another mess to clean up). has to set a timer to make sure to start thawing the chicken early for dinner because he started a new drama show and keeps forgetting, and youâre starving when you come home.
does any of that on a given day but when you ask him what he does while youâre at work he just says:
#re: satoru gojo#idc if nobody else sees the vision because EYE see the vision#it struck me at the doctorâs office and iâve been thinking about it the whole drive home so i had to write it down lmao#i feel like if youâre cool with it heâd also be the type to go out and rub dicks with another boy toy#and maybe record it and OOOOH SEND IT TO YOU#because he knows you like it and heâs just messing around#anyways. yeah.
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I blacked out and redrew Hermitcraft text chat
The original text if you want it:

#hermitcraft#joe hills#zombie cleo#grian#hermitcraft fanart#i had such a vision for this when i saw it and im so happy with it#also while i working on this my drama club sent the beginnings of a h*nger g*mes self-insert f*nfic#(censoring so this doesnt come up in those tags)#its genuinely such impressive writing and i kill this bitch i dont like!#its lovely!#cas.art
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inumaki toge x gn! reader minors do not interactâi will block you!
your thumb hovers over the âcallâ button.
you know itâs a horrible idea; your brain screams at you to put down your phone, to turn off your vibrator, and to accept another night of stunted bliss. but you need to orgasm so desperately that it hurtsâphysically and mentally. your head has a beat of its own, and if you donât finish, you think you might explode.
besidesâtoge told you could call him if you ever needed help.
itâs embarrassing if you think about it for too long, how you ranted to him about every shitty sexual encounter youâve had over the past few years, how you can only ever rely on yourself (though your meds are making that next-to-impossible, too). you nearly choked on your drink when he expressed that he could help if you ever desired his services; he even stuck out his tongue for emphasis.
chalking it up to desperationânot the way that your stomach somersaults when you think about your best friendâs tongueâyou call him.
toge picks up after the first ring. âkelp,â he says his standard greeting, his mouth half full.
âi-inumaki.â you inhale a lungful of air, trying to shake off your nerves. âi need yourâŚassistance.â
the vibrator in your hand is at its highest setting, no doubt rattling the speaker on his phone. you hope itâs plenty clear what youâre referencing; you might die if you have to go into further detail. while he doesnât say anything for a few beats, you hear muffled noises on his lineâlike fabric being moved.
âmustard leaf.â
heâs asking for confirmation (are you sure you want to go through with this?)
under normal circumstances, you would be grateful for his courtesy, as heâs clearly concerned about getting your explicit consent. but right now youâre swimming in frustration; you feel like youâre going to drown in it. you bring your lips closer to the microphone. âi swear to fucking god,â you hiss, âif you donât make me cum like you fucking promised, iâm going to find someone else whââ
âcum.â
your mouth hangs open in a silent scream, vision going black, back arching off the bed with the intensity of your climax. something wet jets out of youânot that you can register anything other than the pleasure that licks through your body and hums in your veins. youâre practically incoherent, repeatedly babbling thank you, thank you, thank you to your friend.
on his end, toge is just happy that you canât hear him feverishly pleasuring himself to your sounds of ecstasy.
#sorry i had a vision#this is not even writing it's a braindump#i got sick thinking about what it would be like to have him on speed dial#like...i would do anything LMAO#toge <3
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okay but LISTEN i think cyno would feel the exact same about pet names as he does about his jokes like cyhaino starts dating and his immediate thought is oh pet names would help make it less awkward and relax both of us so he tries it, calls alhaitham babe in front of both of their salads and itâs stiff and awkward and uncomfortable and theyâre both just like âhm :|â because itâs SO obvious that didnât work so alhaitham is like cool we tried it and thatâs that but THEN cyno KEEPS doing it trying every pet name under the sun because heâs PERSISTENT and it NEVER works but alhaitham would find it kind of charming and very cyno-esque so of course he would grow to love it but also theyâre emotionally scarring every one around them who has to listen to the most uncomfortable use of the word âsweetieâ they have ever seen in their entire life
#cyhaino#cytham#haino#in shambles thinking about this sorry#i wish i could write this fic but GOD i have too many wips for them already#like oughh can you imagine the scariest guy in the city calling the other scariest guy in the city âhoneyâ#in like the EXACT same tone he just used to arrest someone with#and youâre just like trying to study for an exam??#tbh average college experience but you get my vision#and like itâs key here that they do this for years and it never gets less stiff or uncomfortable#like THEY think it does but no one else around Gets Itâ˘ď¸#sorry theyâve infected my brain to the point of no return#i got stuck brainstorming one of my wips for them and this started haunting me in its place#so had to word vomit it somewhere
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