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battlecriesandroses · 7 months ago
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Maroon, scarlet, carmine, mahogany for the red asks, if you're still doing them :) ❤️
I AM thank you for asking!!
maroon: what role do you play in your group of friends?
i kind of have two different friend groups so i'll answer for both lol (both are really small with less than five people plus me, i just call them friend groups because group 2 are separated from group 1. jaye lore ig) in group 1 i'm both the dad friend and the mom friend. i like to think i'm pretty responsible so i always make sure everyone is all good. i also have a bag full of stuff like band aids and other amenities haha. in group 2 i really don't know who i am. i'm pretty quiet with those guys so i guess i could be like the guy on standby? that's what i'm going with. (great question!)
scarlet: think of your favourite genre. what kind of media in that genre do you prefer - books, films, or tv series?
this is SUCH an interesting question so i must give you a long-winded answer. i'm going to twist the question a little bit to what my favorite genre is in each of those mediums (i know i'm cheating but i'm in a big typing mood rn </3) for books this is really tough because i read a lot but i'm going to have to say contemporary/thriller. i have a lot of favorite books in all different genres but i often get attached to contemporaries. my favorite kinds of contemporaries are those with unreliable narrators because i think it adds a certain element to a story that i really enjoy. (i mentioned here i have a lot of favorite book genres; my second favorite is magical realism and my third favorite is science fiction.) my favorite types of movies are horror movies. i haven't read a lot of horror books but i have a hard time visualizing things sometimes so i think some elements of horror books get lost on me, on the other hand horror movies end up really spooking me due to a combination of music, images, and sound design. i'm also a fan of romance movies. i don't really have an answer for tv because i don't really watch a lot of it, my apologies.
carmine: do you prefer having or not having a schedule?
generally yeah. i'm really not a big fan of school but i love the structure that it gives to my every day life. in the summer i often forget what day it is haha.
scarlet: what is your favourite musical instrument, in terms of sound?
oooh this answer is pretty popular but for classical instruments i'm gonna have to say piano and violin. i am also very partial to the steel drum and sitar!
THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVED THESE!!
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le-velo-pour-dru · 4 months ago
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From a recent ask game:
What is your opinion on [Dallon Weekes] ?
(This is an excuse to talk all about him)
HTDFJYXFHGGKYXFJKGGJXFCYKXHFXCHKHFXHKCFJGJYCGCJ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OH MY GOD 😍💖 HE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! 😄🫶🩷 He's so incredibly talenteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed I love his voice so much it's so pretty!! 😊🫶🩷 And he's super skilled at bass playing, if you pay attention to the basslines in his songs they can be pretty complicated!! And he does them so well!! I love his music sooooooooooooooooo so much, iDKHOW and The Brobecks are both some of my absolute favorite artists/bands, his music is so amaziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing waugh 😊🩷
I love his personality too!! He's such a sweet little guy, I love him so much X3 🩷 He's such a huge dork and he's genuinely so funny hehehe <3 I also love that he's such a nerd with the way that he's a fan of things like Doctor Who, because hey, same!! X3 He's really really charming too, like his charm combined with how funny he is just make him so entertaining to listen to, I love hearing him talk ^^ And despite his fame, he's just really humble? And he doesn't let problems or complications stop him, he just picks himself up and keeps going with such grace and maturity, I really admire those aspects about him <3 I just love him so much >w< 🩷
And there's no way I'd ignore the elephant in the room here: HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ATTRACTIVE TO ME 😍💖 He is like. perfect, physically. His pretty hair, his gorgeous eyes, his perfect nose, his amaziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing cheekbones, his gorgeous smile, his incredible sharp jawline, his perfect neck, his big hands (and the insane veins on the back of them), he's so tall and slender... ☺️🩷 *sighs dreamily* 💖 Oh my god. He's genuinely the most attractive person I've ever seen in my life, I can't think of a single person more attractive to me than him 😍🩷 He's so gorgeousssssssssssssssssssssss I want him so bad 🥰💖 AND HIS VOICE 😍💘 He has the sweetest, prettiest voice ever I could listen to him talk for hoursssssssssssssssssssssssssss ☺️🩷 And oh my god his stage voice?? That's like. the sexiest thing I've ever heard in my life oh my GOD, IT'S SO HOT JTXYCJXFHCYJXHFJCYFHFJCYXHFFJCYXHXFYKCXFHCYJFHXCGJGCFJXCGJ 🤭💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 God speaking of his stage voice, his STAGE PERSONA!! He's already talking with the hottest voice in existence, but then on top of that, his CONFIDENCE 😍🩷 And the absolute control he has over the crowd... God it's so insane, fhzcjgzcyjfhzyjchfzyjchdzyjcfhzcgjfhxfxjhfx I want him so bad AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 🤭💘 DALLON MY LOVE <33 I KNOW HE'S MARRIED BUT SERIOUSLY, HE'S THE PERSON I'M THE MOST ROMANTICALLY ATTRACTED TO I WANT HIM SO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD 😍🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞 *sigh* ☺️💘
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samandcolbyownme · 1 year ago
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Summary: I've had a few anonymous requests for another truth or drink video, so I'm just going to combine them all.
Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, solby low key flirting and teasing reader while they try to act like just friends, spicy and nsfw questions and answers, unprotected sex, oral (all), hair pulling, creampie, biting, scratching, spicy fluff pack-a-punched with filth, mainly at the end
I wasn't going to put any smut in here at first, but then I had an idea and changed my mind to add a little bit, so enjoy it.
Word count: 5.3k
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A smile appears on your freshly painted lips as you hear the door open. You turn around to see Colby walk in, "You about ready, babe?"
You set your lipstick down and spin, "Do I look ready?"
He eyes you up and down and bites his bottom lip, "You look like you're ready for something." He walks over, leaning down as his hands hold your waist.
"You're going to get lipstick on your lips." You tilt your head back and look up at him and he shrugs, "Aw well." He presses his lips to yours and you smile within the kiss.
He leans back, "Wait till Sam sees you." He steps back and looks you up and down again, "keeping us on the D.L is going to be hard, especially when I'm drunk."
You laugh and reach up to wipe the lipstick off his lips and he gently bites your finger with a loud, "Rah."
You jump slightly and push his chest, "not cool." He laughs and hugs you from behind as you lean down to check your makeup.
"You look fine, babe. I'm tellin ya. You always look fine." He spins you around and cups your face.
You smile up at him and let out a slight whine, "This is going to be so hard."
He lays his arms over your shoulders and sighs, "I know, but just think of how much fun it's going to be." He walks you out of your room and into the room you're filming and going live in.
"Alright who's ready to get dru-" Sam stops talking as he turns around. You look at him, "What? Did I over do it?"
He shakes his head, "No I don't think we did enough."
"Excuse me, I think I look pretty damn good." Colby pulls the collar of his black hoodie and fixes his hat.
Sam nods, "Yeah, yeah." He walks over, pulling you away from Colby, "You look great." He brushes hair from your face, "Are you nervous?"
You shrug, "Kind of. Considering this is my first truth or drunk video with you guys as your secret girlfriend." You lay your hands on his shoulders, "But as Colby said." You glance over at him and his eyes are still on you.
You smile and look back to Sam, "Think of how much fun it'll be."
He nods, "it'll be super fun. Just act like we're all friends who haven't seen each other naked or anything like that."
You roll your eyes, "Kinda hard when I already wanna rip that cute little xplr shirt off your body."
He laughs, "Trust me. That little crop top won't last once the lives over."  He turns to Colby, "Ready?"
Colby nods, "Let's do it!"
You walk over to the chair infront of the computers and sit down while Sam checks to make sure everything is sitting and angled properly, "Alright. Here.. we.. go."
Colby moves to sit close behind you and Sam on the bean bag chair. His fingers gently brush your skin where your shirt and jeans don't meet until Sam starts the camera and goes live, "Heyoooo!"
"What is up guys?!" Colby leans forward, "How many people we got in here?" His eyes go wide and he looks from you to Sam, "Holy shit. Four thousand and counting."
"That shit will probably up to fourteen thousand any second now." You laugh and lean forward to look, your eyes move down to the comments and you smile, "Aww! Thank you guys! I do feel Bonita today, yes!"
Sam and Colby smile and look back to the screen. Sam leans back, "we're just going to give it a few more minutes until more people join. How are you guys in the computer screen doing today?"
You smile as the chat fills with everyone saying how they're doing and that they're better now that they're watching and talking with Sam and Colby.
"Yes, we do have y/n here with us today. We finally talked her into doing another.." Colby drums the desk and both him and Sam, in a sing songy voice say, "Truth or Drink videeeoooo!"
You laugh at them, shaking your head, "I don't know how, or why I'm here, but it's too late now. I'm already in the danger zone."
"Yeah, you're stuck with us." Sam says and Colby nods squeezing your shoulder gently, "you have to answer some questions for us first. Colby looks in the camera, "They're juicy ones this time."
"Oh, so you mean, you're gonna embarrass me infront of.." you laugh and lean forward, "Ten thousand people?"
"Is it ten? Holy shit." Sam says and they both lean forward, "Wow, well thank you guys for joining us, so without further ado. I think we should do rock papers scissors to see who goes first."
You smirk, "Alright." You make a fist with one hand and lay your hand out flat with your other. In unison, all three of you shout out, "Rock, paper, scissors, shoot!"
You make paper with your hand laying flat, Sam chooses rock, and Colby chooses scissors.
"Of course you would choose scissors." You laugh and Colby brings his split fingers up to his mouth and sticks his tongue out before laughing.
Sam just stares at him and shakes his head, "Alright.. I actually have no idea to decide who won, you guys can figure that out. I think we're just going to let ladies go first so.. Colby."
Sam laughs as Colby's mouth drops open and you cover your mouth to hide your laugh.
"That hurt man." Colby pretends to cry and you shake your head as you draw a card from the pile, "okay.." you read over the question and smirk, "You guys are going to love this."
You lean forward, looking at Sam, "what's the weirdest place you've had sex?"
He smirks and you can see his cheeks turn a slight pink color, "Oh god, starting out strong I see.. um.." he moves his chair back and fourth as he thinks, "I don't know honestly."
"Should we count that?" You look at Colby and Colby purses his lips together, "Mm. Nahh. Give him the vodka."
You pout to Sam, "Sorry, Sam." You laugh as he rolls his eyes, "Uh huh." He laughs and takes the bottle, "Oh wait. We actually got y/n something as a welcome back gift. Hold on."
Sam gets up and leaves the room and you look at Colby confused, "What?"
Sam comes back in and hands you a shot glass, "We got y/n a heart shaped shot glass for this special occasion, isn't it adorable?" He holds the other two up for the viewers to see and reads the comments, "matching shot glasses, that's adorable.. of course we had to match."
You smile, taking the glass in your hand, “Aww! Thanks guys!”
He sits down and you pour him a shot, "Have at it, Golbach."
You had to admit, it was strangely weird to act like you guys were just friends. You never called him by his last name, it was always a cute pet name or something.
He sighs, "Yeah, bottoms up." He takes his shot, cringing slightly and Colby laughs, "Atta boy!" He pats his back and nods to Sam, "Your turn, brother."
Sam glances up at you as he grabs a card and leans back in his chair, "Colby. What's the kinkiest thing you've ever tried in the bedroom?"
You smirk and turn to him, away from the camera because you know this answer.
He sucks his teeth and sighs, "All I'm gunna say is tied wrists. Thats it." He motions out in front of him, "That's all you get." He screams as he points to the camera and laughs.
"Really?" Sam asks tilting his head, "I would have never thought you were into being tied up, but okay."
You laugh and look at Colby. He closes his eyes and tilts his head, talking in a prim and proper tone, "Nothing wrong with a little silk ribbon around my wri-" he breaks out laughing, "I'm kidding I'm kidding."
He leans forward, pressing his hand down onto the arm of your chair as he grabs a card. You catch a glimpse of it and you know he'll be coming for you.
"Ah ha ha." He turns his head to you, "Y/n."
"Colby." You lean back, crossing your arms, "What can I answer for you?"
"Do you.. have any sex toys?" He presses his lips together and smirks, already knowing the answer because he literally used one on you last night.
"Do I have to be specific?" You raise your brows and Colby looks at the card, "Actually, yeah. It says, if yes, which ones?"
Without saying another word, you grab your heart shaped glass and Sam groans, "What? You don't want to share with everyone?"
You shake your head, trying to hide your smirk as you pour a shot and take it, "Nope."
Sam bites down on his lip as he watches you wipe the corner of your mouth off.
He too, obviously, knows.
"No fun." He laughs and you so badly want to say something along the lines of, you would know wouldn't you, but that's just a recipe for disaster.
"Alright." You pick up a card and smirk as you turn to Colby, "Colby. Have you ever recorded yourself getting it on?"
"I have no comment about that one. Give me a shot." He laughs slightly, smiling as Sam gets him a shot.
You immediately look at the comments and it's bussing with capital letters and the word 'WHAT' over and over again.
You laugh, "No because that's my reaction too." You say to the camera, "Literally, what!?"
Colby looks at you with a smirk, mocking your words, "Literally, what!?" He nods, "Have you?"
He only asked that because all of you have videos of sex, sex, and more sex in your hidden folder.
You groan, "Colby, don't do this." You laugh and nod to Sam, "Might as well pour me one, too."
"Damn. I would have never guessed that you were into that." Sam shakes his head, "it's always the innocent looking ones." He laughs as he hands you the glass and you take a deep breath before knocking it back, "Fuck. That's so gross."
"Does that count as my question or?" Colby looks between you and Sam and Sam shakes his head, "Nah, draw a card."
Colby nods and reaches up for one, giggling to himself before sighing, "Sam. Sam. Sam!" He looks at Sam and sighs, "Have you ever had a secret relationship?"
Sam purses his lips together, trying not to smile or do anything to give it away that he’s currently in one now.
You let out a low, "Oooh." Sam looks up at you and nods, "Yes, I have, actually."
"Really?" You tilt your head forward, "Wowee."
"Sneaky little thing aren't cha." Colby chuckles and Sam shrugs, "Yeah, yeah." He picks up a card and looks at you, "Are you more dominant.. or submissive?"
You smirk and sigh, "I guess it depends on who the person is.." your eyes quickly move to Colby before looking back at Sam, ".. but.. I will say.. I don’t mind getting tossed around, so.. yeah."
"Daaamn." Colby says, smiling, "Would have never guessed it."
"What do I look like a pillow princess or something?" You laugh slightly and hold your hand up, "Don't answer that." You point to the camera, "That goes for you guys too."
You laugh and pick up a card, "Hmm. Colby." You turn to him and cross your leg, "What is one thing on your cellphone that you would or do hide from everyone?"
You smirk, knowing that the answer is nudes.
Your nudes to be exact.
He lets out a loud laugh, "Wouldn't you like to know."
"Actually." Sam laughs, "Yeah, very much so." Colby sighs, "Fine.. it's give me a shot of that alcohol." He laughs and Sam sighs, "I knew you wouldn't spill." He pours Colby a shot and hands it to him.
You bite the inside of your lip as you watch him take it with ease. The couple shots you had really loosened you up.
Soon, you'll really have to watch what you say.
"Shit." Colby groans, "Can I have a card please?" You reach up, handing him a card and his fingers brush yours.
You know what he's doing.
Sam smirks as he glances up at you and turns to Colby. Colby clears his throat, "Alright, so the question is, have you ever had a dirty conversation with someone over text, and the person I want to answer is.." he points, "Sam."
Sam sighs, "I mean.. yeah.. who hasn't though, really?"
"One more thing, you have to tell us who." Colby chuckles and Sam shakes his head, "automatic no." He looks over at you as he grabs the bottle, "I can't do that."
"Why not?" You ask tilting your head, "The chat wants to know." You motion to the computer and smirk.
"Of course they do." He laughs and you watch as he takes his shot. He sets the small glass down and glances to Colby, "You're just setting me up to get drunk, aren't you?"
Colby laughs and nods, "I mean yeah. Thats the fun right?" He moves forward, linking his arm between the arm resting of the chair and your thigh.
Sam grabs a card, "y/n, do you enjoy dirty talk?"
You have a whore mouth when it comes to Sam and Colby, so yes. You do.
"I mean.." you shrug and tilt your head, "I guess I do."
"Interesting." Sam tosses the card down, "Follow up question, I'm sure everyone wants to know, what's your favorite thing to say?"
"I'm not answering that." You laugh and slide your glass over for Sam to fill.
"Oh come on! Humor us, y/n." Colby nudges your leg and you laugh, "Maybe.. I'll tell you guys later on." You glance at the camera before taking your shot.
"Holding you to that because I wanna know." Colby laughs and you roll your eyes because he knows what your favorite thing to talk dirty about is.
"Uh huh. Sure." You set your glass down and pick up a card, "Umm..." you look between Sam and Colby and smile, "Colby." You turn to him slightly, "Have you ever hooked up with a friend?"
He stares at you for a few second and you lean in towards him slightly, "You gunna answer the question?"
"Yeah. I have and it was great." He tilts his head as he speaks and laughs, "I'm not saying who, though. That's a no go miss ma'am."
"Alright sassy pants." You laugh, knowing he’s talking about you. You look at the chat, "Oh gosh. I'm going to clear that up right now, it was not me.” You pause and point, “It was Sam."
Sam leans forward as he laughs, "Oh yeah, who couldn't resist this big sexy man." Sam blindly runs his hand over Colby's face and they both laugh.
"My turn again? Holy fuck." Colby lays his hand on your knee as he leans forward and you try to pay no attention to it by picking at your nails.
"Uh oh." Sam says, causing you to look at him, "What?"
"He's got that smirk. Must be a good question." Sam laugh slightly and Colby looks up, still smirking, "What is the dirtiest text you've received? Describe in as much detail as possible."
You look at Sam and he looks at you as you both remember the nasty, detailed text message you sent him two nights ago while he was out doing an investigation.
"Yeah not happening." He shakes his head as he pours himself a shot and takes it.
"Booo!" Colby says while cupping his hand around his mouth. You join in, "Yeah, what Colby said, booooo!"
Sam rolls his eyes while trying not to laugh at the two of you. He sighs as he picks up a card, "ah, okay." He turns to you, "how many nudes of yourself do you have on your phone?"
"Do you want an exact number?" You raise your eyebrows and laugh. Sam holds his hands out to the side of him, "hit me."
You grab your phone, going into your hidden folder and sighing, "one eighteen."
"Jesus Christ." Sam's mouth drops and Colby claps his hands together, pressing his fingers to his lips as he smiles, "Good lord."
You shrug, "nothing wrong with being confident, right?"
"Absolutely not, you're right." Colby nods and Sam shakes his head, "I didn't think it was that many, honestly."
He sure did. He has them all, just like Colby does.
"Really? Why?" You laugh slightly and he shrugs, "I don't even know how to answer that." He laughs and Colby points to the pile of cards, "Your turn, mama."
Your head snaps towards Colby, panic in your eyes and Sam laughs, "Are you that drunk already?"
Colby covers his face, falling back as he screams into his hands, "I don't know why I said that!"
Your mouth hangs open in shock as you look at the screen, "oh my god, guys." You laugh as you read over the chat.
@/username1: COLBY BROCK WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY!????
@/username2: HE SAID WHAT
@/username3: MAMA did he just say YOUR TURN MAMA!? what the fuckkkkk
@/username4: WHATS GOING ON HERE!?
@/username5: I can SMELL the seggual tension from my bedroom in FLORIDA
@/username6: PLEASEEEE IK HE DID NOT JUST SAY THAT!!!
@/username7: Y/n and Colby have soooo hooked up
@/username8: NAH ain't no mf way that man just called her MAMA on a LIVE broadcast
@/username9: OH TO BE CALLED MAMA BY COLBY BROCK
@/username10: that was NOT an accident ohhhh my goddddd
Colby sits up, "I didn't.." he laughs, shaking his head as he lays his head on Sam's leg, "I can't recover from this."
"No, brother you can not." Sam lays a hand on his shoulder, "It's okay, buddy. Let it out." Colby pretends to cry into Sam's lap and you just sit there, laughing as you read the screen, "Calm down you guys."
Your eyes move over the screen, laughing as you read the chat.
@/username11: You can’t tell me there isn’t anything going on with them
@/username12: I think y/n has a secret
@/username13: Y/N! BLINK IF YOU LIKE COLBY
@/username14: PLEASE oh my god I’m so glad I joined this live
@/username15: God these edits are going to be so fucking GOOOD
You laugh as you turn back to face them, "Anywho. Back to this stupid game." You pick up a card and sigh, "Oh great." You snort and look up, "Colby. What was your last lie all about?"
You smirk, knowing damn well it had just happened.
He calls you that all the time.
"Give me the bottle." He sits up and takes it from Sam, chugging a little bit before handing it back.
"That was a lot." Sam chuckles, "Here buddy. I'll drink some with you." Sam chugs some too and hands you the bottle, "Um. No thanks."
Sam pouts, "Come on, our friend needs us right now." He tries to hold back his laughter but fails as you take the bottle, drinking some, too.
"I really didn't wanna get fucked up." You laugh, "I'm already buzzing."
"I think Colby beat us to it." Sam laughs and Colby groans, "I hate myself." He laughs and picks up a card, "Sam, If you could kiss someone right now, who would it be?"
Sam looks at Colby and starts to lean in. Colby leans in until they both start laughing and Sam takes the bottle, "That's a secret." He drinks some and sets it down to grab a card.
"That bottle is almost gone." You point and laughs, "Holy fuck."
"I didn't even realize that." Colby holds it up, "We did a hurtin' on this thing."
Sam starts to laugh, "Describe the last dirty dream you had." He looks at you, "Y/n."
You think for a moment, "I honestly can't remember. All of my dreams are fucking weird to where I can't run or throw a punch correctly."
You lied. The last dream you had was about Sam and thinking about it makes you want to recreate it with him right now.
You look at the chat, laughing about some people still being caught up on the whole Colby calling you mama thing.
@/username16: I can’t get over the fact that Colby called y/n mama what the helllll
@/username17: no bc same! You don’t just call someone mama if there isn’t anything happening like huhhhh
@/username18: JUST PLEASE give a sign we’re BEGGING on our kneeees begging
"Fair enough." Sam says and you look at him with a smirk as you pick up a card, "Do you like to be called daddy?" You look at Colby and he smirks, "Mm." He nods, "maybe not all the time, but yeah."
He hides his face, "Fuck." He laughs into his hands and pulls them away, leaning forward to grab a card, "Sam. If you could have sex with one person for the rest of your life, who would it be and why?"
Sam smirks and laughs, "I mean.. I could tell you the why part, but I'm not saying who so." He leans forward, eyes moving from your cleavage to your face, "Might as well just drink."
You motion for him to take it and he smiles as his eyes scan over the chat, "You guys are absolutely insane." He shakes his head before drinking, "Shit."
He wipes his mouth on his wrist and taps the cards, "how did we almost go through these all already?"
You look down, "Shit I didn't realize we were almost done."
You stand up to fix your jeans and the alcohol hits you, "Jesus fuck." You laugh and sit back down, "Standing up after drinking all that really makes a difference."
"You good?" Sam asks and Colby looks up at you, "lightweight." You flick him off and he does it back with a laugh, “Yeah I’m good. I am going to go find a snack, though. I'm starving."
"You are so drunk." He laughs and you point your finger, "Not as drunk as you may think." You giggle and stand up, leaning over and almost falling on Colby.
He grabs you by the waist and helps you stand straight, laughing in his own slightly drunken state, "yeah, whatever you say."
You place a hand on Sam's shoulder as you walk by and when you're out of frame of the camera, you stop at the door and turn around.
Colby looks at you and squints his eyes, "Please don't fall down the steps."
Sam turns his chair and you undo your jeans, taking them off as they watch, keeping a straight face for the camera. You push them down, stepping out of them and smile as you turn around, slowly walking out of the room.
You slide your hand down the railing as you walk down the steps and into the kitchen. You open each cupboard door, looking in as you wait for them to come down.
You grab one of your spiked seltzers from the fridge and set it down on the counter. You lift yourself up and sit down before opening it and drinking some.
A few moments later, you hear footsteps coming down the steps and you bite your lip, leaning back as you hold your weight up while watching the door.
Sam walks in first, closely followed by Colby.
"Whatcha doin in here, mama?" Colby smirks as he walks up to you, placing his hands on your almost bare hips.
You set your drink down with a giggle and reach up, lifting his hat off his head and flipping it backwards, "Just waiting for you and Sam."
"Oh, I see. And what exactly are you waiting for us for?" Colby leans in as he brushes hair from your neck, gently placing kisses up and down your skin.
"You know what." You whimper out quickly as he bites your skin.
"No baby, you gotta tell us." Sam says walking up next to Colby, "I know that pretty little mouth of yours can tell us."
"I want you." You look at Sam, "Both of you."
Sam smirks as he runs a hand through your hair, "Atta girl, baby. What do you want us to do?"
Colby leans back, admiring the perfect hickey he left on your neck, "Yeah, baby. What do you want us to do."
"Touch me." You plead, "I need you."
"We need you." Sam moves infront of you, cupping your cheeks as me leans in, pushing his lips against yours. You grip his shirt, pulling him closer to you as you whimper against his lips, "Sam.."
"Y/n." He gently bites and tugs on your lip, "Come with me." He slides you down off of the counter, taking you over to the table, "Lay down on the table for us."
You sit down and lay horizontally across the vertical sitting table, looking up at Colby who's standing over you, "How much do you care about this top?" He slips his fingers in, snapping the soft fabric again your skin.
You shake your head, "Not that much."
He chuckles and rips it, pushes the stretched fabric open to reveal your bare chest to them. Sam slides his hands down the inside of your thighs, "Told you that wouldn't last long when we were done filming."
You look at Sam just as he drops down, pulling your panties aside so his tongue can slip into your pussy, "Fuck." He groans against you, gripping your thigh tightly.
You arch your back, lifting up with a gasp as your eyes roll back, "F-fuck." You lift your arm up, hand searching blinding for Colby.
He steps forward and your hand brushes against his belt. You open your eyes, looking up at him as you reach up to undo it for him.
You pull it open, the metal clinking as you maneuver the button open and pull his zipper down, moaning and gasping as Sam brings you close.
Colby pushes his jeans down before getting rid of his sweatshirt, "that feel good?" He brushes hair from your face and you nod slightly, "Y-yes."
"Are you gonna cum?" Colby tangles his fingers in your hair, pulling hard, "Hmm?"
You let out a slight yelp, that quickly turns into a moan, "Fuck, fuck y-yes. Yes." You lay a hand on Sam's head as his tongue works in and out of you, "yes, yes."
You grab onto the band of Colby's boxers, pulling them down as your back lifts off the table, "fuck, yes baby."
You pull Colby's cock free, stroking it with your hand as you cum, moaning loudly as Sam continues to eat you out through the high of your first orgasm.
"That feel good, mama?" Colby bites his lip, watching your face twist with pleasure as he groans lowly, "Shit."
Sam pulls away, standing up as he leans down over you, pressing his lips to yours. You moan at the taste or yourself on his lips and he pulls away to stand up.
You turn your head, taking Colby's cock into your mouth as you feel small circles being drawn on your clit.
Your moans are muffled as Sam slips two fingers in, "She's so fucking wet, dude." Sam bites down on his lip, watching as you bob your head on Colby, "So fucking hot."
Sam pulls his fingers out, undoing his own jeans and pushing them down, along with his boxers. Your eyes roll shut as he slowly pushes his cock into you, not stopping until he's fully in.
You clench around him, pulling away to fill the kitchen with moans, "Fuck, fuck fuck."
Colby licks his lips as he pushes his hips forward, indicating he wants your mouth back on his cock.
He tilts his head back, moaning as you work him with your tongue, arching your back as much as you can as Sam grabs your ankles and pushes your legs back, holding them there.
Colby lays a hand on the back of your head, pushing down gently as his fingers tangle in your hair. His other hand moves to one of your boobs, kneading and pinching at your nipple, "So fucking good, baby."
Just like that." He breathes out, "Fuck."
Sam groans lowly, moving his hands to hold your thighs as he picks up his pace, trusting in and out of you at a punishing pace, "Sh-shit."
Sam pulls out after a few minutes, , sliding his hand up and massaging your clit gently with his thumb, "I feel like I need to cum already."
Colby pulls his cock from your mouth, moving to switch places with Sam, "Uh huh. She's good at that."
You smirk up at them as Sam walks up to you and you open your mouth, quickly turning your head to look at Colby as he slides his cock into you.
"Look at me, baby." Sam turns your head by your chin and you look at him, brows furrowed as moans escape your lips.
"Fucking hell." Colby groans lowly as his thrusts are slow. You wrap a hand around Sam, stroking him a few times before you dip your head in, swirling your tongue around this cock.
He lays a hand on your head, letting out a sigh, "Shit."
Your eyes flutter closed as Colby’s hands harshly grip your hips, pulling you to him to meet his hips with each rough thrust, “Fuck, fuck.”
“Don’t stop.” Sam groans, “Almost there, baby. Don’t fucking stop.”
You continue bobbing your head, as much as you can while the pleasure from your second orgasm starts consuming you from the inside out.
Sam holds your head still, thrusting his hips until you feel him twitch, “F-fuck.”
Colby’s thrusts turn sloppy and slow down as he pushes all the way into you, cock twitching as he cums.
Sam pulls out, wiping off your chin with his thumb, “Good girl.” He smiles down at you and bites his lip as he watches your face scrunch as Colby pulls out.
Colby gently rubs his fingers over your achey hips, “Ya alright?”
You look at him and nod, a smile growing slowly on your lips, “Uh huh.”
He smirks and Sam helps you sit up, “You wanna go lay down?”
You lick your lips, shaking your head as you look between them, “I do, but I don’t think I’m done yet.”
They both chuckle and Colby stands you up, “I figured, once you get alcohol in your system, you go until you can’t anymore.”
You shrug, “What can I say? You guys are great.” You smirk and walk to the door, pressing your back against it as you look back at them, “You coming or what?”
They both smile and walk to you, following you up the steps for round two.
.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.
Hope you enjoyed! Sorry if it’s not long enough, I think it’s kinda short but let me know what you thought of it!
Likes and reblogs are appreciated! 🖤
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nattinatalia · 6 months ago
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Jack Harlow x Reader Instagram AU
- (Mía is 18 and EZ is 15 here)
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alizemiaharlow We’re B🅰️ck 🩸
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yourusername Yayyy, can’t wait to watch.
alizemiaharlow 🤝🏻 ❤️
jackharlow Proud of you 💜
alizemiaharlow 🥺 thanks dad 💜
urbanwyatt My niece is all grown up 😢 proud of you princess.
alizemiaharlow 🥺🫶🏼 thank you Nino
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ezharlow Gazebo Festival ready 🤘🏼 let’s go!!!
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yourusername 😍 That’s my baby boy!!!
ezharlow 🥰 love you ama’
alizemiaharlow 🤮 🙄
cassiewyatt Okkkkk basic fit goes crazy 🔥
ezharlow I hate you! Why are you always coming for my fits?
cassiewyatt Because you dress like every other white boy, step it up.
druski HAHAHAHAHAHA 😂😂😂
ezharlow Shut up with your fungus looking feet
jackharlow Angel Ezequiel
ezharlow Sorry uncle Dru
druski Nahh own that shit up 😂
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alizemiaharlow A time was had 💥 Day 1 was a success.
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yourusername Yesssss today was fun.
jackharlow Thanks for showing up bug 🐞
alizemiaharlow Always 🤝🏻❤️
cozane It was soo good to see you kid. Don’t forget about us.
alizemiaharlow Uncle Avatar 🥺 never everrrr could I forget about you. Even though I’m upset that I didn’t get a care package but don’t worry, I made sure to cop on my own 🤘🏼🥰
cozane What the? I did send you a package, you were literally the only one who got everything.
alizemiaharlow 🤷🏻‍♀️
ezharlow About that 🫣
cozane Punk ass you got your own
ezharlow I needed more?
alizemiaharlow 🙄
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yourusername Proud of you baby! Always. I’m always team you and your art. I know things didn’t go as planned for day 2, but seeing how happy you were last night, made me emotional and beyond happy. You put in so much dedication, sweat and tears into this, you should feel very proud because I’m very proud of you. Thank you for allowing me to be part of night 1, it was so special to me. I love you for ever and always. I can’t wait what you have planned next.
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alizemiaharlow Superstars ⭐️ ✨
ezharlow My parents are the shit 😎
jackharlow I love you 🥺 thank you for accepting to perform, I know you were a little thrown off by the idea. It’s us against the world, this is a new era and I can’t wait to takeover with you.
cassiewyatt ❤️❤️
claybornharlow 🔥
user of course she was going to perform 🙄 she was the bathroom break 😂
user no way was she going to perform after Queen SZA that would’ve been dead asf 😂
alizemiaharlow People like you is the reason why my mom was iffyyy about the idea to perform. But I’m glad she did, she did amazing, per usual. You’re just mad my dad is her number one fan and includes her in everything, sorry your dad can’t do that for your mom.
ezharlow 💀 Send me your addyyy, I’ll send some autographed pictures of my dad so you’re not so bitter!
allabouttheharlows One thing about Mia and EZ, they’re gonna defend Jack and Y/N
ezharlow They regret ever giving us permission to be on social media 🤣
jackharlow 🫣 We do.
- SURPRISE!!!!!!
I know it’s a surprise for me as well.
Life has bee, interesting, it’s been testing me daily, but I’ve seen some growth within myself and it did me good being away. I see all the messages you guys continue to send me, I feel guilty not replying but I didn’t want to give false hope of me being back 100%! I don’t want to commit just yet, but I do want to come with a schedule for me being here and posting. So let me know which days work for you guys best.
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merakiui · 8 months ago
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MERA, THAT NEW TREY FIC HAS TICKLED MY BRAIN SO GOOD LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! ヾ(≧▽≦*)oヾ(≧▽≦*)oヾ(≧▽≦*)o
Surreal horror has always been one of my favorite types of horror because of the unsettling atmosphere and the reality-bending and you wrote it so well! You did amazing when you wrote the dream sequences in DRU, and now to actually read a whole dang fic with the theme?? With Trey of all people???? OTZ OTZ OTZ You've unlocked so many new possibilities with his Doodle Suit, truly the Gaslighting King of all time 👑👑👑
AND THE SYMBOLISM!!!!! please please please please ramble about them if you want-- I'm having so much fun rereading this fic again and again. The Violet Butterwort caught my attention cause isn't that a carnivorous plant? 👀👀 Trapping insects in its leaves like a certain grass-haired man??? 👀👀👀
Anyway, all I'm saying is, Trey is not the only chef around cause you definitely COOKED with this one 🔥🔥✨✨
( ≧ᗜ≦) AAAAA OMG OMG THANK YOUUUUUU!!!!!! ✨ ✨
I'm so happy it tickled your brain! I adore surreal horror in film and writing. There's just so much potential for the craziest of things to happen! Dream sequences or sequences that feel like dreams are some of my favorite things to write. The ones in DRU are also just as surreal. <3 I originally wanted to write this concept with Jade (Kalim was second on my list), but I decided upon Trey in the end because I think he suits the surreal horror vibes so well! Doodle Suit + the power of seamless gaslighting........ what a terrifying combination.
I wanted the story to feel obscure and almost like a trip with the imagery and descriptions. Sort of like the vibes in Alice in Wonderland. Just,,,,, utterly bonkers.
👀 you are very right about the butterwort hehehe!!! As for other symbolisms/details, these are the main ones in the story! I left out some of the symbolisms of various lines or words because that would make for such a long analysis of my own work. ^^;;;
It is under the cut due to length (forgive me)! A warning for mentions of sexual assault and drugging!
✧ the binary can be translated into messages. :)
✧ the feeling of itchiness - feeling as if you don't fit in your body after it's been violated. Feeling like something (trauma/blocked memories) is beneath your skin and you can't get it out no matter what you do. Also, itchy as in discomfort.
✧ grass - this is meant to be Trey. It's how Reader views him throughout the story.
✧ violet butterwort - as you noted, it's a carnivorous plant that traps insects! It's also a symbol of resilience and a common charm used to ward off supernatural evils.
✧ birthday cake with 20 candles - the plot is that Reader and Trey are/were in a relationship and on Reader's twentieth birthday Trey drugged their tea (chamomile) and had his way with them when they were half-conscious. Thus, Reader was never able to indulge in their birthday cake because Trey took it all. Cake can also be a metaphor for Reader's body.
✧ the line "it will take twenty more..." is in reference to the healing process and how it's going to take Reader time to heal from everything.
✧ xylophone chimes/broken glass - the juxtaposition of something sweet-sounding with something jarring.
✧ the white rabbit - a sense of innocence/comfort lost.
✧ "Soups are easy to eat. Easy to slip special sentiments in." - a reference to drugging.
✧ "Soup is what becomes of your brain when your body is too itchy." - disassociation during something traumatic (in this case, sexual assault).
✧ the hedge maze that never has a true exit - the feeling of being lost and trapped and never having a real escape.
✧ the grass bow around the white rabbit's neck - the obsessive and unhealthy hold Trey has on Reader. How he can't let them go.
✧ static - lots of noise and amidst the noise there's Trey, whose own voice is sometimes static and other times soothing enough to cut through the static.
✧ the sequence of "it's here and then there and then here again..." - an allusion to the Cheshire Cat from Alice in Wonderland when he's giving Alice directions, but they're all over the place.
✧ every time the grass whispers or speaks - things Trey told Reader when he assaulted them.
✧ "In and out. Out and in. In and out. Out. Out. Out. Incessant itchiness. Get it out." - double meaning for breathing but also the act of sex (thrusting).
✧ the questioning of "that didn't just happen, did it?" - how Reader feels in the aftermath. But also just a general question in response to gaslighting. A consistent questioning of one's reality.
✧ Reader's association of the word "gross" with cake (especially birthday/confetti cake) - it ties into the above and also the part in the story about favorite foods and memories.
✧ teeth falling out - usually, in dream interpretation, this symbolizes a recent loss or mourning of something lost.
✧ hyperdontia - the horror of having a mouth and a voice but never being able to use it because it's so clogged with teeth, so no one will ever listen to or hear the things Reader desperately wants and needs to say.
✧ Frozen Charlotte dolls - Victorian era dolls that could float in the bath. They were also baked into cakes. They're called Frozen Charlottes based on a folk ballad called "Fair Charlotte," which tells the tale of a young girl (Charlotte) on her way to a ball with her lover (Charlie). It's dreadfully cold out, but she frets over the fact that wearing a coat will prevent everyone from seeing her pretty dress. She freezes to death on her way to the ball and arrives in her carriage as a frozen corpse. I think these dolls are fascinating and so cute, so I just wanted to compare teeth to Frozen Charlottes. The description of having a dozen tiny dolls stuck in your throat made for unpleasant imagery, so I wanted to write it!
✧ "A black rabbit blinks up at you with its milky-white eyes. Its nose twitches. Once. Twice. Thrice. A loud gust slithers through the field in which you currently observe, surrounded by decaying greenery and wilted wildflowers. They sprawl endlessly, clawing at the horizon beyond with broken fingers. You watch monochrome tones sway, dried petals flaking off like scabs against a battered, bloodless sky." - this is the same paragraph as seen in the beginning, only certain details have been changed. It's a hint at some sort of cycle that Reader's just only beginning to see. Idyllic beauty is no longer so blinding now that Reader sees what they didn't notice before.
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I’m not super active on here but I need someone to rant to about tsc!! (you are the chosen one thank you)
I wanna know how Ash will feel about regular Jace. Uncertain? Sad? What??? Their relationship could be so interesting because Janus is pretty much Ash’s step in father at the moment. In the scenario where Janus is killed or gone and Ash is left without him, I wonder if Jace would even want a relationship at first. Because I feel like Jace would hate everything about Janus because Janus is everything that Jace didn’t want to become and maybe he’d want to distance himself from that at first? Overall, the parallels are so fun:
Janus with Ash
Jace with Kit
But anyway, I hope that Clary can fill that role of an older sister to Ash, kinda like how she is with Emma :)
absolutely honored to be chosen as the recipient of your truly inspired thoughts <3
idk that i'd given much thought before as to what that relationship between jace and ash might look like.. and like ofc they're going to have some sort of relationship given clary connecting them (bc while i fully agree about her filling a sort of older sister role, even if she doesn't, she's still one of his only two blood relatives outside of faerie) .. but like.. how weird for ash right? ?? just as weird as it is for the rest of our world to comprehend a jace that isn't jace. like imagine ash trying to interact with jace after janus (whatever that After ends up implying). it would be like the came back wrong thing. except that he didn't because this was always jace. it would be like if jules and emma had ended up bringing thule!livvy back to our world. except reverse ig? just.. unsettling at the least.
and you make such a good point about the jace that lives in ash's head.. the expectation he unconsciously would project onto our jace being the image of jace's least favorite parts of himself.. dude. i need so desperately to see how this plays out. i do feel like despite any uncertainty, there would be a certain amount of protectiveness, like there is with janus. like jace knows what it's like to have a morgenstern as a father. he knows what it's like to be under sebastian's thumb. and i think he'd do anything that he could to help ash move on from that past. which imo would probably include killing janus (not that that's the only reason he would have for doing that lol) bc janus is the jace that didn't escape sebastian's poisoning before his soul could be permanently tainted. like janus carries sebastian around inside of him in a way that jace would not only recognize but wish to replace bc that isn't the him he'd want to be leaving an impression on anyone. let alone clary's nephew.
but then of course there is the question of how that animosity would affect ash.. which probably would not be well. but while jace likes being liked, i think he would prioritize rectifying a situation he can't help but feel partly responsible for. and ash will come around hopefully.
as for the parallels.. it's really like there's some secret club of blond boys with terrible fathers and more than just nephilim blood lol (sebastian included ofc bc he's always gonna be part of this) but fr the split is sooo interesting. esp if kit and ash end up being on opposite sides at some point and if you add in ty and dru respectively. mirrors.
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thedragonagelesbian · 3 months ago
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Canon Worldstate Questions!
tytyty @omgkalyppso i did um. accidentally post this way too early & hastily delete it, sooo let's try again...
1. your Warden/Hawke/Inquisitor's opinion on Orlais?
vidreu aeducan: for a long time, dru understood orlais almost exclusively in terms of trade, with the chantry lyrium trade being orzammar's economic lifeblood. that made sense to her. orlesian politics do not. while conceptually familiar with the game from her noble upbringing, when she gets her first taste of it in-person after the end of the fifth blight, it is Wayyyy too much for her. orzammar's politics are also cutthroat and status-based, but there's at least (purportedly) this shared understanding and cultural investment in values that dru respects like family honor. the game is absurd to her. the fashion sensibilities are even worse. the overwrought extravagance of the nobility is appalling. the social scripts are opaque and convoluted,. the social pressure is overwhelming.
dru makes like one debut as the famed hero of ferelden then gets shitfaced with loghain to recover and never shows their face in orlesian high society again.
cyrus hawke: he wants to see the empire fall, but until then, at least the aesthetics are fun
yiseeril trevelyan: adores it. everything is ridiculous, and nothing matters at all and everything matters immensely. she wonders often what her life could've been like if she had stayed in ghislain
8. who do they hate the most, and do they have an arch-nemesis
vidreu aeducan: dru's baseline attitude toward everyone is indifference, and that + unhealthy dose of pragmatism makes it hard to hate even people she really should despise like uh. bhelen. or loghain. but they do want to kill flemeth. and i think they could've done it if they had been in the fade for her toying with kieran shit. powers of a goddess be damned.
cyrus hawke: he can't pick just one person. he hates meredith, cullen, aveline, loghain, sister petrice, grand cleric elthina, cassandra, celene, gaspard.................. no arch-nemesis, just a lot of terrible people with power
yiseeril trevelyan: yiseeril is kind of a fake hater asjdpofjf she can be quite casually mean but that's just because it's fun and even the people she should be angry at (the templar who made her tranquil, the first enchanter who lied about her not being harrowed, everyone who took advantage of her while she was tranquil, hell even the maker for permitting her to suffer like this) she. isn't. because she doesn't want to look her hurt directly in the eye and acknowledge it, she just wants to move past it (though she isn't above a little bloody vengeance against that templar when sera tracks him down to try to make her feel better)
10. are they good horse riders?
vidreu aeducan: they would be an excellent griffon rider, but they can't get most animals to trust them.
cyrus hawke: my heart says yes, because it fits into the knight aesthetic so perfectly, but he would get too stressed out about protecting it in battle... if it's just for transportation/to be DramaticTM, it's fine, but in combat, he prefers to be on his own two feet
yiseeril trevelyan: her family had her in a saddle before her magic manifested, and she finagled her way into a pastoral outing or two while in Ghislain. the skills came back to her quickly in inquisition.
11 & 13.
Answered here!
12. attitude toward Mabari?
vidreu aeducan: alistair is convinced for most of the game that dru likes gorim (yes that is what they named the ostagar mabari) more than anyone else in the party, and he's RIGHT. that's their emotional support tether to the past they've been severed from and whom they can show weakness around without fear of reproach, thank you very much!
i also just. like the idea of her mabari also being... a lil more blight haunted than what we get in-game. he did swallow darkspawn blood, after all. sometimes zevran swears he hears them chittering to one another at the edges of camp in the wee hours of the morning.
cyrus hawke: cyrus has a mild phobia of dogs, after a guard sicced one on him as a teen. not a fan.
yiseeril trevelyan: she thinks they're boring adfojpafwe like they're Fine but a real pet should be horse-adjacent and hilarious. like a dracolisk or nuggalope.
14. who are they closest to from their family?
vidreu aeducan: the aeducans were not a close family by any definition of the word, but she and bhelen come out the other side of origins inextricably and painfully bound to one another, genuinely close and strangely caring (the bit in halamshiral in inq about the king depleting orzammar's coffers trying to find the hero of ferelden always gets me...) but also always a few strong drinks away from some light-to-heavy attempted fratricide.
cyrus hawke: it was malcolm, once upon a time. his relationship with leandra has always been strained, and there's a certain distance between him and his siblings (bethany's magic, carver's independence), but cyrus deeply admired his father and has always tried to emulate him. more than that, cyrus felt that malcolm understood and supported him, treating him with gentleness and empathy when his protectiveness and earliest inclinations toward sacrifice got him hurt.
yiseeril trevelyan: no one; yiseeril's family was embarrassed by her magic, and while she was in ghislain, the only person she kept in contact with was her mother. when she was made tranquil, yiseeril presumed that the transfer to ostwick was arranged by her and spent years expecting her visit. it was only later that she discovered the transfer was made by a rival of the trevelyan family to humiliate them further.
24. what languages can they speak?
vidreu aeducan: King's Tongue and Dwarvish
cyrus hawke: the King's Tongue and bits and pieces of Elvish (in addition to prayers, Merrill has taught him a lot of swears, bc it's good for him to vent his anger)
yiseeril trevelyan: King's Tongue, conversational in Orlesian
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2, 4, 12, 43, 52, and 106 for the ask game :3
Thanks for the questions dru! :)
2. What’s your dream pet? (real or not)
i’ve always wanted a pet snake, cause i think it’d be super cool and fun to hang out with, but my mum is scared of them so i’ve never had the chance.
4. What was your favourite video game growing up?
ooh, i think i had a couple favs. i loved Animal Crossing Wild World on the DS, oh! and i was definitely a minecraft fan when that came out. maybe my most favourite was poptropica or moshi monsters on the family computer though. they were my JAM.
12. Do you prefer tea, coffee or cocoa?
100% tea. i have like, 2 cups a day minimum. even more now that it’s winter where i live.
43. Any piercings you want?
honestly, i am completely piercing-less and intend to keep it that way. if i got any though, i’d probably go with a nose piercing.
52. Favourite movie?
oh boy oh boy dru, you asked the wrong person this question. i love SO many movies. just a couple of my favourites include: Ferris Bueller’s Day Off, Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure, The Little Prince, Renfield, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Hot Fuzz… i am so ready to go on. given the opportunity i’ll just list my top 50, easy. i also have a ranking system of movies from 1-4. (if music isn’t my main special interest, movies certainly are)
106. Do you like bugs?
yes!!! bug fan right here! i love a good moth or beetle, and i even have a little knitted ladybug that sits by my bed. i’m not much of an expert, but i am always ready to appreciate a funky little guy.
thank you for the questions!! sorry if i rambled on a bit much :) i’ll be sure to send some your way soon <3
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leatafandom · 6 months ago
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20 Questions For Fic Writers
Thank you so much for the tag @reallyreal-madeingold!! It was long, so I thought I'd make a new post I did not know you wrote a Willow/Spike, and I am going to have to check it out tonight I adore them.
1. How many works do you have on Ao3? I have 122 works on my Ao3
2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 887,007, which for some reason made me laugh really hard, seven little words.
3. What fandoms do you write for? Mostly for Supernatural, but I've written for Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Spider-man/Deadpool, Merthur, Arrowverse, and starting to write some more DC stories
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Distraction: Scars - One of my favorites of mine, a spideypool story.
This is a Bad Idea - This is just a little smut I wrote for spideypool
Waiting for the Perfect Time - A Merthur piece I wrote with some HC of mine
Distractions -Voice(s) - This is part two of the Spideypool Distraction series
Breakfast - Another Merthur smut piece.
5. Do you respond to comments? I do! I love comments, I normally respond to them whenever I'm updating a story or posting a new one anymore though so sometimes it takes me a bit to get back to people, but I do!
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Umm I feel like I've answered this before, but I don't remember what I said and now I don't know what to say. Maybe Not Yet? It is a prequel to Waiting for the Perfect Time and without reading that one, it does not have a happy ending.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? I feel like I write a lot of bittersweet and untraditional happy endings. I leave them in a better place than they were a lot of the times, but they are not always happy. Despite my want to always go for no happy endings I tend to write them anyway. But~ ah I think maybe Conversations in the Dark I feel like that one is pretty optimistic at the end.
8. Do you get hate on fics? No I wouldn't say hate maybe some discouraging comments but not hate, no.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Hahaha, I write porn, let's be clear. It's not sex there is a difference. Ah, I write a lot of rough stuff, some bloody stuff, some soft loving stuff, mmm, and I've been starting to write some more variations of bodies doing it. So that's fun
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written? I don't write crossovers, but I have done a crossover between two of my stories, and it was crazy. It was like two years in the making and it was so much fun. Taste of Cherry is a crossover between a very rom-com soul bond sabriel fic I wrote and a dark horror-themed version of sabriel. It was thrilling to have them meet and play off each other.
11. What's the craziest one you've written? Totally missed this one before but ah idk I write some weird stuff. Maybe Holy Hole? Since I made a world just so I could have a sabriel tentacle smut fic.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? Yup a few, I am always open to getting my fics translated so more people can enjoy them. I just ask that the translator asks first, tells me, and share the link to the translation so it's easy to find from the original. It's a joy whenever someone wants to.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? I have! It was very recently, and a wonderful experience! Freaks Like Us, is a Buffy verse fic featuring Dru, Spike, and Angelus and lots of smut. It was so fun to write with @aufredpratt and to get help and advice writing women.
14. What’s your all-time favorite ship? Oh, this is so hard, I love so many ships from so many fandoms. I...I don't know especially since it's different when talking about who I'd love to write the most and who I like to read the most. I'm sorry I refuse to choose. x_x
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? Once and Future Soulmates. It's an unpublished WIP that I just picked up again yesterday, but it is such a big Merthur project, and I'd love to finish it but also oh my god it's so much.
16. What are your writing strengths?  I'm bad at these kinds of questions. I think characterization and world-building. I like poking at stuff until it breaks and then making sure it won't do that. My worlds have many layers that never come up, but they're there.
17. What are your writing weaknesses? Fight scenes (though I think I'm getting better... maybe), word choice, and conveying fear and some other emotions.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? Unless its one I'm fluent in, or have someone who is helping me I probably won't and find another way to convey language being said in another language.
19. First fandom you wrote for? Lord of the Rings~~
20. Favourite fic you’ve written? Still Distractions: The K-word/Distractions: The New Kid. They both overlap the same year in Spideypool's relationship. I love how it came out and I will always be happy to have written out my HC comic mass up of them. Maybe they're just still my all-time OTP....
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Just some kin positivity for my ats/btvs kin buds (it's a long one)
Other Freds out there- we are strong we are fighters and we did not disserve the ends on screen gave us.
Gunn- Sweet sweet Gunn, what happened to me was not your fault. You didn't know what you were signing and that's ok. I do not blame you.
Wesley- I may not have loved you in my timeline but I still hold great affection for you and you disserve to be happy. Know that you were happy in my timeline and once the fire died down you and Cordelia had a lovely domestic life.
Cordelia- My bestie, you also disserve so much more than what the on-screen cannon gave you. It is not your fault our creator was so horrible to your actress. If it helps any in my timeline you continued to be a badass and kicked much demon butt in that final(ish) battle.
Angel- my boss, my friend, you try so hard and I see that. While I can never apologies for the way Spike and I were in my timeline, know that the PDA wasn't out of disrespect to you. I still think you are a champion for what it's worth.
Lorne- Lovely lovely Lorne, though you don't enter my memories very often I see you as a bright spot. You always did the best you can as well and that's more powerful than you know.
Harmony- You are such a sweetheart, I don't blame you or hate you. Even thought I went all "grr" that one time in my timeline it was mostly sire feelings. I thank you for being the exception to the no-soul = "bad" rule they tried to paint.
Spike- My love, you disserve so much better than how you were treated. No matter what timeline. Weather that be a better Buffy, a Better Dru, Angel ,or my own Spike (I miss you so much). I do not blame you for the end of s6 of btvs either.
Buffy- I may be hard on you in my mind sometimes but it's just left over from my sire feelings, you are a lovely person and I admire your strong morals.
Willow- I cannot thank you enough for how many times you saved both Spike and I. You are so, so sweet but strong at the same time.
Xander- I don't blame you for being his self-insert at all. You are a sweetheart.
Anya- I wish I had known you, you did so much and seemed like such fun to be with.
anyone else I missed know that you are valid and do not disserve to be hated on because of our creator.
With much love- AU!Vampire!Fred (Angel: the series)
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le-velo-pour-dru · 1 year ago
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HIIIIIII DRU HERE ARE MY FAV TAI… SONGS… they only released 3 albums but each of them have a really distinct sound and i love all 3 but my fav is probablyyyyy santi overall. anyways!!
my favs from almost here are black mamba, classifieds, and checkmarks. also the music video for classifieds is super cute :)
my favs from santi are LAX to O’Hare, we’ve got a big mess on our hands (which was the first TAI… song i heard cause i saw the music video on youtube randomly and was totally transfixed), seed, and you might have noticed
my favs from fast times at barrington high are about a girl, coppertone, after the last midtown show, and one more weekend :)
OH! and right before they broke up they put out an EP called lost in pacific time. i almost forgot about the whole EP lol but the song im yours tonight is one of my favorites of all their songs :)
ANYWAYS!!! i really love TAI… i hope you like these songs too!!! 💝☀️💖⭐️💛💝🌟☀️💖💛⭐️💝
BLACK MAMBA'S SO FUN OMG I LOVED IT!!!!!! :DD I'm not as into Classifieds but it definitely has charm to it that I appreciate hehe ^^ 💖 Checkmarks was really cool and the video for it was a lot of fun!!!!!! :DD ❤️ Out of the three, Black Mamba was definitely my favorite ^^ 💖
I've already heard LAX to O'Hare, but I figured I'd listen to it again cause I don't remember what it sounds like, but I remember liking it 😊❤️ Oh my gosh I actually love that song way more than I remembered!!!!!!! :D The vibes??????? ✨️Impeccable.✨️ I honestly want to learn the words cause it sounds fun to sing 🤭❤️ I'm not really sure how I feel about We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands... It's cool, but I think I need to listen to it a few more times to appreciate it. I LOVED the video for it, it's so so cool :D ❤️ (Also that's the first time I've heard him talk, and his voice is????? so cute??????? 🫢🩷 Omg-) Seed is a lot of fun!!!!!! I'm definitely a fan :D ❤️ YOU MIGHT HAVE NOTICED IS SO COOL AAAAAAAA I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!! ^^ 🫶 My favorites out of those were LAX to O'Hare and maybe You Might Have Noticed :D
I've already heard About A Girl, I love it and its video, so I'm very excited to listen to it again!!! :D 🩷 IT'S SO FUN AAAAAAAAA I LOVE YOU ABOUT A GIRL BY TAI!!!!!!!!! 🤩🫶 SUCH A FUN SONG 😊💖 Coppertone is such a cute and fun song, I like it!! :D 🩷 After The Last Midtown Show is also really cute and very nostalgic-sounding for some reason, I actually really like it ^^ 🩷 Woah One More Weekend is a really cool and fun song! :) I really like it!! :D ❤️ My favorite was About A Girl, but to be honest, I loved every single one of those songs 😊❤️
The vibes of I'm Yours Tonight makes me so so happy hehe ^^✨️🩷
Honestly, this band sits in a weird place where some of their songs aren't the kind of thing that appeals to me, while others are ones I really enjoy!! I'm definitely gonna keep listening to them though ^^ 💖 Fast Times at Barrington High had the most songs I consistently enjoyed, but while I wasn't sure how to feel about one of the songs from Santi, it had some of their coolest songs, so I'm not really sure yet which one I like best :P Anyway thank you so so much for these recommendations!!!!! I had a lot of fun listening to them ^^ 💖
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project1939 · 6 months ago
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100+ Films of 1952
Film number 149: My Pal Gus
Release date: Dec 1st, 1952 
Studio: 20th Century Fox 
Genre: comedy 
Director: Robert Parrish 
Producer: Stanley Rubin 
Actors: Richard Widmark, Joanne Dru, Audrey Totter, George Winslow 
Plot Summary: Dave is a single father who is too busy running his business to pay attention to his tantrum throwing son Gus. Everything changes, however, when he enrolls Gus in a nursery school run by a pretty young teacher with new parenting ideas. Just when things seem to be on the right track, the boy’s deadbeat mother returns.  
My Rating (out of five stars): ***½  
For my money, this is about as good as it gets for a light-hearted mid-budget family film. I wasn’t even sure I’d enjoy it because I’m not someone who loves kids, but thanks to its two main actors and a decent script, I genuinely found it moving. It nearly brought me to tears twice. (minor spoilers)
The Good: 
Richard Widmark. It was fun to see him play a lighter role- he was almost always in serious dramas or westerns. He handled the deadpan humor well, but it was his portrayal of a father bonding with his son that really stole the show. I didn’t expect a little film like this to become so poignant, but Widmark made it happen. 
George Winslow as the little boy Gus. He was a memorable child actor with a “foghorn” voice and some serious acting chops for an 8-year-old! I remembered him from Room for One More where he had great chemistry with Cary Grant, and I was pleased to see him in this.  
Joanne Dru was believable as Lydia the nursery school teacher who falls for Dave. 
Joan Banks as Ivy the secretary. It’s no secret that I love me a brassy wise-cracking female side character, and Banks was amusing here, even if she didn’t have much to do. 
There were some seriously cute kids at the nursery school, including a little girl who liked eating clay! And, again, I am not much of a kid person. 
The scene where Widmark breaks down as he goes through his last bedtime routine with Gus, knowing he’s losing custody the next day... Wheew, it wrecked me. 
The ending. I won’t give it away, but the lengths Dave is willing to go to to keep his son... I dare you not to get a lump in your throat! 
The scenes in Dave’s Bon Bon factory when the kids were watching the candies being made were unique and entertaining. Although seeing pre-schoolers sitting right next to mechanized metal machines gave me heart palpitations! 
It was fascinating to get a snapshot of “new” ideas in 1950s childrearing. In much of the media in 1952, there were discussions about whether corporal punishment was still ok and if parents should be more emotionally involved with their kids. “Children are people!” was actually a real phrase used by advocates of the newer methods, and Lydia was a proponent of it in this movie. 
The Bad: 
If you want lots of depth and emotional complexity, keep looking. This isn’t meant to be that kind of film.  
Sometimes Dave got a little creepy with Lydia when he was aggressively pursuing her. 
The judge overseeing the divorce and custody case! Some of the court sequences didn't live up to the rest of the film.
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mayathexpsychic · 1 year ago
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Hiiiiiiiiiii I had fun looking through your art, I really really love your style ^^ 🩷 You're so talented!! :] 🫶
thank you SO SO much Dru!!!! :) 💝
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merakiui · 10 months ago
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I just read DRU and
Holy moly
I'm hooked
Aaaaa your writing is just so good!! I looove how you write for the "secondary" characters (aka Riddle and Caycay) too, it just makes the reading more immersive!!!
I feel so bad for Riddle... oh sweetie... I don't know how dru is gonna end, but I do know he's gonna be devastated anyway T^T
My ideal happy good ending is Riddle and the police somehow finding out it was Jade and rescuing reader. Jade gets imprisoned for being a bad bad eel and then reader and Riddle get to strengthen their friendship and become a thing! Good for Riddle! A happy ending (...except for Jade and Azul 🙈) !
Of course, that wouldn't fit the narrative and the sk!jade x reader it is about jkgsjzj I do look forward to seeing how the two of them navigate the situation hehehe
AAAAAA omg omg thank you!!!!! I'm really happy you're hooked so far!!! I've had so much fun writing Riddle and Cater. Their side of the story is one filled with lots of mystery and turmoil! >:D I'm happy it can make the story seem even more immersive. I think it's interesting to write about the consequences and impact of a crime such as the one Jade's committed. Reader only sees so much, so she has no idea of what's going on beyond the confines of his home. It's Riddle and Cater who are caught up in the procedures. Wishing them luck in their detective work!
That happy end truly is ideal for our beloved strawberry devil. T^T he deserves only happiness and love, not pain and suffering. Jade wouldn't be very approving of this end... in a story where everyone has a death flag, happiness seems impossible. ^^;;;
Jade and Reader navigating their situation is certainly something to behold. They're a mix of passive-aggressive and outright hostile. They'll be much closer in later chapters. :) there's one specific chapter with one specific scene I'm greatly looking forward to writing because Jade is such a mischievous eel in it and Reader is,,,, struggling.
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Ich habe 246 Mal im Jahr 2022 etwas gepostet
7 Einträge erstellt (3%)
239 Einträge gerebloggt (97%)
Blogs, die ich am häufigsten gerebloggt habe:
@dingdongyouarewrong
@cricrithings
@fetchalgernon
@wipbigbang
@quotemadness
Ich habe 148 meiner Einträge im Jahr 2022 getaggt
Nur 40% meiner Einträge hatten keine Tags
#tim drake – 29 Einträge
#conner kent – 13 Einträge
#superboy – 13 Einträge
#jason todd – 13 Einträge
#robin – 13 Einträge
#red hood – 12 Einträge
#kon el – 12 Einträge
#red robin – 10 Einträge
#dc – 9 Einträge
#dc comics – 9 Einträge
Longest Tag: 116 characters
#don't forget that a fic tha few people read because it's a rare ship or whatever and that doesn't get a lot of kudos
Meine Top-Einträge im Jahr 2022:
#5
Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Superboy (Comics), Red Robin (Comics), Young Justice (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Tim Drake & Kon-El | Conner Kent, Tim Drake/Kon-El | Conner Kent Characters: Kon-El | Conner Kent, Tim Drake, Dru-Zod Additional Tags: Kryptonian Kon, Kryptonian!Kon-El, Alternate Universe, Kryptonians Invaded Earth (DCU), Kryptonians (DCU), Krypton is Destroyed (DCU), but Kryptonians are alive, Spaceships, War, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, no capes AU Summary:
Kon had heard rumours of him. Bruce Wayne’s right-hand man. They had never gotten this close to the heart of the resistance, not once in all those months and years of war.
For TimKon Week 2022: Day 7 - Kryptonian Kon
1 Anmerkung – Gepostet 28. November 2022
#4
Dear Yuletide Writer 2022
Dear Yuletide Writer,
Thank you so much for agreeing to write for me! :) I can't tell you just how excited I am. This is my second Yuletide, and I’ll try to give you as much inspiration and fangirling as a point to jump off of as I can, so I hope you’ll find some useful bits and pieces here. I am very much looking forward to reading whatever you come up with. Don’t stress about writing for me - as long as you have fun with it, I’m sure I’ll like my gift. :)
Please feel free to browse my ao3 (KitKaos) and/or tumblr to get an idea of what I stan, like, read or write. I hope I can give you some broad ideas and inspirations in this letter to help you plan. The prompts below are nothing more than ideas, though - feel free to ignore them or to fall back on my general likes if you have a better idea. :)
Gifts are enabled in AO3, so treats are welcome! :)
Oh, and should you, esteemed Yuletide Writer, want to write in German instead of English, then I'm definitely okay with that. I'm fluent in both, so whichever you feel more comfortable with.
If there's something missing or if you have a question, you can reach out to me via the mods.
_______&_______
General likes (in no particular order):
friends-to-lovers or even enemies-to-lovers (with all the drama of grudginly admitting that the other party maybe isn't all that terrible and all)
found families
fake dating
pining
crossdressing
undercover missions
drunken shenanigans
reconciliation between estranged characters
second chance romance
characters torn between two sides (e.g. two different loyalties, or love versus duty)
gestures of affection and intimacy (such as forehead kisses, cuddling in bed, holding hands, massages)
casual intimacies
hurt/comfort (especially with an emphasis on the comfort)
seduction (especially seduction/corruption of someone who's less experienced and/or initially reluctant)
games: truth or dare, playing drinking games/strip games for fun, seduction games
Can't Stop Thinking About That Thing I Saw Completely By Accident (a.k.a. various flavours of accidental voyeurism)
competence porn
masquerades
tattoos
body details (freckles, moles, tan lines, goosebumps, acne, scars, burns, wrinkles, etc.)
redemption arcs
Vollständigen Eintrag ansehen
1 Anmerkung – Gepostet 15. Oktober 2022
#3
How did clowns get through the day before the invention of balloons/plastics?
1 Anmerkung – Gepostet 17. Februar 2022
#2
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Batman (1966), Batman: Wayne Family Adventures (Webcomic), Batman - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Duke Thomas, Cassandra Cain, Tim Drake, Stephanie Brown, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth, Batfamily Members, King Tut (Batman), Condiment King Additional Tags: Community: pod_together, pod_together 2022, Humor, Crack(ish?), Batfamily Shenanigans (DCU), Batfamily-centric (DCU), Podfic & Podficced Works, Podfic, Fic & Podfic Summary:
With a sound like silent thunderclap, our dauntless defenders were gone. Vanished without a trace, and only the low, rumbling laughter of King Tut remained in their stead. Could it really be that Batman and Robin had been outsmarted this time?
OR: The 1960s Dynamic Duo travels to today's B:WFA universe
2 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 26. August 2022
Meine #1 des Jahres 2022
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Batman (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Tim Drake/Kon-El | Conner Kent, Kon-El | Conner Kent/Cassie Sandsmark Characters: Tim Drake, Kon-El | Conner Kent Additional Tags: Sexting, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, no beta we die like robins, Miscommunication Summary:
Tim still doesn’t know what to think. He can’t unsee what he just got a glimpse of. He can’t forget. His traitorous mind seems to return to it over and over again. He is not okay with this. It was all he could do to keep his adoptive sister from killing his best friend.
When Cass' phone vibrated at dinner, Tim was sat next to her. He saw. He saw the picture. Saw how Cass just calmly deleted it, murmuring some vague death threat, and made to get up.
6 Anmerkungen – Gepostet 17. August 2022
Hol dir deinen Tumblr-Jahresrückblick 2022 →
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Not the distance that scares me (1/2)
Kit Herondale, Ty Blackthorn (Kit/Ty)
Wordcount: 1,542
Post-TWP, Kit finds he has a choice in what he does next.
It makes me sad to think of it. Kit is a good kid who deserves a good, ordinary life. I know that’s what Jem and Tessa want for him, more than anything, after the chaos that was his growing up. But I am not sure he will have a choice in the matter. Fae may not let him choose. - Magnus to Alec (Secrets of Blackthorn Hall) 
(This is me, defying Magnus and Cassie's whole arc for Kit, or at least twisting it, so he gets his happy ending. Er- so there's still angst but look, part two will be happier- happiness through angst, mmkay? 😅
This story fits into my London Files 'verse but no need to have knowledge of them to read this story. But if you're wondering where Ellie comes from)
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When he woke up, Ty was beside him. Time must’ve passed from the battle because his face was no longer a blood-stained, desperate ricus; the last image Kit had seen before he passed out. 
There was a softness in Ty’s sharp angles, despite purple shadows highlighting his left cheek; there was a release in his jaw, which had been constantly tense since Livvy had passed on in Thule. A lightness in his storm-grey eyes that told Kit it was all going to be okay.  
“We won.” It wasn’t a question. 
Ty nodded. “But…”
Kit had already known what was missing. The power that had thrummed in his chest, the heaviness of pure energy that he had worn like a mantle for the past few years, the electricity in his veins. It was all gone. 
He closed his eyes. “I know.” 
--
Ash let out a sigh- and Dru tightened her hold on his hand, providing moral support. 
“I am forever indebte-”
“Shut up,” Kit said amiably. “You would’ve done the same thing for me.”
There was silence between the three of them. Maybe it was true. Maybe it wasn’t. Didn’t matter.
“Plus- I never wanted any of this-” Kit waved his hand around the Seelie Court, decorated to the brim with riotously-coloured flowers and filled with partying Fae. “Have fun playing King of the Castle. You’re much better suited to it.”
Ash rolled his eyes. “The prophecy never mentioned which one of us had to take the actual responsibility for ruling. It’s not too late- you sure you don’t want to rock-paper-scissor for it?” 
Dru snorted lightly as Kit grinned and held up his hands, declining. “King Kit would’ve been too on the nose,” she said. 
“Exactly - plus kinda think you need magic to be a faerie king,” He sketched a full bow he had learned from Kieran, appropriate for a Queen Consort, wondering if she would pick up on it. 
She narrowed her eyes and Kit was delighted at her suspicious look. 
Then he turned serious for a moment. “But- I do have a few loose ends that I might need to tie up.” The folk in the forest, and Juno and the others who had helped him during his brief reign. To be exiled forever from Faerie– Ash was within his right to do so. Or at least, heavily restrict Kit’s access, given his Nephilim blood. But he was banking on some good will being carried over from his First Heir heritage. 
Ash held out his hand. “You are always welcome here, my brother.” A pendant flashed in his hand- a similar trinket to Cristina and Jaime’s eternidads.
Kit accepted it with quiet thanks, beating down a brief pang of jealousy at Ash’s ease and fluidity of summoning it.   
--
Alec raised an eyebrow. “It doesn’t normally work like this, Kit.” But his face wasn’t unsympathetic, and Kit was fairly sure he was going to get his way.
“You would’ve lost me to the Faerie Courts, if things hadn’t turned out differently,” Kit said, trying to keep from crossing his arms, remain relaxed. “Also consider - it works for the Amish. They have like- an 80% return rate for their rumspringa. Consider it something like that for me.” He didn’t want to be adversarial with Alec. He wasn’t sure what the future held but he didn’t want this door closed forever. 
“Are you coming back?” Alec asked, his blue eyes grave below dark eyebrows. 
Kit shrugged. “I might not. That’s the risk you have to take. But if you say no, it’s not exactly endearing me to Shadowhunter life, is it?” he countered.
Alec sighed. “No, not at all. But you have to understand- usually when people leave, it’s permanent. They can’t return. It’s the law.”
“So change it,” Kit countered. “It’s a bad law. You’re the Consul- that’s within your power.”
A hint of a smile crossed Alec’s face. “You’ve been spending too much time with the Blackthorns.” 
Despite Kit’s attempt to keep a steady countenance, something must’ve slipped through, as Alec sighed. “All right- I’ll see what I can do.”
“And don’t make it an exception just because it’s me,” Kit pressed. “Really- you should let all Shadowhunter kids have that choice.”
“I know.” Alec’s voice was firm. “Now, get out of my office and stop telling me how to do my job.” But he smiled too. “Enjoy your mundane year.”
Kit left the Gard feeling like a second invisible burden had lifted like wings off his shoulders.   
--
“Not fair! You’re abandoning me just when I’m about to get my training wheels taken off,” Ellie complained, her voice sharp on the phone. “I haven’t shown you my wicked demon-slaying prowess yet.”
“Not sure that you’re gonna get to do that much demon-slaying in upstate New York,” Kit said. “Apparently the second last stop before Boringtown. Or that’s what Magnus keeps insisting is  the case.”  
“Hey! We’ve definitely seen a couple of raveners around. But more importantly, second years get more privileges to visit the local town, which is very Hogsmeade of them,” Ellie admitted. “Okay… but you’ll be back for my Ascension ceremony, right?”
Kit smiled. “Wouldn’t miss it for the world.” But he suddenly shivered, as if a cold wind had blown through the room. 
--
“Am I the last one?” 
“To say good-bye to?” Kit felt rooted to the spot. He hated this. He wanted to go to Ty, who was standing behind his chair, as if to shield himself from Kit. His eyes kept sliding past Kit’s to the gold and green paneling behind. 
“Yes.”
“Yeah,” Kit said. “I said good-bye to Tessa and Jem and Mina, and then asked Tessa to make me Portal to Blackthorn Hall.” 
“Hmmm.” Ty put down his tools, letting one of his long, elegant hands smooth over what looked like one of his Sensors. It was calm and deliberate, and if Kit hadn’t spent months with Ty, relearning every little tic, studying every small movement as if he could etch it on his heart, he would’ve thought Ty didn’t care. 
“Ty- you understand why I have to go, right?” Some of the misery must have bled through in his voice, given how sharply Ty had looked up, his hands fluttering briefly before calming. 
Their eyes met across the room, and Kit clenched his fists, willing himself not to move. He wished. Slowly, Ty walked towards him. Kit could feel his heart beating wildly and he didn’t stop his traitorous hands from reaching out, wrapping Ty in a tight embrace. 
“Kit. I need you,” Ty’s voice was barely above a whisper, said into Kit’s ear. He took a deep breath. And then another. And another. Kit breathed in sync with him. “I know,” Kit said. “I do too,” he admitted. 
They held one another, as close as they had in the caves of faerie. As they had in the safehouses of Thule. As they had in the ruins of Edom. 
Kit wondered why this was the hardest embrace to break. Perhaps it was because this time, they had a choice what they did next, rather than a destiny to fulfil. Perhaps it was because he was still choosing to walk away from it all. 
But it’s different this time, he tried to remind himself.   
Ty pulled back. “But you need to go,” he said. “I also need you to go.”
“Hey,” Kit tried to keep it light, despite the fierce ache in his chest. “I thought we stopped saying that kind of stuff to one another after Thule.”
Ty smiled but it didn’t reach his eyes. “You’re the one going away again. I thought this time I could at least have a say.”
Kit winced and Ty’s face crumpled. “Sorry. That’s not what I meant to say,” Ty said. He muttered something under his breath that Kit couldn’t quite hear. 
He looked directly at Kit. “You’re going because you want to figure out who you are, outside of your lineage,” he said softly. He reached up to trace Kit's jawline, sending a shiver down Kit’s spine. “And you can’t do that here in the Shadow World.” 
Kit nodded.
Ty dropped his hand. “The glamour is very subtle but you do look different. I expect that’s part of it.”
Kit sighed. “Yeah, I asked Tessa and Catarina to put on their strongest spells, so that I’m disguised completely as a mundane.”
“That’s smart,” Ty’s gaze was looking at his neck, wrists, forearms- all now completely devoid of Marks, including his very first rune, the voyance one given to him by Ty.  
“Will you be okay here?” Kit hated how wistful his voice sounded. 
“I will be,” Ty said, and he was already looking back at his sensor. 
Kit wasn’t offended. He knew that Ty had his work as a Centurion, Anush, Irene… he had his family- who were all helping him heal from Livvy’s passing. Kit wasn’t his whole world. And that was a good thing. 
But just as quickly, Ty was back watching him. He looked steadily at Kit. Unlike others, he didn’t ask if Kit would come back. 
Instead he said: “I’ll be here.” 
And Kit, with his eyes starting to blur with tears, leaned forward. He kissed Ty and then left. 
(part two will hopefully be up tomorrow/Friday)
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