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I finished OPC some weeks ago and immediately dedicated myself to a rewatch of seasons 0 and 1 of Ordem. The first time I watched AOP was uhh, early February I think…? And I just finished rewatching AOP earlier today. Have a list of silly things that I forgot from my first watch through that surprised me and/or blind sided me (lmao) on my second watch through, 5 months later.
Goes without saying, but spoilers for AOP under the cut!
THINGS I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT IN AOP THAT ARE (MOSTLY) SILLY
Cellbit doesn't do a deep voice for Senhor Veríssimo. (It's so uncanny I don't like it who are you and where is my dad ;-;)
Daniel is literally in negative sanity after encountering one (1) horror. L lmao.
No, the treatment of Alex wasn't that bad. It was SO much worse. (Head in fucking hands.)
"He was trying to grab my gun, if you know what I mean ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)" So I think I trauma-blocked out all of the Daniel/Alex moments. I hate them so much. They are insufferable.
Daniel mentioning to Liz that he doesn't want to go back to his apartment by himself because he's afraid he'll relapse. (To be honest I think I completely missed that he said this on my first watch through because I always thought that his past alcoholism/substance abuse was only implied by his canteen. More-ish Daniel Hartman lore I guess wa hoo.)
Alex pissing himself during Senhor V's speech on the second morning.
Rakin and Luba using their giant cardboard cutouts of (1) some shirtless buff celebrity I don't recognize and (2) tiny Keanu Reeves to demonstrate how they choked out the esoterrorists that invaded Agatha's apartment. (They just. Had these in their rooms. I mean they're streamers so I'm not that surprised...)
Liz flirting with a 15 year old.
Thiago shooting a 15 year old. (In the foot. As an interrogation tactic. And then threatening to shoot her foot again. And then threatening to stab the wound with a sword.)
The four of them stuffing a 15 year old in the trunk.
Rakin holding up a lighter to pretend to light Luba's chapstick (Thiago lighting Daniel's cigarette).
The makeshift burning "funeral" they had for Gonzales, burning the photo of his wife, the photo of his dog, and his unfinished reconciliation letter to his wife with him. (*weeping*)
Liz getting chip-reader-card-scanner donowalled by the scanning panel in the bunker bookshelf for a solid sixty seconds because she couldn’t figure out how you were supposed to scan the book. (This is what we in the engineering world call poor User Centered Design☝️)
Jesus Fucking Christ, they just kinda threw that gasoline all over the place huh. Literally a miracle that none of them burned to death. Literally a miracle that any of it ended up on the monster or the corpse. How did these guys manage to do anything.
#ordem paranormal#curlyaop#idk if im gonna do something like this for the next season since that one is WAY longer but I'll make a note of the big instances-#-as i watch#dont mind me im just rambling
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Haylor dates by month
Timelines: 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023 and 2024.
January
1- 2013 - Arrive in Virgin Islands
1- 2014 - Say don't go written
1- 2016 - Yacghtgate, OOTW Video
1- 2021 - Treat people with kindness Music Video
1- 2024 - 17 HS leaks, Guess I'm Alright, One and Only
3 - 2013 - Taylors hair pinned up in a Virgin Islands Restaurant
4 - 2013 - Blue dress on a boat
5 - 2017 - Lately Leak recorded
6 - 2015 - Taylor Clear Blue water post, possible break up
6 - 2016 - Harry Rain on window post
6 - 2024 - HS Lately Leaked
9 - 2021 - Treat People with Kindness single released
11 - 2018 - End Game Released
11 - 2021 - No Body No Crime released
13 - 2017 - DWOHT written
13 - 2018 - Fine Line written these 2 weeks
15 - 2013 - 1D trip to Ghana
15 - 2015 - Seen together at Lily Aldridge's birthday, Serendipity
15 - 2024 - Too Much Sauce leaks
17 - 2015 - Taylor posts Temper Trap Lyrics on stove
18 - 2016 - Out of the Woods released as single
18 - 2021 - Coney Island released as Single
19- 2014 - Harry Silver Spoon and Bible tattoo, Things I can't covered.
20 - 2015 - Taylor Hawaii with Haim Sisters
21 - 2012 - Taylor 'Holidays' in London, 1D UK dates
21 - 2014 - I know places written.
22 - 2013 - Harry's Butterfly and Handshake Tattoos
23 - 2016 - New Romantics released as Single
25 - 2011 - One Directions first trip to Los Angeles
26 - 2013 - both at NRG awards, Cannes Sunset situation.
26 - 2023 - Little Freak added to LOT Tour set
27 -2012 - 1D and Taylor fly from London to LA separately
27 - 2020 - The Man
27 - 2023 - Satellite MV concert filmed, Lavender Haze MV
29 - 2023 - Medicine played LOT first time since 2018
31 - 2020 - Miss Americana Released
February
1 - 2012 - One direction and Taylor seen in LA, neither seen for a week after.
1 - 2013 - Harry messy £5k tab party, Taylor in London not there.
1 - 2015 - Harry's 21st Birthday, Taylor in Nashville
1 - 2016 - Harry's feeling 22 tweet
1- 2017 - Taylor posted IDWLF lipsync and Rose ring maybe seen
9 - 2014 - Clean written
9 - 2015 - Style released
13 - 2015 - Style Music Video
14 - 2014 - Taylor posted "there's nothing like real love"
14 - 2015 - Two Ghosts written this week
14- 2020 - Harry - Radio 2 Two Ghosts, first since 2018
14 - 2023 - Lover Live in Paris Vinyl re-release
15- 2015 - Shake it off written
19 - 2015 - Style written
20 - 2016 - Harry in Studio, maybe Sweet Creature recorded
23 - 2016 - New Romantics released
24 - 2015 - Harry's anatomical heart tattoo first seen
27 - 2015 - Overgrown winding wheel
27 - 2020 - The Man Released
28 - 2016 - Taylor at Vanity Fair Oscar party, Harry tweets shake apple off tree and posted colour photo of Scrabble board to IG.
28 - 2020 - Falling Music Video
March
2- 2020 - Harry's last pre pandemic show at Bowery Ballroom
7 - 2020 - Falling Single
12 - 2012- 22
12 - 2018 - Delicate
17 - 2011 - Taylor Speak Now in Paris played Soul Sister Mashup HS MIA break
17 - 2012 - TS Eyes Open surprise song
17 - 2023 - TS Eyes Open, safe n sound, if this was a movie re-record and To all the girls you loved before
27 - 2010 Harry auditions for xfactor
31 - 2012 - First Seen together at Kids Choice Awards
31 - 2023 - Taylor replaced Invisible String with The One Eras
April
1- 2022 - As it Was
7 - 2017 - Sign of the Times
12 - 2023 - Taylor wears Gucci Lion Ring Electric Lady
13 - 2017 - Taylor releases September cover with 28th lyric change and Delicate vertical video
13 - 2023 - Treacherous surprise Song
17 - 2022 - Harry debuts Boyfriends Coachella and has Shiana Twain on stage
19 - 2022 - Joe pound coins quote, drake post
19 - 2023 - great unfollowing
19 - 2024 - TTPD
20 - 2018 - babe released as single
20 - 2022 - Trouble, hunger, Already home leak
21 - 2012 - H kisses girl in NZ
21 - 2017 - H on Graham Norton, wrote Spanish girl backstage.
22- 2016 - Not the ribbons in your hair' tweet
22 - 2021 - H Gucci Beloved campaign
22 - 2022 - H Cochella To BFs everywhere FU
22 - 2023 - Long Pond Limited Edition Vinyl
23- 2012 - Taylor Screaming Infidelities post (Re:H kiss in NZ)
23 - 2013 - Harry arrives in LA, MIA
23- 2018 - Taylor has Robbie Williams on Rep and plays Angel
23- 2019 - Taylor Time 100 - setlist Style, Delicate, NYD.
23- 2022 - Taylor The Lakes 7-inch ltd Ed.
23 - 2023 - Begin Again surprise Song
23 - 2023 - Harry invites Lizzo on stage at Coachella
24 - 2013 - Peace Ring first seen
25 - 2014 Fern Tattoos first seen covering 'might as well'
26 - 2019 - Me!
29 - 2016 - Date mentioned in High Infidelity, H & T in LA
29 - 2017 - Harry wears the St Laurent shirt CH copied in Ole
29 -2023 - High Infidelity and Gorgeous Surprise Songs
May
2- 2017 - Sweet Creature
3- 2023 - Satellite
12- 2017 - Harry Styles Debut Album
13 - 2017 - Harry's first solo live show
15 - 2019 - Harry in studio, Adore you written
18 - 2020 - Watermelon Sugar
18 - 2022 - Taylor NYC Doctorate
19 - 2019 - Taylor releases City of Lover Heart Vinyl
20 - 2012 - Everything Has Changed Anniversary
20 - 2013 - Taylor posts Roses with Gatsby quote
20 - 2015 - Taylor clean speech about where should have been
20 - 2017 - Debut one night only concert
20 - 2022 - Harry's House
20 - 2023 - Taylor said her life finally makes sense
21 - 2019 - H Gucci Swan Campaign
21 - 2022 - Harrys House One night only concert
22 - 2015 - Taylor played Wonderland
25 - 2020 - Too much sauce recorded
27 - 2023 - Karma MV
June
5- 2018 - Gucci Tailoring campaign
6- 2013 - Everything has changed MV
6 - 2015 - Taylor plays Wonderland
7 - 2017 - Another Man Cover
13 - 2012 - Harry never gonna dance tattoo
14 - 2019 - You need to calm down
15 - 2011 - Taylor has Temper Trap arm lyrics
15 - 2012 - Harry gets Temper Trap lyric tattoo
17 - 2011 - Lover journal, blissfully happy
17 - 2023 - Harry played Sweet Creature first since 2018
17 - 2023 - Taylor played Seven, Aaron hug, emotional speeches
18 - 2013 - Olivia adopted
20 - 2015 - Last time Wonderland played
21 - 2015 - Taylor letter to apple
22- 2015 -both in europe with days off - H posts colour scrabble board and "I have missed you" to Sweden
22 - 2018 - T has Niall on stage in Wembley, H emotional in NYC and plays Still the One.
24 - 2013 - Red Single
27 - 2015 - Taylor has models out in London show.
30 - 2015 - Holy Ground Surprise Song, Clean speech haunting.
30 - 2019 - Taylors masters sold
July
1 - 2013 - Harry Cross Tattoo seen
2 - 2021 - Renegade released
7 - 2023 - Speak Now TV
13 - 2012 - Taylor plays random London show with 7 songs (13+7)
13 - 2022 - Late Night Talking MV
14 - 2013 - Everything has Changed Single
15 - 2011 - One direction film WMTB in LAy
19 - 2023 - Daylight MV
21 - 2022 - Late Night Talking Single
23 - 2010 - one direction formed on xfactor
24 - 2020 - Folklore and Cardigan MV
27 - 2013 - I can't change and birdcage tattoos
27 - 2020 - Cardigan Single
31 - 2018 - Harry and Camille Breakup
August
1 - 2019 - Gucci Campaign Film HS
3 - 2020 Exile
7 - 2017 - Two Ghosts Single
13 - 2012 We are never getting back together
16 - 2019 Lover single
17 - 2020 Betty
19 - 2014 Shake it Off
20 - 2022 - HS MSG Residency started
23 - 2019 Lover Album & MV
24 - 2017 Look at what you made me do & MV
30 -2012 WANGBT MV
31 - 2015 Wildest Dreams
September
4 - First Love on Tour (part 1) show (2021)
6 - 2013 - VMAs
7 - Getaway Car (2018)
9 - 2013 - Birdcage, Drama mask, SMCL Tattoo
9 - 2019 - City of Lover recorded
17 - ...Ready for it? (2017)
18 - Gucci Cruise Campaign (2018)
19 - Live on Tour first show (2017)
21 - MSG Residency end (2022)
24 - Harry heart tattoo (2012)
25 - Begin again Itunes (2012)
27 - Spotify Singles -Two Ghosts and Girl Crush (2017)
28 - 2011 - Gotta be you filmed in NY
28 - 2012 - Taylor filmed Begin Again Paris, Harry MIA
28 - 2013 - Harry tweet no piece of paper
28 - 2017 - HS Spotify EP Two Ghosts and Girl Crush, in April TS changed September lyric to 28
28 - 2021 - HS Nashville Satin outfit and TBSL
29 - 2016 - HS Another Man Mixtape
29 - 2017 - TS Spotify "Taylor Loves" playlist of 70 songs
29 - 2018 - TS wonderland surprise song
October
1 - Begin again (2012)
3 - Music for a Sushi Restaurant (2022)
10 - Lights up MV (2019)
11 - Lights up (2019)
12- 2013 - Harry Heart Tattoo instagram and Things I can/can't tattos
21 - Midnights and Anti-Hero (2022)
22 - Red (2012)
25 - Bejeweled and MV (2022)
23 - Golden (2020)
26 - Golden MV (2020)
26 - ….Ready for it? MV (2017)
27 - 1989 (2014), 1989 TV (2023), Slut! (2023)
27 - Music for a Sushi Restaurant MV (2022)
31 - 2015 - last 1D concert
31 - Kiwi (2017)
31 - Is it over now? (2023)
November
4 - Gucci Ha ha ha campaign (2022)
4 - The last time (2013)
8 - Kiwi MV (2017)
10 - Blank Space & MV (2014), Reputation (2017)
12 - Red TV (2021), All Too Well Short Film (2021)
13 - 2014 - Mermaid Tattoo
13 - Love on Tour announced (2019)
14 - End Game (2017)
15 - 2014 - Band Aid, Harry may have raised break
15 - Launch of pleasing (2021) (annual photo)
15 - I bet you think about me (2021)
16 - Message in a Bottle (2021)
21 - 2018 - Last Reputation show in Tokyo
22 - 2018 - first day Taylor is with republic
25 - Long Pond Sessions on Disney+ and recordings
27 - I knew you were trouble (2012), New Years Day (2017)
29 - Lavender Haze (2022)
December
3 - 2013 - Dancing with no shows after MSG show
6 - Adore You & Adore you MV (2019)
10 - 2017 - I don't wanna live forever
12 - Fine Line One Night Only at the Forum
12 - 2013 - Lakes district
13 - Fine Line (2019)
14 - End Game (2017)
18 - 2013 - Ship Tattoo
21 - 2013 - Snow mobile accident
30 - 2015 - Harry covers Things I can with Eagle Tattoo
31 - 2013 NYE Kiss
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Hey, long time no update! We’re almost halfway through the year and I’m only just recovering from February. :’)
I got into two car accidents (no one was hurt) back-to-back in February where I was not at fault for either, and sadly, one was a hit-and-run. Due to just… tons of issues with insurance, I am finally getting my car fixed. It was a struggle, but now we can have a happy ending!
We formed a hiking group in the spring when the weather was nice. I won’t lie, it was a really great decision. We’ve been trying to go to a new place each month to see the sights.
So random, but my mom back in FL found a pigeon chilling in the garage, so she picked him up and took care of him. His name is Jorge. Birds are my true love so I am very excited to meet him!
Work is fine and more stable now, compared to 2021 when the struggle was real. I have more freelance work on top of office work that I am kept busy 24-7. It’s been tough trying to draw fanart at home when you’re already drawing at work haha. Last month, I went a little too hard and injured my wrist and had to keep it in a brace for a few weeks. I still have to be careful, even now.
In other news, my roommate of 10 years is finally moving out to discover her life’s calling. It is a bittersweet feeling, kind of like a breakup haha. As a creature of habit, I had resisted the change. It took some time, but I’ve come to accept it. Money is still kind of an issue though (a single person apartment? in this economy?), so I’ve been trying to find a new roommate! With NO LUCK! :)
On a whim, I finally started Xenoblade 3 in April after my 31st birthday. My brother had gifted it to me for xmas, but I didn’t want to open the black hole (or “The Hole” as my friends lovingly call it) until I had drawn all that I wanted to draw for YGO. To be honest, I didn’t end up drawing all my ideas but I hit a road block in my creative drive. Well now I’m in the hole AND I have to find time to draw stuff! I have this dilemma every single day.
My friend and I booked tickets to see our friends in Mexico this October! I haven’t been abroad for 15 years, so I’ll have the pleasure of going to the beautiful city of Monterrey as my first international trip without my parents. I’m so ready…! Let me out…! *rattles the cage*
The Plant Saga
I took this photo a few months ago when the sun was finally coming out and my plants were in bloom again. I was afraid Lorenz (miniature rose) was going to die because he had spider mites… every single year. I managed to fend them off and now he’s doing quite well!
I’m most proud of my handling of MOMO (moth orchid) who is blooming again! I heard it was challenging to get orchids to rebloom, but I honestly didn’t have to do anything?
Other plants include: Zeon (taro) and Gimli (mint) and Shouyo (hens and chicks succulent) with the weird antennae.
The weather in GA has been really temperamental, and it hasn’t been as warm in May as it was last year, so some of my tubers haven’t regrown yet. Guess I’ll take more pictures in the late summer!
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Checking in on my 2023 goals!
23 things for 2023
1. buy 1 horse
Done!! Bought Luna!!!
2. Knit a pair of socks
I knit a sock, that I finished today. But I mostly decided I wanted to knit other things instead so this is fine
3. Three camping trips
went to mt of the holy cross, and New Mexico for two camping nights, plus a day hike in winter park. So technically no but pretty close!
4. Plant four pumpkins
…..no. I bought seeds and did nothing and I don’t feel that bad about it
5. Handstand (five fingers) press
Lol no. Did nothing for it. Never made a plan and so did not achieve
6. Kill side yard weeds (because weeds are the devil 666)
Success? I paid a Gardner to pull them all so yes! Feels like a failure because I didn’t really deal with them or the yard in general, but they are all gone now.
7. Go to Loyola social justice meeting (7th heaven)
I went to a meeting! And baked cookies for an event. (And then never went back oops)
8. Mail 8 letters to mates - birthday cards probably
Success! (Rebecca birthday, Sarah birthday, Clare get well card, Callie birthday, Alison birthday, clare birthday, Callie wedding, clare kt recipe card)
9. Research 9 hours of getting a cat (9 lives)
Decided a horse was enough so stopped researching 🤷♀️[ read complete guide to adopting a cat 3 hours]
10. Do ten full pull ups
Total yes, in a row like intended absolutely not. I can do like 2.5 in a row. Made haphazard progress, but now I have a pull up bar so hoping for better next year!
11. Buy 11 things off of my to buy eventually list
Success! This was easy and I did it! (air fryer, air mattress, nice soap dispensers, office mat, thermometer, fire extinguisher, white tank top, little plates, shower cleaner, plastic drain pipes, sheet pan organizer, bonus: back door light bulb, rainbow flag and holder, more bras)
12. Go on 12 dates
Success! I thought this would be really hard but then I just got my boyfriend by like February and it ended up being the easiest ny resolution ever. He even asked me out to start.
13. Run a half marathon 13.1 miles
Success! (Okay this was a gimme because I signed up for it and had a training plan in 2022 but still)
14. Hike a fourteener
Success! mt of the holy cross and it was terrifying and very long but we did it!
15. Read 30 (15x2) books
I read 27 and have three in various states of completion. I kind of wanted to power this one thru but it wouldn’t have been fun and then what’s the point. This one is hard because I abandoned so so many books this year. Like I made it at least one chapter into like 40 and a couple half way thru. So close but no cigar but I refuse to read things that aren’t fun just to hit a goal so I feel fine about it.
16. Host 8 things
Hosted 3, organized a couple others so partial credit. I would like to do better in the future. ( galentines, whimsy brunch, birthday, organized brunch at watercourse, organized lake day)
17. Go out dancing (must be more dancing than drinking, dance class counts.)(dancing queen only 17)
Nope. But also that’s fine.
18. Upgrade phone and deal with all photos. Upload belize to fb and save others. Data management
Mostly. I got an external storage for Christmas so I can finish when I get home. So solid partial credit. (uploaded some. Upgraded phone plus new battery, still need to get data off of it) [email protected] [email protected]
19. General contractor for house cracks plus install air conditioner
Success. Installed ac. Got the cracks looked at once and they were fine and then they got worse and now I’m getting foundation work done. So success I guess.
20. Get 20 layout ds
… I did not count. I def got some but probably not 20 so partial credit. (4 from leiout)
21. Go to frisbee Masters regionals
Success! Another bit of gimme but we went and qualified to nationals!)
22. Buy purple navel jewelry (I’m feeling 22)
Success! (And I love it)
23. volunteer for 23 hours
No and I feel bad about it. I need to find something to volunteer with. I feel like I should have the time/be able to make time but it also feels like I never have time and also never want to. But I think it’s important.
So overall full success on 11 of the goals, happy partial on 5, annoyed partial on 2, abandoned 4 and failed my last one and feel bad about it.
But overall pretty good success!
#New Years goals#23 things for 2023#new years resolutions#recaps#I did my best#and it was fine#but also they didn’t really drive any behavior#well they did help me knit my one sock#and helped motivate the camping trips and hosting I did do#and that’s good#and the mailing letters#so overall it did help with some good things I wanted to more of#so pretty good success
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GJ and ZZH Updates — May 14-20
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This is part of a weekly series collecting updates from and relating to Gong Jun and Zhang Zhehan.
This post is not wholly comprehensive and is intended as an overview, links provided lead to further details. Dates are in accordance with China Standard Time, the organization is chronological. My own biases on some things are reflected here. Anything I include that is not concretely known is indicated as such, and you’re welcome to do your own research and draw your own conclusions as you see fit. Please let me know if you have any questions, comments, concerns, or additions. :)
[Glossary of names and terms] [Masterlist of my posts about the situation with Zhang Zhehan]
05-14 → A Twitter space was held briefly reviewing the Zhang Sanjian concerts and celebrating Zhang Zhehan’s birthday. [recording] [written notes]
→ It is rumored that Gong Jun started filming a new drama; very little information is known as the director is said to be very low-key. According to the rumors, it’s a crime procedural titled The Remains of the Wind (no relation to Rising with the Wind lol) based on the novel 尸案调查科, and the female lead is Sun Yi. At the time of this post nothing is officially confirmed.
→ The Go Fighting! Weibo posted two promotional photos featuring Gong Jun for episode 5, [here] and [here].
→ Hogan posted a promotional video for 520 spoken by Gong Jun. (1129 kadian) [subbed video]
→ Gong Jun made a post for Mother’s Day: “I wish mothers a happy holiday, good health and all the best!!!”
→ Tiffany & Co. posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun and Elaine Zhong.
→ The Instagram posted three photos of “Zhang Zhehan��� and “Zhang Mama”.
→ Gong Jun’s studio posted fifteen photos of him from Go Fighting! episode 5. Caption: “Different choices, multiple endings, tonight at 9:00 #Go Fighting!#, guess which choice boss @ Gong Jun Simon will make?”
→ The fifth episode of Go Fighting! season 9 aired. [full episode (raw)] [GJ cut (raw)]
05-15 → Zhenguoli posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun.
→ Another Zhang Sanjian “airport sighting”, he looked significantly too short, was wearing platform shoes, and was wearing sunglasses indoors. One fan also posted a “chance encounter” photo of him on a plane (still wearing sunglasses and now not masking); QuelleVous later posted photos with measurements of the plane cabin showing that he could not have been taller than 175cm tall—the real Zhang Zhehan is 181cm.
05-16 → Gong Jun posted a promotional video for MARRSGREEN for 520. Caption: “To like, is to smile uncontrollably at them.* Happy, shy... I can't hide it.” This was reposted by MARRSGREEN. *he used “TA” as a gender neutral pronoun. Fan Observations: - This day was Zhang Zhehan’s lunar birthday. - The post was made at 10:08. 2020-10-08 was the day Zhang Zhehan got a hole in one in golf.
→ The Instagram posted eight photos of “Zhang Zhehan” at a night market, where some of the “chance encounter” photos came from.
→ Gong Jun’s studio posted twelve photos from his trip to Thailand back in February. Caption: “The sound of cicadas singing, a travel memory from the boss @ Gong Jun Simon”
05-17 → Gong Jun flew to France.
→ L’Oreal made a post announcing that Gong Jun would be appearing at the Cannes International Film Festival as their spokesperson.
→ Zhenguoli posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun.
→ The Go Fighting! Weibo posted a bonus clip from episode 5 of Gong Jun singing.
→ CAPA posted a notice asking its members to boycott the company of the comedian Li Haoshi (aka House) following a police announcement two days earlier that he is being investigated for anti-CCP comments. CAPA apparently forgot that the company is one of their own executive units—comments under the post derided them for this and for their lack of authority in the issue. The hashtag #CAPA calls for the boycott of House# got on Weibo hotsearch under other related hotsearches, with many posts making similar comments.
→ The Instagram posted a “behind the scenes” video of the concerts.
→ Tiffany & Co. tweeted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun and Elaine Zhong.
→ (Exact time unknown) Songcheng received a letter from the Shenzhen Stock Exchange requiring them to submit paperwork showing their investment income and sources in order to audit their recent increased profits. As a reminder, Songcheng is an executive unit of CAPA and has connections to the Zhang Sanjian scam.
05-18 → #GongJun trended on Twitter.
→ The Go Fighting! Weibo posted the trailer for episode 6.
→ BesTV posted two additional clips of Gong Jun from Go Fighting! episode 5, [here] and [here].
→ The fashion brand Rare posted a teaser image for their endorsement with Gong Jun that would be announced on 05-20. (1129 kadian)
→ L’OFFICIEL magazine posted a teaser video for their photoshoot with Gong Jun that would release the following day. (1129 kadian) Caption: “Gong Jun's eyebrows and eyes have a stern temperament when he is not smiling, but when he smiles, most of the alienation that seems to be there is dispelled. At 11:29 a.m. on May 19th, @ Gong Jun Simon will be there or be square.”
→ L’OFFICIEL posted a second teaser video. Caption: “He is sunny, he is humble, no matter ancient or modern, he is also leisurely and free and easy. At 11:29 am on May 19th, stay tuned for @ Gong Jun Simon.”
→ Zhenguoli posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun.
→ L’Oreal posted six photos of Gong Jun arriving in Cannes.
→ Tiffany & Co. tweeted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun.
→ A photographer posted two photos of Gong Jun from his pre-red carpet photoshoot.
05-19 → Gong Jun walked the red carpet for the Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny premiere at the Cannes International Film Festival, wearing a custom embroidered suit by Jason Wu. [livestream clip] A number of fashion news publications later included him in articles about the event: [Deadline] [Vogue] [RCFA]
→ #GongJun, #SimonGong, #龚俊Simon, and #GongJun_in_CANNES trended on Twitter.
→ Gong Jun posted nine photos of himself in his red carpet outfit. Caption: “Bonjour”
→ Gong Jun’s studio posted an additional eighteen photos of him. Caption: “Leisurely southern method, embroidered picture scroll. The rhyme of the East is hidden in the sleeves of @ Gong Jun Simon.”
→ #Gong Jun pink suit appears on Cannes red carpet#, #Gong Jun photographed by G#, and #Gong Jun helps Zhong Chuxi up the stairs# got on Weibo’s entertainment hotsearch.
→ An unflattering photo of Gong Jun with his eyes closed was posted by Hung Huang, a well known fashion commentator on Weibo, which was spread around by marketing accounts and got a hotsearch. The photo was later removed by her.
→ Zhenguoli posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun.
→ Deeyeo posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun.
→ L’OFFICIEL posted a video (flashing lights cw) from their shoot with Gong Jun to their Xiao Hong Shu.
→ L’OFFICIEL posted eighteen photos from their shoot with Gong Jun. (1129 kadian) Caption: “@ Gong JunSimon seems to have a relaxed temperament, just like any ordinary friend you know around you. He is very typical, sharp-edged, loves freedom, enjoys freedom, lives freely, is not limited by time, but only in the feeling of the moment. A simple but rich heart has experienced ups and downs, opportunities and circumstances, and has accumulated emotions, matured thinking, and accumulated foundations.” Gong Jun’s studio reposted this with the added caption: “Stepping into the world of boundless mirrors, building on the water, boss @ Gong Jun Simon goes from complex to simple, and lives comfortably at home.”
→ Hogan posted four of the L’OFFICIEL photos, highlighting their shoes.
→ Gong Jun posted twelve photos from the previous day to his Xiao Hong Shu, caption: “Aiyo Really good @ Jason Wu” and ten to his Instagram, caption: “Merci @ jasonwu”
→ L’OFFICIEL posted their article with Gong Jun.
→ Gong Jun’s studio posted a video (flashing lights cw) of behind the scenes footage from the L’OFFICIEL shoot. Caption: “The water lines are clear and shallow, boss @ Gong Jun Simon embraces a handful of coolness~” BGM is Violetta by Ballpoint, Cushy, and Dylan Sitts.
→ Gong Jun posted nine photos from the L’OFFICIEL shoot. Caption: “Flying birds and swimming fish live everywhere.”
→ Gong Jun’s studio posted a douyin (flashing lights cw) of footage from the L’OFFICIEL photoshoot. Caption: “Feel at ease, see the boss in the reflection of the pool surface @ Gong Jun Simon A corner of summer.” BGM is Fool For You (VIP Remix) by Kastra.
→ Gong Jun’s studio posted ten behind the scenes photos from the L’OFFICIEL shoot. Caption: “The water wave reflects the mirage of the fingertips, the boss @ Gong Jun Simon lives in a simple house and is at ease.”
→ The designer Jason Wu posted photos of Gong Jun and his suit to his Instagram. Caption: “@ gongjunhahaha in custom #JasonWuCollection couture embroidered suit for @ festivaldecannes -This is a very special and personal project as it is my first menswear design and that in reflects the beauty and exquisite cultural significance of both of our Chinese heritage. It is incredible to showcase this unprecedented collaboration on such an International stage. I am so proud.” He also retweeted quite a few tweets made by fans about the outfit.
→ L’Oreal posted a video of Gong Jun’s arrival in Cannes.
→ The Instagram posted eight photos of “Zhang Zhehan” on a beach. The photos show obvious signs of editing [1] [2]. Xie Yihua attempted to post them previously on 05-11 but they were among the ones removed by Weibo.
→ Gong Jun appeared in a livestream for L’Oreal. [recording] During it, he confirmed that he is currently filming in Haikou, supporting the rumors about The Remains of the Wind.
→ L’Oreal posted four photos of Gong Jun from just before the red carpet, followed by five photos and two videos, [here] and [here], of him on it. They also later included a photo of him in an Instagram post about the event.
05-20 → #GongJun continued to trend on Twitter.
→ Gong Jun flew back to China.
→ Deeyeo posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun for 520.
→ Rare posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun, announcing their new endorsement with him.
→ MARRSGREEN posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun for 520. They also later posted a video with illustrations of him. (1129 kadian) Fan Observation: The music in the video, Journey by AMPai Music, has a few bars that are very similar to A Love Letter to Filmmakers, the song Zhang Zhehan sang at Weibo Night 2021.
→ Gong Jun posted a video for Rare. Caption: “It is a pleasure to be the global spokesperson of @ RARE. The fashion brand in Venice has created the legend of Italian fashion luxury, dare to be RARE with me, dare to be different.” This was reposted by his studio, added caption: “Boss @ Gong Jun Simon starts the undefined trend exploration, captures the extraordinary Italian aesthetics, and releases the new trendy luxury.” and by Rare.
→ Zhenguoli posted two photo ads featuring Gong Jun, [here] and [here]. (1129 kadian on the latter)
→ Fresh posted a video featuring Gong Jun for 520. (11:52, 511 and 520 kadian)
→ MARRSGREEN posted a letter about Gong Jun for 520. [translation]
→ The Instagram posted ten more photos of “Zhang Zhehan” at a beach, this time in the evening.
→ Rare posted a photo ad featuring Gong Jun for 520.
Additional Reading: → Rising with the Wind is rumored to start airing on 05-31, Legend of AnLe in August.
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It’s still February, the “lovey-dovey” month, as I see it. So, here’s a somewhat comprehensive blog of “Would I Date That JoJo Villain?” Main villains only. Non-yandere harem.
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Dio Brando: Maybe, but it'll lead to an inevitable breakup.
See the first sentence of DIO down below. Anyway, this is the Dio I would be willing to date depending on how we met back in the late 1800′s. He’s still a conniving selfish megalomaniac, but not as bad as Stardust Crusaders DIO and I’m a sucker for Victorian Gothic fashion. This is also the only form of Dio that I have any sympathy for, like “Hon-neyyyy! You were set. You would have been golden. You didn’t NEED more. You could have easily made yourself a fortune. Live the rich man’s life you wanted.” He was adopted by an old rich man, accepted by his adoptive brother, and graduated as a top law student, even still he was influenced by his sperm donor’s last words to gain all the power. All the wealth. So yeah, I would give this Dio a chance.
Kars: YES.
If you’ve been here long enough, you know he’s my favorite in the yandere JJBA villain harem. But even outside of the yandere harem, my answer is still yes.
DIO: NO.
I have a mate that self ships himself with Dio/DIO and I ain’t a traitor like that. 😤 Also, see my explanation for Dio Brando above. Which is ironic since I self-ship with One Piece’s Doflamingo. . . But we ain’t talking about him. 😗🧋. . . At best, Vanilla Ice and I are the adopted children that get fed and dragged along while DIO and my mate are on a date. We’re also carrying all the bags and coats so they can take cute couple photos together. And also, Araki had all the opportunity to bring back a sexy, mysterious, Victorian Gothic vampire. But naaaah. He made DIO a Neon Banana. It doesn't help because my least favorite colors are bright yellows.
Yoshikage Kira: No.
Not my type, I guess? Don’t get me wrong. Diamond is Unbreakable was such a refreshing, fun, and unexpected part. It was a major switch up from the world-threatening and inhuman beings of parts 1-3. But I wasn’t attracted to Yoshikage all that much. I think I need the extra ego and bloodthirst for my villains. 😂
Diavolo/Doppio: Maybe, but it'll be a No in the end.
Hey~ Two for one deal. 😎 But jokes aside, You Killed My Husbands! Seven of them indirectly! This is essentially a yandere situation without it being a yandere AU because I think Diavolo would be a good partner. . . If you know... submit to being hidden from the world, living alone in an Italian villa where no one can find you, and you have to move every few weeks, months, years, or maybe even days. You have NO Connections to the outside world. No internet for you. Doppio seems like a loyal and sweet partner, but he'd be the only good part of this relationship. They definitely have the money to spoil you too.
Enrico Pucci: No?
I honestly think he’d be a decent boyfriend. (Thank you to all of you headcanon creators that are still putting out content or are still JoJo fans. You make my day a little less bleak.) It’s the whole devotion to DIO that's a turn-off. Also, please don’t talk about converting me to Christianity or Catholicism at the dinner table. Or how about I introduce you to the entire Greek pantheon? No? Ok, how about the Tagalog pantheon?
Funny Valentine: No.
I have no right to be talking about the part 7 villain because I’m only ten chapters into Steel Ball Run. . . But from what I’ve learned through the fandom and the JoJo wiki, he’s not a pleasant man. . . So, no. Also, how's that infatuation with another Married person, who is also 15 Year Old Adolescent Girl hmmm?/RH 👀🔪🔪
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HAPPY SUMMERWEEN!
This year, continuing the GF 10th Anniversary celebrations, I decided to do a kind of tribute to some of the show’s minor characters through the group’s Summerween costume choices! I’d be surprised if you can’t guess all of these, but I’ll put the key below a read-more below.
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Of course, it’s not just the 10th Anniversary of Gravity Falls -- it’s Stan and Ford’s birthday, as well! Despite that other project monopolizing my time, I didn’t want to miss doing a piece for this occasion. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our favorite grunkles! Here, a return to Glass Shard Beach; and wearing their kid outfits, for good measure.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIPPER & MABEL!
While the Star Twins are turning 23 this year (2022), this time I’m going back into the past for a birthday not too long after the show’s end.
I have always liked the idea of Stan and Ford taking the kids to see Glass Shard Beach. (And this piece has another purpose that will be revealed in time.) Here they’re enjoying the boardwalk and the Amusement Pier, playing some carnival games (Stan: “Remember: aim at the carnie’s head!” Ford: “Not with DARTS, Stanley!”) Somebody has already won a huge plush Jersey Devil for Mabel. (I want one!)
(Most of this was reffed from the amusements at Casino Pier in Seaside Heights, NJ; which I think is probably one of the inspirations for Glass Shard Beach and its pier.)
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Bonjour tout le monde, oh how beautiful can winter be, this time I actually braved the cold to get this photo it was just too good to miss.
We have had “flocons de neige” , rain, cloud and sunshine but it has also been bitterly cold. Never mind the heating is on and I have been eating better so warm inside and out. I must be feeling better as I have baked, cheese scones, prepared roast dinners, cooked chilli and made a pan of soup.
The weather hasn’t stopped me going to do my shopping although the knitting has been pulling me back to continue with that.
My cleaner came twice this week but is away for the weekend so won’t be with me on Monday. With that in mind I decided to start the jigsaw my friend bought for my birthday. Wow it took me two hours to sort out the edge pieces and try to get those put together. I am sure it will take me until Wednesday to get it all finished so I think it’s a good idea that I have made food, just to be reheated, as the jigsaw will take all my time 😂.
It’s been a mixed emotions week, I was thinking of a friends and family, no longer with us, who would have celebrated birthday’s or who passed away at this time of year. Back to the here and now, it was Anie’s birthday on Friday. I couldn’t get in touch with her so she didn’t get her present until Saturday, fortunately the gerbera I bought on Thursday had remained wonderfully fresh in the car. She invited me for tea and gateau and we had a great time catching up and looking at photos of her holiday in Indonesia. I had made soup so took some for her, along with a couple of mince tarts, coconut slice and stuffed dates. She would like the recipe for the coconut slice so I will send it to her.
Now it’s the music section of the blog and this first record is back to the 1960’s. It’s “Beggin’” by Frankie Valli and The four Seasons, released in 1967. The next song , I would have said is more “up to date”, but as it is actually 23 years old this year I guess it’s still “old” to a lot of people. It is “Whenever, Wherever” by Shakira released in 2001. As someone once wrote “The rhythm of life is a powerful beat, puts a tingle in your fingers and a tingle in your feet”. Let’s hope that’s what these songs do for you each week!
Monique messaged to say she is in hospital, her white blood cell count was very low and she is still in the emergency ward, they will transfer her to haematology on Monday. I am messaging her to keep her spirits up.
“The Photographer” was at Scarborough AFC match on Saturday doing his “voluntary” job. Apparently it was freezing cold and by half time he couldn’t feel his fingers. He did however manage to get some great photos.
“The Trainee Solicitor” has had another busy week (a bit like his mother 😉) plus he had the worst luck in that he had an overflowing toilet (fortunately from the cistern). It’s still a nuisance, I hate leaking water as it can do so much damage! Anyway “Superdad” is hopefully going over today with a new plunger and will fit it, so that the toilet is working again. Another thing he could have done without I am sure!
“The Ex-Graduate” went to take her details to the new job she is due to start around the end of February. She had been out to buy some new work clothes and is looking forward to this new phase of her life. I remember starting my first job, £15 per week, £13 of that into my hand and I thought I was rich! When I left that job nine months later to go to a job that paid £22 (gross) per week I really thought I had arrived 😂.
My grandchildren are with their Mummy this weekend so no “surprise” FaceTime calls.
I haven’t heard from my friends in Bristol and I think once the jigsaw is finished 🙈 I will have to get in touch.
Now it is time for me to have another hot drink and get myself all ready to ………. continue with the jigsaw 😂😂.
It is only 2c here so wherever you are I hope it is warmer than this.
The photo below shows new apartments built at the back of one of the 12th century churches we have in town.
Bon dimanche!
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F-86s and MiGs over Korea
By Elizabeth Borja
On December 17, 1950, the first known aerial combat between swept-wing jet fighters took place in the skies over Korea. The Russian-built Mikoyan-Gurevich MiG-15 had been introduced to the Korean conflict in November, its speed and maneuverability causing trouble for the United States’ fleet of B-29 bombers and escorts. The North American F-86 Sabre was rushed to Korea, setting the stage for a clash in the air. Ward Hitt Jr., a member of the 4th Fighter Interceptor Group based at Kimpo Air Base near Seoul, chronicled the early days of the F-86 in combat in a detailed scrapbook, part of the National Air and Space Museum Archives’ digital collections.
Black Scrapbook Page with white ink drawing of Korean Peninsula and Japan
Inside front cover of Lt. Ward Hitt, Jr.'s Korean War scrapbook with hand-drawn maps of Korea and Japan. NASM-9A09976-02
A native of Kansas City, Kansas, Hitt entered Air Force cadet training in 1948 and graduated from Williams Field in February 1949. He received his promotion to first lieutenant after he completed his radar training later in October 1949. In November 1950, he was sent to Johnson AFB in Japan. He joined the 4th Fighter Interceptor Group at Kimpo on December 8, 1950, reflecting in a letter home: “Our planes won’t be here for a week and I’m afraid Seoul won’t last that long.”
As they waited for their aircraft, Hitt was excited by General Douglas MacArthur’s December 11 visit to Kimpo, very aware of the situation. “General MacArthur came in here yesterday, walked right past me not more than 15 feet away. I took a picture of him, hope it comes out ok. The Reds are twenty miles away and things are really tight here.”
Black scrapbook page. Centered photo in photo corners: 3 men in uniform (Gen. Douglas MacArthur 3rd on the left) walk in front of a building. Background left: group in uniform following. Background right: Man in leather jacket and cap.
General Douglas MacArthur, third from left, arriving at Kimpo AFB, Korea, December, 1950. General Edwin Walker is also in the photograph; possibly the figure second to the right. Page from Ward Hitt, Jr., Scrapbook. NASM-9A09976-14
The F-86As arrived at Kimpo on December 15. Hitt wrote, “The situation here remains the same, tight and jumpy. Our planes arrived today so I guess I’ll be in business tomorrow. Don’t worry about me, we are flying top cover here and no one is getting shot down in jets here anyway. The Reds are 12 miles away.”
Hitt was scheduled to be part of the F-86's first mission over North Korea. He wrote home on December 17 as if he was, “We started flying today. I was on the first mission. We didn’t see anything on our flight but the one this afternoon did.” But a photo caption released by the Far East Air Forces told a different story:
A little bit of Lt. Ward Hitt's combat heart broke off recently at an air base in Korea. He drew an assignment of making the first U.S. Air Forces F-86 Sabre jet mission over frozen North Korea.
The airplane he was to fly developed trouble just prior to takeoff. Hitt, of 2834 Parkwood Boulevard, Kansas City, Kan., ran to another plane to take off. He got off the ground late, however, and was ordered to return to base by the flight leader.
"There will be other chances, " Hitt said later, "but never the first chance again.
Man in a helmet sits in an aircraft cockpit giving the okay sign with his right hand to a man in a cap and flight suit on his left
Lt. Ward Hitt, Jr., sitting in the cockpit of his North American F-86A Sabre fighter, gives his crew chief the OK hand sign, South Korea. An attached caption tells how Hitt narrowly missed taking part in the first F-86 mission over North Korea. NASM-9A09971
Hitt’s letter home continues with the biggest news of December 17: “Colonel Hinton shot down a swept wing MIG! Can’t tell you much about it but it will probably be in the news.”
Black scrapbook page with photo of the right side of model airplane with star on tail and fuselage centered. Handwritten white text below reads: "MIG!"
View of a model of a Mikoyan-Gurevich MiG-15 Fagot, probably made by a member of Ward Hitt's 336th Fighter-Interceptor Squadron. Korea, 1951. Written on album page - "MIG!!" NASM-9A09976-37
Hitt’s scrapbook contains several newspaper clippings in which Col. Bruce Hinton, commander of the 336th Fighter Interceptor Squadron, described his group’s success in the air about 10 miles southeast of Sinuiju. They tricked the MiGs into combat by flying at a “very low speed in an area where the MIGS usually play possum while waiting for slower American planes.” After waiting in the area for a few minutes, “They were below us and we headed into the attack.” He continued, “I closed in gradually and when I figured I was within range I let go a short burst. I could see the bullets flying. I continued to maneuver and fired a long burst and he started to smoke and burn very badly…. I closed in to within 600 to 800 feet and first another burst and then I pulled off. As I looked back I could see him spinning down, trailing smoke and fire.”
Black scrapbook page, four mounted photographs. Upper left: view of fields, a range of hills, a canal and a bridge. Upper right: villagers among thatched huts. Lower left: Left side view of Sabre in flight. Lower right: right side of aircraft more in back
Upper left: “View North [of Kimpo] from Field.” Upper right: “Korean Village near Kimpo.” Lower left: [North American F-86A Sabre (registration 49-1297)] “Mission over North Korea” Lower right: "Flight line" beyond the nose of F-86A at Kimpo Field. Page from Ward Hitt Scrapbook. NASM-9A09976-17
Hitt would get his own chances in aerial combat later. The citation for the Air Medal he received in April 1951 read: “He performed an act of meritorious achievement as a member of a flight of four F-86 type aircraft on a combat aerial patrol south of the Sinuiju-Yalu river area, north Korea. In the face of superior numbers of high performance enemy jet aircraft, Lieutenant Hitt’s flight made repeated attacks upon the enemy.”
(Left) Man in military uniform and hat pins an award on man in cap on right. Air field with aircraft in background.
Lt. Ward Hitt, Jr. is awarded a ribbon (most likely the Air Award) by a Colonel Smith. NASM-9A09976-31B
Hitt was then ordered to Forward Aircraft Controller Duty in January, for which he was awarded the Oak Leaf Cluster to the Air Medal in April as well. He was assigned to the 5th Republic of Korea (ROK) Corps, 36 Regiment February 3 through 26, 1951 in central Korea. Hitt returned to Japan in June 1951 to attend the Combat Orientation School at Johnson AFB until September 1951.
By the end of the Korean War, the US awarded almost 800 aerial victory credits to Sabre pilots, while losing less than eighty F-86s, although Soviet and Chinese records challenge these numbers. The North American F-86A Sabre on display at the Steven F. Udvar-Hazy Center is one of the aircraft that was assigned to the 4th Fighter Interceptor Group at Kimpo in December 1950 (along with Ward Hitt). The history of the Museum’s Chinese Mikoyan-Gurevich MiG-15 is unknown.
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This weekend will be Dance Darklings anniversary celebration! Join us for 30+ hours of music on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. There will be tons of DJs playing a variety of songs from diverse genres, including a metal hour with yours truly! Hope to see you there. Room ID: 87236303339 PW: Darklings #dancedarklings #dance #darklings #goth #club #rave #cybergoth #newwave #punk #rock #metal #heavymetal #metalhead #headbanger #electronica #edm #techno #trance #undead #goathead https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbd8CtWL3bW/?utm_medium=tumblr
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End of an era: Today is the grand finale of Turntable Tuesday! At least, until I get my grubby little paws on more vinyl. Until then, enjoy this Flexi Disc of Sacrificial Fire, by Ripped to Shreds! Hear the single play in my story today, before it disappears. What a wild ride this experience has been! . . #turntabletuesday #turntable #recordplayer #recordcollection #vinylcollection #vinyl #vinylcommunity #vinylcollector #album #albumcover #flexidisc #decibelmagazine #decibel #rippedtoshreds #sacrificialfire #deathmetal #headbanger #metalhead #undead #goathead https://www.instagram.com/p/CcRZxeHLCgy/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Welcome to another #turntabletuesday ! This week, we explore a classic: The iconic Black Album by Metallica! This album gets its fair share of flack. But why? Half the tracklist are bona fide bangers! Enter Sandman, Sad But True, The Unforgiven, Wherever I May Roam, Nothing Else Matters, and The Struggle Within!? Each song is heavier than the next! Can you guess which barnburner will be featured in my story tomorrow? Tune in to find out! 😉 . . #theblackalbum #blackalbum #blackouttuesday #metallica #metalhead #metal #thrashmetal #thrash #thrasher #vynil #vynilrecords #lp #turntable #recordcollection #record #recordplayer #spin #spindoctor #dj #latenight https://www.instagram.com/p/CaBvspBuUfc/?utm_medium=tumblr
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New profile pics for Tumblr, Twitter, and Facebook, respectively. Also updated my background images to photos of my turntable, playing some of my favorite records. Part of spring cleaning, is refreshing one's social media presence! . #update #refreshing #renew #rejuvenation #springcleaning #spring #rebirth #renaissance #aprilshowers #mayflowers #storm #cloud #sky #nature #technology #personality #selfexpression #records #recordcollection #recordplayer #turntable #profilepictures #backgrounds https://www.instagram.com/p/CcwGpnDPVBS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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I’m going to have one more - much briefer - go, because if I have a lot to say tomorrow I won’t have the energy to remember what Inhave just lost.
So in a nutshell
We had a tour round the Railway Museum at Peterborough this morning. MORE than just interesting. We learned a lot about the history of the importance of Peterborough to the industrial development of Sth Australia as it was the junction of north south and east west trains. Peterborough was a railway town, once with a population of 5000. It is now a tourist town - thanks to an energetic council and some locals 20 years ago - with a population of 1600. The Roundhouse and Turntable enabled 100 steam trains to be looked after a day with a large workforce working 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, in three 8 hour shifts. 3 different railway gauges came together at Peterborough, thus the use of the turntable. The depot employed more than 1000 people to look,after 100 passing trains a day.
It took about 15 years to qualify as a steam engine driver, spending years as a cleaner, fireman (it was always a male profession) mechanic and then driver, the reason being that the driver had full responsibility for the train if there was a breakdown. So respected was that position, that they were referred to as Mr …, not by their first name.
We learned so much - way more than I can remember. One story I liked is the establishment of a train carriage fitted out with equipment for mothers and babies to visit the Clinic Sister, who travelled in the carriage once a month doing vaccinations and helping mothers and monitoring babies’ health and progress. The Sister lived in the train when she visited each area.
Driving from Peterborough to Rawnsley Park Station was a very different drive than Broken Hill to Peterborough, which was flat and straight. The road was no longer dead straight for miles and miles, there were some gentle hills to drive up and getting closer were the Flinders Ranges, it felt as though they were encircling us as we came closer. The surrounding countryside appeared to be a little softer looking. We drove over lots of dry water courses (they haven’t had rain since February and then only a bit) but you can see beautiful red river gums on the banks and one can only hope rain will come again soon. I can only guess that - like the area we travelled yesterday - that there would be a lot of flooding when the creeks ran.
Camping can be testing…. you have to turn around in the van slowly, everything has to be stowed away properly, you have to press this button before that button p, you have to remember to disconnect hoses and electrical cords before driving off and for heaven’s sake DON’T leave the keys in the van and shut the doors and walk away for more than a couple of minutes as it will automatically lock!!!😱
But by FAR the funniest thing I have seen is the morning ritual of people heading to The Dump (where the toilet canisters are emptied). The canisters are so sophisticated now they come with little wheels and a pull out handle so they don’t have to be lifted. I see people pull their little canister along (just like an overnight bag!) greeting each other as they pass by!!! I don’t know why it makes me laugh but it does. Something about the public view of something so private! We use the bathrooms.
Now I am going to post this and try some photos later. I wrote a long screed about an hour ago and lost the lot when adding photos!!
Tomorrow we are going to Wilpena Pound. We can’t drive on dirt tracks around this area - or anywhere for that matter - as part of the hire company restrictions which is a pity. But we will see what we can see.
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TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 16, 1988 Without saying a word, I called Kevin to see if he’d say anything. He did. He said, “So, you’re gonna move to the Hamden East condos, huh?”
This is in response to my mentioning that during my little phone games. Anyway, the little asshole sounded nervous as all hell, breathing heavily.
Ma called this morning at 9:30 to say Daddy was fine and that they were able to do a triple bypass on him.
I was pissed last night cuz Tammy went down there without me, but Philip said if God forbid anything happens he’ll take me down to Florida. Uncle Marty was pissed at Ma cuz she never called him about dad. They found out by me cuz yesterday I tried to reach Tammy in Salem and I found out through Bill’s parents.
I almost missed Ma’s call last night cuz Crystal keeps turning off the ringer on my pink phone and forgetting to turn it on again, so this morning I told Crystal not to shut the ringer off if she couldn’t remember to turn it back on.
At 2:30, I have to see Dr. Franklin. I’ll walk there. In fact, I’ll start walking now.
MONDAY, FEBRUARY 15, 1988 Today is my usual appointment with Rose at 3:00 but I doubt Community Care is open today because it’s Washington’s birthday. I called PCS and they said the buses are running.
I also called Emily, but she was a bitch cuz she just woke up so I didn’t even waste my time talking to her.
Crystal is still asleep as I thought she’d be. She goes to sleep late like I used to.
It looks like she did get fired from McDonald’s. I don’t think she ever gave a damn about the job and I don’t think she wants to work. What with all the money she owes her old landlord for rent, the gas company, the phone company, the electric company - she’s up shit’s creek. All I know is I better get my rent money.
I guess she’s never gonna get the garbage bags she said she’d get. Looks like I’m gonna have to get them, but the bitch is gonna pay me back. She’s gonna buy her share of household needs and do her share of chores or she can pack her shit and go.
SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 6, 1988 I’m so pissed at myself! I bought 2 packs of cigarettes. It seems I can never quit. I’m so pissed! I can’t breathe, and I wanted to save the money.
Tuesday I must remember to go to my sign language class. I was so pissed off at myself for forgetting last week. Nervioso was so jealous he couldn’t take me to my classes. I haven’t seen him in 4 days and I never felt better.
THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 4, 1988 Crystal came home early with a bad ulcer. She said she went to the ER. She can’t work tomorrow or the day after. I hope she doesn’t get fired.
I have smoked only 4 cigarettes today, but it pisses me off that I just can’t cut it out for good.
Got some books in the mail today. I was pissed that they sent me a book I already have. I wonder when I’ll get my books for getting Crystal in as a member.
Later…
I didn’t do too much today but tomorrow I am going to go down to welfare to pick up my photo ID. I’m also going to call the bank to see if my other check came and pick up a few things at Food Mart.
Crystal is listening to the radio now. Earlier I was teaching her some signs.
It’s been quite pleasant not seeing Nervioso for a few days. I really want nothing more to do with him.
TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 1988 Today I woke up at 9am. I went to get that Nicorette gum the doctor gave me a prescription for yesterday to try to help me quit smoking. He said my lungs were so bad and that I needed to quit. I think I’ve had 9 cigarettes altogether today, but a few hours ago I became deadly determined. I’m only 22, so it’s now or never. Better to get it over with and to have smoked for 8 years rather than for 40. Besides, singers shouldn’t smoke, and I could save $80 - $100 a month.
Later…
Just a little while ago the urge to smoke was quite bad but I didn’t touch it! I chewed the gum.
I’m so damn pissed, though. I forgot all about my sign class tonight!
MONDAY, FEBRUARY 1, 1988 I’m downtown now and I have been for almost 4 hours. At 9am, I walked down here and went to SIS, my bank. It looks like I have gotten my checks. Thank God!
Afterward, I went to Friendly’s, then saw Rose. Personally, I think she sucks!
I’m now on Chestnut St. waiting to see the doctor. What much can he do? I need to quit smoking, but it is just so damn hard!
The nurse just weighed me at 118 pounds. I’m so fat! I sure as hell hope I lose it this spring like I usually do.
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HIFU V-Lift Treatment Review at Glam & Fab Aesthetic Center SJDM Bulacan Branch
Last February 9, I traveled outside the metro to visit Glam & Fab's newest branch at San Jose Del Monte Bulacan! If you're from the North, then this should be accessible for you.
📍Unit 1B JDB Blg. II 368 Carriedo St., Brgy. Muzon Proper San Jose Del Monte, Bulacan
I usually get my treatments at their Sumulong Branch so if you're near Antipolo, Marikina, Cainta, then I'd most likely see you there!
The opening of the new branch in SJDM was jampacked! I was with Jeneena of @aneentries and even ran into Ana Victorino, whom I've known since the baby days of the Philippine beauty blogging scene! It was pure nostalgia as we talked about how different it was back then haha~
There were so many clients that day so I decided to get something that's quick and something I haven't really tried before. I went for a HIFU V-Lift Treatment.
What is HIFU V-Lift Treatment?
HIFU is a non-invasive type of treatment that uses high intensity ultrasound to tighten, firm, and smooth the skin. HIFU uses thermal energy to have the skin produce collagen and elastin.
It offers quick results and you can even see slight changes right after the treatment. But more visible results can be seen in a week or two. I also maintain it by getting RF treatments on my V-Line area every week or every 2 weeks.
This photo on the left was taken last January 30, 2024. I was about to go on a video conference call for work when I noticed this annoying double-chin peeking out even if my face was resting! It was a moment of realization tbh haha! I had to look at myself for a hot minute just to see if what I'm seeing was real.
The photo on the right was taken last February 26 after my recent visit at Glam and Fab. I had cold RF Treatment that time, which is a good treatment to pair with HIFU to boost results. So it's been 17 days since my HIFU Treatment last February 9. HIFU is quite an intense procedure so I was told that this is something you should get in around 3-month intervals.
How's the procedure like?
It was quick. Only took me 15 to 20 minutes (excluding basic facial cleansing). The aesthetician will run the device on the target area and you will feel a strong snapping sensation. It was my first time so the intensity wasn't set on high. I was told it was between low to medium.
I have high tolerance to pain because I'm used to these treatments so I'd say the snapping pain I felt during the procedure was no more than 3 out of 10. But I guess for those who have lower pain tolerance, you'll feel the pain somehow (nothing intolerable though). Tiis ganda lang talaga.
Maintenance & Aftercare
There's no downtime after undergoing HIFU V-Lift treatment so you can go to your usual routine as usual. There were just a few reminders:
Don't put too much pressure on the treated area for 2~3 days. I temporarily stopped using my Gua Sha and LED Therapy Device.
Don't wash the area for 8 hours.
As for maintenance, it's actually optional. It's really up to you if you'd like to speed up seeing results. That is going for RF Treatment every week. You can only do HIFU once in every 3 months. I highly suggest going for a weekly RF treatment because it really helps, especially if you have skin-aging concerns (I'm 33, so I pay more attention to my skin now more than ever lol). It's only 349pesos per session at Glam and Fab so it won't break the bank for sure!
HIFU V-Lift costs 4,999/session as per writing. To see the prices of other procedures, check the photo below:
I also made a dedicated IG Stories Highlight for my #SkinDiaries if you'd like to keep track on my progress with me!
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Tamara lost 196 pounds
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Tamara lost 196 pounds
Transformation of the Day (Update): Tamara lost 196 pounds. She first shared her journey with us in 2015 after losing 105 lbs. Shortly after, she was hit by a car and regained 70 lbs over the course of 2 1/2 years. She shared with us how she reclaimed her health and got back on track.
Social Media: Facebook: Tamara Perry-Vance Instagram: @Happay_ness TikTok: @tadesa93
Here it is! I was in the grand scheme of things back in 2015 after losing 165 pounds. Then boom, bam, thank you, Mam… life happened! I got hit by a car in February 2016!
Now I thought I was on top of the world because I had just sent my before and after photo to BWLW a couple of months before! Guess what?! I am so glad I was hit by a car because I found out after losing all that weight I didn’t like myself! I found out that weight loss is a mental game! I found out I had other traumas and addictions to deal with!
Before/After photo from 2015
After essentially regaining 60 lbs (or a little bit more, I had to get all the inside junk out of me! The weight of validation, the weight of numbing myself with alcohol and pain pills! It became a whole different journey for me! With that being said! I started the Happayness Journey!
This journey allowed me to heal while losing the weight that I had put while being on my back for two years! I went back to long-distance running, loving myself, and adding weight training (oh boy, my love-hate relationship). Did I say love me, and having boundaries like no other?
So, I’m back to say you can win, lose, and come back as a bigger winner! Never stop the process! Get better, not bitter! Always remember to Be. The. Best. You!
When did you start your journey? How long did your transformation take? I started my journey in 2014. I had Gastric Sleeve surgery. I found out it was only a tool. It was not THE tool. I found out nothing can save you but you. You are the tool.
As I said, I was hit by a car in 2016, and on my back on and off in pain for 2 1/2 years. I regained 70 lbs during that time. I got the courage to get back up and lose the 70 lbs, plus an additional 40 lbs.
What was your motivation? What inspired you to keep going, even when you wanted to give up? My motivation was me! I decided that me vs me. When I looked in the mirror, did I like me? No one else. If I could like myself in that mirror, then I could mirror that to the world and build up my confidence, stamina, and longevity for the love of LIFE.
How did you change your eating habits? I drink my breakfast. I heard that long ago, and it took me some years to apply it to my life. I do this primarily on Monday-Friday. If I feel like I had a “bad day or bad days,” I squeeze in some Fasting moments.
What is your workout routine? I’m a runner, but I must confess: I hate weights. I read a David Groggins book, and after reading it, I added repetitious weight training. The truth is I still hated it, but this is the reason why I’m toned!
How often did you work out? I work out at least 15 minutes a day for my mind. Weight lightlessness is all mental!
What was your starting weight? What is your current weight? My start weight was 350 pounds. Today, I weigh 154 pounds with the bumps and bruises of life! Remember, it’s harder maintaining it than releasing it.
What is your height? 5’7″
What is the biggest lesson you’ve learned so far? You must listen to your mind, not the outside world.
What advice do you have for women who want to lose weight? Do it for you. It’s you vs you. You are with you 24 hours a day, and you don’t want to live with a miserable person every day.
Read more about Tamara’s journey
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Screenshots from a twitter thread by Laura Robinson @ LauraRbnsn, made on February 20, 2023, that reads as follows:
[Thread emoji] I’ve said before that American evang. churches basically raise girls who are pre-groomed. I’ve attributed that to undue trust in men in the church and excessive suspicion of people outside of it (who could tell girls that what they’re experiencing is not healthy or normal).
I’d like to add another data point to this phenomenon about how it happens: the normalization of unnecessary, gratuitous discussion of sex, either done by men or that represents male concerns in front of a general audience that includes minor children.
One of the odd things I recall about being an evang. teen/college student is this: There was more pressure to be “pure” than, I think, any time in history. Virginity was not enough. There was also concern about all touching or having crushes (“guard your heart”).
At the same time there was an inexplicable condemnation in more contemporary churches of being prudes. For instance, wearing big long dresses was obviously just as wrong as wearing a bikini (“show you’re a woman, but also a lady” is the phrase I remember hearing).
Likewise, part of not being a prude was accepting the fact that real Christians, not buttoned-up fundamentalists/Catholics, needed to be able to talk about sex. Talking about sex was part of engaging the culture – indeed, it was the only way we could engage the culture,
because sex was everywhere. Also, kids were growing up faster than ever and we needed to equip them. They needed to know how to think about sex from a godly perspective.
What this meant in practice was that it was important that everyone talk about sex, but specifically – sex as mediated by adult men, to children and young women, with grown men setting the agenda and primary concerns.
This is what this looked like. When I was 11 a church leader told my junior high group that when he was in high school he liked to go to basketball games and try to look up the cheerleaders’ skirts. We, too, wore skirts, and men were probably already trying to look up them.
That was the first time I heard the word “lust.” I didn’t know what it meant, and I didn’t really know why men would want to look up our skirts. The moral of the story was – you guessed it – we need to be careful what we wore.
When I was 12 a woman at a church event held up pictures of women in explicit poses and encouraged us to do these with our husbands, not our boyfriends. I didn’t have a boyfriend, I played with Legos after school.
That was the first place I ever heard the phrase “spread your legs.” I could see the lady in the photo doing it, but I didn’t know what it meant.
When I was 15 a boy at school was encouraged by his youth leader to tell me that he struggled not to think about me when he watched porn, but he was working on it. I got the impression I was supposed to pray for him and hold him accountable.
When I was 18 a man at church told me he caught himself trying to see through my shirt at church and he was sorry. I think he was 30. It took a few rounds of prompting before I realized he was expecting me to thank him for the information, and apologize.
These are just the first four I remember. There were hundreds of others, or things I saw happen to other girls. I know the names of all these people. I could drive you to their houses. They're not criminals, or in prison. This is actually what they believed was important.
Here’s the lesson you learn. It’s not just that your body makes men sin. It’s bigger than that. Your body is also a topic of conversation. The specific sexual effect your body has on men twice your age is worth talking about.
It is normal and understandable that men think about you, personally, when they are aroused. When you are in public, you should accept the fact that men are using the occasion of your presence to think about you, sexually.
If you don’t like it, you can cover up, but it doesn’t really help. The more central thing is, you really ought to be impressed how honest they all are. So I’d like to remind you that all this happened at the same time that "courtship" (hyper controlled, supervised-only contact
with boys your age) was suddenly really in vogue in church. Churches were at once withholding experience and knowledge from girls while also normalizing the experience of having no boundaries in front of men. Whatever men wanted to talk about in front of girls was their right.
If men wanted to talk about sex, they would. If they wanted to talk about their wives, same thing. If they wanted to talk about you, also fine. Your job is to accept this as authentic, fearless Christian discourse - and not be a prude. But also be pure. And very, very passive.
I am going to let the men in the audience who aren’t complete idiots figure out for themselves how safe girls are in this context.
And -if you don’t think that hearing your pastor talk about a woman’s body in loving, breathy detail, and then get applauded for his fidelity and courage in the face of opposition the next week is part of this big, gross matrix - I don’t know what to tell you.
The word “grooming” is complicated and wildly overused towards bad ends in this culture. But I don’t have another word for it. We relentlessly acculturate girls in church to put up with anything, to sit under anything, to ignore everything,
and to attribute the state of being permanently sexualized in all contexts to the godliness of the men who do it. It's not necessary. It's not healthy. It's not authentic. It's not accessible. It's at best childishness, and at worst predatory behavior.
If you're at neither end of that spectrum - child nor predator - and yet insist on your right as an authentic man to say whatever you want to whoever you want, and damn the consequences - just knock it it.
I'm not saying that talking about that super hot woman you could have banged at the bar is the thing that caused all this. I am saying it's another brick in the wall.
[The following tweets were made on February 21, 2023]
“My church isn’t like this.” That’s good. “Not all churches are like this.” Good, they don’t have to be. It’s pretty unnecessary. “Sounds like you went to one really messed up church.” See, the thing is- I actually didn’t. I still know and like a lot of the people I went to
church with. This actually wasn’t some weird deviant sex dungeon in northern Indianapolis. This was just what a lot of religious leaders thought was a good idea. Also, the four stories in this thread represent four different churches. We would go to other church’s youth
groups and do inter-church collaboration pretty frequently. So this wasn’t just one church that lost its mind, this is just what youth ministry sounded like when I was a kid.
this is long but i think it's a good read about the kind of weird shit even "normal" christianity does to women lol
my own addition is one time during our youth drama practice a boy could see a girl's lower back peeking out during a movement so he told the pastor about it, who then made an example of both of them by bringing them to the front of the group to discuss it at the next rehearsal. we applauded the guy for being Very Strong And Brave! while the girl in question stood there on display and didn't say anything while a middle aged man and a teenage boy discussed her body with the youth group for ten minutes.
also because this is a thread about women and people are ghouls: i'm trans, exclusionists go make your own repost. everyone else feel free to add your own weird christian purity stories lmao
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I wish the pictures on the wall talk and bring back a moment in time. 10,000 words flood my mind, but nothing comes out anymore. Yesterday is so far away. I have given all I could do and said all I could say to keep it all the way like it was, I knew this house was never going to be my home. It’s your family legacy. And I have overstayed my welcome. All I ever wanted was a home with you in it. Hell, a cardboard box could suffice as long as you were there with me, but now it only seems as if you were trying to takeoff a Band-Aid slowly so it does not sting so much. You are so caught up in saying over and over you don’t know what to do And that you don’t want to end up like John and Chan so bitter and resent me, resent us, that all you see is that you can’t move past the negativity. You say you don’t know what to do. All I asked is for you to do was try. I guess being here in the body is trying for you, but you’re so cold, so distant, no emotion comes from you, except for a giant frown upon your face. part of trying is giving a gentle embrace, a simple touch. When I reminded you in the morning that I still love you, it was not to burden you, it’s just so you would not forget. A house is not a home when there is no one there, and it seems as if only your vessel is here, you don’t reach for me, I have no one to hold me tight, no one to kiss goodnight. I believe you think if you do, we will cave-in and not fix what is broken but I don’t believe that. I think that connection is what started us in the first place. I could not get enough of your touch. your arms around me, your lips touching my skin, my forehead the shivers you sent down my spine, the butterflies you drove wild in me. I felt them even still after 15 years I know I told you this on 18 February once you’ve landed for your trip, that not only did I miss you. I told you I was feeling nostalgic about us and the feelings I had for you were just like it was when we first met and got together 15 years ago for the first time, it made me smile in the first three days you were gone. My mood went from sad to happy and bursting at the seams with anticipation to see you again once you returned. I bet that you don’t even know this but I have kept every photo and every text message from you for years so I could always go back to them. You say that you were embarrassed that you always felt like you had to text me because I was insecure but the whole first six months of our relationship when we were an ocean apart, you had to call me and hear my voice at night so you could go to sleep and if your Bluetooth headpiece died, you would call me back on your cell phone just to hear me sleep with you on the phone, so you started that you made me needy to know that you were there. You were OK, alive, and breathing, even if it was over thousands of miles away just because I moved here to be with you didn’t mean that it was no longer needed, and when you started to fall out of love with me and in love with rose, you distance yourself from me you stopped calling you stop texting, but you still wanted to be that needy guy so you started doing that with her instead of me think we’re afraid that if you get close to me again we will just end up hurting each other again. Does for better or worse and sickness and health mean nothing to you? All day long I want to reach out to you call you text you but I don’t know where we even stand at this point so when you see these messages I hope you know that I’m reaching out to you to make sure you’re OK. Story I don’t know what it’s like to not have such deep emotions for you, even when I feel I have nothing left, I feel that completely. I didn’t realize how much things I had from my past that was triggering me, and it was controlling me until I seen that the sights were pointed to the one person I had felt genuine love for, buy then the damage was already done, I see you putting up a brick wall each day blocking me away while I’m on the other side of that wall with a sledgehammer trying so desperately to break through to you.
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