#i guess thats why they didnt add it

[verflares]

(click for higher quality!) draconified link concept ive been chipping away at this past week ..... here's my funny little compendium concept for him:

"A heroic spirit has taken the form of this bestial dragon. Unlike it's kin, this creature exhibits an extremely aggressive disposition. It appears highly territorial, and will relentlessly chase down those who disturb its skywide patrols - of which it seems to be endlessly searching for either a long-time vassal or foe. Unfortunately, it seems the spirit within has long since forgotten exactly who it was looking for…"

[sennakazuteto]

aww you guys encounter with him made me gigglie i love it!! Tho mine is more of a bits and ironically - My country have beef with France in the past, the French did so many horrible shits to our people so we only learned two thing about French history is the French revolution and the 7 years war (the 7 years war was not even an official lesson its like an extra lesson) so yea i never got a grasp on Napoleonic era ever before and there was literally no books about the French Revolution or Napoleonic era in general the only i could find are ones focusing on Napoleon himself but they were so expensive ---------- My first encounter with his was rather a play, i dont remember what was it for since it was arranged when i was a student and now im an adult. But in short the topic was worldwide history and the winner will be on the TV and supposedly money, some money i think? Our class chosed the Napoleonic era since its the only slots left, the other massive history events was all covered by other classes and we kind of have no choices left I got to be Josephine because apperantly one of them suggest me to be her since i have personality like her and would be perfect, i kind of just went with it since it means i can escape my classes to practice lol. The process was a struggle we only got maximum about 1 hour and a half to cover the thing so yea it was half fun yet tormenting time for me pspsps. The key point for this is that i found the one dressed as Napoleon in the play was quite charming and so i wondered what Napoleon looked like and i searched him and to be honest i love his younger self more, his older present looks like a piss baby for me honestly. I loved androgynous looking pals back then dont blame me! The guy called "Phú" who dressed as marshal Lannes in the play saw that i was somewhat interested in him as he saw me scrolling through my phone giggling at Nap while we were practicing and thought about introducing me about him a little since he himself is also fascinated in this event history and thats how i know him a little bit deeper! Man how much thankful i was for that Lannes roleplay bud we soon became bestie after it but now we have seprerated life now.. - AFTER THE ROLEPLAY BIT! - I had fun doing to play though it was tiring afterwards, we got the third medal! Tho we were just slighty mentioned on TV but it was cool and we get to a party afterwards <33 I think i still have that Josephine costume as a gift (everyone there could take the cosplay costume lmao since it could be consider a thank you gift anyway), i will try to find it if i can! After about years (i only got into him around a year then left since i was stressed with the exams i couldnt focus on him and the events much anymore) i suddenly got my hyperfixation back after i saw someone made a parody version of that one song "abnormality sancing girl" but with Napoleon and now i'm here! To be honest i'm just here for funsies i'm not that much of a history reader so i dont usually contribute anything much here haha- This is also the reason why i decided to use this abandoned tumblr account of mine.

Idk if someone asked this already and if they did my bad, but how did yall get into the Napoleonic era? I'm curious to know how yall got into this rabbit hole that's Napoleon and the events surrounding him.

My story might not be interesting but my first introduction into the community was by seeing a video by Oversimplified on Napoleon (this was around late January of last year). After that I began researching surface-level info on Naps and was starting to become fascinated with what I was reading. On February I drew Naps for the first time and the rest is history. Like I said my story is NOT interesting AT ALL!!

I even remember the day (Feb 11) cuz I was listening to this song on repeat while working on the drawing and now whenever I listen to that song it reminds me of Naps haha. Enough of me, I wanna read yall's story!

[spitinsideme]

Any thoughts on the new trailer?

going to beso honest like righr now, lime COMELTY honest righr now, i actually do not care for tadc lime .. at all .. it is not a show id usually watch and when it does come out i will probably not watch ir unless im feing like watching ragapom moments i guess ? it juat isnr sowmthing i actually care aboit .. so sorry to you all i am actually not a tadc fan 💔 heartbreaking im sure, i juat am a daily distrubutor for ragapom art

ive heard about it rhoifh from posts ? the like princesss of sweets or soemthig, she seems pretty i guess ?? sowmrhing aboit pomni beong jelaous for ragatba and the sweets princess, old woman yuri idonrknkw my sources are from gay artists but looks good o guess 👍 im sure it will be fun !

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

hm

thinking of my blorbos but not in a "i love you you love me all is well" way but a "i love you hope you kill me" way lol

[makedamnsvre]

still playing with this. after uhh. many months. idk what do do with it tbh. my beloved animal

couple of drawings of it from 2019 btw. just because. look at how my creature has changed...........

[aroaceofthesea]

I thought i had friends but turns out they have a group chat without me and when i found out i asked one of them if they could add me but its been over a week and i havent heard about it again

[sunbedo]

Hey guys. gay rights

[strwbrymlkshake]

LOVE ME THE MOST THE MOST YOU POSSIBLY CAN!!!!!! LOVE ME THE MOST I NEED TO BE THE ONLY THING IN YOUR MIND

[phagodyke]

i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐

[todayisafridaynight]

subtle comedy really is how SEGA games will dub their nameless npcs/characters its actually my fave thing

[dreamcast-official]

fuck it. fuck it. i dont care. i dont actually care

[spacebugarts]

Y'know I never really made a lot of self-inserts as a kid, most of my ocs just kinda existed in their own universe, but lately I've been making them for pretty much every new hyperfixation I get and tbh I Get It now. I'm making silly little guys and I'm putting them in Situations

[jimmyclueless]

Hello 👋 🤗,

I hope you are well 🌺.

I am writing to you with a heart full of hope and faith, asking for your urgent help. My family is in great danger due to the war, and I am running a fundraising campaign to save them.

Please, could you reblog the post about my campaign on my account? Every share can make a difference in my family's life. 🙏

Note:My old Tumblr account was deactivated💔, and I need your support again♥️.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for any help you can provide. 🌹🌺

hello!

i try to avoid any potentially stressful things on this blog, since i have nothing to donate and hate the guilt of being unable to help.

this is the link to the gofundme, and its been vetted plenty,by what i saw. im glad youre getting closer to your goal and wish you safety and fortune going forward.

[talkorsomething]

Too [insert adjective here] for guard ...................

Well, it's only half related.

We "hit a pothole", "had a slipup", whatever you want to call it — sunday. Aka: for the sake of my sanity we are not labeling it a relapse but good god does it feel as though I have invited the demons back in.

I know why, but I don't really know why. Because, I mean... I never have, to begin with. So: when I decided i was doing it sunday, i accepted it. "Let it happen", as someone would probably say to me. It's not...

I've been thinking about it for a while now. It's like anything - it comes and goes, a few times a year, and no matter what, I always ignore it.

Except, maybe there's something I'm not paying attention to? Or, ignoring, is the better word for it?

Of course it would be the one thing I have happening in my life.

November, I was burnt out for unrelated reasons. It was a lot to take in. That made sense. Now? ... why now?

There's not really any pressure on me. Yes, I have to do things, yes, it will be noticed if they're bad, but ...... it's not important. We don't spend time on it. I'm coming back next year, but it might be at the cost of ... all of this. I think it's progress. I haven't touched my guitar in any serious capacity in over a year. I think it's progress.

I don't take compliments well. I can't tell if that's why I don't get them, but I'm not being corrected much either. Only when I drift too far from what the work is supposed to be, only after weeks of it going, I can only assume, unnoticed. I keep getting stuck.

...push it back down.

Telling me I'm doing good isn't telling me what I know I have to be getting wrong. I could take it, at the cost of... all of this. I'm anticipating, and I know it can come. This is not where I was when I started.

It's been said, I haven't been told, that not starting it means you're more of a burden, by making the other person have to do it first. I know that. I do. And still it doesn't help. I'm not drowning. It wasn't an accident, but it wasn't planned, either. I don't know you.

I don't know you.

I'm not a good person. I'm not a nice person. Every week I tell myself this is really it, and every week I come back, and ... what? Forget I ever said anything? Forget we're not friends?

Well, we're not, huh? Nobody is, with me. What you see I swear you misunderstand. You don't ask. If you do, well, I can't answer. We're at an impasse.

It's not even my fault we didn't make it. I shouldn't feel like this over nothing. I don't do anything. You will, correctly, not let me do anything, because potential doesn't matter if you can't back it up. If you won't back it up. I let things happen to me.

I don't even feel better. And, actually, ironically, i think i know what would let me feel better. If I can't be upset with anyone else, at least I can be with myself.

... but, well, not even that. Your heart in my hands, but I mean it diegetically. And metaphorically. I hate putting myself out there, I hate having to actually perform, and yet every time, no matter what, I do it. I'm fine. I only cared at the start, and even then not very.

I don't feel anything. Not a lot, anyways. I don't let it happen. I can't. I don't know what it'll mean if I start being honest with myself.

...

I've pulled myself out of this before. A few times, now. Different circumstances, but I've done it all the same. Seasonal depression notwithstanding.

I'm only here because I did things I was scared to. And still, I'm the same. No progress made. The only way out is to do it again but I feel like I can't. I can't.

Will someone just let me say that?

Will someone just fucking help for once?

[mrfoox]

Oliver ranting about politics for 30 mins: that was a good talk (:

Me, who have said like nothing: (: nice

[entering--hyperspace]

Tribune Echowatcher (Ls1)

My design musings below

Literally only doing this bc I love Leo soooo so so so so so so much. I also in general just love character design So!

1st. I Know I wanted to push the limits of what Charr Look like, I know theyre big ""cats"" but whenever I design ocs I like to push boundaries and play with what aesthetic restrictions exist.

Hyenas came to me (i think, it was 6 years ago when I originally made him so my memory is foggy) because I saw Hyenas around Ascalon and thought, what a fun concept to play with.

I knew I really wanted the very clear shape of hyena ears to stay while also keeping the charr 2 ears, my only choice was to kind of shift the horn placement around. You can see that his ears cover half of the horns, and that theyre a further back on his head in general asba result. I really didnt want to limit myself with the shape of charr ears bc even though I love them, having a character with very clear rounded Hyena ears was too charming of a concept for me to drop.

2. I inverted the colors of a Hyena! Hyena cubs are actually born with black fur and then get a lighter shade as they grow as with many animals, but I thought it would just be a fun way to play with a more unique color scheme, a primary black/gray fur with orange highlights than simply keeping a more realistic and usual color pallet.

3. Spotted Hyenas have some shaggy fur! Its so cute! Its thinner around the neck which I thought was another key feature of the animal that I wanted to translate onto Leo.

4. His armor is definitely not what I consider to be super unique, I needed a ls1-HoT quick armor to draw him in, so I just threw shapes together. I did however want to keep his color coded: Green. Originally I was trying to find some huge complimentary color to add to his outfit but realized that the orange of his mane and spots was already complimentary enough that adding a different color or more to his outfit would feel like Too much. Thus I went with homogenous green/blues and silver for the metal color.

5. His nose...his head shape...his more "Canine" Features I guess are just huge charmpoints to me. Yes this is me just gushing about my love for my own character but if you clicked read more thats ur own doing. Ive said this before but Leo is Heavily Mexican coded, this plays into both his design and lore in a lot of ways.

Xolotl is the Nahuatl god of death, hes a dog! Dogs being a bit of a symbolism for companions in the afterlife and guides was really important to me, so its why I do really adore what canine features Leo does have (I know Hyenas arent canines but you can see the same kind of shapes.)

Id gush more but thats the big ones....

Leo became a Tribune of the Blood Legion, because bangar wanted one of his own reporting back on the growing power of the Pact and the Pact Commander that was less of a loose canon than Rytlock, especially as theyre investigating draconic threats with the underlying ulterior motive. For now, hes playing along.