#i guess im not taggin that one !

[starcanwreckedpulp-doyoushipit]

do you ship it?

[adhdavinci]

writing patterns

rules: list the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern!

ETA: forgot to say i was tagged by @auburnlaughter THANK U!!!

o boi. idk if i *want* to know... but lets find out

listed by most recent bc im lazy. fun fact: these are all JnD fics

Daxter wakes up to the sun's rays rudely hitting his face.

"You're sure about this?"

It's a slow day in the throne room of the Wasteland Palace, and Damas is bored out of his skull.

He steals through the shadows in the deepening twilight.

It started innocuously enough.

It's been one of those mornings where Jak can't eat because his stomach feels like molten lead and every movement makes his gut clench, and the world is spinning, just a little bit, constantly.

When Torn swaggers up and pins Ashelin to the war table, alarm bells sound in the new Governess' head.

"I have interesting news about your man, Ashe."

The Wasteland throne room is quiet and still.

"So why can't we go to the slums?"

i tend to do shorter opening lines i guess. also i like dialogue openers when theyre appropriate. any other trends here 🤔?

im taggin @softkoa , @sarandipitywrites , and YOU 🫵👁👁

[bennidraws]

Question Time!

Tagged by @zkyfall and @bucky-yes ,thank u, babes, mwah mwah!! i love talking about myself lmaoo!!

Nickname: benni. idk, it just sounded cool, but it barely has anything to do with my irl name lmao. there's few friends who have Permission to call me by a certain nickname that just sounds ultra gay. i don't have any cool nicknames irl ahaha

Sign: uhhhhh. Virgo is the main one. i filled out the Detailed Chart thingy multiple times and i always forget, but i think Leo Moon and,, the third one is Sagittarius, if that tells you something cool about me 😎

Height: im european

Last thing I googled: power set cardinality 💀

Amount of sleep: something between 7 and 5 hours, depends on how many fics i read LMAO the brainrot is strong rn

Dream job: teacher, i guess. if i ever get employed.. pls employ me.... i love teaching.....................im beggin g i need a jo b ........

Wearing: sweatpants and hoodie, absolutely not sexy looking at all unless you enjoy gopnik-esque looks, in which case 😏

Movie/books/media that summarizes you: oof a hard one. i think i will always hold Night in the Woods close to my heart tho. it actually felt really cathartic to see someone deal with familiar struggles. its also a really fun game lol 

Favorite song: after dark by mr. kitty will never get bad. its the only song ive been listening to for more than a year and never got sick of it

Instrument: used to play flute till like third grade. i sucked at it and the only reason my mom forced me into it was bc i used to get sick so often, so it was supposed to strengthen my lungs lol

Favorite author: heheheh @lara60

Aesthetic: i want to be like 5 different people at once, but usually i just really love shirts. button ups. the crazier pattern the better. or just flannel. can never go wrong with flannel 

Random fun fact: i live with my granny (the most typical slav grandma who goes to church regularly) which can be such a surrealistic experience, bc sometimes she randomly says stuff like "i need to go out pick some cocks" (she meant flowers.... that aPPARENTLY kinda look like (cocks)comb.........😭)

taggin @lara60 , @scara99 ,but also whoever sees this and wants to share their dark secrets, dont forget to tag me if yes, i love reading people's dark secrets

[pleasedontlookatmeokay]

thanks @punkgeekcryptid and @dearscone for taggin me!!

last song/album: song - holy diver by dio, album - tangaroa by alien weaponry

favorite color: yellow, orange, red, pink, and gold, i can't choose lol

sweet, spicy or savory: spicy or savory depending on the day i guess

last tv show: probably ofmd s2 lol

last film: killer klowns from outer space i think, or house of 1000 corpses, i dont remember

last thing you googled: the restaurant im going to with my friends tomorrow

relationship status: single

current obsession: same as usual lol queen, horror movies, horror books, clowns lol a new one i guess would be getting tattooed lol ive gotten so many just this month 😵

@sapphirecastles @spooky-shelby @libramooon and anyone else who'd wanna do it :)

[midnightpulses]

Got tagged in this question game by @itsintrovertedpotato 💜

Its a lot more questions than i thought. Was fun though

1. Do you make your own bed: Once in a blue moon. Usually i dont have the time or the will to do it. I do think i should do it more.

2. What's your favorite number: None. Maybe 14, i dont know.

3. Current job: Software developer i guess

4. If you could go back to school would you: Elementary? No. High school? The older i am the more i think i do. Especially the latter years.

5. Can you parallel park: I could on my drivers' exam. Havent tried since.

6. A job you had that would surprise people: Fry cook. I think thats how you would call it, i was making and selling fried street food as part of a restaurant.

7. Do you think aliens are real: Yes. Dont know how advanced but definitely real.

8. Can you drive a manual car: Same as parallel parking. Although i have tried since but i find it too stressful.

9. Guilty pleasure: None that i can think of, that i actually feel guilty for.

10. Tattoos: I currently have the Necron ankh of the Triarch from Warhammer 40k on my right forearm and the razor logo from Judas Priest's British Steel album on my left shoulder. I do plan to add more things at one point. My next tattoo would probably be High Queen Khalida from Warhammer Fantasy.

11. Favorite color: Purple and Green. Both in some more muted, or deep variants

12. Favorite music genre: Metal in most of its forms, mostly Death and Doom/Sludge. But currently my obsession is 90s/00s jungle/breakcore/DnB... And french disco pop (L'Imperatrice)

13. Do you like puzzles: Like jigsaws? I did as a kid, nowadays it depends on the day. But puzzles in general yes.

14. Phobias: Caves(underground in general) Heights.

15. Favorite childhood sport: Motorsports in general, but especially rallying, f1, and endurance racing. For someone that doesnt like to drive im really into cars.

16. Do you talk to yourself: Small comments sometimes but not like actual conversations. At least not out loud.

17. Favorite movies: Oh i can go on for days. But i think Reservoir Dogs, Dirty Harry, The Godfather pt. 2, Mad Max: Fury Road, The LotR trilogy, Se7en, Hercules (1995 disney one), Howl's Moving Castle, Redline, The Dollars trilogy, Pink Panther (at least the Peter Sellers ones), all Leslie Nielsen comedies, The Land Before Time, and so on

18. Coffee or tea: Tea, 80% of the time.

19. First thing you wanted to be when you grow up: A geographer/explorer/historian mix, or an astronaut.

A lot of the people i would like to tag are either inactive or deactivated. Or i just dont talk to them and it would make me feel awkward. So i wont be taggin.

[crowcryptid]

made myself new discord pfp but proceeded to pick the one with no bg cause im afraid of colors, apparently

[luckyfaeth]

earlier, i was walking back from class around 8:30 at night. it was raining and cold and i didn’t have my rain jacket, boots, umbrella or anything and i was listening to lorde and all of a sudden, i just got hit with such a pure feeling of genuine happiness. like, undeniable happiness. not just like, content in the moment or excited temporarily. 

i felt purely happy. and i danced home in the rain. 

there were many points fairly recently were i truly believed that i would never really be a person who could be truly happy. i knew that i could get excited over things sometimes or be content for a while; but i never thought i would be in a state where someone could ask me how i was and i could answer “happy”. 

to all of my friends who also struggle with depression like i have and most definitely still will: you can get to this point. there’s no rush to it, i know it’s hard. but you can get there. i never thought i would. but i did. you deserve to be happy. 

[rodneymckays]

I know someone will have asked this already by the time I send this, but John Sheppard for the character meme you just posted. XD

BAHAH nope! u were the first <3

favourite thing about them

how he cares so deeply about his friends, but is physically incapable of verbalizing it in any way 😭 his emotional repression should not be this compelling, and yet. i find myself analyzing his every microexpression in scenes because i want to see inside that crazy head of his.

least favourite thing about them

hmmmmmmm. if i have to say anything, i think it might be the way he acts offworld sometimes. we talked a bit about it on the podcast, but when he tries to act charming, it comes off very, uhh, snake oil salesmany. if i were a pegasus native, i wouldn't trust him as far as i could throw him 😂

favourite line

"I'm a worrier."

brOTP

oh, so many. but if i have to pick, i'd say john & teyla. i love that their bonding time is teyla beating him up with sticks :'))) and how, when he's having an emotion, he tries his best to talk it out with her. and even tho he fails miserably, she understands what he means anyway :') oh, and that she calls him out when he's being an ass.

OTP

john & rodney; bing and bob of the stargate universe. “I guess in my own way, I sorta love you,” is the sentiment underlying all of their interactions. also, the taking turns saving each others lives thing. and rodney bringing out the nerd in john. and the way their relationship is so subversive? u would think the nerd character would be panting over the jock, just happy to have a friend like him, but with john and rodney, i feel like rodney has a lot more power over john than even he realizes (thinking trinity and miller's crossing) and i love that.

nOTP

i can't really see john with anyone but rodney, romantically speaking. but if i had to pick one i'd say john/teyla? painting their interactions in a romantic light kinda cheapens their friendship for me.

or maybe john/wraith? i kno there are some cool parallels there and usually im pro monsterfucker, but in this case? just can't do it BAHAHA.

random headcanon

he was raised in a conservative catholic household. this may raise some eyebrows, but i see it in his GIGANTIC guilt/martyr complex. i have never seen a character more willing to die for others at the slightest provocation. also, the way all the alien's that read his subconscious say that he "tortures himself every day" over what he perceives to be personal failures screams catholic guilt to me. that, and his biggest fear is himself. not to mention, that boy does not know how to function when he's being hugged. casual intimacy does not seem to be in his lexicon, outside of actual sex.

also, he had feelings for holland, but was content to go the rest of his life never saying anything or doing anything about it. something to acknowledge about himself once, then bury and try to never think about again. but then holland died. so it didn't matter anymore, anyways. (in vegas, john had feelings for the nurse he disobeyed orders to try and save and PARALLELING THAT WITH IN CANON EVENTS RE: HOLLAND'S BOTCHED RESCUE ARE JUST TOO GOOD TO RESIST)

unpopular opinion

he's not as shallow/boring as he's perceived to be. this is definitely not an unpopular opinion on the sga side of tumblr at least, but of the stargate fandom at large, definitely.

song i associate with them

johnny cash's solitary man goes without saying. but definitely heropsychodreamer by live. oh, and stereo by the watchmen. OH, and superhero by ani difranco. if ur interested in more, u can listen to my sheppard inspired playlists here & here. with another one in the works alksjdhfasfd i know, im insane.

favorite picture of them

i know this is joe BUT. its giving sheppard vibes.

taggin' @alfredspennyworths as well, who also asked for john <3 thank u!! i love talking about him bahah

send me more characters!

[m1d-45]

woag i didn’t think i was cool enough to be tagged

three ships: m not a ship-y person but chongyun n xingqiu

first ship: again not a real ship-y person… if i had to guess probably nico an will from pjo? but unclear

last song: doin time by lana del ray technically, vending machine of love by the stupendium spiritually

last movie: also john wick 4. i thought it was okay, for some reason the actors wick wasn’t Currently Fighting just kinda tripped over air waiting for him to punch them… i spent most of the movie watching the background characters tbh. not that invested in the franchise.

currently reading: a family friend’s book(can’t remember the title) that i’m beta reading. steampunk dystopian fantasy, im abt 4 chapters in

currently watching: a youtube video dragging girl defined. m not involved in tv shows or movie series if that’s what the question is supposed to be; i’m a video essay guy

currently consuming: a ridiculous quantity of sweet tea considering it’s almost midnight

currently craving: more tea. the one i have is Just Off from my favorite brand an m pissed abt it.

actually. changing my answer to that. matcha latte.

i tag(no pressure, of course!): @sagau-my-beloved who was already tagged but m taggin again because holy shit your venti lives in my brain rent free, @watatsumiis because i think you’re funny and i like seeing you on my dash, @tihgnari because your ayato smau is GOLD oh my god, and @that-foul-legacy-lover because i <3 you an your writing <33

A TAG GAME?! :O :D !!

✨️💙✨️

♡ 3 Lovely Ships:

Soukoku (i just think theyre so ✨️silly✨️ & couples that are @ war r my fav so- 🥰) also i recently discovered MANGA soukoku??!?!?! like theyre literally

✨️🍒🍑🍓🩹🩸💀🔫🏳️‍🌈🚔🗡🍉🍊🍋✨️ <- this

EraserMic THIS SHIP HAS BEEN IN MY BRAIN SINCE THE YEAR THE DAMN ANIME CAME OUT, IN THE YEAR OF YOU, OUR CREATOR 2016 I THINK 😭 (sagau ref lol)

IVE LITERALLY CEMENTED THEM SO HARD AS MY GAY DADS THAT I FUCKING FORGOT THEYRE NOT CANON- i get confused when theyre on screen and not more coupley 💀 biggest comfort ship <3

Myself / the near entirety of Genshin Impact Playable Characters LMAOO IM A POLYAMOROUS SL*T IDK WHAT U WANT FROM MEEEE-

♡ First Ship:

Wow, back in ye olden days.. hmm... i wanna say Sasuke/Naruto lmao, I DIDNT REALIZE HUT I HEARD THE WORST NEWS EVER RECENTLY THAT IT WAS ORIGINALLY A BL INSTEAD OF AN ACTION THINGY AND THEY WOULDVE DATED 😭😭

♡ Last Song:

Labour by Paris Paloma! Im so fucking obsessed it just embodies the entirety of Feminine Rage I need- and how hard women work all the fucking time!

(Idk ig this is part of the template but-)

Live, Laugh, Love Hatsune Miku too

@fandangotales lol

♡ Last Movie:

Cocaine Bear!

Kinda cgi gory, mostly gross, sometimes i gagged 😭, watched it in theaters and it was so hilarious tho, the dialogue was like, super natural too! Like realistic jokes i would make in those situations lmao

Hope i can write dialogue that natural one day :O

♡ Currently Reading:

The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System!

I fucking love this light novel (AND ITS ARTIST?! I SAW IT IN A BOOKSTORE AFTER KNOWINF THEM OFF TWITTER AND WAS IN SHOCK-)

♡ Currently Watching:

Bungou Stray Dogs & Saving 80,000 Gold In Another World For My Retirement!

♡ Currently Consuming:

Some fucking stellar Boba teas from my local shop in town! I got a sort of strawberry frozen one with whip cream and mango jelly stars + lychee popping pearls And my quintessential Thai Tea w/classic tapioca my beloved <3

Yes... I am a fancy drink bitch 😔, now you all know my secret

♡ Currently Craving:

God who wouldn't I kill for some pasta rn, like penne with the sauce and the cheeseeee UGH 😫 </3

♡ HAHA IM TAGGING:

(no pressure babes!)

@mists-reading-nook (UR SOLDIER/POET/KING WORSHIP IS CONSUMING MY WORLDBUILDING HEART- I CHECK TO SEE IF U EVER POST ANYTHING/POST ABT KING BC ILY UR WRITING SM<3)

@lonelyrosegold (i just found u but i rlly loved ur background music about Linked Universe, which I also just found out about lmao)

@bk-4-trash-fire (the OG, the SUPREME, My Liege 😌✨️ ur actually one of the first ppl that rotred my brain over genshin sagau! Thank u for all ur cool ideas that i may or may not write an entire short story abt some day lmao! The Possession AU i made was partially inspired by you!<3)

@intothegenshinworld (new for me but awesome writer!! I cant wait to see more of ur stuff!)

@chocogi (UR PUPPETEER AU PARTIALLY INSPIRED MY POSSESSION AU! thanks for the cool content!!)

♡

@fandangotales & @undecidingfate

THANK YOU BOTH?! FOR THE TAG 😭 It sounds silly but ive never gotten tagged for these things before & i was so happy to see it ;u; !!

More asks answered/posts to come my fellow zodiac signs!!

Safe travels,

💀♒️

[2small-frog]

ty for the last line tag @teddybasmanov !!!

i dont actually know the rules of this so im just gonna take a guess and post the last bit of the wip..,,,? maybe i am dumb but oh well. kinda silly how this one bit has absolutely no mention of the plot point. gotta keep yall guessing ig

tw implied suicidal thoughts/tendencies? i promise thats not what this is about tho <3

the voice dragged them out of their head as they craned their neck to look towards the stairs. "damien?" they asked. they strained and squinted their eyes, vision slightly blurry since they'd left their glasses inside. the figure slowly moved closer.

"yeah. what are you doing up here? are you okay?" the freelancer huffed out a laugh at damien's concern. "i'm serious," he started. "you're not planning to do anything... anything stupid, are you?"

"no, i can assure you i am not." the freelancer accented their words by swinging their legs back onto the rooftop. "i'm just fine, damien- just a little stressed."

uhhuhuhuhhh taggin @dangergays and @the-phantoms-library if yall have any wips or want to :]

[strawbunniiee]

A Tragic “Fate”

A wholesome short lil story I decided to write abt phantom n jawaii sknfkdjv

im.. not quite sure where this falls on the “a girl and a ghost” timeline but eh i guess ill just let the reader decide!

anyway this is probably one of the fluffiest most wholesome things ive ever written not to brag fisnvkdk i love writing wholesome fluff

@salamifuposey @monsterbride99 aaa sorry for taggin yall in two posts in a row i feel kinda annoying lmao h

~~~

A cold breeze rustles through the trees of Spooky Trails one lovely night as the Phantom's play was coming to a close. He and the other residents of Spooky Trails had excitedly awaited this day.

"No, please! Have mercy!" begged the large Rabbid ghost, who was dressed in a rather elaborate costume that called back to old medieval times.

"Not after the lives you have ruined, scumbag." said another ghost, who was also adorned in medieval clothing.

Suddenly, the ghost shot Phantom through the heart with an arrow as he dramatically fell on the floor, rolling around in pain and agony, screaming. He then halted and croaked out his final breath.

The crowd was about to cheer and clap when a shrill, high pitched shriek was heard in the crowd.

It was Jawaii.

The tearful little girl ran up on the stage, bawling like a little baby, clinging on to Phantom's body. The crowd gasped and muttered to eachother in confusion.

"PHANTOM! Say something... p-please say something to me... y-y-you're all I have... PLEASE DON'T BE DEAD!" she sobbed.

Phantom slowly opened his eyes, confused. Then he realized why she had been so upset. He floated up off the floor as Jawaii gasped. She threw her whole body onto him in a hug, still sniffling.

He returned the hug. "Jawaii... you thought I was actually dead? Darling, I'm fine! I'm all right, it's all pretend!"

Jawaii looked at him, her teary eyed face now smiling. Phantom couldn't help but smile himself.

The crowd awwed.

She dried her eyes on the front of the fancy, formal dress she wore to the occasion.

Then, all the ghosts involved in the play came up on stage for the final bow. Phantom threw Jawaii up into the air and caught her, holding her up in the air. She had a massive grin plastered happily on her face. The crowd cheered and clapped.

[rurifangirl]

aight. here somes the ask lore thingie

tw for ppl readin: mention of mental illness, father mention

firstly, how did rui end up meetin the rest of the gang? did they all have sum sort of run in? did they just happen to meet on exident?

also is the father a villain? i remember ya mention him, and was wonderin

and do they have a specific place where they stay? like in a dormstory, a single house, do they live in a single town, or in completly different places?

do any of them suffer from mental/physical illnesses? if they do, how does it affect their life/relationships w others?

Aight, so here we go, be ready cuz shit's long.

(1st part - The Rui n the gang meeting; The Shou meeting) No Tw

Honestly, I also kinda wanted to do this for quite a long time, so I'm gonna firstly talk about how the gang (w/o really mentioning the others name's since they're gonna get introduced soon) met itself and decided to form, and then I'll individually do It in Lyva's and Shou's case, specifically Shou's since i mentioned that his meetin was somethin id have to take care of in another post, so i will rn.

First things first, w the whole gang. Now It wasn't really casually, mainly because Lyva n Rui did meet up, but It was during a special occasion still, that being a really important manifestation in one of the main regions in my oc universe. (They don't have name's yet so pls don't bash me🤡) Them being primarly the Forest, where Rui eventually lives in after all of his past shit, the near-countryside part, where Lyva was living, a pretty much city living on water, where Shou's currently living, and many more, as such the dunes with which I'll introduce Qiran (hopefully tomorrow/today),The sea itself, some High up places and as I said many, many other more. Other than this brief intro, they meet up where Lyva used to live, but mainly because of problems and out of conviniance.

Everyone had something to take back from, so they agreed to help eachother to reach that end, so it's all really planned. Now i won't really go w Lyva, cuz i explained how she met Rui the first time n how they helped her, so I don't need to ramble more on this. Now I'm gonna go w Shou's part though.

This Is more of a note i wanted y'all to know first, cuz i really like how Lyva n Rui met him the first time (cuz the second time was when the gang then all agreed to form n all that jazz.). Basically, Rui n Lyva were out, n visiting new places as such, to prepare themselves further and to try and search for more weapons, cuz they both knew that they'd eventually get in trouble, and even though they still are good, they wouldn't stand much a chance, n since Shou's Place is known for its production they decided to go. N fun fact, there's many funny shit that happends, for example Rui tries to touch a fish, but gets SLAPPED by It. They're still mad >:[. Ajkskdj anyways, some other stuff happends n they just, lose themselves. They had a map ofc but still managed to do so. But Rui was usin It so, I don't really blame em for gettin lost.

Shit happends n they find themselves pratically in front of his shrine/palace. Shou's servitors (cuz he saw everything happend from afar n gave them the okay) brought em in, but rather than makin em idk some tea n just making them recouver, Shou rather put them under some "tests" w/o tellin em, to see if they were any use.

For example he brought them some cups of tea, but before drinking them Rui noticed somethin unusual in the water, so they gave Lyva a sign to not drink It, n as Shou asked as a reason why they just replied that they weren't thirsthy, leavin Shou in a kind of defeated state. Bitch if i love this part honestly, there's so much fun to seein all of their reactions, but I'm gonna go brief rn. So other of this tests pass later n Shou eventually gets upset cuz they're all winnin n seemingly makin fun of him, lettin him in a weaket standpoint, n a fight happends. Even though it's a 2v1 situation he can still manage pretty well, so It ends in a draw. They get to talk after this and get to understand that they don't have to necesseraly be on the opposite side, though Shou Is still unsure whether to belive in that or not.

After they leave him, pratically almost alone w only a bunch of servitors helpin him. He admits defeat n won't show up until the event and yadayada. (Also it's during this weak time of his he'll meet Qiran which i already have plans w so it's all goin to be said bout their relationship in their post.)

(2nd part, the father mention.) Tw:father mention

So it's true that w Shou i did mention his father, but I'm not entirely sure bout his involvment honestly. In theory he kind of is a villain itself, even because of his devilish nature, so it's true, but im not sure whether to make him an independent villain or part of a group of them. But rather than that yes, i do want to make him some sort of villain in the end, because that's also part of Shou's agreement to be part of the group. I will make concept art for him so he'll definetly be involved. Not gonna lie, mabye that bastards also involved w Rui's cult too in a way or another but im givin in too many details holy shit I'll never get outta this fuck

(3rd part- where do they live) No Tw

They live in their own homes honestly, but It would be no surprise if they'd all decide to sleep over someone in specifical, though they have their own place. I made some concepts for Rui's intern home, which here It Is 😤 (forgive me for the bad quality but it's 2 am rn 🤡) I made this a while ago but only did Rui's, so I'll do Lyva's, Shou's n the other one's too. They live in different places, for the exception of, atm, Qiran, since I'm gonna say that they're more of a traveller n don't have a stable home.

(4th part- the mental/physical ilnesses) Tw: Self harm and Mental ilness mention

Well, this Is gonna be a ride. They all suffer from Ptsd, which Rui n Shou suffering from It the most. It still affects them all, though in different occasions, so Imma just do them in specifical. (Also because i gotta add some shit to shou that i didn't wanna add because i thought It was too much honestly)

Rui-

It affects them really much. They use crystals n gems to avoid anything going w their past or anything remotely related It, as whenever they feel awful about havin those flashbacks when they still were a child. They never want to talk about what happened, n during their moments It gets really, really bad. Both emotionally and physically, as their body sometimes cannot handle anything so it completely shuts down. They never really got any help for It as Rui's too scared to share bout their experience, both because of trauma itself that doesn't make them say anything even if they wanted to and because of the cults influence, so either way they've got to handle It by their own.

Lyva-

Other than havin to deal w mornin sickness, which Is the least for her, she has to deal w her neglectful childood and how desperate she's always been for litteraly anythin, whether it's related about love,friendship, food, toys, anything. She tried to seek for help and semi found It, but as of now she can't keep up w It and has better things to take care of. It's still really bad overall, but she's hoping for things to get better. Spoiler It really won't.

Shou-

⭕Tw for sh⭕

It's... really fucking bad. I'm gonna get outta this w saying something i didn't want to add because it's really triggerin, but im gonna do It now. So basically, I've mentioned them acting feminenly for his own mother, but i didn't say what would've happened if he displeased her. She would just stare down at him and whispering some awful shit or names. This would happen especially whenever he'd slip off that mask of his or revealed even a tiny bit of his devilish essence. Note that he's still a child here. So, best thing he could to was to "punish" himself, which basically consists of him scratching his arms too much and, i don't really want to continue this, forgive me but it's kind of triggering even for me. But...you can guess what he's doing, since he even to this day still keeps sharp nails. I'm sorry for putting this, but it's another way to show how his mother fucked him up and now suffering from this.

I'm sorry for rushin the last part but i'm not personally vibing w it.

Tags undercut

@a-chaotic-dumbass @spoopy-fish-writes @dopesaladlady @damnfoxx (I'm really unsure bout taggin ya in this ;-;)

If you want your tag removed, dm me cuz it's 3 am at the moment n i may have messed em up. (I'm not gonna recheck tomorrow so that's why)

[swampgallows]

tagged by @aeiroki​

nickname: i LOVE being wamo.

zodiac: pisces sun gemini moom leo rising

height: i used to believe i was 5′7″ but after being shrimpmode in my bed for 5 years who knows

last thing i googled: i use incognito out of habit (i hit ctrl+shift+n for a new tab then start typing) but ive also been using duckduckgo instead of google so i dont know if it counts. BUT sometimes i do have to use google for when my search terms aint boolean enough and im lookin up some kind of esoteric meme. i think the last thing i truly googled was “hoo wojak meme”, which did produce the desired result

followers: umm its like ~2500 right now i think. most are defunct accounts 

song stuck in my head: dune — lost in space (la la hey la la hoo)

how much i sleep: LMFAOOO i slept 3 hours after being up for 24 then was up another 15 before finally getting to sleep. the answer is ‘not enough’

lucky number: not really sure, sometimes 4 or 8 but both have very bad connotations too

aesthetic: kinda ‘graver’ but once im out in the world some more i might go further into the dark side over my usual candy rave. ive missed wearing tripps n stuff (even though for me it’s still just throwin on jeans and a t shirt)

dream job: after being unemployed for this long anything where i can contribute and im valued and can be myself is enough for me. 

wearing: pajamas and underwear and socks all with holes in them

favorite instrument: i like a bunch of weird acoustic folk instruments i guess. hurdy gurdy. accordion. xylophone, uilleann pipes. tb303, hoover if it counts. pizzicato synths. i like lots of strings. cello, violin, any kinds of gnarly strings. i always wanted to learn to play the violin but im too shy to play an instrument (rather, to be heard practicing one. or performing or whatever)

favorite song: man this is tough i dunno. there are ‘songs’ then there are ‘tracks’, all are hard to pick. there are some songs that resonate with specific times in my life so they can conjure up memories, both bad and good. it’s hard not to get attached to music (or rather to have music imprint itself on certain times in my life) but i find despite my best efforts that they build up the associations no matter what. and even when played throughout the decades or in wildly different scenarios it just builds into a katamari amalgam of points in time, like flipping through channels or through a reel of film. its why i break down crying so much when im djing lol

favorite animal noise: my lil xena bean when she goes awooo

something random: been playin a lot of hots and still need a new friend in pogo. sall i got goin on. and it’s been raining so my sleep and activity levels are bad lol

taggin whoever if you wanna

[trumpkinhotboy]

choose one photo from your camera roll without downloading a new one that sums up your personality, then tag five ppl

Sooo to be honest im kinda boring and i dont really have super funny memes in my camera roll? Soooo

And i guess im choosing this because im a huge self love preacher hehe and im a def an hopeless romantic:)

Taggin (but no pressure oooooofc, i promise this is the last one guys lol): @imjustdreamingig @narniadreams @narnianfarmer @effervescentlyirrevocable @sethclearwatermybeloved and anyone else whod like to join:)

[asfarion]

about blog tag

tagged by @ammihan!!! thank u 💖 def follow this mf lads

1: Why did you choose your url? im a simp

2: Any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them. @womboducker n @domesticsephiroth. formers me dead art blog, latters me hiatus-ridden sephiroth hellscape. prob gonna pick it back up later this year.

3: How long have you been on tumblr? like 2011 lmfao..............seen too much luv x

4: Do you have a queue tag? nah. ive never used the queue feature.

5: Why did you start your blog in the first place? i got locked out of me previous blog, which i made bc i got locked out of me first blog. the first one disappeared but me previous blogs still floatin around, carrying the cringe ghost of me 14 year old self. i came here initially tho for homestuck.

6: Why did you choose your icon/pfp? i love goro majima

7: Why did you choose your header? its just me innit (canned bread)

8: What’s your post with the most notes? prob the acnl one abt the sand guardian

9: How many mutuals do you have? a good few!!!!!!! some r sadly deadblogs now but i still think abt them 💖

10: How many followers do you have? 316! most r also deadblogs tho lmfao

11: How many people do you follow? 456!!!!! hilariously most of them r also deadblogs

12: Have you ever made a shitpost? all me posts r shitposts luv

13: How often do you use tumblr each day? im here every single day either window shopping or regular posting

14: Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won? i dont Think ive ever fought anyone

15: How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? kinda cringe. like if its a serious post ill delete everything that isnt necessary but that whole "u need to reblog this" just makes me think abt the Tumblr Rules, esp daddy karp lmfao......

16: Do you like tag games? SO MUCH i luv interaction n learnin abt ppl!!!!!!!!!

17: Do you like ask games? ya but i only send em on anon bc im a fuckin baby

18: Do you have a crush on a mutual? no i see me moots as like. lads doon the pub innit. i see yous n im like "oop, here comes trouble! guess theyll let anyone in here" n then buy em a drink while we have some banter. just lads innit.

taggin @mikechampa @bakuraryxu @wisteriapurple @rohanfxcker @xomnus @ygomarik @goth-gay n else who fancies a gan!!

[clowniconography]

i got tagged by @dont-offend-the-bees and decided to actually do it for once because i felt like talking about myself (thanks newt!)

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to know better.

Last song: long legs by magic numbers. such a good song but kind of bittersweet T_T

Last movie: i watched a bunch of movies before leaving for school so i actually had to consult my brother to remember which one we watched last and the answer was scooby doo: zombie island. p dope flick

Currently reading: i've been trying to read zami: a new spelling of my name for like three months but i haven't really had the energy for reading so it's taking me way longer than it should lol. i really like what i've read so far tho, lourde's writing and specifically her descriptions are just so poetic they make me wanna scream and yell!!

Currently watching: at this very moment i'm watching nickisnotgreens new video about chr*stian w*lker

Currently consuming: leftovers from the panera bread that my new job bought me during the 8 hours of training we had to do today <3

Currently craving: a break.....just a break dude im beg,g ing

I'm taggin @spidergourd @clown-garden @daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavid @julesthefool and uuuuuh anyone else who wants to do it i guess i'm having a hard time thinking of people. nobody *has* to do it but yknow