#i guess im just weak :(

[meatiors]

Foxes lineup but somethings a bit different 🤔

[phosphophillight]

critters 🐛

ft my 2 most favorite teatime side characters

skitters away…

[a-sad-mage]

I'm re-watching Lego: Nexo Knights

And, they really did Jestro dirty.

They had him perform after Merlok(and I know Merlok set up a 'surprise attack' to test the Knights and show off a little but still man)

I to would be a nervous wreck if I had to perform after a literal sorcerer.

Jestro, is clearly hesitant about using the Book of Monsters(BoM), but because his self-esteem is so low, he's lured into it.

And whenever we see his story play out, the guys just, so sad, it's clear he isn't totally convinced this is what he wants, being evil, but the BoM picks at his insecurities, and words things on such a way Jestro just goes with it.

Like straight up, the BoM and Jestro have a toxic relationship, and it's all at Jestros' expense.

And don't get me started on his relationship with Clay, iwbzjsjsj

I love them

Clay just never giving up on his friend and always giving him the benefit of the doubt. And Jestro's main concern when the BoM was first trying convince him to summon a monster was Clay.

I can't, my sweet, sweet, boiz

Jestro deserves all the kindness and I could never hate him.

Same with Clay, Clay is the Dad/Mom friend we all need.

[kwyoz]

wow, i love when the dragon age fandom is very normal about veilguard's companions being pansexual and totally not being lowkey really fucking pan and bi phobic.

[evenings-at-the-seaofquanta]

Y'know what! I hope Furina gets one hell of a character arc AND is very important to the story AND has epic moments along with silly ones AND has her Archonhood confirmed as explicitly as it gets (bc some people still cant accept it apparently) AND has a banger kit and playstyle AND all the people who keep looking for reasons to hate on her/discredit her have to cope and seethe. Thanks for coming to my ted talk

[sideblogdotjpeg]

"ultrus is right, i am weak and pathetic" / "callie believes the way she loves is fundamentally repulsive" / "all i ever cared about was being useful someday" . things i think about a normal amount

[theprincessandthepie]

replaying dragon age inquisition is just an exercise in “the rebel mages would not fucking do that”

[yellowocaballero]

i know it's been an age since you've been involved with the tma fandom but i was rereading some of your web!jon fics and was wondering what your opinion was on web-martin and/or annabelle cane in general

Oh wow interesting question. Disclaimer to say that I never finished S5 so whatever was up with Annabelle at the end I have, like, no idea.

I...think I would have more developed and interesting opinions on this if you had asked me a few years ago, lol. I think there's a lot of interesting conversations you could have (and that were had!) about what makes somebody an Avatar in the first place. I do think fundamental to somebody becoming an Avatar is one of several things: a) the Entity victimizing you as a child or adult (Mike Crew, Michael and Helen), b) needing the Entity as fuel for your own sins and worst instincts (Daisy, Jude), or c) loving the Entity (Jane Prentiss).

I think Martin leaned on the Web-related stuff in his lying and everything but I don't think he ever got addicted to it, or needed it. In a lot of ways he rejected it, and in a lot of other ways he's a very honest person, even as he does lie and manipulate a bit when he finds it necessary. But of course this is a really interesting possibility to explore with him and definitely wouldn't be against who he fundamentally is.

Personally, I was never interested because I found it too easy? I was more interested in, "How the fuck does JON, of all people, be a Web avatar". Or, "Martin as Avatar of the Slaughter is both so incongruent but also makes so much sense and is so so funny". I liked freestyling with TMA, since the amorphous nature of the worldbuilding meant that you could do basically whatever. Entities are like the Force: a complete handwave so you can just do what you want.

Annabelle Cane...I remember liking her a lot! I definitely thought she was very different from the other Avatars, and that she seemed to be thinking more big picture and was less rabid than them. Also less monologing. I was definitely interested enough to make her a major character twice over, and as a villain I think she's far more interesting than Jonah because her motives could be a lot more complicated. I always write her as symbolic of a lot (neoliberalism or allonormativity or etc). Don't remember exactly why though...I think...I just thought she was cool...?

Sorry, it's been a while and this is all off the cuff, don't hold me to any of this lol. Glad people are still reading the TMA stuff though. And still leaving me 'wow this is like a fever dream' comments on Fahrenheit 101. Where did I LOSE YOU.

[tunapesto]

you guys ever go thru a stage in art where it feels like everything u draw is solely for socmed and that ur interest in something is not genuine and ur just overall burnt out in art and draw like once a month. lol lmao xd

[sunlightfeeling]

making goro’s show a living nightmare from start to finish

Goro Deluxe: 2011.11.3

[slutdge]

ill just be minding my business and then remember how fucked the experience i had with cps was and just how fucked cps is in general and actively harms the children its supposed to be there to help and get so mad i dig a hole into my skin with my nails so deep it starts drawing blood

[cuntyyellowpikmin]

What the heeelllll??

i feel like my posts have been getting less and less activity. i dunno if it's because i haven't been posting art WIPs or what. or is it because i act like a freak or a weirdo??? i actually do not even know brudda but like i feel like i need a reality check every so often due to my assumption that i make everyone i know uncomfortable. and i mean EVERYONE. idk but i feel like i just do or say something that makes me repugnant to others, and then there's also people not telling me whenever i do make people feel like that so i'm stuck not knowing what the hell i'm doing wrong in a social situation. and then there's also the fact that i'm impulsive and i got no filter partially due to my ADHD, but i hate blaming my flaws on my ADHD and i take full responsibility for it cuz i don't wanna be one of those people that try to get away with everything due to a disadvantage. and then there's the fact that i actually DID do bad shit in the past, and i didn't even realize it was bad shit until it was too late, like the time when i got banned from The Zoo (r/Pikmin discord server). fuck it i try so hard not to curse too often but i got a bad habit of cursing, maybe i make people feel uncomfortable that way too? and i also curse a lot because i don't wanna get physically angry. beacuse if i do then people are gonna think that i need to be sent to the psych ward.so i decide to cry for long periods of time, except my family is already concerned that i cry for too long and will threaten to send me to the hospital if i dont shut the fuck up and stop crying I DON'T KNOW SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK'S GOING ON

i hope someone sees this post and gives me a reality check if i need one (i probably do, it's probably the reason why my activity's going down)

EDIT: sorry if i'm like rambling too much abt shit like this but i get paranoid that people are ignoring me and that it's my fault WAYYYY too often it's not healthy. i'm gonna delete this after a few days because let's be honest i need to stfu sometimes

[itsseriouslyridiculous]

I really hate how my physical body looks so so so much. unfortunately there isn't much I can do about it.

[bnnuy-wabbit]

this entire Music Taste debate thing re:rap is getting annoying really fast. Im not USian enough for this.

[your--isgayrights]

Hi, author!

I have just read your soulmate AU double fandom-blind (I needed to check out Solo Leveling for work purposes and misremembered and thought it was ORV... anyways...) and I loved it SO MUCH. The way you describe characters and the world through limited KDJ's POV, at the same time letting us in on his internal thoughts is just :chef's kiss: — his coping mechanisms and life choices make so much sense, and I literally couldn't let ho of it and HAD to read it all.

Idk how much it parallels canon, but I assume it makes even more sense and will make one feel some type of way, so... I guess I'm getting my hands on canon now 🙃

alsdfjalksdfj I'm glad you like wall fic but YES please read orv lol. I'm getting back into it rn and like rereading my own work is reminding me how many specific niche orv Things i was very aware of while writing it that I need to remember again lol.

[zaggyzoo]

bad day all around 👎🏻