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#the mandela catalogue#tmc#tmc mark#mark heathcliff#i love these cutie notes btw#....and i love mark too#btw#daily routine#i guess i'm going insane#thanks alex kister for that really
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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Eddie getting shot + Buck getting struck by lightning
#i'm going insane does anyone want anything#'my comfort show' and it's just this#morgan i guess you fell asleep……….i’m posting it anyway—#tv: 911#911 abc#911 fox#911edit#911gifs#911verse#eddie diaz#buck buckley#evan buckley#buddie#buddie gifs#tvgifs#televisiongifs#911 spoilers#tvedit#mythtakensgif#cinemapix#dailyflicks#blood tw#guns tw#flashing tw
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wild life session 6 being unhinged
#wild life#mcyt#life series#trafficblr#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#solidaritygaming#smallishbeans#art closet#wild life spoilers#shinyduo#gempearl#smallidarity#I GUESS#jimmy's character development going from 'I'm not a toy' and 'I'm not your pet' to literally running up and kissing joel#joels just dealing#every year the red lives get more insane
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As promised, incredibly stupid s4-5 drawings
#i didn't sign the one I actually colored but it's fucking fine I guess I'll redraw it later anyways#I am never satisfied when I color my shit in fr#martin blackwood you are the realest of the fucking real for asking your man to eldritch-equivelent block someone cuz youre jealous#hate him all you want he's out here speaking the truth#he wants that twink obliterated because he's jealous and he is not ashamed to admit it!#i have so many thoughts and feelings about s5 so far that I must commit to paper hruyggnm#one of which being that Jon is wearing martins flannel in the fucking eminem pose I drew him in#it's the little things I say as I go ever so slightly more insane#my art#the magnus archives#tma season four#tma season 5#tma#tma spoilers#tma fanart#tma podcast#the magnus pod#martin blackwood#jonathan sims the archivist#jonathan sims#jon sims#god i hope those tags arent for the real ass dude#jonny why did you name the poor meow meow after youself man why#jonmartin#good god what is their ship name#jmart#tma jmart#jmart fanart#“ceaseless watcher. show me this guy's balls”#please do not do that I'm quoting a meme
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I love how they didn't even read out the whole exchange bc it wasn't that relevant but they did leave the whole screenshot in because they knew we'd feast on the domestic-ass back and forth like feral cats. and they were right. WANT TO CALL DO YOU WANT SOME COMFIES
#i'm not okay#also guess who FUCKING OVERSLEPT AND MISSED THE UPLOAD#i've never actively hated myself so much upon first waking up#like genuinely#i was going insane#anyway#is anyone even still online now#dan and phil#dnp#phan#rambles
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rewatching s1 meljay scenes just to feel something and while I want to do an analysis of their relationship to argue against every bonehead that touts "mel manipulated jayce" I got to the end where jayce tells the council to go fuck themselves BUT THEN POINTEDLY TURNS TO MEL AND SOFTLY SAYS "Except you. You were right. You were always right." And I CRY OKAY. Her eyes widen and it sinks in that there's someone who supports the same vision of peace she has, who VALIDATES her views. And one of the LAST scenes is them smiling at one another when the council agrees to Zaun's independence. They made peace without going to war. Without using hextech and corrupting jayce and viktor's dream. Without compromising mel's values.
And then s2 fucked that all up.
#i'm in the trenches rn i'm in like stage 4 of my grieving process lol#meljay#onlymeljay#goldenforge#mel medarda#jayce talis#arcane#text post#i will say that after rewatching all their scenes mel didn't manipulate jayce for SHIT#there were multiple moments where he went against what she wanted#and guess what she still fell in love with him#everyone points to the scene in the theater as the ultimate manipulative scene and you know what she's doing?#fucking helping his ass because he just made every councilmember his enemy (except mel) with his security measures#and it was only when HE said that THEY made a great team did she make a move on him#everyone likes to say mel seduced jayce but he charmed her too!! quite clearly!!#anyway I'm going insane rn they loved each other :''')))
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get it, let it roll 💛 cr. namuspromised
#jungkook#jungkookedit#jeon jungkook#jeongguk#bts#btsedit#btsgif#gif#maknaelinegifs#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#tuserandi#useremmeline#usermaggie#underbetelgeuse#dailybts#i'm so WEAK#my heart goes !!!!!!!!!!!! every goddamn time is insane#i guess i'm going to watch this again tomorrow and spam gifs since is too late for me to suffer rn
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#orv#omniscient reader#yoohankim#yoo joonghyuk#kim dokja#han sooyoung#i think i'm diseased.#fun fact i posted more on here in january than i did for all of last year#and now i'm posting again? insane.#it kind of makes zero sense considering i have more going on in my life than pretty much ever#2 jobs. full load of classes. grad school applications. mental illness#but i guess all that jazz fuels the need to fixate on stuff even harder#anyway what if i stick to gradient maps forever#looking at this makes me want to take a nap#fanart#kdj's arm is so asleep btw. it's going to take five minutes for him to be able to feel it again in the morning
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another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.
there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.
#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr#as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods#which. aughhhh#there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it#fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it#other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to#buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY#NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE#the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh#i speak#tgcf meta#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#i guess?#tian guan ci fu#tgcf books#heaven official's blessing#hob#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#feng xin#mu qing#fengqing#xianle trio#xianle quartet
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wow chilshi nation rise up............
#chilshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon meshi#it's kind of insane how i used to not ship these dudes........#i've been going insane recently so i'm going back to being a shipper i guess
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I'm gonna make a prediction.
In, let's say 2027, if when we get to season 3, the pjo fandom is gonna reach shrimp colors levels of unbearable.
First because Titan's Curse is a very important, tone shifting book, and i'm not at all certain they'll be able to pull off. I'm gonna wait for season two before I choose to abandon hope.
Second, Nico di Angelo. I don't think I need to elaborate on that and I already feel bad for whatever kid they cast for the role
Third, with the introduction of Nico and Rachel, we're gonna have a new influx of percico and perachel shippers, either from old fans interacting with the new content or newer fans that think their dynamic is interesting. And from what I've seen from the show fans, they tend to forget that these books are almost 20 years old and had decades of content before the Disney adaptation, and the percabeth shippers are going to say the only reason percico and perachel are being shipped is because of racism towards Leah.
Now, I'm not saying that this fandom isn't racist. It is. Towards the fans of color, the characters and the actors — especially Leah. And yes, fandoms in general tend to magically think that the characters "don't have chemistry" or have "sibling energy" when the love interest is a black woman.
But perachel and percico predate the show and Leahbeth by years. I don't personally ship it because some people tend to do that by saying Annabeth is abusive with Percy — which I think is a result of double standard fandoms tend to have with girls and a deep misunderstanding of annabeth's character.
But what really worries me is that at that point we're gonna have 3 seasons of the show's characterization of annabeth (so far, not great) as well as tsats², the third book of the cashgrab trilogy and Richard's writing gets worse with each book. And while I don't think the pjo percabeth dynamic is abusive, the one from the recent books is... Not great. Other people have talked about this already but the only way Rick knows how to write them nowadays is to turn annabeth into a girlboss and Percy as this lovesick loser who can't tie his own shoes without the help of his girlfriend.
So the antis are gonna have plenty of material and i'm not looking foward to that
#and with the annabeth antis getting so much ammo guess who's gonna suffer the most#leah. again#the walker fans on tiktok are already insane i can't even imagine them paired with the people obsessed with nico#i hope i'm wrong but the situation is bleak#everytime i go to pjotwt i feel like killing them all#pjo#pjotv#pjo show crit#percy jackson#annabeth chase#nico di angelo
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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)
#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden#he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later#dragon age#dragon age origins#first enchanter irving#he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground#out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off#I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised#but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also#for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back#I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here#what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here#but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you#turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell
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I think such a big reason my trans manhood feels almost... bigendered is simply because in the eyes of most people (specifically cis people with whom I interact with most), I straddle this weird line wherein I am a man and often am seen as one, but I am also clearly undefinable insofar as cis theory goes, clearly queer, clearly outside of manhood if one only accepts cishet, patriarchal manhood. This definitely used to be a source of dysphoria for me, but I think now that I've transitioned, it's been interesting to explore this more. Am I wholly a man? Yes. Am I a man of multitudes? Yes. Do these multitudes contradict? Well, that depends on your definition of "contradiction"
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#i've been thinking more about multigenderedness and i think my own experiences are nuanced in such a way where i am both...#...not multigendered but also am. i am constantly in a state of being and unbeing...#...and i guess to many that's insanity but to me it just feels like a consequence of living in the world we live in#i can fully accept my manhood whilst also recognizing that we really do Live In a Society and i want to explore that#i don't consider myself GNC at all because i do not feel like i am 'nonconforming' to manhood...#...but i DO feel as though my trans manhood is in a way bigendered#the guys that get it get it and the guys that don't don't#and similarly#the girls that get it get it and the girls that don't don't#i don't think it's a coincidence that i've started exploring this after going on T...#...i've only recently been comfortable with doing this because i'm. actually fucking happy. for once. and that's given me more interest...#...in actually knowing who i am. who knew. because before i knew enough of who i was but didn't give a shit about myself and. that SUCKED
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So the wildest thing happened where @mactheactor decided to dub over (if that's even the correct terminology) the Chaos Sonic animation I made!!!!
I'm still in utter awe about this like, hands down the coolest thing ever I've been thinking about this non-stop. Hope y'all enjoy it as much as I do!!
#starrway art#sonic prime#chaos sonic#okay now that the nice text for the post is done AHHHHHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#I've been screaming about this for the last 24 hours and the shock of it has worn down just enough for me to post this#NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED THIS WOULD HAPPEN IN A MILLION YEARS????#Sonic Prime is what got me on this long hyperfixation in the first place and I've met so many cool people in the fandom#and generally having a blast making art and it's been such a great time#so to then have Deven Mack come in and think that my stuff is awesome is such an insanely cool thing#it means a whole lot is what I'm trying to say haha#I do have to like microdose on this video because it makes me so incredibly happy that I get very overwhelmed by it#In a very good way though it makes me want to run laps outside#thanks to everyone I've met/interacted with so far being some of kindest people y'all are awesome#idk if this post is even like coherent I've been writing it in my mind for the past day because I have no idea how to even go about this#ok good night hehehe
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hitting you hitting you hitting you h-
#dragonriders of pern#pern#dragons#dragon art#also! guess who just became a new artist for the dragonchoice game!#still going insane about that. just. h o w. aaaa#I've adored the game ever since I first played it so to be actually part of the people creating is#aaaaaaa#and everyone there is so cool#I've drawn so much in the past three days y'all wouldn't believe. my hand hurts but I'm t h r i v i n g
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