#i guess i do overshare to much in the tags

[starry-toya]

age: uhh im a high schooler (I'm not putting my real age on the internet no thank u that is scary)

height: unfortunately short (I'm just about 5'2 or so i genuinely don't remember but. i am short I'll give u that much rhehdh)

grade: it changes like. constantly but im not putting in real effort because im scared if i actually try I'll end up disappointed and with whatever's left of my self worth completely shattered so yk. i am starting to try now (wow this got personal sorry i tend to overshare)

confidence: usually changes but recently it's been around. 0 to 4 max lol

happiness: uh.

gender: I DONT KNOW

sexuality: I DONT KNOW

romantic: I STILL DO NOT KNOWHRHNDBDBBE

favourite food: i dont think I have one. caramel pudding i guess. it makes me happy

favourite shows: arcane, bojack horseman, inside job, tear along the dotted line (god i need to rewatch that), house md, hxh, disenchantment, the gentleman, blue period, elementary, sherlock, mha gets an honorary mention too i suppose. there's probably more that I forgot but I'll come back to edit this if i remember

favourite movies: knives out, lock stock and 2 smoking barrels, next gen, spiderverse, the mask, spirited away, and again there's probably more that I don't remember which I'll come back to edit

favourite songs: pilot by tyler the creator, everything in the album Igor, cop car by mitski, townie by mitski, 1985 by packtion, fame by packtion, strawberry fields forever by the beatles, our love by curtis harding and jasmine sullivan, last christmas by wham, duckworth by kendrick lamar, paranoid by black sabbath, like him by tyler the creator, answer by tyler the creator, wilshire by tyler the creator, heaven or last vegas by cocteau twins, us and them by pink floyd, velvet ring by big thief, that's no fun by steve lacy, young lust by pink floyd, comfortably numb by pink floyd, who made who by ac/dc, rolling papers by domo genesis and tyler the creator, again and again by the bird and the bee, plastic beach by the gorillaz, it almost worked by tv girl, mother by pink floyd, kahlil gibran by strfkr and there's probably a lot more but I am tired of typing jfbdbfbbd

favourite artist: god okay there's a lot but- tyler the creator, tv girl, the gorillaz, pink floyd, steve lacy, mitski, radiohead, ac/dc, the marias, faye webster, bikini kill, and I'm tired of typing again sorry thdbfbdb

relationship status: taken and it's the one nice thing I have rn lol (she's incredible)

favourite color: green and blue and purple

favourite season: monsoon i guess. i just like rainy weather and am a picky bitch when it comes to temperatures lol

tagging um i honestly don't know who to tag but @mikithewooloo @whileyoureinschoolidothisallday @history-be-written @dysfunctional-cult-leader and uh anyone else who wants to do this i guess!

End of year stats!

Age: won’t say but minor

Height: 5’5

Grade: won’t say

Confidence: 7/10

Happiness: 5/10

Gender: gender fluid

Sexuality: asexual

Romantic: aroflux

Fav food: probably ramen?

Fav show: b99

Fav movie: not any

Fav song: too many to pick!!!

Fav artist: wallows or dayglow

Relationship status: single

Fav colour: green

Fav season: winter

Followers: 358 (as of Dec 29 at 2 am)

[blimbo-buddy]

”Damn I’ve been feeling kind of shitty about what I went through when I was 15-16. I wonder if there’s a way to get all these feelings out besides therapy”

SpottedLeaf and Anya:

[thestrangestwatermelonofall]

going and listening to my youtube playlists is truly a safe place for me. I just listened to the Discord Murder Party season 3 theme and sang along to every word, and now I'm listening to relaxing super mario galaxy songs with rain sound effects in the background.

[nanowired-lover]

putting the lil "Japanese 80s City Pop Songs" playlist to destroy my morning executive dysfunction because the vibes are immaculate and it feels like you're in those domestic movies where you see the characters living their little routine in their house and so you're just mimicking the energy

Also it cures depression, i forgor world is a fuck and i'm going to be so happy while filling paperworks ✨

[rainswept]

i’m up. sighh

[smalltown-babygirl]

I can’t even talk I have a Best Friend I’m in Love With™ voice and only recently did I become consciously aware of it

[displ3azant]

CURRENTLY ASK-ABLE: - Unpleasant - Infected (Plez oversees the questions, though.)

(Before cut is In-Character.)

Hiii! Helloooo!

Hello!!!!!! Hehe, thiz iz actually super weird trying to write an intro-- give me a minute.

So, HIII!!!!!!! I'm Unpleasant! That'z not a joke, that iz literally my name. There'z no "deep reason" behind it, it iz literally just what people refer to me az. But, if that'z too weird, I do also go by Unplez or Plez for short.

Uh, pronounz? I don't really care, actually. I don't have a set gender, I've never really met a gradient who doez. That being said, since I started hanging with Infected I have been called he and she specifically a lot... so if it'z easiest for you, just roll with the crowd.

Right, so... the blog. Thatz thiz blog, haha! Well, the easy answer iz I waz super bored, Infected can suck a huge ####, and I like talking about myself! But... I kind of suck at talking in general, so I guess I'll type and answer questionz about myself.

BUT KNOW MY BOUNDARIEZ BEFORE YOU ASK QUESTIONZ! 👇👇👇

(Below cut is Out-Of-Character.)

To those who know me: Good to see you're still stickin' with me! I promise I will make an effort to make this blog much less of a dumpster fire like the last one.

And to those who are only now coming across this blog: Hello! My name is Hex. You don't have to call me "Mod Hex", or anything, just "Hex" will do. I'm the only guy running this thing here. I'll talk more about myself soon, because oversharing is what I do best.

Blog-Context

So, if it wasn't obvious enough from the intro, this is an ask/rp blog for the Unpleasant Gradient from Regretevator, but specifically in the context of the plez-centric au I have created for him. Or, well, the "AU" in question is actually just some freaky amalgamation of all my fucked up headcanons, which means...

I AM NO LONGER DOING DIRECT BLOG ASSOCIATIONS! Really sorry about that, I love my friends with all my heart but if I wanna keep consistency, I'm gonna have to "write the story" on my own. However, I do want to give full credit to my friends @sk8tr1101 and @party-noob for some major concepts involving Unpleasant, especially Audrey who already has some awesome ideas herself. Go check them both out!

MAIN TAGS:

#unpl3zansw3rz - Asks

#unpl3zrambl3z - Non-ask related posts/reblogs

#unpl3zlor3 - Plot points and similar

#ooc - Out-of-character post

OTHER TAGS (to be updated):

(nothing yet, hehe)

Blog-Owner

So hiiii, I'm Hex. If I can be bothered, out-of-character posts will either have the #ooc tag, be in purple text, or be signed off with my name. I'd prefer if you refer to me using he/it pronouns, thnx!

I'd also like you all to keep in mind I am 17 years old, therefore a minor, and even if I wasn't 17 I do not appreciate NSFW/Explicit jokes towards me, ESPECIALLY if you don't know me. It's one thing when you're my very close friends or my partner, it's another thing when you are a stranger on the internet asking me things I should not have to answer.

My other accounts are: @hexexists - my main blog, if you receive notifications from this account, please know it is just me! @hexational - my regretevator blog @geometricgiovanni - a Jeremy ask/rp blog set in the same universe as this one! Please note, however, that in the context of this blog, Unpleasant is not aware of the blog nor would he like to be.

Ask/RP-Boundaries

Let's start off by reiterating that I AM NOT OKAY WITH NSFW/EXPLICIT ASKS IN ANY CAPACITY! Sick of getting them, they're repetitive and annoying. Asking safe-for-work questions involving Unpleasant's anatomy is one thing, but I am not responding to ANYTHING involving genetalia.

ALSO! I am very unlikely to respond to things that is either hard to make a unique drawing for or don't progress the story (unlocking "lore" and such). I'm watching your ass, Mango, I know what you like to do (/lh). Joke asks are still okay, you don't *have* to progress story, but please keep in mind my "criteria" for answering asks when sending them. A clean inbox gives me a clear mind. I do not like notifications.

Shipping content: Shipping content is okay, but I don't care much for romance personally and so will likely not play much into it. Please don't push anything, I guess, and nothing that promotes proshipping or any kind of literally illegal pairing. If you dislike any direction taken ship-wise for this blog, then block me and move on with your day.

Roleplaying: While I'd prefer to not be in direct contact with other rp blogs, I am totally cool with roleplaying side stories and stuff, interactions and such! Please keep in mind though, Unpleasant in this is not a very social person, so you're probably not going to get the reaction you want.

Also! I think OCs are super cool and am happy to respond/interact with them as well! However,

PLEASE DON'T SEND YOUR GRADIENT OCS TO THIS ACCOUNT IF YOU WANT ME TO DRAW THEM! Please instead send them to @hexational! A lot of people were sending me their Gradient ocs to the previous Unpleasant account, and as much as I love seeing Gradient ocs and Gradient sonas, I'd love to be able to draw them, and if you are just asking an opinion on them and not an in-character ask or a genuine question involving other gradients I'd much prefer you send them to the account previously tagged!

That's pretty much all I can think of! Sorry for the long post, I just have a lot to say hehe

Lots of love, - Hex

[grumfield]

Something I find phenomenally depressing about the prevalence of AI art online is that exacerbates the existing sudden cultural necessity for people to “prove themselves” via more social labor through personal identification and performance at the risk of being reported as someone using AI. I’m not an AI user, I’m staunchly against it, but I am also someone who cares deeply about personal privacy, and believe that the demand for people to show that they’re “the right sort of artist” is far more damaging.

This practice of “oversharing to prove you’re real”—whatever defines “real”—is very closely tied to social media structure and the slow erosion of privacy. A big jump in this was the dialogue surrounding 9/11 in America. “True patriots” were fine getting strip searched, but “enemies of the state” resisted the invasion of privacy. If you have nothing to hide, why are you against this? And very quickly the parameters of an “opaque, distrustful” and “transparent, trustful” person were defined.

And when it comes to social media, which slowly started asking for phone numbers and emails, further digitally exacerbated this relationship between lack of privacy and “good behavior”, a sentiment pushed by corporations because your information is being sold to the highest bidder. The cultural demand for CARRDs and pressure for celebrities to post about their sexualities to identify if they’re “the right sort of person to play this role” is the single most successful free labor campaign in the world. The places you used to talk privately to friends have all moved online. Each word you speak has a price tag.

The online cultural anger at not sharing—for not disclosing pronouns, or trauma, or whatever—extends to entitlement over what others are willing to share, and I’ve seen so much of this with artists.

“If you’re not AI, then why not just show us your speedpaint? Why not just show us layers?”

It’s just another demand for free labor. Above the privacy concerns of the attitude, it is a labor issue. You are now showing your artistic process on a platform that scrapes for AI training and makes money for the platform. The artist is once again being socially pressured into doing more free labor.

Above all AI art is a labor issue. The popular dialogue focuses on more metaphysical elements, when labor should be the focus point……..but no instead we’re all focused on “catching” potential individuals for being socially uncool than trying to focus on the systemic issues. Sounds familiar I guess

[sollucets]

tag game for @khaopybara !! thank you for thinking of me i needed the boost 💜

1. why did you choose your url?

my url is from ‘sol lucet omnibus’, a latin phrase that means the sun shines for everyone. a lot of my urls & usernames and whatnot are sun themed, so this is just another in a long line. for a while it was ‘solclaw’ while i was in a werewolf phase. but i dont plan to change it again

2. any sideblogs? name them and why you have them

ahhh…. the secret come out. i guess? i have two sideblogs. @jinjjayo is my kpop sideblog, which i have not advertised having so far but does exist. i also have @solref, which is just where i collect tutorials & other reference stuff.

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

not consecutively, i took breaks, but my first blog was made in 2011. :0 i’ve had three main blogs over the years.

4. do you have a queue tag?

i do! i don’t use it often but i tag things that are queued with ‘ghost post (queued)’

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

the original one, i made because my cousin recommended it to me. we shall not speak of its url. this current one was made when i started seriously writing again (thank u rasmr <3)

6. why did you choose your icon?

i love ayluna. my babygirls. that’s all there is to it lol. im also quite fond of the lil stars i edited in

7. why did you choose your header?

i did a lot of work to edit the scene’s colors for my lfls episode series, so i wanted to keep that and use it for one more gif haha. also i love them terribly

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

it is currently this set of the 3wbf trio doing their puzzle piece hugs, at just over 1000 notes. 🥺 im happy they deserve it

9. how many mutuals do you have?

73! i know this because (and i am aware this is embarrassing) i keep a notes document of my mutuals with names & tracktags, so i counted manually. that is,,, thats a lot of you. i love you all very much 🥹🥹🥹

10. how many followers do you have?

i have just over 900 followers. ._. wild

11. how many people do you follow?

i follow 155 blogs. i try to keep the number down but there are simply so many beloveds.

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

sure lol. ive done textpost edits, and that disney only friends thing, and etc.

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

i check at least once a day. usually more though

14. have you had a fight/argument with another blog?

noooo. i never have. i always just blocked people or we drifted apart. i love to block though

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

i think it’s counterintuitive. people don’t like being ordered around, so a lot of folks will instinctively scroll. then the ones you do get are often because of anxiety, so it feels cruel. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ just ask normally / say please reblog this

16. do you like tag games?

why ask this at #16 of a tag game lmao. yes of course. doesnt everyone love to overshare

17. do you like ask games?

yes very much. it always makes it feel more lively. i try to play when i have the time :>

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

ouuhh, mona @thitiponqs probably, hehe. all member of usergif and gay dot tumblr dot com and everything else. everyone should know mona u.u everyone is famous in my heart though.

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

no! >< it isn’t personal. i don’t have crushes very often. certainly you are all very lovely and cool, and i’ve had mutuals follow me who i had to go scream into a pillow about after for sure, but. it is all quite platonic im afraid 2 say. would still be happy to make out though

20. tags?

i will try! i choose u @markpakin & @lamonnaie ✨

[azuki-beans]

Oversharing with 15 answers to 15 questions! I got tagged by @paeonia-horse

Are you named after anyone? Like my name name or my blog name? If it's my blog name, named myself Azuki Beans because... I like azuki beans.

When was the last time you cried? I mean, I cry a lot haha. Honestly anytime I watch Bluey. Just seeing a nice family makes me tear up.

Do you have kids? No, I also don't think I will in the future. Having a cat is good enough for me. :)

What sports do you play/have you played? Mmmm I've played a decent amount of sports growing up. Lets see, soccer, volleyball, baseball, and taekwondo.

Do you use sarcasm? I try not to, but it happens sometimes. Especially when I'm annoyed and I'm trying to hide it.

What is the first thing you notice about people? Whether they are a threat to me or not haha.

What is your eye color? brown I guess? not to sure

Scary movies or happy endings? I am terrified of scary movies. I am barely able to watch IT without freaking out. I like happy ending more. :)

Any talents? I can make minute rice in 59 seconds

Where were you born? I wasn't. I'm not even here.

What are your hobbies? Scribbling and sketching a bunch of things I won't post. As well as sometimes playing games with a friend.

Do you have any pets? Cat ^w^

How tall are you? I used to be short but I guess you still grow after highschool. I'm 5'8''

Favorite subject in school? I really REALLY enjoyed science and history.

Dream job? I don't have a dream job. The only dream I have is to live a nice life with my fiance.

Tagging @bexdrey @paranoia-in-pink @grim-shy @ariandano.We don't talk that much, but I see all of ya'll and I greatly appreciate all of ya! You don't have to do this if you don't want to!! I just didn't want to leave it blank and tag no one!

If you do chose to do this, remember to throw in some red herrings to confound any online identity thieves looking for identifiable information.

[themarvelhorse]

Oversharing with 15 answers to 15 questions! Tagged by @paeonia-horse, thanks!

You know, some of these questions seem familiar. Maybe I answered this a while back? Maybe my answers will be different this time around.

Are you named after anyone? Yeah, I'm named after my great grandfather.

When was the last time you cried? Oooh jeez uh, I think there were probably a few moments here and there before the one I'm about to give where I teared up but I definitely cried at my best friend's brother's funeral just before Christmas.

Do you have kids? I don't but people ask me this often. Do I want kids? Not if it means having them with the life I'm currently living lmao.

What sports do you play/have you played? Willingly? Ah, I never really got in any particular sport. I've enjoyed casual running, and played squash with friends.

Do you use sarcasm? Not as much as I used to. It's started to feel mean, and also ineffective when sarcasm can't be read by certain people.

What is the first thing you notice about people? Face and friendliness?

What is your eye color? The colour of dry dirt.

Scary movies or happy endings? Are you trying to ask me if I prefer tragedy or comedy? The more optimistic one I suppose.

Any talents? I'm very good at flipping coins. Round and round it goes, how it lands? Nobody knows!

Where were you born? What are you? A security question? Anyway, I was born in the land of Mordor in the fires of Mount Doom, where the dark lord Sauron forged me in secret. And into me he poured his cruelty, his malice, and his will to dominate all life.

What are your hobbies? Analyzing stuff as the brain goblins take over. Activism, I guess. Fantasizing about the creative projects I could do if I had the time or resources (Damn I even stopped playing video games in the past year). Also repairing whatever I can repair around the house. I spent two afternoons hyperfixating on getting my dad's espresso machine to work. And it did!

Do you have any pets? Dad's got a dog I've been taking care of.

How tall are you? What are you, a cop? Or one of those height measuring things in Shoppers to record the heights of shoplifters? Somewhere between 5'6 and 5'10.

Favorite subject in school? Geography and environment. Lo' and behold I kept going with that lol.

Dream job? Hard to answer this one. If I were to think about it in terms of "What invigorates me", I'd come up short. Got perpetual burnout, so it's probably a symptom of other things that have to be addressed somehow.

Maybe in a system that doesn't push you to exhaustion as much as possible, I think I'd like to be a repairperson, partly cause of the aforementioned hyperfixations that occur when wanting to figure out how to fix stuff. Either that or barista, again, in an idyllic world that with few terrible customers and sufficient resources and staff.

Tagging @jameshoppy, @allyooops, @acryweaver, @marvelandponder, and @jade-mod!

As Paeonia said, if you do chose to do this, take care not to make yourself vulnerable to password stealing

[carlos-in-glasses]

Oversharing on the Internet

Thank you for the tag @liminalmemories21 @welcometololaland @theghostofashton @lemonlyman-dotcom @alrightbuckaroo and @bonheur-cafe ❤️

Let's prefix this with another giant grumpy baby in a gurney picture 🥰

ONE: Are you named after anyone? If you believe my mum, no. But I think it’s Karl Marx. He named all of his daughters Jenny. In the 80s/early 90s, mums in their droves rushed to name their newborn daughters Jennifer. Therefore, I have deduced I am named for the clandestine Marxist revolution going on between second-wave boomer mums. My mum denies this. She gave me an incredulous look when I asked, which seemed over the top, and claimed to have "just liked the name..." I think the first rule of the 80s Marxist Mums Revolution was to not talk about it.

TWO: When was the last time you cried? I’m not much of a crier usually, but I cried last week when I signed my boss’ leaving card and read all the other messages people had written for her. She’s someone who has had a massive, positive impact on my life and I’m so sad that she’s going.

THREE: Do you have kids? No, and I never will. Sometimes this makes me sad, but most of the time it doesn’t.

FOUR: Do you use sarcasm a lot? I save it for best.

FIVE: What sports have you played/do you play? I don’t understand this question.

SIX: What’s the first thing you notice about people? What they’re wearing. I was once on a plane sitting close to a woman who wore the most fantastic, long, colourful coat. I was so fixated on the coat that I didn’t realise the woman was Thandie Newton until we were at Heathrow.  

SEVEN: What’s your eye colour? An indeterminable grey-green-blue shade that changes depending on the light, what I’m wearing, and my mood.

EIGHT: Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings.

NINE: Any special talents? I’m not good at anything other than creative writing. I truly am The Worst at all else. I understand it’s objective and people might disagree that I’m good at writing at all – but I mean, relative to everything else I do, it’s really all I’ve got.

TEN: Where were you born? Saaaaf London.

ELEVEN: What are your hobbies? Writing, reading, going for walks. I love movies and reading about the movies I've watched or watching video essays about them. I also really love going shopping tbh, but I don’t do it much for financial and moral reasons.

TWELVE: Do you have any pets? Alas, I am petless.

THIRTEEN: How tall are you? 5ft 7 with disproportionately long arms, to paint a picture.

FOURTEEN: Favourite subject in school? Drama and art. I’m lousy at art and got a D for A-level, but was given a special award from my school for the sheer amount of effort I put in. Hahaha god.

FIFTEEN: Dream job? Poet in the poetry world doing poetry things, I guess working at a university and winning the TS Eliot for my debut collection, sigh. I didn't have enough coin to stay in academia doing something so damn arty, but once upon a moonlit dream I had notions of going to the States to do an MFA. Anyway. Still sort of trying with the odds against me. Two publications last month and one upcoming though, yay! 

I'm a bit late to this so if you've been tagged already please ignore or no pressure if you don't want to do this at all!!!: @heartstringsduet @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut @irispurpurea @actuallysara @goodways @danieljradcliffe @lutavero @howlingsaturn @ladytessa74 (I meant to add you but just saw I didn't?!!!)

[sapphodelia]

oh my god i was just hit by the loneliness beam

i miss having fandom friends and tagging people in things and seeing millions of posts regarding shows and movies and games i don't care about but like... affectionately... i think i might have accidentally gotten too comfortable with isolation and #doingme that i realize i really don't talk to much of anyone and i'm very alone and it's probably not healthy. i don't even so much as follow many people at all

but also how are you supposed to like, go back to that? i guess? like the innocence, you know, lol. because i was much younger then with more free time and i didn't hate, generally, half as much as i do now. maybe not even a quarter as much lol AAAHHH. i just want to be goofy and silly but everything's so serious and impossible now. ugh. and i feel like deep down, i don't want to be "okay" with it. all the good times were so fleeting. they all died before i even really got to know them and now i'm saddled with distrust and the mechanisms that i think will protect me... like, i don't talk to straight girls if i can help it, i'll never get close with them because they're all drama and maletalk, but when i was younger and when they were younger it was ok because boys then were just fictional characters or celebrities, not an actual physical presence laying in their bed who caused them anguish 24/7 in every manner imaginable, prompting them to revolve their entire lives around 1. the source of that anguish (the guy) and 2. complaining about the source of that anguish (the guy). i'm not interested in that!!

like i miss being STUPID ONLINE instead of SO FUCKING SERIOUS!!!!!! we used to tag each otheras anime characters and we used to have about pages with little pixel families all linking to each other, and half the links would be broken because people changed their urls too frequently, and we used to make a billion posts and reblog them back and forth, annoying the fuck out of our uninvolved followers, referencing inside jokes, oversharing, being weird, being stupid, being 14 years old

and it's all gone and it's DEAD AND IT COULD NEVER BE CREATED EVER AGAIN. because i'm different now, man. i'm just not the same. no one is. the only people i feel safe with are other real lesbians who aren't going to subject me to the Torture. like i don't have to sigh and nod my head and watch them construct the bars of their own prison, knowing that if i dare speak up they'll get mad at me. maybe back then when i was 14 i was OK with what few instances of heterosexuality i was exposed to, because it was novel. because it wasn't so tired and trite and overplayed. and because none of it was as real as it is now, yknow... fuck my life

[trans-queen-administrator]

oh i have been tagged in a thing. ty @yugonostalgia2019. time to overshare

3 ships: Hmmmm ok I gotta list Taylor x Lisa, their dynamic makes me go absolutely feral without fail. Honestly I don't even need them as a ship I just love how horrible and amazing they are for each other. I am limiting myself to one Worm ship here, despite how much it pains me, but I shall provide brief descriptions for the other ships for the people who don't know the non-worm stuff here. Marina x Pearl from Splatoon are so damn cute and I adore them. Nepotism baby punk soundcloud rapper x runaway genius former child soldier military engineer is honestly just 10/10, and they're just so good! I swear to god if the DLC doesn't have a 20 minute cutscene of lesbian cephalopod kissing I'll riot. Splatoon is my biggest fandom besides Worm which is kind of hilarious to me considering the sharp difference in tone. Third ship... hmmm, The Doctor x River Song. I just think it's genuinely such a sweet concept and wonderfully executed, two time travelers who are in love but keep meeting each other in the wrong order so their experiences and knowledge of the other don't match up is tragic and great and I nearly cried at their final episode. Honestly just been a River Song fan forever too, she's eternally my transition goals.

First ever ship: Ohhhhh gosh this one is lame. Back when I was a wee lass in middle school browsing FF.net endlessly, my main fandoms were Pokemon and Super Smash Bros. I flat out didn't realize that you could ship anything except a man and a woman because like, no one told me, and I kinda was just not a fan of romance because I thought it was always forced in stories (I was right about that tho). But then I read a Smash Bros fanfic that had Lucina and Palutena shipped and I was just like... damn, women can kiss? That sounds so cool. Shame I can never do that. And so I read the shockingly large number of fics shipping those two because it was the only wlw ship I knew existed.

Last song: I don't actually listen to music that much. Last song is uhhh... the Monster Sanctuary PVP Theme I guess due to playing Monster Sanctuary PVP. If we're talking actual music, I think my sister forced me to listen to some Taylor Swift song recently? Idk what it was but I think the album was called 1984.

Last movie: I also don't watch movies much! Uhhhhhhhhh I think it was Sharknado 3: Oh Hell No. Might have been a different one? The Sharknado movie that ends with them crashing down to Earth inside of a shark after fighting them off from a satellite and one of the characters gives birth while coming down inside the shark and the baby cuts its way out with a chainsaw before the mom gets crushed by falling debris. Sorry for spoiling, I know everyone was really looking forward to watching Sharknado 3.

Currently reading: Making my way through the Snapshots series of Splatoon fics which are so fucking good. For published stories though, Sir Gawain and the Green Knight for a class. Thinking about rereading Worm and posting about it but I gotta beat the Lakesbian copy allegations.

Currently watching: I'm don't really watch anything when I'm on my own, I prefer to read in almost all situations. When I go home though, I watch One Piece with my sister because it is nice to spend time with her and she's very passionate about the show.

Currently consuming: Nerds Gummy Clusters. I regret every bite but I bought this shitty bag of candy so I gotta finish it. Fuck these are terrible.

Currently craving: Mini Chewy Sweettarts. They're my favorite candy and I have a massive sweet tooth so I've been craving them, but I swear every single damn store in a mile radius stopped stocking them and is now selling "Sweettart gummies" or "Sweettart chewy fusions" or "Sweettart ropes" or "Sweettart rope bites" and that is not what I desire! Where is my delicious mouth hurting candy ;-;

[girltober]

Hi everyone,

This October (2023) I'm doing Girl Month! And I thought tumblr might appreciate the content lol.

Im a cis-ish het-ish guy and I'm taking this opportunity to experiment with my gender and also just have some fun! Actually to be more specific I have a couple of goals:

Work out if I'm trans! I mostly think im not, but sometimes I wonder...

A friend who will remain anonymous highly recommended the nipple sensitivity you can get from E, and that actually sounds so much fun

Honestly in general im curious about the effects of E and it sounds fun

Girls are hot. Ergo, being a girl is hot.

F1nn5ster is controversial, for both valid and invalid reasons imo, but all I know is that when I watch clips of him and his GF i'm like "damn that guys living the dream"

And of course, to have fun

The Parameters:

For the duration of October I will go by a girl name, either "October" or "Charlotte" and She/Her pronouns.

I'm going Op shopping today for girl clothes, which I will wear fulltime (or as much as possible).

I will be taking estrogen daily, supplied by my transfem housemates. I may also try T blockers but we'll see, apparently they can fuck you up a bit.

I'm getting waxed- at least my arms, legs and chest, possibly a full brazilian

In terms of makeup, I already paint my nails but I'm also planning to try out lipstick and mascara at least. Also planning to dye a purple streak in my hair.

The following exceptions apply:

Obviously, I can stop at any time, and will if this starts severely impacting my mental or physical health or social life. I'm going to specifically check up on myself at the end of every week to make sure I'm doing okay.

I will be Boymoding for my parents, my work and associated work events, for obvious reasons. Otherwise I will maintain girlmode in public and among friends. My cis-het friend groups might be a bit weirded out but fuckem they can deal

Uuuh Estrogen will be delayed until Wednesday bc i have a blood test.

I also have the following Girl Month Sidequests- bonus tasks I'm hoping to complete this month:

Have hot girl sex with a girl

Have hot sex with a guy

Have hot sex with a trans person

If you're interested in following my journey and are 18+, I'd love to have you along! I'll be posting updates, thoughts, feelings and face-censored selfies!

Please only 18+ though- while this isnt planned to be a p0rn blog or anything (and jfc i hate that I need to use TikTok speak on tumblr) I am planning to overshare about some NSFT stuff. If you're overage but don't want to see that make sure to block the tag "#girl month nsft".

My askbox is also open to all :)

Uuh I also want to close by saying that while I'm probably(?) not trans and just having fun, obviously I fully support Trans Rights. Trans women are women, trans men are men, enbies are super valid, y'all are all really cool and this event isn't meant to mock, appropriate or invalidate y'all. Terfs DNI.

[gooeyyeehaw]

Well, it's the first post, I guess

I pretty much have no idea how to use Tumblr.

To my understanding, Tumblr has run its course. Nevertheless, I guess I'm a blog writer now. I've got a lot of things on my mind just about all of the time and I'm too stubborn to keep it all in now, so here we go. Buckle up?

Here are things I will probably word-vomit about at some point, just so we're clear from the start.

Cowboys - (Historical, RDR2, Brokeback Mountain, Western movies, cowboys in general)

Pirates (More specifically Our Flag Means Death)

60's, 70's, 80's music, with some exceptions

Will Wood (And the Tapeworms)

Various movies or TV shows not previously described. I like films. (Some other films I like for reference: Donnie Darko, Pulp Fiction, Jaws, Deadpool, etc. I'd say that's a good variety.)

I'm sure other subjects will pop up from time to time, but this is basically it for now.

I might even share some art at some point, cuz I do that. Art.

I should also establish some stuff about me and this page:

My name is Newt and my pronouns are he/him. I'm trans, gay, and some mix of neurodivergent. I also have depression and anxiety. I'm also anemic if that means anything at all to anyone?

I'm a minor so don't be too freaky. Tone tags would be cool, I don't use them much myself anymore, but I appreciate them. I'm pretty cringe and I overshare. It should also be good to say I swear a bunch, make dirty jokes, and talk about mature topics at times. If anyone's not okay with anything like that, I suggest not checking this page out. I also don't tolerate any racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, ableism, misogyny, or anything else along those lines.

Anyway, thanks for reading, I don't know how active I'll be, but we'll see. My shit's all over the place so have fun.