#i guess he's the only one that brings out that side of me
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kiryoutann ¡ 10 hours ago
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i feel like this was wayyy too cute not to share now, so… sneak peek??? and i'm convinced simon is the most patient girl dad out there.
Walking over slowly so as not to scare her, he then asked, “What’s goin’ on ‘ere then?”
Gianna whipped around in a flash like a criminal caught in the act, her big brown eyes gleaming with a touch of guilt but not a trace of fear. "I dropped my cereal," she confessed succinctly, mirroring a trait she had unquestionably inherited from her father.
He crouched down next to her. “’Ere, let me help you with that,” then reached out, taking the paper towel from her tiny hands and started cleaning up.
Gianna just watched him until she finally spoke. “I’m sorry, Daddy. I didn’t mean to make a mess.”
“’S alright, darlin’. Accidents ‘appen.” Simon stated, rising to his feet and tossing the used tissues into the trash can. He then turned his attention back to his daughter. “But you could’ve woke me up. I’d ‘ave helped you clean it up straight away.”
“I know, but you were sleeping. An’ mum says you sleep like a… like a… clog?”
At that, he couldn't help but chuckle. “I think you mean a log, love.” He corrected.
“Oh right!” The little girl exclaims, nodding her head. “Tha’s the word. You sleep like a log.”
“Yeah, alright, whatever yer mum says.” He glanced at the box of cereal still sitting on the kitchen counter, then decided to keep himself and his daughter away from it. “So cereal is no option then. What d’you want for breakfast instead?”
Without missing a beat, Gianna chirps, “Ice cream!”
Simon snorts, shaking his head. “Can’t ‘ave ice cream for breakfast, darlin’.”
Gianna tilts her head to the side, eyes looking up at him questioningly. "Why not?" she asked. “Mummy 'as coffee for breakfast, alllll the time!” she spreads her arms out for dramatic effect—he chuckles at that. Definitely got it from mommy.
“Yeah, don’t be like yer mum, alright?”
The girl frowns slightly. “But why not? Mummy’s pretty, an’ she cooks good food.”
Something he couldn’t disagree with. He nodded, reaching out to ruffle her blonde hair. “That she does, darlin’. But we still don’t want you havin’ coffee or ice cream for breakfast, alright?”
"Okay, then can we go to Uncle John's house?" she asked.
“An’ why’s that?”
Gianna bounced on her toes, her arms swinging. “I miss Buddy an’ Daisy!”
Simon groaned inwardly. Should’ve known she’d bring that up. Ever since that one time he brought her to Price’s place and she met his dogs, Gianna has been begging to go back. Every time after school—“Can we go to Uncle John’s house?” Every weekend—“Can we go to Uncle John’s house?” And the thing is, the bloody mutts aren’t even there anymore, not since Price and his missus divorced.
“The dogs ain't there anymore, love.” He watched her face fall.
"Why not?" she asked, eyes wide in confusion.
Simon shrugged. “Cause,” he trailed off, not really wanting to explain the whole messy divorce situation to a five-year-old. “Nevermind that. What d’you want for breakfast?”
Instead of answering, Gianna crossed her arms while frowning. “I don’t want breakfast. I want Buddy an’ Daisy!
A sigh escaped Simon as the results of his parenting bit him in the ass. Bloody hell, he had to stop surrendering to her big eyes and pouting lips—just like her mum. She had learned from the best, hadn’t she? Got him wrapped around her tiny finger. There was only one trick up his sleeve to get her to cooperate.
“If you don’t eat breakfast, then then we won’t be able to go an’ watch yer mum later.”
And sure enough, Gianna’s whole expression lit up, renewed. She gasped, hands flying up to cover her mouth in an exaggerated gesture. Seems like he got himself a drama queen.
“We’re gonna watch Mum?!” she asked, full of hope.
Simon nodded, trying to maintain a serious expression but always failing because of her antics. “As long as you behave an’ eat breakfast.”
The five-year-old was cheering, jumping, and doing her little dances in unbridled energy—just like her mum. He guessed it was true what Garrick said that day the lads visited the two of you at the hospital after Gianna was born—“She’s a perfect blend of the both of you.”
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mpregandproud ¡ 2 days ago
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Santa Claus has come early this year
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“Did we have to wait until the last minute to leave for a trip to my parents' house?”, I asked Trevor from the back seat of his car. I was nervous about seeing my family again for the first time in four years. And if you add to that the fact that I'm going to introduce my boyfriend, it's even stronger. But it doesn't stop there, because, surprise surprise, I'm about to give birth to twins, and at home they don't know it.
“My love, I haven't been able to take a vacation from work before. Remember, we need this job now that we are going to be four at home”, Trevor answered me with a smile, the one that made me fall in love with him years ago.
“Sure, if you hadn't insisted on fucking me without a condom the night of our graduation I wouldn't be like this now…and you know it”, I replied as a new contraction twisted me in pain. They've been happening with increasing frequency for a couple of hours now, but they say it's normal to have contractions the last few weeks of pregnancy.
“I don't remember you putting up much resistance. In fact, you had been insisting for months to fuck without condom, that nothing would happen”, again he was right.
The pain was returning, and it had only been a few seconds since the previous contraction. This didn't look good at all, for whatever reason, it seemed that my body was preparing to give birth immediately. I lifted up my shirt so I could touch my belly directly and somehow ease the pain. “Not now, my loves, wait a few days we have to get to Grandma and Grandpa's house and enjoy Christmas,” I whispered so quietly so Trevor wouldn't hear me and not alarm him.
“Scott, I know that in addition to your nerves about coming home after all this time you've been having contractions for hours. I've seen you looking sore and holding your belly with your hands non-stop since we've left our home. Are you sure you don't want us to turn around and go to the hospital?” he said very sweetly. Trevor doesn't miss a thing, as usual for him. He has always been very observant, especially when it comes to me. I've tried to hide it as best I can, but it's clear that with him I'm not going to be able to fool him that easily.
“No, I'm ok", I lied. "Let's keep going, we are no far from my parents house. The braxton hicks contractions are getting stronger than I thought they were going to be, but I'm ok, dear”, I replied.
The night before Trevor and I fucked so intensely that I guess it has accelerated labor. It was our way of taking out our physical needs for a few days. At my parents' house it won't be easy to fuck having them in the next room, let alone when my mother sees that I'm about to give birth. As a doctor she is sure to recommend absolute rest, and no sex. I gently stroked the huge belly I've been sporting for months now. It will be impossible for her to let us do dirty things when she sees me this fat because of the pregnancy. I look like a beach ball.
I had always been a skinny boy, until I started playing rugby at the age of 16 and my physique changed. In a few months I grew 20 centimeters, put on weight and gained muscle. I went from being the ugly duckling in class to a swan. In my village, which was very small, hardly anyone knew I was gay, not even my own parents, but in high school a few did. Actually, it was hard to hide it when half my class met me in the locker room during my senior year for post-game. You know what I mean.
Still, I went to college without my parents knowing anything about my private life. It's hard to come out as gay when you have very traditional parents and fulfill the alpha male prototype who is good at sports and attracts a lot of girls. The comments about why I didn't have a girlfriend or when I was going to bring a girl home were constant. I couldn't stand it, so as soon as I had the chance I chose a college far away, on the other side of the country, to get out of that environment and live my life freely.
It was the first summer after college, when I went back for vacation, that I told my parents everything. At that time I had a boyfriend, who was not Trevor, who I would have liked to take with me on vacation to the village and have them meet my family and friends, but it was not possible. I wish to introduce them, perhaps, at Christmas, so I plucked up the courage and told them I was gay and had a boyfriend. The conversation was very tense, and while they didn't kick me out of their house, it was a horrible summer, full of tension. My relationship with my parents worsened, so much so that I haven't seen them in person for four years.
My little sister did understand, she has always loved me very much and she has been the reason why I have regained contact with mom and dad in the last year. She has made it possible for them to understand that I am different and that is not a bad thing, that I have not failed them as a son. So it was only a matter of time before we saw each other again, and what better than a Christmas meeting to reconnect with the family.
The pain is already becoming unbearable. “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH, FUCK,” I screamed. I was sweating. My whole body was already covered in sweat, my face looked like a tomato in red in reflection of the rear view mirror. So the inevitable happened, my water broke right there, in the back seat of Trevor's car, in the middle of a monumental traffic jam, just 10 kilometers from getting home. Everything that could go wrong was going wrong. I was in labor, far from a hospital, with two children in an immense hurry to come into the world and with the only company of my boyfriend Trevor, the babies' father. And no, Trevor is not a doctor, he works in marketing, which I highly doubt is a career that prepares you to deliver a baby.
As expected, Trevor stopped the car dead in the middle of the road. Dense, slow-moving traffic honked at him. Drivers honked as Trevor put the warning signal on the car and got out of the driver's position to come around back to lend a hand. He didn't care about anything else, his only concern was me and our kids. In all the pain I am feeling and the anguish of having to give birth in a car and without an epidural, I know I can't be in better hands, in the hands of the man who loves and cares for me the most.
I have told my parents about Trevor. I have told them how much we love each other and that we have been together for three years. My sister has taken it upon herself to show them pictures of us traveling around the country, going for a morning run together or cooking at home. We are like those ideal couples in the movies. All our friends tell us that we're made for each other, and even my sister, who hasn't seen us in person all this time, says she's in love with our relationship.
I met Trevor after I broke up with Ian, my first boyfriend in college. I was heartbroken after my first major heartbreak. Ian was very important to me in building up my courage and opening up to my family, even if it didn't quite work out, but he played a key role in my life. That breakup left me devastated and I became more lonely. I stopped partying, I became very lonely. That's when Trevor came into my life to change everything.
Trevor is what we can call a nerd. A very studious and hardworking guy. A person who doesn't quite fit into the world, although when you see him you don't quite understand why, because there is no more handsome and kind man on earth. His glasses, his brown hair and his green eyes made me fall in love with him, not to mention his perfect smile, my weakness. He came as Superman to save me, in fact he looks a bit like a superhero.
We met studying in the library, and then we started to meet in all kinds of places: in the cafeteria, at the college, walking around the campus… We decided to leave the coincidences aside and start meeting seriously. And from there we went from 0 to everything in the blink of an eye. I felt sparks, an awesome chemistry from the first moment, and so did he. It's like dating my best friend. The person who best understands me and complements me, a man who cares about me and helps me, who wants the best of me and loves me deeply. He has managed to make me settle down. I didn't see myself having children, sharing a house or living as a couple yet. I felt that all those things were things that older people did much later in life, but at 25 years old I am living a dream that I don't want to wake up from.
What I didn't tell my parents about was the babies. Trevor, my sister and I thought it was best to surprise them at the time. Coming out to them again as an openly gay man and in a stable relationship was already complex, so to add the babies factor to them was to complicate matters even more. We agreed that coming home with a huge pregnant belly wasn't going to be much easier either, but we trusted that the Christmas spirit would do its job.
Perhaps that spirit has done its job too well, as Santa has gone ahead to bring the Christmas present, their first two grandchildren are about to arrive in the world.
“Scott, lie down better like this and put your legs over my shoulders”, between pains I obeyed Trevor. Thank goodness he has attended childbirth preparation classes. I do as he asks with difficulty, resting my left arm on my belly to accompany the movement. I'm panting from exhaustion, and I haven't pushed a baby out yet. Trevor examines me and utters the words I was most afraid to hear, “he's here, I see his head, he's coming out. It's coming, baby”.
He put one hand on my belly to help me, and with the other he held my free hand, to convey his strength to me. “Take advantage of the contractions, Scott, very good. Push, now!” he said softly, encouraging me. The pain, immense from the contractions, came to nothing with the sensation of seeing that my body could be split in two by a huge baby that was coming out from between my legs. If that wasn't enough, for some reason, my penis became erect and a feeling of excitement ran through my body as well. I had already been warned that when we men give birth these things happen, but I never thought that the most terrible and the most pleasurable sensation could be experienced at the same time.
It took me five minutes to give birth to Ron, our first son. He looked like his father. A beautiful baby boy that Trevor wrapped in one of the t-shirts he carried in his suitcase. After I breastfed him a little he put the baby in the front seat. “I'm sorry to cut this moment short, but his baby brother is coming. My love, it's time to do it all over again. You've done great so far. A few last pushes and it will all be over,” he encouraged me.
I was already exhausted, exhausted from all the effort I had made. I wanted to stop, to end it all, to stop pushing and go back to cuddling my son. But I knew I had no choice. I couldn't delay that moment any longer. Ever since that night Trevor got me pregnant I knew this moment would come, though I didn't know I would have to experience it twice.
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Nine months ago we graduated. Trevor in Marketing and Advertising and me in Literature. After four years of college we were going out into the world. Our colleges were next door to each other, so our graduating classes already knew each other, so it was no surprise when the two classes got together and decided to celebrate at the same time. For Trevor and me it was the best plan in the world, to be able to experience such a special moment for both of us hand in hand.
After the party we went back to our apartment together and we celebrated together, as we were supposed to. Trevor is right, I had been wanting to make love to him without protection for a long time, despite the risk of getting pregnant. I'll never admit it to him, but there was something about the risk of getting pregnant that really turned me on. Something inside me was screaming for it to happen. I was turned on by the thought that my boyfriend could plant his seed inside me and it would grow in the form of a baby. Without much thought we did it. It was one of the best nights of my life. Trevor was especially tender and affectionate with me, and he had never fucked me like he did that night. An electric current ran through my body, I felt more alive than ever and it was all thanks to this man I want to share the rest of my life with.
We found out I was pregnant just two weeks later. We had both just started working, he at a prestigious marketing agency and I at an independent book publisher that is in the process of expanding across the country. The news caught us by surprise. Despite everything, it was clear to both of us that we wanted to move forward with the process and have our little ones. We moved to a bigger apartment with the help of Trevor's parents and in the past few months we have been preparing everything for the arrival of these two children.
It hasn't been easy going from being a twink to a strapping guy and now looking like a beached whale. The two boys have grown a huge amount, not surprising considering both Trevor and I are both big men. The anxiety of planning to reunite with my family hasn't helped either. Food has been a way to overcome this life anxiety. The last two months I put on a lot more weight than is normal for this type of twin pregnancy. My doctor has conveyed his concern about the weight gain, although Trevor, on the other hand, has assured me that my pregnant self is the sexiest he has ever seen me in his life.
Maybe it's true that I make Trevor really horny when I'm this huge. During these nine months we haven't stopped fucking. Fortunately, my boyfriend is not one of those men who are afraid of hurting babies while their partner is pregnant, which never happens. Last night, knowing that we will spend the next few days at my parents' house, so it will be more difficult to make love there, Trevor proposed to me to repeat step by step that encounter in the early morning that led me to be pregnant nine months ago. I couldn't tell if I enjoyed more the night I got pregnant or the night that ultimately hastened my delivery. I think I'll go with the latter. Pregnancy hormones multiplied by 100 all the feelings. It was like being transported to another reality, living something totally new.
If he had asked me to have more babies at that moment, I would have said yes without hesitation. Now that I'm in the middle of labor and the pain is excruciating, I'm not so sure I was going to say yes to another pregnancy. But I don't want to fool anyone, it will be very hard for me to say no to this man. He will decide if he wants us to be a large family.
Although it looked like the second child was coming quickly, he is dragging his feet. He doesn't seem to want to move forward, so the pain is being terrible. “Trevor, I can't take it anymore, I'm not going to be able to,” I tell him sobbing from the pain and anguish. He caresses my face and encourages me to keep going, but my strength is getting weaker and weaker. I see his face and I know he is thinking of some way to speed up the delivery.
Trevor kissed me on the mouth, and then took advantage of the fact that I still had an erect penis to give me a blowjob. I rolled my eyes as my hands roamed my belly. I cum like I never had before, and everything started up again. “I read that this could help speed it up even more,” he told me washing his mouth with another of his T-shirts. “Ready to give birth a second time?” he asked, grabbing my hand again and placing the other on my belly, already smaller than before.
It took me five minutes to deliver Henry, our second child. Henry looked more like me. Trevor wrapped him in one more t-shirt, good thing this man packs a lot of clothes, and handed me both little ones to breastfeed. Already lying down and with both babies resting on my still swollen belly I breastfed them.
Trevor and I burst into tears looking at each other. We kissed. It was the happiest moment of my life. We had created life together, my boyfriend and me. Ron and Henry were the fruit of our love, two beautiful babies drinking from my breasts.
“Thank you Trevor for giving me the greatest gift of my life,” I said before kissing the father of my children again. “Anytime you want to repeat... I want a big family together with you, my love,” he said before kissing me again. “Let's wait a little while for me to recover and the little ones to grow up a bit to give them more little brothers, but we are in this together, we are going to build a huge and precious family together”, I told him. We stood hugging the four of us together, our first family moment together. The happiest moment of my life, even if it was in the back of a car, freezing cold outside and in the middle of a traffic jam. All the excitement of giving birth had made me forget about the nerves of being reunited with my family.
A new car horn brought us out of the dream we were living. Trevor sat up, sat in the driver's seat and started up again. “Do you want us to go ahead with the plan and go to your parents' house or would you rather go to the hospital to get looked at?” he asked me. “Let's go on, I'm feeling fine, and it's already Christmas Eve. I want to introduce my three boys to my parents. Besides, my mother is a doctor, if I need attention no one better than her”, I added without even looking at him, I only had eyes for little Ron and Henry.
It took about twenty more minutes to get to my parents' house. By then the two little ones were asleep and I had spruced up my appearance a bit. Trevor helped me out of the car and we both picked up one of the little ones in our arms. “Ready?”, Trevor asked me. I nodded, and grabbed his hand as the four of us headed home together. I was still walking sore and slowly, having just finished giving birth to two huge twins half an hour ago.
We rang the doorbell and my parents and my sister opened the door at the same time. My mother excitedly ran to hug us both and shower us with kisses. My father froze, but he looked thrilled to see us and greeted Trevor warmly, welcoming him to the family.
It was my sister who noticed the detail that Trevor and I were carrying with us in our arms. “When did this happen?”, she asked, breaking the dream my parents were living. When they noticed they both put their hands to their mouths in surprise and tears of emotion welled up in their eyes. “Half an hour ago, I gave birth in the car. This is Ron and Henry. Dad, Mom, congratulations, you're grandparents.” They ran to grab the little ones.
My mother was so excited, she was a whirlwind of words. She immediately started making plans to buy baby clothes, she was going to give her a crib, lots of toys and clothes. She immediately embraced her role as grandmother. My father, who has always been more serious, left little Henry to my little sister, and hugged Trevor and me at the same time. “Thank you for making me a grandfather. When you came out I thought I would never live this down. I had already made up my mind that I wouldn't have grandchildren from you”, he was crying with emotion like I had never seen him before.
“This is the best gift we could have this Christmas, my son. Santa Claus has come early to our home”, said mom and dad at the same time. My sister, who has always had great timing, capped off the moment with a joke. “With that belly of yours, little brother, you definitely look like Santa Claus”, she winked at me, and we all burst out laughing.
I took my hands to my rounded swollen belly that was still showing and that I had forgotten about a bit since I gave birth to Henry. This curve left no doubt that I had been pregnant, it even looked like I was about five months pregnant. When Trevor saw me bring my hands to my belly he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the cheek. He loves seeing me like this, and I'm starting to think I don't look so bad with this pregnant look. After all this is the price to pay for being as happy as I am right now. A price I'm happy to pay, and hopefully I'll have to pay it again soon.
I didn't believe in the Christmas spirit, but this year it has come into my family stronger than ever.
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darthdaddi ¡ 2 days ago
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Kissing Santa
Warnings: MDNI, fluffy, smutty thigh riding, sweet kisses, slight food play (if you squint), Hayden is dressed as Santa Claus, short lil drabble :)
A/n: Eeee, I was thinking about writing a fic for Christmas and I came up with the idea with @bimbo-baggins17 🌚 I hope you enjoy the sweet and smutty story. Merry Christmas to those who celebrate, and happy holidays to all (*´∀`*)
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This is your third year as a little family with Hayden and your daughter. The two of you had the idea of dressing him up as Santa and record him being "caught" for your kid, Christmas magic of course.
Hayden came out with a displeased look on his face, fake gut under the suit comprised of pillows. "This feels ridiculous, damn beard is itchy.." he grumbled, pulling away the elastic beard away from his face to stratch the stubble underneath.
You giggled and leaned against the armrest of the couch, "You agreed to this Santa, plus it's only for a few minutes. Just take a bite of the cookie and drink some of the milk, put some of her presents under the tree and I'll have it recorded. It's not that bad."
Hayden rolled his eyes and smirked subtly, plopping down on his recliner across from you, "Yeah, yeah..." He muttered, eyeing the cookies and milk on the side table. They did look damn good, his wife was always a good baker.
He had this glint in his eye, watching you in that damn silk nightie you wore for bed, already feeling that familiar strain in the cheap crushed velvet fabric. "And what would you like for Christmas, little girl?" Hayden asked, putting on a hearty fake voice with a small chuckle of amusement.
"Really, Hay?" You murmured and giggled with a head shake, walking over to him and perched yourself in his thigh.
"Really." Hayden confirmed and nodded with mock seriousness, pulling down the white beard. "Because I could think of one thing I'd like for Christmas..." He muttered and pulled you down by the chin, capturing your lips in a soft kiss.
Happily obliging, you returned the kiss, but not without snapping a picture on your phone. After the pull back, you laughed softly, "I guess mommy really did kiss Santa Claus."
Your husband rolled his eyes at that one. Yeah he was usually corny, but that was just bad. "Well... Mommy can do a lot more than that..." Hayden trailed off, grabbing you by the hips as he began grinding your cunt against his thigh.
With a gasp, you were pawing at him with a slight whine in your tone "Hayden, no! We are supposed to be catching Santa Claus!" You'd protest in a hushed voice, but to no avail, Hayden had a smug grin and goal to meet.
"C'mon, it's just a lil break..." Hayden insisted, his grip unmoving. He could already feel the warmth emitting from your core, he wasn't dumb.
You feigned surrender, but let's be honest, you wanted some alone time just as much as he did, even with the Santa get-up. After a moment of reluctance, you began to shift your hips to the rhythm Hayden had already set.
"There ya go... Just let me guide you, that's it." He murmured, bringing his lips to your neck and leaving soft kisses in their wake. "Definitely on the naughty list.." he joked in a whisper, taking breaks in between kisses.
That earned a giggle from you, hands rested on his broad shoulders. It wasn't until when Hayden started bouncing his knee that you'd bite your bottom lip down to mask any noises you may let out.
The man smirked, looking over to his left to see the plate of cookies left out for the man in red. He grabbed one and brought it to your lips with a slight chuckle, "Open." He simply stated, nudging the delicious baked good at your lips.
You furrowed your eyebrows together in confusion, but opened your mouth anyway, just to have the cookie shoved into your mouth. "There, that'll keep you quiet..." Hayden snickered, making sure you were really ground down onto his thighs in slow, deep motions.
"Hay... I-.." was honestly the only thing you could conjur up as your tummy knotted up, fingers gripping at the red fabric of the costume. Hayden just sat back and watched you begin to unfold in front of him, keeping the rhythm he set for you.
Through the muffle sound of the cookie gag, you came undone quickly, moaning and groaning in satisfaction. "Merry Christmas, sweetheart." Hayden murmured and chuckled as he looked at the clock, 12:01, Christmas day. And he was just getting started.
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hazshit-hotel-hater ¡ 2 days ago
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As a person who was genuinely made uncomfortable when I discovered Viv does all this crap like 🍇-romantification, I appreciate this blog so far.
For months I've been trying not to interact with hazbin because of viv's actions, which genuinely makes me sad cause I really liked the show (not including episode 4).
I understand darker skin not suiting your style (like mine) or having trouble with different proportions of characters due to where they're from or something (like me) but the fact that she made all the bad guys that way really doesn't scream "I have trouble drawing ____!"
⚠️YOU ARE NOT REQUIRED TO REPLY OR READ FULLY⚠️
Hi! Totally get this all dw, I just got out of the hospital however so if I explain weird please forgive me 😬 also dont take all of this as me giving specifically you a lecture, this is just me letting my thoughts flow out to whoever is reading 🤝
Also theres leaks in this! If you people don’t want leaks be sure to not read past “read more”!!
Its been brought to my attention that the information in the next paragraph is not true and Vivzie did not design or draw these characters! So she apparently just actually can’t draw them at all
Viv has absolutely no problem drawing POC! I mean just look at the human designs for the succubi in Helluva boss
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These designs are wonderful and very diverse! But out of these characters, the ones that are important are Verosika and Vortex and even then these characters are side characters. And on top of that, technically they’re only really coded as POC since these aren’t their true bodily forms, but hey thats a topic for another time. Let’s just ignore that for now and say they 100% are POC, they’re still side characters. She can draw POC wonderfully, she just has issues… making them important.
For characters like Alastor (who was only made POC to get away with demonising a closed religion) we don’t see him as his human form. I mean to be fair why would we- but also why did he turn white when he died?? Why did his entire hair texture change. This is a problem for Vivzie where she doesn’t want to commit to representation or feels she doesn’t need to. Vivzie could’ve made Alastor’s design look more like his leaked human design or couldve just altered his colours a bit, but she didn’t do this because she feels so connected to her original high school OC design that she cant bring herself to change him. Like look at this.
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Yeah it’s got a different style, but this is the same guy; he’s just weirdly marketable now. It’s incredibly easy to tell that Vivzie didn’t want to change him if she didn’t 100% have to. Lets take a look at Alastor’s old human design.
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This guy definitely looks like he could be Alastor! He’s got the same sort of hair but shorter in the back and a little more combed, but looking at this you can still tell it’s Alastor. However this guy doesn’t exactly seem mixed, right? That’s because he isn’t! Back way way in ye olden days when Alastor went from race ambiguous to white, he just kind of looked like that! And there’s no problem with him being white! Good for him on doing that! I guess!? But when you look his design now, things start to come off as a bit odd.
This is where you non-leakers go read somethin else
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This is an entirely different person now. Not just race wise, but personality, the way he presents himself in the arts pose, and just overall the actual look of the character. He looks conniving yes, but he doesn’t look like Alastor. This is not a face matchup.
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Now, you definitely can have your ugly little red thing design and still use that human one! You just have to not be too chicken to actually change your character so it makes sense. Let me demonstrate.
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Shocking how easily this design can fit the human one while still maintaining the original aesthetic of the base design isn’t it! This Alastor looks like the provided new human design. If you don’t want the character to change, don’t change them physically. And if you do, follow through on it and don’t be a wimp. I don’t see whats so hard to grasp about that to this lady. If you want to keep that same ugly fucking bob then just keep him white. She literally only changed his race so she can use it as an excuse to appropriate vodou. Vivzie can draw POC, she just doesn’t want to when it comes to actually having to change a character. Anyway, good day!
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alia-alia12 ¡ 15 hours ago
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By Chance
Part 5: Unsent Words
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𖧹Satoru Gojo x fem!reader
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The soft light of early morning spilled through the sheer curtains of your bedroom, painting the walls in hues of pale gold. Birds chirped faintly outside, filling the quiet with distant melody.
But despite the peaceful surroundings, you hadn’t slept.
Memories of the night before tangled with distant echoes of the past, leaving you restless and raw. His name clung stubbornly to your mind, refusing to fade no matter how hard you tried to push it away.
You sat up slowly, running a hand through your hair as you swung your legs over the side of the bed. The wooden floor was cool beneath your feet, grounding you just enough to clear the fog in your head.
Before you could second-guess yourself, you grabbed your phone from the nightstand. Old habits.
Your fingers hovered over the screen, hesitating just long enough to let doubt seep in. It would be easy—so easy—to look him up, send a simple message, or… something.
Would he even… want to hear from you?
Your breath hitched as your mind spiraled back to the last time you saw him.
The train station buzzed with distant chatter as you stood near the boarding platform, your suitcase gripped tightly in one trembling hand. The weight of unspoken words pressed heavily on your chest.
Satoru was late.
The announcement for your departure echoed through the station as your stomach twisted with every passing second. You hadn’t told him—not until the last possible moment.
But you hadn’t expected it to hurt this much.
Suddenly, you saw him—rushing through the crowd, breathless and wide-eyed.
“Y/N!”
His voice cut through the noise, freezing you in place as he skidded to a stop in front of you.
“You’re leaving?” His voice cracked, disbelief and hurt etched into every syllable. “Why… why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
You opened your mouth—but nothing came out. How could you explain?
“I… I didn’t want to make it harder,” you whispered. “Satoru… I had to go.”
His hands clenched at his sides, knuckles white. “You could’ve told me… I would’ve—”
“What?” You cut him off, voice trembling. “Wait for me? Drop everything? You have your life here. We both know long-distance wouldn’t work.”
“That’s not your choice to make,” he snapped, hurt flashing in his blue eyes. “I could’ve… we could’ve figured it out.”
The final boarding call echoed overhead.
You stepped back, blinking through tears. “I’m sorry… for everything.”
His mouth opened, but you didn’t wait. You couldn’t.
You turned, forcing yourself not to look back even as his shattered expression burned itself into your memory.
Your hand trembled as you stared at your phone’s blank screen. His name hovered on the tip of your tongue, but what would you even say?
“Hey, I’m back. Sorry for leaving like that.”
Pathetic.
He’d probably moved on—forgotten you, forgotten that day.
And maybe… maybe that was for the best.
With a shaky breath, you set the phone down, burying your face in your hands.
There were some things you couldn’t undo, some words you couldn’t take back.
And maybe reaching out after all this time would only make things worse.
Maybe it was better to let sleeping ghosts lie.
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The morning light streamed through Satoru’s half-drawn curtains, highlighting the clutter of books, old receipts, and discarded coffee cups scattered across his apartment. He lay sprawled on the worn couch, one arm draped over his eyes, as if blocking out the world could erase the weight in his chest.
But no amount of darkness could drown out you.
He hadn’t slept. Again.
His mind kept circling back to that night—seeing you across the street, illuminated by the soft glow of the streetlamps outside the bookstore.
You’d been so close—just a few steps away.
And he’d done nothing.
His phone buzzed faintly on the coffee table, the screen lighting up with messages he couldn’t bring himself to check. It was probably just Suguru. He sighed, running a hand through his unruly hair, fingers trembling ever so slightly.
He’d been fine—or at least, pretending to be—until Shoko told him you were back.
Now, no matter how hard he tried, the memories kept bleeding through the cracks he’d worked so hard to seal.
The first time Satoru realized he loved you, you were already leaving.
He still remembered the sharp sting of the cold air biting his skin as he sprinted through the train station, desperate to reach you before it was too late.
The moment he saw you—standing near the platform with your suitcase, your face pale and drawn—his heart shattered.
“Y/N!”
You turned, eyes widening with something between relief and dread as he skidded to a stop in front of you.
“You’re leaving?” His voice cracked, the words raw and disbelieving. “Why… why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
The way your eyes dropped, filled with regret and guilt, nearly broke him.
“I didn’t want to make it harder,” you whispered. “Satoru… I had to go.”
Had to? What does that mean?
He clenched his fists, hating how powerless he felt. “You could’ve told me… I would’ve—”
“What?” you interrupted, voice trembling. “Wait for me? Drop everything? You have your life here. We both know long-distance wouldn’t work.”
Bullshit.
“That’s not your choice to make,” he hissed, every word cutting deep. “I could’ve… we could’ve figured it out.”
The final boarding call echoed overhead.
He watched helplessly as you took a shaky step back, eyes shimmering with unshed tears.
“I’m sorry… for everything.”
And before he could speak, before he could stop you—you turned and walked away.
The last thing he saw was your retreating figure disappearing through the boarding gates.
Satoru sat up abruptly, dragging both hands down his face with a frustrated groan. Why couldn’t he stop thinking about it?
It was years ago. Years. You were probably living some perfect life far away, happy and settled.
And yet.
He glanced at his phone, hesitating for a long moment before unlocking it. His thumb hovered over your name—the only contact he’d never deleted, despite telling himself he should’ve.
He shouldn’t call. He knew that.
But the ache in his chest twisted tighter with every passing second. He could still see you, hear you, feel you—as if no time had passed at all.
The soft buzz of an incoming message snapped him out of his spiraling thoughts.
Shoko: “Lunch. My treat. Don’t flake.”
He exhaled slowly, setting the phone down with a bitter laugh.
Reaching out wouldn’t change anything.
You’d already made your choice… once.
And as much as he hated it—as much as it killed him—maybe it was time he finally let you go.
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flamingspud ¡ 2 days ago
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Now, Cleo couldn't speak for every family, but if they had to take a guess most families wouldn't really have more than one Christmas A&E story, maybe two in the worst cases. Cleo's family had six.
It’s once again Christmas at the Clocker’s house, but this year Cleo is determined to keep anything from going wrong.
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It was midday on Christmas Eve at the Clockers' house, and Cleo was getting ready as they had invited a few people over for a festive party, (the idea hadn't originally been theirs, but now that it was approaching they had to admit it was something to look forward to.)
There was one problem though: her family's record at getting themselves injured on Christmas.
Now, Cleo couldn't speak for every family, but if they had to take a guess most families wouldn't really have more than one Christmas A&E story, maybe two in the worst cases. 
Cleo's family had six. 
The first time was when Joel was eleven, he had managed to swallow one of Jellie's chew toys. In retrospect it was funny as hell, but at the time Joel's distressed squeaks frightened the lot of them.
Next was Scar, when Jellie had managed to bring the tree down on the two of them in a cacophony of screams and smashing ornaments.
The year after that was Grian, who had slipped on an icy footpath and broken his elbow. It had taken them a little longer to bring him to the hospital than ideal, as they hadn't immediately realised it was broken. He still hasn't forgiven them for that one.
Then it was Jimmy, he had reached across the table to grab some more roast potatoes, and his sleeve had dipped just close enough to one of the candles to go alight. They managed to put him out right away and he only had minor burns on his arm, but lets just say they don't have candles at the dinner table anymore.
The year after that… Cleo shuddered at the thought, not wanting to think of that incident ever again.
And finally came last year, when Bdubs ate rat poison as part of a dare.
This year, however, was going to be different, as Cleo vowed that she wasn't going to let anyone get hurt. Well, at least not enough to require professional medical attention. 
Baby steps.
It wasn't quite Christmas yet, but as there would be a lot more people around they figured it wouldn't hurt to be prepared. 
They had just finished cutting up some brownies they had made when their two sons ran in from outside, where they had been having a snowball fight with their friends.
"Mom!" Fourteen year old Bdubs yelled as he ran inside. "Scar maimed me!"
"No I didn't!" Sixteen year old Scar protested, "it was just a snowball!"
Cleo turned to face them, leaving the knife on the counter.
"That's what we thought when Grian broke his arm," she said, "Here, let me see." She then took Bdubs' face in her hands so that she could take a look at it. It was probably fine, but this year Cleo wasn't going to risk it.
Scar rolled his eyes.
"Scar, why don't you put the brownies on the table?" Cleo suggested, their tone indicating that it wasn't a request.
Scar groaned. "Fine."
Once she had decided that Bdubs was fine, she sent the two boys up to their rooms to change into dry clothes.
It wasn't long after that that guests started arriving.
Ding dong.
"I'll get it!" Seventeen year old Joel called, making his way to the front door. Him and his brothers had been to the first to arrive, as always.
When he opened it, who was on the other side but Jimmy's boyfriend-not-boyfriend, Martyn. He supposed Scott was there too.
"Hi," Joel said, somewhat disappointedly. He was hoping it'd be Lizzie.
"Well would you look at that, it's mistletoe!" Martyn, who was nineteen, said, pointing to the headband on his head. A wire stuck out from it, a piece of mistletoe stuck to the end.
It hung right above Scott and Joel's heads.
Seventeen year old Scott shook his head and let out a groan. "Martyn, it's not as funny as you think it is-"
"Ew, get away from me!" Joel exclaimed, cutting Scott off and shoving him away from him. And into an end table. Oops.
"Joel!" Cleo scolded, rushing in from the kitchen. 
"It was deserved!" Joel quickly retorted.
"Still, we don't need anyone getting seriously hurt."
Joel rolled his eyes. "I didn't even push him that hard."
"I'm fine," Scott insisted, righting a photo frame he had accidentally knocked over in his stumble.
"You sure?" Cleo asked, shooting Joel a pointed look.
Scott nodded. "Yep."
"What're we standing around for? Let's go party!" Martyn said, making his way down the hall and further into the house.
The others followed, but not before Cleo could grab Joel by the shoulder. "Don't do something to break any of your necks."
Joel sighed. "Yes Cleo."
"Good."
While this was going on, some of the others were in the living room trying to find something to do.
Fourteen year old Pearl absently grabbed a bottle of water and flipped it. She hadn't thought much of the action, but the others were impressed.
Mumbo, who's also fourteen, scoffed. "Anyone could do that."
"Oh yeah?" Pearl asked, "prove it."
Grian and BigB (both fourteen) were watching him, so of course Mumbo grabbed the water bottle.
He tried to flip it, but it landed on its side.
Pearl was not impressed, but Mumbo was not about to give up.
"That was a warm-up."
He quickly grabbed the bottle and threw it again, and this time it landed upright.
"See! In fact, I can do it twice in a row." He then proceeded to flip the bottle again. He smiled smugly at Pearl.
The girl rolled her eyes, and snatched the bottle from between them. She then proceeded to flip it four times in a row, only messing up on the fifth.
She smiled at him, while he frowned, and before they knew it they were going back and forth to see who could do the most bottle flips in a row while the others watched.
BigB turned to Grian. "Who do you think's going to give up first?"
Grian tilted his head from side to side. "Knowing them it could go either way."
Meanwhile, nineteen and sixteen year old Jimmy and Scar found themselves by the tree, examining the presents underneath it.
"What're you two up to?" Martyn asked, approaching them.
"Trying to guess what we got for Christmas," Jimmy replied, shaking one of the boxes next to his ear. "There's something loose in here."
Martyn crouched down next to the two of them, and Scar scooched to the side to make room for him. 
"This one's from Bdubs," Scar said, picking one up. It had candy-cane wrapping paper on it.
"What do you think you're doing?" The fourteen year old brother in question demanded, seemingly appearing out of nowhere behind them.
"Trying to guess what's in our presents," Scar replied nonchalantly.
Bdubs was not happy with this response. "You're not meant to do that! Those are surprises for tomorrow!"
"It's not like we're going to open them," Jimmy explained.
"Mom!" Bdubs called, "Jimmy and Scar are trying to find out what presents they got!"
"Don't upset your brother," Cleo shouted back from where they were in the kitchen.
"But we weren't even doing anything!" Scar complained.
"I don't care!"
Bdubs' smile made Scar want to punch him in a way that only brothers can, however he put the present back. Jimmy did the same.
He was staring daggers at him when the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it!" Joel called, running for the door.
Unfortunately, it was just Etho.
"Hi Joel-"
"Ugh, it's just some loser," Joel muttered, turning away and walking back to the living room without any sort of a greeting.
"Ok…"
"You can hang out with me you know," Scott told him.
Joel made a face at him.
"I thought you were warming up to me after the funfair?" Scott said, putting his hands in his pockets.
"That doesn't mean I like you," Joel said with a huff.
Scott shook his head with amusement.
The doorbell rang again. "I got it!"
This time when Joel opened the door, he saw who he was waiting for. 
"Lizzie! Hey." He leaned on the doorframe to give the illusion of being cool.
"Hi!" The other seventeen year old smiled at him. "Thanks for inviting me."
"It was no problem," Joel responded.
"Hi Lizzie," Scott greeted, suddenly behind Joel.
"Hi Scott," she replied cheerfully, before turning back to Joel. "You didn't tell me Scott was invited."
Joel tried to hide his frown. He had forgotten about him. This proved quite the problem, as he had been hoping to spend some alone time with Lizzie.
"It hadn't come up in conversation."
Joel closed the door behind Lizzie.
"Should we play a game or something?" Scott suggested.
"Sure!" Lizzie agreed.
"I'll see what we have," Joel said, turning and heading for the press where they kept their board games. 
"Excuse me-" he said as he stepped between Pearl and Mumbo's bottle flipping contest.
The bottle Mumbo had just tossed landed on Joel's foot and fell over.
"That's not fair!" Mumbo insisted. "Joel intercepted it!"
"Well you're going to have to start again," Pearl informed him without remorse.
Grian groaned loudly. "For the love of god, can you do something else? You've flipped that thing hundreds of times at this stage!"
"It is getting a bit repetitive…" Pearl admitted.
"You're just saying that because you're in the lead!" Mumbo exclaimed, pointing an accusatory finger at Pearl.
"You could always try doing cooler tricks," BigB suggested.
"Yes!" Mumbo snatched the bottle. "I can have it flip twice in the air before landing, watch."
It took him a couple of attempts as the others awkwardly watched, but he eventually managed to complete the trick.
"Hah. Beat that."
Pearl considered her options before picking up the bottle. "I'm going to flip it with the lid off."
The others watched in anticipation as she took the lid off of the bottle. She took a deep breath, gathered her thoughts, and threw the bottle;
It proceeded to fly into a lamp, knocking it to the floor.
Grian quickly picked up the bottle before it could pour too much water onto the ground, while BigB picked up the lamp.
It didn't take long for Cleo to come into the room after the racket they made. "What are you guys doing?" She exclaimed.
"…bottle flips?" Grian answered sheepishly.
"Hand me the bottle," Cleo said, putting their hand out.
"But-"
"Now."
Grian sighed and gave the half-full bottle to his aunt.
"Thank you."
The teens all watched as she took the offending object out of the room.
"…so does that mean I win?" Mumbo asked hopefully, breaking the silence. 
"Mumbo!" Pearl exclaimed, "I was clearly better than you."
"Were not!"
"Were too!"
"It felt a bit overkill to take the bottle away from us on the first offense," BigB thought out loud, breaking up their bickering.
"That's probably because 'our family has a knack for trying to get ourselves killed on Christmas' or however she puts it," Grian explained, using airquotes to exemplify how ridiculous he thought the whole thing was.
"Seriously?" BigB asked.
Grian nodded. "Yeah… once I broke my arm and it took six hours and thirty four minutes for anyone to believe me."
"Oh. That's…" Mumbo said, surprised.
"I know, I'm truly a martyr."
He then got up to go get something to clean up the water.
Cleo put the water bottle on the counter before going back to join the other adults.
"This is quite the party you have going on here," Etho commented, looking around at some of the Christmas decorations.
"I know," was Cleo's response. 
Etho nodded awkwardly, unsure where to take the conversation from here.
Luckily for him, Martyn intercepted.
"Etho, hi!" He greeted, standing between them.
"Hi?" Etho was realising he didn't actually know Martyn, only hearing of him third hand from Tango talking about Ren and Jimmy.
"I wanted to ask on behalf of Scar and Jimmy if they could try and guess what you got them-"
"That's not what I meant and you know it!" Bdubs yelled.
"I mean, you said BigB got some of his presents early because his parents are divorced."
"Yeah but Etho's spending Christmas with us so it doesn't count!"
"Guys just leave the presents alone," Cleo asked them, as Scar and Jimmy joined them in the room.
Jimmy raised his arms in the air in frustration.
"That's a shame…" Martyn said. 
He then glanced up. "Oh, would you look at that-" the others in the room moved their eyes up to see what Martyn was referring to- "it's mistletoe."
Bdubs' jaw fell open, Scar threw his hands back and into the air, and Jimmy was coming up with excuses as to how he didn't actually know Martyn, he must've just broken in.
"Um…" Etho glanced quickly between Cleo and the plant attached to Martyns head, frozen like a deer in the headlights.
Cleo took a big step backwards. "No way, not gonna happen."
"That's a shame," Martyn said, before going back to join the others.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Cleo heard Jimmy hiss as they left the room.
As Martyn was shunned from the group for his antics, he went to see what Scott and the others were up to.
"What's going on over here?" He asked.
"Cluedo," Joel responded. He was still annoyed by the fact that Scott was third wheeling with him and Lizzie, but he couldn't come up with and excuse to make him go away.
"Oh, fun! Can I play?" He asked.
"Sure, but you're not being on my team," Scott replied, picking a card to show Lizzie.
"Fine; Joel I'll be with you," Martyn decided, sitting next to him.
"What? No, I want to be on my own…!" Joel insisted.
"We're gonna make a great team Joel, I can feel it."
"You can be with me if you want," Lizzie suggested, patting the ground next to her on the other side of Joel.
"Nah, I'm alright here with my buddy Joel." Martyn put an arm around Joel's shoulder, who was scowling.
A few more rounds were played when a grin formed on Scott's face.
"Oh no, he knows it," Lizzie said as realisation dawned on her.
"Dammit…!" Joel cursed.
"Um- was it Mr. Green in the kitchen with the candlestick?" Lizzie guessed, before looking in the envelope.
She dropped it back into the middle of the table in disappointment. "No dice."
"Ok, Martyn it's down to us," Joel said, looking at his options. They had figured out who did it and where; Colonel Mustard in the kitchen, the only question left being was it with the gun or the dagger?
"I'm going to guess the gun-"
"Hold on," Martyn interrupted, "I think it was the dagger."
"Why?"
"Because Scott smiled when I said it."
Joel shook his head. "No, he's obviously bluffing."
"I've known him longer than you, and I'm pretty sure it's a double bluff."
Joel looked Martyn in the eyes. "And you're one hundred percent sure?"
"Absolutely."
Joel sighed. "Fine. Was it Colonel Mustard in the kitchen with the dagger?"
Joel reached for the envelope and opened it up. Colonel Mustard. The Kitchen. The Gun.
Joel let out a slow exhale before putting the cards back. 
"Oops," was Martyn's feeble response.
"Martyn," Joel said dangerously, "I'm going to kill you!"
Martyn took that as his cue to run, and Joel was right on his tail. "Get back here!"
"So, I guess I win," Scott said.
"Guess so," Lizzie agreed, sorting her cards.
"Honestly, I had no idea what it was, so it was handy you two threw your guesses away."
Lizzie frowned.
Meanwhile Joel was chasing Martyn around the house. It was during this hazardous chase that Joel accidentally knocked the bottle Cleo had put there earlier off of the counter, spilling water onto the ground.
It was around this time that Scar had made his way back to the tree, and was rooting around the presents once more.
"Scar! Don't make me get mom again," Bdubs threatened.
"She'll have to rip the present out of my cold dead hands," was Scar's response.
"Oh, that's it!" Bdubs snapped, and tried pulling the present out of Scar's hands.
"Give it back!" Scar shouted, pulling back on it.
"Mom! Scar's trying to open his presents again!" Bdubs yelled.
"For goodness sake you two will you give it up-" Cleo said, speed walking over to the tree. As they went by the counter they didn't notice the water on the ground. 
"Woah!-" As she slipped she went to grab the counter to catch herself, where the knife she had been using earlier still was, as she had forgotten to put it away in the chaos.
Cleo then said a string of words that I am not allowed to repeat here as their hand made contact with the knife.
In their quest to make sure nobody got hurt, they forgot to look out for themselves.
"Cleo!"
Everyone gathered around her in seconds, her right hand being clutched by her left.
"That looks bad," Etho commented.
"Looks like you'll need stitches," Scar added.
"It's not that bad! Bdubs, get me my sewing kit from the other room-"
"No! No one's getting the sewing kit, you're going to a hospital!" Jimmy told her.
"Seriously, it's fine-"
"I'm already getting the car keys," Jimmy said finally, walking out of the room.
Cleo groaned. "Party's over everyone."
"Wow, someone going to A&E on Christmas Eve? That's a new record for us," Joel commented.
"It's not as bad as swallowing a chew toy," Jimmy commented with grin as he walked back in with the keys.
"At least I didn't light myself on fire!" Joel shot back."
"Hey! That was traumatic for everyone involved, yours was funny."
"At least everyone believed you when you said you were injured," Grian interjected.
"Shut up about your arm Grian, it's been four years!" Joel retorted.
"Remember when you made me eat rat poison-" Bdubs started.
"Guys!" Scar suddenly shouted. "Mom needs to go to A&E, remember?"
"Oh, right-" Jimmy quickly left with Cleo (who had wrapped their hand with gauze by this point) to go to the hospital, and it wasn't long until most of the guests had left.
Joel was in the middle of cleaning up the puddle that got them into this mess when Lizzie approached him. "Hey."
"Lizzie?" Joel stopped what he was doing. "What are you still doing here?"
"Well, I figured I'd give you a hand with the cleanup," she explained.
Joel waved her off. "Nah, I've got it covered, you don't need to stick around."
Lizzie frowned and grabbed the mop in Joel's hand. "Joel."
"Huh?"
"I have been trying to get a moment alone with you all night, I even tried catching you under Martyn's stupid mistletoe at one point, and when I finally get one all you want to do is clean a puddle."
Joel dropped the mop. "You were???"
"Yes! I thought I was being obvious about it too."
Joel hadn't even realised.
As he was busy staring at her like an idiot, she leaned closer to him. "There isn't any mistletoe, but I was hoping that maybe I could still get a Christmas kiss…?"
Joel blinked, snapping himself out of his stupor. "Y-yeah!"
The two leaned closer, and Joel could confidently swear that that was the best Christmas present he got that year.
"Ew."
"Grian!" Joel exclaimed, suddenly jumping back from Lizzie. "Aren't you supposed to be doing dishes or something?!"
"I finished those and decided to come in here. Now I'm going to need to bleach my eyes."
Joel rolled his eyes at his brother's dramatics.
"I should probably get going now," Lizzie decided, "Merry Christmas you guys!"
Joel followed her to the door. "You too!" He called after her. Once he closed the door after her, he turned on Grian. "What was that for?"
Grian shrugged. "I was making sure you didn't forget about me again."
"Grian!"
"Merry Christmas Joel!"
It was the early hours of the next morning when Cleo and Jimmy finally made it back, just in time to spend Christmas morning with the others.
If you asked Cleo, they would take a guess that most families wouldn't really have more than one Christmas A&E story, maybe two in the worst cases. 
Cleo's family had seven. 
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flaresemily ¡ 2 days ago
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Could you write a part 2 for the yandere platonic son x mother story?
Yandere son x Mother reader (platonic)
There will be no more part unless I feel like making a side story.
Part 1
Slap slap!
A loud slap can be heard and then followed by another slap.
“M-Mom please I'm sorry!” Daniel begged his mother (the reader). “Please, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to–”
“Shut up, shut up!!! You lie!! You lie!! You and your father are both the same!!”
“Mom, please…I didn't mean it… I was drun–”
Slap!
“You told me…if you ever behave like your father I can disown you…well then”
“Wait!! Mom! Please, I take it back! Please! I beg you, I'm your son right?”
“I don't have a son, I only have a daughter. And that is Rachel (the little sis) .”
“What about Julie?(Big sister)”
“I only have Rachel as my daughter. There is no such thing as someone named Julie as my daughter.”
Your oldest who heard this from outside the room only looks down in shame.
“Now…Daniel L/n…”
“Please, Mom! No! D-Dad please.”
He looks at your ‘husband'.
“Darling this is only–”
“I'm not your wife. Stop calling me darling. I don't have a husband, my husband is dead, and I only have a daughter and that is Rachel.”
You announced to them.
“...Very well my dear…I'll buy you some flowers?”
“I hate flowers.”
“Chocolate?”
“Disgusting.” (No hate for those who love chocolate. I'll tell you later why ‘you’ said that.)
“How about uhm---.”
“Daniel L/n, I hereby declare that you are no longer the rightful heir to the L/n and you are disowned by me once and for all.”
He looks at you with pain and guilt in his eyes.
“M-Mo—”
“Mommy~ look I rescued a cat today~” Rachel, who is just 16 years old, walked in while holding a bandaged cat.
“Good job darling let's go okay”
“Okay, Mommy~”
“James, escort them out and make sure their belongings are with them. Then prepared some tea for me and Rachel understood?”
“Yes, my lady” the butler bowed at you and then pushed those three out.
Timeskip
“Mommy? Why did you reject those flowers and chocolate?”
“....Those were the exact things that he tried to bribe me with.”
“Ignore it, Rachel."
“That's right…I have been having a very weird dream.”
“About what Mama?”
“About…you? You seem to be laughing at something with a very terrifying face. I wonder why and you are wearing male clothes?”
Hearing that, she clenched her fist.
“Probably just a nightmare, you know I never do that and male clothes? Am I in disguise or something~”
“Of course not, my baby wouldn't do that~” you giggled and kissed her cheeks.
She smiled in response.
The next day
News about the death of your husband, Julie, and Daniel was spread all across the kingdom.
“Mommy I'm scared!” Rachel hugs you while crying.
“What if they target us?”
“They won't! I make sure of it okay dear”
“Mommy will protect me, right? From the bad guys?”
“Mhm, I always will, even if it means killing someone just for you.”
“I love you Mommy~” she exclaimed.
“I love you too my dear thank you for being with me”
“.... Always”
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Still here? Well, guess what? You are lucky, since there's a bonus flashback below this read.
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The night before in Rachel's bedroom
She was humming to herself while she combed her long beautiful hair.
“Mama~ Mama~ you're mine~ mine~ mine~ mine~ all~ mine~”
She laughed.
“Annette~”
“Yes, my lady?”
“Did Mommy take her precious medicine?”
“Of course my lady”
“Good~ in no time she will be all mine~ I won't let anyone hurt her ever again…”
“My lady…it seems like your father sent another spy?”
“Kill him…kill him along with my oldest siblings.”
“...are you sure?”
“Yes, kill all 3 of them. They do nothing but bring bad luck to my Mom”
“Very well but my lady?”
“Lord…remember~”
“Yes, my lord…Lord Rowan”
“Good” Rachel or Rowan now said in his deep voice.
“Can't wait~ once she's mine no one can stop my love towards her”
He laughed.
“Serve you right!! Hahaha!!” He laughs and the maid behind him only smiles at his behavior.
‘typical behavior of my lord’
You guys must be wondering…what the fish just happened?
Well, you see…Rachel or should I say Rowan was not y/n real ‘daughter’. The real Rachel is dead. And by coincidence, Rowan looks like Rachel. Thus, he pretends to be her for years. Rachel died at the age of 3 and Rowan was born from a maid.
The very same maid that slept with y/n husband. But she doesn't know this.
Didn't I mention this was a Yandere son x mother reader (platonic) now… I think you can guess who's the yandere now huh?
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vilevenom ¡ 3 days ago
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This idea slapped me in the face this morning and wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote it down, so here you go.
This is Just a Hiccup
Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog (movie universe)
Pairing: Sonic & Shadow (sonadow, if you squint)
Summary: It was nearly Christmas. Sonic should be excited to finally spend it with his family. But he couldn't help but think about someone who wasn't there... WARNING: MILD SPOILERS for Sonic 3
Sonic sighed quietly as he watched snowflakes gently swirl and float through the air through the living room window, his breath momentarily fogging up the glass. It had been snowing for nearly a week straight, coating Green Hills in a thick layer of soft white. While it gave the rest of the town a festive appearance, with the way the frost covered trees in town sparkled like glitter, Sonic couldn't help but feel like the it made the yard look desolate and unwelcoming. Everything felt quiet and cold to the blue hedgehog, mirroring his melancholy. It was rapidly approaching Sonic's first proper Christmas with his family, and by all rights he should be ecstatic, but he just couldn't find it in himself to muster up his usual exuberance.
"Hey, Sonic!" Tails chirped, hopping up onto the window bench next to the blue hedgehog, his namesakes waving behind him happily, "Maddie said the cookies are almost cool enough to start decorating. Are you going to come help?"
"Hmm? Oh, uh…nah. Last time I tried to help Maddie ice cookies I squeezed the tube too hard and it exploded everywhere. I should probably stick to just eating the results," Sonic hummed, turning to his little brother with a tiny, only slightly forced smile.
Tails frowned at him, his tails drooping as he eyed Sonic. "…Are you thinking about Shadow again?"
Sonic blinked in surprise, not realizing just how transparent he'd been. Though, in retrospect, he supposed sighing sadly every few minutes while staring forlornly out the window wasn't exactly what most people would consider 'subtle'. "I've been pretty obvious, haven't I? Sorry. I don't mean to be a bummer."
"You're not a bummer. I'm just worried about you. Ever since we got word from the doctors that Tom would be okay, you've been…mopey. I didn't want to bring it up in front of the others, because I know it's not really your style to talk about feelings, but…Are you okay?"
"I mean…Okay as I can be," Sonic sighed with a shrug, shifting around on the window bench to properly face Tails, "I guess I just…regret how our interactions went. He was the first hedgehog I'd ever seen, and we just wound up butting heads every time we met. And then with Tom getting hurt, and my Super rampage, I…We did talk a bit, and I never would've been able to divert the eclipse canon without him. But then…he died. He sacrificed himself, and I'll never get to tell him that I'm sorry for what happened to him. That I'm sorry he felt like he had no one else in the whole world, and that…that I couldn't save him. I know it's been months now, but it just keeps circling around in my head."
"Sonic," Tails murmured, his ears pressed back as he scooted into his brother's side, wrapping his arms around him in a tight hug, his tails blanketing them in soft fur, "I'm sure he knew you would've done more if you could."
"Yeah," the hedgehog sighed, returning the hug and half burying his face in the tuft of fur on the top of Tails' head, "You're probably right."
The peaceful moment lasted a minute or two, with the snow still falling to the ground outside the window, and Knuckles and Maddie's conversation quietly filtering into the living room from the kitchen, before it was shattered by the doorbell ringing, and Ozzie's sharp bark at the unexpected sound. Sonic groaned at the noise, echoed by Tails grumbling into his shoulder.
"I've got it!" Tom's voiced came from the hallway, shortly followed by his hurried footsteps towards the front door.
Sonic sighed at the sound of the door opening, gently pushing Tails away with a soft smile. "Thanks, bro. I think I needed that," he hummed, ruffling Tails' fur tuft with a lopsided grin. He snorted as the fox swatted at his hand and jumped off the bench, shooting Sonic a quick, brilliant smile.
"Anytime, Sonic," Tails chirped, before he trotted off into the kitchen to join Knuckles and Maddie. Sonic moved to follow when Tom's voice cut through the rest of the noise in the house.
"Sonic? There's a…visitor to see you."
Tilting his head curiously, Sonic's shoes squeaked against the floorboards as he swiftly shifted the direction he'd been walking, trotting towards the front door instead of the kitchen. "A visitor? Could it be one of the many fans of Blue Justice?" His chuckled died in his throat as he saw Tom's pensive face, and the person in the doorway came into view. "Agent Stone?!" Sonic immediately shifted into a defensive stance, quills bristling and a scowl on his face, "What're you doing here?"
"Relax," Stone sighed, rolling his eyes at Sonic's low growl, "I'm only here as an escort."
"Escort?" Sonic echoed curiously, relaxing his stance and standing straight, "To who?"
With that, Stone stepped to the side, revealing a familiar black and red hedgehog, though he was swaddled in a black puffer jacket and deep red scarf to fend off the winter chill, making him look smaller than he was. His gaze was focused to the side, while a small white box was clutched in his hands.
"Shadow?!" Sonic couldn't help but shout in surprise, a wave of confusing emotions crashing over him as tears welled in his eyes. "You're alive!" He rushed forward and crushed the other hedgehog in a hug, heedless of the box the other held. Barely a moment passed, however, before Sonic swiftly stepped back with another scowl on his face. "You're alive?!" he snapped, "It's been months! You just left me hanging?!" And before either Stone or Tom could react, Sonic reeled his fist back and punched Shadow in the shoulder, causing the dark hedgehog to flinch and take a stumbling step back.
In a flash, Sonic found his view of Shadow blocked by the long black jacket that Stone wore, the former Agent letting out a low growl at Tom. "Control your kid," he snarled, before he swirled around and crouched in front of Shadow on the front doorstep, worry blatant on his face. Sonic was utterly flabbergasted as Stone's hands fluttered near Shadow, only touching when the dark hedgehog gave a near imperceptible nod. At that, Stone bushed his hands over Shadow's shoulders, the hedgehog's gaze fixed resolutely on the ground. Sonic was fairly certain that if he didn't have above average hearing, he wouldn't have been able to hear the hushed conversation the two then had. He was quite confident that Tom couldn't.
"Are you okay?"
"I am uninjured."
"That's not what I asked. Remember what we talked about? Even if you're not physically injured, it doesn't mean you aren't hurt. Now…are you okay?"
"I…will be."
"Alright. Well…did you still want to deliver your gift?"
Another near imperceptible nod from Shadow, and Stone stood back up, shooting the blue hedgehog a glare. Sonic couldn't help but shrink back slightly, feeling similarly to how he did when Maddie or Tom scolded him. He flicked his attention back to Shadow, who stepped forward once more, this time holding the small, now slightly crushed white box out towards Sonic, his red eyes fixed on the doorframe, rather than on the reception of his gift.
"Oh, uh," Sonic gingerly took the box, watching as Shadow quickly stepped back again, his fingers curling anxiously into the sleeves of his jacket, "Thanks?" He glanced up at Tom, who simply shrugged at him and gestured towards the box. Tentatively Sonic opened it, revealing a small, somewhat smushed and obviously homemade cake, with 'I'm Sorry' written in wobbly blue icing across the top. He stared down at the cake for what was probably longer than strictly necessary, momentarily lost in another swirl of confusing emotions.
"Sonic? It's usually polite to say 'thank you' after receiving a gift," Tom's voice broke through the thoughts swirling in Sonic's mind, the blue hedgehog quickly shaking his head.
"Right, yeah," Sonic breathed, looking up to find Shadow's piercing gaze finally focused on him. He swallowed thickly, for once at a loss for words as green met red and they stared each other down. "Thank you," he finally mustered after far too long, his voice weak.
Shadow simply nodded, stuffing his hands into the pockets of his jacket. "You're welcome," he murmured in return, turning on his heel as if to leave.
"WAIT!"
Stone was already at the bottom of the stairs, while Shadow was halfway down, both pausing to stare at Sonic after his shout. He swallowed, frantically looking up to Tom, who was of no help as he arched a curious brow at Sonic.
"Uh…Maddie just made cookies, and we were going to decorate them! And then, after dinner, Knuckles, Tails and I were going to go look at Christmas lights around town. Can…Do you want to join us?" Sonic quickly rambled, clutching the little cake box to his chest. He looked up to Tom once more, desperation on his face, "Can they stay for dinner?"
Tom snorted quietly, reaching down to gently ruffle Sonic's quills. "Sure, bud. I'll go let Maddie know," he hummed, striding off towards the kitchen, leaving Sonic alone with Stone and Shadow.
"…May I?" Shadow asked, turning towards Stone, who looked mildly surprised.
"I don't see why not," Stone said after a moment with a short shrug, turning to walk back up the stairs, "If you want to."
"I…Yes. I do."
Sonic couldn't help the beaming grin on his face as he stepped aside to let the two surprise guests into the house, now knowing without a doubt that this Christmas was going to be the best one he'd experience to date. He'd make sure of it.
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boredpotate ¡ 18 hours ago
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Happier Chapter 7
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Disclaimer: I do not own Arcane or any links. I only own the concept for this story.
Concept: Isekai Fem Reader turns back time to fix her timeline, but has unforseen consequences.
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Reader Pov
"Come on. I'm sure you look great. I wouldn't pick something that would make you look ridiculous." Powder says outside of the changing room I am in as I wear another set of clothing she chose for me.
After dragging me back to Zaun to give me a "tour", she immediately brought me straight to a clothing store since I didn't have any for myself currently and Isha needed more clothes after a paint bomb incident. Maybe back in my original world this wouldn't be a big deal, but it's been so long since I've actually went clothing shopping that I have no idea what to look for.
I tried to get out of it by saying I had no money, but she insisted on paying. I tried saying I could get some of my extra clothes back at my old place, but she wasn't having any of that. I tried voicing my concerns on not knowing what to even get, so she started picking out clothes for me. To be fair I did like some of them, but some just felt wrong on me. Especially the one I'm in now.
Meanwhile Ekko had the balls to just stand there and smirk with a knowing look; watching me suffer. At least Isha was having a good time and she even picked out some clothes for herself.
"I'm going to come in there myself if you don't come out." Powder says, not sounding like she's joking at all.
"Trust me. She's not joking." Ekko warns me and I can hear the smirk on her face.
"Okay! Okay! I'm coming out." I say before reluctantly stepping out of the dressing room and facing a smiling Powder and Ekko.
"There, you see? Look," she says as she grabs my shoulders and brings me to a full body mirror to look at myself with a smiling Powder now standing next to me. She picked out a blue and white striped shirt dress that ties around just above my waist, folded sleeves and the top three buttons undone, "You look good."
"I feel exposed." I say as I look at my reflection with hesitance.
'The last time I remember wearing a dress was in my original life. This is kinda weird.'
"Oh c'mon! It's good, plus you'll match with Isha." she says as she wraps an arm around my shoulder, making me confused before the child in question bursts out of her changing room.
I look over to see her in an unbuttoned long sleeved collared shirt with the same stripes and colors as mine with a white shirt underneath and dark blue shorts with white high socks to match. She runs over to Powder and I and stands in front of us to look at herself in the mirror.
"That isn't fair, why does she get pants and I get a dress?" I ask making Ekko and Powder laugh before Isha turns around and comes up to me and raises her arms to me.
"Because it wouldn't look as good if you two were wearing the exact same thing, soooo Isha get's the pants." Powder says which makes me roll my eyes as I pick up Isha, hold her in my arms and smile at how happy she looks.
"You didn't force this on her did you? Do you actually like it, Isha? Or are you two just conspiring against me?"
"Nope."
"MmMm" Isha denies with a shake of her head, but Powder gives her an obvious wink, making me roll my eyes again and Isha giggle.
"See! It looks good. Ekko come look," Powder asks Ekko who comes over and joins us, standing on the other side of Isha and I in the reflection of the mirror, "Oh yeah. This..... this looks great."
"I think it looks good on you." Ekko says while I take a moment to look at Isha and I's matching outfits in the reflection.
'I look like a mom from the suburbs."
"Isha seems to like it too." he adds on, and Isha nods her head rapidly; looking at the reflection.
*sigh* "......Okay, I guess it isn't that bad. I'll get it, if Isha likes it." I say, making Isha's smile brighter and hug me a tight hug.
"Nice." Powder says as she hold up a hand to Isha and they high five each other.
"Alright. I think that's enough clothes, right?" I ask Powder as I glance at the pile of clothes Isha and I have found to our liking.
"Fine, I guess that's enough for now." Powder says sounding dramatically reluctant, making Ekko huff.
"You're just upset you don't get to dress them up like dolls." Ekko says, getting a light slap on his shoulder form Powder as I set Isha down.
"I'm gonna get changed."
"Don't wanna wear it out?" Powder asks suggestively.
"I still have my gear to wear, maybe on another day Isha and I can match." I say as I head towards the changing room; Isha doing the same towards her.
"Don't think I can't see what you're doing."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
I catch their conversation but ignore it and focus on getting out of this dress and into more comfortable attire and putting my gear back on. I step out and notice Powder and Ekko seemed to have stepped aside to have a private conversation; whispering to each other, so I wait for Isha to be finished to give them room. It only takes a minute or two before Isha is done and steps out.
"Do you like the clothes you and Powder picked out?" I ask while taking the clothes from her to put into the pile. She nods her head before going to put on her helmet, adjusting it so it sits right.
"Sorry about that, I'm going to go pay for these. You guys wait outside." Powder says as she grabs the pile of clothes and hauls it to the cashier.
"I'm guessing she likes to play dress up with you too?" I ask Ekko with a teasing smirk as the three of us go wait outside the store for Powder.
"Oh yeah, you got off easy. The first time she took me out to buy clothes I thought I'd be stuck for eternity," he says, but has this fond smile on his face that says he still enjoyed it, "Anyways, you have any idea what you wanna see next?"
"I have no idea," I say as I look around at the different stores and take just how.... normal it all feels, "Still getting used to it."
I feel a hand pat my shoulder I turn to Ekko.
"Hey, I get it. Well I kinda get it. We were here as Zaun was changing, so it was easier to adapt with it; still weird though. Trust me, you'll love it up here after a few days." Ekko says, reassuring me. I relax at the comforting gesture.
"Thank you."
"I'm back!," I suddenly hear Powder say and Ekko yelps as he is immediately dumped with two bags of clothes, making me hold in a laugh at the surprised look on his face, "So where to next?" she asks more to herself than us as she thinks to herself; looking up and down the streets.
"I was thinking," Ekko says as he steadies himself and holds the bags in one hand, "Maybe we can take them to our usual spots? Where you and I hang out together?" he asks her making her perk up at the suggestion before looking at Isha and I for confirmation.
"Hey, you're the tour guide. I'm the tourist." I say with a shrug.
"What about you kid? Wanna see our favorite places?" she asks Isha, who grunts and nods excitedly before grabbing my hand in one and holding Powder's hand in the other, "Alright, let's go. C'mon babe." Powder says as she grabs Ekko's free hand and we make our way through Zaun. Occasionally giving Isha a swing from between Powder and I.
It was moments like these that made life feel normal. Peaceful.
We went browsing through a couple stores and market places. I got to see the depths of this new Zaun and just how much better things were here. Powder and Ekko showed me the usual places they go to spend time together from places filled with the community and places where they can have some privacy like the library I saw earlier; Isha actually got a book for herself. We even ran into Vi, Cait and Sevika while on their patrol and got to hang out with them for awhile before moving on to our next stop. Eventually what felt like noon came around so Powder and Ekko wanted to take Isha and I to a nice cafe that they like to go to and sit down for lunch.
"Trust me. They make some great coffee. Ekko got addicted to it for awhile, so I had to monitor him."
"By monitor me, she means follow me to the cafe and also order herself some coffee and pastries," Ekko clarifies, getting a nudge from Powder, "I ended up being the one to cut us off from having it on the regular."
"I mean, technically, it still worked." Powder says as I laugh and hold Isha. I noticed her getting tired and only purely running on kid energy, making her legs wobble a little so I decided to carry her to the cafe.
"Well I can't.... wait..." I say as I slowly stop, now noticing where we were heading.
The bridge.
Now filled with little market stands and people, but memories come back. Enforcers guarding the bridge. The segregation of two classes of people. Finding Pow- No. Jinx. Finding Jinx on the bridge after not making it in time again. Silco taking her away.
"Y/n?" Powder calls out ahead of me. I snap out of the memories, but my hesitance is still here. Only ever crossing this bridge once before, when we rallied together to fight against Viktor, Ambessa and their army.
"U-Um, so-so the cafe is in Piltover?" I ask already know the answer to that, "We can go there?" I hold Isha closer and guarded to myself and she looks at me worried. My eyes locked and unwavering; looking down the bridge to the other side.
My thoughts too chaotic to notice Powder and Ekko give me looks of concern before approaching me until I feel a hand grab my free one. I look to see Powder and Ekko standing close to me.
"Hey, it's okay. It's not like before; we're allowed to go to Piltover now." Ekko says, and his comforting tone, Powder's hand and Isha holding me close grounds me enough to not panic, but still filled with nervousness.
"Y/n, it's okay. No one is gonna hurt you." Powder says, keeping my hand held in hers and tracing over my knuckles with her thumb as comfort.
"Promise?," I ask, though after a moment I realize how childish I sound now that I think about it so I go to correct myself, "Sor-"
"We promise. It's okay. No one is going to hurt you Y/n," Powder says now interlocking her fingers with my own, "Right, Ekko?"
"She's right. We won't let anything happen." Ekko says before Powder starts leading me onto the bridge.
We walk a slow pace on the bridge as I look back and forth between the small market stalls on either side of the bridge. Seeing both people from Zaun and Piltover just going about their day, talking, bartering and just....... living. To my surprise I even see Jericho about halfway through the bridge serving enforcers that looked to be on their lunch break; he gives us a wave as we walk by and Isha returns the gesture. My nerves start to lower as we slowly make our way across bridge and I just take it all in. It doesn't take too long before we reach the other side into Piltover.
"See it wasn't tha-..... Oh. Are you okay?" Ekko asks as I look back at the bridge and feel some tears slip down my cheek.
"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean t-"
"Hey, hey! It's okay. It's fine. We got you," Ekko says as he reaches towards me to wipe the tears away, "Better?"
"Yeah, thanks. Sorry about that." I say which makes Powder roll her eyes and groan.
"Stop apologizing. It's fine; you're still getting used to all of this." Powder says before taking second to brush some hair out of my face and behind my ear, "There. Now c'mon, we need to make you an addict like Ekko and I. Not you Isha, you get juice." Powder says as she pulls me along and I see Isha put on a little pout at not being able to try the coffee.
"I'll let you sip from mine." I whisper to her, making her immediately perk back up.
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"Not bad right?" I ask Y/n as she sips from her mug of coffee and looking to be enjoying her drink. A satisfied moan as she drinks the beverage and it sends a tingle down my spine.
"Greeeaaat. Now we gotta prevent another addict." Ekko says as he enjoys a pastry, and Isha having stars in her eyes as she enjoys one of the many pastries on her plate that we got for her.
"I'll be back. I need to use the ladies room." Y/n says as she stands up from her seat and walks away, now giving me time to address something.
"Hey, now that she's gone. What do you think that was about back at the bridge?" I ask, making him think on it for a few seconds before sighing.
"I don't know. Her hesitating to cross the bridge made sense since she's not used to it. But her crying? I have no idea. Maybe something personal? She might have some bad memories on that bridge," Ekko suggests, but I can hear in his tone that he's not sure about his own theory as much as I am, "Whatever it is, we can help her get used to it. She's still adjusting to everything."
'True, but she looked ready to run away from the damn thing.'
"You're probably right. Anyway I was thinking, maybe I can help you with your project for the Innovator's Competition?" I ask and Ekko chokes on his coffee which makes me immediately start patting him on the back.
"Re-*cough* Really!? Why?"
"What, don't want my help now?"
"No, that's not it! I'm happy you want to help. It's just, you seemed pretty hesitant before. Why do you want to help now?" he asks and I shrug my shoulders.
"I don't know. I'm just...." I trail off as I look at Isha enjoying herself and gaze at Y/n's empty seat, "I'm just in a good mood." I say before feeling Ekko wrap an arm around my waist and pull me closer; I lean my head on his shoulder as he does.
"I know what you mean. You think she might want to help too? I know Isha will, she seems to love messing with your old gadgets." he asks, and I can hear the hope in his voice. To be honest that brought an odd feeling of hope to me too; now imagining Y/n joining Ekko and I with our work, or just watching us work from the the side.
"I hope so. She's going be living with dad and I for awhile, so it will be a good way to spend her time than just sitting in bed or something," I admit with hope in my voice, "I don't know about you, but I meant what I said back at the bridge. Even if this whole thing is a little weird. We need to keep her safe, okay?" I ask and he holds my hand in his own.
"I know. Don't worry, we'll protect her. She needs help adjusting and feeling safe here in Zaun, and we will do that for her," he says and Isha grunts and raises her hand while nodding her head, making me laugh as Ekko reaches over to ruffle her hair, "Of course you will too, Isha. We all will." he says, making me smile before glancing back at Y/n's seat.
"I like her." I admit after a few seconds; not knowing what the full meaning behind those words are.
"Me too." Ekko says as well and I can tell there's a deeper meaning behind his words too.
'Whatever it is. I don't want this feeling to go away.'
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americas1suiteheart ¡ 3 days ago
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omg i actually love your work, could you make a patrick x fem! reader with the one bed trope? like maybe the bus broke down during a tour and the other guys got rooms before they did, and there’s only one room left, with only one bed. doesn’t have to be anything suggestive, i just love seeing a flustered patrick 🤭🤭🤭
OMG!! One bed tropes are my absolute favourite!! There'll be a BUNCH of fluffy stuff and flustered Patrick, just like you asked. Thank you so much for this ask!
(*Might* make a suggestive NSFW kinda version of this but keep the story kind of the same because I just want to.. take this with a grain of salt..)
Just One Bed?
Patrick Stump x Gn! Reader
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Summary; It was halfway through the tour, and halfway to the next city, but just to everyone's luck, the bus had some unfortunate issues. Needing everyone out of the bus to be fixed, you found the cheapest motel, and just to yours and Patrick's luck, you two had to share a room, and a bed.
Notes; I love pre-hiatus Patrick so much you have no idea, so let's just say around Infinity? Anyway, it's currently December as I'm starting this so it's been put off for a while😭
Warnings; Just foul language.
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Everyone was sitting on the small tour bus couch, or a pulled up dining chair, with a game of Monopoly set up on the small "dinner" table you had in there.
"You owe me 100! You landed on my property, Patrick!" Pete bickered.
"No I don't! It's only set at 50, look at the card, dude!"
You sipped on your soda as you watched the two fight. You'd assume that they'd be more mature, but honestly, Monopoly tended to bring out the absolute worst in everyone. Your family was another good example of this.
"Patrick, just give Pete the 100 so we can get going with the game." Joe groans.
"That's not fair though! It's 50 and I know it's 50, he's just laundering money! I'm not giving him a fucking 100!" Patrick exclaims, making it sound like Pete was commiting actual crimes in the game.
Well.. he was, to be fair.
"Pete, you're getting 50 less, just take the 50 or you're not getting anything, we need to continue the game." You sigh.
"You're only saying that because Patrick's your favourite.." Pete pouts.
You shoot a glare at him and continue sipping your soda.
Patrick picks a 50 out of his stack and hands it to Pete. Pete takes it and puts it into his very messy and unorganised stack of the fake paper bills.
"Finally.. It's your turn now, Joe." You sigh.
These past 30 minutes into the game have been nothing but unhappy groans and sighs. Didn't help everyone was tired, but Pete suggested some "bonding time", that didn't seem to be going too well so far.
Joe picks up the set of dice and throws it onto the board. Only for them to be completely knocked off the table along with other pieces on the board. A large bump going along with it.
"Dammit! We can't do shit!" Joe curses.
A hiss and sputter come from the left side of the bus, making your face scrunch up in confusion.
"What the hell was that? Do you guys hear that?" You ask as you look around at the scattered pieces and spilt can of soda on the floor. That's gonna be annoying to clean with a paper towel.
"Guess that means we can sleep, goodnight." Andy says, throwing his fake paper bills carelessly on the table and walking off.
You sigh and get up from your seat, going up to ask the drivers what had happened, only to find them outside.
"Uh, hey, do you guys know what happened?" You ask.
"Well, we hit a pothole on the way and it ended up popping our front left tire, and it's pretty bad. I don't know how long it's going to take for us to get this fixed." The driver explains.
"Will we still be able to sleep here?"
"Probably not. Everyone will probably have to end up getting a place to stay for the night. We'll be lucky if we're even able to get back on the road on time tomorrow morning."
You nod and go back into the bus, poking your head in to see Pete and Patrick arguing about something.
"Hey, guys. So, the bus's tire popped so we kinda have to find somewhere to stay." You explain.
"What? Can't we just stay in here?" Joe asks.
You pull your lips into a thin line and shake your head, earning a groan from him.
"I talked to Rickey and he said we'll have to get rooms. I didn't argue with him, he's the one driving. If I had a choice to stay here, I would."
You sit back down in your seat and sigh. You were already so tired, and to hear that you would have to wait even longer to sleep frustrated you. You already knew you were going to be grumpy tomorrow morning.
"I don't think anyone has any connections to anyone here, huh?" Joe asks.
Everyone looks at each other, shaking their heads with a sigh.
"So we're gonna have to find a motel or something? Where even is the nearest one?" You look around.
Patrick pulls out his computer and looks for a while, eventually turning it around and showing everyone else the screen.
"I don't know, guys. The nearest one is kinda far away, like, I'm talking 100 some miles far." He explains
"How would we even get there? I think right now the bus will only get us so far, and we obviously can't walk.."
"You guys know taxis exist, right? Just call one over here, y'know." Pete shrugs.
"Wow, Pete. That's actually the smartest thing you've said all day, good job." Joe snickers.
Pete kicks him from under the table, earning a hiss and glare from Joe.
You felt bad that no one ever took Pete seriously sometimes, but with some of the shit that he's pulled over the period of time you've known them, it was for a decent reason.
"I'll call one now. Y/n, do you think you can go get Andy?" Patrick asks, dialing a number into his phone.
You walk into the sleeping quarters and go to Andy's bunk, pulling open the curtain to wake him up.
"Dude.. I'm trying to sleep." Andy groans, covering his face with his arm.
"We have to leave. The bus broke down and needs to be taken to a shop or something, so we have to find a place to stay. Patrick's calling to see if he can get a cab to come out here right now." You explain before going back into the living area, leaving Andy to be.
"..yes, yeah, it's just on the left shoulder of the road. Alright, thank you." Patrick says, before hanging up his phone.
"I take it you guys got a cab?"
"Yup. Joe found a motel close by, too. The cab should be here in about 20 minutes." Patrick says, turning his attention towards you.
You hum and go back into the sleeping quarters, packing a small tote bag with "pajamas" (which in reality was just an old pair of sweatpants from high school and a T-shirt from when the band was just starting out.) and an outfit for tomorrow.
The boys did the same, all but Pete's put in a similar manner. Joe picked his clothes and folded them, Patrick and Andy did the same.
"Hey, can I put my clothes in your bag? I don't wanna carry them," Pete asks with a yawn.
You look at him and roll your eyes with a sigh, "Sure. Toss it in there," You say, pushing the bag closer to him with your foot.
"Awesome! You're the man, Y/n," Pete exclaims.
You liked his enthusiasm, though with your state of tiredness you frankly found it a bit irritating.
You bounced your leg up and down impatiently and yawned. You were really tired. The one night that Pete decided to "make" everyone stay up later to bond, is the one night where you have to stay up even later just to wait for a cab to come out to seemingly the middle of nowhere.
The 20 minutes you waited soon felt like hours, each second feeling more like a minute.
Once the cab finally arrived, all of you tiredly grabbed your bags and exited the bus. Putting your bags into the trunk before cramming into the backseat of the car with Andy sitting in the front.
"Where to?" The cab driver asked, turning to Andy.
"The nearest motel if you can."
The driver nodded and began onto the road.
Pete grumbled and complained the whole time about not being able to get the front. And while you would typically get annoyed at this, you totally got where he was coming from. Four adults crammed into the backseat of a small car wasn't something that would typically be comfortable.
Halfway through the ride you felt yourself nodding off, and after trying your best to keep your eyes open, you finally gave in, leaning onto the shoulder of the person on your left.
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"...Y/n, wake up. Hey,"
You were awoken by your shoulder being gently shaken and a voice.
Your eyes flutter open and you yawn looking up to see Patrick with a sleepy look on his face.
"We're at the motel. We gotta get out so the cab driver can go, you can sleep when you get your room, okay? I'll help you with your stuff." He says, helping you out.
"No, I'm.. I should be fine," you say, stopping halfway to yawn.
Once you come out of your sleepy state, you get your wallet out of your back pocket and grab a 20 dollar bill, handing it to the cab driver as an apology for not only the long drive, but also staying extra because of you.
You quietly walk with Patrick to the check in office, your feet dragging along.
You put an arm over your face and squint, the fluorescent lights that laminated the room hurt your eyes and you were able to hear the buzzing of it. It smelt of cheap car air fresheners, on top of something else you couldn't quite place your finger on that those air fresheners were failing to cover.
Patrick cleared his throat, trying to get the attention of the person behind the counter.
"Yes?" The clerk says, looking up from his magazine.
"Um, can we just get two single bed rooms for one night?" Patrick asks awkwardly.
The clerk rolls his eyes and gets up, looking at the keys for the rooms.
"There's only one single bed room left,"
Your eyes widen and you look at Patrick, then back at the man.
"Are you sure there aren't any available rooms left? Not even one?" You ask.
"What do you think. They're all booked, okay? Do you want the room or not?" The man said, an annoyed, tired expression on his face.
"Yeah, we'll take it." Patrick abruptly says.
"Patrick–"
"Here's the key. Room 014. Enjoy your stay, the bed is real firm," The man says, handing Patrick the motel keys. "Check out time tomorrow is 12:10pm or earlier,"
"Okay, have a great night." Patrick bids the man a goodnight and walks out with you.
The two of you walk up the room and open it. It smelt of musk and had cobwebs in the corner of the room, indicating it hasn't been occupied or cleaned in a while.
You and Patrick place your bags on the floor. "I'm, uh.. I'm going to go and change in the bathroom, okay? Let me know when you're finished,"
You turn to him, "Alright. I shouldn't take too long. Thank you, Pat," You reply.
That nickname started about a month into the first tour you went along with the band. Apparently according to Joe, he never let anyone call him that. But with you, it was an entirely different story. He could never help but blush when you called him that, because it was only you that did. That he allowed you to.
He nods and looks away to try and hide the ferocious blush that was startinv to go up to his ears and goes through his bag to find his pajamas. Which, just like you, was just a random shirt and pajama pants. Batman pajama pants.
You smile at the choice of his and do the same and change into your own pajamas, but as you do so halfway, you notice that a plastic bag was in your bag.
Pete left his stuff.
You sigh and finish getting ready and take the bag out before knocking on the restroom door.
"Hey, Patrick. I'm finished so you can come out if you are, too. Pete left his bag in mine so I'm gonna go take it to him,"
Patrick opens the door, his hair messy presumably from changing into a new shirt.
"You know which room they're in?" Patrick asks.
"Nope, I'll just knock on every door until I find him," You joke.
"I don't think that's a very good idea, Y/n," Patrick responded seriously.
"I was just joking. I'll text Andy since he's most likely to respond. He was in the check-in room with Joe and Pete so he should know,"
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You walk over to the room Pete and Joe were staying in, seems like Andy and me and Patrick were the ones that got stuck with the single bed rooms. Andy on the other hand was luckier.
You knocked on the door, the plastic bag in your hand crinkling, waiting for the door to open.
"Y/n! You're a life saver, I thought I was going to have to sleep in my jeans," Pete exclaimed.
You look at him, your brows furrowed and a slight smirk on your face, "Haven't you done that before, though? I mean, I could list a bunch of weird crazy shit you've done more than once,"
Pete rolls his eyes and takes the bag from your hands, "Have fun sleeping with Patrick, he snores!" he says, sticking out his tounge before shutting the door.
You stood there flustered. How the hell did he know?
You flinch at the noise and huff, turning around and walking back to the room you and Patrick would be staying in.
'Shit, the key,' You think to yourself as I feel my pockets and noticed the key was no longer with me. 'I hope I didn't drop it.'
You knock on the door and wait, hoping that Patrick wasn't asleep yet. A more neatly, put together Patrick opens the door and lets you in after realizing it was you.
"I think I forgot the key in here," You laugh as you look on both nightstands, then the desk, and finally the restroom, you were unable to find it.
"God I'm too tired for this right now.." You groan.
'I'll find it later in the morning.'
"It's 3:22 am, I'm pretty sure that's normal," Patrick laughs before laying a pillow down the middle of the small bed and getting under the covers.
You turned off the lights and got under the covers which were unfortunately itchy and left you a little cold, though struggling to not fall off due to the lack of open space. You would just have to deal with it unfortunately.
But you couldn't.
You closed your eyes over and over again trying to make yourself fall asleep. You turned and tossed, you counted sheep, listened to the sound of your breathing and heartbeat for about 10 minutes already, now you've been staring at the ceiling as if that would help.
"Patrick, are you awake?" You asked looking to the right of you to see him doing the same as you.
"Yeah. Can't sleep for some reason," Patrick sighs and turns to his side facing you.
"I don't have any space, I think I'm going to fall off," You giggle.
Patrick hesitates for a second before saying, "I can take the pillow off from the middle,"
You think about it for a second but before you could even think rationally and just deal with it, you automatically blurt out, "That'd be awesome."
Once he removes the pillow and tosses it on the floor, you scoot in a little closer, now facing him.
You could feel the warmth radiating off of him and you were suddenly no longer as cold as before.
"Alright, um, goodnight Pat. See you in the morning," You clear your throat and turn back around.
"Goodnight, Y/n."
You still couldn't sleep. You stared at the red glow coming off of the alarm clock and watched the minutes passing by.
3:57 am.
You couldn't take it. You were so tired yet you found trouble sleeping.
"Y/n, you okay?"
You turn around once more, just as you'd been doing multiple times. "Yeah, still can't sleep is all,"
For the second time you turn towards him.
"What's on your mind?"
You thought you had no clue what was on your mind. But as soon as he asked that question you knew why.
You were sleeping in the same bed as Patrick. The same Patrick you'd had this "little" crush on since 2002. 5 years.
"Just.. stuff I guess." You said, voice slightly above a whisper.
Now that you knew exactly why you couldn't sleep, everything about him started to flood your mind and senses. The way he smelt of the remanants of a cheap cologne, the way his breath tickled your nose, the way his eyes looked in the moonlight that ever so slightly lit up the room, the way you could hear his heartbeat, the same bpm as most of the band's songs.
"Want to talk about it?"
You shook your head and thanked him for the offer, "what's on yours?"
Patrick was glad that the room was near completely dark, as once again his face began to flush, though his heartbeat quickened.
"Uh- I don't know. Nothing really," He lied.
A long, awkward silence occurred as the both of you looked into each other's eyes, averting them at times.
You hesitated for a long while, "Can I just like, I dunno, get a little closer to you or something," Now this one was more bold. "Maybe hold me?"
You immediately flushed and so had Patrick. The heat could be counted as a high fever if you were to check it.
Patrick scooted closer you you and brought you closer to his chest, his arms wrapped around you.
You closed your eyes and let out a breath of relief, one that you didn't know you were even holding.
"Thanks, Pat." You smile.
"No problem, N/n, goodnight." He responds with a yawn.
You felt a sudden calm and began to drift off to sleep. To be met with dreams and a sudden dread that you'll soon wake up.
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You wake with a sudden pounding on the door, still being trapped in Patrick's embrace.
"Y/n! Patrick! Wake up before I open the goddamn door!"
You tried to pull out and pry Patrick's arms around you, but he could sleep through a nuclear war unfortunately.
You hear the jingling of the lock and Pete barges in along with the rest of the boys.
"Oh, dude no way! You guys actually went for it!" Pete exclaims, pointing a finger at you and Patrick.
"This isn't what it looks like, Pete," You groan, still attempting to pry yourself out. "Someone wake him up please,"
All three of them snicker.
Pete walks over and puts his finger in his mouth and sticking it in Patrick's ear, giving him a wet willy.
Patrick flinches and lets you go, slapping away Pete's hand, "Dude! What the hell!"
You quickly get up and get out of the bed, standing at the end of it awkwardly as Joe and Andy gave you a knowing look.
"Um, I'm just gonna go- change. In the bathroom." You clear your throat and grab your tote, speedwalking to the door and shutting it.
You quickly get ready and we're able to hear bickering from the other side of the door. You sigh before opening the door, only to be met with Pete running towards you and placing his hands on your shoulder, shaking them.
"Did you guys do it?"
You squinched up your face and pushed him away from you, "What? No, dude. I slept in the same bed as him, but not with him, are you gross??"
"You know me, but I think Andy might secretly be worse," Pete says, whispering the last part.
You were grouchy and tired. It was 8am and you had only gotten four hours of sleep at the most, compared to the 7 or 8 you guys usually get.
"Out, now." You said, pointing to Pete, Andy, and Joe.
"Oh, so Patrick gets to stay but we don't? Favouritism!" Joe says before leaving the room.
You pinch the bridge of your nose and exhale.
Patrick was awkwardly standing at the end of the bed, his glasses and hat still not on. You softly smile and grab them from his side of the nightstand and hand them to him.
"Thanks," He smiles as he gingerly takes them from your hands.
"No problem. You should really go and get ready, though."
Patrick does the same as you had before and takes his clothes to the bathroom to change. You clean up the very little mess that the both of you had left as he did so. Making the bed, tossing the plastic disposable cups that had been used for water, etc.
You didn't even bother to shower, not with how late all of you were already.
"Hey, so uh.. last night," You turn around and see Patrick fixing his cap.
"Oh.. I didn't make you like.. uncomfortable or anything right?" You say anxiously.
"No! No, not at all just- I dunno-" Patrick looks down at his feet and shrugs.
"Come on! Dudes, we gotta go, the bus has been here for like, 20 minutes already and we've been waiting on you two!" A voice met with some loud knocking interrupts the conversation.
You sigh and get your bag. You then realized that you still didn't have the key to the room.
"Hey, Patrick? Do you have the key?"
He shakes his head.
"Fuck.."
"Open the damn door or I will! We gotta go!" Joe shouts.
'Oh, they have it..'
You swing open the door, "Give the goddamn key back, Joe," You demand.
Joe mutters something and hands you the key.
"Found it.."
Patrick laughs and exits out the door and you follow, taking the key and locking it before leaving.
All five of you check out and go onto the bus, Rickey clearly annoyed that everyone was late.
"It was their fault." Joe says, pointing to you and Patrick as he enters the bus.
"Oh shut it Joe. Sorry, Rickey. Had some trouble waking up." You apologise.
"Yeah right!" Pete shouts.
You roll your eyes and enter the bus, going to the small couch and placing your bag onto the floor carelessly.
You were exhausted. If everyone was lucky they'd get to the venue early enough to practice a little bit before soundcheck.
Patrick sits next to you, discarding his bag the same as you had just done before.
"God, I'm so tired.." He yawns.
"Take a nap then, Pat."
He puts an arm on the back of the couch and closes his eyes as he puts his cap over them.
"Hey, Y/n?"
"Yeah?" You look at him, his eyes droopy from still being tired.
"Last night didn't make anything weird between us, right?" Patrick says, tipping his cap up.
You let out a breathy laugh, "I asked this literally 10 minutes ago. Didn't you say it was fine? I mean- is it.. fine..?" You second guess yourself.
"I mean, I think it's fine.. more than.. fine?"
You give a sly smirk and nudge him with your arm, "What do you mean by "more than fine"?" You ask.
Though some false confidence showed, you tried your best to not let your voice falter.
The same practically was happening for Patrick. He was so easy to fluster and flush, it was impossible to even attempt hiding it due to the lit up "living room."
The same "I don't know's" repeated, and you still awaited an answer.
You lay your head down on his shoulder and feel his body tense up and quickly relax again.
His arm wraps around your shoulder and pulls you in closer, closer like he had done last night.
Last night.
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I finished this to the best I could, and totally put it off for ages, so I apologise, man😭😭😭
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saturfied ¡ 6 months ago
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y'know i really, really wanna go clubbing with jeffy!!! it'll be so much fun, especially getting ready together before that akdksjsk!!! i can do some nail art for him, and i do pretty eyeliner designs, too, along with really good eyeshadow!!! and style him akfjsjsj, he has a very pretty collection of clothes!!! i will make him the queen of babygirlism, not that he isn't already but you get the point- mayhaps mayhaps i just wanna sit on his lap and do some pretty makeup for him hehehehh🙈 but letting yourself free on the dance floor sober with him would definitely be a pretty amazing, he just has this personality of a star, so bright, maybe I'll need some sunglasses lol, hmm, what a dream :')
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amelikos ¡ 4 months ago
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Thinking about how in the midst of the hostility currently directed at Amethio in-universe, Friede still remains the only one so far who expressed joy at his presence..
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s0fter-sin ¡ 11 months ago
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i had an eye test done a few days ago and one of the tests gave me mad vertigo, it only lasted a few minutes but i still have a major headache and nausea and it flares up when i’m scrolling. obviously the answer is to get off my phone but it’s making me think of the march that shall not be named when i couldn’t look at fucking anything and ya girl is getting nervous
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aroaessidhe ¡ 6 months ago
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Endless Sea Between Us
sapphic fantasy romance between a witch who lives in a sea cave after her family died and was cast out from her village, and an banished mermaid who’s curious about humanity
they create a magical rune to swap species, both desiring the freedom each other’s homes promise
but when they start to grow closer the mer-turned-human is kidnapped by a witch-hunting prince and taken to his castle, and the witch must chase them down to save her
f/f, demi MC
#The Endless Sea Between Us#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#sapphic books#this is….I mean it’s fine.#I like the way it remixed elements of the little mermaid. The characters are interesting.#I liked the way they just kinda immediately into swapping species and enjoyed their new forms no big deal.#I found the writing a bit boring/simple - and like. lacking atmosphere and worldbuilding.#Like when the two meet their dialogue immediately took me out of it - it was like two people meeting on the street#not two people from entirely different species. I feel like it skips over what could have been some interesting cultural differences#their first interaction is the human being grossed out by seeing a mermaid eating raw fish?#like she’s specifically grossed out by the ‘eating raw fish’ part of it? what did you think they’d eat? also you live in a fantasy seaside#there’s no way you wouldn’t be acquainted with the grossness of fish even if you don’t eat it raw????#I kinda wish it had drawn out just the two of them rather than bringing the prince storyline into it.#He was such a silly villain who I couldn’t really take seriously - and I didn’t understand why she didn’t just run away or attack him?#He didn’t feel like an actual threat.#I read this bc one of the characters is demi-aroace and it was fine I guess if only very briefly referenced. I feel like they got together#though I did appreciate the ‘I’ve never before#but I feel like I could love her one day” when they got together rather than her immediately flipping from nothing to In Love#There was a bit where a side character said to her something along the lines of: ‘oh you CAN love; i just wasn't the right person;#there’s nothing wrong with you after all’. which. I don’t love that actually. kinda uhhhh arophobic
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thatone-churro ¡ 1 year ago
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y’know just as soon as i start getting comfortable with the idea of being open/relying on my dad and him being more comfortable with my choices than i feared, i can essentially throw all that out the window with how vehemently he yelled at me at the thought of my getting my septum pierced (even though i never said i was yet. i said my side before i decide anything else). also making underhanded remarks of me never getting tattoos other than the one for my mom. like okay don’t ask me why i don’t tell you about anything or talk to you or anything. what the fuck.
#‘i love you no matter what’ and ‘you’re an adult and as long as your choices make you happy’ out the window i guess.#are we too sober for those statements to apply all of a sudden?#and again i didn’t even say i was getting it any time soon. i said my sister wants to take me to get my first non-ear piercing.#she’s getting hers repierced & i want to get my side.#and then he started going off on me for it for no reason. and brought up the one tattoo i want to get for my mom.#and THEN made an off handed remark of a similar vein about dyed hair.#i hope he knows he’s literally the only reason i don’t have piercings or tattoos or dyed hair or like anything that lets me look how i wanna#like deadass. i know i’m your ‘baby.’ but can i please actually embrace myself. i don’t care if you don’t like alt culture. i do.#he would shun the girls i crush on fr like oh my god.#like if he knew what i really wanted to look like i think he’d disown me. won’t even have to bring up my funky relationship with gender.#literally as soon as i start thinking i can be open with this man he pulls this shit and then asks why i’m slowly getting more distant.#like wow it’s almost like i’ve been regulated and raised according to what you want and not what i want.#and you wonder why my sisters (especially my oldest who has a lot of piercings & tattoos like i want) aren’t close either? isn’t that wild?#how we never got much of a chance to explore this without reprimand until we were moved out? even as legal adults?#absolutely WILD correlation there i wonder if the causation lines up here pa. what the fuck.#anyway i’m gonna go now and not cry because my roommates are home but i’m gonna go sulk because i’m sick of this ✌️#oh wait convenient that the showdog poem went up tonight too isn’t that crazy. man calls himself out so hard lol#grace being stupid#text post#personal
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sttoru ¡ 8 months ago
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⠀ 𝝑𝑒 ⠀⠀ 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒. you show your husband some affection, thinking you two were alone - only to be interrupted by your son.
tags. dad!toji fushiguro x wife!female reader. fluff, suggestive. mentions of toji developing / having a dad bod. & reader having a mom bod. reader gets called ‘princess, mama (by gumi)’. baby gumi waking up bcs of a nightmare. excuse me - not beta read bcs i was half asleep when writing this rt_t
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“tooooji,” you smile as you enter the kitchen. you’ve put megumi to bed - finally - and have the chance to spend some one-on-one time with your dear husband. both of you deserve the rest after a hard day of work.
toji has been putting the dishes back in their designated spots whilst you were away. the dark-haired man turns his head to the side once he feels a pair of arms wrap around his waist. a small grin tugs at his lips, “missed me, princess?”
you roll your eyes. even if years have passed since your marriage, toji has not stopped using that specific nickname for you. he loves calling you ‘princess’, because that’s what you’ll always be to him. in his eyes, at least.
“mhm,” you decide to indulge him. you bury your face into his broad back, feeling the muscles he’s worked so hard on obtaining. after megumi was born, toji did let himself go for a bit, but that is a good sign.
it means he’s content with his life - this peaceful life that he’s settled down for with no regrets. no more being reckless, no more battling for money; he’s now got a family to come back home to after all.
“is the little brat asleep?” toji asks while putting the last dish away. he’s visibly enjoying your warm hands that have slid under his shirt. your skin is so soft to the touch compared to his.
you chuckle and nod to his question. “gumi’s sleeping like a baby,” you rub your husband’s stomach gently, feeling the little bumps of his fading abs. you’re loving his new body - just as much as toji loves yours.
toji turns around to face you, desperately needing to return the favor. he can’t get enough of being with you. his rough hands grab your waist and bring you closer against his body, until your chests are nearly touching. he lowers his head to your neck, “that means i can show my wife how much i love her, yeah?”
you shiver at how toji’s voice turns from soft and gentle to sexual and husky. big hands find their place on your tummy, massaging the loose skin with its stretch marks. you can hear your husband’s breath hitch. “fuck,” toji swallows his spit, his fingers moving to grasp your hips.
toji loves how your hips got wider after you’ve given birth to your child. every change in your body, whether big or small, is completely welcomed by him. your body has blessed toji with a son he loves and he’ll forever be grateful for that fact. the least he can do is take his time to appreciate you.
“so beautiful,” toji sighs as he leaves soft pecks on your neck and throat. his fingers are working their way down to your thighs and ass—not leaving a single patch of skin untouched. his lips eventually find yours and you melt into his embrace.
it’s getting heated and the tension is palpable. toji’s about to lift you into his arms when you catch a glimpse of a short figure in the doorway. your eyes widen and you immediately detach your lips from your husband’s.
toji quickly catches on and sighs. he cocks his head to the left, the sight of his toddler standing at the doorway coming into view. “damn kid,” he whispers, nearly pouting because of the interruption. you playfully slap his bicep—a warning to fix his potty mouth in front of megumi.
“h-hey, gumi,” you say with an awkward giggle, walking towards the child. you fix your shirt in the meantime, straightening the material. you crouch down to megumi’s level and pat his head tenderly, “what happened? why are you out of bed?”
megumi stares up at you with teary eyes. he’s clenching onto his dog plushie, hugging the stuffed animal to his little body. you can easily guess that he’s scared—probably because of a nightmare. he’s been getting those more frequently.
though, instead of explaining himself, megumi searches for answers to something else. he points at his dad who’s leaning against the counter with his arms crossed. the toddler then looks back at you like he’s made some big discovery;
“mama papa kissing!”
you nearly choke on your spit. megumi’s a clever little boy and it shows through his advanced vocabulary. you’re surprised that he’s learnt what that meant already. you try to deny what your child said, “no, uhm, mama and papa were just hugging!”
toji snorts at your half assed excuse. he lazily walks over to you two, hands in his pockets. he bends forwards and looks megumi in the eyes with a huge smirk on his face. “yeah, we were. ‘n you totally ruined it,” he utters without any shame and menacingly sticks his tongue out at the little boy.
you hiss and lightly shove toji—he cannot take anything seriously. you’re trying your best to distract megumi’s attention from what he’s seen his parents do, to what his reason is for waking up.
“did you have a nightmare again?” you coo and pick your son up. he instantly snuggles up to you and presses his face against your chest in search of comfort. you smile and can conclude that your assumptions are right.
you pet megumi’s head whilst softly humming one of his favorite lullabies. toji watches your interaction with his son and his mood softens once more. he silently hugs you from behind—also wrapping an arm around megumi—turning it into a little family group hug.
“y’re all right, buddy,” toji mutters to megumi and the little boy sniffles in response, “mama ‘n papa ‘re right here.”
after a couple minutes, you carry megumi back to his room before putting him down in his bed. your husband stands next to you as you make sure your kid is tucked in properly.
megumi stares up at you with a sniff and you nearly melt at the adorable sight. you brush his bangs out of his eyes and kiss his forehead, wishing him a good night. the toddler nods and hugs his plushie to his chest again, still a bit shaken up from the nightmare. however, he’s doing a lot better after he got comforted by both his parents.
“sweet dreams, gumi,” you whisper and rub megumi’s cheeks with a fond smile on your lips. toji simply stares at you conversing with megumi—his face showing little to no emotion. though, from within, toji is absolutely in awe at your motherly personality. you’re the perfect mother.
megumi gets drowsy and tosses onto his side so he could be more comfortable. he struggles to open his eyes, but manages to look at toji. the little boy pouts and points another finger at his dad, this time drowsily warning him, “papa no kiss mama, ‘kay?”
that comment catches you off guard. you’re embarrassed by the fact that megumi still remembers what he’s seen in the kitchen. you try to clear your throat and explain yourself, but toji’s one step ahead of you. he silently mimics megumi’s words and rolls his eyes—
“yeah yeah, whatever. i won’t,” toji promises his son. the toddler clearly inherited your husband’s protectiveness. you chuckle at the playfulness between the two, enjoying the jokey banter the father-son duo have each time.
megumi huffs in victory and nods. he can sleep in peace now, knowing his dad won’t try anything funny with you. he closes his weary eyes and is asleep within just a few seconds.
you stretch your arms and sigh in content. you can’t help but chuckle once you notice how megumi’s fallen asleep with a tiny smile on his lips. you give the child one last forehead kiss before leaving the room in silence.
toji follows right behind you. now that his son is sound asleep, he doesn’t have to keep his promise. technically— he wasn’t planning to anyway.
“c’mere,” your husband mumbles and grabs your hand. he pulls you into a tight hug, hands instantly roaming your body which he admires so much. he plants his lips onto yours not a second later.
you smile into the kiss, finding it funny how toji couldn’t keep his (fake) promise for even one second. he would die if he actually couldn’t kiss you, and that isn’t even an exaggeration.
toji pulls back after a moment and smirks at you—those bedroom eyes of his very telling.
“so, where were we?”
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