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Error 404: (Self-Aware!AU, Sylus Edition) â Pt. 2
Summary: A LADS self-aware!AU featuring Sylus and aâlessâoblivious player. Thatâs it, thatâs the plot. A/N: Ok, Iâve decided to make this by series, so this oneâs just going to be purely Sylus. I hope nobody minds the specific names/places/etc. I wanted to create a personality for the âplayerâ and add a bit of backstory work (loosely based on yours truly lol) for the sake of storytelling, but there won't be any distinct description of the playerâs physical appearance <3 Tags: player!reader x sylus, fem!reader x sylus, reader x lads, self-aware!au, suggestive language, bouts of delusion
Pt. 1 - Pt. 2 - Pt. 3 - Pt. 4 - Pt. 5 - Pt. 6 - Pt. 7
Riiiiingâ RiiiNGGGGGââ
âHuh⊠whazatâ?âÂ
A shrillâearsplitting, headache-inducing, completely fucking loudânoise wakes you up rather rudely from your peaceful slumber at⊠Jesus Christ, what time is it?Â
You blink your bleary eyes open, once⊠twiceâfuck, all you know that itâs too goddamn early for all this ruckus. Groaning, you clumsily try to find the source of the unexpected wake-up callâquite literally in this case.Â
Your hand bumps the vibrating phone straight off the edge of the mattress â along with the charger cord still attached to it â and you cuss up a storm when you hear it clatter on the hardwood floor.
The ringing finally stops, and youâre perfectly content to just leave it there and fall back to sleep when, not even ten seconds later, the blasted thing rings back to life, taunting you awake.Â
Angrily, you wrestle against the threadbare blanket wrapped around your body like a warm cocoon, pushing yourself out of bed with all the rage of a sleep-deprived insomniac whoâs been up til the buttcrack of dawn to grab yourâhuh, relatively intactâphone off the ground, while the charger cable swings haphazardly from the weight of the power brick on its tail end. Â
Without checking the caller, you swipe right to answer. âWhat?âÂ
âDonât use that tone on me, young lady,â Your mother grouses on the other end of the line. âItâs almost noon! Did you just wake up?âÂ
Barely five hours of sleep. Pinching the bridge of your nose, you shut your eyes and sigh. âNo, mom. Sorry, just had a late night,â you clear your throat in an attempt to sound more composed. âWhatâs up?âÂ
âOh, dear. Is it because of work again?â Something akin to sympathy replaces the sternness in her voice, and you dread the all-too-familiar spiel that comes next. âYou know, honey, thereâs a job opening for aâ what was it again? I have to double check, but itâs where your Auntie Helen works. You know your Auntie HelenââÂ
âMom,â you interrupt, before she could go off on a tangent. âWork is fine, donât worry. Why dâyou call?âÂ
âShould I need a reason to call my only daughter who's living by her lonesome, a country away fromââÂ
âMom!âÂ
âOh, alright,â she finally relents, sounding slightly exasperated. âWere you able to book me and Jodie the roundtrip flight to Orlando? Your cousinâs wedding is barely a month away and I want all the documents ready by now, sweetie.âÂ
Shit. âAhâ yeah. Iâll email you the flight itinerary in a bit, Iâm justââ you catch sight of your protruding hamper, innocuous but an eyesore nonetheless, right by the doorway of your humble studio unit. âI mean, I just left the condo. To do errands and stuff. Iâll send the details to you when I get back home, okay?âÂ
âOkay, honey,â she sighs. âYou stay safe outside now. Donât talk to strangers.âÂ
âI am a perfectly responsible adultââ The call disconnects. âHello? Great.âÂ
You rub away the remnants of sleep from your eyes, fully aware that your dayâs already started, despite your reluctance. Might as well get a head start on todayâs agenda.
First thingâs firstâ brunch. Oh, itâs almost one. Lunch, then. I could maybe grab a hotdog from the corner store before heading to Landers. Oh wait, your laundryâ gotta pass by the laundromat downstairs, too. Ugh, câmon, chop-chop.Â
Just as youâre about to stand up from your supine position on the floor, another ping! pulls your attention back to your phone.Â
âMom, I swearââÂ
Ah, youâre finally awake. Youâve had a very long night, kitten. Take it easy for the day â make sure to get enough rest between errands.
Iâll know if you donât. Â
Your heart skips a beat.
Oh! Um. Thatâs⊠new.Â
⊠Apparently another one on the growing list of ânew featuresâ from the latest update. It doesn't sound like an invitation for you to open the game, strangely enough. It's not a call to action to claim your daily stamina, nor a prompt for you to check your Galaxy Explorer rewards.Â
Itâs nothing more than a greeting, really. Just one thatâs particularly targeted at you, with unnerving accuracy.
You recall the weird (?) events from last night, and the now-erratic beating of your heart suddenly picks up a notch. From the unexpected dialogues to the outrageous amount of dias youâve somehow ended up withâsomething you still think is some kind of glitch in the systemâyou canât shake the feeling that youâre living out the plot of a Black Mirror episode, as fucking dumb as that sounds.Â
Not to mention during Quality Time, Sylus_v2.0 (as you so lovingly dub this version of him in your mind) had been acting more aware of you.
And youâre not talking about the pre-programmed glances that you usually get. Noâ itâs like he actually hears you.Â
He doesnât say anything. But whenever you make a comment, or utter something under your breath, he reacts with a huff or a humâdepending on the context. If itâs a slew of expletives aimed at your boss, the reaction youâre met with is one of amusement. A snort; sometimes a quiet laugh, if youâre lucky. When you say something self-deprecating, however, it elicits the heavier sighs, the sharp clicks of the tongue.Â
At one point, you heard him make a low sound of dissent, something close to a... growl, almost, after making a casual joke about being just another cog in the machine and how offing yourself wouldnât really matter in the grand scheme of late capitalism. As you oft do.Â
Your eyes met, and for a split second, it felt like you werenât looking at just pixels. His gaze weighed heavy on youâalmost accusatory.Â
It made you feel⊠naked, somehow. Perceived.Â
You recall how quickly you averted your eyes from his, face flushing hotly from a feeling you couldnât put into words.Â
Bone-tired from last nightâs (morning) overtime, you didnât have the time to look up the news on this recent version updateâalthough you really donât remember any notifications in-gameâso you quickly Google, âsylus acting sentient in rcent update loveamd Deepspace???â on your phone browser.
You scroll down for a bit, but none of the search results yield any relevancy, nor are they in any way similar to your current⊠predicament.Â
(Okay, so calling it a predicament is a little unfair. Youâre not exactly complaining about anything per se. No complaints from you. At all.)
Deciding that youâd do a deeper dive on Twitter (X) at a later time instead â probably tonight when you do your daily login â you briefly press the side button to lock your phone⊠not without a final peek at the banner notification from Sylus.Â
You press your lips together in an effort to hold back the stupid giggle bubbling up your throat.Â
Unfortunately, all the self-control in the world canât help you and your need to have the last wordâgirl, from what evenâso you ask aloud, to no one except the person you've deluded yourself into thinking is a valid recipient of your one-sided conversation:Â
â... Yeah? And what if I donât?âÂ
Youâre not really waiting for a response (or were you?), but the nervous flutter in your stomach betrays the impatience you're trying to mask with casual indifference. Itâs small, unassumingâbut there.Â
Impatient for what, exactly, youâre not sure. But maybe, just maybeâ
Feeling a bit braver now, are we? How bold. Care to say that to my face, sweetheart?
Oh.Â
Oh.
An inhuman noise escapes your throat, embarrassingly loud, almost a keen, and you fumble with the device in your hand; the new banner notification still in full viewâtaunting you.Â
You donât know what to think, you donât know how to feel. Youâ
Spring up, like an agitated jack-in-a-box, and the sudden rush of blood in your head leaves you dizzy. Youâre a molotov cocktail of emotions; one more bombshell dropped on you and you might just blow.Â
âIâmâ later, okay? Uh,â Whew, girl, keep it together. âI needâI need to go.â You almost stumble as you speed walk towards the bathroom.
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If you didnât switch your phone to silent, didnât make the conscious effort to ignore any incoming messages, notifications, and whatever else, in a rush to get dressed and go about your day as if it's just like any other weekendânope, nothing unusual hereâyou wouldâve seen one last cheeky reply:
Of course, sweetie. You take care now.Â
Donât talk to strangers. X
Endnote: This one's pretty short, but Iâm world-building, trust.Â
Thanks for reading!Â
#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#lnds sylus#sylus x reader#sylus x you#lads x you#lads x reader#love and deepspace fic#sylus qin
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Valentine â wanderer x gn reader
erhmm, kaveh gets taped to the ceiling, obvious courting/pining, reader's a fucking simp, wanderer's a small bitch/affectionate
guy came up to me and became my valentine, now i gotta reject him because i dont see him like that đ but happy valentines day!!
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Valentineâs Day was literally today and you were stressing about what to get your lovely partner! Well, not really. If anything, youâre freaking out on how to confess your feelings for them and *then* ask him out. Crazy, and very last minute, you know, but hear yourself out!
Youâve been pinning and courting him for a while. Itâs painfully obvious that you liked him, or at least you think.
Wanderer had no revelation. Sometimes he thought that the flowers and large amounts of flowers, snacks and drinks you left on his desk or mail was part of a big prank. Not even his new friend group (âAggravateâ, as Cyno called them) could tell him differently.
They were walking down the halls, ignoring most people who gawked and eyed them. It wasnât rare for people to look at the five beauties but it was fairly worse since itâs a holiday.
âYou excited?â Tighnari, one of the only people who have a brain in this dumb school, mentions.
"For what?â He pauses his walk.
âOh! For his little secret admirer to come up and confess!â Kaveh squeals. Alhaitham, who stood behind him only snorted but stayed quiet. Tighnari looked to the side but nevertheless agreed with him, âSomething like that. I was going to say chocolates or a present but that works.â
Cyno interjects, âMaybe a letter? Something simple to not attract too much attention to you, I would guess.â
âOh please, I doubt that prankster has the balls to come up to my face and say something, let alone a fake confession.â Wanderer says, not only denying the idea but shooting down Kavehâs suggestion as well.
"Booo! Whereâs your passion for love? I donât understand how people like you, babes.â Alhaitham pats Kavehâs back but we all know he thinks it too.The puppet snorts but doesnât refute anything else. He continues to walk, leaving the four behind while they head to their classes.
Wanderer was interrupted many times by others trying to give him gifts, making him late several times. He grew tired of the holiday and just wanted to go home. Maybe Tighnari can give him something to ease his mind when it's time for study hall.
But they never show up. Wow, âreal friendsâ my ass.
When he goes to his next class, down a small hall in the Vahumana category, Wanderer only sees the empty class. There was no way he was late or early or even in the wrong classroom.
His wary behavior didnât cease when he noticed a singular note on a desk, his desk. Wanderer didnât hesitate to pick it up, his smooth hands running over the frail paper before unfolding it from its fold.
Dear Wanderer, it read.
Youâre probably reading this with caution or at least looking behind your back right now but I can assure you, nothing badâs gonna happen as you read this! (I donât know if that sounded ominious ominous or not so, sorry :( )
Iâm the one who keeps buying you flowers and those snacks if you didnât know by now! I actually have something to tell you and I really hope you come to the library or else Iâll kind of look like a loser lolâ Your secret admirer
ps: Iâm a little offended you think this whole thing is a prank, Wanderer :(
Damn. He closed the piece of paper and ran his hands through it again. âYeah, right. Like someone would actually love me enough to do thisâ, he thinks.
Wanderer shoves the note into his shortâs pocket and sits down in his seat. There are small trinkets and sour candies in the desk with another note, âJust in case you get hungry :)â. âŠHe sighs. He takes one of the candies in his hand and starts unwrapping the wrapper. âYou guys can come out now. I finished reading the letter.â
There was a small hint of silence before anyone spoke.
"Oh thank the gods, I thought you were gonna leave us here.â Kaveh groans. Both Tighnari and Cyno reveal themselves from hiding in a closet and Alhatiham just turns around in the professor's chair.
âKaveh?! Howâd you get up there?â Tighnari leaves the closet, passing by Wanderer to get under Kaveh, who was duct-taped to the ceiling. He looked sick and frail and like he was about to throw up.âI asked Alhaitham to help me like three hours ago but he never got me down! I missed a bunch of classes..â He whines. Tighnari gives Haitham a glare but the grey-haired male ignores it.
âIâll help you down, okay?â Tighnari comforts Kaveh and stretches his hand out towards the closet. âCyno, give me my bow.â
âAlright.â Cyno starts reaching into the closet while the four of them could hear Kaveh pleading, âWait! No! I can get down myseâ!â
Wandererâs ears ring at the loud sound of Kaveh crashing onto the floor. Joking, of course. He used his anemo powers to safely get the blond down.
"You four are such a hassle.â He groans.
"Well?â
ââWellâ what?â
âAre you gonna go?â
âGo where?â
âThe library, for god's sake!â
Cyno nods along. â[Name] is waiting for you there.âWanderer groans again while everyone else looks at Cyno like he just admitted to a murder. They whisper as the puppet crosses his arms in his seat. âIâm not going to a dumbass library to just meet [Na]ââŠ[Name]?â
"Oh wow, Cyno spilled. Expected it to be Kaveh.â Alhaitham retorts. Wanderer could only hear a small âhey!â from the thoughts running through his head.
Believe it or not but you were the second place bachelor in the Akademiya. Most girls and guys would be pursuing you right now but you were just in the library? And you liked him? Yeah, right, heâll have to see it with his own eyes.
âFine, come on. Letâs go.â He stood up from his seat and began to walk out the classroom, leaving the four boys again.
âShould we go after him?â Kaveh asked.
"You just fell off of a ceiling, I donât think itâs a good idea for you to goâŠâHe whines again but wipes his butt from any dirt from the floor. âOkayâŠâ
âIâll stay with you.â
âAlhaitham, what?â
âYou heard me.â
Both Tighnari and Cyno left to chase after Wanderer, the quick fellow already somehow causing a commotion in the halls. You were sitting in the library when Wanderer ran in. You expected him to come, not because you thought of him as a hopeless romantic but because you knew heâd want to see such a wanted figure as yourself actually liking someone.
âGood afternoon, Wanderer.â He heard.
You were carrying a Sumeru rose in your hands, fiddling and admiring the petals and thorns. He just stood in front of you, not believing it wasnât a prank.
ââGood afternoonâ my ass. What do you want?â
You frown. âDid you not read the letter I left for you?â
He crosses his arms and scoffs. He had an obvious face of disdain, still not believing you. âWhy yes of course I did. And just so you know,â he took a small step closer. âI still think this is a dumb joke.â
That statement couldnât help but make you laugh. âReally? Arenât a lot of people pursuing you? What about me courting you for, like, 3 months?âHe falls silent. You werenât known for your jokes, most people (excluding Cyno) thought you were unfunny. You also werenât a liarâeveryone calls you honest and trustworthy that even Wanderer can only imagine how many promises youâve completed.
âLook. Iâm really not jokingâŠâ You stand up from your chair at the library, taking small steps towards the short male. You extend your hand, showing him the rose you had been admiring for so long.
âI like you.â
Ha⊠Haha.. He starts laughing. Wanderer found you absolutely stupid. No one, ever, would actually admit to liking himâlet alone on a holiday all about love. You had to be an idiot to even think about him romantically.
The puppet stops laughing after noticing you hadnât gone away or laughed with him. He raised an eyebrow and looked at your frown. âSeriously? Youâre an idiot.â His rude remark did nothing to hide the small smile on his face. It was amusing, such a silly thing actually. Who knew you would be such a dumbass for love? Now he doesn't feel even a single drop of guilt for eating all those snacks.
That look on your face says it all. You're in love with him. Pathetic, honestly. But Wanderer'll give you (and himself) a chance at this little game called life. He finds this little situation funny now that he knows it's not some sort of sick joke.
âFine, Iâll give you a chance.â He takes the rose in his hands, twirling it with his fingers. He looked up at your excited smile. Humans are so easy to please, he thinks but it doesn't stop the small smile crawling on his own face.
âJust donât bore me.â
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anyone else see headcannons for the om! characters and think of their own for a completely different topic like seriously i was reading headcannons about how the brothers would react to MLP (by @byte-your-tongue for those curious i would recomend looking at the post it made me laugh) and i started thinking up headcannons on how they would sleep like what??
Anywayssss here some headcannons about how i think the characters would sleep (with and without mc cause i feel like some of the would change how they sleep with someone next to them)
Part 1 - The Brothers Part 2 - The Angels + Solomon Part 3 - Diavolo + Barbatos
content thingy btw: the brothers are kind of implied to be dating mc but it can really be taken how you wish, also gn!mc, ooooo ooo oooo and a few pet names (dove, treasure, player 2, love) and a bit of fluff to
Lucifer
w/out mc- on back stiff as a board, mans becomes a plank of wood dare i say even a brick unmoving and silent no snores no sleep talk and somehow takes up his entire bed (he's probably in his demon form) also a very light sleeper he's gotta be ready for anything and everything disaterous that could happen in the middle of the night
w/ mc- buuuuuuut when mc shows up and starts sharing his bed he starts to sleep talk like when mc first showed up in the devildom he started doing it every now and then cause of stress (i sleep talk when stressed lol) but when they started sharing a bed he started sleep talking alot more the stress probably coming from him not wanting one of his brothers (mammon, levi, asmo) to A to walk into his room and fall asleep ontop of him and mc cause they want mc cuddles to or B straight up steal mc from his grasp (he protec) oooooor lucky number C take photos of the two and use them as blackmail (mams, satan and belphie), still no snoring, 20% chance he's in his demon form especially if its winter (wings can be blanket), i also think he may switch from a brick to side sleeper everynow and then for cuddles (touch starvedddddddddd), light sleeper still but like way worse now, will wake up at the sound of a pin drop (force him to wear noise cancelling headphones everynow and then so he gets sleep 'do i have to wear these silly things dove, i'd preffer to keep you safe and the house of lamantation standing than sleep')
Mammon
w/out mc- hes sprawled out (starfish), loud snoring (can be heard across the house), also loud sleep talking (he will get flustered in his sleep and talk for everyone example 'mammon that was such a dumb idea' 'no it aint it was a genius idea' 'mammooooooon, wheres my record') sleeps with his glasses on, also kicks like alot, very deep sleeper would've slept through one of beels late night rampages when the fridge was empty many times
w/ mc- still starfish no room for mc, snoring is still loud (hope mc's got ear buds or smth) sleep talks but now flirts with himself too 'oh mammon did it hurt when you fell' 'of course it did i fell for you after all', has gotten into a better habit of taking his glasses off before sleep (feel like mc got up him for wearing them to sleep) no kicking anymore or atleast not as much mc has gotten kicked off multiple times, still a very deep sleeper but he'll somewhat wake up if mc moves to check on them (its probably just tred mumbles of something like 'ya okay treasure?' or 'you're not going anywhere treasure')
Levi
w/out mc- idk what to put here like he obviously takes up like the entirety of the bathtub he sleeps in, he probably talks to ruri-chan or his online friends in his sleep and does the poses and stuff ruri-chan does also body pillows no blankets just body pillows/hj he's a pretty normal sleeper (when he does sleep) only really waking up to any loud noises
w/ mc- still dunno but he probably wraps his tail around mc when sleeping (once again he protec) probably like the exact same as w/ out mc but without the poses, still a pretty average sleeper and still talks in his sleep ('nonononononono player two you take on the minions and i'll take on super elite demon dragon fish boss')
Satan
w/out mc- lets be real when hes does sleep its either almost exactly like lucifer (when he goes to sleep willingly) or he's sprawled out with a book on his face, snores but not as loudly as mammon or beel, probably kicks if he falls asleep angry at someone (most likely lucifer) sleeps pretty deeply normally but when pissed off he's a light sleeper almost like he's preparing to explode at the slightest sound, also if he's snuck a cat into his room he's cuddling with the cat
w/ mc- cuddles in the middle of reading a book, mc was sitting in his lap and he was reading to them when they fell asleep and a few hours later still reading the book out loud for the sleeping mc he falls asleep himself, doesn't go to sleep angry as often as before but his sleeping does lighten a little to make sure unwelcome intruders dont enter his space whilst he's with mc, will not move if he's cuddling mc (if he does move and wake them up he's apologising tellng them to go back to sleep ' 'm sorry love go back to sleep')
Asmodeus
w/out mc- kitten snores tiny little baby snores, doesn't kick unles he's having a nightmare, has a night time face mask on deep sleeper and sleeps on his back just not as stiffly as luci and satan, sleep talks on occasion but its usually just him complementing himself 'oh asmodeus you look extra fabulous today' stuff like that
w/ mc- pretty much the exact same mans wants his beauty sleep
Beelzebub
w/out mc - snores louder than mams, sleeps like a brick, human heater, midnight snacks, deeeeeeeep sleeper like an a new level not as bad as belphie but still he won't wake up unless its one of his alarms or he's hungry, if he were to sleep talk it'd probably be the recipe to his faverite food 'beat two eggs, mix the eggs in with the rest of the batter bake for 15 minutes'
w/ mc- me personally i would get him a sleep apnea machine (stops the loud snores) and install several fans for summer months, he would be very clingy too, perfect for winter not so much for summer
Belphegor
w/out mc- dead he might aswell be dead does not move or make a sound pretty boring overall and cold, no sleep talking like i said he might as well be dead
w/ mc- snuggles snuggles snuggles only time he will move is to get closer to mc for snuggles still pertty cold though like if he wakes up before mc, mc better be prepared to be woken up by a pair of cold hands / feet on their back and a very bratty smile to accompany their awakening
i feel like its way to obvious who my favorite brothers are looking at this and which brothers i struggled with lol but oh well....
i may do the dateables next, i also may expand on a few of these (the ones i didn't struggle hardcore with lol)
have a good day, night, evening, breakfast, lunch, morning
having too muvh fun with the masterlist things lol
#obey me#obey me lucifer#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me headcanons#obey me mc#obey me mammon#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me luficer#obey me leviathan#obey me belphegor#obey me beelzebub#obey me x mc
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JOHNNY FUCKIN' DAVIS
Johnny Davis x GN!Reader // Word Count: 403 Summary: Johnny comes to visit you in the middle of the night. Warnings: All my fics are 18+ regardless of content. Language. Light attitude. A/N: Little drabble-adjacent because I can't bring my brain to write full fleshed out ideas tonight lol.
âAre those flowers?âÂ
It was late, too late, like so late that you not only were in your pajamas but your before bed teeth brushing had started its overnight turn to morning breath.Â
âThey are.âÂ
It shouldâve been smug, from any other guy it wouldâve been said that way. Then again, any other guy would have gotten the door slammed in their face, hell, any other guy probably wouldnât even have gotten an answer from you. But this wasnât any other guy. It was Johnny. Johnny fucking Davis.Â
âSo you come to my house at 3 fuckinâ AM with fuckinâ flowers.â With your arms crossed now you leaned against the door frame. Again, any other person would have taken your words as a dismissal, try again next time, or just plain defeat. But Johnny, well not Johnny. He didnât even need to notice the fact that you were getting comfortable in your door frame, the complete opposite of shoeing him away.
âYea I fuckinâ did.â Again, no smugness. Just a simple response to your statement.Â
You on the other hand, you were as smug as they came.Â
âAnd what did Johnny Davis think bringinâ me flowers at 3 AM was going to do for him?âÂ
âDonâ know, just saw âem and thought of ya.âÂ
Thatâs when your eyes looked down to see they didnât have a paper bag around them, no cellophane, just dirt and roots. âYou gotta be kiddinâ me. Tell me those are from my neighbors fuckinâ garden, Johnny.âÂ
âSo what if they are, sheâs got tons of âem, she wonât miss âem.â He was shrugging with one shoulder, his leather jacket wrinkling as he did.Â
âYouâre a real piece of work, you know that.âÂ
âYea, sure. So you gonna let me in?â He was waving the flowers now, the dirt falling on your porch along with a couple pedals.  Â
With a unbelievable chuckle you looked up and shook your head and crossed your arms as you thought of your response. As your eyes fell on him, he was smiling, that half curved Johnny fuckinâ Davis smile that raised his right cheek, doing all the work his words coudlnât do for him.Â
Letting out a defeated sigh, you turned around leaving the door open as you retreated to your kitchen for a glass of water, calling out over your shoulder.Â
âPut the fuckinâ flowers back and take your muddy fuckinâ shoes off before coming in.â
Dividers by: @mikeykuns! đïžThe Bikeriders Taglist: @drabbles-mc @justreblogginfics @kmc1989 (Let me know if youâd like to be added!)
#The Bikeriders#Johnny Davis#My writing#garbinge#Johnny Davis x Reader#Johnny Davis Fanfiction#The Bikeriders Fanfiction
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hi fir3y :3333 can we have more johnny cage x camera stuff (anything related, nothing specific; cameras in house, recording w phone etc) w him having a long time crush for y/n đ kind of like how you did w smile! you're on camera (i cant remember if i sent this if i already did im sorry đ„đ„)
dazed and confused
pairing: Johnny Cage x Reader
summary: it's been a while since you've seen your good friend johnny. but what happens when long-time crush mixes with weed?
tw: vaginal sex, vaginal penetration, oral sex, blowjob, eating out, cunnilingus, long-time crush, weed usage, intoxicated sex, loss of inhibitions, praise, filmed, sex tape, cumming inside, cum eating, putting on a show, whimpering men heheheh, afab!reader, gn reader
a/n: YAYYY finally another post!! its been forever. this was requested by @keiiikomegumi. gotta love men who fall hard and fuck desperately O.O also i think this is the longest fic other than we want you! ive ever written lol
word count: 2.65 k
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Itâs been about 3 weeks since you last saw Johnny, which kinda sucks. Heâs always a lot of fun, and youâve been really stressed lately. So when you get his text reading, âcome over 4 dinner, we can chill 0.oâ, you quickly respond, âsee u thennnâ. You leave shortly afterward, excited to finally relax. You roll into his driveway after about 30 minutes of driving, seeing Johnnyâs shadowed figure standing in the doorway. You hop out excitedly, walking over and capturing him in a tight hug. He laughs, hugging you back just as tight. âHey! Iâve missed you, itâs been wayyyy too long. Come in, Iâve already got some food ready.â You walk in, drinking in the familiar sight of his home. You see the table set, two spots right next to each other, with a suspicious look on his face.
âSo what do you have in store for me?â You sit down, watching as he disappears into the kitchen. âWell, I know youâve been under a lot of pressure lately, and so have I. SoâŠâ He walks out, a large silver plate covered with a cloche. âI figured we deserved a treat,â he says with a smirk, lifting it and revealing two brownies. Realization hits you hard. You see, this is California, and if thereâs any pastime Californians love, itâs getting high. Johnny is no different; in fact, he likes edibles more, since he says smoking will âdamage his star-quality voice and flawless skin.â But he lives a stressful life, and he needs a break just as much as you. So seeing two, delicious-looking brownies on separate plates, you know exactly why you were invited. And you nearly cry.
âJohnnyâŠâ you smile up at him, âthank you. So much.â His eyes light up, placing the plates down for you two as he sits down next to you. âYay, I knew you would be happy! Ok, Iâve got plenty of snacks in the fridge and cold ass water, so weâre set.â He picks his brownie up, and you follow, clinking them together like glasses before taking a bite. Itâs rich, fudgy, and absolutely one of the best brownies youâve ever had. With a mouthful of food, you try to speak, âSchit manm, âhis is schoo good.â He laughs at you, finishing his bite before speaking, âItâs been barely a month and youâve forgotten your manners?â You smack him lightly, before standing up and getting a glass of water, downing the whole thing. He follows you, giving you a big hug from behind. Heâs rocking back and forth, face buried in your neck. Heâs always been more touchy with you than his other friends, but you donât mind. Heâs warm and gentle and always smells fancy. But you laugh, rocking with him. âThe roomâs already spinning, oooooh.â He lifts you slightly, walking through the kitchen. âYouâre so high, oh noooo!â He set you down, laughing still. âYouâre so much fun, I missed you.â
You feel a slight twinge in your heart, the words must mean more to you than it does to him. Youâve been a little glad not to see him honestly, but only because your feelings for him have gotten that intense. A break was just what you needed, but now? When youâre going to be wasted and heâs just so nice and so close? You might break. But for now, you appear cool laughing as well before managing to say, âI missed you tooâ without seeming suspicious. And you start to fall into the same routine as usual, he leads you to the couch to chill together and watch something fun. He used to go to the cinema room, but once he got too high, watched Rambo on the big screen, and had a panic attack. Plus, you canât cuddle in there, and he canât stand for that, loudly declaring that heâll rip the chairs out every time you two go in there. But he never does. You two end up talking about the weeks you didnât see him. Heâs been working on a new film, but wonât reveal any details other than itâs âbased on a super true storyâ. And he laments how hard youâve been working, trying to convince you again, âYou should just quit and hang with me all the time. It would be awesome.â But alas, you turn him down again, as tempting as it is.
Before you know it, itâs been almost two hours, and youâre definitely feeling it more, the buzzing in your brain is a little louder, and Johnnyâs touch gives you more goosebumps. But he leans back suddenly, looking you up and down. âWait, I just realized, I canât remember the last time you told me one of your famous bad date stories. Whatâs going on?â You fluster at his words, so direct and to the point that you canât think for a second. You finally manage to speak again, your tongue feeling a little too heavy, âIâve just been busy, man.â He scrunches up his face, thinking deeply. âWhen was the last time you got some? You knowâŠâ He nudges you, eyebrows raised suggestively. You take an embarrassingly long pause before speaking again. â...a year.âÂ
He leans forward, directly in front of your face. âA year?! How are you even alive??â You push him as playfully as you can, completely flustered by the whole thing. âQuit it, itâs not funny!â He sighs dramatically, splayed out across the couch. âSo whatâs up? Someone catch your eye or something?â You pause again, trying not to look at him, but your mouth betrays you. âYeah, maybe. But itâs fine, he doesnât like me like that.â He scoffs, head still tipped back, âWhat an idiot. Youâre awesome. Heâs really lucky I donât just snatch you away for myself.â His whole body freezes as if he said something he didnât mean to. You look at him, eyes wide and muscles tense. âWâŠwhat?â You ask tentatively. But he stands up, walking away while waving his arms around, âNothing, nothing. Donât worry about it.â But you can see the tips of his ears are bright red, and heâs tapping his foot on the ground, something he only does when nervous. You stand up and walk over, staying behind him. âJohnny, itâs something. Just tell me, itâll be ok.â He takes a deep breath before speaking, still turned away from you. âI said he was lucky I didnât take you for myself. I didnât mean to say it, but honestly, itâs true. I mean, what kind of idiot doesnât like the most stunning person alive? I justâŠI said too much, and I didnât want to weird you out because youâre such a great friend andâŠâ Heâs babbling on, saying way too much and not making a ton of sense.
But you grab his hand lightly, which causes him to turn around. His eyes are watery, his cheeks and the tip of his nose are red, and his mouth is scrunched up in a frown. You canât help but smile at him, squeezing his hand tighter. âDo you like me, Johnny?â He nods like a child, free hand coming up to wipe his eyes. âI like you too,â you say with a smile, no longer nervous or guilty of your feelings. He sniffles, looking at you with his wide brown eyes, âReally? You do?â As you nod, he sort of snaps back to usual, but not in a performative way, in a happy way. âWell of course you do! Who could resist all this?â He smiles before pulling you into a tight hug. âThank you,â he whispers in your ear before he pulls away. But not fully, as you two lock eyes, and the air grows thick again. You swallow hard, eyes darting across his face nervously. He cups your face with his left hand, and slowly leans in, pressing his lips to yours. Itâs exactly like him, warm and gentle, and it makes you dizzy. In fact, you feel your knees buckle slightly, which he laughs at into the kiss. As he pulls away to breathe again, you canât help but feel hungry for more. Youâve only gotten a taste of what youâve wanted for so long, and itâs very appetizing.
Johnny quickly pulls you back to the couch, barely able to think before you find yourself on his lap, hands wandering around your back, eyes locked onto yours. His touch is even more intoxicating than normal, with heavy breathing and racing hearts shared between you two. One hand reaches your neck, pulling you back in. But heâs not as gentle this time, like heâs trying to devour you whole. His other hand is on your hip, guiding you to grind against him slowly. Your hands wrap around his neck loosely. He groans into your mouth, squeezing tighter. You feel his tongue in your mouth, desperate for more of you, more than there is. You can feel yourself growing wetter, so high that your previous inhibitions are gone. Everything is happening so fast, and youâre starting to feel desperate.
He finally breaks away, panting heavily, before looking at you needily. And with how pretty his flushed face is and how badly he wants you, you canât help but slide down to the floor between his legs. His pupils are blown out, a smile twitching at the corners of his mouth. He tries desperately to pull his pants down quickly, struggling slightly. But he finally frees himself, cock bouncing out as the angry red tip leaks out. Heâs embarrassed, turning his head away slightly, but keeping his eyes locked on you. You have no time to tease, absolutely hungry for him, for this. You take him in your mouth, getting most of the way down before you stop, looking up at him sweetly. He gasps, eyes wide and hands clutching at the couch cushions. You start to move, swirling your tongue around him as you keep a steady pace. His eyelids are fluttering, and very quickly he darts his hands out to grab your face lightly, bringing you up to face him. âC-can I film you? I justâŠIâve wanted this for so long and you just look so pretty and I justâŠI donât want to forget this, any detail of this.âÂ
You nod lazily, a smile spreading across your lips as you watch him scramble for his phone. He holds it up, hands shaking as he starts filming. You decide to put on a show for him, looking up through your lashes as you go down again, able to get almost all the way down, gagging slightly. He white knuckles the phone, staring at you intensely. His other hand comes up, grabbing your hair in one hand. His voice rasps out, âWanna see that face, all of it. God, youâre so good at this. FuckâŠâ He sighs as you reach your hand out, starting to stroke him as you lean your head down, licking at his balls. He jumps slightly, but the most lovely whine escapes his lips, so you continue, trying to overwhelm him with pleasure. And overwhelm him you do, as he starts squirming back and forth at the intensity of it all, more heady whines. He finally remembers to hold the camera steady, trying to still himself. But as you go down again, rapid and sloppy moves, eyes watering as you look up again, his grasp on your hair tightens. He cries out as he cums, shuddering as you keep going, swallowing it all. You pull off with a pant, looking into the camera and sticking out your tongue to show what you did. Heâs breathing hard, letting go of your hair and going slightly slack on the couch. But he tugs at your shirt, pulling it over your head. Even fucked out, he wants more.
You stand up, half-naked, and he tries his hardest to get your pants off too. But his hands are too shaky, and heâs trying to keep his grip on the camera. So you step back and slowly peel them off for him, and you can see his cock twitch slightly at the sight of you. You climb back on top of him, kissing him gently. But he leans to the side, propping the phone against the arm of the couch, and flips to the front camera. He shuffles down a little, leaning slightly to pull his pants down further as you pull his shirt off, wanting to feel his warm skin against yours. He kisses your cheek, and down your neck, reveling in the way you arch your back at the feeling. He whispers out shakily, âYou ready? Gonna put a show on for me?â You nod, head dizzy again, as he rubs himself against you, audibly groaning at the feeling. He has no time to waste, sinking into you with a heady whimper. You gasp, taking a second to adjust to him, feeling his hands cling to your hips.
But itâs not long before heâs bucking up into you, using his grip on you for leverage. Heâs bit down on your shoulder, whimpers slipping out. Your arms are behind his neck, clinging to him like your life depended on it. You feel him let go, raspy whispers in your ear, âYouâre so hot, shit, so tight around me. You like putting on a show for me? Yeah?â You nod, moans pushed out at the force heâs moving now. His voice is shaking more now, but he canât stop talking, âShit, I donât know if itâs the weed talking or what, but youâre so fucking good. Canât believe I didnât tell you sooner-â Heâs cut off, a whimper as he manages to push deeper, completely enveloped in you. Heâs losing his mind, hands wrap around your back for more leverage. But itâs not long before heâs cumming again, a whine as he pushes you down as far as he can. Heâs trembling more, heavy pants in your ear. But finally, heâs lifting you and setting you down on the couch. Both of you are breathing heavily, trying to calm down after everything.Â
That is until he grabs the phone and puts it in your hands. Confused, you look at him, but suddenly, heâs between your thighs, kneeling on the ground. âCanât leave you wanting, especially after all that.â He dives in, with no sense of patience, as he sucks at your throbbing clit. His fingers pump inside you, your wetness mixing with his cum. You keep the camera on his face, legs pushed apart as you flinch at your sensitivity. Heâs looking up at you, sweet eyes locked on you. He lets go slightly, mumbling into you, âGood job, baby, youâre doing such a good job.â Youâre moaning, high-pitched, and slipping from your lips. Heâs whining into your sopping cunt, vibrations against your clit causing more jumps. But you cling to him, eyes screwed shut as you cum hard, feeling his tongue lapping everything up with fervor. He finally separates from you, sitting down on the couch with an exhale.
He takes the phone, stopping the recording as he puts his arm around you. âIâll save those for later,â he says, making you giggle slightly, but youâre quite tired. âWe should get high more often, huh?â You snuggle into him, enjoying the feeling of his heartbeat under your ear. âMaybe. But hey, those videos better not get leaked or anything.â Your words cause him to whine out, slightly annoyed. âCome on, you know me! I would never. BesidesâŠit would make too many people jealous, you know? Such a pretty thing like you, all for myself.â You laugh again before looking up at him, sleepy but happy eyes. âYouâre stuck with me now, by the way.â He hugs you tight, squeezing you with a wide smile on his face. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
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Remember the time
This is my first time writing something and publicly publishing it. This is based off the Remember the time by Michael Jackson. Pleaseee show some love lol. I do want to say that the OC is a black character but anyone can read. I was inspired to write this because of @raya-hunter01 & @whatdoeseverybodywant Let me know what you guys think!
Pairing: Kiyah (OC) x Jimmy uso. (Theres not enough Jimmy Uso fics on here. I did it for my man.)
Warnings: cursing, smut, smoking, long read.
Bold italics are thoughts, italics are both dialogue during a smut scene and when anything is referenced. Red bold italics are the song lyrics
Word count: 9,581.
Summary: Jimmy comes back to New York after Money In The Bank and Remembers the time he had with Kiyah.
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An uneasy feeling settled in Jimmyâs stomach ever since he found out that New York was the next arena after Money In The Bank. Being in the city was as the ghost of her was going to trailing over him. Itâs been three months since heâs last seen her and he wasnât healed but it was easier to be away from here. Being here reminded him of everything he used to love to do⊠with who he loved to do it with.
Do you remember, when we first met girl?
When Covid hit and the whole world was forced to stay quarantined at home, due to being in a really depressive state, Kiyah really isolated herself from everyone. She was in a funk that she desperately wanted to get rid of, and in late 2020 when her favorite cousin Bianca, called her to inform that she was going to be in Tampa, FL for work until further notice, Bianca invited Kiyah to stay with her and Tez. Kiyah packed her bags and caught the first available flight to Florida, leaving her life behind in New York. She attended all the smackdown shows with Bianca, watching how she was really dominating in the women division as a newbie.
Backstage if she wasnât hanging out with Bianca, she was hanging out with Dawkins and Tez. The wrestlers were actually pretty funny to be around, the girls were nicer than she thought they would be - Well, except for a couple who didnât really matter - and the guys were funny to be around. She would walk around the halls aimlessly when it became too much to be around and one day, she found herself bumping into JimmyâŠ. literally.
âOh my gosh, Iâm so sorry.â Kiyah quickly apologized to the person, her eyes slitting up to fixate her gaze on the man she bumped into. His smile took her breath away, damn who was he?
âYou good, it was my fault I wasnât looking where I was going. You okay?â He asked.
Kiyah nodded her head, not trusting her voice at the moment. She knew she would embarrass herself if she stayed in this manâs presence any longer. Clearing her throat, she tries to excuse herself. âWell, Iâll be on my way.â
âWaitâŠ. Are you a new hire? Iâve never seen you before?â Jimmy asked before she could walk away.
âNo, Iâm Biancaâs cousin. Just here to give my support while I can.â Kiyah replied and Jimmy nodded his head understanding.
âThatâs lit. Well, I hope youâre feeling welcomed. I know being around a whole bunch of athletes can be intimidating.â
She let out a small huff of laughter. âPlease. You guys eat more junk food than anyone I know. Wings and Pizza every other Wednesday⊠Really?â She asked teasingly which caused Jimmy to laugh.
âAye, we work hard. Gotta enjoy ourselves somehow.â
âI bet.â
Jimmy flashed another smile to her, who was this girl? âI never caught your name?â He asked.
âI never gave it. Seeing as you bumped into me, I think itâs only right you introduce yourself first.â Kiyah suggested.
âCouldâve sworn we bumped into each other.â
Kiyah shrugged her shoulders playfully, a small smile eased its way into her face. âI never denied that but enlighten me anyways.â
Jimmy chuckled, raising his hand out to her, âMy name is Jimmy, and you are?â
Kiyah reached her hand out to clasp their hands together and shook it. âKiyah. Kiyah Blair.â She introduced.
Do you remember when we fell in love?
âHow long is it going to take you to come over here?â Kiyah asked over the FaceTime call as she continued to clean her room, folding the laundry on her bed. Her best friend Jimmy glanced at the screen to watch her for a quick second before turning his attention back to the road.
âIt wonât take me too long, I just gotta make a stop somewhere before I come. Make sure you leave that door unlocked for me; you know I donât like to wait.â Jimmy instructed.
Kiyah smacked her teeth, dropping the shirt she was folding on the bed and turned to face the screen. âBoy, how you gone tell me what to do with my own shit? Imagine trynna run my house.â
âImagine playing with my face like you not finna leave the door unlocked for me anyways, know who to play with Kiyah.â Jimmy retorted back to her, not even turning to look at the screen.
And maybe she shouldnât have thought it but as she continued to stare at her who she considered her best friend drive, she focused on the featured on his face and bit her lip because why did he have to be so damn fine?
After realizing a couple seconds of seconds of silence filled the air, Kiyah smacked her teeth again. âOkay Jimmy whatever. Just hurry up, itâs your turn to cook and Iâm hungry.â
âYeah, yeah, yeah. Lemme go make this quick stop and Imma be over there.â He stated before he quickly hung up the phone.
Kiyah let out a small huff and let herself scan the room before her eyes caught the mirror. Should I change? She thought about it but opted against it, heâd already seen her outfit over FaceTime, so there was no point. Deciding to distract herself from overthinking, she picked up the shirt she had dropped and started folding again to clear her bed. _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Jimmy walked into the house with his hands full of treats, dropping them on the table. Kiyah walked out the kitchen and her eyes immediately met his, locking eyes with him.
âYou just gonna stand there or you gone tell me wassup?â He asked, raising his eyebrow at her with a small grin on his face. Kiyah rolled her eyes before walking to him and they took each other into a strong embrace, rocking back and forth.
âDoes that mean youâre not mad at me anymore?â She asked teasingly
âYou know I canât stay mad at you Ma.â
Kiyahâs heart seized at his words, pulling back from the hug, the bags on the table catching her attention making a smile etch its way on her face.
âNo way you went to Indiaâs Grill halfway across town, arenât you on a diet right now? Jeyâs gonna have that ass if he finds out you cheating again.â
Jimmy let his head fall as a dramatic groan slipped through his lips. âJey not gonna know shit if you donât tell âem nothing.â
Jimmy walked passed her to make his way to her living room, walking around as if he paid the bills to her home. He sat down on her couch, placing his feet on her coffee table and one hand behind his head. âYou gone snitch on me Ma? After everything we been through?â
Kiyah shook her head as if she was disagreeing but in reality, she was trying to get herself together. Here was Jimmy: in an all black hoodie, no shirt underneath, cuban link peeking through the part that was unzipped, black joggers and all white forces. Fuuucckk, who told him to look this good.
âNow you know I donât be telling nobody yo damn businessâ she finally replied as she walked to the door to lock it. Jimmy took that time to roam over the outfit Kiyah seemed to have on.
Itty bitty tight ass spaghetti strap crop top with matching booty shorts to go with it.
âYou was expecting someone else to come before me?â He asked, catching her gaze.
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âI know you ainât wearing that for David lame ass.â
Kiyah rolled her eyes for the umpteenth time. Jimmy never liked anyone she called herself entertaining, always calling them lame, but she couldnât be too mad⊠she kept that same energy with all his other bitches too.
âPlease be so serious right now. I wore this for myself.â Kiyah stated, walking to the couch to take her seat next to him. Jimmy let his feet fall from the coffee table, opting to be in his most comfortable position, man spreading. He cut his eyes at her as he rubbed his beard.
âHmm, for yourself huh?â
âYes, for myself.â
Licking his lips, he slowly nodded his head in amusement. He pulls a blunt of his pocket and pats his other side for a lighter. âCan you light me up? I think I forgot my lighter in the car.â
Kiyah reached forward for the ashtray that was right next to him on the couch, grabbing the lighter that was settled there from the last time they smoked together. Jimmy raised his arms, wrapping it tight around her body and moved her so that her legs was over his lap making her straddle him.
From that action alone, she knew he was already high. She watched as he placed the blunt in-between his lips and looked up at her waiting for her to light him up. Kiyah squeezed her legs against his and felt her heart clench at the eye contact. She bit her lip, flickering the lighter and leaning back slightly to avoid the smoke to get in her face when she lit him up.
A small smirk formed on his face when he felt her squeeze him, but he said nothing, taking a hit of his blunt instead. âWhatchu nervous for?â He asked, voice low now, blowing the white cloud of smoke towards her teasingly.
âJimmyâŠ. please stop playing with me.â
âWho said I was playing?â He asked raising an eyebrow, waiting for her response and when she stayed silent, he just chuckled. âClosed mouths donât get fed you know?â
Kiyah ignored him, taking the blunt from his mouth and placing it in hers; inhaling the strong substance for the courage that she was going to need for this conversation. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
Jimmy let his hands start to caress her legs, rubbing them up and down. His brown orbs roaming over her outfit once again, his eyes catching her hardening nipple through her thin ass shirt. âDonât wear this shit for nobody else, you hear me?â
âJimmy-â She starts to protest but he cut her off.
âYou hear me Kiyah? Donât wear this shit for nobody else. Iâm not playing with you.â
You could cut the tension with a knife, but she didnât understand how they got here so fast. His hands trailed up, gripping on her ass to push her closer to him making her pussy press against his dick. Kiyah takes a small sharp breath in, one of her hands moving to rest on his shoulders as she locked eyes with him.
A small smirk took over her face now, âwho said I was playing?â she replied, placing the blunt back in her mouth to take one last pull. When she leaned back to blow the smoke away from him, his right hand swiftly cupped her jaw, bringing her closer to him parting his lips to inhale the smoke she needed to exhale.
Kiyahâs felt her skin heat up as she shotgun her last hit to him. Her heart felt as if it were to beat out of her chest. Jimmy and her played the game of push and pull. They flirted with each other and got super touchy but that was all that ever happened. Theyâve kissed once at a Christmas party, a year ago and they were both drunk off their asses. And even then, nothing compared to the feeling that tonight gave them.
âJimmy.â Kiyah whispered and Jimmy let his gaze flicker from her lips to her eyes.
âSay it.â Jimmy demanded in a low tone. The octave of his voice dropped so low; Kiyah felt goosebumps form on her skin from just his voice alone. Say it. He said as if he knew what was going through her head.
âSay what?â
âSay it KiyahâŠ. We both grown. Just say it.â
A million things ran through her mind. Surely, he wasnât saying what she thought he was saying. Because theyâre just friends; always have been⊠right?
âJimmy⊠I-â she started but was stuck. She tried to push herself from him, she needed space. She couldnât think being so close to him. Not with his hands on her, or his smell overwhelming her. But his hands held her in place.
âJimmy, weâre friends-â she was cut off.
âWe ainât no fuckinâ friends and we havenât been just friends for a while now.â
âJimmy thatâs not funnyâ she whispered shaking her head. This has to be a joke, and Iâm not laughing. âWhatever joke youâre playing at- â
âI like you Kiyah. No jokes, no pranks no tests. Sober or high itâs all the same. I like you.â Jimmy stated wrapping both arms around her body to lock her in an embrace, he shifted to get comfortable and that caused him to grind against her making a small whimper leave her mouth.
âSay it.â He whispered this time, but she refused. Instead, she leaned forward pushing their lips together to lock their lips in a kiss.
Do you remember, back in the fall. Weâd be together all day long.
The phone buzzing consistently was the only thing Kiyah could hear from her sleep. She lets out an annoyed groan. who the hell is calling at this time? She raised from the bed to grab her phone, and answered it without looking at the caller I.D.
âWhat.â She answered.
âDamn Ma, thatâs how you greet me after 3 days of phone tag?â Jimmyâs voice was heard through the phone. And even though it caused butterflies to erupt in her stomach, she was tired.
âBaby⊠Iâm tired. Iâve been having trouble sleeping lately.â Kiyah admitted.
âThatâs cause you swear you canât sleep unless it's on top of me.â He jokingly replies and she lets out a small laugh.
âYouâre so warm and cuddly, I feel safe enough with you to go to sleep.â She shyly confesses. âI canât wait to see you next week.â
âGirl when you see me next week, ainât finna be no sleeping.â
âAht Aht, Lemme sleep baby. You know I be sleepy.â
âWell take yo sleepy ass to the door. I had Roman deliver something expensive and I just got the message that itâs outside.â
Kiyah smacked her teeth. âWhat I tell you about buying me expensive gifts? I just be wanting your love.â
âYou my princess, you know I gotta spoil you. Now go open the door and tell Daddy you love him for the gift."
Kiyah slides off the bed to trudge towards the front door. Jimmy has gotten into the habit of buying Kiyah gifts once she starts feeling lonely because heâs unable to be there for work. Last month he had bought her tickets to see her favorite singer, Justin Bieber. She always told him the gifts were unnecessary, but he was stubborn, swore he just wanted to drown her in gifts just to see her smile.
Kiyah slowly opens the door, to be met with Jimmy and his contagious smile which caused her to yell and jump on him. Wrapping her arms around his neck and legs around his waist and she let the tears that she didnât know were going to fallâŠfall. Jimmy caught her with one hand around her waist and walked into the house, kicking the door shut with his foot.
âI thought you were coming next week.â She asked tearfully, keeping her face in his neck and tightening her grip on him as if she couldnât believe he was here.
âI know when you need me. Two nights ago you said you had a horrible night so I came running.â
Kiyah pulled her face back from his neck and placed multiple pecks on his lips. âThank you, Papa.â She whispered and he chuckled, pecking her lips one more time.
âYou know I got you.â He replied, setting down his bag on the floor and walked towards the bedroom. âNow letâs get you some sleep. I know before this you was tossing and turning.â He stated knowingly and Kiyah knew she wasnât going to fall asleep just yet. Not when her heart was racing with him making his presence known.
âAre you hungry? I made some honey glazed chicken and rice earlier; I can get you some.â She offered, but Jimmy laid her on the mattress, kicking his shoes off and slid in right beside her.
âHow bout we just relax. You know you tired, stop fighting yo sleep and lay down.â And it wasnât a suggestion. He pulled his shirt over his head and threw it blindly behind him, grabbing kiyah and pull her on top of him and wrapped one arm around her and his other hand grasping her leg to move it up so it was over his waist. âWhen we wake up later, itâll be just us and you can feed me all you want.â
Kiyah presses a kiss to his chest where his heart was located. âI love you.â She whispered before settling herself on him, cheek pressed against his chest as she closed her eyes to try to fall asleep.
âI love you too Mama.â He murmured softly, rubbing the hand that was behind her back to help her fall asleep.
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When Kiyah woke up, it was due to the slight heavy movement on top of her. Her body felt rejuvenated from the almost 10 hours of sleep she had seemed to have gotten. Lifting her hand to rub her eyes to wipe the sleep from her eyes before she slowly opened them, looking down to see that Jimmy flipped their positions, his head positioned on top of her breasts and his arm sprawled across her stomach.
She blinked a few more times to make sure she wasnât tripping, but sure enough the events of last night flooded her mind and it reminded her that she wasnât just imagining the scene that took place in front of her. Kiyah absentmindedly raised her hand to rub the arm that was laying across her stomach. Even though he was here just for the night, she can smell already smell his scent overpowering her space. Dark. Earthy. Cedar wood. The heat emanating from him brought comfort to her.
I could wake up like this for the rest of my life. She thought to herself. The light coming from the Windows showed that it wasnât too early in the morning, if she had to guess it was around 10 in the morning. Shutting her eyes, she took in the moment of him being home. There were days when she would try to self-sabotage her blessings and push Jimmy as far away from her as she could, but he always fought for her. Always. For these past three years itâs been Jimmy and Kiyah, never just Jimmy and never Just Kiyah. It made her very appreciative of him being in her life. Sheâs never been loved the way Jimmy loved her, and it scared her because she loved just as hard as he did⊠maybe even more so.
While she continued to trail her hand against his skin, Kiyah was slowly falling back asleep in this solace of her bedroom. She felt Jimmy shift from her chest to nestle his face in her neck to get more comfortable and they both drifted back to sleep.
Another hour went by before a loud ringing blared throughout the room, jolting her awake. Jimmy let out a tired groan, tightening his grip around her.
âJimmy.â She whispered. He shook his head refusing to wake up, just to answer the phone.
He lazily moved his arm from across her to grab his phone from his back pocket and handed it to her. âPut it on silent mode and go back to sleep.â
Kiyah softly chuckled, taking his phone and placing it on silent mode. âIâm up baby. I know youâre jet lagged so Iâm going to let you sleep.â Jimmy let out another groan when Kiyah tried to slide out of the bed.
âCâmon baby. Just stay for a little bit.â He begged.
âI gotta pee. Iâll be back.â She comprises and he smack his lips letting her go.
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The soft tune of Nothing can come between us by Sade was heard throughout the kitchen and Kiyah bumped her head softly to the beat and sang as softly as she could while whisking the the eggs she was preparing.
âIn the middle of the madness, when the time is running out and youâre left alone. All I want is you to know that⊠itâs strong still canât pull us apart. Nothing can come, nothing can come, nothing can come between us.â Kiyah softly sang, moving her hips to the melody of the music.
The knock on her door was loud, making her head snap up to look towards the door. Jimmy quickly came from around the corner where her room was, heading towards it.
âDonât move, Imma answer it.â He said unlocking and opening the door revealing Bianca. âWassup B.â He greeted, stepping to the side to let her in.
Bianca was shocked to see Jimmy at her cousinâs house. She took notice that he had not only made himself comfortable enough to answer the door but that he was wearing the same same clothes he left the airport in. So, this was the business he had to take care of in New York? She thought to herself before flashing him a knowing smile. âHey Jimmy â I see youâre here early.â She teased as she stepped in and walked pass him.
He just chuckled and shook his head, closing the door back and locking it. âYeah I Had a couple things to take care of.â
Bianca watched Jimmy walk away, eyes following him until he disappeared into the room. With amusement shining in her eyes, her head snapped towards the kitchen and Kiyah was standing there smiling; looking all innocent when she was clearly guilty.
âHey Bianca, I totally forgot we had plans today. How you doing?â
Bianca raised her eyebrow at her and a smiled etched its way on her face again. âWell good morning to you. It smells so good in this bitch. Anyways â are you gonna spill the tea or what? Cause it looks like Jimmy âheâs just my best friendâ Uso spent the night and now you up making him breakfast when we had plans to go to brunch.â She asked, taking a seat at the kitchen island.
Kiyah snorted and turned back around to pour the eggs in the nonstick skillet. âYouâre so damn nosey.â
âIâm even nosier when Iâm realizing he went to your room instead of the guest room.â Bianca replied.
Kiyah shrugged her shoulders as a response, scrambling the eggs in front of her. She thought about how these past four months has changed the dynamic between her and Jimmy after his confession in her living room. The transition from friend to lover was easier than she thought it wouldâve been.
âBaby.â Jimmy called out, walking out the room with a hoodie and some shoes. âIâm finna be back real quick.â He said as he entered the kitchen.
âWhere are you going?â Kiyah asked, turning her head to look up at him.
âIâm out of gars so Iâm finna hit up the closest gas station. Imma call Jey back since he been blowing my shit up. I know you guys havenât seen each other in a while so I want yâall to catch up.â
âBut Iâm making breakfast for you.â Kiyah acknowledges, sliding the skillet off the stove top.
Jimmy chuckles, pressing his chest against her back. He places his hands on her waist as he watches over her what she made. French toast on two sets of plates on one side of the stove and the freshly scrambled eggs being served next to it.
âMake B something to eat and Iâll be back so we can eat okay.â He suggests, turning her around to wrap his arms around her waist fully, hand gripping on her ass as he leans down to softly peck her lips twice.
âAlright. Hurry back, okay?â She asks, keeping her voice low, raising her hands to caress his arms. âI donât want your food to be cold and nasty when you eat it.â
âIâll be right back I promise.â Jimmy pecks her lip one last time before pulling himself away from her to walk out the kitchen. âSee you later B.â He calls out as exits the house.
The entire time, Bianca had sat in her seat shocked to her core. She watched the interaction closely, taking notes left and right and her tea cup was damn near full at this point. She waited for the door to fully shut before scoffing in disbelief. âBitch since when do yâall kiss now? Since when the hell did yâall start calling each other baby? What in the world have I missed?â She yelled dramatically, throwing her hands up in the air to emphasize her point.
âGiirrrrllllluuuuhhhhhâ Kiyah dragged out, chuckling. âBack in October Jimmy admitted his feelings for me.â She finally confessed, the smile on her face widening as she remembered that night.
âOCTOBER OF LAST YEAR!? BITCH ITS MARCH.â Bianca screamed; eyes so wide it wouldâve fell out of her socket if it couldâve.
Kiyah shrugged her shoulder âThe titles changed but nothingâs really different, thatâs why I never cared to say anything. Weâre still the same.â
âYeah, except now you are getting Jimmy schlong every other night.â Bianca exclaimed.
Kiyah rolled her eyes, âGirl please, I wish. But we have kept it private but not a secret ya know? Thatâs my man for real and Iâm so in love with him, itâs kinda sick.â
âI think itâs cute. A couple years ago you were scared to even put your heart on the line and now look at you.â Bianca really felt her heart swell with joy as she watched her cousin obviously head over heels in love with Jimmy Uso. âIâm happy for you- the both of you, truly.â
Kiyah turned the stove off and walked around the kitchen island to pull her cousin into an embrace. âThank you B. I really appreciate it.â She stated and she meant it. There are few people who actually knew what went down between her and her ex, what she experienced and what made her so closed off after it; Bianca being one of those few people. It meant a lot to see that she was also able to see the growth when it came to her love life.
âAnd I love you girl, I really do but once Jimmy get back from smoking, Iâm finna feed my man and spend my entire day with him. So about brunchâŠ. Imma have to take a rain check.â She smiled at Biancaâs laugh.
âAlright bitch, I can read the room.â
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After Jimmy had returned from his trip, Kiyah had served breakfast. It brought a different kind of feeling watching him eat her food. In the furthest part of her mind, it made the moment more domestic, made her feel like one day -further down the line of course- that she could do this as his wife.
After breakfast, Jimmy insisted that he clean up the kitchen while she shower. What he really needed was the opportunity to distract her. Jimmy turned the volume up on Alexa, letting the sound of Neat by Q Money take over the silence in the house while he made his way to the coat closet where he had hid what he had returned to the house with.
Opening the coat closet, he pulls out a couple bags filled with what he wanted to do for the rest of day. Jimmy really wanted to treat Kiyah to a night out but he didnât want to be out today, he just wanted to spend his day as lazily as he could where he found comfort the most. Closing the door, he took the bags and walked to the living room to get started on what he had planned; with Kiyah in the shower he knew he had a cool 45 minutes.
He unpacked everything that came in boxes: the air mattress, the LED tea light candles, the fairy lights, the fake rose petals and got to work with setting up the living room.
After setting up as fast as he could, he walked into her room, his eyes scanning the room looking for a suspiciously quiet Kiyah. âBabe.â He called out, walking towards the bathroom. He catches a glimpse of her doing her face routine, one of his old shirts engulfing her body. âDidnât you say you never seen where this shirt went?â He asked teasingly as he walks up behind her.
âI have no idea what you talking about, this my shirt.â Kiyah replied, her lips twitched as she tried to fight the smile that wanted to imprint its way on her face.
Jimmy playfully rolled his eyes, âyeah whatever. You gone have to run me most of my shit sooner than later, unless you wanna send me back on the road with nothing to wear.â
Kiyah scoffed, keeping her eyes in the mirror when she looked at him. âKeep playing. If you wanna be outside I can be outside too. â
âYou can be outside, Ian worried about shit. I can fight.â Jimmy stated, shrugging his shoulders.
âYou say that now, but we all know if Iâm in another nigga arms you gone be sick.â Kiyah countered back turning to face him with a small smirk, âYou know you love you some me.â
Jimmy watched her with amusement in his eyes, watch her stick her tongue out at him as childishly as she could before turning back to finish applying the clay mask that was in her hands. âGirl please, you damn near passed out when you thought I was entertaining Sasha. I ainât the only one.â He exposed, laughing when Kiyahâs jaw dropped.
He pulled off his shirt, turning to turn the shower on. âWanna wash my hair after Iâm done with my shower?â
âCan I give you a face mask if I do?â She asked with hopeful eyes when she fully turned around to face him again. Jimmy let out a small chuckle, nodding his head, agreeing with whatever made her heart content at the moment.
Kiyah didnât want to show how much she missed being around him, but she was finding it difficult to stay away from him. And it wasnât like he made it easier for her. Like when Jimmy started his shower, she opted to leave the bathroom to finish getting dressed but, Jimmy requested her to stay to keep him company. Sitting on the toilet waiting for her mask to dry while he showered and they both conversed brought back that feeling she was feeling earlier. Domestic.
In her mind she knew it was too early to be thinking these kinds of thoughts but, sheâs had feelings for him for two years now, and she couldnât really remember when she last felt like this. Doesnât remember the last time anyone ever made her feel so secure.
After washing his hair and keeping his hair wrapped in a towel for it to dry, Kiyah prepared everything she needed to get started on his face. âJust sit still because if you laugh itâs gonna crack.â She warned, and Jimmy smacked his lips.
âThis like yo third warning.â
âBecause you play too much, I couldnât even get you to cleanse your face without you playing with the water. Now sit.â She demanded, hands pressing against his shoulders to force him to sit on the toilet so she can apply the mask. He moved freely, letting her push him to sit.
Jimmy let himself relax, closing his eyes and let Kiyah go to work. He didnât really care for the process of what came with what Kiyah swore was the best skin routine for both him and her. He just wanted to be close to her, the last time they seen each other was almost three weeks ago â almost a month â and he just wanted to be away from the white noise and relish in the quiet refuge that was her home.
Kiyah delicately stroked the brush filled with the clay over his skin as they both fell into a comfortable silence. Nobody else but you by Trey Songz softly playing in the background from the Alexa that was outside and Jimmy couldnât help but find himself agreeing with the song that seemed to set the mood. He really didnât want nothing but to be here, with her, didnât want nobody else but Kiyah.
Jimmy pulled Kiyah closer to him, using his legs to part her legs so that both legs her on each side of his. His hand gripped her waist as he pulled her to take a on his lap. There we go, Jimmy thought once she was seated, fully wrapping his arms around her.
Kiyah continued to apply the mask, the smile she fought to keep off her face grew anyway. It was moments like this where she felt like the luckiest woman in the world. She found someone who was on her just as bad as she was on them. Before she met him, she never thought she would ever meet someone like her, someone who wanted to be around her, touch her, almost all the time. And maybe their time apart played a big role in their affection with each other but Kiyah wouldnât trade this, wouldnât trade him, for nothing.
Watching him fully relax under his touch made her heart swell with joy, smiling she leaned down to peck his lips which caused him to open his eyes and softly smile at her. âWhat you up to?â He playfully asked and she shrugged her shoulders.
âNothing, I love you.â
âI love you too mama.â He replied without missing a beat, searching her eyes as she stared at him. He leaned up to steal another kiss from her.âHow long all this gone take?â
Kiyah placed down everything in her hands on the sink beside her when she finished covering his face with the mask. âWe wait 15 minutes for it to dry and then youâre done.â
Jimmy nodded his head, letting his hands start to rub against her legs. âJey been complaining about how he never see me anymore.â He randomly stated and Kiyah chuckled.
âI donât blame him, I bet he miss his twin. You guys hung out every time you were off.â Kiyah responded back, letting her hands rub against his chest. âYou know you can go to ATL and spend the time with him down there. You know I donât mind.â
Jimmy let out a small hum, but going to ATL to spend time with his brother wasnât the problem. It was him wanting to take her with him so that everyone in his life could finally see whoâs been taking all of his time. âWould you come with me?â He asked quietly.
âI would go anywhere with you.â She answered and she meant it. Jimmy could ask her to go anywhere and she would go, he was home to her.
Jimmy didnât signify an answer to her response. He just let his hands trail up from her waist caressing her skin.
âJimmy.â Her tone came off as her warning him not to start anything.
âNext weekend, Heâs throwing a barbecue and our family will be there.â He said, ignoring her warning. âWill you come with me?â He asked.
Kiyah felt her heartbeat pick up. Will you come meet my family? Thatâs essentially what he is asking her. Yes, sheâs already met his brother and yes, she already met Roman â when she spent her time at the Thunderdome arena and they wanted to get to know each other better it required her being around his family. This invite though⊠it really sounded like will you come meet my parents?
âYou want me to meet your mom?â Kiyah asked in a whisper, leaning her body closer to him for a comfort sheâs sure they both needed. âYou want me to fix your plate in front of everybody to let âem know you my man?â She asked playfully.
It eased the nervousness out him, he chuckled and leaned forward to peck her lips. âI wanna show you off to the whole world. I know we ainât tell nobody yet but I want to. Tell our families anyways.â He answered back to her, shrugging a little.
âI kissed you in front of Bianca on purpose. Wanna show all of âem I only want you to fix my plate.â He replied jokingly. His tone softened though as he spoke, his hands trailing up her shirt, rubbing up and down against her back. âI know you ainât used to the family introductions and all that, but if weâre doing firsts â I wanna experience all of that with you.â He confessed.
Kiyah didnât reply, she just watched him. Taking in the moment. Here they were, in each others arms, Jimmyâs hair wrapped up in a towel, Clay mask drying on his face while he confessed that he didnât want to keep their romance a secret from the people who mattered most in their lives.
Could I be any more in love with him? âIâll meet your parents papa, you can tell the whole world how we locked in, clocked in for the long run.â Despite telling Jimmy not to move his face as much, she couldnât help but lean in to lock their lips together. Wrapping her arms around his neck as Jimmy deepen the kiss. Kiyah pulled away before they got too carried away.
âHold on.â She whispered. She reached over on the counter to grab the rag she had placed on the counter. She dipped it in the bowl that had warm water in it now and moved to clean up what she started.
She cleaned his face as gently as she could, throwing the rag in the sink for now and unwrapping the towel from his head. Kiyah was killing two birds with one stone. She took pride in taking care of Jimmy, and this gave her the chance to do so but she was also trying to speed up the process of getting him in her room.
Jimmy let his hands move from her back to her stomach, trailing slowly towards her breasts before he gripped them; fingers tweaking at her nipples.
Kiyah let out a small moan, letting her head fall back from the pleasure. Jimmy leaned up started placing butterfly kisses upon her neck, locating her sweet spot immediately and closing his mouth to suck on it.
âFucckk.â Kiyah moaned out, bucking her hips against his. Jimmyâs hands, continued to tweak and pull at her nipples before he let one hand slid down to rub against her covered clit.
âThis what you was looking for right?â He asked huskily in her ear. Kiyah felt herself shiver at his tone.
Jimmy pressed his thumb against her clit, rubbing it through her panties, feeling it get soaked with her essence. His other hand left her breast to wrap around her neck. âLook at me, this what you wanted right?â He repeated.
Kiyah forced herself to lock eyes with Jimmy. âYesâ she breathed out as an answer.
Jimmy pulled her in by her neck to kiss her once again. Locking their lips in a passionate kiss, Kiyah bucked her hips against his hand to cause more friction.
He pushed her panties to the side to push two fingers inside of her, groaning into her mouth at how tight and wet she felt. Kiyah let out a gasp when she felt the sudden intrusion, throwing her head back again. Jimmyâs fingers thrusted in and out of her in a slow place causing her to rock her hips against his hands.
âLook at you.â Jimmy cooed as he picked up the pace of his fingers, curling it to touch her g-spot.
âFuck Daddy, you finna make me cum.â She cried out, eyes rolled to the back of her head. She kept clenching herself around his fingers but he was relentless⊠he continued to pump his fingers in and out of her.
âLook at me.â He demanded and Kiyah couldnât bring herself to it, moans slipping out her mouth uncontrollably as she felt a tightening feeling in her stomach.
Jimmy cupped her jaw, forcing her to lift her head and lock eyes. âI want the last thing you see before you cum is me.â He told her, he wanted to watch her love faces as she reached her climax.
âJimmy please.â She pleaded.
She watched as his darkened eyes as he felt her clench against his fingers again. âWatch me make you cum.â He whispered, picking up the pace of his fingers. âThatâs it baby, cum for daddy.â
Kiyahâs eyes rolled to the back of her head and her mouth dropped open as she let out a drawn moan, body shaking as she let herself go cumming all over his fingers. Whimpering as he slowed down to help her ride out her orgasm.
Once she was able to collect herself, he slowly pulled his fingers out of her, flashing her a smile. âYou so sexy.â
She just searched his eyes, did this man really have the audacity to smile innocently at her like he didnât just snatch her up?
He stared at her while he placed both fingers in his mouth, sucking her juices off his fingers. He pulled his fingers out of his mouth and leaned down to kiss her, sliding his tongue in her mouth so she could taste herself.
When he felt her try to deepen the kiss, Jimmy pulled back. âCome outside, I got something I wanna show you.â
It took some convincing to get Kiyah to move from the bathroom to go outside. Kiyah just wanted to jump his bones but he really wanted to show her what he originally had planned for the both of them for the day. And even though it took some convincing, his efforts were not in vain because once she say the living room set up she felt her eyes water.
âJimmyâ she breathed out, her breath hitching in her throat as she took everything in. Jimmy smiled at her reaction, he knew it wasnât much but he was glad it made her happy. She wrapped her hands around his neck to hug him. She was grateful. âLet me show you how thankful I am daddy.â She whispered in his ear.
Do you remember, those special times? Theyâll just go on and on in the back of my mind
Jimmy knew ever since he arrived to ATL that this was where he was going to be. Kiyah really showed out for him, and he wanted nothing more than to push her dress up and bury his face in her pussy. Sheâs been giving for these past couple of days, and last night on the way to ATL he fell asleep on the flight and woke up to his dick in her throat an hour into the flight and assured him that he didnât have to do anything in return. I just wanna please you. She had stated in a sultry whisper.
She took him out on a date this morning, insisting that she gets to spoil him as much as he spoils her. They went to waffle House for breakfast, and then went to the aquarium right after. Sheâs been showing the fuck out in Jimmy⊠He was going to show her his gratitude, no matter where they were at. After he seen her interaction with his family, how his mother fell in love with her almost immediately and how she stayed in the kitchen to help prep the food, even if she didnât know what was being made⊠yeah. He knew he was going to be here.
In between her legs with his arms locked around her thighs and his tongue buried inside of her. Kiyah kept her back in a deep arch, eyes rolled to the back of her head with her mouth gaped open but no sound came from her. He had her in a guest bathroom in his brothers house, and she really didnât want to get caught.
âFuck, Jimmy.â Kiyah hissed, making him groan against her and wiggle his tongue inside of her, sliding it out of her to swirl it around her pussy to lap up all of her juices. He licked all the way to her clit, sucking on while grazing his tongue against it.
âDaddyâ She moaned out, looking down to watch him devour her, moving her hips to grind her pussy against his tongue. Jimmy flattened his tongue against her clit when he felt her moving her hips, letting her do some of the work. His eyes moving to stare at her and winked on their eyes locked.
âFuck, Iâm gonna cum. Daddy you finna make me cum.â And at that warning, he closed his mouth around her clit again and sucked. He let out a moan, the vibrations sending a euphoric sensation throughout her body. Jimmy tightened his grip on her thighs to keep her in place. Kiyah let out a moan, letting her head fall back as her stomach tightened. âIâm cumming.â She announced as she spilled all into his mouth, panting heavily. Her lower body shook as her orgasm washed through her and Jimmy made sure to catch every drop.
He raised to his feet, hand wrapping around her neck as he drew her in to smash their lips together to lock their lips in a slow sloppy kiss.
âDamn Papa.â She whispered against his lips as she tried to catch her breath and he smirked.
âIâm not done with you yet.â He told her, pulling his pants down so that she could free himself. Kiyah watched Jimmy stroke himself, precum leaking from the tip and she felt herself clench around nothing.
âThereâs an entire party going on outside.â Kiyah whispered as if trying to get him to stop but Jimmy wasnât hearing none of that.
âI donât give a fuck, Iâm boutta fuck you up for real.â He replied pulling her off the sink counter to face the mirror. âAnd you gone watch me do it.â He whispered huskily in her ear.
Kiyah barely had time to grip onto the sink counter before Jimmy pushed himself into her, curses left both of their mouths as he pushed until their was nothing to push left. Both of them to moan out at the feeling.
âEyes on the mirror the whole time ma.â He whispered in her ear, causing Kiyah to shiver.
Jimmy stayed still for a second, being raw inside of Kiyah made him want to ruin her life, and if the circumstances were different he totally wouldâve.
He placed both hands on her hips and pulling out and thrusting back inside of her, pushing just as deep as he went the first time, every time he slid back in her. Kiyahâs head flew back as moans poured from her mouth.
Jimmy watching her through the mirror, seeing how wreck she looked before he even really got started and an evil smirk spread across his face. One hand moved to grip on her breast, pulling it out of the dress and his other hand found its way to her neck. âWhat I tell you princess?â
âI-â Kiyah gasped out, her eyes rolling to the back of her head as he fucked her harder and harder. Her manicured hand moved up to grip onto the wrist of the hand that was wrapped around her neck. It was as if Jimmy was fucking her like he was angry.
âYesss baby, just like that.â She moaned out.
Watching her love faces always did something to him, he swiftly moved to the left a little to hit her g spot causing Kiyah to let out a loud moan. Jimmy dropped the breast that he was holding and raised his hand to clap it against her mouth. âYou know youâre supposed to be quiet, but here you are trynna let the whole world know how much you love this dick.â
His words caused Kiyah to clench around around him tightly, squeezing her eyes shut. Jimmy chuckled deeply. âCâmon Mama, let Daddy in so I can fuck you up.â
He continued to poke at her spot over and over again, making Kiyah moan loudly into his hands. He forced her head back up to face the mirror so she could watch. Tears ran down her face at the intense feeling of him fucking the shit out of her. âYou look so pretty like this.â He cooed.
He sped up and only stopped a few couple strokes to really press himself against her spot. âOpen ya mouth for me Mama.â He demanded.
Kiyah immediately let her mouth drop open, he stuck two fingers in her mouth. âSuck it.â
Kiyah closed her mouth back around his fingers, humming in pleasure when she mimicked her actions from earlier. She sucked his fingers, her tongue twirling against them and sucked hard. Jimmy felt his dick twitch inside of her, he would ruin her right here and be content with that.
âKeep yo eyes on the mirror, and if they move, Iâm not gone let you cum.â He warned. Kiyah felt her body shiver, keeping her eyes on his through the mirror.
Jimmy pulled his fingers out of her mouth and placed them on her clit, rubbing them quickly as he started picking his thrust back up.
The motive to be discreet flew out the window, Kiyah moaning loudly, gripping the counter until her knuckled turned white. âYou finna make me cum again.â She cried out.
Jimmy let go of her neck to grip on her braids to make sure her heads positioned the way he wanted it to be. He could feel her walls clench and unclench around him. âThatâs a good girl, look at you take all of it.â
âPlease donât stop, Iâm right there baby. Oh my fuck.â She cried as he fucked her harder. âDonât stop daddy, please donât stop, youâre gonna make me cum.â She begged, watching more tears fall her eyes.
Jimmy let out a grunt, âDaddy gone make that pretty pussy cum every single time.â He affirmed, rubbing her clit in circles. âGimme that shit baby.â And Kiyahâs upper body stilled as her lower body shook, releasing herself all over him squirting a little.
âYesssssâ She hissed out and Jimmy had to pull out as quickly as he could, nutting on ass.
Wrapping his arms around her, Jimmy let himself drop his weight on her a little.
âFuck.â He groaned out, pressing a kiss against the back of her neck. âYou keep spoiling me like that Ma and I swear Imma keep you cumminâ like that every single time.â He promised.
And Girl, No matter what was said
âKiyah I just didnât wanna be rude to her. You know that with my status.â Jimmy argued
âAnd Jimmy, all that shit was cool when we were friends. But to do that shit in front of my face? Are you fucking serious? Then the bitch gone have the audacity to laugh at me like she did something.â
âKiyah.â He started but she cut him off.
"No. You keep giving these bitches a reason to laugh at me like Iâm some goofy bitch all cause you wanna be so damn friendly." Kiyah stressed
"Being friendly comes with the job Kiyah! Damn, every time I come in this bitch, you in my ear stressing me the fuck out donât nobody wanna hear that. Can you at least appreciate that I even come in? I donât gotta be here Kiyah.â He snapped and she nodded her head at him.
âYou know what Jimmy? Since you donât gotta be here, just stop showing up. Since I stress you out so fucking much, forget I even said anything. Iâm sick of this shit, Iâm done. You definitely donât gotta worry about me no more.â Kiyah retorted back.
It was supposed to be a good night for the two, they were both leaving the arena when they bumped into a couple fans who just wanted some pictures. It was fine until it wasnât. What he thought was being friendly was borderline flirting to these girls, theyâd take whatever heâd give them and run a mile with. It was fine until he thought it was okay to let the fan touch for way longer than what was appropriate.
âYouâre too damn insecure Kiyah when the fuck you gone wake up and realize that? Thatâs the reason why these other dudes treated you like trash, and you got so much damn baggage that nobody wants to deal with!â Jimmy snapped but the second he said it, he regretted it.
Kiyah froze, his words ringing in her head. Baggage. She had too much baggage.
âKiyah I didnât mean that.â He whispered but she sent a watery smile in his direction.
âYou know what? Donât worry about it, from now on you wonât have to worry about me or my baggage.â
And she turned around and left. Jimmy felt his heart break as she walked but his stubbornness is what kept her from chasing her. Unbeknownst to him, that would be the last time he seen her.
I will never forget what we had, my baby.
All the memories of his time in New York came back to him as he drove to the garden arena. He remembered when told him her feelings drunk off her ass after the Christmas party.
He remembers, her home made cooking every time he visited or any time she visited him. He remembers taking care of her when she caught covid.
She was a crying mess when her test came back positive. She did what she did best and isolate herself away from people. Pushing Jimmy away and booked her own hotel so that she wouldnât pass it on to Bianca and Tez. And at first Jimmy thought she only isolated from him, but when Tez came and asked if heâd heard from Kiyah, he realized she was isolating herself from everyone.
He remembers asking Bianca if she knew what hotel Kiyah had checked into and he remembers bribing the concierge to tell him what her room number was. He remembers pushing himself through the hotel door when she tried to shut the door in his face.
âJimmy Iâm sick, I have covid.â She stressed, moving away from him as fast as she could.
âKiyahâ He whispered when he took in the scene in front of him. She was hurting and she didnât want to tell anybody.
âYou have to get out!â
âKiyah, I havenât heard from you in damn near three weeks. Whatâs going on?â He asked, concern laced in his voice
âIâm sick; thatâs whatâs going on. Now if you could please leave, I donât want you to get sick.â
"No. Kiyah you need to stop pushing people away because youâre scared to show people the ugly side of you.â
He remembers Kiyah crying in his arms that night because she finally felt like someone cared for her.
He remembers the first time he told her âI love youâ. She cried, and told him she was scared to say it back because every time she did, it was for nothing. And He never rushed her to say it back.
He remembers her confessing her love back to him not even a week later because she really couldnât hold it in. Sheâs been feeling him for a long time and she refused to keep her feelings to herself any longer. Jimmy remembers everything, and boy did it hurt to.
Do you remember (I bet you remember)
An uneasy feeling settled in Jimmyâs stomach ever since he found out that New York was the next arena after Money In The Bank. Being in the city was as the ghost of her was going to trailing over him. Itâs been three months since heâs last seen her and he wasnât healed but it was easier to be away from here. Being here reminded him of everything he used to love to do⊠with who he loved to do it with.
Jimmy let out a sigh as he sat in the bloodline locker room. Even though they were split, They requested to still share the same locker room. Itâs quiet, heâs not telling any jokes and heâs getting tired of the worried lookâs being shared between his brothers.
âUce, Iâm fine. Itâs just one night. It wonât kill me.â Jimmy huffed out and Jey shrugged.
âI wanna believe you Uce, but you been walking around like a sad puppy ever since we landed. Why donât you just call her?â Jey suggested and Solo nodded, agreeing with his older brother.
âShe told me I wouldnât hear from her again and she meant that shit.â Jimmy sighed. âI canât just pop up ya know? I wanna respect her and her space.â
Before Jey could reply, a knock was heard on the door. The silence after the knock is what had them confused. Solo moved to answer the door but Jimmy raised his hand to stop him. They didnât know who that was. The knocking happened again.
âWho is it?â Jey called out and the voice that answered back made Jimmyâs blood run cold.
âItâs me.â Kiyahâs voice was heard through the door.
Jimmy stood up slowly and walked towards the door and he held his breath as he opened the door. âKiyah.â He breathed out and she flashed a small smile towards him.
âHi.â
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A/N: JUNE ACTUALLY WROTE WTF YOU GUYS WHAT WHAT WHAT OMG its not my best and there will def be a smutty part 2⊠just be happy i ever wrote LMAOOO but guys letâs thank me elvis presley for inspiring me to write this
WARNINGS: not proofread at all sorry guys itâs 2 am
It was uncomfortably hot, your body feeling waves of heat overcome it.
       You fan your face, walking away from the crowd of people. âWhere are you going?â Sasha yelled over the loud music, holding onto your arm. âOutside. Need air.â You just smile before walking away. You push the door, back leaning against the cold doors.Â
       Ah, the simple regret. You hated studying and sticking your nose in a book, so you chose to party. You never seem to grasp the fact that you lived in the city, and partying is just what young adults did all weekend. You hated crowded parties.Â
      Your phone vibrated in your pocket. You picked it up, the light flashing your sensetive eyes.Â
Hange
 u still alive?
          Yeahhh just rlly crowded
Hange
omg you never learnÂ
lol
no iâm outside rnÂ
breathing airÂ
Hange
ur funnyÂ
what time r u planning to come home?Â
iâm at the library rnÂ
and how drunk r u
drunk off my assÂ
very much soÂ
ohhh is it busyÂ
Hange
yes
what library is busy at 2 amÂ
smartassÂ
call meÂ
            You smiled at the last message before pushing the call button. âHey.â Hangeâs raspy voice came from your speaker. You sat on the floor, playing with the strings of your shoes. âArenât you supposed to be quiet in the library?â You smiled.
      âWell no one is here.â You could practically hear their smirk. âOk, i get it.â You rolled your eyes. âWhy are you studying this late anyway?â âBig assessment tomorrow. It's huge and we have to mix chemicals and stuff.â âTough shit. You think Professor Erwinâs gonna kill you if you fail?â âWhat part of âhugeâ did you miss?â Hange smiled.Â
       âPshhh, donât ask me. I couldnât even tell you the color of the sky right now.â You leaned your head back, closing your eyes. âDo you have someone to walk you home?â Hangeâs tone changed. âIâm not gonna lie, I came here alone.â You sighed.
        âSomeoneâs gotta be there.â âI got Sash.â You rubbed your eyes. âThatâs fine, as long as she can walk you home. Or someone⊠besides that Ymir girl⊠sheâs too touchy.â Hange said. You froze, sitting up. âWhat do you mean?â You pushed more.Â
      Why would Hange ever care about your past flings. âWell, sheâs just weird.â Hange played it off with a laugh. âCause we were a thing?â You squinted. âNot necessarilyâŠâ They trailed off. âItâs because we were a thing.â You said ina. demanding tone. âIâm not repeating myself.â Hange hummed.Â
      You stayed quiet for a moment. âAre you jealous?â You laugh. Now it was Hangeâs turn to stay silent. âWhy would I be jealous?â Hange nervously chuckled. âBecause you and I know thereâs something going on.â You lowered your tone.
        âYouâre drunk off your ass!â Hange laughed. âAm I really?â You challenged them. You knew that if you were sober, these words would not be leaving your mouth. But there was so much tension between you and Hange, it was hard to deny.Â
      Your friends always told you to reconsider your thoughts about Hange. You brushed it off, not wanting to ruin everything. You were feeling quite confident at this moment.Â
        âYou tell me.â Hange snarked back. âWell, I think you and I know whatâs really going on here.â You bit your lip. âAnd what is that exactly?â âThat we both know this whole roommate's bullshit is just an excuse to be around eachother. We both know thereâs more to that.âÂ
      Hange stayed silent. âIâm going home.â You hang up the phone, standing from the floor.Â
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         Your head laid against the cold wall, head pounding. You heard a chuckle.
        Hange took their key, fitting in the lock. âDid you forget your key?â âI was waiting on you.â You shook your head. Hange helped you up, rushing you inside.Â
         âWhat was that whole thing about?â Hange asked you, kneeling to take off your shoes. âJust some drunk thoughts.â âWhich are sober ones?â Hange pulled off your shoe, standing back up. âMaybe.â âWhy canât we talk about this when youâre sober?â Hange set down their backpack, cheeks turning red.Â
    You stayed silent, looking down. You felt Hangeâs warm lips on yours, back pressing against the kitchen counter. They held your face in between their hands, lips softly molding with yours. They pulled back, panic in their voice. âI shouldâve asked, I'm sorry.â They blushed harder. You shook your head, pushing their foggy glasses up. You kissed them again, before pecking their face over and over again.Â
      âYou reconsider what I said.â You kiss their nose once more.Â
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Pls I love how you answer angst and it's all dark and gloomy and then there's this cute emoticon at the end ^_^ and suddenly it makes all the worry go by sheer power of cuteness, you are so real for that
I'm gonna pull the "chaotic neutral" on an angst galore and humbly ask for ROs reacting to MC coming to them looking all pretty (gn) and asking RO how do they look only for the RO to find out MC is going on a date.
...and what if MC after seeing ROs reaction smiled gently and said "Well... It's for our date, actually. If you would have me"
(hehe did I got ya? Thought I'd ask some irredimible angst?)
Okay, you did actually get me with that! LOL Totally turned it around at the end, and I made a very unglamorous noise.
I donât know why, but I always gotta get my little smile in there somewhere, lol. Even if my eyes are a bit watery. ^_^
As for your adorable ask (assuming at least some feelings or romantic words have been exchanged between RO and MC of course):
Oswin:Â
Big lump in his throat off the bat. MC looks wonderful, and they're going on a date with someone else? He smiles through it and nods emphatically. âYou look amazing. The lucky person will be well-pleased.â Has he misread everything between them?
At the reveal: His knees actually buckle. âOur? Our. *OUR* DATE!?â His heart is absolutely pounding. âWhat do youâŠwhat should I wear?â MC will need to help him out with that one.
Zahn:Â
Thereâs some genuine enthusiasm there when they tell MC they look gorgeous - because they do. Theyâve always thought that about MC. They shine inside and out. Maybe thatâs why they confused the things stirring between them. But theyâll be happy for MC and cheer them on.
At the reveal: Zahn has a smile that would make the sun jealous. They run and grab MCâs hand. âLetâs go! Letâs go right now!â They have zero idea where theyâre goingâŠ
Duri:Â
âWell thatâs hardly fair. Are you trying to tease me? It wonât work.â *pouts* (itâs working) *Walks around MC studying the outfit. âYou look delicious as ever, but is this person really deserving of such a feast? Never fear, I have just the thing. Weâll borrow Zahnâs ratty cloaks - trust me on this - youâll still make a statement.â *If MC allows this to run its course, Duri will deck them out in the most atrocious outfit they can make with the items on hand. MC is probably wearing a basket on their head.
After the reveal: They go quiet for a long moment. âWell, of course, I knew that. You canât fool me - ha! âŠWhat in the stars are you wearing though?â
Rune:Â
Swallowing their feelings. Checks MC out, straightens their collar (it wasnât crooked), smooths the wrinkles (there werenât any), and gently fixes their hair (it was fine). âYou should already know how fabulous you look as well as I do. Youâd be enchanting even if you wore robes of grass and leaves.â They fidget. âIfâŠif you arenât sure about this person - be carefulâŠand Iâd also like to take you out too, if youâll allow it. I apologize for asking like this.â
After the reveal:Â The smile takes over before they can stop it. âWell played, Iâll admit it. I suppose thatâs a yes to my request then?â MC gets a nervous laugh out of them. Is that a tinge of red on their cheeks?
???:Â
âDate!? Well, that isnât fair, Iâve been flirting with you for ages and we havenât been on a date yet.â He takes a flower from a vase and slips it into the outfit or tucks it in MCâs hair. âHereâs an idea - I go with you and you can show me how a date works. Iâll make some notes and I promise not to glower menacingly at your date.â *Heâs lying* âAndâŠyes, for the record, you are a vision. Always.â
After the reveal:Â âNo need to change your plans on my account, MC! Go on then, and have your fun - tell me how it went tomorrow.â He pushes MC to the door. âDonât stay out too late, aim for the throat if they get too fresh with you.â *Door shuts, MC is made to wait a few minutes before ??? comes back out with a big stupid smile.
Thank you for the Ask, Anon! This one was a lot of fun! ^_^
#god cursed if#asks#twine if#if wip#twine wip#interactive novel#if game#interactive fiction#gc ro reactions
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Gun Run
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I'm so sorry this is late !! I couldn't write it when I was intending to because I felt super bad. I hope you enjoy lol
Cross-posted on Ao3
It had been radio silence between the two of you, since the incident. There were brief, longing glances, but not much else.
He didnât look awful, thankfully. His eyes looked tired, you could tell. After seeing him truly well-rested it was easy to see the difference, but they werenât red and puffy. The biggest difference, however, was the beast that stayed behind him, just at his heels.
Velikan had explained it to you - a fluffy animal he had gotten after a mission with his last PMC. Sputnik, he had named it. The hyena was making quite the splash with KorTac at the moment.
You stood, far enough away to make sure König noted you werenât standing next to Nikto, watching as Graves was absolutely mesmerized by the creature. The blondish American man had meat laid out in a stretched open palm, watching with wide eyes as the hyena licked it up.
âMan, Nikki!â Graves chirps, âYou should have mentioned you had one oâ these before,â He stands, elbowing the Russian man in the kevlar-covered ribs. Nikto grunts, stepping back.
âI did not have him with me,â Nikto explains. âThere was an issue with the paperwork, and he was living with a friend of ours.â
Graves opens his mouth, but he's interrupted by the loud rumbling of Velikan⊠rumbling. You can't be too sure of what noises he was making this far away. Graves makes a face of acknowledgment as he nods.
âSo, heâs trained for the field?â Graves asks, prodding more even though he's been told not to. You're sure he's aware of what happens to people who push Nikto.
âĐĐ°, he is,â Nikto responds. âWith any luck, heâll be with us this next mission, but we are yet to be granted approval,â He continues, throwing a glare to the corner that houses the Colonel.
The Austrian man stands with his arms crossed, a glare in his eyes too. But, as Graves away from him - after hardly even looking - with a scoff, they soften briefly. Velikan pats his commanderâs back, gently gripping at his shoulder with a low mumble. Graves sighs.
âDo I gotta?â He asks, and Velikan nods. âFine.. but I am expecting to see that savanna puppy in action soldier!â He orders as he's pulled away. The rest of the Shadow Company follows as well.
âDon't call it a savanna puppy,â Mace grumbles as they pass you.
A call comes from down the hall in response, âThat's what they are!â Before more muffled grunting lets you know Velikan is scolding him. Or maybe laughing. He's too far away to tell. The room is silent, still without Graves. You feel more than one pair of eyes on you, and you shuffle awkwardly.
You throw your hand up in a half-wave, slipping out of the room behind them. Youâre unsure where exactly to go, trying to decide between the shooting range or the barracks. You had some paperwork to do, didnât you? You sigh, trying to calm yourself down. It had been a long few weeks, and it was only going to feel longer.
The setup for the mission is the same as always, a messy rush of people trying to get all of their gear in order. You pull your gun off of its brace on the wall, checking it over briefly. You pull the magazine out, double-checking that itâs empty even though you know it's empty - you havenât forgotten any details about the last time you touched it. The first time you touched him.
Your eyes flick over to the side, watching Nikto get himself and Sputnik ready. The beast shakes as he tries to put the special kevlar over its neck, and you can imagine that heâs huffing soft swears in Russian to it. Graves watches intently, seemingly wanting to help. Or at least talk to Nikto about it. Velikan seems to have a sharp watch over the both of them. It almost makes you feel bad, since he has so much on his plate without you asking him to babysit Nikto too. You can only imagine what his therapy sessions are like having to take care of Graves all of the time.
You donât have the time to dwell, though, OâConnorâs voice cutting through as he calls for everyone to hurry the fuck up and get in line. The sound is familiar and oddly comforting, and you can't help but feel the excitement start to fill in the cracks between the stress, anxiety, and fear youâve been feeling. Those feelings aren't abnormal before you go out, but it's been significantly worse. You usually don't have to be so cautious of how you act and who you hang out with. But König's watchful eyes and judgment of your relationships have been keeping you on edge. Even with your other coworkers, you've been more distant. You take your gun, making sure to check it out as you move to stand in your place.
"C'mon, come on!" He yells, clapping his hand as he chants to get the whole squad ready. It takes a few more minutes, but you end with the group you're going with.
König, Nikto, Izzy, Graves, Velikan, Valeria, and you. A second team was going as well: O'Connor, Hutch, Horangi, Stilletto, Oz, and Mace, but they were to be moved separately. Orders are barked to both groups, everyone piling in their respective cars. You sit in the very back, next to Izzy. In front of you is Nikto, Sputnik at his feet, and Graves, with Velikan in between them.
The whole ride is uncomfortably silent, with soft music playing over the radio occasional instructions from Valeria on where to go, and the crackle of conversation from the other car. O'Connor is hard to hear back here, and youâre unable to make out what heâs saying, only his accent. Sometimes Graves leans over to try to get Sputnikâs attention, kissing at him, only to be swatted away by Velikan.
The ride is long, but the mission should be easy and simple - in and out. It was a rescue mission, as far as you were aware. It doesnât matter, really. Your job was to go in, secure the area, secure the thing or person, and get out. And you were damn good at your job, youâd like that on record.
You have to drive through a very populated area to get to the building holding it, compared to most of your missions, but it isnât something that bothers you much. And it makes sense with most of whom you were placed with, like König and Graves.
König pulls through an intersection, the chatter of OâConnor coming through the hand radio attached to a pop-socket on one of the vents. It all happens at once, very fast, the car behind you is hit. You hear the pain through the radio, and the whole of your car lights up.
âPull over, goddamn it, pull over,â Valeria snaps, swatting at the shoulders of your Colonel. Graves mutters curses, trying to squint past you and Izzy to see the other van. Velikanâs door swings open, a gun shoved out of it. Niktoâs eyes meet yours, wide and panicked. You nod at him, assuring him youâre okay.
This wasnât going to be as easy as you thought.
Gunfire is loud - something someone who had never fired a gun before would never understand is that it transcends sound; even with the proper ear protection, big guns shake your bones and change the beat of your heart. Youâve been around it many, many times, but even now you feel how the shots from your coworkers shake up your rhythm and push the air out of your lungs. Itâs the only thing that tells you someone on your side is still firing because you canât see anyone.
You curse, falling back under the flimsy cover of a tipped-over newspaper dispenser - something you were incredibly surprised to see - and release your magazine, shoving a new one into place. With that, youâre out of preloaded mags, and any extra ones are in the long abandoned car fire of the extra car.
Youâd seen Hutch get out, pulling Horangi along with him, and you were sure you had seen glimmers of Maceâs gear somewhere around, but that left three members in that car unaccounted for. You shake, taking a deep breath. This was your job. You could die, your friends could die, you had signed up for it. You cast a glance at your own abandoned car, all the doors wide open and all of its contents gone, having been ransacked.
You sniffle, taking a deep breath. You were going to die today, you take a deep breath. You have to accept it. It was hard, but you had to accept it was going to be your last day. Your last mission. You close your eyes, taking a moment to think over everything thatâs happened for the past weeks. You should forgive König, even if you canât do it to his face. You shouldnât harbor any resentment in your last moments.
Or maybe you should, fuck that guy. You swear again, letting your head fall back against the metal. Your eyes open, looking over the gun in your hands. You start to move, shifting so you can flip back over and start firing again. Just before your head can poke back out into the line of fire, you hear a gentle whimper from behind you. You flip back, eyes wide as you see it. The fluffy, tan beast is next to you, sniffing at your legs.
âOh, hey,â You speak, sliding back down to offer your hand. âWhatâs up, buddy?â You ask, looking around. âWhereâs Nikto, huh?â It sniffs at your hand before brown eyes meet yours. âTake me to Nikto, okay?â You ask it, and it stands there for a moment before it sets off. You throw your gun up, over your shoulder, and rush off after it. You hear and feel as bullets wizz past you, but they mean less than the thoughts swirling in your head. Was Nikto okay? What about your other coworkers? Was it only you and Sputnik now? Fear rises in your chest at the thought that the beast you're chasing is leading you to the dead body of your.... whatever Nikto is to you.
You feel tears start to form in your eyes, but you try to force them away. Remember your training, all the years you spent trying to turn this off. You have to be solid and strong. You can't cry in the face of who you're hired to kill. There is no time to mourn the losses you feel, because by the time they sink in, youâre off to your next job. There's been so many times that stuff like this has happened.
You can't have it happen again. You're going to stop it, you have to. Your feet hurt by the time you hear it.
"There ya are, puppy!" Graves' voice calls out, and you stop for a moment. Did Graves just call you puppy? What? You stand still, barely registering how Sputnik rushes to the American man, his tail wagging quickly. Graves beams, rubbing the hyena's sides roughly. "Good puppy! Goodboy! You did very well!" He baby-talks it, which helps everything click into place. You sigh, walking forward.
It seems youâve found some of your comrades, but several of them are still missing. Horangi seems passed out, propped up against a wall. Hutch has wrapped himself up, watching a screen intently. You see Mace on the other side of the alley, gun pointed up. Velikan is with Graves, trying to coach him in something through his muffling mask.
You pant, wiping your face as you look around, âWhereâs Nikto?â You ask, And Valeria, and Izzy, and König, and OâConnor? But you donât voice the rest of the questions, not yet at least.
âLooking for you,â Hutch responds, turning to you with a grin. Sputnik breaks past Graves to jump at the other man, sniffing at his face. Hutch puts a bandaged arm around him, hand on the hyenaâs back.
âWhat?â You swear, looking around. Your hand goes to your mouth, biting your lips. âDo we⊠wait? Can we wait? I mean, theyâll come looking for us, wonât they? Whoever weâre fighting?â
âThatâs where Izzy is,â Graves replies, turning to you. âOn the inside, takinâ âem out,â He mimics aiming his gun. âThink Valeriaâs there too, maybe König,â He lists off, tapping at his face.
âSo, what do we do?â You ask, looking at him. He was the one who knew what to do - he had been in charge more than once, and that had to account for something.
âWait,â Graves responds. âRegroup, until we can form a full assault,â He turns away. âJust wish everyone will stop runninâ off.â
The sentence alone keeps you pinned to the ground where your feet are. You want to run off, you want to try and find Nikto, but instead, you fall back, sitting on the ground. You sniffle, finally letting your tears meet your eyes. It sucks, crying in front of so many people, and in the middle of the battlefield.
You donât want to, but you canât help it. You hide your face in your hands, letting yourself sob as everything hits you at once. Sputnik noses at you, small chuckles coming from the creature. You sob, unable to reach out to it or push him away, just sitting there as the beast sniffs your hair and hands.
âHey, Boss,â Maceâs voice cuts through your tears. âWe have company,â He backs away from his post, and everyone launches into movement. You don't see much of it, but Velikan is pulling at you by your armpits, trying to get you on your feet to get you moving.
âSorry,â You sniffle, standing. âIâm sorry,â You let him pull you along, grabbing at your gun to keep yourself armed. You wipe your face, trying to get your head back in the game.
Keep a hold on it, keep a hold on it, you tell yourself. You walk as best as you can, leaning on Velikan for support as he moves you forward, everyone falling into formation. Graves shouts out orders from behind you and you start to stabilize yourself.
You donât feel dizzy, tears donât fall freely from your eyes anymore and you stand on your own feet. You set off a blaze at an enemy heading your way, turning back to Velikan before you can watch them fall.
âI have it,â You tell him, and he nods, backing off. You can tell heâs still looking at you for a moment longer, but you all push on. It seems like you're in some kind of action film, with enemies flooding you and your team over and over again.
You manage to fight your way into a house, the building providing much better cover than the alley. Everyone rushes around, Velikan and Mace rushing to clear it out, Hutch placing Horangi down, and you rush to a window, assessing the area. Sputnik trails in behind everyone, a wailing man in his jaws. He drags the man in by the back of the neck of his shirt, clearly having mauled him a little before bringing him in.
You rush to close the door behind him when something stops you in your tracks.
âĐĐ”Ń, ĐĄĐżŃŃĐœĐžĐș,â Nikto's voice cuts through the air from somewhere behind you. Sputnik's tail wags as he shows off the prize he brought. âĐĐ”Ń, put him down. ĐДжаŃŃ!â You turn, finding Nikto standing in the doorway. He seems okay, blood splattered over his gear. You drop everything instantly. The door is already shut, and you just leave your gun on the floor by it, rushing over to Nikto.
âNikto!â You yell, grabbing him into a hug. It's a harsh one, leaving your cheek pressed against him. He goes to speak your name, but you cut him off. âShush! I just⊠Long mission,â You snap, and you feel as he relaxes into your hug, wrapping his arms around you. His hand rubs your back, trying to calm you down. You sigh, thinking back over it, all of it - your relationship with him, these past few days, the mission - it was all so much, so overwhelming.
You pull yourself away from him and press your mouth into where his is under the mask, finally able to return the kiss.
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Hiiii itâs me again đ«Ł, hope youâre doing amazing!!! I am sure you seen the recent live lol of jungkook, Rm, V and Jimin could you possibly write something about it again for Jungkook like maybe they all do the live together like an 8th member of bts and her and Jungkook are just really cuddly u know and jungkook just holding the whole time idk if that makes sense but I am sure you can write something whatever that is good and your comfortable with sorry thing is long. THANK YOU!!! đđ
Hi again! Sorry for taking forever to respond to your request, finals were a pain! Ugh... Anyway, I hope you're doing well too and thank you for your request! I made Y/n a producer instead of an 8th member because I wasn't sure how to spin it, so hopefully you like it. I also added, kind of like, a bonus scene because I was sad watching that Bangtan Bomb... Anywho, I hope you enjoy it! <3
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âY/n-ah!â The guys collectively exclaimed.
I happily waved at them while softly shutting the door behind me.
âHi! Sorry Iâm late, I was in a meeting when Namjoon texted me about this live,â I said, placing my bag on a chair that was next to the wall of tables.Â
I walked into frame and waved at the ARMYs watching. âHi guys! How are you?â
âWeâre good,â Jimin said in a high-pitched voice.
I looked back at him.
âOh, are you the voice of ARMY now,â I teased.
He smiled and nodded his head triumphantly. I giggled and moved over to the couch, but not before grabbing a slice of pizza.
I took a bite of my slice of pizza and plopped down next to Jungkook. They kept talking while I finished up my slice, throwing the crust on the empty pan and dust off the crumbs from my hands.Â
I looked around at the guys when my eyes landed on Jungkook, who was already looking at me. I leaned forward and narrowed my eyes at him for a moment before leaning back.
I smiled at him, âWhy are you staring-â
I didnât get the chance to finish my sentence when he tackled me into a hug making us fall back.
I hugged him back as I laughed, âDid you seriously wait until I was done with my slice so you could hug me?â
I didnât get a verbal answer, but when he hugged me tighter, I knew what the answer was.Â
As the rest of the members got closer to their enlistment date, things had taken a melancholy turn and it affected each one of them, especially Jungkook, even if they didnât show it.
I knew.
ARMY knew.
But there weren't a whole lot of things we could do in order to make them feel better about leaving.
So as I realized that this impromptu cuddle session wouldnât be over for a while, I made sure we were both a little more comfortable by moving us to sit against the back of the couch so we wouldnât be laying down the entire time.
It took a bit for him to get settled in a way that was comfortable for both of us, but he ultimately chose to be a koala. His head was resting on my right shoulder while his arms were tightly wrapped around my torso and his right leg was draped across my own.
There wasnât much I could do with the way he was holding me, so I just wrapped my right arm around his back in a semi-awkward half hug and rested my left hand on the leg that was draped across me, slowly drawing shapes while I watched the others talk.
It couldnât have been more than 10 minutes before the guys started to get up to say their âgoodbyesâ to ARMY. I tried to move to get up, but Jungkook tightened his hold on me as soon as I moved an arm. I sighed knowing it would be a miracle to get him off of me by myself, so I looked over at Jimin, silently asking for his help.
He smiled at my predicament and walked over, grabbing one of Jungkookâs arms and gently tugged, âCome on. We gotta say bye to ARMY.â
âNoooooo,â he drew out as the arm that was around me tightened its grip once more, practically forcing Jimin to pry him off of me.Â
âDude, you need to get off of me in order to say bye to ARMY,â I exclaimed as I wiggled my way out of his grasp.
He huffed as we both finally stood up, obviously not liking that our cuddle session was interrupted. I smiled at his pouty face and patted his head as the others were deciding how they wanted to say bye.
Taehyung grabbed the camera, pointing it at Jimin as he said bye to ARMY and ended by bowing slightly.
Tae, then, turned the camera over to Namjoon who also said his final words with a salute, promising to âgo and come back safelyâ.
âOk, Jk, you can go.âÂ
âNo, Iâll end it,â he said while taking off his hood.
The others were quick to oppose the idea.
âWhy doesnât Y/n say her final words and then I go and you can run in front and then weâll end it.â
There were nods of agreement and when they turned to me I shrugged, nodding in agreement.
âYeah, I donât see why not.â
âSo, I can end it,â Tae asked and we all nodded.
He was still holding the camera and motioned for me to say my piece. I walked into frame and waved.
âARMY~ Iâll make sure to go live whenever I can to keep you company before Jin comes back! The guys will be back before you know it! Stay strong,â I said, blowing a kiss to them with both hands before waving âbyeâ.Â
I looked at Taehyung, âDo you want me to hold the camera for you?â
He shook his head.
âNo, Jimin can hold it for me. You, stand over there,â he said as he pointed to the side opposite of where Namjoon and Jungkook were standing.
He continued, âand turn around since you havenât seen Jkâs hair yet either.âÂ
I huffed, but did what I was told by walking to the left and turning around so I was facing the wall while Jimin took the camera from Tae, so he could say bye.
âYou need to run, ok?â
âAs soon as you end-â
âCan you guys just go already,â I exclaimed, hoping to move this train along.
Taehyung gave his little speech, though Iâll have to disagree with Namjoon, who said it was âtoo longâ because mine was about the same length.
I heard a lot of shuffling behind me and was about to turn around to see why it was taking so long when a very slurred âWe were BTSâ sounded through the air before someone collided with my back, making me stumble forward as pair of arms wrapped around me, keeping me from falling.
The guys were laughing at the scene as they said their final âbyeâsâ before turning off the live.
âYou can turn around now,â Jungkook said, loosening his hold on me enough for me to move, but not removing his arms completely.Â
As I turned around to face him I was not prepared for what I saw. My jaw dropped as I looked at Jungkookâs hair which was now completely buzzed off.
âWoah,â I exclaimed, placing my hands on either side of his head, turning it side to side in order to get a better look.Â
I started to become confused. Jungkook chuckled, grabbing both of my wrists to stop me from moving his head so he could look at me.
âWhatâs with that face?â
âHow do you still look good?!â
Everyone started laughing again.
~
âI donât think Iâll ever get used to this.â
It was December 12th and Hobi, Yoongi, and I were currently seeing Jimin and Jungkook off to start their military service.
âWell, luckily, this is the last time weâre going to have to do this,â Yoongi said, stuffing his hand further into his jacket.
I nodded my head in silent agreement and walked over to where Jimin and Jungkook had finished talking with some of their friends. They turned to look at me as I got where they were and grabbed their hands in both of mine, switching my gaze between the two.
âHow are you guys feeling,â I asked to try and break the tension that was starting to form as time got closer to when they were supposed to leave.
They both shrugged.
I sighed.
âYouâre going to be fine. I talked to Jin this morning and made him promise to keep an eye on you and make sure youâre okay, though⊠he did say that he might make training a bit harder for you two,â I teased.
That got some chuckles out of them, which I was very happy about. It didnât last long before the heavy air settled around us once again, so I mustered as much of an encouraging smile as I could and said, âYou two are going to do great. Iâll have my phone on me at all times whenever you get phone privileges back and want to talk to me, okay?â
They nodded as I continued, âStay safe and healthy and warm because itâs starting to get chilly, okay?â
They nodded once more.Â
I looked at them as they looked at me expectedly.
âWhat? Thatâs all Iâve got,â I said.
Jungkook laughed as Jimin shook his head with a smile forming on his face.
Jungkook looked over at Jimin, âWould you mind giving us a sec?â
The latter nodded, âOf course, Iâve gotta go talk with Hobi hyung before send off, so Iâll see you later Y/n.â
I nodded and gave him a tight hug.
âBe careful. Stay safe and make sure to eat. Call me if you need anything and I mean ANYTHING, okay,â I whispered before breaking the hug.
âYou got it,â he said before pulling me back in for one last hug.
âIâm gonna miss you, Chim. Iâll see you when you come back.â
We both nodded at each other in conformation as he started toward where Hobi and Yoongi were standing.
I moved to stand next to Jungkook as we watched them talk.
âSo, what are you going to do in the meantime,â Jungkook spoke up.
I turned to look at him as he did the same.
âProbably work on some songs for your guysâ comeback with Yoongi. He said that he already has some that he wants me to look at later today, so yeah,â I shrugged.Â
He hummed in response before pulling me into a hug. I would be lying if I said I didnât feel like crying at that moment. We had talked about him leaving all the time as the date came closer and every time Jungkook was the one who comforted me when I started crying, but I wanted to be strong for him and at least give him some sense of comfort on the day it really mattered so I controlled my emotions.
âSorry I have to leave you,â he whispered.
He is not making this easy, huh?
I shook my head and held him tighter, âIt is not your fault. Nobody will ever blame you for something you have to do. Especially not me.â
I pulled back and cupped his face in my hands.
âYou just need to make sure that you donât overdo anything. I donât want to get a call from Jin or Jimin saying that you overdid something that landed you in the infirmary, got it,â I teased as he nodded.
âI love you a lot. We all do. So please make sure to be safe while youâre gone, okay,â I asked.
He huffed but untimely nodded again. âYouâre starting to sound like my mom,â he muttered.
I laughed at the statement.
âGood, because sheâs right!âÂ
There was some loud shuffling behind me, so I turned around to see Yoongi, Hobi, and Jimin standing in front of us.
âOkay, lovebirds, itâs almost time to go,â Yoongi said.
I playfully rolled my eyes as a smile made its way onto my lips. I turned back to Jungkook and placed a quick peck on his cheek.
âOne for the road,â I said as I moved away from him.
âYou guys should get going before youâre late,â Hobi spoke up.
They nodded as they fixed their backpack straps and picked up the duffle bag at their feet. I gave them both a once over.
âTake care of each other.â
They hummed as they started to leave. As we were watching them walk away, Jungkook suddenly turned back to us.Â
âY/n/n!â
âYeah?â
âYouâll be here when we get out, right?â
I nodded, âOf course! Iâll be right here when you come back!â
#bts fic#bts x reader#bts x y/n#jeon jungkook#jeon jungkook fanfic#jeon jungkook x reader#jeon jungkook x you#jk x reader#jungkook fanfic#jungkook x reader
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HEYYYđ€Șwho ever requested y/n bratting off to toji is a blessing fr.đđŒ Can you also do the same thing but fluff edition. If the post is gone, dont worry about it. Love your writing!!
No worries, noonie, bc I made sure to save the fluff version as a Word doc if needed, lol. But here ya go, hope ya enjoy and tysm!!:)
Reminder: This is a sfw/fluff version of this thirst!
Cw: Toji x reader - fluff!! - pet names (baby, kid/kiddo) - implied that reader is shorter than Toji - first, the reader is sour, but then they're sweet :) - Toji calls you a 'bitch' but not in a belittling way, just frustrated with your antics - lots of humor bc we love making this man suffer, lol - the reader gives him a scare hiding from him (again, make him suffer! but he's hella worried about you so </3) - angst(?) - reader being a brat and Toji being a grumpy bf = a perfect couple ⥠Wc: 2.4k
It's late in the night, WAY past the midnight hour. The streets are quiet, people are home sleeping, and the air is curtained in a cool mist from rain not too long ago.
And yet here you are, in an open grocery store skimming through the fruits section. You pick up a bag of apples and examine them before placing them back down, moving on to the next aisle.
Behind you, the squeaky wheels of the shopping cart follow your every step, driven by your boyfriend â Toji.
The two of you had left a movie theater to see a movie you'd been anticipating seeing, which only had seating at the last showing of its week â 12:30 a.m. The runtime was two hours and thirty minutes, so it wasn't to your surprise that the plaza was utterly empty by the time it ended. Although you're happy you got to see the movie, you made a mental note to get tickets earlier next time.
Suddenly, you realize you forgot to grocery shop, and most nearby stores are closed. But after many trips around the neighborhood, you've finally found a store open for twenty-four hours.
So here you are, scoping around the aisles to pick up things and check them off your list. Now all there's left is the toilet paper, which would be right on the top shelf...that you can't reach.
You turn to your side to see your boyfriend looking down at his phone. Well, he's no help. With a sigh, you place your phone inside your pocket and try to carefully reach for the toilet paper, stepping on the lower shelves and being mindful not to step on any of the items below.
Toji notices something up when he glances up at you trying to climb up to get something from the top shelf. Putting his phone in his jean jacket, he comes around and hovers over you while grabbing for the toilet paper. You watch, and you shake your head at him. Damn, tall people...Hold on. An idea pops inside your head, and a grin molds onto your lips.
"Hey!" You call out to the man before he puts the item at the bottom of the cart. "I was getting that."
"I know, but y'r lil legs and arms weren't getting you any far, baby." He sends you a sly smirk, causing you to take offense to his comment.
Oh, two can play this game, Mister..."Put it back."
His brows crease together. "What?"
"Put it back up there," you repeat yourself to the man and point at the top shelf. His confused expression is still present when he hesitantly does what you instruct him. "And then pick me up to get it."
He looks at you like you're crazy. "What kind of shit are you on?"
You giggle. "Oh, come on, Toji. I was trying to get it, so I wanna do it."
"You could barely touch it."
"Not unless I have my trusty, tall boyfriend to help me, so pick me up!" You lift your arms for your waist to be open for grabs, and Toji just stares at you. With a heavy sigh and a scrunched expression, he lifts you up effortlessly, and you happily take the toilet paper he just put back up.
You beam at him once you're put down, and the older man has never rolled his eyes so fast. "Actin' like a damn kid."
Your tone is matter-of-fact as you put the item under the cart: "You call me a kid all the time, so I gotta uphold the title. Okay, that should be everything from my list, so let's get the other stuff."
"Other stuff?"
"Yeah, like sandwich meat, chips, and juice for Tsumiki and Megumi. They're going swimming with their friends tomorrow, and they need lunch to take with them."
Toji crosses his arms, examining you walk past him with the cart. "I suppose you're the one paying for all that."
"I'm absolutely...not," you don't have to turn around to know the man behind you has his jaw dropped. "I'm paying for the things on my list, and you pay for the other stuff."
"And what makes you think I'd pay? I already paid for the dinner and the tickets for the damn movie."
"Yes, indeed you did. But guess what, I'm using my money for my things. So, Toji dearest, it's only right that you pay for the things for your children." You peek behind you to see your boyfriend throw daggers at you with emerald eyes. Your smile only grows. "What kind of father would you be if you don't care for those angels?"
Toji just groans and mumbles curses under his breath. "They're only angels when you're around, ya damn brat..."
The two of you head to the snack aisle, the right side harboring a massive assortment of chips. You stop the cart when you spot a brand of chips you remember is a favorite in the Fushiguro household. The only problem is that the flavor you're looking for â which is on the bottom shelf â is nearly empty, meaning the last few are further in the back.
"Hey, Toji," The named man comes from behind, resting his chin on your head. "Those chips down there, ya think there could still be some in the far back?"
"Mmm," His broad chest vibrates against your back from his gruff hum. "Probably."
"Mind getting them for me."
"....Why can't you get it?"
"Because I told you to get it. Besides," you bring up your hands with two fingers up to air quote your following sentence. "I don't think my 'lil arms and legs' will get me far."
Toji's quiet for a few moments, and you bite your lip to not laugh. But it's no use when he flicks your ear before leaving your side, giggles fake cries of pain exiting your lips. "Fuckin' bitch."
"I heard that!"
"Good." You blow a raspberry at him as he groans, kneeling to the floor, and crouches to put his head under the shelf. The image of your brawny man squeezing through the racks is a rarity, and you can't laugh because you know he'll kill you once he gets back up. So, with silent quickness, you grab your smartphone, take a picture, and swiftly put it back in your pocket. You chuckle to yourself in accomplishment. That's for calling me a bitch, you bastard.
The man comes up with a bag of chips in hand, the exact flavor you were looking for. However, "Woah, woah, woah, that's not the right size."
"What are you on about this time?"
"I always get the family-size. That's just the regular one."
"Yeah, so?"
"So?" The older man is visibly vexed that you repeat after him, yet you continue. "Toji, I know you're gonna snack on those later, but I'm gonna use it to pack lunch for the kids. And judging by how small the packaging is, that's not gonna last for the entire week â let alone three days. Miki and Megs aren't gonna like you for that. Go get the family-size pack."
"They don't have it down here; it's just this!"
"Well, what are you gonna do? Buy three more bags...Oh."
Toji notices you spot something that puts your thoughts aside, so he follows your line of sight to the top shelf. As you described earlier, family-sized chips were stationed at the very top, unlike at the bottom stand where they usually are.
All you can do is smile sheepishly at Toji when you two glance at each other, the older man giving you the heaviest glare you've ever received. "If you ask me to pick you up again, I'm throwin' ya up there and leavin' you til next time."
"Don't bother. I'm going to get the sandwich meats." You turn away from him and the cart to hide your laughs and head to the deli aisle. "You stay right there. I'll be right back."
"Hmph, whatever." The man grabs the right size of chips and chucks them into the cart. And then he leans against the shelves, waiting for your arrival so you two can finally leave the store.
One minute pasts. Then two...Three....Four.....FiveâWhat the fuck!?
There's no way the store is that big for you to find the deli aisle. It's nearly been six minutes, and you have yet to return to the snack aisle! Toji can only wonder what it is that's taking you so damn long. They probably saw somethin' cute and will ask me to get it for 'em. Hmph, like hell. Or maybe they don't have the sandwich meats they're lookin' for and are tryin' to find something else to substitute. Or they could be lost, who knows.
But the more he thinks, his thoughts delve into darker reflections. And if they're lost, would they run into someone for help? What if that person doesn't work here, talking to a damn stranger. What if that bastard is making them uncomfortable? Taking advantage of them. Or worse: a kidnapping.
Dread corrupts all of Toji's senses when his mind wanders to the worst scenarios, but he can't help it when you haven't returned to him. There's already one person he's lost in his life, and he wouldn't want to lose you too. That's why he straightens himself up and ditches the cart full of your stuff to find you for himself. Because if you aren't in this store right now, things will start to get ugly.
He storms out of the aisle, looking around to assess the parameter. Deep breaths don't seem to calm him down, as the dry bob in his throat makes it difficult to swallow. He looks up to see the signs for every aisle. Deli...Where the hell isâ
That thought grinds to a halt when he hears footsteps approach from behind. So Toji turns around with haste, grabbing the pocket knife always kept in his jean pocket.
However, he doesn't pull the defensive weapon out. Instead, his tense physique relaxes, and a wave of relief soothes him down back to Earth. Because the footsteps belonged to you. You were okay.
"Damn, you and your freaky senses! I was hiding behind that bread rack over there and waiting for you to turn around so I could surprise you. Hehe, but I can see you must'veâOw, ow, ouch!!!"
Unlike before, genuine cries of pain fly out your mouth when Toji pinches your cheeks, twisting them so hard that you scream louder the tighter the grip. He doesn't let go until you step on his foot, and even then, the hurtful wails are replaced with laughter.
"You absolute fucking brat." You try to cover your giggles with your hands, but the irritated expression on Toji's face makes it difficult to keep your composure. "Over here tryin' to scare me and shit when I'm wondering what the hell's takin' you so damn long. Not even my own damn kids give me this much trouble."
"Oh shit, pfffthaha. At lea-At least Iâwheeze," You're trying so hard to look your boyfriend in the eye, but God was you in hysterics. Tears prickle, and you slowly reveal some packaged items in your hands. "At least I got the sandwich meat."
Toji swiftly snatches the deli products off your grasp, causing you to laugh even harder to the point of your stomach hurting and your eyes forced shut. But that doesn't stop the man from pulling you to the unattended cart by the back of your neck, caging you between him and the handlebar.
But no matter, because you still laugh walking down the aisle with him. You still laugh at the self-checkout. And you still laugh when putting the groceries in the trunk of Toji's car and placing the cart in the corral.
Even when you sit in the passenger seat, chuckles fill the silence and one-sided tension. You peer to Toji's side to see him harbor a scowl while facing the windshield, downright avoiding you. "Oh, come on, Toji, it was just a little prank. You gotta admit it was kinda funny!"
He shakes his head, eyes still honed in front of him.
"What? Oh, so you're not gonna talk to me?"
Nothing.
"Are you serious? Toji, it wasn't even that big of a deal. Were you worried about me for realâ"
"Yeah, kid." Now he looks at you; his forest-green orbs capture yours as if luring you to listen to what he's saying. "I was fuckin' worried about you. Thought somethin' bad happened or...whatever, forget it." Toji lets a heavy sigh exit his system, resting his head on his hand.
And you just watch him, not bothering to say a word back. It doesn't take long for you to understand where he's coming from because you're already beating yourself about it with the uneasy silence between you two.
You know about Toji's loss â his late wife, Megumi's mother. You don't know too much about her passing. However, you're enormously aware of how significant a toll the loss took on Toji. It took him a long time to even consider dating again and putting a label on your relationship.
So now that he's with you, it's easy to understand that he doesn't want you getting hurt and anything dreadful happening on your end.
And yet, acting like a child isn't making things any better.
You silently exhale and hesitantly set a hand on the one lying still on his thigh. You notice his head turn in your direction from the sudden contact, but you don't address it, just leaning on him with your head on his shoulder. Toji lets you do so.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry like that." You say to him, your eyes on your hand rubbing on the back of his. "Just wanted to act silly with you, is all. Didn't want to scare you."
"Who told you to act silly?"
"Uhh, me? 'Cause it's like 3 a.m., just the two of us. And it's the weekend."
You can feel the rise and fall of his shoulder following the sigh he lets out through his nose. Toji then removes his hand from you and puts it on your shoulder to keep you close. "You can be a pain in the ass, ya know that, kiddo?"
"Yeah, yeah. But I know you love me for it~." You move to happily kiss him on the cheek.
"Yeah, sure." He kisses your temple and rests his head on yours. The two of you indulge in the comfortable silence of the car for a few minutes, relinquishing each other's presence before driving home. "Just be a lil' more careful, 'kay, baby?"
"Mmm, promise."
...
But you're still gonna make that picture you took of Toji your wallpaper. It's a true gem. Plus, it's what you get for calling me a bitch.
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Hiii may I request housewife reader hcs with gun, goo, and samuel?
Thankyou for the request Anon! And yes housewife hcs are gonna be fluffy! (I'll write for Samuel in the next one, it's quite hard to figure his character hard for me đ so I'm sorry!)
Gun and Goo with housewife hcs
Warning: extremely fluffy
A/N: Im writing them all as very sweet and loving husbands because i can even if its not canon đ„č..
Park Jonggun
Gun was definitely not used to having a person around, somebody who could pour their precious time into being there for them, or contributing certain aspects of their life to them.
But now that he has you here, he has changed, for good that is.
He appreciates you a lot, as he thinks being home all day and taking care of daily household chores is not an easy job, even for him, so he thinks youâre pretty hardworking. (he has a special issue with cutting onions so he can understand lol)
Little moments like when he says heâs âback homeâ and you rush from the kitchen to give him a hug, resting your face on his broad chest is what makes him feel a certain emotion he has never felt before, that is, warmth. It doesnât show on his face but he does feel it.
He loves when you ask how his day went, or even the small questions like if he had lunch properly or if he drank enough water.
Because he is always content to hear your soft, soothing and welcoming voice.
I think its pretty occasional for him to plant a kiss on your forehead before he leaves, even if heâs distant and doesnât quite like to communicate much (because its canon ;-;) thats one of the few ways he lets you know heâll be waiting for your company when he returns home from all his errands or that heâs looking forward to be with you.
Sometimes when heâs not able to return home, or comes home late, he makes sure to bring small gifts like few flowers (your fav ofc), your favourite chocolates or literally anything you like as compensation for his late presence.
I think Gun with a housewife is pretty adorable. (Did I just babygirl his entire character?!)
Kim Joongoo
This man will literally annoy anyone, and even if you are his housewife, heâll never not forget to annoy you.
Okay but seriously he does think youâre adorable, staying home and working all day and patiently waiting when heâll come home so you can just jump on him and cuddle him to death.
He gets so excited when heâs about to see you home after heâs done with all shit he has to attend to, like just being home with you makes this man feel comforted.
This man loves to see you smile and laugh. And thats just it.
âYour Goo-bearâs home darling~~â and then he rushes over to hug you from behind and kiss you until youâve had enough đ.
He would even tickle you from behind until you beg him to stop and hit him on the head if he doesnât.
Occasionally heâll bring over little gifts here and there, just to let you know he loves you deeply, and they always gotta be hella expensive- because he loves to spoil you ehehe
And and this man will literally help you cook, heâs a great cook afterall ! So you both are cooking the dinner together during weekdays and on weekends he makes the lunch and dinner by himself because he wants you to rest and relax,
He does make sure you donât tire yourself too much, so he tends to check up on you if youâre okay and need anything that he can assist you with.
And if you like plushies, heâll legit buy you them sometimes. he would return home with plenty of them to surprise you :â)
I hope you guys enjoyed these small headcanons! Sorry for being gone for so long, and thank you so so much for 92 followers, I would've never imagined I'd get this far! Thankyou for everyones effort and love, I'll continue writing for you guys!
~ Kira
#lookism#park jonggun#lookism jonggun#kim joongoo#kim goo x reader#gun x reader#park jonggun x reader#kim jongoo x reader#heongiu answers
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SCREENSHOTS I GOT FROM THE JEREMY JORDAN LIVESTREAM YESTERDAY. especially love the comments on his duck drawings. he was very proud of some of them since he needed to practice before the stream. he admits he does not draw much lol
and here's Lucifer's signature that Jeremy came up with: a cursive capital L attached to a pentagram!
the stream was SO FUN and literally only felt like 20 minutes even tho it was almost an hour
at one point he mentioned he's making pancakes with olive oil now since he has high cholesterol, and that he LOVES how the pancakes turned out. someone responded:
(later someone joked he should make pancakes with bacon grease and he almost shouted (not angrily) "DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE? I JUST SAID I HAVE HIGH CHOLESTEROL. I just said. I had high cholesterol. Are you TRYING. To kill me."
anyway back to screenshots lol)
"Take that, depression!" was a popular quote to write on prints, and he said he hoped we're not depressed and it was very sweet
some more quotes written during the stream and other notes:
"I'm gonna be signing these prints of my boy Lucifer, the short king of Hell"
he drank both a cold smoothie and hot tea during the stream. "Doesn't make any goddamn sense, but here we go."
"It's never too late to fuck up--too late to fuck shit up" (a legitimate accidental stammer. but still perfect in its own way)
"Every time I hear the name 'Shay' I think of my daughter's friend at school. My daughter's obsessed with a friend named Shay. 'S all she talks about. 'Shay Shay Shay Shay Shay Shay.' Shay and Madeline. It's like 'You can be your own person. Clara. You are your own HUMAN.' âŠHAPPY BIRTHDAY, KATHERINE."
hopes to go to some conventions for Hazbin Hotel. more likely to go to cons in New York, New Jersey (where he lives), or Philly area
"He's just a li'l cutie. :3 Is he really da bosh? :3" (wondering if Lucifer really is the Big Boss of Hell Himself or if it's just more of a title)
"Hope you're not depressed"
" 'Write something Lucifer would say to cheer someone up.' And I think Lucifer would think that⊠'SINGING MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER!' At least when it comes to rebuilding your relationship with your daughter."
"Guess what's in my smoothie. There are six ingredients. Go."
"âŠsaid draw a little duck, so I drew the smallest duck I could. (holds print up to camera then says in small high-pitched voice:) It's a little duck!"
MORE QUOTES UNDER THE CUT. THIS POST IS GETTING LONG ASFQJSKSKSKKS
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about his smoothie again: "Obviously, I just went to the gym. So I gotta have some kinda supplement in there. ... WHAT'S THE BASE, Y'ALL? YOU GOTTA HAVE A BASE." (someone could use that audio and give a character a bass guitar lol)
(still about people guessing smoothie ingredients:) "WATER? Why would I put water in my smoothie. (mutters:) Water is for losers. ... Kale! -grins and points at camera- That's it! You win. That's my smoothie."
his smoothie was blueberries, bananas, strawberries, protein powder, almond milk, kale
"âŠwith a hUUGE shmiley faysh! :3" (about a little " =) " smile he wrote with an autograph)
"THAT DUCK IS CUTE!"
"We love, we stan Lilith"
AGGRESSIVELY, ABOUT A JOKE HE MADE: "GET IT?"
Some fatherly advice from Lucifer: "Don't fuck up your lives like I did đ"
HE SANG THE START OF HELL'S GREATEST DAD AND WANTS A MIMZY-LESS VERSION THAT ACTUALLY HAS AN ENDING QSJFKSKKSKS
he's only seen Hazbin Hotel once, and he had "~champagne fountains, caviar mountains, that's just to staaart~" going through his head for the two+ years between recording his lines and the show airing. he wasn't able to tell anyone it because of non-disclosure stuff, and eventually he even forgot what that song line was from. but it still went through his head
"[Person he was signing an autograph for] is a bi girl [bisexual], and that's pretty baller"
"AN INCREDIBLE DUCK YOU SHALL HAVE"
"Take that depression!! Quack"
"Hold please!" (i just liked imagining Lucifer saying almost any small thing)
Jeremy Jordan says Lucifer is short, and not just that all the other characters are tall (i cannot confirm that that is canon even tho that's what i want LOL) "What gives!? There are short people in this world, and they need some love"
someone asked what he thinks about OC x canon ships. he was confused about what OC means and then when the chat explained, he was confused about how "OC x canon" works. but he figured it out after thinking for a moment. "So basically everybody wants to fuck Lucifer. GOT IT."
"Am I going to Hell for this" (about all the pentagrams he's drawing)
"âŠso i just did a bunch of stars and hearts around Emery's name đ"
someone asked about his favorite Hazbin Hotel song, and he answered that season 2 has a rock song he really likes đ đ
"(a requested phrase for an autograph:) 'Duck lord loves you no matter what.' ...Don't know what that particularly means butâŠ"
#jeremy jordan#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#duckies#streamily#IF SOMEONE KNOWS WHO MADE THE 'TAKE THAT DEPRESSION' DUCK STICKER THAT JEREMY WORE AND THE SHIRT LMK.#THE ITEMS WERE BROUGHT UP A FEW TIMES AND I'D LIKE TO POINT FANS TO THEM IN CASE PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED.#IF SOMEONE NOTICES I GOT DETAILS WRONG LMK AND I'LL EDIT THE POST. I MAINLY WAS TAKING RAPID NOTES DURING THE STREAM AND#I MAKE MISTAKES SOMETIMES#also i felt i should say somewhere but didn't know where in the post that i am NOT depressed lol. but i hope my followers and#you other peeps are doing well!!!! <3 <3#lucifer notable#<- FOR HIS SIGNATURE SQJFKSKSKSKS#AND ALL HIS DUCK DRAWING REFERENCES#OH LOL. I HAVE A MESSAGE OR TWO IN THE SCREENSHOTS. DON'T WORRY I INCLUDED A STREAMILY URL WHEN I FINISHED THAT FIRST COMMENT QSJKFSKSK#someone said they'll get one of the duck drawings tattooed or smth and that's a great idea honestly LOL#will reblog with a link to the saved Insta video since i don't want this post to get hidden in the tags. that happens right?#that's a thing if you link to non-tumblr sites i think. lame and dumb (and even frankly concerning) agh#oH. ALMOST FORGOT:#LUCIFER META AND HEADCANON#<- FOR HIS L + PENTAGRAM SIGNATURE. CANON FOR ME#heart-of-the-morningstar#<- for the video clips i linked
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I don't know about you, but tests and all that scary stuff is coming around for me next week, and all year I've been having horrible little thoughts about William lately.
So get this, lets say you actually study for that type of stuff (i know i don't) and you just can't get the information to stick in your head!
âšMagically!âš You or Will, idrc comes up with the bright idea on how to get it to stick in your head by sitting on his dick and reading or going over whatever you've gotta remember
i might've read this somewhere butttttt, i'm a needy little whore at 1 am lets goooo
Before I forget, I love your fics and I have never submitted one before so...! As usual, drink your water, eat some food, and remember to get rest! unlike some of us Lastly, don't forget to sexualize your favorite old man/woman/other
Hi, thanks for the request, this one was an absolute joy to recieve, I love all your little asides lol. Please feel free to send others!
Exams season is a killer and I really hope you get what you want out of it, just remember that tests and numbers and shit don't define you as a person Xx
That being said, whilst this may not be the most optimal way to study, its certainly the most enjoyable...
william afton x (gn)reader
A/N- Reader's between 18 and early 20s. William is a neighbour, for my plot convenience lmao.
You're sitting at the kitchen table to do some studying today, rather than barricaded in your room as usual. You'd read something online about a change of scenery being good for remembering stuff and because your parents were out it seemed a good opportunity.
With each passing minute, you dawned to the conclusion that that post was bollocks because it wasn't working.
You had your laptop open in front of you, surrounded by a frankly obnoxious amount of papers, trying to wrap your head around content for an exam tomorrow. But each time you wrote a line it was like your mind was rubbed blank, Men in Black style. It was so frustrating, and you knew you should have done it earlier but, good god, why was it so hard to remember anything?
So engrossed in feeling inadequate, you flip the laptop shut angrily, tilting your head back so it touched the chair in anguish. Defeated. It was as you did this that you clocked a figure in the kitchen doorway, making your body jerk up-right and turn round in one fluid moment.
Keep reading
"Mr Afton, how long hav- what are you doing here?" you blurt out, quick to try and compose yourself, you weren't physically or mentally ready for guests, especially ones you'd been casually hooking up with since you moved back home.
"Just dropping this off for your dad. I didn't want to interrupt cos you seem to be... trying not to cry?"Â
He laughed as he said the last part, moving over towards you and helping himself to a chair. Pushing all your papers to the side without asking. "What's wrong then, been missing me?"
Usually you'd laugh at that but you just shrug at him, half angry at his expression and half at your situation. "You know, I could fucking cry." You do manage a laugh, but its shaky, "Because I'm going to fucking fail this fucking exam because I can't drill any of this shit through my fucking thick fucking skull." You rattle off quickly, each use of 'fucking' harsher than the last.
...
You hadn't really meant to let any of that out. But frustration had taken hold a bit too strongly there.
Afton just stared at you for a few seconds, his lips pressed into a hard line and you could tell he was trying not to laugh at you. You were a bit unsure how you'd react if he did.
After a few moments of silence you place your forehead in your hands and mutter 'sorry'.
"You're alright. Though you shouldn't be studying whilst you're upset, no wonder nothings going in."
"...If you tell me to calm down, I'll lose it." you say, head still in hands, laughing a bit at how much this was bothering you, it was an exam, a booklet of paper, what kind of melt would be this upset. Literally everyone else, you suppose. You take a deep breath.
"Right. Uh when's the test?" he asks you, half looking at a sheet of notes, his interest quickly peaked.
You laugh shortly. "9am."
"Then you've got... What, 20 hours? You've got time to calm down and revise." He put his hand on your shoulder, "You, sweetheart, need to relax."
You swat his hand away, laughing at his cockiness you could tell where this was going, "That's why you came over then? Heard dad's car door shut and your shoes were half-on I'll bet?"
He flashed you a smarmy grin, "You're not far wrong." You shake your head, messing about with this prick was the last thing you should be doing, but the first thing you needed.
"You know, if this type of revision isn't working for you... I heard that associating information with a sense can help you remember things."
You could hardly believe him, seeing you upset and still vying for what he came for. A risky move, Really. You suppose it took cojones, could have made you want to grab a hold of his, or squash them under your shoe.
"Oh yeah?" you ask sarcastically, "What are you suggesting?"
~
You're not sure how long it took for fresh marks to appear on your neck and your pants to be around your ankles, but you quickly find yourself sitting on his lap and letting his cock slip inside you.
As familiar as the low grunt from behind your ear was becoming, the feeling of him stretching you open always surprised you.
You raise your hips up and press back down again, moaning slightly, he let you slowly ride him for a few moments before, just as your rhythm increased, he grabbed your hips.
"Easy," his voice was thick, brushing against your neck, "You're supposed to be fucking studying."
You groan your protest, a hair away from booing him. "What is it you study again?" His question makes you laugh and you lean back against him with your back arching, causing him to grunt. He gripped your hips harder now forcing you still.
"Fuck 's sake. History."
He hummed in your ear, thinking for a minute, whilst your body throbbed around him desperate for some kind of stimulation. "And what's this on?" He could tell you were aching for something so he pushed you forwards, dragging you back, the angle allowing him to press so fucking deep.
"Come on, sweetheart."
"Civil war. Spanish."
Your gruff answer mirrored his growing frustrations.
"And uh... I don't- who won that?" The fact he couldn't move inside your tight hole was making him white-knuckled with restraint.
"-Nationalists."
With your one word answer that was enough studying for the both of you. He started to move your hips along him, letting your eager pace take over.
You knew that you were going to be up all night doing this now, but you didn't really mind.
#fnaf smut#fnaf william afton#william afton x reader#william afton x you#william afton smut#fnaf 18+
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All You Got | Part 8
Part 8: Observant
Plot: Daryl Dixon hadnât known much beyond anger and loneliness his whole life, until he found family at the end of the world. Everything he grew to care about was ripped away the day the prison fell; so when he recognized you, an enforcer of his loss, hiding in that cabin, he almost pulled the trigger. But after you end up saving his life, he couldnât find the indifference to leave you for dead, even if youâd been on the Governorâs side. (Mid-Late Season 4)Â
Series Masterlist | AO3 Version
Paring:Â Eventual Daryl Dixon x Reader Word Count: 7.6k (oops) Warnings: typical twd content. mentions of death. a bit suggestive wink wink. A/N:Â hi hi. apologies for the late posting (again). exam season is in full swing and im drowning a bit. butttt, I managed to get this little (its the longest chapter yet lol) part out for you guys <3 just cause I love u so much. ps. the gif is a hint ;)
Every step west of that cottage distanced you further from the cold front following yesterdayâs rain. The day hadnât started exceptionally hot, but the weekâs gradual dip in temperature made the sunâs increasing beat feel more eager than youâd known it as of late. The further you got, the more frequent sips you took from the lukewarm water bottle in your bag, even tying that sweater youâd been cuddling for warmth in, just yesterday, around your waist.Â
Daryl seemed alright, all things considered. His arm hadnât proved too troublesome, but the area had proved relatively deserted anyway. The two walkers you came across were tired and slow. Not much of a threat. The heat didnât seem to bother him, either; he hadnât shed the flannel underneath his vest yet.Â
The sun was at its highest point in the sky when you met the border of the next town, a few hours later.Â
âYouâve been through here before?â You asked Daryl, pointing to your spot on the map while walking side by side down the first commercial strip of the town. The stores looked like something out of a movie, quant but full of country charm. If it hadnât been for the boarded windows and rusted cars sitting in the road, it wouldâve been a lively sight.Â
âWhen we first cleared the prison. Made our way through all the places nearby, too.âÂ
âCouldnât have left a little for us?â You teased, glancing up at him.Â
âThereâs still some left. Shit we didnât need.âÂ
âShit we might need?âÂ
âMhm. Lemme see thaâ.â He grabbed the map from your hand, raising one of his own to block the sun from his eyes. He glanced over the paper, squinting at the tiny roads, then at the street sign above.Â
âWe can take this to Red Oak.â He tapped the street lines on the map, then continued forward.Â
âWhat's on Red Oak?âÂ
He looked over his shoulder with a slight smirk.Â
âSomethinâ we need.âÂ
It wasnât until halfway down Red Oak Drive that you realized what that was.Â
When it clicked, you smiled.Â
It was an auto repair shop. Daryl had been here before, briefly as he told it, but long enough to make note of a few vehicles still in good condition. One of which was an old, dark blue hatchback that only needed a new battery and some gas to get started again. It was still sitting in the backlot, bathed in the sunâs last harsh rays of the season after the two of you made your way around the building.Â
Daryl popped the hood. It was in the same condition as it was when he first found it, with a dead battery and dusty windows.Â
âDo we⊠recharge it?âÂ
You didnât know much about cars other than how to drive them.Â
âUnless ya got a generator I donât know âbout,â Daryl quipped, to which you softly rolled your eyes. âWe need a new one.â
âWell, thereâs gotta be something here.â You looked back to the building.Â
âMhm.â He nodded, closing the hood again. âCome on.âÂ
He kicked the back door three times. You were surprised that hadnât been enough to bring it down; it was a flimsy thing. They mustâve not worried much about burglars in a small town like this. The brick wall was sturdy, though. Ridged edges pressed into your shoulder as you leaned against it, one leg crossed over the other while the wait began. A breeze of crisp, much more seasonally appropriate air rushed by, fluttering your few loose pieces of hair; youâd have to redo that mess of a ponytail soon.Â
Daryl readjusted his hold of the crossbow, rolling his shoulders backâ as well as he could, the left one was still noticeably stiff.Â
You werenât subtle about keeping an eye on him.Â
âHowâs the shoulder?âÂ
His eyes squinted under the bright sun. âFine.â
You raised an eyebrow in disbelief.Â
ââS a bit sore,â he admitted.
âI tried to tell you.â The loose smile on your lips was sympathetic, rather than teasing.Â
âI know.â Daryl chewed at his lip. âBut, I know ya get why I couldnât stay there, neither.â
You stood a bit straighter, and the smile slipped away.Â
âI do.âÂ
Daryl nodded. The air was heavy, not only with the newfound heat but a lingering tensionâ knowingâ between you. If there was anyone who could understand his urge to find what was left of his family, it was you. The night you told him about your brother was still fresh in memory. There had been a vagueness you kept about the whole thing, a tone that could have sounded like a casual acceptance of fate, but Daryl remembered that look in your eye. The tear that slipped past. He didnât have any doubt that youâd searched as far as you could for him.
But some people were too far gone.Â
The shared silence between you two had grown comfortable these last few weeks. This one was different. Stretching seconds, then a minute, it made his muscles heavy. His weight felt unbalanced, even with two feet on the ground.Â
Daryl had never been good with wordsâ unless you counted those snarky quips he made. He either didnât think at all or thought too long. It made him snappy and surly, the type of man people wouldâve avoided before this thing. Somewhere there was a list of names to prove it. And yet, he had something to say. He wanted to.Â
âThank you,â he finally mumbled.Â
Your expression lifted at that. âFor what?âÂ
âFor keepinâ an eye on me. Takinâ careâa me the way ya did.âÂ
Still, you seemed confused. A knit of your brows and a sweet look in your eye as you tried to pick apart some deeper meaning. Of course, you helped him. Thatâs what you promised, back at the start.Â
âOf course,â you replied. âWhat else was I gonna do?âÂ
âI didnât think you were gonna leave or nothinâ,â he said, recalling your conversation while patching him up. Loyal ran deep in you, like it did him, and he trusted that you wouldnât just leave him to rot. âBut a lotâa people wouldâa.âÂ
Maybe thatâs what he meant. Thank you for not being that person.Â
You blinked, readjusting your focus on his serious demeanour. He was reserved, his lips drawn in and eyes barely holding your stare.Â
âWell, thatâs not us,â you said plainly.Â
A reminder that heâd given you that loyalty, too. You werenât sure if there were words to express how it didnât feel so difficult to give your attention and care to the health of the man who fought tooth and nail for you to live, even after all the harm youâd caused him. It wasnât even that you felt you owed him, but you knew he deserved it.Â
Daryl gave you a small glimpse of a smile. Soft and sweet, like he was proving to beâ deep down, at least. It drew a lopsided grin from you too. Your temple rested against the cool brick wall, and under the sunâs golden glow, you looked quite pretty like that. It was a talent, how quickly you could turn the charm back on; nothing else seemed to grab his attention the same way. Â
âAfter all, what are friends for?âÂ
Daryl scoffed. He hoped he didnât sound ungrateful when he blurted, âThaâs wha' we are now?âÂ
âI would say so. We keep saving each otherâs lives and the conversation is half decent.â You shrugged, as if indifferent. But your smile had turned playful not long ago, about the same time he noticed a warmth at his cheeks.
Heâd blame it on the heat, if you asked.Â
A second or two later, a walker slammed against the door.Â
Darylâs shoulder wasnât too restraining; he lured the lone monster out and freed his knife from its skull without breaking a sweat. You gave him a quick smile of acknowledgment before the two of you stepped inside.Â
The garage was in rough condition. A sign that was probably falling apart even before the world did, cheap tile floors, and a thick smell of mildew mixed with something decomposingâ you were, unfortunately, quite knowledgeable about that smell, by now. The nicest thing about the building was that big roll-down window in the front that let the storefront become soaked in sunlight. The summer mustâve been a lot more tolerable with that wide open.
When the sunlight sneaking into the abandoned building didnât reach far enough, Daryl held a flashlight in his mouth and scanned the store with his bow. His left shoulder was still stiff, so he had to depend on his other arm to bear most of the weight. Of course, youâd already tried to get him to keep it on his back, if anything, and take the gun insteadâ but he refused. All but demanded you keep the gun for yourself.Â
The two of you searched the aisles with quiet steps, waiting for another unfriendly face to jump out of the shadows.Â
It didnât come.Â
Instead, you gathered the few supplies Daryl needed, even pocketed a pair of sunglasses that you were sure would be useless after today, and went back out to that warm autumn day. Sitting on that small bench by the side of the building, eyes protected from the sun, you watched Daryl pop the hood of the car. He was quick at work, dexterous fingers tinkering with different parts of the vehicle that you could barely label.Â
Between sips of water, your sight caught on those fingersâ now smeared with greaseâ perhaps a second too long. When he turned to wipe his hands along that red rag in his back pocket, he noticed your lingering eye and paused.
Hesitated.Â
With the pair of you caught off guard, you tried to break the quickly growing tension and asked, âWere you an auto mechanic before?âÂ
Daryl shook his head, bangs falling in his eyes as he did. He stretched underneath the hood again but spared you a glance back. Eyes squinted under the sun, the shine of sunlight hitting the grease along his exposed skin; the scene before you was beginning to look like something out of those ridiculous male model calendars.Â
âI jusâ know cars,â he rumbled, a slight smirk to match that thick accent.
It was getting absurd, really; the hot sun wasnât the only thing making you blush.Â
You swallowed another gulp of water.Â
It turned out the battery issue wasnât too complicated. Daryl recounted some of his steps to you, telling you about which wire connected to which point, and so on. It was valuable information, undoubtedly worth paying attention to. The only problem was that by that point, the sunâs beat had stripped him of his vest and hitched the sleeves of his flannel around his elbows. The fact that the top three buttons were undone, opening across that broad and bare chest of his, wasnât lost on you, either.Â
It felt like a tease. He did.Â
All you could do was nod along with his rough drawl and lean against the cool brick wall while you tried to deny checking him out. But really, everything else came second place to the swell of that shirt around his biceps, and his tense, thick forearms. Muscles overworked after dealing with tight gears and heavy equipment.Â
The shade of those sunglasses was dangerous, giving you the excuse to let your eyes roam free all while Daryl was none the wiserâ or so you hoped.Â
Thoughts you hadnât entertained in a long time began to roam free, too. It hadn't bothered you when they left; survival was the top priority, not romance or desire. Of course, the lack of time and potential suitors was a factor, tooâ why would you think about that when there wasn't even a chance for it? But here you were now, staring at Daryl, and recalling that fluttering feeling of attraction in your gut all too well.Â
He was kind and strong. Whatever brute strength and resilience he had was matched with that three-sizes-too-big heart of his. After all, who else would take in an injured stranger, nevertheless one that attacked you just hours beforehand? Daryl mightâve blamed it on getting even, after you helped him from the window, but you knew there was something more behind that harsh stare of his.Â
Something delicate.Â
For whatever reason, youâd been lucky enough to see that gold-hearted nature firsthand. It sliced through his rough exterior, sparkling like a piece of glass caught in the sun. It was fragile, but youâd seemed to weave your way inside, anyway.Â
You inhaledâ stop.Â
It might've felt otherwise, but there was still parts of Daryl you didn't know. Sometimes you forgot he was a man youâd known less than a month, been friends (barely) with less than two weeks. Even if he proved to be a good person, and was clearly easy on the eyes, from the obvious display ahead, these thoughts were intrusive. Perhaps an outcome of an idle mind. A natural attraction after a string of moments free of tension; all those life-or-death events bonded you, for better or worse, and as the urgency and blood washed off, you were falling victim to the full extent of that tie.Â
âGot thaâ?âÂ
âMhm,â you faintly hummed.Â
He said your nameâ no, repeated it. Embarrassment snapped you back into focus. Here you were daydreaming and practically ogling the man, while he was trying to teach you something. Help you.Â
âAsked ya to grab another jug.â He gestured to the empty distilled water in his hand. Thank God, you were able to ignore that flex of his armâ mostlyâ when he did.Â
âRight, yeah, of course,â you stammered. He tossed you the small flashlight before you scurried back into the building. The dark, cool air was a welcome relief against your hot cheeks, and you hoped itâd bring down whatever flush had inevitably crept up your chest.
At least you had those sunglasses.Â
Maybe Daryl could feel your eyes roam his bare arms, chest, neckâ stopâ but you still had an inch of dignity left; he couldnât prove it past the dark tint of those glasses, now sitting at the top of your head.Â
Strolling through those same aisles, you grabbed another jug and tried to shake the last of those thoughts from your mind. Like how his eyes were as blue as the pretty Georgian sky, and were quickly becoming a solace for you.Â
You were starting to like the looks he gave youâ like he had while waiting at the door. It wasnât that he was easy to read, no, youâd probably be fighting for a glimpse into those thoughts of his for the rest of your life. But every time you met those eyes that were once so harsh, you remembered the forgiveness heâd shared with you. The kindness. Perhaps it was a bit selfish because when you thought about that, it made something bloom deep in your chest. Something warm and sweet and good.Â
You wanted to share it with him too.Â
Somehow.Â
Helping him find his people was your first try. You hoped you wouldnât need a second.Â
You grabbed the second jug of distilled water and turned to head back.Â
A thump came from behind.Â
It was odd. Two years spent in this world and yet, in a week, youâd reverted right back to that jumpy girl at the start. The air became thin, and you had to suck in a deeper breath just to keep your head straight. Heart pounding against your ribcage.
The last time you were in a dark store alone, it ended up with three people dead and Daryl shot.Â
You spun around, flashlight high. The light danced across the aisles, no walkers or living under the fluorescent glow. That wasnât enough to soothe your anxieties, so you placed the jug on the ground next to you and grabbed your gun, instead.Â
It was then that your light landed on an exit sign. You could see the frame of a door below, in the far corner of the store. You approached it carefully, previously neglected as the pair of you assumed it was just a fire exit leading to that back alley, but now, with your heart still beating fast, you suspected something more lying behind that door.Â
You twisted the handle carefully, gun ready in the other hand, but it was locked.Â
You checked the front desk, found a ring of keys, and tried two before you found the right one. By then, your heart had slowed a bit. An engaged lock between you and that warning was slightly comforting, but you were still on edge. Finger ready by the trigger, if needed.Â
The door creaked open and you stepped inside.Â
Immediately, you found the source of the thump. A lone walker. Long, thin hair that was missing chunks and skin like leather stretched across its loosely hung open jaw. Its eyes were wide, staring out to the door youâd just walked through, but other than that low moan that rasped past its throat, it barely moved.Â
The walker was old and frail, decomposing in this backroom alone since, if you could guess, the start. It didnât even try to crawl. It couldnât, there was a heavy cast on its leg reaching up to its upper thigh. A mop lying on the floorâ maybe the thump. A bottle of antifreeze sat next to it, a dried splash of something bumpy and red.Â
Puke.Â
She killed herself. Locked alone in a backroom, with a broken leg and no other choice.Â
The various ways you found the dead often reflected their last moments. Guts hanging out and bits of muscle torn from their flesh meant the obvious. Bullet and knife wounds, too. At the start, the mourning had almost been unbearable. Suffocating. Sympathy never stopped, there were simply too many roaming the world. It became dormant after one too many triedâ and almost succeededâ to kill you. Then, something you only ever thought about in silent moments like this one.Â
You unsheathed your knife and stepped over the fallen mop. It was the least you could do.Â
The room was untouched. It didnât have many valuables. Not for this world, anyway. There was a stack of cash and a nice bracelet in the bottom drawer of the desk, but nothing other than a couple of mints and a screwdriver that was worth keeping. In the top drawer, you found a single key on a thick, metal ring. Â
You pocketed it, just in case.Â
Other than the desk and those wobbly shelves filled with client records and taxesâ a whole lot of paperâ there was only that lumpy grey blanket, draped over something leaning against the wall, left to check out. You peeled it off carefully, but a cloud of dust surrounded anyway. Between coughs, you recognized what was underneath. The somber tone of the room lifted quickly, then.Â
From the front of the store, Daryl called your name. Apparently, youâd been taking too long and his suspicions had arisen.Â
âIâm okay!â you called back, clearing your throat one last time. âBe there in a second.â Â
Even though you knew even less about motorcycles than you did about cars, you smiled as you gripped the handles. You were betting Daryl knew about bikes, too. You kicked up the stand and moved the bike through the store. Twisting it around the aisles and picking up that leftover jug of distilled water as you did.Â
âI found something.â You grinned as you stepped back into the sunlight.Â
Darylâs eyes widened when he saw what you were leading.Â
âNo way.â He said, wiping his hands across the red rag, before stuffing it back into his pocket. âWhereâd ya find this?âÂ
âBackroom. We missed it earlier.â You pulled out the keys you found as Daryl quickly grabbed the bike.
His hands ran over the handles, then the seat.Â
âAnd I think I found the key.â
He had a ridiculous grin plastered across his face. You hadnât even realized he could smile like that.Â
âPass âem âere.âÂ
You dropped the ring in his open palm as he straddled the bike, thighs on either side. He looked down at the beast of a vehicle between his legs like it was the prettiest thing heâd ever seen.Â
And then he looked back at you with that same look, and it almost made those intrusive thoughts from earlier seem a bit less insane.Â
You were sure you had a goofy grin of your own. âYou know how to ride one of these?âÂ
He raised an eyebrow.Â
âSorry. Stupid question,â you chuckled, eyes roaming over his leather vestâ back onâ and patchwork jeans. You never liked stereotypes, but Daryl sure was one sometimes.Â
âJusâ a bit,â he quipped.Â
âYou know,â you mumbled, smile growing, âIâve never been on one.âÂ
âNever?âÂ
âNope.âÂ
âWell, come on, girl.âÂ
You certainly didnât need convincing. He shuffled forward, giving you the space to swing your leg over the seat behind him. At first, your hands grabbed at the spot, maneuvering your balance into a comfortable sitâ but the overwhelming sight of Daryl's exceptionally broad back, draped in that black leather vest, soon had you squirming again.Â
âYa gotta hold on to me, alright?âÂ
âOkay,â you mumbled. You placed your shaky hands on his sturdy shoulders, like handlebars of your own. It was lucky that he was wearing that vest nowâan extra layer between your skin and hisâ because you were pretty sure your palms were slick with sweat by that point.Â
âNot there.â Darylâs hand wrapped around the bend of your elbow, gently pulling your hands down. âDonât need ya digginâ a finger in my scab.âÂ
Then he repositioned them around his waist.Â
Like it had been nothing.Â
It hadâ you reminded yourself. Whatever bothered thoughts that kept slipping into mind today were an exception. Maybe your period was coming back. Or maybe that hot sun had melted away every bit of self-control you had left.Â
âYa might wanna hold on a bit tighter. It goes fast.âÂ
Your lungs constricted. Suddenly this felt wrong. Dangerous.Â
âWaitâ what about your shoulder? Should you be moving itââÂ
ââM movinâ it less sittinâ on this thing than offâa it.âÂ
âWell, shouldnât we be wearing helmets or something?âÂ
The vibration of his laugh echoed through his back, which you were practically pressed up against. You might've cared more about his flippant attitude if he hadnât reverberated a particularly soothing warmth back into you.Â
âYou chickeninâ out?âÂ
âNo. Iâm just remembering every motorcycle crash horror story my brother told me.âÂ
âHe ride?âÂ
âGod, no. He was an ER nurse.âÂ
âWell, we ainât gonna crash.â Daryl rolled his shoulders back, and your grip tightened already. Nerves overcoming you. âPromise.âÂ
His confidence was reassuring. His firm body, even more so.Â
âAlright then.â You nodded and the engine roared to life. Â
Darylâs feet lifted off the ground, landing on the rests just in front of yours. He found his balance quickly, even with you wrapped around his back. The pace was slow at first, a steady crawl that seemed overpowered by the loud rumble of that engine below.Â
Then, when he finally passed the lot, he shot down the street.Â
You couldnât even guess how fast he was going. The world around you started to slip away, a lost frame of reference. The trees lining the road blurred into splatters of green and red, like a watercolour painting, and the wind rustled through those strands of hair that hadn't made it into your ponytail this morning. Racing through the breeze, that chill came back. Cold, little shards of air splintering across your face and hands.
The sudden bolt of movement made your stomach drop, that fluttering feeling of emptiness finding its spot. It reminded you of riding a rollercoaster as a kid, holding your brotherâs hand tight and putting on a brave face as the big sister. It mightâve worked all those years ago, but you were pretty sure heâd be laughing at you now. You squeaked like a mouse, digging your face into the warm leather at Darylâs back. The threading of his angel wings tickled your face alongside your wild hair, and you felt that familiar rumble in his chest again.Â
âYa alright?â He yelled back.Â
You sucked in a fresh breath of air and peeked an eye open. It felt like the bravest peek in the worldâ the blurry, fast world. Though still huddled behind Daryl, with a vice grip around his steady waist, you were sure it didnât appear very courageous to anyone else.Â
âFine!â You managed to reply, âI just didnât expect that.âÂ
His gruff voice was harsher when he had to speak over that deafening engine. You barely made out his next sentence: âWant me to slow down?âÂ
You thought about it. But by the time you understood his offer, your eyes had opened completely, almost adjusted to the speed of the world around you. You even sat up properly, looking to your left as he raced past a strip of abandoned cars. That floating feeling inside your chest began to feel less dizzying, like Darylâs waist was a tether to gravity as the bike ripped down the streets. He was always positioned firm and steady, like that beat of his heart you could feel against your cheek. You trusted him to keep you solid, even as the wind picked up.Â
âNo,â you practically squealed with a newfound excitement. âKeep going!âÂ
Much to your increasing delight, he kept that speed until you noticed a group of walkers at the end of the long-stretching road. He slowed down to turn, the joy and carefree adventure stained with reality, once again. The engine was loud. You glanced behind as Daryl bolted back through the street youâd just gone down, the blurry heads of the dead turning toward you in the distance. Itâd been as good a sign as any to head back, with the gas slowly dwindling too.Â
When you reached the car garage again, the bike crawled back through the lot, allowing you to finally take a deep breath and catch that fluttering feeling in your stomach. The bike paused and the engine turned off. The stark difference in noise was shockingâ some time down that road you forgot just how loud the engine was, and just how quiet the rest of the Earth was nowadays.Â
Daryl sat back, hands limply grasping the handlebars, head bowed to the beast of a motor below him. He seemed content from behind. Relaxed.Â
You leaned around his shoulder. âEnd of the line?â
He seemed to snap back into focus then, glancing at you.Â
âGas is runninâ low anyway.âÂ
You nodded, but added hopefully, âMaybe we can find more?âÂ
âWe should use it for the car.âÂ
You sighed, âI know.â
The engine was still warm underneath your legs. Your disappointment was just as fresh. That couldâve been your first and only chance on the back of a bike, for all you knew.Â
âGood first ride then?âÂ
âAre you kidding?â You laughed. âI get it now. Horror stories be damned.âÂ
He chuckled, even throwing you another glance back. But the second after your eyes met, his grin fell an inch. He turned his face away, too, and it hadnât only taken a second longer for you to notice how close he was like this. You still wrapped around his back.Â
âYa gotta move soââÂ
âOh, sorry,â you mumbled, climbing off the bike. Trying to steady yourself on the ground was harder than you anticipated; your legs felt like jelly, already missing the smooth leather beneath you.
Your eyes caught on Daryl's vest as he also got off.Â
In front of you.Â
The bike balanced on its stand, Daryl on one side and you on the other. Something caught his attention, just above your eyes.Â
âYa gotâŠâ He gestured with a lazy hand around the top of his head.Â
Your eyes went wide, hand flying up to the wild mess of your hair.Â
You patted down a patch. âThere?âÂ
âYeah,â he cleared his throat, giving you the ghost of a smile.
You felt it again. Butterflies.Â
Fuck.Â
---
By the time you finished siphoning gas from the other cars, Daryl was done fixing the blue one. Throwing your few bags in the backseat, you climbed inside. You in the passenger seat, him behind the wheel. He liked to drive. It seemed to calm him, from that loose expression he wore.Â
âWeâll keep drivinâ west, see whaâ we can find.â Daryl gripped the steering wheel with one hand. The other lingered by his mouth, thumb occasionally gnawed at. âCan siphon gas from the cars on the road. Hunt for food, sleep in the back.âÂ
âA home on wheels.â You rolled down the window as the car began to drift down the same streets youâd just sped through. The wind was softer than it had been on the bike. You already missed that terrifying, joyful freedom.Â
There was another way you could chase it, you realized. You started to dig through the glove compartment.Â
âWhatcha lookinâ for?âÂ
âCDs, hopefully.âÂ
His eyes flickered over you. Hair now brushed, let loose from that ponytail and tucked behind your ear as you leaned forward. The sun was still strong late into the afternoon, direct rays landing across the dashboard and reflecting onto you. It explained that glow you had.Â
âGod, Iâd listen to anything at this point.âÂ
Daryl glanced over to the road, but his attention didnât slip off you completely.Â
It never seemed to, anymore.Â
âHere.â You popped the cd from its case and rubbed it against the soft fabric of your sweater. âCanât believe this is the only one. Who the hell owned this car?âÂ
Darylâs lip twitched up at your soft snark. âYou a music snob or somethinâ?âÂ
âNo.â You rolled your eyes. âI was just hoping for something better.âÂ
With one hand off the wheel, he clicked on the radio. Static rumbled from the speakers until he slid the dusty cd inside. The dark melody was slow, something that reminded him of those nights in the same run-down bar in the early nineties. A favourite of his uncle, then his brother, and while the pair of them served a stint in jail, Darylâs.Â
It was strange, feeling better off without your family by your side. But Daryl had all his life to get used to that thought. It wasnât until he made his own family, then lost them, that he felt the opposite. He missed that group more than he could say, missed that feeling of purpose they gave him.Â
Though, as the days rolled on, you were beginning to fill that ache in his chest, too.Â
âSure thereâs nothinâ else in there?âÂ
You checked again, but it was mostly a polite gesture. There hadnât been much in there, anyway. A pair of old gloves that youâd already stuffed in your bag, some tissue, the lone cd, and a brochure.Â
âOnly this.â You flickered through the pages of the sale brochure. It was for the development of a small community, units starting in the low three hundreds. The prospective opening date was off by a few years, though. You doubted theyâd even broken ground before everything fell apart.Â
âYou really donât like it?âÂ
âAinât exactly a fan,â he grumbled. There was a flash of disappointment across your face, caught in the corner of his eye. His frown lifted a bit. ââS fine, though. Ainât a big deal, neither.âÂ
âWhat are you a fan of then?â You tossed the brochure back inside the box. âNow that we have a radio, next time Iâm scavenging Iâll keep an eye out.âÂ
Daryl thought for a moment. âI dunno. Only really listened to what Merle liked.âÂ
You blinked, brows knitting a centimetre closer.Â
âYou spent a lot of time with him?âÂ
âWhen he was around.âÂ
Something stung in your chest. No, your heart. From the sparse details Daryl spared about his brother, Merle didnât seem the reliable type. Every story he told was followed with stiffness. Those memories were distant and coldâ the type of coolness that grew from hurt, not time.Â
You knew to tread lightly.Â
âWhatâd you guys do?âÂ
âWhatever.â Daryl shrugged. âDrank. Went huntinâ. Nothinâ special.âÂ
âSo you hunted even before this?âÂ
âMhm.âÂ
âMerle taught you?âÂ
âMy dad.â Â
âOh.âÂ
Daryl had never mentioned a parent before. Given the age gap, youâd assumed Merle had probably raised him a good chunk of his childhood. When he was around, anyway.Â
That cold tone Daryl had for his brother extended to his father, also. A part of you wondered if that hurt had been deep, too. Maybe as deep as those scars on his back.Â
It was an insensitive thought. Unfair. Daryl didnât owe you anything, and he certainly didnât deserve you stuffing your nose in his familyâs business.Â
âDo you like hunting?âÂ
âI liked the forest. Liked eatinâ.â It was better than being home. âBut I didnât do it âcause I liked it. Was jusâ somethinâ I had to learn.â
With a nod, you went quiet. A softly contemplative look on your face. It piqued his interest, a flutter of nerves catching in his gut.Â
âWhy ya askinâ?âÂ
âJust curious,â you answered. âYouâre the only person Iâve had out here that didnât jump at every snap of a branch.âÂ
âWell I got practice,â he said. âStuck with a lotta city folk, then?âÂ
You turned back to him then, a sly smile hanging off your lips. âIâm city folk.âÂ
âYeah, I figured.âÂ
You laughed, âOh yeah? Whyâs that?âÂ
âCause youâre jumpy, too,â Daryl scoffed. âScaredâa your own damn shadow.âÂ
âI like the forest,â you defended with a slight pitch to your words. It made Daryl smirk, too. âI just donât like how dark it can get. Itâs freaky. Iâll never get used to it. Maybe all those bright city lights mess with your brain after all.âÂ
Daryl nodded, and he knew the moment had presented itself. The tone shifted a bit serious when he finally asked the question thatâd be pressing him.Â
âAtlanta, then?âÂ
âBriefly.â You nodded. âMy brother and I were visiting before everything happened.âÂ
âHeard it was bad there.âÂ
It was. Itâd taken a long time to stop waking up in a sweat with memories of that night.Â
Still, you shrugged. âIt was bad everywhere.âÂ
âYeah, but they werenât droppinâ bombs everywhere.âÂ
âI got out before that.âÂ
Good timing.
âWe were only there for two weeks. If the trip had been a month later, or earlier, we wouldnât have been anywhere close to Georgia when this thing hit.âÂ
Daryl felt something fester in his gut. Anxiety? That distant, non-existent what-if made him shift in his seat. He could feel it looking over your side profileâ the curve of your nose and lips, the soft flutter of eyelashesâ and it hit him like that bullet had. Fast.Â
It was true. Youâd grown on him. He cared.Â
âYouâre not from Georgia?âÂ
You shook your head. âNope.âÂ
âExplains the accent.âÂ
âOr lack thereof,â you countered. âI like yours though. It's charming.âÂ
Daryl scoffed, and you gave him a look.Â
âWhat? Iâm being serious. You have a nice voice.âÂ
A pretty shade of light pink scattered across his cheeks. You couldnât help that loose smile you wore. It was nice to make him nervous, for once. Of course, you werenât about to rub it in his face. You glanced away, eyes caught in the fast shades of green, orange, and red passing by the window.Â
âWhat about you? Where were you at the start?âÂ
Daryl cleared his throat. âSame place Iâd always been. Hometown.âÂ
âYou never left?âÂ
âNah.âÂ
âNot even for college orâŠâÂ
His grip on the steering wheel tightened, and he tried not to side-eye your reaction when he finally muttered, âDidnât go.âÂ
Though that part of him that held all those pessimistic, self-doubts was a strong force to be reckoned with. He didnât need to prove himselfâ never cared to beforeâ but now here he was, sitting with that gnawing feeling in his gut, wanting to.Â
And yet, you barely even shrugged.Â
âI almost didnât go, either,â you said nonchalantly, eyes running over the back of the CD case. âYou ever wish you had, though?âÂ
âNah.âÂ
âFair enough. I think you couldâve been good at it, though. Youâre veryâŠâÂ
Daryl waited, brow hitched as you hummed.Â
âIntuitive.â Youâd decided. âYou know, you have good instincts. Sometimes it feels like you know whatâs gonna happen before it does.âÂ
He sat with those words a moment, then offered one of his own: âObservant.âÂ
âYeah, exactly. Maybe you couldâve been a lawyer⊠Or a cop.âÂ
âNah,â Daryl huffed. âCops ân I never got along well.âÂ
âNo?â You teased. âYou used to get into trouble, Dixon?âÂ
âMerle did. Guess I tagged along for the ride.â He shrugged. âLike I said, I was a dumbass.âÂ
âYou being a dumbassâ thatâs hard to imagine.âÂ
âI didnât have to,â he quipped.Â
You smiled at the easy wit that always just seemed to flow from him.Â
âSo you didnât leave town before this?âÂ
âNot really. Never even left Georgia.âÂ
âSeriously?âÂ
He shook his head.Â
âWell, maybe after we pick up your friends we can go on a road trip.âÂ
Daryl gave you a look. It was questioning, sure, but gentle. âPlanninâ on stickinâ around then?âÂ
âWell, I uhâŠâ you paused. Curiously, you hadnât thought about it much. Since those initially tense first days together, the possibility of parting ways with Daryl, not because of a feverish worry or a herd, but because your shared journey had reached an end, hadnât come to mind often. The two of you hadnât been together long, but youâd already been through a lot. Patching the other up, too many close calls to count, sharing what little supplies you had⊠just to say âsee ya!â after everything felt wrong. Incomplete.Â
âIf youâd let me. I donât really have anywhere else to goâ anyone else.âÂ
âAlright.â Daryl nodded.Â
It was a short acknowledgement. A single word. It still made you smile.Â
Daryl wasnât like most people. He was forgiving and insightful. He let you live when you probably deserved to die because he wasnât like most people. All you knew about the others was that theyâd earned Darylâs loyalty at some point, and made their own way into his sentiment, too. If he trusted them, you hoped that meant you could too.Â
Hoped.Â
Worry crept back in. Maybe the others wouldnât want you there. The stain of the prison couldâve been enough to taint your reputation, completely, even if Daryl vouched for you. And, if it came down to it, choosing between you and them, there was no doubt in your mind. He wouldnât pick the girl he knew for a couple of weeks over his real family.Â
It poured out faster than you meant. Words slipped, mumbled and stuttered, âYou think they mightâ might wanna kill me? Or, I donât know, cut me loose?âÂ
âThaâ ainât gonna happen.â Daryl watched the road. âTheyâre good people. Like you.âÂ
The weight of worry lifted off your chest again. He had a talent for that.Â
You smiled.Â
Good people.Â
You tried to hide the flush at your cheeks and chest, glancing out the window. âHowâd you find them anyway?âÂ
âAt the start, Merle ân I were in the middleâa huntinâ. Didnât even know âbout the walkers until I found one out there, ân it tried to take a bite outta me.âÂ
âShit,â you hissed.Â
âDouchebag was all over me. Smelt somethinâ awful. I started yellinâ, screaminâ at the thing. Punchinâ him. He jusâ kept coming, then Merle shot it.â He scoffed, âThought I was âbout to serve hard time for murder, till Merle said heâd heard something on the truckâs radio âbout dead bastards cominâ back to life. We left for Atlanta after thaâ.âÂ
âRefugee camps?âÂ
âNever made it. That was when we found the others on the road. We stayed up by a quarry for a while. It wasnât safe, so we kept movinâ, till we found the prison. âBout a year ago.âÂ
âYou stayed there a year?âÂ
Daryl nodded. âWe lost a lot gettinâ there. Made somethinâ of it, though.âÂ
âI didnât think anything like that could be real.â You shook your head.Â
He met your look. Itâd gone from smiling to serious in a few sentences. That slight bite at your lip, a quiver in your brow.Â
âIt was," he said.
âDo you think you could ever have that again?âÂ
Of course, heâd thought about it. Even if he tried not to, those memories of the prison and the community they built from a grey, desolate buildingâ a prisonâ were overwhelming. It was the first time in maybe his whole life that he felt a purpose. People didnât just depend on him. They accepted him. They liked him.Â
He stole another look at you. That bloom of familiarity was deep in his chest, again.Â
âMaybe.âÂ
---
Another hour passed. The sun was softer, a cold breeze shifting through that open window until you finally rolled it back up. You still stared outside, watching the trees slip by.
Daryl had traced the backroads back to the main road leaving the prison, and youâd been travelling west since. The same way heâd seen the bus go. It seemed strange that they hadnât come up with an official rendezvous spot, just a last chance at loading on that bus together. But maybe a more detailed plan wouldâve been useless anyway; places didnât last long, nowadays.Â
The car rolled to a stop. Your head lulled to face forward, finding a slight ache in your neck when you finally tore your eyes away from the window. A question sat at the tip of your tongue, about to slip when your eyes landed on the answer.Â
Instead, you gasped, âOh my God.âÂ
There, sitting in the road, was the bus.Â
Splatters of blood painted the siding. A dozen or so bodies sprawled by the back door. Some were piled on top of each other, limbs mixed. Others lay alone. All of them had turned before they were put down for good.Â
You could just tell.Â
From the corner of your eye, you noticed his white-knuckle grip around the steering wheel. The veins in his hands popped out, muscle turned into stone, and there was no use in glancing up at him; you already knew that look of painâ despairâ he had. Could practically feel him begin to bottle up every word, emotion, or care.Â
You were the first one to exit the car.Â
Goosebumps broke out on your skin as a cold breeze took hold. That chill sunk into your skin with the sound of the second door opening, and something stiff and heavy clouded behind you.Â
It was coming from him. You knew that already. It made that pit of dread in your gut even heavier.Â
Was it fury he was feeling? Grief?Â
Even when you finally did glance back at him, lingering by the car's side, you still couldnât say for sure. That glossy look in his eye was certainly bitter. Tense with emotion that you knew he was fighting to reign in. It left him with a dark glare as he stared at the dead faces of his peopleâ the only ones heâd known for sure got out. He had practice keeping that type of anger silent. Not the one that made you punch some asshole at the bar, but the type that was born out of misery and regret.Â
Heâd been abrasive at the cabin. Then softer after the pharmacy. Even strained in the cottage, with you tending to his back. But heâd never forced himself numb before, not like this. You could tell he was holding back. A guttural scream, you thought, from the tension in his neck and that vein threatening to pop out where a swollen bump had been a few days prior.Â
But his lips drew shut in a taut line, and he was quieter than the rustle of the trees.Â
It made your stomach knot. Though, you were sure it was no worse than what he might have been feelingâ if he'd let himself. His only lead: bloody, dead, and rotting in the middle of the road. If youâd kept driving, the tires wouldâve ripped through decaying muscle and crushed bone.Â
It wasnât fair.Â
The gas station. His wounds. The bus. These people, lying like trash on the road. No more significant than the withering leaves beside them.Â
There wasnât the time, nor the energy, to spend digging graves. But you dragged each limp body, one by one, to the side of the road. Right where the grass bled into the concrete, they laid.Â
Sometime around the third body, Daryl began to help. He picked up the opposite limb with his good arm, then eventually his bad one too.Â
Nothing but that gloss across his eye to tell you these people meant anything to him. He was retreating by the second. Crawling back into that ugly pit of animosity and cynicism that always seemed to have a spot waiting for him. Each body you moved reaffirmed it. Pushed him deeper as hollow eyes fell on the cold faces of the people he cared about. He fed. He protected.Â
Or, tried to.Â
It was never enough.Â
-> part 9
A/N:Â so much happened in this part I mean... reader finally realizing she might have a lil crush on him... the bike ride... the car conversation... THE BUS
anyway. back to our regular scheduled bad shit happening to our fav fictional characters. if u have any predictions or thoughts, lmk :p
FYI: I'm expecting to miss next weeks posting. I have too much to do with exams, sorry! after that ill be graduated so lots of free time coming up lol.
if youâre reading this, thank you! I hope you enjoyed this chapter. please feel free to leave feedback, it helps so much and I love to read it. have a lovely day <3
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