#i got a test tmr
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fuck the person who
1) made the headcanon that lu guang and cheng xiaoshi were dating in the first timeline and
2) made the headcanon that lu guang is easily flustered by cheng xiaoshi's antics in the first timeline
because you ruined my life,
now i cant stop thinking about how innocent and tender their love was. i cant stop thinking about them meeting each other at the basketball court for the first time. i cant stop thinking about them anticipating the next time they meet at the court. their eyes meeting as they pass each other in the school hallways. their declarations of love and their first kiss.
i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi giving lu guang gifts regularly, and lu guang giving gifts back. i cant stop thinking about the days they spent just coexisting in silence, their comfort space expanding to the two of them. i cant stop thinking about the endless conversations that fall out of cheng xiaoshi, and how lu guang would listen and remember every single word and detail from him. i cant stop thinking about every time they saw either one hurt, theyd drop everything to make sure the other is okay.
i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi holding lu guang, and how lu guang would initially get flustered before slowly getting used to it. how lu guangs cold skin would be warmed by the skin of cheng xiaoshi's. how his body would feel unfamiliar without cheng xiaoshi touching him. how they look at each other as they share their first times together.
i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi convincing lu guang to move in with him. i cant stop thinking about the dates, the shared meals, the boba teas, the sunsets and sunrises they watched together. i cant stop thinking about how happy they were, how clueless they were, how much lu guang had smiled the moment cheng xiaoshi entered his life.
i cant stop thinking about lu guangs reaction when it dawns on him that cheng xiaoshi, the first and final love of his life, was dying in his arms so suddenly, the promises cheng xiaoshi made to spend his future with him by his side shattering as he watches the life from cheng xiaoshi's eyes fade.
oh, to have love like that.
#yes im allergic to happiness#i got a test tmr#on a sunday btw#goodnight#shiguang#link click#shiguang dailiren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang daili ren#link click theory#maybe idk
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This is litraly me π
im so fucking tired (<- is not going to go to bed.)
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αα πβππππ£ππ π‘βπππ ππ π¦ππ’ β β πΌ π€πππ ππ π‘βπππ π‘ππ. αα β·βΊ
#okay this is not. good enough lol#but whatever it is my first time trying this#and im lazy af so this is the final product idc#how much love do i have for them to let me make this in the middle of exam week??!!!#idk but it's TOO MUCH.#i still got a test tmr#im so fucked#band of brothers#joe toye#george luz#luztoye#bobedit
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omg you like newteresa too? ππ
and newtrenda, that's a one i've only ever very rarely seen! what do you like about them/any headcanons? π
i actually hadnt thought about the concept of newteresa until i came across ur blog and ive been in love with that idea ever since lmao :D
about newtenda im so glad u asked :')
if newt had survived, he would have DEFINITELY bonded with brenda over their shared trauma of nearly turning into cranks. lemme elaborate.
so i have this hc to cope with newt and teresa's death wherein a couple of days after reaching the safe haven the teens sneak back to the last city for some reason where they find the bodies of newt and teresa. obviously it's heartbreaking for them, but they quickly realise that by some miracle both of them barely survived. so they took the two of them back to the haven and after long treatments they finally regained their consciousness and stuff.
now newt comes back almost perfectly fine and normal thanks to thomas nd the cure - but due to him getting slowly infected over the long period of time in tst and tdc, he didn't fully become... human, if that makes sense. he still has violent episodes and tendencies to act kinda rogue, almost as it he's still under the control of the flare. and this is something brenda relates to. although not in as severe condition as newt, she still sometimes gets violent tendencies about which only jorge knows.
so she notices newt showing visible signs of stress and uneasiness just like she did after getting cured, and talks to him about it. to divert his attention from the ingrowing panic she uses the method we use to cope with anxiety attacks (three things u can see and touch rn). it starts actually working for him by some goddang miracle (i trust too much in miracles lmfao ππ) but he sometimes cannot control it, causing the majority of people to stay away from him.
but not brenda. she helps him slowly subdue the murderous tendencies and wild behaviours which come free with the crank package. AND THIS IS HOW THEY BOND AAAAA LMAOO.
u have brenda healing newt for something she didn't do, and he repays it by helping her cope with her episodes and nightmares about her brother. that's literally how they end up crushing for each other which is visible to the whole wide world but not them. OH AND ALSO i have this hc where newt regained all his memories back after he got healed, meaning he remembered his baby sister sonya/lizzy. and sonya/lizzy is definitely the greatest newtenda shipper in existence (maybe alongside minho who ships newt with everyone lmfao)
BUT u also have jorge in overprotective dad mode whenever he sees newt being a lil too close to brenda hehe π€
might add more hcs abt these two later but for now ig this much fine lol
#SORRY IF IM RANTING#I GOT THREE HOURS OF FUCKING SLEEP LAST NIGBT OVER A TEST PREP WHICH MY TEACHER POSTPONED TO NEXT WEEK TODAY AARHWHSHFJAKF#also english aint my first language π
#newtenda#newt x brenda#the maze runner#tmr#maze runner#tmr ships#tmr newt#tmr brenda#tmr fandom#tmr jorge#tmr sonya#newt and sonya tmr#newt and brenda#newteresa#newt x teresa#tmr teresa#the death cure
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oh this essay is going to be so fucking good (it is currently 159 words long)
#i finally stopped procrastinating and am actually working on the mzri essay#or like the final version. i've gone through at least 5 versions in my head by now. this is like the final final one now that mzk WL chapte#is out#this is the sort of shit i would write during school last year but i sit within the teacher's eyeline in every lesson now#what the fuck did i ever do to them#idk i've got form period tmr which is basically a free. i just have to not watch panel shows in class. test of willpower i guess.#and i've got a 3 hour lunch period this thursday. i can work with that
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i may or may not have contracted covid for the 3rd time π
#π i didnt even go to crowded places AT ALL. im p sure i got this on the plane to sg#or maybe im being overdramatic n it's just a case of cold. ill take a test tmr
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i really fucking hate being disabled lol
#prob gonna drop down to one course next semester lol#i got 0 work done this long weekend bc i got super over by a single email and couldnt do anything else π#i have 2 late assignments 1 of which is a group thing#1 due today i didn't start and a test tmr that i havent studied for. kill me#like lol whats even the point. ik im smart ik i care a lot abt learning but i cant even ask for help correctly.
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Take you time and Goodluck on your exams!!!
oh!!! thank you so very much :D
im just taking a break now from studying (dw, i have been taking good amount of breaks and working) and this is the encouragement i need >:) thank you!!
#wheeler speaks#from the lovely ultimatelittlerat#ASUHIASUHSA#ive got this#im studying my ass off for my chem test tmr#and also the chem exam#which is my second exam#:sob:#end me#no dont actually things are going real good#i got to see my boyfriend yesterday and he is#sigh#hes so dreamy yall#mgmgmgmgmg#i miss him already#T^T
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going insane integral not my bestie
#why are there fifty rules i havent even finished my physics AND THERES A TEST TMR AHHHHHH#also lit exam i havent studied lit aough#exploding#in a bad way#exploding like how a balloon would but on accident so you got surprised by it and your heart is beating really fast and you need to sit down#personal#aough#ough
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why are glasses so expensiveeeee
#glad they do the 2 for 1 thing here bc I'll need a lab pair I can put in a safety goggle frame & and a general use pair#got my eyes tested and yeah my astigmatism is a lot worse LOL well it has been forever since i last had em checked#and i was wondering why looking at screens is so difficult and why my vision is sooo bad cycling at night i get crazy glare#well. one week til i can pick them up and then hopefully no more headaches and i wont get into any car accidents lmao#i mean my vision isnt THAT dire I can see fine without glasses just uncomfortable innit. esp if i have to focus#picked up my mail too so thats done... dont rly wanna leave the house again until climbing tn so im just gonna chill#also bought myself mouthwashing as a treat... it is my week off after all :3 i think im gonna watch a movie first tho so i can sort out#admin stuff and update my planner......and maybe journal a bit i have some shit I wanna work out#mildly annoying i wont be able to pin my roommate down to talk over the next few days bc im going out tn and tmr night#and we were gonna hang during the day bc she has time off work too but shes said she'll be too tired so she'll just be in her cave#and then idk if she did make plans for the weekend in the end but tbh if I cant talk to her abt shit beforehand I'll cancel for this time#I'm tired of every group social thing w her being tainted by this I just wanna have fun & not feel shit for being alienated for once#it was my friends birthday this week and id like to do smth nice w them but if we both go together ik she'll just upset me#unintentionally bc i havent been able to talk to her abt it yet. but still.#maybe ill just make separate plans w our friend then i dont wanna be an asshole to them bc i have a problem with someone else entirely#anyway. its not that deep just need to clear things up. fucking hell can my stomach stop COMPLAINING its not lunch yet!!!!#its okay. grrrrrrr. maybe if i have a snack itll calm down. i rly need another drs appt to bring up my physical issues but whatever#dealing w the depression is the priority hopefully my digestive system and menstrual cycle wont kill me in the meantime#okay thats my oversharing done for this thursday morning love u guys bye#.diaries
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@mutherless asked:
"all might." / from izuku
[Ways to respond when someone says 'I'm okay'. || Accepting.]
He let out a breath. The rest of 1-A was easy to fool- well. Easy to mislead, at least in regards to how he was doing. He'd barely made it to the end of the class, that day- wheezing, hacking globs of crimson as he tried to recover. The strain he'd put on One for All's embers was a bit much- he'd felt as though his entire body was being compressed, forced down to nothing for most of the class. It had been all he could do to laugh and smile and pray the kids didn't need any reprimands.
Though he'd paused the briefest moment- seeing a taller version of the youth he knew so well. More scarred, but- something about him just rang with experience. Undoubtedly- another traveler. Another lost soul he'd try to help find his way back...though the blond would be lying if he said it wasn't nice to see a version of the kid that had grown up,...
Become a Hero.
"...I will be." He finally managed to answer. 'I'm fine'- one of the only lies Toshinori permitted himself to ever say- and even then, it was because it was a half truth. After all- wasn't he above ground? Didn't that constitute as fine? "...I just....overextended myself....it's nothing you need to worry about, kid. Promise." Not yet. Not ever, hopefully. "...you should be a little more concerned about yourself, right now..."
He had to keep the other out of sight of 1-A....had to find another Door. (When had they started popping up more commonly on campus?) He'd have to discuss this with Endeavor, later... He tried to stand up straight- feeling his body protest, another round of coughs nearly folding him again.
Damn his injuries...
#I canβt put this behind me/Or just pretend || Asks#Through many battles/I have been tested/Iβve never failed/Never have been bested || Toshinori Yagi#Running into the fire/To pull you out || Verse | Unknown#mutherless#//and so thus- based on all my Q's...I hand over at least this XD#//I plan to work on more tmr but I am aboutta pass out#//n' I got work in the morn'...fffffffff#//anyway I hand ye this for now (with more to come tmr!)#//hopefully---#//depends on if work folds me like a damn lawn chair or no XD#//lemme know if you want anything changed!
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They are messy! I honestly stuck with RHATO but stopped when dexter soy left and it became red hood: outlaw and I was so mad when they had Bruce beat down Jason for a superficial reason that wasn't even true because it was "wE dOn'T kILl" but penguin didn't die!!!! He was just shot and in the hospital - he survived!!!!
I never delved that far back yet so I didn't know that but they should have kept that for the β¨dramaβ¨
Dick seems the most approachable and so down to earth to me π
And batboys perfume post? I'm listening π - kuroo cake anon
Ngl i have conflicted thoughts on the respective red hood runs because everyone is always just varying degrees of unlikeable all the time but jason is always fun to see when he appears in stories that arent centered around him for some reason
#cadence is answering ask#theres also that red hood webtoon series??#which i finished but didnt enjoy because why are they both such shitty frds to bizarro#like your frd is going through an existencial crisis can you two stop making out for a second#im going on a perfume testing date with my frd tmr so lets hope ill find something nice for everyone!!#im missing smth for tim rn but i do think we got some bangers tbh#kuroo cake anon
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what would u do if your friend tells yall halfway through the hangout, "idk what we're gonna do for Father's day since my dad has covid 0.0 " and they didn't mention getting tested so u and ur friend are jus like oh! Amd then days later she tells you to get tested cuz she feels sick and you end up getting covid from her
#deadass#what would you do in that situation#i still have covid btw I was very very sick but I jus have leftover phlegm to hack up here and there#it was jus rlly annoying cuz girl you didnt think to mention this before the hangout βΉοΈ#like I'm still having to take multiple covid tests and not go out and theyre still positive and I got shit to do and ppl to see π#tmr i have a dentist appt and I cant sleep but I need to wake up early to test if im negative (i hope) and if im not in gotta cancel my appt
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( got sick & now i'm home π )
#( waiting on the results of my covid test rn )#( & i mean. it looks like it's gonna be negative?? but idk yet. still got like 5 mins )#( which i mean. thank god mostly cuz it means i probably haven't spread it )#( but GOD do i feel like crap even if i don't have a fever. it's so weird y'all )#( & i'm scheduled tmr so idk π€·ββοΈ )#β β β₯οΈ β β ππππ πππππππ β β β± β β out of character.
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#i gotta die . thats rhe only explanation here#brain is FUCKED over tgis#i am . somegow icking myself out whixh is disruptinf the intensity ofnthe emotional reaction#hoaever. i am not liking how im feelinf Regardless.#i got what i wanted. n im just . i didnt Need it . and gettung it diesnt xhange Anythib At All#if i pretend the cault didnt just ooen n im npw facing Everythibg#ive just soent the last 3wks in thsrapy Gettibg over#gotta b a test bc i feel nothibg vut everythibg at the same time its Cool .#being high is definitely hslping.#i got this mssg sober . i was Sober when i replied (kinda. i had thought my reply out wgile sober)#but the way im feelung is Not good cheif i am stoned off my ass#n i need to nap bx i do work tn#n i am Physicalky tired whicb is going to b Awful 4 me tmr if i dont m rest Neow .#but anyaay. ha#i uust . feel like im watching tbis play out Not in my life#like none of this feels fucking real this isnt happenibg to me. none of this has been . its gotta be Fake?
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my inability to do anything when iβm anxious about something really holds me back sometimes but i have no clue what to do about it
#studyblr#help#im going to the dmv tmr#never been alone#for my driving permit test#its completely paralyzed me#but i got things to do
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